hey people. I havent wrote to many blogs. I have been meditating and thinking alot its crazy its like my flow of thoughts gets clearer and clearer everyday. I am more efficient then ever I feel great I feel like radiating a good feeling towards others! I think that is pretty important,
but also I think I am mapping out whats the matter with me kind of. its not really a desease of anything but its more my point of view. its crooked and twisted. I can see the things but I cant touch or interact with it. I cant help it idk no matter I do or practice. but I wont whine about it like i just did haha, I'll just try to meditate and ask for a way to know how. I also imagined my problem like this.
you see this world 1 right. but you see world 2. even though your concious is still in world 1 you can see everything thats happening and going on in world 2. its kind of overlapping the world 1 around you. so its like I'm locked in a cage in world 2. and I'm not really free in world one anymore because its not my place to be there so I dont feel too happy in it.
maybe someone of you know what I'm talking about but if you dont well nevermind then but thnx for the read anyways.
I hope to see you soon