I adore symbolism. I was born in Phoenix on March 20. First, the evolution reference in the mythical birth the phoenix is profound for me. A bird who dies and is reborn in constant cycle. Also, spring equinox is a date of death and rebirth (the end of summer the beginning of spring). For me, I've found profound signs in this date and my evolution. It's also the cusp of Pisces and Aries, the head and the foot. Also Pisces is a symbol of the Tao with the ying and yang swimming together in fish form. 69 is the number symbol. My name adds up to 11 and my birthdate adds up to 9 both symbolic of change and evolution (9/11 - was no accident in numerology).

With energy expansion, the ultimate purpose of my existence is to expand my soulwith the evolution of the planet. My soul expansion is based on my own willingness to experiment, experience, observe and just be. My truth is not your truth, nor should it be. My best learning process is to observe and live within my truth as this ultimately creates my soul expansion. Everytime, I say I resonate with that idea, this is my passion, this is where I'm going I get closer to my core. On a global level we're shifting the paradigm daily and with the shift, comes a responsibility to live within your truth. The truth of your higher soul is a higher vibratory state and requires some care. I have found, the intensity and impatience with arriving at this place can and does interfere with that journey. I was told through a soul reading that the real purpose of my existence is just 'to be' which doesn't seem natural for me on some level. I always need to be doing something. I've learned to meditate and go with the flow with some difficulty (it seems when I was younger it was easier). I found this earth difficult to relate to on many levels - the dishonesty, the hatred, the anger, the judgment - are all various uncomfortable emotions I have not only observed but experienced. Accepting these aspects of myself has been difficult, but in the end comforting to my soul growth. I believe the idea of 'being' in itself does not mean inaction, it just means accepting and surrender. To be happy with whatever is offered.

On so many levels this has been a challenge, I am a warrior at heart. When I see injustice I wish to right the wrong, heal the issue and make sure all is well. I can be easily outraged by those who seem to delve out injustice and promote greed at every turn. I am learning to relese my need to make everything right, and let it exist as it is. Yet still I find myself at an impasse - does it make sense to let injustice continue without raising a rant or a finger to stop it? I still don't know...