Even as I write this my body feels strange. I finally stopped procrastinating and decided since I had some free time I'd go ahead and get acquainted with this technique. My meditation practices have been really sporadic. I don't have a routine (yet) that I follow strictly , and the meditations I've practiced with are very simple. Nothing that I've persoanlly done thus far has prepared me for this meditation.

In a way, I was putting it off because I didn't really expect for much to happen and I didn't want to be disappointed. Well. I was wrong, AND pleasantly surprised. This was also my first time witha guided meditation. I relaxed, that was cool. But, by the time I had lit the crown chakra my body felt significantly different. Upon sending the light throughout the chakras and becoming a "beam" , my body had the sensation of being numb, but kind of thrumming at the same time.

While this happened from head to toe, the feeling was the most extreme in my forearms down to my hands. I don't know why. Then out of nowhere, I REALLY had to pee. So Divine... :P It was getting harder to concentrate so I relented and went to get up. I had a really hard time using my hands. I knew I was moving them but I couldn't feel it all the way. When I did get up I was wobbly and very disoriented, to say the least.I really wish I didn't have to interrupt it, but nature wasn't "calling" -it was screaming my first and middle names from down the street like your mama used to...

Anywho...When I picked it back up from where I left off , it didn't take long to get back into place. By the time it got to the song "Be still thy heart" I was overcome with love for Gaia that actually produced tears. This impressed me. Saturn is my father, so I'm not usually given to flights of emotional fancy. I didn't try to deny it or brush it aside as I normally would when the emotions get too thick. I embraced it and I shared it with Gaia, and it was sincere.

I still feel a little disconnected from myself , and my forehead has some tingly pressure. With practice I believe truly extraordinary things can open up. Profound would be an understatement in the description of this experience. So! That is my rendering, such as it was. Looking forward to using this often.

Love to ALL XOXOXO :) <3