Making It Real; Anchoring Spirit and Passion, Living the Heart.
 
For the last 15 years I have not been within real life physical employment. My role in this life for this time has been one of estoic, spiritual and expanded consciousness, dancing within many realms/dimensions tuning to, channeling and anchoring many desireable frequencies of Light into our beloved Gaia and also resetting of many global and personal patterns and energies into a deeper awareness of Love and Joy.
This work is complete for me in many ways LOL not all; but many:)....Yay! it's time to open a new doorway and physically step into this world to bring my knowing, values and expanded awareness into real life solid Being :)
I have let go of the need to forgive, for I saw that there is nothing to forgive, all action and reaction is simply a particular frequency of God, all is simply a dance in which we step in time to our own particular self limits; once empowered with the knowing that self limits are redundant I see that our steps become lighter and we swirl with a brilliance so bright that all else fades into insignificance.
It is a simple rememberance of who and what we are and a knowing that nothing within this life or any other has a need to be taken personally. As such anger, fear, lonliness and sorrow become non entities, they cease to exist for me within my personal space simply because I have no further need of them. LOL they are still there should I choose to pick them back up again...maybe I will...maybe I wont; the choice is mine to make as and when it arises:) Ahh...perfect perfection? Yes, within this moment, though within a further moment it may simply be perfect perfection on another level:) All is good, occurs as needed and is held within Divine sincronicity and my own personal god will:)
I made a simple choice a while ago to live the rest of my life simply as an enbodified being of Light, to live and be the perfection of God at the highest level of consciousness that I can reach within this or any other given moment and to bring this conscious awareness to this world in whichever way would serve and empower both myself and humanity.
With my choice made and my intent set the doorways of oportunity have opened with a simple sincronicity yet at a fast and almost furious rate.
My Joy has always lent towards the realisation of self empowerment of myself and others and especially children and young adults.  An oportunity arose for me to volunteer at a local high school assisting in enabling children with special educational needs and/or 'behaviour and anger issues' to learn how to read. This has blossomed into volunteering 4 afternoons a week in various capacities within the SEN department at the school. Now a further opportunity has arisen for me to return to college to study further and become a qualified SEN learning support worker whilst still continuing to volunteer within the school...ahhh, the blending of the two, Spiritual knowing and the world of qualifications and proof; Simply Perfect:)
This role as a conduit of self empowerment and self realisation both for myself and others is an honour and a delight to fullfil; it blends my personal earthly skill sets with my simple spiritual knowing of who and what I am within an expanded consciousness. It is Perfect :)
I know that I have no need to change the way of being for these children, all that is required by them is the space and the opportunity to come to a realisation that they do have a choice to self empower, learn and create with their own will and self responsibility within their own particular awareness/energy frequency.
Most of all I see my role is to bring a realisation that everyone has a choice to be trully happy with who they are and a choice to change in an instant anything which no longer fits them. 
All can choose Happiness should it be wished for...it is decreed as a Divine Right:)
:) I remember words that I wrote a while ago as the ending to a poem:
 I Am what I Am, and with all of my Might,
I Am Purely. Simply.
.....A Being of Light.
LOL...and Now I Dance; Fully and completely in an awareness of Divine Infinity blending with a physical Life, ever spiralling and ever growing, self perpetuating and expanding with ease and grace.
And I fill with laughter:)
I Live my Heaven:)
~xxx