As you merge with your Higher Self, you may find that when it is fully integrated it is like it disappeared, for there is no distinct voice. You may feel alone. You may wonder if you were tricked.
The Higher Self, which has always been you, is fully integrated, and thus YOU. That is there is a unified voice, yours and HS and there is no distinction. What you think, say and reflect on is unified and there no longer is a separation of parts.
When descending in to matter and taking on the “veil of forgetfulness”, we actually just let go of knowing about our fullness. So in order to study and reunite with what we forgot we gave each piece a name, like lower self, higher self, Christ self, and other names, many other names. Our language provides a diversity of metaphors and illustrations in order to reestablish our knowledge.
Once you learn and/or remember these aspects of yourself, then it is just the desire that melts it all in to you. Intention to be actively united is all it takes for the merging. What I have found with this process is that suddenly that friendly different voice is not there.
My Higher Self is One with me and thus our voices are also one. Just when I got used to listening to my higher self as some part of me that was distinct, I now find no distinct voice. I now need to understand and utilize the one voice that comes our merging/remembering. My voice is simply a larger more fuller. All works as One.For a short time I had mistaken this unity for being alone!
A person becomes their Higher Self at this point. The sensation of it all is smooth. Smooth for there are few dramas and when dramas present themselves, there is still a sense of ease and grace to them. You move smoothly through them. You might have various emotions, even anger or perhaps humor, and as you engage them fully, the process of moving through the drama is smooth.
All the time you spent perfecting, clearing and loving your being manifests itself as confidence and select actions. When one with your Higher Self, that just steps up several notches. Yet it feels so familiar that you may mistake it for being less than that.
Alone is a word, which those of us who have completed this unity, use to explain what it feels like. Yet it is really just a misunderstanding and old programming residue.We are more “crowded” than ever before, if you count all the parts we merge with along the path. You are never alone again in your life! I also have noticed the same thing when channeling any of my spiritual Team.
When El Morya comes through me at first it just feels like I am changing a bit of my energy, and the tone of my writing shifts. I need to look and see it is him, or ask it this is him in order to separate his identity. I am merged with my spiritual team as well. Much of what I say or write is no longer just the small me I used to know. It is a blended expression.
When Quan Yin comes through me, I may feel I am in a gentle mood and yet it is her personality I am feeling, and her words will show this, although I might mistake it for my words alone. It becomes a task to identify who is working with me in certain situations at times. I can ask for one of them to come forward and be of assistance at times, and they each do. I know then who is working with me. Through our divine missions we take on, I find that our focal points are very similar and hard to differentiate at times any particular personality that is communicating at any one time. It may no longer even be necessary.
What has helped me is learning the energy signatures before this process, and getting to know some of my spiritual teams’ identities. I still only know a tiny faction of those whom with I work.
Yet in the ever present NOW, it becomes a mute point and I now know I must let go of all of that “need to know” and just flow. The more I allow this teamwork to flow, the more my world becomes very magical.
I wanted to share this with you for I know many others are also wondering if everyone left them, where are the guides, where is that Higher self, and why does it seem like it is just me alone. It is more like there is a huge party inside of you now and that everyone is such great friends that there is a consensus of thought, ideas and direction that it is hard to distinct who says what!! Like the friends or couples that finish each other sentences, the Oneness is. You will, and cannot ever be alone again ever. Aloneness was just a perception to learn from anyway, for we were never alone, and yet it is part of our lifestyle that we use this phrase. Once you get to this part of the path, go with the flow!
~ carolyn