I just had what could possibly be the best and most interesting out of body experience I’ve had yet. I was trying to leave my body all morning but just couldn’t manage it. I was determined to do it though and so I kept at it until finally I got out. After a minute or so of being a bit disoriented I finally get my balance. I place my hands together and slowly separate them doing a type of energy increase that I’ve learned from past experiences. I feel energy start to rush up through my body and my vision comes about. I see the room I am in. I see the bed which had a cover that was so beautiful. It was like a liquid blue with gold waves running through it in motion. I look beyond that to see the window which was not fully present but there. I decide to run at it to pass through and as I do, my vision starts to fade but I focus enough to keep myself there. I turn to face the window on the opposite side pushing myself through at which point I see the reflection of a huge full moon in the sky. Such a beautiful sight! I do one final push and I am through onto the other side. I fly up and do a twist in the air feeling the wind as it pushes over me and then I lose control slightly and land in some bushes in the garden below. It kind of hurt as the bushes felt like nettles but oh well... I stand up and launch myself back up into the air when I see it, the hill!
So many times I’ve been here always wanting to get over this hill to see what is beyond and this time I knew I was going to do it. I was going to get beyond it this time no matter what! I start to fly towards it faster and faster. Feeling the air gush past me, I can see I’m really picking up speed now and I see it. The peak of the hill it’s closer, I feel I’m about to make it. Then suddenly I do, I make it over the hill! The land on the other side at first is pretty much the same but there is a distinct feel of something very different to it. I fly down into the valley below me as I see some strange animals grazing in a field. They remind me of sheep but they’re far from that... I pass them by and come across what looks to be a swamp. At the time I thought up a name for the swamp straight away but I forget now what it was. I see a branch of a tree sticking out and I grab hold of it. As I hold it and move it, it seems to have flexible joints as if it was an arm but made of wood. I realise then that these trees at some point or another come alive. Suddenly I see what I can only describe as a Grim reaper but covered in mould. It rushes very quickly through the trees of the swamp and gives me the impression of a forest elemental sort of creature. I decide that I may have to leave in case I disturb it so I start to rise up through the trees. The layers of leaves are increasing as I rise and I find myself touching rock. I grab hold of this rock to pull myself up until finally I get out. It would seem I was inside a large stone dome with a hole in the top. I look around to see where I should go next when I see a footpath leading to a strange large door. I jump down to fly towards it when something else catches my eyes. It wasn’t there before... A large doorway into what looks to be a library filled with old books. I just couldn’t help myself I had to enter this place and so I fly down to go inside and investigate.
I see people walking around everywhere and I’m under the impression I’m back in the etheric at a library. I look up to a second floor where there’s a wooden railing and there’s people walking past so I fly up there to see what’s around. Once I get up I fly along briefly glancing at a man sat at a large old wooden table. He looks at me and smiles and gives a quick wave. I smile back and bow my head then continue to move when suddenly I stop... I know that face from somewhere before, that man at the table. Who was he...? I turn back to look at the man and I smile again while pointing to him as if to let him know I’ve recognised him and he smiles again and pulls out a chair next to him. I glide over and say hello. I express how I feel I’ve known him before and ask for his name and he tells me but I do not remember it now. I fly around to the chair next to him and sit down when he responds to me by saying. “The question is who are you?”
I knew what he meant, I knew he knew who I was but it was like a philosophical question. Who am I? I to be honest quite hate questions like this as I can never think up an answer on the spot, haha. I reply by saying that I can’t answer that for I don’t truly know. Then while I’m sat there thinking through a million different answers I realise the only true answer for me to say is that I am who I am. For I am constantly expanding and changing. I tell him and he says that is true but there is more. He explains something about art and inspirational creation. I start to feel myself coming forth from within... It’s a beautiful feeling but intense. The fire within me burning brighter and brighter and the intense energy flushing throughout my body in waves of bliss. Suddenly other beings turn up at the table and I look there is one sat behind me who looked rather deformed. Quite ugly though I guess I shouldn’t judge. He was quite distracting and I turn back to the man to speak further but I feel myself fading. The experience is about to end. I wanted to hold on longer but I knew it was time and so I let it happen.
It’s left me with something to think about this one. Who am I? Looking back, to me, it seems quite obvious after I feel my true self coming forth from within after being asked such a question. That is who I am. The divine being that was answering the question inside me. I wish I could have answered it that way at the time but oh it happened as it happened.