For the last couple of days I have been so completely confused by things and feeling lonely and out of place. This afternoon I got a feeling I have had before, but way more clearly today. It sounds crazy, but I don't feel like I'm from this time at all. I mean, I understand it of course and it's my life now, but it doesn't seem like the right place for me to be really. For many years I have been a big fan of science fiction, and I very drawn to some images and ideas of humanity's future world, (or worlds.) It really seems like a bit more than just a cool thing to be interested in. Some of the ideas, i can really relate to,as though they are actually yet to come and I know it. Many things that are now dreamed up in people's imagination hold, for me, a sense of having been there and seen it already. It seems so very logical that we will progress if you stay on a certain positive path. This is thought to be our technological height, but I truly and whole heatedly believe that it will go on to get so much more advanced. I can almost view it from the point of view of already has before, in a time that has technically not happened yet.

I recall a moment I had a couple of months ago. it now seems pretty profound, though at the time I thought little of it. That's just the way I think about this. I was chatting with a small group of people who happen to be of a Christian faith that are honestly sure the world it almost ready to end and all human life gone from it. I recall clearly thinking, "no, that doesn't make sense. If their God ends the Earth very soon, (they think within likely a couple decades or less) then none of what I really see as really someday existing ever could." For some reason, the idea that Earth will then be gone and all the things I can relate never happening is a foreign, and illogical concept. Life telling a person who was born as raised in New York City, that America does not exist, and never has or well. They would say, "well of course it does," and never understand how you can say it doesn't, when clearly they have been there. Hearing from this small group that the human race is soon to not be and the God will end our progress on it, just makes no sense. If that happens, I think, what about all of our not yet thought of bases in space, or our future advances in computers and medicine and the study of the mind, and... the list could go on. My feelings at this moment, or so certain that even though I of course have no more proof than any one else that "the end of time" is not going to be anytime soon, I'd say I'm extremely convinced, that there's no way it is.

I am starting to become sure I'm actually on a soul level, from the future. Of course, I reason, this could be possible. Time is not really linear, and does not have to go in a set order, as i have come to believe. Sure many talk about remembering past lives in just that... the past. But why not a past life in the future to? It makes no sense to me, but I actually feel tonight like I miss a place I can't quite recall. I feel like so many things are "wrong" now and just don't make sense. i feel like so many people just don't understand the way things really should be and also that I just don't belong here all the time anymore.
Am I the only one who ever feels this way? Are there by chance any here who are actually time traveling souls? I'm not sure what to think or how to feel, or how to approach trying to learn more about what's going on.