ok, reading blogs here today triggered one dominant sense of wanting to write something blunt and straightforward into comments at each and every one of them... but no, i don't do that, i don't do that because i need to be patient, i need to wait, i need to pass my waiting time in an agreeable fashion - oh yes, and then i need to give everyone their free will choice too and i can't possibly make anyone's life a wee bit easier, oh no, they don't want to give up their lessons and it's ok -

yes, it's ok, but i'm running out of patience today - i'm as frustrated as i can be at the state of humanity - i'm frustrated and want to finally be able to do what i came here to do - why else would i even be here!!!.... the energy of being hindered, yes i know it's just the way i perceive my surroundings today, and on many other days, yes i know it's a form of attachment to even have a lense that colors my perception, but hey, i'm still human and as such, i'm whining today about running out of patience! - i'm exercising my free will to do that today - so i do it - you hear me?? i'm running out of patience - i don't want to wait until folks feel inside that they're ready to be whole any more - i'm ready, trained and willing to do my job!! so let me do it for crying out loud and then perhaps i can go back home!

crystal one to ONE