I started to write that I "feel" alone....not lonely...but "alone". Hmmmmm....that seems to fit except I don't think there's a scenario that would change that, not in this 3D world. It'll be on another level. This has been one of the "clarifying moments" I seemed to have had lately. And you know, 3D ego is only a small portion of what it once was but at times it still wants to find "someone/something out there" that will change that. G-AH-D knows that my past has seen multiple attempts to fill that 5D hole w/ a 3D peg. Won't fit no matter how much I try to force it. I'm OK w/ feeling "alone", w/ that alone being what comes w/ realizing the limits of 3D. It's not the old "oh, I don't feel complete w/o somebody"....it's the "when I get home it will be majestic!!!". It's kinda like when you're a kid and your birthday/party time is just around the corner. (Hmmm, except I never had a birthday party till I was 40, lol. Not looking for sympathy) I know that path to the "feeling as one" is inward, not "out there somewhere". You see, ego hates that crap. It's all about the external, for it can not exist w/o focus on that which is outside of oneself.
These are certainly "strange days". Ego is experiencing dying gasps....and Oh! What freedom comes from that.

Namaste~Shalom
Mark