Dear all:

In this period - August/September - I have been a bumpy road. The most difficult period since the beginning of the year.

Today I went to the circle and I merged with you as a group
My emotions were a little bit shaky.

I can not say so much, there were things that I couldn't understand and things that I am not able express in words.

This is one the visions that came to me: I , as Roberta, was creating many bubbles of emotions. And my OneSelf was dissolving - or exploding those bubbles - using a needle -- Till there was no more bubbles and I was in peace.

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Then I was shifting the point of view:
• feeling myself as Roberta, focusing the OneSelf: peace and comfort.

• feeling as OneSelf focused in Roberta's life: curiosity and Love.

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I understood that the feelings that I'm having when in contact with other people (their fear anguish, depression) is my resistance in giving love.

There is a place inside myself where I can be centered and spread love. It is what I have to do and it is what the OneSelf wants that I do it.
But yet - in my normal life - it has been difficult to be centered in this spot all the time. Then I feel what the people is feeling. I feel it with my resistance. Because I am not centered.

Thank you for being there.

Love

Roberta