... I just found out something awful today. My aura had been SEVERELY blocked, for who knows how long?

I was being attacked and I didnt even know it, but it was an awful dark cloud of energy in my aura, but with meditation its been clearing. Im surprised I've been able to feel anything at all. This isnt my doing, but was placed there by an another entity, via a charm.

I wasnt even able to view anything by my third eye, but Im clearing the chakra, so in a way, this 'hexing' helped by showing me I need to clear out the old energy.

Im gaining my bearings, got my angels back in my life again. =) They cleansed my room, my stones, my energy, their prescense uplifting me, I felt like I was 'home' ...
and the dark cloud keeps getting pushed farther and farther away, where it BELONGS.

Cant believe I was carrying that and DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT, yet still had the strength to heal my friends and family, strangers . . . No wonder though, I was feeling so drained and sleepy...Pushing myself to keep going, thinking that there was something wrong with me! Pushing myself so it hurt, but I see that it was this 'gift' SARCASM ... that had me feeling so ick.

I am furious, but I savour my wraith for the moment. We are not mean to be stoics, taking damage. I will retalliate. I have warned time and time again, the light barer is NOT a crash test dummy. I am INTELLIGENT, I am a HEART, and I will defend and avenge the people. With the heart of a lion...esss.

Love always,
The Violet Torch
I feel like a little girl chosen for this, but I know I was chosen for a reason. I will do ANYTHING, EVERYTHING I CAN... It is worth it. Everything, is worth the chance for life and love. I put it all out on the table, I hide nothing. I have no reason to sneak about and hide and cower. Something very evil, sickly wicked, was trying to get in my head. And I was fighting it off by myself.I AM NOT GIVING UP. No wounder I felt so awful when the other angels tried to heal me. That is over with, I release that negavity back from whence it came. Protecting the gift of the light body I have via techniques others have taught me.