I talked to a spirit coach, he emailed me telling me he does free consultations, during the phone call I had with him he said he felt I had innate healing ability. He said I could hone it and make money. As soon as he mentioned money I was uncomfortable. I know people need money but I hate to [ut healing and money in the same sentence. So the next thing I asked him is so how much do you charge? He said $220 pre session. So I then told him I wouldn't have money till at least December and he grew quiet and I could tell he lost all interest in mhelping me in my free consultation so I told him bye and to have a good day. You see the problem is that what about poor people who don't have money, do they not deserve healing too? Perhaps the answer is we must learn to help ourselves. It's just that some issues feel deep and difficult. But I found for myself I have issues I haven't completely healed yet and that's okay for me to live with. Because I am making for my family a domain of trees and plants with the hope that my childrens children will be healed people even though I was unable to completely help myself, I feel happy knowing I did good for my subsequent generations in my lifetime. The other problem is with charging money to heal another, is the healing never feel genuine because it should only be done from the heart with no expectation of gain. That is just how I feel. I still will try to become a better healer to help others find themselves. I know for the most part I can only nudge someone in the right direction. For instance I am a cashier at a grocery store. What I do is I smile at people, my gift is a genuine smile, saying you are alright as you are. I don't modfy souls, or cure chronic conditions, but I often find things I love about a person, often it is their inadequcies that are the most lovable in a person.