So, it's been a while since I felt the Mama Earth's "burps." Meaning...her earthquakes, floods, tsunamis, and the like. I felt I had passed the Human Barometer stage in this new "Light Body" change over, but last week was a real doozy.

What was it? An Earthquake then tsunami in Samoa? And earthquake in Indonesia? Something in the Phillipines? I am not sure anymore as I don't watch the news but I think you know which happenings I mean.

I haven't been "vertigo-like" since my bad bout in January, but last week there was a daily looming feeling of not being balanced. Then every other day I would wake up to the headlines and have an "Ahaaaaaaaaaaa, that's what's going on" moment. Sure it's nice to know it's not really "me," but still, not fun. It's hard to describe but at times it's like this pulling sensation, like pulling my body down. Weird feeling. But I do my best to go on and know it's an "energy thing." Well, I at least guess that until the headlines show up and validate it all.

The other night, Tuesday, well actually then, Wednesday 2 a.m., I got up to tinkle as was totally fine. On my way back to bed I felt "weird..." again. But kind of scary wake up husband wierd. It's hard to describe, and I did have a taste of it the previous week too, but I guess at 2 a.m. when you just want to get back to sleep there is no "distracting" it away. So I woke up the hub he did some touching and holding we just learned in couples therapy to bring down the anxiety of it all, and within minutes we were snoozing again.

The next day, for a few hours, I must admit, anxiety was looming wondering if I would feel that again, "Am I sick? Old? WHAT?!" But then I felt like good ol' me and had a great day. Last night, the news announces, "Typhoon in" sorry, don't remember where. Was it Japan? I got so busy looking over at the hub and he was so busy nodding back at me that I don't remember.

Yup. I first noticed I was a human barometer in 2004 was it? The first bad tsunami in many years that killed thousands and thousands? Oh man. I was in such bad shape, having no idea why, SO much so that I CALLED MY SISTER who hadn't spoken to me in about 2 years, because I didn't know what else to do. Something "was wrong" I needed to have her in my corner so I called her at 6 a.m. day after Christmas was it? Apologizing for whatever I did, and bawled my eyes out. She took that wonderful opportunity to tell me all that is wrong with me, all that I've always done wrong, etc etc. Yeah...it wasn't the wisest move to call her, but I had no idea what was going on. It as that or a visit to the ER. Actually, after that talk with her I felt even closer to going to the ER. *ha* Can we say MISTAKE? Shortly after that I noticed whenever I felt really bad/off for no reason, the next day the headlines were of an Earth Happening somewhere in the world. :-(

Oh, and and this is key! Once it has happened!? I was okay. Back in balance. It's when it's building, on it's way, here, then I am good once it's happened. But the last couple of weeks? Mama Earth "ain't playin'" and I've been walking between worlds is what it feels like. One happening right after the other. Not fully here, not fully grounded...emotionally or physically.

Anyone else? I figured I put it out there for others who already know they are human barometers, and mostly for those who have felt really OFF the last couple of weeks and have never put 2 + 2 together.