Yesterday I was painting...then, before going to sleep I stared and talked to God. He is always listening. I saw a HUGE shooting star, like this one. The only difference is that the stone was green and it had this enormous white tail. Whenever I see a big shooting star, I can even hear the sound it makes, like sizzling. Today I think I saw a small UFO. One of those small white stars that move fast, and I think those aren't airplanes because it was so high...

What was that energy that we felt since last weekend? Was that the New Moon? At least its over now, I hope so. People were so...well you know, that constant arguing. It affected me too because I felt anger and couldn't avoid it but its over for me now. =)

Ok...back to the experiment.

How odd, I was just going to mention some points but some of you did yesterday hehehe. I will sumarize. Those are mainly notes for myself because some are very basic and some others are some things I found about myself. Some are good reminders though.

Well, it all started because during the first week of october some old fear appeared and I decided to examine it. So I cut off some distractions that were not helping at all. Also, I really wanted to focus on reading four books. I am still on the first one oooups, but anyways I had to reschedule my time and my priorities. I had to reorganize what was going on in my mind.I decided to add up a dose of grouning to my thoughts, because during these times I find it useful to be realistic in some ways.

1. As we know, some challenges are external but internally it depends on how we see them. I believe we do not create everything we see around us as individuals. The main point is that we are the ones to bring light to some places were light is needed, and that is a challenge. Lets say you would love to manifest big changes to one place, but realistically, you will need help and patience. We are still on 3D even if we may find ourselves feeling in 4D or 5D.

2. When there is a lack of information about a situation or about people, the mind could attempt to fill those gaps with suppositions, which is a trap.

3. Some messages are out of context, meaning that they are way too focused on a 5D reality and beyond when in reality, we are still between the 3rd and the 5th. (Some messages are just too filled with honey) And some people still pay too much attention to the negative ones.

4. As mikemerch said in his last blog, we, as human beings, when faced with many pains and challenges won't apply all our knowledge. One thing is theory...another one is practice. Lets face it!!! We are still very human!!! No matter who you are, at this time you are human.

5. I don't know if this happens to everyone, but now, whenever something that doesn't feel good comes, it is still not so easy to deal with it now knowing that you shoudln't judge. For example, last weekened that I was feeling some anger, some thoughts would try to justify that anger. But I knew I couldn't blame anything or anyone at all, which caused a sense of frustration. To know that you can't avoid certain feelings and know that you have to let them flow and try not to relate them with thoughts.

6. I took a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong test about aura colors and the result was that I am a sensitive tan and my second most predominant color is blue, and that explains a lot!!! Recently, I've been doing some exercises with my hands to see the aura and I see mostly...blue!!!

7. Some behavioral patterns maybe can't be avoided because those are part of our soul contracts at this time. You may know what is right or wrong, but maybe we just can't get rid of some. But at least we can become fully aware of them and that is the answer. God will help us ascend anyways.

8. Finally and maybe one of the most important points, my main hypothesis was that if I could leave some distractions and reschedule, I would feel more communicated with the higher realms. Well, I just talk to Heaven, and I guess they listen.  My evidence is that most of the time there is something special whenever I look at the sky at night, or during daytime I see lots of butterflies.

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Conclusion: the game is not over yet and we are very human. That explains why we are sometimes still very incongruent hehehe.

Love and light for all!!