i know that i am as beautiful as any other soul and that i count as much as anyone else....then why am i having such a problem with the I. it was pointed out to me recently and i thank that person with all my heart. but that hasnt helped me much...knowing it hasnt helped me much....its still all about me. i love as much as anyone else and i would give my life for someone else without a thought... am very down that i is so important to me......i have been my best friend all my life and how do i suddenly ditch i....im so confused......xxx