I have all kinds of differents dreams, and I know the difference if im just having a normal dream, if I am been told something, or if I'm being a light worker, these are just some of the things I have experienced being a lightworker.

A TIME TO GO
 
I remember being in a barn, a young man not yet had turned 21, was in my arms, we were on the floor, i was sitting holding him in an up right position. He couldn't understand what was happening, and i couldn't tell him, i felt that i wasn't allowed, for he had to realize what had happened to him. So we sat talking, about him, his life  from as far back as he could remember, till his life now.

Then he remembered, he had been out riding, he really wasn't suppose to cause no-one was home, he was here all alone. He had a great ride, brought the horse back, but the horse got spooked when he was rubbing him down... and it was just an accident.

He looked at me, and said "I'm dead now and that's why your here with me....."

"Yes. it's ok"

 'i don't want to go... I have so much to do, what about mum and dad, my girl friend...."

He panicked for a little while and then soon calmed down, I was telling him a little bit about his family, and he settled down, and I told him he wasn't going any where till he was ready....

Before to long he was ready, he asked if i was taking him, I told him no, but for him not to be afraid and that it was ok

I woke

NEGLECTED CHILDREN:

I remember going to a room where 3 young girls were, I had been drawn to the youngest one, she was cold, dirty and hungry. I laid beside her , she snuggled deep into me.

Then next night I was with them again, looking down on them, I found out that they are being looked after by their step dad, who is a drunk, he drinks most of their food money, the mother works long hours and is not home till late, so she is unaware of what is going on. The step father makes them stay in their room, day and night. The kids sneak out to see what they can find to eat when, he falls asleep.

They didn't want to be here any more, they wanted there dad to come and get them. He promised them one day when he could he would come and get them, this what they have been hanging on to.

I made myself known to them, played with them, kept them clean, brushed there hair... went with them to find food. This man was a bad man, cranky, mean and he had hurt these kids, knocked them about.

I encouraged the girls to open up to there mother tell her what he is really like. when the kids did, it fell on deaf ears, and the children were punished and told there would be no dinner.

One night he got sooo drunk, he barged into the girls room, he saw for the first time how everything was neat and tidy and how clean they were and they were having fun. In a rage, he turned the room up side down, pushed them across the room, hurting and bruising them. After he left I held all three of them till they had fallen asleep. But before they did I told them that there daddy was coming to get them now, he had the proper papers and he was on his way.

Of course the mother was told a story by the boyfriend about the children and the children got into trouble off the mother. This went on for a while. The next thing I knew I was out side up a tree and I saw a strong confident man walk down the foot path, stopping out the house. This was the children s father... Police cars turned up... He knocked on the door and went in and got his children... the police officers were appalled to see the state of the children and the home. While they were dealing with the man and woman, the father got his girls and they walked back down the path. He told them that they didnt need to take anything, for he had all new stuff for them, and there own room.

The little girl looked up, she saw me in the tree, with the biggest smile I had ever seen and said thank you....

A MOTHER'S GRIEF

This night i remember we were given out tasks, I its like a knowing, nothing on a clip board or anything like that. I was walking to my destination.

A woman came to a certain spot every day. Her son had been recently married, found out his new bride was expecting their first, he took on extra shifts, the money was great... He drove up this road, every day for years, but this morning he drove up this road, when he reached the top, the sun was rising and blinded him and didn't see the car coming towards him at a speed. This woman's son died instantly. He felt no pain. Nothing.

But this mothers grief was keeping his energy earth bound and he couldn't move on completely. I watched just at sun rise, the woman laid flowers at the side of the road and then went to the middle of the road, where her son had died, knelt down on her knees and cried. I went over to the woman knelt down beside her touched her shoulder to let her know i was there. "I know your pain, I know what happened to your son" and I went on talking to her consoling her, and told her that she needs to let him move on, it wasnt doing her any good, the toll on the rest of the family, they cant grieve properly because of there concern for you, they love and miss you too, you need to be there for them too, you have a grandson coming into the world soon and he'll need you to talk to him about his dad..."

Then she listened and thought about it, thanked me. I handed her the bunch of flowers, she placed them in the middle of the road, and said good bye.

when we had gotten back to the side of the road, her daughter and son in-law were waiting for her... she looked at them, told them it was ok, she wasn't coming back here any more, and that she said her good byes.... they were relieved, thanked god under their breaths at the same time. She was trying to explain how i had helped her, and how i made her feel, they looked but couldn't see me, "mum you were by yourself, we were watching you the whole time...."

then again I woke up

JUST ANOTHER BUSY NIGHT

I was given tasks (its been a long time....)anyways, I would appear to the elderly... they were dying an example was this old couple was nailing down tiles on there house, for bad weather was coming, there son in-law was helping also doing all the heavy stuff, he didnt like it that his mother in law was up on the roof either, but time was running out so it was like all hands on deck. When i got there the old guy was having a stroke... I noticed his wife doing a crap job but it would do lol, I held the old man in my arms, telling him, that i was here and every thing was going to be alright.. he was also badly dehydrated. His wife looked but wasn't scared like "how in the hell did you get here and what are you doing with my husband? its like she knew and became saddened. I calmly told her to go call an ambulance and to bring some cold towels and water. she nodded and went. while she was gone I noticed that he had a wooden leg and it was broken, I felt him and knew he had diabetes as well and his body had been wearing away for a long time now and he had hidden a lot of his health problems from his wife. I talked to him telling him, its ok I know all about his aches and pains. I told him that his wife already knew, he couldn't speak, we were like mind speaking... I said us woman are very cluey about stuff like that... he smiled. his wife came back she gave him little water and cooled him down with the cloth. Two ambulance men came. Thats when I left them, and I was down near the ambulance, and saw the ambulance drive away.

The next one was I was sent to a house where an elderly woman had died, but she was scared to leave. I went to the house looked and found the poor frail woman hiding behind the stove. My heart just went out to this one, she had been left all alone for weeks, no=one came for her, no family no-one and she was scared. She had died during the night in her sleep, so it was quick. She told me, she was soo lonely and didn't want to die a lone. She knew she had to leave the house but was scared to.

I sat on the floor with her and talked to her, telling her it was ok for her to feel the way she did, but its time now for her to be happy, and to move on, and see people that can fill her empty heart and fill it with love and light, the way it should have been. I told her I will help her but she has to be ready first.

we talked and talked, I could see the light glowing back into her again, she was ready....

When she left a man with a clip board came, he was disgusted that she was missed before now, and he was going to find out why.. he told me I was ready to take on a harder task, to try and stop a man from taking that last drink...

So the next thing I was sitting at a bar next to this middle aged guy.. he was well on his way so to speak, the bar was half empty it was late.. 2am and I felt him, he had heaps of problems, but he had created his own problems over the years, he was really depressed, he put his family in debt many times, and they struggled for many years.. his wife left him taking the children. He turned to the bottle owed people money, worked two jobs at a time to stay alive, he'd lose the job, fall behind again, it was just a terrible ride he was on and he just couldn't get off... his children didn't want to see him any more, his girlfriend also left him, he had stolen money from his parents to try to get back on track, they diss owened him when they found out.. the list went on and on... and now we are here at the bar... drowning in alcohol.

After a while he noticed me, so I tried talking to him, it was very hard at first, but then as he drank he blurted out his sad life's story, the more i tried, the more he hardened. The bar tender came over with a glass "whiskey and coke" "last drink..." he looked at me... before putting the glass down on the bar, so I knew that this was going to be his last drink.... I panic'd and more or less talked out my butt... I didn't know what else to say or do, I picked up his drink before he did, "This could be your last drink ever... do you really want to drink it? what if I said to you, if you had this last drink you could die... and nothing you ever did on this earth would ever be healed or resolved...., with out thinking, he took the drink and drank it......

I thought "oh my god.... I killed him..." Then the guy who gave me the task stood behind me... "now you have experienced it.... that guy was already dead.... he haunts this bar.... he doesn't want to move on, he thinks he doesn't deserve to move on and he's quiet happy here, many people have come to try to remove him.... he will never go.

So was it the alcohol that killed him, that one last drink? I asked

Noo, that's a legend made up, actually the bar tender had cut off his drinks and was just giving him plain old coke... humanly he died of a heart attack and bad living on this earth, he had broken his soul.

Not everyone wants to be saved, and come to us.... you did well.....

Then I woke

Note: I always had dreams like the above, like different scenario's.. and or being with children while they needed me, because they were scared, or frightened of being beaten again.... So looks like im back working again lol......

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