Dear friends, our intensified evolution continues! The changes are obvious even on physical level.
By the way, vibrations really increase in this world! I meet mostly positive people these last months, although I had to communicate with different and occasional people, while selling my small appartment and looking for job. And even if they are sometimes angry and irritated, I understand then easily, and they quickly change their attitude.

Many of us are selling their homes and moving. We do the same think, and it feels like pending: we don't know yet where is our future home, how will it look like, can it be other area or even other country? And at the same time, we are building our new personality. New home/new personality - looks like it is all connected!
Feels like we stepped on uncharted territory. Usually our mind asks question "What?When?How? Where is the guarantee?". This is old 3D model. It still works, of course.

But yet there is something being born.New approach, when we don't ask about guarantees, just rely on our heart's suggestion.
I also feel like our previous live was so unconscious. Life is about getting more and more consciouse, like a sufi poet said" I was a mineral, then became a plant, after that - an animal, now I am a human, and will become an angel after that".
I am starting to remember who I am and what goes on. Since our soul comes from higher realms, this world is too dense and slow for her, and remembering usually lasts years. Besides forces that control this world ( you can call them reptiles, matrix, whatever) like to keep us ignorant: working, eating, sleeping, never questioning about anything else. So awaking is slow and difficult, but possible.

I really remembered that my coming here was very important, and my soul is very great. While I had amnesia regarding my soul and my mission life was so dull and depressive. Besides, the "rulers of this world". did everything to convince me that I am small and unworthy.

In order to remember fully and become myself I have to cast off 3D thinking. It doesn't mean that I should become irrational and lost in delusions. It means that I should release worries and expectations. This 3d thinking in my life is represented by my parents, as it often happens. They taught me to worry, to seek guarantees, to follow your endless and dull duties. They are not "negative" people, of course. One of our task is to love everybody here, even negative people ( but our parents of course AREN'T negative). But to embody our purpose we should rely on our intuition more and more, while vibrations increase.

I also was posting about finding a job. Many had an impression that I focuse too much on spirituality, neglecting real life. But I am just folloing my calling, and don't concentrate on spiritual or non-spiritual work. If I don't follow my inner calling - nothing works.
I tried to fit in and build my career like all people do, but felt unhappy and nothing worked. But recent days I tried to release any expectations and follow my feelings. It is not easy, but indeed something new is starting to come out. If I forget such things like "diplomas", "work experience", "financing", there comes a feeling, that I can probably create an office by myself. In that office we should implement totally new approach to psychology and helping people. Before that psychology was based on necessary diplomas and academical knowledge. When I tried to acqire it all, my life began to crumble! It was a sign that I went wrong way. Everything that happened in my life was designed to lead me to alignment with higher self. So indeed, everything was a blessing.

Now instead of gaining dry knowledge about human soul, I have opened my own inner resources. Probably I will be able to open an office, where we will help people not with knowledge, but using mostly love and compassion! Probably we will be like facilitators and consultants in difficult times, or even in not very difficult times ( like conception and birth). Again leaning mostly on love and compassion, than academical knowledge.

It is not that I am focusing too much on spiritual... IT IS JUST MY INNER CALLING!
By the way, sometimes I work as ordinary "non-spiritual" designer, and am very unhappy... because can't express my creativity fully. My employers always dictate me which colors or which conception I should use... so my own unique perception is not utilized at all :(

But in case if I create my office, it will be opportunity to express my energy fully. We will give away our intuitive knowledge, love and compassion... And idea is still in the process of birth!