If i may...i will share this with anyone who reads this.
I have been there done that. Everything I have ever wanted to experience I have. (except a few minor little things)
In doing all these things...I never managed to finish what i start *with the exception of things that excite me and fuel a passion* Went to school for nursing, massage therapy, legal assistant, doula(finished), child birth educator(finished), reiki(finished)...my list goes on and on.(i have had over 30 jobs in 10 years)Nothing makes me WANT to be there!!!!
I'm getting to the reason for this blog....
I had to experience all these things to know what I truly want.
I feel like something inside of me is about to explode!!!!! I am being called to do the things I love...the things that I am SO passionate about. I can hear it saying it's time!!! But here I am asking...HOW? To be a doula I need to be on call. I am a single mother with no one to lean on but myself. I can't just up and go. Child birth education.. around here everyone and their sister does it. Reiki...everyone here does that too and no one around here really takes it seriously. The market is saturated in all these here (where I live). So someone help me see HOW I can do this. HOW can I DO WHAT I LOVE AND LOVE WHAT I DO...without going broke, leaving my son and worrying constantly?
I am aware that the universe will provide I really am aware!! I fear falling flat on my face like the first time 3 years ago I tried to venture off on my own to do this.
I have this energy inside SCREAMING to come out. I have SO much to give. I just want to know my son and I will be....ok.....I just want to do what I love.
Love
collectivesoul/Karen
Thanks for listening <3