i wish to share with you what is my direct personal experiences, research and the conclusions that have followed. I cannot say it is the truth, but it certainly is my truth... I hope it will inspire some of you to share your insights, for any feedback will help me and us all understand more...
& I appollogise for the length of this blog, but I would have gladly shared more rather than less...

My awakening happened a mere year and a half ago, and was what could be by all standards considered quite abrupt and intense. and of incredible beauty.
I must say that apart from feeling quite different all of my life, I have never found myself to be religious or even spiritual." treat all as you wish to be treated" was my golden rule, my religion. I was totally stuck in my 3 D material world, and a skeptic, surrounded by skeptics. But I have deep down always know there is something greater...

I will try to keep this as short as possible...
It all started one evening last year. as I returned from the ocean. an evening where, alone on the beach, for the first time of my life I believe I truly prayed. straight from the heart. and I spoke something like this" I know there is someone out there watching out for me, and if you exist, then I need your help, and I need it now."
i was venting and did not in my wildest dreams expect to actually get an answer. But I did. my answer came in what was later identified (at the time I had no clue about anything spiritual) as a spontaneous past life recall. I was so startled, I shook all the way home as I drove.

I went home, took a bath to relax, it was 9 pm. I closed my eyes, and all of a sudden a red orange glowing outline of a *TRIANGLE with an EYE* in the center, and a soft glow coming from behind each side appeared before me, in the middle of my forehead, my eyes still closed. It was such crisp and clear focus, as if a window into another world had just opened inside of my head. the symbol seemed gigantic, and light years away, this is the impression I got... It stayed for a small while looking at me, as if hovering.
It was magnificent. this started me on a never ending spiritual search. this alone was enough and still is enough to keep me going in my search.

this event was followed by things which were all new to me. numerous out of body experiences, from an awake or lucid state. lucid dreams, visitations, visitors who took me many places, including a starship made of light, the inside of mountains, a place under the ocean, another planet on at least 2 occasions...
I had to call metaphysical specialists for advice. often. very often. it was so much for my linear mind to process...
at the beginning, they all mentioned "very bright angels" around me.
I had never seen an angel at the time, loved the though that these mysterious beings exist, and moreover that they be around me. I thought they must be spirits with wings, something like that...

my first visitation came shortly after my first out of body, and shortly after the psychics mentioning the angels... I was having a beautiful dream and was slowly woken up by tall light becoming brighter and brighter and bright to the point that it shot into me a wave of pure extacy and I went right out of body, lifted...the light dissapeared. Divine extacy??? An angel, I knew it had to have been an angel.

I waited many nights hoping to see another. so one evening as I lay in bed, I decided to meditate and ask God to send me a bright angel again, because I so dearly wished to see one once more.
Well, I was woken up aroun 3 am that night, by an incredible presence in my room, followed by a flash of light, and my body (yes... my entire body...I could see myself in the long mirror next to my bed) beeing lifted and heading right for the ceiling.
as the light flashed though, I saw something I was far from expecting.... It startled me. 3 beautiful flawless faces, very white, with very very large eyes, no hair, and slender lips, they were in a sort of fog cloud, clearly etheric, and looking down over me.
i was not able to go through the ceiling conciously, it was too much for my little mind. I asked to be put back down, which they did very gently. this went on four times in a row as I said ok, lets try again, because I really wanted to go with them... so there would be another flash of light and they would lift me again, but again, I would ask to be put down. I wanted to go with them, but the ceiling... I was fully awake and aware... I couldn', passing through a ceiling fully conscious was simply too much... 4 times in a row...then I blacked out...

I made a few phone calls in the morning, the beeings were indeed identified as very high vibrational beings, angels, beings which had watched over me since childhood. I said I saw faces that were not human. and was told they showed me their true face.they were indeed my angels...

This experience was absolutely magnificent. beyond magnificent. I have few words to describe it... and the days following, I was filled with an otherworldly energy... like pure love of incredible magnitude.

Ok, I will not explain all visitations, I have had so many, all different, all of incredible beauty. but I will mention the next one... it was similar, but this time I did go though the ceiling, I was ready, I had a week to prepare myself mentally... soon I found myself standing before the most incredible sight... a starship made of light, like solid light, glowing a sort of white blue color, it was incredible. I still have a difficult time processing this at times... it is simply unbelievable... but there it was. right before me, and I was taken inside...the story goes on...

many months, many visitations, many incredible trips to incredible places...
but who were they?? and why did they come for me??

After a few months, I took a trip, a spiritual journey... and I saw my very first channeler. I actually saw 3 during that trip, and all were remarkably consistent with each other, and with my experience.

The symbol of the *TRIANGLE with the EYE* was the symbol of my race, it had been sent to me by the people/beings of my race, to awaken me, to remind me of who I am, where I come from, and why I am here...
These beings are the ARCTURIANS. I am an arcturian starseed. I was shocked, in a most beautiful way. I did not know about starseeds, but everything made sense now... Finally....

My guide or main guide is an Arcturian male, whom I have known for many millenia it appears.

I have read all available books on Arcturians, I am pretty sure, but there must be different beings, perhaps on different planets around the star ARCTURUS... my description of them is not identical to some of the channeled book such as we the Arcturians. in" we the Arcturians, they are described as very short... David K Miller's channeled book "Meeting with the Arcturians " describes them as tall and slender, and Sheldon Nidle and Robert Perala who are both contactees describe them as VERY tall, adult males being around 9ft tall... this latest description is what I have experienced....

My ARCTURIANS are very tall, my guide is very tall... their skin is white like chalk and very bright. they wear a silvery white suit, with the symbol of the SACRED TRIANGLE with the EYE on it, they also have that symbol in the palm of their hands, it glows...
They can become bright, so bright that one cannot look at them directly. their eyes are very different, they are much larger than those of Earth humans, and go to the sides of the temples. they have no hair upon their body.

Ok, now about the TALL WHITES as described by Charles hall... well his description of the tall whites is nearly identical to my description of my Arcturians. same color suit,which at times becomes too bright to look at, same chalk white skin, same slender bodies, identical eyes, etc...
Charles Hall mentions these beings live within the mountains and the government knows about them, but they are peaceful beings. He says the TALL WHITES come from somewhere near the star ARCTURUS! according to his calculations.. but he is not sure...

Many people believe Arcturians are responsible for crop circles, and there are reports of tall white beings seen on or near crop circles...

The Arcturians are known to be the" keepers of the STARGATE"... they are, as mentioned in the book "the Keys Of Enoch" by J.J. Hurtack beeings known to the ancient as "shepherds watching the faithful on the other side of the river of crystal" and Arcturus is considered a mid way station for souls.

The ancient greeks wrote of Gods who came from the star ARCTURUS which they called "The Watcher".

Arab civilisations refered to the star Arcturus as the "Keeper of Heaven".

Edgar Caycee refered to them as the most advanced civilization of this universe, the most God-like...

The ELOHIM is the hebrew word for God or the Gods. the ones who come from the sky... the creator Gods. ARCTURIANS are Elohim.

The eye of Horus is the symbol of a STARGATE used in ancient Egypt, as mentioned in the book Voyagers by Ashayana Deane. It was a very important symbol in the times of Akhenaten. The eye in the triangle is the eye of Horus.

The tall blond men ( Tall Whites) at the end of the movie KNOWING with Nicolas Cage, turn into higher beings of light (Arcturians). If you notice, the energy emanating from their light bodies is meant to look like wings of Angels... The ships are powered by gigantic crystals, just like those of the Arcturians... powered by gigantic crystals connected to the central sun...

Ok, now to something which confused me at first... the eye in the triangle is a symbol used by various secret societies,so far everything is ok... but it is the symbol of the Illuminati also... and we all know of their reputation...
I believe there is a terrible misconception going around, that this symbol represents the Illuminati, or something evil... No, the Illuminati borrowed this symbol, because it represents something of such power and magnitude, and power is what they aspire to...

I believe the symbol of the SACRED TRIANGLE with the EYE is the symbol of the STARGATE. Guarded by the ARCTURIANS. therefore it is natural that it be the symbol of the Arcturians race.

The STARGATE could understandably be what any and all aspire to ultimately. Perhaps it is our way back to another universe, a true heaven or a true Nirvana...the house of our father...

could the symbol of the Sacred Triangle with the Eye and its true meaning be the best kept secret of all time?? I believe so...

The things mentioned above are perhaps exact, perhaps not, perhaps some of you know things that would be helpful to understanding more....
any insight would be greatly appreciated...

Blessings and much LOVE,
PD

PS I go into more detailed beautiful experiences further down the blog, as a response to a comment... :))))