That´s how I am, as much as I want to hide my feelings I just can´t I am so emotional and if I don´t express how I feel weather is anger, love, anxiety or jelaousy I can´t be at peace, I can´t sleep, and the truth is that it´s going to take a very strong person to be able to accept me for who I am, to deal with all my emotions because I just can´t hide them...

I am genuine, I am truth, I will not lie to you just to make you feel better, that is not me..it´s not that I am mean, is not that, I just can´t hide my feelings. I was in tears last night because my son and I had it and when he was trying to close the door to stop me from leaving the room, I pushed the door and almost broke his nose..it didn´t happen...we are at this very vulnerable times, he is 13 I am 40, he is a teenager I am in pre'menopause..is not easy, but as upset as I was at him last night I just couldn´t be mad at him, I tried to put a face on him this morning but I couldn´t is like what happened last night never happened.. and for some people this isn´t right..Was I supposed to stay mad and carried on with this feeling all day., that is just not my style, and realized that I still have it in me...the power to forgive and forget...

So to all of you out there that are afraid to show your emotions and feelings.. don´t supress them, show them as long as you don´t hurt someone by doing so...

Darien