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I am very happy to be here..
I feel like I have finally come home to a place where I can be honest with my feelings!

I have been browsing through the videos on Youtube and I have seen what it means to be a lightworker to other people..
But being a lightworker means more to me than what I saw portrayed in the videos..

It is a mission to unify humankind and to bring about a better world for everyone! This means that we all will be asked to make sacrifices if we really mean to help others.. Simply telling people how to live their lives is not enough! We must act!
This is a war against ignorance and suffering!

And to prevent ourselves from falling into the same traps others have fallen into..
We must be patient and understanding with people. We do not want to become hypocrites or seen as sitting on our high horses while others are in pain.. We are supposed to be role-models for others! How can we do that when we just speak of light and healing.. Yes.. that is very important.. but for the people that can't do those things, there is always something we can do instead of standing around waiting to ascend!

What I have noticed is that sometimes in order to learn, we must accept that we are not always right.. If we listen to those who "insult" us.. we will recognize truth.. People aren't insulting us.. they are lashing out because they are trying to communicate something but are not being heard!

This is a time when more people are in need than there have been in a very long time.. and we are still trying to move forward!
How can we expect to move forward when we haven't even stopped moving backwards!?

What it means to me to be a lightworker, a warrior of light..is to stand up for those that need us the most! When you are being attacked, don't fight back with bitterness! Don't respond with anger or resentment! Negativity only breeds negativity.. Respond with love and understanding! That is what people need!

We must create our own future by taking it into our own hands! If we are unhappy with the state of the world, we must help the progress along with our own hands.. We should not simply leave things to the spirits or whatever entities we believe are creating change.. Yes, they are here to help.. but will we make them do all of the work? Sometimes prayer and sending love isn't enough! We must show our love.. Prove to people that we truly DO care.. If this means moving out of our comfort zone, so be it!

I have personally been living a life of selfishness.. I ask for more and more without being grateful for what I already have.. but being selfish is also what brings me suffering.. It hurts when I don't get everything I want, and since it hurts so bad to feel like I have nothing and to want everything, I have stopped and rethought my way of doing things.. Now I am trying to be more grateful and to help people that are less fortunate.. This is freeing.. It is making a difference.. It is becoming active.. It is moving forward, however slowly..

We should all act as a team.. a family! We should share with one another! We should never judge. We should make an effort to understand one another!

But to say all of these things is one thing.. It is an entirely different thing to actually do..
I may even become a hypocrite myself by not following through with these things.. but I hope that even if I fall behind, others might take up the slack for me! xP You can rest assured I will always be trying. I will always be fighting for others on some level.. I have always thought these things, but now I finally have a way to act on them. ^^ I have a place I can go and tell people what I believe without being looked at as being crazy or overly idealistic.. because I believe in what you guys do.

Loving also means being honest with your feelings! So don't be afraid to be passionate about what you feel! We lightworkers need all of the inspiration and help we can get! We need to be strong for those that can't find their strength. We are the light in the darkness.. the hope of the world.. so why don't we do something to REALLY shine. ^__^ Let's do something amazing that will really get people to notice.. I don't know what that thing would be.. We can all work together on it.. Let's prove to people that we really mean what we say when we say we care! The problems in the world can be blamed on inactivity.. so let's act!

I love you all.. please don't hate me for saying these things.. ._. I swear I am not saying them to be rude to anyone. I only focus on good intentions, even when it may not sound that way. :P