As i become..

I am one....

Can you say good-bye...

We laughed we played we sing but say..

Good-bye

Yes the words i release seems bitter...

But its for the better....

Buts its for the better....

The laughing childern taste the sweets..

I look back trying to understand our last purpose together..

We care and caress and understand eachother...but its more of a preperation of a good-bye..

I shatter the need for sweetness to feel clean,young,whole

The taste of my soul is more lasting,more beautiful,just more than average.

I desire the laughs the hugs the presence of a beloved friend..

But..

my heart shatters from rejection from you who looks back at my essense...my soul

The sweet taste of candy gives me bitter nightmares...of our friendship

I lie alone enjoying my own being...but still lonely..still as a child i cry for your awareness

say good-bye say good-bye say good-bye say good-bye

Dont leave me guessing..