Seems I have stuff to say today, not meaning to be a blog hog, but something
really strange happened last night and I wanted to put it down while it's fresh
in my mind. I've had some pretty weird and wonderful mental movies before, but
this one was a real doozie. What I saw was a merger with Mother Earth. Me and
Mother Earth. Me IN and AS Mother Earth. I toldja...weird. I mean today I can
see the meaning of it, what it was symbolizing, so it all makes sense, but at
the time I was sorta blown away. It wasn't a dream exactly, or if it was it was
so real it sucked me in. I had to keep surrendering over and over in order to see
the movie. It would go for awhile and I'd switch it off...then go back and look a
little bit more...a whole fear/surrender thing went on.

It started out with this strange thought that I could feel myself as Mother Earth.
OK, I was comfy with that, I started seeing warm sunshine, fresh turned soil...you
know, my own usual 3D connections with her. Then the picture changed and all of a sudden
it was the whole planet...and I was trying to feel what it felt like to be the planet.
It felt like something, but there is absolutely no way I can explain it in words...none.
The closest I can come is that I felt/saw myself change from a material being into a
light being. I could see the light being that is Mother Earth...just for the record I
saw her as really big...shining golden light and appeared to have gigantic wings...wearing
a robe of golden light. Whole buncha surrendering, gratitude, love frequency attaching
and breathing control going on right here...cause it felt completely overwhelming. The
only conscious thought I could maintain was I'm not worthy...it took a whole lotta surrendering
to get past that...but finally I did...well, for a brief few moments anyway. So when I
finally did tune into the correct frequency I simply stepped into the light that was Mother
Earth and I was her and she was me. Just lasted a few seconds...or I dunno how long it lasted
really, seemed like just a flash to me. Then the movie just finished. All I could do at that
point was go to sleep, felt like my brain had fried or something.

So, there you have it.... This stray thought has been following me around the past few days.
Probably a flight of fancy, but I kinda like it, and I'm keeping it. I get to create my own
universe, right? I reckon New Earth has already come, here, to my place. Maybe we even anchored
it here ourselves. That's why I get to go to all these nifty movies. Maybe that's why life seems
so sooth...so easy...so uncomplicated. It's as if I'm doing the market research or something...you
know, be one of the first to sample it, check it out and report back. HA...imagine me, as a
forerunner....whatta laugh...after all these years on the Late Freight.

yarra
ADDENDUM:

Hey, I just remembered something, I met the Goddess once before in person...and at
that time, around 10 years ago I saw her as a Celtic woman. Kinda interesting that
I see her differently at each dimensional level...wonder what D the movie took place
on.