today before the write of this blog i accidently hit the blogs the botton and carry family baggage and assorted what nots. the day was emotional turbulant for me i check my email and via there someone wrote that facebook was getting too public because i had a picture of me in a dress conservatively on the front low back and 4" heels i felt free enough to come out. that set me off i just come out to my high schools friends and this person just made me feel not safe needless to i wrote several comments telling them that why you hating gayfolk/trans me and whats your secret.for me as a trans person that stuck a knife in my heart set the tone for the day negative of course i was stewing about not going to a halloween party because in my mind that would cause too much of a hassle for my family. baggage god stupid but there you have it but i need to stop that also dont know how. im better than what i was 25 years ago at least its progress. at least meditation and yoga helps that. i am a drama queen still