The most important thing in my life is my connection with source. It feeds me and leads me in this life. I can utter all my deepest desires and feelings to Highest Source. I usually understand It's language. I often ask HIgher Energies to cleanse me and transform me, and I accept everything in my life as a message from God, especially after my prayers. I feel that The God, the Source is my only real love, only real aim and destination. It is above everything. I was born to love Him... as it is said in many romantic verses :). Romantic verses and songs often sound as religious.

Although I always felt that something is missing in my everyday life. Some great joy is missing. While I was young I followed the path that other people imposed on me, and thus getting far from the Song of my Heart. Now such misconceptions can no longer exist. I can't be housemaker anymore.
But who am I?
The answer was given to me... My self expression will be linked to my own unique inner world and spiritual work. I try to fit in other people's conceptions, psychological theories etc, and it doesn't bring success.
It is time to refer my inner potential, and forget everything I was taught and said.
And I think it will change my life, as far as now we all should become our real Selves.