i can really feel the energies starting to roil & churn again. it's feeling similiar to what i felt in late aug. & early september, except this time i have a "heads up", so to speak. this is good, otherwise i'd be much more freaked out- like last time.

as it is, i'm having a hard time staying grounded. i still feel much more peaceful than before thanks to the mantras & meditation work i do everyday, but it's hard to ignore what feels like deep & powerful movements of energy. i'm not TRYING to ignore it, but i don't want to go into the fearfulness all around me either.

why would i go into fearfulness if i feel more peaceful than ever? for me, it's the fearfulness one might feel before going down that huge slope on a very high rollercoaster. you know you'll be ok, but just before going forth, you suddenly realize how high the rollercoaster is and how very fast you will be going...but you'll be ok in the end & even laugh about it afterwards. it's just movement- but when movement is fast, it can scare some people. but that's just my personal perception of things at the moment & these things can change on a dime. other people may be experiencing something completely different as it relates to their journey.

i'm really needing to stay grounded. i find myself really hungry & tired lately. i wake up very early, very hungry, even though i ate a full, healthy meal for dinner. i generally eat healthy foods but have found myself craving extra carbs & proteins. despite this, i haven't gained weight. i still seem to be burning calories even though i haven't changed my exercise routine. i've had to eat more for breakfast as trying out the ascension seat meditation while walking left me feeling really happy but afterwards, a little dizzy & VERY hungry. almost feels like i'm pregant, except i'm not!

another weird thing is i've been super clumsy lately. i keep dropping things, cutting myself, walking into things a lot, which is not usual for me. just another sign that i'm very distracted by the energies, i guess. i'm hoping writing it out here will help me to focus a bit & get my sealegs back.

sudden headaches have been happening for me & a few people i know, also. we all talked about what a unusual headache pain we've been having...for me, it felt like my skull was being expanded...and sudden pains just above the eyebrows. feels like birth pains in my head! i'd like to think this is part of our expansion process, ha!

whatever it is, just regular seasonal adjustments, mood swings or actual "ascension symptoms", i'm trying not to let it deter me from holding my mind steady in the Light. towards that end, i would like to see more channelings that feature useful meditations, mantras, or ways to uplift our vibration, enhance our light quotient, etc. the stuff about ETs are interesting, but ultimately what is more useful to us is things we can actually do to help ourselves in everyday life instead of waiting around for "mass decloakings".

perhaps i will post some of the mantras i use in the next blog. others may find them as useful as i do & in any case, it can't hurt.

NAMASTE