As I was walking the dog for the second time yesterday later than usual just for the "Heaven" of it, I was enjoying how clear the night sky was. The day’s chemtrails had blown off to some other city or fallen to the ground by that time. Who knows, but the stars were really out.

I imagined that Venus, the biggest and brightest star out there was SCREAMING at me, "Hey you! We are keeping your seat warm for you! Keep going! You’re doing great!” Yeah, I know, funny but true. Just gives me comfort to “pretend” at times. I also look up wondering if some are not stars at all. That was enough to get my mind thinking about the many things I don’t know and how this life has been so full of searching. I wondered if and when it will ever make sense; wondered if there would come a day when I would go to sleep at night without any more questions, and then wake up just as clear and “knowing” as the night before.

As Zoe walked around “checking her messages” at every bush, grass patch and fire hydrant, I began to think of all the questions I have not only about what’s up there but about this whole journey. I realized how nice it really is to know nothing for sure or at least, very few things for sure. I guess if I thought about it I could come up with things that I know for sure, but I mean on a bigger level; a level where I feel I can tell others that my Truth is not only mine, but Thee Truth.

Lightworkers and the now and then "outbursts" especially in the Channeling area came to mind. Oh, don’t get me wrong, I love this place beyond words. I’ve learned so much and continue to each and every time I log on. It just came to mind and I started to wonder what it might feel like to know “Thee Truth" and what isn't as some believe they do. While I, of course, have my own Truths, I stopped several years ago, early on this journey back Home, believing what I found for me had everyone else’s “name on it” too. I was in my mid 20’s when I got off the “Please listen, you don’t understand, I know what I’m talking about” train. Funny thing, soon as I let people “get off” of my train, boy did it start to move much faster.

So, last night, I decided to "try it on" for a bit to see what it felt like to have no more to learn; to know it All. I imagined that I had “mastered” all that I came here to “master.” Suddenly, almost literally...I could "hear crickets.” All stopped. The stars in the sky were no longer a mystery that I hoped one day to fully understand. All questions in my mind "played along" and stopped for that bit as I pretended I knew all; all about Ascension, my past lives, my life now, my higher self, my path now, where it's going, etc. Not only did I in this fantasy moment know all I need to know for me, but I knew all that I needed to know for you and mankind.

For those few minutes, as I walked my new life as a Know It All, it was like time stood still-again, the "crickets." I must say it was the most boring, “Why the hell am I still here” couple of minutes. Having nothing more to question, learn or master felt as if time was just standing still. Where does one go from there? Once that top step has been reached, then what? Whoa, it was one freaky little imaginary game I was playing as Zoe was answering her “pee-mail.”

I quickly snapped out of it knowing for sure that I would much rather “know” nothing. As they say, "It's all about the journey and not the destination." I see now why they also say things similar to, "When you are done and have done all you came here to do, you will go Home." I tell ya, it felt pretty much like being dead to no longer "wonder" about anything; to no longer look forward to learning something new tomorrow, the next day, the next lifetime. Life was no longer very exciting imagining I would not possibly change my mind tomorrow on any or maybe everything I've come to "know" so far.

Having to bend over to pick up poop is what snapped me back to my Unknowingness. I don't think I've ever been so happy to see one of Zoe's "gifts." As quickly as I was able to step into All Knowingness, I was right back to where I love to be-on the path that leads me Home. Not ready to go back yet. Still picking up some wonderful souvenirs as well as meeting up with those I promised to bump into. I have a long list, and have only reconnected with a handful so far and that’s another way I know for sure I don’t “know it all.” How could I? There are too many I have yet to meet as planned.

It’s like being at the playground having a blast and nowhere near ready for my parents to come and tell me it’s time to come home now. Home is lovely, warm, comforting and full of Love beyond words of course, but it will always be there. Each visit here is like the blink of an eye, and I’m not done playing in the sand, on the swings or rolling down the grassy hills.

As long as I am here, what I do know for sure is that I know nothing and that is exactly how I planned it.