i am no longer happy with my job. and although i know that a lot of other people may tell me that i should do this and that... i just want to open my heart...
i am completely and 100% unhappy with my job. i no longer want to be here. i want to be happy and i know that my happiness should start elsewhere.
i know also that some will say... that i should just change my perspective. i know it's easy. i can pretend and say that everything is high and dandy... but as michael losier said... if it is not the truth to me, then i am contradicting myself and it will not happen.
it is true.
it all started when my boss yelled at me in the middle of the school's event in a public and hyped up mall.
he downplayed my dreams of becoming a great artist... or a designer if one would say. i know that i'm a filipina so far away from the high fashion and i have a humble, simple and abundant lifestyle but as much as there is no chance that i cannot make it... there is also a chance that i can.
i mean even though i do not make it... i just want to be happy.
last night as i was making bags... i felt the energy of the goddess surge through me. they told me that they that i would know if i like what i am doing.
i have realized that i'm not really so much in clothes but i am more on bags.
i love making creative and weird things... hopefully that would be enough for me.
lord and lady, i want to quit my job... i want to make one of my own. i want to find my own life passion.