Just wanted to record that I dreamed of a planetary alignment in the night sky last night. It was a full moon. I could see all the planets with my naked eyes. There was an acquaintance there and it was her birthday. She is my mother's friend so I don't know what her birth date actually is. I am going to find out and see if my higher self knows something I don't.

I now have perspective as I look back to the time before the big shift of this year. Everything is manifesting quickly. I am very content even though I am going through some serious physical discomfort. It is all about balance people. My body is trying to balance itself due to cause and effect. What is the cause and effect? Many many things attributed to these struggles. Not just one thing.

My friend J and I are discussing Free Will and pre destiny. He believes as I do that we are all ONE but I veer off at that point and say just ONE ENERGY. Not one mind. Mind arises from potential energy and becomes a potential trap. The most expanded MIND would be that of what we could call the Prime Creator. But within that one mind are many fractures and prisms, what I call Mind Constructs.

I think a lot of people have a different definition of the word "ego".

Question:
Is there a divine purpose for everything and if so what is it? First of, purpose and reason are all mind and there has to be an ego that creates a purpose. So Divine Purpose is not the same as pure source. Source is potential energy and purpose is MIND that arises from source. We are all energy from source and the MIND is what creates this and that, matter and realities.

We can use money in this now moment because it does exist. And we can use money for good causes. That doesn't change the fact that it is a closed energy system. People don't want to believe that because then they feel guilty because they are still using money. So they invent the idea that if money is spiritual it is the path to abundance. It isn't.

We are literally at the point now where on a global scale we will find so much civil unrest and on and on a personal level people will be faced with only themselves. When you reach a certain level of spirituality you become like a mirror where you reflect back to others their own issues and behavior without it affecting you personally in an adverse way. That is why compassion is so important.

Okay I am just going to come right out and say this. There is a very strong presence of darkness on this website and when I see darkness I mean basically a very strong pull for the self-preservation aspect of ego. There is a huge amount of pettiness and bickering going on.

I have had joint pain, migraines, stiff muscles, for the past two years. Just last Summer it became much worse. I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. When I asked what causes this doctors say they don't know. So I tested for Lymes and the results were said to be postite and equivical.

Often we think of liberation in terms of being able to live a dream. People often ask the question "What would you do if you had a million dollars". That seems to somehow imply the ultimate freedom. Freedom is not being able to do exactly what you want to do. Happiness is not defined by your actions or access to things or your status in the world as we all should know by now.