I have always thought that, the heart is more knowing than the mind. Because of that, I have been in constant struggle with depression. I don't know. I just feel so unbalanced by everything.

However, yesterdya, I just came from a family outing. I went to splash island, it's a popular mini resort here in my country with fabulous slides and water activities.

I was given this wonderful suggestion that I write down a list of things that I love about myself to remind myself of my true worth. Agreeing to that wisdom, here is my set for today: (lol by the way, try it! It's fun!)

I am intelligent.
I am wonderful.
I am beautiful.
I am humorous.
I am happy.
I am wealthy.
I am prosperous
I am loving.
I am caring.
I am provocative.

April 26,2011
12:44 pm

Following the event earlier, I have decided to write a love letter to myself:

Dear Aries,

I have realized recently that you love torturing yourself with negative thoughts and outcomes that usually is not beneficial for you. I am here to remind you that you are a wonderful person and you only deserve wonderful things.

April 26, 2011
12:34 pm

Earlier today, I felt offended by one very vague statement about my fashion line. I know it's weird but it is true. The person was just asking about other online fashion shops except us and I already took it in a wrong way. I got all defensive all of a sudden.

That is indeed very stupid.

APRIL 25, 2011
12:15 PM

Earlier today, I have made a blog asking for help and enlightenment about my situation. Recently, I have been enveloped with fear and it is like all hope is lost.

APRIL 25, 2011
7:48 AM

I know that it has been a long time since I have blogged here in lightworkers.org.

I guess what I am really asking about right now is some form of enlightenment.

dear family,

peace and blessed be.

me and my faery cards are definitely bonding recently. i hope you do not mind. ^^ instead of an angel scope, I am making a faery scope.

FAERY CARD OF THE WEEK: LYS OF THE SHADOWS

For the past few months I have been depressed for so many reasons. Fortunately,
the gods have given me all the strength that I need and have finally opened
their gates of blessings to me. My faith as a pagan/wiccan has been renewed and
cured.

I can see magick in my life once again. ^^

I want to thank the Gods, the Angels, Faeries, Saints (I am part Catholic after

I apologize for writing it down here but I know that I need to...

For the past few days, months actually, I have been terribly depressed. I have even resorted to healing my chakras. I was able to heal my root but m y navel seems to be the worst of them all.

I cannot seem to move forward to my other chakras because of it. I got scared.

But today, the angels gave me this day to actually wake up and renew my life path in front of them.