I've lived in the same apartment for almost 10 years. I've been told so many times i should buy a house and that i'm throwing my money away on the apartment. It's not like i haven't wanted to move. Because of the incentives for new home buyers, i tried but it just didn't work out. And i'm still here. My neighbor across the hall and friend Sheryl, has been here about 13 years.

So i was wondering if anyone on here has had the experience i had recently. Best way to find out is to ask and see what happens. Have any of you met someone you seemed to have alot in common with especially spirituality but they get scared and sort of 'run for the hills' so to speak? Just wondering.

I didn't realize i had been away so long. An email from Darien reminded me. This space has changed alot since i was last here and for the better it seems. I've been going through alot as i'm sure most of you have as well. This particular blog is just to say hello again. And i'm sorry for being gone as long as i was. I suppose it was a necessary absence.

My dreamtime is very rarely 'normal' so last night was no exception but it was in a way. I was dreaming about past lovers and there was a whole scenario that they they were all involved in. It was like watching a soap opera. The one thing i noticed is that i was very angry the whole time. Everything i said or did during the dream was out of anger.

So last night i'm sitting here watching Vincent Price movies steaming mad. It was about 8:15pm and my boyfriend was supposed to had been here about 2 hours before. Just as i was about to launch into another string of four letter words directed at him, my phone rings. I didn't recognize the number and usually don't answer if i don't recognize the number but i did this time.

I rarely see a post about Lightworkers in relationships. Thought i'd offer my two cents on the issue. It seems sometimes we want to 'fix' the other person or think that maybe if we just hang in there a little longer and lead by example then maybe they'll change. Sometimes, no matter what you do or say, it just doesn't work and you have to know when to let that person go.

I figured everyone could use a good laugh today. Some people are taking this thing way too seriously. So let me inject a little humour...

10. They really meant Oct. 14th, 2009.

9. Their intergalatic GPS system glitched.

8. They made a left at the Milky Way instead of a right. Probably because of the glitch.

7. The Klingons were throwing a kick ass party!

First, I have to say

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!

The amount of love and care you guys sent my way the past few months was/is indescribable and I can only thank you for caring so much when you didn't have to. I haven't gone through all my guestbook entries yet but all i can say is you all are awesome!

I wanted to thank you all for the healing energies you sent Thomas's way. I was informed about an hour ago that at around 7pm his body shut down to the point that even the machines could not keep him here. He's gone.

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I've been a bit absent from LW recently and i apologize for missing the Friday hug delivery but someone very dear to me is ill. He has some virus that the doctors can't identify and it's causing brain swelling. The antibiotics aren't working and at this point the only thing the doctor's can think to do is move him to another hospital.