well the good news is that I can "feel" my environment changing around me
but yet I have no control over it and I don't what it is I need to do in order to be able to control it.
When I say my "environment" what I mean is it's like at random times the
"veil" slightly loosens around me and I can sense/ feel different things
from other worlds.
I just learned from a friend online that apparently there is to be a meteor shower on the nights of augest 12 and 13 up to the 23rd of augest.
it sounds cool but I don't have all the details of it yet so if I find anything else out I will post it and FYI I am happy about this because it falls into my birth month :).
I have noticed that my life has greatly improved since I focused on raising my vibration though various means.
I know I usually post things on a "sad note" so I figured for once I would post something on a "happy note" instead.
life isn't "perfect" but it has become MUCH better :).
well I do believe I can feel myself each day getting a bit closer to becoming "whole" once again but I keep encountering a BIG problem.
I keep getting a headaches whenever my mind starts to "reconnect" and it makes me feel as if I am in two places at the same time.
it happened last night with a lucid dream I had and when I woke up from the dream I felt as if room was spinning.
I just don't quite understand it the idea to reach the higher states is that you to become "detached" right well I have done my best to completely remove any and all feelings thus making myself about as "detached" as I can possibly get.
it took me a while but I figured the truth of what is going on and how if the system is "perfect" we have so much evil in this world well the "main source" of it any way.
I had come up with two possible explanations for how a "perfect system" can fail as it did.
so I have been wondering how does one really connect with the universe as far as things like telepathy and other forms of comunaction if you aren't born "gifted" or "cursed" (depending on how the person sees it).
how can I the ave. person do this and see/explore the spiritual world FULLY?
I have always enjoyed very good mythology more so when it is one of the more creative kind and not the simple "kid's fairy tale BS".
there is something truly magical about a good mythological story such as stories in which animals will walk among humanity looking like humans in some cases to do evil and in other cases out of sheer curiousity.