All day today I have felt completely drained.
My body seems to be completely exhausted.
My brain is incredibly foggy.
Yet within me I feel such peace.
I truly don't know where I am...
And by that I mean yes everything looks the same but it feels different.
Energetically I seem to be in a new place.
It just doesn't seem to be quite ready yet...this new place where I am going...
I seem to be neither here nor there, floating day to day almost.
Sleeping a ton.
At weird hours.
Foods that used to be ok are no longer accepted...experienced heartburn which is very rare for me.
I am happy almost all of the time,for little apparent reason.
Looking at the sky makes me happy.
I seem to be on the theme of love lately...
Trying to figure out what is this wonderful feeling which comes from within me...
Is it an energy, an emotion,a consciousness,a realm, a dimension, a galaxy, the universe?
For it seems I have great knowledge of what love is not.
As I observe my life from this point, I see not much is left of who I was.
That image of expectations and beliefs who was me but no longer exists ,is truly gone.
My brain no longer dictates me.
My feelings, something which flow through me but do not stick, do not mar the me within.
Do not dim the me within.
A lot of talk about twin flames lately...
What is it?how can you tell?is it happening?what are the stages?
I too have been thinking about it as well...
I think our twin is just that,from one soul,our soul,but separated in opposite polarities of male and female.
This is a planet of duality, gender is one of the ways of expressing that polarity.
I went back.
To finish what was so long ago started.
Left my little house and came back to clean up what is left of my old life.
Useless junk that still hangs around my neck...things that mean nothing to me anymore.
Possessions which at one time in my life controlled me.
I also came back to face my fears.
Have decided to get rid of everything,for I do not need any of it.
and the first thing that I registered was the amazing sounds of the crickets.
Man they were singing their little lungs out!
It reminded me of a video I watched here on LWs about the cricket's sounds being slowed down to the human time.
The crickets then sounded like a beautiful choir singing praises.
It truly sounded heavenly.
Ok it is official.
The people around me are completely losing it...going nuts.
So incredibly emotional, irrational, and flying off the handle.
Crazy stuff happening all around me.
I feel like the center of the hurricane,smack in the center of chaos.
People spinning out of control all around me.
To say that the light is shining on everyone's "must release" issues is an understatement.
I love roller coasters.
The faster, the crazier, the better.
And I have been blessed to be able to frequent Disneyworld for many years while my children were growing up.
We have wonderful memories of fun and playful times there.
Now I know that it is an industry dedicated to making money, as is all business.
I have noticed lately a lot of drama here in this spiritual place called LW.
A lot of negativite energies swirling all around, attaching to, or hooking into some of us.
A lot of judgement.
A lot of anger.
For that is the way of the world at this moment.