I've reached a point where I am truly tired from this dense world. I've never liked it, even when I was supposed to be an innocent blissfully unaware child; I was well aware of the destability and disruption occurring on this planet. Now I have become a spiritual human, no longer a dense materialistic human. I've transformed in many aspects and I longer feel a pull to any aspect of this world.
I'm here to write about emotion!
Express it. Let it out. Don't dwell on it. Just release it...
Emotions are supposed to be expressed and shared. I'm not going to present science and articulate descriptions of the different aspects of emotion. Just feel what I'm presenting here and do it.
Ground and connect to your inner self. Feel the words as you say them out loud or mentally:
I forgive everyone who has disappointed, upset, and hurt me.
I hold no grudges, hatred, or malice towards anyone.
I harbour no spite or anger.
I learn and grow from my experiences.
I accept and appreciate.
All happiness and love dwells within my self.
I am free.
Remember this is coming from the perspective of one who dwells within a male body and I am sure it seems different from a female point of view.
From my experience, I've found it is best to get the sex 'out the way' before getting emotionally deep with someone.
Sometimes I ask the universe to bring me a lover whom I can simply resonate, sometimes I ask for specific qualities and my request is often answered, quite precisely in fact. However my time, my heart, and my virtues have continued to go wasted on these manifestations and I'm tired of it - especially when no level of patience and effort seems to work in the end.
In my last blog: http://lightworkers.org/blog/190114/new-level-spiritual-evolution I mentioned that my process of personal/spiritual evolution would cause me to de-sync from people who operate on slower patterns. Here I will expand on that topic and provide some of my insights into what is occurring.