I hesitate to publish this piece here because I know that many people don't really like to have their belief systems challenged. This is not meant to be critical, though, only questioning some present day attitudes and offering a point of view.

I don't feel to bright at the moment but felt like getting a few things off my chest so to speak. Well, I am trying not to care too much about what others say about the energies at the moment, as it's really all just very confusing. What I do know is that I'm in some process of sorts simply because I feel different from the way I've felt in the past.

I don't feel I have too much to bring to this site at the moment but I feel like bringing out a few thoughts concerning the current workings of this universe in connection to my personal experiences. That's because it would be nice to hear viewpoints if there are any. One rather predominant experience this year has been that of opening up to various people only to get shunned and rejected.

What's the point in bringing out my point of view when it's all so very relative and this persona was created for this life's purposes only? And who really cares about your journey other than yourself?

I'm not quite sure why I want to write this down or what my intention is. Actually I should be spending my time doing work related writing. It's just that I was on a forum today where all kinds of people meet.

Well actually I feel an urge to write a sequel to my previous blog about rejection. This I want to do mainly because it helps me sort out my thoughts and because I think others battle with these issues as well. Sharing sometimes helps to resolve the energetic knots we're carrying. I am thinking that rejection is similar to resistance.

I thought I would float through this month from the way it started, but it's been utter hell. Someone remarked that rejection is one of the hardest things to go through on the road to enligthenment. I don't know if I'm on that road but for some rather odd reason I started to receive serial rejections at some point last autumn.

I had a very nice dream. It was my birthday (the birth of something new in other words) and lots of people attended - more than I know in my present life. We gathered in a place that was some sort of theatre cum church (rather an obviuos symbol of this world). Rather than presents people mostly gave me generous amounts of money and all the bills were clean and fresh.

Apparently many of us feel a bit squeezed emotionally, right now. Loneliness, irritation, lethargy, apathy, bouts of anger, emotions not felt before... My previous blog was about some irritation I feel in the 3D sphere of so-called "good advice".

I recently learned that children who were evacuated to Sweden from Finland during WWII are still plagued by the way they were always told to shut up and be grateful. They wanted nothing more than to be with their parents even if it meant chaos and famine, yet at the time it was thought better for them to have peace and enough food to eat in neutral Sweden.