Today I am tired again, sore body, chakras need clearing. It feels like it is going to be completed soon, but does anybody out there know is there a set date????. It would be nice to know a little more. Kind of like when you are at work and your given a plan, you have deadlines and a general plan to work to. It would be nice if we had an outline that we knew about.

I had this beautiful feeling of new beginings along with another feeling of uncertainty. The uncertainty came from a blog that I wrote yesterday about my belief in what ascension is. When I wrote it, it felt incomplete, but a need to blog it.

Your ascension is not always about just being good or about consciously making yourself be who you think you should be. It is about following your heart. If there is desire and passion behind it, it will be a part of your ascension. There is no right or wrong. There is your path to follow, your path that is in your heart.

Since I have started my journey just over year ago I have received feelings containing messages, but most of the time they have been short messages. Over the past week I have been getting the urge to sit and write these messages down. Some are long some are short, but I never really know where they are going to take me. The end message always has beautiful meaning to it.

Woah.....

After receiving the message (from home - planet earth) that we are all one and accepting that we are all powerful in every way. I felt sick to the stomach, it was overwelming I had to process it. But soon after the message came that with accepting this there is responsibility. The responsibility of the power within us to create. We are being aligned to create our new world.

I have often read about other people being from other home planets and wondered if I too were from one. So in meditation I asked if I were indeed from another planet. I then felt mother earth as a part of me and me a part of her, from the begining we have been one. She moulded me and I moulded her to become what we are now.

Lots has been going for me over the the last week.

It's been such a long time since I have blogged. My life is full of up's and downs, experiments and the like. I feel like a science project constantly being tampered with to find the perfect end result. But in the mean time headaches, food intolerance and oddities are insued. I have chosen not to blog for lots of reasons but I think mainly becuase of the constant shifts in my reality.

Last night I had this feeling that something was wrong and I couldn't shake it. This was strange for me because latey I have felt that everything is divinely timed good or bad and have accepted most things graciously.