Now and then, not real often, just now and then, I wish things would just slow down
a bit...allow us to enjoy each 'stage' along the way, instead of just whoosing
through everything like a windstorm of consciousness. Time has lost all substance.
Nothing works the way it used to. Everything seems blurred to my 3D vision because

OK, I tend to get a bit impatient now and then. What?, you've noticed that about
me? Yeah, well, patience isn't one of my real strong points...but nobody ever
got anything standing back wringing their hands. I'm a 'go for it, what
have you got to lose' sorta girl.

My rationale, assuming I ever had one to begin with, was that if God gets to

This is probably gonna sound strange, but I sorta miss having a buncha selves. I mean I
understand that Oneness is the ultimate goal...but I have this sorta...I dunno how to describe
it...almost lonely sorta feeling. Every day there was this whole extra layer to everything.
All the new perspectives, the histories and stories of the merging selves was enriching, or

Well, I find myself in the oddest of places right now...not even sure exactly
WHAT place...but it's definitely odd. I don't feel unwell, physically or
spiritually, but something just is different, half a bubble off center. I
have no idea why...or what to do about it, if anything. Yesterday was a
particularly strange day. I felt like I tripped and landed in 3D with a

Has anyone else noticed that memories have changed? They feel 'clean' now. We've
left behind all the judgment, emotion and attachments, now they are just there,
like old photos. You can take them out, and look them over from a really objective
place.

I have no idea why, but lately all sorta odd memories seem to be coming up for me...

I'm just about to head off to bed...but I wanted to document this day...to remember
it...because it is one of the very best days I've had in ages. I was sorta concerned
when I received a message that it was time to stop being a sloth and get back into
the swing of material life. I mean it's been a year or more...I wasn't even sure I

OK, I will be the first to admit I come up with some pretty strange ideas.
Actually you have NO idea how strange, cause I keep the really strange ones
to myself. For the past two or three weeks I've had this idea cooking in
the back of my head somewhere...a little idea...just perking along in the
background that I've been turning over and over.

I think...well, I'm pretty sure...I got a message last night. I'm still not
used to being in full connection with Universe, so I don't have a real good
handle yet on what's Universe speaking through me and what's my personality self
talking to myself. I mean I CAN tell the difference, but I still gotta take
a close look and think about it, I am not yet comfortable with just accepting

OH, UGH! I'm stuck indoors today...and it's nice and warm and sunny and it rained last night
so the weeds would practically jump outta the ground if I went out there and coaxed them
politely...but I'm housebound...stuck inside...on this beautiful day. I'm not sure I can
be real graceful about it either. Huge bushfire burning over on the coast...40 klms firefront,

Every day lately someone posts a blog about their recent spiritual experiences...stuff
that sounds to me like ascension...or at least what I experienced as ascension. Yet
folks are really quick to deny ascension...oh, no, not me. So, I've been thinking about
what it is folks think ascension is gonna be like...what they are hoping or expecting