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BE DYNAMIC , YET HUMBLE !
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JACKSON , MISSISSIPPI -USA
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THE LIGHTWARRIOR !
WHAT IS A LIGHTWORKER ?
As the world turns and time goes by I am growing at an alarming rate spiritually ! I have been on this journey about 2 years and I'm still amazed sometimes by the amount of growth I'm able to manifest in a single day . I came from a very dark place spiritually and mentally , yet here I am , walking this walk with you . I first experienced true spirituality about at age 18 , when I started to study ISLAM and lost interest in Christianity . I was taught how get more in touch with my spirit as I am now , by one of the most beautiful spirits I could ever cross , Ms Joan Bunney . Since joining this community I have met beautiful spirit after beautiful spirit . You all are beautiful and LOVED very much by me . I see no colors , races , ethnicities , nationalities nor ages , only beautiful spirits that are one with a common goal of reconnecting all as one . You all play a very important role in the grand design ! BE FAITHFUL ! BE DYNAMIC YET HUMBLE ! Know that you are special but remain focused and approachable . It is our job to reach those in very dark places such as where I ascend from . Do not be arrogant nor self righteous because those who vibrate lowly are the ones who need you . Those who have light will seek to make their light brighter with or without you . Those whose intentions and energies are pure are welcomed to my page ! Those who are negative and impressed by yourselves , I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR EGO , but I have no seat for you at my table until you are cleansed . I AM A LIGHTWORKER ! I AM ONE WITH THE HIGHER ONE ! I AM YOU ! I AM EVERY SPIRIT ! I AM LOVE , LOVE , LOVE ! I AM , WAS AND WILL FOREVER BE AS ARE YOU ! ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE ONE ! THERE IS NO PLACE FOR EGO IN LOVE , LIGHT NOR PEACE ! IF WE ARE TO BEAR THIS LIGHT , LETS DO IT RIGHT ! PRAY FOR ME AS I WILL FOR YOU , THAT WE ARE FOREVER STRONG AND TOOLS OF CHANGE , USED TO HEAL THE WORLD THROUGH LOVE . FOR LOVE IS OUR GREATEST WEAPON ! LOVE ! LOVE ! LOVE AND LIGHT !
ASSALAMU ALAIKUM , DEE | | Spiritual Path |
I AM THAT I AM
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PEACE , LOVE , ENLIGHTENMENT AND HEAVEN ON EARTH ! I am on a mission to acquire as much knowledge as possible so I can share my light with those who dwell in the darkest of places ! I don't want to preach nor be any kind of guru . I just want to teach and share my LIGHT and LOVE with ALL who wants it . I'm a giver and I'm here to strengthen my spirit and brighten my light . I am in search of TRUE SPIRITS who are born to nucture and provide unconditional Light and Love all of the children of Mother Earth ! You will be the ones to teach and guide those new to their journey and the young gifted CRYSTALS / INDIGOS with compassion . The givers , the protectors , those who guide with PURE LOVE AND COMPASSION ! I LOVE YOU MY SISTERS AND BROTHERS ! I WILL GIVE MY LIGHT AND LOVE TO ALL AND CHANGE THE WORLD FROM THE INSIDE OUT . ALL CHANGE STARTS WITHIN , SO I CHANGED FIRST . NOW I'M READY FOR THE VERY SPECIAL PURPOSE THAT MY SPIRIT CAME FOR ! PEACE
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I have always been what the old people called "in tune" . I have always been intuitive and perceptive when it came to people and world events . I can remember my 5th grade teacher Mr. Cole telling me I had E.S.P. I had no idea what that meant even after he explained it to me . Now that I'm adult , I understand that I was a CRYSTAL / INDIGO CHILD with no mentor nor guidance and my struggles in life were all to prepare me ; so the struggles of others I could understand and guide them through to their inner light ! When I was placed on my path in 2007 , I IMMEDIATELY begen to notice shifts in my consciousness . I would read material and see the hairs on my arms standing from the energy I was feeling around me . I knew that I was on to something special . I KNEW THAT I WAS ON TO THE TRUTH ! It still took time for me to recognize just how special it was . As my gifts started to TRULY AWAKEN I became somewhat afraid of what I was learning . Then , as I was really opening up to it , I started to experience death all around me . This put me in a dark place mentally for quite some time . I have began to vibrate highly again and I'm growing to levels that I've never experienced before . I will continue to grow in light and I will share this Light and Love with others who need it .
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A Lightworker is a soul that has chosen to incarnate at this time to help expand the vibration of love and light throughout Mother Earth . They often do not know their purpose on this spiritual journey . It lies within the subconscious awaiting awakening after what is often an life altering event . Many Lightworkers have had challenging journeys prior to their awakening . This experience is not due to any type of punishment . It is part of the design to bring forth through their awakening the energetic residue needed for themselves and others . It is through the experiences sufferred in darkness that many Lightworkers find their empathy , compassionate hearts and loving nature . Lightworkers are motivated or feel a need to work at making the world a better place , improve people's lives or elevate them to a higher realm of consciousness .
The Amorillum Spiritual Dictionary defines Lightworker as , " Those who seek truth on their spiritual journey towards enlightenment . They feel the urge to heal others and a deep need to resolve the world's problems . They very often feel compelled to write , teach or counsel others ; and know , without a doubt , that they are here for a higher purpose . They feel they have a mission to complete , but often may not know precisely what that mission is . There is a sense of urgency . Lightworkers often have psychic abilities and use them for the good of the world . Physically , they may suffer from a persistent , sometimes painful ringing in one ear . The ringing is thought to be " messages " from Higher Beings ; infortion from the fourth dimention being communicated directly to the heart chakra " .
Lightworkers are very much human also . Many are disillutioned with a sense of being superior . Through achieving gifts / abilities , through the spirit , many become arrogant and slaves to their human egos . Although we aren't to judge , it is our duty as Lightworkers to awaken / remind other lightworkers of who they are and what our path is . Many lose their way along the journey and become Twilight Masters . A Twilight Master is a Lightworker that is working for both , the dark and light side of life . Being blinded by greed , ego or other human vices ; it is often easy for one to become of Twilight without being conscious of whats resulting from the decisions that are being made . If we as compassionate Lightworkers can't talk and discuss our issues , then we don't deserve the gifts that are trusted to us . If we are masters of words and compassion , then we should be able to reach our brothers / sisters of Light and show them how to cleanse their spirits ! This is not judgement , its an observation , for all see these misuses of gifts daily . Yet it goes unaddressed , just as I know some coward hearts will liken these words to judgement and want no parts of it . Then thats who you are , so go as you are .....but never call yourself a warrior again ! There will be Lightwork for you and your type but a Lightwarrior you are not !
Those of us who are truly humble and of pure love / intent , have learned to keep going without sharing knowledge of these wrongs . In essence , what we're doing is allowing some who potentially could walk in light and love , grow darker and more powerful as they rob " good energy " and leave " junk energy " behind . This will only make our ultimate " mission " that much more difficult . When the time comes to enlighten all , the difficulty will not be in spreading light to those who aren't awake but those who are awake in the Twilight that we have allowed to grow DARK !
Ponder these words . I welcome your opinions and exchange of ideas . I'm not perfect , nor do I claim to be . I do know that the divine plan within us cannot awaken without us being able to openly communicate with others of pure light , love and intent from every coner of the world .
ASSALAMU ALAIKUM , Derek
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There has been a lot of buzz lately in the mainstream Indigo circles about the "Crystal" children, a new ‘ray’ of manifestation engendered by the Indigo/Cobalt people. According to the popular literature, Crystals are extremely sensitive to the point of near-autism, and are extremely impressionable in many ways. In many ways, "Crystals" are more difficult to handle and understand than Indigos are/were.
Are they? Time to don the old Cobalt Spectacles of Discrimination… Let’s think about what crystals are for a moment. They vibrate in response to things around them. They are totally transparent. They are fragile and can be easily shattered. They are great for extremely sensitive electronics gear that requires precise frequencies to function correctly, like this computer, for example.
Why would anyone be born with that much vulnerability and hope to survive intact and sane to functional adulthood? Life in this world is difficult enough for the Indigo soul, but it would be nearly impossible for a Crystal soul.
The answer is that they are not. It would be nearly impossible to survive a Crystal childhood without being drugged or institutionalized, so no soul will voluntarily enter the world manifesting that psychic frequency. The Crystal manifestation is something that happens in the midlife of an Indigo, after they’ve made it through their life trials and have developed their senses. Transiting up to "Crystal" is the culmination of their Indigo work. And close query has uncovered another interesting fact: The ‘color’ isn’t Crystal at all, it is Octarine, which is a color that isn’t in the normal visual range of human eyes, but is the manifest color of high magick, and on another color octave entirely. To the untrained eye, it appears to be without color at all, therefore Crystal, but the extremely high frequency of the energy field is what gives it away. To keep my points and writings clear, I shall from now on refer to this energy field as Octarine, instead of Crystal.
Transition into Octarine begins at around the 39th year for most Awakened Indigos, and flowers into full manifestation during the 42nd year. Transition is marked by changes in eating and sleeping habits, sudden ending of some interests and beginning of others, and a series of strange and vivid dreams, that are remembered into waking periods. These dreams are all connected and have consistent themes and ‘tones’. Some are teaching dreams, some are warning dreams, and some are nightmarish in their cinematic quality and depth.
Octarine is also marked by a sudden increase in sensitivity to everything from noise, to smell, clutter, people, etc. You might have such a harsh transition that you nearly become a hermit, shunning the places you used to enjoy visiting, like concerts, movies, sports events and other crowd drawing events. The pressure of the people is like fingernails on chalk all of a sudden.
Food habits will change- sometimes radically. Processed foods may seem harsh and overseasoned to you, and you may crave more wholesome foods. Listen to and obey your body- it knows what it requires. Alcohol will be nearly intolerable, as will tobacco. Sweets will be too sweet. Most snack foods and drinks will become inedible. Drink lots of water, cut back on caffeine.
Concentration will change, too. It will become harder to multitask, if not impossible. If you write, you probably will not be able to write with the radio or TV playing, and possibly only certain kinds of music. You’ll find yourself almost obsessed about certain things, and totally ignoring other things that used to totally engage you.
Clutter will become oppressive to the point of distraction. If you get the urge to de-clutter, do so, even if it means renting a storage place to put it in. Order and beauty will refresh your suddenly sensitive soul. Clean house. You'll feel better.
If you are ill or injured, your healing time will shorten exponentially. Conversely, some illness will hit you harder than others. You will also be able to help heal others, either by touch or intuition. No matter what religious Path you are on, you will strive to deepen your practice or your devotion, and plum the inner secrets of your faith. You will learn things that many people on your faith Path will not. And you will become a deep well of wisdom for those who seek to learn from your Path. Cultivate them with compassion and care- some of them may be your own Indigo peers who seek the company of like minds.
Your psychic gifts will grow significantly, and others may also manifest themselves. At times, you’ll feel like you’re living in a time warp, having deja-vu experiences and other synchronistic events nearly constantly. If you can integrate these changes gracefully, you’ll do fine. Just become aware that your ‘antennae’ will be much more sensitive and events will effect you more deeply.
Learn to take some time to sit still and listen within. If you already meditate, continue. Keep a journal. And take some time to marvel at the great gifts you have been given. Transiting from Indigo to Octarine will not be easy, but it will be ultimately rewarding. Strive to learn and serve with grace and humor, and enjoy the ride.
In the practice of 21st Century Chaos and Ma’at Magick, Octarine is the ‘color’ of Magick- the next octave of energy, and the ‘stuff’ of "The Force". It is a highly refined energy frequency, and requires a highly refined being to access it and utilize that. Your transition, difficult though it may be, will permit you to sense and use this energy frequency. It is a vital gift for those who have chosen to help this world through the major transitions ahead.
www.sunfell.com/octarine.htm
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| Status: | Single |
| Hometown: | MACON , MISSISSIPPI |
| Star Sign: | LIBRA |
| Occupation: | LIGHTWORKER / RECORDING ENGINEER / CONCRETE CONSTRUCTION |
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WELCOME ALL....FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ALL THE LOVE AND LIGHT YOU WISH , AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WISH !
NAMASTE , DEE
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