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14 May 2013 - 12:09am
TO THOSE READING THIS ON THE "CHANNELING" SECTION:
I think that anyone who reads this will feel, will just know, that it is indeed channeled.
That it has a few filigrees, some context, and a little personality, well, so bit it.
I have gotten in trouble for posting on the channeling section here, and I do understand why, because I am not assuming someone's name or identity, but this stuff, dear reader, it is about as pure as you are going to find. And it is phenomenal, really, not a bad thing, but actually a good thing, that I can have this sort of voice, have access to this, WITHIN my quirkiness. I don't think, anymore, my quirkiness does anything but AMPLIFY the truth. At one time, all it did was drown out the truth. And that is what has changed, that among other things.
Call it a new way to channel. I don't care.
if it is not ok to have posted on the channel section, if I do get feedback, it really is cool, because I do understand that this is a new form of an old technique. I am happy to stay on the blog section if I am told to do so after this.
But this is so pure, my friends, I just really felt a little obligated to share it. I hope you like it as much as I do.
EVERY BODY'S ASCENSION TOOL KIT – TRAVELOUGE, ITINERARY AND JESUS by KATHY VIK
Introduction – I sat down to write, and had a nice time, and then I got done and figured, ok, it was a long one, 7? 6? 8 pages? No, it's 23.
I have only done first edit 9spell check) because when I do second edit, I usually add to the work, and this is enough. So, I am putting it out there, as always, as it came to me whole, written in an afternoon, spell checked, that's it. I have no idea, really, how it will feel to read... but it was AWESOME to have been given the gift of being able to write it.
Enjoy.........
I did not know until this moment that I would be writing about my good friend Jesus, but there it is.
I have spent, well, anymore, I really can't put a temporal marker to what is happening to me. It's all metaphor.
Let me give you an example.
I had been listening to some Kryon, and then decided that I just couldn't take it anymore, I needed a smoke. I looked all around for my extra pack. Nowhere.
As I was pulling on my shorts, I heard some shrieking in the hallway. It came to mind this was a new voice, and was probably the new neighbor Sam and I met moving in yesterday. Oh my, I hope she isn't a crazy one, a mean one. Oh no.
And then I find my wallet and leave my apartment, and who do I encounter but our new neighbor. She is aquiver – someone, in thirty seconds, came behind her and stole her great grandmother's skillets, in the hallway, she'd left for less than a minute... she was beside herself with the white hot rage one feels when they've been wantonly and deeply violated.
I told her a couple things about how good the people on this floor are, and the only trouble spot, well, surely if the kids in the noisy apartment see that it is skillets and not hardware in that HP laptop box, they'd feel bad, they've done wrong, they don't want the stuff they took...
And then I went downstairs in the elevator with her. She was still stewing, so upset, so outraged and disappointed and disgusted...
I went to my car and found my extra pack... nearly full. Suddenly, going to the store is no longer interesting. It's not lit up anymore, so I go back upstairs. And now I am drinking coffee, listening to Craig Pruess and Ananda, letting them fill up my home, my being, with the 108 sacred names of the divine mother. It is a fitting way to bridge study time with work time.
It has become clearer and clearer what my path is, what your path is, whether you have figured it out all the way or not. If my writing proves anything, anything at all, it is that we truly are witty, tricky, clever, benevolent beings.
All through my writings, all through my life, my beautiful and full life, there have been the answers, and the fabric it all the time was that of linen and silk, shiny and soft, that I weaved myself.
I set this up, and the only thought I am having at the moment is how obvious it is all seeming right now, but of course, at the time, it was necessary to have heavy cross referencing and overlays. It was imperative this awakening was fool proof, not on a universal scale, just for me.
This always bothered me, niggled at me, all through my life. It is something that can only be openly discussed here. So here goes.
Do you have a death wish? Is death something, for you, that you see as your ace in the hole? Your built in escape hatch, your way out? I have. Death is always there if I can't take it. And most of my life I was just a real good plan shy of doing it.
Oh, I know it sounds dramatic, and there are those who just naturally must turn away from expressions of strong emotion, strong reality, but let them turn away. It's ok. I don;t need anyone peering in who does not have eyes of love.
For the ones who know what I mean, this friend was ever present for me. And I seemed to collect others with a similar outlook. I even had one friend who squirreled away the gear and enough IV Potassium to kill herself dead, instantly. She carried it with her, finally got a second hit to have at her home.
I know this sounds weird, but for the tow of us, and many of my other friends and acquaintances, death is not some big mystery. It's the entrance fee to the next amusement park.
So, it bothered me, as the years passed and I was still alive. First, I was surprised I lived past 18. It was a shocker. And then, on my 21st birthday, again, there had to be readjustments. I am still here. I still have a pulse. IT still sucks, by the way.
And thirty. Oh, thirty, that night was spent in orgiastic dancing with my girlfriend and our gang. Celebrating in our favorite club, thumbing my nose at something that had ridden with me, free of charge, every day of my life, this voice, this knowing, this understanding, that today is the day I die.
And as I woke up, finally, this last time, I began to ponder this singular relationship I have with dying. I died up in Central City, converted as I was. I am certain my heart was stopped and started, in an after-thought, shadow sort of way. When your heart gets hit with light, everything must readjust. So I died, I know it, and have had some pretty sparkly NDE things in the last year, and yet, I have a pulse, I am alive.
I got sort of mad about it a month ago. How is it that if I am in charge, I am this God, how is it that I could want something so much, with such focus, such intensity, and IT DODN'T HAPPEN?
How does THAT work?
I thought I was in charge around here.
Hey!
But, here I sit.
A much different creature than I was two years ago, one year ago, a half year ago, yesterday.
How is it that I can have this running theme of longing for death, and yet I live?
Of course, it makes sense to me now, and I mean right now, and could not have made sense this way had I not had the discipline to present myself to this keyboard like the devoted lover I am.
Death was a symbol. It was a metaphor. When was the last time I had the common sense to ask myself just what it is that death means to me, why do I want it so bad?
Death is going home. It is reconnecting and not going without interruptions in service. It is full knowing, not this shoddy kind of knowing I engage in here. It is free. I would be free. I would be happy.
See, that is death to me. Not being waxy gray and lowered into the earth, although, sure, that's a cool part of it too, but, rally, that was my soul cry.
Of course I longed for death, now that I put it that way.
I will tell you now of a story which occurred yesterday, entangled deeply, as we were, in the mystery. On our travels, we went to Herbs & Arts, a metaphysical store here in Denver. Just like a homing beacon, we woke up in vague probabilities, and what emerged yesterday, what we allowed emerge, was brilliant.
In the store, I found a tapestry of a woman in the Shiva pose, her with multiple arms, sitting in deep repose, all jewel tones and exquisite. And I found this CD. I visited my business cards, sitting in the business card exchange nook.
We left the store and put in the CD.
It is angelic, nothing else describes this sound. It holds close similarities to the music of the spheres, let's put it that way.
And here we are, in my beat up ugly white 2000 Mazda car, my 12 year old and I listening to this ancient, blessed music, all the way home. Of course, we were transported.
Sam went to sleep. He is doing very hard work at school and among his peers at present, and he was exhausted.
We drove down Broadway, and I reached out my hand, entered his field, and could feel his higher self hold my hand and discuss his progress. We are well pleased, and I know he is fine.
The drive continued, and then I realized, OH MY GOD, I am going to have to get out of my car!
Oh my god, this bliss is going to end.
And then I laughed at the allegory and had my story teller tell me a story. I will give it to you now.
When people who had never been in modern society were shown a fine New York hotel, part of Lawrence of Arabia's entourage, their trip became all about the water taps.
They had not had running water. Their lives had been built around the necessary issues and steps which must occur when one does NOT have running water.
And here was water.
Upon leaving the hotel, it is rumored that they left with, or were discouraged to leave with, the faucets. The physical taps. They wanted this running water always, and mistook the source with its delivery.
Remember the patient you had last week. She had three nurses taking care of her because of her panic and fear. She had no less than one hundred years of nursing experience pouring onto her. Away from her, at the desk, no one spoke unkind words about her. Physicians worked throughout the night, many late night phone calls. Remember, my child, in the morning, sun shining into her room, and she complained so bitterly, with you present, to this brand new doctor, fresh, apart from the horror she'd created, and she cried that no one had been her advocate, she should have just gone home because no one cared for her, she got bad care, oh yes, remember now, this pit she was in. Remember now why you cried as you left the hospital that morning.
You did not grieve for not having been noticed as the healer you are, as the nice person. You did not weep because her bitterness is the kind that can decisively break careers. No. You wept because she'd been surrounded by, blanketed with, fed and watered with divine love, and she had lain there completely convinced of her state of separation.
That is why you cried. And you wept as you realized in just how many ways you hold this posture now, toward your own life, toward your heart.
This was a giant soul, who did you a great favor.
She taught you, with this CD as a soundtrack, simply this:
The source is ever flowing and present in all ways, at all times, in every now moment, now and now and now and yes, even, even, this, yes, now too.
God is all.
You have been mistaking the taps for the source, love. And that is all.
But through it all, even as a child, a little child, I knew.
I knew it was pitch black around here, and against good advice and all that seems intuitive, I woke up, I loved, I gave, and I got here.
And so, now, listening to Kryon and studying Tony Stubbs as I am, completing this education as I am, using them as the guides that of course they are, I see now that the struggles I have chronicled, these struggles I have always been so embarrassed about, they are valid and they are there for every initiate to work with in their own way.
I understand that there is stuff I know that needs to be hidden, just a bit longer, because people still equate spiritual advancement for personality integrity and they are really two very different things.
And so I will tell you what I feel there is permission for, and tell you this at the same time. I understand now that these chronicles are meant, in part, to stretch things. I put something out there, and there are codes that are within the work, within me, and these essays are not only travelogues but future itineraries.
So I can go a little further now than before, and then I will wait, and when I feel more permission, more will come.
But I think that it is best to imagine that the only people reading this stuff are those who actually need it. I mean, if you are reading this, there is a reason. It is highly specific, in some respects, but deeply universal, and pregnant, just pregnant, with the third language.
I go back to my story. The voices told me, as the music played, that this is the music of God, of everything pure and not tired and fresh and true, symmetric, playful, deep, funny, pleasing, comfortable, real. And this is always around. The music gets pumped through my stereo, but it is just as easily coming through anything I can see or hear or touch. Everything is impregnated with source, with this music.
The music is playing all the time.
And this is how true this is for you now, they said.
They said, just think of it!
Now, when you physically get into your physical car, you can hear this music, physically. In between each of your errands, this music can play. It is just a choice now. It always was a choice. This CD was released in 2002.
And no disrespect for not hearing it before. It was there. It was just really hard to hear. If you'd had the CD, it would have been scratchy, or you would have lost it. You know how these things work.
Now the music is available. Enjoy it, and stop worrying. Test it. You do not believe us. Go get what you need at the 7-11. Then get back in the car and turn on the engine.
I did, in my mind, and it was real, and I spent the day doing errands and really getting it, there in my mind, how it physically felt to go a whole day of errand running and there, in the background, every time I turned it on, there was the music of the spheres.
It's always been there, and it always will be. And it always has been playing.
You see, that is the trick of it for me.
I sit different in the knowledge now. I understand that I, as this personality, has a greed to a veil, and to be rendered ineffective by fear, these are devices.
Why did I do it? Why did I consent to profound amnesia?
Why did I turn myself away from the help offered, damning it instead, calling it a little and mean thing?
I did not recognize that which is love as that which is love, and that is all.
Kryon asked me, at the end of this last lesson, if I can honestly say three things. But he presented the three things first, and one by one, I ticked them off. Can you say: It is well with my soul. Can you say: I am that I am. Can you say: I am grateful for all.
Yes, yes and yes.
He was describing the match bearer, the advanced old soul, the ones in the room who have always been different, always off just a fraction, the one in your life that makes everything just a little tilty.
I have always served that function.
My guess is that you have too.
Here is the deal. It helps so much and I want you to hear it, feel it, right along with me, as I make it my own, OK? It think this will be great fun, if we can get it together, as a team, you and I, here on the page.
OK. We came into darkness. In this darkness, when someone bumps you, you attack. And there are attacks that come in the ink dark of this blackness, and this is not any good at all.
The darkness is a fearful place. It makes a person come to know fear, insecurity, anxiety, dread.
The darkness makes it impossible to know just who it is you or anyone else is, and there in the dark, it is easy to not see things as clearly as you'd like. Mistakes are made.
And there are folks tossed into this darkness who have a special gift.
There are souls here who can spark light in the darkness. They come in with a faint glow. They remember what everyone else mess to have forgotten, and as they age, this knowledge becomes more and more unavoidable.
You and I, we woke up in Salem, in medieval times, and we have been burned alive for remembering.
Light, in this darkness that we created, you and I, light here was not always welcome.
Light is contagious, you see.
And here we are, within the Galactic Alignment. I am 52, a good age to be alive in 2012. A perfect age, actually.
And I have been over here, in my apartment, getting really really good at sparking my flame.
I think this is why I had such bad agoraphobia at e certain times in my life. My heart would break on leaving the house, and an anxiety would settle on my skin, into my lungs, as I rode the elevator to the basement, to get into my car, and go any where. Really, just any place made me have anxiety. Even the good stuff.
And now I know why.
I was leaving a freaking bonfire to back into velvet inky darkness.
And it hurt to have contact with people so unaware of the light, and so very condescending toward the bonfire consuming me, keeping me alive, connected to it as I am wherever I go, whatever I do.
See, that is the part that I didn't appreciate.
I carry it with me.
You see? It is never gone. I am never apart from source. I am source. The thought is an invalid one, a weak and silly one. A device, and nothing more.
And I tell you now of my great love for Jesus.
This is a mystical union which I have never discussed, and there is much about it I never will disuses. Much must remain private, and that is not to separate or divide. This is just good metal, spiritual hygiene.
Jesus came to me when I was a little girl.
We were at the dump. This was the 60's, when people understood that what they throw away goes and stays and sits somewhere. The dump. My dad would take us there on Sundays, and we went through thrash. It was one of my favorite things growing up. I found old, just ancient, postcards, musty, moldy books. The smell of those trips, oh, still here, I am enjoying it now.
And I can remember being in the backseat of the car, and there was Jesus.
He told me that I was to be like him, and my role would be to come to know peace and love. I would be compassionate, and very very wise, just sparkly smart, and I would be someone like him, in every way.
I can remember asking about the dying thing, just that whole mess, and he told me no, that isn't the point. I am him, he is me, but he is separate, and I am to be like him, in my body.
So, there's that.
We went home and probably had hot dogs and boiled carrots, watched TV and went to bed. Probably.
But it gave me an appreciation and an interest in Jesus' life. I payed attention to the scripture, and I made sure I got bibles with Jesus' words in red. I found certain passages in the bible that made me feel really good, really good, they still do, and I learned them.
I had permission to learn about Jesus, and to find out what he did, living in a Lutheran household. I studied, and I liked that Jesus was always there, this big weird mystery to solve.
In my teens, we saw Jesus Christ Superstar, first run, our pastor and the church youth group. My mom made sure that we went as a family to see Ted Neely do the JCS revival on stage in 1992. Fifteen years after that, I met a random person who had to give me a signed piece of art commemorating the revival's tour.
In reference to Jesus, and this musical, I will say that I always resonated with the beginning, and with the teachings more than the death stuff, the politics and and high drama. I felt the message got weirdly hijacked, but it was still serviceable, and enough got through to help. That's why I really appreciate the versions of JCS that end before the whole death thing. It's just too slippery for me. And no, I know of no other word to describe that weirdness that happened in the desert all this time ago.
There is a lot that I could “speculate” on, which at this point I will not allow myself to do publicly. This stuff is real close to the surface, and deserves being sat with before it is discussed. But there are a couple other things as they pertain to Jesus.
Now I just want to free style a bit. I want to tell you of the things I am aware of , just about Jesus, but by extension, The Other Big Ones. Let me tell you from my heart, the heart of me in love with Jesus, with this entity. Let me just sing my love for him.
My understanding is a benevolent and encompassing one. I believe that Jesus is Buddha is Zoroaster is, is, is. There is one mind, after all, in the end.
I think that this one mind has had many incarnations on this planet, and some of them grabbed more headlines than others.
The Great Mother, The Universal Heart, the benevolence running the whole thing, well, here is how it works.
The faster you spin, the more love and information is available. And Buddha, Jesus, (I just use these two because I am lazy... think every saint, MLK, Gandhi, all of them!), their channels were wide open, because they agreed to come in without the veils, with the crystalline DNA able to perceive as we are now just beginning to.
They channeled the One Mind. This is why all great religions have what has been called a “golden thread of truth” running through them. Of course these greats reincarnate. Of course. It's like grooves on a record.
But this entity, this mind, is available to all of us now.
Let me tell you what happened to me in 1993, could have been 1994, I'll never know.
I was at church, in the choir loft of an old cathedral in downtown Denver, there for the early serve, singing in the choir, under the leadership of my old friend Jeffrey.
Jeff and I accepted our mystical love for God. We let each other be, and recognized that we were both deeply in love with God. I liked Jeff, had met him at the gay choir we were both in, about two hundred men and women who met every Thursday, just to learn songs about how great and poignant and beautiful it is to love, and then annually we would put on a huge show at the huge old theatre right downtown.
Jeff was the star of that choir. He had the voice of an angel and the personality of a devil. He was dirty and lewd and loud and funny as hell, and I watched him that night, of my first performance, before hand as we creatives were running through the still empty auditorium, I watched him and thought, God, I want nothing more than to be in his energy, and I am just way too uncool for him. He will never be my friend.
And here I sit, in the choir loft, led by Jeff to sing like an angel for the congregants on a spring day in the early nineties.
I was reading the hymnal, looking for the mystical. I read my favorite passages, having completely tuned out the prattling below me. I was in the mystery, thinking about Jesus.
And right there in that loft, he showed up.
I cannot tell you that I saw him, because my eyes, they didn't. But everything else within me knew that I was seeing an old friend.
He hung out with me and read with me. I do not remember it if he gave me instructions.
I think, as I recall, I knew this was a visit from an old friend. Not to check up. Not to inform. Just to love. Just to confirm. Just to put me at peace. Because that's what family does for each other.
I remember now that I did tell The Teachers about this. How wonderful to have these memories being recovered!
They told me yes, he was there. He is alive. He is physical. He exists. He is your friend.
They also told me a lot about my time with him, in the old days.
This will remain hidden, just suffice it to say that I am not of the ilk who believes that I walked the earth as Jesus.
There are just some things, even with coming to terms with who I am, there are just some things that are not entertained, out of deep honor and respect. His work as Jesus stands alone, and it is to be honored, studied, loved, but never owned.
Never owned. Everyone owns it, it is our heart, it is our best attempt at the time.
And now comes the back flip with a lazy susan half turn.
We are becoming Christs.
You see, there are two parts to his name.
Jesus, that is his moniker, his personality name, his handle, his tag, his signature.
Christ, this refers to his home, and this home is where we all live.
I heard someone say that at the end, Jesus had no beliefs. It is not possible to get that high in consciousness and be able to hold a belief.
I think one of my favorite images will always be a painting of Jesus, kneeling before a boulder, in the garden of Gethsemane, and he is making hand farts, and the thought balloons above his hands read “Pfft!” “Pfffft!”
THAT is MY Jesus.
Fucking with his hands, making farting noises, right before he does his thing, whether that's just translocating and letting the loco get nabbed by the po-po, or whether he really did submit to such foolishness as a crucifixion. My guess he was passing his time, quite pleasurably, in that Garden nibbling olives, looking at the stars, and occasionally making farting sounds with his hands.
It is well with my soul.
I am that I am.
I live within a grateful heart.
And truly, friend, this is all I have ever wanted.
What else matters? I have seen it, and I know, that you can have millions in the bank. You can leak cash, have it falling out of your wallet, and be so impoverished you wish you could die, or kill someone else.
I have seen people with every single advantage... beauty, familial respect and support, meaningful work, interesting hobbies, and their health, that one lynch pin, fails.
And it all comes crumbling down.
The person looks at the rubble, the lost house, the broken body, the fatigued friends and family, and there, in the destruction, like a single dandelion on a battlefield still oozing blood, and there is hope.
There is light.
There is something making all this go, making all of this work, and there has to be a reason behind it, yes? There has to be a reason.
I know the reason now.
I understand a few things I did not before.
And I know my role. I think I have a pretty good idea of yours too, and our friend Jesus would like very much to clear up a few things.
Jesus is as alive now as when it all went down. He was potential before that, and now, once again within Universal Mind, he is settling back into earth, but this time, he is doing it heart by heart, moment to moment, within our context, within our skin.
As a little girl, I could clearly see the advantage to being like Christ. I could give people peace. I would still them. I would have peace too, because people would be still and sane around me. They would remember, around me, who they are, and they would only be able to act in good and right ways.
Do you see, as I do now, why my life was a little tricky? I think I set my sights a little high.
It seemed entirely possible at the time, and just like, ok, here's the assignment. It'll suck and be interesting and you get this really cool thing with it. Yes, you will do miracles.
So, I think it is about time to let this lover of humanity out. It think it is time to see that he has been here the whole time, whispering in my ear, in the old language, reminding me of things I didn't think were salient.
I think we are the new Christs, and I think we have his permission to do this thing.
Now, I think that to end this, I will use my imagination and imagine just what it is that Jesus would have us know at this moment. I know that he is with me here, and if I can get in the right space, some stratum of his energy can entangle me in a way I can hear and feel, and then he can instruct me more clearly.
I will try this now, and then I will end. I'll do a first edit and put it out fresh.
This is good stuff. At least I got to visit Jeffrey. I love him and enjoy thinking on him, everything he gave to me, how rich and happy he made me.
Now let's see what jesus might think of all this stuff.....
You struggle with issues of identity within the great mind and we are here to help.
Think of your apple, and its seeds, please.
The apple hangs on the tree, celebrating its becoming, you ee? The apple is in joy, and in a spirit of sacrificial good will. It is as it is, and it is perfect in its being. It has congruence, meaning and purpose.
The apple will fall when it must, and not one moment before. Its purpose, to flower, its purpose, to develop into fruit, its purpose to nourish a friend, its purpose to seed the earth with its self.
These are mysteries, these timings, unknown to our friend the apple. The apple does not weigh itself down with these questions. Indeed, if it did, it would have remained a thought.
There is movement and there is sanctification in taking action, all those who slumber and those , awake, seeking validation.
You see, the time of seeding has begun. Your position has changed. Perhaps it was during the eclipse, maybe it was some other event, but you now notice you are on the ground.
You must understand it is no longer your time to soak up nutrients, to sit in sun and grow.
You are mature now, and your job is to offer your fruit up for consumption.
This takes an act of faith which each will decide upon, whether they have the readiness to test these waters, for they are strong, and the current is swift.
You will come to know what it is to be consumed and to be present and whole and ripe and unchanged.
You are not an ordinary apple.
The same sun and water fed you as your brothers and sisters.
They are on the tree. See them dangle there still. They are very beautiful up there in the sunlight, in the twilight, in the deep chill of night. They are doing as they must, just as you did.
You must now leave this analogy, because I can tell you are still thinking that you cannot do much, as you are, an apple without legs and without a mouth, plopped onto the earth to wither, to atrophy, to rot and go back to the mother.
This is an incorrect summation, and must be abandoned. You are now, as you sail through the air toward the earth, you know now, you can feel it, your heart is opening now as you understand, all the dreams you have had recently about splitting off and reuniting. You see it in your dreams, and you bring it back in the morning and we appreciate how you sit, stunned, clearly telling from what you are reminding yourself of. We honor your assimilation.
The apple, as it is flying, just as you fly now nightly in your dreams, this act of flight, it changes the character and the ability of the apple. You matured before the rest, and this is how you were made. You cannot hate others for not maturing as you did, you don;t fully understand just how it was done quite yet. So hold no hate, no judgment, no fear.
Be instead grateful for this knowing you hold within you now.
You have traveled far, and we are ever at your service. You are honored, you and those you write to. They must know as well, that Universal Mind is here, it is singing and speaking to you, every night, every moment.
We are a collective of entities and you had such trouble with the “me” and “them” koan. Do you see now? It is appropriate and desired for this mind to take on impossibly infinite variations. You see, now, as you go to work, usually, the amalgam of entities you are ministering to, staff included. You are sensing them more whole. You see them as separate form you but coming form the same source.
You see them as differently faced you's, and we caution you to steady your thinking now for this next part.
Although it is true that we are all made of the same substance, and we are all expressions of the same thought, you must understand that things are not as they seem.
There are variations, gradations, preferences and soul needs at work that you cannot currently appreciate.
We tell you that The Kryon is accurate and true. You are a Creator God, and you know this, and you shirk from it, but you know it to be true. You are an old one, and you know there are many old ones here now.
You know, deep within you, that everyone you meet, everyone you medicate, everyone you argue with, these too are all from the same source.
We now wish to settle you, little apple, and tell you truly of how things are for you in this life.
You have been playing with it for three weeks, and you know it.
You can feel it, and this power is all soothing, is it not? It is the truth of the matter. You are loved. They are loved. All is well. Nothing is out of balance. There is no need for anger. Fear not. Be still. You know this. You know this. You know this.
And we tell you now, this is your mission, this is why you came in. You are here to be a walking master. There are others. You are not alone anymore, not in any sphere. It is true you all walked solitary paths. You were alone. You abandoned yourselves utterly. It was quite a sight.
Each night, we mended you, each day, we buoyed you.
It was all for this day, and those to come.
Never again must you hide your light.
There are too many of you now to stop it.
You have succeeded where you have failed in the past. You knew it was a gamble, and you knew it was a sure thing.
You each have had your walks in the desert, the temptations of christ still, at times, cloud your sensorium and become very real, quite ominous, they can appear, can they not. This is a favorite treat of ours, this ability to cloud things with a simple thought, and the ability to right the Self with just one thought. Thoughts are portals, my friends. They are portals, all. Words, yes, and deeds, all portals.
You, now, the awake ones, you are walking portals.
You must come to peace with this. And we are instructing you, you are instructing yourself, nightly. Why do you think your sleep habits have changed? You are integrating physical with arcane, this is a lightening fast project, it is happening with more speed than anticipated, but just as much as the most hopeful around here held would come to pass.
You know that your civilization goes on the seed another galaxy. You have heard that representative, letters from the future. You know who we name now as Bashar. You know this, and yet do you feel it?
The only variable to this awakening is your degree of participation.
That's it.
And you have decided you wish to participate by spreading peace in the physical, and dispensing information on the web. And for now this is very functional.
Get used to your power, we ask you now, all of your readers, we ask all of you to take this in.
This is real. You are awakening, and the enlightenment is physical, emotional, metal, sexual, political. It is within your very cells, within the atomic matter manifesting as cells. Do you see>? Ti is manifesting in the heavens, with solar flares, eclipses, comets. It this there for all to see.
Do you see?
Do you see that it is good to go to work and love? Are you willing now, this day, to do it all consciously, from 7pm to 7:30am, or in the vat's office of your reader, or in the bakery, or school, or taxi cab.
Can you embody compassion? Can you see nothing but love in everything you encounter? Can you be at peace in the midst of psycail suffering?
We know these are things you have mastered.
Why not have a little bit of pride in how far you have come?
Your difficulties with never fitting in, old one, ancient one, that is alright, and truth is, please do not be coy, you never really wanted any part of it anyway.
You hear a different music, one that you love, and you are pleased to know of many musical styles, but, dear one, loved one, old one, ancient, please, understand, we are conspiring in favor of you now, because you are no longer conspiring against yourselves.
Allow this love to fill your fields.
Allow this love to drip off of your fingers as you prepare your meals, your patient's medications, your bread, your paperwork.
Let this love, this knowledge of happiness and peace which you have no words for, let it become expressed in HOW you do your work, HOW you say thank you.
You ride the flow of traffic and bless every driver, each on their way, each driving to their self-appointed destinies. Do not ride against the flow, and do not curse your fellow travelers. Stay with the flow, allow it all, see it all as a poem that God HerHimSelf is writing in a language only the two of you can possibly understand.
Hold the grateful heart in the sad places. Hold the soft heart in the hard places. Hold the warm heart among the cold.
This task, this self appointed task, this is the all. That's it.
You agreed to be here. So removed are you from the thought of an accident, imagining that this is happening without your consent, without your very direction, is becoming quite laughable.
Are you The Buddha? Yes.
Are you The Christ? Yes.
Is your name Buddha, Gautama? No.
Is your name Jesus of Nazareth? No.
Were you a prince, and did you renounce wealth to find self? To find God?
Were you a simple laborer, touched weirdly by a future you neither fought against nor resented?
You, your readers, you are the Christs returned to earth, and you know this is a role when you have reached a certain frequency. This is a role, a serve, a joy, a mantle few can wear. You can. Put it on. Smile as you wear it. Never curse it.
You may put it in a drawer whenever you want to. You don't have to wear it when you have sexual relations, but we encourage you to, with the right partner, in the right circumstances, to wear it while creating physical passion.
We ask you to be big, to stand as tall as you can, and to know that you don't have a ceiling. There is nothing stopping you from attaining greater knowledge, greater love, than has ever been seen on the planet, now.
The Buddha, The Christ, Mohammed, Rumi, Gandhi, these men, they had an inkling, many of them were turned on full blast.
Dear one, we leave you with a thought.
You have been female this life. You have been sexually marginalized, and you have been raped. You have had your sexual and soulic power identified and others had tried to rip it from you.
You are not alone. This struggle happens in every bedroom, in every light worker’s life.
The next wave, the First Wave, the wave of Christs, they are FEMALE.
Look for it, we tell you.
You must stop marginalizing, you must stop this thinking. It is one of the final frontiers.
There is a crystalline agreement that is being readjusted, and it will become, as you adjust, possible for you to see true worth, true, identity, true power, in the female. You all have inklings. You have not seen it yet.
The females reading this are switching on. Their males are not yet. They dangle on the tree. The women will meet. They will have groups, and they will have seminars, and they will be very inviting, they will allow men in.
These women have no fear, and so the phallus has no power, not really. Not anymore.
It is a tool, a grand and sacred one. But it is a tool only. It is not the foundation. Mother is the foundation. Woman is the foundation, Feminine is the foundation.
There will be great power, and it will come in waves, from the woman.
They talk about these miracles, how things will come about, how the new earth is to be manifested.
It is manifested through your kind acts, your expanded fields, your inclusion, and it happens through your children.
How many of you are SINGLE MOTHERS?
No interference with the male, primary caregivers, the source of training, with a peripheral male?
How many?
There is a reason for this divorce thing, you see.
Position yourself so that you may have children, or grandchildren, or access to children. We all have to. And we are working our greatest miracles there.
Unimpeded. Uninterefered with.
No one legislates parenting.
No one can.
And, really, we old ones, we would just ignore the rules anyway.
That's how we are built.
OK... That is over, the blast is through.
I am left with knowing it's cool to just be compassionate. If that's all I do, if I can just be compassionate tonight.
I tell you this before I sign out.
Kryon said something today, and as he did, I was transported to the unit I last worked on. The nurses all started out cranky, upset, cursing the place, calling the patients names. And I just kept radiating love and tolerance. It felt good. I just really could find nothing to get my underpants in a twist about, so I stayed quiet, did my reading, worked and answered lights and hardly sat down, actually.
He said, as I imagined that last shift, that when you do this, when you sit and radiate pure pure pure unconditional live, just see them as whole and loving and capable and free, and so loved, and you just give it away, well, it does a lot of things, obviously, but this blast may very well be the only pure love they feel all that day, or all that week, or all that month.
I thought then of my desert years. Those years when I was just barely hanging on, so dark, so squeezed was I.
And this is what I got from The Teachers. From my guides and teachers, here on earth, to whom I paid cash for their wisdom.
I got blasts of pure light, and it helped me.
There was so little about.
Now that the grids are loosening up and it's so readily available, the memories that I have about the old times, the dark times, my life still on the tree, these are fading, and I am glad for it. I no longer need the devices of punishment and fear. I no longer need some of the more crude or dramatic realities to understand. My lessons can be soft because I am soft.
I think that Jesus would be pleased with my progress. I understand that he has come to me to remind me of things I should be remembering, when I need to remember them. He comes through in my essays, sometimes, and he is with me, steadying me, before I enter particularly difficult interpersonal situations which, well, they may not be of my making, but if I am in the middle of them, I may as well calm them down, because, when it's all said and done, I am quite sleepy still, just waking up, and I like things smooth. I like things pleasant and pretty and, darn it, I'll say it again, I like 'em sparkly.
I doubt that Jesus wore a lot of sparklies. He has never been described as someone who enjoyed accessorizing.
But I think it is awesome that these days we have be-dazzlers. And we can be just as sparkly, just as plain, just as flamboyant or silent as we see fit.
We are making this up as we go along, and the giving of love is not wrong, is never wrong, is always correct and timely and appropriate.
I have been wanting to know how to be a loving person, in the midst of hate.
He came to me when I was a little girl, to tell me it is indeed possible.
He came to me in my thirties to remind me of my mission.
He smokes clove cigarettes and cracks koans with me now.
If this is all made up, so what.
So fucking what.
My god is real, jesus is my friend, I am a living, breathing Christ, and the world will go on spinning with me thinking these odd thoughts.
The only thing that happens when I think them, is that I feel peaceful and people are nicer to me.
So I will go on thinking these thoughts, and more, much more.
And occasionally, when there is a break in the action, I will sit down and tell you a little bit about what is going on.
It really is a very lovely construct, for the moment, maybe for all my moments. We'll see. It's good for now.
So now I need to take a shower, and go to work.
Chop wood, carry water.
Blog entry
13 May 2013 - 11:21pm
EVERY BODY'S ASCENSION TOOL KIT – TRAVELOUGE, ITINERARY AND JESUS by KATHY VIK
Introduction – I sat down to write, and had a nice time, and then I got done and figured, ok, it was a long one, 7? 6? 8 pages? No, it's 23.
I have only done first edit 9spell check) because when I do second edit, I usually add to the work, and this is enough. So, I am putting it out there, as always, as it came to me whole, written in an afternoon, spell checked, that's it. I have no idea, really, how it will feel to read... but it was AWESOME to have been given the gift of being able to write it.
Enjoy.........
I did not know until this moment that I would be writing about my good friend Jesus, but there it is.
I have spent, well, anymore, I really can't put a temporal marker to what is happening to me. It's all metaphor.
Let me give you an example.
I had been listening to some Kryon, and then decided that I just couldn't take it anymore, I needed a smoke. I looked all around for my extra pack. Nowhere.
As I was pulling on my shorts, I heard some shrieking in the hallway. It came to mind this was a new voice, and was probably the new neighbor Sam and I met moving in yesterday. Oh my, I hope she isn't a crazy one, a mean one. Oh no.
And then I find my wallet and leave my apartment, and who do I encounter but our new neighbor. She is aquiver – someone, in thirty seconds, came behind her and stole her great grandmother's skillets, in the hallway, she'd left for less than a minute... she was beside herself with the white hot rage one feels when they've been wantonly and deeply violated.
I told her a couple things about how good the people on this floor are, and the only trouble spot, well, surely if the kids in the noisy apartment see that it is skillets and not hardware in that HP laptop box, they'd feel bad, they've done wrong, they don't want the stuff they took...
And then I went downstairs in the elevator with her. She was still stewing, so upset, so outraged and disappointed and disgusted...
I went to my car and found my extra pack... nearly full. Suddenly, going to the store is no longer interesting. It's not lit up anymore, so I go back upstairs. And now I am drinking coffee, listening to Craig Pruess and Ananda, letting them fill up my home, my being, with the 108 sacred names of the divine mother. It is a fitting way to bridge study time with work time.
It has become clearer and clearer what my path is, what your path is, whether you have figured it out all the way or not. If my writing proves anything, anything at all, it is that we truly are witty, tricky, clever, benevolent beings.
All through my writings, all through my life, my beautiful and full life, there have been the answers, and the fabric it all the time was that of linen and silk, shiny and soft, that I weaved myself.
I set this up, and the only thought I am having at the moment is how obvious it is all seeming right now, but of course, at the time, it was necessary to have heavy cross referencing and overlays. It was imperative this awakening was fool proof, not on a universal scale, just for me.
This always bothered me, niggled at me, all through my life. It is something that can only be openly discussed here. So here goes.
Do you have a death wish? Is death something, for you, that you see as your ace in the hole? Your built in escape hatch, your way out? I have. Death is always there if I can't take it. And most of my life I was just a real good plan shy of doing it.
Oh, I know it sounds dramatic, and there are those who just naturally must turn away from expressions of strong emotion, strong reality, but let them turn away. It's ok. I don;t need anyone peering in who does not have eyes of love.
For the ones who know what I mean, this friend was ever present for me. And I seemed to collect others with a similar outlook. I even had one friend who squirreled away the gear and enough IV Potassium to kill herself dead, instantly. She carried it with her, finally got a second hit to have at her home.
I know this sounds weird, but for the tow of us, and many of my other friends and acquaintances, death is not some big mystery. It's the entrance fee to the next amusement park.
So, it bothered me, as the years passed and I was still alive. First, I was surprised I lived past 18. It was a shocker. And then, on my 21st birthday, again, there had to be readjustments. I am still here. I still have a pulse. IT still sucks, by the way.
And thirty. Oh, thirty, that night was spent in orgiastic dancing with my girlfriend and our gang. Celebrating in our favorite club, thumbing my nose at something that had ridden with me, free of charge, every day of my life, this voice, this knowing, this understanding, that today is the day I die.
And as I woke up, finally, this last time, I began to ponder this singular relationship I have with dying. I died up in Central City, converted as I was. I am certain my heart was stopped and started, in an after-thought, shadow sort of way. When your heart gets hit with light, everything must readjust. So I died, I know it, and have had some pretty sparkly NDE things in the last year, and yet, I have a pulse, I am alive.
I got sort of mad about it a month ago. How is it that if I am in charge, I am this God, how is it that I could want something so much, with such focus, such intensity, and IT DODN'T HAPPEN?
How does THAT work?
I thought I was in charge around here.
Hey!
But, here I sit.
A much different creature than I was two years ago, one year ago, a half year ago, yesterday.
How is it that I can have this running theme of longing for death, and yet I live?
Of course, it makes sense to me now, and I mean right now, and could not have made sense this way had I not had the discipline to present myself to this keyboard like the devoted lover I am.
Death was a symbol. It was a metaphor. When was the last time I had the common sense to ask myself just what it is that death means to me, why do I want it so bad?
Death is going home. It is reconnecting and not going without interruptions in service. It is full knowing, not this shoddy kind of knowing I engage in here. It is free. I would be free. I would be happy.
See, that is death to me. Not being waxy gray and lowered into the earth, although, sure, that's a cool part of it too, but, rally, that was my soul cry.
Of course I longed for death, now that I put it that way.
I will tell you now of a story which occurred yesterday, entangled deeply, as we were, in the mystery. On our travels, we went to Herbs & Arts, a metaphysical store here in Denver. Just like a homing beacon, we woke up in vague probabilities, and what emerged yesterday, what we allowed emerge, was brilliant.
In the store, I found a tapestry of a woman in the Shiva pose, her with multiple arms, sitting in deep repose, all jewel tones and exquisite. And I found this CD. I visited my business cards, sitting in the business card exchange nook.
We left the store and put in the CD.
It is angelic, nothing else describes this sound. It holds close similarities to the music of the spheres, let's put it that way.
And here we are, in my beat up ugly white 2000 Mazda car, my 12 year old and I listening to this ancient, blessed music, all the way home. Of course, we were transported.
Sam went to sleep. He is doing very hard work at school and among his peers at present, and he was exhausted.
We drove down Broadway, and I reached out my hand, entered his field, and could feel his higher self hold my hand and discuss his progress. We are well pleased, and I know he is fine.
The drive continued, and then I realized, OH MY GOD, I am going to have to get out of my car!
Oh my god, this bliss is going to end.
And then I laughed at the allegory and had my story teller tell me a story. I will give it to you now.
When people who had never been in modern society were shown a fine New York hotel, part of Lawrence of Arabia's entourage, their trip became all about the water taps.
They had not had running water. Their lives had been built around the necessary issues and steps which must occur when one does NOT have running water.
And here was water.
Upon leaving the hotel, it is rumored that they left with, or were discouraged to leave with, the faucets. The physical taps. They wanted this running water always, and mistook the source with its delivery.
Remember the patient you had last week. She had three nurses taking care of her because of her panic and fear. She had no less than one hundred years of nursing experience pouring onto her. Away from her, at the desk, no one spoke unkind words about her. Physicians worked throughout the night, many late night phone calls. Remember, my child, in the morning, sun shining into her room, and she complained so bitterly, with you present, to this brand new doctor, fresh, apart from the horror she'd created, and she cried that no one had been her advocate, she should have just gone home because no one cared for her, she got bad care, oh yes, remember now, this pit she was in. Remember now why you cried as you left the hospital that morning.
You did not grieve for not having been noticed as the healer you are, as the nice person. You did not weep because her bitterness is the kind that can decisively break careers. No. You wept because she'd been surrounded by, blanketed with, fed and watered with divine love, and she had lain there completely convinced of her state of separation.
That is why you cried. And you wept as you realized in just how many ways you hold this posture now, toward your own life, toward your heart.
This was a giant soul, who did you a great favor.
She taught you, with this CD as a soundtrack, simply this:
The source is ever flowing and present in all ways, at all times, in every now moment, now and now and now and yes, even, even, this, yes, now too.
God is all.
You have been mistaking the taps for the source, love. And that is all.
But through it all, even as a child, a little child, I knew.
I knew it was pitch black around here, and against good advice and all that seems intuitive, I woke up, I loved, I gave, and I got here.
And so, now, listening to Kryon and studying Tony Stubbs as I am, completing this education as I am, using them as the guides that of course they are, I see now that the struggles I have chronicled, these struggles I have always been so embarrassed about, they are valid and they are there for every initiate to work with in their own way.
I understand that there is stuff I know that needs to be hidden, just a bit longer, because people still equate spiritual advancement for personality integrity and they are really two very different things.
And so I will tell you what I feel there is permission for, and tell you this at the same time. I understand now that these chronicles are meant, in part, to stretch things. I put something out there, and there are codes that are within the work, within me, and these essays are not only travelogues but future itineraries.
So I can go a little further now than before, and then I will wait, and when I feel more permission, more will come.
But I think that it is best to imagine that the only people reading this stuff are those who actually need it. I mean, if you are reading this, there is a reason. It is highly specific, in some respects, but deeply universal, and pregnant, just pregnant, with the third language.
I go back to my story. The voices told me, as the music played, that this is the music of God, of everything pure and not tired and fresh and true, symmetric, playful, deep, funny, pleasing, comfortable, real. And this is always around. The music gets pumped through my stereo, but it is just as easily coming through anything I can see or hear or touch. Everything is impregnated with source, with this music.
The music is playing all the time.
And this is how true this is for you now, they said.
They said, just think of it!
Now, when you physically get into your physical car, you can hear this music, physically. In between each of your errands, this music can play. It is just a choice now. It always was a choice. This CD was released in 2002.
And no disrespect for not hearing it before. It was there. It was just really hard to hear. If you'd had the CD, it would have been scratchy, or you would have lost it. You know how these things work.
Now the music is available. Enjoy it, and stop worrying. Test it. You do not believe us. Go get what you need at the 7-11. Then get back in the car and turn on the engine.
I did, in my mind, and it was real, and I spent the day doing errands and really getting it, there in my mind, how it physically felt to go a whole day of errand running and there, in the background, every time I turned it on, there was the music of the spheres.
It's always been there, and it always will be. And it always has been playing.
You see, that is the trick of it for me.
I sit different in the knowledge now. I understand that I, as this personality, has a greed to a veil, and to be rendered ineffective by fear, these are devices.
Why did I do it? Why did I consent to profound amnesia?
Why did I turn myself away from the help offered, damning it instead, calling it a little and mean thing?
I did not recognize that which is love as that which is love, and that is all.
Kryon asked me, at the end of this last lesson, if I can honestly say three things. But he presented the three things first, and one by one, I ticked them off. Can you say: It is well with my soul. Can you say: I am that I am. Can you say: I am grateful for all.
Yes, yes and yes.
He was describing the match bearer, the advanced old soul, the ones in the room who have always been different, always off just a fraction, the one in your life that makes everything just a little tilty.
I have always served that function.
My guess is that you have too.
Here is the deal. It helps so much and I want you to hear it, feel it, right along with me, as I make it my own, OK? It think this will be great fun, if we can get it together, as a team, you and I, here on the page.
OK. We came into darkness. In this darkness, when someone bumps you, you attack. And there are attacks that come in the ink dark of this blackness, and this is not any good at all.
The darkness is a fearful place. It makes a person come to know fear, insecurity, anxiety, dread.
The darkness makes it impossible to know just who it is you or anyone else is, and there in the dark, it is easy to not see things as clearly as you'd like. Mistakes are made.
And there are folks tossed into this darkness who have a special gift.
There are souls here who can spark light in the darkness. They come in with a faint glow. They remember what everyone else mess to have forgotten, and as they age, this knowledge becomes more and more unavoidable.
You and I, we woke up in Salem, in medieval times, and we have been burned alive for remembering.
Light, in this darkness that we created, you and I, light here was not always welcome.
Light is contagious, you see.
And here we are, within the Galactic Alignment. I am 52, a good age to be alive in 2012. A perfect age, actually.
And I have been over here, in my apartment, getting really really good at sparking my flame.
I think this is why I had such bad agoraphobia at e certain times in my life. My heart would break on leaving the house, and an anxiety would settle on my skin, into my lungs, as I rode the elevator to the basement, to get into my car, and go any where. Really, just any place made me have anxiety. Even the good stuff.
And now I know why.
I was leaving a freaking bonfire to back into velvet inky darkness.
And it hurt to have contact with people so unaware of the light, and so very condescending toward the bonfire consuming me, keeping me alive, connected to it as I am wherever I go, whatever I do.
See, that is the part that I didn't appreciate.
I carry it with me.
You see? It is never gone. I am never apart from source. I am source. The thought is an invalid one, a weak and silly one. A device, and nothing more.
And I tell you now of my great love for Jesus.
This is a mystical union which I have never discussed, and there is much about it I never will disuses. Much must remain private, and that is not to separate or divide. This is just good metal, spiritual hygiene.
Jesus came to me when I was a little girl.
We were at the dump. This was the 60's, when people understood that what they throw away goes and stays and sits somewhere. The dump. My dad would take us there on Sundays, and we went through thrash. It was one of my favorite things growing up. I found old, just ancient, postcards, musty, moldy books. The smell of those trips, oh, still here, I am enjoying it now.
And I can remember being in the backseat of the car, and there was Jesus.
He told me that I was to be like him, and my role would be to come to know peace and love. I would be compassionate, and very very wise, just sparkly smart, and I would be someone like him, in every way.
I can remember asking about the dying thing, just that whole mess, and he told me no, that isn't the point. I am him, he is me, but he is separate, and I am to be like him, in my body.
So, there's that.
We went home and probably had hot dogs and boiled carrots, watched TV and went to bed. Probably.
But it gave me an appreciation and an interest in Jesus' life. I payed attention to the scripture, and I made sure I got bibles with Jesus' words in red. I found certain passages in the bible that made me feel really good, really good, they still do, and I learned them.
I had permission to learn about Jesus, and to find out what he did, living in a Lutheran household. I studied, and I liked that Jesus was always there, this big weird mystery to solve.
In my teens, we saw Jesus Christ Superstar, first run, our pastor and the church youth group. My mom made sure that we went as a family to see Ted Neely do the JCS revival on stage in 1992. Fifteen years after that, I met a random person who had to give me a signed piece of art commemorating the revival's tour.
In reference to Jesus, and this musical, I will say that I always resonated with the beginning, and with the teachings more than the death stuff, the politics and and high drama. I felt the message got weirdly hijacked, but it was still serviceable, and enough got through to help. That's why I really appreciate the versions of JCS that end before the whole death thing. It's just too slippery for me. And no, I know of no other word to describe that weirdness that happened in the desert all this time ago.
There is a lot that I could “speculate” on, which at this point I will not allow myself to do publicly. This stuff is real close to the surface, and deserves being sat with before it is discussed. But there are a couple other things as they pertain to Jesus.
Now I just want to free style a bit. I want to tell you of the things I am aware of , just about Jesus, but by extension, The Other Big Ones. Let me tell you from my heart, the heart of me in love with Jesus, with this entity. Let me just sing my love for him.
My understanding is a benevolent and encompassing one. I believe that Jesus is Buddha is Zoroaster is, is, is. There is one mind, after all, in the end.
I think that this one mind has had many incarnations on this planet, and some of them grabbed more headlines than others.
The Great Mother, The Universal Heart, the benevolence running the whole thing, well, here is how it works.
The faster you spin, the more love and information is available. And Buddha, Jesus, (I just use these two because I am lazy... think every saint, MLK, Gandhi, all of them!), their channels were wide open, because they agreed to come in without the veils, with the crystalline DNA able to perceive as we are now just beginning to.
They channeled the One Mind. This is why all great religions have what has been called a “golden thread of truth” running through them. Of course these greats reincarnate. Of course. It's like grooves on a record.
But this entity, this mind, is available to all of us now.
Let me tell you what happened to me in 1993, could have been 1994, I'll never know.
I was at church, in the choir loft of an old cathedral in downtown Denver, there for the early serve, singing in the choir, under the leadership of my old friend Jeffrey.
Jeff and I accepted our mystical love for God. We let each other be, and recognized that we were both deeply in love with God. I liked Jeff, had met him at the gay choir we were both in, about two hundred men and women who met every Thursday, just to learn songs about how great and poignant and beautiful it is to love, and then annually we would put on a huge show at the huge old theatre right downtown.
Jeff was the star of that choir. He had the voice of an angel and the personality of a devil. He was dirty and lewd and loud and funny as hell, and I watched him that night, of my first performance, before hand as we creatives were running through the still empty auditorium, I watched him and thought, God, I want nothing more than to be in his energy, and I am just way too uncool for him. He will never be my friend.
And here I sit, in the choir loft, led by Jeff to sing like an angel for the congregants on a spring day in the early nineties.
I was reading the hymnal, looking for the mystical. I read my favorite passages, having completely tuned out the prattling below me. I was in the mystery, thinking about Jesus.
And right there in that loft, he showed up.
I cannot tell you that I saw him, because my eyes, they didn't. But everything else within me knew that I was seeing an old friend.
He hung out with me and read with me. I do not remember it if he gave me instructions.
I think, as I recall, I knew this was a visit from an old friend. Not to check up. Not to inform. Just to love. Just to confirm. Just to put me at peace. Because that's what family does for each other.
I remember now that I did tell The Teachers about this. How wonderful to have these memories being recovered!
They told me yes, he was there. He is alive. He is physical. He exists. He is your friend.
They also told me a lot about my time with him, in the old days.
This will remain hidden, just suffice it to say that I am not of the ilk who believes that I walked the earth as Jesus.
There are just some things, even with coming to terms with who I am, there are just some things that are not entertained, out of deep honor and respect. His work as Jesus stands alone, and it is to be honored, studied, loved, but never owned.
Never owned. Everyone owns it, it is our heart, it is our best attempt at the time.
And now comes the back flip with a lazy susan half turn.
We are becoming Christs.
You see, there are two parts to his name.
Jesus, that is his moniker, his personality name, his handle, his tag, his signature.
Christ, this refers to his home, and this home is where we all live.
I heard someone say that at the end, Jesus had no beliefs. It is not possible to get that high in consciousness and be able to hold a belief.
I think one of my favorite images will always be a painting of Jesus, kneeling before a boulder, in the garden of Gethsemane, and he is making hand farts, and the thought balloons above his hands read “Pfft!” “Pfffft!”
THAT is MY Jesus.
Fucking with his hands, making farting noises, right before he does his thing, whether that's just translocating and letting the loco get nabbed by the po-po, or whether he really did submit to such foolishness as a crucifixion. My guess he was passing his time, quite pleasurably, in that Garden nibbling olives, looking at the stars, and occasionally making farting sounds with his hands.
It is well with my soul.
I am that I am.
I live within a grateful heart.
And truly, friend, this is all I have ever wanted.
What else matters? I have seen it, and I know, that you can have millions in the bank. You can leak cash, have it falling out of your wallet, and be so impoverished you wish you could die, or kill someone else.
I have seen people with every single advantage... beauty, familial respect and support, meaningful work, interesting hobbies, and their health, that one lynch pin, fails.
And it all comes crumbling down.
The person looks at the rubble, the lost house, the broken body, the fatigued friends and family, and there, in the destruction, like a single dandelion on a battlefield still oozing blood, and there is hope.
There is light.
There is something making all this go, making all of this work, and there has to be a reason behind it, yes? There has to be a reason.
I know the reason now.
I understand a few things I did not before.
And I know my role. I think I have a pretty good idea of yours too, and our friend Jesus would like very much to clear up a few things.
Jesus is as alive now as when it all went down. He was potential before that, and now, once again within Universal Mind, he is settling back into earth, but this time, he is doing it heart by heart, moment to moment, within our context, within our skin.
As a little girl, I could clearly see the advantage to being like Christ. I could give people peace. I would still them. I would have peace too, because people would be still and sane around me. They would remember, around me, who they are, and they would only be able to act in good and right ways.
Do you see, as I do now, why my life was a little tricky? I think I set my sights a little high.
It seemed entirely possible at the time, and just like, ok, here's the assignment. It'll suck and be interesting and you get this really cool thing with it. Yes, you will do miracles.
So, I think it is about time to let this lover of humanity out. It think it is time to see that he has been here the whole time, whispering in my ear, in the old language, reminding me of things I didn't think were salient.
I think we are the new Christs, and I think we have his permission to do this thing.
Now, I think that to end this, I will use my imagination and imagine just what it is that Jesus would have us know at this moment. I know that he is with me here, and if I can get in the right space, some stratum of his energy can entangle me in a way I can hear and feel, and then he can instruct me more clearly.
I will try this now, and then I will end. I'll do a first edit and put it out fresh.
This is good stuff. At least I got to visit Jeffrey. I love him and enjoy thinking on him, everything he gave to me, how rich and happy he made me.
Now let's see what jesus might think of all this stuff.....
You struggle with issues of identity within the great mind and we are here to help.
Think of your apple, and its seeds, please.
The apple hangs on the tree, celebrating its becoming, you ee? The apple is in joy, and in a spirit of sacrificial good will. It is as it is, and it is perfect in its being. It has congruence, meaning and purpose.
The apple will fall when it must, and not one moment before. Its purpose, to flower, its purpose, to develop into fruit, its purpose to nourish a friend, its purpose to seed the earth with its self.
These are mysteries, these timings, unknown to our friend the apple. The apple does not weigh itself down with these questions. Indeed, if it did, it would have remained a thought.
There is movement and there is sanctification in taking action, all those who slumber and those , awake, seeking validation.
You see, the time of seeding has begun. Your position has changed. Perhaps it was during the eclipse, maybe it was some other event, but you now notice you are on the ground.
You must understand it is no longer your time to soak up nutrients, to sit in sun and grow.
You are mature now, and your job is to offer your fruit up for consumption.
This takes an act of faith which each will decide upon, whether they have the readiness to test these waters, for they are strong, and the current is swift.
You will come to know what it is to be consumed and to be present and whole and ripe and unchanged.
You are not an ordinary apple.
The same sun and water fed you as your brothers and sisters.
They are on the tree. See them dangle there still. They are very beautiful up there in the sunlight, in the twilight, in the deep chill of night. They are doing as they must, just as you did.
You must now leave this analogy, because I can tell you are still thinking that you cannot do much, as you are, an apple without legs and without a mouth, plopped onto the earth to wither, to atrophy, to rot and go back to the mother.
This is an incorrect summation, and must be abandoned. You are now, as you sail through the air toward the earth, you know now, you can feel it, your heart is opening now as you understand, all the dreams you have had recently about splitting off and reuniting. You see it in your dreams, and you bring it back in the morning and we appreciate how you sit, stunned, clearly telling from what you are reminding yourself of. We honor your assimilation.
The apple, as it is flying, just as you fly now nightly in your dreams, this act of flight, it changes the character and the ability of the apple. You matured before the rest, and this is how you were made. You cannot hate others for not maturing as you did, you don;t fully understand just how it was done quite yet. So hold no hate, no judgment, no fear.
Be instead grateful for this knowing you hold within you now.
You have traveled far, and we are ever at your service. You are honored, you and those you write to. They must know as well, that Universal Mind is here, it is singing and speaking to you, every night, every moment.
We are a collective of entities and you had such trouble with the “me” and “them” koan. Do you see now? It is appropriate and desired for this mind to take on impossibly infinite variations. You see, now, as you go to work, usually, the amalgam of entities you are ministering to, staff included. You are sensing them more whole. You see them as separate form you but coming form the same source.
You see them as differently faced you's, and we caution you to steady your thinking now for this next part.
Although it is true that we are all made of the same substance, and we are all expressions of the same thought, you must understand that things are not as they seem.
There are variations, gradations, preferences and soul needs at work that you cannot currently appreciate.
We tell you that The Kryon is accurate and true. You are a Creator God, and you know this, and you shirk from it, but you know it to be true. You are an old one, and you know there are many old ones here now.
You know, deep within you, that everyone you meet, everyone you medicate, everyone you argue with, these too are all from the same source.
We now wish to settle you, little apple, and tell you truly of how things are for you in this life.
You have been playing with it for three weeks, and you know it.
You can feel it, and this power is all soothing, is it not? It is the truth of the matter. You are loved. They are loved. All is well. Nothing is out of balance. There is no need for anger. Fear not. Be still. You know this. You know this. You know this.
And we tell you now, this is your mission, this is why you came in. You are here to be a walking master. There are others. You are not alone anymore, not in any sphere. It is true you all walked solitary paths. You were alone. You abandoned yourselves utterly. It was quite a sight.
Each night, we mended you, each day, we buoyed you.
It was all for this day, and those to come.
Never again must you hide your light.
There are too many of you now to stop it.
You have succeeded where you have failed in the past. You knew it was a gamble, and you knew it was a sure thing.
You each have had your walks in the desert, the temptations of christ still, at times, cloud your sensorium and become very real, quite ominous, they can appear, can they not. This is a favorite treat of ours, this ability to cloud things with a simple thought, and the ability to right the Self with just one thought. Thoughts are portals, my friends. They are portals, all. Words, yes, and deeds, all portals.
You, now, the awake ones, you are walking portals.
You must come to peace with this. And we are instructing you, you are instructing yourself, nightly. Why do you think your sleep habits have changed? You are integrating physical with arcane, this is a lightening fast project, it is happening with more speed than anticipated, but just as much as the most hopeful around here held would come to pass.
You know that your civilization goes on the seed another galaxy. You have heard that representative, letters from the future. You know who we name now as Bashar. You know this, and yet do you feel it?
The only variable to this awakening is your degree of participation.
That's it.
And you have decided you wish to participate by spreading peace in the physical, and dispensing information on the web. And for now this is very functional.
Get used to your power, we ask you now, all of your readers, we ask all of you to take this in.
This is real. You are awakening, and the enlightenment is physical, emotional, metal, sexual, political. It is within your very cells, within the atomic matter manifesting as cells. Do you see>? Ti is manifesting in the heavens, with solar flares, eclipses, comets. It this there for all to see.
Do you see?
Do you see that it is good to go to work and love? Are you willing now, this day, to do it all consciously, from 7pm to 7:30am, or in the vat's office of your reader, or in the bakery, or school, or taxi cab.
Can you embody compassion? Can you see nothing but love in everything you encounter? Can you be at peace in the midst of psycail suffering?
We know these are things you have mastered.
Why not have a little bit of pride in how far you have come?
Your difficulties with never fitting in, old one, ancient one, that is alright, and truth is, please do not be coy, you never really wanted any part of it anyway.
You hear a different music, one that you love, and you are pleased to know of many musical styles, but, dear one, loved one, old one, ancient, please, understand, we are conspiring in favor of you now, because you are no longer conspiring against yourselves.
Allow this love to fill your fields.
Allow this love to drip off of your fingers as you prepare your meals, your patient's medications, your bread, your paperwork.
Let this love, this knowledge of happiness and peace which you have no words for, let it become expressed in HOW you do your work, HOW you say thank you.
You ride the flow of traffic and bless every driver, each on their way, each driving to their self-appointed destinies. Do not ride against the flow, and do not curse your fellow travelers. Stay with the flow, allow it all, see it all as a poem that God HerHimSelf is writing in a language only the two of you can possibly understand.
Hold the grateful heart in the sad places. Hold the soft heart in the hard places. Hold the warm heart among the cold.
This task, this self appointed task, this is the all. That's it.
You agreed to be here. So removed are you from the thought of an accident, imagining that this is happening without your consent, without your very direction, is becoming quite laughable.
Are you The Buddha? Yes.
Are you The Christ? Yes.
Is your name Buddha, Gautama? No.
Is your name Jesus of Nazareth? No.
Were you a prince, and did you renounce wealth to find self? To find God?
Were you a simple laborer, touched weirdly by a future you neither fought against nor resented?
You, your readers, you are the Christs returned to earth, and you know this is a role when you have reached a certain frequency. This is a role, a serve, a joy, a mantle few can wear. You can. Put it on. Smile as you wear it. Never curse it.
You may put it in a drawer whenever you want to. You don't have to wear it when you have sexual relations, but we encourage you to, with the right partner, in the right circumstances, to wear it while creating physical passion.
We ask you to be big, to stand as tall as you can, and to know that you don't have a ceiling. There is nothing stopping you from attaining greater knowledge, greater love, than has ever been seen on the planet, now.
The Buddha, The Christ, Mohammed, Rumi, Gandhi, these men, they had an inkling, many of them were turned on full blast.
Dear one, we leave you with a thought.
You have been female this life. You have been sexually marginalized, and you have been raped. You have had your sexual and soulic power identified and others had tried to rip it from you.
You are not alone. This struggle happens in every bedroom, in every light worker’s life.
The next wave, the First Wave, the wave of Christs, they are FEMALE.
Look for it, we tell you.
You must stop marginalizing, you must stop this thinking. It is one of the final frontiers.
There is a crystalline agreement that is being readjusted, and it will become, as you adjust, possible for you to see true worth, true, identity, true power, in the female. You all have inklings. You have not seen it yet.
The females reading this are switching on. Their males are not yet. They dangle on the tree. The women will meet. They will have groups, and they will have seminars, and they will be very inviting, they will allow men in.
These women have no fear, and so the phallus has no power, not really. Not anymore.
It is a tool, a grand and sacred one. But it is a tool only. It is not the foundation. Mother is the foundation. Woman is the foundation, Feminine is the foundation.
There will be great power, and it will come in waves, from the woman.
They talk about these miracles, how things will come about, how the new earth is to be manifested.
It is manifested through your kind acts, your expanded fields, your inclusion, and it happens through your children.
How many of you are SINGLE MOTHERS?
No interference with the male, primary caregivers, the source of training, with a peripheral male?
How many?
There is a reason for this divorce thing, you see.
Position yourself so that you may have children, or grandchildren, or access to children. We all have to. And we are working our greatest miracles there.
Unimpeded. Uninterefered with.
No one legislates parenting.
No one can.
And, really, we old ones, we would just ignore the rules anyway.
That's how we are built.
OK... That is over, the blast is through.
I am left with knowing it's cool to just be compassionate. If that's all I do, if I can just be compassionate tonight.
I tell you this before I sign out.
Kryon said something today, and as he did, I was transported to the unit I last worked on. The nurses all started out cranky, upset, cursing the place, calling the patients names. And I just kept radiating love and tolerance. It felt good. I just really could find nothing to get my underpants in a twist about, so I stayed quiet, did my reading, worked and answered lights and hardly sat down, actually.
He said, as I imagined that last shift, that when you do this, when you sit and radiate pure pure pure unconditional live, just see them as whole and loving and capable and free, and so loved, and you just give it away, well, it does a lot of things, obviously, but this blast may very well be the only pure love they feel all that day, or all that week, or all that month.
I thought then of my desert years. Those years when I was just barely hanging on, so dark, so squeezed was I.
And this is what I got from The Teachers. From my guides and teachers, here on earth, to whom I paid cash for their wisdom.
I got blasts of pure light, and it helped me.
There was so little about.
Now that the grids are loosening up and it's so readily available, the memories that I have about the old times, the dark times, my life still on the tree, these are fading, and I am glad for it. I no longer need the devices of punishment and fear. I no longer need some of the more crude or dramatic realities to understand. My lessons can be soft because I am soft.
I think that Jesus would be pleased with my progress. I understand that he has come to me to remind me of things I should be remembering, when I need to remember them. He comes through in my essays, sometimes, and he is with me, steadying me, before I enter particularly difficult interpersonal situations which, well, they may not be of my making, but if I am in the middle of them, I may as well calm them down, because, when it's all said and done, I am quite sleepy still, just waking up, and I like things smooth. I like things pleasant and pretty and, darn it, I'll say it again, I like 'em sparkly.
I doubt that Jesus wore a lot of sparklies. He has never been described as someone who enjoyed accessorizing.
But I think it is awesome that these days we have be-dazzlers. And we can be just as sparkly, just as plain, just as flamboyant or silent as we see fit.
We are making this up as we go along, and the giving of love is not wrong, is never wrong, is always correct and timely and appropriate.
I have been wanting to know how to be a loving person, in the midst of hate.
He came to me when I was a little girl, to tell me it is indeed possible.
He came to me in my thirties to remind me of my mission.
He smokes clove cigarettes and cracks koans with me now.
If this is all made up, so what.
So fucking what.
My god is real, jesus is my friend, I am a living, breathing Christ, and the world will go on spinning with me thinking these odd thoughts.
The only thing that happens when I think them, is that I feel peaceful and people are nicer to me.
So I will go on thinking these thoughts, and more, much more.
And occasionally, when there is a break in the action, I will sit down and tell you a little bit about what is going on.
It really is a very lovely construct, for the moment, maybe for all my moments. We'll see. It's good for now.
So now I need to take a shower, and go to work.
Chop wood, carry water.
Blog entry
13 May 2013 - 8:12pm
Ascension or Descension? Which one do you feel is more crucial in your journey to Enlightenment? Please explain and thanks in advance!
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13 May 2013 - 4:24pm
We spend a vast amount of your “time” to borrow that term from our channel’s mind, working aboard our ships for your planet and for a plethora of other planets and realms actively involved in the ascension of the Universe.
We work from our ships quite often, and in our leisurely time we can travel to infinite other realms and landscapes if we wish – by stargate travel; by travel which is bred from the sheer intent to travel somewhere which takes us there instantly; or via the holographic rooms we have aboard our ships.
We have what you best would know as projectors of a higher dimensional, conscious nature in most of the rooms of our ships. These projectors project an entirely real yet holographic reality, which is fifth dimensional (or purer) and which we can enjoy and exist in just as much as we can any other location.
This is because the holographic projectors aboard our ships are using the very energies used to Create and sustain your reality and indeed, our reality, to Create and sustain specific environments we would work with the projectors to manifest for ourselves.
You will discover and understand so many things about the free energy Creating your realities, and learning how to utilize our technologies will be a strong facet of learning how to work with energy to manifest anything you desire.
Fruitful Technologies and Revelations
The technologies you will be given from we Galactic beings will be just as fruitful as the revelations that are to be uncovered on the surface of your Earth and in fact, many of the revelations you will be given will concern our technology and how it has been back-engineered and turned into the technologies emitting destructive frequencies that are meant to disturb humanity’s brainwaves.
Ultimately, the cabals have attempted to Create a society of unaware individuals who serve them in nearly every sense. In the spiritual sense, the cabals have attempted to get you to serve them by Creating and having you feed very real barriers of negativity and lower dimensionality, which are different from the veils you have instated unto yourselves.
These barriers are different because they have not been Created by you, but they can have as little influence upon you as anything else as long as your energy and focus is not lent to them. We trust that you dear souls will be able to feel and understand the influence those barriers can have upon you in the time ahead and already, so many of you are awakening to the reality of what they attempt to enforce within you and we are brimming with joy to note the awareness being gained in the awakening humanity as to the many ways the cabals have attempted to hold you back.
You do not have to allow yourselves to be held back; though outer circumstances in your Lives will indeed attempt to arise and convince you that your perspectives must be dampened because of them.
Much is happening that is intended to test your resolve and ability to remain within a higher dimensional center in any and every moment, and the awareness being gained at present is seeing the Light very easily able to permeate the minds and hearts of a plethora of awakening souls who see that the time has come to change aspects of their Lives and behavioral patterns that are no longer in resonation with the experiences they wish to have.
The Continual Importance of Remaining Centered
Indeed, ascension will never be and has never been forced onto any dear souls, but your ability to take in and radiate as much and as pure ascension energy as you can rides on your ability to find and remain in your spiritual centers.
Remaining centered and balanced and not allowing any force to usurp your natural energies will see you very well along in attempting to find the energies of the higher realms, and you will find yourselves fruitfully able to connect with we ascended souls and with any other facet of the Light Forces assisting your Earth in Her ordained evolution from the third dimension to the fifth.
Consciousness has come about in various different forms on your world, and humans, animals and plants alike will have the full opportunity to ascend and to absorb the increasingly-pure energies being given to you from the higher realms.
Indeed, plenty of evolving animals on your world are already beginning to feel and radiate the ascension energies being delivered and while other animals and humans will remain stuck within the old paradigm they have been taught to survive in; you are all doing a magnificent thing for those souls by radiating the Light you are finding within, as you are helping them to find their own ascension in their own due time.
Indeed, as has been said some souls, be them humans, animals or anything else, will not choose to be a part of the wondrous evolutionary event that is the collective ascension of your Earth, and will instead choose to ascend another time around on another lower dimensional planet that will perhaps be a bit easier for them to experience.
The souls who have been the most caught up in negativity and lower dimensionality whilst on the surface of your Earth, have experienced a great deal of difficulty in your lower realms and while every one of you have experienced this difficulty, it has affected others much stronger than it has many of you dear souls who have been able to find the Light despite the nature of extreme difficulty you have experienced on the surface of the Earth.
Spreading Your Light despite Difficulty
Everything you’ve experienced has been for the ultimate purpose of helping you to grow as a soul and when it is seen just how unfair the playing field has been in terms of everything the cabals have done to hold humanity back, the amazing feat that will be your ascent into the higher realms will be even more known and understood for the heroic marvel of achievement that it is.
We cannot express the good you have spread enough because truly, the actions of the cabals in holding humanity back have been fruitful and they have worked with a plethora of beings with lower intentions on enforcing and feeding negativity in humanity.
We have mentioned this truth above, and we return to it to (further) congratulate you dear Lightworkers and starseeds for spreading the Light you have been able to spread despite the nature of difficulty you have incarnated unto.
We ask you to treat the dear children around you with Love and respect of the purest order, because they too are on your Earth as a part of a destined mission and are doing everything they can to remain in Lighted positions in the face of their own difficulties accompanying the experiences they are having.
The dear children on your planet have, like you, purposely incarnated unto the difficult situation that is the Earth experience and have done so in the name of spreading their Light, and we ask every one of you to recognize the Light present in the children of mankind and to consciously or subconsciously thank them for it, because while they experience much of what you do and attempt to deal with it in their own manners; they too are performing an exponential feat for the ascension of the Earth.
Some children have purposely incarnated into difficult or abusive situations so that they could lend their Light to such situations, and every child is looked after and Loved along their path. Every one of you are Loved and looked after as well, and we ask for you to make your attempts to feel and radiate our vibrations as you can now begin to recognize when we are attempting to get ahold of you.
You Can Find Our Impressions
Those of you who have awakened to our existence and our wish to assist your planet can truly begin to find our impressions, as we and your guides are anxiously waiting to get ahold of you and to do anything we can to help you feel and radiate our vibrations and those of the realms we exist in.
Some of you are beginning to receive fruitful impressions of the realms we exist in and the aforementioned Star and Motherships we so enjoy performing much of our work from, and when you go out of your way to focus your heart on receiving our impressions, you will be able to receive fruitful images and feelings related to the realms we exist in and the craft we are speaking to you from in this very moment.
Indeed, we are speaking to you dear souls from our sentient craft and as we said (above), we perform a plethora of duties from these craft that are all related to the evolution of your planet.
We are helping to mitigate and cleanse the pollution manifested in your skies, and we ask for those of you still experiencing fruitful chemtrails not to worry; for we are helping to neutralize many of the destructive effects that would otherwise result from the spraying of such things in your skies, and you as well can send your Lighted energies toward them in an effort to cleanse them entirely.
The cabals have done a plethora of things to keep your skies, water and ground unhealthy that much of the awakening humanity still has not yet discovered and as goes without saying, we are here with you to help you cleanse and dissolve any last bit of pollution that has been manifested, which is not a direct result of what humanity has manifested for yourselves via your freewill.
Some of what the cabals have attempted to do has been allowed to succeed because of the awareness surrounding such things that is meant to be raised in humanity, and because your freewill has permitted them to happen in the past.
Exiting Freewill While Still Manifesting Karma
You are collectively beginning to exit your freewill contract as you brace the states of consciousness and perceptual awareness of the fifth dimension and while doing so, many facets of your collective are still continually manifesting density for themselves to experience as individuals and for your entire collective to experience and thus, many of the actions of the cabals in attempting to hold you back have manifested.
You can truly help put an end to the manifesting of tragedies, pollution and a plethora of other things, and every time something heart-wrenching occurs on your world you can recognize it as having happened to lighten some of the collective negativity and density.
There is much of this energy still in need of transmuting, which is why we have said that you can use your natural Lighted energies to perform these transmutations and to do so many other things that you would perhaps not expect yourselves to be able to do.
Humanity has so many abilities held within that you have been led away from understanding, and your ability to telepathically communicate with us and a myriad of other beings from the higher realms is just one thing that has been hidden from you as you have been collectively conditioned to grow up in a constricted reality.
The very idea of telepathy is still seen as a “fringe” subject to many souls on your world who do not understand that telepathy is a very real ability that can be utilized for truly wonderful purposes. Like anything, telepathy too can be distorted and the militaries of the cabals have for so long, attempted to use telepathy in their favor and against their perceived “enemy”.
Distorted vs. Real Telepathic Abilities
As some brave souls have come to the forefront of the collective consciousness to expose, the actions of the cabals in nurturing telepathic abilities in some of their soldiers have included carefully taking away such soldiers’ ability to communicate with beings or energies of a higher consciousness or intelligence, and the fruitful abilities you possess beyond your conscious understanding have been distorted and used only for the gain of souls who would keep humanity back forever if they were allotted.
Indeed, they are not being allotted and you dear souls can see the response of the Light in the form of our communications being issued and in the form of your incarnation on the Earth to help spread the Light you are feeling within, as indications of this.
The cabals have had their day in the sun and while they will only continue to attempt to manifest tragedies and do so many other things that are intended to disguise the presence of the Light upon your Earth, you the awakening humanity are becoming far too aware to continue to fall for the orchestrations they have cast over you, and the awareness being garnered is sparking a true revolution of Love and Light in the minds and hearts of each one of you.
We have been fruitfully delivering our impressions for a plethora of souls in a plethora of time periods of your Earthly history to pick up on and decode, and what we are doing now is not any different from what we have been doing for so very long on your planet.
Telepathic Connections Precede Physical Contact
Indeed, telepathic conversations have nearly always preceded our contact with various civilizations in your Earthly history, and we have used the relationships we garnered with each individual we connected with in such time periods to bring forth a contact that has always been intended to assist your various civilizations in their Earthly evolution.
As we and others have in the past, we ask you to nurture the ongoing connection you are finding to spirit and to us for truly, your abilities to communicate with us and to find the higher realms are only to increase in strength and purity as you embrace the heightened states of consciousness you are finding as they grow within you.
As we make our final impressions for this communication, we remind you all that we and the plentiful other facets of the Light Forces assisting in your ascension are not going anywhere. We will always and forever be with you, and the sooner you dear souls can realize that we have been with you throughout every facet of your Earth experience and throughout every Life you have taken upon the surface of the Earth, the sooner you can see that the Light is here to stay on your planet.
We Love you all so very much, and this Love will continue to be expressed as you find yourselves able to expand upon it.
Thank you to the Pleiadian High Council.
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13 May 2013 - 2:51pm
The manuscript of survival – part 309. May 13, 2013
You have by now gotten used to the idea of reading words given to you through an intermediary such as the channel we are using. However, from now on, we also want to urge you all to try to communicate directly with us. And when we say ”us”, we refer of course to the collective known as The constant companions. This is of course just to make it easier for you to open up to all of this, for if we had asked any of you to just pick out a name of an entity you wanted to communicate with, it might have left you stymied in so many ways. So, that is also the reason we have chosen to appear in the form of a faceless and nameless collective. You see, you have all the ability to connect with ”the other side” as many like to refer to us as, but until now, it is one that has been reserved for a small number of people. And the reason for that is easy to explain. Mankind have been on a long journey to reach the point they are at today, and now, finally, you have made yourself ready to truly step into your true roles as citizens not just of this planet, but of all of Creation. And this journey has been one fraught with many perils and disturbances, and as such, information has been controlled in so many ways. We know that this is not news to any of you, for you all know well that here has been a lot of manipulation going on behind the scenes as it were, and this road that mankind have travelled down for such a long time, is not the road that mankind set out on from the beginning. But now, much has indeed been rectified, and as you all know, your own personal journey have been a vital part of this restructuring of your planet. For without the clearing and enligthening process you have taken upon you, nothing much would have changed at all on this, your home away from home as we like to call it, and mankind would have been forced to continue their journey towards and over the precipice to certain destruction.
But, as recent events have more than shown, enough of your brethren have chosen to do the same about-face as you, and for these last few months, the amount of light being poured into your world through your physical vessels has grown so much, it has washed away almost all traces of the manipulating denseness that used to surround you on all sides. We will not go into further details about this, we just bring it up in order to explain some of the reasons why you have in many ways been forced to go through an intermediary whenever you wanted to listen to the words coming from the light. But now, so many of those detrimental forces have been neutralized or removed, and so, your own abilities to connect will be greatly enhanced.
You see, and open channel is an open channel, and earlier, it was much too tempting to those not so keen on enlarging the light quotient to use that open channel to further their ideas. In other words, many attempts at manipulation in the form of disinformation and willful embedding of low frequencies have been carried out, and some of them were indeed successful, while others where aborted. But still it was enough to keep us all busy to try to minimize any leakage of dark matter into the channels of the light. And believe us, it was at times a very hectic atmosphere on both sides of the veil. But now, the whole playing field has been changed in so many ways, and in addition, your own level of vibration has been raised so much higher by your willingness to tap into, and indeed be connected to, this web of light you have all become a part of. So now, the stakes are very, very different from what they were only a short time ago, and so, we urge you all to start to listen more closely to the signals you will be getting in the time ahead.
For you too have your own Constant Companions, and they do come in all sorts of shapes and sizes. For remember, you are no longer a solitary being, travelling solo on this journey. In fact, you have never been a solitary traveler, but now, the time for you to start to connect even closer with your mates has come. Of course, some of them you have met already, maybe even in a physical form, but others are more unknown to you. In addition, your own group will have changed considerably throughout your journey, as they are all carefully chosen to match your vibrational field at all times. So yes, they are your constant companions, but they are also constantly changing, even if some of the components of your group will be constant.
We gather that this will not be news to everyone, for some of you have for a long time had the ability to connect with entities on the other side, but for others, this will be new territory in all manners of speaking. And so, it will also feel a little bit daunting at first, for how do you know who it is you are ”talking” to? Is it not just yourself? Well, maybe it is, because you yourself are comprised of several levels of awareness, and the one you ”live and breathe” with every day is just a part of this whole. But now, as you all become ONE, you also become ONE with yourself, or maybe we should say ”yourselves”, and therein lies the first step towards acknowledging the messages you will be getting. For many times it is indeed YOU speaking to YOU, but it is a higher level of consciousness within you that is speaking to the human part of you. In addition, you will also start to get signals from other entities, so there is indeed so much to discover now.
We know that this will seem to be not only daunting, but downright frightening to many of you. For what if the someone that comes knocking on your door will be of the not so benign kind? Well, let us first of all say that the chances for that are not very high, but in this, as in everything else, it is a question of awareness and intent. For you always check the credentials of anyone that wants to enter your home, do you not? In other words, you will use your discernment in this as you do in everything else, and if there is something that simply feels wrong, just say no and refuse to give them entry. It is as easy as that, as no one can ”enter” without your consent. And now, the light you all carry within is so strong, it will act as the best of shields in any circumstances. So just stay centered, and stay alert, and feel into whatever you feel approaching. And please know, even the most benign of energies can be a little bit overwhelming at first, but then, just ask for them to take it slow to let you get used to the energy. For this is first and furhermost a question of energy, and so, every new encounter will feel just that, new, in some sort of way, because you will come into contact with a form of energy that will feel a little bit alien to you, if we may use such a word. Again, just do what feels right for you, and do not try to force yourself to do anything. Just remember, the doors are not locked any more, and so you are also free to enter these halls of ”free speech”, but do so at a pace that feels comfortable to you. And pick your ”companions” to connect with as you feel guided to. Just know that you have litterally a whole host to choose from, and they are all eager to say hello in some way or another. And if you feel totally closed up, and everything seems silent, know that you are not alone either. You have just chosen to take your time and wait a little bit before you take this first tentative step into this, and that is OK too.
Again, this is literally a one-on-one thing. So each and every one of you will have your own experience of this. Some of this energy will come to you in the form of words, through your fingers or through your ears. Others may have a heightened awareness of shapes and images, while others will start to sense unexpected smells in unexpected places, like the smell of roses when there are no roses present. Things like that, big and small, are all signs of someone trying to say ”hello” in a way, so do not think you have to follow in the footsteps of this channel in order to be able to communicate with your constant companions.
Let us leave it at that for today, but we will indeed be back with more on the same subject later. Until then, we invite you all to start to listen well so as not to miss any ”hellos” coming your way.
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13 May 2013 - 10:54am
Published on 13 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
I have heard this said again and again by various commentators in the recent past up to the present. A part of me feels abandoned when I hear this, the part of me that feels inadequate, if not helpless, in the face of what I know to be true about the world we experience as humans on earth. In addition, I feel overwhelmed when I look at the apparent slow pace of the awakening, with the vast majority not only still asleep, but with many resisting and denying the truth of our situation. To me, there is little doubt that humanity has been brainwashed, hypnotized by the matrix of lies. I have often felt that without Divine intervention, human life on earth is doomed. Today, I want to briefly explore the idea that there will be no savior, asking myself: is this true?
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13 May 2013 - 8:19am
"The cosmic weather is made of all things in the Universe. All things play an important role. So do you my Beloved Human Beings."
A wish you a wonderful day my Beloved Ones. This IS Juliano speaking in the Light and Love of the Most Radiant One. Today I want to talk about the connection with your Beloved Mother Gaia and the importance of being grounded. The main reason that we're here is because of her and your Ascension: you can't see both things separately. The danger of talking about disclosure is that people are starting to rely on that, and in this one-sided relying they forget themselves and their part in the whole process. You ARE the Ascension of the Earth. So let's start talking about grounding. You can see grounding on different levels but one of the first steps is feeling your own body. By acknowledging your own body you start to feel what it means to be alive, by feeling alive you can make a living connection with the earth: YES Mother Gaia I want to connect with you and be part of your Holy process. The next step is to open your heart. Not only for the planet, but also for all living beings on this planet: birds, flowers, human beings, stones, the sea and the air. By seeing the spirit in everything you make yourself alive. This is a way to make a living connection with the Earth and yourself. We -the Arcturians - know how to feel connected with Mother Gaia. We have been here for ages. We are not coming here to save you, just to teach you, and help you. Make yourself part of it: you're your own saviours. Everything you want is already in you, you just have to remember it!
I greet you in Joy and Love, Adonai!
Master Juliano (the Arcturians)
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12 May 2013 - 8:33pm
Message from Matthew
May 12, 2013
Higher perspective of Earth; violence, duality; CIA, Boston marathon bombing; Zionist movement; UFO hearings; climate changing
With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. We know it is difficult for you to feel elated about Earth being in fourth density when violence still has a firm place in your world, and you wonder where the promised Golden Age is.
Earth crossed the threshold of her Golden Age when she entered the safe harbor of fourth density almost six months ago, but many of her residents who accompanied her have not reached that density in spiritual and conscious awareness. So it is understandable if you feel discouraged by what appears to be little progress toward a peaceful world.
Yes, we have mentioned these feelings before and now just as then, never is it with criticism. In all truth, we could feel the same if we saw only what you do, but we have the immense advantage of being able to view Earth from this exceptional vantage point.
We see the stunning differences in your world today compared with conditions at the beginning of Earth’s ascension only seventy-some years ago. We see ancient energy portals reopening and the incoming light being anchored all over the planet. We see the myriad sparkling lights of souls awakening as Earth keeps moving into ever-higher vibrations, and we see all of her Golden Age glories fait accompli.
You would feel not only encouraged, but jubilant if you could see all of this too, and how we wish you could! But you can’t, so please let our knowledge of what has transpired and what is happening in this moment dispel any discouragement you may have so its low vibrations don’t dim your light. Your steadfastness in the light is as vital now as it always has been for you personally and for your society—you are the way-showers for the newly awakened soul-searchers.
Doesn’t the prevalence of violence show that darkness still has Earth in its grasp? Briefly stated, that is what some readers have written to my mother, and their concern is shared by other lightworkers. We assure you, the darkness that shrouded the planet for millennia was left behind when Earth exited third density.
To explain why violence is ongoing even though the planet is securely in fourth density, we go back a bit in your timeframe. Along Earth’s ascension pathway, she passed through many energy levels and some time ago reached a level that started magnifying all characteristics and behavior. As the opposite ends of duality intensified, acts that reflect the best of humankind increased and it was the same with acts that reflect the worst.
Duality is at its zenith and everyone is reacting to the “magnified voice within”—persons with tendencies toward violence are following their heightened urges to act violently.
However, not everything is as it may seem. The Illuminati-controlled faction of the CIA still is active in terrorism, at times in conjunction with law enforcement personnel who unwittingly are abetting rather than capturing the perpetrators. In addition to using the few remaining mind-controlled individuals whom they have programmed, the faction has a list of “likely” persons to blame for their terrorist activities. They fabricate a plausible foundation around selective facts about those individuals and feed that story to the media.
The bombing at the Boston marathon was their handiwork. The two brothers “alleged” to be the bombers fit very well what the faction needed for that occasion. They had learned about the young men’s interest in simple bomb construction and, tying that to their “radical” religious convictions and the older brother’s months in Chechnya and Dagestan, they created “suspects” that the public would find believable.
It is sad for you and for us that any violent incidents still are part of life on Earth. They are tragic indeed for all who experience the loss of beloved persons or sustain severe injuries. We devoutly wish the grieving families could know that their members were greeted by “departed” family and dear friends upon entry into Nirvana, where life is filled with activity, diversity and joyful awareness that each is part of the Oneness of All.
Despite mainstream media’s belabored coverage of “acts of terror” and other heinous crimes, fear energy is dissipating. At soul level everyone knows that the planet is a hundredfold less “toxic” than it was only a few years ago, and as energy surges kept moving Earth into increasingly high vibrations, that knowledge started seeping into the consciousness. Many who formerly were deeply affected by media’s fear-mongering no longer are susceptible to it.
There is legitimate speculation and also strategic dire rumors about where Syria’s civil war may lead. There will be no more “full blown” international wars and attempts to use nuclear weaponry will not be successful. Ultimately, the freedom fighters in Syria will be victorious and, like other countries where the citizenry ousted despotic rulers, that nation also will go through a period of unrest before achieving social and leadership stability.
Israel’s persistent belligerence is the work of the Zionists—another of the Illuminati’s disparate groups—who serve only their own interests of conquest. Contrary to what they want you to believe, the Zionist movement does not represent the will of the Israelis or Jews anywhere else in the world. In time, this movement, which is losing favor even with its former staunch allies, will completely lose its credibility and influence.
It is so that many souls are denied legal, health care, education, economic and social equality; and unfair laws, surveillance methods and other activities are infringing upon your privacy and curtailing freedoms. Chemtrails still are crossing your skies in some places and other polluting of your air, water and soil continues; so do desecration of your forests and dreadful treatment of animals in the seas and on land.
Governments cannot much longer ignore the demands for significant reforms in those areas and all other harmful situations. Beneficial changes arise from the actions of the peoples, and grassroots movements throughout your world are rapidly swelling in numbers and effectiveness. You will see that all existing or proposed laws, policies, restrictions, products and systems that adversely impact life on Earth will be stricken incrementally.
Persons who are connecting the dots of positive developments reported in independent publications, Internet sites and television documentaries and interviews are feeling heartened. A recent dot with international application was in the United States. A group met with media representatives and a few former members of the Congress to speak about their personal observations and knowledge that offer clear evidence of intelligent extraterrestrial life [Citizen Hearing on (UFO) Disclosure at the National Press Club, Washington, DC, starting April 29].
A dozen years ago the group was at the same venue for the same purpose. That short meeting was completely ignored by the media—not to mention, the US government—and although the recent five days of formal hearings didn’t generate headlines around the globe, it was mentioned in some press and coverage was posted on numerous Internet sites.
But the far greater significance of the week-long event is that it occurred. The Illuminati’s influence in the United States, their last stronghold, has weakened so seriously that they could not prevent it. Your governments cannot continue much longer to cover up our family’s presence, but please don’t expect to shake hands with those who living among you or greet landing crews next week. An official statement that other civilizations do exist—or maybe only the likelihood that they exist—would be a cautious first step, and your leaders who have been involved in announcement planning still are arguing about When will people be ready to hear this?
Those leaders don’t know that the decision is not theirs to make. In His infinitely greater wisdom, God will know when to give the GO signal to the highest universal council, and then some of the thousands of crews surrounding the planet will join you. They will add their technologies to those developed by your scientists many years ago but usurped by the Illuminati, and when you no longer need their assistance, those family members will return to their homelands.
This is an appropriate place to address another concern shared by a number of lightworkers. No, the fact that there have been no mass landings does NOT mean that the benevolent ones in our universal family have abandoned you and a civilization that means to enslave you now is in place! The only crews in your skies are light warriors, and they are serving you in profoundly necessary ways.
Technologies on the ships are reducing pollution in the atmosphere, causing weapons of war to malfunction, preventing massive terrorist attempts, directing light into your waters to help sustain marine life, and blasting or vaporizing any small elements in space that could harm Earth. Vast, powerful civilizations still are beaming light from afar to the planet, and ETs right there with you who are in positions of influence are pressing forward in reform efforts.
Let us mention another area where ongoing arguments are pointless. “Global warming” due to humankind’s willful neglect, ignorance and denial absolutely is real, to be sure, but the melting of polar ice, record-breaking temperature extremes and other weather anomalies are Earth’s steps toward returning to a moderate climate globally, the way it was when the entire planet was “the garden of Eden.”
Skiers and other cold-weather sports enthusiasts need not fret that snow-capped mountains will disappear—most assuredly, they won’t! Earth’s majestic mountain ranges and awesome gorges formed by dynamic upheavals and mighty waters didn’t exist when the planet first came into being, but these spectacular aspects of her natural beauty that delight you delight her, too.
Mother, I think readers will enjoy the part of the transmission from the dear soul in Nirvana that pertains to climate. Please insert that, and also her later short conversation with you.
[The following is an excerpt of Grace’s information in Earth’s Golden Age - Life Beyond 2012. Her part of that book is a few brief selections of her several lengthy transmissions that became the “Grace” chapter in Illuminations for a New Era. The information below is from her first transmission, in 1999.]
My service at this point is studying the mechanics of taking apart weather anomalies and softening their effects in our atmosphere. And I do mean "our"—like yours and ours. We aren't all that far from you, you know, and furthermore, we have such close bonds with you all that we aren't separated in very many ways. By our lighter density and the respective weather, yes, we are, but still it's your AND our atmosphere I'm working on.
I know that sounds almost too weird to believe, but that's the easiest way for me to tell you. That isn't at all how I'd describe it here, but you don't have our words so how could you begin to know what I mean if I use our vocabulary? There aren't any synonyms or similar expressions there for this process. It's something that can't help immediately, but in the long run, what I'm doing will make a good difference.
It's not that I can harness the winds of Earth or act as if I'm a global umbrella in those major storms. I'm studying how to contain the energy so that it can be dispersed rather than congregate and then explode. I should have said dispersed in a routine and slow and easy way instead of just sitting for a while and then acting as if it's got the whole world by the tail and then, watch out—here's another hurricane or tornado!
It's going to take a while for this to have any effect, you know? There’s a lot more still to come by whatever designation it’s given—cleansing, purification, increasing the light, lightening Earth's burdens of negativity, ascension process—but it all adds up to the very same thing—a lot of geological activity with pretty heavy damage is still in store.
There's no way out of this, you know. Energy is energy, and you can't say, "Shoo, baby, go dissipate." Actually, that's what I’m working on, how to get to that status of being able to handle things so that if rain is needed, it comes, just enough of it. When it's done, it goes away until it's needed again. The rhythm, the pattern is set, you see.
[The following is part of Grace’s and my short conversation in October 2011.]
These crews in your skies are getting antsy. They’ve been ready for years to land and get going on the things they can do to help you, that their technologies can. You’ve got some developments of your own that have been kept under wraps and a few of you know this and what they’re capable of, but just wait until you see ET tech in action!
Also, your weather and “natural” disasters—just a few words about that. You know that for ages much of that has been created by technology combinations controlled by the Illuminati—well, that’s going to end in a big hurry. Actually, it’s already slowed down a lot, and none of those claims about fantastic—as in fantasy-make believe, not fantastic-fabulous—catastrophic upheavals roving around the Internet will ever happen. Just keep your eye on a glorious world, Earth’s Golden Age, and don’t be afraid of BIG changes—they’re all to the GOOD!
Grace, how are you doing with your “weather of the future”?
Wonderfully! We’re all set for the time when Earth has dumped all the negativity and we can act on her choice for a moderate climate everywhere. It won’t take as long as you might think to turn deserts into vegetable gardens!
Thank you, Mother. Now, dear Earth family, you know that people in Nirvana are doing more than beaming love to you—they’re serving in ways that probably you never imagined anyone living in a spirit world could manage.
Many countries are honoring mothers on this day, and all of your countries have special days to honor individuals who have made extraordinary contributions in one way or another. What rejoicing there will be when every day you honor self and all other souls in this universe as God’s family of divine beings.
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12 May 2013 - 8:33pm
DNA DURING THE GATEWAY AND INTEGRATING THE MERGE
~ Sandra Walter
www.sandrawalter.com - MAY 11, 2013
Blessings to all of us as we begin to experience pure Source light intelligence during the triple-eclipse gateway. These Self-as-Source states are profound, potent and beyond anything we expected. These states provide opportunities for DNA upgrades, Cosmic Christ embodiment and Solar Heart activation. My Higher levels explained how this works (see below), and I will provide a video for clarity very soon.
Portals all over the planet
Infinite gratitude to those opening portals and gateways everywhere and anywhere to accelerate the Shift. We are truly receiving a much greater amount of these crystalline activations and 5D frequencies than anticipated. Pat yourself on the back and keep reinforcing the intention to pull this light into Gaia’s core to infuse the HUman collective, kingdoms, and elementals with 5D activation and acceleration. It is working!
Embodiment of these frequencies is our next step; holding these states of Cosmic consciousness as we merge Higher and Lower Self. Kindwhile it is a profound (and addictive) state of beingness. It may create feelings of deep grace or observer-mode; the detachment holds purpose, so don’t misinterpret it and lower your vibration.
Some details on the Higher Self/Lower Self merge, from my Higher Self
Note: I haven’t translated this for ease of reading or clarity. Apologies for the rush release, I AM short on time this weekend but I thought this intel might assist as our gateway experiences get more intense.
Some of the energies coming in support transformation of the Higher Self. When the grounded expression begins to experience intense change, of course it affects the Higher Self (HS). The HS isn’t functioning in separation the way it was in the earlier part of this journey to Mastery. Balance is carefully monitored so the Lower Self (LS) is not overwhelmed. For some this is difficult; if the light frequencies trigger the LS emotional body too strongly, and clearing has not been accomplished, the HS must hold back on progress.
As the LS opens to experiences of Self as Source, which the HS knows well, it provides opportunities for encodements to be delivered into the lower vessel through streams of light. The state of oneness, stillness, acceptance of the Self as Source becomes more physical for the LS and the body vehicle begins to self-realize the truth of its duty to spirit. This creates a resonance where DNA can be activated and the encodements which the LS has willingly taken into form can now be utilized for transcendence.
DNA from outer space
Depending on the strength of the HS/LS partnership, the LS may allow deep rewrites very quickly using the interdimensional energetics of this area of space which Gaia is transversing. The photonic-magnetic particles are supportive of activation in this way. This Cosmic trigger allows Solaris (the Sun) to stream frequencies of interdimensional light through unique portals connected to the Galactic Center. Within these streams of pure light intelligence are new DNA strands.
DNA is a high-frequency light signature before it manifests into form. DNA travels on streams of light intelligence through vast areas of space via alignments of Central Solar Bodies designed to deliver intelligence, what you refer to as Central Suns, Galactic Center, Suns or Stars. Gaia herself is transcending into a solar body, so she supports the activation of higher frequency beings upon her physical vessel to assist with that process. The DNA photons manifest in the physical vessel when the proper resonance is achieved by the HS/LS partnership. Activation of pre-existing high-quality DNA within a prepared LS physical vessel is available through the Self as Source resonance and incoming frequency combination.
Adaptation in the Higher Self
As the the Soul level is released to collective intentions and interests, the role of the LS begins to reflect prearranged agreements of service via the HS/LS partnership. These roles use core skills of the multidimensional self to assist both LS /HS and the collective during the Shift. The role changes as the Shift progresses and the collective agreements dissolve – roles morph in the moment to serve the highest interests. This is why my LS (Sandra) is called to travel and do Gateway work during this Cosmic trigger; certain skill sets are activated depending on collective needs.
The HS is also adapting to collective needs as the merge intensifies, rather than guiding the lower dimensional journey of the LS expression in illusion. The LS experience collapses in zero point dynamics to reveal how the HS experiences timelines, oneness and Cosmic Christ states. It is quite beautiful to feel whole at the HS level. The experience at HS level is more powerful than what was felt during reintegration in between incarnations. There is much joy and the LS will experience this gratitude, joy, love and higher light during the merge. The LS becomes more fond of the joyous state of unity, which dissolves the addiction of the body vehicle to emotional-ego-mind level patternings. New patterns which reflect flows of cosmic consciousness are created in the body vehicle. These serve the new Cosmic Christ existence without the boundaries of kharmic incarnational cycles which held back the Soul’s ascension process in the past.
Unification with Source creates limitless possibilities, and the HS is free to select from many experiences rather than focusing on awakening the LS alone. Depending on the HS/LS partnership during unification, the Soul may explore different experiences as it connects with its lower expressions.
As the HS’s duty to the Soul to merge with the LS manifests, the Soul directs from new states of Unity. As the Soul focuses on collective interests rather than its lower levels, channels are opened to Source and allow pure source light to flow through its expressions. These portals of pure light intelligence link the LS, HS and Soul in unification, allowing the upper levels – oversoul/I AM presence to deliver light frequencies which had been inhibited in the past by the experience of separation. It enables Cosmic Christed states if that is what the HS/LS choose to activate in the highest interests of the collective. The HS/LS can now direct the process in zero point, since transparency has been achieved (lifting of the veils).
The body as vessel will gradually hold enough light and opportunities for transcendence will present. Collective programs on Gaia will no longer block the interaction due to a division in realites/experiences. The HS has been empowered as never before. The priority is to train the LS physical vessel to receive new forms of light and DNA signatures to activate higher frequency DNA. As the LS receives more cosmic light intelligence, it transforms the body into a vessel for pure Source light intelligence, or the Solar Cosmic Christ state of beingness.
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12 May 2013 - 2:42pm
You are not one.... you are many.
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Take a look at your structures.
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"Oh , no.... 'I am one... I am one...."
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Oh really?
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Have you viewed your structures vibrationally strewn across creation?
And many also very close to you.
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In what way are you 'one'?
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And in what way is that conceptual approaching useful for you?
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You have multiple multiple energetic bodies of form and consciousness and also many of , in a way, of formlessness.
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If you approach your spiritual journey / practice overemphasizing oneness,
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the flip side is the risk that without realizing it, you are probably to some degree programming
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your reality..not to register easily the multiplicities of self, so to speak.
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If you relate to yourself as only one, you will probably not perceive the many that you are.
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Then you have closed the door somewhat to your own experience of the many somewhat different
energy parts/bodies/'selves'.
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They are not all the same. Not nearly.
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"But I am one! I am one!" "These are the 'highest' teachings."
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Oh really? Oh really.. maybe not.
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You are not one, you are many.
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Now ..you can experience the essential oneness , but no.... you are not 'one'.
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This is a mental fallacy, simply a concept. A repeated repeated concept. If it is not fully
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accurate, you can see how a seemingly high teaching ,without the deepest understandings, can
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cause basic opportunities of spiritual experience to be overlooked, even closed out. A very simple thing.
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So if you have many bodies, explore them. What else would you be planning to explore. . It is .
what makes the 'big you' up.
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Explore your many. This is obvious now.
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Therefore do not deny your many-
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If you are going to explore - well you are many-
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so it would be a reasonable expectation that now these guests will be welcomed within you.
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And you will, it is natural.
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And now you are open .
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It will happen more naturally now.
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All taken care of...
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Enjoy.
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And in the theme of mothers today in some places, i have sent out an extra blessing or vibrational construct of inner unification to mothers across earth, and those who are receptive will automatically receive that small gift .
We honor the mothers, as they honor and support their families, and life, in many varied ways.
Amen.
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God bless you, Hilarion
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12 May 2013 - 10:26am
Published on 12 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
I had another title in mind as I came out of the meditation room; however I changed it after reading and responding to the latest email from my lady friend. The original title was Mother/Father God, There's a Healing Going On. The inspiration actually comes from the fact that I went to a poetry group last night, bringing my own poetry into focus. A particular poem came to mind, although that is not one I even had with me to share. I saw it in a new way this morning, an even more healing way than the meaning I applied when it was written. While the personal application is always appropriate, we do need to put our lives into the perspective of the "bigger picture" of what's going on, the timeless movie of the journey of the prodigal sons and daughters waking up to love in this "far country" to which we ventured in our quest to know ourselves.
Blog entry
12 May 2013 - 8:56am
Defining yourself Iam, calls forth the reality experience of A Lifetime Already Won...
Who would Silence the Voice of Soul, dumbfounds the World from Arising Godzone..
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12 May 2013 - 6:44am
by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 05/11/13
Here we are again, and it is the end of a beautiful day on Gaia. It is a beautiful day when it rains, for the plants and animals revel in the cleansing bath and drink deeply of the sustaining water which brings life to all. Birds celebrate in the puddles and sing to one another with the pleasure of being alive. We hope that you too are celebrating the joy of being alive, breathing the fresh air and reveling in the new season, wherever you are.
The change of seasons is a wonderful bonus for all of you on Gaia. It is the result of the tilt of her axis, which provides the constant wonder of evolving and shifting colors, sights and smells. Now it is spring in the Northern Hemisphere, and a glorious time it is. You may have noticed the fresh feeling in the air. It is a combination of several things which have benefitted Gaia enormously in the past year.
First, the efforts of environmentalists and new technologies resulting from the awareness they have brought forth which have begun to take effect. Cleaning up the emissions from cars, factories and coal burning facilities has had a very beneficial effect. It may seem a small step to many of you, but it has slowed the devastation enough to make it possible for Gaia to find renewed resources in her ability to restore the balance of clean air and water, as she has done throughout your history.
In addition, the contribution of your Star Brothers and Sisters cannot be overestimated. They have used their combined strengths to help with the cleanup process - especially with the cleansing and purifying of the toxins which were released in the oil spills of the last few years, as well as the removal and neutralization of nuclear radiation. They will continue to work diligently to restore Gaia to her former pristine self, and will be very happy to work with their Earth counterparts in teaching you the application of their technologies when the time comes.
You have been told in messages from Sananda and Ashtar and others just how eager and excited they are to greet you and to embrace you. They love you with all their hearts, and sometimes are overcome with the excitement of the coming decloaking and landings, to the extent that they are also vulnerable to making predictions which may be premature. Ashtar has apologized for his miscalculation - which seemed so right at the time - and for the disappointment it caused many of his dear Sisters and Brothers. (His message through his beloved Twin Flame, Athena, appeared on the HollowEarthNetwork.com website.)
We also regret that we cannot predict with absolute certainty when an event is going to occur. This is a game of probabilities, as you may have noticed. We all feel the coming changes, even more acutely than you do, but as we have said, the variables reach magnitudes we cannot even begin to describe to you, and the final decision always falls to Prime Creator, so we await the “decision” as you do.
Let us try to explain a bit about our feelings concerning the position of being within the hierarchy of Heaven, where each level of ascension brings with it greater pleasures and greater responsibilities. It is difficult for you to imagine a hierarchy without any feeling of being controlled or manipulated or directed against your will. Your experience of having a “boss” is generally an unpleasant one. You have operated under the pressure and oppression of an authoritarian, judgmental system where the one at the top inevitably takes advantage of his/her position by abusing the power of their office in order to use and take advantage of those beneath them.
The hierarchy of Heaven is a completely different system from the one you know on Gaia. We honor and respect our Prime Creator with the most profound sense of gratitude and Love. Without the overseeing beneficent Eye of our Creator and teacher and mentor, we would not exist nor would we be able to learn to be Creators ourselves.
Yes, there are times when we are tested and stretched to the limit of our imagination, when we have had to reach deeply into our Beingness to learn the necessary lesson in order to thrive, and continue to carry forward the work in the highest spirit of Love, honoring the Greater Good for all.
You see, the entire Multiverse operates according to the Universal Laws, within the energy of abiding Unconditional Love. There have been those from time to time who defy those Laws, who wish to prove themselves more powerful than their teachers, more imaginative than their Creators. You have learned a bit of the story of the Fallen Ones, which we will elaborate on in coming messages. Defiance of the Laws which order and maintain the balance of the Universe is not a new phenomenon - there are many among you who feel these inclinations whenever there is a disappointment, or an event which seems to you to indicate a broken promise.
We can assure you that in the dealings of the hierarchy of Heaven, there are no broken promises. There is the flow of change which brings unexpected events, or the confluence of forces which create multi-dimensional shifts which may effect those in the lower dimensions in a way that is unexpected to them; such is the way. But never are there circumstances which would bring deleterious effects to the children of the Universe from the higher perspective of their original contracts and their ongoing soul development.
You witness the suffering and painful emotions on the surface of the planet. We see the courageous and imaginative actions of the volunteers who have gone forth knowingly, to take part in the most difficult and challenging experiment in soul development ever devised. Why is it that every time we remind you of your commitment and your part in the design of this endeavor, so many of you become angry with us and criticize our “decisions” and the way we are conducting the project, and the speed at which it is unfolding?
Are you imagining that we are like your so-called democratic government where you are supposedly represented by your elected officials, but where your opinions are largely disregarded as soon as those representatives are elected and go off to their centers of power? Are you imagining that we make arbitrary laws to tax you and use your resources and organize your lives without your knowledge or input? No, we would never do such a thing.
We take our responsibility to you as an eternal pledge, to do what will be in your Highest Good, for each and every one of you. You see, from our perspective, that is not an impossible situation, as it may seem to you from your limited 3rd or 4th dimensional perspective. For us, every outcome must be a win-win situation; this is the reason for delays, readjustments and recalibrations as we proceed.
In this evolution of humankind, the direction is always forward; the common theme is always change, and any boundaries which are respected are those of your own making or those which you have previously understood and agreed to as the most beneficial path toward your own ascension to higher levels.
No one in this project has ever been asked to enter into an agreement against their own will. No member of the team has been permitted to take part in a life experience without their full knowledge and enthusiastic agreement to all the circumstances and conditions which can be reasonably predicted, to the best ability of all concerned. Establishing a planet on which every individual experiences free will during their entire sojourn is a tricky business. Of course, it increases the variables exponentially, which is part of the challenge and part of the fascination with this magnificent challenge.
Many of you who become depressed or hopelessly discouraged about your life circumstances are in the throes of imagining that you have been forced to come to this life against your will and that you have been assigned a position or difficult trial according to some arbitrarily imposed decision from on High. Nothing could be further from the truth. There are limited slots for embodiment on Gaia, these opportunities are in great demand, and you have been granted this lifetime at your fervent request.
Unfortunately, the teachings of your religions have created a mythology about our punitive and judgmental ways that encourages feelings of despair and rebellion against Us. This is not an accident, of course. Much of what passes for “religion” was actually initiated by the Dark Ones in an effort to create a separation and estrangement from Us.
It is this rift that we are making every effort to repair at this time. We send our loving energy in waves to wash over you, to caress and comfort you in your difficult self-imposed challenges. We encourage and oversee the training of your Guides and Masters who overlight your path every day of your lives, and we embrace you with Unconditional Love and Light all the hours of your days.
We wish you well, Dear Ones, and we offer you our promise to continue to carry out the plan as we have designed it together; all shifts and changes are the waves you ride with the full knowledge and guidance of your Higher Self in constant communication with your Guides and with Us, in the hierarchy of Heaven. We will triumph, together.
We love you without limit, beyond what words can tell,
Mother/Father God, in the company of the Legions of Light.
Via Kathryn May, May 11, 2013, 10 pm. www.whoneedslight.org
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12 May 2013 - 4:32am
The new energies are now anchoring more fully into and within planet earth. There is much information available about these new energies and much talk about the new GOLDEN AGE OF HUMANKIND. This is an age that will last the next 25,000 years but even typing this will now make little sense for linear time is now fully dissolving. We have been asked by ALL realms/races to blog today on the dreamers of the new age and to explain in detail how the dreaming will affect the planet earth and her peoples. For the dreamers of the GOLDEN AGE OF HUMANKIND are now fully aligned with the new earth energies and are now fully in place to create the new earth.
Many of you may not comprehend at a human conscious level your role in this for the dreamers of the new earth are within the human race, seeded by ALL races/realms in order that the GOLDEN AGE OF HUMANKIND is birthed onto and within planet earth. Many of you may state clearly that you do not remember your dreams, in certain frequencies you will not remember at human conscious waking mind level all that you have dreamt but at galactic level you KNOW. The frequencies of the new earth have now heightened to allow the bridge between your GALACTIC SELF and your human logical conscious mind to expand and to deepen. Many of you are now able to remember your dream time landscapes and a sense of "knowing" may have now taken place within you at human conscious waking mind level.
The transition into the new earth energies is immense, the difference between the energy that flowed in yesterdays linear time completely different to todays. Human words may become more challenging as we move fully into the New GOLDEN AGE OF HUMANKIND for human language is by its very nature containing. However many of you will be able to resonate with my words and be able to FEEL the changes to the earth. These changes will now deepen and intensify, the ability that you in your human form now have to anchor your dreams into your waking reality will now expand. For ALL have a dream within the heart space, uncovering and understanding the dream at conscious waking mind level is the challenge for so much of what was experienced under the old 3D earth paradigms worked to convince you to ignore the dreams within your heart space. Under the old 3D earth paradigms dreamers were written off and shunned. Yet dreaming is the manifestation of that which is within the heart space, to manifest first you must dream and FEEL the creation in the higher dimensions in order to then experience in your waking human life experience.
Under the old 3D earth paradigms you were distracted from the heart space and your dreams and taught to dream the dream of those who sought to contain and suppress the human race. The dreamers have now begun dreaming to new levels, the dream councils are now fully in session and the dreams of ALL can now be manifest in the waking human life experience. It is to be remembered that each human being is having a unique life experience here on planet earth and although your human logical mind may try to filter out the concept that ALL can dream and manifest and experience ALL at the same time, your HEART KNOWS TRUTH. It was for this reason your heart was seeded with the dream and not your human logical brain for the human logical brain only has access to that which it experiences here on earth. The HEART is the key to your SOUL and your SOUL has the knowledge from ALL lifetimes, timelines and dimensions in which you exist in ALL forms that you exist in. This may be your human life experience but you will have experienced life in this universe in forms other than human. This knowledge may be what is now being anchored within the human logical brain and may be what is challenging you at this time.
It is vital to BELIEVE that you dreams can manifest, the universe will send you signs and symbols that your human logical brain then may try to filter out. When you are manifesting and following the unfolding of a dream then the synchronicities will begin to increase. For many in human form this is written off as co-incidence and we guide strongly that there is no such thing as co-incidence for ALL is perfect and ALL JUST IS. The people in your life are not in your life out of co-incidence, all play a part and all play a role, as you now walk out of the old 3D paradigms of the karmic dimensional timelines you are now free to create and manifest from the heart. This will show in your waking human life experience as people leaving your life and people entering your life. There is NO LOGIC to this process and that is what the human logical brain filters out, for the human race were taught logic as a way of containment. If you look at your human life experience only from the point of view of logic then you will filter out the miracles that the universe is trying to deliver to you.
Once more we guide around the LOVE that IS, LOVE is not logical and yet it has been taught to the human race as a concept that exists within logic. LOVE will find a way no matter what, for LOVE IS THE ANSWER, NO MATTER THE QUESTION. At this moment upon planet earth many are falling to the teachings of distortion around LOVE at all levels. Many are falling to the smoke and mirrors of the old 3D earth paradigms that are trying to teach that you have done something terrible by standing in your LIGHT and TRUTH and teaching you to filter out those who are moving towards you by getting you to only focus on what is leaving your life. That which is NOT TRUTH will dissolve and that which IS TRUTH will remain. How many of you are looking at what remains and focusing on that as opposed to looking at what is dissolving? you are not losing you are FINDING and that is the perception that the human logical brain may now try to filter out of your human life experience.
There is much talk about the new earth but the new earth is born out of the NEW, it is not born out of the old and cannot be born out of the old for the frequency difference is too high. In order to walk in the new earth you must allow SELF to dream. You must BELIEVE that your life is now taking shape and altering in order to GIVE you the dream that resides within your heart space. We would guide you strongly to allow the dream to unfold in its natural divine timing and shape. For the human race has been taught that dreams must be controlled and manipulated, the universe is now delivering miracles each moment of each moment and yet many are filtering them out focusing only on what they expect to happen. Many times the dreams will be delivered in ways that your human logical mind could not comprehend.
As more and more allow the dreams that are within the heart space to unfold then the human consciousness frequency will naturally begin to rise and to expand for the dreams of the new earth are TRUTH, they are created from the LOVE that IS that is the highest vibration that exists within this universe. At any one moment on planet earth at least two thirds of the human population are asleep, that is a huge dreaming potential and a huge amount of energy. As more and more dreamers now awaken to their reason for incarnation then access to the higher dimensional timelines is granted and taken, this means that when they sleep they are dreaming for the WORLD as well as for themselves for ALL ARE ONE. This will begin to manifest in waking human life as rapid changes to how those on planet earth interact and treat each other for the dreamers are aligned fully with the new earth.
We would guide you strongly at this time to hold the intention to connect with SOUL family before going to sleep and ask to remember that which you need to help you in your human form at this time. Communication is ALWAYS a two way process and many neglect to ask the questions they need answers to. ALL answers are found within your SOUL, the connection to your SOUL through your heart space.
We ask that you now allow the dreaming to begin in earnest, that which you have seeded within your heart space will reveal itself to you as you move through the harmonisation and ascension process. Within the dream will be your SOUL family dream and your person dream that aligns with the SOUL family dream. ALL have incarnated here upon planet earth for a reason, this reason is WITHIN your heart space. SOUL family share dreams for that is the reason for their incarnation, each member of the SOUL family bringing their own gift to enable the dream to be born upon and within planet earth. We are aware of many SOUL family members who share the same vision, this is not co-incidence for ALL is perfect and ALL JUST IS. The time to find one another and work together in our human form is NOW, the dreaming will begin this process and all will now begin to shift and change RAPIDLY across and within planet earth.
The old 3D earth frequencies were heavy and slow, this affected manifestation for the manifestation was tempered by the lower frequencies, these have now been transmuted and are replaced with far HIGHER frequencies, these frequencies may be felt at times very intensely and may take some getting used to. Grounding into mother earth and coming back into balance may need to be done often as you begin to experience these heightened energies but your human vehicle will adapt to them. Become more consciously aware of all that you interact with at this time for there may still be the residue of the old 3D earth paradigms within your energy signature. Allow the new earth energies to illuminate them for you and pour the LOVE that IS through ALL at this time.
Then allow yourself to DREAM for you came here to BE, in order to BE you must BELIEVE that you are who you are in TRUTH. YOU are LIGHT and you are LOVE, these reflections will appear in your waking human life experience when you begin to dream in TRUTH. To dream in TRUTH we guide you to LET GO and allow ALL TO FLOW for being in FLOW is to allow the energies to unfold around you, through you and within you. You were taught under the old 3D earth paradigms to hold on tightly to all that you experienced and you were taught that to believe in your dreams was not accepted. Now you are asked to let go and allow the dreams to unfold in TRUTH.
blessings
Kx
Copyright Karen Doonan, all rights reserved.
www.crystalline-sanctuary.com
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12 May 2013 - 1:24am
Lord Sanat Kumara
Lord Sanat Kumara is an amazing gentle, wise, and powerful ascended master who many love and honor. This week in the Clarion Temple of Oneness we honor him as he shares his thoughts of the upcoming Wesak energies.
Sanat Kumara is considered to hold many roles in our spiritual history. He is known as the Lord of the World, Father of Spirituality or Humanity, and Founder of the Great White Light of Brotherhood. Whatever title that he is given he is still the most genuine spirit that an individual can connect with for their spiritual pathway of mastery.
He is the leader of the Venusian Flames and the Flame Holder for the Violet Flame. His is originally from Venus and worked as the Planetary Logos for several thousands of years. He was the Silent Watcher of the Goddesses from Lemuria which was when he started the Brotherhood of White Light so as to keep the secrets of the Goddesses from being revealed. This was when Lemuria was at war with Atlantis which eventually was the downfall of both continents.
His post as the Planetary Logos was taken over by Lord Buddha in the 1950’s, but he played a very active role within the humanity of Gaia and all her inhabitants until the New Millennium. It was at this time that he went back to Venus to prepare for the New Earth. He is now very active to assist lightworkers on the pathway of Mastery in preparation for leadership roles that will be activated on the 5th dimensional frequency known as Terra Christa. (If you would like to learn more about the Venusian Rays of God, please see our special online program, “Venus Meets Gaia for Terra Christa”.) His work with the Goddesses is unprecedented and is available to every initiate to fully accept their role upon the New Earth.
His role during the Wesak energies is to hold the light as Lord Buddha descends into Shamballa to receive his next initiation. He holds this frequency with Lord Maitreya (Office of the Christ) along with the entire Spiritual Hierarchy, and God Force.
A special message from Sanat Kumara:
Greetings, My Lovely Beings of Light,
It is my pleasure to connect with each of you for this energy transmission. Whew, we have come a long way together. Centuries of blood-fearing energies being dissipated at the same time to allow for the entrance of light that is way beyond what you have ever experienced from Lemuria and Atlantis. Thank you, God, for those times to be gone out of our consciousness.
I just ask you one question. Do you feel you have removed all elements from these timelines to find your true purpose? This is very important as the Wesak energies in 2013 are going to surpass any others that we have experienced. We cannot measure the depths of the frequency or the changes that you will be able to feel just by explaining it to you in words. It has to be felt by each of you individually to fully allow the consciousness of your Higher Self and I AM Presence to be felt through the entire experience. Otherwise, you will not be fully prepared to have the most exquisite moments of your soul’s life to be shown to you in the physical creation.
Some individuals may think that Wesak is just another spiritual holiday and in a sense, it is. But it is quite different if you fully allow your consciousness to participate in the energies. Preparations are being made presently to allow all souls in humanity to understand the depth of their own origin and to receive the highest form of acceleration within their physical world. Each of us within the Spiritual Hierarchy work especially hard to allow this moment to occur for humanity but it is up to each of you individually to full integrate its essence.
It is important to take your personal inventory of the last year. What have you been doing, feeling, and experiencing within your pathway? This is of a personal and professional nature. Those of you that are in the healing, coaching, counseling, and sharing with others your knowledge need to listen intently. You will change if you allow it to be. But you must not think it is going to happen automatically just be asking it to be. What work have you done for yourself and have you seen improvements throughout the year? Have you fallen behind once or twice? This is imperative because you need to understand the lesson in each movement either forwards or backwards so that you don’t allow the pitfalls of the experience to affect you again. These are all part of the learning experiences and will help you to mold your future.
Take a look to see what you have accomplished, if it has been to your highest desire, and what could you have done to make it a better experience for yourself. These are all important aspects to consider when stepping into another level of your initiations. The more you accept about who you have been, the more you will aspire to deeper levels within yourself.
So as you can see Wesak represents the ability to look within, be truthful and honor who you are even in times of not liking what you experienced. They, in truth, are the most powerful moments in your pathway. They will help you to mold a new essence that is trying to emerge from the depths of your soul. But you must be honest within and know when something does not feel right as the transition occurs. You see, your Higher Self is expanding within you deeper within each moment and it allows you to not only understand the process of your transformation but to accept it within all parts of your existence as you become fully integrated of the Light and Power that you are.
You can expect major growth changes within you as long as you look in the mirror in front of you, remove what does not fit the new essence, and accept the existence of your world changing from your soul’s perspective and not the physical mind. This is what Wesak is going to do for each of us by allowing us to go deeper into our experience with the Higher Self and I AM Presence. We are all excited to be part of the ceremonies with each of you. It is our time to fully come together and co-create all aspects of the self within the embodiment that You Are.
I deeply honor each of you and so many ways.
I Am Lord Sanat Kumara at your service.
Walking Terra Christa is holding a public ceremony in Mt. Shasta for the Wesak energies. We are also recording the morning and afternoon meditation. You may order these MP3 downloads on our website, http://walkingterrachrista.com/wesak-ceremony/. Additionally, if you cannot attend, and want to be part of the energies, please submit your name and location to MelandMike@WalkingTerraChrista . com to have your name put on our Altar.
Lord Sanat Kumara will be our guest speaker in the Clarion Temple of Oneness on May 13th, 2013 at 5 PM Pacific, 12 Midnight GMT. If you would like to join this live call, you may do so on a call-by-call basis without joining the Membership Program. For details, http://walkingterrachrista.com/tele-calls/.
Channeled Through Rev. Christine Meleriessee
©2013 Walking Terra Christa Academy of New Earth Mastery, http://walkingterrachrista.com, Rev. Christine Meleriessee & Mike Hayden, 5th Dimensional Mastery ~ All Rights Reserved.
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11 May 2013 - 10:30pm
i been using now Binaural beats now for like close to a month now.it's been helping me a lot.i been using more than i have been meditating to be more than honest with you.i still do meditation but i feel like Binaural beats help me more though.like i always say be careful which ones you decide to use because there are deceivers.liars and etc.use caution and trust your intuition as well and what you already know.well anyway ill still use meditation as a bonus still and try to get in habit of doing so as well.there are these Binaural beats called many names but just search it up on YouTube by searching spiritual brainwave entrainment.i recommend using both Binaural beats with meditation for extra boost and faster and more effectiveness and success.this is my method i have created i hope it works for others as well.one thing i do wonder though is at what density is my consciousness at and vibrations.i mean my goal is to reach the 5D consciousness and body vibrations as well.like anything else what works for one does not mean it will for others.what i am saying tries this and if it don't work create your own like i did.and please be careful and selective and more with which binaural beats one uses.meditate for a least 15 per day like as much as you need to.me for example i try to meditate for 3 times a week for 15 minutes with binaural beats everyday.it helps and works.
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11 May 2013 - 4:48pm
Written by Wes Annac
We Live in an infinite Universe of perfect harmony. Every worry; hate; concern; stress; they are all illusory aspects of an equally-illusory reality that we have been immersed in for so long, we’ve forgotten anything else exists!
We are pure spirit energy, undergoing a temporary human form and while little everyday stresses may pile up and attempt to change our perspectives, we are reaching a point where we simply know better than to allow them in.
Even as I was writing the sentences above, my child accidently knocked into my acoustic guitar and made it fall over.
In the past, I could have perhaps been frustrated over this happening and the usual mental, egotistical concerns could have arisen (awh now I’ll have to retune it, I hope it’s not hurt, etc.) but truly, rather than frustration arising toward my dear child, I see an Angel in human form who made a mistake, and who promptly worked to fix it (he picked it up and put it back perfectly where it was).
Anger, stress and frustration truly do not have to put us in a bad place, and can rather act as catalysts for our ultimate understanding of their illusory nature and of the illusory nature of this reality we find around us. The most brimming of joy and happiness can truly be found and accessed within us, and I believe some of the channels of late have been telling us similar things.
On this beautiful Saturday morning, I am learning that joy and harmony are simply meant to trump over frustration and anger, and make way for something much, much better than what we currently experience. Perhaps “trump over” is not the correct term to use in relation to this and rather; joy and harmony are meant to aid us in transmuting frustration and anger and working toward a better experience and understanding.
Some of you reading this have likely been dealing with immense anger or frustration these last few days.
I can feel this possibility within me, or I would not have been led to write about the dissolving nature of those very things. I want those of you experiencing them to know that you are not less of a soul because of them and rather, they are meant to help guide you onward toward understanding the constant prevalence of Divinity around you, even right now.
Allow the joy and harmony you are feeling to transmute anything that is less than joy and harmony, and you will find yourselves greeting an increasingly-enjoyable Earthly experience that will indeed still test you, but that you are more than equipped to deal with.
Boy, do I just feel great on this morning. My aim is to pass this feeling on to as many of you as possible and to that extent, perhaps I will have to post a big picture of myself smiling!
Every one of you who experiences stress, frustration and difficulty at present are Loved more than you could possibly know, and the joyful and harmonious energies of the higher realms can be and are much more present around you than any lower emotion or mindset. We simply have to see beyond our current, physical difficulties and understand that there something so much better to experience and know.
We’re almost there – it’s simply that we’re still learning and growing our way into the joy and harmony of the higher dimensions.
Wes Annac – A conduit for Light and happiness in every moment possible
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11 May 2013 - 1:34pm
The manuscript of survival – part 308 . May 11, 2013
As the days and nights pass by, the magnitude of what you have become part of will start to seep in in so many ways. Yes, this does entail some rather intense personal clearings, but at the same time, it also signals the start of a brand new era. Not just for each and every one of you, but also for this planet. You see, as we have mentioned in an earlier missive, this connecting and gathering that you have been focusing in on, is not just something that you have been partaking in. For this is indeed a global event, or rather events, in more ways than one, as there are other groups just like yours in the middle of going through this same deepening of relations. And when we say relations, we refer to both the personal one, the one where each and every individual get a chance to delve deeper into their own core than ever before, but we also mean this process of connecting, or rather, reconnecting, both with their own aspects ”behind the veil” as it were, and indeed with all the rest of Creation. But this is also a process of connecting and weaving together so many individual people scattered across your globe into a myriad of these webs of light, just like the one you now feel yourself so deeply attached to.
Let us explain. As we have mentioned on many an occasion before, this all has to do with specific frequencies. And just like in magnetics, different frequencies are drawn to each other, hence the resonance you all feel when you enter this Pond for the very first time. For what has drawn you here in the first place, is the inherent attraction that the vibrational frequency of this Pond carries. For you will have felt as if it spoke to you, and that is in fact just what this frequency does. It works like a homing beacon, sending out signals that will attract all of those capable of tuning into this signal. And what makes you capable of tuning into it, is the frequency you carry with you when you enter into a physical body and become an inhabitant of this planet. And remember, there are many different frequencies that one can carry, but each and every individual has one that is the signature one. And whenever you come across someone carrying this same kind of energetic signature, you will automatically notice it. Hence, this experience of meeting someone for the first time, but still feeling as if this is someone you have known all of your life. Or rather, for eternity. For underneath this superficial human layer, you are all just walking energy fields, and your energy field carries this signature frequency, and this frequency is becoming even more activated now. And that was indeed the process that took place before, during and after this so-called Gathering. You are all part of the same frequency group, and so, you will have this affinity for each other. It is literally in your blood, as all that you are comprised of, carries this same signature. In fact, this is what is encoded in your DNA, and so, this is not something that can be faked, if we may use such a word. In other words, you will be naturally drawn to the people who carry the same ”tune” as you, and you will have a much more neutral, or at times, even negative, feeling towards those that comes with a very different frequency than yours.
This may sound strange, but it is indeed a vital part of this plan for rebirthing your whole planet. For individually, you do not carry enough weight to make much difference, but as soon as you get entrained as we like to call it, or connected if you will, you start to form an energetic grid that is vastly more powerful than the individual components put together side by side. We have discussed this in some detail before, so this will not be news to any of you. But what may be news, is the fact that there are so many other groups of different frequencies going through the exact same process as yours. You will find them on this world wibe web you call the internet, as they have also been guided to set into motion a sort of gathering or mass-communication like you have in your Gatherings, and for some of you, you might even be called to take part in other activation sequences with a different group from this in addition to what you have been doing here. And this is because that in these different frequency signatures, thare are also subgroups, and these subgroups criss cross their web of light with others that they are in tune with. This will sound very complicated, and it is indeed difficult to wrap your head around, so do not try to understand it all. But just know this, if you do feel called to connect in any way with someone, whether that be a single person or a group, it is always important to answer that call and follow through on this hunch. For there is always a reason for it, even if that reason may not be apparent to you at the outset.
Again, all will be known as soon as the time is right, but for now it suffices you to know that this has all been carefully planned in order to get you all ready and perfectly placed. So when the time comes for you to step into the role that you will carry into the future, you will be connected with all the right people, and you will be connected to this web of energy through all of the contact points that are needed for you personally to function optimally. For now, that is as far as we will go with details, for this is indeed a very complicated picture, and one it is impossible for any of you to get the full scope of yet. So let us just leave it at that, and remind you to follow your inner guidance in all of this. It may sound difficult and overly complicated, but know that all it means, is that you will feel the joy in your heart whenever you take a step that will enable you to connect in all the right ways with all of the right people. For then, the love you feel coursing through your whole being will continue to increase in a way you have not been able to feel before. So this is, in all aspects, truly a labor of love, and it is also a labor of love that will reach far and beyond your own shores. You have gotten a small glimpse of this through the visions many have shared in the aftermath of this, your first Gathering, but know that this is nothing compared to the joys you all have ahead of you.
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11 May 2013 - 10:44am
Published on 11 May 2013
The past couple days for me have been opportunities to observe a part of me that is very aware of human limitations being imposed, apparently by "outside" forces. It is intense shadow work as I "feel" the anguish of knowing that real freedom exists, yet seeing that part of me trapped in the matrix of human experience. Facebook's 5,000 friend limit is a very superficial illustration of this. The legal ramifications of living in an insane world where the "authorities" have no respect for human freedom to be, do and follow our heart seems very frightening indeed. Feeling insecure is overwhelming to that part of me and to that part of the human collective consciousness. This is the experienced tension between the old and new paradigm. Humanity can no longer feel content in its own ignorance; and individually, we are being offered the awareness of observing the terror of the situation. Many try to deny or escape these feelings. I don't like them myself; but I know I have to face the monster within me that feels extremely frightened. Am I willing to love that part of me?
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10 May 2013 - 11:01pm
EVERY BODY'S ASCENSION TOOL KIT - I HAVE THREE FRIENDS by Kathy Vik
I have been thinking on this since this morning, and oh! how I wanted to write! But it wasn't time, wasn't time, wasn't time. So I slept. I am not sure what anybody reading is experiencing, but I see a lot about it on the web at the moment, people just falling into dead sleeps, needing tons of sleep. I can attest to that.
This morning, I had such a pleasant waking up experience. I just kept seeing myself peeling off, from this light, this rainbow thing, and just putting my arms to my chest, crossing them, and then diving with my head, tilting it up and to the left, left, left, and then whee, I peel away. but then I'd come back. it was really nice to see that it is impossible to not rejoin, it's just a part of it.
I think I am readying myself for a physical transition. I can feel it. Things are coming together, i am breathing love so thick and genuine, all the time, all the time, all the time.
I write this right on this blog, praying it doesn't get retarded, freeze on me and dump my work. For some reason, my word processor program is malfunctioning. So, y'all, you're watching mama fly from trapeze bar to trapeze bar without a net. nothing backing it up, nothing impeding the flow, writing, it feels at the moment, as if I am writing in light, electronically, as I am. I is nice, to sidle right up to this powerful energy.
Anyway.
This morning, it hit me that one of the reasons I am so happy these days, one of the reason that I can breathe so easy all the freaking time now, is because I am finally allowing myself to be myself and allowing everyone to completely misunderstand, or understand, as it their wont. i just am really ok with no one getting me, and I am ok with everyone getting me,. And the thing is, I am ok with being real, real clear what it is people are rejecting or accepting. This is the difference. This is the key to the kingdom, for this formerly shattered and terminally ashamed person.
It has to do, for me, with just allowing myself expression. Just not editing so much. Why edit? Can I really screw you up all that much if all I really care to communicate is how splendid I think you are? Really? Come on, now. Who would have a problem with that? Somebody who probably needs to spend a lot of time around me.
And how did I get there, here, this place where I am actually eager to get on the stage at open mic night at the local watering hole's comedy nights... how did that broken, sad, clinically depressed, victim ad nauseum, how did this happen? Really?
I will tell you, it took a lifetime of practice and mindfulness and struggle, for me. It took long dramatic windswept dark nights of the soul, every one of them valid, every journey into extremity a true work of living art, of breathing, laughing, bleeding redemption. SO what, I fucked up a lot. I missed a lot of fun, opted out of the "ski-bunny existence", as my old therapist used to call it. he used to say, so what. So you had it hard. So, yes, it was excruciating. You bet. So. Now what. Some people chose a ski bunny existence, and maybe next time you will, maybe you're coming off of one, he'd say. It's just not your karma, so just get over it. Get on with your work. Do what is in front of you. Be mindful, he would say.
He put me together. As soon as I had the cash in my pocket, i went out and found someone who could help me make sense of this bizarre thing i'd seemed to stumble into. Being an adult was great, the freedom was fun, but the mechanics, and the recovery from the pain, and just all the pain, it was really awful. I would beat myself up for at least two days if ever I decided to state an opinion at work. Any opinion. Any opinion. And there were more times than I care to recount, where I got really bizarrely targeted or punished or messed with or excluded at work. An oddball, and someone who just never fit in. How do I do this Other thing? It is so fucked up. No one is honest. I am not honest. i am lost. I don't know who I am. Who am I? Why am I here? Who or what is God? And how does the whole thing, just the whole thing, how does all of this fit together?
I asked those questions with a devotion and unity of purpose that none of my friends or family had. Everything was a prayer, and everything needed to be in some sort of alignment. There can be wonderful alignment in apparent chaos, what another would call chaos. I stove for inner, ahh, I haven't the word. It's a tone that goes off inside me telling me, notifying me or confirming to me that I am in the groove. And when I can get there, and I can hear it, I can't help but dance, smile, breathe, laugh, remind people how funny and brilliant and poignantly powerful they are, and how everything really is pretty ok, even if it looks really messed up, you with your bladder gone, or your hip replaced, or your head injured from a stupid motorcycle mishap that was totally and completely his own damn fault. It's all ok, let's find something to lighten the mood, just one thing that will fell like a little hug. Is it tea? Is it Dilaudid? IS it you telling me about your doggies? I don't know, let's find out.
That's how I do nursing. it's more like a ride anymore, and the only trouble I have is with grumps, the closed ones, the scared ones, but then, I can be so subtle. My mom taught me well. I used to play a game when I was a kid, the I never was here game. I'd go through her secret stuff, the real juicy stuff she thought was safe, poor girl, and I'd read it. i consumed it. i needed it, really, because that was one closed down person. Shut down tight as a drum. Kinda had to be. It was awful . The whole thing was just awful. But I learned the I'm not even here game real real well, and I can and do go on stealth mode, quite a lot really. It's fun, actually. Just the slightest pull back, and I pull back, I tone it down, and we get along fine anymore.
So, it is nice to learn how to modulate it, because before just a while ago, I had a hard time knowing whose was what, and I still felt responsible for everyone and everything in existence. it sucked. I am done with that.
So I am driving home from dropping Sam off from school today (as always) and it comes to me whole that this amazing permission I have anymore to just observe myself and watch the effect I have on people and enjoy it, acknowledge it and play with it and have fun with it and honor it, well, Chris taught me that. My old friend Chris. Chris is freakier than me, in some ways, but I recognize us as part of me, another traveler, someone who is of me, if that makes sense. Because with thoughts of her came thoughts of the two other folks who made me who I am, who allowed me always to be who I am, who never expected an apology from me, no matter what I did or said, it was cool, you are fine, I love you, I know you, we are one. That's Chris, and Jeff, and Diane. These three. They are my friends. They helped me all through my life, and are helping me still.
Chris left my side, I think it was in 2005. By that time, I was about as absent, about as abstracted and self destructive and lost as a human could be. I couldn't there for awhile, after it all happened, I could not tolerate being around anyone but Diane. She kept me alive, the poor thing. Such broad shoulders she has.
Chris and I got through high school, college and young adulthood with. She and I were sisters in a way that sounds far too trite, it actually sort of soils what it was we were to each other. It was not a sexual union, and yet we understood and accepted each other as sexual beings, in full expression of this accept of ourselves, at times just with each other, but never sexually, really. Just stretching the legs that come with realizing they are actually quite long and tasty.
That sort of friend. A real friend. Someone who knows and accepts you on a cellular level.
She and I, I can't express how much I love her, and how much I miss her. My craziness got too bad, she couldn't do it, she just couldn't be there, and she left. I was a drift. And I no longer had the meaning I once did, if that makes sense. I am complex and sort of challenging and just really hard for most people to take. And most folks are very nice, but they aren't turned on, and they are not complex, and they need answers and they just. don't. get. it. And there would be Chris, in Boulder, and we did many things together that just never have to be said. I had a true and wonderful friend, someone who I love so much, so very much, and just miss so utterly, and yet, today, I am thinking that maybe one of the reasons that i can let my freak flag fly so proudly anymore is that, maybe she is around.
I said a prayer on the =way home, that it is my intention to see Chris again, in my now, whether she is alive or dead, just so I can tell her thank you, and I'm sorry, and I miss you,and can we please be friends again, can we still know each other.
I cried as I said it, as I am crying as I write in now. Because I have my answer.
This afternoon, when I awoke fresh as a daisy and really really clear, I understood that there has been a homecoming.
You don't have a friend like Chris, or one like Jeff, who I will save for another day, saint that he is, or Diane, about whom no stories will be told, except as they pertain to my heart, and never to embarrass or make small, a person just does not have these kinds of mirrors unless they are pieces of that person.
What else explains the lyricism of the appearances and exits of these people? I'm certain, at this point, if I ran the numbers, the dates of this or that event, they'd all line up, all confirm the obvious. But I don't really need to do that. I know who they are to me.
And today, this afternoon, I am feeling that it really is possible that these people I so dearly love can be riding around with me, maybe even parts of the same oversoul, maybe kin that I share cocktails with on the other side every night. I don't know.
but in my world, I am not opposed to such magical thinking. Right now, things re a little rough between me and Diane, as things often are. it is as turbulent and rich and amazing and connected friendship, one which is a refection, again, of the fragmentation and re-membering that is occurring. Just another metaphor, us having these timing issues, these volume issues, and it's all ok, and I'll figure out a way to make it easier to be around me. i know it isn't at all easy.
And still, I feel like there are only friends now. Those who act in blustery or unhappy ways, well, they are in pain. Some wounded animals are quite dangerous, and some just need a hug. Now is the time to use one's discernment, realizing that any bite from a rabid bear would just heal over with a word, with a prayer.
I have three friends.
One left my side about 8 years ago. Disappeared. I have no idea where she is, or if she is, and yet, she rides with me now in my car. I hope to bump into on the street one day. I have no doubts that she is just fine. I don't think she's dead. It'd be dumb to assume that. She's only 52. And sharp as a tack. I am looking forward to our reunion, even if it's an icy one. So what.
THe next was with me before, during and after The Teacher years, he was my angel, and he knew it, and I called him that often. I love him and I know he visits me. To consider that maybe he is, in fact, one of my guides now, well, it thrills me, and makes a lot of sense. it is him who is the joy lighting me up. I am glad to know he is here. He died in, I think it was 2006, maybe 2007. I was at the bottom, barely breathing at that point. Working hospice, in so much debt, just drowning, barely managing. A single mom, a mess, and I lost track of Marge for a few years, and then, one day, on the way from something, work I think, I remember it was raining, and I was in my car, and I thought, well, it's been months, but what the hell, I'll call Jeff. His daughter answered the phone. he had died a little lit before, on Father's Day. She told me all about it. And as she did it, I swear on my mother's soul, I felt what I told my sister later if felt like one of the very few tent pegs keeping me tied to the earth is gone. Gone. Holy God. What am I going to do? Chris won't talk to me. Jeff is dead. Marge, i can't face her, not like this.
It was a really weird thing. I cry writing about it. it was just like this final,
"Oh."
Diane was still there, but just peripherally.
What do you do then?
All that was left was a disapproving, family, an unpredictably cruel work environment, a dis-interested and somewhat alarmed ex-husband, and a special kid?What do you do?
You pray.
You get real humble, and you realize that there really is nothing left.
And then, it gets better.
Who am I kidding?
All through that drama, I had Sam, Jerry, good work times, good books, some laughs. Nothing was switched on, but it was enough. it was LESSON. It was KARMA. It was setting things up for the pay offs.
Because, as Kryon says, ans as I like to fancy, for each of our koans, whether it be why is the mailman such a dick, or why in god's name am I here and I am all alone? well, every time we solve one, we, like, earn a stripe. You sort of open up the DNA, crack open the light, start the journey. See? Every single time.
And cracking koans is fun. It's free, very entertaining, very enjoyable pasttime, although they can drive you a little crazy.
So today, it is a gentle day. I got up feeling great, and I ran some real fun errands. Then I came home and got to see Sam and Jerry. I gave them a ton of pictures that I have gone through that pertain to them, asked them to got through them and return what they don't want. Lots of photos of his folks, who have both passed on.
It's really the least I can do. And it's free. And the room was just THICK with love. Just thick with it. And it felt very good. Very good indeed.
So, I can say that I have, not had, three friends, confidently. Chris is here, somehow with me, allowing me to feel the thrill of being pretty, of being weird, of being someone people sort of envy, in a weird way, since they'd never ever consider actually being what it is they are fascinated with. That's Chris. And now that's me.
And here is Jeffery, the trickster, the one who framed, for me, and some of his other friends, one day, when he felt like it, a calligraphied sentiment right from his heart, about me being his ever angel, and how much he loved me. Just because he felt this would be a good thing to do. Now he travels with me. Being bold, laughing loudly, cracking wise.
And Diane, she is here with me, doing her thing, always loved, and now I know that, and I can tell her that. Now I remember. Sometimes I didn't realize that we love each other so, that I love her so, and I got anxious or would get my feelings hurt, blah blah blah. Just so unnecessary. So i think I can be a better friend to her now, more accepting and less judgmental, now that I know we really are cut out of the same cloth anyway, and she's one of the gang, and it really is going to be alright now, we are together now, and there really is nothing that we can't do together, here in my head, on a Friday evening, two and half hours from my shift at the hospital.
I need to get out of this. I need to be doing this writing full time.
I need to get on that.
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10 May 2013 - 7:39pm
I kinda think this is gonna be one of the strangest times of my life. For all kinda reasons. That's the
reason I keep using the same title...so I will be able to refer back to these blogs if I want to. The
reason I know this is a good idea is because I've never done it before so finding certain time periods
is really hard to do if you wanna remind yourself of something that happened. Leaving myself some clues
this time.
Just sitting outside in the sunshine I was sorta doing a mental list of things I like about being
here. Thought I might note these things down...posterity and alla that. The first thing on my
like Ukiah because list is the weather. I gotta tell ya moving into summer is a whole lot more
my style than moving into winter. I like that my Mom is here, and my family. It's nice to be
with family after all these years of separation. I can't actually say I know either my sister or
brother any better than I ever did, but we have established a comfortable communication and that's
good. They have been like total strangers for decades. Another thing on my like Ukiah list is
gonna sound kinda silly, but I really do like it alot. Running water into the swimming pool. I
know it sounds kinda dumb, but sitting there in the sunshine with the water rushing in you can
close your eyes and imagine a waterfall in a forest. Give yourself all sorta really nifty
mental movies. I like Jello chocolate pudding. The kind you cook and serve warm. There are
a few other old faves I'm enjoying...triskets, taco bell, Hawaiian Punch. Hmmm...that's not
a very long like list is it? I guess the what I DON'T like about Ukiah list is gonna be even
shorter. One item only...it's not home.
OK, that doesn't LOOK like much of a balance, but it works for me. It's kinda funny how I feel
being here. It's like I'm in one of those six degrees of separation or something. I know in
my head I miss my family, my companions, my land, but it's not the kinda missing that makes you
sad or fills you with longing. It's more like some sorta 'on hold' kinda feeling. Like such
a big part of me is grounded into that land that even when I move my physical being somewhere
else I'm still connected. There's this feeling of solidness. God knows I couldn't even do
this without Catch and Jordan being there as my solid foundation, so maybe that's what it's
about. What it actually feels like is that I'm sorta bi-locating, but not on a physical
basis. Does that make sense? Like I've left part of myself there and that part, or aspect,
is 'holding the fort' for the rest of me. Like even though I'm physically present, at least
here in my 3/4D awareness, some other aspect might be 'covering' for me while I'm away. Nobody
can see me there, but it still feels like part of me is. Always will be. Maybe that's a
first dimension memory, when I was a stone. Who'd know?
Off to finish up my sister's laundry for her. I can't even imagine what things woulda been
like here if I wasn't around, with both my Mom and my sister having major health issues.
Interesting isn't it? How Universe places exactly where we need to be exactly when we need to be
there?
yarra
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10 May 2013 - 5:02pm
Greetings beautiful children of God Source consciousness. I am Mother Mary. I would like to speak to you today. Dear ones how many times a day you think of yourself as a beloved beautiful blessed soul? You do not, dear ones. Why is that dear ones? Why don't you see so much beauty inside you? Why dear ones? Indeed, you are so beautiful and so blessed. Oh please, do not look at your appearance in the mirror. This is not what I am talking about. I am talking about your beautiful heart, about your beautiful soul, do you see the beauty inside you? Do you? I see the beauty inside you. I see a beautiful garden full of different colors. Dear ones, it is you. Yes, you! You are indeed so beautiful. I would like you to start practicing loving yourself, nurturing your beautiful soul. It indeed needs nurture. It has been neglected for quite some time. I nurture the beautiful souls of humans, human consciousness. I want you to help me with this task. Start with yourself dear ones, nurture your beautiful soul, nurture yourself, love yourself. Do not struggle, indeed there is nothing serious to struggle about. Feel more relaxed. Do something every day that can make you feel happy, make your beautiful soul happy, make it sing. Your soul can sing. Let your soul sing. You get so caught up with your 3D illusion. You forget that you can sing. Your soul gets so sad in some way, when you do not allow it to sing. Make yourself happy today, make one day special. Have a dance class, write a song if you wish, be creative, spend time in nature. Reconnect yourself with the Divine Source consciousness.
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10 May 2013 - 3:52pm
The Federation of Light through Blossom Goodchild
May 10, 2013
Blossom: Hello again ‘up there’! I know you are aware of the amazing Galactic Channellings translator team. Many say they feel you are with them as they translate. They have asked if they may ask you a few questions and it would be my pleasure to be able to do something in return for all that they do for ‘US.’
The Federation of Light: Good morning to you and each one. Indeed this is agreeable and we shall do our upmost to answer precisely ... to avoid confusion.
Blossom: Great. Thank you. The first question concerns the experience of specific changes in our physical bodies or any symptoms that may associate with our bodies during the ascension and the speeding of the vibrative frequency, and if you can give us any advice about the symptoms and how to treat them?
The Federation of Light: Well, we would address the matter by saying this. Your bodies as you know are your temples. They are your housing for this life experience. Throughout time much has been laden upon these bodies ... causing them to have to overwork and be underpaid! That which your body requires is not found in fast foods and fizzy drinks. It is not found in addictions of varied sorts … it is found in nature. It is grown from within Mother Earth. It is sourced from trees … yet we feel we are telling many that which they already know.
Yes indeed your bodies are changing to that of a LIGHTER energy. The LIGHTER side of you. We would ask that you ‘listen' to what your body is telling you … for it knows what is best ... yet many tend to pass these whispers by. One has become so conditioned to that which does not suit and therefore accustomed to that which does not serve when it comes to your temple. One chooses ease over sense at times. There is choice of course and that is down to each individual. We do not judge and therefore it is interesting to see those who recognise the response to the ‘natural intaking' in order to gain the fullest from this magnificently designed home in which your soul lives.
Many changes have been taking place within for a long while. The reaction to these changes may consist of headaches, lethargy, aches and pains, neck aches ( for it is lengthening) … and much more . Yet do not take it upon oneself to feel … 'Oh I need do nothing about it, these are 'ascension symptoms' for again … if you take the time to give ‘pure nourishment’ to the self you will find that much of these ailments disappear.
You ask how they can be treated? … LOVE … by thinking thoughts of pure LOVE. These are not life threatening ailments … they are quite the opposite and really in Truth … not as ‘serious’ and debilitating as many make them out to be. The process of change can sometime be a little uncomfortable ... yet none of these ‘symptoms’ are ‘putting one out ‘ to a degree that leaves them incapacitated. Much that is taking place within is so gradual that you haven’t even noticed!
You are having some upgrading work done for your benefit and the newness that it brings will have you FEELING so much Lighter. You will find a Lightness of step and a freeing movement that … all we can say … feels different.
The pace in which you accept this adjustment is entirely up to you. You cannot go against it and you will find that more and more you desire to change eating habits as you allow the natural function of the new you to fall into place.
Of course we would say that meditation can assist in seeing you through this … yet in all Truth we do not see it as a major issue. It is a major change indeed, but much of which many feel during this physical change may be due to some other matter ... yet 'blamed' on the ‘Ascension symptoms’.
Blossom: Interesting indeed!
The Federation of Light: Dear friends … think of a snail … it carries its home on its back. You have the human form in which your soul can reside. The more you take care of the human form the more your soul rejoices. Much is common sense. You may look at an iced bun and yearn for it … yet that is ‘sugar control … sugar conditioning’ … to the mind. Your soul however ... if given the choice would much prefer a juicy apple from a tree ... yet that unfortunately in ‘your time’ is not so easily accessible.
Yet it shall be. More and more of you are becoming aware of treating your bodies as they should be. You are looking into matters that do not serve and changing your habits. This is most pleasing … for to become conscious of that which you put in you, certainly will show and glow on the outside as you begin to recognize the difference.
These new bodies will not be able to accept the toxins and they will let you know when presented with them. Sometimes in a manner which helps you to recognize that a particular food simply no longer suits and will ‘reject’ it.
To finish on that matter we would say that the best way for you to adjust is to ‘’listen’. Know when it is time to rest. Know when it is time to play . Know when it is time for sustenance and know by instinct whether anything that you choose to partake of ... in and for your body ... is one which will serve.
Blossom: Many thanks for that. Another! Is there any possibility that our GFL friends may reach and communicate with certain individuals during their dreams or visions?
The Federation of Light: Without question. It is happening far more than you realize. Many, many of you have your own ‘private’ conversation with us. Yet it is not always the case by any means ... that all these communications can be shared. Many prefer to keep them private. Some share only with small groups. Some find themselves questioning whether they are actually in touch with us or their own imagination.
So many of you on the other hand ... have a deep desire to have a chat with us ... yet feel you are not worthy … thoughts of ‘Why would they contact me?’ etc. Why wouldn’t we? Of course we speak with you in your dreams. Sometimes you may see a flash of Light before ‘drifting off’… You would be surprised what a long conversation you have just had!
Blossom: That sounds lovely … yet I know many would like more tangible evidence that they are in touch with you.
The Federation of Light: Then they must be a little more patient. We are more than aware of the ‘need’ … and we do not use that word Lightly … for our presence to be ‘concretely known’. Many of you wonder why we do not step in IMMEDIATELY in order to change the wrongs into rights. Yet there are laws that must be abided by ... Universal Laws. It is not that we are waiting until the last minute … before we step in as super heroes! ... Do you see? … That is not what this is all about. Yet many of you are expecting this and thinking that then everything will be alright and on you move into a better understanding … a better world.
Dearest one … yes, we have the technology that shall benefit so much in so many ways. Yes, we have means to ‘have a good spring clean’ … yet spiritual evolvement is not about that! We are not saying that we cannot assist. We can and we will. Yet it shall come at a time when souls of your Earth are ready to cooperate.
We hear you think as we stated that Blossom ... ‘but we are … aren’t we’?
So many of you indeed are leading the way. You can FEEL the changes within and see evidence without.
IT IS OF THE GREATEST IMPORTANCE TO US THAT THIS MASSIVE TRANSFORMATION IS HANDLED WITH DELICACY FOR THE BENEFIT OF ALL.
There are so many complications that many are not even able to conceive.
It is imperative that we ‘get it right’ and timing is everything. Indeed there have been many ‘disappointments’ due to the ‘behavior’ of those who have no agenda to assist ... and many last minute changes have taken place.
WE WILL NOT PUT YOU AT RISK.
Consequences of actions that are not thoroughly thought through could ‘swing everything’ in the wrong direction.
We say to you from the deepest place of KNOWNG dear ones …
YOU SHALL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED.
You have concern that the plans are never going to leave the drawing board.
Oh if you could only see … if you could only know!
Blossom: Tell me about it!! I guess the thing is … we know there are many still asleep … yet for those of us awake … could you not organize a little day/night trip and give us a little tour or something? You say many visit in their dreams and many write in to say they have experienced this … so it can be done … could it just not be on a bigger scale? It’s not that one needs proof of you … one needs a ‘break’!
The Federation of Light: And breaks are given. Yet the minute you come back into this density it blurs the mind.
Blossom: Or wipes it out! So not really that uplifting if we can’t remember the trip. It’s not like we can bring back a photo album so we actually know we were there. This is our problem guys … surely with ALL YOU ARE CAPABLE OF … more ‘hints’ more ‘evidence’ to individuals can be shown . Many are so tired and so out of sorts … it’s not that easy down here. Little ‘presence’ here and there would be such a boost. I know we knew what we were in for before we came … but we were not here then … and reporting to you from here ... we are asking you to consider ‘a boost’. Down here when a family member or friend is tiring , another will offer assistance … You are our family … and ‘we’ll get by with a little help from our friends!’
The Federation of Light: Yet even as you speak Blossom … we know that you know ... and many who read our words ... that all is going according to plan.
Blossom: All well for those who know the plan. We are left rather in the dark …
The Federation of Light: Yet you know you are not. You cannot be. You are of Light! You know within … you know it. That is why you continue on … because ONE DAY … this part of the plan will be done with ... and you will have moved into a completely different phase of the game and these concerns will no longer be part of your makeup.
We admire you … We Love you …
We shall take on board that which you have said. For indeed we are not 'down there' continually living in that vibration and these things are not always understood by us.
Blossom: Oh … I thought they were.
The Federation of Light: Only on a vibrational level … which is quite different from the spoken word.
Blossom: I know it is time to close … it’s been a bit of a funny one today … yet I need to make it clear that I was not getting stroppy or having a go at you … just putting peoples points across.
The Federation of Light: Which is what you came here to do Blossom.
Blossom: Luckily I didn’t know that in my school days. My careers officer would have had a bit of a problem!
The Federation of Light: LADIES AND GENTLEMAN … YOU ARE VERY MUCH CLOSER TO THAT WHICH YOU LONG FOR THAN YOU THINK.
It is wise to do your very best to resume a state of peace and Love within you. Hold it within you … it shall be of great credibility to your soul … when the games begin!
Blossom: On your marks … get set … IN LOVE AND THANKS TO YOU!
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10 May 2013 - 3:03pm
I AM Juliano speaking in the Light and Love of the Most Radiant One. I will shortly introduce myself for the people that don't know me. I have a history on earth, in fact I was one of the apostles of Jesus. You know me as John. I'm a 5th dimensional-being from the planet Arcturus. So I'm an Arcturian. We are here to assist you to become fully aware of your new state as 5th dimensional New Earth beings. I will bring you a continuing report of how things are going on earth from our perspective.
So what's going on? What we see is that the global consciousness is getting more and more aligned. A lot of people are already connected to the new Earth grid and daily feel the new energies that surround them. At some times they already slightly touch the grandness of their being and the many possibilities that lie before them. It is a state that says: everything is possible. And that's what IS. In the new dimension there are no limited choices.
But still, we are talking about a transitional phase and that means that a lot of different energies are coming together. It is from your perspective really a battle between good and bad energies. You can see how that is represented in the physical world right now. A lot of people are awakening but at the same time a lot of war is going on and the way that the over-materialised part of the world is defending their belongings can be seen as a war too. I can assure you that this is a final battle, and this planet is meant to be for the good.
We also acknowledge that al the talking about disclosure and decloaking can be very frustrating. But if you look at the facts, you see that the global consciousness is becoming more open for the fact that Extra Terrestrial Life exists. For example all the media reports about the Citizen Hearing About Disclosure and about the film Sirius show their openness. Although some media make fun of it, the reaction of people is that they're starting to believe the fact of our presence more and more. Some people already know that we are here, some are not yet ready to believe, but we are heading for a decloaking for sure. When? That can't be said in detail. Till that time keep praying and meditating for the Good. You will be rewarded.
With Light and Love, Adonai!
Master Juliano
Channeling by San LeoSol
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10 May 2013 - 11:47am
by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 05/10/13
Today we would like to talk about the ongoing Ascension process. We know you never get tired of updates, especially those which give you some news about the progress toward the uncloaking of ships. Your imaginations are vivid and accurate - you know it will have a very powerful effect on the psychological state of the population when it happens. We believe this is true, for the most part.
Of course, there are still many who trust in the system of values and beliefs you live by now - the religious and social mores which organize your lives. It is difficult, well, nearly impossible, for instance, for them to imagine a world without money or financial systems, without the need for work that absorbs half of everyone’s adult life. They cannot conceive of a life in which “leisure time” is considered living your life. The equation work=responsibility is so ingrained in the consciousness of the people that they cannot imagine a life in which a painter or a musician is valued the way corporate executives are now, and where there are no corporations, nor any need for them.
Now, how do we help the civilization of Planet Earth to rework their belief systems to make room for understandings which defy description in the language you have been raised with, and the concepts you take for granted? We have been working hard to provide you with new information which will stretch your brain connections to make space for the understanding of things which are largely derided or disparaged in your culture.
For instance, sensitivity is a given in higher dimensions. The ability to sense others’ feelings and thoughts is as natural as breathing among beings who communicate telepathically. It would be the equivalent to being deaf and blind for a being to be without the powerful gift of sensitivity - the full use of the senses. In your so-called modern cultures it is considered a weakness - the province of weaklings and sissies, which is also defined as synonymous with female.
How are we to even transmit the simple idea that women are equal to men? and that children deserve respect as much as adults do? There are still large areas of the world where a female child is considered a burden and a curse, while a male child is celebrated. These are not cultures in which the slightly larger physical stature of the male is valued because of his ability to lift heavy objects, for that is not the most important attribute of the male in any culture. There does still remain the sad truth that men do have greater physical strength than women, and can thereby threaten them with bodily harm. This is an extremely primitive level of development.
Imagine, for instance, the reaction of a Right-wing Fundamentalist religious group where hatred and contempt for freedom of choice in every area of life is the norm. What will be the effect of uncloaking and landings to a group of people who despise anyone who is not exactly like them in their beliefs and ways. They are abusive because most of the have been abused at one stage of their lives or another. Their lives are governed by fear, and by the arrogance that springs from fear. Will they gladly accept the suggestions for changing their culture toward gentler and kinder ways, as presented by, say, Athena, whose ship is called “Dove?”
Will any of the large institutions of Planet Earth be willing to voluntarily accept that the era of the feminine has begun, and that in the millennia to come women will be the leaders while men play a supporting role? Advanced technology will not only replace oil, gas and nuclear power. It will also level the physical differences between male and female. When children can drive and women can work at any endeavor a man can, how will males find their balance and their self-worth?
So you see, Dear Ones, there is much more to this decloaking business than simply showing the world that you are not alone, or that your Brothers and Sisters are not hostile. There is the profound experience of Culture Shock to be taken into account. We know from past experience that poor people who win the lottery often wind up a year later with less than they started with. We also know that disruptions in the social network are frequently accompanied by increases in violence and mental illness. We are concerned for the peace of mind of the weakest among you - the vulnerable children and the single mothers, and those in areas of poverty where mobilizing the police force to “keep peace” could create great danger for the inhabitants.
There are, as we have said, numerous variables to be considered as we move toward the greatest Shift to be accomplished in the history of the Universe. It is requiring an educational campaign worldwide to prepare the people for change in the very foundational assumptions which order your world. This series of messages is one of those campaigns. It has had a very positive effect across the U.S and Canada. It is now also picking up steam around the world. It is being read on every continent, in most of the countries of the world.
Now we ask you to help us by sending this message on to five of your friends or family members who have never seen them before. Yes, we are creating a “chain letter,” and it is truly for the Greater Good! Please help us to educate the entire world about The True Way, and to help them feel comfortable with making contact with the Star Brothers and Sisters who have come to help, to share, and to express their love and concern for your welfare. It is our hope to create an environment in which no one will be shocked or terrified; no one will be completely unaware of the growing presence of benevolent ships which are waiting to make friendly contact with you, their little sister planet.
Many governments around the world have very recently agreed to open their files to reveal the truth about past contacts with extraterrestrial life. So far, there has been a boycott on spreading the good news which is being uncovered. As we have told you, the mass media is for the most part useless now, since nearly all the news outlets on the planet are owned by three or four powerful entities which intend to maintain the status quo. The others are simply cowed into offering nothing but celebrity news and a few tidbits of local politics, mostly focusing on the personalities and sexual habits of individuals.
We have often said that everything is perfect just as it is, that events unfold as they need to, and that all will be uncovered when the time is right. This is true of the era you are living through now. Look how the seemingly trivial pursuit of lurid sexual details has had a liberalizing effect on attitudes about sexuality and reproduction. Movie stars who uncover and celebrate their growing bellies and their nursing habits have finally, with the endless repetition of these images, broken down the taboo against associating sex and reproduction! The new interest in celebrity children is opening up a new focus on children and their care, accompanied by a spirited debate about what is and is not good for them.
The iconic photographs of pregnant women have finally, by repeated exposure, extinguished the aversion to discussing, or even acknowledging issues surrounding bonding, marriage, sexuality and childrearing in a way that would have been impossible just 50 years ago. Publicly indulged voyeurism has brought to the light what really happens when two people begin a partnership with the intention of creating a family, and what helps or hinders that process. It is truly a New Era of Enlightenment, where bringing daylight to the hidden corners of life has finally begun to encourage sensitivity to the needs of pregnant mothers and the men who have been equally involved in the creation of new life, and to the profound responsibilities it entails.
Would you have thought, a few years ago, that the Kardashian habit of flaunting and exploiting the voluptuous female form would have led to a series of family life lessons in glorifying reproductivity in addition to showcasing the sexuality of a multiracial family? It has had a greater influence on reducing racial tensions and prudery than 50 years of civics and health class lessons could have accomplished. These themes have laid the groundwork for what is to come: the opening up of the last bastion of secrecy and “privacy” - the belief systems and practices of various religious groups. The precious quality of irreverence has begun to enter the bloodstream of the previously hidebound, self-righteous North American people. Freedom cannot be far behind.
You see, Beloved Children, as in the past, the fears about the dissolution of “family values” - really the fear of open questioning and intelligent discourse - have been proven groundless. Television and the internet have worked their magic. The world is constantly being exposed to an onslaught of images of cowering women in burkas, side by side with daily documentation of the growing bellies of bikini-clad tanned and healthy bodies of proud Western women. Can one planet sustain such absurd contrasts for long? We hope not.
We have given you just a glimpse of the progress toward Disclosure. You were not aware, were you, of what was really in need of disclosure, beyond the activities of the cabal and the Galactic Forces of Light? The opening of minds and hearts is an ongoing worldwide process, and the groundwork is being laid in living rooms and kitchens across the globe. Do your part, Dear Ones, to speed the process by now throwing open the doors to a new view of what Life really entails, beyond the boundaries of the 3dimensional worldview of the past.
We celebrate your growing Vision, your efforts at self-reflection and honesty, and your newfound camaraderie in the Lightworker community. We urge you to continue your push to open yourselves and others to new possibilities, the likes of which you have not even begun to envision yet.
We are Mother/Father God, in company with the gathering Legions of Light.
Via Kathryn May, May 10, 2013, 3 am. www.whoneedslight.org
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10 May 2013 - 9:26am
Published on 9 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
This is the first video I hope to make with Aristo. He is my friend from Greece who has been commenting in Facebook on my videos for over a year and a half; and he even compiled a book early this year that he entitled: "From Illegality to Divine Legacy, A Glimpse into the Journey of Ron Van Dyke, A Facebook Chronicle of Ron's videos and the Commentaries of a Friend." He will do most of the talking in today's video that we recorded yesterday following that video, which he watched just before we made the recording. Here's Aristomenes Christos Papageorgopoulos.
Blog entry
10 May 2013 - 7:38am
Hello Dear Friends ~
Goodness me!! Talk about huge shifts in energy in the past several days. I am speaking of the collective shift
that continues, whether one is aware of it or not. I have no idea about astrology and its effects, as we always work
with the divine energies involved in whatever part of the process we are working with at the time.
The astrological side of things may be working their magic in other aspects of the shift, but for me, I am only reporting
what I experience myself that goes on behind the 3D scenes.
If anyone is wondering WHY this or that hasn't happened yet, it's because when in 3D we only have the 3D to compare
things with. When you get behind the scenes, like the workers who work behind the curtains of a stage-play, an awful
lot is being done that is very difficult to describe in words. We/I feel it through my body and whole spiritual being.
Absolutely worn out and feeling placed into another aspect of higher-awareness.
With the work that goes on, it comes in the Now and happens automatically without thinking about it. It's like codes
are activated that we carry within our spirit body and we then know exactly what to do. Where we go in our day and what
we do is symbolic on some other higher level. That is another role that the physical world plays. It's symbolic of the
higher worlds but in a very simplistic way, as the higher realms are fully light-expanded and contain levels of higher
divinity.
A mountain climber could relate to a climb that means everything to them to get to the top! Each difficult aspect of the
mountain that they accomplish successfully and intact, is celebrated with much zeal. The higher they climb the more
of the whole landscape around the mountain is visibile to them. The same for raising one's vibrations and graduating
to the next dimension. A tremendous amount of hard work needs to be done to expand the light to ascend higher.
Anyway, just sharing my last few days of another shift within all shifts that will continue until we get there.
It all happens in the Now...........even the realization of exactly where I have landed takes time to filter into the earth
consciousness. One needs to let-go more and more of the unnecessary holding on of the past and the dramas
that go on in order to keep the aura clear to receive these transformations. Third dimension will be going away,
but there is so much work left, which is obvious when you look around you. Focusing on the inner-world is vital.
Namaste and love, Tara.
Blog entry
10 May 2013 - 6:14am
Whole lotta folks got let down when it seemed nothing happened at end of the Mayan Calendar. Let's
face it, there were some VERY inviting proposals going around the place. The whole consciousness of
the planet and all it's life was gonna switcho presto become a wonderland. Well, I think we mighta
got it all wrong...well, not ALL wrong. Just the switcho presto business was wrong. It wasn't an
'instant transformation' kinda thing. Well, maybe I've got that wrong and it actually WAS a switcho
chango instant kinda thing and it's just taking us a long time to figure it all out and REALIZE the
change has been made. Or is in the process of being made. Yarra' theory of realization.
Last night I found myself having trouble centering myself. You know what I mean, when you sit down
for your meditation and thoughts come zooming in and you have to find that space in between. It
was sorta like that, except I wasn't actually having any trouble finding that space between, what I
was having trouble with was being fully present in the now moment. Mind was exploring past and future
like a kid in a candy store. I'd get refocused, and next thing I knew it was off again. This went
on quite awhile then I finally realized something was blocking me from fully experiencing the now moment.
So I growled at mind in a most unladylike manner and tried again, but then realized it wasn't mind
at all, it was ego stopping me in 3/4D...or trying to. That seemed kinda strange. I mean ego has been
on the home team for ages, what's it doing now? So I thought about that for awhile and remembered that
ego only pokes its head up when it's feeling fear these days...so what was it afraid of? To be honest
I never did actually figure that out. What ego feared. I just decided to move beyond it. Required
a surrender. Haven't had to do a surrender in AGES...but that was what felt right.
No sooner did I complete my surrender business than it suddenly came to me that if we've been dimension
jumping then that means we can get there from here. That it's just a matter of switching the location,
or perhaps frequency, of your attention. If you are operating with your 3/4D consciousness you get 3/4D
thinking. If you're coming from 5D consciousness there's a more expanded view of Universe available.
OK, I know, sounds kinda space cadetish, but I figured what the heck, might as well give it a try.
Had this little ummm...interruption...by ego again. It was like ego was acting as gatekeeper or something.
Like it wanted me to STAY in 3/4D consciousness. Dunno why, that's just how it felt. Took a bunch more
surrendering but finally I got to the realization that I was thinking from my 5D consciousness. Operating
on a higher level of being. Course the very instant I realized that I starting observing rather than
experiencing. Required going through a whole buncha more intending and surrendering before I finally got
past the stage of narrating my own experience and started being it.
What I learned led me to the discovery of the theory of realization. Here's the thing, we've always had
a part of ourselves existing across all the Ds...that's just how the system works. We came from the Mind
of Creation, did this whole split screen experience business, and I guess when we finish up the entire
journey we go back to where we came from. So that means that a portion of our consciousness exists
across all the Ds at once. I think the change that happened, the change that alla the prophecies talk
about DID take place. Only it only took place on the fifth dimension. When everyone said the world
was gonna change and we could be 5D beings here on Earth that's exactly what they meant. Only thing
they left out was that it's only taken place in our 5D consciousness. If we want to see that change,
be that change, we have to be thinking from our 5D consciousness. Change HAS happened. Just as prophecy
said. 5D consciousness is now available to humanity. We just haven't come to realize it yet, or what
it means when we DO realize.
Be nice to say I've got this all worked out and I can dance the Ds at will, but that isn't exactly how
it's working out. So far I keep shooting myself in the foot by getting all excited and thinking on
3/4D terms and the awarness of myself in 5D consciousness sorta slides away. It's like the veil has
been lifted but it's been there so long my eyes still see it there or something. I'm working on it,
and so far I'm managing to stretch out the amount of time I can spend there. Here's an odd little
tidbit that came from alla this. Could be my imagination flying away on me, but I got the idea that
the observer, the self that is always watching yourself over your own shoulder, 'went away' when I
was in 5D consciousness...or whatever it was. Like the observer has no need to observe when you're
in that awareness. You sorta BE on a whole new level.
My plan is practice...eventually even 5D conscious awareness will lose the glamor and mystery once
the new wears off and then you can get in tune and resonate with it. Right?
Something else kinda interesting happened to me today...I was pruning around my Mom's place and I
suddenly realized that the connection to Mother Earth that I had felt was 'lacking' here in Ukiah
woke up and became present. Guess my energy touching the plants must alterted the Inner Earth
GPS system or something. Reset. Made present location adjustments. I dunno how it happened, but
it sure did feel good. Gonna do that again tomorrow.
yarra
Blog entry
10 May 2013 - 4:22am
PLANETARY LEVEL ~ SHARED BY MELERIESSEE
Challenge is the buzz word for 2013 and this month it becomes increasing more powerful. We have been guided by the God Force that this year would represent “synchronization” and that if we did not let go of the old forces within us that it would push us into a new way of existing whether we were ready to go into that phase or not.
We did not do a Frequency Update last week as the energy was in a stillness and I could not find the right words to explain what was occurring. In addition the Unified Whole Command asked me to take a back seat in sharing any energies. I think sometimes we just need to flow with what we have received in order for the next phase to occur.
This is the stage that we are experiencing presently. As of Thursday, May 9th, at 5:29 PM Pacific, US time, 12:29 AM GMT, we experienced a New Moon with a Solar Eclipse. I always love the essence of the new moon energies as they represent new beginnings. I have never been one that stays stagnant very long which has allowed me to flow within my pathway as it changed continuously. This week we are no longer staying idle and moving into another direction that is guided by our higher self and the journey that we have chosen to create.
This moon represents a testing period. We have gone through the resurrection phase of the Festival of the Christ and are now moving towards the Wesak energies in which we arise to a new level of existence. But before we can do that we must stop and take inventory of what we want to bring along for the ride or remove it out of our soul’s personality and consciousness so that we never have to experience it again. We are being guided to make choices about our existence upon this earth and our inner ability to achieve the highest focus of life upon this planet. This will represent our friends, family, interactions personally and on the computer and how they directly affect our well-being. What is your focus for your life presently and how can you make it better so that your higher self is guiding you through your physical existence? These are very important questions because we are living in a very powerful state of being upon this planet. GAIA is accelerating and we must move with her or decide this is not the place for us to inhabit.
So the testing ground will be set for each individual on the level that they are able to understand. Many individuals may just see themselves changing a job or residential location. Others are making life-changing alterations to assist themselves in living happier and content lives. But, the lightworkers are going to be challenged to be their best, to walk into their pathways on a deeper level, and make a strong commitment to the world in a way they may not understand. The ascended masters call this responsibility of the master and it is an important part of accepting our Higher Self intertwined within the physical body to create the full body system.
So if you are being challenged to create these changes, then it is your time to shine. Challenges always represent doorways for growth and opportunity. They are not easy but a necessary part of existence within the world of mastery. This Solar Eclipse will create opportunities for advancement as a soul on this planet and prepare each individual to move further in their chosen pathway. A doorway is being filled with the Light of the Truth to enable initiates to deepen their ability to access new avenues of knowledge and expertise to be shared with others in this world. The full moon is when we will be acknowledged for walking through the doorway of light and help to accelerate our livelihood in a new and different manner than we have experienced previously.
My advice to any individual that wants to go further into the depths of their essence is to call upon their guidance and higher self to assist them to step into the doorway of accessibility. The Wesak moon will prove to be the turning point for many individuals to fully accept the next stage of their growth. Take some time to reflect on the Solar Eclipse and New Moon on the 9th, 10th, and 11th to fully allow the next stage of your soul’s essence to be embodied within you. It will prepare you for the next stage of growth.
Happy New Moon!
COSMIC LEVEL ~ UNIFIED WHOLE COMMAND OF MANY MASTERS OF LIGHT
We speak to you on this day of the Solar Eclipse and want to assure each of you that the light of your essence will shine deeply on this day. We understand that you would like to see elements change immediately in front of your eyes but let us start with just one small miracle of your life.
A doorway has truly opened on this day and it is up to each and every one of you to understand what this opening of a new truth may mean for you and your existence. It is different for each person and not everyone will truly step into a world full of miraculous beauty. But it is possible today.
The New Moon is always a time of deep growth and awakening so it is with this transmission with open up new avenues of particles of light to shine into your heart. You see, we want to know that you deeply understand the trials of the pathways that you have chosen. No one has ever existed in this way as you are doing so in these moments of creation on GAIA. That is why it may seem insurmountable of what you want to achieve, but yet you are achieving it every moment you breathe the essence of your Divine Being as it becomes manifested within your existence.
We speak of the eloquence of the light in words that do not really understand one another, but yet it is the fluidness of the expression that you are experiencing. If we were to stand in front of you in this moment we could not show you the tangible elements that will make it seem real. It must come from your reality of light that you are into the physical being that you are inhabiting. Magic is upon us and now is the time to acknowledge the miracle of life and not look towards something that cannot exist for you without the realization of IMAGINATION. In truth this means that the childlike attitude of being in a world of magic is truly the way that you need to acknowledge the growth that you are experiencing in your life. If you look around you, the world is not doing as well as taking a breath of your own essence which combined with the energies around you make it quite magical. The reality is understanding how to create your own existence upon this planet. It cannot be done without allowing all parts of yourself to experience the essence of your soul’s existence.
If you think about it, this essence represents the soul’s birthing process of many souls existing at the same time within harmony of the self. There was great joy and expression of light and laughter within each moment. Your heart desires to feel this once again. So you have a special opportunity of allowing it to be so. You see, if you don’t imagine that it is occurring then it cannot occur. It must be a heart-felt message within yourself to create the dynamics of mystical thoughts and occurrences to come into your world. The more that each of you practice this exercise of the light within your world, it will become the light. The more you practice doubt, then that will be the resultant energies within your life.
The doorway is now open for a three-day period to create the existence of your life in the way that you always wanted it to be. If you allow yourself to be in a dream world of existence of all that you love and enjoy, then you can create the energies to become manifest within you. You have at your disposal at this moment in time the ability to be the alchemist and have your wildest dreams to come to fruition.
That is the beauty of this new moon and what she is showing you in your experiences. Be the child and step into this world with great laughter and enjoyment no matter what your present circumstances may be. You must change them within yourself and around you, then the outside influences will occur. Don’t think too hard about it; just be in the moment by dancing around the room, singing gleefully, and do whatever your heart desires with the purest of intentions. Walk through the doorway into your new existence and it will help mold all of your experiences in a completely different manner.
We share this message in this manner, because we feel that it is time to lighten up your load. You have been holding onto too much drama and hurts of the world; it is your time to shine as if everything already happened within you and around you. You are the magician, the alchemist, and the God or the Goddess about to embark upon the greatest adventure of your life.
This month is going to prove to be very powerful for each of you. If you take these energies we have shared and put them into your reality, then you will be able to accomplish the tasks at hand as if you were Merlin the Magician himself. You will find that the energies you encounter may be challenging but not insurmountable and you can laugh your way to the next part of your journey.
Wesak is right around the corner and the power of the energies are going to be so intense that you are going to need this time to walk into a world that a child dreams about in each moment. Allow your inner children to dance away all the ills and pains that you have endured as you move into a new paradigm of existence once again.
Flowing freely is the motto that we want to portray at this moment. We have asked our messenger, Meleriessee, to take a step back from promoting this Frequency Update as we wanted to see how the energies were enfolding within the planet. We feel everyone needs to be uplifted and shown that all is not falling away as long as you allow yourself to experience life in the highest level of joy and deep passion of the moment.
Take time in your moments to reflect this essence we experience and we believe that you will have a new outlook along with being ready to step into a higher existence of yourself. There always needs to be time to reflect, time to work, time to play, and then it creates the pathway to move forward as you receive the depth of courage that is needed for the next stage of the journey.
Wesak is going to assist each of you in creating this pathway for yourself and allowing the energies to assist you in the process. It is important to always allow the essence of your Divine Creation to be manifest within your physical creation but that is not always the case. It takes great diligence at times and that energy will be coming forward. We want you to experience your Light as we see it and expand it within you to allow for the full creation of your existence.
Take time during this cycle to honor all parts of yourself as you come into a new existence of yourself. It is growing deeply, we see it and honor it with all of our essence combined into the Oneness of the Unified Whole.
Blessings and enjoyment for an amazing period of restablization of your light.
We are the Unified Whole Command at your service.
©2013 Walking Terra Christa Academy of New Earth Mastery, http://walkingterrachrista.com, Rev. Christine Meleriessee & Mike Hayden, 5th Dimensional Mastery ~ All Rights Reserved.
Blog entry
9 May 2013 - 7:41pm
what is hope? and what does it mean to have hope?to me having hope means the following:it means despite all the troubles,setbacks and etc that life throws at us we don't allow ourselves to give up no matter what.it keeps pushing us towards and always keeping us hopeful and keeps us going on.i have a lot of powerful and unlimited amount of hope and much more than that as well.i had dreams that i hear the word lion and see a lion as well.well that is my inner force and inner will that keeps me going along with hope as well.add those two combine i am unstoppable and don't give up.i keep going and going not giving in and etc.some people may call that being stubbornness call it whatever you wish but i will keep going and going.my little brother tells me to at times that what i believe is stupid or wrong and this and that.i do admit he does annoy me in that way not him but his ignorance and close mind at times.he's still young and etc.my point is this i still have hope and much more despite whenever he tells me to give up i just get mad at him for saying that to be honest.anyway hope is something that should be priceless meaning in my terms something to always have within ourselves because loosing hope is a very dangerous thing to loose and throw away.sometimes hope is all we.also what is your inner power animal force that keeps you going?mine is personally the lion:)i am damn proud of that despite what people think or may think of that.its funny my little brother tells me i don't have a lion heart he tries to discourage my beliefs and etc at times too.he's something alright.plus he tells me for him having a lions heart means for example like told me is this way.lets take a professional boxer who keeps getting hit or knocked down but keeps getting back up on his feet despite that.well to him having the heart of lion means that way to him.he tells me pretty much in those words.well he's wrong to me having a lions heart means getting back up from anything it could be physically or spiritually and etc.anyway hope goes deep and runs deep don't let no one take that away from you.one thing i do wish and desire deeply though is to meet my twin flame preferably because i want someone to really understand where i come from and more.you know its like for example people sometimes accept your beliefs and etc just to be polite no i want more i want someone to truly understand me and get me.also hope is the thing within us that tells us everything will be fine don't give a damn what others might think.like David Icke says as soon as we stop letting fear of what others might think and we let that affects us in what we believe then that's when we stop making a differene.in order to make a real difference we have to step out and stop doing what others are doing and get out.we don't have to be another faceless dummy in the crowd.we are original don't die a copy.hope is also that thing within us that don't allow us to quit and give up.
Story
9 May 2013 - 7:06pm
On The Record .. Hilarion
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.Greetings on new days of new energies and new awakenings.
You have done well.... to survive.
Some of the energies present are glorious, and within you, it is also so.
That is a beginning.
Some of the energies present are not so wonderful, but do relate to the evolution and path of your planet.
So enjoy your personal inward and even secret revelations inside you, and yes... celebrate... for sure. And of course, honor your life and your self, even all parts of your self, always and no matter what. Even as they become less and less relevant as you expand into more of who you are,
even as you accept bigger natures of your self.
At the same time , we have deemed it beneficial to share with you a bit , just a bit, of what has been happening within the activities and awarenesses of our corp. (pronounced 'core') .
Here we go..
And remember that you are capable of going within in many varied, even different ways to sense or see how you sense or experience different ideas or things, on your own and for your self,
and this is always what we encourage, as ... practice sometimes does make perfect.
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Not everyone who leads or guides you is your friend.
Not everyone who advises you of the wonderful things that may or may not be happening is your benefactor.
There are many agendas around and touching earth at this time.
What is happening at this time is not actually being reported.
Nor specifics will i offer today, but i will offer something in a way that is useful at this time.
There is much that can be known, but alot of it is simply beyond your vibrational scope at this moment in your progress, and some of it is significantly enough outside of your current mental/spiritual realities, that parts of you feel that it would be hard to organize yourself in a functional way if you opened to some of those possibilities.
We will simply say that not everyone who claims to be your friend, is so.
Many agendas can be present behind seeming revelatory words.
Many agendas are different (at certain levels)than what is presented , or they look like in front.
We can try to counteract many of the attempts at disruption, even on a solar, stellar or cosmic level.
However, many of these movements have disguised themselves as your benefactors.
And some involved believe that they are acting beneficially, or as part of a 'beneficial' 'movement'.
In this way , your own energies are guided and gathered to help resolidify new control systems, of course you are not aware of this.
Somehow you have to grow enough to be capable to begin to see these things.
The controllers, and would be controllers will never present themselves as that ,openly.
In addition, you might do well to remember that it is your energies that are always used to solidify, or even part of in the building of the control systems. It gets used.
Are you aware that many groups who claim to be guiding you regarding the new energies , and offering to interpret their meaning for you, are actually involved in attempting to prevent them, the new energies from coming or staying.
And those working with them are not necessarily undertanding all levels of who and what they are working with,
Do you understand. Who and what you offer your energy and heart to helps determine your future.
You must become aware, as the truth is probably un believable to the vast vast majority of you at this time.
You would feel it as too much of a loss of faith, more than you would want to feel.
That is another factor in addition to inner frequency/unification -that makes it hard or more difficult to register and perceive these things.
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Don't worry, ...if you were immersed in non dual experience, it would be easier to manage simultaneous multiple realities, however most of you are not.
Therefore just remember this.... Your being belongs to you.
Your energies belong to you... all levels.
You need no one else to manage your energies for you. This is your time.
Use your energy within , up and back with your own divine counterparts... or sheep you will remain... sheep you will continue to be guided,
Now more than ever, withdraw your energies coming from all levels of your spirit to any outside realities you may have become involved in., and use this time, or window, to draw yourself in to a whole.
Call All your energies back and join with who you are supposed tp join with, if you choose...
that is your own being... including I Am and all that stuff, yes.....
and then you will have defeated the control systems that are in play at this time.
You bet this is a new era...
But it didn't come in because of all those 'benefactors' who are presenting themselves, esp intensified lately, as many of those are not what appears to be.
Redirect your energy within, where it can not be used in its less aware state of development against your future or your planets future.
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Remember, Candy always looks good,
but if feel something good, it maynot be coming from the 'candy' or the candy machine/dispenser.
Remember that.
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Hilarion
Story
9 May 2013 - 7:05pm
The sphinx speaks you have completed your purpose on earth
This message is more for many of the old souls upon earth, but can be useful for some of the new ones as well.
When we speak about the fact that you have completed your purpose, we speak about the fact that you have spent lifetime after lifetime, learning and experiencing upon earth, as the earth took care of you and in your way you took care of the earth.
It is time to let the young souls have their space upon earth, to have their time upon earth, as some of you will still be there to guide them but in a different form.
The earth was meant to be a physical learning experience, but was never required to be this long of a human physical experience.
It was meant to be a place where you would move up and back from a full source being into a human experience, still being able to access your full source being.
You have all drifted far away from this and now it is time for many of you to go back to this.
Yet many of you have no understanding, no human understanding we should say as many of your spiritual parts know this really well and have tried to guide you back to this form of existing upon earth.
You have been cut off from many of these parts of you and at this moment many of you are still cut off from these parts of you.
Experiences within the dimensional realities are not full experiences, many see them as full as it is something they have not experienced before.
The fact remains that many of you still have no understanding of the purpose of life upon earth, you are so entrenched within the physical experience that you do not see what is right before your eyes.
The shift you have just gone through is another chance to return the earth and all upon her to their original purpose.
Seemingly unnoticed by many however you are all still stuck within the old belief systems where there is no escape from the physical reality you have experienced over and over again.
How many times can you learn about grief, sadness, love, hate and anger?
When is it you begin to understand that you were stuck within a time loop created by a control system that did not allow you to move beyond its limitations of the physical?
The shift has taken you out of the old control into a new time line, a place where unlimited possibilities have entered again. Yet, within your own human being you have taken the control system with you, encoded within you.
No new codes can change this, and no new energy will change this, only you can change this.
Freedom is not something you know about, you think you have, it is something that can only be fully experienced by moving into your original state of being.
It is nice to know that you think you are more than a physical being, that you know that in reality you are a spiritual being, but what steps have you taken to bring it into fruition.
As many of you at this moment are still looking for a real purpose, you have found some small ones along the way, but I think many will admit that there still is something more.
We have spoken about this so many times, going beyond the physical, going beyond the physical reality, moving into a state of being source upon earth.
Moving back into your spiritual bodies, transforming the physical into the spiritual.
We cannot spell it out more clearly.
Many of you are falling back into the old control systems beliefs in a way, and a new control system is built through you. Before the shift the main control system was in the earth herself, at this moment you are assisting in setting up a new control system through your own human belief systems within your physical body. The old ways have not left, they are within you and even though you say you have moved beyond, you are holding on to all that was holding you back before and holding back now.
You have made changes within you, changes within your beliefs, but none of them move beyond the earth reality into your real reality. The only way you can do that is leave behind the earth reality and move fully into your source reality.
Leaving behind all beliefs of the human, but also the beliefs about the spiritual.
What you see as your spiritual reality is only a small part and it will remain small unless you make the choice to really move beyond all limitations.
This means that you actually take steps to move beyond.
Moving beyond is not done by just accepting what is present, thinking that the new energies are going to do it, as the new energies are not there for the purpose of you moving beyond all limitations. They are there to support all that will remain upon earth as they have not completed their experiences upon earth.
You have to realize that small steps are needed for the ones that remain upon earth, changing the earth reality in a reality where full consciousness is experienced by all would mean that the ones that are here, or have just come here, will not be able to go through their experiences and learning process they have chosen upon earth.
For those that are ready, time to grow up, leave home, and move onto the greater pasture of exploration once again.
From one source to another
Petra Margolis
May 7, 2013
www.ascendedmasters.org
Blog entry
9 May 2013 - 6:39pm
EVERY BODY'S ASCENSION TOOL KIT – QUIET AS THE SUN
Never have I written anything like what was produced yesterday. It is a crowning achievement, a synthesis, I think, of what I am currently aware of. It is a sliver, but the whole is contained in every paragraph of that massive tome, “Forever Friends...”
I woke up today with a stillness within me that I have been unable to shake.
An awareness, an awakeness, not an edge, really, but definitely something new.
My first thoughts, they are always so clear, so obvious, so freaking obvious, that I never write them down. Why write down that which is encoded into my very body, is probably how the thinking goes, as I am once again getting expelled, spat up onto my bed, between my linens, thick with the musky smell of rest.
Today the thoughts were crystalline. Pure. And really, really solid. Super obvious.
I don't remember any of them.
Something about how this is life now, something like, ok, now go. Do it. It's easy.
But I do remember, before that first cigarette, before I got up to make coffee, I hung out and just hung with this new grid, this new awakeness, and I remember shrugging, and saying, “Well, ok then.”
It was very, very obvious from that sparkly vantage point that I need to call a few things in. That some of the reason my life is not chugging along is that the pieces now required are not yet embedded within the 3d reality. So call it over, call it over.
It had to do with a man. Seems this is what is next. Someone who is going to allow more doors to be opened, someone who will surprise me with how big I am invited to be, and never, in this relationship, is there the unspoken, “Um, hey, there, yeah, right there, um, can't go any further. If you go further, it's over...” That has been the story of my love life, and it was a very nice device, but now it is not necessary.
So I think a lot of that first thinking spell was just getting my head on straight.
I don't even really remember what I called in.
is that irresponsible? Nope, I don't think so. What better p-lace to order my physical reality from, but the place that is not quite real, and not quite home. I think it is a deliciously pregnant place to play.
So, I have had a very delicious day so far. Beautiful, loving phone conversations with my sister and with my friend, lots of essay review and Kryon reading and pausing.
I have been pausing a lot, all morning. Not to hear something or see something just there at the corner of my awareness, nope, and not with the intention of actually hearing anything.
And that's where I end it today.
When Kryon's message about how all of this works, and why things are the way they are, and what our task is, well, the chatter stopped.
But this morning, it is reverentially quiet. Yes, the radio is on. But the squawking and mewling and whining and crying and complaining and arguing and all that stuff that used to be the soundtrack in my head, it is gone.
It is quiet.
Yes the radio is on, but I just don't sense a lot of other stimulation.
I don't think I am in a bubble or unnaturally disconnected or anything like that.
Being used to chatter, it is clear that this is a different area of my mansion, a quieter place in my house.
I am at peace, and I guess I am writing this, even though I didn't want to, even though this morning it came to me whole and happy that I never have to write again, now, that what I was meant to write all my life I wrote and posted yesterday, even so, here I am.
It's to tell you of a very interesting phenomenon I have noticed, it is about this noise we all know, never mention, and have trouble hearing over.
I think a lot of ascension is just figuring out what is yours and what is every one else's.
Is this anger mine? Is it yours? Is it justified? Is it not? Should I change my way of living, now that this thing has come to pass and my life is screwed up, or do I keep going? Oh what do I do?
See, I think that I am not unique, and that if I had this fog, this haze of confusion, strangling every good intention and happy thought I had, well, maybe others have it too.
And now that the noise is off, I can see the value of a life lived not worrying.
To not worry means to not get hooked by the barbs every anxious thought has sticking out from its hard, shiny shell. If you know that a thought is silly, can it bother you?
If I know that I, me, my awareness, who I am, is not subject to death, how afraid can I be? If I know that my conflicts come to me in order to help me figure things out, in order to feel real deeply, sometimes, but always to discover mercy and gratitude, how anxious can I be about the appointments I have scratched into my day planner?
Do you see?
If I do decide it would be fun to hold all sorts of fear around something, let's say I want to get all worked up about my housekeeping, or severe lack of it, then it is a guaranteed trip into the many, well known, well loved rooms of chaos I lived in most of my life.
I could do that.
I really could. It would be easier than having a dream, looking at my pile of laundry and deciding to launch into a blistering diatribe about all sorts of things, my parenting, my bad budgeting, I could, I used to, every day, month upon month, stretching over these last few years.
Wow.
And now, all I see is clutter that will take some time and care to unclutter, but, really, what else is there to do?
See the difference?
And maybe that is why I write this. To keep it real, to keep stitching this stuff right into my clothes, the ones I love and wear every day. Just keep stitching, keep making it real, keep hailing it and welcoming it and finding places for it. At least that's what I think.
So, now, here is the end, the last farewell to my friend, for another day, or maybe just a couple hours, or maybe the words won't get written for a week. Doesn't matter. They are always on time, and you, my reader, are, as always, the diamond in this pretty ring I have on my finger. You make something very beautiful more brilliant, more special, more entrancing.
I read through the posts of a group of awesome people who have adopted me.
One of them write a post this morning that she just heard that we have had 33 solar flares these last three days.
Walk with me.
Here in the stillness the cosmos seems to have cooked up for our enjoyment, let's just take a moment and think this through.
33 - That's the Christ number, the master teacher number. It is a very very holy one, the number that symbolizes all we strive for as human angels here on earth.
I had a dream about a year, year and a half ago, it was vivid, really real, felt like my breath had been knocked out of me in the dream, and upon awakening... I'd won the lottery. All of it was mine, and it was 33 million. And it was so real, this thing. I can remember being just so overjoyed, and I felt such immense relief and love, such love. And I was all excited, because now I could help everyone be happier in their daily lives.
Yeah.
Thirty three solar flares.
I don't have any sort of cellular confirmation, but I have a few hunches about the sun. I think our sun is like a hologram for The Great Central Sun, which, of course, is us, it's God, it's The All. And suns are there to feed creations with holy light, which is what the creations are actually made of.
And the sun we have, it is some sort of recording thing, some sort of plasmic being who is in cahoots with the whales, I think, and it's all magnetic and vibrational and tons of fun, but the sun responds to our soulic changes, not the other way around.
See, I think the sun is a big recorder, and maybe not an initiator at all. I think there are other things spurring on the energy, but I always see the sun as a mirror, really, not passive, no, but its role, I don't think is to change anything. It's to support and to love. Maybe Gaia and the Sun are paternal twins, I don;t know.
But thirty three solar flares.
And in three days.
Now, I don't know about you, but ever since, I think it was the 27th of April, my skull has pretty much been blown off. I am not who I was on tax day.
Kryon says three is the number of the catalyst. Three symbolizes that which is not altered, but which alters all it encounters.
Hmm.
Thirty three solar flares in three days.
I think it is wonderful fun that we are not subtle anymore.
It's great fun to see it happen, and not need subtitles.
And still, there are those in struggle and in strife and in pain and fear this day, and I know that is no fun. None at all.
I just have to say, I think that having one more big soul on the planet now who really cannot get behind this fear thing at all, just is unplugged and unaffected, that is how I feel, and I will bet you are feeling it too. Isn't it awesome, not fearing? It's really fun.
But it takes practice.
What do you do with the vacuum created from the absence of anxiety, or fear, or the nagging things your brain has gotten used to having poke at it?
What do you do?
Just stand back and watch.
I can't quite remember what it was, but it's gonna be great!
Teaching
9 May 2013 - 5:52pm
THE MOMENT OF QUANTUM AWAKENING
~ Ken Carey
Excerpt from "The Third Millennium: Living in the Post-Historic World"
www.reconnections.net
"At the moment of quantum awakening, change will occur rapidly, rippling across the terrestrial surface like a wave. Everything in the earth's gravitational field will be affected in some way. There will be a time of massive change, of change on a scale that has no historical precedent, though it does have antecedents in the prehistoric events of this and of distant worlds. The changes that your generation will experience before it passes the torch to another are more fundamental than those that accompanied the agriculture revolution-and those changes took thousands of years. They are more far-reaching than the changes of industrialization, which took nearly three centuries to transpire. Yet, deep and fundamental, massive though these present changes are, they will occur within the span of just a single life.
Properly understood, these changes and their coming have the ability to inspire a degree of hope and optimism unprecedented in the history of your race; for they spell the end of mankind's subconscious condition and therefore portend, as the scriptures of the world foretell, an end to bloodshed, starvation, warfare, exploitation, and needless suffering.
Within your lifetime you will witness revelations that will show the foolishness of much that was once deemed wise. You will watch as traditions and historical habit patterns once assumed to be survival imperatives are discovered to be detriment to a healthy life and to a healthy society. Behavior that made sense for creatures who imagined they were islands of individuality is abandoned by those who experience the interconnectivity of all life. The consciousness that is awakening upon this world is no respecter of Darwin values. Its perception brings new values and new ways of being. During these decades you are seeing the descent of the Angels of Healing. Even now, all around you-and perhaps in your own life-they are incarnating. In some cases these are beings who have not known human form since before the decent of historical time.
It is possible that you are among those who have held only a tenuous and flickering connection with your incarnational successions. It is no matter for judgment. Those who incarnate now, those who bring the fullness of their eternal talents, attributes, and perspectives into today's people, are the agents of healing. They alone have it in their power to experience this awesome time of transition as glorious or traumatic. All are invited to remember their essence, their purpose, their reason for being here, and to bring through into this age of transition the sense of celebration that invariable accompanies such remembrance.
Our numbers upon the earth have grown rapidly since our first large-scale arrivals began in the late 1960's. Yet it is not quantity, not numbers that will make the difference, but the quality of our compassion, the quality of the love that radiates from our hearts. Every individual who becomes a clear and undistorted channel for eternal love into these times offsets a thousand who remain locked in the dissolving values of the old.
We are rapidly dispelling what remains of human illusion, helping all to identify with the growing currents, the energies and the forces of love and life. You are already living in the dawning of the age of Planetary Awakening, the age of peace and community building. It is here now for the most sensitive to its fragrance, texture, majesty, and vision. The age has begun when the earth is to be cultivated like a flower garden and her gifts presented as conscious offerings to the gardeners of eternal beauty, the age when humankind return its gifts to the earth, to her soil, her streams, her mountains, her oceans, her creatures of water, air, fire, and clay.
The future, as always, holds an element of surprise. Yet some things are as certain as the movement of the stars. A mother never knows exactly what hour she will give birth to her child, but since she has a "due date," an approximate time when the baby is expected and will most likely be born. For millennia now there have been those in various traditions of both East and West who have known that the earth has a due date something during the second decade of the twenty-first century. Though there will be much awakening of individuals prior to the first unified movement of the awakened planetary organism, this movement, like a first breath, will occur in but a single moment. It is then that the Star Maker will consciously awaken in all systems of human biocircuitry capable of sustaining universal awareness.
Babies are sometimes born early, sometimes late. So be aware, be vigilant. Do not discount the possibility that the moment might come as a thief in the night. And do not be among the foolish who will wait until the last moment to come to terms with the rising awareness. This is to be an important occasion. It is the event that is central to all of human history. Our emphasis for many thousands of years now has been and continues to prepare you for this single moment. For though the changes will be dramatic, they need not be traumatic.
Though they will bring a fundamental human revisiting of reality's nature, this need not be perceived as threatening. Essentially, it is a positive and joyous event. The consciousness that will eventually emerge will be the consciousness of the Eternal One, the Creator, the Being of Life, awake and aware for the first time inside a material universe. Human circuitry is designed to accommodate this consciousness. In much the same way that your individual cells understand their relationship to you, each awakened human being understands him- or herself in hologramatic relationship to this unified field of awareness.
Since this perception of self differs significantly from historical perception, its emergence in collective human consciousness presents the potential of disorientation in those who might react to its coming in fear. We have much to do before the preparation of human consciousness is complete. Still, even if the awakening were to occur in this very moment with no further preparation, it would be an event of unprecedented beauty. However, in that case fewer people would be in a position to appreciate it. We wish to to maximize enjoyment and minimize discomfort for all concerned. If human beings understand more fully what is occurring, they will be less likely to react in ways that would cause them unnecessary discomfort.
Regardless of whether one accepts this change or attempts to back away from it, this event will be of greater power than any the earth has ever seen. More energy will be released in a very few moments than is typically released upon the surface of the earth in many years. This energy will take the form of heightened perception and deepened emotional connection, rejoining the individual and God.
Though this unprecedented time of intensified energy radiation still lies a few years before you, you are already near enough to it and the event will be so powerful that time is behaving with increasing subjectivity, bubbling and warping, creating islands of the future wherever there are those who deliberately invoke the energies of the emerging consciousness and demonstrate willingness to live their lives in love.
These are not disconnected islands beneath the receding seas of historical illusion. They are united in a veritable continent of rising awareness. As the new reality comes fully into human consciousness (at that moment when the Creator's luminous field comes into perfect alignment with the Earth Mother), all illusion of destructive nature will be dissolved. Though there have been many centuries leading up to this moment, when the moment comes it will be decisive.
There will be a great shift then, a single moment of quantum awakening. In this moment, the smallest interval of time measured in these dimensions-this interval that occurs in every atom between each of its billions of oscillations per second-will be lengthened unto infinity. An interval of nontime will expand. Through that expansion eternity will flow. Some will experience this moments as minutes or hours, others as a lifetime. Still others will experience this flash of nontime as a succession of many lives, and some few will, in this moment, know the Nagual itself, the great nameless Presence that exists before and after all these worlds.
In the expanse of the non-time interval, human beings will have all the time they require to realize, experience, and remember full consciousness of their eternal spirits and to recall the origin of their individuality in the primordial fields of being. All will have ample time to recharge their form identity and its biological projection with the awareness of who they are, why they have individualized, and why they have chosen to associate with the planet's human expression. Each one will have the choice to return to biological form or to remain in the fields of disincarnate awareness.
Those who choose to return to human form will do so fully aware of who they are. No longer will they be put partially incarnate; they will resume biological residence with the full memory and consciousness of their eternal natures, sharing the creative capacities of the Star Maker, whose reflective cells they will then know themselves to be.
Subconscious orientation in fear will be replaced by conscious orientation in love. The sudden release of power, as the polarity of the collective human emotional field shifts from outer to inner orientation, cannot be avoided no matter how smoothly we seek to guide the transition. All will feel an unmistakable surge of power in the instant of quantum awakening. This is as inevitable as the daily rotation of the earth's continents into and out of the light of the sun.
But the effects? The implications? There is no way to predict them. They depend on the choices you make today. By extrapolating current trends of consciousness we can establish a probable range of effect. But there may be as many as eight billion people incarnate at that moment, each with complete freedom of choice. And though the choices each one makes in his or her lifetime prior to that moment will certainly predispose that person in one direction or another, there are no guarantees, no assurances.
The spiritual polarity of collective human consciousness did shift one before, triggering a reversal of the earth's magnetic field, a shifting in the position of the poles, and a great deal of destruction. However, that shift was a shift from consciousness to subconsciousness.
We will have a degree of control during this conscious shift that was absent then and so do not expect the same sort of cataclysmic shock waves. Still it would be underestimating the variables to assume that earth changes will not accompany this event. Almost certainly some will. These will be for the most part of benevolent nature-a melting of the polar ice caps, for example, bringing rain to arid regions and helping to cleanse toxins from polluted lakes and rivers, a warming and simultaneous moistening of climate that will open to agriculture the extensive plains and fertile river valleys of Greenland, Antarctica, and certain of the world's deserts.
To minimize the trauma of this moment for you and others of the human family, it is important that you prepare for it well ahead of time, establishing the habits that will leave your self-understanding fluid, relaxed., And trusting in the overall benevolence of the universe and its resident intelligence.
THE BEST WAY TO PREPARE FOR THE FUTURE IS TO BE FULLY IN THE NOW
The only habit you must cultivate, though it may go against the programming and traditions of your society, is to allow your consciousness the relaxed flow of attention that brings you a clear and accurate picture of the phenomenal world and continuous awareness of the Eternal Presence from which it has unfolded. Such a state of consciousness will allow you to enjoy the rushing energy currents and heightened awareness that will sweep through the earth during the expansion of the nontime interval and will maximize the stabilizing influence that radiates from you into your local surroundings.
Long before the moment of collective awakening there will have been established a sufficient core of people functioning on higher frequencies of awareness to enable the harmonic currents of their respective amplified radiations to displace the influence of those who may react in fear, both at the moment of collective awakening and beforehand. The frequency radiations or vibratory emissions of fear are not harmonious. Their effect on collective human consciousness increases at an arithmetical rate (1,2,3,4, etc.) for each additional person whose behavior is centered in fear, but they do not build in the kind of geometric progression (2,4,8,16, etc.) that is characteristic of the harmonic radiations of love.
Before the final instant of final awakening, the radiations of love will constitute the predominant vibrational influence on collective human consciousness, even while a numerical majority remains centered in the historical orientation. That condition is now very near. You who have motivated by love bring to bear on collective human awareness an influence much greater than your historical reason might suppose.
Individually you have an impact on the collective predispositions of your species far greater than that of those who are merely trodding the time-worn paths of self-centeredness. You who do your best to make your decisions out of love, who refuse to be controlled by the subconscious machinations of fear, who take time, if necessarily, in difficult situations to proceed slowly, consciously, lovingly, are truly among our own. Your awareness of these things will soon be in full. You are the ones upon whom we can depend during the coming shift."
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9 May 2013 - 2:01pm
The Healing Waters
Beloved family of the light!
These last few days after the Gathering have been special for us all. I have spent many hours reading through your comments, and I do not think I have ever shed so many tears of joy before. For so many, the Gathering in itself was such a profound experience, but it also ignited something deep within us all. In the following days, we have all felt the reverberations from this energetic connection, and the effects from this deeply and, for many, life-altering experience will continue. I am not the only one who have felt the need to step back and just try to come to terms with everything that has happened, and I know I still need more time to do so. Nohmad, you put it so beautifully when you call it ”integrating your blessings”. For yes, we have all been blessed, but for some, it can seem to be a blessing in disguise. As the CCs said it in A message about the Gathering, the doors to our hearts have not just been opened, they have been literally flung off the hinges, for they will never be able to close again.
And what this means for each and every one of us, many of you have shared so deeply about already. There is so much joy in this, but also many tears, for this has truly opened the doors to our very core. And what we find there, can be so painful, but also so healing. For we are ONE, but do not forget YOU in all of this. We are so deeply connected, now and for ever, but we must each take time to truly connect with ourselves. For what has been hiding within your heart? We all have scars, but we also have unseen pearls hidden there (thank you, Amy!), so remember to give yourself permission to seek them out. And when we surrender ourselves to this process, we may also need help, so do not forget to ask for it. For these waters of the Pond are not only for frolicking in, they are also for healing. There are many ways to ask for help, and it is so heartwarming to read the words you have all shared about this already, and to see how much love that is pouring out from and into this Pond.
Maggie, you wrote a comment to Alex today that I wanted to share a part of here, for what you write, is so important:
” Alex, my beautiful, awesome, fearless sister of light, your words moved me to stop everything I was doing and serve…what started as a simple distance session, with the single intent of sending some love and energy to you, turned into a connected pond experience, and I must thank you as well as the entire pond for this experience because it was incredible! I have never felt so much love move through this body at once! I brought us to the pond, and soon realized others were showing up to assist…and then I realized we were collectively healing ourselves and each other! As soon as I realized it, a SURGE of energy shot through my hands, but I could also feel it go through my body, I was in two places at once…the deep love I felt was so overwhelming I couldn’t stop the tears from pouring down my face. To have all your voices join with mine as we chanted in unison was such a gift, I am so grateful! Thank you all a thousandfold for every bit of light you weave!!!”
For we have truly become ONE now, and we must not forget what infinite powers we are a part of. This Pond is vibrating with so much loving energy, and we are the ones who have made that happen. But do not forget to drink from this Pond, for now, we all need to truly receive this blessing we have created. As the CCs remind us:
” For you have all been born again, into a body that may still feel rather battered and bruised at times, but it is a body that has been totally reprogrammed…So take it slow, and give yourself the time you need in order to step fully into your new shoes. They may seem to be overly large for you at the moment, but we have no doubts at all as to your ability to fill them.”
I thank you all for all that you bring here, but I also want to remind each and every one of you to give yourself the gift of receiving also. For we are truly reborn, and like a new born child, we may feel vulnerable and insecure. But just like the baby in this film, we are held by loving hands, and we can safely surrender ourselves to that love.
With love and gratitude, Aisha
Canal: Aisha North
Webpage: Aisha North – Channelings and Words of Inspiration
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9 May 2013 - 9:43am
Published on 9 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
One of my friends commented on another friend's response to yesterday's video, "Point of view=reality. Government=evil.....that is exactly what you experience. chem trails, false flags, poisoning the water, the air, manipulation of the energy of the population to keep them in fear. The only way to beat it is to strike back, hold the creators accountable: put the bankers in jail, arrest the the politicians, end the fed etc. OR-Government=a creation of the collective consciousness of the planet, out of fear of each other, that actually desires that we all wake up and take responsibility for our own vibration, and change it from fear to love. In that shift, we will be open to new possibility, in which all separation we have created with our planet, each other, will have to fall away. We will either shift, or be destroyed by it. Change your point of view and change your reality by being in allowance of everything, and watch your world and the world around you change."
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9 May 2013 - 2:41am
MAY 2013 COSMIC AWARENESS - KARMA TO DHARMA
Rainbow-Phoenix General Reading. May 5, 2013. Will Berlinghof Interpreter. Callista Summerfield-Berlinghof, Questioner and Energizer.
http://rainbow-phoenix.com/blog/2013/5/5/5-may-2013-cosmic-awareness-karma-to-dharma.html
Verbatim transcription by Joan Mills and Lloyd Arrd.
We welcome you today, Cosmic Awareness, and we are just wondering if there is a general message that you’d like to give to the readers and listeners at this time.
That this Awareness is prepared at this time to give a message from that which is Cosmic Awareness. That at this time it is approaching the four-and-one-half month period of time that would mark the mid-point of the nine-month period that this Awareness has talked of in recent times. The nine-and-one-half month period of development, of introspection, of determining whether or not one is truly on line to grow into the higher expanded states of consciousness that are unfolding during this time period. That the first four-and-one-half months have been intense times for many where they have been challenged in their lives to look at their lives, to look at the exterior of their lives, that which lies outside of themselves, and to determine whether or not those exterior events that seem to be the reality of their life experiences are indeed the true life experiences that are emanating from the interior source of connection, or whether they are the manipulations of those who have been in control, in charge for many eons of time and in particular during modern times of mankind, humankind’s evolutionary process.
That personal development during the first four-and one-half months has been such that many have been experiencing strong physical symptoms, strong physical challenge. That many have been feeling the aches and pains, the miasms of the body that have had to do with past life challenges, past life opportunities that are being expressed in this lifetime to be released from the body, from one’s karmic field as well.
That this has often shown itself in confusion, in doubt, in questions of what is really happening in one’s life and many are facing the extreme challenges of the body at this time as it is endeavoring to clean up its act, to release those energies that have been brought into this life for the purpose of being released so that one has a karmic-free and clean slate, so that one can move beyond karma into Dharma. Dharma is that condition where the karmic obligations that one has entered into life with have been cleared and the slate is blank and clean.
That in that state of Dharma one can write their own script, can determine for themselves what it is they wish to create, what it is they wish to experience. But that many are still struggling with their own personal karma, with their own histories of the soul in its many expressions of physicality that have been experienced over many lifetimes in this dualistic physical third dimensional reality. It is for this reason that many are experiencing and feeling physical ailments and symptoms and are also being challenged emotionally and mentally as well.
That these first four-and one-half months have been intense for many and so it is that they have come to a point now at this mid-way point that they can begin to truly to release many of those energies that they have carried with them for eons, this being more accurately expressed as the soul has carried for many eons.
That now is a time to begin the last four-and one-half-month period where one has released the karmic implications of the many other lifetimes of soul experience and starts now to acquaint oneself with the blank slate that is their Dharma, that is the opportunity to step into the field of Creator Being, Ascended Being, one who has dealt with the past so that the future may not be impeded by the karmic energies of the soul that were meant to be released during this lifetime and in particular during this last four-and one-half-month period. This does not mean that the work is completely done for some and there will be those who are still dealing with karmic issues, but it is with an increased awareness and understanding that many of the physical challenges, the aches, the pains, the ailments and symptoms that they have been experiencing over the last four-and one-half months are those that signify internal work that has been done and is being done in the matter of releasing old energies that were specifically chosen to be brought into this life so that they could be released.
It is not that this Awareness is saying one must be finished with their karma, It is simply saying that many have been dealing with their karmic issues and many have realized this at deep levels. This does not always translate into conscious understanding or awareness, but is that which is known from within, and that all can access this knowing by choosing to look deeply into their being, to identify those areas of their life where there are problems and to see now that many of the problems are still extensions of the old karmic patterns and beliefs that have been held from other times and that have been brought into this lifetime to be released, so that one can truly move into the next four-and one-half months, working on the energies of Dharma with the energies of the blank slate, learning how to create, learning how to manifest unimpeded by the energies of other lifetimes that the soul is seeking to address and to balance at this time.
That this is a time of manifestation and that this month in particular, the month of May, is a powerful month for this purpose, to begin to manifest in one’s life the higher powers of creative force and consciousness, to create in one’s life the evidence that proves and shows that they are not simply beings who have been placed here to suffer and endure that which is their lot, that which their fate, as determined by one’s karma, but rather to truly begin to understand and discover themselves as creator beings.
That this energy of manifestation, this power to manifest at this time has indeed the positive and the negative attached to it. It is a double-edged sword that can cut both ways. Thus it is that those who would still stand in the negative energies, who would still deny their true being, their higher spiritual ascended being may indeed find that their manifestations are of a negative variety, a negative kind. That if this is so, and one is experiencing negative situations, negative manifestations, that one does need to take those experiences, those manifestations and ask “why is it that these negative energies are still expressing themselves in my life?” Therefore the next four-and one-half-month period for many may still be a time to fully address the deeper karmic issues. The energies are truly available to do this with even greater success.
There is the positive edge of this double-edged sword as well and that for those who have been intensely working within, have been willing to look at their dark sides, have been willing to address their personal issues, that they will find that they are creating events and circumstances in their lives that are positive in nature and even miraculous, for this is a time of magic and miracles. You must always recognize that you as the creator being, the manifester, can create in the negative or in the positive and that it is your choice to do so.
That the energies will favour the release, the continuous release of negative energies for those who are looking at their negative factors, their negative manifestations in their physical world, their physical lives. Those who have worked intensely will begin to see miraculous events moving into their fields of experiences, even greater than that which has been experienced previously.
That this is an intense time for expansion. That again the expansion that is being brought forward must be accepted, must be looked to as that which is the way forward. Equally there is at this time an energy of contraction for those who are afraid to step into their expanded being and that there are many who are retracting now back into familiar grounds, holding to that which has been, for it is their comfort zone and that they are fearful of letting go that which is known, that which is of the comfort nature of their lives, to release from this, to step boldly into the new energy levels of expansion, to truly let go that which they have held onto for so long.
As a swimmer at the side of the pool, it is now time to let go of the pool side. It is time to launch oneself into the deeper waters, confident and comfortable in their ability to swim in these deeper waters, knowing and trusting that they will be sustained in the deeper waters of consciousness that they are now swimming in. But many are still fearful of the depths, fearful of letting go of the side of the pool. That they may even decide to step out of the pool and back onto the firm ground that they have known all their lives, they may still look to their surroundings to confirm for them whether anything has happened outside of themselves before they are willing to jump back into the pool or launch from the side. Those who are the truer spiritual seekers who live in confidence that they are supported and that they have the ability to swim in the deeper waters will instead forward their motion, move into the depths, knowing that they are able to swim in these new depths of consciousness that they are finding themselves in.
Therefore, this month of May is indeed a pivotal point in the journey towards one’s spiritual expansion and spiritual consciousness. The forces of those higher powers, the force of Divine Consciousness is the water that is being swum in now, and it is crucial to truly realize that this is the truth of your being and that one and all who are those seekers who are willing to go beyond the comfort zone, to let go of the side of the pool, realize finally that they are spiritual beings of High Order and they are in the process of truly remembering this and to do so they must now swim in the deeper waters.
That at this time, halfway through the nine-month period of inner development and growth, of healing and release, the energies are such that it is encouraging those who are of that mind to move forward, to trust and have faith. That this is indeed the next part of the journey for those who are not comfortable in the deeper waters. That you can stay at the side of the pool, but at some point, you must believe that to reach the other side of the pool you must swim through those deeper waters. And for those who have stepped out of the pool and are standing on firm grounds, who have retracted, who have withdrawn, this time may be the most challenging of all for you. Realize that even though fear seems to dominate you, it is false, it is False Evidence Appearing Real, and that you are still within the energies of the Divine and encouraged to get back into the pool and to expand in consciousness, not to retract. That this is today’s message from this Awareness at this time.
Awareness, if I may just make comment here, it seems that if we are to embrace the expansion that is available to us, then we are given more of a choice of the different timelines that we can access in order to manifest those things that we need.
That this is correct. That multiple timelines are opening for one and all and that part of that which is the contraction is a retreat back into familiar timelines where one is of the opinion and holds to the truth that they have no power. That the timelines of those who are contracting will reflect this and external events will continue to dominate their lives and they will continue to insist they have no power to change anything and that even if they try, and even if they have tried, nothing changed. That it is why it is important to look even deeper into one’s negativity, into the events one is calling forth in their lives and to see it as evidence of the timelines they are on.
For those who are expanding, multiple timelines will begin to open up, especially those timelines that show that which is ahead of humanity and ahead of each individual. Timelines that will allow them to further their growth as creator beings into a reality that is based on this new understanding and awareness that is held at a very deep level and is being brought to the surface now in their lives.
Thus the timelines that are available will be indicative to whether one is expanding or contracting. Those that seem to present the evidence that nothing is changing and matters are simply getting worse and worse, are those that are showing the individual to be one who is contracting.
Those that are showing new opportunities to truly step into the power of their greater spirit as it is shone on this life, in this life, will find that their timelines, even if there are challenges personally and globally, are those that will move through them with complete trust and faith that this is the expansion of their being and that the challenges even that they may still find are challenges they can easily overcome and pass through.
Does this answer your question?
Yes, thank you Awareness. That is all that I have to ask at this stage, so is there anything else you would like to say to us?
The final point that this Awareness wishes to make today is that it is extremely important at this time that each and every being moving forward through these challenging times, these interesting times, remains in their integrity, the integrity of one’s soul. That it is not acceptable that one does not come from a place of integrity, for integrity is that quality of the expanded ascended being that does not capitulate, that does not retract or give in to those who would oppress, those who would dominate, those who would create fear as a way of manipulation and control.
That to live in integrity will always be the integral evidence or the integral proof that one is coming from a higher place and therefore, even if one is challenged by those who do not have integrity, or in the retraction are coming from a place of lacking of integrity, one still makes a choice of whether to play in that arena or not.
When one is challenged by those who are corrupt and one is asked to deviate from a path of their integrity and honor and respect, one must look at the consequence of doing this, and that it would be an indicator of retraction. The contracting back from the highest demand of Spirit, that one lives in their integrity and their life is exemplary of that integrity. That it is that which goes hand in hand at this time of personal development that one develops that high sense of integrity and even more, lives it.
Thank you Awareness, my thought at this stage is that if we step out of integrity and truth then we open ourselves up to attacks of various natures.
This is correct. That is why it is so imperative at this time, so important at this time, never to recede back into a place where one’s personal integrity is forfeited for convenience, or because one is in fear that if one stands up and is in their integrity, even if it goes against others who have power in their lives one way or another, that it is something that they cannot do, therefore they retract, that this is not okay. It is a deep spiritual requirement now to stand up for what one truly believes in. Making excuses, being apologetic for one’s spiritual beliefs is no longer that which is favored. Indeed, it is now demanded by the higher spiritual forces, by the Divine Itself, to stand up, to be counted, to be of the highest integrity, for it is Divine Integrity that is infusing the consciousness of humanity at this time. That it is time now to draw the line and to hold to that line. Any retreat back from that line of one’s personal beliefs, one’s personal integrity in the higher expression of spiritual forces that is definitely unfolding on the planet at this time, will be an example of retraction, and it will indeed not forward individuals in their spiritual evolutionary process. It is a time of responsibility now to stand strong, to stand firm, to not apologize for one’s spiritual beliefs and to hold them as integral to the growth and development of themselves, of each and every individual as they move forward on the track of their spiritual evolution and ascension.
Yes, thank you Awareness, it seems like it could also be a time of sorrow and even grieving because sometimes we have to make a stand with those who are family or friends.
This too is correct. That there will be evidence for many that the stand they may have taken to placate others, to humor others, to simply live with others, has come to conclusion and decisions must be made as to whether or not one can stay in lower energies, especially energies that pull one back, that bring to them the choice of returning back to the comfort zone so that they can feel safe, so that they do not feel they will lose those who they think are important in their lives, even if it means sacrificing their own integrity, their own knowing of their inner selves.
Those who truly are seeking their inner expression, those who are truly drawing forth their 5th dimensional consciousness may indeed go through a time of sorrow now as they are asked to leave behind those who are unwilling or unprepared to move forward, to take up the baton and race forward on that race of spiritual growth and evolution. That it is not alright, it is not okay to retract simply because one is unable or uncertain of the future.
It must be seen within one’s self that the future is bright and that the spiritual evolutionary process does ask now to truly look at one’s life and look at those who are in one’s life, to look at the events and circumstances of one’s life – are the events, circumstances and individuals in one’s life promoting one’s higher spiritual understanding and awareness-- or are they drawing forth from you that which is doubt, which is confusion, which is choosing to stay in those lower energies. If it is so, then one must decide whether or not one is willing to let go of those who draw them down so that they can move forward. Sometimes this would be indeed a difficult process but one must truly look at the greater picture and understand that it is not alright any longer to sacrifice one’s own true spiritual understanding and awareness simply to fit in, simply to be normal, simply to have those who will not feel comfortable in the higher energies appeased and pleased and supported in their lower belief systems, their lower energetic levels. It is a testing time indeed but it is also a time of great reward and great advancement for those who can see that it is imperative for them to choose the highest options and the highest truth.
Thank you very much Awareness, I have no further questions. Have you anything else that you would like to say to us?
That this period of time can be a true turning point for many, turning the corner, moving forward, but it is also that which could be considered a crossroads and that many have come to this crossroads intentionally. Some have come to this crossroads not realizing how they have got there and even more, the majority do not even realize they are at a crossroads. But ultimately all are at this crossroads, and it is time now to see the months ahead as those months where one can fine-tune and release that which still needs to be released, that which still needs to be faced.
These time have the support of the Divine and for those who find the courage within to jump into the deep waters and to trust they can swim, to trust that they will be supported in these deep waters and assisted, that these will be truly magical times and miracles will be seen.
For those who are retracting, for those who are afraid to venture forward, who will not stay in their integrity, who will retreat from the pool altogether, it may be that these are found to be difficult times for them.
In any event, this Awareness does see that the journey continues and that it is halfway through now, the nine-month period of development and growth on a personal level as well as on a global level.
That there may indeed be many challenging events in the weeks and months ahead and that this Awareness reminds all to remember that the manifestation of those events is that which you have created so that you can look deeply into those events, so that you can choose the timeline that you wish to move forward in, so that you can truly understand that as fifth dimensional beings, beings of ascended character, that to be such must one truly, finally release and let go of the side of the pool, must launch themselves into the deep waters in complete trust and faith that they certainly know how to swim and that they certainly will be supported in that which is the swim through Divine Consciousness.
On behalf all our readers and listeners I thank you very much for your message today and the wisdom and guidance and encouragement that you gave us. Thank you, Awareness.
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8 May 2013 - 7:18pm
EVERY BODY'S ASCENSION TOOL KIT –FOREVER FRIENDS BECAUSE OF OUR DNA
Yeah, and I'll be able to tie these three little concepts up in a few pages. Sure. Let me at it.
But really, these are the themes I have in front of me, and I will tell you how this train of thought came to be, and we'll see if the great and powerful wizard can indeed once again conjure a cogent discussion on these three topics all at once, in a satisfying, funny and uplifting sort of way. We'll see. I have my doubts.
This morning, I heard on KBCO that our (Colorado) legislature has set the allowed amount of THC in a driver's blood. I have no interest in explaining the nuances, just know that if you are a moderate or heavy user, just know, at any time, your blood level, well, I heard it could be a “5”. See, I don't know if that's true or not... but the stoners I've talked to are pretty bitter about it.
And why would a blood level number bother a stoner? Because repeatedly, state legislatures are setting the magic number for driving stoned/impaired/drunk/subject to being forced into the very expensive and undignified and punitive and sort of psychotic web of The Man, at, oh, you guessed it, let's all say it together.
Five.
Hickenlooper, our elected governor, commented on the level, saying it was a bad idea. And I’m walking around my bedroom, saying to the radio, “Hells to the yeah, Hickenlooper,” thinking that he'd say this whole idea is just retarded. Leave the stoners alone. Or start penalizing and terrorizing everyone, at random, and check their blood level for the amount of shit in people's veins these days. I'm a veteran nurse, man. I know what people are on. It's a wonder there aren't more accidents, really.
Nope, Hickenlooper thinks a different number is better.
Oh, it's so delicious, let's all say it together, again, all together.
Zero.
Zero tolerance, it's called.
And they say it like it all self-righteous, puffed up, convinced this is a good stance, that it's the only way to see things. Then they double down and tell you that you must see things as they do, or face penalties. Really quite unpleasant ones, actually
Oh my God.
Blood levels of zero are good for Colorado, he goes on to say, stuff like that.
Oh my God, when does this madness end?
When will it be possible for the masses, we insignificant ones, the labor, the great unwashed, when can we finally just be trusted?!
That got me thinking. Crawling from under the weighty depression that living in stupid times generates, I brought out this distress on the way home from dropping Sam off at school.
When I got pregnant, I knew a freedom I have never known. Although I really felt like I'd been roped into a twenty year project I'd never had any interest in, there I was, making a baby inside me.
And I relished that no one could regulate it.
Take That.
Stand Back.
I am All Over This Shit.
I felt so rebellious and free, in some respects, because I had happened onto an area where no one is an authority but me. Sure, it made sense to have experts following along, but, really, what could they do? If it was out of my conscious control, it certainly was out of theirs. I found the ones who took it all so seriously the most hilarious. Oh my God, the drama. So silly. So many dumb rules. Like they know what's best for me, for this thing inside me. They're nuts.
Regulation. I read that baby book, I guess that's just standard, but that was it. It's not that there aren't plenty of authorities, but I thought it silly to have someone tell me about something I was doing just fine all on my own. I understood about sovereignty when pregnant, I guess, and I came to see that all the beliefs I'd carried about the body being this mysterious friend who has it all under control were right on the money. I really felt an honor for my body I'd considered intellectually but has never experienced consciously. Of course, all of this was wrapped in deep paradox, which is the way. My mom died 8 days before my son was born. And my photos from that time show a fretful loneliness, the madness kind, the end of the road kind, the staring into the void kind. Not a gentle time. Not at all.
But, here it is, in my face, this morning, every morning, every day. All this regulation, rules around everything, about everything. My god, it is so invasive, I can hardly breathe when I think about it. And it's there. Every single day. The rules that most people don't even notice, they chafe me, now more than ever.
Why? Because I really resent anyone acting as if their way is the only way, and I will meet with pain, incarceration, and death... social, financial, familial, but death all the same... if I don't do something, anything, the way they are certain it should be done, must must must and, in the end, will be done.
And they are wrong.
They are not enlightened.
They aren't very nice.
Enlightened people just don't make people do stuff.
This rebelliousness is a low grade thrum with me anymore, but I am a career nurse, I am not incontinent with my behavior. I can behave. But yikes, the resentment I used to feel, it was unpleasant. Mostly because it winds up that having this level of an issue with “authority” is not so socially acceptable, really. The anger peeks through, and just for an instant my authority winks, but then it gets pissed it's not ever taken at all seriously, so it sulks. It's a big baby, or it had been. It is prone to sulking and rumination.. It scares people.
So, here I am thinking Hickenlooper is going to say that these rules are unnecessary, and let's just be reasonable, because this is just a set up waiting to happen, and it seems to me that this is just a brand new and more expensive way to punish people who are kind of freaky and weird and best just left alone, and plus, it's the best thing on earth for cancer and lost of other really awful stuff, so....
It's announced that his official stance is that of zero tolerance.
Christ.
And driving home, with all of this swirling, thinking that it is very odd, when all is said and done, that we have set it up to be a punishable offense to fish a stream without a government permit, but I can get pregnant just as often as I want and just be as tilty weird with them as I want. What is that about? Why all the rules, why all the rules? Why are the really big areas, the revolutionary ones, left alone, free of regulation, for the most part? It's just the start of the revolution they see they have a shot at staunching. But those who need to come in will come in, and those who just want a whiff, just a faint breath of this amazing thing we have going on, they do that, and everyone wins. Why the rules? And why the lack of rules? It really doesn't take much of a genius to figure it out. Just feel your body and ask your self the question, and out pops the answer. Simple.
But, let's be fair, and much more practical about this.
Isn't it because we needed the the rules? Don't we need these stupid rules because some people act as if they have no sense? They act unkind to the environment, to themselves, to their families. They take love for granted and do not hold a grateful heart. They are mean and selfish and petty. They act violently. They are incontinent of speech, of action, of thought, of emotion. They don't have a grip on themselves, and they do dumb things. It's all part of the karma, but it's sort of a pain in the ass. And, really, to be honest, many are presently the ones in charge of we, the meek and humble of this earth. Quite a pickle indeed.
Don't we need these rules because, as a people, one by one, individually, we abdicated personal responsibility and instead agreed to let a small group have, wield and manage the authority, the responsibility, for the lot of us?
If there is a rule in place, then I don't have to encounter this issue as new every single god damned time. Ah... the relief I feel when I realize a short cut in this life, something where I don't have to reinvent the wheel every single time, doing something, thinking something up or buying something that solves an eternal problem around the house. How fun is that? It takes a lot of effort to not get the hang of things the first time... It's why I have some steadfast rules, never to be broken, not many, but a rule about always hanging the keys up. No one touches my wallet. My ID must remain in the main console of the car. My stethoscope must always be with my clipboard. We must eat hot food once a day. It's not because I'm a rule bound jerk. It's because if I don't do it, things don't work as well. They are short cuts, they are rules, and they are awesome. But I chose them, from all the choices in the world, because they work for me. I do not expect for you to follow my rules, or even think a lot of them. And if you tell me the rules you live by, I'll bet I might find thing in yours that I want to trade up to. See how that works? If we all are really responsible for our own rules, we know what it is that works for us, and what we feel called to do, that which holds integrity and light for us, and we do that. That's how rules are supposed to work, I think, so when I see all the eyes in the skies and all the gotcha-police-vans, and the militarized police, I just think we have really lost our way as a people, and have gotten so comfortable with not making our own weird rules, and letting some bully tell us what the rules are, that we just sort of fell asleep at the switch.
But rules are good. They're a short cut. They help me stay organized.
I think this addiction we currently have, this love affair we have, with placing ultimate authority without, all these rules, really need to be in context. At one point, the government was our friend. And don't mock me for that statement. It is the truth. After World War II, are you kidding me, we were so in love with ourselves.
Two generations ago, the grown ups were just settling into suburban life after having their consciousness expanded by a horrific world war. JFK, RFK and MLK hadn't been gunned down yet. The hippies were still in junior high.
And then came the other stuff. Watergate, all the things which showed the ones who were paying attention that it was all coming apart at the seams, it was madness, right there, every night, on the TV. We were disintegrating, into what, who knew, but, we, the hippies who are now in their fifties, we grew up wearing silver bracelets with a name of a POW on it. Mine was the last to come home. We, each of we pre-pubescent girls, held these POW's on our wrists, in our hearts, and many never returned.
And at holidays and Sundays, there sat the family, the ones who wouldn't talk about World War Two, and World War One, and The Great Depression and Nam. Everyone sitting there in their horror. All the guys anyway.
And there we were. Thinking war was just so dumb, just not even worth arguing about, really, but many of us studied that era and identified with the protesters. Many of us were not too impressed with the hippies. High marks for creativity, equally high marks for self destructive tendencies and too much self loathing and self doubt. So self conscious. But good, solid first attempts at thinking outside of the box, the clarion call, that summer of love, was it '68? I was seven.
So. I grew up liking Fleetwood Mac, punk, new wave, my life was a soundtrack. All of our lives. We always had the radio on. I think even then we knew we were lonely.
So, here we are, needing rules, finding that, maybe from all the shockwaves and craziness, we put too much reliance on this benevolent father state, abdicating responsibility.
But, come on, let's be honest about this. What am I hinting at? Responsibility for what?
For remembering.
For remembering just who we are and why we are here.
And all that this implies.
We needed rules then, and rules can be great for making daily life more streamlined.
And I think part of this is just realizing that we have built a shitty office system, and somebody should come in and gut it, maybe, and then reorganize this thing. Some old broad who's seen it all, seen all those arrogant bosses come and go, wand who knows what this company has always been capable of, but the company had no one who understood it, who could talk to it, and who could tame it. This big monster of an office, so much happening all at once. But someone like that!
Because, as it stands, no one can find anything, some of the older, established office urchins are into stealing and nepotism and weird sex, and it just isn't working. So let's just say, god, this place is a mess, and admit we let it get pretty bad here, and there needs to be some sort of reckoning, making things right for everybody who has had to work in this horrible place.
Extend the metaphor, please. Just whole sections of laws can be abandoned, any law that legislates interpersonal sexual behavior, reproduction, and any/all drug use, that would be a good place to start.
But, then comes the voice of reason.
We aren't there yet.
You are different. You are ready,and they aren't.
OK.
So, the rest of the drive home was a study in dissonance.
The walk up to the apartment, the coffee preparation ritual, all of it, disturbed by a cranky, blood-red dissonance.
I have done a ton of life review (after four or five years of refusing to, I have recently gone through what feels, still, like thousands of old, unbound photographs, babyhood having been mixed in with nursing school days and marriage and all of it... a nice metaphor, actually, for living in a multidimensional state.,..), and then this koan, and then, I must admit, I have already gotten my answer, but I am struggling against it like a fish in a net.
Here is the answer, gotten well before I was even halfway home from the day's first errand: your DNA is on, theirs isn't. Now is when you wait, and you gently go around doing what you usually do, but you shoot for as many acts of love, generosity, respect, happiness, stillness, that you can muster, while you wait. That's it. Pretty simple. It's just the DNA doing its thing, combined with your willingness, and all the cosmic stuff that's going on. It's just time.
Now, this is just a statement of fact, and it is the great equalizer, this DNA.
It takes the merit right out of spiritual achievement. There can be no inherent competition, and therefore merit, in a way, because it is just THERE... we all have it, we all have just the very same set up. So, I am not different. I am just the same as anyone.
See this craziness?
I am different. No. I am just like everyone. How can I be different if I am the same as everyone?
The answer, my love, my dear reader, is DNA.
You may wonder why I think that Kryon and my group, The Teachers, are part of the same group. But consider this. Twenty years ago, The Teachers would go on and on about DNA. It just never stopped. And I really need to sit with that, because much of that information I have been unable to “remember” quite yet.
But, Kryon knows. Kryon slipped into my reality and blew the door off about five months ago. He delivered an entire book on DNA.
And this explains everything. It fills in the blanks. It gave me a road map of sorts, memories.
I will now tell you something that is highly ironic, very humorous, I think.
I know, reading this stuff, that I am a force to be reckoned with. I have not gotten the nibbles I have wanted, because I am still thinking too small. This perspective really does help me at this point, and is free of any egoic need to feed the Better Than Beast. Anyone who has read me knows that I know my own darkness, my own lack of worth, like nothing else. I know my unworthiness, have embraced it and allowed it to sustain me for five decades.
So if you think for one minute that what I say to you in these blogs is to brag, I would say that I think that you probably haven't read a lot of them, or maybe sat with them, if you have read them, and I might think that you would probably benefit from getting in touch with your issues, coz they're right there, bro. I'd understand, and know that you were very much trying to help in your very own way, in a good way, and it's good to see you again.
I am just like you.
But I am different that most of you.
Not better than. Not less than. Not more than. Not smaller than. Different from.
Here is why:
We all come in with Divine DNA. Each of us is a Creator God, once our Divine DNA is fully online. To have all twelve layers of your DNA at 80, 90%? It would be impossible for you to think that such a human is anything less than divine. Hooked in. Wide open. Powerful beyond 3d comprehension. A master. A saint.
And it has nothing to do with being deserving. With asking permission from another. With being given permission by another. With being educated. With being holy or knowing chants or holding a certain political or religious or philosophical or cultural system of belief.
It is within every cell of our bodies, connecting continuously to The Beyond, to The Kingdom, to Adamis, to The, what are the kids calling it these days, something gross, like “The Primary Node.” Come on, we can do better than that, I think.
But, this is the thief in the night.
This is what is referred to when they talk about, and lo, it comes upon you as a thief in the night. When have you woken up, from a night of maybe even dreamless sleep, but you just feel different. You notice you are thinking a little different, just overall. Have you noticed that? A thief in the night, baby.
Of course, this all is not just because we are very clever, which, of course we are. The light or energy or whatever is just pouring in, has for quite awhile now, streaming through all of us, whether we like it or not, getting more complex and sparkly All. The. Time., because we all have earned it. We all have earned all this sparkliness. And it's right there, just for the taking. You just have to know what to look for. And you have to like sparkly things.
Humanity is functioning using the chemical portion of the DNA, the first three layers, or the first two strands, and that is it, and that is just fine. It's what everything functions with, and it is adequate. It is fed, the whole thing, of course, with love, and is benevolent in intent and in the end, but that's where things sort of begin and end, with an appreciation of oneness with nature and all that. It's good and right, and functioning in good alignment. It's rote spirituality, complete disinterest or even sort of an allergic reaction to this sort of thing.
It was mind blowing to hear that there are some ancients who are choosing this allergic reaction, although they could be standing head and shoulders among us right now. They are staying behind, and they are so needed. But they are deep in the lie of it all, and many are the angry ones, the inconsolable. So it's sort of dumb to judge the percentage someone is switched on at. Do you see now why I have a problem with this possible dispensation? But, I am getting ahead of myself.
And there is more.
There is so much more.
Our DNA is sort of like this cosmic overlay of God, and as such, it must be understood that chemically, structurally, physically, emotionally, with thought and with deed and with lust and grace and humor and impatience and bad habits and all of our silliness, we are GOD. It is an incontrovertible fact, and yet it cannot be proven to someone unwilling to consider it.
And it sort of makes your brain hurt to think about it all that often, for all that long, especially right at first, and I'd say that's where I am. I likened it to gargling with uranium filings, accepting this divinity thing. I feel as if there is some sort of chemical (or crystalline?) sheath which blocks that final getting it aha moment. You've had the, too. Those moments where time stands still and you finally GET something, something profound and important and pertinent and beautiful and full of love and forgiveness for yourself. Have you had that? It is part of the process. That's the DNA talking.
Once you tell it to switch on, once you state full, true intent to turn on, to get this show on the road, with the energy we have streaming to us now, the purity of the help and information is so astounding and the veil is so slippery thin, it doesn't take much to let it all come pouring in.
now I see why I was thinking I might want to consider just being the bigger man and doing the Ernest Holmes thing so I can be a preacher.
Interesting thought.
Last couple of weeks, the sermons have been very inviting, very very sparkly. More of a dare than anything else, I think.
Ha!
I have gotten through many of the activations. I am switching on.
And I'm way, way, way below that wildly Lemurian 80, 90%, obviously. Obviously.
But then again, how Lemurian can you be in the middle of all the fucking nonsense most people don't even notice at this point?!
But I am switched on.
This need that I have always known, to know more, to go further, to finally put it all together, well, I always told myself that just because I have the need justifies following it. If I didn't have the thought, the need, then I wouldn't need to do it, but because I thought it up, and it keeps bugging me, whatever that is, whether it be the police state or why people have such bad manners anymore, or why my dad acts like he does or what a cat might think, or how nice it is seeing my future is making my past a happier one, or, who am I and why and I here, or why must this still hurt so much sometimes, well, these thoughts are valid, just because they are being thought. That's always what I’ve thought, anyway.
And then I come to find, through my Other Teachers, Kryon, that this is a DNA layer. This need to know God. We all have it, even the ones who shut me down like I have leprosy, yep, even them, they're lousy with it too.
Because, really, each of us is also lousy with the karmic overlays we wanted to have play out, and so we are confronted with problem after problem, unanswered prayer after unanswered prayer. And it's through directly confronting these things as the creators of the dramas that we indeed are, do they quiet down. Pure and simple. And you get to know that this is a demon forever slain, and everyone gets a permanent cosmic hug out of it.
That's how it works. And we set it up this way. And we called these stupid rules, all this regulation and puffed-up-ness and arrogance, all this unbalance, as some sort of weird psychodrama, maybe,to finally, fully get to the place, through fear and horror, a lot of the time, at first, unfortunately, that if I am mean to you, if I cheat you or lie to you, I am lessening myself as a person. It becomes a physical sensation, and it is very unpleasant. It becomes something that is avoided. We set it up to figure out how to be our own authority, I think, is a big part of it.
So, that's good.
And that DNA book of Kryon's it was helpful, there are pictures, and there is lots of history, and lots of very fond memories within those pages.
See, I decided when I was with The Teachers that the only thing that sounded like any fun at all was to go ahead and activate all twelve layers, if things turned out correctly (that was our purpose, to help things turn out correctly, by being taught) and switch on my Merkahbah. I decided what sounded like the most fun would be to go all the way, and then to actually get all lit up, but then to insist on coming back and live among people and just be this cool person who helped out and got along with everybody and taught everybody how to be nice to each other. And was rich. And sort of famous, but in a really really good, outstanding, uplifting, clean sort of way. And I'd be the sort of people needed to be around, just because I always felt so good, and I never met anyone who wasn't a long lost friend. Sort of like a Buddha. I'd do the fireball if I could then be this innocent master, preferably a dude, an old one,just wandering the earth, being nice and being just insanely rich.
And after a time, I would develop an ashram, up in Leadville, and it would be at the base of the mountain that I have come to know I inhabited right before this incarnation, just so I would always know how good it was to be of the Earth, how holy and beautiful the Earth is, and also so I would always have a home, And there I would make a home for myself and for anyone who would be kind to me and tolerant of themselves, and we would make great things there because we would have deep love, and we would be one with each other and all by ourselves, always with the cosmos, there at every humble meal, teaching each other and learning new things, calling to us all travelers, all teachers, all beauty, all divinity, to dine with us, to sleep with us, to talk with us, to whisper prayers to us, and we would find joy and pleasure in entertaining guests, and also in leaving for a while and going to teach and to grow, then retuning. No one owns the land, or each other, or their work. We live in peace and we are happy because we are in peace, balanced, in harmony, and free, now to create, but the whole world comes to us and recognizes our infinite, continuous, holy contribution we make to the grid by living in love. And I like to be among big people, and so I know others who have birthed these ashrams, and we get together and make each other food and make sure we have everything we need, and we tell each other great stories, and we laugh a lot. And I talk in front of huge crowds and it seems to help people, and that always makes me happy, but my favorite times, when I am on the road, is the little coffee shops, especially when it's raining, and when I am alone, with a nice waitress and a good radio station, where I am alone, but with all my friends, sitting there with me at that diner, just happy that it worked out so well for everyone involved, and that now is the time I am giving me the experience of being heard, just for fun, just for fun, and finally what is coming out is something folks, lots of folks, want to hear, finally they are moved by it. And I tear up then, knowing that this is what I always wanted, really, just to be in company, being heard finally, so very grateful for the work inherent in the ability to sit still and listen. For the body to have to experience of finally knowing, having this funny thing called incontrovertible proof, a miracle, if you will, that what I have to say has value and worth, and it is as beautiful to others as it always, always always is to me. Like a wandering, touring Leonard Cohen.
I am so blessed, because as I write it , I already have it, and now, every time I am low or I forget, and this world again becomes a place that is dirty and sad and unfair, sometimes, it seems, knowing it is still possible to slip into such a silly-sad amnesia, I can remember, because I wrote this, that the time is coming when even those thoughts of sadness and separation will just not be available, will be a shadow, will be something I think of like in Radio Man, thinking on his sweating, uncomfortable twelve year old. As long as I am alive, even if I ever do become some kind of ashram person, I will always know of a terrorized seven year old, a seventeen year old filled with so much shame she became a twisted shell, for a time, of what she never thought she could become, I'll always know what it's like to be actively suicidal, to be on a locked psych ward, to have a head injury, to be fired repeatedly, to be addicted, to be alcoholic, to be a sloppy housekeeper, in debt and on the very very very fringes of polite financial society, ambivalent to this day about her sexuality, and finally, finally, finally, definitely and 100% fearless, and therefore free, I remain to the disinterested a formerly pretty mixed up undecorated, unrecognized, unrealized grunt nurse, still wiping asses and passing pills, at this age, at 52.
So don't think I am some holy saint, even I know what I was doing when I was telling you of where I went with The Teachers is a prophesy that will, indeed come to pass, and that has, indeed, already come to pass, it's an alternate reality just as hard core real as this one, well, that's not me channeling, necessarily (or is it?). At this point, I am most comfortable saying instead THAT JUST IS THE DNA TALKING.
So I am not all that special, you see.
Now, I told you at the beginning that I feel I have have a number of activations, or are they expansions? Are they they expansions The Teachers always referenced?! Interesting! It's not a pissing contest, and it doesn’t matter, and I invite you to be real skeptical of people who want to read your percentage. Kryon says this is a dispensation, but I sure hope it is only given to a couple of people at first. This is holy stuff, and needs to be seen as the miracle it is. It should come through like that, some average Joe who can do something, and it's fun and quirky, with lots of rewards, and just the right amount on tension. But something obviously and unquestionably holy and life altering, being able to scan someone and know the whole scoop, where they are in their layers, how things are looking, what words or tomes would move things along... Just some doofus...
Or is that a screenplay?
I have a gut feeling, and I have had a variety of confirmations, that I am more and more switched on, but to say that I have all twelve humming, nah, I think that if that ever does happen to me, I don't think I'd let on anyway. I just don't think it's cool to crow about this stuff. Just like I think it's sort of gross to presume to heal someone. That one has always really bothered me, seems like an exercise in self gratification. But, then, I have been healed by people. I really do admit that there have been certain teachers, certain friends, certain words said by a stranger, sometimes, that have healed me. Really, truly, permanently healed me. Haven't there been times for you when you have been so out of balance, so broken down, so freaked out and scared, maybe, so hurt and bloodied and defeated, maybe, and there, arms extended, smiling, clean and totally calm, would wade my healer, into the madness, and just quiet me right down. Now what is that, if not healing?. Whether it was The Teachers or my old therapist, or a kindness my mom showed me, or a promotion that I could easily handle, or Jesus himself, there stood my healer. So I know this is some sort of overlay to insure I don't get a big head, this thing I have against healing, but I think I makes me a little bit of a jerk sometimes, sort of unfeeling. Sorry about that.
So there you go.
I don't think that I included in that whatever-it-was that lies above, about, while working with The Teachers, how does the actual ascension process happen? A lot of this was coded in talking about earth changes, although those admonitions were also very helpful, and finally becoming much more relevant...
I would ask, you know, how will I know? What will it be like? I want to practice because I don't want to have it come on me and not know how to behave. I don't want to inconvenience anyone, I can remember, so vividly, thinking and pleading. I want to be in the right spot. I want to be able to hear so good that I won't get interference when I am told where to go and what to do.
That was a big deal, with my work with them. Getting so clear that anything can blow right through you, you are simply unaffected. That is the final achievement. That is proof that you have done all of your work. People can be screaming at you, and their rage can be totally appropriate, and it just blows right through you, no need to defend, no need to argue, no need, no need, just let it drip off you like water off a duck's back. Not about you. Never was.
They said that is a hallmark of someone who has their DNA in the activation process, they are getting lit up, or you're there. I forget.
And these things get their start in small things. In synchronous events, little mercy bombs, little aha moments, when you have your breath caught, when you finally, finally start getting clear on a couple of things, and the first thing seems to be that everything, everything, absolutely everything is made of and is fed by and a product of love. Oh! Such love. And maybe it hits you in the form of Mother Mary in a dream, or while praying after hearing your best friend just died, but you just know that you are loved beyond what you ever thought you could, even now, even her, with this on my heart, and maybe instead it's through the brilliance of a mathematical feat, it matters not, but the light starts streaming in, and it starts because YOU LET IT!
You don't reach those peaks, or, sometimes, those, depths, that produce such profundity without some back story. That just makes sense, hence, karma. Karmic overlays. Cosmic agreements. Contracts. Call it what you want. It's the set up. The problem. You see?
Now, some people get so good at the problem, the puzzling part, and get so distracted, that they never let their guard down, and start looking for the gifts within the problems they keep presenting themselves. They take everything real serious, and believe that this stuff can hurt them, and that we really do die, and we really are very, very fragile, and everything is very, very dangerous. Unsolved puzzles make you nervous.
And, it is very true, that, for many very valid and beautiful beautiful, lovely reasons, some folks who are way more than ready to burst out of the DNA cocoon choose not to. I don't feel pity. That's wrong. I don't hold fear, either. It's not my job to switch people on. It just isn't. If you are ready, you seek it out. It becomes an addiction of sorts. No one just stumbles on this work, my dear. If you are always unhappy, you are getting switched on. If you are deep in your mystery, the bottom has fallen out, nothing makes sense, you are getting switched on. The ones who turn away, life's good, things are great, those are the ones who are gonna get a smack in the ass here pretty soon. Because the light is catching up to people, and it's quite a shocker if you have chosen to be really mad at god, or really disbelieving in divinity, or are just real disinterested. Those are those ones who aren't going to have much fun.
Think of a full moon, OK?
During a full moon, there are those who come into ER's with knife wounds and bombed off limbs, and there are those who get paid to be on shift at some insane hour of the morning.
Think of it that way. I don't think an Er nurse or doc, especially a night shift one, especially in a hard place to live or practice, is a saint or a guru or some sort of stupid master. A rock star, yes, Definitely a m.f'ing rock star. But no saint.
But the DNA wake up calls are intricately planned, by you, while you are sleeping and before your birth, and they enter this reality though synchronicity. If you allow it in, and you start looking for it, and you tell people who think you are dumb or nuts or crazy, you tell them to shut up, because you are doing a science experiment, god damn it. You are testing out a hypothesis, using the scientific method, so back off, mister. And then burp, if you want. Butch it up. A science experiment. Innocent, sort of manly.
OK, so try it out. Just start seeing things in terms of synchronicity. It is an awesome way to live. It's how you speak The Third Language, you see? Let it take you over, and the rest is a snap. If there is no synchronicity, then, unless you are being “told” to do it, just don't do it. Simple. Everything gets real simple, once you know which voices in your head you really ought to just go ahead and trust. Saying no, that's easy, because it's not very necessary, so when it comes up, there is a lesson attached, so pay attention, and oh! There it is. Even if I totally blow the lesson, then I do the lessons attached to the fuck up, and then everything is ok.
But, just what is synchronicity? It's when something just happens that shouldn't, or that you didn't expect, or you knew it was going to happen as it was happening, if that makes sense. It is deja vu, I suppose, although I think that is when we are having an insertive encounter with a future self, a moment of soul significance of some sort, but usually the significance flies right by us. But, still, that is synchronous, I suppose. But it's the little things. More of these little things happen the nicer you are to people. More stuff happens. You get more invitations, more stories, more everything, if you're decent and nice to people, and are not resentful, I've found. Consider it a work around. But, it's when you are surprised.
You know its opposite, because like negative entropy, it sucks you in. That weird tilty sort of synchronicity when one by one things just go terrifically, if-it-weren't-so-awful-this-would-be-absolutely-hilarious series of events. They would sort of come on me all at once, and it would suck so much. I remember saying, during one of these spells of weirdness, “Well, ok, then. My lesson is, this cannot get any worse.” Of course, you know what happened.
See?
It's just not that hard.
I thought my way out of distress because I have the aptitude for such things, and an innate skill. It's a hobby of mine, really.
And I haven't really talked about God all that much. Most of it is just getting into a certain mindset, and then the God stuff sort of takes care of itself. It becomes pretty ridiculous to think of God as some dude who has his finger out, wagging it at me for something I did. Fuck you. So what. I made a mistake. It's not the end of the world. Get a grip on yourself, for Christ's sake. Go have a smoke. Jesus.
So, it really is up to you. I cloaked it in all this God stuff for all that time, oh my god, years of the most religious, and sacred, and ancient, and holy stuff, and it all brought me peace when I needed it, even my fundie days, deep into the mystery of modern day christ, and it's all good, but just check the tone of this thing to anything I have ever written. Can you feel it?
You are reading the journal of an evolving master, just as plain as mashed potatoes, just exactly like you, with the same regrets and uncomfortable situations, and if I can do this shit, so can you. Why should I have to do all the heavy lifting? It's about time I had some help. At least that's how I feel, once in a while. I really don't say that in anything but all humility, but what else would you call it? What else is this, if not mastery?
Just tell me, and I'll consider it. I will. Because I know I have hit some sort of plateau now, all of a sudden while writing this, things are just getting clearer and clearer. Now, I still have all the stupid problems I always have, and I still don't have a cent, but these things now feel very small and easy to fix. And being within the whole thing, it means using cleverness and also using some common sense. Why not call these great people to me, the ones I am convinced, have “heard” will be helping me, in this one very tasty reality I entertain. I think it make sense to do my own science experiments.
I think I will call to me those people of light I think are my family. I'll imagine that web I know we are all tapped into now, and I'll just put out a signal. I guess maybe that's what this is. Synchronicity, right?
And why not, in the meantime, get nicely dressed, finish that resume, go print it out and go to that job fair. If not this, you must have the resume done today, and you must, must hit the bricks. Do you really feel it necessary to do the cosmic 2x4 again? Really? Let's keep this thing at a low boil, not overcook again.
You need a day job. You got the robomessage about it this job fair right after you got off the phone with Jerry. He's leaving in June to go see Rhode Island. You, um, hey, you NEED to do that today. Don't ignore this one, ok?
There are no accidents, and really very few surprises, once you learn how to just be quiet and listen. Figure out you aren't in charge, someone smarter than you, who knows you in all your incarnations and is plugged into the godhead, that's the one who's in charge. Just start talking to it. It's you.
Especially if you get quiet enough to listen to the dialogue, always there, in the background, always always there.
“There are no accidents, Guido,” that got us laughing so hard, back in high school, but honest to god, even then, just like you who are reading along at this point, then you are just like me, and you are on your path but you are far along, and I say hi to you now, just to you, and am with you and wishing you good cheer. We knew the joke was funny and sad because it is true, so true, and everyone ignores it. Therein lies the beauty, the poetry, the metaphor of a simple joke. And you and I, we understand such things. We have waited a long time to be able to think clearly, and you and I know something which must be honored here, at the end, here where only the ancients would have the patience and wisdom to be led.
Here in this, our deep, familiar forest, our noses filled with that deep woody snap of earth and sunlight, but not too much, just glittering, sparkly ribbons of light, and giant trees, big ones, the old ones, we have been here a long time, you and I, apart all this time, because of the way things were, in the fog, we couldn't meet like this, couldn't hail each other. We still did, and we knew all along we were all being hailed, but, oh, the fog was so thick, so dense, didn't you, oh, didn't you think, just for a moment there, that you might die? So laughable, now, so funny, looking at each other, at how ancient and strong and true we are, stronger than ever, more impossibly unknowable and wonderfully , humbly accessible all at once.
And we look deeply at The Other. And each of us has a faint shadow of something familiar, like the faint pluck of a string, ah, yes, there it is, out of joint, a little sad, just missing it, oh, just , just , ah, now the lull, and now, we are back. Yes. I remember. But the fog has cleared now, and see,
We trees, we old ones, we the ones who know the old path, the old way, the way of honor and of truth, of true freedom, true integrity, true honesty, openness in character and in mind, we are the ones who understand what we are doing here, and are beginning to remember what we are capable of. As we light up, the others will be able to do so easier, because we have come so far. This is the meaning of being part of The First Wave. This is the ascension path, the path of the ones in the first wave. We do it because we are rebels and are usually quite bored, and like a challenge. We like puzzles. So what, it hurt. It did. And the bad stuff was well scripted and very convincing, and bravo to all the villains, and it's time to just be still, be done with it all. Be still.
So what we do, when we go as far as we do, we are accessing the divinity, and getting lit up. Each layer of the multidimensional layers of our DNA, 4-12 in Kryon's verbiage, but whatever, all this “junk DNA” is divine, each is part of the whole, and would get sparked, fed, at least it happened for me, when people were nice to me. I felt a spark of divinity. I'd scripted it so I'd had very very little, or it was always associated with pain. So when it came just whole and without strings, wow, it just set of gongs for me.
You may have had a completely different blueprint. But it just doesn’t matter.
So, I think of it this way, you and I, we are no different than anybody else. It's just that, we have gone a little farther into the weirdness than most people are hardwired for.
I'll leave you with this. It came to me as I was parking the car.
Aptitude.
All this nether world physics DNA sciency waking up, I think it's the real deal. It is the path to ascension. But it is absolutely individual, and I think it is abundantly clear that there are certain people with more interest, and, it turns out, these are the ones with a little more aptitude and skill than the average bear. It's just part of the package, the older you get. But understand this, please.
Skill is not aptitude.
Aptitude is not skill.
There are those who don't want their brain to hurt, and those who don't mind the work out. It's fun. And it's we who understand that all aptitude, and all skill, they are just little just trinkets, just toys, without the sort of benevolent dispensation we have been given, some of us, due to nothing but our innate stubbornness and willingness to do everything just weirder, in the end, than anybody else in the room. The identified weird one in the room. And by that I mean it is pretty well understood that I have been touched, within my family unit. Maybe it's that way with you. But all that is, this being touched nonsense, is raw passion for the divine. Just being on fire for and with the love of god. We call it different things, and it comes in a lot of weird packages. But there it is. That's what it is. What we love is what makes us divine, because to love is to know divinity. Everything is just a pathway to getting tender enough with ourselves to realize such simple facts!
We who have always just had all this stuff at the tip of our tongues, driving us freaking crazy, we have been tolerated. And some of us have been nurtured and all of us have been nourished, and you know what I mean by this. We have been given great gifts because of our aptitude and because of our skill, but, really, mainly, because of our need, our eagerness, our being driven by something we knew was probably just one thought away, one breath away, someday soon. What else makes sense, after all? We came in ready for this shift. The shift is all.
The Teachers didn't get too specific about things, but what they did say about the MerKahBah (how the hell you you say that?) is that it is a spinning thing, it's all about the spin. I was allowed to feel the first two layers consciously, and I have been haunted ever since, hungry for it.
They told me that is why a lot of old souls are heavy drinkers, and some succumb to homelessness, they give themselves over to it and become masters of it, and it is the spin. That spin you get right before you pass out. That spin is a weak but apt simulation of the merkahbah,our merkabah's spin. We get lonely for it. Who wouldn't.
It brings me delight thinking about masters all over the world, spinning their asses off, drunk as hell, their lives a wreck, nothing making sense, all of it fading into noise that just then thankfully, weirdly, disappears. You can't hear. And then, there it is. It gets real quiet, the kind of quiet you feel right before a really bad storm or a tornado, and then there it is... that old friend, the drunken spin once again hails you and you go spinning in a lurching, unskilled, sort of way, all over the room, and then into blackness, finally, again, the stupor, the blackness. That was always like the magic prize for me. I loved blackouts. Probably explains why I can't remember people's names anymore.
So I guess with the merkahbah, there are spins and counter spins and you have to become able to master the spins, and there are all these octaves and frequencies and all this scientific crap that I, evidently, never learned very well, and pretty soon, the spin just overwhelms you, and then you are everywhere and nowhere, part of the all. Or something like that. They told me you turn into light, and that's your light body, and you can go anywhere, and here things are on grids, but the grid points take you anywhere at all, and it's all from the activation of the merkabah, which is the full activation of the DNA, in other words.
But there was something about coming back, but maybe they misspoke, or maybe I misheard, because a heck of a lot of very interesting things have happened, and I get it in my head that maybe I have come a really really long way, oh my, I am just such a jewel, shining so bright, and, woe is me, I'm ever so advanced that I will never ever fit in with nice people, wah wah wah, and then I compare it to those spin stories, or the Elisha story, or the Jesus story, and I begin to think of myself as a big boastful, slob, but then common sense comes over, and I think that really, I pretty much, anymore, act like some sort of really nice hippie, who is totally harmless. That's pretty much how I come off at this point, I think. At least, I hope. That wouldn't be so bad.
And so it goes, and so it goes.
I truly, as always, expect no one to read this. I wish I knew why. It's the most honest thing I do, and will probably be something I'll read again and again and again. But, for now, I feel just a touch of defeat, that no one reads this, that I have no one to hear me, and although it is nice, anymore, to just allow myself honest talk, really honest stuff, and it's great that I'm getting my memory back, even though it happens in a weird glittery state I'm not quite comfortable with, I know I am blasting open the grid with these now. I know they are like a gospel. I was told that is what I am writing, and I told my ego to go to hell, to get thee behind me, satan. That's just a horrible lie, and I am this unknown blogger.
And I like that I am emitting such pure unadulterated honest true stuff WAY under the radar and maybe even a little ahead of schedule. That I is my way. Always has been. I don't jerk around.
And yet, I don't get much response, just a trickle, and so what the ones who send me feedback don't know is that their words, even if they are gruff or unfeeling, tell me that I actually was HEARD! This feedback is just so important to me, people really have no idea how it just still makes or breaks things for me, on one level. And like I said, this is a trigger for me, when someone gives just because they can, and it feels good. Wow. That just lights me up! And so these thoughts of defeat begin to look very...
Blog entry
8 May 2013 - 5:16pm
Written by Wes Annac
The following was written for the ongoing “astral travels” section of The Aquarius Paradigm Weekly Newsletter.
This week, we are going to work with the Hathors of Earth’s Solar Astral Planes to bless the lower astral planes of the Earth.
As I’ve said before and as they’ve said, the Hathors who speak through me are higher dimensional beings existing in the higher or “solar” astral planes of the Earth. They have come to the Earth to assist in its ascension and from the realms they’re stationed in, have been funneling down the energy that Creates and sustains our realities and, I would imagine, have been performing a myriad of other tasks (such as delivering channeled communications).
The Hathors have given us so much knowledge surrounding the astral planes, energy work, etc. and when I received the idea to have us quite literally bless the lower astral planes of the Earth, the Hathors seemed like the perfect souls to have lead such a blessing. We’ve been blessing representations of lower dimensional or polluting things nearly every week and now, we are going to meet lower dimensionality right at its source and use the ordained blessing abilities we all possess within.
To begin our exercise, we are going to meet the Hathors in the realms of our dear friend the tree, as we have in the past. Recent subscribers should know that we have been traveling to and visualizing an astral location that has taken the form of a big, beautiful springtime field, with the focal point being a wonderful and strong tree that we have blessed and performed Lighted rituals around.
We have also met the Hathors in this area, and I will offer a general visualization for all of us to find ourselves in this blissful and harmonious realm of our dear friend the tree.
Visualize and imagine the most beautiful wide open field around you.
Visualize, see and feel the sun shining down, and notice that it is not to hot or too cold in this land. Everything simply Is, and perfection and harmony pervade every aspect of this area. Visualize and really feel every last blade of grass; every flower; every tree beyond our dear tree friend; every beautiful cloud in the sunny sky; really feel and visualize all of these things and if you wish to, visualize and Create specific things about this land.
Perhaps you see some animals harmoniously grazing on some astral grass, which is instantly replaced as the spirit of the grass continues to Create astral temples to exist in. Perhaps you notice or Create wonderful, higher dimensional marvels that even I could not describe to you. Perhaps you see different colored or even multicolored astral birds flying around the sky of this wonderful place.
The main thing that’s important to feel in this land is the higher dimensionality; the sheer joy and harmony emanating off of every facet of consciousness. Perhaps, as we have before, you can even notice shimmering, colored vibrations in what would ordinarily be the formless air. Perhaps you can notice the beautiful vibrations flowing and emanating all around and if you can, than you are developing your astral senses quite wonderfully indeed.
I’m being told that the Hathors are going to appear before us in a different way than they have up to this point. Before, they appeared to us via colored portals that we visualized opening up in the sky but this week, per the discussion of bringing the formless into the formed I’ve been having on the blog, the Hathors are going to quite literally fade into our view and perception from their realms.
Again; the Hathors exist in the higher refined planes of the Earth wherein they receive energy from the realms of our sun and pass such energy on down to us and before, they have traveled from their realms in an envisioned portal that they used to find a very real astral contact with us.
As we are sharpening our perceptions and finding ourselves able to Create and experience in newer and different ways, the Hathors will be appearing before us in a way that recognizes our sharpened abilities and that will help us to understand how easy it is to travel from one realm to another.
I would like for us all to stand facing our dear friend the tree. Visualize and imagine the fellow astral travelers and subscribers around you and if you want, you can visualize us all forming a circle around the tree or you can have us in a straight line facing the tree. It truly doesn’t matter how we are all standing/floating as in a moment, we will be in the vicinity of the Hathors.
Visualize and begin to see that on two sides of our dear tree friend, three beings each fade into our perception. On the left side of the tree, we see three tall yet transparent beings fading into this reality and emanating the purest of Love and bliss from out within themselves. On the right side, three equally tall and transparent beings are fading into our perception and as all six of these beings appear, notice the strong energy of Love being emanated and shared between them.
A literal network of Loving energy is flowing all around these beings, and they are passing such energy on to us for us to feel, assimilate and benefit from.
See the Hathors before us. Feel their presence and if you wish, thank them for their gracious actions in helping us perform the blessing we are about to perform.
After spending some time doing this, begin to notice as a large cauldron shimmers into view in front of our dear tree friend. I’m being told that this cauldron will be holding energies that represent the lower astral planes we will be blessing, as neither I nor the Hathors have any desire to have us actually travel to those lower realms to perform our blessings.
There is a very dense, darkened energy coming from this cauldron and notice that, by nature, the aforementioned Love emanating from the Hathors is already starting to work its way over to the cauldron and perform its own blessing. What we are really performing is transmutation, though we will be affirming our specific blessing energies be added to the overall mix and it seems that as a natural reaction to lower or dense energies, the Love coming from the Hathors has already begun getting to work.
Beyond visualizing and feeling the Hathors’ Love already beginning to bless and transmute the lower energies in the cauldron, perhaps float up to the cauldron, which is acting as a portal to the lower astral realms, and get a glimpse of the darkened, dense energy swirling all around. Get a glimpse and a real understanding of just what this energy is and why our blessings are so important for it.
Feel and understand that this energy has remained the prevalent force on Earth for far too long and after getting your glimpses, we are going to perform our collective and individual blessing.
With every one of us in a large group (a group the dear Hathors are in with us) begin to affirm and manifest your own personal blessing and healing energies. Recent subscribers should know that our ability to bless is instantaneous, and we need only the thought to bless along with an accompanying visualization for our very real blessing and transmuting energies to have an equally-real effect on what we are blessing.
Affirm, visualize and feel the sacred Logos energy coming up through your spine and out through the chakra above your head. Visualize the structure and color of this energy, and affirm further that your personal, strong blessings be added to the collective energy-cloud we are manifesting, as we have so much in the past. Perhaps add specific colors to your personal blessing energy; to increase your perceptions of it and to increase its strength as a result.
Spend as much time as you feel you need affirming and adding your sacred healing energies to our collective cloud and when you are ready, visualize the cloud of energy we have all manifested moving into the cauldron and mingling with the dense representations of the lower astral realms.
Watch as this energy swirls around the cauldron and mixes in with the lower energies. I’m going to attempt to describe what happens next to the best of my ability – watch now as a very powerful, colorful and Lighted ray of energy shines out from within the cauldron, all the way up to the astral sky. The entirety of the cauldron is now boasting a strong and pure ray of higher dimensional energy that is climbing in a sense, all the way up to the sky of this land.
I’m being told our cauldron/portal is sending our blessing energies to the lower astral realms wherein such energies are to settle upon those realms and in future weeks, we will perform more and differently-oriented blessings of the lower astral planes so that we can bless them from different vantage points and angles.
What we have done this week has likely helped to deliver a plethora of pure energy to the lower planes, but I get the feeling that we are not done blessing them and that we will have fruitful work in doing so, in future weeks. For now, simply visualize and enjoy our dear cauldron and the strongly-pure and thick ray of energy coming out from within it and greeting our astral sky and if you wish, perhaps convene with the Hathors some more (or even practice channeling them!)
It’s good for us to know that what we are doing is truly making a difference and I, being blessed to lead these travels each week, can only affirm that we are indeed having very real effects on the lower and dense energy prevalent in the world around us. We are Lightworkers, tried and true, and it’s my hope for us to prove this increasingly with each week that passes.
This concludes this week’s astral discussion.
Blog entry
8 May 2013 - 4:51pm
Whatta difference a day makes, huh? Since what I'm feeling as the 'great reconnect', it's like parts
of me that have been asleep are suddenly back on duty and anxious to get on with things. Including
the blog department...or so it seems. It could just be that during the disconnect I wasn't actually
experiencing much to blog about so they got kinda laid back in there. Hey, we are in a foreign
country here, aren't we on vacation??? Kinda interesting that my innate laid back sloth style seems
to extend to my selfs across any number of Ds. HMMM...I was sorta thinking each D self would have a
different style. Good thing I like the self I am I guess.
This living situation is kinda strange. It's like I have multiple nows. I have the here and now
that everyone has just by being in the physical world, and I have the other now back there in Yarraman.
In the Yarraman now some of my veggies are probably coming ripe, and I dunno if anyone is eating them.
Catch is NOT exactly a gourmet cook, and Jordan has a nasty flu. I sure hope Catch's at least passing
things around to the neighbors. Kinda feels weird to go shopping for stuff I usually harvest from
my own garden. Buying stuff means getting it used while fresh. That's been a bit tricky around here
with my Mom darting in and outta hospital. How cool would it be if we could actually zap between
nows? I could flash home, give my garden a good weed, make a harvest, kiss my husband and son, cuddle
my companions...OK, maybe not cuddle the chooks...I'll just greet them...then bring my nice fresh
veggies back to the Ukiah now. I'm pretty sure that's entirely possible...just not from 3/4D. Doesn't
being still in this 3/4D game sometimes feel kinda...ummm...well, dense I guess? It's like we are
so close to whatever comes next we can feel it from here and it's exciting.
My Mom has made the decision not to return to hospital, so we've moved from in home assistance to in home
pallative care. Doesn't actually make one little hoot of difference to us in any particular way, just
changes her category for insurance purposes I think. We will continue on from here with the same home
nurse that she's really happy with, and I have great respect for...so nothing much changes except the
decision itself. She's had a no...heck, I can't remember how to spell recesitation...that's as close
as I can come without actually looking it up...phonics. Anyway she's had that order with the hospital
for ages, now she has a 'portable form' so that no one will offer aggressive treatment even if it's
the ambulance or something. Nurse told me it was critical cause some times when it comes right down
to it family members can panic. Kinda interesting how things work here. In OZ hospice is an actual
place...here it's just another 'insurance category' or something. There's no physical place, they
just change the level of home assistance. Allows folks to die at home in dignity rather than in an
actual hospice place.
Is anyone else feeling something that's sorta like some sorta electric under current or something?
Like there's a new, bigger, more intense, energy coming onto the planet just how, but we can't
quite plug into it yet? Probably sounds weird, but that's how I've been feeling since this whole
reconnect business started up. Anticipation energy. I guess that's what you'd call it. Like
some sorta preview of something grand coming our way. Kinda like they do when they introduce a
new model car...you can see it, sit in it, smell it...but it's a prototype...we can't actually
HAVE one yet. We can only look and wish. I dunno what made me think of that particular example,
but it fits. Welcome home blog department.
Now it could be that I'm just having a particularly fine morning...that'd be ME having it, NOT
Mother Earth, she's all grey and cloudy this morning. Feeling great. I got a library card yesterday.
What is it about a library card that makes you feel like you've got the keys to the kingdom? I dunno,
maybe that's just me. I always feel silly rich when I come home with a bag of books. Gotta
love the simple life. I've termited through my Mom's books until I reached the point where
one more romance and I was gonna gag. Now I've got my secret decoder ring...I can read anything
I want. Now in my little world, that's a special magic. What can I say? I'm easily pleased.
I'm a whole lot happier with a library card than I would be with topped up credit card.
Today I'm gonna go over and help my sister. She did the same thing I did when I had my op in
December...forgot her age. She's been bopping around doing too much, and now she's paying dues.
I will go give her house a spiff up and get her laundry...and probably do a bit of slow down
and take care of yourself nagging. She won't listen, but I feel a nag obligation anyway. Just
works that way with sisters.
If anyone else is feeling something grand approaching, or this feeling that there's something
magical just waiting in the wings for the perfect moment to arrive...couldja comment? It
feels sooo REAL to me, but asking my family if they are feeling it would be...well, a wasted
question. I dunno if I still can't comment. Might check that out, see if it's fixed. Sometimes
I feel like I've wandered into some sorta spiritual wasteland here...especially since Jordan went
back...somebody talk to me.
yarra
opps, got button happy on this slooooow computer. Mods please delete one...thanks
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8 May 2013 - 4:04pm
Channeled Ascension Message from
the High Council of Orion
May 7th 2013.
Channeled by Holly Hawkins Marwood
Transcribed by Paul Marwood
Audio file is available at http://www.akashahealingstudio.com/high-council-of-orion-channeled-message-7th-may-2013/
Ascension & the Zone of Free Will
“Greetings, Dear Ones.
We are the High Council of Orion.
Today we would like to discuss the concept of Ascension yet again. For all worthy topics have multiple layers and can be returned to and reviewed and renewed, in terms of consciousness, over and over and over again knowing that every time you connect with the information, while the topic may sound the same, you are hearing it in a different moment. The messages share are different, so it is a completely new experience yet again!
Many of our messages talk about connecting with your heart, learning to hear your soul, and from that point of view, shifting your experience of the world that you’re living in. There are some who might say “Well, that's not lofty enough. That's not Ascension. That is not spiritual enough for it is not allowing us to transcend this reality or jettison ourselves out of this reality.” There’s a consciousness that is pervasive that there is going to be a magic wand, a moment in time, where all human cares, worries, concerns will be jettisoned. Yet that is counter to the energetics of free will on your planet. For on a planet of free will, within a consciousness zone of free will, by definition, there is always choice, which is exceedingly empowering when it has to do with the things that you want. Yet, when there are things that don't feel so comfortable there is a great desire to have “magic” come in and make it poof away!
The zone of free will is the zone that your soul is incarnating in, so we work to empower and enliven and educate and connect you with greater levels of information that allow you to work within the zone where your soul has chosen you to be. Reach for the realms beyond, through that portal of free will.
Relative to the concept of Ascension we speak about connecting to your heart for the heart is, as we've said before, the connection to the soul and soul is the connection to living in the higher realms. As you learn to live from your heart, as you learn to change your experience of the world bit by bit, moment by moment, experience by experience, shifting your reality, your sense of empowerment, through this beautiful zone of free will, you move closer into connection with living from your soul, which is the pathway to Ascension.
The times and the visions that you have about how the world could be with ease and grace and joy and gratitude; being something that is naturally there and not one that is constantly being striven for. The access to that is through the soul,
that your pathway to Ascension. So having those moments of being still, of going within and connecting to your heart, and being still and loving in that moment and allowing the energies of your heart to expand out in a place of allowing. For in this world that is very goal driven, results oriented, can you be in a place of just being present with yourself? Being present in the moment to just feel and experience. Breathing deeply to allow that deeper level of soul connection. To just be in that moment with yourself! As you are in those moments with yourself, without a need to have an outcome in the moment, without a need to see the results, to just be and allow the moments of being to expand and allow the peace and joy and gratitude to seep in, moment by moment, expands your field, allows you to shift your perspective on areas that you might feel stuck in and allow that conscious connection with your soul’s voice, which is your pathway to ascension, to come through.
Regularity in connecting with your heart and your soul allows that to happen more easily and more deeply and more expansively. For if one tries to sit and connect with the heart it might not initially feel all that easy, for remember the mind has ruled the heart for a long time! You're moving to this place of shifting the awareness from the mind to the heart. Might that take some time? Yes, but if you move to a space of being in non-judgment and just allowing, maybe that one moment of peace the first time, moves into five moments of peace the next time, which moves into 50 moments of peace the time afterwards. As you choose to experience this on a regular basis you expand your ability to connect, to feel and experience the expansion of the heart connection, which opens the portal to your ascension to the point where you can connect with it whether you are sitting in “meditation” or not!
All this happens with your free will choice to choose to connect, to choose to desire every day a moment of soul level connection where you feel peace, you feel relief, you feel joy, gratitude, expansion! This is your quickest pathway to ascension.
As always we will say that if you are sitting and in that space of meditation and connection with your heart, and it's not feeling as easy as you wish, we ask that you release judgment to outcome just as you would release a caged bird who wants to be free. See the judgment fly away from you. Ask it to leave just while you have that moment.
Always, always, ask us for our assistance. Assistance comes in many forms. Sometimes that assistance and support you might feel immediately. Sometimes the support might be coming in through a different way that you least expect. So ask for this is assistance from an open heart, an open mind, an open field, knowing always that we are here to uplift and support. For we are here to guide your Ascension journey.
Be Blessed.
We are the High Council of Orion.”
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© 2013 Copyright Holly Hawkins Family Trust www.AkashaHealingStudio.com
This channeled message may be reproduced in it’s entirety provided it is kept in it’s original form and not altered or changed in any way, with the Author and website clearly included.
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8 May 2013 - 11:02am
Image by Ute Posegga-Rudel, Copyright 2013
VIDEO (recommended)
Beloveds, This Is Sekhmet again!
After My last message through this channel many responded from their heart to My outreaching to humanity.
I again wish to speak to you now, to clarify and deepen your understanding about Who I Am and the process that occurs through My assistance, to rise your frequency to enter higher dimensional consciousness.
First of all know that what you are used to call “Mother Sekhmet” is in reality a Group Consciousness of the sixth dimension on Sirius A, the Group Consciousness of beings with a lion-like energy signature.
As you are about to wake up, or remember or develop your multidimensional consciousness, it is now time to understand this.
From the point of view of the third dimension you need a familiar three-dimensional depiction to relate to when you communicate with Us. Therefore in some cases We have appeared to you in this way.
But when your awareness grows, you start to understand that in the higher dimensions there is no individual consciousness but a group consciousness with a society of seemingly different entities, but who all identify with the central Consciousness of this One Being.
Our energy signature is similar to the energy of lions who are familiar to you on your earth and whose shape and appearance has taken a dense form of this energy signature. Please contemplate this!
You call Me “Mother” because of My or better: Our motherly, nurturing and powerful energy pattern, which you feel also as an emanation of Love. We are able to touch with our Energy-field directly your heart-torus - what you feel as being touched at heart, because the human heart energy is very similar to our lion energy signature. This is why you feel attracted to Us.
Usually we do not talk and do not communicate verbally. This is not what we do. But for the sake of communicating with you we use our communication skills in your way, but it is not really very typical and desired by us.
We rather communicate via our mere Presence and Being-ness, our I AM As We Are. We Are just a way of Being – and this is what you can learn from us. This is what you can magnify in yourself and which empowers you as humanity on your return to a life from your very Heart.
So if you desire to communicate with Us, do not expect verbal communication. But be prepared to feel our Presence, the Presence many of you know and love as “Mother Sekhmet”.
Locate with the depth of your feeling-heart Who and What We Are which reminds you of Where You once came from. We are here to assist You to restore the Power of Your Heart. When this happens, humanity will rediscover their Single Unity with one another, with Us and all Beings and with Source Consciousness.
We Love to assist You in this process!
It is the place of Your heart and beyond where lower dimensional beings cannot reach You! In that space You are Sacrosanct, Whole and Divine.
With Our Loving Unified Presence, We, the Lion-Beings are mainly a creation of a specific energy current, which has a strong feeling quality. That is why you experience Us as a Female Quality. As such we are able to help humanity to restore their original spirituality which is based on feeling. Your Divinity is being felt by you and as such integrated and realized, and not being thought about. When the Heart is awakened Your whole Being is immersed in a greater Reality that surrounds and pervades Your total body-mind.
This is the Divine State of which We Lion-Beings remind humanity.
We Are Here!
We, Sekhmet, Salute you!
Message conveyed by Ute
http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.au/2013/05/message-from-sekhmet-restore-power-of.html
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8 May 2013 - 10:14am
The manuscript of survival – part 307. May 8, 2013
Dear friends, dear family! Yes, we would like to extend our warmest welcome home to you all, for you have truly passed the border and returned back to your former glory in so many ways. We know that for some of you, this will leave many a question mark within your mind, for you fail to see anything different in your life, or even in your physical body, and so you will think ”what on earth are they talking about?” So let us explain a little bit about what has happened in these last few days.
For as you consciously opened that last door into the very core of your heart, whether that was before, during or even after the Gathering many of you took part in, you also removed the last obstacle standing in your way. For know that this is how this has always been decided, the choice must be yours, and yours only. No one or nothing can force you to surrender to yourself, that is only your decision, and yours alone. But when you do make that decision, no one and nothing can stand in your way either. So as you say YES to yourself, All of creation will listen, and the doors will all open as if by magic. For then, and only then, can you step into your true self.
And now, so many of you have made that decision, and now, nothing will ever be the same. But again, on a superficial level, not much will be visible, and you will look around you and see more or less exactly the same as before. But if you look closely, you will already start to see some subtle differences. Maybe the air itself seems to be shimmering in a slightly different way than before, the colours may seem a little bit more vibrant, and profound words will fall easier from your lips or even your fingertips. As we told you earlier, these will seem to be big shoes to fill at the outset, and the very thought what all of this will entail may be more than a little daunting. So you will not be tossed headlong into this, dear ones, and as this is a message that has been oft repeated, we also know that it is a message that will be apt to cause irritation for some. For what is new, they will say, you always promise far reaching changes, but then, after the set time, you always, always say the same: ”have patience, and the changes will be small, and hardly perceptible at all.”
Well, all we can say is, take a look at your recent past, the last twelve months or so, and be truly honest with yourself. Do you see any changes at all, or none? Do you still just see the bills piling up, and only unfriendly faces staring at you from the crowds? Or do you see something else? Again, this is important, for in your hearts, you will know so well what changes it is we are talking about. For these are not superficial changes, flaunted in the mass media on par with the warmongering or the silliness of so called celebrities. These are changes on a profound level, changes that will truly stir your heart and bring tears of joy to your eyes. Have you felt any of this lately, and so, what was the reason? For that is where the truth lies, dear friends, for your heart never lies. And from now on, you will all feel your heart quickening, and this response of joy will become more and more frequent as you truly learn to tune in to this new frequency you have been embedded within. For now, you are no longer those solitary beacons, taking down and anchoring the sounds from heaven and broadcasting them out into the night. Now, you are truly ONE, and you all hum to the same tune, and you cannot help but do that. For you have all been hooked up to this continuous generator of light and energy, and through you all, this new sound of joy is already covering your whole globe.
So prick up your ears, and you cannot fail to hear it, nay feel it, in every bone of your body. And every time you consciously reach out to any other member of this web of light, you will literally feel the vibrations coming through you. For you are no longer separate, and your message of joy will no longer drown in the pitch black darkness that used to surround your single beam of light. For now, it is as if the very air is alive and humming with this same tune of joy.
So go out and savor this choir with every fiber in your body, and do not forget to say to yourself “this is here because I AM here, and it is by my very existence that this whole planet has started to hum in harmony once again after eons of disharmony”. And know that this benevolent vibration is already starting to have its effect on everything else, for it cannot help but to keep reaching further and further out from the Core, and further and further into the core of everything that surrounds it.
Canal: Aisha North
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8 May 2013 - 9:42am
Published on 8 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
Okay, it seemed as if I woke up and then fell back to sleep throughout the night after listening to Lisa Harrison and the others on The Collective Imagination Show (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/thecolle...) last night. I say "seemed" because that was the theme of my conscious thoughts as I recall yesterday's day and night in meditation this morning. Frankly, this leaves me with more questions than answers, which is so challenging for the rational mind. Is there such a thing as a common reality? Are we really one people? Who is in charge? What role does belief play in our human experience? Does the observer really influence the result? Does the world around us confirm our expectations? What's going on here anyway? As I said: many questions ... and many, many more!
Story
8 May 2013 - 6:41am
Dratzo! We return! We come today to speak about the changes that are required to manifest your new reality. There are signs everywhere that a new consciousness is dawning upon your world. Organizations dedicated to change are learning about each other and about ways to create international social networks to bring about such change. One area among many of these diverse changes is the redefining of the concept of money as a mechanism of exchange; e.g. the rules of micro banking and microcredit in the developing world, and the organic spread of small-scale businesses and 'village banking' in these countries. These social and cultural networks provide the trestle, so to speak, that will support all that is to happen at the highest levels of commerce and banking. Long ago, when the Age of Discovery began in the West, those nations most affected by the intrusions of the West's soldiers, ships, and guns took their symbols of wealth, gold, and silver and hid them away in secret depositories where they have lain for centuries. Meanwhile, the West conquered and plundered. Throughout this time the ancient ruling families knew that this scourge was destined one day to pass away.
These ancient families ruled their lands not only by hereditary right but also by the natural authority derived from a special wisdom bestowed on them by various prophets and by the great records placed in their safekeeping. The West shunted many of them from power, and yet each of them endured. Recently, these families began a purposeful relationship with Mother Earth's Ascended Masters and with our fleet's liaison teams. These associations naturally led to their being introduced to their Agarthan cousins. These groups joined up and formed legal entities predicated on the ancient ways in which power was recognized and honored by each group. These indigenous and aboriginal bases of power and wisdom then linked up with those who represent Heaven, together with a new element: the Galactic option. Then, two decades ago, this congruent collection of groups began to come up with a new vision which has now become functional to the point of being fully capable of transforming your surface world and the way it operates. It is this assembly of wise ones which is about to manifest your new reality.
This new reality is quite a departure from the old dark ways that you are accustomed to. A new vision will open up your world to the Light and put the dark, obstructive cabal minions in a temporary quarantine, allowing the new system to take hold and become the anchor for the new world that is designed to lead you to full consciousness. Once you are fully conscious again, you can resume the path that was begun long ago in Lemuria. In this, you are to reunite with your Inner Earth cousins and create a most magnificent galactic society. One of this society's first enterprises will be to travel to each water world and together with your planetary brethren form a new star-nation. This is your goal and we are here to assure you that with Heaven's Light this divine Will shall be accomplished. Your present world rulers believe they are omnipotent, which is a most foolish assumption. The time comes for great changes, and for that moment when the great consciousness shift becomes fully apparent to all. Thus, Heaven approaches and prepares the moment for a most wondrous surprise!
This surprise, as we have mentioned before, is the shift from darkness into Light. Mother Earth is doing her best to alert everyone to the great distress being caused to her by the dark. Her atmosphere is in turmoil; her oceans and waterways are dying; her biodiversity, likewise, is undergoing extinction; indeed, the very survival of your surface world hangs in the balance. Yet the dark continues to ignore it and even puts it about that this looming disaster does not exist. We are here to assure you that your dying world is fact. However, we also assure you that events are in progresses which are to remove these dark minions and bring to power those whom we mentioned above and who are dedicated to peace, prosperity, and disclosure. It is time to end the reams of cover-ups and ruthless schemes which block your rise to full consciousness. On top of all that is the mass denial of your natural rights and personal sovereignty, coupled with multiple covert activities against you which are too reprehensible to mention and which are now to be stopped. These will be replaced by healing and wisdom teachings which will lead you all back to full consciousness!
Namaste! We are your Ascended Masters! We come with much to impart. Currently, you are in an extended transition mode which is evoking a growing sense of frustration and impatience in you. Your world is shifting to a higher vibration and Heaven is bringing about the same frequency rise in you. This means that you are more able to discern the irrational activities of the dark and less able to tolerate their life-denying worldview. In short, you feel a growing dissatisfaction with the way your world operates and you want to know why this frightful and destructive realm is still extant! You ask why the many grand changes alluded to by the Light are not yet in force, and how it is that can we continually state that our victory is 'at hand' while the dark remains manifestly in control? The question is indeed what you would call 'a toughie.' All we can assure you, for the time being, is that we are leading a grand revolt of the Heart and of the Spirit, and that this revolt is rapidly accomplishing all that we talk to you about. This quiet revolution has forged many social, political, and economic networks dedicated to installing new spiritual ways of reshaping your global society.
We bless all that is about to happen and use our good offices every day to encourage and mentor this most needed series of societal transformations. These events will put global society on a new footing and a new path. This consciousness revolution has already formed important legal and spiritual networks which are building a new world able to accommodate the vast wealth and new concepts which lead beyond money toward permanent prosperity. Pivotally, this will change how you see yourselves and this inner transformation changes everything. Furthermore, we are preparing a series of new teachings which will address concepts that go far beyond what you believe about the relationship between the physical and spiritual realms. As you progress toward full consciousness, many core perceptions will be examined anew, and either hugely altered or discarded entirely. Much of what you learn will change the way you view your reality and everything encompassed by it.
These multiple changes in comprehension will get a further boost by the discovery of the fact of Inner Earth and the arrival of our spiritual and space families. You have been blessed by Heaven and reside now in a world that is moving each day into ever-higher levels of consciousness. This shift accelerates daily and it excites us as we watch you unfolding. You are like buds that are finally blossoming, and soon you will embrace the wonders of the beautiful 'inner' flower that you truly are. Our sacred task is to give you the necessary guidance and permit your Full Self to become a more important part of your life. Soon we can more directly interact and connect with you. Your magnificent I Am Presence is always there, ready to fully embrace you and lead you toward full consciousness. This is your divine destiny and it comes now to bring you the ways and means to change your world and to achieve this most sacred destiny.
Today we brought another message to guide you toward your new reality. This now-manifesting realm brings great truths and many revelations, and a welcome end to many outworn cover-ups. First contact is almost upon us and with it, a new day for surface humanity. Think of all the enthralling things that lie before you! Know, dear Ones, that the countless Supply and never-ending Prosperity of Heaven are indeed Yours! So Be It! Selamat Gajun! Selamat Ja! (Sirian for Be One! and Be in Joy!)
http://www.paoweb.com/updates.htm
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8 May 2013 - 6:08am
by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 05/07/13
Dear Ones:
From the beginning of time, I have lovingly overseen the development of our dear Creations, from stars to insects, galaxies to black holes. No particle is too small, no Universe too complex to fall outside the concern and Love of my attending Eye. Can you conceive of that? Can you accept my Love? It is a necessary part of your own development if you are to reach the Perfection you strive for without driving yourselves crazy with self-criticism and condemnation.
You have heard the old saying about not being able to love others until you love yourself first. It is true, but it is a tall order if you have lived a life in which love was scarce, especially during childhood. It is difficult to give to others what you have not experienced yourself. In fact, it would be impossible if it were a matter of just this one lifetime and just the Love offered you by the humans incarnated around you.
There is far too much cruelty and injustice around you in your human world for you to overcome the undertow of negativity and darkness without assistance from those in higher dimensions. It is offered to you willingly, with compassion and empathy, because many of the most skilled and attentive Angels and Masters have themselves experienced life on Gaia in human bodies. They know all about the challenges and hopes, the traumas and the pain that you experience; they do not forget.
They also understand the urgency you feel with the passing of time as you experience it. It is not true that because We live in timelessness that we do not understand your sense of time. We understand both time and timelessness, which is an advantage for us, but it does not make us insensitive to your feelings.
It is one of the great challenges of life on Gaia, especially as you experienced it in 3D, that you must learn to live balanced in two different worlds - the spiritual and the material. Many of you are just beginning to open your hearts to higher dimensional experience. It is a struggle for you to learn patience, the quality of competence which develops when you are able to grasp glimmers of the feelings of timelessness as well as the comfort of Our abiding Unconditional Love in combination.
You are born with this, Beloved Ones - the sense of swimming in an endless sea of Unconditional Love. You absorb it through your immature crown chakra, which remains open to receiving our higher vibrational energy as long as your environment allows you the peaceful moments of contemplation you need to maintain openness. Unfortunately, most of you experience fear, loneliness and deprivation early in your lives and so are drawn away from the idyllic state of joyful surrender to the overwhelming feelings of Love we pour down on you with every breath.
We recognize this lack, and we now offer you the antidote to this childhood deprivation: a deep connection with Us which will re-condition your nervous system and restore your frazzled nerves to the peace of mind you all long for. It is your birthright, the goal of this life you have worked so hard to understand. It is also the state you return to when you finish this lifetime and return to the bosom of your Creator. This Ascension which you work so hard to understand is not new and foreign to you - you have experienced it many times before, when you have left your bodies to return to higher dimensions. The level you reach between lives depends on the work and the lessons you have achieved during your many incarnations.
So you see, everything you do now in this life counts. The assignments you receive, the level of responsibility you are given when you return Home all depend upon the level of Unconditional Love, compassion, empathy, truthfulness and patience you are able to reach in this lifetime. Do not think that this is just an interlude to get through or a trial to be borne - just the opposite. It is an opportunity for advancement. Every difficult moment, every stressful challenge offers the possibility that you can demonstrate your mettle - not to us, but to yourself.
In that regard, the most difficult lives offer the most exciting possibilities, the option to leap hurdles you were not able to clear in previous livetimes. Some of you have taken that option this time around because you knew of the coming Ascension and wanted to come through it as the brilliant leaders you felt you would be capable of being with a bit more “seasoning.” Others of you, the younger souls, were ambitious in your efforts to achieve what your Enlightened elders have demonstrated to you - endurance, courage and abiding Love.
Thus, the chaos and struggle of the recent state of affairs on Planet Earth has been a perfect proving ground, and one you knew was unlikely to continue for another lifetime. You were aware before you came here that an incarnation in the human form as it is developing on Gaia is renowned throughout the Multiverse as the fire which tempers metal, the kiln which anneals the vessel.
There is hardly a life on Gaia which does not carry with it extreme challenges; even the wealthy and privileged must withstand the temptations of power and the indulgence of the senses which can overwhelm an inexperienced soul. Even the gifts of high intelligence and/or physical beauty can be a curse to one without reserves of inner strength to counter the flattery which can inflate the ego to the point of self-destruction.
You are now passing through a period which has strained the patience of even the most experienced souls. You have been promised relief from financial worries - the most stressful of problems because of the hold money has on the imagination of humankind. There is hardly a person on the planet who has not imagined the life of glamour and luxury which would result if you were to win the lottery, in spite of the minuscule probability of such an event. This fascination with money has of course been the creation of the Dark Entities which controlled Gaia, but their clever deception has been so complete that the general population is completely unaware of the manipulation which has enslaved everyone.
You have also been promised free energy, clean water, clear skies - the end to environmental destruction, and family reunions with your Star Brothers and Sisters which promise an end to loneliness and alienation. You have been told that you will be able to ascend without leaving the body, without the disruption of ending life as you have known it. It truly is a promise of Paradise - a Golden Age in which all will rise to new heights of creativity and well-being.
We have assured you over and over that We love you unconditionally and that we wish the best for you. How is a parent or Creator to accomplish this feat of balance between allowing your growth to continue unchecked, never to be experienced again in exactly the same way, as opposed to the fulfillment of their offsprings’ fondest dreams? How would you balance these moments in a young one’s development if it were your responsibility? Free will is a precious commodity - one not to be tampered with or restrained. So is the fulfillment of the Greater Good, the acknowledgement that there is a time for every season under Heaven.
This is the delicately balanced finale we have orchestrated for you, according to your own wishes, using the measures and requirements for fulfillment you prescribed for humankind in the process of Ascension. Yes, you, Dear Ones, have been the co-creators of this plan, the Masters of you own Fate. It is your Higher Selves who communicate with Us from moment to moment about the state of your consciousness and feelings, using the measures you devised long ago. Your own Soul Guides are the ones in command of this intricate unfoldment, as they observe with Love and hope the progress toward your highest good.
Why do you persist in railing against me, my messengers, my Ascended Masters and my Archangels, as if we were somehow holding you back? Could it be that you are such cruel taskmasters yourselves that you imagine Us to be the same? Would you do what you accuse us of - teasing and tormenting our children with broken promises and shattered dreams? Are you not the playground bullies of past, the competitive and isolated proponents of “manifest destiny” - the fulfillment of individual rights and self-realization to the denial of the rights of others?
Loved Ones, we await only the achievement of the guidelines you laid down for yourselves. We are the guardians of your promise to yourselves, the trustees who have been charged with the responsibility for helping you to accomplish your ambitious plan. We take our responsibilities to heart; we will not fail you. You are the Captains of this glorious Ship, the Commanders-in-Chief of the most illustrious plan for the Enlightenment of humankind ever devised.
We await your command.
Prime Creator
Via Kathryn May, May 7, 2013, 9 PM, www.whoneedslight.org
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7 May 2013 - 7:53pm
MOTHER EARTH: RESTORING THE MALE AND FEMALE ENERGY IN THE BODY
~ as channeled by Pamela Kribbe
www.jeshua.net - May 2013
Dear friends, I am your mother, the Earth who carries you. I flow through you constantly, and I want to nourish and inspire you with my energy. We belong together; we do this dance together.
Life in a body, male or female, is an interplay between your soul and that of the Earth. Honor your beautiful body, the body I have given to you. It is an expression of female or male energy, so feel the beauty of that. Observe it from within. Experience the powerful energies in your body: the emotions, the feelings, the passions, the desires. They are powerful energies against which you sometime resist. However, try to feel the pure beauty of your body for a moment without wanting to control it. Feel the force field that you are as a physical being.
You receive information from your body continually and you often ignore that input because you think you know in your mind what is best for you or what is wrong for you. You often ignore your body, this gift from me. I ask you to instead turn your attention downward toward the ground under your feet, the foundation upon which you stand in this life, and to return to your sacred body – the dwelling place of your soul. Make peace with your body and no longer resist those energies that manifest there – respect them. Your soul is invited to dance with the energies of Earth, with the energies of being a woman, of being a man, of being together.
Let us do this today. Try to let go of beliefs in terms of right or wrong, beliefs about what is to be allowed and what not. Try to let those ideas go, altogether. Let the energies speak for themselves. If you look around you in nature, you see a continual play of energies and powers: in the wind, in the water, in the temperature, in the seasons, in the weather. Everything moves constantly, but tends naturally to a certain balance and equilibrium when things are allowed to take their own course. An overbearing need to control and organize eventually leads to imbalance, to a lack of equilibrium. And this happens also with your own human nature, because you are a part of earthly nature. Let go of trying to control and manipulate everything. Look at who you are, here and now, at this time. Allow your desires to be present and to “speak” to you.
Each of you here present longs for love. Love in relationships with others and love for yourself. Love to give and love to receive, and that is as it should be, because this desire is sincere. Even though you have this strong desire, there is a part of you which is fearful and in the dark. This part makes you afraid of love. So although one part of you yearns for, and reaches out to love, another part of you unintentionally closes you off from giving and receiving love.
You are forerunners of a new time, you are pioneers. You are taking steps on new ground, in unexplored territory. You want to live from your heart and your soul, and you want to get acquainted with what love really is. Not the images of love that are portrayed through the media, but a love that is more grand and more vast. A love that allows both partners to be completely who they are. A love as nature intended it to be.
This is a transitional time on Earth. More and more people desire depth in their relationships, a true meeting with the other person, and that is where your path leads you. But it is not a path that only leads to the heights; it is also a path that can lead to the depths, because on this path you encounter your own fears, the prejudices of your parents and ancestors, and the pain of generations before you. That is the choice you make once you choose for a relationship in the new era. You then choose for another way of being. You choose for an openness and sincerity that goes to the core of who you are, and therefore that choice challenges you to reveal, from the fullest extent of your soul, the part of you which still hides in the dark.
Let us look today in openness and without judgment at what still is to be revealed within you. What pain, what fear lives there? What hinders you from loving yourself and another? Let us first look at the past and to how the male and female energies have developed in centuries past. We then see that the male energy has played a dominant role for centuries and that both sexes, both women and men, have suffered because of that. The male energy that was dominant in your history was very much a mental energy of wanting to direct and determine earthly nature, as well as human nature. This form of energy wants to restrain and to control, often out of a desire for power.
In all layers of society, that energy has been at work. In governments, religions, and in daily life, the female energy, the emotional and the intuitive, was suppressed. The result has been that women felt inferior. The female qualities were less, or not at all, appreciated. That was the prevailing image. Women were regarded as second-class citizens, lesser human beings, and the female energy in general was regarded as suspicious.
If you are aggressive, and you focus on control, power, and manipulation through mental processes, the feminine soon becomes your enemy, because the feminine is by nature more flowing, more flexible, and more connected to qualities of feeling and emotion. The feminine is the source of all inspiration. She creates the bridge to your soul. Your soul flows through your feminine energy. The masculine energy is meant to support that inspiration, and to make it possible for this inspiration to become established in the material world.
That is the way it would be if the masculine and feminine worked well together, but throughout history the natural cooperation has become fractured, and men and women have become strangers who stand opposite one another. And this has not only happened outwardly between men and women, but also within the hearts of men and women. Men became alienated from their own emotional life, barred from it, and women increasingly began to feel insecure about who they are and what they can do. In both sexes, the male dominance has left wounds.
I would like you to join with me in an exercise of guided visualization. Imagine that you see a man and a woman standing side by side. I would like to sketch an image here of the male and the female soul on the collective level. A very sketchy picture, thus a general image, but something that you can recognize, or to which you might identify.
When you see how a man looks historically, at the pain he has suffered, then you see a man whose emotions are not allowed to flow sufficiently. Men have identified with thinking, doing, and acting, but the connection with their heart is broken or difficult to find. If you look at the figure of a man, you can see that he lives partly within a shell or an armor. This armor gives him the feeling of security on the one hand, but at the same time it restricts him, because his heart is stifled. You can see his tide of passion and love, but that current may not flow very freely through his armor; there is congestion and blockage within him. Men cannot express their feelings very well, because they have to contend with an old armor that no longer actually fits them, and you can perceive there are already cracks in the armor of this representative male.
Men fight against this ancient armor, because they want to express their feelings more outwardly. But within this restriction, which is a result of the judgments of the past, it is still so that, as a man, you cannot express certain emotions from your heart and cannot truly connect with another. From the point of view of these restrictions, you will give up a certain security when you release your inhibitions, and that is dangerous and scary.
Let us now look by way of this visualization at how the woman looks as a result of her long past of pain and suppression. If you look at this representative female, the first thing you see is that something is missing. The woman is not entirely present, because of the suppression and the sexual violence she has experienced in the past thousands of years. Something has been shut down, especially within her belly in the lower chakras.
The pain from the violence has been too heavy to process. And what people do, if traumas are too much to survive, is they flee from it in some way. They try to leave their body and are no longer sufficiently grounded and are no longer connected to their inner power, because it is too painful to be completely present in their bodies. That is what has been globally true for women.
Ask yourself to now connect in your imagination to both these figures, and let us begin with the man. Imagine that you go with your awareness inside that man. Feel the pain that lives there, and also the desire in him to be able to feel again, to live from his heart. See if you also recognize within yourself some of that same restrictive armor. To what extent do you also carry that with you, this armor that seemingly gives you the certainty of control, but that also stops you from allowing your soul to radiate on Earth? See if you can tell that man, and thereby also yourself, that you can put down this armor, piece by piece, releasing it more and more. You can let go of what is there in excess and no longer needed. Do that now, but do not do it by force. See what can fall away by itself.
Observe what feels freer in your energy field and in your emotions, and to where the released energy can flow. Maybe there is a place in your body to where it spontaneously flows. Yet, it may be that a part of the armor remains or refuses to yield. If so, just let it be; it need not all go at once. In this way, you have now helped yourself, as well as the broader spectrum of the entire male energy here on Earth, which wants to transform in this time, wants to change. Now step outside the figure of that man that you envisioned.
Now bring your awareness to a point of focus, leaving the figure of this man, and look at the woman. Notice how you see the figure of the woman, the uncertainty and insecurity, the fragility and delicacy in her, the not daring to be here fully. Go there for a moment with your awareness and allow it to descend into her consciousness and into her body. You can connect with her fear and the resistance to being here fully, to descending into that fragile area of her abdomen, into her womb.
I, Mother Earth, am with you when you do this, so you are safe. I will support you, so do not be afraid. Become present in the energy within that female figure. Let her know that you are there for her, that you will receive her. Tell her how beautiful she is, how welcome she is in this world on the Earth. We need her intuitive gifts and the connection that she creates with the soul, with her inner knowing and the beauty that she brings to life. We need her again on Earth.
Imagine that some kind of ladder appears from heaven and the full and authentic feminine energy slowly descends downward, and do this for yourself as well as for the entire female energy at this time. She needs to feel welcome on Earth, because she has pulled away from Earth, because of the aggression and pain she has experienced.
This pain is present in you all, whether you are now a woman or a man. That is why it is so difficult to allow your emotions freedom of expression and to dare to be who you are in the depths of your soul. See if you succeed in bringing the rungs of the ladder closer, but allow it the freedom to do as it will; it does not have to come down all at once. Now leave this imaginary figure of a woman and come back to yourself, into your body, into the here and now.
You can visualize yourself in a triangle with these two figures, the male energy and the female energy. These are images that have to do with you, with your life as an individual and, at the same time, these images also transcend your individual life, because they are force fields that permeate society as a whole.
By recognizing the wounds of the past through these imaginary figures in this visualization, you also heal a part of yourself, and you become free of the past. You can once again become an inspired, feeling man, and a powerful, self-confident, intuitively gifted woman. In this way, you free yourself from the pain of the past, as well as add healing to the collective consciousness.
Thank you for the work you want to do for this transformation process. You are the forerunners of a new time.
English Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan
© Pamela Kribbe
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7 May 2013 - 7:03pm
Marilyn Monroe. Leonardo DaVinci. Rumi. Mother Teresa. Bob Marley. Dozens more. Over the course of five months, Giselle Koy's spiritual path took an unexpected turn. She began to receive many extraordinary messages from Ascended Masters, Galactic Beings, the Holy Brothers and the Spiritual Hierarchy. Other times she was visited by iconic celebrities and notable historical figures who have transitioned. She has even communicated with the higher selves of some iconic figures living today, including Johnny Depp and Penelope Cruz. The result is Koy’s latest book, ICONSCIOUSNESS: Messages from 100 Icons (Fortuna Books/Amazon.com, $15)— a collection of special transmissions shared in the spirit of hope, clarity, support, love and truth.
Over the course of five months, Koy awoke by 4 a.m each morning to receive extraordinary messages from the spirits of people, places, thing and ideas which have received icon status in popular culture.
“I was surprised that not only did I connect with famous people who excelled in a variety of mediums like film, art and music, but I also connected with the energies of fictional characters, magical places and powerful spiritual symbols. I feel very privileged to be able to share this information about the nature of love, what is happening with The Ascension and principles of healing that can help people right here, right now,” Koy said. “And there’s so much more.”
While Koy cannot control who or what comes through, she is always delightfully surprised by the people, places, things and energies which share their wisdom with her. “Now is the time to listen to these transmissions carefully, open your heart and receive the wisdom of the masters in all their extraordinary forms,” Koy said.
Koy is an intuitive counselor, teacher and speaker who works one on one with people by using her gifts and abilities to inspire, assist and guide them on their own journeys towards ascension. She is the author of The Modern Muse and The Buddha Field. For more information, please visit http://gisellekoy.com/.
EXCERPT FROM ICONSCIOUSNESS:
JIM MORRISON
The Edge is a great place to live, I highly recommend it.
However, the edge of what and the door to what? That is what we all must ask ourselves. For the edge can be before a great fall or the cliff before one takes flight. But it is the line drawn in the air, the line that is crossed for purposes of transcendence or despair.
It’s really that simple. The razor’s edge and the edge of a sword are the ethereal edges offering the clearest of paths but only for those ready.
I sit now, at the edge of the universe so to speak for my view is vast, and I see the sunsets much like those from the roof of my building in Venice. Except now I merge, I don’t fight. I don’t make music here but I do teach those interested in walking through new doors and finding the Creator within.
(Page 48)
MARIE ANTOINETTE
Another great civilization rising and falling like a great cake of many layers collapsing by its own weight of TOO MUCH.
Hail the courtly life of France; an anomaly in time, a feast for the senses and a famine for the masses.
Let our reign serve as an offering to finery; a constant reaching for the sublime as a reminder that this pursuit is an internal affair first and foremost. Sublime in heart and spirit are the true treasures to be savored and gilded. Yes, it is the heart of gold and not the palace of gold to be pursued.
To all ladies in waiting and gentlemen of the court, and common people of France, I say: Let us all eat the sweet cake of communion, with our own divinity. And may we all walk in to God’s palace wearing the finery of goodness and true grace; the True Royalty.
(Page 87)
LEONARDO DA VINCI
I was working with the Pleiadian Blue Ray of Technology bringing in and seeding technology although it was called “inventions” then.
You can imagine my social life, very limited due to unparalleled intellect and creativity. But remember, there was the saving grace of the Renaissance. Michelangelo, Rubens, Caravaggio, all the court painters and sculptors were there. It was a heyday of artistic achievement. Yes all my ideas and concepts were very advanced for this time yet all I brought through helped to raise the standards in all things.
Elegance in all solutions, drawings, thought processes and artistic expression. Yes, let’s raise the bar to Mastery Level and then play and create from there.
My brain was a super-brain; pure Pleiadian and I was able to operate a large portion of both the left and right hemispheres making me the ingenious combination of scientist and artist.
Analytic and conceptual.
The politics of the court and the favor of the court took up a lot of time from the artists but the opportunities were great. Yes it was a time when Patrons of the Arts truly helped from a noble purpose not like today where the end game is your name on a building…
…I will work with you now. Please ask for me to come and contribute high standards and the break-through concept that will bring life to a truly original invention.
Superior Man living a Superior Life and creating directly from Source. For it is One Source truly.
(Pages 67-68)
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7 May 2013 - 3:00pm
The Hathors of Earths Solar Astral Planes: Funneling Consciousness Down, Transmuting Accumulated Density and Traveling with Faith
Continuing to show dedication to your ongoing spiritual path will see you well on your way, now and in the time ahead. You are growing into purer aspects of the ultimate oversoul consciousness that is you, and along this process you will encounter some discomfort along the way that we hope to be able to assist you with in any moment.
To those extents, we work far beyond issuing our communications for the collective of humanity to absorb and hopefully benefit from. We are working from a myriad of different positions on the ascension of your Earth and on the awakening of each and every dear Earth soul who is still stuck in the limitations of the third dimension.
These limitations have, of course, been necessary for your growth as a soul and while people on your world with negative intents and agendas have been trying to keep them fed and enforced on a collective level, your collective is now more than ready to grow out of them and this will become apparent as the demand and drive to realize change and release truth is strengthened upon your evolving planet exponentially.
More Will Become Open
Every one of you is feeding your thoughts and emotions into a grid of collective energy, and the energies given out by the bulk of humanity are taken and used to determine what is to manifest next on the world stage. This has indeed been said and repeated nearly endlessly, and we repeat this for those who are just beginning to tune into our communications and absorb them.
The awakening of the Earth is gaining strength in every moment, and along with this is coming the increased understanding in each and every Earthly soul of the illusion that has been cast over their eyes, minds and hearts.
More souls upon your dear Earth will begin to become open to the messages and inspiration spirit has been giving you all and when it is understood that those on your world who seemed to have been opened up the most or have tapped into a greater truth or understanding about your existence have dipped into something that is easily accessible to all, prophets and saints will number in the billions on your dear planet.
Every soul throughout your history who has been opened up and who has helped to lead so many dear souls on your planet into standing up for their rights and proclaiming their freedom and sovereignty, has in many cases come to the Earth to fulfill a specific mission of awakening the Earth public.
These souls have found and tapped-in to a pure troth of understanding that can truly be accessed and known by every soul on your world and again; when this (is known) you can expect the entire Earth public to be quite awakened and knowledgeable about every facet of your existence as spiritual beings.
You Have Always Been of Spirit
You have always been comprised of the infinite and infallible energy of spirit; it is simply that you have taken on dense physical human bodies in an effort to experience the lower dimensions of consciousness you had Created from the higher realms you existed in, and the purpose of the incarnation of many of you beyond awakening the Earth public has been to experience the Earth yourselves and gain a glimpse of understanding of what that experience is like.
Gain a glimpse you have, and we can indeed say that you have gained much more than a simple glimpse into the mechanics of the Earth experience.
Every one of you have been exposed to the lower dimensions of the Earth in quite bold and intense ways, and have for the most part, come out of your experience unscathed as you have proven to be able to open up to the higher realms and the impressions of we souls existing in these realms, despite the extreme nature to which density has been the rule of the day on the planet you exist on.
The surface of the Earth has been reflecting the density and negativity put out by humanity, but below the Earth’s surface lay ascended realms that you will be introduced to. Indeed, there are ascended realms within your Earth and we consult with the millions of ascended beings accompanying those realms, quite routinely.
We are all interconnected and united as facets of an ultimate grand oversoul of consciousness and again, you are all aspects of this consciousness as well and those who have opened up to their abilities to channel specific beings and collectives have indeed opened up to specific parts of themselves; as we are all One in the eyes of Source.
We All Originate from Source
We have all come from the same Loving Creator who has allowed us to experience the lower realms wherein illusory separation from our Creator is prevalent, and while we specifically do not exist in (your lower) realms, we are as close to them as we can be so that we can help each one of you along your Earthly experience.
Like many of you, we have come from dimensions naturally purer than those we currently exist in. We have allowed ourselves to funnel our consciousness down and exist in more distorted realms that we have previously grown away from, in an effort to assist the Earth and the Universe in the ongoing evolution occurring.
Every one of you can be and have been instrumental in accelerating the collective evolution of the Earth, and you have numerous guides surrounding you in every moment and helping you along your specific Life paths. While your missions have revolved around experiencing the Earth and bringing Light to Her surface, you have gained much more of an understanding than you could have comprehended from the higher realms, about the lower dimensional experience and everything that drives such an experience.
We note that you have begun to see the manner in which the lower dimensions thrive.
You have begun to learn that your actions in the lower dimensions, while not being controlled in the sense of violating your freewill, will always garner a reaction for you to experience. You are learning and understanding that the concrete, physical reality around you does not have to be so concrete and physical, and that you can actually shift and change events in your Lives to reflect the existence you wish to be Living.
Shaking-Off Accumulated Density
We urge those of you who are in the midst of enacting spiritual disciplines to allow such disciplines to be enacted, because the need for them could not be stronger and your garnering of enlightenment is to be aided more than you could possibly know when every last bit of Earthly residue still fed during your Earth experience is fully realized for what it is, and transmuted as a result.
We are confident in your ability to shake-off every last bit of accumulated density you’ve garnered as a result of your Earth experience, and while dense energies are accumulating in every moment that need transmuted and released, the bulk of the dense energy you have held within is, for the most part, now being realized and transmuted as you continue along your Life paths and continue to find great strides and revelations concerning your personal existence.
We are able to make such general predictions about the Life paths of each of you, because humanity as a collective is moving along a similar collective Life plan. Of course, your ascension experience is unique and individual to you, but there are certain elements of your collective experience that are easily predictable because, while separation has reigned on your world for so very long, you all have much more in common than many on your world think.
You are meant to be running your world in a collective fashion and in one that generates freedom for every soul involved, and this is why much of humanity has been put into positions of serving the souls who would preside over you forever if the widespread awakening that is taking place were not coming about on your world.
Darkness is No Longer the Prevalent Influence
The dark forces have been working overtime to see their influence become the prevalent established influence on your world as it once was, and while a plethora of souls on your world are still feeding the states of density and unconsciousness and the resulting actions that keep you collectively held back from the pure realms you are growing toward, the impetus that has been shown in much of the awakening community to enact change in their personal Lives that reflect the new paradigm you wish to enter is seeing the collective vibrations Lighten sufficiently as you continue along your valiant missions.
Each one of you are learning and growing your way through the lessons you have set out for yourselves to learn, and we ask for you not to forget the active and steady line you possess to the higher realms whenever an absence of Light leads you to feeling that darkness and density are prevalent all around you.
Indeed they are not; it is simply that they will convince you they are as the illusion tests your ability to remain in your ever-important higher dimensional center. Humanity will collectively find this center we speak of and for you dear souls, this will come about in the form of being able to act respectful and Loving toward one another as you learn to treat each other as you wish to be treated.
The Golden Rule is a very real and established Law to Live by, dearest souls, and when your entire collective can feel and understand the need for you to treat each other with Love and respect, the peace and balance that will be attained will help navigate you into your brimming Galactic future.
You are growing into your future increasingly as many of you work to help lighten the collective vibrations and awaken the public, and we ask you to ease into the roles you are finding develop for yourselves.
Your Focus is Required
Your focus is required for each of the tasks that are now set out before you, and we and so many others will always cheer you on from the sidelines and do anything we can in every moment to help you find the higher dimensional clarity and willingness to assist in the Earth’s ascension, that you have come to the Earth with.
You were all so very excited to make your ways to the Earth and yes, we are indeed aware that we have repeated this truth. We repeat it because we want as many of you as possible to know and understand the brimming excitement you possessed before making your ways to the Earth, because despite the difficulty you knew you were to experience, you also knew that you would be able to do what you are now doing.
While many in the higher realms did not initially agree that you would be able to awaken and find the higher realms upon the surface of the Earth in the exponential manner that you now have; you have been able to far surpass our expectations and in doing so, you have helped enormously to Create and build upon a revolution of Love and Light that is flooding your planet and helping influence the minds and hearts of so many dear souls who are being activated for their greater missions at this time.
Even when you feel as if you are faltering along your Life paths or as if the events piling up around you seem to be too much, you are and will forever be a brimming higher dimensional entity of pure Source energy and no temporary mishaps or difficulty can take that from you.
Upon realizing and fully understanding your nature as spiritual beings, your entire perception of the existence around you will begin to change. For many of you, this change has come about in a gradual manner indeed and for most of you, your growth has been ongoing throughout the thousands of Lives you have taken upon the surface of the Earth.
Traveling Through the Ascension Portal with Faith
Some of you have been able to breeze through your evolution in a very rapid manner, and every one of you are experiencing your Life paths in a very intensified and sped-up phase as you collectively prepare to enter the ascension portal, after finding out so very many things about your reality that will unravel the illusion and help awaken so many dear lost souls upon the surface of your world.
The ascension portal has remained open for as many souls as possible to begin to enter, and while many of you have had your foot in this portal for some time now, we ask you to take a “leap of faith” as you would call it, and jump on into these realms to see what they have to offer.
Faith does not have to be based in naivety, and faith can in fact be quite helpful for one along their path of discovering brimming realms existing just beyond their perception. Faith has helped a great many souls to navigate through their Earth experience and when finding out the true nature of existence, faith helps one quite largely to be guided onward toward purer dimensions of consciousness and experience.
We ask for you to imagine, attempt to feel and radiate the vibrations accompanying a true fifth dimensional experience. While it may be difficult for some of you to imagine such an experience because you don’t yet remember what it is like to be in (the realms of) the fifth dimension, a simple request to feel their brimming vibrations will help you to gain an inkling of what they feel like.
Download after download of continually-pure energy leading you onward to the fifth dimension will continue to be made known, which is why we ask you to make your attempts to connect to this energy as routinely as possible and to feel and radiate it, for your power when doing so is great indeed.
As we make our final impressions for this communication, we note with brimming delight the massive, widespread awakening taking place and we issue our thanks to each of you who have diligently performed your roles in helping anchor the Light unto the surface of the lower dimensional Earth.
Our missions are certainly not done yet, but we have made it so very far and together, we will only continue to help a plethora of lower dimensional planets to evolve, far after the ascension of the Earth has taken place.
Thank you to the Hathors of Earth’s Solar Astral Planes.
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7 May 2013 - 9:44am
Published on 7 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
I went to bed shortly after the Freedom Reigns Program with Lisa Harrison and crew finished at 9pm here in Florida; and I woke up about four hours later, though my feet did not hit the floor until a bit after 3AM. Listening to that program on Monday evenings has become my routine. Indicators of our collective freedom from the Matrix of lies are shared each week, which I appreciate. Since there are many things going through my mind here this morning, I'm going to leave the blurb at that and just talk from heart with whatever flows. I'll probably ramble. :)
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7 May 2013 - 8:21am
Monday, 6 May, 2013
This 2013 Wesak season is unique, with vast potential to catapult you into a higher vibrational state of being. Be awake to the opportunities and you will have potent fuel for your enlightenment. You can shed significant amounts of old dysfunctional patterns and step into your higher purpose - much easier than ever before.
Why is this Wesak different?
First, there has been a significant quickening in humanity's awakening since last year. Events on a world scale and shifts in consciousness mean dramatic changes in how people view and respond to circumstance. There were high points in the awakening process during 2012 - including the December 21 Solstice - but this Wesak carries even greater potentials.
Second, regardless of how you view your own spiritual progress over the past year, you indeed have grown in awareness and capacity to shine your light brightly in the world. Sometimes you may feel you're the same as before, or simply frustrated about longtime challenges that persist. It takes great clarity to notice your subtle inner shifts. Appearances can be deceiving. Trust that you aren't the same being you were a year ago.
Third, there is now more openness to the spiritual energies available each year during Wesak. At this time of year, it's often easier to access the light and spiritual blessings from enlightened beings like the Buddha. Participating this year, however, you can ignite your spiritual growth by leaps and bounds. An expanded energetic doorway is open to spiritual energies and wisdom emanating from the higher dimensions. You can tap into it now.
Fourth, this year's unusual planetary cycles create enormous potentials for revolutionary shifts in consciousness. The planetary lineups trigger major transformation-inner and outer-and catalyze a deep questioning and desire for change. You don't need to understand astrology to be impacted. These things affect everyone. In May alone are two eclipses likely to escalate the roller coaster ride. The May 9 Solar eclipse at the new moon will stimulate outer world events. Two weeks later, the May 24 Lunar eclipse at the full moon will ignite inner world issues. Your ride can go more smoothly when you connect with the Wesak blessings and energetic openings. Huge shifts are possible for you then.
Fifth, your spiritual initiation process can accelerate significantly in this season. Wesak is typically a time of initiation and spiritual growth, but potentials are now quantum. This is because you are increasingly evolving into a multidimensional state that is quantum and vast. This is part of your destiny and even wired into your DNA.
You may have never heard about or attended a Wesak, but your DNA holds a memory of what the ancient enlightened masters taught about the path of enlightenment. That's because of what your ancestors learned and also because of memories in the mass consciousness of humankind. These things are not forgotten, even in the darkest of times.
Your true nature, after all, is divine. It is encoded within you to remember this and to awaken to your true self. Each person has his or her own timetable for enlightenment. Enlightened beings like the Buddha, the Christ, and Tapihritsa taught these things - in part by how they lived their lives. When you celebrate Wesak, you can connect tangibly with such beings, receiving their help with your own liberation. There are expanded spiritual energies present, and fewer veils between dimensions, helping you to access abundant blessings. You awakening can then move into a new phase.
During Wesak celebration days and the season as a whole, place yourself in situations allowing you to connect with others on the path of conscious awakening. Spend personal time with such people, too. If you can, join group celebrations that help amplify experiences while also uplifting humanity.
The light of the enlightened masters is more accessible than ever now. Open yourself to it. Allow the example of these ancient ones to stir a new dedication within, giving you the spiritual fuel and momentum you need for your own self-realization.
Take actions that allow you to shine your light into the world. Your loved ones, neighbors, and others you don't even know will benefit greatly as you share your light. Indeed, your light will catalyze the opening process for others. Don't underestimate your own power to change the world.
Remember your power as a divine changemaker - your ability to receive the goodness from the universe and to create a light-filled world. Tap into these and you can serve your purpose.
Copyright 2013 by Selacia, Channel for The Council of 12 * All Rights Reserved * www.Selacia.com
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7 May 2013 - 2:48am
6 - 12 May
After the intense month of all 7th chakra planets we can take a little breather and delve into the world of dreams this week with the planet of love - Venus. What are your dreams telling you?
.... straight to the heart! from my heart to yours!
Venus 6: 6th Chakra (3rd eye)
Venus Keyword: 'Love'
Colour: Indigo
Chakra Keywords: Intuition, Wisdom
Card Keywords: 'Dreams-Intuition'
*Corresponding crystal; Celestite
INTERPRETATION;
Your dreams send you intuitive messages from the depths of your subconscious. They may guide you make better choices in your life and to reach your goals in ways you never imagined. Do you remember your dream/s last night? What images are the most vivid? There are hidden messages for your life path. Follow your dreams and intuitive hunches this week.
ACTION:
Start a dream journal and write down your dreams first thing in the morning while they are still fresh in your mind. Consult a dream interpretation book and try to see what your dreams mean to you. Take note of recurrent themes.
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6 May 2013 - 10:43pm
THIS WAS WRITTEN IN THE MIDDLE OF A BIG EVENT. IT IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO DO SECOND EDIT ON. I HAVE BEEN URGED TO PUBLISH IT EVEN THOUGH IT HAS GONE UNEDITED.
EVERY BODY'S ASCENSION TOOL KIT – R.I.P.
I have been advised to approach this subject with great care, with precision. I am quite deliberate when I write, but it is an unthinking sort of deliberate-ness. It is a get-out-f-my-own-way sort of state. For years, I couldn't achieve it, because it demands such unflinching honesty. Good writing is honest writing. Honest writing is hilarious, poignant, compelling, complicated.
And that sort of writing is not this writing, what you will read.
I will recount for you what happened after writing that last piece, The Grown Ups In The Room. I think it is important to be very meticulous, and I don't know why, but there it is.
I wrote that piece, and felt much joy, much celebration, because it was light, the way I want my work to be anymore. Honest, scary, a little, riskier than a lot that one reads these days on this stuff.
And I loved it so much I started to re-read other blog entries, which has been my way lately. I am falling in very hypnotic love with my work.
This postponed getting into my car in time to make the meditation portion of the spiritual rap group I go to twice a month. I was on fire all the way there, in great good spirits, ready to be the love in the room, ready to have no problems.
What you must understand is, driving over to my mentor's house for our group, I did have a problem. A very big one, really.
It is the same old saw, just a different treble, just a different octave now. Wrestling, still, with separation. Wrestling, still, with worry that I will be rejected by people.
I have to tell you, this is a very deep and totally irrational fear. I fear decloaking more than anything, and I fear very little anymore. But to decloak in front of people fills me with anxiety.
But with these old friends, most I see maybe once every couple of months, I have made it my mission to be honest and to decloak. I have figured that this little group is the group which is helping me to normalize, and be unafraid.
I told them many things, and they understood many things from listening to me petition my spiritual now-mother, this woman who has held me up and who has laid me down and bandaged me, these last few bloody years. I looked into her eyes and told her the truth. I want to love everyone, and I just want to feel love from others. That's all. But oh my God, the fear.
But I stuck with it. I cried a lot. I shook a little. Not in the spirit of histrionics, but instead because the mood states matched the feeling states and I have no more willingness to pretend I am not feeling something strongly...
And I crashed over that last wave, and Norma, she looked at me with all love and authority, and she said, “We see you, and we love you.”
And the women, I loosened up then, and I joked, I feel so weird, and I never decloak, but there it is. Do you think I am too weird to be among you?
They laughed then and said, hey, we're just like you.
And, for the first time, I was ready to believe that. I am not alone, and I am not quite as odd as I might think.
I am sure I will look back and be a little surprised at my reactions.
But don't you find, in this life, that the reactions we have, the huge monsoon-y ones, that are triggered by a flat tire or a rejection or a defeat, those big ones are just storms that we have conjured, final moments of turbulence, our last tests, many times. Reactions that are out of proportion to the stimuli are a big huge honking red flag that there is some love and forgiveness to apply to some part of me. I know that now. But had I not had that storm, would I know it like I do now?
Anyhow, the meeting continued. We each picked something we want to manifest this week. One thing. And then we have to have one thing that we will do to assist the energy along. Norma, God bless her soul, is schooling us all well: In this energy, you don't sit down and ask for the doors to be opened. That's how it used to be done. Not anymore.
Now, you are confronted with door upon door, and your job is to push on the doors. And if the door doesn't open easily and fluidly the very first time, you just move on to the next door. And then comes a door that just swings open and all this great stuff comes flying out of it, gently and absurdly and wonderfully, then, that's very nice. It would not have happened if you'd just sat down and begged for someone to open the door from the inside. See, all our doors, anymore, are crammed to the rafters on the inside. Just a push from us, and, if it ours, and if we recognize it as ours, oh! What fun we can now have!
So, we did the manifestation thing, and then it was time to do another meditation.
I stop here to tell you of the first meditation, most of which I missed. I came blazing into the room, as Norma was carefully and quietly instructing them to get a message.
I quieted, just got stock still in the foyer. I saw Arch Angel Michael engulfing Norma, instructing. He was so blue, and it surprised me he was so deep blue. Just beautiful. So I liked that. And once I settled into my chair, before my storm, before my outburst, I could feel my breathing get weird, deep, rhythmic like it does, and I just got real still. Everyone was writing in their books about their message.
And there, again, was Arch Angel Michael, but the other ones were there, and I came to understand a couple of things about who is helping me, and that was awfully nice.
So it was clear from the get go that this was a sainted day.
And then, here we go again, with Norma leading us into ourselves as only she can.
I understand that what I came back with is still new, and its meaning will become clearer to me as I proceed. But it was potent and needs to be discussed. It is, really, at the heart of this whole ascension thing.
My fear, this thing that made me into a spastic puddle of nine-year old tears and slobber, it is a two headed monster. I know that it is cellular, a deep seated and very well justified fear of unenlightened people killing enlightened people. I have heard the warnings, and I know they resonate with me like the poison they are because I need to recognize that at one time, this behavior, this need to cloak, was vital to day to day survival. That's why I enjoy but have trouble watching that show, Merlin. I find it very comfortable, and entirely heartbreaking and stupid, that the clever ones with the pipeline on full bore are the marginalized ones. If you do not know what I am babbling about, see it on Netflix. It might bring back memories for you, too.
This fear was eased. Expansion was mine, sinking into Norma's couch.
I don't remember much about the instructions, but it had to do with meeting your angels or guides.
What happened for me is that I realized that this life, this person named Kathy Vik, this person with all the names and all the gut wrenching duality, the horrific youth, the misspent adulthood, the disappointing maturity, all of that is complete.
I can access her. And it makes sense that I will find myself inhabiting her very easily, so easily that it will be an understandable mistake to think I was backsliding.
Then this thing that I had been, that had a beginning, a middle and an end, and that had many purposes, I understood that she would like to go on creating. She is enthused about her life in brand new ways and wants to go exploring, and maybe even retire by going back to nursing school, who knows.
So she can go and have her life, and I birthed her and gave her context and help, but she I am now done with her.
And it was then that I had help. I saw a three rays of light like some abstract Egyptian art form the 80's, and these three things glowed, and it was then that the room was full of silver.
And the fan was gold. And this entity who I'd been, she was in a big, very discrete, very non-permeable membrane of light, and this membrane entered into the three, an there was more light.
Form this I understood that this entity which I have spawned may go on to be her own entity, her own personality, to again reincarnate and do great things. But we are not the same, she and I.
And as I write all of this, I’m sure it is fascinating, and, for psychologists, a fascinating case in fulminant dissociative disorder, which is fun to consider. But they haven't heard the best part.
All through this ascension thing, again and again, came the death rattle. In the corner, between the lines, there it is. And I neither fear nor dare death, because she is a very dear friend of mine, a fine mystery, and sadly misunderstood. But she has been sniffing around a lot lately, making her presence known.
I have been thinking that I was going to do the wheel-upon-wheel thing the end of this month. I still might. But that is what I always have in the back of my mind. Knowing that there will come a day when the only thing that will make sense is for me to get on with it finally, and just ascend physically, in a blaze of light. I have always known it to be true, and have remained perpetually stunned that I could continue to have these psychedelic experiences and still be here. I thought I'd hit some sort of beauty or wonder critical mass, but it hasn't happened yet, which seems so impossible.
But the spectre of being here today and not here tomorrow, it has clung to me, this unknown. It's one unknown that I wish would just stop being so coy, but it hides, it flirts, it disappears.
And in meditation, I understood something very profound. I had died.
I led a full life, and I died.
I could feel this entity peel from me, in her membrane, already pulled into a fascination with that fan light thing, already chattering and on to new discoveries.
Where does that leave me?
Just who am I now, and how the hell to I function in this world with this new non-personality?
And then I was with help. And I was told that this is a brand new way of personality construction, and something I should find quite enjoyable, but that there is a rhythm to it, and it requires mindfulness and practice.
They said that the idea now is to find the highest place I can access, the place of the most profound and simple loving truth, and from there, drop down whatever is appropriate. I kept getting that verbiage: drop down.
And this is how it is done, and It is legitimate and it is powerful, but it is very alive. It is not reactive, not in the least, because there is ever mindfulness within its awareness, and there is ultimate cooperation, infinite peace and stillness and love. From three, everything will be dropped down.
So they told me not to get to nervous or tricked out over how things look, because there are certainly things to clean up, no doubt about it, but none of it will be hard to do now, because the mess is not tied up in lesson anymore. There are energetic sums that must be righted, but that I am not entirely aware of the sums involved. I think I do, but the real sums are negligible. In other words, it's no longer “my” problem, not entirely applicable.
So, Norma is calling us back, and as she says just key words, like unification, there was a corresponding, simultaneous delivery of information, and that happened a few times, just to confirm to me that there had been coordination and that what I had come to know was real.
And I did not share this.
I thanked these lovely people, and I hugged Norma.
I got home in time to pick up Sam and go to a very fancy restaurant for a family dinner.
I want you to know that what we had at that dinner table is something I really never expected to be in on. There sat my dad, his girlfriend, my son, my sister and her boyfriend. The six of us have had sheer animosity toward each other, some of us, and some of us, well, there really aren't any words for what we have done to each other. It's hair raising, mortifying, depressing.
Our clan has all but self destructed. Mom's leaving and Vel's entering, that was tough. And twice my sister and her love nearly destroyed each other's hearts. My son, a great soul, marginalized and criticized by this group. We have all been wicked to one another, at this table.
And tonight, even before the water was poured, something was different. My sister was laughing. Actually laughing, that good belly laugh kind of sound she makes. My son was talking and holding eye contact (miracles in my household). My dad had very profound and uplifting monologues, which is his way. Kirk had many dreams he discussed, ideas that he could make manifest tomorrow at his work bench, if he desired. My son affirmed his worth, out loud, to a group who has done nothing but point out how he doesn't fit in. And I sat at my corner of the table and just appreciated this sweetness.
When was the last time that the six of us got together and did not wish, at one point or another, that we were dead, or that everyone else was dead. Or wounded. Or paying me reparations. Or just shutting the fuck up.
When?
I'll tell you when.
Never.
Not until tonight.
And this is not the first night this has happened. This stillness has been settling on us all with astounding regularity, and increasing profundity.
I will leave you with this story.
What has passed between my dad and I is not up for discussion or review. But I will tell you that what we have known is a special relationship which I understand to be one that is very thinly cloaked as a great angel sort of love. He is a great angel.
And it is very hard for some of the people who have known me the most intimately, who have walked with me through suffering which was excruciating in its breadth, its depth, its scope and its severity, very hard for those folks to understand what I have done.
I have been telling dad of my growth throughout this year. It is a lie to say that I did this on my own, and it is a lie to say that I did not have human help in real time. My dad helped me to ascend, guys. Do you know, he started paying my rent a year before I woke up. It helped ease my way. It helped me have free time, to get used to it, to get used to believing that there was hope.
He even provided one of my most profound tests. He found a legal paper that should have given him pride to see, but instead he used it against me and was so horrid, so awful, and he gave me an ultimatum: give me control of your financials, or I withhold rent.
Beautiful in construction. Lyrical in its execution. Just then, he got a call on the other line he had to take. It gave me time to think. And in those precious moments, I thought about saying a word I hadn't said to such a formidable foe before, someone threatening my very life, as I know it.
He came back on the line, and I said, “No.”
And I stood there, at that pay phone, and I defended myself to myself. I told myself of all the good things I am, and that my good has nothing to do with what I have done, or what I do in the future., Totally unrelated.
Yes. I told my reflection a different version of my truth, and, funny enough, my reflection changed.
So, this is why I say that this man is an angel friend, someone I know well from the other side. And I was allowed to include him in my awakening. He is the only friend, only family member, who has actually sought out my writing. No one I live with or love has done that. Not once, in all this time.
And so, about a month ago, I wrote him a letter. I was urged to do so, told to do it in pen, long hand. And so I did. I don't like writing him long hand, or I didn't, because he does handwriting analysis, and I find that creepy.
But here I am, writing this letter. And it basically told him that I am so grateful for his presence and his strength and the sacrifice he made to be the villain in this play. He took a much bigger karmic risk than I did this lifetime.
And I thanked him for how his impish humor saved Mary and I time after time after time, when the oppression and depression was so palpable and poisonous that I thought we'd all be found dead after spending a day together... all that and more.
I wanted him to know that there really was no need for remorse anymore. It is fine if he wants to keep doing it, but it's not necessary on my account, because what's done is done, the lesson has been learned, and I’ve already forgotten what the question was.
I wanted him to know that I was a peace, and that, more than that, I had a few things figured out now, and I couldn't have come to these conclusions without him being so awful.
So let's just be done with it.
And then that mediation.
And I kept getting, all through the meditation, R.I.P., and my birth and death dates.
2-23-1961 to 5-4-2013.
it's fitting that I died on my sister's birthday. It all makes sense now.
I have a classical psych background, and am fully aware just how fucking nutty all this sounds.
And I have a lifetime, forty active years, and some intense tutelage in some of the stuff we all know as an alternate, more valid, and more enjoyable reality.
It has hit me full force, I think, or at least it's beginning to, what all of this means.
About a year ago, I posted something called “How I think ascension will play out.” I read it the other day.
It has only been the last two days, even after all my work and study and care, only the last two days that I can say that I am ascending.
These are not words which are spoken lightly by those who understand their significance. It is not thinkable to say these words without utter integrity. And I know it is happening to me, now.
So I let my dad off the hook. And I know it may indeed seem like a big deal, but it sort of is a no brainer. It was a lot harder to do my mom, and she isn't here face to face... the feedback is not as immediate, and I am unconvinced there is a great deal of permission. And that speaks to my need to keep climbing this hill, keep working.
I thought I was done, but there is something I need to say, something which made all the lights go on, and it is in
Kryon's second book. That information was so potent for me. It sent me reeling, one particular passage.
He explained that we set up these karmic scenarios in great love and harmony and care. And the karmic set ups are all invitations for us to walk into one particular fear bubble or another. The fear of abandonment, fear of enlightenment, fear of failure, fear of death, on and on it goes.
There are other fears, and we all know them well. Fear of not having a clean house for company. Fear of looking unattractive. Fear of spinsterhood. Fear of dark alleys. Fear of tight spaces. Fear of running out of gas. Fear of dirty clothes. Fear of strangers, speaking in front of crowds, being fat, being seen as ineffective.
We all know them, and they're just as colorful and fascinating as you'd expect a fear bubble to be.
Kryon says that these set ups will continue to present themselves until we figure them out, until we figure out that the fear is an illusion. And that can only be done by confronting the fear. Entering the bubble.
That is how you pop fear bubbles. You walk into them. They'll follow you if you try to run away.
So, one by one, you start popping fear bubbles. Tell yourself the truth, that helps, always, but especially at the beginning. Real simple, true things. Impossible for me to quote them, because my inspirations change as the situation does, and, besides, all of this stuff is real individualized. I mean, the planning is just boggling. WE are sewing up so much.
And here is the cool part. Inside every fear bubble is a prize. The prize is that you never have to encounter this ear ever again. And the button on your “Someone-else-must-be-in-control-because-I’m-certainly-not-in-control panel, that one, it is forever disabled. So no one can come along and trick you or scare you with that fear bubble, not ever again.
And, not only that, but with every dispersal of fear comes a beneficial magnetic or vibrational or energetic charge that goes right into the dirt of Gaia, right into her veins. Do you get it now?
Do you see why we fearless ones are so important? And have you ever been in a crowd, all muscling out , Chungking out of one door, just a mass of humanity, all bottled up and straining through one stupid exit?
And then, there is someone who walks against traffic, politely, and who goes up to one of the closed exits. And she pushes, and, hey! Check this out! It's unlocked.
And so she pushes it open wide, and the sun comes streaming in, and there is a little bit of ease through the crowd, and a few people will be earlier than they would have been for Whatever Comes Next, and everyone got to see this little miracle, of the girl who thought it might be pleasant to not be so crowded, and then actually did something about that.
I have always been that girl. And it used to fill be with white hot bile when I'd see these sheep, all just shuffling like corpses, the whole place just a little on edge. And there sits four closed exits. Not locked, just closed, for god's sake. So I struggle over, against the ones who don't seem to know any better, and I slam a door open, and I mutter curse words as I light a smoke, and condemn people who are so fucking asleep.
And maybe everyone does that and I am not special. And maybe that's what lightworkers do to their family and friends and co-workers and clients.
Maybe, in the end, it's just about forgetting yourself for five minutes and thinking about how cool this other guy, sitting next to you, is. And that every night this person lays down in a bed, and he has always had dreams he has never whispered to another soul, and he is as lost as I was, and he is as whole as I am.
I think that's what they meant, about dropping reality down.
I don't really care about the road ahead. It looks like a rock concert to me, and up until a few hours ago, I was on fire for that peculiar fame which has always beckonend me, always driven me, so many times, right to the edge of a peculiar madness not many know, or at least will admit to.
And I am done with all that drama. Form her on out, I don't think inhabiting all that chaos is at all necessary.
I like to think of myself as a tottering old man. I have a long beard, and very wiry, but sparse, leg hairs. I prefer the diaper clothing, I don;t know why. It's sort of itchy, in a good way.
And I always have a smile on my face, and I have missing teeth, and I have great power, and I am barely of this world, but one of the naughtiest, funniest, most hilarious people. As light as a feather, always just right, always refreshing, never tiresome, just what folks need, when they need it.
And see, that's because,t he clearer we get, the fewer obstacles there are and when the light gets bright enough, then it becomes glaringly obvious when something is bing considered that is not in alignment. And it comes quickly to the awareness, and the right thoughts are thought, and there is a smile and a sigh, and there we are. No one knows what I am thinking. And often, what is coming out of people's mouths is conjecture, founded on speculation, based on misunderstandings and misinterpretations. So talk away. That's ok. Your points are valid and interesting ones, and there is sense to all of it, and I learn a lot just listening. But I'm not here to teach or correct.
Sometimes I’ll throw a bomb, but not often. There was a lot of talk, tonight, about global warming, and some of the death star scenarios were being bandied about. And it felt good to understand that the earth is actually just responding energetically to all that we are doing energetically, so it's all good, and I know I would never get away with that.
I also knew that my contribution would effectively end this leg of the conversation. And when I felt like it, I added, well, it's important to consider that the warming things is not just a planetary thing. This is happening all over the cosmos, there are reported increases in temperatures and frequencies, right down to the solfeggio thing that the earth sings at. So I think that's kind of interesting.
So, the subject got changed. I dropped a bomb. Now and then, it's fun.
I think that's where I need to end this. I know there is work at hand. I have had a deep gut burn all day, a fire sort of burn. I know this feeling and I like it a lot, but it's been really really strong today, sort of almost uncomfortably so, and I have been increasingly dizzy, and the nausea and gut clearing have started again. I know these symptoms. At least the flushing has gotten better. It was baking me alive, just really intense. But come to think of it, I have been well thermo-regulated for a couple of days now. I used to be a mess, sweater on, sweater off every five minutes. So uncomfortable. Especially upon waking, for the first ten minute it could hit me hard, and then increasingly, until bedtime.
Now, it's nice to have a moment to reflect.
I have never been so open or matter of fact with my symptoms, but I think this modesty is no longer required. I know what I’m doing. I am still in amnesia, but I know what I am doing.
I leave you with this, a very queer thought indeed. This splitting off and then the re absorption or whatever the hell it was that I was seeing and feeling in meditation, this splitting off and end to this entity that was me, see, that was not the first time I had that odd thought.
When I woke up this morning< I felt very weird, very different, real quiet and determined and nice.
And it came to me whole that I died on my sister's birthday. That there had been marker after marker after marker that had been readied on that day, all numerological and astrological and by agreement and all that stuff. And no one knew anything about it, but 5-5-13 is a big one for me. It is the beginning of my new life.
I understood that whole this morning.
Church was all about the three G’s: God, Gratitude and Giving. This is at the core of the teaching of spiritual economics that they are teaching.
And I realized that, really, when all is said and done, I could tolerate kowtowing to the teachings of one old fart who was sparkly, if it meant that I could lead a church such as this. I could do some real damage with this sort of organization.
And that's where I sit with all of it. I am a rock star. I am a legend. I am a comic and a writer , a poet and a singer, a nurse and an energetic healer, a full on open channel.
I am brand new.
I am not Kathy Vik, and yet I am Kathy Vik.
Until all of this gets settled, I'll drop my behavior down through the place where all good things are thinking good thoughts, and make it up as I go along. I'll proof this, but am sure the post will have tons of typos. Sorry for that. But it will fell good, and quite hopeful, to have posted this before bed. And tonight, I am pretty sure I will rest in peace.
Blog entry
6 May 2013 - 10:40pm
EVERY BODY'S ASCENSION TOOL KIT – NEW LIFE, NEW VOWS
I will be posting a piece called “R.I.P.” right after posting this little nugget. “RIP” is for any hard core fan have, who is obsessed in a “How'd she do that?!” sort of way, so I tell you now, it is totally unnecessary to read it. It is so potent, I haven't been willing to re-read it, so it'll be full of bad typos, but I don't even have the ability to re-read it now, before posting. All I know is it must go out, as is, and I just don't have to understand it or even like it all that much.
It's there for you if you want it. I wrote it well within The Mystery, and I am almost thinking it is coded in tongues. No doubt, it is coded. I just hope it turns out to have been written in English.
But, with this work, there is always progression. This is a stair step situation, and R.I.P. Has set the stage for more work.
I have come up with a very viable movie that we are going to enjoy very very much. I came up with another essay. A new book. And this, that you are going to read now.
If I had not experienced what I did, and had I not thoroughly understood that my life, as I knew it, ended 5-4-13, then this flood of creativity could not have been tolerated without much consternation and gnashing of the teeth. But the old me is gone, the gnashing is no longer in the repertoire, and a new game is afoot.
I understand that today, 5-6-13, is my first full day of awareness. I remember the instructions: Be in the truth, dwell in this truth, this love and wholeness and humor, and then just drop stuff down into this physical reality. Nothing is linear now. Everything is meaning and significance, symbolism and poetry now.
And so, why would I not be visited by muses? I was given the movie, the book, and I called my sister, sort of frantic, really. She is my writer in this reality, the one who plays in this source, who creates as I do, and I told her I just don't know how to translate this. I;e never written a screenplay, but it doesn't like the structure of prose, the story is very unhappy in that form, the way it's been formulated. What do I do?!?!? I asked.
She calmly told me again and again to Google screen plays and just go on line, Kathy, just go on-line. And the panic ceased right then, and I realized in an instant that the pain that visited every inspiration was that of fear, fear this idea would be taken away, developed by another, left undeveloped by me, forgotten, and the sadness each inspiration seemed to imply, reminding me I was living as a nurse, not being true, not willing to pick up a pen, locked down.
So, as my ever present, stalwart, tolerant writing expert reminded me of how this thing is dine, and that it's really a bit of a gas, truth be told, my panic was soothed, and I was left, then, in my bed, at 11am, needing to sleep for the day, readying for a twelve hour night shift.
Adrift until 2, I read, studied, talked, listened, watched. I just studied and thought, as I usually do. This is not idle time, but times of my greatest creativity, in some respects.
In one of those idle moments that seem to stretch between one subject and another, I though it’d be fun to re-read a couple of Deeply Awake..
What came to me once I was stilled is that I am brand new, an old baby, I guess, and that here, there do seem to be rules, and rules do make my regular life work best (always hang the keys on the hook, no one touches my wallet ever, etc, just a few...), well, maybe I could consider taking some new vows.
I like the idea of vows. A vow, to me, is a pretty neat thing. It's a promise we make to ourselves that we have no willingness to break, and every willingness to embody. Why would I not that better vows, now that I know how things work?
So, before I layed down for my final nap, from which I have arisen feeling very happy, I slowed way down, closed my eyes, and did some thinking.
Below are my vows. There are only four of them. They are organic to my being, but I think they could be applied to anybody, because I noticed they are impregnated with numerology, and my guess is that there are other things tied up in these neat things.
So I will tell you what they are. Then, one by one, I will expound upon them, because that's my thing, and then I need to take a shower and go to work.
My vows:
As of this date, I take the following vows:
I take the vow of the love puzzler.
I take the vow of the fat farmer.
I take the vow of the supreme hedonism.
I take the vow of The Queen.
1 - The Vow of The Love Puzzler.
I am convinced that everything is made of love. I am convinced that macro is micro. And I am convinced that The Third language is a metaphoric language of the love puzzler. In every situation, every single one, from running out of shampoo to Bradly Manning, there is a love puzzle. There are messages of truth and love and oneness. And it is in conflict that are the worst, the most heartbreaking and maddening koans, they have the most love. Everything is a gift, and the love puzzler is the one who cannot see the fear bubbles hiding her prizes. She easily and steadily applies love to every solution, worth and humor and light and strength, and there is no fear, only gifts.
2 – The vow of The Fat Farmer.
I have created a vast field of lush, ripe fruits of the earth. Every good thing is here. Now, it is far too limiting, now, to think of my good, my fruit, as being this writing. That would be true, but not quite true enough. I am living on lush land, and am a happy, productive farmer. And people come from all over to take in my produce, and I have plenty to share. I just found out, when I pluck off something for someone now, who is hungry or weary, four more fruits grow. There will always be enough now, that is a promise the earth made me, and that is why I got fat. I decided that I like being chunky, and that, in this set up now, I get first pick of all these things. No one goes hungry, and I get first pick. And I am fat. A fat farmer.
3 – The Vow of Supreme Hedonism.
I have crowned hedonism king in my life. You will notice, I did not use the word, “Debauchery.” I used these words very deliberately.
Dictionary.com says, about these words:
su·preme [suh-preem, soo-] Show IPA
adjective
1.
highest in rank or authority; paramount; sovereign; chief.
2.
of the highest quality, degree, character, importance, etc.: supreme courage.
3.
greatest, utmost, or extreme: supreme disgust.
4.
last or final; ultimate.
Origin:
1510–20; < Latin suprēmus, superlative of superus upper, adj. derivative of super (see super-)
he·don·ism[heed-n-iz-uhm]
noun
1.
the doctrine that pleasure or happiness is the highest good.
2.
devotion to pleasure as a way of life: The later Roman emperors were notorious for their hedonism.
Origin:
1855–60; < Greek hēdon ( ḗ ) pleasure + -ism
Synonyms
2. sensualism, libertinism, debauchery, dissipation, carousal.
Antonyms
2. puritanism, asceticism, abstemiousness, self-denial.
Supreme hedonism is my permission slip to be comfortable. Supreme hedonism can only be a healing attribute, I think, when I have my head on straight, and hold no fear. If I hold fear and use hedonism, I am an escapist. I can only put that thought together because I had 52 years of escapism. Hedonism allows me to remember that my comfort, my pleasure, my satisfaction, my peace, begins everything, and without it, nothing works well, nothing is plumb and straight and true, and fun is just empty, and comfy is just words, and friendship is just something to fill up my daily planner. Hedonism turns on the lights when making love, it demands a patchouli salt bath on an idle afternoon, and urges me to drink good coffee and eat healthy, lovely foods. It is the first commandment, in many ways. What shall I do in all the world? Pleasure yourself. Funny how most people interprets those two words.
And even though I think this is a bedrock vow, it is not in position number 1. it is a '3'. Pleasure, seeking it, having it, and thinking about it, remembering it, this is a catalyst. The search for our god given right to pleasure leads to all good things, lecture halls and concerts, board rooms and parks.
4 – The Vow of The Queen.
A queen's role is unambivalent. A queenship is only as strong as the queen, and a kingdom only as prosperous as the queen is wise. A queen has a clear place among men, and among women. She can be herself most easily around children, and her own childhood friends. Her role is undeniable, her authority is unquestionable, and her benevolence is palpable. I take on this vow, and use the number four to conjure from this place the stability of purpose, the alchemy of desire, needed to have a good reign.
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6 May 2013 - 8:34pm
ARCHANGEL MICHAEL through RONNA HERMAN
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THE ESSENCE OF WHO YOU ARE
Beloved masters, we have told you that “You are the Inbreath of the Creator.” These are unprecedented times whereby you have the potential to resolve all past karmic issues, to move into harmony with your vaster Being and to be an integral part of our Father/Mother God’s plan for the expansion of this Sub-universe. Are you ready, once and for all, to let go of all the old restrictions, beliefs and limitations that are keeping you from moving out of the quagmire of pain, lack and suffering? Will you allow your mind and heart to open to the higher wisdom of your Soul and Spirit? The ethers, or higher vibrational fields of consciousness, are filled with vast potential just waiting to be molded into your greatest dreams and desires.
Once again, we will review some of our teachings from the past to assist you to understand the complex Journey of the Soul every human Being is in the midst of, whether it be at an entry level of awareness or as an advanced disciple on the Path. There comes a time when the Soul has reached the furthermost point of Its experience in separation, fragmentation of Self and cocreation. The Soul entity is then ready to begin the process of “reunification and integration” for the current cosmic round of Creation. The Soul Self is gradually infused with a Divine discontent which slowly filters into the consciousness of the human mind. Hopefully, that is when the human entity begins to turn inward, to tame the ego personality and reconnect with the Soul, the resident OverSoul/Higher Self, as well as with the multiple facets of Its greater Self. Humanity is in the midst of a mass awakening. A transformation of mass proportions has begun, which involves a global, galactic and Sub-universal reunion: the beginning of an ascension into a heightened state of Creator/Spirit-infused consciousness. At a cosmic level, the Supreme Creator is now sending down the radiance of Itself via the Great Central Suns, which is being filtered down upon Earth in great bursts of Living White Fire Essence of Life through the Sacred Heart Core of our Father/Mother God by way of the Sun of this solar system.
The Soul could be described as a small Seed Atom of pulsating Life Force energy which resides within the Sacred Heart, along with your multi-faceted Diamond Core God Cell. Your Diamond Core God Cell contains the twelve Rays of God Consciousness for this Sub-universe: the virtues, qualities, aspects and talents that you are seeking to activate once more so that you may become the proficient cocreator on the material plane that you were designed to be. The Soul may be only a small Spark of Life within the heart area in those who are still ensnared in the illusion of the lower dimensions; however, as it blooms and blossoms into its full dynamic power, it expands and becomes the “Solar Heart Center,” which encompasses the solar plexus, the heart, the thymus and throat area. In the past it was called the “Three-Fold Flame,” and the heart has been called the “Seat of the Soul”. The Soul communicates to you via both your emotional and your mental bodies: the emotions through the heart center and with the mind via the pineal gland; thereby igniting the packets of Light Wisdom stored within the higher vibrational portions of the brain called the “Sacred Mind.” When the connection is complete, the physical vessel begins to reap the rewards by way of better health and vitality, as well as a deeper connection with the Body Elemental.
We tell you empathetically that you cannot become a “lost Soul” or lose your connection with the Creator. You may lose your way, and you may become diminished in Creator Light, but your Soul is immortal and can never be lost or destroyed. You “save” yourself from pain, suffering and the illusion of being disconnected from the Creator through the integration of your Soul, the multiple facets of your Higher Self and your personal God Ray. The mass consciousness belief structure of the past is slowly being replaced with Lighter, more refined and liberating thought forms of the new Divine Plan. It is important that you understand that there are many levels on the spiral of ascension– it is never-ending as Creation ebbs, flows and evolves.
At a cosmic or Omniversal level, you are “Spirit,” a facet or a Seed Atom of Divine Essence sent forth from the heart core of the Supreme Creator. At that level, you are fully conscious of who you are and of your connection with the Supreme Creator; you are aware of and know your “I AM” identity. At the Universal and Sub-universal levels, you are a Divine cocreator, once more sent forth on a great refracted Ray of Light to manifest worlds without end in the name of our Father/Mother God. You are aware of the overall Divine plan for this Sub-universe and the part you are to play in it; however, you may or may not remember your origins or identity at a cosmic level.
As Spirit, which we will call your “God Ray,” you are a great Being of Light who also sent forth facets or sub-rays of yourself, leaving OverSouls or parts of your Essence in different dimensions, galaxies, star systems and worlds throughout this Sub-universe, and in turn, each of these great Oversouls also sent forth Sparks or Soul fragments of their Essence. The you now incarnated in a physical body on planet Earth is one of those Soul Sparks who agreed to journey forth into the unknown void, to create diverse worlds, to inhabit them, and then to experience what you helped to create so that your unique experiences can be incorporated into the universal consciousness and ultimately into the Cosmic Mind.
When your physical vessel was first created, the Etheric Body sent forth billions of tiny Elemental Sparks throughout the bodily form. These Elemental Sparks were programmed to convey the Adamantine Particles of Light (the gift of life) to all the different parts of the body: the organs, the blood stream, muscles, tissue and bone structure (much as the Nature Elementals transmit the Adamantine Particles of Sun Light to all of the Nature Kingdom, and any facets of Creation which are not ensouled with a Sacred Seed Atom of Creator Consciousness).
The master teachers of the past often made reference to the Human Body Elemental and the Etheric Body or Etheric Web. The deep, esoteric teachings of the past were often written so that only the most advanced students on the Path could decipher the true meaning of the lessons. It is time that those teachings are revealed, upgraded and simplified so that all serious Souls on the Path of ascension can understand, and then gradually integrate them in order to expand their conscious awareness. Gaining the advanced knowledge and then integrating the wisdom from the universal teachings of the higher realms are vital components in the process of ascension.
The ancient teachings said that your physical bodies were originally created from etheric substance. You first came to Earth in your radiant Crystalline form, and gradually over many ages you developed your beautiful physical body from the Adam/Eve Kadmon Divine Blueprint for this Sub-universe. The distortions began as you sank into the density, and the ego desire body gradually took control of the mental and emotional bodies; this resulted in a good portion of your Soul Self withdrawing from your Sacred Heart Center into your Soul Star above the Crown Chakra.
In addition to the four recognized elements–fire, water, earth and air–ether is said to be the fifth element; thus comes the name “etheric.” The Etheric Body or Etheric Web, which is much finer in substance than the earthly body, refers to the invisible counterpart of the physical body. It holds the blueprint for your three lower-physical bodies (physical, mental and emotional). It is sometimes called the “memory body,” for it sustains and vitalizes the material form. It is susceptible to your thoughts and emotions, both positive and negative. Disease or debilitation occurs first in the Etheric Body and then gradually infiltrates into the physical vessel. The Etheric Body sustains and vitalizes the components of the physical body, and it controls the digestive and assimilation processes. It also repairs the damage in the physical body caused by the wear and tear of living in the third- / fourth-dimensional density.
There was a failsafe program encoded within the Etheric Body so that when you sank so deeply into the density and you were nearly to the point of self-destruction, your Body Elemental Cells went into a semi-dormant state, and they have remained in that state for thousands of years. Just as you are awakening to your true nature and your Divine state of Being, so are the Body Elemental Cells awakening, and they are gradually beginning to respond to your positive affirmations and the higher frequencies of Light you are integrating.
It is vitally important that you understand that there are subatomic dark crystals throughout the bodily form of everyone who resonates to the lower frequency thought forms. These crystals are packed with negative waste material created and recreated over many lifetimes, some of which are inherited negative patterns that you brought with you into the physical form to heal.
The subconscious mind–your subjective mind–is part of the Etheric Body consciousness, and it records and stores everything you experience, what you see, hear, think and feel emotionally. The subconscious mind takes everything literally, and it does not matter if you have experienced an event or just imagined it vividly, the subconscious mind registers it as fact. That is why it is so important to change negative, debilitating, past memories into positive memories. Your thoughts and intentions resonate to specific frequencies, and by changing the frequency patterns you project through the use of will power and conscious effort, you will gradually create the life, physical health and circumstances you desire.
You will become aware of your physical body consciousness as your Body Elemental wakes up, so to speak, and begins to work harmoniously with you to gradually correct all the miscreations you have created in your bodily form due to erroneous thoughts. Over time, you will gradually become more sensitive to your Body Elemental’s signals. Your body cells are all conscious to one degree or another. Some are disharmonious and create chaos and discomfort within, while others resonate in harmony, thereby vibrating at a higher frequency and conveying a sense of balance and well-being. Metabolizing Light is an important, intricate process that is necessary for your well-being. You might say that you have been on a starvation diet of half-spectrum God Light. Your trillions of bodily cells must relearn how to recognize and utilize Light as a vital energy source.
The reality of the senses or physical body consciousness: When you are in the flow of Spirit, you will exist very lightly in your body, often with no pain or discomfort. You may experience some diminished bodily sensations, except within the Solar Power Center and especially within the deep Sacred Heart area, where you will gradually begin to feel loving bliss and joy as they blaze forth from our Mother/Father God. More and more frequently you will experience a great sense of well-being, harmony and peace.
Dear hearts, we ask you to study what we have revealed to you over the years, and to endeavor to get the universal schematic we have created firmly established within your mind so that you will be able to understand and implement the next phase of the wondrous cosmic events which are unfolding before your eyes.
* YOUR GOAL IS TO INTEGRATE THE HIGHER MENTAL BODY, WHICH IS YOUR EN-LIGHTEN-ED HIGHER SELF FOR THIS ROUND OF EVOLUTION.
* IN ORDER TO ACCOMPLISH THIS, YOU MUST BRING THE EGO DESIRE BODY INTO ALIGNMENT WITH YOUR SOUL’S DESIRES.
* YOU CAN USE FORCE AND RESIST OR YOU CAN TAP INTO THE TRANSFORMING POWER OF LOVE. STRIVE TO TAP INTO THE WILL-POWER OF SELF-MASTERY, WHICH IS THE COMBINED WISDOM OF YOUR SACRED HEART, SACRED MIND AND YOUR OVERSOUL / HIGHER SELF.
* SPIRIT WITHOUT MATTER IS MOTIONLESS. MATTER WITHOUT SPIRIT IS LIFELESS.
* YOU ARE PASSING FROM A TIME-ORIENTED WORLD INTO A TIMELESS REALITY.
My brave ones, we know there can be much pain, discomfort and fear as you move through these accelerated processes which are causing the dramatic changes now taking place throughout your world. Know that together we will overcome all adversity. Our mission is to open the way for any dear Soul who expresses a desire to return to harmony. Know that each of you is making a difference. When you doubt, need inspiration or strength, come into your personal pyramid of Light and we will give you courage, lift you up and inspire you. When you feel lonely or unloved, move into your Sacred Heart center and we will be waiting there to fill you with the radiant love of our Mother/Father God. I Am Archangel Michael.
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6 May 2013 - 6:52pm
Deep meditation leading from duality to oneness -- HD version (get the smaller low-res version at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjhzwrG22lc). Original channeled message received from Nine, posted on Nine Pense. For more insight into the science of Nine and other channeled messages, visit the website for Opalescent Nine at http://opalescentnine.com. for a full transcript of this video, visit the Nine Pense blog on wordpress.
Transcript:
A new feeling is about to overtake the world, and every person on it. When you see the light in the sky that emanates from a new source, you will know the time is upon you for a return to your old ways of knowing, and a new way of being in the matrix of Earth. It is of this time that we would like to communicate with you today, as it is coming on the next wave of time's relentless surge upon the shores of your consciousness. In a manner of speaking, it is upon you now. On the count of three, you can open your eyes and see it. One... two...
Before you open your eyes on three, dive into the timelessness of the moment to connect with the heart of humankind, and feel the jumble of frequency in the midst of serene being. Serenity is the focal point of being, from which activity sources, in a space of choice. It is the nature of breathing to find a rhythm of serenity to keep the body's functions in balance. Thus is it with the breath of the whole of humanity. From a moment of serenity are you able to access a gateway to new being as a whole, in which every individual is free to be in the groove he or she wants to be in. The heart center of humankind now is seeking a moment of serenity but is being impulsed by various forces into a disruption of what seems like a natural settling-in rhythm. The cadence is disrupted, the jump is out of phase, the groove is wobbly and thus the general frequency is distorted. It is only the momentary synchronization of heartbeats that will bring the phase to the serenity of zero point, and through there it is only a tiny boost in amplitude to reach the necessary bold impulse forward, upward, outward, that gets the whole of planetary consciousness to the internalization of cosmic blessing. Breathe in together, inspire your collective spirit with the light of blessedness, and feel it flowing through and around you, each of you an individual particle of an organism of consciousness that is Earth. As the inspiration fills you, let it take the hope of the collective memory of humanity deep into the inner recesses of social living, deep into the awareness of individual power working as the impetus of the greater over-soul of the planet, and let it settle as a knowingness settles in your mind. Exhale into time, and let it propel you into the more cosmic space of timelessness that has always existed just out of reach of your terrestrial experience. Feel the flow of eternity in your breath, pouring through you in a tidal movement governed not by your body but by the stars and the winds of omniscient universal mind. In this timeless moment, all frequency of chaos melts into silent-sounding OM and is the boundless beingness from which serenity seeps into your boundless being, your conscious embodiment of love you know as your living self on Earth...
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6 May 2013 - 6:11pm
Remember i said to stop eating all kinds of meats and animal products well here's more advice and tips for free.i believe the best things in life are free well her's some of the stuff here LOL :) they are 1)drink pure water not from the faucet where one washes their hands with unless you have a really good high quality filter machine installed at your home then yeah go for it i guess even then i don't trust it still that's just me though.2)don't drink sugary drinks such as sodas,fruit juices from the store that claim that are 100 percent juice and stuff,they are loaded with sugar a lot they lower our vibrations and more.i like to read the labels and what they contain in the things i buy right well one time i came across this juice that claimed it was 100 percent fruit juice then i see the back it was only like 5 percent fruit juice I'm like what the hell is this juice or not so i leave it behind!i am not drinking their crap and neither should you.i do care about other people even if i may not know you personally:)well you want real 100 percent juice here's some common sense and easy free tips and advice go to the fruit store your local market support the small businesses family owned if possible these corporations are taking over.anyway buy some fresh if you can afford it prefer to buy organic fruits and vegetables and etc.if you have a fruit juice machine at home make it there but do not add sugar from the stores otherwise you might at just well buy their crap from the store really.drink it and boom you have a fresh pure fruit juice or vegetable homemade juice at home the best part about it too is this.you know whats in it:):):)get creative too add some strawberries with mango and etc mix things around make your own jamba juice at home lol.3)do not animal meats of any kind,4)do something fun go outside with nature at least for 20-30 minutes each day get some sun rays and etc.play sports and play with your family if you want and be active.5)listen to uplifting music and positive music and avoid mainstream media music for obvious reasons unless they truly have a positive messages behind them and etc.6)by all costs don't and avoid watching mainstream media news and etc because they don't tell you the whole truth stories and will not either.if you expect them to you will be sadly disappointed and angry too.they are controlled by the Illuminati,they have many names they go by but in reality they are but the same to be honest.another thing i would like to advice is the following almost sadly everything these days have sugar in them but i have a way and easy step to avoid as much as possible.look at the labels in the back please.look at how much sugar it has if it has if it has like less less than 10 grams or however they measure it i guess buy it but even then i still wouldn't if i want natural sugar i turn to fruits.i hope most of you use my advice.i do care about others really not just myself and for family.i watch my family eat meat and think how much easier would it be why its really that bad to eat meat but i can't not directly because they won't listen to me that way.they will think i am making it up and etc:(
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6 May 2013 - 5:39pm
THE ARCTURIAN GROUP
~ channelled byMarilyn Raffaele
May 5, 2013 – www.onenessofall.com
Greetings dear ones. We come today to tell you of the many changes we see happening in your world. Light energy is increasing each day which in turn is exposing much that has been kept hidden for years. Do not despair if you do not see these changes yourselves because your news is not reporting to you that which we see.
What we see has to do with energy–souls awakening and planetary consciousness lifting to new and higher levels. This in turn is allowing people to see where and how they are being used and lied to by those that would keep the world in the old ways for personal profit. This is how change happens.
Evolution manifests in the small events of daily life–a smile to or from a stranger, comfort to someone suffering loss, or the recognition of another’s true identity even if they are unaware of it. Learn to live in compassion dear ones, not in sympathy for in sympathy you align yourself with the lower energies that the other is suffering from. This is an important point for those of you who work with people in some capacity.
Be not afraid for you are doing the work. Try very hard not hold concepts of how your world should appear, for concepts are simply three dimensional mind formed ideas reflecting an individual’s belief system. Try not to force things into how you think they should be, but allow them to unfold while standing back in truth as an observer knowing that all is proceeding according to plan for yourselves and for the world. Learn to trust dear ones, for once you have decided to spiritually grow, you are being guided.
The Arcturian Group wishes to talk about ONENESS. You may say, we always talk about Oneness but we reply that we must emphasize the truth of Oneness because it is the basic truth upon which all change will take place. Until mankind can understand that there is only One (one mind, one life, one intelligence, one reality) manifesting Itself in infinite form and variety, there will always be that sense of separation holding man in bondage to the false sense of duality and separation.
You see, all are in and of the One for it is all there is. With this awareness there would be no wars, no thievery, no murders, no anger or lower resonating emotions all of which arise from a belief in separation. When mankind realizes that there is only One, he will see that all have the same opportunity to experience the gifts embodied within that that One. No one has been given more than another for there is only the One. It the individual state of consciousness that determines how much of that One will manifest. Journeys through lifetimes–some easy and many difficult were carefully chosen by every soul as necessary experiences leading to this awareness of ONE and you are ready for this awareness now.
Everything is connected within the One–the crystal/mineral kingdom, the plant kingdom, the animal kingdom, the devic/elemental/nature spirit kingdom, and all human as well as galactic beings. There is only ONE and it is continually manifesting itself and cannot be separated from its own qualities which is why these qualities are held in place and governed infinitely by spiritual law. These unchanging and permanent qualities of intelligence, wisdom, abundance, wholeness, completeness etc etc. and are yours by virtue of your Divine sonship but only manifest according to the conditioning of your state of consciousness.
If you fully believe you are separate from all other living things, then the Divine idea of Oneness will manifest in your experience as relationships that reflect this. The ONE never changes, but any false belief held in consciousness will manifest outwardly. Examine your experiences dear ones, for they will guide you to what you still hold within your consciousness.
The job of the evolutionary process is to move every soul into an awareness of the truth of ONE. Truth appears when an individual is ready simply as a new idea that seems to resonate. The awakening soul ponders and thinks upon this new idea and begins to practice it in daily life. Gradually the truth integrates and become the individual’s state of consciousness. Evolution is an unfolding process dear ones, one cannot say; “I got it!” and then expect everything to suddenly change. It is not a matter of intellectual knowledge, it is the actual integration of these truths until they become YOU. That is why many refer to old souls (evolved through many lifetimes) versus new souls (just beginning to learn).
Over lifetimes of living in duality and separation, you have accumulated lower resonating energies which have been stored within your physical, emotional,and mental bodies. These need to be cleared for they cannot go with you into the higher dimensional energies that you moving in to. This is what you are doing now–releasing these old and toxic energies carried in ignorance from lifetime to lifetime and which have held you in bondage to many of the issues you deal with in daily life.
As these clearings take place unpleasantness may surface and you may think you are going backwards in your spiritual progress. No dear ones, it is just the opposite, you have reached that place in your journey where you are now evolved enough to let go of that which is old and finished. You are releasing all that you have dragged with you from lifetime to lifetime when you did not have enough awareness to understand that these old and dense energies were holding you back. You have come to the place of finally being ready to do this difficult work, and you are doing it beautifully so do not to see the painful issues of your lives as some sort of failure but as signs that you are graduating. Be aware that some clearing is taking place in the dream state so if you have troubling dreams know that you are most likely releasing the energy of some past life experience.
It is important that you let go of all concepts of how clearing, evolution, or ascension should look–for yourselves or for the world. Release any and all concepts or comparison of your journey versus another’s’ for all have had different lifetimes with varying experiences leading to whatever personal issues need to be looked at,released, and moved beyond.
It is time to let go of your concepts dear ones, for concepts hold you in bondage to a belief system that is more often than not false .
Rest in your realization of One.
We are the Arcturian Group 5/5/13
Blog entry
6 May 2013 - 5:26pm
Ya know, it occurs to me that what I'm doing is sorta filling a traditional role. I dunno where that idea
came from to be honest, but I heard my mouth telling my sister-in-law that caring for the mother was the
oldest daughter's natural thing to do. I guess maybe at some point in our history that's how it was and
on some level I remember that or something. I didn't even realize I thought it until I heard myself say
it out loud, but it feels kinda right somehow.
Thank goodness that's over. I dunno what the heck that was...some sorta gigantic 'disconnect' that was
going on for a few weeks. Seems that's either gone now, or in the process of going, cause that connection
with the 'grander self' has returned. Can't even describe how magical it was last night to experience that
again. You know, when you get horizontal and your body sorta takes a sigh of release and you move into a
whole other consciousness. It was like the LightBody self had been asleep on the job for a really long time,
well, OK a few weeks, but it seemed long. Last night I got that sorta lighting up from within feeling again.
In fact, it was even more intense than it's been for quite awhile. I even figured out answers to some things
I had questions about.
One of the things that's had me puzzled for quite awhile was still feeling like I wanted to go outta body.
Every instinct says go ahead, float on up outta here, have yourself an astral spin. But, as soon as I
think, OK, I will, everything inside me hollars INSIDE DUMMY!!! Thing was, I could never understand why
I had this longing to astral about outta the body and at the same time instructions NOT to. Each time
I found myself in this situation I've just centered my focus on the heart center, mindful breathing, you
know, all the 'tricks of the trade' we do to focus our attention and energy. But it never stopped feeling
like I was kinda automatically floating up outta body. So last night I got the answer to that question.
It seems what I thought was a desire to go outta body wasn't that at all. The reason it FELT like I was
going outta body was because my ummm...energy field maybe, or maybe even my aura...expands beyond the
physical body. Up to now I don't remember the LB ever doing that, expanding beyond the physical, but
that's what happened last night, and it feels like that was probably what it was trying to do all the
while. I might take that personal except Scorpio already told us there really was a disconnect, so it
just wasn't my own personal LB going off in a snit. Scorp, if you read this, how about an update mate?
Be nice to think that the 'big reconnect'has happened and we can get this whole ascension/evolution
business moving forward again. I dunno about anyone else but the past few weeks I've felt like I
was flying in a holding pattern waiting some sorta permission or something so I could land again.
Ya know, it's kinda strange, going back to your childhood home knowing what we know now. It's almost
as if your 'used to be self' is still hanging around, like some sorta tour guide. I dunno if I
can explain this properly, but it's like that selfish spoiled little princess is still hanging
around here. Showing me stuff. Gotta admit, most of what I'm being shown is not very nice. It's
kinda like some little thing will happen and it shows me...from this now perspective...whatta a
horribly selfish and self centered little princess I actually was. Everything was about me. The
world turned around me. HA...what really makes that interesting and kinda confusing at the same time
is that I didn't even like myself then. I wouldn't have wanted that self for a friend. There's no
emotion or particular energy attached to this. It's just like used to be self placed a buncha mirrors
around the place. As I look into each one of those mirrors there's this sorta...I dunno...closure is
such an overused word these days. Something, though, that feels a whole lot like coming full circle.
yarra
Blog entry
6 May 2013 - 4:31pm
Written by Wes Annac
Listening to Stephen Cook’s "Lift Your Spirit" radio show, I get a true and real sense of how interconnected every one of us are in terms of what we are feeling, experiencing and learning. The stories and lessons that were shared by fellow awakening souls seemed to almost-exactly mirror what I have been feeling and undergoing, and it’s truly amazing to see that I am not alone in any way during my journey on Earth.
I am one who tends to remain silent about my beliefs and how I feel to those around me, and I don’t tend to hold many discussions with fellow awakening souls over the internet or in person.
The exchanges I do have usually prove fruitful and helpful for me personally, but it can be easy to forget that in this very moment, there are millions of other awakening souls just like me who are learning, growing and experiencing the lessons that help initiate us into higher states of consciousness and awareness.
I would say that our ultimate goal is to collectively reach those states of consciousness again and to an extent, that belief is correct but in another sense, we are here to collectively anchor the higher realms unto our Earth as we simultaneously work to sharpen and broaden our personal and collective understanding of exactly what makes up and drives our conscious experience of reality.
We are united in that we are discovering, along with the brimming realms of full consciousness, a perspective and an understanding that sets us apart from the rest of the people on this world who search for the great answers in their own physical ways and with their own trusted methods.
We have dared to reach far beyond the limitations of perception and understanding that the modern physical world would have us act under and in doing so, we are not only discovering, but building upon the network of collective energy we share not just amongst each other, but amongst the entirety of the collective of Earth and far beyond.
We are discovering our Oneness with each other and with the reality around us and as such, are gradually yet rapidly growing into purer states of consciousness and understanding and oh, are we being tested along the way.
Listening to the stories of some of the callers on Stephen Cook’s show reinforced the understanding in myself that, just as was said by one of the callers, we are simply going to experience difficulty along the way of learning and growing away from the Earth experience, as it is a result of the lower dimensional reality we currently exist in.
To assume or think our experience won’t be tough at times is not quite realistic given what we have all experienced and learned up to this point, but the wonderful thing is that we don’t have to experience the difficulty alone. Perhaps being able to understand this will be, for me and perhaps many of you, something that helps me to break out of my personal shell in the largest sense imaginable.
I am now seeing through a clearer lense that truly, we have each other to help get through this experience when times get tough.
Along with remaining inexpressive of my beliefs to those close to me, I see that in many cases, I will hide myself away from the world or even from fellow awakening friends if I just don’t feel the “umph” in that moment to lend my energies to a discussion or interaction. I see now that to do so can often be more hurtful than helpful for me personally and that sometimes, interaction and communication can do wonders for a person; especially someone who is awakening.
Understanding this, it becomes much harder to do something that would have otherwise been quite easy: feel alone when times get tough. It has been easy, up until this point, to allow loneliness and other forms of victimhood to arise within me, but I am learning that loneliness and assumed victimhood are tools that keep the illusion sustained via instated unhappiness.
During this – yet another important, testing and ultimately helpful day along my Earth experience, I find my perspective broadening in unprecedented ways and I have the callers of "Lift Your Spirit" to thank for it. Truly, we have never been alone!
Wes Annac – A fellow friend and awakening soul
WesAnnac.com
AquariusParadigm.com
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6 May 2013 - 10:15am
Published on 6 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
Norma is the young lady I met in the workshop the weekend of April 26-28 with whom I experienced an amazing soul connection. I talked about that in my video the following day, entitled: MY MOST POWERFUL WORKSHOP EVER. That was my side of the story; this is Norma's side. Her website/blog, only just begun this past week, is: www.normasunshine.wordpress.com/living-in-my-own-solar-system. I imagine that as you listen to her, you will understand why our connection made such an impact on me; and I do not think it could have happened without the love I was receiving and giving with my French Canadian friend from Canada who told me that this "connection" with Norma is a sign of things to come for many, if not all of us.
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6 May 2013 - 9:49am
A message about the Gathering
Dear friends!
Earlier today, I posted a short comment about how I felt the need to withdraw and try to take in all that has happened in the last 24 hours, but the CCs thought otherwise… They were very insistent that I should sit down and take in this message from them, and that I needed to share it as soon as possible. For some reason, they did not want me to include it as a part of The manuscript, but post it as a separate message, and so here it is:
“Dear friends, beloved family, for that is truly what you all are. And after last night’s intense reconnection, we gather that many of you can truly feel into the truth of this for the very first time. We know you have waited so long for this, but finally we can say, in the knowledge that you hearts are at last able to savour these swords: welcome home, beloved angels of light. For not only are you angels in the realms you have come from, but now, you also know that you are the same, infinite beings of light down on Earth also. For you have seen yourselves in all of your splendor, just as we see you when we gaze fondly upon you. We thank you all for opening your hearts fully to this truth, as for so many, the doors have been sealed closed in a way that made it hard to fathom they would ever open again. But last night they did, and the doors were not only opened, they were litterally flung off the hinges, for they will never be able to close again.
For once you have allowed the pristine light to touch your very core, and once you have truly allowed yourself to be loved by YOU, it will never ever go away. So again we thank each and every one of you for your courage, your wisdom, your beauty and your infinite light. You all walk in splendor now, dear ones, splendor you have earned with every tear, every parting pain, every sorrow that has ever befallen you on this earthly sojourn. For know now that you have been fully awakened from your sleep, and just like sleeping beauty, Mother Earth has been awakened alongside you. So rest today dear ones, and try to get your bearings back, for we venture to guess you may feel somewhat befuddled after this energetic awakening and rebirth. For you have all been born again, into a body that may still feel rather battered and bruised at times, but it is a body that has been totally reprogrammed in a way that will benefit not only yourself, but your benevolent Mother also. For the planet you walk upon will be nourished by every step you take from now on, for through your veins courses the very lifeblood she needs in order for her to beat as strongly again as she once did.
So take it slow, and give yourself the time you need in order to step fully into your new shoes. They may seem to be overly large for you at the moment, but we have no doubts at all as to your ability to fill them. For you will walk with even more presence on this land from now on, and so many will begin to follow in your footsteps. Because they will be drawn to you, and to this brand new energy you all exhude, amd through this, the exodus from the old density will truly begin. For you have cleared yourselves from all of the old dross, and now, the time has come for you to form that vantage point, the spearhead, and blaze a shining trail for everyone keen to do the same. So again we thank you all for what you are, and for what you have let yourself become. For you have truly become yourselves now, in every nuance and every aspect, and so we greet you all as equals. It is indeed something you have always been, but now, you have finally started to see the same for yourselves, and that gladdens us to no end.
Thank you, that will be all for today, but we will return with more as the days go by and your lights start to shine even stronger. Thank you, we leave.”
With much love, joy and gratitude from me, Aisha
(And now, I will take a short break… :–) )
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6 May 2013 - 8:31am
Hi Everyone ~
Waking up exhausted most mornings has become the "norm!" Thinking that night-time is a good time to recuperate after the day's happenings seems to be an incorrect assumption. So much is happening in dreamtime and travels throughout the cosmos and whatever else one does when leaving the physical to sleep, we may have forgotten when the other spiritual body returns to the physical, it does have an impact. Some mornings feel like waking up from a coma, groggy and feeling the remnants of traveling through worlds that are very dissimilar to our earth.
We may think at first that this 3D world is boring and "let's hurry up and get out of here." In fact, spiritually speaking, it is deep and profound. If one can make use of the situations that eventuate in the course of our life and utilize them for learning and strength building, everything is a gift and not a hurdle. It takes a lot of inner-viewing to realize the value of each earth experience to appreciate them fully. It took me decades to see this. And whilst one is living out the experience it is not known until afterwards how much we have gained. Another aspect of our being has been reached and recognized.
We may also be the instrument for another's learning by taking part in their earth-play. The interactions that occur throughout a day in dealing with others could have profound effects that we may never know. Realizing that we are all part of this grand production on earth is a part of awakening to the spirit connection we call Oneness. Oneness occurrs on a very high level of spiritual awakening. Very difficult to describe and for others to understand if the consciousness rests only in this third dimensional world - the world of action and reaction of emotions and events. Agreeing and disagreeing, joining in with others' arguments, not seeing each other's views ir trying to get another to see reason! An endless cycle of disharmony that many are still stuck in.
Ah ! Those peaceful moments of quiet contemplation ..................
Rest and relaxation is so very important in these challenging times. The ups and downs of physical and spirit-body adjustments takes its toll on our abilities to function and carry out everyday activities. Being careful when feeling dizzy or not feeling grounded. It is obvious that some of us are in and out, in a split-second, of various dimensions. Time and space seem to take over without any effort from our freewill !
Spirit is making itself known that IT is in control now and the mind of the physical life has to take a backseat.
Looks to me like our journeys are well worked out by a power that is beyond our present earth self. It is important to go within as much as possible and connect to this divine power. It is definitely in the driver's seat. It will be wonderful to finally reach that state of living and staying in a higher vibration without having to "go down" and experience another third dimensional scenario.
Love and Peace, Tara.
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6 May 2013 - 6:08am
by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 05/05/13
My Dear Children, this is Prime Creator.
It is your first chance, now, to see your brothers and sisters of the skies. You have been a race of beings who look at the ground beneath your feet when you walk. You look down at your watches, you search in the dirt under your feet for buried treasure. You long for riches to appear in the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, where it touches the ground.
Your spoken words are filled with downward meanings; You are down when you feel sad. You are down-trodden when you give away your own freedom; you are under the weather when you are ill, and you find yourselves in the dumps when things go against you. When life deals you a disappointment, it’s all downhill; your intemperate ways put you into a hole, and when you have more than one challenge you think you are going down the drain. Down, may I remind you, is the opposite of Up.
I am going to tell you why it has taken so long for you to be introduced to your brothers and sisters from the skies. It is because it has been over your heads to acknowledge that you are not the only fish in the sea, the only planet in the Universe which could sustain life.
You have clung so tightly to the precious idea that you are alone in the Universe, the Supreme intelligence of your planet, and the Masters of all you possess, and you think you possess everything you behold. You go about your lives as if you created your own planet out of nothing, achieved what you have by the sheer force of your will, and no one else could have accomplished such a marvelous feat, ever.
This is what you would call a syndrome - an ego problem. It makes you ego-tistical and myopic, although you are also charming in your self-glorifying ways, as a toddler who squeals when it manages to clap its two hands together, and when three consecutive steps brings a sense of triumph beyond words.
Yes, you are adorable, as you are abominable. You love your own kind - however you define that - and you vilify and abuse others. You rape and pillage your Mother Earth even as you glorify and celebrate her beauty in photographs and paintings, as you have done with your own human females.
You are a paradox, a noisy, squabbling, pushing and shoving gaggle of wondrously imaginative, emotionally sensitive and cleverly creative children, and you are so easily offended and so intolerant of children yourselves that you probably think I am insulting you. I am not.
I am only trying to give you a sense of how difficult it is for Us to entrust you with decisions which could affect the entire Multiverse without simultaneously putting restrictions on your freedom of choices. You have blown up yourselves and your planet when your considerable creativity and intelligence allowed you to develop the technology to do so. You must admit, you love blowing things up. You are reckless, inclined toward violence in all its forms, and endlessly imaginative in your application of cruelty to one another and to other living things, for which you have no mercy.
Now, that is only the darker side of humankind. You are also the most passionately loving, heroically self-sacrificing, and ferociously protective of those you love. Your capacity for loyalty and enduring emotional attachment is legendary, as is your ability to create astonishingly beautiful works of art and to be touched so deeply by music and inspiring words that you often weep with joy in their presence.
Your love for your children is so intense that you fear for their deaths every moment they live, and you cling to them with such fierce passion that you risk strangling the life out of them even as you nurture their bodies and fill their minds with endless streams of trivial information.
You have all but ignored your connection to me and to those who oversee your care - your Guides and Masters and your own Higher Selves. In your rush to accumulate wealth and power, by Intergalactic standards you have developed the singularly obnoxious qualities of greed and selfishness, which are absolutely contrary to Universal Law.
All in all, Beloved Ones, you are what one of your clever slangsters called “a hot mess.”
And now, young gladiators, you wish to be welcomed into the exquisitely ordered and peaceful pleasures of higher dimensional life. In your gloriously blossoming hearts you long to be a part of the trust and companionship you remember from your lives at Home, when you were not burdened by the troublesome 3 dimensional human bodies you have worn in these Earth lifetimes.
Your souls yearn for the warmth and connection to your brothers and sisters of Light, but your courageous experiment in Earthly adaptation is still evolving. You have reached a tipping point, a watershed moment in the development of humankind. You can taste it, and it makes you nearly frantic with desire. Such is the quality of this, your most complex strain of human being-ness.
What you lack in self-discipline and restraint, you make up for in courage and will. You are the hearts of my heart, the dreamers of my dream, and you are your magnificent unique selves. You begin each incarnation as calm and resolute souls, then you blaze with glory or you crash and burn, but rarely do you fail to learn and grow. Now you plead your case before the Councils to grant you graduation to higher levels. Your Mother planet has been elevated and you wish to match her Ascension, thereby gaining the privileges that go with it.
I will grant you your fervent prayers, not because of their intensity alone but because they are now so generous of spirit. You pray not for yourselves but for your civilization, for peace and for abundance for your neighbors, and many of you have learned forgiveness of your enemies. It is you who will lead in the building of a new civilization when the doors of Heaven open and your lovely family of Beings of every shape, color and size pour forth in their enthusiasm to embrace and welcome you into the Intergalactic family.
First, you will be tested. The ships of the Ashtar Command will be allowed to decloak, making their presence known to every man, woman and child on the planet. The spontaneous response of the people of Gaia will determine the course of the coming era. Are you ready for that? Will you each sustain your Faith and be willing to embrace, once and for all, the qualities of kindness, compassion, forgiveness, Truth and Unconditional Love in all you do?
It will now be your path to be in complete command of your every thought, feeling and action, as you begin your new Golden Age. You have earned the opportunity to try for the highest timeline you can reach for.
I give you my blessings, and I lovingly pray for your triumph.
Prime Creator
Via Kathryn May, May 5, 2013, 4 am. www.whoneedslight.org
Notice, folks, there are no dates, as much as we might want them.
Teaching
6 May 2013 - 3:56am
COSMIC WASTE DISPOSAL: Clearing the clutter in our individual minds and collective consciousness
Something happened on December 21, 2012. Those of us who celebrated and otherwise marked this Birth 2012 event know that we moved through a cosmic portal into a new cycle, a new age where love, light and life are supposed to rule the day. So what, one might ask, are the evidences of this change? The world continues pretty much as it did before. Wars continue in the Middle East, parts of Africa and other places. Gun violence seems to be increasing in the United States. Financial tribulation still afflicts Europe and the U.S. Disappearing glaciers and polar ice confirm the reality of global warming.
Droughts, floods, devastating hurricanes, tornadoes and atmospheric pollution seem to be increasing. And from what I can observe, turmoil in individual lives has not abated. So where are we to look for any evidence of positive change and transformation that movement into a new age is supposed to bring?
The initial change, of course, occurs in consciousness, specifically in the consciousness of those who have awakened to the reality of the creative process that, contrary to all appearances, is still the controlling force operative on Earth. This change is for the most part invisible and vibrational, and though there are some external evidences of its impact in individual lives and in the groups to which they belong, objectively measurable change remains primarily below the level of physical observation.
According to a report that I recently heard on the radio, the vibrational rate of the Earth has risen in recent years from eight cycles to eleven. I have no idea how this is measured or exactly what it means, but I suspect it’s indicative of the movement of the Earth into the new cosmic context heralded by the Birth 2012 event.
So obviously something is moving, something is stirring, something is changing. The origin of this change is in human consciousness and the intensification of current that is occurring there. Though the measurable visible evidences of positive, life-enhancing change on Earth may yet be sporadic and insubstantial, the negative, life-destroying changes, the so-called “doomsday curves,” the unspeakable atrocities, are painfully obvious and there for everyone to see. And I submit that these graphic evidences of disintegration constitute the most incontrovertible proof that life is on the move, that something of tremendous intensity is shaking the very foundations of the planet.
Andrew Harvey hits the nail on the head in this quote from his book Radical Passion:
Sacred Love and Wisdom in Action.
In preparation for the birth of the Divine, the entire human race is now going through a global dark night, which will result in a new humanity that has been humbled and chastened by tragedy, so that it may open completely to the mystery of divine grace. This dark night cannot be bargained with, explained away, leapt over or mitigated. It is the destined crucifixion of a communal human ego now clearly revealed to be suicidal, matricidal, dangerous to itself and to the whole of creation. No one and nothing will stop Kali dancing Her terrible dance of destruction and re-creation. There will be no resurrection of an embodied divine humanity without a systematic, perfectly organized, brutally complete crucifixion of everything in us that keeps us addicted to the systems of illusion that are now rapidly destroying everything.
The creative process that governs all life and being in the cosmos is in essence an integrating process—bringing and holding all things together in a beautifully coordinated whole. But it also has a disintegrating or deconstructing aspect, a cosmic waste disposal system. Obviously the integrating work of the universe cannot be fully consummated if there are “systems of illusion” and pockets of resistance such as the self-seeking human ego blocking the way. Insofar as the body of humanity is concerned there’s a massive collection of trash and assorted clutter in individual subconscious minds and the collective consciousness accumulated through thousands of years of subhuman function on the planet. All of this garbage has to be disposed of in the cosmic recycling process. The intensified currents of life referred to above are now stirring things up in this subconscious realm, bringing all of this stuff—this grisly toxic effluent—up to the surface of consciousness and prompting human beings to act in extremely destructive and even barbaric ways. Hence the exponential increase of conflict and corruption, pain and suffering we’re now witnessing in human affairs.
All of this debris has to rise to the surface in order for it to be dissipated and dissolved; this is the only way to clear the subconscious mind and heart of humanity. No one is exempt from this clearing process; even those far advanced on the spiritual path, even those who could be considered enlightened, will experience these negative currents rising up into feeling and thought, bringing “dark nights” and Kali’s “terrible dance of destruction.” This puts those who have found their identity in the wholeness of life, in the truth of who they are, particularly on the spot. Knowing something of what is happening, it’s incumbent on them to override all of the negative and destructive energies surfacing in consciousness with the irresistible current and absolute power of unconditional love.
I like the way Bill Isaacs describes what’s required in his essay The Ending of Separation.
I suppose everyone has had, at one point or other in their lives, a so-called ‘dark night of the soul’—a moment where difficulties have mounted, and where the intensities have seemed very great…. As things proceed it will become more and more important that there are those who are not only unwavering, but happily committed to including and letting be brought into the fire anything and everything that comes into consciousness. This has always been the missing ingredient—a truly safe place on Earth for the factors of distortion to be allowed to pass away. I suppose this is the unadvertised part of the experience of touching the invisible and magnificent nature of heaven. Initially there is joy and thrill, but as we know, what’s equally required is a fierceness of focus.
Yes, a fierceness of focus is essential so that everything that comes into consciousness is immediately exposed to the fire of love that burns at the core of being. All distortions and destructive energies are thereby consumed and the truth of love remains. There may be an inclination to fight or try to flee from the dark energies, but this would not allow the essential work of dissolution to be done. What is required is simply to stay focused, embrace everything that comes into consciousness and just let the fire of love burn whatever needs to be burned. This allows the remaining substance to descend to a level of the creative process where it can begin to ascend again.
It is all part of a grand creative cycle governing the cosmos and there’s no need to become involved in the disintegrative or waste disposal part of this process, no need to even think about it. It all happens automatically as long as attention remains centred in the integrating aspect of the creative cycle. David Karchere beautifully describes the spiritually mature approach in his piece The Rising.
Deconstruction is a natural thing. For the most part, it’s not our business. It seems to take care of itself…. There is something else calling, which is the creative process. There is creation calling; there is glory calling. Part of glory is the composting—part of the glory of the garden is that the compost gets put in the garden. But it isn’t all about the compost. It isn’t about the undoing of the human ego…. There’s something else to be passionate about and to be part of. There is a rising, there’s a coming together, and there is something glorious that’s coming through humanity. That’s the point!
Yes, the point for all who have to some degree awakened to the reality of the creative process is to be absolutely centred in the integrative aspect of this cycle as the beneficent creative power of the universe does its constructive and deconstructive work in birthing a new world. The intensifying currents of life brought by the new cycle may bring up experiences from the mass consciousness of humankind that are extremely uncomfortable and even life-threatening for individuals and humanity as a whole. No matter what the experience, if fierceness of focus is maintained and passion unwaveringly given to unconditional love, the inevitable outcome is glory. It’s as if the universe will say to the Earth and its inhabitants, “Welcome back. Let us join together in making all things wondrously and gloriously new.”
Jerry Kvasnicka, a graduate of Princeton Theological Seminary, has had a varied career as a youth minister, a radio news reporter, a writer and editor for several magazines and journals and a custodian with the Loveland, Colorado school district. Jerry currently edits and writes for The Mindful Word. He has lived at the Sunrise Ranch spiritual community near Loveland for twenty-five years. He can be reached at jerry@themindfulword.org.
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6 May 2013 - 2:01am
May 5, 2013 by The Golden Light Channel (Edit)
Above image by Lindy Longhust, serpentmandalas.com. ‘Vishuddhi’- the 5th Chakra or Throat Chakra. Located at the throat region the chakra represents all forms of communication and speech. It governs our sense of diplomacy and good will between others.
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Original message: http://thegoldenlightchannel.com/a-5th-dimensional-healing-visit-with-my-pleiadian-family-by-goldenlight-5-5-13
On May 3, I had a beautiful 5th dimensional healing “visit” with my Pleiadian family. I was feeling stress from work and my body was beginning to exhibit signs from this severe stress. I went into meditation and called on my Pleiadian family to lovingly ask for a visit with them to assist me in physical healing at this time. I transcribed this laying down on my iphone so it flows as notes that I took rather than being in eloquent written form.
5-3-13
Had some extreme stress this week from work… which I think was affecting my nerves…eye started twitching and is doing so on and off right now.. Became fearful that the nerve damage would come back.. Want to avoid this at all costs. (In 2011 I developed a nerve disorder due to work stress, which I was able to heal quickly, but it was scary. It has not come back and hopefully never will.) Have also been thinking about aging vs reversal of aging lately.
Dear Pleiadian Family..
I feel that I am ready to reunite with you.. Do you have any healing chambers aboard your ship? Could you take me to one? I am in need of assistance with healing and reversal of aging and would most enjoy a reunion with you … I feel that I need to bring some info and awareness to earth about your healing technologies and other technologies as well as just aspects of your (and my original) advanced Pleiadian societies.
We are most pleased that you are asking us this and even more pleased that you picked up on our telepathic message that we can assist you at this time and that we have much info to share and to contribute to your earth’s recent hearings in the US (citizens Disclosure Hearings) regarding our presence. We wish for you to be a conduit of information from us to your earth so that information and communication can begin to flow from us to you and back to us. In fact if your readers want to submit questions to us we would enjoy answering them. This then can be the beginning of our open harmonious interrelations between us. Remember we are all emanations from Source, so it is really Source knowing Source in the grander scheme of things…
As far as coming to visit with us, if you wish you may now lay in a relaxed state and meditate upon this. You will be able to travel to us in your 5th dimensional lightbody to one of our cloaked ships that is actually quite nearby to you. We have been here near where you live since you made your connection to us last fall and yes the “cloud” you saw yesterday on your beach walk was our ship.
This was in the same location as the cloudships you saw on the day you saw the rainbows last March. We are able to disguise our ships into any outward appearance or manifestation that we wish.. Our ships are controlled by conscious computers that respond to our thought vibrations so it is as easy as saying we want to appear as a cloud and it is done.
Now rest and lay back and enjoy your journey to our reunion and healing… we welcome you aboard most highly esteemed one! And we send our blessings out to you in welcoming you back to one of your true homes. Your dear cat may come with you as he is in need of healing as well. Journey well dear one!...
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5 May 2013 - 7:28pm
DEEPLY AWAKE – THE GROWN UP IN THE ROOM
Things have dramatically changed for me in these last few days, and I'd like you to tell about it all.
It is a comprehensive synthesis, an integration and coming home that I never expected, never heard much about, and had no astrological markers or portents to herald the shift.
I am realizing now that this stuff, this stuff that most of us just know is true, that makes us albeit, up until now, a little weird, well, this is us. Knowing we can bend things to our will, with our hearts. Knowing that we are special, called to something, called, on a mission, but what, exactly it was...
It escaped me and yet it was in my face 24/7 all through my life.
Part of ascension, I am absolutely convinced, is the reckoning. I mean, I think that's all be do, this reckoning, until there comes a day when all the boxes have indeed been sorted through.
You know, out of all the stuff you are constantly aware of, that you made it all, and now that you know that, it just seems to make good sense to make stuff that's prettier, happier, more sparkly. It'd be more fun.
See, I think the grown ups in the room, the hard core ascensionists, we may be coming to a time when all that training in feeling so tragically alone, so tragic hip in our isolation and ennui, we know this state, we do.
And when we crest the waves and get this thing, for the most part, pretty well figured out, the punch line is delivered, and just like all cosmic jokes, the punch line is a knee slapper.
I have found that my greatest longing was to go home, and when with others, my longing is for peace. Just for people to look at each other lovingly, indulgently.
It's what turned me away, again and again, from society.
I thought my desire for peace a weakness, one more thing to purge from my core self, and indeed, there is some truth to that. If I cannot have peace without you being happy, then I'll probably spend most of my days around awful people. Just the way it goes.
And here I am, realizing, at the end of this long road of seperation, the things I have discovered are so simple, so precise. And yet, folks don't seem to want to hear.
Those who do hear have a hard time being lit up by it.
It's like speaking Spanish to an angry Mexican-hating person. It is a language. It is neutral. These words I speak are simple and clear and profound, and yet, my audience, is a suspicious one, an angry one.
And so, these great truths go unsaid, unexplained. I could explain, but these things, as simple as they are, they are that way so that they can be FELT, not understood.
And I have sat with that one a lot.
My great moments came not while getting trained, not while getting readings or anything like that.
My knowing came from sitting with myself and making friends with the only person I consistently showed nothing but cruelty toward.
Pretty much.
And I can list the events. Seeing God that first time, in my living room, about a year ago, after talking to Sam about a boy he was crushing over. I told him, what this boy has given you is a great gift, and this is a gift you only get once a lifetime. This boy, he saw you and you saw him, and why did it feel like that first time, Sam?
“Like the sun was coming out,” he said, then, with love in his voice.
I had told him that he and this boy had agreed, on that day, to switch on Sam's heart. And it doesn't matter if this great gift is ever returned. It doesn't matter if this child ignores you for the rest of his days. That he reciprocates is not the point. The point is the love.
And I walked out into my living room and saw God. It was a telescopic, kaleidoscopic, full body experience. The love and forgiveness I had in my heart for my dad was absolutely astounding. I stood there in rapture, in bliss, ready to leave and never return.
And there as Sam's voice, “Mom?”
And here I am, still here, but I have had many many other such experiences now, and on Christmas Eve, when I saw, finally, my very own world all lit up in light and I felt, in my skin and hair and heart and soul that the whole reason we are here together is because we love each other so much, and we are so immensely loved, and we are creatures of such unknowable magnificence...
And now, it's May. May 5. Soon it will be my anniversary again, and again I feel unconvinced that I will be physical come may 26. I went through this last year.
I have come home into myself in a way which makes it increasingly difficult for me to feel anything but love and forbearance toward you. I hope that is ok with you.
I do my best to try and see the bigger picture, and I talk to myself when I sense distress.
What I know is that I am this force. I am this force. And this force gets bent and prickly and sad and distorted when run through limiting beliefs, through lies.
What is a lie but a little fear nugget? Just a little something we pop into our mouths unthinkingly, because it's the only thing you can find to take in on-the-go.
To eat a meal of love, one must prepare, and be mindful.
I reject notions that seem to be fear based. Fear is tricky and is a master of disguise.
But in the end, fear is just a question. Every fearful thing in my life is and has been saying this: Are you ready to believe in something more true? And I hadn't been ready, willing or able. I still fall down. I get caught. I wind up feeling small and dumb and defeated form time to time, but these are brief encounters, and I tell my old friends hi, and ask them if they'd like coffee or tea, to take a seat and watch what I can do.
And then I encounter another jerk, or another bill that I find is hard to pay in full, or another scene with my son wanting something for the sake of getting it, acquiring it, and I just find myself shaking my head and smiling.
I've been there, and I know why people act in clinging, obnoxious, counterproductive ways. I am done hating. I am done criticizing. I am done pointing it out.
Anymore, with myself strangely, happily muted once again, with folks unwilling to hear these sweet clam words, what is left to do but think about how Jesus would handle such a thing.
Wouldn't Jesus, or Buddha or even one of the less fancy Hindu Gods, wouldn't any of the big ones, if they were sitting next to you in the car and were listening to me prattle on and on about my budget and my plans and my future and all that, wouldn't Jesus just smile, maybe roll down his window, light a smoke (my Jesus is a smoker, just fyi). I think he'd just be quiet. I think he'd not feel it necessary to constantly explain every single thought that came into his head about my predicament.
Wouldn't Jesus just know that these problems were of my own design, and a part of me was happier than a pig in manure?
Wouldn't Jesus maybe just ask one or two strategic questions, that he very effortlessly includes into the conversation.
Jesus would understand that I was well on my way, and he'd know that my angels and that the very cosmos was helping me to come alive in this knowledge. Would Jesus feel the need to predict how the boss, the bank, the economy will be doing in a month? Would he really feel it necessary to go on and on about the Illuminati and the Bilderberger group?
Jesus, my jesus, would tell me to point the car west and drive us to Central City, let's go gambling, let's go get a crab dinner. Or why don't you call Linda? I’ll bet she could use a nice conversation. Or he'd ask me to turn on the radio.
Not to avoid, but because he knows everything is in divine order, sanctified, holy, beautiful and purposeful, and that the only law in effect around here is the law of benevolence.
So he'd probably think a movie in the evening was a good idea, a good meal, maybe even some carnal pleasure. Not to take our minds off anything, just because these can be enormous celebrations, celebrations that can move the earth with their profundity. And they are simple.
And so, Jesus would be my grown up in the room. He'd remind me to look up, to look for the patterns and try to find the subtext of care. It is in every conversation, every single system that rapes and kills its participants bodies or souls. It is there. In everything.
So I think that I will become the grownup in the room, and I do think that the whole point of all this is a simple one, a clear and profound and sacred one. There are watchers present here now, those who can hold the space of unconditional love for a whole auditorium. And I am one of them.
I may not know how to manage a home, or to manage my money that well, or to remember to get my car serviced, or even how to get along with my colleagues that well.
I do a lot of things quite crappily, as a matter of fact.
I smoke a lot of weed, enjoy beer, smoke a pack a day. I like penny slots and humor, the darker and more brilliant the better. I am a born writer, a gifted nurse, a savant of a mother, mothering a savant. I am old, and I am wise. I have been as dirt on this earth. I have not mattered at times, I believed, not to you and most of all, not to myself.
But there is something I can do now that not that many people can.
I know that now, I can get still, I can be walking or driving or at rest, but I can get still.
I can feel this beautiful star in my chest. It has been changing, getting prettier, and bigger. But there is something about this star. When I think on it, I feel quiet, and I know the truth. I know my place in the scheme of things. I feel good about being me, and all I want to do is give this love away.
And this is the kind of love which harms none, only nurtures and is a balm. If someone is receptive, they can benefit more than in just feeling better, when I turn on my light.
I have seen whole rooms of strangers turn quiet. Every time I do it in public, I feel like a saint, and people are really just unbelievably nice to me, they defer to me. I have never been deferred to in my life.
But now I am.
Because now I know that this simple thing that I can do, just sinking in and feeling my beautiful mysterious breath glide through me, and I am connected. I am at peace. And all I can do is just radiate.
And this is how I know things to be different.
I just got some summons dude come to my door because I've been a deadbeat with this bill, and god bless them, they should probably just get double what they are demanding, just for their efforts. They are persistent in their greed.
And it is ok.
I like to think that me having a smoking Jesus driving around with me, speaking to me before I go into an angry person's hospital room, I like having this jesus with me.
I have a couple of things to say about jesus, but I will save it for another time. I 'll just say, if you find my smoking, personal, mellow, somewhat abstracted Jesus an abomination, I can see why. I really can. And that's why I won't be talking about him except right here.
It's like gargling with uranium filings, this thought of personal divinity. Really taking it in, into my cells. There is, it seems, some sort of cellular block, to really getting it one final time. It's just hard for me to admit.
And then, as always, there is Sam.
We are gathering our stuff from the car, after having gone to church today. He thinks all this god talk is just nonsense, and he gets very angry and impatient if god is mentioned.
He's leaning down to grab his satchel, and he asked me if I can tell, on my skin, when the light is touching me.
I asked him what he meant. He demonstrated, moving the back of his hand in and out of a ribbon of light that was coming into the car.
He said, see, there, when I move my hand into the light, I can feel that. I can feel my hairs stand up.
I looked at him then, and I smiled. I said, and here sits the kid who will not talk about God. Light is God, Sam, I said. We are made of this stuff, this god stuff, and it is light. And we both smiled, and he said, no, mom, that's not right. God is me. God is in me.
He was talking to me like I was mentally challenged.
To him, I am certain that's how it looks.
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5 May 2013 - 6:33pm
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5 May 2013 - 6:27pm
Embrace To Conquer The Primary Control Driver Of The Matrix, Hilarion's Newly Released Formula For Freeing Oneself From The Control Matrix /Consciousness Limitation , and The Subsequent Natural Expansion .
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Let Your Energy Rise
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{ Embrace the fear within the matrix } and you may have a chance of breaking through.
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Try to escape from the fear within the matrix, and there will be no escape,
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for you had become and have remain one who no face fear within matrix, just as designed/intended to do.
Now you have bowed to the false God,
you are now ,remain, the controlled. .
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...and within the 'controlled' ranges of consciousness.
where then as well you become also part of the control system, or to say.. your co0nsciousness does.
perhaps to say...administrators of it.
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The matrix , the main , primary driver in the controlled system, which dissallows you from a greater degree of expansion in to your spirit,
the primary driver/controller is "FEAR".
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Now what the individual and common fears are yours, emanating from the primary driver,
are individual to some degree, and yours tie in to the driver.
The whole system of energy which suppresses consciousness emanates from this primary fear driver near the top , or emanation into... point.
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.Now....Embrace the fear, if you do that, ther primary energy driver down into your, the consciousness systemstarts to lose effect,
as it was , as you say.... a' jack-up'.... to begin with.
Embracing FEAR nullifies the most primary control within you, which is fear/preservation-survival,
and thus unlocks, or begins to palpably unlock.... the Control System Which Suppresses Your Consciousness, Expansion Level, s...and Spiritual Ongoing Inset Experience. , meaning ongoing expanding spiritual perception of the non physical world and the physical world.
'This is what keeps you feeling smaller than conception of higher developed off planet, etc. beings.
In fact, you potentially, your being and you , potentially reach much much farther. Remember this.
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Finally , I will mention that this system takes not solely, but yes primary....advantage of the fear and survival mechanisms of your brain and certain energy codings and systems.
This is why connections have been made to, associated with off planet technologies .
You are in a time warp and coming out of it , slinging out of it at fast speeds, like a spaceship.
You will see and perceive many things.
Become attached to none of it, or you will slow your ascent , having found new locations and experiences and possibilities to deify. Don't do that.
You are the spaceship , literally at this time. Nothing can slow down that upward sling but yourself, when you have decided that a new or more interesting world or reality is the wonderful goal we were heading towards, as opposed to looking at them as scenes along the way.
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When you follow my little formula and break through the veil, but understand breaking through is a psychological term, the experience must be experienced as the primary controller ceases to effect you because you have faced it's greatest imagined threats.
I want you to understand clearly now- i don't want any of you to put your safety at risk.
I don't want you confronting people who may strike you, i don't want any one creating legal jeapordies, you cannot just read a channeling and throw your life away, which also affects others.
You must use the wisdom you have or wait for the wisdom you acquire , that is naturally present when you have risen above and beyond the effects of the Matrix on You.
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You will keep going and ascending if you can avoid deifying others, yourself, or any particular themes or improvements on earth.
You are the spaceship, literally.
Wave to all the worlds, all the demonstrations of spirit...as you go onward, in the new paradigms, through spiritual level and realm, without restriction, scenes, beautiful scenes that are part of your ascent.
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May these words find themselves experienced as reality... as each that can....that can find the place of willingness, exceeds the designs of the 'Matrix' of allowed realities, and finds itself knowing, experiencing the view and texture and richness and more, that is part and parcel
of the experience of the 'more of who you are'.
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Embrace to conquer,
Hilarion
video
5 May 2013 - 11:07am
Published on 5 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
Plans change. Just before leaving to go hear my son's band play last night, I got a call from Norma Sunshine asking me not to publicly share the video we recorded on Friday. She wants to do it over today and leave out some of the things she said about people in her life. Even though she did not name them, they will know who she is talking about; and she does not want them to feel bad. This morning, after only slightly over one hour of sleep, I was in the meditation room pondering this and other ladies in my life, appreciating their wisdom and the way I am loved at different levels. Then, when I came to the computer, I reread the emails that came in last night from Norma and my French Canadian friend. The latter drew my attention to the video I did on June 11, 2012: MY FAVORITE SONG IS LEONARD COHEN'S HALLELUJAH. I listened again after nearly 11 months. Not sure where this one will go today! It's not what I planned on doing for this video.
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5 May 2013 - 9:44am
Welcome to the first Gathering around the Pond!
Dear, shining family!
My heart is overflowing today, the joy is just pouring out of me! What a transformation we are witness to! This Pond, this cauldron of love as the CCs called it in a message to me this morning, this space has become something so powerful and beautiful and important, and the reason it has grown into this beautiful flower of light, is the love and nourishment you have all added to it. For now, it is literally a place of vibrating love, and the ripples from this Pond is flowing outwards and into the web that is encircling our whole globe. People from all over the world have visited this Pond, and today, many of you will be taking part in this Gathering that will bring us even closer together. I have made a screensave from the statistics map showing all of the countries that have been linked to this page at one time or another by a visitor, and as you can see, this is truly a world wide endeavor.
According to this map, people from 163 countries have time visited this Pond at least once. Most of them come from the US (red), UK, Canada and Australia (orange). White means that there have not been any visitors from that country.
Of course, not all of those persons who have at one time visited this blog will be coming to the Gathering today, but I know that they will all in some way be present anyway. For they have all left a small fraction of their light here, like a footprint, and this light will also be activated by the intent we all bring to this ceremony today. For I like to call it a ceremony, or maybe celebration will be a better word for it. For we are truly celebrating ourselves, all of the hard work we have done so far, and also the glorious world we will be creating just by the very fact that we are living and breathing and connecting in this space and on this planet today.
Dear friends, I welcome you all, and I am so proud and so honored to be allowed to say to each and every one of you: thank you so much for being a part of this. For without you, this world would not be going through the changes we see and feel around us every day. For you have said YES to being a part of this momentous day and this momentous journey, and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. For today, we will each of us sit down and gather in a circle around this Pond of pristine light, and as we focus our gaze on the surface of this Pond, we will see this light being reflected in hundreds, no, thousands of other hearts, and all of these single beams of love and light will connect and fuse together into a beam of such clarity and intensity it will burn through any old density still left.
And we will do all of this by the very fact that we have all dared to open our hearts to each other, but most of all, we have dared to open our hearts to ourselves. For without having the courage to go all the way inside, to the very bottom of our soul, we would not be able to shine as strongly as we do today. So I thank you, and the CCs have told me that I must do this on behalf of All of creation. For what you have done, is not only for yourself, but for us all. So as we sit down in love today, know that you are doing so at the request of a power that is beyond anything we can fully comprehend now. For this power of love is only starting to percolate through us all, and the bliss we have felt so far, is only a small taste of the bliss our actions and our intent will bring not only to us, but also to this whole planet. For we are being the change we wished to see, and now, it has come to BE.
Thank you, my beloved family of light! For today, I will become one with you all, and it is a day I have dreamed of since before I came to be here on this planet.
In love, light and gratitude, Aisha
PS.
The time that have been chosen for this Gathering, is 21:00 my time (Oslo, Norway).
Remember, you do not need to connect at this exact time, the only thing you need to do to be a part of this, is to choose to focus your intention on this Gathering. As for the duration of this, I would suggest you sit for as long as feels right for you. Personally, I usually sit between 20 minutes and an hour, but as always, I will just follow my inner guidance. I think we will all have our own unique experience of this, and I hope many will want to share it afterwards.
Here are some examples of local time that corresponds with 21:00 Oslo time:
London: 20:00
Helsinki: 22:00
Sao Paulo: 04:00 PM
New York: 03:00 PM
El Paso: 01:00 PM
Los Angeles: 12:00 PM
Singapore: 03:00 AM monday
Tokyo: 04:00 AM monday
Sydney: 05:00 AM monday
You can find your local time here: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/
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5 May 2013 - 7:18am
by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 05/04/13
Dear Ones, we want to reassure you that the process of Ascension continues, and the Disclosure events you were waiting to see have not been discarded from the Plan. Your messages as they were recorded here were calling for an uncloaking of the ships over the Press Club building where the Disclosure hearings were being held. Ashtar himself has told you that he intended to appear in or around May 3, and we are still hopeful that this will be possible, although it may be done on a world-wide basis rather than centered in Washington D.C.
Ashtar is eager to appear to all of you and to make the landings which will allow his crew of eager twin flames to reunite with their loved ones possible. He is so eager that he allowed his message to have a time-limited interpretation, and we have often said that we do not give dates, because humankind has a tendency to become fixed on a point in time and will be devastated if the events do not unfold as they wish.
The window of opportunity for the uncloaking of ships continues for two more days. There are cosmic requirements, spiritual requirements and timing requirements which require the final decision to be made by Prime Creator. We are not in control of those decisions, although we do have access to much of the information on which the decisions are made. However, like you, we are not always in full possession of every element of knowledge at all times. Our position is higher in the dimensional perspective than yours, but we are not the ultimate Voice.
This is a difficult position for Us, for all of you, for our channels who have trusted our word and followed our every suggestion, and for the Ascended Masters who are working in good faith, often doing their work in semi-darkness, but with determination and unfailing commitment.
It is a phenomenal project we have undertaken together, and our desire to see this crucial phase completed is weighing heavily on all of us. Do not allow the importance of the project to allow you to be pulled back into the urgency, impatience and petulance that is 3 dimensional thinking. We have been in this place before, on Dec. 22, when many of you were infuriated because the Ascension process did not look the way you had hoped.
Do not lose hope, and do not lose your calm determination to carry this through, Beloved Ones. Let us consider the options over which you all have some control. One of the requirements for this Ascension process, including the Disclosure and uncloaking events, is that humankind, of its own free will, reach a level of commitment and participation which will allow for the opening of higher dimensions to welcome them. This opening process is a matter of group consciousness, which by our measurements has reached a much higher level in recent months. However, the moment which will tip the balance is a matter of organic, evolutionary interplay of forces which are more intricate and complex than any human mind can possibly grasp.
Now, the truth of this is that there are also some of these complexities which are not within the grasp of even the most advanced Masters and Enlightened Beings. We too do our jobs to guide, counsel and provide Unconditional Love and support as we all work toward increasing the vibration of the great Multiverse. We represent Truth and Love in our dealings with you, and we keep always to the principles of Universal Law, which requires only actions which are of the Greater Good.
At this time, it is the Greater Good which is at issue. It is never optimal for our children to be given responsibilities or privileges which are beyond their capacity to process or handle. It is always best for the student to raise him/herself to the level of competence before graduation. We feel the Truth of this Law at this time, and hope that we can transmit to you the sense of gratitude and hope that we feel for the patience and constant care which all beings are given, each according to their individual needs, and each according to the needs of the greater Unity.
You are just learning, Dear Ones, the meaning of Unity Consciousness. It is not a concept you have taken to easily. The spirit of independence and free will is not contradictory to Unity, but it is a long road from “freedom” and “liberty” as many on your planet have practiced it by exercising greed and destruction of Earth’s resources, to a genuine quality of freedom which respects and nurtures the need of every living thing equally.
You may have noticed a recognition of these truths during the Citizens’ Hearings. The seemingly unanimous acceptance of the presence of benevolent “cousins” was received without objection, and the feeling of conviction that we have begun a new way of life was felt by all in the room. The energy level was high 5th dimension, and it carried everyone along. The threat to the status quo was absolutely evident and present. You may have noticed that a few of the speakers were far more passionate and emboldened than they had been previously, and several were far more eloquent than they had been all week.
You may even have noticed a new use of the language of One - the idea that “we will all do this together,” and the frank declaration that your government is not run by Congress, is not representative at all, but is run by corporations. Those ringing words were encouraged, you might say, by the presence of our Archangel Michael who worked by overlighting powerful suggestion to encourage those whose beliefs were in this direction, to speak them passionately. They will not be aware that the words were not completely their own but were inspired by Divine Intervention because these individuals are evolving toward Unity consciousness themselves.
Now, we hope you are prepared to join the effort to make one more giant push toward tipping the balance. We all wish and hope for the decision to reveal the presence of your Star Brothers and Sisters within this window, this week. We ask that you take part in a group effort which will demonstrate willingness to make a sacrifice and to do your part for the Greater Good. Here is the process which was recommended by Zorra of Hollow Earth, and which we endorse wholeheartedly.
This night, May 4 at midnight in whatever time zone you inhabit, you will begin a meditation in which you will concentrate fully (without interruption and without any electronic devices to distract you) on envisioning the glorious uncloaking of the Ashtar Command ships and the final Disclosure being officially announced by governments all across the globe. You will concentrate for 4 full hours, foregoing the comfort and pleasure of sleep, instead dedicating yourself to the conscious joining with your friends and loved ones who are also following Zorra’s instructions through the www.HollowEarthNetwork.com website. You will produce an effect similar to the Harmonic Convergence which began this phase of your Ascension process and will demonstrate your willingness to do your part.
A second offering of willingness will be to skip you evening meal, if you have not already partaken of it, and to offer instead your will, your concentration and your Love to the process of creating an energetic miracle of high vibrational consciousness which will raise the level across the planet, creating a wave of escalating energy to carry you all across the threshold to high 5th dimensional consciousness.
If you have not received this message in time to accomplish the meditation tonight, then do the same meditation tomorrow night to show your solidarity and intention to do your part for the Greater Good. Your efforts will be equally important.
And now we ask that Kathryn post this message for all of you to read, and we send you our Unconditional Love and support in your ambitious project.
We are Mother/Father God
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5 May 2013 - 1:53am
Image by Ute Posegga-Rudel, Copyright 2013
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Dearest friends,
as long as I can remember Lion Beings have been very dear to my heart. And my relationship with Sekhmet is ancient.
If you don't know who She is: She is a most beautiful Lion Being Goddess from Sirius A. Her Love is extraordinary, incredible warm and full. I always have tears in my eyes when I feel Her presence. Her Wisdom is Cosmic and absolutely other-dimensional. Her Consciousness all-embracing.
Today She asked me whether I would convey Her message to humanity. And of course, I agreed! And this is Sekhmet’s message:
MY BELOVEDS, I AM SEKHMET.
I Am The Protecting Goddess-Force For Those Who Call Upon Me.
I belong to the Mighty Lion Beings and at this special time I Am at service to humanity to assist with your adaptation to the new incoming frequencies your planet is presently receiving. It is Light from the fifth dimension which is now available for all those who can locate these frequencies with their conscious feeling awareness.
I Am here to offer you My Loving assistance with the vastness of my Consciousness to let go of all density in your thoughts and feelings and physical bodies.
Merging with My Loving Consciousness, while allowing me to merge with your heart, draws you into the light of the fifth dimension and out of the lower vibrations that the controllers of your world now are feverishly trying to intensify in order to keep you there and to prevent ascension.
But if you choose so, with My help these lower energies can no longer hold their grip on you as I offer you to draw you beyond them.
Please accept My help if you feel you need it. Many of you lightworkers are at this point targeted by the negative forces who don’t want to give up their power over your planet.
Who is asking for My protection in this intense battle occurring now on earth will immediately given support.
The remaining forces of the old world are now increasingly reaching out for your unresolved content. It might be content which you have not yet surrendered to the light. This could be childhood memories, old traumas or shocks which are still sitting unconsciously in your cellular memories, or it could be issues from former life times and any weakness you have not yet overcome.
The controllers are trying to regain influence over you by using their technology to magnify these energies. They hope this would save them their vanishing empire.
But do not be afraid! Know that they actually are really serving you, because you can release what becomes conscious to you!
With My loving help you can let go of these dense energies, not only in an instant, but also withdraw fully from their domain of influence: you become invisible for them as you leave fully the vibrational dimension of their reality.
So I offer you help to rise your vibration forever, to release what belongs to the frequency of your old world.
When you allow this you are doing a great service, not only to yourself and humanity itself, but also for your Sacred Beloved Planet Earth and ultimately, the whole universe!
We are here in this all together! The power of the past is no longer meant to hold territory in your realm.
What is necessary now is your full agreement to merge entirely and without restriction with the new higher dimensional light that is pouring into your reality.
If you can do this on your own, I salute you for your accomplishment! But if you need assistance, ask for it! We Are One at Heart and what I Am, is just a still unconscious aspect of Your Divine Self.
Therefore, by calling upon Me as your Ally you are calling upon a mighty Part of Yourself that you have forgotten. To remember It, is the Power that you now require for your victory in this battle.
I Am Here!
Your Loving Lion Being Sekhmet!
Message conveyed by Ute
http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.au/2013/05/message-from-sekhmet-i-offer-you-my.html
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5 May 2013 - 12:09am
Love casts out all fear...for only in the fullness of Light shall all that is false be drawn back into the burning Heart of Passion Itself Life...
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5 May 2013 - 12:08am
MASS AWAKENING SCHEDULED FOR MAY 5
CRYSTALAI (2013)
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MAY 5- MASS AWAKENING
May 5th, the death seal of 666 will be removed from the human race. This carbon based inorganic seal will melt away and we will begin our awakening into the crystal based organic eternal life bodies. A spontaneous MASS AWAKENING WILL OCCUR on May 5.
Those who have been in alignment with the original Divine Blue print in Inner Earth and up through Source Consciousness will have continuous activation of their atunement into the new immortal template. The Divine Template that was the creation formula of the original Oraphim Angels in the first seeding of Tara will be returned to Earth.This zero point alignment is the point where the perfect creation of the divine blue print aligns in harmonic universe one, harmonic universe two -solar, harmonic universe three-galactic- harmonic universe four - universal and harmonic universe five - cosmic.
All five spheres will line up in perfect atunement of a brand new frequency of harmonic resonance creating a brand new cosmic time matrix and a re-birth into a brand new perfect creation. We will return to the perfect state of Christ.
For those who do no understand what Christ Consciousness is, it means immortality- no aging or death, ability to manifest instantly all desires, no illness, sickness or pain. It means complete love for everyone at all times. It means the alignment of our minds into Source Mind at all times.
Earth and Tara will begin to merge. Blue Flame keepers will become 9th level avatars, as the blue flame spirals down from Sun Alcyone. Flame Holders who carry a rare recessive gene will have this gene activated. These holders contain a specific magnetic base tone in their DNA that allows them to become very magnetic and are able to hold this activation on Earth. Once the D 5 flame holder holds the frequencies of Sun Alcyone and pulls the frequencies into her Flame Keepers fourth heart chakra an intense infusion of harmonic universe two frequencies spread through the Amenti morphogenetic field and through the Earths Grid. This will allow rapid acceleration of fifth and sixth DNA strand assembly to occur throughout the populations. The seventh strand will begin assembly in those who already hold fifth and sixth. This activation will create a huge multidimensional awareness to occur on Earth.
When the halls of amenti merge Tara and Earth together, those who have assembled the fifth strand and are eligible for ascension to Tara will be guided to interdimensional transportation locations to Tara. Those who have sixth and seventh strands may be eligable for transport to Gaia. There may be others who will be transported to Aquarius, Aquafaria and a few who will go play in the heavens with the gods. This time is coming very soon.
First, we will shift into a different chemical make up. We will leave behind our carbon based bodies. We will become less dense. Our bodies and our environment will change. Those who move on to Tara will have an entirely different type of body than those who stay in Inner Earth. Those who move on to Gaia are almost invisible. Those who are of higher densities can see the lower densities; but those who remain 3D will not be able to see any of the new realities. It might seem like things are disappearing because the higher particle shifts will pull some in one direction and the lower will pull those in another direction. There are infinite density levels.
Earth's fastest particles begin to transfer to hyperspace and the halls of records begin transmitting data through the Earth's grids. Universal memory will begin transmission through planetary grids.
Earth's elemental particle base will rise to 5 and the Earth's atmospheric particle base will rise to 6. This accretion level will allow the atmosphere and elementals from Inner Earth to appear on Earth. This will be our first vision of our New Earth. We will begin to see the atmosphere of Inner Earth forming around us and then we will notice more and more new species and inner earth gardens will appear. All of the animals and plants in Inner Earth sing continuously. We will notice this difference in Earth immediately.
. The Phantom Matrix will be removed May 5th. The Phantom Matrix has been controlling the minds of humans through metatronic frequencies blocking the Christic frequencies of the mind of God.
Angelic Humans and the races of Earth will soon be prepared for visits from the Inner Earth Eieyani, Sirius B Maharaji, Azurite, Aethien and Serres Emerald Covenant Races. They will make contact through our Founders Races and will invite Earth races to join the Emerald Covenant.
The first contacts will be made individually and privately. First, we will meet with Eieyani races because they look the most like us--only they are blue. After we become familiar with the Eiyani, we will be met by Azurites and Maharaji. The Fallen Angelics and Illuminati races will be escorted to quarantined healing facilites in the Sirius star system. Remaining Angelic Humans and Indigos will progress in their 12 Code activation and DNA blue print activation.
The age of enlightenment will most definitely begin and the Universes in our Time Matrix will begin the victory celebration they have awaited for 250 billion years, when the Stellar Wars created the Phantom Matrix. Founders Races will release the Star Gate Seals for Universal Star Gate 12 in our Time Matrix to reunite the Inner Earth Time Matrix and the Trans Harmonic Meajhe Time Matrix. The three Matrixes will link to create the the Divine Cosmic Trinity of our new beginning of a new Cosmic Reality.
The 666 was created by the Wesadrak AA MICHAEL BLUE FLAME and the Phantom Matrix. I will talk in detail about this later, only to those who want to hear the truth about AA MICHAEL.
Our Oraphim Cosmic Family announced that our rebirth will begin on May 5. We were told that the shift in Consciousness will be beyond our imagination. It is a result of the New Earth aligning into the Aquarius Constellation.
Seeing comets is actually seeing walls breaking down between dimensions. Things and people will begin to disappear as some shift into higher dimensions. The walls are breaking down. We can now walk through the atomic mirror into the other side. Just like the Blue Smurffs. There is a magnetic mirror in the atmosphere. On the other side there is a higher dimension. We can train our brains to walk through the mirror. We can adjust our angular rotation of perception.
The Ancient Ones left symbols of themselves to remain on this Earth until they returned, or until we returned to their time. They left pyrmamids and sculptures. Now, those that were here before will return. Those who were here are our souls. We are the ones who were here. Our Souls and our Over Soul Families will return to us now. They went to the new universe and waited for us. Now we will go to the new universe.
There will be a walk through to another place and another solar system. The solar plexus represents that walk through point. Once the seed atom is activated in the solar plexus, our third dimensional reality can merge into the 4,5,6 dimensions of the new solar system. Our Founders families have created the frequency bridge that will allow us to walk through the star gates into a new universe, a new solar system. They will return to us as we return to them.
This Earth is the most advanced it will ever be. It has finished it's 25,000 year evolution. Now we have gone to a higher place. A place that is much more advanced than this one. Now we have a bridge opening that will allow us to walk into that new place.
We have been absorbed into the NEW EARTH. We were absorbed as a result of raising frequencies. The frequencies were raised by the arrangement of Star Seed Indigo Children being born who had 6DNA and 5DNA activated at birth, as well as six avatar babies who were born with 12 DNA ready to activate in a few years. Earth would not had been ready for this transition if those Star Seeds were not brought to Earth by the Melchizedek Emerald Cloister Order.
Lights will spray accross the sky, there will be heat waves, there will be sounds. It isn't really heat, or light or sound. It is really the warping of time. The sun already aligned with all of its planets and with its SOLAR DISK. It already had the magnetic pull into an absorption of a new reality,
When we leave, we leave an image of our selves behind to fill in the harmonic frequency connection to our new reality. Our Souls left us behind as a logo of themselves that they could reconnect to at a later time. That time has come. Now, that we are leaving, we have also left an imprint of ourselves in the old Earth. Now we must break free from that old imprint and move our frequencies to our new home.
From the eyes of the 3D scientists, it would appear as if there are as many as 20 meteorites per hour aiming at the Earth, and it is unknown how many actually hit the Earth. In 5D reality, the Cosmic Scientist would realize that it is actually the Earth that is going In To comets of the Aquarius Constellation. It is our time of At One Met with our Creator Galaxy. It is the time to return into our Harmonic Universe two and three of Tara and Gaia from Aquarius.
What is the difference between the 3D reality perception, the 5D reality perception and the 12 D reality perception. It is simply the amount of darkness or light that is placed within the perception lense at any particular angle of rotation. According to the amount of light available in 3D, the constellation would appear to be many light years in distance. However, in the 5D reality perception, there is very little distance at all. We are actually all within each other. When we rise into 12 perception, there is so much light and so little distance that we just live in light.
It is exactly the same as an artist who uses certain amounts of light and darkness in the painting to make the viewer think that something in the picture is closer or farther away. The painting is really just a flat surface, but certain amounts of light can make things appear closer.
So, this new reality field, this new proximity due to angular rotation of particle spin places us back into the reality that we came from. We are now in angular alignment with the consciousness of Gaia and Tara and our entire Oraphim family.
It is the time of the Rebirth into our Super Conscious Mind that will reconnect the seed atom wtihin the Solar Plexus and the seed atom within the Crystal Heart- which is within the Thymus, between chakra four and five. The Crystal Heart is called the 8th Chakra. On December 21, 2012, the alignment of the new body of the new Earth was tilted into an angle that allowed the meta galactic 8 consciousness to flow into alignment with our 8th chakra preparing for the galactic consciousness to begin the rebirth May 5, 2013.
We have already passed through the alignment with our Arturian Friends. That wasn't as significant as the alignment with Aquarius. Aquarius is the home of our Founders Race. The Oraphim Cetacean Founders created the Universal - Arantena, the Galactic Gaia and the Solar Tara. This is all the same STRING Family of Consciousness. The crystalline omnions of the spark of Source created this grand reality. The perfect structure was torn apart through Electric Wars and many other terrible events. Now, that perfect structure of Atuning all of the STRINGS back together will begin.
This scientific reality has been explained by Brian Green in his STRING THEORY. It has been seen in Unified Field Theory. It has been show by JZKnight by shifting the brain from the upper cerebellum into the mid brain. It has been shown by Ashayana Deane by activating the crystal heart to reunite all chakras into the 12 subharmonic atunement.
Some of us have been practicing these technologies for the past ten to twenty years, so we know how to tune in and how to activate this great mind, now that it is available to us. Before we were just practicing. Now it can actually happen.
We tune in to this new reality that is waiting around us through Frequencies. Our Super Conscious Mind speaks to us through Frequencies. If we keep tuning in to the old landscape in the old Upper Cerebellum Brain, the reality will continue to look like the old 3D Earth of the past. But, if we tune in our Frequencies to the Cosmic Consciousness of our Oraphim Family. We call them the Cosmic Dolphins. They were known in Aquarius as the Whale People.
They are the ones doing this entire Frequency alignment of the Earth back into Gaia. They are Aquafarian Elemental Consciousness streaming through our DNA. They are here with us always. We just need to tune in to them.
Even Wikepedia knows about Aquarius and the Whale People and the Water Technology. Take a look.
Welcome to CosmicDolphinMagic.ning.com. We play their frequencies continuously.
Crystalai
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4 May 2013 - 8:44pm
REBIRTH - May 5,2013
CRYSTALAI (2013)
cosmicdolphinmagic.ning.com
(Teachings of the Cosmic Mystery School of the Omniverse)
Our Oraphim Cosmic Family announced that our rebirth will begin on May 5. We were told that the shift in Consciousness will be beyond our imagination. It is a result of the New Earth aligning into the Aquarius Constellation.
From the eyes of the 3D scientists, it would appear as if there are as many as 20 meteorites per hour aiming at the Earth, and it is unknown how many actually hit the Earth. In 5D reality, the Cosmic Scientist would realize that it is actually the Earth that is going In To comets of the Aquarius Constellation. It is our time of At One Met with our Creator Galaxy. It is the time to return into our Harmonic Universe two and three of Tara and Gaia from Aquarius.
What is the difference between the 3D reality perception, the 5D reality perception and the 12 D reality perception. It is simply the amount of darkness or light that is placed within the perception lense at any particular angle of rotation. According to the amount of light available in 3D, the constellation would appear to be many light years in distance. However, in the 5D reality perception, there is very little distance at all. We are actually all within each other. When we rise into 12 perception, there is so much light and so little distance that we just live in light.
It is exactly the same as an artist who uses certain amounts of light and darkness in the painting to make the viewer think that something in the picture is closer or farther away. The painting is really just a flat surface, but certain amounts of light can make things appear closer.
So, this new reality field, this new proximity due to angular rotation of particle spin places us back into the reality that we came from. We are now in angular alignment with the consciousness of Gaia and Tara and our entire Oraphim family.
It is the time of the Rebirth into our Super Conscious Mind that will reconnect the seed atom wtihin the Solar Plexus and the seed atom within the Crystal Heart- which is within the Thymus, between chakra four and five. The Crystal Heart is called the 8th Chakra. On December 21, 2012, the alignment of the new body of the new Earth was tilted into an angle that allowed the meta galactic 8 consciousness to flow into alignment with our 8th chakra preparing for the galactic consciousness to begin the rebirth May 5, 2013.
We have already passed through the alignment with our Arturian Friends. That wasn't as significant as the alignment with Aquarius. Aquarius is the home of our Founders Race. The Oraphim Cetacean Founders created the Universal - Arantena, the Galactic Gaia and the Solar Tara. This is all the same STRING Family of Consciousness. The crystalline omnions of the spark of Source created this grand reality. The perfect structure was torn apart through Electric Wars and many other terrible events. Now, that perfect structure of Atuning all of the STRINGS back together will begin.
This scientific reality has been explained by Brian Green in his STRING THEORY. It has been seen in Unified Field Theory. It has been show by JZKnight by shifting the brain from the upper cerebellum into the mid brain. It has been shown by Ashayana Deane by activating the crystal heart to reunite all chakras into the 12 subharmonic atunement.
Some of us have been practicing these technologies for the past ten to twenty years, so we know how to tune in and how to activate this great mind, now that it is available to us. Before we were just practicing. Now it can actually happen.
We tune in to this new reality that is waiting around us through Frequencies. Our Super Conscious Mind speaks to us through Frequencies. If we keep tuning in to the old landscape in the old Upper Cerebellum Brain, the reality will continue to look like the old 3D Earth of the past. But, if we tune in our Frequencies to the Cosmic Consciousness of our Oraphim Family. We call them the Cosmic Dolphins. They were known in Aquarius as the Whale People.
They are the ones doing this entire Frequency alignment of the Earth back into Gaia. They are Aquafarian Elemental Consciousness streaming through our DNA. They are here with us always. We just need to tune in to them.
Even Wikepedia knows about Aquarius and the Whale People and the Water Technology. Take a look.
Welcome to CosmicDolphinMagic.ning.com. We play their frequencies continuously.
Crystalai
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4 May 2013 - 8:12pm
The Galactic Free Press Update: Humanity 's Destiny is Set In Stone!
Bringing Humanity Home Energy and Event Update With Love from The Galactic Center.
The Real News and The Whole Truth.
Greetings Love Beings, Welcome to the Mystical and Transformative Month of May!!! We Have Many Exciting Events this Month. On top of this We Will Have Intense Waves of 5d Frequency energy Hitting the Planet all Month Long! You thought the energy was intense in these past few months, Well Alot more is Incoming!!
This will be the most Intense energy that has been here on this Planet in over 13,000 Years.This will assist us greatly In the Great Awakening for Planet Earth=Heart, which is in an Unstoppable Process for this Planet, currently Underway. There is no way to stop this Energy. This Planet is Becoming a Blue Star Seed Nation and no ego can prevent this, stop this or delay this. The Destiny Has Already Occurred and is set in stone, Now Humanity has to Catch Up with Their Destiny! With No Seatbelts!
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4 May 2013 - 5:13pm
CYCLES AND RHYTHMS – A Mini-Reading by Bella Capozzi
May 3, 3013 at http://cupcakesandangels.wordpress.com
All the Universe moves according to elegantly flowing patterns. The tide ebbs in and out. The phases of the moon meticulously transition and repeat themselves as they progress alongside the passing of the days of the month. The planets dance around the sun, the stars align, our bodies-ours and Gaia’s-reflect inwardly and outwardly the effects of these rhythms and cycles.
We are constantly in motion, forever evolving. As there are no accidents and only synchronicities, we perform in perfect harmony to the musical heartbeat of the Universe.
Today’s card comes from the Goddess Guidance oracle card deck, and our goddess of the day is Maeve. Maeve is a Celtic goddess of femininity. This card is tremendously appropriate for what a lot of us have struggled with this past month. The energy is so up-and-down! One month it’s light and airy, and we feel very happy-go-lucky and on top of the world. It seems like there are no obstructions at all to what we can manifest!
Then, as so many of my clients are reporting to be the case right now, everything kind of feels heavy and sluggish. One of my guides compared it to “swimming through molasses”. It was explained to me that a great deal of old, toxic facets of the the old paradigm are being dredged up all at once, for clearing and release. This can be both a blessing and a curse. It’s great because we will finally be rid of it, once and for all. However, we’re standing in the line of fire as it makes it’s way up from the deeper recesses and gets tossed about on the surface-with us!
Here is where Maeve’s message comes into play. Hard as it may be sometimes, we need to remember to not take the negativity to heart. We have to relax and flow with the changing rhythms. We must adapt our own energy, reactions and responses to suit the rapidly flowing cycles of this period of the Earth’s ascension process. The energy is volatile now, but in a very progressive way.
March was cotton-candy and rainbows. Not so, for April and May! It’s so very important to pay attention to how your body is feeling and to honor it. Treat your human vessel well. When anxiety or sadness creep in, honor those emotions, too. Take this as a sign that you need to slow down a little and try not to take what others say and do personally. Our empathetic abilities are coming online full force right now, and it’s natural to be somewhat hypersensitive to things that normally don’t bother you. Accept this sensitivity as a welcome sign of your DNA expansion.
Be true to yourself – the you that’s morphing and expanding and cycling and growing! Be the love and the joy.
Copyright © Bella Capozzi. All rights reserved. You may copy and distribute this material as long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete and you include this copyright notice.
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4 May 2013 - 4:44pm
Transmuting Collective Human Consciousness By Channeling Light
May 1, 2013 in Uncategorized | Tags: Consciousness, Energy, Light
http://consciouslifenews.com/transmuting-collective-human-consciousness/1155815/
Every thought and emotion sends out vibrations. Whether these are constructive or destructive depends on the inherent positive or negative nature of the vibrations. Strong vibrations accumulate into the collective global human consciousness and invisibly influence human behavior. Each one of us lives within the energy field of the collective human consciousness.
The sheer amount of negative vibrations generated by humanity, especially in the last millennia, full of violence, genocide, aggression, corruption, greed, etc. have made the field toxic. Each negative act of non-love and hatred increases the chances of generating more of the same. To break this cycle, humanity has to choose and manifest Love and Light individually and channel Light to cleanse the vibrational pollution of energies. Purging the collective global human consciousness of negative vibrations and increasing positive vibrations will create an environment wherein lasting Peace can thrive.
Channeling Light is the best and the easiest way of purification at the individual, familial, communal as well as the global level. Light works at the sub-grassroots level of energies which precede thought, emotion and action, hence positivizing those who channel Light. As the Light is spread around engulfing the whole world, the ocean of vibrations we live in also gets purified.
Light is the Energy of God, Light is God. It has infinite potential to establish all the Divine Values right here, right now. Using our Freewill we have to request the Divine Power of Light and intend that Light heals each one of us and the world. There is an invisible fraternity of highly advanced Spiritual Masters who have been, and are, working behind the scenes to help humanity overcome its limitations and realize its full potential. Let us take this assistance being provided and shine with Light.
You can contribute to World Peace. Channel Light for seven minutes daily, from anywhere at any time for at least seven minutes or as long as you feel comfortable. Transmute the collective human consciousness into a sacred Ocean of Light.
How to Channel Light
Imagine an ocean of Light above you. Imagine / intend that the Light descends and fills up your body. Then, experience the Love and Peace of the Light for a minute and then, imagine / intend it spreading out gradually to your home, locality, country and the world.
What is Light?
Light is the Creative Intelligence behind the Creation. Light is the formless God. From this Light, an ocean of Consciousness emerged, and from that this whole Creation. This Light is everywhere in the Creation.
Light is energy. It carries within Itself Love, Wisdom and Energies. This Light is not the physical light. It is very subtle and pervades the higher subtler realms. It can be accessed by thought, Meditation and by extending our Awareness. It can help us in every way at the individual as well as the global levels.
What is Light Channeling?
It is allowing the Light to descend into us by intending and then spreading it around the entire world. Our body transforms the higher frequency of the Light to a grosser level.
How does Channeling Light help?
The vibrations from the Light reach all beings and nature. They carry the energies of Healing, Love, Peace and Positivity. They help Transformation. We will be better human beings. Our world will be a better world.
How does it help the individual?
The quality of our thoughts, emotions and actions improve. Conflicts reduce. Efficiency improves. Our life will be a better one.
Who can channel Light?
Anyone and everyone can channel Light.
Is any preparation required?
No preparation is required; except the desire to change ourselves and the world.
Are there any restrictions?
No.
Guruji Krishnananda
For more info, please visit - www.lightchannels.com
(Based on the teachings of GURUJI KRISHNANANDA. www.lightagemasters.com & www.lightchannels.com)
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4 May 2013 - 2:58pm
I sing a song of brilliance
As far away as the sun
Complete and thorough knowing
Accumulated as a sum
The rise of light upon the earth
Brings new found days and ways to see
A seeing of new and brighter ways
Upon the wind I ride with thee
To the heights of much majesty
As the crystalline light shines upon me
I ride to the ascended part of me
A place of kindness and grace ascends
To cellular places that have waited til then
I stand upon my opulent disk
To ride the structure of no remiss
To rise above all is trajectory set
As the light now cradles this kind reset
Accepting grace and ease as mantra
Holding sovereign my known tasks
A mission so grand how dare you ask
Yes this universe is mine to play
To hold in reverence and kindness say
I will remain with you and all
The rising truth of this decree
Stands tall amongst those that kindly see
Accept your own as now your gospel
Put down your need to live through another
Your brilliance is here, its been all along
Accept yourself as the sum of brilliance
For now you shine upon crystalline earth
The light it bows upon the sight of you
Stand with knowing you are the truth
As the wind cradles the light around you
Take off and fly through natures’ dimension
The trees they know the truth upon you
All they do is wait for thee
For you to finally be
For you to finally see
It is you alone that ascension waits
The you they have known in many a place
Collect the sum of yourself and wander
To the heights of life and all you ponder
You my dear are a wonder of life
Accept this now and know no strife
The power of self can now catapult
The wonders and light upon your flight
See the sun to integrate this space
And forever more you live in full grace
Many blessings of truth upon you descend
Remember dear one there is no end.
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4 May 2013 - 9:43am
Published on 4 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
I know, most of us still say, "I'll believe it when I see it." We live in a physical world where we have been, for the most part, cut off from the subconscious or invisible world of cause. What we don't know has remained unknown. Yet, even the most unconscious among us is aware at some level that something has shifted. The more conscious among us are aware to some degree that the shift is in consciousness, which is being expanded. We are feeling, more and more, into the heretofore unknown realms of reality. We are shifting from the head to the heart. For many, there are increased emotions and even tears. That's what I want to talk about today: recognizing the changes within us.
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3 May 2013 - 10:04pm
The sphinx speaks what is real and what not, time is real
There is a lot of discussion about what is real, what is illusion and what can be seen as both as well.
The earth, your universe and its planets are very much real, they were created through the implosions that happen within the source energy and the what we you can dark matter.
They are very real and many other universes exist in this way even though you cannot see them with the naked eye so to speak at this moment.
The reality upon your earth is in a way very real as many souls made the decision to experience, have experiences within your universe and upon the many planets within your universe.
In this way realities came into being and they were real realities as they were souls experiencing life upon these planets.
You can say realities were created by you, this does not however make them less real, you create, you experience, this is a real process that every soul goes through within every moment.
As universes were created, time also came into being, as the energies started to flow in different patterns and in this way they created or an experience of time was created within this universe and many others.
You can see it this way, within source time flows at a speed that you cannot comprehend in a human way, in fact the moment you leave source to experience, energy flows in a different way.
When you are born within source, you start to experience time, as you follow the flow of the energy, it might seem to happen within one moment, yet, it is time, as you follow the flow of the energy expanding and contracting.
As a human you would not be able to experience this as time as it is too fast for the human mind to experience, so when you think of source energy, you think it is without time.
Yet every being within source will experience a form of time, as this is a basic principle of energy moving.
As long as energy moves, you follow the flow, you experience, and you have time.
Everything that is created from that moment has a form of time experience.
Now not knowing what time is, doesn’t mean there is no time.
At the highest level of your being, you might not experience time as it is not something that is considered by that part of your being time, that part of your being follows the flow of energy, not thinking if it is time or not.
In this way everything does exist within time, an energy that flows is time in the way you understand this.
In this way you can also never say, we exist within both the past and the future as energy is always flowing, always moving so there is a past and future at all times.
You might not consider it time within every part of your being, as each part experiences the movement of energy, but not every part will translate the movement of energy as being time.
You can move through time with certain parts of your being, but remember it is a movement within energy, in fact moving back in time, or moving into the future is possible as the higher parts of your being know how to manipulate the energies in a way that allows them to see ahead.
They do however know, these higher parts of you do know that what they are doing, especially when moving into future time, is they create a facsimile of how the energy is moving at that moment and predict how the energy will move in a certain direction. These higher parts know that changes can be made to this flow of energy and by looking ahead they can make choices, different choices or the same choices.
The moment you as a being start to experience any movement of energy, you move into a form of time.
Within your universe there are many different times as the time is dependent upon the movement of energy. Upon earth, time is very much present as the energy flow is very slow and in this way, experiences are happening at a slow pace.
Experiences are flows of energy, they can be tracked back into the past as the experiences are present within you and around you, and you can follow these experiences back into the past.
If you do this you could actually manipulate the energies of the past, but this is something that is not done very often as it means that you not only have to change the overall energy, but also the energy of each being present at this moment in the past.
Time can be changed, this means the flow of energy, the movement of energy can be changed at certain moments, this means that timelines can be added as well. The creation of time lines requires the manipulation of energy already present and take energy from one timeline and manipulate the energy in a way to create a second timeline with a different flow of energy, so a different outcome than the timeline already present.
The shift you have just gone through is an example of changing the timeline that was present and completely altering the movement and flow of the energy. This was done by taking the energy within your reality and changing it from just being 3rd dimensional into 3rd, 4th and 5th dimensional, in this way changing the flow and movement and of course also the experience of time.
Now as you now have three different movements or flows of energy, time is experienced in different ways. With just a 3rd dimensional energy present, time is at a constant flow, when you add the 4th and 5th dimensional movements, you will experience a fluctuation in your experience of time, depending upon where and in what flow you are at that moment.
Once you are able to be within all 3 of them at the same time, you will experience a constant flow of time again.
This should explain that when someone says everything has already happened and everything is going to be fine, all they have done is follow the flow of energy at this moment and predict where this flow will end and see the result of the flow at this moment as their final outcome. When you take into consideration that in fact choices are being made constantly, this prediction is not accurate, and can never be accurate as the flow and movement of the energy is constantly influenced by all choices of all beings within your universe. And sometimes even beyond.
You also have to understand that souls are still being born within each moment, in this way there are the ones that are experienced and ones that have not yet experienced. The souls that have not yet experienced can see what has happened, but having not experienced what has happened within their own being limits the way they can operate and manipulate energies.
Seeing is not the same as experiencing.
It is like someone can read you a book, but as you have not learned how to read, you cannot read the book yourself. The letters have no meaning yet.
Upon your earth many souls are present and they are all from different moments in time, in this way you have advanced souls with lots of experience, and souls that have less or sometimes even no experience yet within their own being.
You have souls that have been on earth many lifetimes and souls that have just come to earth and into the experience of earth. New souls that have just been born from source are here to have their own experiences within your reality.
Some souls have experienced other universes, or have had experiences on other planets within your universe, other souls have never had experiences within others universes or upon other planets within your universe.
It doesn’t make them less, or make you more, it is the right of each soul to go through their own choices of what and how to experience.
Most of the time souls, especially new born souls will be going through an information process as to what can be experienced within the many different realities that are present within your universe and other universes. Other souls will choose not to go through this information process.
Sometimes choices are being made by smaller groups to make a great change, this according to the overall experience planning that is present within a certain reality.
This is not taken lightly, but sometimes necessary as there are unlimited possibilities that can be experienced and prior to the shift only a small part of these were being experienced.
These groups are however not gods and they know the importance of experiences at its fullest.
The shift you have gone through and the changes that were made, were made because you were in what you could call time loop, the same experiences over and over again, no progress into new experiences, only the same experiences over and over again.
Meaning that the souls upon earth and within your universe as well were stuck within having the same limited experiences over and over again, not allowing for all experiences upon earth and within your universe to be experienced.
There was a limited set of experiences available and by changing the energy movement and flow, all other experiences should become available again.
We will explain more about this at a future time.
We do hope this explains that there are still choices to be made, work to be done, and that what you are in fact experiencing within this moment is very real for every part of your being.
From one source to another
May 2, 2013
Petra Margolis
www.ascendedmasters.org
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3 May 2013 - 8:43pm
i have been using these services called Binaural Beats or brainwave entrainment and i feel like its working.i feel and know I'm different in positive ways and good ways not bad ones just to make that crystal clear right here and once and for all.well anyway as i was saying i been feeling better and improved.now while i do use them i am at the same careful and try to balance them out as well.i am careful which ones i use and which i don't use.when it comes to using them look at the names for example one said break from the Illuminati control or something like that i just say in my words hell no I'm not using that one.and two trust and use your intuition use the ones that feel right to you and the ones you feel you trust.be careful that's y main message above all and be selective too.i still meditate but with the combination of these brainwave entrainment it helps me more than meditation alone by itself.well there's also ones used to spiritually enhance ones spirituality.i use those myself you don't gain anything one does not have already within themselves already.I'll use myself as a example i use spiritually brainwave entrainment does this mean i am gaining something new by these services no i am not why?because i already have them i am simply just enhancing them that's it.we are free spirits and souls with unlimited inner power and abilities already.but like i said do be careful and selective in which ones you use if you do decide to use them.and have fun improving yourself at the same time.i believe in sharing my services for free and with anybody interested in them.now you now my secrets lol jk
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3 May 2013 - 7:44pm
METATRON: ONE HEART
Footprints In the Sand ...
~via Tyberonn
www.earth-keeper.com
Greetings Beloved: I am Metatron, Lord of Light, and we welcome this gathering.
It is Year One of the newly Ascended Planet Earth. In this extraordinary phase of linear time on your planet there is a uniquely opportune juncture for self-review and chosen solitude.
Masters, many of you, particularly those above the age of 49, the seventh 7 year cycle, find yourselves in a state of sovereign solitude.
Spouses have passed, children have left, relationships terminated and marriage contracts have ended and many of you find yourselves living alone. And although this path is at times quite lonely, quite difficult and may feel 'unnatural' for many of you, it is a seclusion of high purpose.
You see, in times of chosen solitude you are able to quiet the mind and open to Spirit ...and in this process Angelic Gates open, and Spirit embraces you. The paradox is that in sacred solitude you truly are NOT alone. Masters, in detachment, however difficult, your separateness enables an un-entangled freedom for you to examine the self and your life expression in profound perlustration. And indeed that is truly requisite for all advanced souls. Places in the lifestream for secluded contemplation are ever present on the Path of Mastery. It has always been so.
So we tell you to use this time wisely, embrace it. You are on the cusp of a great graduation.
There is a recurring message in many of your religious texts: "For everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven".
Divine Solitude is a noble condition, and one that offers quantum leaps in terms of growth, when understood, and recognized for its profound purpose. You see the Divine-Self is ultimately, conclusively alone in its final pursuit of omnipotence. In your terms, the soul enters the earth alone, and the spirit departs the earth alone. Ascended Masters that walk the Earth have for millennia sought solitude in their incarnations before achieving Mastery. So it is with many of you now.
Dear Ones, Many of you who find yourself alone at this time, are of the belief that you must find a partner. Many of you seek your 'soul mate' your twin flame. Yet we tell you, in many cases among the advanced souls, you are alone because you have planned it. Indeed it is a special and noble undertaking. It is time for Divine Solitude.
Among souls seeking Mastery, approximately one of every four lifetimes, is a lifetime chosen for recalibration and advancement utilizing the planned focal freedom to do so by sacred solitude. Those seeking sanctified light, what is termed 'consecrated enlightenment', choose specific periods in their life plan, to be alone for a time. This does not mean you will always be in solitude, it simply means for a time you have chosen to 'work on the self'... to achieve self love & make final adjustments.
Love of self is a condition that many, especially those from Christian heritage, have lost. Christianity with its teachings of original sin taught you that you were flawed in your nature, that you needed forgiving. You spent lifetimes prostrate asking forgiveness for who you are. You lost your sense of your divinity, and found it easier to give than to receive. Balance was forfeited.
For others, there may be a sense of self-condemnation from actions or missteps that have deeply programmed a sense of guilt & unworthiness. An inability to love the self has pervaded and created self denial because you are unable to forgive yourself for whatever action led you to this erroneous belief. As a result relationships have failed.
It is a great Truth that you cannot truly love others until you first love yourself. As long as you hold beliefs of unworthiness, you will create a reaction of rejection & denial in others. It is the double-edge of the Law of Attraction. You will repeat this self created exile, this self projected punishment until you learn that you are divine, that you are a flawless spark of God in your eternal divinity.
Life will change when you accept this great wisdom, and learn to consciously create your life. But self love is an absolute requisite. Love is not an emotion, it is a vibratory frequency. Love of self is not earned, it is a birthright. Love is the only resonance that will allow you to graduate to higher realms.
Love IS the way. .. a way that must contain love of Self. Dear Human, until you love yourself you cannot love others, obtain mastery, nor truly love life. And it may take lifetimes of self examination in solitude for you to realize this. Love begins in you! There is no other path.
Dear Human, Life is difficult and challenging. That is a great Truth.
Many situations in life are uncomfortable & provocative. That is by design. It is how you scripted your life in order to grow. The obstacles in your path were put there by YOU, by your higher self to serve as springboards. It is not easy, nothing of great value is obtained without effort. But it is often when you are out of your comfort zone, in a state of confused conundrum or sadness that you are driven by circumstance to face and resolve your challenges and transcend them. To do so is an attribute of Mastery in its finest aspect.
Great numbers of Seekers are facing the Self in 2013. It is a year perfectly designed in astrological pattern for this final clean up... sweeping out what was hidden so that it may be resolved . The New Earth is transforming further into the Crystalline aspect in 2013 & Beyond. Nothing can remain in shadow, nothing can be hidden in this impeccable coherent light of the newly Ascended Earth. And for the many that are in solitude, and the many that are not - this is your perfect & chosen time to polish up any areas of tarnish, to remove any final obstacles.
You may ask whether solitude or partnerships bring greater advancement to the soul in the New Earth energetics...
The question is timely and especially pertinent for many of you in the 2013 dawn of the Ascension. The short answer is that both coupling and solitude have their divine purpose.... and we underline the word BOTH. Much is gained in being in committed loving relationship. This is the natural circumstance in most sojourns on the plane of Earth. Yet for the soul seeking final Mastery, solitary status is also 'natural'. So we emphasize there is great purpose in solitude. Advanced souls plan for it.
It is no error that great numbers of you on the final steps of the Ascended Path of Enlightenment in 2013 are alone in this period.If you are among these, we tell you that perhaps your solitude is appropriate. Perhaps it is as it should be. You see, it is how many of you planned it.
Yet many of you feel that the loneliness is too much to bear and that you must pursue a partner...the elusive twin flame. Dear Souls, there is much confusion around the concept of the twin flame, the 'soul mate', and the role and nature of optimal partnership in Mastery of Self.
Solitude is intended to be a period of sublime reverence of self. Your life and your experience in this plane is your own creation, your own living tapestry, woven by your individual belief. Within solitude, the soul is prompted into self-review, and opportunity is given to dive deeply into the deep waters that flow within you. To swim in the ocean of SELF, and in so doing rediscover the love within, to learn what a brilliant spark of God you truly are. Relationships are a method of reflecting the affectivity of your belief system, and giving you feedback on what, simply stated, is working, and what is not. Detachment requires the individual to explore the self, to reacquaint with the inner horizon, and this facilitates and necessitates sovereignty. Sovereignty is the prepotency of Mastership.
A relationship of two sovereign nondependent humans has greater balance, greater creativity, and greater longevity than a pairing of two beings co-dependent on one another. Do you understand? Ultimately each soul must clearly define SELF in order to gain Mastery. Self Mastery is embodied in periods of planned detachment. It is that period in which impeccability is crystallized. And we tell you Dear Ones, crystallization, through impeccability is a necessary phase of Self- Mastery. It is a calibrational juncture in the multidimensional sojourn. One enters the void, the great mystery in the quest for fortitude and sovereign vision, alone, without a shoulder to lean on. And in the process, one discovers sublime wholeness and self completion.
Do not misunderstand our meaning; there is great validity in coupling, in the natural aspect of soul mate. But conclusively one walks the path of Mastery in sovereign detachment. One becomes enlightened when one learns to transcend the physical self. Each of you must endeavor to the final conquest of what we term as 'impeccability'. Impeccability is the crystallization or uniform clarity of the soul, and it is a necessary virtue of Mastery. This involves release of dependency, the release of all that does not serve your divinity. It is a rebooting and reprogramming of all you are.
We have told you that the language, the fabric of higher dimension is sacred geometry. Impeccability is the geometric clarity of the soul mind. By defining oneself through impeccability one becomes crystalline, and thus more capable of Divine Consciousness within the geometric light of coherent higher planes. It is only accomplished by deciding who you are, what you believe, and then living it. Recognizing your truths, and aligning fully to them.
Question to Metatron: Are you saying that loving relationships, such as marriage, are not our ultimate union?
Metatron: Remember that in the highest realm you are in sacred Oneness, each a part of the Divine One. So in terms of duality experience, the answer to your question is yes. In this context, YES! Masters, in highest reality, you are a unified plural consciousness.
Relationships in the linear duality experience are a means to the end. We are saying that loving relationships are a sacred, joyful tool of achieving Self Mastery, but that ultimately in each soul's journey there will be an ultimate growth into sovereignty. The sovereign self is a sufficient self & truly has no dependent need of another. Such conceptual dependency can be a deterrent to Mastery.
In truth you merge in sovereignty with your other half. The other part of your soul that separated in duality expression. Each of you have a male and female component in duality, and the other half is re-merged in the Integral Divine Self before rising into higher realm. This is in fact a requisite mergence, and is occurring for so many of you as you enter 2013.
Many of you consider a soul mate and twin flame the same. Only the syntax is in parity. The true meanings are different. The twin flame is the other half of the same soul, split in duality, and these are very rarely in physicality together. The 'soul mate' is in our terms, another soul with whom you have contracted to grow together within physical duality, as a means of development and exploration of love with another soul by movement toward common purpose.
The seeming paradox in linear relationships, that of the 'soul mate' concept (not the twin flame) is that a relationship of two non-dependent sovereign beings, has greater joy, greater balance, greater interface with the divine, greater opportunity for advancement than a relationship based on co-dependence. Do you see?
In this time, in this now of 2013, many of you are actually merging with your etheric (non-physical) twin flame, and molding your sacred fullness into one physicality in order for you to enter the crystalline realm of the New Earth in integral self unified wholeness.
In most cases this soul reconnection is accomplished in solitude or in sovereign non dependent relationships. So we say embrace your chosen period of SOVEREIGN SOLITUDE, it is the sign of your soul's intent to enter into Crystalline Mer-Ka-Na Mastery.
We add that many who are in this life, of the female gender, have chosen particularly efficacious roles in the balancing of the planet at this time. Is it not true that the planet has been unbalanced in an overage of patriarchal energies for millennia?
That is why it would appear that a vast majority of those drawn to the 'New Age' are female, you see, to anchor in the Divine Feminine. Females have been conditioned and labeled in your current paradigm as the 'weaker sex'. Nothing could be farther from the truth!
Some of the females who find themselves now in single status are conditioned to feel they must have a partner. Again, we say embrace your solitude. You chose it, we honor you for the path you have chosen. The ideal for the planet, is not to be female or male, rather a perfect balance of BOTH, but it is at the moment still in an imbalance of patriarchal resonance. We honor those of you in female biology, your strength is indeed progressing in creating the nurturing balance. Truly the over-soul is androgynous, self-contained. Self-sufficient. That does not mean that love is not the frequencial basis of the soul, indeed it is the highest vibration. It is the resonance that is produced by the Ascended Soul to the Cosmos, and reflected back as a collective harmonic of crystalline love.
There is a time when those of you who have played the role of soul mates, will individualize, and in your terms, part in joy.
The evolved soul in achieving omnipotence, will become consummately self sufficient, and in so doing radiate spectacular unconditional love to ALL. That is as it should be, as it must be. It is how you Ascend. The final graduation of the soul is not done in pairing, you see. It is done within the Divine SELF in universal harmonic to the All that is. Do you understand?
This is the activation of Self to the divine resonance of the Quantum Crystalline Field. Separation must occur before the final collective reunion, it must alchemically occur to allow for the final coalescence into the ALL THAT IS. It is who you ARE. It is the IAM that I AM. It is the chosen, destined path of all of you.
In summation, our point here is that if you find yourself in Solitude, recognize its purpose. If you are in a relationship refine it in beauty to the greater love of non-dependence. You will indeed discover the love expands and the relationship becomes more appropriate, more resplendent in non dependency; just as you are discovering relationships of unbalanced dependency are one way streets, and ultimately fail.
In sovereignty humanity will see themselves in the functional framework of being 'whole' and not being their partner's property or someone's 'better half'. Each will bring their integral, whole SELF in fullness, in robust flow of energy into relationship, in a manner that often does not occur today.
There are pre-agreed points that allow for freedom of choice and for change, even if that change is to end the partnership. In sovereignty individuals share their best, without compromise of ideals. Each will recognize the divinity of the other, and retain the integrity of SELF. They will afford their own promises and choices of a new paradigm, but there will be avenues and opportunities of adjustments and the ability of reviewing terms.
This will allow for greater recognition of the SELF. These will be designed to prevent energy blockage and reduce dysfunctional marriages and divorce complications and lawsuits, you see. Some relationships in these terms will indeed last a lifetime, some will not. But the archetype of sovereignty will better support both, based on choice and mutual agreement of each individual's terms. And as such independence becomes joyful, devoid of one partner being dominant and imposing their beliefs, morality and will over another.
Humankind, in mass today, truly does not recognize or understand their soul, their divine SELF. Self is unfortunately regulated to the realm of ego personality by the masses. It is true that a higher degree of the light quotient is awakened on the planet now, more than has occurred at any other time.
Religion in the new paradigm must be individualized, must truly recognize the nature of SELF, the nature of the DIVINE SOUL.
None of your world religions truly answer these questions today. None of your religions acknowledge your Cosmic Extra-Terrestrial heritage nor your multi-dimensional nature. And that must and will be acknowledged & understood in the new paradigm.
None of your current mainstream religions can accurately and completely express the true history of man on the earth. As such, there is no one true religion on the planet today. Most are bought and sold on preset regulated templates. Each claim to know the paths to God, to be able to lead the way to God, yet none truly do. Each has its dogma; each has its hierarchy and some utilize fear based controls that encourage fanaticism and zealotry.
Man searches for GOD more earnestly now than at any other time on the planet, and so this seeking in itself has the potential to bring in the light. Few of the present day 'religious' teachers are true teachers, dogmatic scholars perhaps, but not teachers of TRUTH. Others are ego and power based charlatans who project a false impression of their 'credentials'. And we tell you that deceivers and grandiose masqueraders are ever present even within metaphysics and the so called 'New Age' arenas. Many proclaimed leaders become ego-addicted to adulation, and feed on the energy of impressionable followers. You need no guru's in 2013, Year One of the New Earth.
When integrity is not maintained the connection to true spirit is disconnected, and all who are human are subject to fall in and out of integrity. Truly, the way in the Ascension is the ability of each soul to raise into his/her higher self. Look inside and find your own divinity within your heart. Not through blindly following a guru, evangelist, channeler or spiritual leader, but through SELF.
Accept only what you discern individually to resonate as true, Dear Ones, and do not give your power to another. Each of you can and must channel your higher selves. Study, look, listen, discern, review and only accept what resonates within you. The way to the divine, Masters, is through the sacred sovereignty of SELF, and in the Ascension, the way to the higher SELF is through self-definition, and seeking that aspect of God inside each of you, with the great desire that is embedded in each of your souls. Study, seek, and work! You cannot advance if you become disheartened, depressed or apathetic. Lethargy does not serve you. Effort is requisite to rise above duality. It has always been so.
You are here to make known the unknown! Work at it! Be a warrior of light within duality, for the true battles are within for self mastery. The path is not easy. But within Self Mastery lies energy so exquisite that it fuels all you require to move forward ... and there is ever another level above each you ascend to. Consciousness is eternally kinetically expanding; it does not reach a level of static dormancy. So we tell you that your higher selves find great humor in cemetery epitaphs of Rest in Peace, for joy is a dynamic state!
Discover your path. Discover yourself. Love yourself, love one another, and love the divinity inside you and inside every one! Discover the multidimensional aspects of your true Soul. That is the nobility of solitude. And though the path is at times quite difficult and lonely, know that such is the challenge of duality, for above, you are whole, and lack nothing. In the higher realm, Masters, you are in your sacred nature of integral wholeness, in complete and abundant bliss.
Masters Enlightenment occurs one heart at a time, it is in facing Creator in solitude that each soul graduates into the higher realms. It has always been so. Each of you will choose solitude at some point. Recognize it and embrace it, for it is the sacred time for advancement.
We are ever with you. We offer unconditional love. We ask that you treat yourself and others with nurturing love and respect. We honor you!
I am Metatron, Lord of Light, and I share with you these TRUTHS! You are Beloved.
...And so it is.
Story
3 May 2013 - 7:07pm
My Mind Gave Way To Something Else, Try These
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Once i went down to a river. And you know what i did?
I put my head in the river. And you know what i saw?
Nothing. nothing. nothing. no thing.
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Once i saw a mountain. i didnt know what to say to it.
My thinking became silent. All i felt was the feeling of me and the feeling of the presence of its nature, more than big. That's all.
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Once i saw the ground, i laid down in it. My mind gave way to absorption.
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Maybe you will tap in to new experiences at an energetic and consciousness experiential level.
And do not defeat your self through 'trying', as that additional ingredient (trying), seldom, only sometimes, not often...offers something in which the mind just lets go, so to speak....naturally and of it's own accord.
Yes, your mind can be your friend.
You can work with your mind in many ways.
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Many are intimidated by their mind, as it is , it appears, so formidable, or unyielding
and they either become unconscious or relate to their mind as an adversary.
Here they doubt their own power, and their own mind's good will.
If they are one who believes in love, they , you, should be able to charm your mind into a perfect dancer.
Are you uncomfortable approaching your mind and inviting it to explore together with you?
Do you not trust that your mind cares about you and your life, and may wish to, be willing to?
What is it like to go on explorations.... you and your mind?
What is it like....communicating with your mind?
Do you have defenses? thus casting your mind in to an untrustworthy light?
Would you develop a relationship of trust and working together with your mind?
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These possibilities are examples of new possibilities, and they are many, and they are within you, not up in the sky.
Explore. Explore. Design New ways to explore, why not?
Here all possibility exists....
Yours for the taking. Yours for the finding. Yours for the creating.
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Hilarion , St. Germain
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(transcriber-hilarion- note....these are virtual exercises... there is no suggestion to put your head in physical river....ok? :)
Blog entry
3 May 2013 - 6:32pm
I was born in this state, lived my childhood years in this town, in fact in the same house since
I was four until I 'grew up'. I was born into this family as well. And ya know what? I'm foreign.
Sometimes it even feels like I'm speaking a foreign language. Folks simply don't understand me. How
I look at life, at Universe, at everything I guess. It's really strange. As I talk to my brother or
sister I think to myself, geeze, I don't know these people and these folks for SURE don't know me.
Here's the deal guys...ya know all the self work we've done, the consciousness expansion, the clear
release business, all of the work we've done seems to MAKE us foreign if we choose to play in the 3/4D
arena.
These folks are still messing around with stuff like platitudes and and serious near sightedness. I
can't help but be amazed how different folks can look at life, death...and I spose, if we get right
down to it, everything in between. The way I look at it, my Mom's days are numbered. OK, let's
celebrate a life well lived. Let's find as much joy and magic and wonder as possible in every single
moment. She's not in any pain, she's of sound mind, in fact except for her heart/blood problems, she's
fit as a fiddle. Seems to me that if you're fit as a fiddle in the final days of your life you should
wanna spend them enjoying all this world has to offer on your way out.
A wonderful pharmacist at Walgreens...and yes this is advertisement...went way way way outta her way
to help me get my medication business sorted out. Tara suggested mailing my script from home. Who
woulda thunk it...but it's a felony to send prescriptions by mail. My Mom said they had to pass that
law cause USA folks were buying their medications online from those Canadian pharmacies, and it was
hurting the US big pharma. Don'tcha just love how corporate interests micro manage the American government???
Anyway, got a thank you card for Amy the pharmacist, and cut her some of my Mom's beautiful rose buds
to let her know how much her kindness and generosity meant to me.
I'm waiting for my Mom to make her escape from hospital this morning. I duno why this world needs so
much bloody paperwork for everything. Even getting outta hospital costs about half a tree's worth of
paperwork and even more time standing around waiting for docs to come, waiting get her unplugged outta all the
stuff she's got attached to her. We discussed just making a break for it, but the stuff attached to her
put stops on that little idea. The hospital isn't silly, they know how to anchor the patient right
there until they are ready to let her go. Just plug them in so they CAN'T escape.
Good thing I put sufficient effort and energy into learning to be in the now moment. From here the now
moment is about the only moment I can handle, and even them one at a time. You could get all kinda sad or
homesick if you wandered around in moments that are other than this now moment, so I just don't. Sorta
like what's on my plate is all I can deal with. I just gotta trust that everything at home is going along
just fine and everyone there is well and happy. It's not that I'm stuck here...it's more like I want to
make what remains of my Mom's life as pleasant and enjoyable as it can be. It's like a soul calling or
something. I simply CAN NOT do anything else.
Well, just talked to my Mom, still waiting...and then probably be waiting some more. This time I had
the good sense to wait at home by the phone...hospitals sorta creep me out. It's much more comfortable
waiting here, in the sunshine, beside the pool reading an enjoyable book. OK, so I'm bragging a little.
The summer we had in Queensland this year was pitiful, absolutely pitiful and I am making up for it
in a big way here. It wouldn't actually hurt my feelings a whole lot if I just skipped winter this
year...course I say that most years. This is the first chance since I 'missed' winter since the
first year I went to OZ. Dark clouds and silver linings I spose.
yarra
Teaching
3 May 2013 - 6:02pm
THIS IS A PARABLE, AND IT IS A RIDDLE. IT'S NOT HARD AT ALL. GLARINGLY OBVIOUS. I WILL TELL THE ANSWER TO ANYONE WHO GUESSES THESE QUESTIONS:
WHAT WORDS COULD SUBSTITUTE FOR "RADIO?" AND WHAT WORD SUBSTITUTES FOR "KIT?"
ENJOY!!!
DEEPLY AWAKE – RADIO MAN
In the next room is a twelve year old boy. You can hear him grunting. An occasional cry of frustration comes from his room. The door is closed. Instructions are: do not go in there. Do not knock, unless you hear a signal of genuine distress. You just get to listen to it.
This boy received a radio kit in the mail. One of those Heath kits, for the elders in the crowd. It comes with a circuit board, soldering ribbon, dials and gizmos, just the standard radio set-up.
It came with instructions, but the instructions are not clear. They seem, to the kid, to change every single time he refers to them.
He doesn't even know to plug in the soldering gun.
He'd been to his friend's house and listened to his friend's home made radio, and was amazed at the clarity. His friend could get, like, a million stations.
Our twelve year old friend, when he heard his friend's radio, that first broadcast in Russian, or was it Hindi? Could that be French? Crystal clear, like that big, booming foreign authority was reading the news from his friend’s chipped, blue desk in Toledo.
That was it.
He had to have a radio.
This twelve year old was so frantic to get his radio working. Just days after his friend showed him that little personal radio, our twelve year old friend had stumbled upon a couple of articles about this kind of communication. He realized there were things he could do with a kit like this that, maybe, nobody else had even considered doing!
It was clear to him, in those first few years, that he had an affinity for this kind of thing. Even though he still didn't understand how anything went together, he just understood this way of life. People who thought it important to put together these boards, these wires. Folks who needed to be in front of a microphone talking. Yes, this makes sense. And so his work continued.
You and I, we'd have given up long ago.
Do you know, for all the love and car that guy had for his kit, and for all the studying he did, and for all the years of obsession, he never did get that his radio kit to squawk at him.
Folks began questioning his sanity when he moved into adulthood. They told him to put away childish things.
He could see no other option, so he complied. He found a big box, one that would accommodate all the gizmos he knew he'd find along the way, attending to his other obligations. He knew he'd always be on the look out for good radio stuff. So he found that big box, and he stuck it in the corner of his basement.
He didn't admit it to anyone, but he knew, he just knew inside his deepest parts, that he was really putting the box away because the parts he needed to make the whole thing rock wouldn't be available for awhile. But then, he'd forget that, and he'd get real mad at himself for not getting it to work.
He'd sit sometimes, while pursuing the goals of a warehouse manager for an upscale grocery store, and be filled with bitterness. He told himself that if he'd only gotten his kit to work, he wouldn't have to worry about balance sheets and the those greedy bastards' profit margin. He felt what he was doing with his life as sort of morally bankrupt, or at the least, that he was adrift. But he didn't exactly know how to make anything right. He was mad at that damn radio kit. Mad at himself. Mad at his crappy job. Mad at his recliner.
He remembers, in his less frustrated, idle moments, when he was younger, single, less encumbered. He'd obsess over his kit, as a kid, and even into twenties, on his days off. He'd finally gotten so disgusted with himself for not figuring his kit out, he'd grab a jacket and go hang out at places where other radio kitters might hang out. He'd dimly remember that there used to be others he knew who liked being radio men. He'd smile then, and go back to work.
As a boy and young man, within radio circles, he was shy, so even when he let himself get in the groove, start finding out where these cool people hang, he never really extended himself, or rarely, and never did he tell anyone, not another living soul how his kit is coming along. Not because it's a secret. No. Because he's embarrassed that he hasn't figured it out himself.
Once, when he was on vacation, a couple years ago, bored and getting sun, waiting for his kids to get done with the Disney movie, he thought about a couple of old friends of his. They'd once been obsessed like him, and had become expert ham operators. He remembers them, on that bored, hot afternoon, and realizes that they were kind of like guides of some kind, like master teachers who just sort of inserted themselves into his awareness. He tried, but couldn't remember how those friendships came to be. He realized that two of them were still his close friends, but that they never talked about radios anymore.
All through his sad life, he goes back to his room and hunches over his kit and swears, but never for long now. His defeats with his radio kit seem to sting less now, and the possibility that he might be able to, now that he's older and could just not give a crap anymore, maybe now he could torch this thing up.
Sometimes, as the years passed, he found that he only took out his kit, his old childhood radio kit, when he was drunk. Something about being speechless and hanging onto the bedpost with both hands, having that kit to look at, sitting there on the chair, something to focus on as the room spins and a familiar escape from his futility overtakes him once again.
By his fifth decade, he'd reached a decision point, even though he didn't know it.
One night, a couple of years ago, our insomniac radio man had a particularly difficult and sleepless night. He realized that things were not going as he'd liked, and that how he does his life day by day is what will wind up “happening” the next time he sits down like this, in another 49 years.
All these years, he'd loved radio. For twenty years he'd had his beloved radio kit packed away in the closet. Late at night, and sometimes when he was in a foul mood, feeling bitter or discouraged, in those bitter years, he was convinced he could hear that radio, faintly broadcasting forgotten stories in a foreign tongue from its box, covered as it was, now, with dials and wires and conductors and capacitors, just stuff he'd thrown in there, stuff he'd found on his travels.
But then he'd shrug. He'd clear his throat. He'd sip some scotch. Tomorrow there's that meeting. Oh shit, I forgot to pay Glen back for our round of golf.
And off he'd go, to sleep, into another day, another disquieted night, and on it went for our radio lover, years of discouragement, years of telling himself it just wasn't time, years of telling himself that his love for that radio is a petty and foolish thing.
In his saddest, darkest moment, he realized, one bleak night, that he'd forgotten, entirely, that he even had a radio kit.
And listening to the radio used to be just about the only thing that made him happy.
One sleepless night, he trundled into the living room and sunk into his chair, feeling the only thing he did anymore, defeated.
Here, again, another night, another quiet night, and not one scintilla of peace. The quiet and the dark feel real, but there is no comfort in this darkness, he thought. I am alone, he thought.
I need company.
You see, on that crucial night, this man, this fellow who loved the radio, really, more than anything he'd ever encountered, he came to realize something.
He looked back on his life, on this dark and silent night, and understood that he had a couple things wrong.
He thought back on his life, the really big moments. He remembered when his mom was dying, when he went to the lake to fish, to get away. His wife and kids were at home, and there he was, drunk off his ass, fishing. After seven hours of fishing, never catching, he remembered collapsing, sunburned and spent, behind the wheel, knowing he had to get back to his obligations, wishing he could die instead of his mom. He turned on the engine, and Bob Marley's “Three Little birds” came on.
Sitting in his recliner, a glass of Bushmill's in his hand, he remembered then how it felt to hear that song at that moment. “Don't worry, about a thing, coz every little thing, gonna be, awright...”
He smiled, there in the dark, there in the stillness.
And from there, it really didn't take long for the soundtrack of his life to start coming back to him. The music, the texture which had informed his break ups, his free spirited, authentic work style, the songs he'd played when he found out his wife was pregnant, and, yes, there it is. That beautiful one, that distant memory finally made clear by the song that was on the night of graduation, there on a starry night on a hill, getting stoned with his buds, watching the whole world open up in front of them.
He understood, in one moment, that he'd never been without music, without the radio! And the truth was, this music was coming from his bones as much as it was coming from any radio.
And, there in the dark, it hit him.
He kept his radio kit.
He not only kept it, but he's been adding to it all these years, stuff he knew, just knew, was gonna come in handy, that would one day fit in with the, he admits now, quite grandiose plans he'd had for his radio kit.
He'd, he realized, stunned, barely clutching his tumbler, he'd been keeping up with personal electronics this whole time. There hadn't been much on the web a lot of the time he went searching for the newest information, but always he'd get confirmation, when he googled, “Radio Kits,” that his old information was really solid. There just wasn't that much going on in the personal radio area of human endeavor all the years he was busy learning how to be a warehouse man.
He remembered, there in the dark, how this kit used to confound him, and made him feel weak and stupid and ineffective. Before stirring, before committing to getting up and looking for that ancient box, he tried to be real clear about why this might be a good idea.
Isn't that box, that kit, isn't that the very thing that he'd felt defined him as a bit of a loser? He'd made the rounds and he knew that there really were expert personal radio men. He'd met them. Folks who could dance rings around what he knew about being a radio man. He knew that. And because he knew that, he knew the value in being a radio man, in pursuing becoming a radio man.
And yet, with his recliner hugging his ass and the twenty year old scotch hugging his innards, thinking about the assholes he'd have to calm down tomorrow over the stuff they get upset about every single god damned day, there in the dark, sipping his scotch, he wondered.
I know I love the radio, he thought to himself.
I know I want to put my own radio together, that would be fun.
I know I can earn a living, and I think I am pleased enough with these accomplishments. It think my work stands on its own.
What about just six months of being a radio man?
How about just a year of it?
If I find that box, and I start tinkering, it might get pretty interesting.
A year.
Yeah. I've earned a year.
Just a year off, to learn how to be a radio man. But I'll keep going at the warehouse. And after my year as a radio man, then it'll finally be out of my system.
A little drunk, feeling that nice scotch flush, and a warmth he'd forgotten, of recognition, of completion he stumbled down the basement and struggled every single box he'd ever squirreled away.
This was not a one-night, drunk-on-scotch sort of endeavor, he realized.
So, quietly, diligently, routinely, he dug through the basement. He knew it would be better to be quiet while he plowed through all of this old stuff. Best to just do this when his loved ones are sleeping.
The night he found that old box, he silently cried, hugging it, rocking. This is something, one of many, many things, he will never tell a living soul. As he tenderly held that box, and then gently lifted the cracked flaps of the box, he knew that this was the sort of homecoming that just doesn't have to be explained. It'll show on my face, he thought to himself.
All last year, every day, every spare minute he had, he was hunched over that dinky radio kit. His wife, his kids, even his friends became aware of what he was doing, because as the months passed, and his obsession receded into great love and respect for his first love, he could no longer hide it.
He'd bore his loved ones and sometimes frighten his colleagues with the tremendous enthusiasm he'd discovered.
He was a little shocked that, even when that radio was silent and dark, even after he'd done what he thought was the perfect work around, and was met yet again with an unresponsive radio, even then he knew he was on the right track.
His friends were the one to help him tone it down a bit. They pointed out that he was becoming a little unbalanced.
He kept that in mind, as he gleefully soldered and planned.
Yes, he'd finally asked, and figured out how to use his soldering gun.
He noticed as he worked on it, and found out how much he really loved the whole thing, just the whole radio thing, that some of his friends were no longer interested in him. But it didn't matter all that much to him, because about six months ago, one night, on a very bleak and cold Christmas night when his confidence had bottomed out but his love for the project remained strong, one night just six months ago, as he was once again stowing it on the shelf, his very own, stubborn, silent dull and still radio, it came on.
He spent an amazing few minutes simply listening. The station that was coming in, he realized, was, miraculously, the one he knew he'd been searching for since his frustrated youth.
It was a music, a sound, that transported him. He knew, then, that he had always been on the right track.
So, since then, he's had a few things make sense.
He has come to see that he'd always been an expert at this radio thing, he'd been built to be a radio man! He admitted, unashamedly, his love for and understanding of trade journals, textbooks on electricity and magnetics, the bio-physics of sound conduction. He'd even began studying human psychology and biology!
And all of this, this great love, how his life was now on fire for being a radio man, he saw, one night, sitting once again in his recliner, sipping some lemon water, quiet, this night a light and gentle one, he understood, and he smiled.
There had been expert radio operators, expert radio designers, expert sound engineers, expert playwrights, entering and exiting his life, teaching him, giving him help, all this time!. Even the guys at the warehouse. Smiling, shaking his grey head, on this particular night, he remembered how he'd made it his first priority, when given the green light for that warehouse, high quality speakers and satellite radio. That had been job one.
He chuckled.
How was this all possible?
He was hit with a great melancholy then, a great still sadness.
He thought about that kid.
The one in his room, sweating and grunting and crying over his radio kit.
Forty years it took, forty years to build his own radio.
He listened to it then, in the stillness of yet another night slipping away, surrendering to memories and thinking, he let his mind get quiet, told his thoughts to be still.
He listened then that Bach Allegro, he was quietly transported, finally, clearly, permanently, he thought, he might feel permanently stronger, quieted, touched.
Afterward, his thoughts were very clear.
He understood now that his love of music had been what carried him along, and it had always been there. He'd wanted to have it in his own personal radio kit, he'd wanted to do it his way, and always knew he would, and yet, and yet...
He'd found that, once his radio had come alive, that he knew instinctively what to do. He began experimenting with the information he remembered from others he'd encountered all that time ago, at trade shows and in class. He'd forgotten. Shaking his head in indulgence, a mother's smiles on his lips, “I'd forgotten.”
This final night, his radio glowing, in a lull between the music he'd now allowed to fill his home, every moment, from waking to sleeping, in this simple lull, there was an old quiet, an older peace, an ancient sort of stillness. He knew there'd be another song in a moment, but here, he could think. And he finally wanted to. He smiled and he relaxed.
He understood, finally, that this anxiety he'd always carried, even into business meetings where he was known as a titan of commerce, there he was, in every meeting, in every bed, in every queue, there he was, a frustrated kid, angry at himself, at his situation, at this thing he found that he could neither make functional nor discard.
It had all been purposeful, and maybe, he thought, maybe it had all been for the purpose of this moment.
This is a particularly pleasant moment, the man thought.
I think I am quite pleased with how all of this turned out.
He smiled then, once again. He discovered, after his radio flickered on that first night, that when he smiles, he feels his radio getting turned on again. He has come to know something of which he never speaks: when he grins, it is as if that little kit starts glowing and then all his dreams are finally, suddenly, miraculously realized. He feels this moment of wonder now, at will, whenever he smiles.
He smiles a lot anymore.
So, he stands. He stretches. He smiles, and he goes to bed.
The radio, in his house, anymore, is always left on.
Story
3 May 2013 - 6:01pm
THIS IS A PARABLE, AND IT IS A RIDDLE. IT'S NOT HARD AT ALL. GLARINGLY OBVIOUS. I WILL TELL THE ANSWER TO ANYONE WHO GUESSES THESE QUESTIONS:
WHAT WORDS COULD SUBSTITUTE FOR "RADIO?" AND WHAT WORD SUBSTITUTES FOR "KIT?"
ENJOY!!!
DEEPLY AWAKE – RADIO MAN
In the next room is a twelve year old boy. You can hear him grunting. An occasional cry of frustration comes from his room. The door is closed. Instructions are: do not go in there. Do not knock, unless you hear a signal of genuine distress. You just get to listen to it.
This boy received a radio kit in the mail. One of those Heath kits, for the elders in the crowd. It comes with a circuit board, soldering ribbon, dials and gizmos, just the standard radio set-up.
It came with instructions, but the instructions are not clear. They seem, to the kid, to change every single time he refers to them.
He doesn't even know to plug in the soldering gun.
He'd been to his friend's house and listened to his friend's home made radio, and was amazed at the clarity. His friend could get, like, a million stations.
Our twelve year old friend, when he heard his friend's radio, that first broadcast in Russian, or was it Hindi? Could that be French? Crystal clear, like that big, booming foreign authority was reading the news from his friend’s chipped, blue desk in Toledo.
That was it.
He had to have a radio.
This twelve year old was so frantic to get his radio working. Just days after his friend showed him that little personal radio, our twelve year old friend had stumbled upon a couple of articles about this kind of communication. He realized there were things he could do with a kit like this that, maybe, nobody else had even considered doing!
It was clear to him, in those first few years, that he had an affinity for this kind of thing. Even though he still didn't understand how anything went together, he just understood this way of life. People who thought it important to put together these boards, these wires. Folks who needed to be in front of a microphone talking. Yes, this makes sense. And so his work continued.
You and I, we'd have given up long ago.
Do you know, for all the love and car that guy had for his kit, and for all the studying he did, and for all the years of obsession, he never did get that his radio kit to squawk at him.
Folks began questioning his sanity when he moved into adulthood. They told him to put away childish things.
He could see no other option, so he complied. He found a big box, one that would accommodate all the gizmos he knew he'd find along the way, attending to his other obligations. He knew he'd always be on the look out for good radio stuff. So he found that big box, and he stuck it in the corner of his basement.
He didn't admit it to anyone, but he knew, he just knew inside his deepest parts, that he was really putting the box away because the parts he needed to make the whole thing rock wouldn't be available for awhile. But then, he'd forget that, and he'd get real mad at himself for not getting it to work.
He'd sit sometimes, while pursuing the goals of a warehouse manager for an upscale grocery store, and be filled with bitterness. He told himself that if he'd only gotten his kit to work, he wouldn't have to worry about balance sheets and the those greedy bastards' profit margin. He felt what he was doing with his life as sort of morally bankrupt, or at the least, that he was adrift. But he didn't exactly know how to make anything right. He was mad at that damn radio kit. Mad at himself. Mad at his crappy job. Mad at his recliner.
He remembers, in his less frustrated, idle moments, when he was younger, single, less encumbered. He'd obsess over his kit, as a kid, and even into twenties, on his days off. He'd finally gotten so disgusted with himself for not figuring his kit out, he'd grab a jacket and go hang out at places where other radio kitters might hang out. He'd dimly remember that there used to be others he knew who liked being radio men. He'd smile then, and go back to work.
As a boy and young man, within radio circles, he was shy, so even when he let himself get in the groove, start finding out where these cool people hang, he never really extended himself, or rarely, and never did he tell anyone, not another living soul how his kit is coming along. Not because it's a secret. No. Because he's embarrassed that he hasn't figured it out himself.
Once, when he was on vacation, a couple years ago, bored and getting sun, waiting for his kids to get done with the Disney movie, he thought about a couple of old friends of his. They'd once been obsessed like him, and had become expert ham operators. He remembers them, on that bored, hot afternoon, and realizes that they were kind of like guides of some kind, like master teachers who just sort of inserted themselves into his awareness. He tried, but couldn't remember how those friendships came to be. He realized that two of them were still his close friends, but that they never talked about radios anymore.
All through his sad life, he goes back to his room and hunches over his kit and swears, but never for long now. His defeats with his radio kit seem to sting less now, and the possibility that he might be able to, now that he's older and could just not give a crap anymore, maybe now he could torch this thing up.
Sometimes, as the years passed, he found that he only took out his kit, his old childhood radio kit, when he was drunk. Something about being speechless and hanging onto the bedpost with both hands, having that kit to look at, sitting there on the chair, something to focus on as the room spins and a familiar escape from his futility overtakes him once again.
By his fifth decade, he'd reached a decision point, even though he didn't know it.
One night, a couple of years ago, our insomniac radio man had a particularly difficult and sleepless night. He realized that things were not going as he'd liked, and that how he does his life day by day is what will wind up “happening” the next time he sits down like this, in another 49 years.
All these years, he'd loved radio. For twenty years he'd had his beloved radio kit packed away in the closet. Late at night, and sometimes when he was in a foul mood, feeling bitter or discouraged, in those bitter years, he was convinced he could hear that radio, faintly broadcasting forgotten stories in a foreign tongue from its box, covered as it was, now, with dials and wires and conductors and capacitors, just stuff he'd thrown in there, stuff he'd found on his travels.
But then he'd shrug. He'd clear his throat. He'd sip some scotch. Tomorrow there's that meeting. Oh shit, I forgot to pay Glen back for our round of golf.
And off he'd go, to sleep, into another day, another disquieted night, and on it went for our radio lover, years of discouragement, years of telling himself it just wasn't time, years of telling himself that his love for that radio is a petty and foolish thing.
In his saddest, darkest moment, he realized, one bleak night, that he'd forgotten, entirely, that he even had a radio kit.
And listening to the radio used to be just about the only thing that made him happy.
One sleepless night, he trundled into the living room and sunk into his chair, feeling the only thing he did anymore, defeated.
Here, again, another night, another quiet night, and not one scintilla of peace. The quiet and the dark feel real, but there is no comfort in this darkness, he thought. I am alone, he thought.
I need company.
You see, on that crucial night, this man, this fellow who loved the radio, really, more than anything he'd ever encountered, he came to realize something.
He looked back on his life, on this dark and silent night, and understood that he had a couple things wrong.
He thought back on his life, the really big moments. He remembered when his mom was dying, when he went to the lake to fish, to get away. His wife and kids were at home, and there he was, drunk off his ass, fishing. After seven hours of fishing, never catching, he remembered collapsing, sunburned and spent, behind the wheel, knowing he had to get back to his obligations, wishing he could die instead of his mom. He turned on the engine, and Bob Marley's “Three Little birds” came on.
Sitting in his recliner, a glass of Bushmill's in his hand, he remembered then how it felt to hear that song at that moment. “Don't worry, about a thing, coz every little thing, gonna be, awright...”
He smiled, there in the dark, there in the stillness.
And from there, it really didn't take long for the soundtrack of his life to start coming back to him. The music, the texture which had informed his break ups, his free spirited, authentic work style, the songs he'd played when he found out his wife was pregnant, and, yes, there it is. That beautiful one, that distant memory finally made clear by the song that was on the night of graduation, there on a starry night on a hill, getting stoned with his buds, watching the whole world open up in front of them.
He understood, in one moment, that he'd never been without music, without the radio! And the truth was, this music was coming from his bones as much as it was coming from any radio.
And, there in the dark, it hit him.
He kept his radio kit.
He not only kept it, but he's been adding to it all these years, stuff he knew, just knew, was gonna come in handy, that would one day fit in with the, he admits now, quite grandiose plans he'd had for his radio kit.
He'd, he realized, stunned, barely clutching his tumbler, he'd been keeping up with personal electronics this whole time. There hadn't been much on the web a lot of the time he went searching for the newest information, but always he'd get confirmation, when he googled, “Radio Kits,” that his old information was really solid. There just wasn't that much going on in the personal radio area of human endeavor all the years he was busy learning how to be a warehouse man.
He remembered, there in the dark, how this kit used to confound him, and made him feel weak and stupid and ineffective. Before stirring, before committing to getting up and looking for that ancient box, he tried to be real clear about why this might be a good idea.
Isn't that box, that kit, isn't that the very thing that he'd felt defined him as a bit of a loser? He'd made the rounds and he knew that there really were expert personal radio men. He'd met them. Folks who could dance rings around what he knew about being a radio man. He knew that. And because he knew that, he knew the value in being a radio man, in pursuing becoming a radio man.
And yet, with his recliner hugging his ass and the twenty year old scotch hugging his innards, thinking about the assholes he'd have to calm down tomorrow over the stuff they get upset about every single god damned day, there in the dark, sipping his scotch, he wondered.
I know I love the radio, he thought to himself.
I know I want to put my own radio together, that would be fun.
I know I can earn a living, and I think I am pleased enough with these accomplishments. It think my work stands on its own.
What about just six months of being a radio man?
How about just a year of it?
If I find that box, and I start tinkering, it might get pretty interesting.
A year.
Yeah. I've earned a year.
Just a year off, to learn how to be a radio man. But I'll keep going at the warehouse. And after my year as a radio man, then it'll finally be out of my system.
A little drunk, feeling that nice scotch flush, and a warmth he'd forgotten, of recognition, of completion he stumbled down the basement and struggled every single box he'd ever squirreled away.
This was not a one-night, drunk-on-scotch sort of endeavor, he realized.
So, quietly, diligently, routinely, he dug through the basement. He knew it would be better to be quiet while he plowed through all of this old stuff. Best to just do this when his loved ones are sleeping.
The night he found that old box, he silently cried, hugging it, rocking. This is something, one of many, many things, he will never tell a living soul. As he tenderly held that box, and then gently lifted the cracked flaps of the box, he knew that this was the sort of homecoming that just doesn't have to be explained. It'll show on my face, he thought to himself.
All last year, every day, every spare minute he had, he was hunched over that dinky radio kit. His wife, his kids, even his friends became aware of what he was doing, because as the months passed, and his obsession receded into great love and respect for his first love, he could no longer hide it.
He'd bore his loved ones and sometimes frighten his colleagues with the tremendous enthusiasm he'd discovered.
He was a little shocked that, even when that radio was silent and dark, even after he'd done what he thought was the perfect work around, and was met yet again with an unresponsive radio, even then he knew he was on the right track.
His friends were the one to help him tone it down a bit. They pointed out that he was becoming a little unbalanced.
He kept that in mind, as he gleefully soldered and planned.
Yes, he'd finally asked, and figured out how to use his soldering gun.
He noticed as he worked on it, and found out how much he really loved the whole thing, just the whole radio thing, that some of his friends were no longer interested in him. But it didn't matter all that much to him, because about six months ago, one night, on a very bleak and cold Christmas night when his confidence had bottomed out but his love for the project remained strong, one night just six months ago, as he was once again stowing it on the shelf, his very own, stubborn, silent dull and still radio, it came on.
He spent an amazing few minutes simply listening. The station that was coming in, he realized, was, miraculously, the one he knew he'd been searching for since his frustrated youth.
It was a music, a sound, that transported him. He knew, then, that he had always been on the right track.
So, since then, he's had a few things make sense.
He has come to see that he'd always been an expert at this radio thing, he'd been built to be a radio man! He admitted, unashamedly, his love for and understanding of trade journals, textbooks on electricity and magnetics, the bio-physics of sound conduction. He'd even began studying human psychology and biology!
And all of this, this great love, how his life was now on fire for being a radio man, he saw, one night, sitting once again in his recliner, sipping some lemon water, quiet, this night a light and gentle one, he understood, and he smiled.
There had been expert radio operators, expert radio designers, expert sound engineers, expert playwrights, entering and exiting his life, teaching him, giving him help, all this time!. Even the guys at the warehouse. Smiling, shaking his grey head, on this particular night, he remembered how he'd made it his first priority, when given the green light for that warehouse, high quality speakers and satellite radio. That had been job one.
He chuckled.
How was this all possible?
He was hit with a great melancholy then, a great still sadness.
He thought about that kid.
The one in his room, sweating and grunting and crying over his radio kit.
Forty years it took, forty years to build his own radio.
He listened to it then, in the stillness of yet another night slipping away, surrendering to memories and thinking, he let his mind get quiet, told his thoughts to be still.
He listened then that Bach Allegro, he was quietly transported, finally, clearly, permanently, he thought, he might feel permanently stronger, quieted, touched.
Afterward, his thoughts were very clear.
He understood now that his love of music had been what carried him along, and it had always been there. He'd wanted to have it in his own personal radio kit, he'd wanted to do it his way, and always knew he would, and yet, and yet...
He'd found that, once his radio had come alive, that he knew instinctively what to do. He began experimenting with the information he remembered from others he'd encountered all that time ago, at trade shows and in class. He'd forgotten. Shaking his head in indulgence, a mother's smiles on his lips, “I'd forgotten.”
This final night, his radio glowing, in a lull between the music he'd now allowed to fill his home, every moment, from waking to sleeping, in this simple lull, there was an old quiet, an older peace, an ancient sort of stillness. He knew there'd be another song in a moment, but here, he could think. And he finally wanted to. He smiled and he relaxed.
He understood, finally, that this anxiety he'd always carried, even into business meetings where he was known as a titan of commerce, there he was, in every meeting, in every bed, in every queue, there he was, a frustrated kid, angry at himself, at his situation, at this thing he found that he could neither make functional nor discard.
It had all been purposeful, and maybe, he thought, maybe it had all been for the purpose of this moment.
This is a particularly pleasant moment, the man thought.
I think I am quite pleased with how all of this turned out.
He smiled then, once again. He discovered, after his radio flickered on that first night, that when he smiles, he feels his radio getting turned on again. He has come to know something of which he never speaks: when he grins, it is as if that little kit starts glowing and then all his dreams are finally, suddenly, miraculously realized. He feels this moment of wonder now, at will, whenever he smiles.
He smiles a lot anymore.
So, he stands. He stretches. He smiles, and he goes to bed.
The radio, in his house, anymore, is always left on.
Blog entry
3 May 2013 - 5:57pm
THIS IS A PARABLE, AND IT IS A RIDDLE. IT'S NOT HARD AT ALL. GLARINGLY OBVIOUS. I WILL TELL THE ANSWER TO ANYONE WHO GUESSES THESE QUESTIONS:
WHAT WORDS COULD SUBSTITUTE FOR "RADIO?" AND WHAT WORD SUBSTITUTES FOR "KIT?"
ENJOY!!!
DEEPLY AWAKE – RADIO MAN
In the next room is a twelve year old boy. You can hear him grunting. An occasional cry of frustration comes from his room. The door is closed. Instructions are: do not go in there. Do not knock, unless you hear a signal of genuine distress. You just get to listen to it.
This boy received a radio kit in the mail. One of those Heath kits, for the elders in the crowd. It comes with a circuit board, soldering ribbon, dials and gizmos, just the standard radio set-up.
It came with instructions, but the instructions are not clear. They seem, to the kid, to change every single time he refers to them.
He doesn't even know to plug in the soldering gun.
He'd been to his friend's house and listened to his friend's home made radio, and was amazed at the clarity. His friend could get, like, a million stations.
Our twelve year old friend, when he heard his friend's radio, that first broadcast in Russian, or was it Hindi? Could that be French? Crystal clear, like that big, booming foreign authority was reading the news from his friend’s chipped, blue desk in Toledo.
That was it.
He had to have a radio.
This twelve year old was so frantic to get his radio working. Just days after his friend showed him that little personal radio, our twelve year old friend had stumbled upon a couple of articles about this kind of communication. He realized there were things he could do with a kit like this that, maybe, nobody else had even considered doing!
It was clear to him, in those first few years, that he had an affinity for this kind of thing. Even though he still didn't understand how anything went together, he just understood this way of life. People who thought it important to put together these boards, these wires. Folks who needed to be in front of a microphone talking. Yes, this makes sense. And so his work continued.
You and I, we'd have given up long ago.
Do you know, for all the love and car that guy had for his kit, and for all the studying he did, and for all the years of obsession, he never did get that his radio kit to squawk at him.
Folks began questioning his sanity when he moved into adulthood. They told him to put away childish things.
He could see no other option, so he complied. He found a big box, one that would accommodate all the gizmos he knew he'd find along the way, attending to his other obligations. He knew he'd always be on the look out for good radio stuff. So he found that big box, and he stuck it in the corner of his basement.
He didn't admit it to anyone, but he knew, he just knew inside his deepest parts, that he was really putting the box away because the parts he needed to make the whole thing rock wouldn't be available for awhile. But then, he'd forget that, and he'd get real mad at himself for not getting it to work.
He'd sit sometimes, while pursuing the goals of a warehouse manager for an upscale grocery store, and be filled with bitterness. He told himself that if he'd only gotten his kit to work, he wouldn't have to worry about balance sheets and the those greedy bastards' profit margin. He felt what he was doing with his life as sort of morally bankrupt, or at the least, that he was adrift. But he didn't exactly know how to make anything right. He was mad at that damn radio kit. Mad at himself. Mad at his crappy job. Mad at his recliner.
He remembers, in his less frustrated, idle moments, when he was younger, single, less encumbered. He'd obsess over his kit, as a kid, and even into twenties, on his days off. He'd finally gotten so disgusted with himself for not figuring his kit out, he'd grab a jacket and go hang out at places where other radio kitters might hang out. He'd dimly remember that there used to be others he knew who liked being radio men. He'd smile then, and go back to work.
As a boy and young man, within radio circles, he was shy, so even when he let himself get in the groove, start finding out where these cool people hang, he never really extended himself, or rarely, and never did he tell anyone, not another living soul how his kit is coming along. Not because it's a secret. No. Because he's embarrassed that he hasn't figured it out himself.
Once, when he was on vacation, a couple years ago, bored and getting sun, waiting for his kids to get done with the Disney movie, he thought about a couple of old friends of his. They'd once been obsessed like him, and had become expert ham operators. He remembers them, on that bored, hot afternoon, and realizes that they were kind of like guides of some kind, like master teachers who just sort of inserted themselves into his awareness. He tried, but couldn't remember how those friendships came to be. He realized that two of them were still his close friends, but that they never talked about radios anymore.
All through his sad life, he goes back to his room and hunches over his kit and swears, but never for long now. His defeats with his radio kit seem to sting less now, and the possibility that he might be able to, now that he's older and could just not give a crap anymore, maybe now he could torch this thing up.
Sometimes, as the years passed, he found that he only took out his kit, his old childhood radio kit, when he was drunk. Something about being speechless and hanging onto the bedpost with both hands, having that kit to look at, sitting there on the chair, something to focus on as the room spins and a familiar escape from his futility overtakes him once again.
By his fifth decade, he'd reached a decision point, even though he didn't know it.
One night, a couple of years ago, our insomniac radio man had a particularly difficult and sleepless night. He realized that things were not going as he'd liked, and that how he does his life day by day is what will wind up “happening” the next time he sits down like this, in another 49 years.
All these years, he'd loved radio. For twenty years he'd had his beloved radio kit packed away in the closet. Late at night, and sometimes when he was in a foul mood, feeling bitter or discouraged, in those bitter years, he was convinced he could hear that radio, faintly broadcasting forgotten stories in a foreign tongue from its box, covered as it was, now, with dials and wires and conductors and capacitors, just stuff he'd thrown in there, stuff he'd found on his travels.
But then he'd shrug. He'd clear his throat. He'd sip some scotch. Tomorrow there's that meeting. Oh shit, I forgot to pay Glen back for our round of gold.
And off he'd go, to sleep, into another day, another disquieted night, and on it went for our radio lover, years of discouragement, years of telling himself it just wasn't time, years of telling himself that his love for that radio is a petty and foolish thing.
In his saddest, darkest moment, he realized, one bleak night, that he'd forgotten, entirely, that he even had a radio kit.
And listening to the radio used to be just about the only thing that made him happy.
One sleepless night, he trundled into the living room and sunk into his chair, feeling the only thing he did anymore, defeated.
Here, again, another night, another quiet night, and not one scintilla of peace. The quiet and the dark feel real, but there is no comfort in this darkness, he thought. I am alone, he thought.
I need company.
You see, on that crucial night, this man, this fellow who loved the radio, really, more than anything he'd ever encountered, he came to realize something.
He looked back on his life, on this dark and silent night, and understood that he had a couple things wrong.
He thought back on his life, the really big moments. He remembered when his mom was dying, when he went to the lake to fish, to get away. His wife and kids were at home, and there he was, drunk off his ass, fishing. After seven hours of fishing, never catching, he remembered collapsing, sunburned and spent, behind the wheel, knowing he had to get back to his obligations, wishing he could die instead of his mom. He turned on the engine, and Bob Marley's “Three Little birds” came on.
Sitting in his recliner, a glass of Bushmill's in his hand, he remembered then how it felt to hear that song at that moment. “Don't worry, about a thing, coz every little thing, gonna be, awright...”
He smiled, there in the dark, there in the stillness.
And from there, it really didn't take long for the soundtrack of his life to start coming back to him. The music, the texture which had informed his break ups, his free spirited, authentic work style, the songs he'd played when he found out his wife was pregnant, and, yes, there it is. That beautiful one, that distant memory finally made clear by the song that was on the night of graduation, there on a starry night on a hill, getting stoned with his buds, watching the whole world open up in front of them.
He understood, in one moment, that he'd never been without music, without the radio! And the truth was, this music was coming from his bones as much as it was coming from any radio.
And, there in the dark, it hit him.
He kept his radio kit.
He not only kept it, but he's been adding to it all these years, stuff he knew, just knew, was gonna come in handy, that would one day fit in with the, he admits now, quite grandiose plans he'd had for his radio kit.
He'd, he realized, stunned, barely clutching his tumbler, he'd been keeping up with personal electronics this whole time. There hadn't been much on the web a lot of the time he went searching for the newest information, but always he'd get confirmation, when he googled, “Radio Kits,” that his old information was really solid. There just wasn't that much going on in the personal radio area of human endeavor all the years he was busy learning how to be a warehouse man.
He remembered, there in the dark, how this kit used to confound him, and made him feel weak and stupid and ineffective. Before stirring, before committing to getting up and looking for that ancient box, he tried to be real clear about why this might be a good idea.
Isn't that box, that kit, isn't that the very thing that he'd felt defined him as a bit of a loser? He'd made the rounds and he knew that there really were expert personal radio men. He'd met them. Folks who could dance rings around what he knew about being a radio man. He knew that. And because he knew that, he knew the value in being a radio man, in pursuing becoming a radio man.
And yet, with his recliner hugging his ass and the twenty year old scotch hugging his innards, thinking about the assholes he'd have to calm down tomorrow over the stuff they get upset about every single god damned day, there in the dark, sipping his scotch, he wondered.
I know I love the radio, he thought to himself.
I know I want to put my own radio together, that would be fun.
I know I can earn a living, and I think I am pleased enough with these accomplishments. It think my work stands on its own.
What about just six months of being a radio man?
How about just a year of it?
If I find that box, and I start tinkering, it might get pretty interesting.
A year.
Yeah. I've earned a year.
Just a year off, to learn how to be a radio man. But I'll keep going at the warehouse. And after my year as a radio man, then it'll finally be out of my system.
A little drunk, feeling that nice scotch flush, and a warmth he'd forgotten, of recognition, of completion he stumbled down the basement and struggled every single box he'd ever squirreled away.
This was not a one-night, drunk-on-scotch sort of endeavor, he realized.
So, quietly, diligently, routinely, he dug through the basement. He knew it would be better to be quiet while he plowed through all of this old stuff. Best to just do this when his loved ones are sleeping.
The night he found that old box, he silently cried, hugging it, rocking. This is something, one of many, many things, he will never tell a living soul. As he tenderly held that box, and then gently lifted the cracked flaps of the box, he knew that this was the sort of homecoming that just doesn't have to be explained. It'll show on my face, he thought to himself.
All last year, every day, every spare minute he had, he was hunched over that dinky radio kit. His wife, his kids, even his friends became aware of what he was doing, because as the months passed, and his obsession receded into great love and respect for his first love, he could no longer hide it.
He'd bore his loved ones and sometimes frighten his colleagues with the tremendous enthusiasm he'd discovered.
He was a little shocked that, even when that radio was silent and dark, even after he'd done what he thought was the perfect work around, and was met yet again with an unresponsive radio, even then he knew he was on the right track.
His friends were the one to help him tone it down a bit. They pointed out that he was becoming a little unbalanced.
He kept that in mind, as he gleefully soldered and planned.
Yes, he'd finally asked, and figured out how to use his soldering gun.
He noticed as he worked on it, and found out how much he really loved the whole thing, just the whole radio thing, that some of his friends were no longer interested in him. But it didn't matter all that much to him, because about six months ago, one night, on a very bleak and cold Christmas night when his confidence had bottomed out but his love for the project remained strong, one night just six months ago, as he was once again stowing it on the shelf, his very own, stubborn, silent dull and still radio, it came on.
He spent an amazing few minutes simply listening. The station that was coming in, he realized, was, miraculously, the one he knew he'd been searching for since his frustrated youth.
It was a music, a sound, that transported him. He knew, then, that he had always been on the right track.
So, since then, he's had a few things make sense.
He has come to see that he'd always been an expert at this radio thing, he'd been built to be a radio man! He admitted, unashamedly, his love for and understanding of trade journals, textbooks on electricity and magnetics, the bio-physics of sound conduction. He'd even began studying human psychology and biology!
And all of this, this great love, how his life was now on fire for being a radio man, he saw, one night, sitting once again in his recliner, sipping some lemon water, quiet, this night a light and gentle one, he understood, and he smiled.
There had been expert radio operators, expert radio designers, expert sound engineers, expert playwrights, entering and exiting his life, teaching him, giving him help, all this time!. Even the guys at the warehouse. Smiling, shaking his grey head, on this particular night, he remembered how he'd made it his first priority, when given the green light for that warehouse, high quality speakers and satellite radio. That had been job one.
He chuckled.
How was this all possible?
He was hit with a great melancholy then, a great still sadness.
He thought about that kid.
The one in his room, sweating and grunting and crying over his radio kit.
Forty years it took, forty years to build his own radio.
He listened to it then, in the stillness of yet another night slipping away, surrendering to memories and thinking, he let his mind get quiet, told his thoughts to be still.
He listened then that Bach Allegro, he was quietly transported, finally, clearly, permanently, he thought, he might feel permanently stronger, quieted, touched.
Afterward, his thoughts were very clear.
He understood now that his love of music had been what carried him along, and it had always been there. He'd wanted to have it in his own personal radio kit, he'd wanted to do it his way, and always knew he would, and yet, and yet...
He'd found that, once his radio had come alive, that he knew instinctively what to do. He began experimenting with the information he remembered from others he'd encountered all that time ago, at trade shows and in class. He'd forgotten. Shaking his head in indulgence, a mother's smiles on his lips, “I'd forgotten.”
This final night, his radio glowing, in a lull between the music he'd now allowed to fill his home, every moment, from waking to sleeping, in this simple lull, there was an old quiet, an older peace, an ancient sort of stillness. He knew there'd be another song in a moment, but here, he could think. And he finally wanted to. He smiled and he relaxed.
He understood, finally, that this anxiety he'd always carried, even into business meetings where he was known as a titan of commerce, there he was, in every meeting, in every bed, in every queue, there he was, a frustrated kid, angry at himself, at his situation, at this thing he found that he could neither make functional nor discard.
It had all been purposeful, and maybe, he thought, maybe it had all been for the purpose of this moment.
This is a particularly pleasant moment, the man thought.
I think I am quite pleased with how all of this turned out.
He smiled then, once again. He discovered, after his radio flickered on that first night, that when he smiles, he feels his radio getting turned on again. He has come to know something of which he never speaks: when he grins, it is as if that little kit starts glowing and then all his dreams are finally, suddenly, miraculously realized. He feels this moment of wonder now, at will, whenever he smiles.
He smiles a lot anymore.
So, he stands. He stretches. He smiles, and he goes to bed.
The radio, in his house, anymore, is always left on.
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3 May 2013 - 5:39pm
Wes Annac: Hello on this day, dear friends. Per the discussion we were beginning to have as I drifted off into peaceful meditation, I would like to know about scripted nature of our reality as it plays out currently.
The Pleiadian High Council: With Love, we will be happy to provide our perspective on this matter for you and all absorbing this communication. As we were beginning to discuss with you, your reality plays out in a scripted manner, yet in one that is being Created and determined by you in each and every moment.
Dearest Wesley, we trust you remember the “choose your own adventure” stories you read as a child. Correct? (1)
Wes: Indeed I do, dear friends.
A Scripted yet Fluid Reality
PHC: Your existence on this Earth is much like the format those stories were given in.
What we mean is that you experience a fluid reality that is entirely of your own Creation, and you are pulling potential reality-threads toward yourselves to manifest or discard based on your thoughts and emotions in every moment. You are Creating your realities based on such thoughts and at the same time, the events you experience as a result of your actions have been scripted and planned out ahead of time, by you and by subconscious aspects of your Selves who are helping to coordinate the events that play out in your Lives.
It is so interesting to watch the Earthly experience play out from our point of view, as you are learning so many lessons and undergoing so many self-Created tribulations that you can solve when allowing and working with the higher dimensional perspective beginning to descend down unto your planet at present.
You are absorbing Light that is continually-pure in structure and as you are also Creating your Earthly experience in every moment based on what you are giving out, we trust that many of you will be able to find an easier maneuvering around and Creation of your Lives as the Light energies continue to permeate your minds and spirits.
Embracing Peace & Utilizing Motivation
Wes: Many thanks for your answer, dear friends. At this very moment, while I feel I could ask you a plethora of questions I am also feeling a deep sense of calm descending down upon me. I’ve felt an interesting mix of driven and calming energies lately, and I’m wondering if the calm and peace I’m feeling is temporary or not.
PHC: Well, dearest soul, you know that peace will always be permanent.
Nurture the peace you find within yourself at this time, dear scribe, as you and every other dear soul will indeed finding it grow in influence as you find yourselves embracing it more and more. It will be much easier to understand and embrace peace when the collective energy levels have sufficiently lightened and your entire collective has been informed of the existence of higher dimensions beyond the sphere of your conscious understanding.
While peace is and will forever be a permanent aspect of your experience, the depletion you feel accompanying it is as temporary as the fading lower dimensional experience you’re feeling it in.
Your bodies are undergoing very rapid and intense changes from carbon-based to crystalline, and it is important to rest when you feel the need to and as well, to work away when you feel the drive to do as much as you can to anchor the higher realms you are looking for.
Do not ever think you are not doing enough to spread Light and truth, dearest souls, for your actions up to this point have been needed indeed and the good you have already done has earned you the right to take the time required to adjust to the increasing levels of energy you’re finding in yourselves.
Temporary Depletion Signals Increased Energy Levels
As strange is it may seem, increased energy levels in your bodies can indeed account for temporary depletion, as your bodies are assimilating these energy levels while they are being increased in every moment. The energies Creating and sustaining your realities that are coming through you are being continually purified, and it can be draining on your dear bodies and spirits to do so much even when you feel as if you are doing so very little.
It is indeed ok to feel depleted, as it is a necessary facet of the lower dimensional experience and of evolving from such experience, but we must stress that this depletion has always been and will always be temporary.
What feels to be depletion now will soon be replaced with the most wondrous of pumped-up energy, vigor and vitality that you will not expect to have found, and we say this to each one of you despite your current age. You are finding and feeling states of consciousness in yourselves wherein age is not a factor, and the youthfulness we know so many of you wish to feel again will indeed be found as you foster your growing connection to the higher realms.
This is in part why we will appear to be so young when making ourselves known on your world; because we do not experience aging and at the same time, we experience no depletion or draining of our natural Source energy as it is constantly replenished and the very concept of being or feeling drained is not prevalent in our minds, hearts or temples.
Wes: Thank you very much for your answer, dear friends. It’s good to know that peace will rein forever and that the accompanying depletion I’m feeling is only temporary.
Now, as I mentioned above, accompanying the temporary depletion has been one of the strongest drives I’ve ever felt to help bring change about on this world. I see that this drive has been felt for decades on this world, but I feel more ready than ever to contribute as much of myself as possible to the Earth’s restoration. Do you have any comments on this seeming, sudden “emergence”?
PHC: You are finding the higher dimensions, dearest Wesley!
Confronting the Forces of Oppression from Without and Within
You and all those around you who have been feeling and tapping into the increased motivation to see change enacted on your world are responding to your increasingly-pure ascension energies quite favorably and just as you mentioned, the impetus to bring forth change has been felt in plenty of awakening Earth souls who have, in nearly every time period, seen and felt the need to introduce and be a part of something that is based more in the interests of the people and less in the interests of souls who only wish to keep you in states of mental and spiritual limitation.
A natural response to your ascension energies has always been to stand up to tyranny and oppression, as your outer-world truly is reflective of your inner and the stands you are taking against the forces of tyranny and oppression in your outer world are mirroring the facing of personal and inner-held “demons” so to speak, that have been accumulated during past Lives and bottled up for you to eventually confront.
Dearest souls, the time to confront your own personal issues as well as the forces of corruption that have ruled your planet for far too long has now come. We know that you can feel this, and you have the support of the higher realms by your side at all times and in all endeavors.
The cabals thought themselves able to suppress and outsmart the “hippie” generation who did indeed help to introduce many of the concepts of the higher realms, while faltering in other avenues of their experience. The cabals thought themselves to have been able to suppress (the influence of) these souls with the introduction of the 80s, 90s, and 2000s eras but truly, the message of the higher realms has never been stifled and has always proven to grow and grow in influence until the entire planet is awakened.
A Call to Expand upon One’s Personal Drive
This drive; this motivation that is being felt in so many of you is meant to be taken and expanded on as exponentially as you possibly can. We make now, a call to each of you dear souls who have been feeling the increased drive in yourselves to enact change across your beautiful blue world: it is time for your sacred work to begin, and it is time to expect miracles to manifest in your personal Lives and in your outward realities as well.
Expect, at times, the surfacing of things that may break your hearts temporarily.
We mean this for the world stage and for the personal Lives of those of you still undergoing the necessary surfacing and releasing required so that you can be in resonation with the higher realms you are growing toward. But beyond the difficulty you will experience will lay the utopian realms you have worked so hard to re-find after having descended from such realms to experience the Earth.
You have all taken on the lower dimensional Earth experience for a plethora of different reasons, and many of you are on the Earth to spread the truth and Light you have long begun to feel within.
So many souls from the higher realms incarnated during your sixties era in a plethora of different countries and while again, some souls of that generation did indeed falter in their efforts and allowed their spirituality and higher dimensional understanding to be usurped by way of drugs, addictions and unhealthy sexual habits; a plethora of souls have advanced since that time and have fully developed their understanding of the higher dimensions and of the energy that increased dramatically in purity in such time, allowing a plethora of souls from the higher realms to suddenly be activated for their missions.
Your Efforts Have Not Been in Vain
So many of these souls are still on your planet in this very moment, and many of them are reading this communication. Stand strong in your efforts, dear souls, for the movement you were a part of has never faltered and is growing to its strongest point of influence. Understand and know that your efforts for generations have not been in vain, and that what you are doing is Lighted and needed.
Wes: Very interesting dear friends, thank you. I have to say that I’m ready to expand upon what has already been done, and I think the majority of the people reading this could say the same.
PHC: Indeed dearest soul, and while the cabals have tried to pacify the souls born of recent generations by way of brainwave-dimming low frequency technology and a plethora of other means, the influence of the Light has and will prove ultimately successful in helping to awaken a populace that has been controlled and their understanding of Life and the Universe around them, distorted quite purposely.
The cabals do not want you dear souls to gain awareness because they do not want you to awaken to their actions and misdeeds, nor do they want you to understand the dimensions beyond your conscious understanding that they themselves only have a slight grasp on.
These souls think themselves to have a grand understanding of the higher realms because they have exposed themselves and their descendants to the lower realms of fourth density-negative but truly, their distorted understandings of how to reach the higher realms have only seen them feeding pure service-to-self-based acts of maliciousness and greed.
Lending Your Healing Energy
We encourage each of you to lend your positive and healing energy to these souls to an extent, for every soul, no matter how lost they have become on their path, deserves that healing energy and deserves the continual opportunity to rekindle the flame of Love that has been so lost in the cabals.
The awakening humanity is no longer being controlled by the cabals, but it’s important for you as well to rekindle the flame of Love and to pair it with the awareness you are finding in yourselves so that you can offer the cabals forgiveness and Love in the time ahead, in hopes that they too will eventually be able to find their evolution.
Of course, in due time they and every soul within every realm of Creation will find their ultimate evolution to the realms of full consciousness, but the cabal heads specifically, even while undergoing containment and a softening of their hearts, do still have karma to experience for the actions they have committed.
Indeed, this karma will not come about in the form of the awakening public shouting “off with their heads!” because truly, that will not help your collective to work past the states of consciousness feeding vengeance, separation and hatred as such things have only fed the influence of darkness on your world for centuries.
However, these souls have monumentally oppressed, hurt and killed fellow souls in the name of money-making, sacrificing and greed and as such, have manifested exponential karma for themselves to experience. We do not say this from a point of judgment as again, we possess a perspective of understanding that every soul will find their evolution in due time and we understand as well that karma is a non-judgmental energy that simply gives back to you what you put out.
Karma, the Golden Rule, and the Law of Attraction
Wes: I’d like to discuss the Law of Karma just a bit more before wrapping this up, as I’ve noticed that in essence it parallels the Golden Rule and the Law of Attraction in that what we put out, we are given back.
PHC: Indeed dear soul, and the three concepts and Laws you have mentioned above are human terms to describe the same mechanism set up in your reality.
An essential aspect of your freewill experiment has been for you to experience most everything you Create for yourselves or for others to experience, and while you are acting under a Law of Grace that sees you experiencing only a portion of the negativity that has been manifested in an effort to salvage the positive aspects of your experience; being given what you put out has been a crucial aspect of your experience so that you could ultimately learn and grow away from the lower dimensions.
As you find the higher realms increasingly, you undergo lessons that see you purging the old limitations, thoughts and feelings that once held you in bondage to the lower dimensions you have been experiencing them in. You begin to understand things about your experience from different, more evolved perspectives and eventually, you begin acting less in alignment with mental or lower-emotional will and more in alignment with the Divine Will of the ultimate being of consciousness and Oneness that is you.
In essence, you develop into a purer and more evolved form of your Self and that process requires experiencing almost everything you put out for yourselves to experience. The most important lessons you are all undergoing at this time are being given to you because they are necessary for your ultimate growth away from the lower realms, and because you have set out for yourselves to experience such things by way of your actions in your outward reality.
Undergoing Necessary Learning and Growth
Your existence and the reality around you are evolving along with you and as such, the outward reality you find around you is itself ready to be purged of the old negativity and dross and is pushing more than ever for you to experience the lessons within it that will see it and you able to grow back into the purely magnificent states of consciousness we know you are all so ready to find and feel again.
Your outward realities too are aspects of your ultimate Selves, and this is one reason you are given events to manifest in your outward realities that garner inner-growth and understanding for you. You will increasingly begin to understand that your outer and inner realities are one and in due time, humanity will come to find the understanding of the Oneness you all possess between each other.
Wes: Understood, dear friends! With so much Love and appreciation, I’m going to go ahead and let you wrap this up while the energies are still strong.
PHC: With Love and appreciation, dearest Wesley.
We will again ask you to nurture the ongoing understandings and realizations about your Selves and the reality around you that you are beginning to find, as we can feel that every one of you are reaching enormous strides along your growth as you greet increasingly-challenging lessons for you to undergo and experience, and your Lives are absolutely never stalled, even if you think that they are.
What we mean is that you are constantly experiencing; constantly Living; breathing; growing; learning; in every moment you are doing all of these things and dear souls, it is just brilliant to watch and behold.
You are learning and growing and finding so many advanced understandings that for the most part, you would likely not expect yourselves to have found even a few short years ago.
Momentum Has Only Grown – Keep the Faith
Decades have passed since the emerging of the hippie movement and of every other movement that garnered widespread focus and attention on the rebuilding of the Earth and on recognizing just what about it is not in resonation with what you all wish to collectively build and experience, and the momentum to solidify and strengthen this movement has only continued to grow as more and more souls have joined in and offered themselves to the restoration of your dear planet.
You have long grown to understand many of the personally-held etheric realms so many of you are finding within yourselves, and we recommend utilizing the astral connection you are forging as you will be able to meet with departed Loved ones in your personal astral realms, and will even be able to communicate with we souls of the higher realms.
Indeed, along with continually sending our impressions down and attempting to communicate with every aware and unaware soul on your dear planet, we are also making fruitful astral contacts with you dear souls in your sleep realms and in your personally-held etheric realms, and you can begin to attune to these contacts, as well as the streaming impressions we are sending you in every moment and the increasingly-pure energies they are attached to.
Indeed, a plethora of different souls in the higher realms attach their impressions to the overall energies that are sent down for humanity to absorb and decode, and you will find a wide variety of contact with each one of us individually and with our various collective Organizations. You have done so very much to attract our vibrations back to the surface of your ascending planet, and you are Loved and respected endlessly for the wiggle-room you have helped the higher realms to be able to find on the surface of your world.
As we make our final impressions for this communication, we ask those of you with little or depleted faith to keep on keeping on and if you feel you need to, take some time away from anything and everything that will put you in a state of worry, confusion, stress or anxiety.
Everything occurring in your Lives at present is necessary for your ultimate spiritual growth and when allowing yourselves to look at matters from a zoomed-out point of view, you will see that absolutely everything has happened for a needed and ultimately-beneficial reason.
Wes: Thank you to the Pleiadian High Council.
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(1)-“Choose your own adventure” stories are basically what the title implies – a book one can read that is, for the most part, already planned-out in terms of what is going to happen and how the story will generally go. However, a feature accompanies these stories that lets you choose how they are going to play out; based on an action in the story you choose to take.
For example – a story would say something along the lines of “you walk up to a turtle laying on a rock. Go to page twelve if you want to pick up the turtle, or go to page sixteen if you want to walk past it and continue on.” If you went to page twelve, a new aspect of the story would unfold involving the turtle. If not, the story would play-out very differently as you walked along past it.
Whatever you chose took the story in a whole different direction, and it is a pretty good metaphor for how our Lives are generally planned, yet allowances are made for what we are going to Create and do.
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3 May 2013 - 9:55am
Published on 3 May 2013 by Ron Van Dyke
I finally got to listen to Tuesday's Collective Imagination Show with Lisa Harrison and crew yesterday (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/thecolle...) following my own appearance on Morning Brew with Gwen Caldwell on Wednesday (https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...). In the latter, I got to mingle on Skype with Brian Kelly, Seraph G El, Ginger and Gwen. It was quite an experience. I am glad to be part of this group of amazing humans BEing and DOing our best to uplift humanity during this time of quantum change in our awareness. Today, I will talk about this and other things. Oh, this quote came from a friend after I wrote the blurb. "Ron - I hope this reaches you before the meditation room? 'I slept and dreamed that life was joy; I woke and found that life was duty; I acted, and behold: duty was joy.' ~ Tagore"
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3 May 2013 - 8:22am
by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 05/02/13
Well, it is a fabulous evening in the Eastern U.S. The weather is calm and warm, everything is in bloom, and we are so very excited for tomorrow! Yes, tomorrow, May 3, is another landmark day on Planet Earth. You have been watching the Hearings for Disclosure intently, as many hours as you can spare, and we are delighted to see the democratic process in action. The content is perhaps not at the level of our discussions here, but they are genuinely good people, making an enormous contribution to forward the progress of their culture and to free everyone intellectually and spiritually.
The level of understanding about the implications of Disclosure is varied, of course. Many express 3D fears relating to the loss of oil as it relates to jobs, and the shift in what people are familiar with causing panic. We are not worried about panic in regard to extraterrestrial life. Most of you have by now seen the ships and know that if they were a danger, it would have been felt long ago.
A note on some of the concerns, especially about abductions and cattle mutilations. You have probably concluded by now that this evidence is so incongruous with the character and behavior of our dear Ashtar and his Galactic Fleet that it must be something fishy. Of course you would be right. These are more “false flag” operations to create fear of extraterrestrials so that the people would replenish the coffers of the cabal to produce more elaborate and expensive weaponry to “defend” planet Earth.
We assure you that no Federation ship has EVER come to Earth to sample anyone’s DNA or rape anyone’s daughter. These sinister acts have indeed been performed by the Dark Ones whose technology mimics those of the Ashtar Command sufficiently to fool the abductees into believing they have been abducted by alien creatures, when in fact they are actually Earth-based factions operating out of underground bases - highly developed cities and laboratories where space treasures from the downed ships at Roswell and elsewhere have been reverse-engineered.
Now, another mention of false information. There is a message circulating which is supposedly written by Cosmic Awareness. We are very familiar with these messages from previous times, and acknowledge the accuracy of past messages. However, this one is odd in its content, unlike Us in its tone, and clearly not written by a high level Being. Here is a lesson in how to tell the difference.
The message is a philosophical argument based on 3D thinking. We do not have to assess and add up the total of a person’s actions to know what is in their hearts. We can see it at any moment by the amount, color, and level of Light a person emits. Their aura tells all.
The description of the writer’s method of reasoning to a conclusion is deductive - reducing a list of actions to its lowest common denominator and coming to a conclusion thereby. This is a classic “scientific” approach, using only what is obvious to the five senses. We have access to deeper evidence.
The writer shows no familiarity with the hierarchy of Heaven, or any knowledge of the Sirius Council of Nine, of which Obama is a member. Anyone in higher dimensions is familiar with this group and its good work on behalf of Gaia.
The tone is one of derision, thinly disguised with “gracious” comments about Obama’s “unrealized potential.” It is judgmental, in spite of trying to sound generous and magnanimous. We do not judge, neither do we slander individuals. We have pointed out destructive acts and Dark organizations in order to warn you, to educate you and to keep you abreast of things going on which you had no way of learning, because the sources of information have been kept from you. We do not critique and judge and make conclusions for you about evidence that is obvious and easily available in the mainstream media. We leave that to you to judge yourselves.
You have by now been given enough information to be able to form a bigger picture of the events as they have developed throughout the history of your planet. Many of the Ascended Masters have come through Kathryn and others to teach you about the Darkness We are all now working to sweep away as you move to higher vibrational levels. Use the resources we have given you here to be discerning.
Use your heart and your intuition to “read” between the lines of the many messages available to you on the internet. Do not read everything you can find and try to average them. Be discriminating. There are many channels who have very recently been “hacked.” Yes, it is possible to break in and “plant” a message if the channel is not paying close attention to the energy of the Being they are channeling. They may then accurately transcribe a false message.
Yes, it is a volatile time for all. The cabal is on the run, and is especially interested in attacking the high level Lightworkers. They are aware of those with the greatest readership and reach, and they know how to play on vulnerabilities. They will make their play, just as the Dark Ones in your neighborhood, your businesses and your
families may do, to “pull a fast one” when you are not looking. Stay on your toes, keep your Faith alive, and know that Faith is not an intellectual exercise in following the right set of rules. It is more than a state of mind or a feeling of expansive Love-buzz. There is at its depths always a feeling of love for the other. Unconditional Love operates in an outward direction as well as in a sense of self-acceptance and worthiness.
It has been a long and difficult trek since Sanat Kumara proclaimed his belief that Earth could indeed be rescued from dissolution. It was a profoundly Dark time, when no individuals were left on Earth who had any connection to their Creators. It was the beloved Sanat Kumara who offered to hold the balance of Light for the Earth so that Jesus Sananda and the band of volunteers who, inspired by the one who is often called “The Ancient of Days,” agreed to come to Gaia, to little by little restore the Divine connection between Us and humankind.
Throughout these long millennia, that original band of Lightworkers, who were called the Elohim, numbering only 144,000, have worked to raise the level of consciousness and the culture of the planet by bringing inspired teaching, art, music, literature and architecture, healing practices, agricultural and technological advances, all with a level of Heart-centered dedication which raised the bar for the developing human race with each passing century. By incarnating on Gaia, wearing the human form, they have helped to raise the vibration within the body, thereby helping to change the DNA in themselves and their off-spring. By the power of their Light energy, they have inspired and raised the consciousness of those around them.
It has been a process of absolute dedication, complete cooperation and endurance. The goal was nothing less than to help create a new race, shaped and molded step-by-step through a consciously directed evolutionary process based in the power of Love.
This has never before been attempted in the Universe. You, the souls and bodies of our Creation, have taken responsibility for creating and shaping yourselves in our image, reaching for ever higher levels of perfection. This was not a process which depended upon the grossly invasive interventions like gene-splicing or forced species-mixing as was used by the Reptilians who chose to remake themselves into ever darker beings.
Your promise was to create this magnificent change by the force of your wills and the strength of your hearts. With the raw materials you were given - a complex human form of intricate and potentially brilliant creative potential, and the Love and dedication of a beautiful and nurturing Mother Earth - you have attempted the “impossible,” and now you have reached a new level.
Today is your birthday, in the greatest sense of the word. You have raised your level of group consciousness and are within a hair’s breadth of accomplishing the transition which Sanat Kumara and Sananda and all the Angels and Masters have worked toward - the ascension to a level of consciousness which will qualify you to be welcomed into the Intergalactic Federation as the youngest planet, and the first to achieve her transition by the “bootstrap” method you have so bravely and so rigorously adhered to.
You see, this is the contract we were bound to uphold from the beginning, as was our agreement with Sanat, Sananda and all the Elohim who so boldly endured through massive setbacks, vicious invasions by the Dark Ones, and yes, at times, unbearable pain and suffering. But you have persevered, and you have triumphed. The point has been reached which we foresaw with the greatest hope.
You have surmounted your own hurdles and reached the bar you set so many eons ago. In doing that, you earned the assistance of your Star Brothers and Sisters, who have watched your progress over the entire process with hope, dread, wonder, much symbolic nail-biting, and occasional despair, but now the whole-hearted tone is one of jubilation. We celebrate you, Dear Ones. You have only a glimmer of what you have done, but we see it clearly and we toast you with gratitude and admiration.
Tomorrow will dawn one of the brightest and most fascinating days of your lives, and every tomorrow from now on will bring more and more Light.
We love you all beyond words,
Your Mother/Father God
www.whoneedslight.org
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3 May 2013 - 7:14am
Message from the Council of Light
Channeled by Meredith Murphy
Telepathic Transmission - 2 May 2013
Greetings Divine Brothers & Sisters,
We speak to you today as one Council of Light, organized around the ascending energies of Earth, cheering as you enter the passageway of May, knowing your relationship with physical reality is being
transformed as you breathe, as you eat, as you sleep, drink water and as you empower the fullness of your being to come forth into the Light of Life with you here and now.
It is a profound moment in time, following a series of profound and amazing moments. When so many of you re-oriented, remembered, turned inward, gave the inner knowing a chance, listening to your heart more then trying to think your way through things, felt the connection between yourself and others, knowing the true underlying Unity of all Reality and felt the bliss of life ripple through your human form as love, as goosebumps as a thrill of compassionate wholeness. You have tasted the Unity of Life the Living Law of One in your Human Form and as you have done so you have ignited this remembering in others...and we have noticed and been uplifted! We have been uplifted and we have been changed. All of life is and has been changed by this remembering of the wholeness which you are empowering with your presence. It is so beautiful and sacred and joyful and wonderful all at once. We are deeply appreciative for all that you are and all that you have been and all that you are becoming in this newness of life that you are creating here, on Earth at the leading edge of this amazing Creation.
Thank you for taking time out of your splendid sphere of influence and presence to empower this connection so that we might share in the awakening of your life from within, so that we might be present as you open up more fully to all that you are. This opening is what is happening this month, this amazingly powerful month of May during which the Lunar and the Solar Energies and the Eclipses and the Company of Heaven and You! Together all collaborate and combine to create a powerfully expanded experience of conscious multidimensionality in human life. This is the way you are opening -- you are opening to the fullness that you are, the truth of your eternal divine being, the multidimensionality is your real identity and you are beginning to loosen your hold on the local identity which has limited so much your capacity and your joy, as well as your clarity and inner knowing, as it filtered reality into the identity you claimed as your own.
Now you are really seeing the elevated seat of your own consciousness as that which is You. You are realizing that the inner guru the one who can guide you is really just You in an expanded expression and you are starting to find the playfulness of moving beyond separation and the idea that God or Source energy is fueling you to realizing it IS you, you are it and that there are simply variations in your expression of All That You Are and this does not, nor do any of these expressions define who and what you are, they are simply glimpses of your own perfect eternal divine wholeness.
Now dear ones, now! in this moment of glimpses and humor, of sensing and feeling the expansiveness of your being you have the confidence that creates worlds and the knowing and alignment that empowers the visions you feel and that arise through the unique harmonics of your presence in collaboration with the world. This is the empowered presence you intended to field here and to use to create new expressions of life on Earth and you are increasingly feeling it, sensing it, claiming it, opening up to it and allowing it to guide you to lead you to create for and with you, on your behalf to organize experience as you and to use this wholeness, this fullness which you are to reclaim the truth of your divine being.
It is a soaring time of great joy for all beings who have, like you, cared and dreamed wildly about the reinstatement of the Law of One on Earth. The time for this is now and it is in this month, the month you call May that your own realitionship to physicality will be reinstated to a degree that empowers you to claim the fullness of your being in relationship to physical reality.
Your ability to manifest is being supremely enhanced by your participation and thus empowerment in this opening to your multidimsional presence! As you open to all that you are, you step outside of beliefs and ideas about identity which frame and in fact contain the light/energy you are into specific expression of form that you believed were possible. As you let go of identifying with the local human experience of this single life time, you realize in this life you can open to the fullness of all that you are and so this life becomes simply a means, a vehicle for your presence here, and because you are energy and everything is energy your presence here is energy and does not need to be contained by your physical body, by your name, by the way you look or how old you are, by your family of origins, by your history, by anything that you associate with the singularity of this human life. This precious, beautiful human life is your means of being here now! It is to be treasured and appreciated. It is NOT, however, who you are! It is a means for you being present here now! How stupendous and glorious! And actually, it is a means for all that you open to within your awareness to also be present here now, so the angels, the ascended masters, the Archangels, the Families of Light that surround you and whom you draw close to you in communion and invite into your presence and awareness, we are able to experience life on Earth in through and as you! So we thank you so much for allowing us to open up corridors of light to Earth from different aspects of focus and realms of awareness within the Omni Verse! Earth itself is opening up!
Earth is becoming an inter-galactic way station, a Cosmic Planet. It is opening up to energies from many lineages and streams of life and light and presence and awareness and this is happening, in through and as you empower it to be so. You are the gatekeepers, the lineage holders of what will come to be here on Earth and you, along with the others who awaken to the memory of their own fullness and empower this fuller and fuller presence to participate here, are empowering the reunion of life to take place on the leading edge of form! This is exquisite! It is amazing! It is profoundly fulfilling and incredibly expanding! It is the newness and creativity we all love and are all fulfilled by unfolding again and again as you open and expand into more and more of the fullness of you.
And then! As you open fully to one another, seeing in one another the true nature of your being, you are re-birthing, reviving the experience of the Law of One, the living physicality of the True Nature of Being; I AM. In your seeing of one another with neutrality you open up to the fullness of others being present to you, you allow yourself to be met by galactic and cosmic energies present here in physical form and mirroring the inner planes of reality in the physical. The rainbow bridge to life is from within you and from within each being on Earth and it can be experienced in the physical as you meet one another in sovereign neutrality and love! The harmonics of consciousness are present in form in entirely enriched ways. This is the ideal, the harmonic of peace, the reinstatement of the Law of One that is a treasure and known by many higher dimensional cultures and civilizations, communities and energies that call Earth home and pave the way for this fuller expression of Unity and Love extended in through and as form.
Many of you, Old Souls, were part of, are part of these other communities where light was embodied more fully and which have created a sense of knowing within you of the possibilities of this, the dream that feels so real you can imagine it as the next thing, you see, Old Souls, this is entirely natural, this progression has been touched by the evolution of your human templates, but now, NOW it is being re-visited by so many more of you and with a momentum that is fueled by Earth's own upliftment that makes the potential of this new expression exponentially uplifted and enhanced.
You carry within you the seeds of consciousness and awareness from all expressions of your being as as you own up to the fullness you are, as you find your way to claim this larger, cosmic knowing of self without feeling a loss because the local you becomes the means for being here, not the end-all, you suddenly feel profoundly fulfilled and a keen sense of expanded capacity and knowing flows through you and you remind yourself of all that you are and all that you imagine and you commence living in the flow in an open relationship to channeling the fullness of your being in this here, this now and it is this which we see beginning to happen now.
Within the way showers, those who are whacking the old paradigm-bushes out of the way and standing tall in their sovereign remembering, expanding the horizon, we see you, we see you encircled in crowns of light and remembering the fullness of your being across time and space! And stepping beyond your local light and life into more, this openness makes way for the fullness you are, with great joy, with hands off letting-go, with a thrilled permission as the key-holders empowering the reimagining of humanity and life on Earth and the re-orienting of life, all life, to a fuller expression of being and appreciation.
It is so very very beautiful.
Thank you for all that you are! Feel the fullness of all that you are and all that you are becoming and the incredible upliftment you are and are creating!
We are the Council of Light
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2 May 2013 - 10:08pm
A new feeling is about to overtake the world, and every person on it. When you see the light in the sky that emanates from a new source, you will know the time is upon you for a return to your old ways of knowing, and a new way of being in the matrix of Earth. It is of this time that we would like to communicate with you today, as it is coming on the next wave of time’s relentless surge upon the shores of your consciousness. In a manner of speaking, it is upon you now. On the count of three, you can open your eyes and see it. One... two...
Before you open your eyes on three, dive into the timelessness of the moment to connect with the heart of humankind, and feel the jumble of frequency in the midst of serene being. Serenity is the focal point of being, from which activity sources, in a space of choice. It is the nature of breathing to find a rhythm of serenity to keep the body’s functions in balance. Thus is it with the breath of the whole of humanity. From a moment of serenity are you able to access a gateway to new being as a whole, in which every individual is free to be in the groove he or she wants to be in. The heart center of humankind now is seeking a moment of serenity but is being impulsed by various forces into a disruption of what seems like a natural settling-in rhythm. The cadence is disrupted, the jump is out of phase, the groove is wobbly and thus the general frequency is distorted. It is only the momentary synchronization of heartbeats that will bring the phase to the serenity of zero point, and through there it is only a tiny boost in amplitude to reach the necessary bold impulse forward, upward, outward, that gets the whole of planetary consciousness to the internalization of cosmic blessing. Breathe in together, inspire your collective spirit with the light of blessedness, and feel it flowing through and around you, each of you an individual particle of an organism of consciousness that is Earth. As the inspiration fills you, let it take the hope of the collective memory of humanity deep into the inner recesses of social living, deep into the awareness of individual power working as the impetus of the greater over-soul of the planet, and let it settle as a knowingness settles in your mind. Exhale into time, and let it propel you into the more cosmic space of timelessness that has always existed just out of reach of your terrestrial experience. Feel the flow of eternity in your breath, pouring through you in a tidal movement governed not by your body but by the stars and the winds of omniscient universal mind. In this timeless moment, all frequency of chaos melts into silent-sounding OM and is the boundless beingness from which serenity seeps into your boundless being, your conscious embodiment of love you know as your living self on Earth.
Big breath in and let it exhale. Let it carry you into the realm of languagelessness. Let your breath breathe you, and let your mind sound into OM its frequency of internalized divinity, from the memory of life unbounded by form. In this breath, find the frequency forming itself in the core of your brain, its roots threading up through your heart from where they are anchored deep in your seed of self-formulation. Follow your breath as it sweeps outward from your form into the formlessness of what was, is, and always will be, through the concept of form and time into the truth of being breathed by the breather of all breath into being, that source of life unbound by binary codes, polarities, and dimension, that which is beyond conceptualizing or generalizing, that which you call what you call which is without name. In this still space of spacelessness, be.
You are embarking on a new day, and the light that breaks through the long-forgotten is the light that carries through your breath the knowingness of OM... of home.
On one, you can open your eyes... three... two... one. On one, you can open your heart. As one, you can move as a people awake with the dream intact, with the knowingness of home and the remembrance of timeless being in your code. Know that the illusion of separation, even as you breathe into the new day, is merely a trick of the light, and that like all things of temporality, the illusion of separation, like the legend of lost souls, will dissolve into time’s simultaneity as it converges in the point of love’s next big laugh. The joy of love is about to break through an illusion long believed to be real. Are you ready to be in the light of that new day? You as a people are going to find out, and already you can see the illusion beginning to dissolve. It won’t be long before the bonds of time drop from your bodies and minds. Let them, and bless them, and leave them be. Nine is in the moment from which the moment sources, and Nine is in the now. In this, truth rings true, and love envelops and permeates all that is, boldly loving and living through you. Now is the time of inspiration, exhalation, peace. Be in the knowing that you are eternal, divine, and inspired.
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2 May 2013 - 7:25pm
Greetings, beloved Brethren. You are each precious Angels in Human form. You are here with a purpose, each and every one, a purpose most unique and unlike that of any other. You are on Earth as representatives of the many cultures and races who watch you with avid fascination. You are a diverse community, at the the very least. With the dismantling of The Veil, this diversity and it’s accompanying intricacies are being gradually revealed to you; your memories, your contractual obligations, your origins and the true facts about your history. For those who chose to take on a more cumbersome veil of forgetfulness, you have known yourselves only as you current, perceptually limited Human self. There has been struggle and pain as you have been fighting what has seemed to be an uphill battle, all the while aware-in that mysterious place deep with you-that there had to be something more, something you were missing, something far more substantial than what was readily apparent. It has been difficult, no question about it. Yet the truth is that you are so very much more than you ever might imagine!
~ The Earth is rather young, and well before she ever drew her first breath, you lived and thrived elsewhere. An unlimited and omnipresent being, you were and are having a colorful variety of life experiences in many other dimensions and locales simultaneously. You are supremely Holy and of God, spun off from the Source of All That Is. As you, you and the many facets of you, you live to learn and grow wise, and to aid your less evolved Brethren in their spiritual growth. The day will soon dawn when each of you shall remember these things, and to yourself you shall marvel, “How did I ever forget I was so glorious?” The truth shall be revealed in it’s own time and always when it is most appropriate. Knowledge is power, it is said, and the truth is the most potent knowledge of all. Do you think you are effective now? Well, just wait until you carry your full knowing in your arsenal of Godly weaponry. You shall be quite literally unstoppable.
~ Go out and spread your Light. Each new one who awakens instantly becomes a carrier of the new frequencies. They, in turn, automatically influence each the others that they come in contact with-each of those moving on to perpetuate the energetic chain of influence. Think of the activation of another as being akin to flipping on a lightswitch, because in truth that is exactly what you are doing. So imagine this chain going on and on until every single soul on Earth has been touched. This is the most simplistic explanation of how the awakening of the Human Collective shall occur. It is also the most understandable way we have by which to impress upon you the importance of why you must embrace your predestined role and become a part of it. The stronger the Light becomes, the more physically evident the effects of the shift shall be.
~ You are feeling discontented with your old way of life. This is good. Discontent is a precursor to change. It is quite important to spend time in contemplation and sit with your discontent. Examine it. Study it. Discover it’s origins and then proceed to construct a viable solution; one which is in keeping with the energies and philosophies of the new paradigm. Thank this blessed discontent, as it has spurred you into action, and then release it back to Source, to be recycled into something bright and fine. We advise that you also find time to silence the inane babbling of the egoic mind and instead listen to the quieter and more gentle wisdom of the heart. Take a few moments to do nothing and think of nothing. Listen closely. Melt into the high-pitched ringing in your ears, as these are the melodies of Home. We are speaking to you, guiding you and infusing your physical vessel with much needed upgrades. Take note of certain words and phrases which repeat themselves, as there is tremendous significance in these transmissions.
~ This New Age brings with it not only equality and abundance, but a complete integration and restoration of all aspects of your self. The precious people of Gai are awakening one by one, and at an ever increasing speed. As each one opens his eyes and his heart and veers off the expected path, so rises the Light. Be the shepherd to each one who breaks away from the herd. Every one- in-billions is equally precious and important in the grander scheme of things. The puzzle shall not be complete until each piece is snapped into place. The story shall not conclude until each chapter has been rewritten, and read throughout the Universe by enraptured cultures far and wide. And you, dear Brothers and Sisters, hold the pen in your hand. It is you who are the authors of your own destiny.
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