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13 May 2012 - 7:21pm
Imagine all the people living life in peace. You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will be as one.
John Lennon
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13 May 2012 - 6:52pm
we were 2 walking in a mash-land full of lotus nestling.
i uprooted a single lotus plant and only then did i saw 2 male farmers coming out of the
vegetation,so i started running away but this men were not running but faster i run
the more they keep up with me.
So they finally got to me.one was a Tuareg and a the other man was a peasant farmer
the Tuareg gave me a fully grown lotus plant .the peasant farmer held my left hand and poured a
sandy muddy substance on the back of my hand, felt some burning sensation.
later they this two figures ask me to help them get back by giving some of my energy (chakra)so had no
other choice than to channel my chakra to them.its felt like iv been electrically charged.
have been worried ever seens. any one please help me out
thanks
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9 May 2012 - 8:00pm
This morning I finally had a break to do a little of my own meditation. For me, I like to lay down, close my eyes and gaze into the darkness. I usually see events taking place, or just speak freely when words come to mind. I get a lot of flashing images, as though I'm watching the world from above or something.
But today I had an image flash in my mind of a pyramid and on top of it, was a bright shining light. Kind of like the image on the U.S. dollar but it didn't have the eye!
Before I go and research this, I just thought I would ask everyone here to see if a light on top of a pyramid meant anything to anyone. Events? Symbolically? Historically?
(I'm being prompted to but a blog up, so I know someone has the information I need!) :)
Thanks! Heather
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9 May 2012 - 1:58pm
There is much to be learned and gained from our dreams as we sleep every night only if we take the time to interpret them upon awaking. In fact, dreams are full of valuable information that we can apply to improving our daily lives. Dreams can often be premonitions of future events, solutions to life's problems, alternate solutions that we never thought of while awake, warnings, guidance, creative ideas, issues being brought to the surface for release such as fears for example, etc. Even Einstein valued interpreting his dreams. Some of his theories came to him not while he was awake but rather while he was asleep and dreaming. If it wasn't for Thomas Edison realizing the value of interpreting his dreams, the world may still be in the dark. A solution to a problem that he was having with inventing the light bulb came to him in the form of a dream.
Dreams are usually symbolic. The symbols are tailor made for each person. In other words, they are based on whatever each individual's perceptions are of the symbols. For example, a dream about a white cat could mean something entirely different to me than it does for you. I may have been attacked by a white cat as a child and may be afraid of them. Therefore, if I were to dream about a white cat, it would be about a fear that I have or about being attacked. If you have only had positive experiences with white cats, on the other hand, such a dream could mean something entirely different to you.
Some people do not remember their dreams upon awaking. However, I once read a magazine article written by Laura V. Hyde, the author of the books, "Gifts of the Soul" and "The Intimate Soul", that offered some wonderful suggestions in helping with remembering our dreams. Laura's suggestions are as follows:
- State the intention to remember your dreams before falling asleep each night.
- Ask a question related to what you want guidance on over and over in your mind before falling asleep.
Our dreams are usually about what is currently affecting our lives. Therefore, asking for guidance on our current issues is a good way to start remembering our dreams.
- Keep a notebook or tape recorder by your bed, and write your dreams down or record them the first thing when you awake each morning. Even if you awake in the middle of the night, write down your dreams.
- Ask your higher self or pray to our Creator, your spirit guides, guardian angels, or whatever you believe in to remember your dreams and for help with interpreting them.
Our dreams are full of valuable information. If we analyze and interpret them, we could solve many of the issues in our daily lives, and we could even avoid pitfalls. It is simply a matter of taking the time to do it and asking for guidance.
To all, farewell and sweet dreams!
Copyright 2012, http://www.beyond3dbooks.com/dream_interpretation (the website that this material came from)
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2 May 2012 - 3:39am
I was blessed with this dream last week. I was traveling across the top of a gigantic mountain. I was placed in a purple colored vessel with four wheels. In the front of the vessel was a small girl who looked at me with loving eyes and a kind smile. I knew she was my daughter and my heart ached for her with tremendous love. I knew it was my job to keep her safe wherever we were going, and she knew the direction we were traveling in.
Ever since I was little, I always have dreams with gigantic powerful mountains. In these dreams I always discover or learn things on the mountains, or seem to go there just to recharge. Since this dream I've been trying to go to these mountains during meditation.
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28 Apr 2012 - 9:09am
hi
ok im inside a multistory car park iv been in it repetative times over years at least 5 times
now on 3rd level theres always posh cars what we steal in past dreams but have keys in them
but this time was locked away behind big glass windows was a counter with a man selling rifles
and guns now tryed to sell me 1 then i see a police scanner with a yellow ear piece for left ear
wanted to put it in ear took scanner in end but not enough time to put in ear
now next im in changing room
and does any body know what a office chair means
and also a mini van
ty
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24 Apr 2012 - 4:37am
I had an interesting dream, that seemed more like being half awake actually.
I dreamt of messages scrolling past my field of vision, and each message was "tagged" with the energy of either 77, 88, or 99. However, I was told to pay specific attention to the messages of "99".
I didn't see these numbers attached, but energetically they were there. Then I was told that the messages of "99" are "Divine Mother" messages. I suppose this makes sense for me because I have a special place in my heart for the Divine Mother, especially as Mother Mary.
I cannot recall any of the messages specifically, but I do remember feeling as if it was mentally fatiguing, like I was working or something. :)
It felt like information she wanted to give me, although I am not sure what or why.
Just wondering if anyone has something to add to this?
Thanks,
Libra88 :)
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22 Apr 2012 - 7:29pm
03/28/2012
These next two dreams were both on the same night and both involve my mother.
#1. i dreamed i was talking to my mother about her husband. She was smiling and giddy with happiness. She told me, "i admire him." i said, "What about what he's done to the backyard?" i looked out the window into the backyard. "He's got 5 cars out there now!" In my dream, there was a clearing along the left side of the yard, where we used to have a garden. My mother was outraged, "He needs his space!" she said to me. i stared at her. i was angry and disgusted and i felt used and decieved. *end*
My entire life i have been listening to my mother complain to me about all the "cruelty" she ensures at the hands of her husband. i have tried to be sympathetic. i have tried to be supportive. i have tried to offer her encouragement. i have offered her advice. i have defended her and protected her. i have depleted my own finances to help her. i have done all these things for her because 1. she was my mother and 2. she needed help. She has stayed with this allegedly terrible man for more than 40 years. She will cry and tell me how much she wants to leave, how she wants to get a divorce and how she wishes he would die.
One of the most important lessons i have learned in life is that there is a difference between "wanting" and "doing".
My mother will sit there and tell me of all the things she "wants" and "wishes" but she does nothing about it. i feel so sick when i look back at all the things i have done for her and all along she was just using me. She was just playing me for a fool. She never had any intention of leaving him or trying to improve herself in any way. i think in a way, she was actually using him too. She blamed all her problems on him and then she sat back and reaped the rewards: sympathy, attention, money, etc.
i think in her own bizarre way these "rewards" made her feel loved and cared for. But i didn't do any of these things out of love or caring. i was always very loyal to my mother. i stopped loving her a long time ago. And i honestly don't care. i've seen her sick and i've seen her injured and i don't feel a thing for her. i don't care. i did what i thought was right, what i thought was the right thing to do. i helped her because she was my mother and i was loyal to her. In a famous quote Anais Nin describes this as a "slavery to a pattern." That's what it was.
i deeply resent her attempts to force me to love her, to force me to care about her and her exploiting my loyalty for her own selfish purposes.
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This is the second dream i had about my mother.
i dreamed me and my mother were walking and we passed by a resteraunt. My mother said, "i can't wait to move closer to Lorie." One time as we passed the same resteraunt she said, "Maybe i'll move closer to Mike and Arianna" and i said, "No, they don't want to take care of you." So she said, "Then i'll move closer to Lorie." The rest of the dream kept repeating itself: We kept walking by the same resteraunt and my mother would say, "i can't wait to move closer to Lorie." Then it would happen again and again and again. My mother wanted to move closer to Lorie (or Mike) so that every night she could go to Lorie's and Lorie would cook dinner for her. *end*
i cannot tell you how angry this dream made me. This dream made me realize that my mother has always lived in a state of destitution.: mentally, emotionally, financially, attitude-wise - she was always so NEEEEEEEEEEEEDY and always in need of rescue. And having this dream where she says she wants to live in the projects so Lori can take care of her makes me realize that - oh, my god - she likes being NEEDY because it FORCES other people to come to her aid, to come to her rescue. i just feel like such a FOOL. My entire life was dedicated to trying to make her life better. And it was all a waste, a waste of time. i wasted my entire life. i never did what i wanted. i never acheived my own goals. Mommy always came first. And all this time - all this time - she's been relishing in all her supposed suffering. She's been basking in the glory of being a poor, destitute, oppressed housewife because in her twisted little mind everyone loved her and admired her and she had everybody eating out of the palm of her hand. i feel so sick.
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Dreamed i was in Grandpa's apartment. My mother was sitting on the couch in the dark living room. i was sitting in the kitchen; it was bright and well-lit. i was talking to someone about my mother and all the problems she caused me. In the living room, anne said something, i think she was protesting what i was saying or something; i'm not sure but i think so. i went and stood in front of her and told her all the ways she fucked things up for me. i ended by telling her about my dogs and how i was forced to give them up. i told her if i had my own place i would still have them. She sat there pouting with her arms crossed in front of her. She started crying and transformed into two of her. The new her was definately younger and wore different clothes. The old her was sitting on the new her's lap crying and clinging to her like a young child seeking comfort from its mother. Then a swarm of cockroaches rose up and covered them completely. The roaches slid off and and my mother and her new self were both gone. Then i saw her - just one of her; i don't know what happened to the other one and i really don't care - but then i saw her kneeling on the floor in front of the couch praying. *end*
Ew! Ew! Ew! Eeeeeeeeeeww! Aaaaaaaaaaah!! Ewwwwwwwwweeeeewwwwwwwwwwweeeeeewwwwwww! Cockroaches! Disgusting!
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21 Apr 2012 - 6:17am
03/27/2012
Dreamed my mother was delivering mail like a mailman. No, she didn't get a job, she was doing a favor for someone else. i know this because we discussed it in my dream. It was a bad neighbourhood so i went with her. She was highly ungrateful for my presence and did her best to stay way ahead and far away from me. As we approached the buildings, there were a lot of dogs - watch dogs, guard dogs, all around barking dogs. i stayed outside while she went inside. The buildings were all old, like pre-war buildings and decrepit. i saw a lot of cracks in the arched molding around the doorways and peeling paint on the doors.
(Not that it really matters but i remember that some buildings had an alley on the side and that's were most of the dogs were. In one alley was three dogs. One was a big white dog, a Belgiam Tervuran and a beagle. When they were done barking at us the white dog carried away the Belgium dog. The Belgium dog looked like it was wrapped around the white dog's neck. It was strange and disturbing.)
At one point, my mother went into the building to deliver the mail. i was sick of following her ingrate ass around so instead of standing there waiting for her to come back out, i started walking and checking out the surroundings. Alongside the building was an open doorway with stairs leading down. This is common in old buildings. These stairs actually lead underground and were once used as bomb shelters. In some buildings they still have a sign over the doorway which is how i know. i was curious so i went through and walked down the stairs. At the bottom of the stairs was a narrow path which led to another set of stairs also going down. This was a disappointment but i came this far so i went down the second set of stairs. i finally came to a backyard. There were two bins filled with used books. i looked at a few but they didn't interest me. The two bins seemed to form an entrance. i walked through them and i was greeted by two women. One i recognized from my dreams.
She is blonde, about 50 or 60 years old, about 5'4" or so, normal weight and she always dresses conservatively like Margaret Thatcher. Today she was wearing a red dress - a power suit-type dress that i have actually seen Margaret Thatcher wearing, and her shoes were practical and comfortable with low heels. For some reason i feel that she looks like President Nixon's wife and i want to find a picture of her online to see if it is her (or looks like her) but i am afraid if it is it will only complicate things. Every time i dream of her i always walk through some sort of doorway into a room or an auditorium or cafeteria or some crap like that and she's there greeting me with a big smile.
i just want to say that i really don't have any sort of fascination with Margaret Thatcher or President Nixon's wife. i'm not even sure what President Nixon's wife even looks like or what her first name is. i think she is blonde and dressed conservatively but that's all i know. As far as Margaret Thatcher goes, i'm not sure if she is American or British or if she represents America or the U.K. If you knew all the times i've dreamed of this Margaret Thatcher/Mrs. Nixon woman you would think that i am obsessed over all things Margaret Thatcher or Mrs. Nixon. The truth is, i'm not. i think she represents some sort of power woman or woman's power. i really don't know who she is and it drives me crazy.
Last time i saw her i was in a place where there was all these staircases and hallways and i was kind of lost and then i went into a room and she was there. The room was dark and there was a long table and there was all these arts-and-crafts type stuff on it that she wanted me to use. Then she'd leave me to do my arts & crafts. i said, "The hell with this" and i walked out of the room and found myself once again, lost in the sea of staircases and hallways. i kept ending up back in the same room and once again she'd smile and greet me and introduce me to the arts & crafts table. It was an exhausting dream and i was so happy when i woke up.
In this new dream it turns out that i had walked into an animal rescue. In the dog section there was only one cage with a little black dog. The dog really liked me and wanted me to adopt it. i am not in the position to be adopting dogs and i felt very sad that i couldn't so i walked away to go visit the cats.
This part was really confusing. There were two cages, each housing a cat. They both came out of their cages to come see me. Okay, this is where it gets weird: They both looked like tiny little girls. They were the size of cats and walked on all fours and i treated them like cats. One had curly blonde hair, no fur but human skin. Her color was also human. It was a peachy shade that cartoons use when drawing white people. In my dream i seemed oblivious to the fact they were human and i was petting them and rubing their bellies and treating them like cats. The black dog came over to me too, wagging its tail and looking happy. i petted the dog and the 'cats' and i said, "i wish i could take you all home and we could be a family." *end*
That was a weird thing to say.
The dog, i didn't realize it in my dream and i didn't even realize it when i first woke up. In fact, it was almost two days later that it suddenly hit me that my uncle at one time owned a little black Pomeranian and at the time of my dream my uncle was in the hospital.
i don't know why the hell a man would want a Pomeranian of all things. People used to ask him, "Is that your wife's dog?" and he would get mad because it was his dog ("No! It's MY dog!") The dog was afraid of men and my uncle didn't seem to like the dog very much. He used to say the dog was a "coward" and that it liked his other dog and every other dog more than him. i used to enjoy petting it and having it sit on my lap. i offered to adopt it if he didn't want it anymore and he got all mad and insulted about that too. i overheard him telling someone else some crap about how i wanted the dog and he goes "...That's MY dog!!" Ugh. i wasn't trying to steal his damn dog. i didn't say anything at the time because if i had things would have gotten really ugly and someone might have gotten hurt. He made me so angry. i knew it was HIS dog and i didn't even WANT the dog. She wasn't that great and if i really wanted a Pomeranian i would have gone on Petfinder or looked in NY Newsday and gotten one easy. It wasn't like his was the last Pomeranian on Earth. i offered to adopt her because he seemed so unhappy with her and she seemed very unhappy with him. One time, he was getting ready to leave and the dog kept running back to me and sitting on my lap. She wanted to stay with me. i felt so sorry for her. You know, you can't explain to them, "i can't take you home. You belong to someone else." She didn't understand and i just felt so bad for her.
Eventually, she ran away. My uncle says that he was pissed off about something and he was walking the dog and she was slow and he got impatient and yanked on her leash and then her collar slipped off and she ran away. He said he chased after her but she wouldn't stop and she wouldn't come back. He did post fliers around the neighbourhood but she was never found. i feel so spiteful saying this but i believe it was karma. He didn't really want the dog; he just didn't want me to have her. It was that, "It's mine and you can't have it" attitude. And the truth is, i really DIDN'T want the dog. It was just: if he didn't want her, i would have taken her and i think she would have been happy. i had two other dogs at home and she was a nice enough dog. i liked that she was tiny and could be carried around and she did like sitting on my lap and i love that. i certainly didn't despise the dog. She was nice but she wasn't great or exceptional and as i said, if i wanted a Pomeranian i would of gotten one on my own.
Every so often i dream of a little black dog. It might be her or represent her. My cousin ALSO had a little black dog, a shih-tzu-mix that, just for the record, also liked sitting on my lap. i would like to point out that my uncle was in the hospital when this dream occured. i am not sure if i *always* dream of a little black dog when my uncle is in the hospital or having any other sort of personal problem that i am aware of but it would be interesting to see if this is true. This is the first time i am making a connection between the two and we'll see what happens in the future.
i also want to state that am in no way a pedophile nor do i have any inappropriate fantasies about little girls or cats. In my dream i seemed to think they were cats and my actions were purely innocent. When i woke up i was absolutely disgusted. i am quite embarrassed also that someone may make the connection between a certain word for "cat" and short, curly hair and so i am saying it now before anyone else does. i don't know if that's what my dream was about but - i get it. Let's not talk about this anymore.
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19 Apr 2012 - 3:13am
As I've stated in my profile. I have had some pretty terrible nightmares throughout my life.
My earliest nightmare that I can remember isn't very detailed. I'm running through the woods and its dark, I can barely see whats around me. But I'm running like my life depends on it. When I try to look back to see whats after me, I fall into a big black hole and I woke up before I could hit the bottom.
As I grew older the nightmares became more intense. there was more than just running through the woods trying to evade whatever was chasing me.
One of the things that later came into my dreams and now seems to be apart of every single one of them has been a man with red eyes. He first appeared in my dreams when i was about 12 or maybe 13. I still remember that nightmare so vividly. Its like in the dreams he was watching me, trying to see how I handled what was happening around me, seeing what hurt the most. He seemed almost serene watching me suffer in these dreams. I couldn't see him that clearly at first. Once I tried to look at him I was drawn immediately to his eyes. I am always drawn to his eyes and I cannot tear mine away its like our eyes are magnets even if I want to I cant look away I cant control myself its like he controls me. They are red, deep, and intense. Once I look into them I feel as though I'm burning, I pass out in the dream. Then I awake into the real world outside my dreams.
The dreams always end that way. He has never physically hurt me in my dreams. In fact he actually protects me from other beings in my dreams that have tried to hurt me. However the second I feel him in my dreams I have to start running. In my dreams I can always feel that he's near before I see him.Something about his very presence scares me. My heart starts pounding and I feel like if I don't get out of there fast I could die.
I remember one dream I had a few years ago I was somewhat conscious in it, I knew I was dreaming I could hear my own thoughts telling me its a dream, trying to guide me into getting out of this one without being terrified. I was in the middle of a forest at night. Everything was dark. I look down I'm wearing a white dress and there's blood all over me, I'm drenched in it. My heart starts pounding like it does when I know he's near. I wanted to see whatever it was I'm meant to see before I look into his eyes so I ran so that I can finish this dream. And for some reason I glance back to see if he is near. When I do I hit my head on something. I stop running whip around to see what I ran into and I see bloody feet in front of me. I look up and see myself hanging from a tree by the neck and I am drenched in blood. I turn away from myself and end up facing the man with red eyes. Again I cannot really see anything but his eyes and I feel myself burning up and I collapse in the dream and awake to my life.
The day after I had the dream and came home from school, my mom gave me a dress. It was the white dress that I was wearing in the nightmare. I started crying told her about the dream and she immediately took it back to the store.
I still don't know what that dream meant. I still don't understand who or what the man with the red eyes is. I still don't understand what he wants from me...
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18 Apr 2012 - 5:18am
Once I dreamed I was floating through a kaleidoscope of bright orange, yellow and red paisley shapes and it was so real. It was so beautiful. I found a similar one on YouTube and they are called fractals. I like fractals and I find them to be beautiful and relaxing. It has become part of my ascension and I would like to share this one and I hope you will explore others. Here is the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r3hLmrJMHco&feature=fvsr
Sacred geometry occurs naturally in nature and fractals represent the sacred geometry of patterns. I like to see fractals in nature and the numbers associated with sacred geometry are interesting too. Like seventh heaven and all the numbers have a meaning. Numbers are the universal language and the language of the angels.
The music is nice too and colors and music are so relaxing and healing for me. When I was crossing over to the other side, the color in the room gradually faded away to black and white and then the images reversed and the light became dark and the dark became light and then I saw my past life as a soldier wounded and killed in a war and then the bright light came and I was scared because I realized it was me who was dying now. The bright light got stronger but did not hurt my eyes and I felt the unconditional love pass through me. The Doctor gave me some shots and the bright light started fading away and then the images reversed and I saw the black and white fade slowly back up to color again. That was 24 years ago.
After my first calling and ascension in 2009 I have had issues with my hearing. There is no medical explanation for the pain I was feeling. The Doctor told me I was one of the healthiest patients she had seen. One of my friends put his hand over my ear and the pain went away. I had to beg him the next day to put his hand over my other ear because the pain was unbearable. He was a healer. He could speak in tongues and when I first saw him, we had a special connection. He was a gang member with tattoos and had been in and out of prison his whole life. Here I am a college educated suburban women who was in one of the most dangerous cities in the US. But I could see into his soul and he spoke in tongues and he had been to heaven and remembered it very well. He got lost in street drugs eventually and I had to stop being in that situation. The whole time I was seeing numbers over and over repeating and it was the angels. I couldn't figure out if they were warning me but it definitely got my attention. But during my visits there I learned so much. My friends were so worried that they called the police for an intervention but I told them it was okay. I have had joint pains too and I started taking supplements for it and it helped but ascension symptoms come and go. Maybe we have these issues because we undergo a kind of physical change. Anyway, it got me to wonder about how many healers or angels out there who are lost and sitting in jail whose lives have taken the wrong path in their pursuit of medicating the pain of being such a loving being from Heaven. It is painful for us Angels here. We feel the pain from words and thoughts so strongly. To me, negative words cut me visually in my mind just as painfully as a real weapon would feel. Maybe this what some people don't understand about spiritual people is how deeply we are affected by careless words, thoughts or actions. We are highly sensitive people but I would encourage the meek or tender souls not to turn to drugs or alcohol to mask the pain because that will block the unconditional love energy from flowing through you. We need to unconditionally love ourselves and fill up with that energy regularly. We are unconditionally loved at all times. We are not alone.
Hope you enjoy watching the fractals.
Shining in the love and light
skaterr
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5 Apr 2012 - 11:23pm
I thought I would lay down these thoughts about a dream I had last night before the memory fades to black!
In the dream I was a wounded soldier being air lifted out of the danger Zone and we were flying low over the enemy dug in
to trenches it would seem. I looked out into one of the trenches and could clearly see the face of an enemy soldier who I think
was also wounded. So while I was safe in the plane, he was not. I put up my hand and mouthed "PEACE" to him.
The aftermath of that vision included information where the enemy soldier survived the battle and the end of the war to go on
to become a politician for PEACE. Also included in the information was that we as incarnated beings may come into the earth
and to grow up just to get to a MOMENT in time like this one. Namaste.
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30 Mar 2012 - 9:38am
i am taking a break from my Road to Darkness saga as it is becoming emotionally draining. i want to start sharing my dreams again.
i dreamed i was standing on a sort of a little stone bridge, casting a fishing line into the water. i kept reeling it in and the hook was always empty. So i'd cast again. i did this quite a few times. Then there was some sort of fly or insect on the hook and it flew out of the water and into the air carrying the line with it. i didn't know what to do. This had never happened before. Then some man came over and he was trying to show me how to cast the right way. i followed his instructions as best i could. After a few tries i could feel something heavy on the line. i caught something! i reeled it in and there was a frickin' RABBIT on my line. i thought it must be dead. As it got closer, i saw it was alive. i felt so bad for it. It had the hook in its mouth and it must have been in so much pain. i placed it on the wall on the side of the bridge, like the railing or whatever it's called. It just sat there. It made no attempt to run away. i took the hook out of its mouth. It didn't fight or struggle and wasn't bleeding or anything. Even though it was free instead of running away, it just stayed there. i didn't know what to do. i thought when i took the hook out it would run off. Now i was just confused. i was afraid to pet it because i thought it would run away. Then my mom came over and she said, "i'm keeping this. It's mine now." And she picked up the rabbit and walked away with it. i spent the rest of my dream worrying about the rabbit because i know my mother does not know how to take care of a rabbit. i was especially concerned about the rabbit having proper shelter. *end*
i have tons of dreams about rabbits and in most if not all of them i am concerned about the rabbit's care and safety, like if it has or will have enough food and water and since many rabbits are housed outside, i worry about it having proper shelter and protection from the rain, cold and heat.
Then i dreamed that i was at some sort of farm. i went inside the barn and inside was carpet and a staircase. i went up the stairs and at every floor, there was carpeted floors and someone leading a horse. i was baffled. i didn't know horses could climb stairs! Then there was some cowgirl-type person. She had blonde hair done in two braids, red and white checkered shirt, jeans and was wearing a cowboy hat. i was tempted to mock her by calling her Daisy Duke but i was afraid she might throw me down the stairs and we were at least 4 stories up. She seemed nice, though. She was friendly and kept talking to me and smiling. i actually liked her. i don't know why i wanted to put her down by calling her Daisy Duke and making her feel bad. *end*
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28 Mar 2012 - 11:49pm
Hey there dearest Lighty friends,
Last night in dreamland, I was extremely busy. Nevertheless, I feel very satisfied with my nights work. I met up with quite a few other Lightworkers. Just FYI, I dream in metaphors, we were frantically trying to clean up somebody's backyard. The garden fence had fallen down and was in desperate need of repair, it looked like it was eaten by termites. There was rubbish strewn all over the yard, the garden had been neglected and was overgrown, it needed weeding and digging up, expensive furniture, that had been left out covered by old sheets, was sodden with rain. Inside the house, it needed repainting and refurbishment. Many of us were working frantically, cleaning everything up. We achieved what we set out to achieve and consequently, made somebody or something extremely happy. It was a complete makeover, the end result was amazing. I can remember us all standing back and admiring our hard work. Very satisfied with ourselves.
If you were one of those Lightworkers that were assisting, I just want to give you all a big hug and say job well done. I'd love to know who I was working with. I think there would have at least been a dozen of us. You all felt so familiar - I know it was some of you guys.
Much love to you all - it has made me feel really good today.
Ish )O(
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23 Mar 2012 - 8:38am
I woke up the other morning with a real ache in my heart, like a broken heart, and my first thought was that my ex-father-inlaw (father of my ex husband) whom I had been very close to had died. Only to find out that my current mother inlaw (mother of my new partner) is seriously ill. Do you think this means she will die from this illnes..................
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22 Mar 2012 - 4:32am
This is the discovery of my personal honeycomb... This dream was given to me in May 1998. It begins with me crying under a tree, all by myself, as the sun shines warmly on me. Feeling it's hot rays, i look into the direction it's beaming from and through my tear filled eyes I see an angel descending from one of the sun ray beams and heading directly towards me. I immediately sensed the angel to be female. She was glowing larger than the sun itself, with a smile that instantly made me feel safe. She floated to her feet standing directly in front of me. I was in awe and she knew it. She stated, "it's time for you to come with me." I explained that I couldn't fly like her because I didn't have wings. She laughed and said, "you don't need any yet, you have me, but when you need them, just use your hands like wings. " As she said this, she gestured the motion of how I would move my hands back and forth at my sides. She then reached for my hand and I placed my hand into hers. She gently ruffled her right wing feathers and placed my hand in between two of the feathers. The feeling was indescribable. Looking down at me she said, "let's go, you have alot to see." And just like that, we had begun to fly. This was no superman flight either. We were standing straight up and gliding through the atmosphere as if we were on an invisable escalator. Quickly ascending higher and higher, I remember telling her how breathtakingly beautiful the trees were. Then I noticed the park where I had been sitting and how the people and buildings were getting smaller and smaller. Of course next was the squared off landscape that surrounded the city. At this time we were still in light of the sun's atmosphere. Still with my hand nestled between her wing feathers, I took a deep breath and could smell the wonderful scents of earth. Extremely peaceful, I asked, "where are we going?" Smiling she said, "you will see." Higher and higher we rose and before I knew it I had the entire circumference of earth in my view. Amazed at it's size and beauty, I suddenly realized we had left the light rays of the sun and were now in the dark of the universe. Yet it wasn't dark. Thousands upon thousands of stars were shinning brightly. I could even smell the delicious aroma the stars were releasing. Enjoying the peaceful and breath taking beauty, my hand clung to the angels feathers as I became overwhelmed with serenity. We flew past billions of stars and multiple galaxies that were forming new stars. There was no way all the stars could be counted. Into what felt like a different and unknown universe, we began to come to a floating stop near a specific star. This is when she turned and looked at me for the first time since leaving earth. "You may let go now", she said. "But I will fall", I explained. "Simply shake your hands like I showed you and your feathers will now grow", she told me. Frightened, yet did as I was told. The best physical feeling I have ever experienced occured when I realized, the faster I shook my hands the bigger and stronger my very own wings grew out from my shoulder blades. Euphoric. As soon as i was comfortable with my new wings, her giggling turned to seriousness. Looking directly at the star we were floating next to, she motioned with her head as she said, "what do you think about what you see in there?" With a puzzled look, "it's just a star, I don't see anything besides it's glow" I said. Her smile grew larger as she told me to go and take a look. "You mean fly straight up to it, it won't zap me". Hysterically laughing, she nodded her head no and then motioned for me to go. Easing closer and closer, I was somewhat afraid. The first thing I noticed were multiple lights that were lit up and resembled windows. Extremely curious now, I floated up to this windows close enough to kiss them. Peering into the first one, I saw my mother rocking a baby in her arms and singing. I slightly turned and looked into the one next to it and saw a baby crawling on the floor by itself. Excited, I floated directly above that one to take another peek. I saw my father and my uncle tossing a laughing baby back and forth to each other. I then turned to the angel and saw she was motioning me to continue looking. This was my first telepathic communication without doubt. This baby I was witnessing was me. Astonished, I loated to the next window and saw myself feeding my baby brother. Continously looking into the windows, I saw multiple life experiences of my past. Each window contained seperate scenery involving myself and multiple others. It took a long time to look into all the windows which escalated in chronological order from birth to present. As I looked, I realized, some windows did not have lights on. After looking into every window that had it's light on, the angel floated to me and gave me the biggest love-filled hug ever without even touching me. I quetioned as to why some of the lights were on but not all of them. She explained it was because I had not turned them on yet. Confused, I asked, "how do I turn them on?" "Through life experience on earth", she said. As she floated slightly away from the windows, she began to explain the following: "This is your home where you will be living once you leave your earth life. The windows light up as you experience memories of being human. The dark windows are experiences you have yet to unveil in your human form on earth." "But there are more dark windows than one's lit up", I hollared. "I"m glad you noticed, because that is why you are here, you need to decide now whether or not you want to turn on more lights", she said. This hit me like a ton of bricks. "of course I want to". "Besides," I shouted, if I don't, from the looks of it, I will effect everyone else's lights. "You are right" she said. "then I have no choice, I can not live in my home knowing all my lights are not turned on and having guilt in my home from not helping others turn theirs on". As we floated a little further away a look of puzzlement on my face must have been to obvious so she began to explain more. " From earth, human's see these lights they call stars. As you witnessed, you saw how the star-light is your eternal home that you build from earth experinces. The more you experience, the brighter your home will shine. I began to look around at this time and noticed that each one of the stars had different amounts of shine. Straining my eyes, I also noticed that each one had octogonal shaped windows that resembled the a honeycomb that bee's on earth build for their queen. So I asked, " on earth when I'm looking at the stars, it's really the soul's home instead?" "You already have the answer child", she said. I then took a deep breath and said, " I got to get back down there and help turn these lights on". She was giggleing so loud as we began to fly back. Of course I couldn't quit thinking to myself just how much work or maybe I should say pleasure I had in front of me.
Flying past the stars, which I now call honeycombs, I saw them differently.
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21 Mar 2012 - 3:07pm
I have been watching a certain radio show, and one of the hosts has a nice temprament to view.
Now before I get into the story, I must say that thoughts and energies will travel to what you think or focus on. Even if the thought is in the back of your head, some form of your energy might travel or communicate with the subject of thought. In my case it was this radio host. I've had so many experiences like this now, I'm going to say it is definite that we communicate with other people and their thoughts beyond the physical. It can be compared to a fishing rod, the hook is the energy, and the bait is the thought that is travelling with the energy. The fish is the person who you will engage with in some way.
So I was partially awake, just laying in bed in the morning. Everything was black and white, which is unusual as its normally vivid colour, or at least a sepia tone. Then all of a sudden I noticed that radio host was sitting with me, and we were engaged in a conversation. Keep in mind I was fully awake at this point, I could have got out of bed at any time. In fact, I may have even opened my eyes to check, then went back into that state. So, we were just talking about random things, going through pictures on our phones and what not. Then as I would think of someone else, their face would mask over her face, and we both were laughing about it. Then, I forgot what her name was and proceeded to ask what her name is again (I knew, it was just not at the front of my mind), then it seemed she got offended and disappeared.
Observing it from afar while being in that situation, I noticed that there was some connection between my thoughts, conscious/sub along with hers.
What happens in such meetings is that your thoughts/feelings/emotions will actually broadcast across the more subtle realms (i.e. astral) and naturally these will attract to similar, beneficial, or like-wise thoughts and such. Once this connection occurs, it is down to the individual how they communicate to the other. For some its simply seeing that person in a normal dream, others it is an actual projection experience or lucid dream, and then there is actually being awake and aware of their projection of thoughts and interacting in a conscious mannor.
Often in college times, if people would think of me (more specifically girls) they would actually appear in my dream, and their appearance in my dream would emulate whatever they had been thinking about me. Most of the time it was people whom I never have on my mind. Then I would proceed to ask them if they have been thinking about me to confirm, and it was usually correct.
This is just more testiment that it is important to be conscious and aware of our thoughts and where they may end up, along with what they may attract.
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20 Mar 2012 - 8:58am
Each of us are constantly gathering information about who we are, what we are capable of and what the meaning
of our life is. This is often put into an archetypal form as the great quest, or the great pilgrimage. For many it is
expressed as the search for God, or the often extraordinary efforts people make to grow beyond the pain of childhood
or adult trauma. In some it becomes the quest for knowledge when one truly tries to understand rather than simply
remember facts. It is seen in artists attempts to go beyond themselves in creative acts; in the spiritual quest for the
imperishable. They are all aspects of this search for self. See: first example under active imagination;
third example under yoga and dreams.
Throughout history we have examples of how such quests were lived out. Mohammed for instance, describes his massive
breakthrough into what he felt was a cosmic revelation as The Night Journey, which occurred in a dream.
Siddartha, after years of discipline and privation, finds a new way of experiencing life in what we now call enlightenment,
and became the Buddha. Jesus transformed into the Christ at baptism through an opening of a new type of awareness.
Thousands of people in today’s world have followed in the footsteps of those early pioneers and experienced for themselves
the meeting with what Jung calls The Self – the emergence into an experience of greater wholeness or completeness;
the falling away of the defences, resistances and fears that have held us back from our fullest and most profound experience
of ourselves. It is not a case of developing an attribute we didn’t already have, but of bursting through the personal or culturally
imposed barriers that have walled off this greater expanse of self from easy access.
In a sense, every dream is a part of this huge journey which is our life. Each dream is a facet of what is met in experiencing
– meeting – our own existence. There are definitely highlights in our many dreams – times of critical and arduous difficulties,
such as we find in the great quests such as Jason and The Golden Fleece, and the Odyssey. The journey is one we are all on,
and our dreams and archetypal images are but ways of depicting aspects of what we meet, the enormity of the ordinary, the
hidden depths of a problem we encounter, the wonder of possibilities awaiting discovery, the way into the trackless realm
beyond collective norms. The journey is from dependence toward independence, from being a part of collective humanity to
the actualisation of our own unique identity. This journey to oneself is, paradoxically, also the journey to the universal, to
merging of self with the One. See: hero/ine under archetypes.
Example: I was in the army. We were going to fight the Germans. We collected together in a large flat, the Germans coming
lso. We came to know each other not as enemies but as people. I was so moved by the feeling of brotherhood I nearly wept.
Then I was on a ship. It was night. Ahead loomed land, some miles away. On the left, high up in the hills, flashes of guns
could be seen. The captain explained that the guns were bombarding and terrorising people. It was our mission to stop them.
As this was explained I felt, for the first time in my life, a real feeling of being a part of a group, and being willing to risk or give
my life for my people. It was almost a religious feeling. T.
This is a typical ‘night sea journey’ dream. The dreamer was starting to delve into himself and the dream shows him ready to
give his life to dealing with his internal conflicts. It also shows the love and courage necessary to make this journey.
There are grand stages or points on the journey. Most of the great religions attempt to depict these stages, although there can
never be a final definition. In Christian symbols for instance we have the annunciation, the divine birth, the recognition at the
temple, the baptism, the teaching, the trial and crucifixion, the death and the resurrection, and finally the ascension.
All of these depict psychological events in the process of meeting ones own depths, of the growth to ones own maturity and
wholeness. Other cultures define these stages in other ways. The Hindu teachings give them as four major stages.
Namely the student, the householder, the retired person, and the fourth is the ascetic (also known as a sanyassin or a sadhu).
Example: I remember leaving some place and embarking on a journey at night. I’m frightened but I want to make this journey.
I approach a stream with a very narrow bridge. It’s dark and I’m afraid I may fall off the bridge. But to continue I must cross
the bridge. R.
This extract from R’s dream is typical of the starting of the process of uncovering ones own unconscious darkness and the night
of the unknown self we are journeying to. This is the beginning of what is often called the Night Journey and the facing of fears.
The Night Journey is itself an archetype involving the search for self. It is called a journey in the night because the person enters
into what was previously dark, hidden and unconscious. They enter into awareness of the unconscious.
Carl Jung’s frontispiece to his book Man and His Symbols is the entrance to an Egyptian tomb, leading into profound darkness.
Example: My dream is of an endless journey, which takes a road that turns into a circle or maze that is endless. There is cloth
covering the sides of the pathway. I have to take sticks of wood to try to lift it out of the way. J. P.
Example: Then imagery came and I was walking in a beautiful forest. The trees were very big and widely spaced, so it was light
and giving the impression of quiet space. I felt as if I were beginning a journey and the forest was my starting place. As I walked
in the forest I heard a sound coming from somewhere. I had the sense of it beckoning me or attracting me so I go off in search of it.
But although it beckons it is difficult to know exactly where it is coming from. There is a sense that it is coming from higher up,
from the mountains that stand beyond the forest. This links with the dream of the boy in the forest, and the tribal elders. AT.
Our dreams often insist that the journey is everlasting, not even ending with death, but moving through the great cycles of the
universe. Only by making the journey can we find our own wholeness and our own place in life with any awareness.
The term probably arose with the description of Muhammad’s experience of enlightenment which he called The Night Journey.
Jung called it the Night Sea journey.
Paul Levy writing about this says:
This process can be so extreme, so radical, that the ego experiences it as death …. This experience is related to the shaman’s
descent to the underworld as well as the archetypal journey of the wounded healer.
To quote an ancient alchemical text “…the Tincture, this tender child of life…must needs descend into the darkness of Saturn
(which symbolizes the point of lowest descent, of death), wherein no light of life is to be seen; there it must be held captive,
and be bound with the chains of darkness.”
Mythologically the night sea journey is described as being swallowed up by a sea monster and thereby carried into the depths
of the sea. Psychologically it is the experience of ones life energy turning inwards and descending back toward its root or source.
In doing so our poor vulnerable self awareness, our tiny spark of consciousness is carried beneath the protective boundary of
waking awareness into its own depths. This is akin to travelling into the darkness of sleep with awareness. Sleep, after all, is a
strange country in which our waking self seldom if ever travels. Imagine, if you have not already made the journey, delving into
the level of yourself where your eyes no longer see, your body sense of form or size and touch have disappeared.
There is no hearing of the external world. You are sinking into the country of what we call the mind or consciousness, the world
of sleep and dreams, in which the usual boundaries of experience are taken away. Here you meet – given form by your fears and
cultural symbols, as if with real bodies – your own fears, the pains buried deep in your past, the residues of all past actions so
far unredeemed.
But you also meet the wonder of an enormously enlarged awareness, the sparkling immediacy of questions answered, the
splendour of bodiless life linking in love and mind with an infinity of others. Here you experience the vision of the spirit’s
journeys into time and space, and its life in eternity. Here you are the genderless consciousness of angels.
See: individuation.
Useful questions are:
Have I consciously made the decision to take the journey of self revelation?
Am I meeting, or have I met the dying of self – if so what changes is it bringing?
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/archetype-of-the-night-jour...
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19 Mar 2012 - 8:15pm
Can someone please tell me if you know any more information. I meditated yesterday right before I took my nap. Then I had this dream. I felt a shift in my body like I was time traveling. Then before I knew it, everything became black then I started seeing stars. I felt like I was flying to space. For some reasons the number "6" appeared. I had to look its meaning it says, "union, compassion, etc." But I feel like there is more to it. Maybe someone has an idea? Then I heard, "We will be getting new earth in two days." This should be tomorrow. I will watch and see what new dimension we're entering. I'm excited! Anyone else seeing or experiencing the new earth yet? I heard the moon looks different and that there are 2 particular stars that are shining brightest. I did witness a month ago, a star that seemed to be dancing or jumping randomly.
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My Dearest Friends.... I come to assure you that things are as they should be. There are great amounts of energy bombarding your Earth at this time and everything is being greatly accelerated. NOW is the time for 'focus'. You who are the bridges between Heaven and Earth are the 'hands and feet' of the Command, so to speak. It is through you that much of our work is done. As I said, much has been accelerated and, although we wish you to remain in a state of joy and lightheartedness, it is now time to put your 'work' in its proper perspective and concentrate on the mission at hand. We are working very diligently to gather the Lightworkers together in order to prepare the general population for what is to come.
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12 Mar 2012 - 8:29pm
I was on a cruise ship with my sisters, or friends, they were interchangeable.
A comedian was on there with us. He was hitting on my sister. She looked so beautiful.
We did not get the big cruise package. Just a short ride. No food in our package. The food looked really good. I wished we had gotten the feast included.
I have a pad of paper and I am sitting next to my husband. The paper comes alive. Pictures and words appear on it. A picture of a toy and it says “You have endless singular entertainment where you are.” I think it was a jack in the box. My husband chuckled. But he is distracted. He is also looking at his phone or his email. I want him to be in AWE of the fact that the paper is alive and speaking, but he is not.
Words appear. It says, “I miss you. I miss eating cereal with you. Rice Flakes. “
Then it is signed ever so slowly. The first letter is an “E” I think of my dad, his name starts with an E, but he is alive. I am assuming this is a ghost. It is something like Eemeenem. I call an old friend. She is a soul friend. We were spiritually awakened together but then took two different paths from there, two opposite directions. We are the north and south poles. I call her on an old wired phone. She will get it. She will understand. She says, “Oh that's____” The name of an old contractor I used to work with when I was a recruiter.
Upon waking I felt like it was this huge release but I don't understand why. I feel like I might still be dreaming for hours after waking. I feel like I could gently roll back into sleep all day even though I am well rested.
I had not thought about that person in a long time. He was not significant to me. I remember I used to send him out on jobs. I think after our initial phone conversation we may have thought we might be interested in one another but when I brought him in to interview and met him in person I was not interested at all. Obviously this was when I was young and single. Never gave it or him another thought. Not sure why his full name appeared in my dream.
I looked him up on google and it looks like he owns some sort of sports company that focuses on people holistically and develops their mental as well as physical bodies as they learn their sport. I thought that was interesting. Still, no idea why he would appear in my dream.
It occurred to me that maybe I hurt him in some way. If I remember correctly there was some sort of ill will I had towards him. Maybe for something he did on a job or in a way he behaved towards me that was unwelcome. Maybe my coworkers and I made fun of him or something. I cannot remember too well. But I think I judged him harshly and superficially. So in my mind I apologized to him for hurting him in any way.
Somehow, someway this seemed important. And I feel much lighter now.
Looking back on the dream the letters do not spell this person's name at all. It looks like the closest thing they spell is Eminem, as in the rapper. I always liked his work because it felt so truthful and raw.
There must be some significance with it all- the comedian (writer), the paper, the rapper....
The old friend and the husband both separated from me somewhat by a phone. Not on the same page completely.
Why was I out to have a good time with my sisters? Why didn't we get the feast? Why could I not partake? My sister too, she would not partake with the guy who was hitting on her. It was like we were there to enjoy ourselves but we had to hold back and not indulge in any real pleasure. Or the pleasure had to be limited. I had to be careful.
Either way, the dream felt like it did something important that needed to be done. I am really enjoying this now, these energies that I assume are coming from the solar flares. At first they really hurt but now I am getting release after release and it is wonderful. I hope it continues. Let me make all amends and heal all old wounds!
Blog entry
9 Mar 2012 - 4:48pm
I had a vivid dream that I was in a place where all these people started dying but they then grew a pair of wings? and so I assume they were were reborn to be Angels?
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6 Mar 2012 - 12:04am
Been some time since I checked in. I thought I would share this musical video while we chat.
We have the five year old princess living here, with her father. She catches the bus at 7:11 each morning, either myself of nanna wait with her at the end of the walk, the mutts watch the horizons for trouble.
She has a notebook to bring home and each day a indicator from her teacher what "kind" of day she had. Smiley face, good day. Frowny face, sometimes with an emphatic note, bad day. So much for an escape from duality. She gets a frown face that means she and I can't play outside, take the dogs to the park, you know: groove on the after school scene.
IN Kindergarden(!) she's been doing some scrapping. She does some with her father and Nanna around here too. I figure she needs a friend more than another authority so I try and stay out of having to be drawing lines in the sand. Setting policies, cause and effect. Sigh.
I sorta feel like a caterpillar inside the cocoon, except someone has painted a clown face on the outside and folks think I am still open for business. "Hey! I got some self-eating enzyme consuming me so I can be a new me...move on." Lol. Not really. But yeah, really.
I had an amazing and intense dream in which my deceased father was on the phone and he gave me a very specific date. That was it, then I wake up with my heart pounding.
Castles made of sand drift into the sea, eventually. And that's as it is. A tautology.
When I first pulled up that song to listen to I wept sweetly. I look at the little princess when she declares at dinner that "Mom is a loser." Fair play, I don't think much of the girl myself, but that is beside the point.
My heart breaks daily. And swells. All I can do is pour my love into the making of the sand castle.
BUT I cannot abide harsh language like I once did. It tears more than it used to, I get so tired of the gut punch reaction to being surprised how mean people can be to each other. I still have the ability, just not the desire.
OH I am well trained, the reaction to the reaction is into a prayer state, going to the "God place," more and more I just wanna reside in that way. At peace? That seems so much to ask...
EVERY blessed BODY has an axe to grind. The sparks fly, the edges heat...Where can a fella go that the debris won't hit? Inward, I suppose.
"If it makes you feel good, you can make them feel bad, it's an easy call."
Shine Bright.
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4 Mar 2012 - 8:41pm
so today i woke up, this morning really, remembering i was in what looked to me like western europe. i remember walking around in suburbs, just taking in the scenery and the people in their neighborhood. and then there was a massive bomb that went off. when i looked up and over on the horizon, what i gathered to be the centre of the town i saw the mushroom cloud and the buildings starting to burn and ruin. but i was calmly walking on, as i looked at the cloud, thinking the fall-out is going to reach quite some distance with this one. and that was that. woke up and as usual thought: "What the hell?". i wasnt scared or anything. was like i was observing. and that the effects wouldnt touch me, or wouldnt matter if they did. any ideas?
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24 Feb 2012 - 1:41am
Namaste again :)
I have been wondering for a while now, whether anyone else experiences what I have come to call 'dream flashbacks'? I could be doing absoultely anything, but usually it will be when I'm alone and relatively quiet. I will suddenly get a flashback to a dream, an image, the feel of the dream, the atmosphere. This dream is usually from YEARS ago and if I try to remember it a few days later I usually can't but at the time I remember the dream well and recognise it, no matter how long ago I had it. Sometimes it will happen every day for weeks, with a different dream each time. Other times it wont happen for months..
I've googled it and there is at least one other person online that describes exactly what I experience. Has anyone else ever had this?
hahahah! You wont believe it but I had one just then. Of a dream about being on a sports field with a pavillion on a sunny day, which I do remember having flashbacks to before. That was really weird!!
Secondly, how is everyone doing this past couple of weeks? I got ill, AGAIN, had such a high fever for three days, along with other cold symptoms and then the fever broke and I felt better. I went from feeling awful to feeling normal in about three days, with no lasting symptoms like a tickly cough or anything...
I happened to listened to a kryon channelling that mentioned three specific ascension symtoms.. dizzyness/off balance, sleep problems and lots of colds that you get over very quickly! That made me laugh! According to Kryon these colds and viruses are our bodies way of upgrading and changing our system and that is why we will never find a cure for the common cold, we almost need them in a sense. And it does make sense.. A lot of the time when I feel I am going through a period of great regeneration and purging I will get a cold afterwards and then I feel a relief. I really recommend Kryon (through Lee Carrol's) free audio recordings of live channellings. They really resonate with me, they do something to me when I listen, they feel so comforting, loving, humourous and empowering and I often end up shedding a tear or truth (or two)! https://www.kryon.com/k_freeaudio.html
I have been feeling very muddle headed and dizzy too since the cold (I've had ringing ears and been off balance for a while now but it got worse). I keep losing my balance or miss judging things, basically feeling like I have two left feet! My inner ears are quite rubbish at the moment apparently! To top it off I'm also feeling a bit spaced out sometimes, like I'm in a dream. I sometimes forget what I just did, what I'm doing, what I just said etc etc and I'm only 25! haha! I am not thinking linearly at the moment.
The only one I seem to be avoiding is the sleep one. (just had another dream flashback. To a waterfall/river type place, where I mostly played in the dream) Although to be honest I've probably had a sleep problem since I was 15 and got the internet! I feel more relaxed/alive/creative/calm and quite frankly happy after about 10 at night.. I like the feeling when I know everyone's safe and tucked up in bed and I find it hard to then sleep when I could be painting or reading amazing awe inspiring things about the universe. During the day I just don't feel the same! I worry though, that I do need to have a more natural sleep pattern. To unwind as dusk comes and then wake as the sun rises, it's healthier.. I think.. but then there are many disagreements about what is the right amount of sleep to get and at what time! Recently I read an article on the bbc saying that it might be better to get 4 hours sleep, have 1 or 2 hours awake inbetween and then another 4 as our ancestors used to do! http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-16964783
If you do have sleep problems I suggest eating tryptophan rich foods (turkey eggs, spirulina, tofu, soy, fish, nuts,seseme seeds, banana, almonds etc) the body cannot produce tryptophan and so has to gain it from diet. Tryptophan plays many important roles in the body but most importantly is the only substance that can be converted into Seratonin (happy hormone!) Before being converted to Seratonin, Tryptophan is converted to '5-hydroxy L-Tryptophan' or 5-HTP. Then 5-HTP can be converted into Seratonin. Seratonin is then converted into Melatonin, (the sleep hormone) which regulates the human sleep cycle, helps us feel tired at the right times, get to sleep and then wake at the right times and feel energetic throughout the day. So eating Tryptophan rich foods is very important to help start this chain reaction.
On top of this natural 5-HTP can actually be taken as a supplement and is considered a natural alternative to anti-depression, anxiety, ocd and insomnia drugs and natural cure for 'seratonin deficiancy syndrome'. I'm thinking of trying it, because have had a gut feeling that I am seratonin deficient and come from a line of seratonin deficient relatives. Mental health problems run in my family. Anyone tried it?
Well, I've rambled on longer than I thought I would! I will have to write another blog soon, and post some of my new painting ideas and about the film project my friend jess and I taking on and temporarily naming 'Project 2012' - a project that we hope will bring about some healings.
I hope you are all well, and even though there are these little uncomfortable bumps in the road at least they let us know we're still moving! I'm ready for a really exciting year! I have such a good feeling about what spring will bring :)
Love to all,
Dawn
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22 Feb 2012 - 8:57am
February 19, 2012 by Aluna Joy Yaxk’in & the Star Elders
Way back, when I was still living in Mt. Shasta, I had a powerful dream that has never left me. The dream was so surreal . . . and familiar . . . and odd that I never thought to share it until now. Let’s face it. It is hard for us visionaries out in the world. We are either labeled psychos or geniuses. But at the risk of either title, it has come time to share this dream now, because I am seeing clues in our world that this dream was not some random strange dream; but a prophetic one.
I awoke in the dream right in the middle of the grand shift of the ages. It was a bit chaotic, but also there was a weird and familiar order about it all. It felt a bit frantic, but also the air was permeated by a great excitement as well. The atmosphere had a purple tint to it that was breathtaking. There was a huge light beam coming out of the tip of Mt. Shasta.
I stopped and looked around to take it all in, and what I saw was amazing. Everyone was scrambling around in somewhat of an orderly way. I saw many of my friends going here and there. They knew exactly where to go and what to do even though we had never planned this, or had done this before.
I saw light ships . . . everywhere! I will not call them UFO’s, because they were identified.
Everyone thought this was quite normal as well. I saw a few Sasquatch looking beings walking around, but they were not wild beasts; but intelligent beings. Even odder is that they did not seem out of place
either. There were many other animals that had long been extinct as well as new ones that we know nothing about; like small dinosaurs, wooly mammoths, and odd birds in the sky.
There were also strange sounds or tones in the air coming from everywhere. Some people were called to these sounds. Each person matched the outer tones with their heart tones. The air ships were glowing with different colors and other people were drawn to these ships by their inner heart color. There were other people yet gathering in different buildings that had huge stones or crystals that they circled around. Each person acted as if there had been a dress rehearsal. Even though there was a bit of chaos, there was a beautiful order about it all.
I could see the dimensions blending together; the past with the present and the future. Anything that had been lost in other times or places was returning to the center point where we all were. I thought to myself, as I watched this spectacle of controlled pandemonium, “Could it be that anything that was lost in the past could be re-born in this new age?”; Lost loved ones, lost health and youth, lost abundance, even lost species, etc…. It was appearing that this was possible, and maybe this is why great losses have always felt so unnatural or surreal to us. Maybe loss, lack and limitation IS unnatural to us.
I share this with you, because now I am seeing tiny clues appearing that this dream may have been about our future. Find the clues yourself . . . Google it . . . Strange sounds in the air . . . Dinosaur, Sasquatch and Mammoth sightings; light beams coming out of Mt. Bachelor, Chichen Itza and the Bosnian pyramid of the sun. If these things are faked, it does not matter, because it means that others are displaying an unconscious reaction to a prophecy that lays latent deep inside, or why would they concoct it in the first place? BUT . . . If these clues are real, then the manifestation of the dream’s prophecy is closer then we can imagine.
Then, this morning, the Star Elders shared this with me . . .
Once an egg as has cracked, it cannot be returned to its original form. It is at this point that the egg is forever transformed and destined to become scrambled eggs. Once the light of truth has made itself know to the unconsciousness, the old collective mind set can never return to its original form no matter how hard it tries to do so. It is forever altered by that light.
The light is the crack in the egg.
The egg is the barriers between our dimensions, and YOU are the light that is opening the portals for that light to forever change the unconsciousness in this dimension. A dent has been made . . . the portals have been opened. The ripples in the pond are reaching out further than you can imagine. Each little dent, crack, and ripple that you initiate grows . . . Not because you want it to . . . , but because it is the truth, and truth and light adjusts everything.
This transformation is now upon your world, and it is growing in a multiplying rate of speed. You can feel this now. So the light is growing in a multiplying rate of speed inside of us as well. You are feeling like you are exploding in an unstoppable brilliant star. You all are lightening up the entire universe. Now it is only a matter of time before all that was lost will return.
Our bodies are giving us clues as well. As these dimensions merge back into ONE, like a stack of pancakes, we will start feeling differently, and sometime the symptoms are uncomfortable.
When you sit and meditate, you may look like an exploding star! Some people say that they feel waves of being hung-over after these internal light explosions. We are seeing a lot of third eye headaches, migraines, neck and backaches, tiredness vacillating with too much energy. We feel flustered and agitated with tiredness which makes us feel overwhelmed (a symptom of heightening frequencies and magnetic storms due to solar flares). We feel like human Yo-Yo’s. We can’t sleep as well as we have in the past, and we have weird and sort of detached, nightmarish dreams along with waking up with panic. We are forgetful and feel, lazy, foggy-headed and hung over (more symptoms of dropping magnetics and magnetic storms due to solar flares). Other symptoms are bloating and digestion issues, lung issues like pneumonia and asthma, and even early menopause symptoms (a reaction that our 3D body is adjusting to the heightening frequencies). These energy rushes are so powerful that it takes our breath away.
Life may feel empty for a time, but this will change soon. We might also feel a deep unexplained feeling of loneliness. Out of balance relationships are becoming more exhausting (So what are you going to do about this?). All relationships are shifting, changing and evolving as long as we go with the flow. We still feel a bit restless and still look for new horizons or places to move to, although we seem to be more content now than we were in 2011.
Get help with your symptoms . . .
Some of the things that can help with these symptoms are massages, get more rest, hot baths and steams. In this HUGE energy acceleration, we need to rest to integrate it. Meditate and get your body emotionally clear. Detox your mind, your heart and your body. Pay attentions to these emotional and physical clues as they are all important. Know that what you are experiencing is evidence of this shifting. Watch it, and know that it will all pass if you don’t attach to it. Stay in the flow, and remain un-attached as much as possible. Get out in Nature. Visit a sacred site or place. If we are not clear, we will attract issues to us that will make us more aware of this un-clarity. Stay in your impeccability. Discernment is good in any situation . . . but just following your heart is better; then you don’t have to be placed in the position to judge anyone or anything.
For me, in spite of the physical issues, it is getting really FUN! We are really moving now. 2011 was quite a stuck place where we were being re-tooled so to speak. Now life is full on. I feel like since the arrival to 2012, I have arrived finally! I feel at home more than even now.
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21 Feb 2012 - 2:05pm
dream: I had killed a woman. I couldn't remember who she was and how I had killed her but I killed her. I didn't feel any remorse. My mother came and spent eight days with me and on eighth day, a bunch of scary looking middle aged Caucasian men barged into my room. They went directly to the bath room and ran water in the bath tub. They all looked at me like "I Got You!". It seemed that I killed the woman in that bath tub. I got arrested. I came to realize I would never see my mother in the broad day light and my freedom was taken away. I was so sad.
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19 Feb 2012 - 5:21pm
Charley Tart on Consensus Trance
Written on July 5th, 2006. Posted in Articles, Psychology
PDFMaker
By Howard Rheingold
States of consciousness, from altered states to the state earthlings call “normal waking consciousness,” have been Charley Tart’s specialty for two decades. Surprisingly, Dr. Tart no longer calls it “normal consciousness,” and has substituted what he feels to be a more accurate term: consensus trance. To him, the idea of “normal consciousness” is the kind of convenient fiction illustrated by the famous folktale of “the emperor’s new clothes.” Together, human groups agree on which of their perceptions should be admitted to awareness (hence, consensus), then they train each other to see the world in that way and only in that way (hence trance).
In the 1960s, Tart’s groundbreaking scientific articles about hypnosis and dreams appeared in psychological journals, and in 1969 he published a collection of scientific articles, Altered States of Consciousness, bringing together laboratory studies of yogins, analysis of the brain-waves of Zenmasters, research into hypnotically induced dreams, lucid dreams, mutual hypnosis, and other borderlands of human consciousness that were beginning to attract scientific attention.
By his account, Charles Tart’s childhood interest in his own vivid dream life — a wondrous realm that everybody around him declared to be “unreal” — was a factor in his decision to become a psychologist. Each night, in the dream state, he discovered as all children do that he could visit magical kingdoms and do all manner of miraculous things. And like all children, when he told his parents about these dreams he was reminded that such experiences are “figments of the imagination.” If all his nocturnal adventures were not considered to be legitimate reality to the adults he told about his dreams, what was so special about being awake that made it more real? And why do people, when awake, seem oblivious of the existence of that other, magical realm of dream consciousness?
Experimental psychology was the vehicle Tart chose to pursue his questions about consciousness and reality. Although much of his early research involved dreaming, he was attracted to the mysterious altered state of consciousness known as hypnosis. Tart learned from his earliest experiences as a hypnotist that reality can be influenced far more strongly by one’s state of mind than most people suspect, most of the time:
“In inducing hypnosis I would sit down with a volunteer who wanted to be hypnotized,” Tart recalled. “We were presumably both normal people. With our eyes we presumably saw the same room around us that others saw; with our ears we presumably heard the ordinary sounds in the room. We smelled what odors were there and felt the solidity of the real objects in the room.”
“Then I began to talk to the subject. Researchers give the style of talking the special name of ‘hypnotic induction procedure,’ but basically it was just talking. The subject was given no drugs, was not in a special environment, had nothing external done to his brain — and yet in twenty minutes I could drastically change the universe he lived in. With a few words, the subject could not lift his arm. With a few more he heard voices talking when no one was there. A few more words and he could open his eyes and see something that no one else could see, or, with the right suggestion, a real object in plain sight in the room would be invisible to him.”
How can anybody distinguish, then, between dream, hypnotic trance, and reality? Dehypnotization, the procedure of breaking out of the normal human state of awareness, according to both mystics and hypnotists, is a matter of direct mental experience. The method can be learned, and that’s the nutshell description of the esoteric wisdom of the ages.
The clues from hypnosis research, experiments into the influence of beliefs upon perceptions, and teachings from the mystical traditions, led Tart to see how normal waking consciousness is the product of a true hypnotic procedure that is practiced by parents, teachers, and peers, reinforced by every social interaction, and maintained by powerful taboos. Consensus trance induction the process of learning the “normal waking” state of mind — is involuntary, and occurs under conditions that give it far more power than ordinary hypnotists are ever allowed. When infants are first subjected to the processes that induce consensus trance, they are all vulnerable and dependent upon their consensus hypnotists, for their parents are the ones who initiate them into the rules of their culture, according to the instructions that had been impressed upon them by their own parents, teachers, and peers.
Among the techniques prohibited to ethical hypnotists but wielded effectively in the induction of consensus trance are: the enormous amount of time devoted to the induction (years to a lifetime), the use of physical force, emotional force, love and validation, guilt, and the instinctive trust children have for their parents. As they learn myriad versions of ‘the right way to do things’ — and the things not to do — from their parents, children build and continue to maintain a mental model of the world, a filter on their reality lens that they learn to perceive everything through (except partially in dreams). The result leaves most people in an automatized daze. “It is a fundamental mistake of man’s to think that he is alive, when he has merely fallen asleep in life’s waiting room,” is the way Idries Shah, a contemporary exponent of ancient Middle Eastern mystical psychologies, put it (Seeker After Truth, Octagon Press, 1982).
If humans are indeed on the verge of realizing that we are caught in illusions while thinking we are perceiving reality, how do we propose to escape? The answer, Tart has concluded, could come in the form of “mindfulness training ” — a variety of exercises for elevating awareness by deliberately paying closer-than-usual attention to the mundane details of everyday life. Gurdjieff called it “self-remembering,” and many flavors of psychotherapist, East and West, use it. Mindfulness is a skill that can be honed by the right approach to what is happening right in front of you: “Be here now” as internal gymnastics. Working, eating, waiting for a traffic light to change can furnish opportunities for mindfulness. Observe what you are feeling, thinking, perceiving, don’t get hung up on judging it, just pay attention. Tart thinks this kind of self-observation — noticing the automatization — is the first step toward waking up.
Why aren’t the psychology departments of every major university working on the best ways to dehypnotize ourselves?
“We tend to think of consensus consciousness like a clearing in the wilderness.” Tart replied. “We don’t know what monsters are out there. We’ve made a place that’s comfortable and fortified, and we are very ambivalent about leaving this little clearing for even a moment.”
Most of the world’s major value systems, Tart contends, are based on an extraordinary state of consciousness on the part of a prophet, or a group of people. To Christians, being “born again” is an altered state of consciousness. Moses heard sacred instructions from a burning bush. Mohammed received the Koran in a dream. Buddha sat under a tree and woke up. Most of the values that guide people’s lives around the world today are derived from those extraordinary states of mind.
“If the sources of our values derive from altered-states experiences, and if we want to have some intelligent control of our destiny, we’d better not define these states out of existence. They are the vital sources of life and culture and if we don’t really understand altered states we’re going to live a very dispirited life. “
I asked him if he sees a way out of this dilemma of self-reinforcing institutional and individual trancemanship.
“Yes, I do,” he replied. “We are indoctrinated to believe that intellect is what makes humans great, and emotions are primitive leftovers from our jungle ancestors that interfere with our marvelous logical minds. It is possible to train people to base decisions on the appropriate mixture of emotional, intellectual and body-instinctive intelligence. Compassion and empathy are emotions, and I agree with the Buddhists that these emotions are highly evolved, not primitive. With enough training in self-observation, we can develop a new kind of intelligence to bear on the world. Everyday life is quite an interesting place if you pay attention to it.”
www.seekeraftertruth.com/charley-tart-on-consensus-trance/
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13 Feb 2012 - 9:44am
so this morning i woke up remebering a very odd dream, albeit snippets of it.
i dreamt i was approached by a black woman,( i mention the colour because im white, in a country with a tense racial history, i also grew up christian, but call myself spiritual now. pagan in the least.) to meet at a secret sort of place, was like an indoor swimming pool, wood walls and very misty in there. and when we got there her friend whom she spoke for asked me to marry her, because as she said "i have been on Allah's protected list for 3 years now". and i considered it. end of the dream.
any input would be nice!
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5 Feb 2012 - 5:34pm
I had a dream a few weeks back into January and I've been trying to figure out what it meant on my own it was a very extreme luicid dream. Now that I realize it's something I can't do on my own this is my way of asking for help so just tell me what you think it means and I will appreciate it greatly. Thanks :)
SO HERE I GO.
In my dream I found myself waking up and sitting on my bed and then looking around. I felt that someone was in the room with me, however I couldn't see them. Then I saw a dark black shadow walk out of no where and pass my room down the hallway. I got up and stood in the hallway, I turned to my right and my parents room was there, I turned to my left and my room was there. I stared down the hallway and I could feel someone behind me slowly touching my back with one finger and then slide down my back and stop at my hip. I felt really cold and then I felt a kiss on my shoulder and then my neck. I couldn't move at all and I couldn't look in behind me to see who was there. Then I could move again and I ran into the bathroom that was in the hall I was in. I looked at my eyes for some reason because it was just automatic for me to do so. I never turned on the light so the little eerie lamp was glowing and I looked at it and I heard someone say "do you believe that beauty causes pain?" it was the black shadowy figure I saw walk down the hall before and disappear. It touched me and I had realized that was the figure behind me before. It was a man and I could feel a sense of danger coming from him. He then repeated his question. Again I didn't answer and he grew dangerously upset and I felt a hand grab my throat and pulled my head back to meet something that felt like his shoulder. Then he whispered in my ear "I will show you the deepist desires of the ones who think they know you most however if I show you, you must agree to all of the following things I say and must never repeat them." Someone else then pulled me away and took me to see all of my friends, but there was something different about them and the setting. People were walking and talking and I just stood in the same spot as still as a post. Then a girl I had never seen before called my name.
We walked into a building and it was my school cafetria and we still saw the same people from the last setting. I looked at her and she laughed. "You don't remeber anything do you?" She asked me "No." I said "Turning fifteen changed somethings huh." She said. "What is your name?" I asked her. She said a name and I looked shocked, we got lunch and sat down at a table away from everyone else. I looked over at them and the people I normally talked to and she said "They are not your friends... We shouldn't talk with the humans anymore. It isn't right." I looked up and saw the shadowy figure again I looked into his odd yellow looking eyes and I felt a terrible feeling in my heart. I started crying and I was back on my bed.
After that part I woke up from my dream but I was sleeping sitting upward with my arms folded on my knees and my face laying on my arms. My door was also open which was odd because everyone was asleep and no one entered my room, I would have heard them. I heard someone whisper "this will change it all" and i felt someone leave my room with a huge gust of wind.
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5 Feb 2012 - 4:11pm
dream: I was in a room with a bunch of people. It was like a hotel. There seemed to be at least four people in a room. They were partying and high on something. One of them were a African girl. She was goofing around the room trying to wind the lace curtain on her body like a wedding gown. I went into a kitchen and saw a huge tall window (like 6 x 9) sitting behind the sink. It was a stained glass and had caricatures of angels on it. Each angel looked like Tweety from Looney Tunes. Hundreds of them formed a treelike shape and reached to the ceiling. It reminded of Christmas. It was fun to see an object like that. When I stepped out of the kitchen, all of a sudden, I heard a huge thumping noise and someone yelled "Watch Out!. I turned around to see the angels dashing toward me. They swept on my back to my head and climbed the stairs in front of me at full throttle. In awe, I looked around to find few blue and red ones, which looked like a M&M mascot, left lingering in a closet.
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4 Feb 2012 - 11:57am
Hey there dear Lightys,
Well I don't know what to put this down to. I awoke early this morning, pristine lovely day for a change, we've had some very wet weather of late. Anyway, it was about 6am on a Saturday morning, got up, poked around for a while, let the kitteez out to bask in the rare warm sunshine, made myself a cuppa and some brekky, then decided to have a look on 'lighty's' to see what's been happening.
About 9am I was feeling rather exceptionally weary, so I decided I would go back to bed and read my book for a while and have a little 'cat nap'.
Honestly folks, I would probably be still asleep if my little kitten Dibs aka Little Diablo, hadn't woken me up, frantically tapping my face with her tiny paw and touching my cheek with her cold little nose. I awoke, completely disorientated, I didn't know where I was, it was completely dark and I had know idea what had been going on. It took me a couple of tics to realise what was happening and to gather myself and my thoughts. I looked at the clock and it was 8pm. The entire day had vanished.
Reluctantly, I stumbled out of bed - my little family (the cats) were probably hungry, hence Lil Dibs waking me up. Got downstairs in the kitchen, turned on all the lights and proceeded to get them some dinner. Something has happened (and NO - I wasn't on a Cosmic spaceship with all those other GFOL members lol).
As I'm sitting here, typing this blog to you, there is something different in the air. It's a Saturday night, going on for 10pm and you can hear a pin drop. I live in the middle of suburbia, so this is very unusual. I just walked outside to collect the kitteez and bring them inside. The sky is like crystal glass - lit up with millions of stars and a three quarter moon, everything is mild (temp wise), calm and peaceful and very, very surreal. It's like I went to sleep in one world and have woken up in another. I feel like a veritable Rip Van Winkle. Something has happened, or something is about to happen. I can taste and smell the change. I'm wondering if this has happened to other Light Workers and if somebody can please it explain it to me?
Much love to you all
Ish )O(
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31 Jan 2012 - 6:24am
I am here in hotel at France and had interesting night. This young bold headed boy at spirit side at age of approx. 9 came to me. I gave him comfort and explained that the light he sees is good and nice. There is no worries and he is a very good boy. I told him he could go into that light and meet he’s relatives and there is no reason to be worried or scared. I gave him energy boost with my hands and he went to the light. I was so extremely happy for him. He was really beautiful nice little boy I have never seen him before.
Love
T
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30 Jan 2012 - 10:41pm
It was a normal night, I did my evening rituals and had a dream that has troubled me since. If anyone reads this and has anything to share, please do. I started off in a beautiful valley surrounded by green hills covered in patches of orange and pink flowers. I look ahead of me and see three people, two males and a girl who I have never seen before. I am immediately lucid dreaming and was in awe of how brilliant everything was(I hadn't had such a vivid dream in a long time). The girl walks over to me and invites me to follow the three and warns me that I am about to see something that is hidden and I have never been there before.. Of course I follow willingly and excited, as one by one they dive into a crystal clear white stream that seemed to just appear. I dived in to find us swimming in a vast ocean and ahead of us is a large dark floating mass, that I can only describe as having the shape of an ice burg under the water. We approached and entered into a funnel shaped room with ocean-like food all around us on the walls and a large rock with food on it floating in the middle. Now, it was 'food' like I have never seen before, mossy leaf things that were alive and moving, like ocean foods but weirder. We could move effortlessly around the room, not in a swimming motion though. Soon, two bright light beings came to us and directed us down these hallways with openings that went into many rooms, but no doors anywhere. We came before a large being who was obviously in charge. He was magnificent. About three or four times bigger than us, and he was golden bronze, adorned with a variety of metals. He called the girl over to him and sat her on his leg and said to her, "I am going to have your child." all she could do was cry quietly. "Do not let this distress you, do you not know who I am? I am from before all things" And he laughed, something about him seemed like he wasnt sinister but crafty. (He did not speak from his mouth, but I could sense we all heard what he was saying telepathically) He then looked directly at me and without saying anything he gazed into me, and I went into a deep sleep. I woke up in my dream, but still was aware I was dreaming, looked around and found myself in a bright endless room full of other females in a deep sleep in beds, it was like a hospital almost, with the same brilliant white beings tending and nurturing like nurses. One brought to me a child, my child. The little one was MY baby and I was filled with overwhelming motherly love, this baby was super advanced, looking me directly in my eyes intensely she told me to touch my forehead. I did, and felt a sphere about the size of a marble, I pulled it off my forehead to see what it was, and bright red blood started dripping from where it came..I never broke gaze with my baby to see a hole in her forehead appear also and blood. The baby just giggled at this. It was a lustrous orb sphere thing that was somewhat like a pearl, it was pure white light. A being came over and took my baby from me then and told me I had to depart and to never try to return there, I would never see my baby or that deity again. I was then plunged out of this heavenly realm into a earth like setting, I was so disturbed yet so curious to get back to that place! So I ran and ran and climbed all of these obstacles in my dream that seemed like someone had set out for me, and this realm seemed dense and hard to breathe or move in, but still I tried until I fell down a rugged hillside, in which I woke up for the second time in my dream. Now, this was the craziest part, When I woke up, I was in pain and felt like I had just come out of anesthesia. Now, I really really thought I had waken up elsewhere because I was still in my human form and still felt very human. I was a tad freaked out by that. I don't know how to describe just how real everything was. Every tiny detail. Pretty soon I could see that I was back in that place! to my left was a hallway, to my right was a wall about the length of my bed I was in and ten feet high. Above me was endless, in front of me was endless. I was amazed to see this, I thought I had parted from the earth because I had yet to have such an out of body experience and could feel everything in such a strange way. In front of me in the endless ceiling was what looked like a big disco ball file cabinet and from all directions above my head files were being sent back and forth and downloaded. Dark, metallic and full of colors above me but bright white all around me. Two light beings came from around the wall and helped me into a chair that was similar to a dentist chair and examined my whole body and healed my wounds. Telepathically during this they told me not to try to come back again, that baby is of me-but that does not make her mine. I then woke up in my bed, exhausted and cried as I wrote it down in my journal. Now, I know that this must be full of symbolism, but I know that I actually met these beings and one created a child with me.
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28 Jan 2012 - 6:35am
dream: I was in a room that I've never seen. My mother was sleeping on the floor. I was tip-toeing to not make my mother awake. All of a sudden, the door to a closet creaked opened. I somehow knew what it was. I went there and opened the door. There was a male apparition in the closet. I screamed and yelled "Get Out!". Unmoved by it, He approached me and told me that someone was stealing from me and unless I settle the lawsuit, I would end up being hit by a car. I got really upset to hear that and shouted "why do so many bad things happen!?".
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23 Jan 2012 - 1:04am
Last night I got an instant message from a friend; I don't talk to him often now, but we had a thing once. He even came to visit me here; he wanted to trade me brothers - my one for one of his three. No deal! Last night he asked me what was new and I suddenly found myself typing that I've recently discovered that part of me is from another planet, somewhere in the Pleiades, and that he was a Star Seed, like me, but that I didn't know where he was from. When he didn't "lol" or call me crazy I thought about why I just typed all that and so many dots began to connect in my mind; then I couldn't get the smile off of my face.
Mind you, dots get connected every single day for me. Every single day the picture becomes more clear. I feel like I'm moving faster now towards something and that there are so many people that I need to wake up. It's funny because a few years ago, well, let's see... It was my 26th or 27th birthday, and a friend of mine was born the day before me, but she's older, and our group of friends was going to Kansas City to go to a comedy show before spending the night at our friend's parent's MANSION. And I mean Mansion. This house was huge. She told us that she had been back in the house for three months before she realized that her mom and step-dad had construction workers in the house working on new rooms - since before she moved back home after her car accident. Her parents are literally billionaires and, coincidentally, they are involved with Native Americans; the Elders of a tribe visit the house annually to meet with her parents - if I remember correctly, the land is partially theirs? I'm not sure. It's been awhile, but the next morning, I was given the task of waking everyone up and I actually got lost in this house trying to find where everyone was sleeping. I still don't know how, exactly, I found everyone, but I did.
And that's what I feel like now. I feel like I'm wandering through that house trying to find all of my friends because it's my job to start waking them up.
So back to last night... After some conversation I knew it was time for bed so I told my friend to start researching Star Seeds and that would lead him in the right direction. He had better do it too! It's his homework and I will "test" him later. :) So I went to bed feeling very good - very happy and calm, centered and peaceful. All week I've been working on connecting with my higher self and my guardians and I knew that last night was a good night to really advance myself. Every night, before I drift into dreamland, I have this routine of what I can only call a "prayer". It's simply me reminding myself that I am a being of light and that the light flows through me, surrounds and protects me and that I am always connected to the light, my guardians and my higher self.
Last night that connection was the strongest connection that I have ever felt and it felt sooo good. I've felt it before, but last night I was fully aware of what was happening, which hasn't really happened before. It was hard to maintain, though, which is understandable, but once I was completely aware of the connection I made it known that I want to meet with my higher self, on that beach, and after a little bit of joking around I finally fell asleep.
I didn't meet my higher self on the beach, though. Instead I dreamed that I was at my mom's house with my brother and his friend Michael; there were others, people that I know, but those are the only three faces that I remember. We were all ... I don't want to say "hiding", but we were definitely "bunkering down" at her house. I got a phone call from someone, an actor that I had a crush on when I was a teenager, who killed himself a number of years ago in the 2000's, which is a whole other story, but we talked for awhile then Michael said that there were UFOs outside. I grabbed my new camera and followed everyone outside. There were several ships in the sky and I kept trying to focus on one, but I couldn't get it into frame, then one ship fired on another ship over the field just to the east of my mom's house, which made me emotional - I don't want that kind of violence anywhere near my friends and family. After that, one of the crafts landed in my mom's front yard and a dark-skinned woman with white hair and bright eyes, dressed in a white/silvery and purple uniform, got out of the craft, followed by a man with lighter skin dressed similarly - they seemed apprehensive about all of the humans gathered on my mom's front lawn and they asked us something, I can't remember what, but I immediately fell to my knees as a sign of peace - we weren't armed and posed no threat and in fact, I was very happy to see them.
I wanted to ask if the woman knew who I was, but I didn't speak. There was a moment in which we locked eyes and I felt that she knew who and what I am, but she was on "alert" and went about her business. Everything was pretty calm after that; another craft had landed behind the first and I approached it - I think the beings around the second craft were Sirian and they seemed busy so I didn't bother them.
That's all I can remember and it has stirred up a lot of thoughts, but that's for another time...
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22 Jan 2012 - 7:53pm
Imagnination is more important than knowledge ~ Einstein
Crocuses & Enlightenment in Preparation for 2-14-2014, a Very Special Valentine’s Day
Very early in the process of my “awakening” when I was totally devastated over the loss of my Master Teacher, Joe (who I later learned was my One True Love), I sought spiritual guidance from an adept counselor. She told me that when the crocuses bloomed, I would experience some sort of enlightenment. Then one night in March, 2009, I had a terrible dream and a devastating “enlightenment” about things surrounding his sudden death from a heart attack, being the empath that I am. It was apparently a release of emotional pain from my subconscious mind. In this dream, I was on a sofa crying and crying. People who knew both of us would come to try and cheer me up, and they would drop off coins on the table in front of me as if that token gesture was going to make a difference. Then finally one of them asked me what they could do for me. I exclaimed, “Bring Joe back!” It was the only thing I wanted. Nothing else would ever take his place or make up for him being gone. It was such a powerful dream and so real that I woke up crying and in a state of shock.
That same morning right after having the dream, I was driving through town and all of a sudden I saw crocuses blooming EVERYWHERE. They were so beautiful, bright purple and yellow crocuses all up and down the streets in front of quaint cozy homes. It was like they just suddenly and magically popped up overnight and it felt totally surreal. I did not feel like I was living in the “real” world. Seeing them bloom filled me with a sense of peace and restored my belief in “magic.”
The reason I tell this story is because now every year when the crocuses bloom, I have experienced a profound enlightenment of some sort, another layer or veil pierced. This also happens when the roses bloom (in May-October). It always seems very magical – and it IS magical, such as last year when the red roses grew up midst the yellow rosebush I had planted in Joe’s memory. (Red Roses from Eros).
Today, as Pleiadian Queen aka Psyche, I have been given information that when the crocuses bloom this year the enlightenment will be even more profound and widespread. This is also the year to plant the bugleweeds so that by next summer (2013) they will bloom and spread ever more enlightenment in preparation for 2014.
The year 2014 is to be a very special year. Valentine’s Day, Cupid’s Day, EROS’s Day will be a special celebration. 2-14-2014. Mark it on your calendars! I know it’s a ways off, but it will be so grand that much thought and preparation is needed. I hope you will plan to make your own Valentine’s Days this year, next year, and in 2014 and beyond magically powerful days, celebrating love in all its forms.
~Sōferia (aka PSYCHE)
Crocus http://youtu.be/KlrTXLWBLQg
P.S. I am not sure why this blog came to me as it did. We must increase love in the world, open our consciousnesses and not allow darkness to seep in and steal our love and joy - EVER! By 2014 more truths will be revealed about the dark forces still trying to run this planet. Many of us are working toward this end. They must NEVER be allowed to inflict fear, pain, and suffering on any of our special days of celebration again, such as they did with the Ethiopian New Year and the Divine Love symbology of 911. They must be held accountable and make restitution for all past crimes.
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20 Jan 2012 - 3:48pm
Once again I need you alls opinion on something…of course it is about a dream…but this dream was to close to home…so I want to get you alls take on it…
So I am dreaming last night and into the morning…I remember most of the dreams I was having…but one in particular was about my mother….
I was in space…at least that’s what it looked like…It felt like I was just floating on cloud nine…and then I felt a presence…they didn’t say anything…but I said:
“There is nothing I want or nothing you can give me that would make me turn from the Diamond Light…The light is loving and compassionate…and beautiful…I am able to experience and integrate….The dark is heavy…and lonely…the heavy dark emotions separates…and isolates….Nothing can make me turn from the Diamond Light of healing and protection…”
After I said all that…I was laying in the same position I was when I fell asleep…then all of a sudden I hear a noise in the back room…It sounded like someone was gasping for air…and in between the gasp I heard my name…I sat up and I said what is that…and then a light bulb went of and I said that’s mommy…she having and asthma attack…So I got and ran to her room and she was laying on the floor…I was like where is your pump…I got the pump and pumped the spray into here mouth and then she started breathing… Then all of a sudden my family returns and there walking around talking going about their day…no problems in the world…I look at my mother she on the chair playing with my nephew…like nothing ever happened…I felt uneasy inside…I didn’t say anything to anyone I just walked outside and stood on the porch…While I was standing on the porch…There was a marching band practicing…and then all of a sudden they started forming words but it was not like individual words…it was like a blog post…I couldn’t make out what it was saying but at the end it said “Thank You Peter” and then I woke up…Of course I felt uneasy…I asked my guides/advisors…I said what does this mean…They said what do you think it means…I told them and then they were silent…I guess the silence says I was probably right…Then they started to say over and over again…”We will protect you always…That means protecting your family as well…If anything was to happen to your family… you will know it and we will be there to help to understand what’s going on…but you mother is fine…” I guess they felt my heart was still heavy…They said “Go check the room…your mother is not here…she has left already…” Of course I went and checked…and she was gone.
Yeaaa….I didn’t really like that dream so much…but I did realize that I am not like I use to be…my fear…my anxiety is really pealing away and becoming neutralize…so I find peace in that…
I don’t know any “Peters” I am wondering who that is…
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19 Jan 2012 - 2:59pm
I woke up this morning and for the first time in years could actually remember my dream. Most people dream, some remember them and some don't. I really have come to understand the power of our dreams. They show us in metaphors or images what our subconscious is trying to say. These messages from the subconscious can be from your higher self, God, guides, or angels. I have noticed that those working through their life and reworking their goals and dreams tend to have their fears come up in dream form. So if they are fearful of change, then in their dreams everything around them may be falling apart. Or if they are avoiding something they may have this feeling of being watched or chased.
My life dream is now coming to fruition. I wanted to help people realize how powerful they are. Create whatever life they wanted simply by being happy with what they already have. Learning to keep their feelings on joy and gratitude at all times. Now oddly enough, I have my first dream, that I can remember. And it is beautiful.
My Dream:
My family is living in a shack or very small home. Some may say it is simple and run down, but for some reason I am so happy here. The rustic look of this small home reminds me of the old cottage homes in the 1800's. Fireplace on, no televisions. I am organizing our things in the two rooms of this tiny home. We have just enough space but a wonderful green yard that is fenced for our dogs to run. I spend my days talking with people and doing my coaching. Then I spend time in the garden. Listen to the birds chirping and sitting in the sun. I make jams and sell produce at the local markets. We don't have a lot of money, but we don't need it. We have everything we need. My husband and son seem to be adjusting to the fact that we once lived in this nice subdivision and now we live among the poor. But I don't understand why they can't see that we were poor then! Struggling for money always, never made enough. Working jobs we didn't like just to make ends meet. Why am I the only one that sees this? We are free now~
Then I wake up. Disappointed a bit to not be in that blissful place. Surprised that I remembered so vividly every detail of that home. Why this dream? Why did I remember this one? What message is there for me? Then I realize, that is what I am wanting now. To be free of the mortgage and heavy burdens of this modern world and return to a simpler time. Nothing in my life was forced upon me. I have made every decision that has created this life. But at a certain point we change, our visions change. It is not that easy to tell your family that you have dreams of living poor :) Then it hit me, I know why this message came through. I have had a deep fear of losing my full time job, which I no longer enjoy but pays the bills. It may take a while before coaching would ever bring in enough donations to replace my income now. But does it have to really? I know deep down that I don't need this "stuff" I have surrounded myself with. I know that, by how do you convince a family of that too. A family that works very hard to succeed in this world. Success, how odd that most define a successful life as being one where you made a lot of money and left enough to be buried and give to your children. That just doesn't fit my heart anymore. This wheel of repetition and routine we live in today seems so sad to me now. We are fed the thought that we go to college to be able to get that high paying job. Then we buy that expensive home, have the kids, buy more to entertain us and move up in society. Keep a routine going thinking we are successful when that promotion comes or we get the keys to that new car. Who says this has to be true? We do.. our parents and us. We choose this life for ourselves. No one forces us. Collectively we can change this, if we wanted to.
So here I am in my home typing this..so what to do now? Good thing is I know I don't have to have it all figured out today. I go in faith knowing I need to let that fear go. So if I lose that job and am not getting donations then what? We lose our home? But do I lose my family? No. Does my husband make enough to support us to have a home, yes. A very small home, but it will have a roof I'm sure. Do we have things we could sell to make it by? Yes. Would I still be happy? Yes. So why the fear? There you have it. I am holding on to a fear and a vision of what my life is suppose to be. I have had this expectation on me to do my part and contribute to this lifestyle we have built. My fear is from expectations not reality. I now let that go...
What a dream... What are your dreams telling you?
With love~
Cassandra
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13 Jan 2012 - 2:40pm
hello again. :)
i smile, as i thought/typed hello, but it's an empty habit. and this is the reason i'm blogging this time round. i have the weirdest but in the same go, most normal, thing happening to me, but to 'me', is too removed. like third person or such. it really IS me. but i'm getting entangled in the useless details of it.
the core of it is, that as of sometime last year, early already, january or february time 2011, i started feeling this "apathetic-ness". it isn't really born from apathy, more a saturated thing. but not like a sponge that soaked up it's fill. more like, one molecule floating there. but this molecule is everything. and nothing. like i'm a ghost in my own life and that of the world's. i still want, but i can't pinpoint what, eating became a function and my art suddenly became voiceless. relationships were always pretty empty for me, but now they are just mountains, which i couldn't care to even think of moving.
basically everything that gave me reason, will, drive, passion etc, now means nothing. but not bad nothing, cause i can imagine someone thinking he may be suicidal or something. and the answer would be no, not that way inclined. and i'm also not on the brink of anything like enlightenment either, i still work with emotions and basic stuff like bills and confidence.
i'm not sad, but neither am i happy. i just am. when i walk past people i experience what they show, they pass and are basically forgotten. the dreams i had are still there but now just lack importance, i am still on the path towards reaching them. not like i stopped. but it causes me concern that everything is this empty.
is it just me? am i over thinking a transitional period? is this the way its going to be from now on?
some advice would be much appreciated. thank you.
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11 Jan 2012 - 7:43am
this has to be one of the best movies i have seen!! it deals with our place in reality and the potential EACH human being has to contribute to the cosmos at large....BEAUTIFUL<3
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11 Jan 2012 - 4:21am
A brother of mine had a vision and it was disturbing to him. He found himself overseeing different "heavens" one at a time. Each heaven was being swept away by a tidal wave of darkness, one by one he had to watch levels of divinity be smothered, the last heaven he seen being taken out, it hurt him to watch, Vishnu running from this wave as to protect and stand in front of a door, a portal. Right before the wave got to Vishnu, the vision had ended. A few months later I had a dream that was very similar and an interpretation to shed some light on this otherwise grim sight. What I saw was Vishnu running from the same wave of darkness.. different forms of heaven created by different belief systems were being covered by this blackness- but not erased from being as it seemed...at first this was somewhat painful and confusing at first to witness but was told this is the only way to move up into a higher consciousness on this planet.. For some of us, this is easy, for some of us, we have already let go of any one idea or system. We shall understand and embrace letting go of the the ancient energy patterns as we shift into a higher new octave. This already has been taking place. Do not despair over it, a golden grid is becoming stronger directly above us and we have ushered in heaven on earth. Our vibratory frequency is shifting higher to a new harmonic patterning, so, much of what previously vibrated with... we shall no longer find resonance. just a perspective. ~ONE~
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4 Jan 2012 - 11:00pm
This Shift of the Ages is already happening, and I don’t think it has anything to do with the Doomsday prophecies that fill “you tube” and the mainstream media. I don’t believe either one is a sure thing; we are creating all of it. There is no one who knows what the future holds. We are deciding our future right now.
This is a dream that we are mutually having. It is not bigger than us. We are the dream. The dream is ours. Currently there are many different versions of what it looks like.
Our power exists in Oneness. We can dream anything. We are already shifting. We are coming from Love.
I would like to dream something different (regarding Mother Earth) than what is out there now. How about a planet without catastrophe?
If we join as one, united in intention, I believe we can create a new future. This is a future we have not seen. It is one we will create. It is one where the celestial changes don’t devastate this earth.
I believe this is a dream and anything is possible. There are those who want to keep us separated by instilling fear and polarity thinking. It is just as probable nothing will happen, and there is no reason to fear.
There are not enough powerful voices out there telling us to stick together, love each other, get in each others space and unite. We do not believe we have the power to effect this big a change, but in truth, we are doing so right now.
We are changing from polarity to unity. We are 7 billion strong. If we send out some ripples of thought that our earth is fine and it spreads, well, who knows what effect this will have? Can we hold that vision, share it, and make it real?
Will we succumb to fear or take control and love? It is up to us. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.
In Lak’ech.
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4 Jan 2012 - 10:57pm
We are dreaming this... Let's dream love and unity and no catastrophe for our Mother Earth.
www.sophialove.org
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2 Jan 2012 - 12:20pm
In August of 2011, I had an awakening dream. At this time, I had no siritual beliefs or interests. However, I was never a skeptic when it came to higher levels of life and intelligence. I have always based my life on logic and have obtained an open perception of freedom since day one. In this dream I witnessed majestic purple glowing clouds moving swiftly through the night skies above an unfamiliar setting. I seemed to be at a party with my close friend Jake and was surrounded by unfamiliar faces whom I was seemingly comfortable around. I gazed in awe at the neon-like purple clouds for it truely was an incredible sight. All of a sudden, a huge earth-like planet emerged into the atmosphere and instantaniously the ground began to shake. I could see buildings crumbling in the distance in front of firy brightness. An emergancy alarm of some sort (sounded like a tornado alarm) began to roar through the sky and it was then, that my friend yelled, "Aliens are attacking!" Silly I know, but confusing at the time. I even knew then that that was not the case. While everyone scattered aimlessly, I just knew that there was nothing to run from. I calmly spread my arms like wings and instantly departed from that reality as though death had kept my vehicle and indeed it did. This all happened in a matter of probably 5-6 seconds.(very fast) I could literally feel me leave my body as my vision reduced to black. It felt as though the physical matter of my body was disolving and evaporating away fom my soul in a gravity-free environment of empty blackness. In the midst of the emptiness was what apeared to be a floating Tesseract consisting of a variety of colors. As this geometrical shape was floating, a very gentle male voice stated, "That is it. Natural Energy. Another Earth comes through the clouds." The Tesseract then disappeared and I began to shoot through this empty black space like a beam of light. I could feel myself moving at such high speeds but without the pressure of any gravity. I remember thinking to myself, "Finally, no more misery! An assuring feeling of excitement began to flood me with joy as i knew I was headed somewhere Hevenly. Unfortunately, I awoke at this point. Eagar to see The Light, I was greatly disappointed and a bit shooken up. Confused, I had no idea what any of this meant. Conclusively, after completing extensive research I have managed to close pandoras box and have found my place in The Light...Spread the Vibe:b
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31 Dec 2011 - 4:15pm
dream: My mother and I were staying at an old hotel. We were heading to a restaurant in the building, but somehow I lost sight of her. I looked for the restaurant. I got on an elevator. Once inside the elevator, I was taken aback because it looked like they hadn't repaired it since the early 1900's. I t was way too old to be in operation. There was a trash can there and I threw some garbage in there. I could see murky water on an ashtray sitting on top of the that garbage bin and the garbage I threw sank into the disgusting looking water. "Eeeeeewwwww!", I thought. I got off the elevator. There seemed to be a restaurant on that floor.
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29 Dec 2011 - 3:20pm
dream: I came home, but it was a building I'd never seen before. The ground level and 2nd floor were occupied by an Italian restaurant. I saw a waiter with a white apron behind the piles of wooden chairs. It looked they were not so busy. I went upstairs to my apartment. The building was narrow. I opened the door to my apartment. I saw many wrapped X'mas gifts sitting on the aisle leading to the dining room. Then I heard a baby's babbling. I looked carefully in the direction of the noise and spotted a white plastic bag. In it I found the baby crawling on its hands and knees and it was talking to me. When I held it up in my arms saying" Oh my baby", I heard my mother laughing. She was lying on the bed and laughing at me. I looked at the baby and I recognized it was an extremely lifelike doll.
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27 Dec 2011 - 3:07am
dream: I moved in to my friend's apartment. We seemed to have agreed to share the room together.
I went outside of the apartment. It was a huge building. I walked around in the building and could not remember my room number. I just couldn't remember it, but I wanted to go back to my room. Then I found coffee machines and a salad bar placed on a mezzanine. Wow, they serve breakfast every morning! The idea of having continental breakfast with a cup of fresh coffee got me excited, but,,,I still couldn't remember what my room number was.
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24 Dec 2011 - 3:47pm
dream: I was staying at a hotel with my mother. The hotel was situated in the sea, so that the view from the window should have been otherworldly. However the island that we could see from the window was under the construction and all I could see was an ugly industrial crane gigging on the island. It seemed that they were trying to move the hotel to somewhere in the inlet.
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21 Dec 2011 - 4:33pm
hi
ok its based around christmas
im drunk argueing whith family over current situation i steam out to kiching and punch glass door
next im doing washing up in sink and delibratly smash a glass was thinking of eating some but no then im picking pieces
out of sink then i look outside of window for any pieces might got out trough drain
but there was long pins messied about in mud
then im in house eating mums chocolate bar 2 pices only i share with her but she dropped her piece and picked it up
ty
love gaz
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20 Dec 2011 - 3:10pm
I don’t know why I thought of this dream. Perhaps because of how real and powerful it was. Just to give some context, at the time my fiancé and I at the time were just breaking up, which perhaps was the fuel for this dream. I don’t know, but the memory of the dream popped in my head so I decided to share it.
Anyways in this dream, I was at a family function. I think It was a wedding, my ex and I were both in attendance. I kept trying to talk with my ex and work things out. However she kept ducking me, avoiding eye contact, walking out of rooms when I would enter everything. So feeling agitated and frustrated beyond belief I did the next logical thing (in my mind haha!) at a wedding, I started to drink. I grabbed a bottle sat by myself and had shots. Then when my confidence was at its peak, I went looking for her again to talk. I remember in the dream being so intoxicated that I could barely see. Anyways I found her again, and she looked right through me and walked out of the room again. I remember something “snapping” inside, and I went outside where a storm was gathering on the horizon. I remember looking at the storm and in an instant I was tapped into it. But not just the storm, the universe. I felt a rush of energy and a tingle down my spine. I was instantly sober but I was looking at the world with different eyes. I saw the truth behind absolutely everything. I could manipulate the storm I could control the direction, the thunder, the lightning, everything. However I was still enraged at my situation with my ex. In an instant I had transported myself to the roof of the church we were celebrating in. I then proceeded to take out my rage on the surrounding area. I brought the storm right over the church and unleashed my fury on the surrounding area. I was blowing holes in the ground with lightning bolts, setting tree’s on fire, the thunder was so loud it was shattering glass. All the while I was yelling my ex’s name.
I know where a lot of the meaning comes from. At the time I did feel ignored and angry and the dream was an outlet of sorts to those negative emotions. But what I remember most was that sobering feeling and the power. It was the power of the Universe. I knew it as soon as it happened. I wasn’t a human anymore, but energy, a god if you will. I was the universe and it was me. The Norse believed that intoxication opened up a doorway so that they can interact with their Gods.
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20 Dec 2011 - 8:46am
hi everyone. i dreamt i was walking in a really old castle/ stone building/old city/structure. like sandstone. huge huge huge place this was. i was walking with my close cousins' ex girlfriend(in waking life it ended badly between them, she has drug problems) and all of a sudden i remembered that i have been here before, in this place. but so long ago. like previous lives ago. as we walked i turned this way then that, retracing the path i walked before until we came to a big and thick chinese wooden gate door type thing very ornate. as i opened this i pointed to this massive bonzai as tall as a person on a raised dais, tp show my friend how amazing it was, and exactly as i remebered. it had a golden aura about 40cm thick around it and just exuded knowledge. it was situated at a t-junction with a canal river behind it, super green and old, established waterway. to the left of it the junction was dark stone, shadowy and of no interest as the left side which was white marble and light led the the friends i then remembered i was visiting. so i excitedly walked on to the right and came upon a massive white banquet table which could seat atleast 60 people but there where only two, an ooooooooooold man and his as old wife. these people were thousands of years old. and i walked up to him saying to him do you renmeber me? and he was searching his memory, but i knew a connection would give him clarity, so i tried to remember who i knew that would connect him to me, then i said im carolle"s friend( my uncles' friend and longtime family friend.) and instantly he remebered me and noted on how long its been since he has seen me. all smiles and stuff. whats strange about this old man is that he wassp old he had blind white eyes with light blue baby blue irises, and on the irises were the same rune. a composite rune like a sigil. repeated on both eyes. and white hair and white clothing. like gandalf but just really old. almost frail. his wife then brought us a beer type drink each and we shared stories and such. for long. i was so focussed on him that outside of him my vision became blurry but i did notice vague figures having a massive party with us. i just had the beer but around us everybody was consuming vast quantities of cocaine? a white powder by the bowls full. as was my friend. and then i woke.
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19 Dec 2011 - 10:34pm
hi
ok last night i saw a friend of mums whos comming tommorow thats the anchor that not just a dream
now he was saying about current situation and sed about me finding rejuvination < that word poped u all thrue dreams
then was out side a church at top of hill suddenly a girl went past down hill on bycicle but she was
cycaling backwards i wanted to follow because she was going so fast was amazing to see but instead i enterd
the church the priest in there greeted me buy name was qiute a few at congregation
then behined me was a old wise woman with a letter in hand i saw it but could only read UN of a word
and herd rejuvination again i asked her if she would go to christmas midnight mass she sed its not for her
woke up
now i dont go to church services but close to god any imput would be good
and some love aimed my way at moment would be nice trying to heal my heart and i am thats why im seeing all these things
but lot of pain n sadness in there beeing added as well at time
ty gaz
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17 Dec 2011 - 4:36am
I wasn't really dreaming but half asleep and half awake...have been really sick lately and had a set of earplugs in....while I was in my bed breathing, it sounded very loud and deep....then I heard OM in my breath.....it was really wow!!
Any thoughts on that?
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16 Dec 2011 - 5:43am
ok
i saw the outer wall of a great castle now on this wall all the way along was monks in brown
robes with spears in right hands then in center of castle i saw a head of something not nice
flying into a puddle his head had been cut off
i think i know what it means
buy way seen lots of double numbers lately 12.12 1111 ect
yesterday was best last three days i kept seeing number 10 everyware as telling my friend
i see 10 3 times in his room then on a cars licence plate outside his house come in turn comp on
time was 4.10 had brought some pills from pharmacy expires 10 2014
looked it up means TEN. Denotes Ordinal perfection
cool ha
anyhooes love gaz
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16 Dec 2011 - 5:31am
hi
ok one i see was very clear
i was in my bed in dream now i saw a giant ladybug and white spider webs wer all over my room everyware
whith one giant spider weaving web
ty love gaz
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16 Dec 2011 - 5:25am
ok
what does it mean when i see me throwing prayer tablets into a crowd of people
whilst singing a song me and a female voice wife think checked google for lirics
but not even on this earth
i think it refers to me answering peoples prayers maybe
what do you think
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16 Dec 2011 - 5:20am
hi
ok this is a hevy one from about mid 2009 was beeing told what was going on behind scenes
ok was in a castle then i saw me scrubbing cleaning my own grave stone washing off some kind of thick
oily black mud then was led into some type of gameshow there was a bench with a brunnete on one side
and then three men and a blond on other i speak to the blond and say why dont you tell them the truth she repys
i cant thay have druged me then the host of show cuts in with a silly joke to drown out what i sed
lots of laughter from audience
next im in a car scrap yard a 4x4 pulls up 3 men get out wareing green overals and big elbow high gloves with
all types of weapons in hands to hert me then i suddenly wake up
not a good dream but was a clear vision
love gaz
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16 Dec 2011 - 5:09am
hi
ok a short 1 but very vivid and u asked b4 about if my visions come true yes many do
ok first i saw a white number 50 what kept flashing 50 like dont no how many time to fast to count
next i see my self as bald then just as i wake up like split second now this is when i get most clearest visions
i saw my wife sitting at a dinner table in her wedding dress and her mum beside her and mum kissed her on forehead
both werer happely smileing
any imput?
ty gaz
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13 Dec 2011 - 5:06pm
Last night at bed I was praying and talking to divine. I asked him/her to give me some energy to have enough to transmute the negative one I came across. I fall a sleep and had this amazing energy pouring on me straight from the divine. I felt the pure warm strong energy coming to me and I was starting to have a angelic visions on my dream. This group of energy beings where there. I said my thanks for the energy and asked one being who was the most visible who are you and she said I am Gabriel. I woke up during the morning and was feeling good and what started to wonder who this Gabriel is and thought of that could it be Arch Angel. This whole experience is really fuzzy in a way that it is hard to describe how I got the energy and who where the beings because they where not clear entities I could see more energy feeling that rice up the vision in me. A bit confusing but felt good.
Love
T
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11 Dec 2011 - 5:15pm
hi
this is not a dream but is in waking life
ok here it is i was looking at cnn.com a u.s link caught my eye ive remote veiwed latly
and seen things that were happening or about to happen were i might be able to help ppl or save them very clear visions
ok heres the story
http://www.cfnews13.com/article/news/2011/december/353079/michelle-parker-timeline
now i read a bit of it but the main thing i done was focused on her face then scaned google
maps of orlando wilst asking michelle to give me a clue now as i got to
little lake conway i felt realy sick but in my lower part of my throt
so bad i had to pull away from the screen i checked at it again and the same terrible feeling
http://maps.google.co.uk/maps?q=Little+Lake+Conway,+FL,+United+States&hl=en&ll=28.487251,-81.355648&spn=0.046923,0.071239&sll=53.800651,-4.064941&sspn=8.074932,18.237305&vpsrc=6&hnear=Little+Lake+Conway&t=h&z=13
now id not read all te reports on case
now i went up to bed later before i went to sleep i had my crystal amythist in left hand i calmed my mind
thort of mechelle ie put her face in front of mind
now this is what happend i put olando map in mind to then with in a min like erlyer that day with throat at bottom
but this time my air suppy was cut off i cdnt breath coughed at same time i asked if she was in water no buy water throat went again
then i asked about her phone my throat went and i was told mount sumthing had to break horrible feeling no breath
i consentrated again this time i saw her phone in verg then i saw two water towers across road had to break breath
now iv been up nerly all night ovrer this i came down to chek map for orlado mount sumthing
now the only place that came up is mt dora so i explored and found what i was looking for
http://maps.google.co.uk/maps/place?q=City+of+Mount+Dora:+Waste+Water+,+&hl=en&cid=8326647661239149348
now this place is not in the police report and i was shown it
now ive read more of reports and her phone was found buy lake conway read latest post
now i need some 1 whith better abbilitys to look around water plant nere lakes
and also i closed my eyes wen was seeying every thing and in forefront of mind was a big medium green duffle bag opened eyes cosed them was still there try looking for that ty
if i get anymore ill update you hopfuly we can get peace of mind for family b4 christmas
love gaz
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9 Dec 2011 - 12:58pm
hi
i had a lovely vision if you could interprit it a bit more im sure i no what it means
ok 2 days before every morning just before i awoke i heard a choras of people in only my
left ear singing songs of love
now next night my future wife HOPEFULLY! before bed was singing to me ie opening her heart
now that night in my dream i was walking along i just felt people to the left of me
then i was handed my baby crying as soon as i held her she stoped crying i continued
walking with her on my sholder and it felt as if id walked with her a million times
now just before i awoke i heard the choras of people again but this time i saw them
there was about 7 of them women and men all dressed in white suits like tuxidos ar thay angels
or hevenly people
ty intressed to here your perspected
gaz
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9 Dec 2011 - 1:59am
dream: I was walking in a parallel world. It was not a high leveled dimension. I was with my mother's friend. The people walking on the street were shadow figures and I couldn't make
out what they looked like. When they noticed us they all walked toward us and we got surrounded by them. It was kind of scary but I was not freaking out. I started saying
Buddhist chant and pray for the higher power's protection. I saw person after person coming at us but none of them couldn't touch us. I was sure that I had shielding power
and tried to protect my mother's friend by chanting but she became overwhelmed by them and said that she couldn't go on any more. She stopped walking and went sideways.
I couldn't see what happened to her after that. When the shadow people disappeared, I saw a flask sitting in front of me. I somehow understood it was a job request from someone
and the reward for that task was placed along with a flask. What kind of job I was asked to do was not revealed.
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29 Nov 2011 - 2:29pm
Anyone else having commercial dreams? I feel like Big Brother has tapped in to my brain trying to get me to whiten my teeth and buy a car. All night I kept hearing commercial slogans. Weird.
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20 Nov 2011 - 11:04pm
dream: I was with a bunch of men thinking about my stand-up comedy routine. I thought that it was hard to make people laugh.
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19 Nov 2011 - 8:32am
(the continuing STORY of the Code Blue Earth Mission)
Friday, November 18, 2011
Why do so many earthlings shy away from discussing their dreams? Do they not realize it is ALL a dream? This was taught to them in preschool, yet so many people don’t get it. Have they forgotten the song, “Row, row, row your boat?” We row it gently down the stream, although occasionally we encounter rapids, of course and have to row less gently. But we keep traveling down the stream, “merrily, merrily, merrily,” because in reality, “life is but a dream.” Most people thought that was just a metaphor, but ah….reality really is stranger than fiction.
And so, today I learned from a new friend who calls himself a “dream walker” that I am a dream walker too! I studied the information he gave me and did some google research on “dream walking,” and sure enough! That’s exactly what I do! I just need to get better at it is all. Especially the money part. But now that I know this is all just a dream, I think I can get a handle on it. I have many products ready to market and it’s just a matter of finishing up some details and doing the marketing. I have this figured out now. I will be rich one way or another so that I can fund the Academy I want to start. And learning that I am a dream walker even clarified for me what the academy is to be all about – what else but DREAMS? Just kidding. We will USE our dreams to learn about everything under the sun and beyond the sun. We Pleiadians never dream small dreams.
I do know why so many people are embarrassed to talk about their dreams. It’s that Freud guy. He had some ok ideas but boy did he ever twist things around and make perfectly healthy people sick! Just by the way he defined things, he turned all humans who wanted some psychological relief into some kind of sex maniacs with his Oedipus complex and all that. PEOPLE! Don’t believe everything you hear! If it makes you feel bad about yourself, then you know it has to be wrong. And anyway, Freud did not end up so well himself, and it's understandable if he actually believed all of the twisted stuff he came up with.
Well that’s all I have today. Try dream walking! I think you’ll like it. Emanu’el says I am ALREADY home! I believe it and I am just dream walking on earth to help other people learn how. Oh wait. I need to meet with Emanu’el right now. I’ll see what he has to say about this NEW turn to our Earth Mission.
Well, I just had my meeting with Emanu’el and it was so divine. He always says such sweet and loving things. He almost forgot to give me my goodnight song, but at the last minute he gave the clue: “A Song.” He is so funny! He truly cracks me up. And so I will look up “A Song” on YouTube right now.
Here’s the second video to the top (the first was an advertisement and we skip those):
Cartier: "Painted Love" by AIR
This is one cool video! The guy in this video is not afraid of his dreams at all! He has the right idea! We are artisans of our own lives. Get this figured out quickly! The sooner you do, the more fun you can have. WOW Emanu'el really knows how to pick out the videos. And what was so funny was, he made me think he was not going to give me one tonight. Maybe he wasn't and "read" my disappointment. Anyway this is a great video!
11:56 pm | link
Thank you, truthseeker.
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17 Nov 2011 - 5:22pm
dream: 1) I was at a recording studio, where a black lady singer was about to start her recording. She was wearing a purple dress and looked as if she had gone to Sunday church.
When she smiled, she showed her left front tooth crowned by a gold engraving. Her voice was very hoarse from years of belting. I thought that she was really something.
I was watching her from her distance, but as soon as she spotted me she ran to me and said "I am really impressed with your work!". She seemed to be very happy to see me.
2) There was an air-conditioner installed on a window. It's almost winter, so I tried to uninstall it. The AC was clinging to the window pane only with a few pieces of Scottch tape.
I removed the old blackened Scottch tape and grabbed the AC. The AC was heavy but I held on to it with a firm grip. If I had let it go, it could have hurt something. I could
manage to bring it inside. I was relieved.
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15 Nov 2011 - 6:19pm
Setting- A building that resembles the mattress factory lofts. (The location im currently living)
Characters- Stephon (an aquaintance of mine), others (random people), the police, an old friend named rico, (for some reason)some random pastor, and myself.
Symbols Insurance fruad, shots fired, bullet wound, fake gun, 911, ambulance, police, Mention of a film.
I wish i could remember more of this dream but i waited till i was fully awake to start remembering it.
I don't remember exactly how the dream started. The first part i do remember is walking down the hall on the third floor of the mattress factory lofts building. The walls are a light greenish color with a slight brownish tint. The Ceiling is supported by tall wide cylindrical pillars. The floors are wooden. There are doors to apts on each side of the hall way. When i entered one of these doors it was already open and there was stephon ,a friend of some good friends of mine. He was speaking to a person (male) that i dont think i recognize. I wish i could remember the conversation but, all i can recall is the gist, and that is that stephon was trying to sell some sort of insurance. I dont know how but some how I knew that he was the trying swindle the other guy. When i tried to warn the victim, stephon caught on to me and pulled out a gun. I immediately ran out of the apt and back up the hall.
Stephon came out right behind and was firing wildly at me. Something worth noting is that the hallway we were in, the floor level, and the apt where the encounter began, seemed to be where a good friend of mine lives in real life.. As i turned the corner of the hall, i looked down at myself and noticed a wound that looked like a bullet was penetrating the skin of my abdomen from the inside. I was slightly confused because i felt like i was hit but didnt know if the bullet entered from my back because i couldnt feel any pain there. The wound hurt but certainly didnt feel like you might expect a bullet wound to feel.
I ran down the stairs to the second floor. As i entered the second floor hall i ran into somebody who had a phone. I frantically told him to call 911 and asked him to look at my back to see if there was a wound. After some confusion he said yes and procceded to call the authorities. Stephon was still in pursuit as i ran down the hall to the stair way that would take me to the 1st floor. He was shooting at me from a far and the bullets were dangerously close. There many other persons running with him now and people in the hallway that were getting hit and grazed by bullets. These people felt familiar to me some how.Then i ran down the stairs and through a foyer to the outside. The foyer and the outside of the building didnt remind of the mattress factory anymore.
When i made it outside it was night. There was an ambulance already there in a parking lot.I ran to the passangers side of the ambulance and looked to see if there were medics; there were none. There was also a police car and women officer.Simaltaneously The pursuers called out to the police as if they were the victims, attempting to fool them. I knew what they were doing and contended with them. I dont remember what they were accusing me of, but knew they were trying to through off the officer. The women officer seemed reluctant to get involved, she didnt seem very active at all.
As the crowd caught up (about 7-8 people) all together things strangely and suddenly calmed down.Some of the people were from inside the building, some came from elesewhere. (This part of the dream was a little more blurry) Everyone was just standing around talking, im not sure what about, maybe what was happening. So how the conversation started back on the subject of the insurance fruad, and when i tried to speak up stephon pulled out his gun again and pointed at me. The crowed moved around and i tried to hide behind people so i wouldnt get shot. Stephon shot at me several times, the bullets were hitting everyone. At this point i was just hoping that he would miss and i ducked down. After taking some direct hits I layed down and pretended to be dead, i twitch a little and then groan. I held my breath and stopped moving.
I thought i was in the clear but i heard someone say, "He's faking" (or something like that.) I thought stephon was going to finish me off but for some reason everything became less threatening. Some people started laughing, and i felt it was okay to get up. At this point i noticed there were no wounds from the bullets, and also realized that the shots, didnt hurt when they hit earlier. I also noticed that the shots didnt sound like shots from a real gun and remember demonstrating, how a real gun sounds with my voice. Stehpon and the others let me in on the whole thing and told me they were acting. I felt relieved. Everyone began walking away and i remember congradulating them on there acting abilities. "You guys are good actors" i said, "Thats good because i was thinking of making a movie". When i said this everyone, mainly stephon, just kind of chuckled and went on thier way.
When everyone was gone i ran into a guy named rico. (In real life Rico is an old roomate of mine, during our realationship, he was a friend, who turned into an 'enemy', and when i last heard from him we didnt care to much about each other at all. Now though i have forgiven him and have nothing but Love) Rico looked down and i was concerned and said, "Hows it going? Are you alright?", He responded, "No,man." I asked him what was wrong, and he said, "It's pastor "something". Here i am walking at about 2am and pastor sees me walking and calls the police. I was headed to work and they [police] came and picked me up." The police picked up rico but didnt arrest him. (In real life Rico was a 'trouble maker' dealing with the police a lot. I dont remember the pastors name but for some reason when Rico mentioned him, an image flashed across my counsciousness of a older black man with graying hair in a suit.) I asked Rico what the people at his job said about the situation. He said, "Well, they said its alright just get here when you can"
I said, " Well at least you have your job. It's alright." and flashed him the peace sign as i walked off.
I guess my quesstions are.,,
What does it mean to be in a building that resembles your home. I was never actually in the apt that i live in, but the building was similar?
How could the outside of the building being different be significant. The parking lot, the road way, and even the background in the distance didnt seem like downtown Atlanta?
The last part of the dream when I ran into Rico, seemed slightly out of place. It dindt seem to have to do with the rest of the dream, Although i'm sure its connected.
Thanks for your help. I will interpret what i can for myself and take the insight left here into consideration.
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15 Nov 2011 - 9:51am
dream: I was cooking a casserole dish in a big pan. The pan looked like a Paella pan and was full of rice and noodles. Rice was done and looked good. I was trying to dish it up for my friends with a rice paddle.
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5 Nov 2011 - 9:07am
This is in response to Ms. Lisa's channeling:
"We are the perfect storm"
http://lightworkers.org/channeling/145467/we-are-perfect-storm
Too through, here, Ms. Lisa!
I wanted to comment here how I have noticed such a delightful change in your writing since the end of the Mayan Calendar and new energies. Noting, as you have explained with each increase in vibration, each higher frequency, more light, removes us upwards from lower selfs [sic] and other versions of self.
This is what I am so totally noticing in your writing / blogs -- it's like watching your child grow, mature and ripen.
But more apropos to this channeling is that this is but exactly the dream I had when I was 10 years old, before 9/11 as we figured out at Sunday school, I believe, that there was this book called Revelations at the end of the Bible that contained all sorts of cool "In the end times..." angels on horsemen and the like.
It was late Spring, school year almost over, I would say after my Birthday in May sometime. No more the fresh Spring, but not the deep lazy green of full summer. The windows in the house were open and my childhood bedroom faced to the wooded backyard, where both the crickets and locusts had just begun their early evening concerts. (This was the actual setting, now on to my dream) ...
I dreampt about judgement day, as in the book of Revelations. There was a stage with a podium and the world's peoples were gathered. But they were so much more than dark and light, there were blue and freen and red and yellow beings/people. Colors galore and tetures galore, like the medal ceremony and the end of first (4th) Star Wars film. It was, I guess now in my 36th year on Earth, a multi-dimensional gathering.
Right, the thing was, I got up to the podium to say to the group. We made it, phew. We are here, the day has arrived, or perhaps more correctly the moment has arrived. And it was simple. Those that new and understood would continue up and the rest, those that didn't know, weren't ready or didn't want to go, they go the opportunity to stay. There was no religion that was right (That seemed very key at the time). There was no belief system that was correct, either. Each religion, each value/belief system was the same. There was one, and it was the process of coming together to this One, and either you did, were ready to continue on, or you were not. No judgement day, just a moment where some went this way, the others that way. But there was this moment. And I got to give the message.
<--- End of Dream --->
So ever since I was ten I never understood the problems between religions, because I knew each one was the same; I am talking about pure belief, belief that each person has individually that is in essence their religion. You have yours, I have mine, it leads to the same, or not.
And today I understand more. That in each is a part of this initial one, which is where we are headed, and the timelines taken from our 3-D consciousness are lengthy, and linear time does not encompass, cannot explain the process. And I think it is this ultimate understanding that all we have come to believe, all that has been philosophized and written, shared and stated, does not contain the emotion behind the knowing, which is what will change, is changing and is where the judgement day becomes simply a fixed node of a moment where each decides to go this way, or that way.
So as you have stated before that we are expanding, it is both the biology and consciousness that is becoming more fully saturated.
Wholly shit, bat8h)man!
I love you.
I see you.
A-men.
-David-
P.S. I am having just sooo, sooo, sooo much fun! -D.
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31 Oct 2011 - 2:19pm
dream: I think I was in the Middle East. I saw many people marching backward into a shack. They all crammed in there. Then a gun shots or bomb rained on the shack. They were used as a human barricade. I thought it was a dirty tactic. There were the moderates who are open to the West, and the hard-liners who are hostile. They were altogether making a simple thing complicated. Many people died. At the end, I saw a corpse of a man lying on the shore bleeding. A man wearing a gray jacket was throwing a stone at the sea yelling, "what's going on!?".
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30 Oct 2011 - 6:49pm
To define dream and waking experience as something completely separate is to walk in either reality with only a part of yourself. —Beckon Call (working title), CG Walters
With eyes closed, you access the great wisdom of yourself...
Blessings and insightful dreaming, my friends
CG
Video produced by: CG Walters, Dragon's Beard Publishing
Full text (song lyrics and quotes) available at
http://kathmandau.blogspot.com
Into The Mist
"Celebrate what's right in the world!"
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28 Oct 2011 - 8:12pm
It seems a time to rejoice
A time that love has a voice
The trials and lessons that
held us so long, can no longer bind us
A day to remind us of true fundament
A series beginning from absolute source
Within our freewill an elegant course.
Unveiling to reveal but so also to brighten
Intensity consuming all who would frighten
Restoring and glorifying, gratitude and praise
Frequencies and spectrums revealing not a grave
but a soaring atmosphere of essential energy
"Whos time has come" but not if time is complete
For that love which fulfills no time possesed
Because time is the distance and as separatness
fills ills fall away like the mass of the guests
I guess, this mess best left for a moment while
we smile for a while and howl in exultation
Prayers no longer interpreted and agendized by
a conditioned mind but bellowed from a grateful heart.
Singing and toning not so much moaning souls
hope and home are one not in the same
ONE in the different and harmonic delight sits tight all night
Wonky and fonky and funky and flunky
Metaphorically speaking, tasty and chunky
Satisfaction of soul? Shortimers disease?
A moment of nutritional hydrational please?
Exult in the now which is all that there was
the new now is in the glorying because
Homeward bound is the song of the day
But I cannot be bound in any one way
A complete infinity is what I could say
If saying was still in the vogue.
Farradays cage came through from a dream
but dreamtalk metaphors come from the stream
of light which is knowledge which is love
which is all that I am saying for saying is through
Yeah thats me zen dee, you wanna make sumpthin of it?
Hum along...
Gotta type between for them to be seen a video embed in my head
Shine Bright.
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24 Oct 2011 - 7:20am
I had this fairly interesting dream experience last night. I went to a sleep around 12.00 and started to have this very intensive dream that was very long. Dream was very detailed and long indeed. I woke up 12.15 and thought had slept the whole night and was really amazed to realized it was only 15 minutes. Also what makes this a bit strange is that I do not typically get any dreams at the beginning of sleep state. This seems to start right away when I went to bed. The dream was related on our LW work and btw had few of you folks doing some energy stuff with me on a dream plane. I remembered the dream during the night very well and right after the morning but now I am starting to struggle to remember any more the details. Should have write those down.
For some reason I have had recently several a bit similar experiences with time. Time slows down or goes very fast.
Also some other interesting stuff is that we have some orbs now above our house very often and it is not only any more me who sees them.
Love
Tom
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21 Oct 2011 - 3:09am
Recent Repeated Dream Messages
by Denise
From about October 15–16, 2011 up to early this morning, I've had four different dreams all saying the same thing but using different personal tools to make sure I get the message. My Mom also had a dream a few nights ago with the same message, but using symbolic tools that meant something to her personally. I know if we're both getting these messages now, so too are many of you, and all for the same reasons.
Most of these recent dream messages I and my Mom have had were specifically for Starseed souls. Very briefly, most of us Starseeds and probably Indigos too have had monitoring and assistance from our different dimensional and stellar Home Stations throughout our lives. They've typically happened while we're asleep and out of our physical bodies in another dimension and "dreaming" (not a dream at all of course but an actual journey) where it was easier to connect with our non-physical Starbeing friends and family and them with us for different reasons. Some of those reasons were meetings where large numbers of Earth incarnate Starseeds needed to receive the latest information from Home about the Ascension Process etc.; other times we'd find ourselves in some hospital-like setting for Starseeds where we'd r eceive any needed energy adjustments and/or energy body repair work caused by our 3D Ascension Missions in physicality and so on.
These recent dream messages mean what they do to us now because they've been about our nearly lifelong Starseed inner plane "dream" meetings and hospital Repair Shop visits etc. Point is that all these recent dream messages have been repeatedly informing me and Mom that all the old Starseed ways, methods, tools information exchanges etc. don't work any more and have been removed because we've evolved beyond the need for them. Said another way—Mission accomplished Starseeds—so these decades-old multidimensional, non-physical Starseed First-Aid Centers, communication and meeting locations have been dismantled because we don't need them any longer. We don't need these multidimensional middle-men and Way Stations because we're now inches away from being Home again while on Earth in these bodies but in 5D finally!
So if you've been or suddenly start having repeated dreams about old familiar things, tools, methods and ways of doing things or traveling or fixing or "healing" etc., they're just more clues about how close we are now to moving through the important transitional gates of 11-11-11 which will activate much more fifth dimensional type energies and consciousness within us.
WHY YOUR INNER-PLANE GUIDES, TEACHERS & ASSISTANTS HAVE BEEN/ARE LEAVING YOU
I was going to make this topic another article but it fit's with these dream messages so I'll add it here.
I've mentioned in other articles that my lifelong Starbeing assistants/teachers/guides and help from Home began energetically retreating from me the last couple of years before the start of the Eighth Wave (January 5 1999), which was the start of the physical, biological Ascension Process, especially for the First Wave Starseed group.
Once I got my nerve up, I asked them why they were leaving me, and they informed me that I was about to start a very intense and difficult process and phase of my Starseed Soul Mission work and that they could not and would not in any way interfere with my living/struggling through it. In other words, the training wheels were removed in January 1999, and I had to do this thing on my own for my personal soul growth. No more multidimensional middle-men while I went through the Alchemical Ascension Fires of Transformation. Said yet another way, it was time for me to evolve and replace my own Guides and Starbeing Assistants.
Many of us have done this long and slow graduating (evolving) away from our familiar and beloved ascension Guides and Starbeing Assistants because many of us have and will take their places at the completion of the Ascension cycle.
So if you've experienced your old familiar and much-loved Guides and other inner-plane Teachers and Assistants leaving you or not being able to contact or connect with them this is why. Once our primary Ascension Mission is completed, which it basically is now at the end of the Mayan calendar and 11-11-11 transition, these old Guides, tools, ways, methods etc. are rapidly dissolving and disappearing from us because they've served their purpose perfectly and are being retired. Stair steps remember? ;) Thank you, thank you, thank you my old Starbeing Assistants and Guides and for having my back and babysitting me while I was down here doing what I came here to do now. ♥
Denise
October 20, 2011
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17 Oct 2011 - 2:09am
dream:1) I was talking with a man I don't know. He said that he needed to buy a new shirt. I told him that I had already bought one, then he asked me to go shopping with him. When we got outside it was raining rather hard.
2) There were 3 mean girls chasing after me. I was running away from them desperately. Then they turned into 3 cute little kittens. One of them bit me but I thought I could deal with them better once they transformed. I pet them.
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16 Oct 2011 - 5:13pm
Recently I have had alot of realizations about things, such as religion and how I share my energy and such. Needless to say I have had a lot of wake up calls over the last few months. A few nights ago I had a dream, and in the dream there where many people. I had the feeling that they where family, not sure if they where blood family or not. Anyway I had the feeling that we where being hurried for something, we where preparing for something. I remember I was gathering items, almost like some dedication or something. I was searching around the house or building for this keepsake that was given to me that had to do with "twins" and I coudlnt find it. I was very upset. Then someone told me that I didn't need it, that it was only ment to stand for something that is was not necasary to have it. I was told that it ment that I have to look "in" and not outside my self. With that I acessed my "gift". I had my stones and crystals and I was able to make them float in my hand and send them flying across the room. I was able to use the energy to move them. My "faimly" was so excited that I had finally been able to join them in learning this. It was like they had been waiting on my to wake up to this "gift". I keep thinking about the "twin" thing and how it is aways inside each of us. I realize that not every dream means something, but there was something about it that I just keep thinking about. I don't know if this was a dream or a memory.
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8 Oct 2011 - 8:38pm
I had a dream two nights ago, in which I got stranded in a small town and was approached by shady characters who said they could help me. Eventually I found people that I knew (random people I went to high school with, friends, but not close friends) and my mind was taken off of the danger I thought I had been in. More people started showing up, people I knew better and trusted more. However, there was still a looming danger that no one else seemed to pick up on. Eventually I ended up running next to a swimming pool in which a competition was going on in. In the stands were random people, past and present. One friend and her brother were dressed as bride and groom.
I'm quite the dreamer - I dream vividly, frequently, clearly.. I remember them easily. I'm accustomed to seeing number patterns and sequences in waking life, sometimes it catches me off guard and startles me! What takes this dream to the next level, is throughout what I explained above, 4:44 would "blip" in, as if edited in. Just big, flashing, sudden, and often.
Is the sequence, 4:44, just a replication of what happens in my waking life, or is it in specific relevance to my dream? I'm pretty good at interpreting my dreams, but this has me at a loss.
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6 Oct 2011 - 5:12pm
dream: I was looking at a big building like a stadium from a distance. All of of a sudden, the roof of the building opened and another huge building started coming out. It was multi-floored dance club and I saw a DJ playing loud music. It was a huge dance party.
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27 Sep 2011 - 6:53am
Hi all lightworkers I just want to pass you this finding I have on a dream plane last night. I realized during the morning that there is some energies on dream reality going on that seems to try to affect on us and it is not all positive.... pushing our vibe down with all kinds of confusion. I cant talk on behalf of anybody else than me and the people who has shared me the same feeling and observation. Keep on “eye” your dreams and your toughs and clear your self out. You are fantastic and you are doing huge amount of good things. There is no reason for you to be in worries and confused. You are amazing and you are the change so lest just continue what we do and that this planet further.
Love, light and forgiveness
Tom
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20 Sep 2011 - 3:42am
dream: I was staying at a mansion. I didn't know who owned it. I was in one of the rooms with people I didn't know. As I was talking to these people, it was revealed that I was entrapped to be a subject of their human experiment. The people in the room seemed to come at me any moment so I ran out of the room. As I ran down the stairs I saw deck of cards neatly placed on the floor shaping an arrow, as if to say "run this way!". I followed the sign. Then I noticed another man was running beside me. He was also escaping from this mansion of horror. We made it outside the mansion without anybody following us.
We came to the middle of a busy section of a town. I remember there was a message on the card which said "come to Aki", and there was a bar named Aki in front of us. I wasn't sure if this was the right place, so I tried to walk away from it. Then we heard a man's voice that urged us to come in. We stepped in. As soon as we were inside, a huge log of iron came out slowly from the wall and blocked the door. A man appeared and greeted us.
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16 Sep 2011 - 3:01pm
I dreamed that I left a white car somewhere in the neighbourhood 3 weeks ago and that I could not find it.
Somehow I left the keys in the packaging of white meat in the shop nearby. When I came back after 3 weeks the meat was sold. I searched the whole neighbourhood but I could not find neither the car nor the keys. I was frustrated because I was late for school and I already missed too many lessons there.
Strange things I noticed:
1. I have never had a car and I do not have a driver license.
2. I eat only white meat, meaning I eat only fish and chicken. But this meat in the packaging was white all around! I mean the colour!
3. I dream often that I miss lessons or that I skip exams because I do not have to do them. I have these dreams only about my school period, but never about the university.
Any interpretations please?
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15 Sep 2011 - 3:44am
It is Wednesday afternoon already. I just woke up from a very interesting nap. We were sky diving and I did not think we were going to land safely. HE (my twin flame)said, “Put your feet up! Let me take the landing.” He landed on his cushy butt and we were both fine! LOL. Now, what is a dream like that supposed to mean?
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12 Sep 2011 - 11:41pm
The other day something very strange happened. I was talking to my husband about something as we were driving in the car and I saw a vision of something. I can’t remember exactly what it was but I was definitely in another reality, and for one moment I it was just as real as the reality that I was in the car with my husband. It was just substantial to me and I knew I was there and here at the very same time. Now I have read about this and even written about it before but I have never experienced this while being awake and up and about. I have had out of body experiences from my bed and various astral travels while sleeping. This was completely out of the blue and for the first time I truly understood that I was not my body. I understand now that I am pure consciousness weaving realities as I shift my focus. I feel that these experiences will increase for me as well as everyone else as we near the event horizon where time will seem to stop. Most people by now understand this event to be the 2012 event as predicted by the Mayans and illustrated by Terrence McKenna’s I Ching chart where the collective consciousness life line suddenly crashes at December 21st, 2012. Now I am claiming to know exactly when this collapse of time will occur but simple life experience shows me that all cycles renew themselves and we are part of a major cycle that is about to renew itself in a really big way on a mass scale. The main part of all of that is that humans are waking up to the true nature of reality.
People have their various theories about parallel universes and time travel but I have never been sold on the idea that the physical body can “travel” to the past or future because time does not actually exist. The easy way to go back in time is to stand on one side of the time zone line and jump to the other. What’s even easier is going back in time with your mind because that is where time really exists. Light does not travel it is just seen or unseen, moving really fast or really slow all depending upon an observer. It is consciousness shifting its focus that creates the illusion of travel. The past is not a place. It is a dream. And when we see photos from the “past” it is just that we have slowed one tiny part of the dream down using light and paper which are just as impermanent as the figures, clothing and things in the photo. We construct buildings to reinforce the illusion that the dream was real. But buildings crumble and the earth is ever changing. Nothing stays the same and nothing lasts. If you wanted to travel to the past you must do it with your consciousness and even then, what defines the past? In what moment at what place is the past, the past? Right now it is the next day in Nepal. Are they living in the future? No. Even if you were to physically return to the house where you were raised as a child and could somehow manage to recreate a moment with the same people and the same things the same actions what good would it do? We just can’t pin down the future or the past with styles, trends, collective consciousness, cars, wars or even a newspaper. None of those things define time. Time is a mind construct to help us to deal with cause and effect changes. This very moment is the end of something and beginning of something else. In no time the world disappears and reappears all at once. This reality of changing and unfolding is eternal. If you could physically go back in time or into a possible future in your same body there would be no need for reincarnation and no one would ever die. Buddha and Jesus would not have incarnated. Is it that Jesus and Buddha just didn’t have the technology to time travel or that they knew better? My main point is that the Buddhist teachings, which was what Jesus studied according to the evidence, is that the body is a temporary vessel and that the kingdom is within. We do not need a body to experience the endless multiverse we only need the mind. Consciousness is not in the brain so how does the mind consciousness system exist after the body is dead? The universe is mostly plasma and plasma holds information. My personal experiences while being out of body and lucid and the experiences of those that were clinically brain dead lead me to believe that not only is consciousness non local but there is activity similar to thinking going on outside the brain and body. Obviously there are creatures that do not have brains that create and exist in their own beautiful world right here on earth. It could be that consciousness creates by attaching to a particular vibration and rides that wave all the way until it becomes aware of something else. All along information is being stored in the cosmic mind for all other creations with various levels of awareness to tap into. Is the universe itself not a brain? What we experience when our body dies depends upon what are consciousness clings to.
Every action and thought creates a parallel reality eternally. Therefore there are endless universes with endless you(s) and me(s) from the most dense to the least and everything we can possibly imagine happening all at once. The other worlds that arise may or may not be as dense as this one but the only way material beings arise is when consciousness vibrates at a particularly slow rate. It is said that god enticed the spirit to enter into the form with music or sound and sound shapes matter. We are all here because we are drawn to the material world. If we, as pure consciousness can choose our lives as the Buddhists believe then why is it that we do not choose to incarnate in the past or future? Because there is no past or future. We can perceive the past and the future but we are not limited by them once we learn to move beyond the 3d mind construct of time. Many channeled messages have tried to explain this. We will begin to start to see that all realities are imagined and all realities are happening NOW. We don’t need to travel anywhere to interact in those realities. Just like recording a program we can pick and choose which event we wish to observe. We can stop and rewind, observe, partake in or we can change the event all together and rewrite the script. So there is no need to return to a past that does not exist or to attach to one particular future event among the infinite possibilities. Traveling by spaceship to planets and learning to time travel are fun concepts but they are linear 3d concepts that controllers tend to lean toward because that is where they can pretend to have power over others. Things happen much more slowly in this realm so it is a place to learn how to create without causing a great deal of suffering. It’s too bad we don’t have the hang of it yet. There is no need for material things when you fully integrate that consciousness can create any reality. We just have to learn to do it without that nuisance brain getting in the way. That is our goal now as we ascend to this next level in the material world. We have no way of knowing how much “time” we have to do this because as we know, we can go at any moment.
Your experience is completely up to you and that is what free will is really about (not stickin' it to the man necessarily); choosing not only your experience by imagining it yourself but choosing how you wish to experience that reality. Turn off the television and tune into your own mind. That is where it’s at. That is what controllers (that includes all of us) have been trying to keep us away from. Once we figure out that the world is within us there will no longer be an outside world to control. Practice practice practice so that at any moment you can switch stations and lucidly interact in a completely different reality or multiple realities at once. Talk about multitasking! Encourage your children to pretend and dream. No more yelling, “Get used to the real world!” or “stop being silly”. Why not be silly? Why not pretend you are a genie and that you are flying on a magic carpet. If you can’t control your dreams right now then you won’t be able to control your part in these realities as they begin got unfold and the veil comes down. Now is the time to release the old inhibitions and find the little child within you again. Just remember that the physical body in the physical world is still subject to physical laws. Don’t jump off your roof thinking you can fly. This is reality here! LOL What is the difference between a crazy person and a shaman? The crazy person can easily surf the different realities but not know which reality they are actually in. A shaman not only knows how to navigate the parallel realities and that this density has certain limitations but also knows that all realities are illusions at the same time. One day you will see yourself in a different world while you are shopping for cat food. As long as you don’t call the cashier Roberto and ask her to please refill your champagne glass you’ll be fine.
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10 Sep 2011 - 3:06am
Well lets see, I will do my best to describe what I saw and a happened and open to hear others thoughts and ideas.
This dream took place last night sept8/9.
It from what I remember it was night time and it was chaos everywhere,as if society all around was collapsing people running in panic,fire..destruction.. I remember I was following with someone or a few people to a spot was in front of water like a beachy area in front of a lake or something and we ran to that area and i could here this humming sound. As I was going down to the beach I could see many people standing there with there arms out looking up a bit and light coming from where the chakras are and could see there colors and other white light on parts of the body glowing and growing and the person beside me said we are ready this is it and i was like oh my god this is and i had my arms out and looked up a bit and i saw in the sky a huge massive object like a planet thing i think it was dark red like ember like and other debris around it and I thought whoa that ant the moon but shrugged it off cause of what was happening I could feel like a massive energy go threw me like i never felt before and was glowing...seeing my arms get brighter and i felt so at calm and it just got more bright and this humming got louder and started to change. and then i felt a super sudden burst of energy .I took a breath and all i could see was bright and then like I wasn't thinking like..you know when your minds thinking along well it was just a oneness thing I dunno how else to put it then it changed was laying there I looked up and I was somewhat in the same area i was last but was different. But i sat up and looked to my right and a girl was there she had white like clothes on i did also and she smiled and was like you can see me now cant you I was like yes I see you and shes like finally!! you can see!! and she hugged me and smiled and i felt like different like such an utter calm and love feeling and joy.. and i looked around and I could see the people that I saw earlier with others around too and I was like it happened...and this girl was like you finally can see us and you are here now and I was like here.. and I looked around and it was like earth is super 1080HD and lush like I never seen the water sparkled and everything had a glow to it and its hard to really explain. I was like what happened to everyone else and such she was like dont worry no more worrying..things are as they should be. I was in such aww and amazement it was truly and unbelievable feeling... I was touching this one flower i saw was blue and it was glowing and i tooked right at it close up smelt it and thought wow.. it was then when i looked up and i saw this light not far above and I asked what it was and this girl said you have seen,know.. remember this.. i looked at the light more and like it was drawing me in like some funky zoom affect i went right at it and was in a tunnel and heard this other humming buzzing sound and wam! i woke up in tears!and was in a sweat. I just laid there thinking and thought whatttttt.
So was on my mind all day was it just a dream or something else or just thoughts in my mind compiling together something i wasn't to sure. But what I saw left an impact for sure and i kept thinking was that like to show me what will happen or could or something.. was this girl someone i knew or maybe i thought a guardian angel of mine cause a lot of time i hear a female voice saying things to me from time to time. All gets me wondering tho lol and if it all was just a dream all i can say is WOW! wish i had more of those lol. But I would like to hear what anyone else thinks or if anyone ever had simular dreams. I thought I should share this all with you, love you all!!!
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9 Sep 2011 - 6:21pm
Been having strange dreams recently, Like I am viewing myself in other dimension or other lives that i'm living, maybe we are waking up in other realities/dimentions as well as this one. I also found myself correcting my actions in a dream...ie, "now that would have gone much better if you had done it like this" and then I see myself correcting my actions. Dreams still a bit hard to remember, I must start telling myself more that I will remember my dreams in great detail.
I'm not sure how this works, if it's like a diary or if lot's of people can read it, I guess i'm about to find out.
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9 Sep 2011 - 1:12am
dream: My mother was involved in a car accident. I was somewhere else outside the car, but I rushed to the car. I saw my mother, her house mate and friend inside. Three ladies were leaning against their seats quietly. I tried to make sure they were OK, but my mother's friend told me they are in a rather serious condition. I ran around looking for a doctor. Then I learned one had been already sent there from a hospital. I found him but, just by looking at him, I could tell he was not a great doctor.
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8 Sep 2011 - 7:28pm
The Masters I See
are Here
on Mother Earth
Rising out of the Sea of Consciousness
for a Breathe of Fresh Aire
Crystal Clear, a New World is Breaking Through
into a New Day
With Love in Spirit Rising, sierra
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7 Sep 2011 - 7:19pm
I went back to sleep at 9 am ...my body needed the rest before I get back to school....
I heard some people outside...coming up the stairs...appeared to be a few african american people...which is rare for this area...so I was eager to meet them...
I opened the door and it was my dead mother,....I said NO ! GET OUT OF HERE YOU ARE DEAD IN THE GROUND YOU ARE DEAD. She was peaceful looking ...looking at me...
I said NO...GO...OUT then I stood there and looked her in the eye and said WHO ARE YOU??? and she backed up and turned to vapor.
I was running around the house trying to call a friend and I couldn't press the numbers on my phone....
I woke up with my body producing a vaginal orgasm.....this has never ever happened before.....
Please be respectful :)
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5 Sep 2011 - 11:46am
So today. While semi-awake, I had a dream. In this dream, I was on a spaceship with some people who looked like scientists. Think Stargate SG-1. It got to a point in the dream-vision where we were in the part of the ship which looked like the hanger, where the craft would be launched, or perhaps lasers. They began to load up these large gun looking things, one above and one below. I was looking from afar, to the side, yet standing inbetween them. The top one, manned by a man was placing round blue balls on top, almost like a type of ammunition or energy cell. Below, was a woman placing sqaure shaped objects which were red in colour. Once loaded and our dialog over, they began to charge these objects and suddenly I was launched...
My awareness then shifted back to my physical and while fully awake, in my minds-eye a gateway-like tunnel opened up. Beautiful colours, patterns and structures, all spinning around this infinite tunnel which I was travelling into. Body began to charge up and my consciousness was lifting into a heightened state. However, being fully awake, stopped the process of projecting fully into the tunnel. Yet, this means I am on track.
My message to everyone is to stop putting so much energy and dates, prophecies, and predicted events. We do not need to rely on large external change for our lives to shift and evolve into a greater sense. WE DO NOT NEED TO BE FULLY SUBJECT TO THE EXTERNAL WORLD BECAUSE OUR TRUE ESSENCE IS WITHIN, ONLY REFLECTED EXTERNALLY WITH THESE EVENTS. Direct your energy into your self-realization, self-discovery and ultimately oneness with the universe.
Yes, there are events occuring. Including a dramatic increase in earthquakes for example, often paralel with solar activity of our sun. This being said, YES, feel the universal forces at work which are causing these changes. However, it may be more useful to direct your focus on self, so you can grow and develop. Make sure your chakras are all tuned up, third eye is clear and charged, crown is open to god, and do not neglect your lower chakras for that can cause imbalance when you do reach these high frequency states, as these are times where grounding is key--in order to facilitate these shifting energies of your own spirit.
Peace
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4 Sep 2011 - 11:13pm
Hi everyone its been awhile since my last post i hope to be making better use of the blogging sections in there near future, but i thoughted i'ed make my self in with my lastest dream, if told a couple of people about it already, it been a week since i had the dream but it seems to be sticking in my mind.
I had a dream i was walking around my house and there was a dark figure following me, it was floating in mid air, it was the size of what imagine a stingray and was the same sort of shape, maybe cross between a sting ray and a mushroom, and it had big orange eyes, and every so oftern it would land on my head and it felt like it was draining my energy and when i 'escaped' it laughed and said look at you trying to be a guru, playing music and cooking food in every room and then i woke up.
its not a long profound dream but it was mine all the same lol
love and light, blog again soon..
COCO (loves ya lots like jelly tots) xx
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3 Sep 2011 - 3:16am
I have a bit of an odd question here, is it normal to have touch, taste, sight, sound, and smell senses working in dreams?
Sorry if this gets a bit mature here **warning**
I dream almost ever night about this and that, nothing really special though I do notice that I have the sense of touch and smell in dreams (along with sight and sound of course). Sometimes I may be having a dream where I am having sex with someone (its never anyone I know either 99 time of out 100) and I find that I have much more pinpointedly sensitive erogenous zones that I don't seem to have in waking life. I wake up thinking "Wow that was awesome! Does my g-spot work like that in real life?" ... unfortunately no, it doesn't seem to... anyway, I find it odd that I not only feel in my dreams but I feel things much more strongly, in some cases, than I ever do in real life.
I also have had dreams of dying where it felt like my lungs were screaming for air and I felt my heart beat stop! That was the scariest thing to ever dream (and feel) let me tell you! The sense of smell was a new one, it popped up last night when I was dreaming about my college days and when I'd be working all night with classmates on projects and every now and then I'd get a whiff of the smell of pot (I went to college in California, I never tried pot though I know the smell distinctly). I know that sometimes in dreams the dream can incorporates our physical world such as if my alarm clock is going off, the sound works its way into the dream as an ambulance or something. But last night I was smelling pot on people as they walked by and I know our house is clean of anything of the sort so I am wondering if it is normal to have the sense of smell in dreams too? My partner says I am weird LOL, but maybe I am.
Lastly, does anyone know what a supernova (or something similar to it, I saw a round object about the size of our sun in the sky but it looked saturn-esque with pink, orange, and green orbiting, expanding rings) symbolizes in dreams? I also saw it alongside a lot of shooting stars over our night sky @_@ no clue what it means but I woke up feeling happy like it meant something good.
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2 Sep 2011 - 6:51pm
hi i had this dream about 3-4 months ago one of the ones ware there a more of a vision im in a forest wooded area trees all around me and infront of me there's a grave then i noticed that a few feet in front was a flower bed but with barbed wire wowned thew it at the top part of the grave was a photo of a soldier in a ww1 british uniform i recognised the typical tommy hat just under was a date 1914-1916 then i heard a name told to me but couldent rember it because as i was told dream changed to me and another man going down a masiive hill on a bone rattler bicycal a 1900 bycicle before aired tires showing off to a woman like compeating for her then i woke up
now ive cheked a few things out ie this is exact bike in style http://www.cardmine.co.uk/list24/a240594.jpg
soldier helmet http://www.militaryhistoryworkshop.co.uk/shop/images/uploads/MHW_22-01-08_014.JPG
and i checked ww1 history but 1914-1916 worst battles for english ie somme was 1916 im just annoyed i couldent remember his name it was spoke to me but as if in the wind does this sound like a past life? ty for help
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31 Aug 2011 - 2:43pm
My dad is visiting...it is the most intense visit ever....I am parenting him now....he broke down yesterday...
I held him...
yesterday was Noahs birthday.......it was a perfect party....
I was exhausted... went to bed and had this dream....
Dream:
met some neighbors....they had babies..( so I felt they were safe) ...I learned...DONT discern with my eyes....
hung out a bit....they seemed nice...started feeling dizzy..( thought it was my blood sugar)...then another person came over
to the neighbors home...he was med build....quiet and dark...the actual music changed in the background of my dream....I stood up and said
" well I need to go home...the music got all scary and I need to go" I stood up to leave....The husband and guest blocked the door...I walked into another room
and felt the shift of the energy in the room change....it was too late...I was thrown into the room...I started fighting
and breaking windows because I knew I was going to die...I broke the window...it was pouring rain outside and jupiter was in the yard meowing at me
I screamed for Dana. No answer...I got out and ran as fast as I could ...I found myself to be in my childhood neighborhood.
I climbed a tree thinking ...no one will find me there.....I saw the man...he was smelling...like a dog and found me...stuck a needle in me and I felt my
body being dragged back to the house...it was the house I grew up in !!!
I saw Dana and I started screaming....they had drugged him too...no one could help I was going to die....slowly ..painfully....i was alone....
I woke up......
it was so vivid and real.....
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28 Aug 2011 - 6:51pm
dream: I was part of the ensemble member of the Broadway musical "Sweeny Todd". At backstage, I was told to hold the diva's dress. Wondering what it was about, I walked to the wing. There I saw a chubby African girl in a black dress shaping like a bell. I hunkered down and grab the edge of her elaborate dress. She seemed to not like it and she said that she could manage without my help. I saw a group of cast members singing on the stage in white costumes.
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25 Aug 2011 - 1:08pm
dream: I learned that my mother had died. I didn't feel anything for a while but as the rain started falling, I became sad and cried.
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24 Aug 2011 - 10:05am
dream: I was reading a tabloid news paper at a bodega. A woman who seemed to own the shop approached me and said that she would charge me for reading it. I ran and she chased me.
