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9 Jun 2013 - 8:31pm
Okay so now its been like 5 times and more than i dreamed of Katy perry.of many famous celebrities its mostly her anyway that is more prominent anyway.why though?i have dreamed of other Scorpio women besides her is Carly Rae Jepsen.then another woman by the name of Kris Williams another Scorpio but mostly Katy perry though.i do admit that i have a strong liking and attraction towards Scorpio women and etc for various reasons but still there is more to it though.here's the thing i am confused at the moment its not like i think of her like 24/7 lol but i heard that from some people that she might be reptilian not sure if true or not honestly.at the moment i am confused about many things like my beliefs,the very way i think,behave and etc is changing,my body and etc i read like a list of ascension symptoms i have like more than half like 14/21 honestly.i am you could say lost and feeling them.i need another confirmation a more than honest confirmation from another star seed or Em path about this.so anybody that can give me more than a honest confirmation please i would greatly appreciate it.i would hate and be sad if instead of making forward progress its the opposite.back to Katy perry why always her and etc?when the same person appears its for a reason.and for some reason it feels like i am doing the opposite of progress is this normal?
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7 Jun 2013 - 6:57pm
i said on one of my blogs that i got a feeling that i might be more than just Pleaidian and Andromedan well actually i said for those who read my blog.i am being honest about that but i yesterday asked questions to see what other than i know i maybe right.i asked for various combination.i said am i you know what with Arcturian.i said show me and send me 2 doves for yes and 1 dove for a no.i got no answer,same thing for pvilla,and the others.the one i did get a yes to the following three combination though is Andromedan,PLeaidian and Sirian though.i waited to make sure it was the confirmation i waited and was patient to be more than honest and have no doubt and to fully make sure as well.i waited like 5 minutes a least.i said i want to be more than honest with especially myself and but also with others:)like i said i did research and though about it carefully too.but i did feel however like i do have those traits like the Vegans though.but also now can any Empath do a final quick you could say revise this Pleadian,Andromedan and Sirian combination?i maybe also vegan but i asked and got a no answer.but if i did make a mistake my bad it was a mistake not intentional in anyway.its through trial and error one way i learn myself.but the thing where i saw the Pisces i did see that however it was super clear high definition and very very bright with full of stars and the two fishes.also it did reminded me of the constellation of Andromeda and i also did see the Pleaides star cluster it was extremely bright blue with starts and etc. i did too have front row seat and it was clear as day and etc.
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1 Jun 2013 - 7:13pm
my most recent dream tonight was that i was a white wizard that just uses pure white magic and etc and well i was fighting this evil dark wizard that was the complete opposite of me. well i was as far i can recall i am powerful wizard in training but using using extremely powerful white magic spells and etc for my current status at the moment.i was not a novice but neither a master wizard either.as i am still in training.but this other dark evil wizard was on the other hand was a expert at dark a.k.a black magic though.despite maybe that disadvantage what end up helping me was my strong will,determination,will power,love too,my inner power,effort and etc all that i had within me.well it was one of a fight to be honest.at one time i thought he was going to hit me or kill me but he was close but something didn't allow that to happen something within me prevented that and bounced it off me without touching me.even though i did perform these advanced spells and all it took a lot on my part to create them and use them in the end i was really tired to say the least.but it was battle between good vs evil,white magic vs black magic.white magic won that was me.also in the end i was really happy that it was finally over and that evil wizard gone out of my life.after so long of a struggle.i was free of him!. the battle did take a long time between him and i.but i won and was free now forever from him.although this may sound like something like harry potter movies or etc its true i did dreamed this and by no way was even thinking of the movies or reading a book or etc of the movies harry potter.i was thinking about something else and this is what i got.so with that said ill leave at that take it or leave that's up to you.the thing about dreams people and star seeds is this no matter how fictional,movie like or random a dream is believe remember its always mean something always.your job is to write it down and decipher it what it means.the important thing is remember as much as you can after waking up and etc.otherwise if one does not remember it it's like it never happened at all.and also forget what others say about they are just dreams okay.
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23 May 2013 - 8:00pm
last night i had another very interesting dream.yeah i dream almost if not all the times when i go to sleep something always new and to be more than honest i would at times not even wake up at all.its the insight and much more of my dreams and etc that its funner than waking life itself.well last night i was in the spirit world i went to train this room i went to my own training room that i was training with with other spirits warriors like me.we were swimming in this swimming pool but it was a warrior training class with water of course.my little brother was there too at the spirit world except he did not go at the same place i suspect that he not as advanced as me as far as i know it.also in another part of the spiritual world i was this pure white transparent energy human shape Etheric body of pure energy no human features like eyes and etc.i was in this chamber that i was with other people it was like healing us or something it was not scary or bad feeling to it either.it was like a chamber of healing.it was bright orange color.it was a round chamber i was in my own room in there.all of us were pure energy form like me.like maybe 7 people total sounds about right could be more or less but it feels like 7 total though.this is just a short version of the whole dream of course because the whole dream was long and detailed.it would take more time to put it here which i would.but i only get a hour of using the computer at the library so need more than that.i have had many dreams about angels,i was a archangel called cassiel i was a protector and guide and etc.i have many dreams about the divine and much more.i heard the word god like 3 times a least.i am spiritual not religious but sometimes it makes me feel religious though to be more than honest.i do get many messages even in my dreams like the numbers 44 and divine numbers and angel numbers so there's so much happening to me and many signs that tell me its not me making it up or etc.i am being in my own words hella honest here lol
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22 May 2013 - 10:06pm
okay so last night i dreamed about Katy perry and this other female celebrity called Tila tequila.what do they have both in common well they are both Scorpio woman;):) i am a Gemini myself but i am attracted to them for so many reasons.but i dreamed of both of them one after the other.for example i was first with Katy perry then Tila tequila.now i won't into details for obvious reasons but it was a great dream.but i do wonder what could this mean?one thing i came across and know is that i have Scorpio energies within me like maybe 2 total maybe 3.but also they both showed me love and affection though.i dreamed about various Scorpio women in various dreams.could my twin flame be a Scorpio woman i been told something like my twin flame is a earth sign but i think a water sign is more excited to me specifically a Scorpio person.i say person because i am bisexual so I'm not sure although i dream about Scorpio woman more.scrpio people are something great and special to say the least:)they are so mysterious people lol ;)that's attractive!!!
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21 May 2013 - 11:36pm
The predominant energy carried by many humans, at this time,
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is guilt and feeling they are 'bad' before 'god', as they have been taught.
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By religion, by society, and by lightworkers seeking better parent figures from off planet.
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For example, if jesus yeshua atoned for separation,..atoned,
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then mankind was 'divorced' from 'god' . Hogwash.
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Never true.
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Just appeared true.
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Just go back a bit to the garden of eden concept..
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Why loss of edenic consciousness?
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Usually it is thought that they chose to experience energies involving dualism.
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This is a mistaken interpretation.
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You can experience dualism and oneness simultaneously.
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Why did 'they' abandon their oneness?
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Why the idea of feeling guilty and wanting to run and hide?
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And from what?
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The trigger for loss of consciousness of oneness was feeling 'they'
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did something bad, and felt guilty that they betrayed their god, their deepest self.
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They betrayed nothing,..they were growing.
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Dualism doesn't negate the reality of oneness.
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Certainly it is an illusion that anything is 'separated' from 'god', source, anything.
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This energy of guilt and feeling one is essentially 'bad' before 'god' or 'source'
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is still present today,
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and this is a major cause, contributor to, each one's ability to intune, in sinc,
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into the present deeper truth within.
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You all know this clearly, as you work with young children especially.
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You are careful to protect and nurture their exploration, without introducing limiting ideas
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which discourage exploration.
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You know how the mind (of the child) can be turned against the child itself, against the innocence, faith and
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openness.
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As the energies around your planet regenerate themselves , again,
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this is some of the needed undoing of belief systems,
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.to restore the mind to innocence, openess.
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.May your light reflect light,
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May your reaities reflect reality.
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May you come out of 'it'.
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Maitreya.
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20 May 2013 - 1:10am
dream: I was in someone's bed room. It was huge. The room was made like a University class room, so that it looked like a little amphitheater. The room's decorating scheme was based on pink. There was a giant down comforter covering almost all over the room. I walked down to the bottom of this strange bed and I found the empty space, the size of one person, filled with feathery stuff. I saw someone laying there and sinking into this sea of feathers. I felt some strange comfort watching it.
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19 May 2013 - 8:34pm
i had another dream about being school related except here's the difference this time.instead of me just being the student i was the student teacher in training.i was the one teacher all by myself.like anything else practice makes perfect right.i say this because well i am learning to be a teacher in my dreams and have many school related dreams.so i was making some little mistakes but nothing major all this has been happening ever since this wonderful person in light workers.org asked me the following questions of many.it was this what is my greatest passion?well i didn't give an answer that same day because i didn't know for sure. i told her ill get back at you with the answer when i get it.well the answer in my dream was this investigating the supernatural and paranormal and etc and study outer space and would like to travel too there.she said i am being initiated into the higher wisdom and knowledge from the higher dimensions.well i believe her:)so this dream is connected with that answer as well and when i received my answer.i would like to give thanks to SOFERIA for this honestly.its questions like hers that i like and value the most and find really useful because it makes me think and search for the answers.now this of course is just one part of the whole dream last night i had but this is what i want to write so far i still need to decipher it.also i was teaching in two scenes a group of total around 11 people but close to that.
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17 May 2013 - 5:51pm
one Star seed asked me here what is my greatest passion?well i said honestly i don't know at the moment.i like many things want to be come a free lance writer and author and public speaker as well.but that's just some things i enjoy of many.but i said i can't answer you that right now because i am not sure.well i got my answer through a dream like always.in my dream there was this teacher in my dreams that asked what is my motivation and passion?she was with a lot of kids/children and students.well i answered without hesitation and without thinking i automatically said i want to study,research and investigate the paranormal and supernatural and etc,2)travel and research outer space,3)research the unknown mysteries.i was telling the teacher and her students.i was talking to them for a goo time too.now what i am going to do is look for a school that best fits me and my style,its not expensive,it does not take long to complete and etc and finally that allows me and gives the chance to travel to another state or country either way i want it to include traveling too and getting to know other places and people from different walks of life lol.also another thing i hope for is maybe ill even come across star seed people as well and my twin flame at the same time doing this.does anybody know schools for this?
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15 May 2013 - 2:16pm
Just wanted to record that I dreamed of a planetary alignment in the night sky last night. It was a full moon. I could see all the planets with my naked eyes. There was an acquaintance there and it was her birthday. She is my mother's friend so I don't know what her birth date actually is. I am going to find out and see if my higher self knows something I don't. LOL There is supposed to be an alignment in June I think around the 19th.
I will be back later to let you know when her birth day is when I find out. Just a bit of fun.
Cheers!
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12 May 2013 - 8:57pm
dream catchers are they just something the native Indians to create and for fun and do they really work?well i am here to say it really does work!!!:)how do i know?some may ask me as those people are or may be skeptics!my least favorite type of people i am not afraid to say.well dream catchers really do work.i know because i was always been interested in their crafts they made and their way of life and etc.plus i did research on them long time before as well.but its most recent that i bought one from dollar tree here where i live at.i bought one at the dollar store but it works.one day i went to the store with my mom.also that very same day or maybe the day before i had various dreams about native Americans a.k.a Indians the real Americans from America.well i just saw it it caught my eye i did not go with the intention of buying one at all nor did it come across my mind at the time.well i bought it because i have dreams almost every night i sleep.i have most good dreams and bad dreams then neutral dreams where they are precognitions,warnings and etc.well the bad dreams i have make me think like in these exact words."what the hell is this?"some even scare me as well.well ever since i bought the dream catcher i have reduced the amount of bad dreams.so do they work yes they do!i personally would suggest everyone to buy one from the Indians themselves like a store from them and support them.why one from them.because in my opinion they actually take the time to make them,2)its authentic,3)they look awesome and one of a kind,4)your supporting them.the stores or factories/companies that make the make the others that the stores sell they just care to make money and don't really care as much as the Indians do when they make them.the native Americans actually give them more meaning and symbolism behind them not just make them for profit.dream catchers might eliminate all dreams per night at times but they reduce the amount of bad dreams always.nothing is 100 percent.a least nothing that i have ever come across anyway.if you expect to eliminate all bad dreams then you expect too much.they do work and are awesome looking.they allow good to great dreams pass to you while they try to eliminate all bad dreams.some may cost a little more but in my opinion its worth it.i would like to add a little history of the dream catchers but my history is a little rusty at the time though.
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9 May 2013 - 9:42pm
i had a important dream that i believe everyone should know off.please note and realize i am not making up none of this at all.however you wish to take this and believe or dis-believe is your choice and free will as well.here it goes i was dreaming last night that i was on top of this tall,big and wide specious skyscraper like the new york state empire state building.well there was these airships that had missiles and were going to fire them at the city and etc.but the place i was at had its defense systems to defend ourselves and etc.well they managed to get all of them almost but these airships managed hit the city and much more.i remember saying the following:"not everybody will be saved despite what one does to open their eyes and wake them up to the truth"some people are truly lost i am sad to say it but its true.this does not mean i am being negative or pessimistic in anyway its just that no matter the amount of help,proof and etc you give someone they will ignore it until its too late then they say please help us its too late then sorry we warn you.there was chaos and destruction all over the place.i remember running away in the way not out of being a coward or etc but because its was dumb and futile staying longer and loosing my own life in the process.it was like a precognition of what might and will happen if people don't choose to ascend.it will be a terrible experience for those who don't ascend and for those who do ascend you have nothing to worry about.i will say it again though.stop eating meats and animal products and sugar for your own benefits.this is not a negative dream nor am i being negative on my part its a scenario and message to not only me but to all.it was like a end of the world event to say the least.
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9 May 2013 - 1:49pm
When I was about the age of 12, I had a vision of Jesus within a dream. At the time, and for many years after, it was the most real thing I had ever experienced.
The night before, I had been watching a TV show about the Shroud of Turin. I remember wondering where Jesus' tomb had been. That night, I had a vision...
I was in a graveyard, and everything was dead. There was no sound and no wind. Everything- the ground, the flowers- was all made of white marble. In front of me was the statue of an angel. I thought to myself, "I wonder if that's Jesus."
Suddenly, I felt a left hand on my shoulder. Instantly, I felt warmth radiate through my body, and I was enveloped in an overwhelming sense of peace. The angel in front of me disappeared, and as I turned to my left to see who was behind me, the graveyard transformed into a garden. The marble beneath me began turning into grass, the wind began blowing, and flowers began blooming from the marble.
I turned around to face Jesus. He looked at me as if He had always known me. Immediately I barraged Him with questions. "Is there such a thing as hell? Am I going there? Is my family going there? What about gay people? What about people in Africa who have never heard of you?"
Jesus answered each question in code. Each code contained volumes of information that I instantly understood. My reaction to each answer was, "Oh YEAH! Duh! How could I have forgotten!?"
After I had exhausted every question I could think of, He said (and I'm paraphrasing here), "Now I am going to show you the answers to the universe."
I suddenly found myself spinning and floating in outer space, among the stars. There was a sense of eternity, and I had no fear that it would ever end. It's sort of like the feeling you have as a child when your mother picks you up and cradles you, only without the anxiety of being eventually put down. While I was floating in eternity, I was shown how all of the horror in the world was happening according to a divine plan. In fact, in this space of eternity, there was no such thing as horror. I had the understanding that what we perceive on Earth is only a tiny piece of the puzzle. We can't see how it all fits together, because our vision is so limited. But in that space, I saw how everything came together. And it was infinitely beautiful and divine. There was no room for fear. There was only love.
At some point, Jesus said, "Now you are going to wake up, and you are not going to remember the things I've told you." I began to protest, "But... why?" And He said, "Because you were not meant to remember."
Suddenly, I had an awareness of my body lying in bed. It was vibrating all over, and I felt completely at peace. But I began fighting to remember what He'd told me. I tried repeating one coded Truth after another, like memorizing a telephone number. But as my body began waking up, it was as if I was falling asleep. Before I knew it, the first Truth had slipped from my mind. So I tried to grasp another and repeated it quickly in my mind, over and over. Again, that one slipped away. By the time my body had fully awakened, it was as if my soul had fallen asleep, and I had lost all memory of the specific answers. All I was left with was an overall impression. My body was still vibrating, and I felt absolutely euphoric.
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I always knew that this dream was significant and was meant to show me what the love of Christ really feels like. But it wasn't until recently that I finally understood its greater significance. I now understand the dream to be almost like a kind of blueprint or template that was "downloaded" or otherwise shown to me so that I would be able to recognize that vibration of love on Earth and then be able to re-create Christ's love here. I joined several different religious sects through the years and spent a lot of time trying to find that love, to no avail. I didn't find that vibration again until I recognized it in my twin flame. And ultimately, through the excruciating runner/chaser phase followed by surrender, I've learned to find and create that vibration within myself. It takes practice and conscious effort to continuously hold such a high vibration, but each moment is a blessing and a new opportunity to choose the love of Christ.
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4 May 2013 - 7:29pm
i will tell me one of my latest dream here.i was dreaming and was aware of me dreaming as well too by the way.actually in reality i am more than glad to share them with all of you though.the only thing i ask if you don't believe in that dreams have meanings and messages and etc is that keep your comments to yourself if you have nothing better to say other than put people down by saying its just dreams and nothing more.the one thing i have to say to that is your wrong and everybody does dream most or half just don't remember in fact if you don't dream there's something wrong with you.back to my latest dream is i am at my oldest brother house where he is living right well there's this beautiful woman that is asking questions about me to have a better chance with me lol :)well she is asking these questions about me to my brother i am hearing her but i am busy doing something though.well she comes over to me tells me a joke i fake laugh to be polite and to be nice to her as well:) she notices or better yet the right term to say is she sees right trough me.she knows when i am being real and true and when i am not.okay so next she tells me something i find funny this time i really do laugh now she believes this time.i9 really do laugh.she asks me what I'm planning to do tomorrow or the next day.i reply well to be honest i am not sure it depends on what comes up tomorrow or situation.she asked because she wanted me to take her on a date and wanted to be boyfriend and girlfriend as well from what i am noticing and the questions she was asking,i feel it too her name was Ivana or something like that.her description of her is the following:1)she's short than me which is totally fine with me since i am not that tall i am around 5 ft and 8inches tall,light white complexioned skin color,dark hair like black hair and wearing a dress.well the nest thing i know we are exchanging each other number's lol and this is true she comes over to me and sits down on my lap no lie.we also are dancing for a good amount of time and we do kiss as well.it was a great dream i was happy with her i told her i would take her on a date the next day.she really did like a lot.it was a mutual feeling between us two.
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4 May 2013 - 6:49pm
everyday i dream a least a total of 3 times all three times i wake up and record them as well on paper and recorder as well.i wake up write it down as much as i remember and all i can,go back to sleep.then another one comes up and the same procedure and finally a third one.but one thing that is very dominant all my blogs like said before are true and etc.i am being more than honest and truthful as well.but in my dreams what i been noticing and what is dominant is that most involve females women.but the ones thing that my dreams involve most of the time.the dreams are different of course and they vary but nonetheless.also my dreams involve water,animals that live or could be located in water like ducks,fish,mermaids and etc.i also see streams and lakes not so much oceans though.i hear the word "angels" and one time i had wings myself and way flying as well in the sky and i also dream of climbing mountains as well and reaching the top without no effort at all just a little.i see female women in my dreams.i share my dreams with all because well i feel like it to be honest and like the feedback as well to what it could mean.
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3 May 2013 - 1:46am
I’ve had my 17 year old niece Rhiannon, staying with me for the last couple of days. We’ve always had an extremely deep connection between us, ever since she was born. I recall when she was a baby, my sister and I used to live in the same street, our houses were just a mere 3 minute amble apart. Quite often, I would receive an exasperated phone call from my frazzled sister at that manic baby ‘witching’ hour (between 5 and 7pm – most mothers would be familiar with this time, particularly if they have a newborn – where it is nigh impossible to pacify bubby because they are afflicted by the dreaded colic.) Sis would just beg ‘Can you please come down and try and settle this kid’. Without fail, I’d trot down the road, walk in the door, whisk wee Rhiannon up in my arms, throw her over my shoulder and rock to and fro, gently patting her back. The effect was always instantaneous – Rio (Rhiannon) would eventually settle without further protest. My sister would usually fall into baffled disbelief – she had performed exactly the same routine but for some reason – it only worked if I did it. She’d often say, ‘Sometimes, I think she is meant to be your child’. So since those early days, Rhiannon and I have forged a very deep bond.
She’s so much like me, it’s much more than a coincidence. She has that same wild, rebel streak in her that I restlessly harboured in my soul at the same age (that ‘free spirit’ nature still lurks there in the depths of my heart – just that I have learnt to control it as I have matured). Obviously, this trait is in complete contradiction with her mother’s personality, she’s very conventional, so they tend to clash often. During these times of mother/daughter friction, I’m usually required to provide safe sanctuary to Rio, until the dust settles between her and her mum. I understand Rio perfectly, as she tends to be very misunderstood in her own, small family dynamic and I always knew there was something really ‘special’ about her. Some deep gift that requires nurturing and guidance. Well that ‘gift’ actually revealed itself to me this morning. I believe it’s an inheritance.
Many of you who know me on this site, are aware that my ethereal work involves performing the role of a ‘Gatekeeper’. I’ve written and posted much about Gatekeeping previously on this site. Basically, a Gatekeeper is somebody who guards the portals to the upper dimensions. We have the ability to open and close them at will (well not really – we do require a little divine intervention from a more highly evolved spiritual being to assist us – however, you happen learn this as you go.) Gatekeepers assist those souls that wish to travel through these portals to the higher realms. We actually escort deceased and lost souls through these gateways. Also, we guard and protect these portals from malevolent entities that wish to enter back into 3D. You have to be especially vigilant when opening and closing the portal to the 4th dimension. The 4D is where you find many abandoned and stranded souls, they kinda get stuck there. I guess you can say that we are ‘cosmic door bouncers’ of sorts lol. We also provide security for the Grid Workers, who often frequent the higher dimensions. All of my work is conducted during my REM sleep.
Gatekeeping is not for the faint of heart, you often have to deal with extremely distressing situations and very dark energies. It can be very exhausting, emotionally and physically and can take days and sometimes weeks to transmute such negative vibes. It's not always pleasant, sometimes it's a dirty job but I guess somebody has to do it.
The last few nights, my Gatekeeping has been particularly intense. For the last four nights I have been dealing with a young girl (she’s trapped in the 4th). I take on the stance of the observer in nearly every instance. First night, she showed me her childhood. She was about nine at the time. I was in her house, her father was physically abusing her, beating her unmercifully. She was sobbing uncontrollably. It was very difficult and heart wrenching to watch. Then I was taken to her school, where she was the victim of relentless taunts and bullying by her peers. A very sad and broken little girl indeed. The following two nights, I was just bore witness to her life in general. However, last night things made a dramatic turn for the worse.
I recall smelling stale cigarette smoke on somebody’s breath – it was rank and sour. Then I was transported to a scene located in a park. It was nightfall. I innately sensed that the era was in the latter 1990’s. I could hear the muffled and stifled cries of a female suffering in great anguish and pain. Then in a flash, I was viewing a vision of this same young girl, being savagely raped and assaulted. She was about 16 or 17. The shock of encountering such a sight, woke me up instantaneously. It was about 6am this morning.
Now this is where it gets incredibly interesting. When I awoke, I got up, went downstairs, made myself a cuppa and started to collect my thoughts. After about half an hour, Rio emerged from the spare bedroom. She was particularly dishevelled and looked like she’d had a really rough sleep. She was rubbing her eyes, yawning and seemed completely disorientated and somewhat delirious – she was quite upset. I just looked at her with concern and asked, ‘Are you alright bub?’ Her reply absolutely floored and stunned me. I think I’m still rather astonished. She responded, ‘O LouLou – I had the worst dream last night. I dreamt of a girl about my age being raped in a park and look at my arms and stomach’ with that she lifted her top and I noted a conspicuous fresh bruise just below her ribcage and faint red scratch marks on her inner arms. They scratches seemed to be fading somewhat. To say I’m alarmed is probably a complete understatement. On further questioning, it was revealed that Rio and I experienced exactly the same encounter. I was not entirely forthcoming with her – I’m very hesitant to tell her that I had the same dream. It’s just incredible to comprehend.
I didn’t know what to say to her at the time – some may call it a ‘gift’, it took me years to accept that this was the case but this ability can often be perceived as quite a curse. I just gave her a warm huge hug. Explained to her that it was just a nightmare and her injuries could be explained as self-inflicted due to the distress of the situation in her dream. She’s okay now – seems absolutely fine.
I don’t really know what to do – should I tell her about Gatekeeping? Or should I let her discover this role in her own due time? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Much love and happiness to you all
Ish )O(
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29 Apr 2013 - 8:08pm
i believe and feel at times or more often now to be honest that i may be Andromedan/Pleaidian start seed hybrid because besides feeling and having their characteristics of both of them and having drams of both.people have told me that we have many origins and etc to us.my proof is the following here.most recently was me looking at a mirror for some reason well what i saw was the following.i did not see my human body eyes instead of saw eyes that were to the Andromedans they were kinda almond shape eyes kinda stretchy lol and so i look at various pictures i have in my room that i use to study and do research on both the Pleadians and Andromedans the eyes are closer to the Andromedans than the Pleaidians.that's it for the part of my evidence and experience i had two days ago.the other was these are connected to the Pleaidians from what i am told and did some research as well.i been a mermaid in one of my dreams and went into this underwater city like place like Atlantis you could say.well this female mermaid took me into this underwater city like i said she held my hand and took me i felt happy and home in the water to be honest and etc.i had various and many water like dreams that some involve streams and lakes but not really oceans i feel closer to lakes and streams than the ocean itself to be honest.i had now like around easily five dreams of mermaids now maybe more but easily now 5 a least.the other dreams i have had are of Andromedans which i got the name Andromedan and star seed as well.I'm not making this up at all its the pure honest truth i promise.what would be nice is too if someone could do a reliable soul reading reading on me.
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29 Apr 2013 - 12:46am
last night i had a various dreams or maybe they are just segments after segments whatever the case they are very real and true and more than dreams as well.this girl gave me this drink this may sound funny but the bottle had the words 1)King,2)"God",3) and crown like a king crown.another very interesting thing was it also had a picture of a king.there is this Binaural beat brainwave entrainment called Christ consciousness as well for those who are interested in this type of technology.there are way more parts to the dream or dreams but its kinda long the dream.she gave this free drink that looked like a soda drink i do not drink soda in waking life and i do not drink that stuff so yeah.
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19 Apr 2013 - 7:30pm
I often have dreams about snakes. Here are two recent ones I'd like to share and open up for discussion. If anyone has any insights I am eager to hear them. I am still trying understand what my unconscious is trying to show me...
Dream 1
I am walking along a wooded path. Every few feet or so I find a snake and pick it up. I am looking for something. First, I look at the shape of the head, next, the color of the scales, and finally I look at each snake's body. It appears that each snake has swallowed a large symbol so that the shape of the symbol protrudes and can be seen in the belly of the snake. I don't remember any specific colors or symbols. I just remember feeling somewhat frantic, trying to find the "correct" snake.
Dream 2
I find a very long, brown snake with yellow eyes and a pointed head laying in a falling tree. I pull its tail and it chases me. I find a car and climb in but am unable to close the door. The snake slithers in and I grab it around the neck. It turns and twists trying to bite me. We struggle and I get out of the car. I throw the snake as far as I can and run in the opposite direction. It catches up to me and I grab it again around the neck and repeat the process. Finally, it gives up and I walk over to a shallow pool. In the pool are 3 or 4 different snakes. I notice one of them is a small green snake like the ones my brother and I used to catch in our childhood. I turn and ask my brother if it will bite me and he reassures me that it won't. I pick it up and let it wrap around my hand.
Could these dreams be connected? If I learn to lucid dream, should I allow the snake to bite me? or perhaps let it rest and show no fear in its presence? What can I learn from these magnificent creatures in my dream life? What are they trying to teach me?
Thank you for any insights you might be able to share.
Blessings,
KaYcIe
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17 Apr 2013 - 2:47am
I am really moving full fledged into this time of ascension. I really want to talk about, read about, learn about, all things that deal with our ascension be it past or present. A fire has been lit to say the least. I have been doing meditation for around a month. I know it's not long but I am noticing many changes. One thing I hoping someone can help me understand is these signs work. Maybe it will just take time. So here are couple examples of what I'm talking about. I had a dream that a tree fell on my house & less than a week later my city got hit with an ice storm that took out power lines & trees across the city. One of those trees happened to fall on my house. This ice storm was like nothing Sioux Falls has ever seen. Epic is the best word to describe. After the storm was over the city was covered in ice crystals. It was surreal. Then yesterday when someone had told me about bombs in Boston it felt like deja vu, like it happened last week. Really strange I mean when I heard about it I felt like saying where have you been this already happened. I don't know if these are signs but if so I would love to learn how to understand them. Can anyone help explain? Does anyone have similar stories to share? I would love to hear them.
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15 Apr 2013 - 7:51pm
I know a little bit about dream analysis, but sometimes have difficulty understanding the meaning of the imagery in my own dreams. I would like to share a recent dream and would love to have some feedback and interpretations if you are interested. Thank you for your time. Here is the dream:
I was in an office with many cubicles. A group of people, probably coworkers, were listening to me speak. I don't know what I was saying. As I was talking animals suddenly begin to appear as if from nowhere. Mostly small woodland creatures like rabbits, squirrels, small birds. I go on as if I don't notice, until I noticed one of my coworkers is startled by a large four-legged animal nosing at her. It appeared to be a deer, but when I approached it it became a small brown bear. I did Reiki on the bear near its hind quarters and the bear immediately laid down and relaxed. When I took my hands away it sat up and reached its paw out to me. I put my hand up to it, but then felt doubt arise. The thought crossed my mind that this animal could tear my face off with its claws. I tried to force the thought away and touched the bear's paw lightly. I then went to touch it's snout and saw its face transform into a lioness. I stared into the eyes for a moment and the doubt thoughts returned. I wanted to hug the animal, but my fear of its mood shifting kept me from embracing it. Then, I woke up.
This dream was significant because it was the first time I used Reiki in a dream. I also find it significant because I do work in an office with cubicles and feel like I miss nature often. But what of the animals? What about the transformation I witnessed? Why did I have doubt/fear thoughts and how can I overcome them while dreaming? I wish I could have just hugged the animal without fear.
What do you make of it, friends?
Namaste,
~KaYcIe~
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13 Apr 2013 - 1:17pm
Last night I have the most wonderful dream. This is so weird: I had changed a body – I was female. Then one other I was talking with was me in my male body. We had swapped the bodies - then my consciousness was in my male body but I had all the memories of the woman-me. Then we talk and I was making questions from this woman who was actually me. Our life where totally swap vice versa – from this experience I could see my feminine side at my feminine consciousness in male body. It was so truly mind-blowing to feel this. I remember the details very clearly and how we talked and respected each other.
When I awake I was smiling the whole morning. Very vivid memories of how I was as a woman and actually it was very nice! I hope this dream helps me to balance my feminine and male sides even further.
How I went to sleep is a bit mystery – I lost consciousness totally after I got the kids to bed about 20.30 woke up from sofa about 4 am. Last memory is that I just sit down to sofa. This is known thing about me by my family – at times I am knock out and drop immediately so deep sleep that nothing cannot wake me up. In this state I have had at times memories – going out of the body flying and all kinds of weirdo stuff. Did not have any other memory that this dream when I wake up.
Love
T
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12 Apr 2013 - 6:34pm
Hello There Peaceful Human Art People, Bless the Weekend :-) <3
The Energy of Love and Light, Especially Light-- are now climbing Upstairs of our Klode--- and Up to the North. Im still sorry for my (not have been in the class--language of My English, but I think it will have nothing to do with my Lovely English-teacher`:-D
In North we have alot of Vibrating Light, for now called Spring-time))), It`s Will- will of course affect us because it`s so Bright ...and now have a special Vibrating Strenght.
In south, I think Canberra (Australia in Norwegian) :-) For us/ You maybe the sun are upside down for a mo(v)ement. Think about it...Winter for 9 moths up here, Realy Winter..
Now we are Blessing the Sun and all it have to Give .. New Energy
In Very positive direction`s I tell You****:-) We have four seasons at One year. Four coulors of The Nature and of course it affect our feelings and Hormooones :-D
So again if You want more from The Street of Playfulness http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFnBNAFTrw0
<3 - felt Love and Smiiile :-D
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11 Apr 2013 - 8:36pm
okay so like around 3 days ago i had a dream right it had the book called Atlantis.i have a book on Atlantis the lost continent.but here's the thing i was not thinking about the book nor reading it at the time i had the dreams so i know i didn't think of it at the moment or that day at all.do i have that book yeah of course and i like it but i was not thinking about though that day or reading it.well that book i saw in my dreams i have it personally.why did i dream of this book though and why?what could it mean?I'm looking for ideas and suggestion and hints to help me get an answer of course.i am going to do my own research and try to interpret the dream myself of course.the book is not only part of the dream that was important of course it was more than that and had more parts to the dream well actually its more than just regular dreams i am more than aware of my dreams and in control meaning its more like lucid dreaming and vivid dreams.what could the word ATLANTIS be referring to besides the obvious?could it be that i has a past life in Atlantis?
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10 Apr 2013 - 7:16am
When I was 14 I had just moved to another city away from my grandparents (who I was and still am very close to) and my mother, because she was abusive physically and mentally. I had moved to this city with my dad and my little sister. A massive court battle broke out for custody of my little sister, and I was not allowed to see my grandparents. My dad was not supportive due to me not being his biological child.
It was about 2 weeks after we moved and I was still in shock and deep sadness for being forced to leave my grandparents who mean the world to me. I was living with my dad and little sister in my dad's mum's house, until he found a place to live. One night I had a dream that had little meaning to me at the time, but now, 5 years on, I am very thankful for this dream
I dreamt that I was a younger form of myself, probably around 4-5 years old. I was wearing a navy blue dress, and I had no shoes on. I was in a meadow, with forests and mountains in the distance, and the sky was completely blue. It was a very warm day and I can still recall the feeling of warmth on my body in the dream. I was running through the long-grassed meadow besides all sorts of nature - deer, rabbits, bees, dragonflies, butterflies, frogs. Some of the animals even ran beside me. I then came across a small, clear stream with beautiful stones and pebbles. As a child, I was curious and bent down to look at it. After a while I looked up infront of me and there was a huge big oak tree, which was blocking the sun, however the rays were still coming down through the leaves. Underneath this oak tree was a very large log, and sat on the right hand side of the log was a man. He was very large in structure; around 8 ft and big boned. He wasn't fat, his structure suited his height. He was wearing a dark purple or dark blue tunic, like you see in Roman royalty, with gladiator sandals. His hair was brown and quite thick with loose curls, and the same goes for his beard. He had no eyes, no mouth or nose, however he did have ears. In my dream when I looked up I heard myself gasp and then say ''It's Jesus!'' to which he placed his hand on the left hand side of the log, beckoning me to sit next to him. I remember feeling very calm around him, and I wasn't at all nervous. It was like seeing and old friend again. I just remember being so relieved and feeling of bliss around him. He then proceeded to talk to me telepathically, because he had no mouth. In the dream, the talk stretched out, however he only muttered two simple phrases. He said to me calmly: ''You are on the right path. Everything will be fine.'' I immediately woke up after that, however my body was unable to move for a few moments and I felt dazed and confused. I pondered on the dream all day, and didn't take much notice of it. I thought I had just been watching too many religious films. You see, I was raised atheist all of my life and I didn't believe Jesus or God existed. Religion seemed corrupt and evil to me, so I never took it seriously.
I can safely say that I am so blessed to of had this dream. It will stay with me all of my life. After I had the dream, the most devastating events of my life took place for over 3-4 years. I was diagnosed with severe depression and I didn't see or speak to my grandparents for years.
However now, I take the dream was a warning about all of that, but also a prediction of my future. Because now I am living with my grandparents, and I had my spiritual awakening a year ago. I have learnt about Starseeds and feel that my biggest connection is to the Pleiadians, and I am such a big believer in spirituality. It has helped me overcome depression. I have met like-minded people like myself and things are looking up for my future. I have never felt so happy in my life. That being said, I still have some parts of depression that I need to overcome, such as lethargy, but I am on the right track. I still hold to my belief that religion is corrupted, but I think Jesus, as an advanced soul, wanted me to become spiritual and help, as so many other Starseeds are doing right now. I am very glad to be a part of your community :-}
Namaste <3
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8 Apr 2013 - 1:23am
Anybody having SPACE related Dreams/Visions ?
If anyone is experiancing these types of dreams and would like to share, I would love to hear what you have been seeing, feeling or experiancing in the last month or so.
Reason I ask is I NEVER dream, its extremely rare for me to dream....I AM usually pitch black and very at ease whilst sleeping. However 2 nights ago I had a VERY detailed dream that I will share. Will just sum it up so its not 2 pages long LOL.
I went outside with a friend, she was going to show me something she had found on thee ground. When I looked up to the sky, I froze in my tracks yelling at her LOOK AT THAT!!! We gazed at what was 7 planets ALL Lined up in a row....one behind the other. Then they started falling away, swooping down single file one to the right the next to the left and so forth. I recall saying to her "If one of those hit earth we are in trouble" they were appearing VERY close to touching but did not they were just gracefully swooping down and out. Then the LAST one just HUNG in the air suspended. It lit up, and I seen a Boys face....now I cant remember all the detail of him, however there was something with his eyes....like tear drops or something. I recall saying to her "I want a ball of my own" an it came STRAIGHT DOWN......at that point I woke up....Needless to say I was covered in sweat and felt about 100 degrees hot.
I went on the internet the next day and was searching for planetary allignments....and was quickly directed by my inner to this link http://www.librarising.com/space/darkstar.html ......... it speaks on 7 planets same as such I had seen in this dream! this is a part of info from that link
"this dark star has its own planets, the first five minor, the sixth an Earth-sized Homeworld, and the seventh the planet or object we call Nibiru. The Homeworld is much like Earth and is where our Annunaki "gods" live. Nibiru is largely uninhabitable and acts more as a ship or battle station." NOTE the 7 PLANETS!!! I took great notice in this. Each of these what I referred to as GIANT SUPER BALLS ...in my dream, as they each had their own colouring to them, such as planets do.
Now last night my hubby had a detailed dream as well pretaining to planets as well.....his in my opinion kinda lined up with mine but a bit well more view maybe on the 7th planet ???
He said.....He entered a pyramid which had a glass roof....there were 100's of tables all were covered in white cloths. There was nobody around only him. He was walking around then came across a staircase.....he said it looked like it went up to nowhere. So he stepped up on the first step and all of a sudden he could NOT move....his arms were flung out and his entire body became stiff...he couldnt move at all. He said when he looked UP thru that glass roof he saw a giant planet with a bunch of others all around it.......he kinda described it as a supernova looking thing......he said basically it looked like a giant buzz saw that was counter clockwise turning and turning very slowly.
When I asked my higher again on his dream what does this mean..........I was told "GEOMAGNETIC STORM" definition below
A geomagnetic storm is a temporary disturbance of the Earth's magnetosphere caused by a solar wind shock wave and/or cloud of magnetic field which interacts with the Earth's magnetic field. The increase in the solar wind pressure initially compresses the magnetosphere and the solar wind's magnetic field interacts with the Earth’s magnetic field and transfers an increased energy into the magnetosphere. Both interactions cause an increase in movement of plasma through the magnetosphere (driven by increased electric fields inside the magnetosphere) and an increase in electric current in the magnetosphere and ionosphere.
During the main phase of a geomagnetic storm, electric current in the magnetosphere creates a magnetic force which pushes out the boundary between the magnetosphere and the solar wind. The disturbance in the interplanetary medium which drives the geomagnetic storm may be due to a solar coronal mass ejection (CME) or a high speed stream (co-rotating interaction region or CIR)[1] of the solar wind originating from a region of weak magnetic field on the Sun’s surface. The frequency of geomagnetic storms increases and decreases with the sunspot cycle. CME driven storms are more common during the maximum of the solar cycle and CIR driven storms are more common during the minimum of the solar cycle.
There are several space weather phenomena which tend to be associated with or are caused by a geomagnetic storm. These include: Solar Energetic Particle (SEP) events, geomagnetically induced currents (GIC), ionospheric disturbances which cause radio and radar scintillation, disruption of navigation by magnetic compass and auroral displays at much lower latitudes than normal. In 1989, a geomagnetic storm energized ground induced currents which disrupted electric power distribution throughout most of the province of Quebec[2] and caused aurorae as far south as Texas.[3]
Now in furthering my thoughts upon this I know that it is Said that Nibiru travels with its OWN star system or planets....and also runs REVERSE of our earth's system.
Hence I AM trying to see if any of you have experianced, heard or felt anything of such..... There is also a LARGE watch on Astroids for the latter of this month. If I recall right there are 3 that they are watching very closely....and others have had and shared Meteor visions/dreams.
SO....I'm VERY interested if any of you are experiancing any of the likes ?
Thanx for sharing.....maybe if we all share we can find some more pieces to this jigsaw ?
Blessings to you ALL.......May you always see thru Rainbow Eyes upon your Golden Path
MysticBlack
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5 Apr 2013 - 10:04pm
I have some more questions :) I feel like a lot of my blogs especially the early ones are going to be questions. Anyway so I was wondering if the place we call dreamland is always on the astral plane or just most of the time? Is it possible to have dreams on other planes independent of another being (say an angel or a spirit guide) taking us to another plane for a meeting with them or whatever? Can we go to other planes for dreams only with training?
It seems like a good bit of our thoughts are not ours at all but are from other people thinking about us. This is especially true for popular people. Does the same hold true for dreams? Like can our dreams be influenced by or directly caused by the dreams of other people? What about other beings in general?
Also do we have some bodies in dimensions other than the third that never sleep?
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1 Apr 2013 - 7:46am
Submitted by Shazi
Further Reading: http://www.signposttothesource.co.uk
-------Dream 005 – The Skyscraper---------
I see myself walking through rooms after rooms, and then I find myself on a long corridor.
When the corridor finishes I realise that I am on a huge skyscraper; which is still being constructed. It is so tall when I look down the clouds are below me.
I notice two construction men drilling and finishing their work. There is a lot to do to finish off and complete the building. I move around the building and realise that the walls have not been done and it is just standing up from the girders of steel. It is the vastness of the building that takes my surprise.
As I once again look out across the horizon I cannot see anything but clouds which are grey.
Then suddenly I here noises above my head. The construction workers heard it too and one says it must be the sixteenth floor and they go to investigate.
The dream ends.
INTERPRETATION
The skyscrapers signify my mind and how vast it is. It also shows how much knowledge is going to be kept in the rooms of the skyscraper.
We must remember our mind alone is like a library of knowledge and is orderly kept, and can be accessed immediately when we think of any subject.
The workmen working on the skyscraper are Angels tending to my mind and act as messengers and guardians.
The noise heard on the sixteenth floor reminds me of my responsibilities in the material world and is part of the architecture of the building or my mind.
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30 Mar 2013 - 12:19am
I have a deep longing to go back to outer space; back to my home stars/galaxy. This video will show you how much outer space, and NASA means to me. I often Astral Travel within my dreams almost every night.
I have many dreams with aliens in them; they are my guides.
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26 Mar 2013 - 4:34pm
dream: I was at a large space. It seemed that I was in a museum. There were 2 young boys. One of them came to me and said, "there's a devil inside". I got stunned and instantly looked in the direction that the boy was pointing. There was man in his 40-50's. As soon as he was recognized by us, the man started scurrying away. I followed him yelling, "Get Out!!". The man kept walking, so I also kept yelling at him. Then he suddenly stopped and turned his head to me and tried to something in anger. I got taken aback a little bit.
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24 Mar 2013 - 4:50pm
I have been very interested in learning about my past lives. I recently asked the Universe/God/Angels/Guides, etc. to allow me to access my Akashic Records and learn about my past lives as I dream and to help me to remember my dreams as I awake. I believe one of my past life memories were accessed. I woke up remembering of dreaming about another life where I had an abusive husband and two, small children. It appeared I may have lived in another country. I either attended a school of some sort or it was a place of work that gave me a feeling of a school setting where I ate my lunch and soon fell to the floor, unconscious with food still in my mouth. I was quickly rushed to a hospital or clinic and my husband was present vaguely. I had a nanny that was taking care of my children and my husband wanted nothing to do with the children or me. He seemed aloof and uncaring. I guess that is typical of an abuser. I was in great pain with vomiting, extreme weakness, and many seizures. I remember over-hearing people in my room say they wondered who would have poisoned me with iodine. I woke up this morning feeling like I literally experienced seizures in my sleep. My chest was tight and heavy. I've googled "iodine poisoning" and sure enough, every symptom that I experienced in my dream was listed! I remember my dream ending with me hearing my inner thoughts as I lay so sick and couldn't move. I was upset with God for allowing me to suffer like that and not just take me out of my pain. I still feel strong emotions when I think about it. I'm sure that I may have died from the iodine poisoning for me to wake up with those last thoughts. Definitley not something I expected to experience, but I am excited to learn of all my other past lives! Anyone else have any memories or dreams of their past lives?
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24 Mar 2013 - 12:59pm
Palm Sunday, The hour of the dancing fox.
I believe this time of transition to be perfect.
The high vibration of the traditional elements involved have undoubtedly alerted the attention of the three mercurial beings; quick silver, kyballion and thoth.
principal of consciousness, universal law and mystic scribe, respectively.
you see,
the path of the flaming sword has taken you to the journey from god, mind, intellect abode of aa michael to yesod, spirit, intuition abode of aa gabriel.
Ok, enough tree of life references please mr mystic this is sunday school for kids seeking joy, laughter andpassion, not a chance for you to send cryptic messages through the caverns of time and space back to your atlanta high Priestess so you can record your accomplishments within the akashic record.
I know your game, capricorn, and just cos you have been all pauly buddy mate? Bromancy with my brother pluto since he moved into the infinite grace and hospitality of your consternation in the year of the fire ox and subsequently you have rebirthed more laughing then crouching tiger (2010u, sleeping cat 2011, crying water dragon 2012
i am aware of all that you are creating brother and i am hear to help, but like i said, return to the physical. The here. The now.
iInrit24
so, like i said, traditional period. Very powerful time.
12.20 gmt
Having returned from a glorious holy communion and a rather splendid palm sunday service where the congregation was led from st john the baptist church of england eglise down the hill, each blessed member of the sacred gathering armed with a branch of a palm tree, ladies playing the tambourine, smiles spread like the wings of eagle over their faces, sing donna to the most high, and most high i was for even my $toneDdeaf vocal cords managed to bellow out a few verse of king of kings as we descended the hill to the methods church and refreshments, bathing in the glory of enlightened path with thtingent that accompanied the Messiah on the sunday as the week of rebirth and resurrection began in earnest.
Now, glorious memories created i have returned to his sacred sanctuary that any; recluse, hermit or lone soul, will tell you, is the very womb from whence we were born into, reformed as their hearth.
And now i find myself lying in my bed. beside me is the book that i have just finished reading. And in honour of the enlightement that this book has given me, i want to share with both reader and future self a part of the world that this book to me to......
Singing wolf and dancing fox the first friends i met,
in this and all my lives yet to come, never shall i forget,
For a bond has been forged that will never be broken,
The power has returned home, her spirit fully awoke.
but if dancing fox has my heart, singing wolf my soul,
He who cries shares my tale as moon water does console,
in the past however we shall not waste any more time,
the children and the future know both reason and the rhyme.
Red star, blue light, bear hunter, how quickly they grow,
look how cupid, dream already begins to play his bow!
so to broken branch, heron and my many grandmothers,
fear no longer for the falcon with the broken wing,
peace has been found in the hearts of all the tainted brothers,
the seasons return to balance and equilibrium, my hearth doth sing.
Inspiration gained from People of the Wolf by W. Michael Gear and Kathleen O'Neal Gear
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13 Mar 2013 - 1:51pm
So last night i had the most wonderful dream about Sacred Geometry and UFO's. In the dream there were these beings, and these beings looked just like us but they had the most wonderful energies and in the dream I could tell that they were vibrating at a much higher frequency than the others around them. Well during the dream I was being harassed and put down by other people either with words, thoughts, or violence. And one of these beings approached me and put a bubble of protection around me. I realized that this bubble of protection was my aura and energies, showing me that as long as i kept positive and was true to myself and kept going on my spiritual path that i would be totally and utterly wonderful! Then me and several other people joined the beings in meditation after which they took us to their ship which was slightly translucent and had a starry night sky look to it. In the middle of the ship was a carved vesica pisces, and the ship contained several ramps and staircases which all appeared to be fibonacci spirals! At which point when the ship was ready to leave i woke up.
I just wanted to share this with all of you amazing individuals.
Also if any of you have any insight or ideas on what things could me I would love that.
Love and Light
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9 Mar 2013 - 5:49am
In the past few weeks I have been remembering my dreams more often than I had for the previous six months. A lot of them don't make a great deal of sense to me and I can't seem to find any meaning in the images of the dreams. Well....maybe that is not 100% accurate. Perhaps I just don't like what the dreams are telling me? Or maybe I am simply clearing old issues? I don't know. I do know that there have been a few that when I awoke from them I felt so bummed out from what I remember experiencing in the dreams that I have thought more than a few times that I liked it better when I wasn't remembering them at all! Then I had one of those seemingly rare and very precious dreams where for just a second in the dream I catch a full on glimpse of HER, my Divine Love, and my heart skips a beat because I am so overjoyed that I wake myself up and can't get back to sleep. You know, one of those fantastically magical dreams that you wish, hope, and pray to God that you can go back to sleep immediately and pick up right where you were at the moment before you woke yourself up! I had one of those yesterday. It makes my heart hurt to think about waking up and she is gone. Always gone. Just a phantom whisper in my mind. A single tear drop on my pillow.
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3 Mar 2013 - 12:51pm
hi
i was in dream got to fly in it i love flying was on street lots of people motobikes new i was dreaming so i jumped
of ground to fly started flying now before i would fly through air but last time and this time i went straight up
had eyes closed going up then i got to vision point i could see in my perifiull sight like glass hexagons and in
the middle was hole i could see through hole i saw a red beattle on a tree now this tree had red green yellow all different
coulored leafs in distance blue skys i fink higher plane next i had took a step back now in my whole vision was
a curtian of stained glass but was made of hexagons all with like pictures on each one i asked if jesus could help me
with that the curtian opened up in the middle but as it did got half way something bloked it i saw a wall light flames on it faint then in middle a tiger appered in the next second the image was clear and the tiger was on lush green grass
i decided that was it and closed my eyes and flew downward i hit a bed and bounced on to the floor woke up but was still in dream i had woke up in a different house then it got freaky a polterguiest started throwing stuff at me vases ect
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22 Feb 2013 - 5:52am
And here I stand.....M.
Welcome back to our second session of "letting go." Interestingly enough, I was asked a few questions on my last blog, and asked to explain how and where we begin to let go. The answer is as simple as choosing to have your life be let go of. Yet if the choice is so simple, then why do we not make it every day? The truth to the matter is, we do. Thought we may not realize, there is a time when we let go completely in our lives. This time, is when we dream.
Letting go is one of the most amazing feelings in this existence. It is when we are allowed to create freely and when we are allowed to simply allow. But what are dreams? And why are we only allowing ourselves to let go during this short 3-8 hours of the entire day? This answer is simple. Think about it, if we allowed ourselves to let go of being human all the time, then we would no longer be humans. Being human does have it's cons but it has even more pros. One of the cons is choosing to ignore the pros. And it is in this dream realm when we sleep that we are NOT being humans. The reason we are allowed to let got when we sleep is because our bodies are in "rest" mode. This is the time where our amazing body will heal us both physically and emotionally. Have you every woken up from crying yourself to sleep? You may not feel great, but you always feel better after a nice sleep. It is in this time that we let go because we forget everything else. We are focused on our breathing, the breathing puts us in a deep, focused state where we have our eyes closed and for a short amount of time, we let go of being a human being. You aren't worried about the bills, you no longer are concerned that others may be watching or judging you. At this time, you are focused only on one thing...YOU. It is when you are concerned with only yourself, that you have let go of everything else. and it is in this state that you experience what it is like to be a true creative master of genius.
Let me explain what it is that a dream is. A dream is where you practice different lifetimes without having to die and be born again. Think about your dreams. Have you ever had one where you were famous? rich? overweight? murdered? was attacked by giant spiders? flying? In this realm you allowed yourself to try new things because you knew there were no negative ramifications. You could experience what it was like to break the rules without there being anyone to tell you that you weren't allowed to. On the opposite spectrum, you allowed yourself to be something you believe that you will never be just to see how it was. Have you ever woken up from a dream and said "mmmm...someday that will be me." Why is this? It is because you have had a taste of the potential that is in you and through letting go for even just a split second, you experienced pure happiness. What are some dreams you have had? I wish for you to discuss them with me. Have you ever had others visit you in your dreams? Is it possible to have a literal spirit cross over into your space? What if you are sharing an experience of creation right then and there with the actual person? Have you ever sat and compared dreams? what is similar? what isn't? So many questions within the realm of dreams. Now the question is: Are dreams real? How many people have dreamed a topic that is later the most famous book, movie, song? how many choreographers have seen dances in their dreams? how many people experience de ja vu from a dream? How many of you claim to not dream? Everyone dreams. The reason you don't remember it is simply because the human, physical, mind is unable to comprehend the genius that took place. It's like a computer overloading, it will simply shut down.
after our sleep and dreams we "wake up" and we see that none of this is real. FALSE. All that you experience in your dreams is real. Perhaps not in the physical realm, but why is this? We now come full circle with this topic and come back to the topic of "Letting Go." The only difference in this realm and the dream realm is that over there we have let go of the laws of physics and we no longer care what others say or think. If someone in your dreams calls you fat, you simply make yourself skinny. If water floods your space, you simply fly away and take to the sky. Think of this loved ones....What sort of differences would our world hold if we had no limitations? We don't! we believe we do and will hold ourselves down to it. You have seen many who will not let go of their illnesses and will be constantly sick all the time. You see others who will not let go of the thought of being worthless, they will have lives that are full of just that. Then you have those who let go of that and ignore the words said by others. They ignore the fact that they are "different." They do not believe in the same world that other human beings live in. Bill Gates, Einstein, Beethoven, Baryshnikov, Walt Disney....These names belong to the biggest dreamers of our existence. The best part is....Every single one of them were told that they were going to be failures and had something "socially different" about them. Only a couple of them were not drop outs at some point actually. (do the research, you will be shocked). So what made them stand out?....they let go....they dreamed...they surpassed limitation.
Put yourself on that list....Be the next grand creator. Simply be part of the universe. Look at yourself in the mirror and say "I AM THAT I AM." Dream...Let Go...And so it is.
-M
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19 Feb 2013 - 8:14am
Had a wonderful bird dream one night before – the dream have come to my mind several times over the day and it gives me extremely good feeling to remember it. The dream sensation and energy was very powerful and refreshing. I was in this dream working with birds and I had two to help me – owl and eagle. The owl was on my left hand, big one, and the eagle was sitting on my right shoulder. What really warms up my mind was this communication with eagle and the love of the eagle and the majestic feeling of it. We where one with eagle at our consciousness and we helped many birds.
bit a weird dream but gave me good feeling and yet annother love experience.
Love
T
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15 Feb 2013 - 5:17am
I had another "gliding" dream/vision this morning. It was a more complicated gliding dream/vision than the previous two. I was gliding along, visiting a variety of scenes. I had my deceased favorite dog sitting on my lap, and we were gliding together inside a wonderful flow. What I realized was that when I had a thought about where I wanted to go, I found myself instantly there. Not only was I inside a soft gentle flow that was transporting me around, but it was my thoughts that could direct where we would go.
I'm thinking that as we go deeper inside the "field of potential" with the intention of helping to create our new world, this is one type of experience we will discover.
During my first gliding dream/vision a few weeks ago, I was alone and I experienced fear. In the second gliding dream/vision, I was also alone and had experienced "hesitation," but then allowed myself to flow with the current that was carrying me along. In this dream/vision this morning, there was not only NO thought of fear, but there was active participation on my part as to where the flow would take me. Plus, I was not alone. My dog was with me and I also encountered other people in a couple of the scenes we traveled to.
I guess this is what they mean when they talk about existing in the other dimensions and being able to instantly manifest what you are thinking. I see how we will be able to build a new world by traveling along inside the flow like this, and allowing our minds and hearts to focus on any area that we desire to explore. Inside all my gliding dream/visions I am at all times aware of the feelings I'm feeling at the moment. I'm also aware of what my heart center is telling me.
I'm very curious to hear if anyone else is experiencing these types of dream/visions, or of other experiences they are having in the other dimensions.
:-)
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10 Feb 2013 - 7:13pm
dream: I was watching three live catfish about to be baked in the oven. They were still alive and kicking in there. It was not a pretty sight to burn something alive. So I closed my eyes. When I opened my eyes they had turned into three young Asian girls. While the oven was getting hotter, they became bored and started playing cards. I heard a man say "hey, are they going to die?". I just covered my eyes to not see this atrocity.
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9 Feb 2013 - 1:22pm
Friday, February 8, 2013
Throughout our teachings, we have spoken of the power of your thoughts and the dominion of your consciousness in your life. Religiously and spiritually, you have been promised ultimate victory and realized goals if you have the faith or the focus to achieve them. So when disappointments occur, and they will, and tragedies trespass on your life, you have few alternatives to comfort yourself—either resigning yourself to "it was God’s will" or a failure on your part to manifest well, perhaps just fate.
So what do you do when your dreams fall from the sky like teardrops on your life? When the irrevocable happens, death, illness or accident? Are the promises we have made or the prophets' and masters' contingent possibilities or spiritual bar too high to be reached. The reality is that even the masters did not get everything they wanted and were disappointed. So that begs the question, what are disappointments’ value spiritually?
We will not insult you with either some religious rhetoric or spiritual truisms in an attempt to explain away the sadness you encounter at the loss of your dreams. Just because loss does not exist in consciousness does not mean it is not REAL and has to be coped with while reaching for that spiritual epiphany of understanding.
In addition, to be told that on some spiritual level it is for your highest good is the ultimate injury of all, making you your own worst enemy and fracturing you between what you desire and what you supposedly need. Be you an uninvested Buddhist or a spiritual activist, disappointment and defeat will drop by your door. Each philosophy would suggest a different response to them, but at best, how humanity deals with disappointment is to find a place of peace in their psyche where they can deposit their deflated dreams and return to some degree of hope for better days ahead.
So without a repetition of the litany of pacifiers offered from the orthodox to the profane, what can we add to the mix without toppling the already teetering supports for the disappointed?
Our simple answer is there are and will be disappointments in the human experience, some far greater than others, no matter how hard you pray or affirm differently. Does that mean all you have been taught or believed in is a sham? That humanity is the victim to, rather than the victor, of its reality. We are so tempted to barrage the reader at this point with the wonderment of what exists beyond the illusion, but today you live in the illusion as you look at yourself in the looking glass yearning for what lies on the other side.
So how do you give hope that is not an anesthetic to numb the human experience? We offer this and hope it does not add to or topple the litany of beliefs but supports you in your real pain. Simply stated, neither dreams attained nor disappointments experienced are destinations but, rather, they are means to set the standards of your consciousness.
The parameters of your existence are set by your response to them. Your response to disappointments is an indicator of where you dwell in consciousness and are the standard bearers of your reality. Though the thought of a dream fulfilled seems sweeter to the mind, they both demand an accounting of your consciousness when they occur. Your response to them is an indicator to guide your consciousness. When your response to dreams fulfilled and disappointments experienced becomes one and the same, you have entered the realms of enlightenment and there is no longer a need for either; for, they solicit the core of your consciousness to manifest in your reality.
So when it no longer matters, it will no longer matter, and all things will be in alignment with your consciousness and the other side of the looking glass can be found in your response to them.
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Hello friends, In these times we are expected to dream as adults too....
..not to put away childish things but rather to polish them and work out how to make them happen.
Dreaming is a key part of 'achieving' within our life.
So if we are to dream and to dream consistently ~~ then really the key shift we need to make is to nurture the feelings of disappointment, feelings that must inevitably show up on our door at some time or another.
To be willing to experience these gut wrenching emotions ~
~~ to hold them up to the light ~
*** Sun, sun, sun!!
~~ to realise them fully and then release them on the wind like thistle pins ~
~~~~ to float away and away and away.
WE CAME HERE TO EXTRACT THE filth AND SMASH it FROM EXISTENCE....
~~ultimately 2 re~fresh the waters!
It IsIs done.
~~in love and spirit, sensi
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7 Feb 2013 - 11:18am
This piece really struck me today. Well written, interesting and entertaining. I am a big fan of the Australian aboriginal "dreamtime paths." I did a paper on them for cultural anthropology about the same time I was taking macro-economics. Truly mind blowing.
AND I love the quiet times, the hidden places, the ways to slip between, things seen and unseen, mean and clean.
Link from whence I grabbed it:
http://www.wakingtimes.com/2013/02/05/reality-shifts-what-happens-to-those-who-slip-between-the-cracks-of-time-and-space/
AND I thought of Omni sharing about running, altered states, all.
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Reality Shifts: What Happens to Those Who Slip Between the Cracks of Time and Space?
P.M.H. Atwater, L.H.D., New Dawn
Waking Times
Perception determines “truth.” We invent our own reality through our own perceptions and others’, and by accepting what appears to be real as real. History is filled with stories of people who, in “slipping between the cracks” of their own consciousness (thus altering how they perceived the world around them) uncovered different ways to experience reality. What they accomplished in doing this made an impact on society. You and I, all of us, have profited again and again because this happened.
Chester F. Carlson, for example, inventor of the Xerox duplication process and founder of the Xerox Corporation, was a devotee of a certain trance medium who channelled spirit beings. While attending a series of sessions with the woman, he eventually “received” the photocopy process from the spirit beings she contacted. After experimenting with the technique and making a few adjustments, the Xerox process was born, along with a multi-billion-dollar company.
George Washington Carver took the peanut, until then used as hog food, and the exotic and neglected sweet potato, and turned them into hundreds of products, including cosmetics, grease, printer’s ink, coffee, and peanut butter. Carver said he got his answers by walking in the woods at four in the morning. “Nature is the greatest teacher and I learn from her best when others are asleep,” he said. “In the still hours before sunrise, God tells me of the plans I am to fulfil.” How did George Washington Carver communicate with God during the wee hours of morning? He said it himself – through the assistance of angels and fairies. And he isn’t the only one to make such a claim.
Peter and Eileen Caddy and their colleague Dorothy Maclean give the same credits in describing the work they accomplished. This troupe, along with Caddy’s three sons, took up residence near an inlet to the North Sea at Findhorn, Scotland, for the purpose of setting up a co-creative link between themselves and nature intelligences – that is to say, angels (what they later called “devas”) and fairies (“nature spirits”). They became willing workers with nature’s own in an attempt to co-create a garden the likes of which would defy every known rule of convention and climate. That was 1962. Today, the Findhorn Gardens regularly draw people from across the globe to tour the premises and take classes at Cluny Hill College, classes on how to communicate with angelic forces and helper spirits while at the same time enhancing one’s own sense of spirituality.
The people I have mentioned came to perceive reality from a vantage point other than the norm; then they used what they gained from that experience to benefit others. Different ways of experiencing reality happen when individuals expand their consciousness. Whether accidental or on purpose, that shift in perception also alters the meaning and the importance of time and space.
Native Runners Expand Reality
Documented cases of native runners, especially those in North and South America, illustrate this. In Peter Nabokov’s book Indian Running, an anthropologist by the name of George Laird described what happened to one runner who lived in the southwestern part of the United States:
“One morning he left his friends at Cotton Wood Island in Nevada and said he was going to the mouth of the Gila River in southern Arizona. He didn’t want anyone else along, but when he was out of sight, the others began tracking him. Beyond the nearby dunes his stride changed. The tracks looked as if he had just been staggering along, taking giant steps, his feet touching the ground at long irregular intervals, leaving prints that became further and further apart and lighter and lighter in the sand. When they got to Fort Yuma they learned that he had arrived at sunrise of the same day he had left them,” thus arriving before he departed. The runner’s altered perception enabled him to accomplish this feat; he did not allow himself to be bound by normal perceptions of time and space.
Let’s not forget the Australian aborigines. Theirs is the oldest continually existing culture on Earth (around for at least 50,000 years), and they maintain an understanding of time and space – of reality – that deserves our attention.
What they call “dreaming” has little to do with sleep or dreams which occur during sleep. Dreaming for them is actually more akin to a type of “flow” where one becomes whatever is focused on and suddenly knows whatever needs to be known at the moment. Aborigines sometimes use drugs to achieve this state but, more often than not, drumming, chanting, rhythmic movements, and certain other sounds and rituals suffice. In this state of consciousness participants seem to “merge with” or “enter into” soil, rocks, animals, sky, or whatever else they focus on – including the “Inbetween” (what appears to exist between time and space, as if through a crack in creation).
These people believe reality consists of two space/time continua, not one – that which can be experienced during wake time and that during dream time, with dream time slightly ahead of its counterpart, yet capable of merging into all time, of what Pulitzer Prize-winning poet Gary Snyder calls “everywhen.”
To Australian aborigines, wake time is where learning is acted out and utilised, but dream time is where learning is first acquired. For them, dream time is the place where all possibilities and all memory reside. Stories are told of aborigines who physically appear and disappear as they slip back and forth from one continuum to the other, from the here and now to the alternate universes they believe exist and the everywhen they know awaits them. Wise ones, be they monks or shamans or healers or mystics, are like this. They know life extends beyond the boundaries of perception. Yet perception itself can be flawed.
Yes, it is a fact that individuals and societies have always organised the cosmos to fit their own preferred beliefs. This is what defines the relationship between heresy (independent thinking) and orthodoxy (mutually accepted bias). But it is also a fact that the bizarre can intrude upon one’s life so dramatically that one is forced to shift one’s awareness of real versus unreal.
Fiction Can Foretell Reality
Reality shifts (sometimes called coincidences) take on many guises. Fiction, for example, sometimes foretells reality. Were the authors of prophetic works inspired by altered perceptions of reality?
The popular movie China Syndrome, starring Jane Fonda, depicted a nuclear facility meltdown. Three weeks after the movie opened, the same kind of disaster actually happened at Three Mile Island near Harrisburg, Pennsylvania.
The 1961 novel Strangers in a Strange Land, written by Robert A. Heinlein, told the story of a global chief executive who made decisions based on his wife’s advice, advice she obtained from regular consultations with a San Francisco astrologer. In 1988, media headlines carried the story that Nancy Reagan frequently consulted a San Francisco astrologer, and that the advice she passed along to her husband Ronald Reagan, then President of the United States, was based on those consultations.
The novel Futility, an 1898 creation of Morgan Robertson, detailed the sinking of an unsinkable ship, the largest vessel afloat. This imaginary ship, named Titan, collided with an iceberg during April, resulting in a high loss of life because the ship carried too few lifeboats. Fourteen years later, with uncanny similarities, the real ship Titanic re-created what happened in the novel: The two ships had almost identical names; both ships were designated unsinkable; both were touted as the largest ships at sea; both collided with icebergs in April; both resulted in many deaths due to a shortage of lifeboats. Plus, both had strikingly similar floor plans and technical descriptions.
Radio broadcaster Paul Harvey aired a grim tale of three shipwrecked sailors and one cabin boy, adrift and facing starvation, who drew lots to see who would forfeit his life so the others could survive. The contest was rigged to make certain the cabin boy, Richard Parker, would lose. Evidence used at the subsequent court trial that convicted all three of murder and cannibalism included a story written by Edgar Allen Poe. Titled ‘The Narrative of Arthur Gordon Pym of Nantucket’, Poe’s tale described three shipwrecked sailors who rigged a drawing of lots, then killed and ate their cabin boy companion, Richard Parker. Poe’s story, which so accurately described the drama, every detail as it actually happened – including the victim’s correct name – was written and published 46 years before the event happened, even before the participants were born.
The astonishing ability of fiction to accurately foreshadow what physically occurs happens more often than you might think. It’s almost as if on some level, knowingly or unknowingly, consistently or occasionally, individuals can tap into or stumble across other dimensions of reality, as well as knowledge of a predestined or potential future.
Remarkable reality shifts also occur that cannot be correlated with any sort of imaginings:
Brad Steiger, in his book The Reality Game and How to Win It, tells about Charles W. Ingersoll of Cloquet, Minnesota, who appeared in a travelogue made and copyrighted by Castle Films in 1948. Ingersoll could be seen leaning over the rim of the Grand Canyon taking pictures with his 35mm camera. Yet Ingersoll did not go to the Grand Canyon in 1948. He had planned to do so, but his plans changed and his first trip there was made in 1955, when he took with him a newly purchased camera manufactured the same year of his trip. A week after his return, he chanced upon the old travelogue in a store and bought it, discovering to his utter amazement that the film clearly showed him there in 1948 – holding a camera that did not exist until 1955. An investigation verified the incident and the dates, but no explanation was ever offered as to how Ingersoll could have appeared in a film showing him at a site seven years before he got there.
On October 21, 1987, Claude and Ellen Thorlin were sitting at breakfast. Ellen heard a disembodied voice ask her to tune in Channel 4 on their television set. Even though that channel did not receive broadcast transmissions in their area, Ellen turned the set on. There she saw the face of their dear friend and colleague, Friedrich Jergenson, a well-known Swedish documentary filmmaker and the father of EVP (electronic voice communication with spirits). Ellen was shocked; Claude snapped a photo that recorded the image and the time – 1:22 p.m. That time was 22 minutes into Jergenson’s funeral service that was occurring 420 miles away, a funeral service the Thorlins had been unable to attend.
When T.L. of Fort Worth, Texas, was 21 years old, he borrowed his parents’ car for a drive from Darby, Montana, to Missoula, to visit friends. Staying later than expected, he found himself speeding back to Darby between one and two in the morning. At a place where the road wound around hills paralleling the river channel, the car headlights suddenly picked up a herd of 20 to 30 horses sauntering across the highway. With no time to hit his brakes and no place to pull off the road, TL hoped to avoid a collision by driving between the animals. Two large horses stopped directly in front of his path. The inevitable seemed his fate until, in the flash of an instant, TL found himself well beyond the herd, driving as if nothing unusual had happened. To this day he cannot explain how he missed hitting the horses. “It was as if I and my car were ‘transported’ to the other side of the herd,” he said.
Each of these “coincidences” involved people as real as you and me, on days that began as ordinary days.
Changing Our Awareness
Are these events merely coincidences? Too much evidence from too many sources contradicts this idea. Something else is going on here.
The events described in this article underscored moments when subjective reality overlaid objective reality to determine experience. And when that happened, the future easily surfaced. This peculiarity occurred automatically, without provocation, and regardless of logic. What we call time – past, present, future – ceased to be sequential for these people and took on the aspect of simultaneity.
All of the cases – whether involving aboriginal or present-day societies, fictional or nonfictional themes – centred on men and women who encountered alternate versions of time and space. What occurred changed their perception of the world.
Adapted from Future Memory: How Those Who See the Future Shed New Light on the Working of the Human Mind By P.M.H. Atwater (Birch Lane Press, New York, 1996).
About the Author
PMH ATWATER, L.H.D., is one of the original researchers in the field of near-death studies, having begun her work in 1978. She has published numerous books on her findings. Atwater also conducted the first major study of the so-called Indigo children, published as Beyond the Indigo Children in 2005. On divination, she authored three books on Goddess Runes. For a complete biographical listing and information on how to obtain her books, DVDs and lectures, please visit her website www.pmhatwater.com.
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Musical musings to accompany your reflections:
Shine Bright.
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1 Feb 2013 - 7:13pm
Well, i had a dream a little earlier today...
I was with a preoccupied political leader - within their home, apparently...
I was trying to get to know a little about the person - human being to human being - but the person was not receptive and resented me addressing them by their first name - c'est la vie, eh...
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31 Jan 2013 - 9:10pm
The movie is based on a children's book series by MADELINE ENGLE,of the same name. Many say the
book itself is Much better.....it was always one of my daughter's favorites
part 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8GIs5Bg6nM
part 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=32OkjSVv7ug
part 4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88sERpqn_KU
part 5
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1o-gEGqi3A
part 6
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=if7ymWJXiV8
part 7
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hxcDxSmAL70
part 8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2isHYvhHRo
Part 9
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IEg1oZg_vI
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31 Jan 2013 - 4:10am
I had a dream this morning that I was walking along carrying a bucket, but the handle was broken and I was continually trying to hook it back up to no avail. I ended up going to see my high school science teacher to see if he could fix it. We welcomed each other warmly, but then he all of a sudden morphed his appearance and began talking to a group of people, talking about himself.
I was left alone with my bucket with the broken handle, and my interpretation is that I'm the one who has to fix it, not anyone else, not even my high school science teacher.
Some of us are walking around with a small amount of abundance in our lives because our abundance bucket needs to be fixed so that more abundance can be put in there. So the next step and the challenge is to figure out what we can think, say or do to fix it.
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30 Jan 2013 - 10:17am
Last night early morning I become aware of my dream - in my dream we were transmuting neg energies together with the universal ray of mine at buildings. I found out and and sow energies putting “sticks” in me (into my energy being I was in the dream) paralyzing me/us and creating pain. In this dream I became conscious what is happening and I realized we have been tried to drive down and energetically to make us “paralyzed”. I called universal white light to be present around us, asked with the respect, these energies who bothered us, to go to the light or return immediately back to source of it. Dream vision got illuminated, felt all energies pulling back and my feeling getting up and the buildings where we worked, where cleared out. All that we try to accomplish succeed and I woke up to wonderful feeling of success. It was interesting and strong experience no fear was present – just simply becoming aware of the pain and attempts and taking a conscious action to stop it and it stopped immediately.
If we found out ourselves being bothered by negs we can clear out ourselves with white light and could have wonderful outcome. White light is respected and it is one of the most powerful energies we can ask help from. White light is always aligned with highest good, love.
Love
T
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29 Jan 2013 - 5:32pm
dream: I felt my whole body was floating in the air and flying to an unknown place. I was fully aware that I was in my dream. All of a sudden I found myself in a movie theater. On the screen they were showing a movie featuring Ray Romano. I think the movie was a lighthearted comedy like "Everybody Loves Raymond". I saw a child of around two y.o. standing beside me. I was taken a back at first because the child was not so cute. Looking more carefully, I thought it was not that bad so I held him in my arms.
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27 Jan 2013 - 4:15am
In a dream I had this morning, I was living with my mother (who has been deceased for 20 years) and two intruders broke into our house. I say "broke in" but they didn't really break in. They were just sort of already in there. And even though they both had guns, what they were demanding was that we give them our checkbook so they could put money in it! They weren't there to rob us at all but to "force" us to take money from them. So my mother said to me, "Go get the checkbook." I woke up before knowing how much they put in....
This is a nice twist to the way things normally go in 3D.
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22 Jan 2013 - 4:35pm
Like many of you, I've had plenty of dreams of the ocean over the years. All of those previous dreams were similar in that the ocean served as a type of barrier, and it also brought up fear inside me. Many dreams had oceans where the waves were HUGE and were about to crash over me, so I got out of the way somehow. Of course there were many other scenarios, but all were some type of situation where I was facing an obstacle, and I felt fear.
This morning, I felt swept up by an unseen gentle force which guided me to the shore of a vast ocean. As we got closer to the water I wondered to myself if I could actually do this...actually glide over the ocean. The force simply lifted me up and I found myself flying over an ocean of beautiful churning water. Instead of seeing the ocean as an obstacle like in all the years past, this time I allowed myself to flow with this force that was guiding me in wondrous ways. It felt truly liberating and free.
So my interpretation of this experience affirms the other experiences I wrote about that we truly are in 5D now and there is smooth sailing ahead. There are no oceans that we can't glide over in our quest for new experiences while creating our New World. The secret is to "allow" and to eliminate "fear."
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16 Jan 2013 - 12:57am
dream: I was at a mass wedding ceremony. More than three couples were tying the knots at the same time. I was sitting observing their emotional rituals that was happening on the stage. Then I saw a hearse decorated with the lacy wedding veil, flowers and whatnot moving onto the middle of the ceremony. I heard a man who wedded the same way years ago had passed away and all the ornaments on his coffin were actually used for his own wedding. He came here to show solidarity today. All of a sudden, one of the brides with dirty blond hair started running up and down on the stage. I saw a bottle of salad dressing in her hand. I was like "OMG, is she drinking it!?". The bottle turned out to be a carafe and, out of her excitement or something, she started splashing white wine on her face with her hand. She did this strange ritual in front of almost each guest. When she came in front of me to do the thing, I got few drops on my lips. It tasted a little salty.
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11 Jan 2013 - 6:09pm
Hello,
It is not often i use this site or share at all. But i feel inclined to share what i was shown last night.
The temperature as we know has been fluctuating. The increases in solar flare activities. The Chem trails in the sky. The underground bases all over and now being added to china.
To the point now..
The sun is in a period of unrest. There are many workers, ships trying to calm the sun down. The reason we have seen so much activity in and around our sun. The underground bases are a sure sign of plight for oncoming disaster. They are on standby for arrival. These beings Ive seen are tan-orange in hue. There are also many beings on a outside parallel of our current existence. I have noticed many much more around every day. Please note this is not to fear loathe and in your heart no matter outcome you can find your way through all. I have felt a lot of beings very upset or agitated with our performance. Something is happening on a very very large scale. For some reason Ive heard over and over, "water, water, water." So if you stay on the surface in such a occasion you may want to stack water initially. As much as i love all types of beings black and white for role purposes you must use self inside as a way to reason good or bad in terms of self, rather, lifes path.
I am keeping the chem trails out of it. Also black operations like Dulce and etc. If you wish to find out your more then capable to connect the dots in unthinkable ways.
Please realize their is reason for all things in a matter of occurrence. No matter outcome. And yes, tomorrow is another day. ;)
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1 Jan 2013 - 4:24pm
dream: I was chatting with a gentleman in a bright sunny room. All of a sudden, I could see a surprise in his eyes so I turned my head and tried to see what he was seeing. The room had a glass window with lace curtains hanging over it and, behind it, I saw a ghost of a woman standing. She was a woman of South American descent with a dark complexion, probably in her 30's. Her face was obscure but I could tell she was not overly ugly but at the same time, impressively pretty either. I was not scared but wanted to find out why she was there. She didn't say a word but tried to tell me something with her telepathy. She said her name was Vanessa and she had died a horrible death. I couldn't get exactly how she died but it was related to her husband or boyfriend - a male trouble, so to speak. When she had given this information, she just walked away.
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31 Dec 2012 - 5:05pm
Greetings and a Very Happy New Year to One and ALL!
Here's an uplifting story of a dream a mathematician had on his deathbed more than 90 years ago, and now that dream has "come true".
You know me, I'm a total geek. I LOVE this kind of stuff... :)
Blessings and Namaste,
ZenGaian
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While on his death bed, the brilliant Indian mathematician Srinivasa Ramanujan cryptically wrote down functions he said came to him in dreams, with a hunch about how they behaved. Now 100 years later, researchers say they've proved he was right.
"We've solved the problems from his last mysterious letters. For people who work in this area of math, the problem has been open for 90 years," Emory University mathematician Ken Ono said.
Ramanujan, a self-taught mathematician born in a rural village in South India, spent so much time thinking about math that he flunked out of college in India twice, Ono said.
But he sent mathematicians letters describing his work, and one of the most preeminent ones, English mathematician G. H. Hardy, recognized the Indian boy's genius and invited him to Cambridge University in England to study. While there, Ramanujan published more than 30 papers and was inducted into the Royal Society. [Creative Genius: The World's Greatest Minds]
"For a brief window of time, five years, he lit the world of math on fire," Ono told LiveScience.
But the cold weather eventually weakened Ramanujan's health, and when he was dying, he went home to India.
It was on his deathbed in 1920 that he described mysterious functions that mimicked theta functions, or modular forms, in a letter to Hardy. Like trigonometric functions such as sine and cosine, theta functions have a repeating pattern, but the pattern is much more complex and subtle than a simple sine curve. Theta functions are also "super-symmetric," meaning that if a specific type of mathematical function called a Moebius transformation is applied to the functions, they turn into themselves. Because they are so symmetric these theta functions are useful in many types of mathematics and physics, including string theory.
Ramanujan believed that 17 new functions he discovered were "mock modular forms" that looked like theta functions when written out as an infinte sum (their coefficients get large in the same way), but weren't super-symmetric. Ramanujan, a devout Hindu, thought these patterns were revealed to him by the goddess Namagiri.
Ramanujan died before he could prove his hunch. But more than 90 years later, Ono and his team proved that these functions indeed mimicked modular forms, but don't share their defining characteristics, such as super-symmetry.
The expansion of mock modular forms helps physicists compute the entropy, or level of disorder, of black holes.
In developing mock modular forms, Ramanujan was decades ahead of his time, Ono said; mathematicians only figured out which branch of math these equations belonged to in 2002.
"Ramanujan's legacy, it turns out, is much more important than anything anyone would have guessed when Ramanujan died," Ono said.
The findings were presented last month at the Ramanujan 125 conference at the University of Florida, ahead of the 125th anniversary of the mathematician's birth on Dec. 22.
http://www.livescience.com/25597-ramanujans-math-theories-proved.html
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31 Dec 2012 - 2:28am
Month of December I have been having so many spiritual dreams, non stop. Very weird and strange feeling, like my dreams are different now or in a higher dimension, some other magical world. Lately I have noticed a couple of dreams referring to the balance of masculine and feminine energies which are very intense with emotion at times.
Last night I dreamt of an african american, maybe with a mix of spanish, looking man, not that I think his race is important but I think it's interesting that my dream showed me that, although I think I do have this inner attraction to some african americans/mixed who are smooth and soft and listen to r&b music as I have attracted some into my life and have this strange soul connection with which I feel might be related to one of my past lives. Which reminds I did have a dream also the other night of a mixed african guy and there was soft light Pink colour everywhere, including what he was wearing. that night I also had a dream of male and female energies balancing.
Anyways back to last nights' dream, he was walking up steps to somebody's place...the door was open but the screen door was locked although nobody seemed to be there. The place was small and cosy and the fan was on. Can tell that a very chilled out kind of girl lives there with a nice warm, cosy kind of taste. The sound of the fan felt very soothing, relaxing and homely. The man decided to sit on the door step to wait. He seemed very innocent, friendly, smooth, calm and very sensitive. Then all of a sudden a female appeared in the house who radiated a lot of innocence, beauty and charm. The screen door was open and they were both gazing at each other and smiling...they both felt so innocent and gentle...very aware of each other's sensitivities. There was so much care between them two like they were both so sensitive to how the other was feeling, so wary of and gentle because they really don't want to hurt one another intentionally or unintentionally. Was a lot of vulnerability there between them two, and the energy of the whole surroundings in the dream felt higher in energies, something I don't usually feel a lot in real life. Or in the dream I experience everyday in my waking life.
I just see the dream as my opposite energies balancing out and the male and the female in my dream were aspects of myself joining :)
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28 Dec 2012 - 7:50pm
I was driving a semi-trailer truck, and had to stop fast due to traffic in front of me. The truck's brakes worked fine, better than I expected them to, we did not crash. Apparently, I was not alone.
Dream switched scenes.
Went to 'ritzy private club', where I saw my mom (deceased) and sister. I realized I was carrying around a semi-truck cab (dreams, gotta love the things one can do in them that cannot be done in physical reality). I realized I should take the truck cab outside, as it was inappropriate inside. However, before I got outside someone said, even though it was more like telepathy than hearing a voice, "I have a bunch of those if you need any more."
Somehow I knew he had gone out of business, and was trying to liquidate. I asked him, "Do you have any complete semi trucks?"
He said, "Sure, they're $11,000."
Dream switched scenes.
All of a sudden I was reading the words from a book, something like 'a system' "... based on manipulation of microbehavior." 'Microbehavior' appeared as a single word.
I realized this was very important, but my memory is not the best, and I'd probably forget most of what I read. I woke up from sleeping, and the nighttime dream. Apparently I woke myself up so I could remember that single phrase.
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In the last few years I've had more instances of "reading from a book" or "reading something apparently printed or typed" in my nighttime dreams. I'm not sure what to make of that, except I've noted that I have always read a great deal, even when young, fiction, books, newspapers, magazines, etc. In the last 10 years, I read almost exclusively from the computer screen, Internet reading of various kinds, including PDFs, all of which glow with machine-created light.
Reading something in a dream seems to represent the internalization of an external phenomenon. Paradoxically, publishing this represents the externalization of an internalization. This seems to represent a completed symbolic circle.
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28 Dec 2012 - 1:45pm
dream: I was caught by a group of terrorists. The reason for the capture was that I had a skill they need and they would force me to work for them. They put me in a car and sped away. There were several other people who seemed to have had the same experience. I frantically called 911. I said in a muffled voice "I need help!" and the operator said "what! where are you? what happened. All I could say was that I needed help. I hung up in a hope that they would trace my call.
We came to a secret fortress. All I could think about was how to escape. The terrorists were marching in a military manner even when they came to a cafeteria. The bunch of them walked up to me and one of them told me that they had to put me on a trial since they had traced my call to the police. Still all the thing in my mind was to escape from them.
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24 Dec 2012 - 8:43am
dream: I was shooting a movie at a two-storied house. I was playing the main character. The mistress of the house was also the director of the movie. The scene we were shooting was really intense since I had to set the house on fire. When they started filming I poured gasoline all over and ignited with a lighter. I saw the house engulfed in furious flames. The first take was OK but they wanted to take another shot. Before we did so, we took a break and gathered in the dining room. The lady was showing a video with a projector and the crew members were watching the image on the wall. She said because we were filming a lot of new scenes, she had misplaced some of the clips that she created in the past. She told us that she had been collecting the images of people who had committed suicide. Hearing that, I lost my appetite to keep watching the projection on the wall, since I got to know the man on the film actually had killed himself in real life.
The break was over and I found the set was perfectly intact. I couldn't find even a tiny scorch mark. I wondered how they fixed the place so impeccably in a short while.
They started filming again. I set the first floor on fire, then I walked up stairs. I poured gasoline all over and took out the lighter, but it didn't work. I clicked the firing button frantically but it seemed it had run out of its gas. I found a box of matches but I don't like lighting a match since I had burned myself with it in the past. Since the first floor had been already set on fire, I had to act quickly.
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21 Dec 2012 - 5:52pm
dream: I was in L.A. heading for the airport. On the way there I tarried to see a big movie studio like MGM. I saw a clock and it was already 3 minutes before the departure. No way I could make it, but I thought I needed to get to the airport anyway, so I decided to take a train. The map said the airport was 3 stations away from where I was. I walked on the path that goes underground searching for a ticket booth. Then I came across an old Japanese sweet shop. They were cooking rice, beans and whatnot in rice cookers and it smelled so good. The sweet shop was situated at the dead-end. Still searching for the ticket booth, I thought I got lost. So I walked back the way I came. I wondered if I can ever make it to the airport.
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20 Dec 2012 - 4:19pm
Basically it was a HUGE bear chasing after me (10' tall). At first we were trying to do something together, I kind of promised him something I think... and we couldn't get it, but I'm not sure about that part. Then he said something like "Well... I'm still hungry and you're the only one around so..." and then he started chasing me. We were in a house (made of wood, seemed very expensive, in a beautiful natural environment), I used that to my advantage because he couldn't get through most doors, but there was always another way inside. I could disappear and appear somewhere else too, that way I fooled him. I remember also that when he started chasing me, I met a girl and we ran together. She was very sweet with me in general. In a room I told her: "Here!", there were 3 veils hanging from the ceiling that covered a corner of the room, where a fouton was, I knew the bear wouldn't look behind those.
I wasn't afraid in general, I knew I could get away from the bear, but it was tiring, because for example, if I wanted to get out of the house he would surely catch me, he was fast, but in the house he couldn't, it was way too complicated for him to move around, he was too big.
Then someone woke me up.
Any insights will be much appreciated :P
Take care!
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13 Dec 2012 - 8:11pm
Hey there dear Lighty friends,
With these extraordinary energies, I know a lot of Lighty's have recently felt compelled to be in certain places at this special time. This is a dream I had the night before last, which I relayed to another Lighty friend:-
'Well last night, I fell into a deep sleep. My dreams were plenty and very vivid. All of a sudden I heard Led Zeppelin playing in the background of my dream lol. I couldn't for the life of me figure out the song they were playing, I definately knew it - but I had forgotten the title.
I also kept hearing the word 'Lakshmi' - over and over again. Then I saw myself in an elaborate and decorative peacock houseboat on a beautiful lake in Kashmir, surrounded by the incredible majesty of the Himalayan mountains. In the distance, I could hear beautiful traditional music coming across the serene and tranquil waters of the lake. When I looked down, I was wearing the most exquisite, rich red and gold embroidered pheran and poots (national dress) - my hands had been hennaed, and my wrists were adorned with glittering golden bangles that went to my elbows. I could hear the chimes of small tinkling bells - I think they were my ear-rings.
The boat was just drifting, there was a perfumed breeze blowing, it was neither hot nor cold - the sun was warm and inviting, almost caressing me. I had my face turned towards it - I remember closing my eyes and just basking and absorbing it's warmth and energy. When I looked over the side of the boat - the waters were filled with flowers, petals and blossoms. I put my hand in the cool water - I was completely overwhelmed by an inner sense of peace and serenity. I actually started to weep - because I was so grateful to be in that place, at that time.
Now it get's strange - or not so lol. When my alarm went off this morning on my digital clock radio, guess what song was playing? Yep!!! Led Zeppelin - Kashmir heehee. Believe me, I didn't want to wake up.
So today I have decided, on a whim - cashing in on these blithe energies of spontaniety and carefree abandon, I'm going to make plans to be in Kashmir in the New Year. I think we are all being told where we need to be.
Of course, there is going to be many complicatons surrounding actually getting to Kashmir - I know there is an ongoing border dispute between India and Pakistan - but if I'm meant to be there, like I feel I am - I will get there. I really need to be there.
Here's a sweet little Kashmiri song I found. Well I actually believe the Goddess Lakshmi found it for me lol':-
Much love and happiness
Ish )O(
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11 Dec 2012 - 11:41pm
Yeah, so ok I read a channeling a few days ago that said with the influx of energies right now we can expect disturbances to our sleep cycle. Yep. It seems that I can barely get 90 minutes of solid sleep before I wake up, which is unusual for me. In addition, I have been needing to sleep like 15 hours a day for the past three or four days. I mean I can lay down just about anytime and fall asleep (for an hour and a half anyways). And my dreams......well first of all, I have been remembering quite a few of them the past few days and these dreams have been unlike any that I can recall over past 6 months. Namely, every dream seems to involve at least one person from my past that I was really close to at some point in my life. These are people that I haven't had contact with for extended periods of time over the last 5 or 6 years (seems like everyone who mattered to me seperated from me duriing this period) but now they are popping into my awareness via my dreams, as if I am helping them awaken is some way from the dream state. Of course I am positive this is EXACTLY what is going on, in my sleep I am connecting with people who have been asleep, but are now feeling the energies that are permeating ALL, and I am working with them in the higher dimensions. But I wonder why these interludes are so short, only 90 minutes or so, instead of all night long. Perhaps it is because I am working with a different soul during each sleep cycle? IDK...anybody else having these sorts of dreams?
As of late, I have only remembered actually doing battle with one "dark" force from my dream state. And this one was like playing a video game where the dark blob (what some of these energies look like to me, blobs with eyes) was actually holding a small child prisoner and I was blasting what looked like fart bubbles from my "fart blaster gun" (no kidding, that was the weapon in the video game inside my mind) at this blob....until I realized that the "blob" and all of the video game and arcade within my dream where encased in pulsing pink light, and the blob was laughing, not snarling, with the child in it's arms. It was at this point, the ONE that was resting her head on my left shoulder while I was playing the game spoke, and it startled me so much to realize someone was so close beside me I woke up! Dang it.....
Weird dream right? In this dream, I felt surrounded by others who were friends and I felt totally loved.....we were all kids, and the arcade we were at was bright and cheery with ALOT of Pink and Gold light and it was a FUN place to be......I just wish I hadn't woken up before I could look at the loving ONE who was beside me, so close.
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10 Dec 2012 - 4:14pm
dream: I was at a seemingly garbage collecting facility watching a cascade of garbage running down the metal slope. A boy of 17-18 y.o. suddenly emerged and dove into gravels of the minced garbage. I heard that the boy had some kind of developmental problem such as autism. I had lost sight of him for a long time but he finally reappeared out of the ocean of wastes. He was holding keys tied to a key chain. I was amazed that he had found it from the garbage. It was literally a needle in a haystack.
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6 Dec 2012 - 1:52am
dream: I was watching people at a table having meals. A man was sprinkling salt on his dish like he pours water on flowers. Someone was warning him not to have too much salt. Then a little animal roamed into a room. I thought it was a squirrel. I put it in my hands and try to release it outside. It bit me. My thumbs had cuts and I felt throbbing pain. After I put it outside, I thought that I had to rinse my hands with soap and water.
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5 Dec 2012 - 12:44pm
It seems that the dreams I have had in past days few days has taken a new level. I have these dreams where I am flying every now and them. Typically in those dreams I fly slowly from place to another and only alone. Well, last night I got a bit more speed and ending up flying with enormous speed over the large continents. It was flat out fun. Very vivid too. When that was done, I took people and teach them to fly too. All was about finding a zeropoint within via right kind of emotion and finding resonance spot with the environment, then it was just simply thought where you want to fly (or what direction and what speed) and we went there.
This location at Manhattan I am now offers huge amount of information and metaphysical experiences. It has been all very positive and fun. I am a bit amazed to be honest, did not experience such intensity.
Much love
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during the day the symbolism of the dream clarified for me. It was not about flying as learning to fly in this reality. It was about how the consciousness can fly to new areas by becoming in resonance with the environment, it gives us wings and mind can roam freely.
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3 Dec 2012 - 2:29pm
I had interesting new dream experience last night. I went to see myself into the past. I was around 12 years old on this dream. I introduced me being you from the future and we have a chat. It was so nice to see me as I was back then, but I was a bit surprised how rebel I was – anybody else meeting yourself at dreams at different time?
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1 Dec 2012 - 1:56pm
dream: There was a very wide and steep stair way made of rock in front of me. I saw many people walking up on it. I had to descend this monstrous stair way against the big flux of people. I saw a group of men staring at me. One of them bought me a brooch from a vendor. It was a golden tube, on the edge of which was a piece of pearl. He bought me one more ornament with a pearl. I put it on my shirt above my chest. I said that it was beautiful.
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1 Dec 2012 - 7:10am
Red is bad? ... Maybe its time I ask someone for help then, eh? Everyone is so damn convincing. Maybe I'm just gullible. Like the fool. but my neutrality may have f~~d me over? I hear a voice say, go here, do this. I do it. I hear another say go here and do this instead. Then I hear another say we've been working together do what you want. Then I had a dream two people from another world dressed as my parents came to help me, but at the end of the dream, someone in a black leather motorcycle jumpsuit and an awesome silver winged helmet picked me up and drove off with me oin his flying motorcycle. But the two people dressed as my parents that were walking with me were lying there on the ground behind us. And we took the 'time out medicine' with us on the bike. Did I make the mistake? Did those two die because of me? Or did the flying motorcycle man in the helmet save me from them.
The two in disguise told me they weren't my parents, they needed me to help them steal that time out medicine from their world because I looked like the kid who's parents they needed to steal it from. They said my parents from their side injected it into the kid that looks me if he misbehaved. And of course I wanted to help that kid not get injected. So I said yeah I'll help. But when I was in their apartment, my dad from that world didn't recognize me. Them the dad and imposter dad fought, you're up the apartment which was really nice actually, and 'fauxther' won. Mauxther was outside keeping watch. Then we left the apartment.
In the parking lot was where we run into motorcycle dude in black. Mind you, I'm an 8 year old blonde boy in this dream for some reason. He steps off the bike without stopping to park and he walks beside it as it rolls along as though it were a horse! His helmet wasn't like a regular motorcycle helmet. It was silver, and form fitting like there wasn't any padding and kinda shaped like a skull our an actual head, but you could tell it was a mask, just without much padding. And there were these horns that came out of it but from the side like ears but they were definitely I'm the design of wings, I remember cause I thought it was a sweet helmet and wanted one, the lenses went vertically down the front and were tinted. If hermes was modern, that's how I'd picture him I guess, but I didn't see a caduceus. And he did this weird little hop on one foot like a goofy dance move. The two imposter parents look at each other like, "oh shit". but I didn't get to watch this fight like with the two dads that weren't mine. I just knew I was on the back of the dudes bike in a flash, either flying or riding up a ramp of the parking structure, but I did see the two bodies of the fake parents behind us on the ground. Then I woke up. This happened around the 18th of november I think.
I was told to slow down to a stop when I saw red lights flashing with whatever I was doing, white lights were leading me to things, and I rarely ever saw green lights. I wasn't ever 'marked' with any single color but some dude I just read said I should beware of red? I liked red because it told me someone was watching me. But now I dont see the reds, greens or whites much anymore. So did I fuck something up? Am I aligned with the dark side now? Because if so, I'd like to say that I was double kidnapped by imposter parents and then some hermes lookin' killbill mutha with a sweet ass helmet. But if what I did was a crime, then fine, I'll accept my sentence. I was tired of this light shit anyway, I want my light lawyer, and since I was 8 in the dream, does that mean I'll go to light juvenile detention? My mom did always say I would screw up my life doing something stupid.
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30 Nov 2012 - 10:55am
I've been a bear. I woke today with a sore toe, way down in the joint of my big toe, HURT. I'd had an unpleasant dream about someone very dear to me, someone I haven't seen or heard from in more than ten years.
I went down and stoked the fire, had my warm lemon water and started the coffee. I must've wept for over an hour.
This crushing despair, is not unfamiliar to me. I suspect interference. I have developed a tick in my right eye.
Familiarity doesn't mitigate the unpleasantness. A feeling of profound hopelessness--on one level.
From a different place, I can watch it all. Maybe extend some compassion to that old part of me. Gethsemane.
A wretch, I retch. And I look at these words wondering if they'll make it to you today. I could tell you a story of dying worlds, false realities, of best-intentioned evil. I imagine you've heard it all before, or if you haven't... weary of martyrdom and struggle, the perpetual fire of curiosity. "Why" doesn't torture the way that "why not?" can.
I don't know if I'm a family man, or shaman or just a sham. Rise above, rise above--how can I slash tendrils from roots I love? Where does my duty lie? Train myself to meditate within, to manage the stress, OR apply my self to the conditions from whence the stress originates? Surely there are more choices on my menu...
But I choose the center, the zendot, the void from whence we all came. I'll take that black hole in the very middle. I will hold it like a little baby. God and I will play cribbage today at the center of the universe.
I thought maybe righting would help; I was write.
Shine Bright.
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28 Nov 2012 - 4:09pm
dream: 1)There were two men searching in the garbage bin. Each of them took a corn on the cob and started gobbling. The corns were so lousy and maggots already hatched, so I could see hundreds of flies buzzing at the edge of their mouths. I was nauseated watching this. My left arm was itching so I raised the sleeve and saw it was covered with blisters and hives.
2) I was watching the people on the boat at the sunny sea shore. All of a sudden, I spotted a creature in the water. It turned out to be two cubs of sea lion. They came out of the water. I could not resist the temptation of holding them since they were too adorable. I became so attached to this cute creatures but I thought after all they belong to the wild, so they should be released. I led them to the water but somehow they looked like puppies, and the color of their fur became white. One of them tried to swim but soon it got out of water. I wondered why the heck they looked like a dog and thought their DNA should be tested to determine if they really were sea lions. I walked away from the sea and led them to a lab.
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26 Nov 2012 - 1:48pm
dream: I was writing a song of God putting chord symbols to each measure. The chord symbols I was jutting down were fractional numbers and they were not alphabetical chord symbols you usually see on a sheet music. I was doing my mental calculation which chord to be used in my head thinking it's so complicated. %53 of the song was done. I was munching on a piece of white chicken meat floating in soup.
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22 Nov 2012 - 3:13pm
dream: I was watching a French chef cooking some dishes. I saw a piece of potatoes and other stuff seared on a skillet. I heard the voice say that, to make a good sauce, you have to make it charred a little bit, since a little bitterness adds a robust flavor to it.
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22 Nov 2012 - 3:04pm
dream: I was in an acting class earnestly practicing acting a blind man.
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18 Nov 2012 - 8:21am
It seems I have truly woken up in my dream-world. I'm having weird and wonderful dreams. This blog is just wonderful, I can now keep a record of these dreams while it is still fresh in my memory.
Last night I dreamed of being at my home. It was the house I live in now, but it was different too. It looked different and the rooms were much bigger yet I know that it was this house, the one I am living in now. I was preparing for someone's arrival. Someone who seemed important. An integral part of a mission we were about to go on.
My house it would seem, was a safe haven of some kind. A place where people came and they always got protection. While waiting for this person to arrive, many others arrived. First my sister arrived, and I gave her a room to use. Then a constant stream of people arrived. A little voice kept on telling me: 'there isn't enough space' and yet every time I opened a door there was another bed and there was enough space. I could group families together (one after the other) in a room, and every time there was a bed and a space for everyone. Sometimes I had to move people to other rooms or beds, but I always managed to find everyone a spot.
Eventually the person, I was preparing for initially, arrived. I can't really remember the significance that he held. I do remember receiving him in my one lounge. He was standing in front of the window. Quite a tall man, big in stature. He seems to have what appeared to be a hunchback. When I shook his hand, I also noticed that it was different. Difficult to describe. A little bit limp, with big fingers that pointed down and were not like ours, more cone-like in appearance. It was quite soft.
What surprised me when I met him, was that he had another person with him. He was introduced as my guest's guide (personal assistant kind of thing). The surprising thing was that I knew this guy. It was someone I grew up with and went to school with (in real life). Thinking back on it, what was kind of strange, is that I was not surprised that it was him. It was simply an: 'Oh, hi there Thinus, glad you could make it.'
The next part of the dream that really excite me was when, still at my house, I heard a commotion outside. People were standing outside, at the swimming-pool. Roaring with excitement. I rushed outside and looked at the sky, where they all were pointing, and there it was. A huge ship. Here is the strange part. It wasn't a spaceship, it was a cruise-liner. Those huge passenger ships that sail the seas. Well, this one was sailing the sky. Just floating up there. I didn't see anyone on the ship though. The next moment the nose points down, then it flips over, and disappears. I sensed a kind of fear in the onlookers at my house. One woman screamed and said her mother was on that ship. All that remained in the sky, was what seemed to look like a big round window, those you would find from your little cabin on a ship. But a big one.
The next thing I remember was being on the mission. We were in a coastal town somewhere. It seemed familiar, almost like the little town my parents took us every year for our annual holiday, but it didn't look like it at all. It seemed the same. I was meeting my parents somewhere for lunch. I wasn't alone, there was a woman with me, but I cannot remember her at all. I remember arriving for lunch and having a very interesting conversation with my dad. He was telling us about three pyramids in the area and how it was very different and worth exploring.
I then remember going to the site where these pyramids were. There was a feeling of danger, that we weren't supposed to be snooping around here. I was looking at a small pyramid. Really small, probably about knee-high. Perfect though in every possible way. Smooth and with perfect geometry. The woman then came running to me, shouting that I had to come and see this.
She took me to the other two pyramids. They were different. At first glance they did not appear to be pyramids. Simply strange mound type structures. Oddly shaped. She was doing measurements of the based of these two pyramids. What really got her all exited was that the base of the one pyramid was not square, it was oval shaped, almost round. She was showing me on a computer screen of some sorts. We got very excited about it.
Someone then appeared and warned us danger was on the way and we left hastily. This was when I woke up.
I can't wait for the next one!
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17 Nov 2012 - 12:19pm
dream: I had to stay overnight on a Jurassic Park-like amusement park ride. I was with all the cats and dogs that I had in the past and had passed away. Thinking that it would circle around the same route over and over and again throughout the night made me annoyed. I saw a dinosaur with a long neck holler at me. The animals were behaving good but I thought it would be a big hassle to carry all of them out of there in the morning.
I somehow managed to get out of there. I came back to the apartment. There was a man. The animals went out on a balcony where I found some stray cats were roaming around. I called and told them to come inside. I thought they were cats but they were actually stray dogs. One of the mutts looked so dingy and had an ulcer on its skin, moreover it smelled bad. I was afraid that they would attack my pets, so I frantically yelled "get out!", brandishing a broom. I got bitten by it. I thought "S**t! I need a tetanus and rabies shot after this".
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16 Nov 2012 - 11:36am
I have been having some work done on my energy in dreams mostly addressing healing from male violence. I woke from a dream this morning after receiving a 'hug' from a middle aged woman with longdark dreadlocks. I think she had a geordie accent.. It was a beautiful experience and I woke feeling.g very much revived thank you Anna Xxx
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16 Nov 2012 - 7:26am
-------The Eagle-----
I was sitting in a room in my house, staring outside from the window. Suddenly I saw a staircase stood in my backyard. It was so long from the bottom reaching up into the sky. Near the sky an eagle was sitting on the last step of the ladder.
The eagle was very beautiful and I could not stop myself from falling in love with it at first sight. I madly, passionately wanted to get this eagle.
This desire pushed me to take immediate action on a sudden impulse. Instantly I had the urge to go out and start climbing the ladder, and I did so quickly. I had nothing in my mind but wanting to get this eagle, as it seemed the sole purpose of my life at the time. My eyes were continuously on him as I was impatiently trying to reach him.
At last my breathtaking journey came to an end and I finally took the eagle in my arms. At the same time when I held him in my arms a door opened in the sky, and I entered through the door carrying the eagle close to my chest. At that moment I felt so peaceful and satisfied that I had fulfilled my task.
A dream from the teachings of Ascended Master Saida Khatoon
Take care
Shazi
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14 Nov 2012 - 8:12am
What an interesting week this has been so far.
I have been following the posts on this forum (and others) and found myself looking at what people were saying wondering why these glorious feelings of bliss, or feelings of being drained and experiencing all sorts of ascension symptoms were not happening in my life. In fact, the last month or so I've been, for lack of a better word, neutral. No energetic highs or lows, just being - as if an observer.
When I look at the news, which I seldom do, I do not feel so affected by all the negativity. I look at my partner who throws himself wholeheartedly into it. Getting upset and worked up and angry about all sorts of things. He is especially volatile when it comes to politics, especially here in South Africa where the politics tend to dwell in the absurd. Previously I would have been upset or concerned or would have allowed myself to be dragged along, but nowadays, when I look at it, or hear about it, it is as if I am looking at it from a distance with a thought of: ‘How fascinating’. And that’s all.
True to myself I am being long winded again. Forgive me.
The reason for my post is that I feel the need to share two dreams I've had and also one that my partner had. I cannot remember the details of it. I do remember snippets:
1.
I was being shown ascension. As if in a classroom, but not. More like a one-on-one lesson. I do not know who showed it to me. It came in the form of a metaphor. I was shown earth but not in the form we see, but as a womb. I was shown how it gave birth to a new world/being. I cannot remember more accept this specific image. This was on Monday.
2.
Last night I had a dream about a past life I have had. More remembering really than a dream. I cannot remember any details. What I know for certain is that it was a past life I had in Atlantis. It was peaceful and beautiful and I was very happy. I was also shown how I died and although I cannot remember it, it was not a difficult or traumatic death. It was peaceful and I was surrounded by people I loved.
3.
This morning when I woke up my partner was sitting in his usual morning spot, in a chair next to the bed. As I opened my eyes he said to me: ‘I had a nightmare’. He seldom remembers any dreams; in fact he thinks he does not dream. In his ‘nightmare’ I had come to him and I told him that I was leaving him. This made me sit up immediately. Surely this was not a dream. I am convinced that it was real.
Our interpretation differs though. He interpreted it literally, and that I am just leaving him for someone else. I however feel very different about that.
For a long time now I've had this feeling that my time here is running out fast. In fact, I've always felt I’m here on borrowed time and that I should have moved on a long time ago. For some reason, be it karma, guilt or whatever it might be I’m still here. This feeling however has been growing more and more intense, especially over the last month. And this morning, he tells me I visited him in his dream and told him that I am leaving him. Am I starting to prepare people/myself for my departure? I tend to think so… Unlike most people I know, I have no fear of dying. In fact I have always looked forward to it in an odd and twisted way (if you want to look at it from a 3D perspective).
I've also had two other strange experiences worth sharing. On Monday morning as I was sitting at my desk at work I heard a man screaming and crying, as if being tortured or in a great deal of pain. What was strange is that no-one else in the office was hearing this. I got up looked through the window to see if I could see this man. He sounded quite close, as if just outside the window. There was nothing. A few minutes later as the cries died down I heard a rooster crow. I first thought it was just someone making a crowing sound, but alas, again there was no-one there. Only later did I start to question if this was something I heard from a different ‘dimension’… Now I’m starting to think it very well might be.
Last comment I would like to make before I go is that I have been noticing people talk about a ringing in their ears. I've had a ringing as well, but not so much in my ears. It is more like the ringing is located at the back of my skull, in the middle where the neck and the skull meet. I've never really found this strange because I've been having problems with my ears since birth and I thought it was simply a symptom of this. I've tried ignoring it but after reading about others experiencing something similar I decided to try something different.
During a meditation I focused in on this ringing, instead of trying to listen past it. I allowed myself to just be consumed by it and to go with the flow of the sound. When I paid attention to this tone/ringing I discovered that it was not simply one high pitched ring as I perceived it most of the time. It was multi-layered. The high pitched ring is in fact not just one ‘beep’ it is about three or four vibrating at the same high tone but just below that there was/is also a lower, more full-bodied tone, almost like ‘boop’ as opposed to ‘beep’. It also does not just remain on one scale, it moves up and down scales and seem to merge and reappear again. A symphony seems to be playing in my head.
Okay, that’s my share. I've been very quiet on this forum because I've been working on getting in touch with my higher self. Somehow I think I am moving closer and closer to a breakthrough.
Much love to all you wonderful people.
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8 Nov 2012 - 1:53am
Hey lovelies<3 So I need some help if anyone is skilled in the art of dream interpretation please! Last night in my dream a white butterfly came up to me and started fluttering all around my face. I remember giggling and smiling lots with my little visitor:) This late summer/early fall I have been visited by MANY butterflies (see my other blog posting on it<3) and when I meditate I see them quite often. Does anyone have any idea what a symbol of a butterfly is in a dream? Or if there is a significance to the color white? You know when you have those dreams and you wake up and just know that there was a message intertwined in it, but you can't seem to figure out what? Thank you, lots of Love xoxo
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5 Nov 2012 - 3:43pm
Save Yourself from Delusion, by Hilarion
Most of the problems you feel within about, in the ‘outer worlds’, indeed originate feeling wise from
within you,
but probably not from within the parts of you that you up to here know.
Most of the dis-ease within, and lack of resolution,
is temporarily sourced from within yourself,
as to the greater perceptions of your greater being, more of your complete being,
that you are sensing and feeling.
In this you then can see that if you didn’t sense beyond the zenith of what you know,
that then you might be happy as a duck.
But when you look , or sense beyond, beyond and around the zenith of what you know,
When you look , or sense beyond, beyond and around the zenith of the changing light,
the changing of the angle of light approaching your sphere, earth,
you become more sensitive to the chasms of space between the different parts of life itself which exist
within you.
Everywhere is Ram.
,
Recommended intervention, approach:
Tell yourself that you are many different frequency realities existing within you- your higher self, your soul, etc, etc, etc,.
Explain to yourself that your completion and balance lies within balancing the energies within your different parts with each other.
In this vein, ask your complete being, all of you, to look at starting to interact, each part and level with the other,
and begin to end the separation within.
While you are working on this reunification,, remember that source exists in all the spaces or gaps in the
continuity of your entire being. This will help you sense the wholeness and connection within yourself
you are working toward.
The outer world is simply a creation emanating from the consciousness states of those creating them.
As the people change, so shall their creations.
Change this,… change everything.
‘
Hilarion
Representative of the Galactic Council
But the price I will pay for so silly,y saying that will be that I will have to yield the position to someone more mature.
Namaste.
.
Through hilariion
November 5, 2,012
Hilarion says the last 12 years have been as the tale of a comet.
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22 Oct 2012 - 4:48am
Chapter Ten... Set the Stage for the Body of Light and Wake the Alchemist
There are two parts to ascending. The waking to enlightenment and the waking to the alchemists physical ascension. Think about this for a moment. At what point did Jesus stop ascending? The being was truly enlightened, very knowledgeable and had no limitations. None! Not even when he physically ascended, body and all. Was it not Mohammed who ascended from the Temple Mount? Yes, the entire being. Body and All. These beings woke up and realized there true power and it has no limitations, not even physical ones.
Yet this would mean they understood how to operate their “vehicle”, the body, the light body. Yes. An enlightened being resides in a body of light which is steered with the heart. These Masters came before us to teach us, remind us, what we are capable of. FYI. They did not die. They found their power and Ascended in their body of light.
Yes, two parts. Being awake, aware, enlightened is just the first part. Now like our teachers before us we need to operate the body of light with our hearts. You still question me. Thats fine. Before Atlantis fell there were beings that resided on earth who lived forever. Well not forever, yet death was not something experienced as it is in the lower dimensions. Now, the higher dimensions are here and many are waking to this also. Many hear too that its time to wake the Alchemist and get to work. And a change of frequency is required now.
One moment... Let me go back to the previous post. I mentioned the vision of a Wheel within a Wheel. And not sure why Im seeing it. Well looking at the meaning... making things more complicated than is. And then realizing that if one resides in the center of the wheels all is calm. This link provides what it means to be within the wheels... http://askville.amazon.com/wheel-Ezekiel/AnswerViewer.do?requestId=16090696
“the wheel within the wheel is the center-point of God's will. The center wheel is the holy spirit's presence in each and every one of us.” Yet after reading what Lisa had to share I knew I heard the universe correctly the first time... http://lisagawlas.wordpress.com/2012/10/20/zero-time-heaven-on-earth-rapture-underway-unless-your-still-feeling-with-looking-at-yesterday/
Where am I going with this? Those of us who are enlightened have ascended no doubt. If you are woking in the center of those wheels you are there. Yet now what??? I do not recall Jesus stopping there, nor Mohammed. There is a reason they came. To show us who we are. There is a reason we see monuments of Giants. And hear of beings with super powers and much more. Do you think that being enlightened is the end of the process? Ascension is something we experience.... forever. We are constantly ascending. And the beings who resided during the times of Lemuria and Atlantis is only touching the surface of who we truly are. And what you are experiencing now is but a grain of sand on a long stretch of beach.
All I have been hearing for a week now is its time to wake the Alchemist and get to work. I dream of working on my body of light. I hear my body of light as I am awake and doing my human functions. The weightlessness, the bodies LIGHT growing in my mind. as if the Pineal gland is lighting up. Body lighting up. Sometimes it rocks, thumps, buzzes, hums, purrs. There is so much more to this vehicle of light. And Im in love with it. One who resides in love... minus fear, feels this. This is what true creation is all about too. In that space (love), that moment (love), everything and anything is possible.
Its time to operate these vehicle. Our bodies are over 70% water and just the simple act of being in a state of love and directing it to liquid molecules easily changes the frequency one is carrying to a higher one. Do you understand what Im telling you? The higher dimensions are here. Its time to create in them and the only way is to travel in them. In a state of unconditional love, bliss, in our center by switching our frequency to suit these vibrations.
When the Oracle told Keanu he was not the One. That did not stop him. And its not stopping me. Im clearing the way for the next stage of ascension. I saw what is happening. Just the intention (minus doubt and fear) becomes a show of DNA surging through my body in accelerated speed transforming itself to the hearts frequency. The Alchemist woke up this afternoon and is working now. Transforming all within, changing the frequencies to prepare for the next stage. Now I know why I was in my storage facility in my dream. I was looking for the materials required which the Alchemist will need for the next stage. All is within. I am a library, a storage of knowledge.
The other night I was given another seed and told to create on all dimensions available upon earth. The best way to do this is in my body of light. The results with the first seed in the Garden of Eden a few weeks produced perfection. And so will the results with this new seed.
Some notes to self... sound, certain tones are very powerful to use, hence why people chant. Yet its the frequency thats making the change. So for example the feeling you get in your heart, the fluttering, is a frequency. Its placing you in the correct frequency to work the light body. also mind over matter works.
there is the waking of the mind-- enlightenment
and there is the waking of the body-- light body activation
we are working towards the second half
Jesus, Mohammed... they did it. The ascended mentally and physically, and of course spiritually. The body of light being the touch of heaven to bring to earth
Special number I have been seeing is the number 66. if you think you are creating by yourself. No you are not. 66 is the balance of male and female. Those bodies of light need to work together. Or you would not have again ascended yet with the other half in recent weeks.
Thank you to all who those are by my side through this ascending journey. Now that we have cleared the way lets create the next stage.
Please join the Universal Council of One or Ascension LiBeRTI on Facebook
Love and Light. And so it is.
God Bless,
Sarah :0)
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19 Oct 2012 - 12:29am
I wanted to write brief summaries of a particular type of dream I have been having. Maybe someone has some input?
First:
About a year ago, I had a dream I was up on a balcony of a house, with a friend, over-looking a mountain. The colors were very light, greens, peaches, light blues, yellows.. and there was this massive storm/being/wind/collection of golden shimmery light, coming over the mountain right towards us. At first I was afraid, but realized I couldn't run.. then the golden light hit me, and it shot straight through me, but caressed my whole body at the same time.. tingling shimmering glistening, the feeling was so intense and immensely beautiful and full of love, so expanding. I felt blissful, didn't want to feeling to end. It was such an incredibly vivid dream, not only in visuals, but in feeling. One of those dreams where you wake up and sore it happened in physical reality.
Second:
This was less than a week ago. I was travelling with a group of people, through this eerie, abandoned suburbia town, located in a desert area.. the tone was very red and dark brown.. dark stormy clouds loomed around the horizons. We came across this large mound of earth with a strange contraption.. two poles on either side of the mound, with this intensely bright, slightly curved, spectrum of light connecting the two. This thing was huge, almost 3 stories tall, really wide, and emitting a powerful radiation of some sort.. bolts of light were shooting out the top of the entire spectrum. It was really frightening at first, but we were curious so decided to walk around the side of it.. and then it pulled us in towards it! Such a powerful pull, and the radiation it was sending was overwhelming! The others were able to get away. I had to put up a fight to back away only slightly, but then calmed down and accepted it's radiation/energy; sat down and stared at it for what seemed like forever, accepting it's energy. It became beautiful and mesmerizing. The group I was with wasn't paying attention to it anymore, and had all laid down, talking among themselves. ...Another one of those dreams that felt sO real.
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11 Oct 2012 - 8:41pm
KODOISH, KODOISH, KODOISH ADONAI ’TSEBAYOTH
-May the sacred saluation, Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, help us discern the powers of the universe and lead us into receiving and renewing the abundance of life with the Living God of all universes.
Amen.
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Hebrew-Aramaic Sacred Names
( www.keysofenoch.org/html/hebrew-aramaic_sacred_names.html )
holographicgoddess
10:01
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The Divine Cosmic Circus: Return to Innocence
-The Divine Cosmic Circus is a group of sacred clowns for the divine, performing original works of ceremonial theater with the intention of engaging conscious evolution. Through riding the ecstatic current of sound together, a frequency of information is accessed that celebrates sacred time and space and reveals a timeless enactment of truth. These stream of consciousness pieces of the non-linear, non-causal, wisdom from the Divine Feminine, saturate's one with profound feeling states that create an enigmatic entryway directly into the Mystery. The Divine Cosmic Circus offers sacred theater works from The Alchemy of Ecstasy by Ariel Spilsbury and other works on a more humorous note. Consciousness raves, rites of passage, workshops and initiatory work are other aspects of the present focus of their spiritual work.
holographicgoddess
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Greek Sacred Names
( www.keysofenoch.org/html/greek_sacred_names_.html )
ARTOS (Greek). “Bread (leavened),” or “The Bread of Life.”
-In the New Testament, Jesus proclaimed himself as "The Bread of Life" and shared this in the breaking of the bread as the holy eucharist (Matt. 26:26). In the post-resurrection (symbolically after the road to Emmaus), breaking of the bread (Luke 24:20) he showed his divinity in transforming bread into the bread of life.
O Artos, may Thy precious body even to the very structure of my DNA be restored within me as the fullness of rebuilding my physical body cell-by-cell into Thy glorious body of Light so I can partake of the Divine Substance in the presence of the Hosts.
Amen.
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8 Oct 2012 - 11:55pm
Fairy Dream
May 28 2012
I was dreaming that I was in my sisters house, out in the suburbs of El Paso, Tx. I was seeing her house It was kind as the same one she lives in, but this one was bigger. Outside the window I saw it was raining, so I told my sister lets leave before the storm gets here. When we were leaving I saw the sky was dark, a very huge dark storm was heading our way. I kind of felt the cloud carried something else. I was going down the road but then decided to stop and move something; I got busy and forgot about the dream. But then suddenly I saw a fairy. The fairy was flying, I was so excited to see one. I asked the fairy if I could go with her. I was still like in a dream state, I told my sister something; then said to her that I would be right back. When I asked the fairy can I go with you?, the fairy then placed her hand on my head while another one that came later got me from my hand. The fairy’s were about one to two feet tall. They made me start vibrating, I was very lucid, but then I felt a highly pitch noise within my head. It then all became very lucid and more real than reality, I was awakened. I felt open my body had no barriers. The fairy’s then elevated my spirit, then quickly submerged it into the ground. I passed through middle earth, and then saw a very bright and colorful lively cave that was underground. ALL this was like in another realm, which I knew it was also within this dimension, this was the home to the fairies they said to me. I saw other fairies, I smiled at them, I was amazed, at what my eyes were observing. I saw much more stuff I was still very lucid, I think I was having an astral projection ; but then the fairies kind of let me go on my own, so that I would experience on my own, other places. I went further down deep into this world I was in, I can say all this was inside this world but like in another dimension. Then I came to a place that was like a sun that was inside this earth but the sun was opaque radiating a comfortable light. I saw a bunch of lizard like animals they looked so evil I felt I would have to fight them. But when I came closer to one and I saw its face I saw it was a gigantic Dragon. I fought him though then realized they were harmonic creatures, that had an evil disguise to scare whom ever approached them negatively, they kind of played with my mind tricking me into leaving there realm. Suddenly I realize I’m out there in the cosmos just floating at peace witnessing how grandiose everything is. I saw how everything is connected the stars the planets the galaxies and how everything became so tiny it appeared to be like a spiders web or a cotton ball. I was so far, far away that I felt lost but didn’t care. Then after this thought, I suddenly came back to my childhood home. I was in the living room, I saw this dwarf or elf by my side and I thank him for bringing me back and helping me found my way back home. I asked him for his name and he said something really long starting with the letter “S”, I thanked him, I remember him smelling very repugnant like an odor similar to dirt or cheese. He had a white handkerchief on his left hand he was looking for a door through the wall, he kind of drew with chalk a white square like a door on the wall. While he was doing this I yelled so that my sister would see the dwarf that was in the house, but like always she got there to late the dwarf was gone, gone through that square door he had drawn. I think I had another dream after this one but then when I woke up, my entire being felt so much fulfillment peace and love. I was amazingly transformed. It made me believe in other worlds, dimensions, realms. I DISCOVERED that the key is inside of us that these realms are not to be found out there that they are all secretively hidden within us.
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7 Oct 2012 - 3:40am
Hey there dear Lighty friends,
I don't care what anybody says - I know that Niburu does indeed exist. Somethings you just know - it is instinctively written in your DNA, the very essence of your being.
I can't tell you how many dreams I've had in the past, where I have seen two suns, one larger and the other smaller, glaring down on our planet. Three times Archeia Aurora (feminine counterpart to AA Uriel) has visited me in my sleep. Twice she has shown me the two suns, one rising in the east and simultaneously, the other setting in the west. The third time she visited me, she informed me to 'Look to the south'.
Last night I experienced another very vivid dream, where I was standing out in a field, with many thousands of others, looking at the sky in absolute awe and amazement, and seeing two suns, all the while Pink Floyds song was playing 'Two Suns', nobody was speaking, the only thing you could hear was the music. I could actually feel the warmth of these suns on my skin - it wasn't uncomfortable. Then I was filled with some innate knowledge, stating that the pole shift has already occurred, due to the reemergance of Niburu into our solar system, it happened within the first 100 days of 2011.
I recall not feeling any fear - in fact, nobody appeared to be in fear. I sensed a collective of emotions from the gathered masses, varying from overwhelming excitement, to a supreme religious ephinany, many were weeping and praying.
A few months back, I blogged in relation to a commentary I heard on my radio station here in Australia, where many listeners from Victoria and Tasmania (our most southern states), were calling in to state that they had observed 'two suns' in the sky, just on sunrise and on sunset. Nobody had an explanation for what they were witnessing, naturally it was dismissed as an optical illusion. By all accounts, Niburu aka Planet X aka Beutelgeuse aka The Brown Dwarf aka The Winged Disc aka The Planet Of the Crossing aka The Destroyer - will first be seen in the Southern Hemi, rising above Antartica (South Pole). So from a personal perspective, Archeia Aurora is correct.
I've heard all the conspiracy theories regarding the return of this planet - sure, some say it exists, other's insist that it doesn't, nothing can be absolutely confirmed. So this morning when I finally awoke, I went on Youtube and googled Niburu 2012 - well I don't know folks. The evidence is overwhelming and irrefutable - there is no denying, that at this very moment, there is something in our skies that hasn't been seen before, if it aint Niburu - well what in the hell is it? Look for yourself - anything is possible, what do we really know? Only what our hearts tell us is the truth. Afterall, I don't believe for one minute that we are going to be actually told the absolute truth, do you?
in my rear view mirror the sun is going down
sinking behind bridges in the road
and i think of all the good things
that we have left undone
and i suffer premonitions
confirm suspicions
of the holocaust to come
the rusty wire that holds the cork
that keeps the anger in
gives way
and suddenly it's day again
the sun is in the east
even though the day is done
two suns in the sunset
hmmmmmmmmm
could be the human race is run
like the moment when your brakes lock
and you slide toward the big truck
and stretch the frozen moments with your fear
and you'll never hear their voices
and you'll never see their faces
you have no recourse to the law anymore
and as the windshield melts
my tears evaporate
leaving only charcoal to defend
finally i understand
the feelings of the few
ashes and diamonds
foe and friend
we were all equal in the end
Much love and happiness to you all
Ish )O(
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30 Sep 2012 - 3:43am
Hello everybody first of all I'd like to say thank you to everyone for giving me kind words and a great place I can come to to express myself and gather new information. I like to read everyone's words on here and take what resonates with me and run with it so to say!
But this is a two part question.
First one is when I began to astral project it was very scary thing for me and couldn't wrap my head around it and still really haven't fully yet. But I guess my question is I no longer having any fear when i do and does anybody else feel it in between there eyes " third eye" throughout the day on the nights that you astral project. I've began to improve on how and what to do while I'm in this state but most of the time I can't seem to manoeuvre around easily. Any tips on this? I know its all with thoughts but it still is very hard for me. I am completely aware while I'm in the astral and still can't do my own thing and its very frustrating cause I want to embrace and enjoy it. Sec
Second question is has anyone else every experienced a double astral projection. Its almost as if I seperated from my astral body into another body. Can this be explained by anyone on this website?
The first question is the most important one to me and if anyone with more experience can talk to me about this I would love to talk to someone about this that doesn't think I'm completely insane!
Very strange times for me and I could use someone to talk to about this or any other subject. I love just talking about things with people and not a single soul in my area has any clue nor do they care to listen to anything I have to say.
Also I would just like to mention in my experience with this process the smallest things seems to be the best things that raise my vibration. Little things like holding the door for someone, smiling, thanking the cashier at my local gas station or holding the door for someone. I think it gets into there heads that not everyone here is a complete a$hole!
Any comments or messages would be very much appreciated.
Thank you! Love and peace to everyone and yes that also includes those ignorant people I encounter I still have faith that one day your soul will wake up and you will no longer need to put off such negative vibes cause they effect me no matter what I do.
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27 Sep 2012 - 6:19pm
Recently a few of us here at lightworkers.org have pulled our resources and begun a new group called Ascension LiBeRTI~ Light Body Research Team Investigations on Facebook. We are sharing our experiences with the changing energies that have to do with the light body and specifically our Astral Travels. The reason we believe this work is important is because the only thing we really have in this life of illusions is our lucidity and ability to steer our consciousness. Sovereignty is the most important thing if you are seeking peace and liberation. As the energies are changing rapidly we are realizing our new abilities. Many of us our finding that we have become more telepathic and psychic, clairvoyant and we are able to dream lucidly which is the first step to mastering Out of Body experiences. Everyone experiences the shift of consciousness away from the body, something we call Out of Body but few remember it. There is a theory that the reason we have so much trouble is because of the position of the planet and that we are phase locked in a particular rotation speed and angle that keeps us focused upon the 3rd density. It is believed that the planet is moving back into balance and that soon we will be operating optimally again as the HUmans we truly are. We are multi dimensional beings however and it is becoming more and more clear that we are capable of more incredible things than we can even imagine.
The Naked Astronaut is my new Network that focused mainly on this Light Body research and experimentation.You can't imaging how helpful it is for you to share your experiences with others that may have otherwise dismissed important signs in their transformation or perhaps have been to afraid or embarrassed to actualize what was happening to them. I hope you will all join us, Sarah Gazal and myself as well a the other members of Ascension LiBeRTI that are becoming members to create a new network of individuals focusing on consciousness mastery and learning to create as compassionate sovereign beings.
Much Love to Everyone here at Lightworkers,
Cari Eden Kindl
www.nakedastronaut.mixxt.org
PS I hope this is not considered advertising. This is just another focus group. Thanks!
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26 Sep 2012 - 2:38am
Well, I don't remember my current dreams very often. Maybe one or two per month since last June. Before that I could recall at least one dream per night. Since then, not so much really. The ones I have remembered have been fairly significant messages from either my future selves or my HS...and I have had only a few of these and they were fairly easy to understand. But I have had two dreams this month, really within the last ten days, and they are eerily similar, yet not quite, but the jist is the same, and though I can recall the dreams fairly well, I seem to be missing the message I am supposed to recieve. The reception on this one is a little spotty. I wonder if it is because my #1 guide is not really offering me much guidance now. She knows how much I trust her Intuition when it comes to My-Self. Maybe it is because it has been a shock to recieve guidance from me, and she forgets that she is also MY guide and I need her to pull it together and BE my guide.....uhhmmmmuhhhmmmm....please. We walk this path together ma'am, neither of us leads the other, but that does not mean that one does not need the guidance of the other. You SEE, I FEEL, together we are ~A~W~E~S~O~M~E~! How can we go wrong when we have each other? Oh how I miss your beautiful face....would you like to play with some magic numbers? I, of course play with them all the time, and I would like to share them with YOU if you would like to play with them too. Double the magic can't hurt, and I made them from Sacred Geometry, and Dream Vision from my future self. I will PM them to you if you give me a sign that you want them. If that doesn't work, I can slip them into some symbolism but that could take a while. He he he he. I'm a patient man, so don't go there, just thought playing with numbers might help you realize this dream come true since I intend to share anyways. Sacred geometry is abundant and abundance is to be shared. Focus a little on guidance if you can because this dream thing is obviously important, yet I can glean NO meaning from it at this time, and I'd like too. Any thoughts. I know some of you reading this are like "HUH?". This message is Not for you. If it means something to any of my soul family beyond it's intended, then chime in because WE are here to Guide one Another. I was speaking to my #1 guide, but MANY of you are my guides too, whether you realize it or not, you are my guides and my family and I LOVE YOU>>>>ALL.
Love, Peace, Happiness We are Light
Jason
The wisdom within....NEVER be AFRAID to ASK for HELP. I'm Not. I am stumped.
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19 Sep 2012 - 1:37pm
9/20 8am
Finally the fog cleared and I was standing on a ranch. A man was on a horse telling her to lie down and roll over with her on him! He was ok when she stood up and he walked away. The horse walked past me to hand with the other horses. I realized I was Lucid and thought this is awesome where can I go next. I thought of Jamaica for some reason. I don’t know why the Great Pyramid didn’t pop into my mind since that is what we are focusing on with the group research. But the fog swirled around me again and when it cleared I was standing in the jungle on a mountain. I looked down and saw a hut perched on the side of the mountain. I looked at the raindrops hitting the leaves and tasted the light rain. I felt SOOO amazing. It is so nice to hit this state. I saw a pavilion and started walking toward it. It’s funny but my first thought was “ I can get naked and no one will care!” So I was trying to take off my clothes when suddenly I realized I had to pee. So I saw a bathroom. What this all means is that slowly I am reverting back to the 3d lack of control of my reality. I really did have to pee so my thoughts were returning to bodily functions and 3d physics laws. That is when you start losing it. A girl was walking into the pavilion with camping equipment on her back and a mosquito net. My subconscious was saying we need to protect ourselves from bugs and survive but that is not the case in this world. So I was trying to get my shorts down in the bathroom and I can’t seem to do that. The toilet seat starts to wobble and morph and BOOM! I am back in my body with my old friend the headache.
This is why we practice. We have to get it into our subconscious that everything is ok. There is no reason to be afraid of anything. There are no bugs. We don’t have to survive anything. It is all imagination but this world is just as real as the one we are in now. This density is just phase locked into a particular vibration where we are enslaved to time and gravity because our bodies are vibrating at that same frequency. I believe the mist or fog we are seeing is what they called the mists of Avalon before the Fall of earth and man into such dense reality. The mist is the primal soup that is manifested by thoughts. If you were to see the things that make the mist it would blow your mind. They are tiny creatures that flurry and flutter around very busily responding to intention. The entire universe is conscious. Through entanglement matter is constantly sharing information instantaneously. In other words our thoughts are creating realities continually whether we KNOW it or not. We are designing worlds right now without lifting a finger. And we have the ability to step into those worlds. It is a matter of intention and focus. When you realize you are dreaming you are lucid. Lucid dreaming is the first step to becoming a sovereign creator. You must let go of the attachment to this current density. It is not the only reality and not a very nice one.
When you enter the other realm it is exactly like being in this reality accept there is no pain and you have the ability to control where you go and what you experience. You can still taste touch and feel everything but it is a more sensual experience because you are not distracted by the social conditioning that has been imposed upon us at this density. You can fly. You don’t need a space ship. You don’t need food. You don’t need protection or even clothes. People only wear clothes because they have been conditioned to do so or for protection. Look around. Millions of people run around without clothes on this planet. Why would you need clothes in heaven or 5d? It is all pretend. Your energy body is made of light. You are clothed in the sun. You are a star in your own right. Shine on.
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17 Sep 2012 - 7:11pm
I had a strange dream last night. In fact, I've been having strange dreams all week. I've been trying real hard to access theta state but I have a hard time meditating because my inner thoughts insist on interrupting me. However, they do make sense nearly all the time.
I've been getting whispered to right before I fall asleep. I think my guide, G is trying hard to let me hear her voice. I also had a dream she was in though her face wasn't clearly pictured. But I remember feeling as if I'd know her a long time, we were best friends and strangers simultaneously. She was like the female version of myself, and at the end of the dream as I was being forced awake, she said, "you really don't remember me do you, you big goof."
Anyway, about last night's dream, I think it may apply to some of you. It felt like I was remembering something that happened. I had just gotten a job it seemed and I was waiting in a white room like an office building of some sort. I was meeting my other coworkers. They all looked strange, they wore different period costumes and I was in modern clothes, I.e. t-shirt, jeans. There was also a little person talking to me, he was in the attire of a 6th century peasant. There was another man in 15th century fop attire with long hair and a mustache, sort of like Captain Hook. There was also a woman with an Amelie haircut wearing armor. There was also a two year old child either a boy or a girl but had very long brown hair. Lastly, there was a dancing cat. It was dancing like an Egyptian and doing cartwheels and everyone was laughing. The cat wasn't an ordinary cat, it seemed to know what it was doing. These coworkers, cat included, felt like old, good friends of mine. (Strange, but I'm not usually a cat person.)
We were all just waiting for something, I couldn't remember what. What I did remember was a short conversation I was having with the little person;
"So, when d'you start?" He asked.
"let's see, I started on the 4th." I replied. Then the little man counted on his fingers from 4 to some number I couldn't remember.
"wow, you're really new then. Don't worry, you'll get the hang of it."
Then one by one, the others jumped into a hole in the floor where a splash can be heard. They had this glee in their demeanor as though they were doing a cannonball into a pool. I decided to take the stairs outside. I ran into a woman wearing a black Muslim headress or a babushka and a veil across her face. She had blue eyes. I knew her. She asked me where I was going and I replied, 'this way.' Then she said simply, 'alright, I'll come with you.'
When I woke up, my first instinct was to look up the 4th day of the Christian creationist myths. I've never read scripture before so it seemed strange I would subconsciously dream it then consciously feel compelled to look it up at 5 in the morning. It says god created the stars, the sun and the moon on the fourth day. This was a bit significant to me because I was more skeptical about calling us starchildren than I'd like to admit. The sun and moon I pay reverence to, but star children sounded cheesy. But I suppose that was the confirmation I needed.
Your adherence to impossibilities will murder your possibilities. Your can'ts will kill your ables. Your Cains will kill your Abels.
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7 Sep 2012 - 2:40am
So, lately i've been having a lot of weird dreams. I don't get a full vision just glimpses and i hear what the person is saying and that what i'm saying, but what really made me. Interested was the fact i had a vision just before my mam went to bingo, in it a voice said win on 2 not 1. Later that day she came home, and i asked if she won anything. She said yes, so i said "on the second" and she was, well surprised i knew. Strange? Not only that, i'm also seeing, when i close my eyes, a dead relative. Who i hadn't remembered in a while, i saw her when i closed my eyes. She smiled at me, and it looked like she was trying to say something. But, i couldn't hear her. And one last thing, my senses. Sight, smell, taste and hearing have became a lot stronger. HELP!
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28 Aug 2012 - 6:57pm
As a matter of interest, it is my belief - and belief only - that the soul of a 'Rainbow Child', cannot be captured by these 'supposed' 'greys'...
The reason i say this, is because certain memory 'fragments' came to mind a few months or so ago, whereby certain 'creatures' were becoming angry and frustrated with me - but i put it down to 'wild imaginings'...
Before this time, i experienced a very distressing, 'black-out', where i awoke on a wooden floor in my hallway, with my front two teeth badly broken - the 'black-out' had felled me like a tree...
I was extremely ill, with vomiting, and had no option but to remain prone on my settee, until such time as i needed to evacuate my bowels...
I remember being terrified by these 'creatures' whilst within my 'sleep' state - until i realised that they couldn't achieve their 'objective...
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25 Aug 2012 - 2:08am
dream: I was in a room with some female prostitutes and a fat man. I locked them in the room and fled the scene. After that, I started to be nagged by a guilty conscience - I knew somehow I shouldn't have
done that. The feeling of guilt got worsened as I got further from the scene.
I came to the point where I had to decide which path I should take: the choice was whether to take a farm road or keep going on the path along residences. I decided to take a farm road, because
I knew it was a short-cut but I also knew if I take that path, I would have to face the prosecution for the crime I had just committed. I was thinking I could get away with it and hoping for that to
happen. I started walking down a dip and I found Michael Jackson at the bottom. He was wearing white suit, hat, red shirt and wide-rimmed sun glasses - just like the look from "Smooth
Criminal" video. I just lowered my head a little bit to greet him and show him my respect. He didn't say a word and just passed me by.
I hurried on the path.
I found my self in a teahouse but it wasn't my intension to be there - I knew I got caught.
The people at the teahouse started to have a weird banquet. I saw my mother and father among them, and I found the fat man sitting on the stool with a grimace, which scared me to the bone.
I realized I couldn't escape and knew all of them were prosecutors. There I became totally penitent.
An Asian man approached me smiling. He looked like he was in his 50's, 5ft 6 or so, a little chubby. He greeted to me and said "You have to pay for what you did. Since this is a sign from God,
I'll collect the amount you owe." As soon as I heard that, I woke up, but I clearly experienced the transition from my dreaming to awoken state, in which, I heard the man's voice as clear as a bell
with my awoken mind.
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24 Aug 2012 - 2:02am
Aside from the basic symbols that our subconscious uses as communication i.e. water representing emotion or consciousness, sometimes when you have a profound dream; what you are actually seeing are conscious representations of what is/has literally occurred. The brain is not designed to handle information from higher dimensions for everything consists of a completely different structure. The brain literally gets confused when directly connected to such events of a "higher nature". Respect and understand the brain's function as a physical organ to act as your body's control center, there isn't a need to be so rigorous and rough with the brain, expecting it to clearly translate these higher frequencies.
Don't bring it down, rise to it - is my motto.
When I have these types of profound dreams, my brain literally struggles to piece together the events properly because it is really a totally different language to what the brain understands. And this is saying a lot because usually my dreams are extremely clear and vivid, easily deciphered and understood, as I normally have at least 2-3 dreams per night. But these profound dreams I mention, they seem to sometimes rock the foundations of my brain's understanding... ya know those dreams where you can't even describe it cognitively, all you see are pieces of visuals and a mixture of feelings.
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22 Aug 2012 - 1:33pm
Hey there dear Lighty friends,
Geez I had a really freaky experience happen to me last night. I just can't explain it - so I was wondering if some of you can kindly help me?
I was sound asleep - and I mean sound asleep. Off doing whatever I do in the ethereal realms during my deep REM dream time. Suddenly, my physical body started to choke - I was coughing and spluttering, trying to gasp for air - but I was still fast asleep
.
My physical state started to panic, which was strange, as I was completely aware of what was happening to my sleeping body, next thing, within a heartbeat, I felt two destinct thuds inside my body - I knew straight away that it was my astral body returning to my physical form - but there were two astral bodies that came back, both with a BANG!!!
The shock of which, woke me up with a start and I was struggling to catch my breath. After a couple of minutes, I settled back down and went straight back to sleep. Today, I'm absolutely fine, no problemos lol.
Just wondering what may have happened and is it possible to have more than one astral projection? Considering we have more than one Higher Self, is it plausible for your spirit to be in more than one place at a time during an OBE?
Your help would be greatly appreciated.
Much love and happiness to you all
Ish )O(
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20 Aug 2012 - 3:08am
Hey there dear Lighty friends,
Man!!! For the last week I have been hammered with nostalgia. All night last night, during my REM sleep, I kept hearing these two songs in the background of my dreams. Petula Clark, I Couldn't Live Without Your Love & Cilla Black, Both Sides Now.
So consequently, they have developed into musical 'ear worms' - I can't get these tunes out of my mind today at all lol. Don't you hate that??? They're driving me nuts (or nuttier heehee).
I find this very strange indeed, I can barely remember these tunes from Petula and Cilla, I was such a little girl when these two songs were hits. I'd hear them on the radio all the time. I just wonder why I'm hearing these songs now and what it could all possibly mean??? Your help would be greatly appreciated.
Much love and happiness to you all
Ish )O(
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17 Aug 2012 - 9:38am
i remember when i was 5 or 6 i had this dream in which i was in a large spaceship in orbit around earth the ship was very very large but i was the only one aboard i was running as fast as i could i had an extreme sense of urgency like if i failed many people would die there is a giant ball of yarn with needles sticking out rolling after me and i am aware that i will not survive but if i go fast enough i may save everyone else somehow. i have felt this way all my life i had another dream where i was at a school, which was strange because i was home-schooled at the time, and a man with a gun ran in and shot my teacher and i jumped in front of it shielding her with my body and then being free of all that is physical. i have felt this way all my life that i would sacrifice myself for needs of the many and die smiling rebelliously into the darkness. in 2009 i had a dream that i was taking my little sister into the kitchen to make a sandwich for her halfway along the hall there is flash of bright white light and i collapse onto the ground unable to move due to shock at the same time my sister disappears but i don't worry about her, i have a sense she is safe another flash and text appears in my line of vision like you would see on a t.v. set it spells out "where are you? we can help you!" when i wake up i have the feeling that an entity is near waiting to see what i will do i am frozen with fear. and now years later i keep getting these deja vue experiences in one instance i dreamed about three years ago that i would step on a kittens head crushing its skull and killing it i remember my sister crying and holding the limp body in my hands in the present i opened a door and as i was putting my foot down i remembered that dream looked down and saw the cat so the deja vue stopped me from accidently killing the cat. i have these experiences very often although that was the only time anything bad could have happened. but each time is similar in the fact that i again fell that urgency from the first dream i described like i have the chance to do something all i want is to connect with my divine self so that i can learn what it is i need to do. because honestly i have been crushed by a constant depression to the point of almost being suicidal. i ask nothing of you, the reader other than to please tell me anything that you think may help me i need to contact the being that contacted me in 2009
and at any cost must learn what my purpose is so that everyone may go on this is my plea for help please lightworkers send me positive energies and always peace and love
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8 Aug 2012 - 2:36am
I was visited by the Egyptian God Anubis today in a dream - (took a little nap this afternoon and woke up feeling like I had been drugged..wasn't a very pleasant feeling)
The dream began with me standing on a bridge overlooking a lake, the lake was a very dark blue - in fact the entire atmosphere was dark but considering he is a God of the Underworld it makes sense
I felt a presence then Anubis appeared before me - he was an impressive looking individual to say the least - he was quite tall and was wearing a dark hooded cloak, and in his right hand he held his spear -
At first all I could do was stare and the only thing I could manage to say was "What do you want" lol but he was patient and ignored my sarcasm - although it did feel like I was meeting an old friend again after many long years...
He smiled and began to speak - he told me of my coming death, what was "beyond the veil" and something to do with a certain "portal", he then told me "to carry on and to shine my Light".... I understand all that was said and I shall do as he suggested - I will carry on and continue to shine my Light..
Shine on
Light-one
Teaching
7 Aug 2012 - 3:43pm
Last Thursday morning I awakened from a strange dream. In the dream I was upset because I had realized that my daughter had parked my car in the ocean. I stood on the shore looking at my car; it wasn't that far away, maybe a hundred meters or so, and it was not the only car out there: there were about a half dozen other vehicles parked in one neat row off the shore.
A storm was brewing and the cars were getting a beating from the waves but that is not why I was upset. I was upset because my car being out in the ocean was a weird, unexpected oddity and also, I didn't have access to my vehicle and didn't have any idea how to get it back! So I looked for my daughter and demanded that she get my car right back.
After hearing my complaint she left to see someone, perhaps the "ocean valet," and a few moments later, my car was being delivered to me on some kind of mechanical platform that delivered cars, one by one. Before awakening from the dream, I remember thinking that all I had to do was ask, and it was delivered.
The storm in the dream is a sign of the tumultuous times we're living in right now, and the ocean signifies our spiritual world (read: our inner world). I've been feeling a bit of anxiety lately in my "body vehicle," and my other "vehicles"--my car and my computer--have had their issues as well. My car's problem (the ignition lock) has been recently fixed, and my laptop (still under warranty) has a hard drive failure that ought to get fixed shortly. (I was relieved to hear that most likely it's a failure that has nothing to do with me.)
One of the lessons here is to ask for what you need. Many "lightworkers / warriors" are used to plowing through on their own and forget to ask others for help. Sometimes reaching out and asking those who can help can take a bit of courage, but it's the next step in your personal growth. Sometimes you need to ask the "ocean valet" (God, the Divine, our spirit guides) for help and guidance.
There's another dream that has been on my mind quite a lot lately. I had the dream in 2005, but am being guided to share it here, to help change the direction of the path humanity is on. The following dream is excerpted from my memoir, What Everyone Believed:
"At the end of January 2005, I awakened from a dream where I was scrambling across a craggy landscape that looked like the aftermath of a mountain explosion. Large boulders and slabs lay all around in disarray, as though they had fallen from the sky. Crevices wide enough to fall through stymied your path; you had to watch your every move. I was stepping through the wreckage, hopping from boulder to boulder, headed towards a city that looked like ancient Rome. When I entered the city through the front gates, I saw lions living among the people. Lions loitered in the courtyards, on the piazzas and the verandas. The people hummed about the city guardedly--quite understandable, given that you could never be sure what a lion might do. I too walked around feeling guarded, and slipped away to a safe place while still going about my normal business. I was with a Hispanic woman. She had been stopped for questioning at one of the city's checkpoints--a common thing. And as I was waiting for her, I awakened from my dream.
After I recorded my dream into a journal, it had occurred to me that the people had learned to live with the lions; the two had coexisted. And perhaps after a few generations, it became the only way they knew how to live. They had learned how to walk, what to do, what to feed the lions. They went about their daily business taking certain precautions and thus, remained relatively safe. And then, the lions did not seem so much like lions anymore. They mostly lazed around, swishing their tails."--End of excerpt.
Back at the time of my dream (which I took as divine guidance), I had interpreted it to mean that I was to keep going with my mission while coexisting with my fears. Furthermore, I saw the fears being tamed, and that the "lions" out in the world could also be tamed.
What about you? Is your fear still blocking you from doing what you're here to do? Perhaps you'll discover that your fears and anxieties (if you examine them and move through them) are the catalysts that allow you to discover your unique contribution at this important time in humanity's history. Dreams are a form of divine guidance and a way your higher self uses to get through to you. And when you connect and integrate with your higher self, you will have clearer dreams that guide.
To learn the how-to steps for connecting and integrating with your higher self (including how to reduce your fears), click on the link below.
Activating 2012 - How to connect and integrate with your higher self so that you fulfill your higher purpose (and your heart's dreams)
