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8 Jan 2009 - 8:27pm
Namaste everyone. Iv'e had this reacurring dream where I keep seeing these unusal symbols or what looked like an alphabet of some kind. Later when visiting my sister she had just recently had bought a book on angels. Well I was looking through it it talked all about the arch Angels and what they do and so on. Well I came across this one page and low and behold they had an Angelic alphabet and talked about the formal and informal writing of the Angels. Now the thoguht that came to mind to me was that maybe the angels in my dream were trying to give me a hint on wanting to learn of the Angelic Alphabet. and if they wanted me to learn it why. Could you please help me fighure this out and tell me why would i dream somethng like that. Thank you.
Brightes Blessings and love to all.
Felice
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5 Jan 2009 - 10:36am
I suddenly remembered the dream I saw when the year was changing. The dream is so well describing the current energies in my life.
In the dream I was in an office where I was asked to give in my driver's license card. And I gave it without resistance, but I was having little bit mixed feelings about that. I like my driver's license card, because it is pink and it has exceptionally good picture of me. LOL.
But no need to cry, in return I was given a new card. And this card was interesting, it seemed to be more advanced, almost like magical. I didn't instantly like it. The colours were grey and white and my picture was moving like in Harry Potter films. I looked exposed. But I admitted it was a cool card, and I was amused about it.
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4 Jan 2009 - 8:20pm
I was lucid dreaming this morning, as I had woke up and gone back to sleep which usually results in a lucid dream. As I was doing so, I was trying to get my sister in my dream to wake-up, hoping that perhaps she was really there, and not just a character of my subconscious. Then I realized, why don't I just get out of this "dream bubble" and go into the astral instead.
So, I took up my "charge up" position, which is a floating cross legged, hands in prayer position at heart center position in which I feel my vibrations raise as a result of kundalini activity. I then asked for help getting out of my dream bubble, by which I mean subconscious "coloring or overlay" which creates the dream setting.
As I continued charging up I started to visualize a line in the front of my vision, like a crack in the bubble. Around that time (which was all very short) an image of a statue of Buddha flashed in front of me briefly as well. Then quickly after the crack started increasing in size, I was back in my body and rolling out of my body, as is often my chosen method of exiting for an OBE/astral travel session. It was sort of suprising though, and my eyes fluttered at the sudden rejoining of my consciousness and physical body. I'm not sure whether I was seeing my room through my 3rd eye (astral vision) or I really did open my eyes, but it distracted me and I wasn't able to quite roll out completely.
What I learned from this, is that if I'm ever in a lucid dream again and wish to go intot he astral, It might be better to to do so from the dream, by asking, and envisioning a door or archway which I pass through and switch over from dream to astral realm. This might avoid the slightly disrupting snapping back to my body.
This is the way my guides have done it in the past, they've always beckoned me through a door, and then the whole dream scene has gone dark, and I think I'm going to lose the dream or wake up, and then it re-appears like in a movie, only I'm MUCH more lucid, and I feel as if I'm someplace real, with real people, not just a dream with dream characters.
It's nice to know it works though, and that perhaps with more practice I can make more use of my frequent lucid dreams, and visit realms of knowledge and light regularly! (which I'm sure we all do, but less consciously)...
Thanks for reading.
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4 Jan 2009 - 6:27am
So last night I had this odd dream, and I'm not sure what to make of it. I'll try to put as much detail as possible in it.
I seemed to have suddenly appeared in front of this old house out in the middle of no where. I don't know where I was, or who I was, but I got this feeling in the dream that I had to hurry and run. I found a road not to far away and realized there were electrical poles and wires running the same way the road was. So I began to run. I had to be careful as not to let other people notice me. This line that I was running went through houses and I had to quietly go into them and follow this path (the line) in order to get out.
As I continued to run, I felt like I was being challenged. Like being in a game, where you have to do little problem solving in order to advance. At one point I had snakes coming after me, but in a challenge before I was able to befriend a snake and he coiled himself around my left forearm. When the other snakes came after me, he told me to split him in two (making two snakes) and let the other snake go so he could distract the other snakes and we could run away.
Somewhere along my running (and it was all at night) I had to get onto a public transit that I found in a town that I came to. But people were after me. It was like I didn't belong in this world. As I was waiting in line for the public transit I saw these men, in black suits, that were after me. I turned around and escaped the line. I continued to run through the city, hiding in shops and buildings and disguising myself.
I don't know what I was running and hiding from, or even who could have been after me. Anyone take a wild guess?
Blessings,
Serenity
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3 Jan 2009 - 1:06pm
Had a dream last night. I have summer camp dreams all the time. This one was interesting in that it was like the week before the campers arrived and the staff was gathering to prep the place and get organized. Didn't really know but one person. Got to thinking when I woke up that perhaps I was meeting up with some of you light workers and we were organizing for the big event. I've come to believe that my light working is done on the astral level as I dream, mostly because I feel so clueless as to reality on the waking plane. Dreamed a few days back that I stepped between an angry person wielding a gun and Obama...not that I'm that thrilled about him besides the fact that he's not a republican..OR IS HE..haha, whatever, don't matter none. Pray that his recent behavior is a large convincing head fake....
So let me know if anyone else had a meeting with a bunch of 'strangers' last night in your sleep.
cheers
love
light - c'est la vie
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31 Dec 2008 - 9:41pm
I do not post much here very often, but right now, I'm looking for any ideas what it may mean. This morning when I awoke, I was singing Loius Armstrongs song, It's a Wonderful World! Also I dreamt of dogs and cats all jumping into my bed in a dream. I am wondering what all this indicates.
Love, peace and light to all of you!
Happy New Years!
Marie
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18 Dec 2008 - 4:56am
Alright fellow lightworkers, here's another dream for ya! I'm curious as to your thoughts and ideas before I post mine.
I took a nap today after feeling unusually drained and weak after work. I had several dreams about people I know, and then, this happened.
In the dream, a woman was doing some sort of reflexology/reiki thing on my feet (?) and she was telling me she was going to "clean" everything, but that it would require more maintenance work. She then proceeded to pull an invisible nail out of one of my feet! I felt such a relief in the dream when that happened and immediately felt better. Anyway, shortly after I woke up!
Whatcha think???
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17 Dec 2008 - 4:35pm
As my roommate wakes up early I am woken up at 5 am and then I go back to sleep and this morning I had the most weirdest dream.
A little bit of a back story to give the idea why I would have been thinking on this.
Our house is a little dusty as we both work and we keep the house average clean thou we still have dust on the floor and it can be frustrating.
This morning I had the following dream.
My roommate is preparing his breakfast and he gets a knock on the door and it is from a cleaning investigation team. They have a black light system with them and they take him around the house to show him how clean the house is. He is surprised how dirty it is. I reach over and close my door thinking that forget this it is too early and I know my room is dirty.
Kay who dreams of blacklight being used in their house by random building staff when you own your own condo.
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17 Dec 2008 - 3:17am
Alright the other night, as I settled into bed and was just slipping off to sleep a sudden golden flash of light gave me an image. It was a of a very beautiful woman, her hair was golden and she looked radiant. All I could see was her face and hair and with the light being golden I couldn't really tell details. But when her face flashed before my minds eye I got the name "Madesant". But I can't find it anywhere!
Perhaps I'm getting the name wrong, or scrambled? I'm not sure. I was just wondering if anyone else knows of what madesant means?
Blessings,
Serenity
Edit: living-light pointed out to me that the spelling could be Madescent. And I like Divineclown's interpretation, too.
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13 Dec 2008 - 9:25am
Over the course of the last few days, myself, my wife and now my daughter have each had a very strange and unusual dream, not identical but with a common feature.
In our dreams each one of us has ceased to exist almost entirely to the point of being virtually nothing - and we were each then somehow restored to existence once again.
None of us had mentioned our dream to the others before their own experience happened.
Any theories on what this is about.
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11 Dec 2008 - 3:47pm
There were several parts.
I was friends with the Obamas and they were coming over for dinner.
Barak was more childlike than I expected. He was youthful and excited
almost giddy. Michele was very composed. I think the kids were there
too, but just in the back ground.
They were coming over for dinner before the inauguration or some
important event, and I had written him a poem that he was going
to keep in his pocket while he gave his speech. I didn't really interact
with them all that much.
The room were were in (my house?) was decorated like old colonial style,
but kind of fancy/elite. Low celings, old furniture, napkins table cloth, fancy dishes.
Then all of a sudden stuff started coming out of my skin. There were black gobs
of pellets that were rushing from around my body to come out on my arms,
It had the consistency of like rabbit terd, but smaller sort of pellets that stuck
together, not so uniformly shaped as rabbits ; )
THEN more stuff started spewing out of my back and outher places streams
of stuff, like very dense ground material, sort of greenish gray, that stuck
together in long strands like play dough. (But a different consistency)
It was everywehre, and I was emabarrased. I didn't want everyoen to see it,
and more importantly I didn't want anyone else to "catch" anything from me
if I was sick and this was casued by some parasitic or alien thing.
someone started measuring the big ribbons of spewed stuff, but by that tiime
n the dream they were a pleasant baby blue color and were like plastic.
I think i woke up (phone) as they were measuring.
Then there was another part of the dream. I was on about a 30' power boat
with a cabin, and there were others aboard including some youg children.
The captain had given me a job and even thought he seas were rough
I climbed up the small/difficult rungss/ steps.
He complimented me for my agility and just gong right for it. I told him
that's not my problem I have other problems (healthwise) (see above, ha ha)
Then something happened and the boat was starting to sink, I was able to
raise it up some by pushing on it down into the weater. The captain was not
around or was incapacitated. I began to worry about the children drowning
and being stuck in the cabin, I wonder why everyone did not have their
life jackets on. The water was warm but it seemed like people might get
stuck in the cabin. that's all i rmember, I woke up, but I was not scared.
have fun with this one...
LOL
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10 Dec 2008 - 5:03am
I woke upside inside my dream. My brother was sleeping next to me. I woke because he was making a big noise shouting/screaming. He woke up my parents. So I asked my dad if it is time to wake up. He said. Yes. I got up and looked at the time. It was 4:58. That was way to early. My dad said he was just joking with me. I asked my brother to be quiet so that I can sleep the last few hours. Time 4;59
So now I go to sleep in side my dream. So I dream inside my dream. I was flying all around. With energy flowing out of my feet and hands that allows me to fly. (Like IronMan). While flying around I realise that I am dreaming (Lucent dreaming). My family is standing on the ground looking at me flying around. When I spoke I had this powerful booming voice. My cousin said to me that now I only need a mask. (Meaning that with my voice I would be very scary). So I asked him why I would need a mask. Just to point out that I don't want to look scary.
So now I am flying all around the country side. I think Africa. Then under a tree I see a young black boy. I fly down to him and talked with him. His sister was also there. There was love feeling between us. When I left he said" Good bye Mr. Spirit" This made me wonder if he was in the physical world.
Now I am flying very fast. Then I come to this very old Gothic church in the shape of a cross. I fly in to the one room. There is a lot of old ladies. I wanted to fly to the top of the church because I new the church is build on a energy spot of the earth. But I could not fly any more. The ladies gave me something to eat and it made me to heavy (spiritually). Then I saw this rope in my hands that helped my to fly. But the rope was "unwinding" on both ends. So I went to the room with the old ladies to fix the rope to be able to fly to the top of the church. The old ladies said that I am Leonardo da Vinci. One lady was helping me to fix the rope. The ladies told me (da Vinci) not to work with the rope because there is some thing inside it that is killing me. Being lucent I thought to ask the ladies a trick question to see if I am the reincarnation of Da Vinci. I said" I am not Da Vinci I am a new person". Now one lady walks towards me talking to me. I can see that she is a clairvoyant woman. She is looking at my aura. Now I am becoming much more conscious concentrating on her face. She said to me that I am going to die very soon. pointing at my aura she said "I can see the quickening in your aura" (Meaning death is coming soon). Now her face is starting to come in to focus. The face of a young woman. But right at that time there is a little girl running full speed from behind her straight at me. The little girl run straight in to my body. This gives me a big fright and I woke up in the real physical world. 6:02 am. (I think the clairvoyant woman saw me as the real me not Da Vinci)
Then I fall asleep again have a normal dream about a little gnome living in side the wall next to my bed.
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8 Dec 2008 - 2:36pm
A few nights ago I dreamt that 8 bald eagles came to see me. I was in my home and it had a large round window. The eagles landed on a branch outside the window and sat there in front of me. I actually do have bald eagles nesting across the road from my house and I see them once in a while, but it's only a pair. I even saw one of them very close to my bedroom window the other day. Well, anyway, I think the eagles plus the number eight are very good symbolically; let's see if anything manifests from it.
Love in oneness, Susan
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6 Dec 2008 - 5:43pm
So here's what happened. I was taking a little nap. (one of my favorite things and endorsed by many wise folks here) And I am having a dream.
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I am in my house, my real house was in my dream (the furniture was arranged a little differently) I was sort of lazing around reading. There was some old fella who was there trying to buy a picture we have of the original owners of the house (it was built around 1880). Okay, no sweat, I have been selling old football posters on ebay, made sense to the dream me. Anyway, my woman and I were sort of trying to communicate about what price to ask for the picture while the old fella was cooing over our house. During all this, my father was puttering around, went into the kitchen (to make a sandwich, it seemed).
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So, the old guy wants to look at the "E" I said, you've seen it--I thought he said "heat" and we have a propane fireplace and a wood stove--yadda yadda.
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In my dream I hollar out to my dad, "Dad, what are you doing here? I thought you were dead." (My father passed in 2002)
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He hollars back "I AM HERE" In my dream, I went into a seizure. I woke with crazy chills all over and that fluttering in my ears more intense than I have ever experienced. Like the surprise, the seizure had carried over into my waking world.
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Now I am going to have a cry. I am sure this means something. I do miss the cranky old coot.
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Shine Bright.
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2 Dec 2008 - 5:07pm
Dreams Log
12/2/08 I was in a series of rooms filled with people i knew. We kept searching for garmin, garmin. Where’s garmin. There was a feeling of danger and a threat but we still plodding on searching… In rooms, climbing walls. I woke up at about 2:30 am and asked my sleeping husband if he knew what garmin was. No was his mumbled answer. I fell back asleep and dreamed again, looking now for garmeniere (apparently the French garmin) or carmenere it was starting to remind me of wine… but I knew it wasn’t wine I needed but garmin.
I woke up with an incredible clarity of mind, unlike anything I’ve experienced in ages. During my morning meditation with sue and rainy at one point we went to the spaces between the spaces; that incredibly large expanse were every potentiality is held but yet to be realized. A vacant parking lot, brimming with all that could be and when I told sue my dream she said it was indeed the locator position I was given (garmin is the name of my gps ). we are all in that space, in that state right now. Now that’s exciting. That’s helped me understand why we can manifest whatever we want whenever we want it! Why all potentialities are possible at any given moment.
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29 Nov 2008 - 4:09pm
I tend to always remember my dreams (or at least parts of them) and last night's was certainly one of the strangest!
I should preface this by letting you know that I am in a profession that helps treat people's psychological and substance abuse issues. I have never done any type of illegal substance in my life. Not even the less harmful ones. I've only ever consumed alcohol and caffeine (as far as drugs go!)
In my dream, an old friend of mine's parents were there, and they were selling a massive amount of drugs (you name it, it was there!). I was with several friends (who are "in real life" pals). Anyway, people started doing all these drugs. For some reason, I snorted cocaine. This is not something I would EVER be interested in doing in real life! I won't even eat a pot brownie, let alone do a line...lol...my friends were a little worse than myself, they were smoking crack, and shooting up heroin, and I think people were taking hits of Acid too... anyway, the parents who were selling got caught and lost their house. That's all I remember.
I looked up an interpretation on one of those dream websites, didn't agree with what it said AT ALL (said something about being devoid of emotion and wanting to drop my commitments and responsibilities...not me at all). So here are a few ideas that I've thought of about the dream:
1. It is a subconscious desire on my part to take a substance to relieve me of literal physical pain. I fell down some stairs sunday and bruised my tailbone pretty bad, and it still REALLY hurts. I've been resting, using a heating pad, and taking Advil...but I refuse to go to the doctor because i know all they can do is prescribe pain meds, and I refuse to put that stuff in my body! (also, it makes me sick- tried once before when had wisdom teeth out).
2. It represents a fear that I have that I will "screw up" and do something "wrong," and be just like all the clients and patients I have met.
Anyone else got any ideas? :)
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28 Nov 2008 - 9:05pm
This is a recent dream/astral experience had the morning of November 28th, 2008:
I somewhat frequently have astral experiences that begin in dreams, turn into me being lucid and flying around, then me commanding "Take me where I need to go", which sends me flying super fast involuntarily somewhere where I apparently need to go.
Last night, I was having a dream, then all of a sudden it amped up in clarity and I became lucid. I was on the deck of a patio party and everybody started to seem more life-like. So as I became lucid I jumped off the balcony and hovered in position (25 feet off the ground) impressing everybody still on the balcony. I told them they were all dreaming (I sometimes tend to believe people are all real people and not just dream characters (people created by my subconscious).
Then I started doing this lotus position prayer stance thing to "rev-up" my vibrations, and then commanded "take me where I need to go".
I started flying very fast over a landscape that I couldn't quite make out, because often I'm very close to fading out of the visual dream-scape when I do these commands. Usually it's a sign I'm switching out of a full-dream and into an astral realm.
When I got my vision back I was flying over this amazing landscape that was all green with large Cathedral-esque buildings scattered across the area. They were like a mixture of white-toned gothic (but not scary), trendy modern brickwork, and traditional german/swiss style houses (like in the alps).
I landed right in front of one of these cathedral type buildings, and found myself looking into this window/alcove thing that had a tiny door, that I thought I'm never going to fit through that. Then I stepped to the side and saw the main grand entrance, about 12 foot high double arched doors.
I went through and immediately to my left saw a large irish-wolf hound (perhaps cross with a standard poodle) (which I've expressed some admiration for recently this year, but never really considered getting one and never really knowing one) which was just looking out the window. There were pews I believe, and as I looked up the main aisle towards the front, I noticed two paintings of a wolf, one of which I have in my own house. These items might've been there just to make me feel more comfortable.
As I started up the aisle I noticed a woman at a desk at the front. It seemed like she would be hear to answer any questions I have. So as I sat down first I think I asked "what's my real name, as in my soul name". She responded with something very complicated that was like an 8 word hyphenated foreign sounding name none of which I recognized or remember.
Then I asked how many lives have I had? (I don't know/think I specified Earth incarnations) She responded with 900. I was sort of shocked and dissapointed (thinking that she meant 900 earth incarnations), thinking that I was more recently from the stars and not someone who's been stuck here a long time (I know I'm an indigo child). She did say that 900 was quite a few, and as I was talking briefly to her about that another woman came and sat down to the left of me whom I wasn't able to see but could sense. Come to think about it, this is the second time I've had an interview/question and answer session in the astral with a two women, one of which is not visible but definitely there, and she was on the left side of me both times.
What I came away with was feeling slightly dissapointed and bewildered with the 900 lives thing, and lack of definite soul name. I've had a seperate encounter with a guide of mine in the astral who told me I've had 20 lives, a long time ago.
I really don't know what is subconscious overlay and what is real-factual astral experience. Me not wanting to have 900 lives is somewhat egoic because if they're Earth lives, it sort of conflicts with my notion of me being from the stars which I've often felt.
I went to a whole dream/astral travelling school once and a section of it was to do with breaking free from the "dream bubble" to be able to truly experience the astral. I believe that may be one of my problems, that I have some sort of subconscious overlay/influence that's distorting my perceptions. That's my best guess of what's happening right now.
Any thoughts anyone? They're all really appreciated!
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21 Nov 2008 - 10:34am
Lately I have been dreaming a lot. I usually have these dream phases; I either dream or a lot or I don't for a period of time. Now the time has come in which I dream a lot. Usually I would be able to remember them after waking up and through out the day, but lately I can only remember them for a second and then it's forgotten. What I do remember is the feeling that there was a lesson in it and I should remember it. I also noticed a lot of people or animals from my past and present featuring in these dreams, but other then that I can't remember a thing. No story line. No lesson. Nothing. Someone said it wasn't meant to be to remember them. What do you think?
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21 Nov 2008 - 7:44am
This morning between waking and sleeping I dream about this landscape. I was looking down from high above the earth. Then zoom in to the exact place that I wanted to go to. I memorized the landscape. In my dream I thought this was Bolivia.
So this morning I was looking on the internet. But I could not find the landscape of my dream in Bolivia. Then to my big surprise I found the EXACT match in Venezuela. Close to the city of Maracaibo. I even know which part of the beach I pointed out in my dream. This was a great surprise.
Now I know where to go to after my work here, in 2 months time.
Time to learn some Spanish !!!!
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21 Nov 2008 - 1:22am
I had a dream where I saw the Flower of Life symbol and three of the centers of the Seed/Germ of Life were swirling out towards me. They each had sysmbols within the center of them that I did not remember upon awaking. The light was golden and glistening. Does anyone know if each Seed/Germ of Life has its own meaning? I remember which specfic three were swirling out at me. I cannot seem to find if they each have their own symbology or meaning.
Any thoughts on the meaning of this dream would be greatly appreciated.
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18 Nov 2008 - 8:49am
I had my best ever flying dream this morning. But this time unlike last time where I have "energy" flowing out of my hand and feet that lift me up. Like in the movie Ironman. This time I could use my arms as wings. I flap my arms and would start flying around.
It all started with me traveling with my old army buddies in a boat to your home base. When we got to shore we where chained up as part of some exercise. Instead of walking in the chains I found it was easier to bounce and then after a few bounces i was flying. There was lots of people around and friends from my past and family. I was the only flyer. I was flying around a lot and this was the best part of the dream. There was this strange transition between flying and walking. It takes me about 10 seconds to switched from one mode to another. I remember being on a 10 story building running and jumping over the edge. Free falling down to the ground with my arms open and then just before hitting the ground my "flying mode" would kick in. Then I landed on the top floor where all the people where. It was difficult landing again because I keep on drifting up in to the air. I holded on to the railing and "walking mode" kicked it. In "Flying mode" it feels like I had some invisible air body surrounding me.. Then I met my mother who said the President thought I am some one special. There was also some people in the crowd that was jealous. I walked past one jealous guy and after that woke up.
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17 Nov 2008 - 3:54am
I have been going through a major change spiritually in the last year. Other than knowing I'm supposed to do "something important" I am making what feels like little to no progress in my spiritual growth. I have some fear issues that I believe keeps from receiving any messages or making contact with higher plane. When I decided to officially give up I had a dream. I dreamt that I was walking through my house at night and I looked out of my dining room window and saw the mailman walking toward the front door and at the same moment I saw my back door swing wide open. I was scared because I knew someone had just come in but I wasn't sure who or what. I woke up startled but when I concentrated on my dream I became aware that I was being told that I was receiving messages and being visited at night. Any ideas?
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16 Nov 2008 - 12:20pm
I dreamed about a girl.
is it beeing drnk or getting to bed at 4 am in the morning?
but I remember this dream clear as crystal.
I know exactly what she looks like. but I have never seen this girl before.
let me describe her to you.
blonde hair with brown-ish strands in her hair.
blue/green ish eyes. very bright ones
her ass was good looking as well ;D lol
uhm
oh yeah
and the dream was in english for some strange reason.
and I got told this.
I could be myself around you and that is and will always
Be the best quality someone could ever have. And you had it and still have it.
You still look like a dream to me, a star, someone amazing.
over an over.. that is the most beautifull thing I have ever heard I think I cried a little in my sleep.
I got comfort from a person I havent ever met or seen before.
I couldnt reply but I wish I had, well we talked but I couldnt reply to that thing.
the dream was not in a chronologic order aswell. time was irrelevent and so was everything else now tht I think about it.
there was only a white bright background.
I want to find the girl. maybe it beeing english was a clue.
I'm writing this blog down for myself. so I wont forget, but you can comment if you want :]
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13 Nov 2008 - 2:57pm
Ok, so I thought I'd use an old school Jackie Chan kung fu flicks title for my dream, but it's related to my dream. A vast majority of people have experience at one point or another a "snake dream." It's a phenomenon just as seeing 11:11 everywhere is.
My dream started with me being in a house that was not my own, or one I even recognized. It just so happened to be filled with SNAKES. I'm glad I'm not Indiana Jones or I might have crapped myself. Anyway, I kept throwing the snakes into a stand up shower for some reason, but they kept spilling out. One such snake kept coming after me and biting me. Thankfully in my dream I happened to have a sword, so I cut the snake in half.
Later interpretation of the dream yielded surprising information. Apparently, a snake dream is actually a GOOD thing. Snakes are obviously feared by many, but they are actually revered creatures in many cultures. For example the snake on the crown of an Egyptian pharaoh. Being bitten by a snake in a dream is also a good thing (who would have thought?). Being bitten symbolizes being injected with wisdom rather than venom. The last bit of information I uncovered was the most startling, and yet another example in my opinion that there's no such thing as coincidence. Apparently, if you kill a snake in your dream, it symbolizes conquering your enemies or obstacles in your path. AWESOME! lol
I rarely remember my dreams, but I'll be writing blogs regularly on my very very very very very STRANGE dreams that I have. I don't expect to be able to interpret them all though. Since they're so messed up!
In strength,
Stephen
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12 Nov 2008 - 1:32pm
Tonight, through the conscious observation of a series of signs and happenings in my life situation over the last few days, I've been guided into a marvelous break through in understanding a pattern that has been present within me my entire life experience. Who guided this enlightening realization? I did. Spirit did. They are one and the same.
What is this realization?
I cannot find the words to express the depth of feeling and vibration that has exploded within my being at this moment. This realization is probably not new to many of you who may have mastered or understood this aspect of consciousness. But for me personally, it is quite simply astounding. I've known for quite some time that there are aspects of understanding that come to me in degrees. Often, I mentally understand a spiritual concept first. Only to find out later that it was just the beginning step of more truly encorporating a vibrational and "presence" understanding of that same mental representation. In going from one step to another usually requires me "walking my path" through the illsuion of time and having the experiences drawn to me to reach the understanding about a choice that had already been made. In other words, "Walk the talk."
And my realization in this brief format that only points towards the truth is this:
My Choice. I Choose.
This is talking about being a "conscious" co-creator rather than an un-consioucs creator. What I mean by "choosing" is to make a conscious point of choice in what I'd like to attract into my reality. Choosing does not have to be the ultimate perfection of clairity about what I want. Perfection, total clairity or focus is never as important as simply making a choice in as much consciousness and awareness as I have in that moment. That's all. The power is in making a choice consciously. More on this later....
Having chosen for myself, I feel more peace. And having more peace, I feel more universal support and vice versa.
Up until this moment, I have not realized how much I was still looking "outside" of myself for evidence of "The Great Mystery." All my life "things, happenings, strange co-incidences, dreams, chance meetings" would come to me. And in my more apparent mundane aspects of living in modern society and my family structure, choices were often made for me and my pattern would be to simply "go with the flow" and accept what comes to me; sometimes. For often enough, I would not accept or even see the gifts coming to me because I felt so dis-impowered of consious choice. And this pattern not only plays out in my view points of spirituality, it plays out in my shortcomings of planning or organizing my life experience from more down to earth practical ways too. It's all the same. I have suddenly realized how important making my own choices is on many many levels. The biggest change is more internal peace. More on this later....
The universe supports me completely in making my own choices.
God creates through me. God lives through me. I am that god becoming itself. Were I to continue creating or choosing for myself what I BELIEVE that this "god" outside of myself wants, then I would be undoing or "not doing" the one and only thing that god does want me to do. And that is, to become evermore conscious of the fact I am god itself creating. We (collectively - the oneness of all that is) are god. And god needs us to know thyself from the personal aspect or perspective. God needs us to know ourselves so that god may know itself. God needs us to make our own choices. I'm not necessarily talking about the concept of "Free Will" here. For the way that I see it, our will IS gods will. And, if the universe and all that is, IS ONE; well then, that begs the question: "Free Will? Free From What?" If you have Free Will, then that implies that you have something to be free from. And that implies that there is you and that there is "other." But there is no "other" remember? It's all one. It's all god. ....
A deep personal realization about a lifetime pattern.
I cover this at the very end....
OK. If you think you already know all this or have your own perspective, you might want to stop reading here. But if you would like to hear about how all this has played out within my life experience and how it just might relate to yours, then hang around and enjoy....
Signs and Happenings: How I'm triggered into realization.
Over the years I've become accustomed and more open to watching for signs and guidance coming from nature, events, co-incidence, etc. By the way, many of us still use the word "coincidence" incorrectly. Most often, it seems to be used to indicate exactly the opposite of its intended meaning. "Co-incidence" means "Two or more events that are linked together." It does NOT mean events that are happenstance and that do not go together. Our language is full of consciousness tools if we pay attention.
Anyway, starting last Sunday, I was talking on the phone with a special friend about love realtionship. We each were exploring our perspectives. I had been thinking a lot about it anyway. Suffice to say that in my back ground of past realtionships, I have PLENTY of mysterious happenings and connections that have really got my attention and have forced me to really look inside and ask what is going on here. "What is happening?" How and why am I drawing these mysterious connections to me?" So later Sunday night, I was sitting at my computer doing some work and still pondering the "relationship" thing when a bright light in the night sky grabbed my attention. What I saw was one of the brightest, biggest, longest lasting and slowest shooting stars I've ever seen in my life. I thought, "Wow. That was cool" and went back to work. A little later, I made a run to the grocery store for some coffee beans. When I returned home and as I was opening my back door, I noticed something just a few inches away from my right shoulder. It took a moment or two for me to realize that, there in the dim porch light glow, was the largest spider that I've ever seen in my life hanging from a single thread. I didn't actually jump much once the realization set in but a pretty strong shutter ran through me! Now in Tucson, we do have tarantulas; but this was no tarantula. So I grabbed the camera and here she is:
So now its Tuesday; just 48 hours later. I've been thinking a whole lot about those two signs back to back on the same evening. Either one would stand out on its own. But here were two. What did they mean? This morning, I was sent a video from a lightworkers friend about the importance of 11:11 since that's todays date. As I watched the video, I was surprised how many co-incidences were pointed out related to the numerology of 11. But my scientific mind also pondered that very often, people will pick out the information that they want to see and ignore the rest. So from a wholistic view of available data, it might not actually be that astounding that so many correlations to 11 were to be found. Even so, I was still impressed with the information that was gathered and pointed to. I also realized that the people that made the video I'm sure really and truly believe the amazing correlations that they were seeing and that it completely supported whatever overall viewpoint they were holding within themselves. For I saw that they were doing nothing different than I myself do with watching nature for signs, confirmations and connections. Now, if I see a Vulture and it flys over to me from a distance away and circles above me 3 times and then flys away again, I consider that a sign. If vultures or hawks seem to always be flying directly over my car for a moment while driving down the road and they had to fly out of their way to get there, I consider it a sign. But if I see one off in the distance and there is no further interaction, I don't necessarily consider that circumstance a sign. So what I see is that I and most everyone places importance on the happenings of their life or not. I have also seen and understood that I have drawn those signs to myself as points of mirrored reflection for what I have going on within me. But until tonight, I had been holding this myriad of mysterious events a little bit aways from me. That's why they were mysterious. As if they were coming from unpredictable "outside" sources of intelligence. Perhaps they were or were not or both.
Back to Sundays signs...... I called a friend to ask her what she knew about the meaning of "spider." Her book had several pages of information on that. But what stood out to me was that "Spider" is pointing out that I am at the center of the woven web of creation. And, the spider was hanging onto one thin line. The web begins with the first line. So I assessed that I am the creator of my reality. That was nice. It felt good.
Then I thought about the meaning of the shooting star.....and it's a very common theme. To "wish upon a star." I recalled that both the shooting star and the spider were very big.
My interpretation and placement of meaning? Begin consciously spinning my creation........ and no matter how big they are, do not give up on my dreams. Wow. OK. Now we're getting somewhere. But the big realization had not hit.....yet.
So I began recalling once again what was "up" for me at the time of the signs. Yep. Relationship issues. I began applying the signs to that very issue. What came up for me next was recalling a powerful lucid dream that I had about 2 years ago. So now I have to take a step back to that dream......
God and I design the perfect woman for me:
Throughout my life, I've had periods of natural onset of lucid dreaming. For a time, I intentionally amped them up. Through experience, I came to realize that when I became lucid within a dream, that I found it less distracting if I actually commaned the dream to stop all activity. Then, with everything still and silent, I would ask my question directly to spirit and listen for answers. I have to admit to different levels of frustrations with that experience. Eventually, I had a lucid dream where, what I call the "dream producer" decided not to cooperate with me. In one moment of a lucid dream, I told a very busy dream scene with many people around to "STOP!" Hundreds of people in the scene completely ignored my command and mimiced me back - all simultaneously yelling "STOP!" In the dream I just freaked. "NO WAIT! STOP I SAID!" And they mimiced back again. The dream went on and totally refused my command. So I walked up to a woman with rubber hair and asked while crying, "What am I supposed to do?!?" She calmly replied, "just accept it." That dream experience threw me into a loop for several years and it took time to figure it out.
Eventually, I came to decide that, perhaps lucid dreaming isn't always the "highest" type of dreaming and how arrogant it is of me to think that I could pull my "everyday 3d earth awareness" into a dream and think that awareness would be a higher place to come from. Well, maybe yes, maybe no. That's another article.
BUT TO THE DREAM AT HAND! About 2 years ago, I was having a dream where I was being shown 200 of the worlds most beautiful women; one after another very quickly. All completely nude. I was stunned with the level of feminine beauty at the physical level. (Note: Now to the women readers or anyone else who might be offended, this dream that I'm telling is very important to me and incredibly linked to something that has been within me for a long time; perhaps all my life and longer. I share this from a vulnerable place and I only share it to make a point of consciousness stand out. Anyway, suddenly and in the middle of this stream of beauties, I became very lucid. So the first thing I did was stop the dream action and at first the dream material obeyed. The dream stopped with the last woman standing naked in front of me. I spoke to that dream character as if she were the core presence of god itself and softly but very firmly commanded, "Be here with me now." What I meant by that was I wanted the full presence of god to fully show up within the dream character and talk directly with me as I had tried to do so many times before in previous lucid dreams. At this point, the beautiful woman dream character began to distract and pretended not to hear me. Again, I said in a very determined manner, "Be here with me now." She distracted some more and began talking to another woman who suddenly appeared. Again, I said "Be present with me now." She continued to distract; one time there was no sound while her mouth moved. Another I could hear her but she dissappeared. This went on close to a dozen times. But I persisted with "Be present with me now." Finally, she stopped and became silent. I was seeing a profile view of her face and as she turned to face directly toward me, I could see that her entire contenance had changed. I could feel the prersence of spirit very very deeply. She looked into my eyes for a bit and then spoke; still in a womans voice but a bit deeper in tone and very full of spirit. "Very well" she said. "Ask me for what you really want." Up until that moment, I did not know what I wanted. But what came out of me then was amazing to me. I replied without skipping a moment, "Make me the perfect woman." Now I do recall that I said those exact words. But what that meant was, "Make the perfect woman for me." Not only that, but I meant it with only one aspect of the woman in mind and that was purely the physical. There was no guilt on my part and there was no judgement from god. It was what it was. Later on, I wondered why the dream played out that way, since in my normal consciousness I believe I hold so much respect for the "complete" feminine presence and I hold an attraction for the "whole" and powerful woman; not just a physical presence. The answer to that question would come later. In fact, just a month or two ago. Back to the dream....... So god - speaking through this fully nude woman standing right in front of me, began redesigning herself body part by part to my approval. She started with her hair color and style, then her eyes, her nose and lips. I would say, "Yes, there!" when it was a look that "struck" me in that moment. She continued on down her body. Her breasts, belly button, hips, bottom, yoni, leggs, and feet. When she had fully morphed herself into this "perfect woman for me," I went towards her to kiss her deeply and in that instant, she said "Have patience" and I was then immediatly thrown out of lucidity and thrown back into a more normal dream where I had already forgotten what she looked like. I was running around at night in a large city on my motorcyle looking for her desperately but could not find her. I awoke from the dream. Upon first awakening, I realized, that the woman that god and I had designed to be the perfect woman for me was no more beautiful than any of the other women that had been shown to me. For most of two years now, I have thought that the message of that was to see that every woman is the most beautfiul woman and all women have a commonality of that divine femininity perfection within them. And indeed, that was a good message to get more in touch with. But that's not all there was. I also looked at the dream as if from an Australian Aboriginal "Dream Time" perspective. In that way, I could see that god and I had already "designed her" to show up in my reality. Now, the only I had to do was get myself ready for her to show up. You know, feel wholly deserving of an amazing woman, feel complete in my life in other ways that would relate, etc. I think I missed the boat with that perspective. But just a month or two ago, I finally received more clarity about that dream. Not only was I being shown that she was being "dreamed" into my reality, but what I had missed was that spirit was showing me what I needed to do myself! And, I needed to do it consciously! I needed to choose her. So if you watched "The Secret" movie, you saw them talk about the "design board" where the idea is to layout as much detail as possible about what it is you'd like to pull into your reality next. This is exactly what I need to do with my desires for realtionship. Now the important detail about looking at the design of the woman in the dream as nothing but the physical...... That was showing me the importance of detail. So, as much as I can, design this relationship in detail. All aspects. But not get caught up completely in detail but be satisfied with the detail based on my current understanding of self and what I desire. Then make the choice and hand it over to the universe to draw into reality.
Additional dreams about co-creation process
Many years ago, I had 3 dreams in a row which support this very idea of co-creation. The first of those 3 dreams showed me from an "eyes in my head" perspective that my hands came out and began sculpting the bust of a young boy out of a large piece of modeling clay. The hands started the detail and intent but suddenly the hands were pulled back and the bust completed itself. It morphed into a completed sculpture of the boy. In the next dream, I was just starting to play a game of pool; 8 ball to be precise. I aimed the cue stick to make a shot. Just as I was about to strike the ball, suddenly, part of the "video" of the dream was clipped out and then it came back. The ball had already been struck and the ball rolled across the table and fell into a pocket. I line up the next shot and again as I'm about to strike the ball, the video is clipped out and then the video comes back. The balls are already rolling and 3 balls fall into pockets with one shot. And again the same scenerio happens only all the balls are rolling and every one goes into a pocket. The 3rd dream I cannot recall at the moment. But it was on the same lines as the other two.
Back to my current big realization:
I've been writing for hours now. The basic reason is so I will not forget this new understanding.....
So now its 4:30am on Wednesday morning. I began putting the signs and new understandings of older dreams all together. I was on the edge of understanding.....like having someones name on the tip of your tongue but can't quite get it out. So I called my ex to kick the whole thing around. She is really good to "process" with that way. Anway, I began speaking about and suddenly the understanding came.
For me personally, the "CHOICE" element is critically important. I will use the "relationship" issue as the example of application, since it is also tied in with a wider realization of a lifelong pattern of belief.
What I have very suddenly realized is that for me, it is very important that "I" make the choice consciously. It is getting away from a default pattern of looking to the mystery outside myself, where I also created but unconsciously. It is possible that a "perfect woman" for me could be placed right in front of me. Perfectly attractive, perfectly loving, whole, complete, intelligent, powerful, compassionate; absoutely everything that I believe I would love to have in a mate. Perhaps at first it would be perfect. But I have the sneaking feeling that I would feel lack in some way pretty soon. Part of that is understanding egoic processes the likes of which Eckhart Tolle talks about extensively and I'm now understanding more than ever before. But another issue is that if the woman was simply placed there by hidden mysterious default co-incedence, I would not feel that I made the conscious choice myself and would feel a bit like a rebellious teen being told what to do by parents. Another aspect then for me is to see and wholly take responsibility for is that, reguardless of either being unconscious or conscious or mixtures of both, I AM creating those circumstances in my reality. So I am creating the mystery, the magic, the magical meetings, the dreams, the outrageous co-incedental circumstances that have been happening to me in relationship time and time again. In fact, that's another blog by itself. A book even. My example of relationship is just that. It works for everything else too....I know it.
So it is vitally important that we become conscious "choosers" or creators.
The "unconscious" choosing and creating eventually leads us to realizing that the choosing is always ours.
Reaching evermore consciousness in "creating" means everymore freedom or conscious effeciency in creating.
Fate and destiny are the training wheels that get us there. As we get "there," more and more training wheels come off.
Training wheels save us from crashing but they are also restraints. Freedom then is simply taking more personal responsibility for being in conscious connection and authorship of our reality.
For me, I believe the training wheels became glaringly obvious over the last few years. The training wheels are the predistiny of magic, mystery, syncronicty, etc. The allure of god. They got my attention. Big time. They've been waking me up. But "they" are me. I set this up. Me and spirit as one. The training wheels are coming off.
God wants only one thing from us. Keep creating. And the more consciously the better.
A new view of an old pattern - is it resolved and brought into peace?
My pattern of defaulting to letting others and "the flow" make choices for me goes way back. Way back.
And specifically to relationship, I can take it back to one important dream I had at about 11 years old. (There's that 11 again.) As this young boy, I had a hugely and magically "REAL SEEMING" dream of being a vibrant adult male standing nude on a beautiful ocean beach. An equally vibrant and beautiful woman (also nude) walked up and stood before me. We felt so much in love and I leaned in and kissed her and we fell to the sand and made love. I again awoke as the young boy. I had no place to put this experience. It was out of my realm of understanding at that age. But it setup within me this pattern of desire to find "The One." And it blended in perfectly with my life of magical dreams and even magical experiences of living on a beautiful 40 acre farm in Ohio. I had no religion in my life. Thank god. But I have realized only recently that I always had this feeling of mystery, of awe at the magic of things. It always felt seperate from me though. Sometimes directed toward me to assist me, help me but somehow seperate.
I grew and had two marriages. The first of which brought identicall twin boys into the world. After one son died at 3 1/2, the first marriage failed due to many stresses and changes. I dreamt of my 2nd wife before physically meeting her. Typical magic in my world but it was that particular dream where I began to realize the mystery to new levels. But sad to say, as much as I love and loved her, there was a flaw in me that no one could have corrected from the outside. My psychic unconscious quickly let me know that "she" was not "The One" from those magical experiences from which I fully expected her to be born into my reality. But this information of her not being the one tore me and "us" in two. It setup a very painful split within me of feeling like I had to leave her to be available for the one and yet I loved my wife dearly and did not want to go. She felt horrible and said, "How can I compete with god?" Since in a dream I had, I believed it was god striking lightening closer and closer to me telling me "You know what to do." And the message was to leave my wife. for the next 13 years, we tried to deal with this "thing" within. Eventually, she had to leave. Not that the marriage was bad or a failure. It was just stresed with repeated outburst with this pattern at its origin. Neither of us understood why. And just when I thought I had finally made the choice to be fully present with her and available and no longer undivided in my desires; I find her gone. But that was not true. Only now am I seeing why. Even then, the magic continued and my dreams had predicted the sudden change and the dreams continued to let me know it was all very real and happening even though I was in shock and in disbelief of the changes.
Always the magic that I held seperate from me somehow. Then, in the last 4 years, I've had the most off the wall magic in one after another relationship. I've been stunned and paralyzed in a way with the whole thing. Where we put our attention, there we are. But these magic events, these "training wheels" have readied me. They served their purpose oh so beautifully and I am feeling deep gratitude for the divine plan I co-created.
Now. I choose, My choice. Do you feel the difference? Be my own savior. Be my own flying saucer. Be my own change in the world. Be my own god. Be my own lover. I choose. I was saying this before, but now it really resonates within.
I still believe in being "In love." I know I do. Spirituality with all it's focus on killing and removing ego almost knocked that one out of me. I almost gave up on it. By it's MY magic. It's MY co-creavtive birthright.
I can feel energy wanting to break out of my abdomen. I believe I have more processing to do. This is not done yet. If you read all this, that's pretty feakin amazing!
Love, Allen. Goodmorning. It's 5:30am.
PS. 11/11 huh? Maybe there is something to it after all. hehehehehehe.
Again, more on this later.
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10 Nov 2008 - 7:42pm
For the past two nights I have been getting messages from people while asleep. Last night I talked (in a dream) to my grandmother on the phone. She said she got me some kind of filter for my cigarettes, or maybe nicotine gum, I'm not sure. I called her this morning and was thinking about what I dreamed... and she said that she had bought me some filters to go on my cigarettes.
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10 Nov 2008 - 5:49pm
My dreamtime is very rarely 'normal' so last night was no exception but it was in a way. I was dreaming about past lovers and there was a whole scenario that they they were all involved in. It was like watching a soap opera. The one thing i noticed is that i was very angry the whole time. Everything i said or did during the dream was out of anger. I was feeling it but at the same time didn't seem to have control over stopping it. I just let it play out.
When i woke up, my heart was still beating very fast like it does when i get extremely angry. I immediately heard my 'people' say, 'You were holding onto alot of anger. We needed to clear it out.'
I do feel alot better today. Energetically lighter and some aches and pains i had been having are gone now.
Anyone else having these types of dreams?
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9 Nov 2008 - 1:59pm
I had the strangest dream last night/early this morning. I remember very vividly what it was. It's in several parts.
The first part was that I was living in a house, with my parents (which I live by myself now) and then people came over, children and started to play with my things. Which for some reason I had baskets of toys hidden under my bed. And for some reason in the dream we had to move to a different house. Well this house, the bedroom I was going to take upstairs, was filled with wasp in the windows... but the strange thing is there were siamese cats in the windows too. Just sitting there, very calmly. Of course I freaked out because of the wasp, I hate wasp in my waking hours, lol.
My mother and I, in my dream state, had to go shopping for something and I told her we needed to get a different house because that was all ran down and what have you. And for some strange reason, as we were coming out of a shop she stopped an elderly couple. The man was pushing his wife, who I presumed was almost at the end of her life. The man went into the story and my mother asked the woman.. "Who do you think the Light Worker is?" .. and the woman looked at me and said. "She is, she is the angel." and I wept. I hugged her and I kissed her head and her face. And told her "No one else sees that, no one else has opened their eyes yet. Thank you for seeing what I am."
That leads us right into the next the one. I, along with several people that I obviously knew in my dream state, went to some kind of resort.. or ranch.. something. And we claimed up into these wagons because we were going somewhere.. and this other girl was taken pictures of us. Then when she looked back through the pictures she kept saying there was a glare of white light.. and when I looked at the pictures on me there was like a ring of light around me, and in one particular picture I saw what people call "The All Seeing Eye" on me.
In the dream I kept trying to, knowingly, get that light back around me, but the photographer didn't always get the light in her pictures. Then for some reason, I was a man tied up in an old room, with spiders and cob webs, and someone asked me to move so I couldn't hear them talk. And that was that.
Any thoughts??
Blessings,
Serenity
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8 Nov 2008 - 12:29am
i had the weirdest dream last night;last night before i went to bed i felt weird and really weird like, i had just felt the bad vibes in the air man and it was makin me chilly and just weird but i got out my bed from the couch, which i hadnt slept on in like 2 months, and chilled smoked a bowl then watched tv till i fell asleep, and then the phone rang and i "woke up", this is where the dream starts, but i thought i just woke up like normal to the phone ringing and i answered it and it was the police and this guy said that they got a call that i had killed my self and shit and i was like WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!? no dude im still here and i dont plan on killing myself and he was like ok we're sending someone down and all that shit, but then everyone was outside alot of people some people that iv never seen before and i think my buddy john and my mom and all these people walking towards the front door all slow like and shit, like i did kill myself, and when i walked outside to go ask everyone what the hell is going on and why they think i killed myself they were all just looking at me like they were before and still slowly walking up to me like i was the walking dead or something and then my mom came out from behind someone infront of me and i just kinda started crying and fell into her arms, and then some other shit went on that i dont remember i think everyone just left and i went back to bed and as i did i woke up for real, and it was one of those wake ups where you wake up and go OHHHHHH SHITTTTTT!!!!!!!! it was a dream omg i thought it was real
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7 Nov 2008 - 5:55pm
I had a very interesting dream the other night. I was at a very chic home and there was an extremely wealthy Asian girl playing the piano. I felt her emotions and she was completely unhappy. No matter how much she had she was miserable. Then I saw my husband make a pass at another woman and I walked into another room. There were two velvet loveseats on either side of the room. (A few days before my dream I had watched Miriam Bluestar's video about the tall blonde aliens) On one seat there was a tall blonde man. He appeared to be the body guard of the Asian girl. I didn't want him to recognize me, but I recognized him) so I walked to the other sofa, keeping my head down. I could feel my stature in the dream. I was extremely tall and as I went to sit I could see blonde hair as it fell in front of my face, but I felt like it was a wig and I was in a costume of some sort. All of a sudden I was at the backdoor of this house, looking into the backyard. There was a large hole in the yard, about 12x12 and about 3 ft. deep. At the bottom was all this wet cardboard. Suddenly a man was at my side and I grabbed onto his arm and we started walking on top of the water. As we were walking I felt so safe and secure. I could feel the love he had for me. It was as if he were a father figure, but I knew it wasn't my earth father. We stopped and I looked up. We were standing under a small roller coaster. I said, " Who ever thought of these things?" He replied, " If it stays on the top long enough eventually it will sink." Suddenly my mother and I were walking on a 4 way road. There was an overpass above it. On the 4 way road there were tunnels. Fire was coming toward us through one tunnel so we ran toward another road. Fire started coming at us through that tunnel. We turned toward another road and fire started coming at us through that tunnel. The flames were so hot that we knew it would melt our flesh in a matter of seconds. I could feel the heat in my dream. It was extremely intense. We turned to the last road and could see the flames approaching. My mom started to climb up to the overpass. I didn't know if she could make it. Suddenly I was out of my body watching my mom climb to the road on the overpass, but she looked like she was younger or even someone else. Suddenly I was back in my body waiting to climb up to the overpass and I woke up. I got so many messages from this dream. Oh, I forgot to mention that the father figure turned out to be one of my favorite actors, Denzel Washington. lol I had seen him on Oprah and was really impressed with what a great father he is. Any thoughts on my dream? Like I said I got so many messages from this dream. Just wondering if anyone else has any thoughts about it?
Love,
Deb
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7 Nov 2008 - 3:45am
I was hooked up to a computer that could read my thoughts. I changed my conscious mind from the logical thinking mind to the picture conscious. The computer was recording my picture consciousness. On the screen I could see words and sentences forming as the computer was reading my mind. I saw my name but could not read the rest. So then I discovered that I can use my logical mind while the computer is recording my picture mind. With my logical mind I did a meditation of beaming out love and light for a while and then did some other things on the computer. When it was finished it felt like I was sleeping and then woke up. So now I thought I was back in the physical world. When I looked at the text recorded by the computer it was all back wards. Then I remember that in the astral every thing is in reverse order (backwards). I printed it out the right way around. I read it once and was very exited to share it with a friend of mine. I did not make the afford to memorize it because I thought I was awake. A man next to me wanted to read it. I think it was my uncle. He was bold on the top of his head with hair on the side that looked like cotton wool. Also a big part of his head was painted with silver paint. I could see that he tried to wash it off but would also wash his cotton hair off in the process.
I then woke up and was very surprised because I thought I was awake. I then realized that I have not memorized the channeled information from my higher self (picture consciousness). So I put my self (or tried) back to sleep mode to try and get the info. In the letter it said that there is some things that I will not be able to achieve in this time of my life. Only when I am an old man can I do that because my body will have changed by then. Also that I need to go to a specified kind of tree and the tree will help me with the changes that I want in my own being. The second part of the letter was all about nutrition.
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6 Nov 2008 - 8:33am
I was flying around. Practicing my flying skills. The power of love flowing out of my feet and hands lifts me in to the sky. I then discovered that I had telekinesis (moving objects with your mind). I stretched out my right hand and lifted one bicycle and crashed it in to another one and then moved them both. It was the first time so I was very clumsy. But I was very happy that I could do it. It is from the same power source of love that I have in my heart just applied a bit different.
I then discovered a secret place where some rebels was hiding. They had some people in the basement that was injured. I went down there with out an invitation to heal the people. The first guy I got to I put my hand on. He was laying down and turned around to speak to me. I did not use "the power of love". But I made him laugh and laugh and laugh so much.
Then I was out side the basement. There was a huge body of water. In the water was a dinosaur kind of creatures. The rebels was fighting them. Then could bite a person in half. So one big one came out the water. He said that he would not kill me and see me as a friend. Only if I was the last human alive would he kill me. There was some one else standing beside me. Then the creature changed in to a human and went to attack the rebels. I cast a spell on all of them that froze them in time. The spell is called "Time stop" This was a great new feeling. My left hand I hold palm upwards next to my head. There was a big dark purple flame in my hand. My right hand was stretched open fingers pointing to the rebels and 2 reptile men. My mouth was round and I made some sound towards them all. The power was in my voice (not heart power). Time stop means they are all frozen in time but i can move around. When I was in between the reptile men and rebels I took the spell off them. I call for the rebel captain. The one reptile man was my friend from university. I almost convinced him to join the rebel team but he did not want to. The other reptile man said he would help the rebels and start working for them. I told the rebel captain in private that he should always keep an eye on the reptile man but let him help us.
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4 Nov 2008 - 8:16am
So I was part of this hockey team. We where going to have a match and there was lots of people in the stadium. The bus of the other team arrived and I went to welcome them. Because of that I was late to run on to the field with my team. My Father was angry because I was late. His anger caused a foam to cover me. There was a little breathing hole and I just laid there. But he closed the breathing hole. Some power builded up in side me and I broke free out from the white foam. It then turned out that he has been stealing money from me. Money from my hockey playing. We got in to a big argument. He was clearly wrong but did not want to return the money and I was not going to back down. Some thing like a righteous anger started to build up in me. There was a lot of people around trying to calm the situation.
So I said to him in order that he does not get bad karma for stealing I will give the money to him. So then he is not guilty any more. But this did not help. Then this righteous anger started to build up more in me and I recognized the feeling from my past flying dreams. Then this power inside me got so strong that started levitating in to the sky. This power was beaming out of my hand and feet and heart lifting me in to the sky. (I think my eyes to but I could not feel that) The people around got very afraid and stared running away. Then I woke up. It was still dark outside but I could not go asleep again for the rest of the night. I could still feel the power flowing out of my hands, feet and heart for a long time. Then after a few hours it was time to go to work. When I woke up I also hear this little geco making a noise.
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2 Nov 2008 - 7:35pm
Anyone knows her? she came out of my pencil just now...
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1 Nov 2008 - 6:45pm
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30 Oct 2008 - 5:34am
dear friends,
i have been experiencing a very interesting phenomenon in the last few months.
firstly, my sleep schedule changed drastically. i was the kind of person woh would go to bed around 11pm and wake up around 8am. but there has been a very sudden shift, i can now only sleep between 3am and 3pm. i also need more sleep than usual and i feel very very tired when i wake up
but the most interesting thing is that every time when i fall asleep, i seem to drift to this "other" life of mine. it's like i go to bed here and i wake up surrounded by other people, in a very different place. and every time i get there i remember everybody there, and everything makes sense. it seems like i'm having lots of adventures, most of them just exciting, but some of them a little scary. when i wake up i know i've been there, i can remember only tiny fractions of the dream, and most of it doesn't make much sense. but i can't shake the feeling that something important is going on while i dream, because sometimes after i wake up i feel like i've accomplished something.
there is another dream i had a few years ago that seems very important now. i remember dreaming that i was standing outside my house and the sky was very bright pink. there were lightships in the sky and they had spectacularly beautiful pink and purple lights. everything was immersed in this pink and purple glow, it was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen. the main reason i was never able to forget this dream is the fact that the colors were so strong, so bright, as i had never seen them, in dreams or reality.
i don't know much about dream interpretation, and i would welcome any theories on what these dreams mean...
love and light to all
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30 Oct 2008 - 5:27am
So I had the coolest dream recently, and it was actually me in my previous life now. So I for some reason ended up in a morgue. In the recent years I worked at a mortuary for a while and did some calls at a morgue. And while I was at this morgue, I saw a body of a man, I turned away and looked back, not afraid but this man was sitting up with his eyes open, and I looked at him and I knew he was cliniquely dead for about a week. And I asked him "did you know that you are dead?" He answered back "no" as he looked at his physicall dark purplish body. And he asked me what was he supposed to do next. I proved to him he was dead when I said then try to pick up my keys, and he couldn't do it, and he tried walking but floated through the wall. I tried to explain to him what happened, and my job was to attend to his dead corpse.
Then I took him away (his spirit) from the morgue we ended up in a busy school hall as I had a class to attened, no one around me knew who I was talking to, but to me this man looked like a normal person walking with me. I was talking about the light and if he could see it that's where he should go, and try to stay away from the shadows because he will not find his path or answers through there. He was listening as if he were a lost puppy, but excited he knew what the light was he mentioned earlier that he saw sparks following him. He was very estatic and thanked me, but we both had to go, he then thanked me for helping him and as I walked up to the door to my class my teacher was right next to me watching and I gave this man a hug.
I knew no one could see that I was hugging anything, but I saw him and I could feel his shoulders as if he were still alive, though he was spirit. then that part of the dream ended.
So did I actually help a soul to the other side? or was it just a lucid dream?
The rest of the dream I was the ghost so to say and I could travel in the blink of an eye and walk through walls, It was sooooo cool!!! I even ate energy from a meal bar just holding my hand over it, I ate the energy. It was weird, but I couldn't pick it up, because I was a ghost.... So was I astral traveling?
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30 Oct 2008 - 4:03am
So recently I have been feeling like i'm under constant spiritual attack. I feel random pains that come from nowhere. I will just be sitting there and feel a heavy pressure on my chest, or a tingling or numbness in my whole left arm from finger tips to shoulder. My Left arm has even gone cold to the touch when the rest of me is sweatting. I have been having odd dreams that are more like real life than a dream. It's hard to even call them dreams. Almost like an OBE. Just last night I had a dream that some bruteish man came into my house and was trying to attack me. He tried to hit me in the head but I caught his arm and flipped him over my head with little to no effort. Then I woke up as he hit the ground. I have been shot in my dreams countless times by gang members only to fall to the ground and realize the bullet bounced off of me. I would get up and chase the gang member off cause he was scared the bullet didn't penetrate me. Anybody want to shed some light on this for me, or maybe just send me some protective light. thanks for reading Jim.
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30 Oct 2008 - 2:24am
Ive been dreaming for a couple years now of existing in another time/dimension. In my dream, this is my new reality and I feel that my body has passed. This reoccurring dream feels like Im being prepared for what is to come.
I also always feel like Im being watched. They are camping out my my closet pressing their buttons while their LED dashboard lights up... get outta there!! lol
I also just watched Iron Man the other day. Wow it was awesome when he started levitating and then flying with his boosters because it just opened me up to remembering that is exactly how I hover, levitate and fly in my astral body. Then as Im thinking that literally 5 seconds later Robert Downey Junior says "this is like a dream". haha funny.
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28 Oct 2008 - 3:14pm
Even the most mundane dreams have some sort of meaning to them when you look back on them weeks or days later. I feel you can learn a lot about yourself through paying attention to your dreams. I have been avoiding mine for weeks, because I did not want to hear what they were trying to tell me. But this week I decided it was time to face the music. Last nights dreams pretty much sum up my situation.
I found myself at a party. Without my husband or children. I was having fun with the people there, all considerably younger then me. I felt like one of them, I felt young and free. I also felt free enough to begin flirting with a very cute guy. We were just getting into things when my husband and kids showed up. I was very agrivated that my husband busted in on my fun. He was very hurt and upset about my actions and fled the party. Leaving my two youngest children with me. Not sure what to do. I put my kids to sleep in my van, while i sat outside the vehicle feeling sorry for myself and wondering where my husband was. I tried calling him on his cell but there was no answer.
After a few moments a few of the pple fom the party came out to hang with me outside, we began street dancing and having alot of fun. The cute guy came out and we began to pick up where we left off. Feeling uncomfortable with my kids in the car, i stopped myself. And then reality hit me like a tonne of bricks.
I was choosing to go back to my younger years and trying to forsake my current situation. I was about to destroy everything I had built, for what? To start all over again? Why would i want that..... oh ya I know why. Because Iam so unbeleivably bored!! So i spent the rest of the dream chasing down my husband and trying to convince him that i made some wrong choices but it was him i love.
In the end, all is good in my dreams, but all is not good in my mind. After 16 years, and three children, why would i give that up now? Although there are strong pulls to do just that. I am sure it's just boredom and temptation. I will ride the wave and iam sure i will end up on the otherside happily married.
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27 Oct 2008 - 11:07am
i am a lucid dreamer, i call it awake dreaming. well, today i had the greatest dream. i was a little girl walking along, holding the leg of the woman who hurt my feelings as a child. all of a sudden she crumpled and ended up in a box. i knew she was dying so i put my hands on her to energize her and knew although my power was great that it was too late. i lifted her from the box and returned her to her family. they asked if i would get the contents of the box too so i went to see what was in there and it was food and drink, too much to carry by myself. i saw the nourishment she provided, even though she was hard on me. now i went to find her husband in between two trains both moving in the same direction. i was calling his name when i floated up and was able to look in the windows of the trains effortlessly. one passenger commented on my flying, i knew it was just a natural part of me so i didn't answer back, but continued to float and look in the windows. i woke with a sense of loss ,of death, but a wonderful sense that who i am because of those hard experiences has added immeasurable value to my life. it is one of the reasons i can see consciousness moving along, i know i go against the grain, but i fly. as each part of our pain dies off the joy of the moment of rebirth and more, becomes the focal point. i carried that lack of support a long time, today i shall squarely replace it with my own leg built from love and carry myself happily into my future relishing the love i received in the lessons i have learned. FORGIVENESS FOR ALL TODAY!! SUPPORT YOURSELF WITH KNOWING THAT YOU TOO ARE A PERFECT SET OF LESSONS TAUGHT BY THOSE WHO TRULY LOVE YOU THE BEST!!!
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27 Oct 2008 - 4:40am
My cards having been advising me for weeks to pay attention to my dreams. I have always listened to my dreams meanings but recently i have shut them down and been ignoring. Obvoiusly, not wanting to know what they are trying to say to me. Last night however my dream was solid, strong, repetitive and unsettling. I was forced to take note of it's meaning.
I dreamt, Wes (my husband of 16 years) and I were swimming in the ocean. I hate the ocean, it freaks me out. In the dream i remember thinking about how much i hated the ocean. Yet I was relaxed and comfortable swimming alongside Wes. When we stopped swimming however, I began to sink. I sank until i was about halfway to the bottom. At that point i began to panic and swam hard back to the surface. Where Wes was just floating there, unaffected by my situation. He seemed so surreal almost godlike bobbing there. I allowed my heart to slow and my breathing to stabalize for a moment, but then i began to sink again. This time farther down. Again i swam hard to the surface. When i reached the top i began to complain to wes that i hit the bottom and was afraid. He very easily, replied that i had not hit the bottom. Because the bottom was very dark and the pressure alone would kill me. so therefor i had not reached the bottom. I became upset and stated if i sunk again i would hit the bottom. At this point i woke up.
I have not been sleeping good lately, so i wake up every hour or so all night long. This night everytime i fell back asleep i re-dreamt the same dream. over and over all night.
So needless to say, that sums up my situation right now. Iam sinking. Just not sure how to deal with it, yet.
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25 Oct 2008 - 12:51pm
And these also stagger from wine and reel from beer:
Priests and prophets stagger from beer
and are befuddled with wine;
they reel from beer,
they stagger when seeing visions
they stumble when rendering decisions.
All the tables are covered with vomit
and their is not a spot without filth.
Who is he try to teach?
To whom is he explaining his message?
To children weaned from their milk,
to those just taken from the breast?
For it is,
Do and do, do and do,
rule on rule, rule on rule
and little there, and little there...
I need more words, and thats the whole thing so im hoping this last sentence will let me past the word limit beurocrat ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` `` 1 $5 %5 ^67868898991 bible is good yes, no? !! ```~~~~~~~` `~` jezuz what does a man have to do to get 150 words...argrrgh!
Bless you all,
Love,
Drael
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18 Oct 2008 - 8:34pm
When we dream and we know we are dreaming and everything you think comes to you, is this what it’s like in the spirit world?
why do we dream?
what is the purpose behind dreaming and how will dreaming change in the years to come?
Can you please tell me what dreams are for and can they teach us anything spiritually? Is it true that when we dream we can meet our loved ones who have passed over?
I met an extra terrestrial in my dream, it seemed so real? Was this just a construct of my own mind or is this in anyway real?
In response to these questions we shall speak about the dimension that many of your Earth people's refer to as "The Dreamtime"
THE DREAMTIME
The dreamtime is the dimension one enters when one's physical body enters the state you know as sleep. As one passes through the psychological hypnotic experiences and moves one's active consciousness aside...the dreamtime is then experienced.
There are many levels to dreamtime...from those who see symbols, images and colour to those who actively create their own dreamtime and access the higher dimensional unified mind and all the archetypes that reside there.
From our perspective dreamtime is real-time, it is the realm where the spiritual journey is taken and where truths unfold within a hyperspace reality that can and does influence waking third density life.
All is intensified within dreamtime, the auric field expands and one is freed from the heavy density of third dimensional existence. Communication takes place by energy exchange and everything one meets is a construct of one's own reality, yet is indeed separate from oneself.
Much learning is done in dreamtime for this is where one meets one's own soul and accesses memories, pasts and futures.
All time is one in dreamtime and whilst this realm is a construct of your own individual energy fields it is also the place of the collective, hence the reason why dreams can be shared although no two dreamtime experiences are identical, they can be very similar...with perhaps subtle differences.
The meaning of symbols and colour have collective meaning whereby emotion is more individual. Dreamtime is one's spiritual training ground where lessons learned are often more profound than at any other time within incarnation. Dreamtime is the one time one can leave the confines of the physical body and return home to that which you once knew and which you shall know again.
Dreamtime is vast, contains everything and all, and the records of everything & all can be accessed here. Aspects of those still in incarnation can be communicated with as can aspects of those no longer in incarnation. Parallel universes, parallel selves and multi-dimensional selves can be met & interacted with in dreamtime.
Dreamtime allows one to access information especially universal information such as mathematics and geometry as all left brained logic is accessed via the right brained pathways within dreamtime.
Dreamtime allows for the deepest creativity to be accessed and many of your greatest Earth's musicians, writers and painters have discovered their creations within this realm, often to return to the waking state in the morning, all memories of one's creation or discovery intact only to rise upon waking & immediately set to create in third density within a rapid timeframe that which they accessed in dreamtime.
Dreamtime is the platform for meeting one's soul family and one's Twin Flame well before they have been brought into your reality in the waking state. It is in dreamtime one meets one's extra terrestrial family and it is through this dimensional doorway that they can contact you as well as you contacting them.
In Dreamtime you become "Alice" who walks through her "looking glass" to discover who she truly is and all the magnificent things she can do.
In dreamtime you are the warrior who confronts his fears, finds his courage and takes that back into third density reality.
Dreamtime is the realm where the wizard works, knowing how potent his spells and magic shall be when he returns to his waking world.
Dreamtime is your gift dear humans and it is there for you every time you enter the state of sleep. When the dream worker knows and understands Dreamtime then work begins in earnest in both the waking and the sleep state...each complimenting the other....as the conscious dream worker weaves through both matter and anti-matter states. Dreamtime is becoming more and more accessible every day as more and more of you realise its significance.
Until now, only the few knew the true secrets of dreamtime but we see these secrets becoming available to more & more of you every day.
We recommend YOU become the dream worker and WE shall meet you there, in the form of your higher selves, angels & guides as we show you the wonders and the magic and the learning that is available for each and every one of you.
Ask for your higher guides and they will come, take you by the hand & walk you through dreamtime until you become the dream worker yourself. Then you shall truly be free no matter where you are in third density Earth....the wonders of dreamtime is available for all.
WE ARE THE WHITE WINGED COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS OF NINE
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18 Oct 2008 - 8:33pm
When we dream and we know we are dreaming and everything you think comes to you, is this what its like in the spirit world?
why do we dream?
what is the purpose behind dreaming and how will dreaming change in the years to come?
Can you please tell me what dreams are for and can they teach us anything spiritually? Is it true that when we dream we can meet our loved ones who have passed over?
I met an extra terrestrial in my dream, it seemed so real? Was this just a construct of my own mind or is this in anyway real?
The White Winged Collective Consciousness of Nine come forward, through Magenta Pixie and speak about "The Dreamtime" in response to the above questions by subscribers.
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13 Oct 2008 - 1:14am
Hand Selected and Posted by (Star.Child)
(Matt 6:22) The eye is the lamp of the body. So if your eye is sound, your entire body will be full of light.
(Mark 13:27) And then He will send out the angels and will gather together His elect (those He picked out for Himself) from the four winds, from the farthest bounds of the earth to the farthest bounds of heaven.
(Revelations 4:6) And in front of the throne there was also what looked like a transparent glassy sea, as if of crystal. And around the throne, were four living creatures (beings) who were full of eyes in front and behind [with intelligence as to what is before and at the rear of them]. [Ezek. 1:5,18.]
(Revelations 7:1-2) AFTER THIS I saw four angels standing at the four corners of the earth, firmly holding back the four winds of the earth so that no wind should blow on the earth or the sea or upon any tree[Zech. 6:5.] 2 Then I saw a second angel coming up from the east (the rising of the sun) and carrying the seal of the living God. And with a loud voice he called out to the four angels who had been given authority and power to injure earth and sea.
(The Amplified Bible) Zondervan Publishing House Grand Rapids, Michigan
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12 Oct 2008 - 6:45pm
a lot of you know that I had been extremely ill after my last spiritual cleansing and that I'm just now getting back to posting again. well a couple of really good things came out of it that I intend to share with you. The first is that the illness which was more serious than I realised gave me in dream time a chance to experience and to see how many stages we go through from the other side the ascension process to get to source. There are 7 dimensions in each stage. Currently most of us dwell in the 3D of the first 7. The first time I experienced someone else's ascension he had died physically rather than letting his energy vibrations raise his physical body to a state of invisibility to the 3D world. So anyway at the moment of his ascension he had a pretty crappy world view both of now and the hereafter. the first thing I saw was the mess his energies had made of the hereafter. how he had sought for the destruction of the world around him all of his life and the scene he was presented with to spend his life was so awful all the destruction. Suddenly he cried out "No this can be don't let it be so!' Another spirit among the many gathered there with us was designated his guide began to speak to him of how he could change it and there was singing in the background (this may sound corny to some but it was the Guiding Light theme song "only love can change the world")as they spoke together and everyone else joined in singing that chorus line only love can change the world a kazillion sparkly light flecks like butterflies flew up and the scene changed to one of such beauty and joy. Then certain members of the Council of Divine Beings, some have called then\m the council of elders,guardian angels or other types of spirit guides
would call others of us off to ascend or to speak with us about why we needed to stay here.
Over the course of the last week I have experienced the ascension process almost every night for at least one or more people.
there are 4 more dimensions in the first 7 (counting time which many of us are bypassing anyway) and these include the astral and the ethereal realms where we interact with otherworldly or other dimensional beings then there is a dimension which I know of no scientific or occult term but it is where most people who have reached ascension but have not taken the step to join the Council of divine beings dwell. Just beyond this in the next 7 are the levels or dimensions of the Council of Divine Beings and there are 7 more to reach DIVINE SOURCE I was told one of the reasons I'm still staying was to give you this message and that there are very few unresolved life issues for me. Now every time Guiding Light comes on and I hear that song I think That's the ascension song! and I don't even watch soap operas, I just catch it flipping channels....
As for my symptoms mostly gone except for physical weakness and lack of stamina which wont be a problem for more than a day or two I hope as I am receiving tons of healing from everyone . Thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers everyone. Brightest blessings of love and light
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12 Oct 2008 - 3:05am
i strongly feel its a vision of an EVENT ..near future ...this was about a week an half ago ...
i travel/obe very frequently..and i was standing next to my guides
im sitting on a beach and im staying at familys house enjoying the vacation time , then i find my self doing somehting i had not ever done before hehehehe..i was being very intimate w/a women i woke up because i felt that energy like i really was being intimate, but fell right back into it ...then im exactly where i left off.... she is white blue eyes and dark black hair.....then she gets up i get up .......well we start walking on the beach becasue theres a line of flying odjects bright lights and different vehicles landing on our planet as they are arriving im looking up at the air, at all of them , then my guide tells me , "they are going to try and take down Miguel" and i thought Miguel , which one is he .... which actually he is a hugge Blue bus adn w/the name miguel on the side .....but there is no way any one would be able to take him down or get rid of him ...as they land they turn into humans but you could tell they are different they had angel wings,my guide then tells me "transformers "...Miguel lands and he tranforms and he is huge ...id say an easy 15+ feet high ...you know what im thinking "AA Micheal".....then the girl i was with joins them she is one of them ...and im just standing there watching them ...adn w/out thinking i start walking towards them , adn i realize that i am one of them ...i always have , i just didnt know or didnt remember,till then ...i just realized so many things now that i wrotte it down .....wow...oh by the way the ocean was a heaven blue ..ahhh my energy feels so different right now , so like i know ,now i really know ...but what i dont know , but all that matters is that i know ..adn when time comes im ready and i will remember...the end
that same day around 3:30pm i went to lay down and saw myself standing outside looking up at a red sky , waiting for them to arrive , they where on there way already ....(who is arriving i dont know)
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11 Oct 2008 - 8:23pm
"FROM BINDELOF TO THE MAIMONIDES DREAM TELEPATHY LABORATORY: AN INTERVIEW WITH MONTAGUE ULLMAN" by MARK A. SCHROLL. Published in, The Paranormal Review, 47 (July), 3-7, 2008.
Those of you interested in reading this interview can write to me at rockphd4@yahoo.com and I will send a free copy of it to you via email.
THIS INTERVIEW took place in Montague Ullman’s home in Ardsley, New York, March 26, 2008. He was recovering from a mild stroke that he had suffered ten days earlier, so in many ways this interview was a therapeutic process of remembering. We were joined by Judy Gardiner and Adam Rock, who mostly listened to our wide-ranging discussion. This article will concentrate on the events that led up to Ullman’s experimental work on dream telepathy.
Stanley Krippner summed up the importance of this continuing inquiry into dream telepathy by saying, "The work Montague Ullman and I have done on dream telepathy over the years could be explained by David Bohm’s concept of the implicate order. Currently Monte is devoting most of his time to bringing the work of Bohm into an exposition of entangled minds, dream telepathy and the like" (Stanley Krippner, 2007).
Most significant is the continuing work examining Ullman's "New Abode for Dreaming" and its relationship to David Bohm's implicate order, as I say more about below.
POSTSCRIPT
Montague Ullman (1916-2008) passed away on Saturday 7th June at 1 p.m., having suffered a second stroke on 5th June, just three days after reading and approving this interview. Thankfully, we were able to finish this. Left unfinished is a longer conversation with Monte that goes into his search for a new abode for dreaming, which was inspired by the holistic or transpersonal physics of David Bohm. I was hoping to go over this longer conversation with Monte in another meeting in late July, 2008. This longer conversation also includes a discussion of David Shainberg’s “non-deterministic” psychotherapy – also influenced by Bohm’s work. Shainberg was a long-time friend of Monte’s and the person that made it possible for Ullman’s 1974 meeting with Bohm in London. All this will be coming out in a future article.
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8 Oct 2008 - 10:45pm
For a week every night I was having vivid dreams where I had special powers. One it was the ability to fly like a superhero. Another night I was able to become invisible at will. Then another night I could manifest anything out of thin air. It was really strange. I was wondering if anyone else is having these dreams. I believe this is what we'll be able to do once fully in the 5D.
Peace
Maria
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1 Oct 2008 - 7:12pm
clik...clik...shaa.....
The desert land was very warm and barren. Rocky bulges randomly filled the raw elements of surviving life and landscape. There walked a visitor in a small village with sparse remnants of civilization rusting away. During the unfolding of this event there was a sound. clik...clik...shaa... This rhythm sound kept repeating.
The visitor was working with the villagers doing common chores and visiting the villagers under their shades when resting. Repeatedly...clik...clik...shaa...
The villagers offered the visitor a place to rest. It was an old and very small mobile trailer. The visitor sat in the trailer thinking about what he could do. Then suddenly the trailer began moving and the visitor looked out the window to see he was being rolled down a hill to a cliff. The visitor was very confused by this as he thought the villager's were friendly. clik...clik...shaa...
As the trailer got closer the visitor could see the ocean, which was a long drop down this cliff that was speedily growing closer. The visitor sat down bewildered. The trailer began its descent over the cliff. Instantly the visitor stood outside the trailer door and stepped back onto the cliff where the villagers were standing. The visitor was confused as to why they did this. clik...clik...shaa...
Walking thru them the visitor would see individuals with clothes from a different era, and they had cameras. The visitor would go to these people and take their camera to pull out the film in which he had seen images of himself. The visitor continued walking and began motioning with his hands. clik...clik...shaa...
Things began catching on fire. While this was going on the visitor kept asking, why? The visitor went through the village and turned all the structures into flames, fire was growing everywhere. One of the individuals from a different era approached the visitor. He was wearing an old battered suit with tie, round in the face, balding, and a mustache. He picked up a rock and acted like he was throwing it at the visitor. The visitor picked a rock up, also. And waited to see what this battered suite was going to do. clik...clik...shaa...
The visitor continued in burning all things around the battered suit. As the visitor moved through the village it was all flames, but he could still see the villagers standing there. The flames did not seem to bother them, but they seemed to be sad this was happening. The clothing from the other era was not standing among them. Yet, the visitor seemed to be compelled to continue. He was not angry, but could not understand why these things happen when he only wanted to help. clik...clik...shaa...
The visitor began to feel fulfilled and began to rise over the land. He could see the villagers unharmed, but all things around them were surrounded in flames. As the visitor got higher he could see the land further. The visitor waved his hand even more, so the flames could spread further. The visitor was engulfing everything in view. There seemed to be a sense of not letting out the element that attempted to harm him, and it was not anger, but a sense of the way things move. clik...clik...shaa...
The land became further and the visitor could feel time and reality changing. clik...clik...shaa...was now faint in sound as the reality changed and the visitor arrived in another place. What was it going to be like this time? The visitor seems to travel in different directions, but for the moment he is resting.
shash
Joe Palace
copyright 2006
12/13/06
"This was a recent lucid dream that was intense
Blog entry
30 Sep 2008 - 2:04am
This dream woke me up and I just had to write it down. It freaked me out but the meaning of the dream was given to me as soon as I had finished writing it down.
I was in an apartment or hotel room and we were catching a bus and needed to be at the bus station at a certain time 9:15. I was packing alot of stuff and had to get it ready before we left. When I was packing I realised that it was all my Mum's clothes (Mum passed away in 2000). Brad wanted me to hurry up as we had already missed two buses, but I was determined to pack the bags. I packed four large suitcases and many bags. One draw I opened was full of incense and candles. I thought I had lost my hand bag as this had all the money in but found it under all the junk.
I found two pairs of doc martin boots that Mum had left for my sister and I. 1 pair was dark blue for my sister and the other pair for me were dark purple. I knew these were the most important to take. I was thinking when I was packing all of Mum's things that she didn't have such a good holiday like she should of as she was sick but she had cool clothes.
I had been trying to call Brad to let him know I was on my way. Alanna answered the phone but kept hanging up on me, I needed to pick Brad up from Alanna's (Brad's daughter) house (she lives in Adelaide and we only see her three times a year). Some one said when I arrived you can put all your suitcases here for safe keeping. When I got to the house he was busy, I was trying to talk to him to let him know that we had to get going. He was talking to this guy with orange hair and orange facial hair. He was very annoyed that I had interupted them but it was important what I had to say. He handed Brad a piece of paper with a job on it and Brad was crying as they wanted him to stay there. I asked him if he wanted to stay but it was a selfish request. There were alot of other people there.
I met Tina's sister (Alanna's Mums sister).
Their house was very old and messy but they were dressed up with makeup on.
I was walking around and all these people started to surround me and they were sucking all my energy. I received a message on my phone at this time from Larry saying use the light and this is all he could do for me. I could only keep them away by swinging my hands.
I saw two girls I knew and we recognised each other I went over to them and said can you help me use the light and help my spread it. We got the power and this was showed by me holding a whole heap of lacky bands which I could flick at people to keep them away. They were shocked that I would do that. One of the girls names was Joiti (don't know anyone by this name). We went into this room and by using the light it was taking away the bad energy and they were in shock and were angry that I could control them with the light.
I got out of the room and was looking for Brad. I received a call from him on my mobile but he couldn't hear me. He wanted the key to get him. He thought I was asleep and not to worry as he would wake someone to get in and not to worry as him and Bri (my daughter) were ok. During this phone call I say Brad playing baseball on an oval and he was happy but it was only a shapeshifter it was not Brad. I knew I had to get away quick.
I went up the driveway and Tina's Mum was standing in the way with Tina, but my escape was a Pizza delivery car I knew this was how I was going to get away. I knew I would not be able to get all the suit cases in the car.
There are four things I get out of this dream: Mum, baggage, white light and Trust.
I still have alot of issues that have not been resolved about my Mum. She died in 2000 and there are many things that happened growing up that I haven't dealt with. Hence all the baggage that I am determined to carry around with me. Noticing the two pairs of doc martins that are blue and purple, the one thing that Mum gave to my sister and I is the knowing of spirit. (My sister has premonitions and sees thing before they happen). These are the important things to carry with me, this awareness. I need to get rid of all the baggage it is worth nothing.
Whitelighting in situation and preparing myself by protection when placed in situation that I am unfamiliar with. the text from Larry I believe was from God as the only thing that he can give is the light and the protection comes from this and having the Trust to believe that he is with me. The two girls in the dream were fellow light workers who were there to assist me in the place. They became shocked because at the end of the day it was my battle not theirs. It was God's way of saying that I am not on this journey alone but we all have to walk to path alone but I will meet up with them on the journey.
Trust is something that I have struggled with a long time. In my life it has taken me from one situation to another and the issue of Trust comes up in every situation. I baulk from it but it is time to deal with it and Trust in the Lord 100% as he is always there.
I thank my guides immensely for this dream.
Love Light & Peace Jewels
Blog entry
30 Sep 2008 - 12:47am
I will say before you begin to read that this is an account of the moment of my awakening. This writing poured out of me on that soul-changing day a two weeks ago. It is on the long side, and I do not remember typing much of it. However, I am curious to see if any others have experienced such an abrupt awakening, also? I have been told by an Enlightened One that my awakening has come hard and fast! I know of others who have had a much quieter, longer process.Regardless...this is my story. It begins with a dream...
THE DREAM
My family and I are in a new, larger home. There is some furniture but most of the space is empty and ready to fill. There is a wooden stage-like area in the corner with a wooden railing, and Elissa says this will be a good place to perform.
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Reflection: I have been thinking about the significance of the new, empty house. I had several ideas as to what it represents:
1) The empty space means that there is plenty of room in my current “house” for this new Light to expand and fill the empty area. I have been making excuses over the past several months that I am just too busy, have too much going, etc. to put much time into learning about all of this.
2) The empty space means that there is something missing in my current “house” (whether the inside of me or my actual household), and that it is up to me to fill it.
3) The stage in the new house, and Elissa’s comment about “a good place to perform” could signify that it is indeed time for a performance of sorts, a light show that will come pouring forth from me.
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We have a new baby girl. I become aware of her as Joe holds her. She is tiny. He carries her upstairs to nap.
The baby is very quiet, time has passed. I go up to check on her, expecting her to be asleep. She is wide awake. She has somehow managed to roll over onto her belly. I wonder briefly as I walk towards her how that could have happened? She is laying on her belly, pushing herself up on her straightened arms, looking directly at me. Her eyes are blue.
I am excited to hold her. This is her first day and it is time to dress her in her first clothes and brush her hair. I pick her up and begin talking to her. I don’t remember what I was saying to her, but it must have been something about her hair, because she speaks to me and says clearly, “The brush is on the armoire”. I stand taller and look, and sure enough, there is the brush on the top of the armoire. I continue talking to her and she talks to ME. This is amazing. How is this newborn baby actually speaking to me. I’m not clear now on if she is speaking aloud or if I am actually just hearing her voice in my head.
It is not a child’s voice.
I think of mom and that I must tell her of this. I find mom and as I tell her about this new baby and how she TALKS to me, I begin crying hard, saying over and over “I don’t want to be afraid, I don’t’ want to be afraid of this.”
I take mom to see the baby. I am holding the baby, trying to put a blue turtleneck-like shirt on her with long sleeves. I am struggling to do this because she is so small and noodle-like and she gets tangled up on the shirt. Her head seems to be stuck in the hold of the opening.
Mom says “give her to me” and I hand the baby over. We are sitting on the floor in the corner, it seems. I believe it is the corner of mom and dad’s bedroom on Mayfair road. I sense ORANGE color, and the furniture we are trapped between in the corner is her dresser and the armoire I spoke of earlier.
Mom is jammed in the corner with the baby in her arms. The baby is struggling and seems to be clamping her mouth down on mom’s hands. I think the baby is trying to bite mom. Mom says “this has to stop”
There is now a lady with us. I believe the baby is gone, but this woman with us is solid as we are. I seem to pull back from the picture, and she and mom are in deep conversation. I don’t remember what they are saying to one another. But they seem to be coming to some sort of compromise or agreement.
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Reflection: I believe that this was the moment my personal guide thanked mom for “getting me here”, but now it was time for mom to “let me go” so I could learn what I am to learn – a “handing over” of sorts.
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The woman has shoulder length reddish straight hair. Auburn. Dress professionally and in auburn color. She has a matching scarf tied loosely around her neck. I do not recognize her, but feel like she is in her mid-50’s.
The dream shifts.
I am apparently visiting someone that I know. It is a smallish white house with a small covered front porch. I enter the house and look around. It is dim inside. There is much debris on the floor, and things sitting and stacked everywhere. The carpet is a light color, possibly cream or white. I look around and the man I am visiting has on white shorts and a white t-shirt. He is a large, heavyweight man with dark, straight hair.
When I look at him, he is walking away from me into another room, and he says over his shoulder to me “I know!” He looks at me as if I am judging him. “I know this place has more dust than yours does!”
He becomes angry at me. I feel HE feels that I am casting judgment on his house. He starts talking angrily at me, calling me names. I feel myself begin to anger. I try to hold my tongue and not respond, but I feel my loosing my temper and I speak angrily back at him.
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Reflection: I have felt for some time now that I have become a very negative person, critical and constantly negatively judging others. I believe this reference to the other man’s dirty house and his anger at me was my Guides showing me my actions towards others and telling me it was time for a change, it was time for love. Bringing me to this dirty house in my dream was a test of sorts…kind of a last chance for me…and I failed miserably in my dream.
It is interesting that Elissa came up with the correlation between a parent and a child. The child is misbehaving, or acting badly. The parent needs to correct the behavior. The parent says NO! You can’t do that! They patiently but firmly teach and teach and teach until the child (Dawn) finally understands. On September 12, 2008, I finally understood.
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I turn and rush out the front door and begin stomping down the walkway towards the sidewalk. It is very sunny outside and I am squinting.
I am bombarded by voices around me and in my head, saying I didn’t do well. That I must learn to look at things differently. They tell me to ask myself WHY? WHY would he act that way? WHAT would lead him to feel the way he does. They tell me to dig deeper and SEE.
As they talk to me, I keep telling them YES, I KNOW, I SEE, I UNDERSTAND
I walk down the sidewalk and find myself walking on green grass down between to closely spaced houses. The voices are talking to me, crowding in my head, and I am walking and listening and looking. I see a woman on the right of me, down on the ground, with gardening gloves on, digging in the mulched area that surrounds this corner of her house (MOM?????)
I look up and to the left, and see the corner of what appears to be a white garage. The sun is shining but the wind has began to flow and blow fiercely. The wind and the breeze is stirring up a large pile of leaves that has become trapped in the corner of this garage.
The wind blows the leaves in what seems to be a crazy pattern, but as I watch, the leaves take on a certain order and begin to form a line, leaving a clean, green space of yard behind them.
As all of this is happening before my eyes, the voices are telling me that it is like the WIND. There are many strong winds that blow in life and you just need to step in the path of the correct wind to be blow in the right direction.
The voices are telling me “It’s time to wake up, Dawn (they use my name for the first time)”, “You have much to learn (or “there is much to learn”) and you have to teach”
THE DREAM IS OVER
At that moment, my eyes fly open and I am out of bed before I know that I am up and running! I am breathing hard and already heading naked towards the kitchen where my cell phone is. I need to call mom.
My eyes catch the clock as I zoom past it, register that it is a little after 6am, and I know she should still be home.
NOTE: My alarm went off at 5:54. I hit the snooze for 7 more minutes of sleep. The dream described above woke me up at 6:01, 2 minutes before the 7-minute snooze would have awoken me. All of this long dream happened in FIVE minutes!!! In the time between not fully awake and not fully asleep.
NOTE: Many years ago when Elissa was a baby, I experienced a year’s time of having out of body experiences. I didn’t know what they were at first then did some research at the library. Then trained and worked to learn HOW to do this. I would have these at night as I was settling in to sleep – again, not awake and not asleep)
I called mom’s and told her to CALL ME. I had a dream just now but I don’t think it was a dream. She said tell me about it.
It came pouring out of me, just the highlights. The things I told her:
I had a baby girl
She talked to me
I felt I must tell mom
The whole time I was telling mom, I was crying “I don’t want to be afraid” over and over again
Mom said I am waking up! Don’t be afraid! Listen! Write it down! She will call me later and tell Linda to call to me.
I hung up.
Got into the shower immediately.
I was feeling incredible! Like I had just taken an energy pill and I was buzzing!
My mind was wide open and thoughts were running around in there like crazy?
I thought “if this is awake, it feels great! I don’t want to sleep!!”
The beginning part of my shower, all these thoughts were running in my head. I was HIGH. My brain was replaying my dream over and over, and I was remember other little bits and pieces.
I remembered seeing the baby for the first time, when she was up on her straight arms. I saw her dark hair, and then I remembered her EYES! They were so large they seemed to take up her face. They were dark, bright blue and huge!
After remember that moment, and seeing those EYES in my mind for the first cognizant time, I was overtaken. (my first thought was INDIGO CHILD!)
This is very difficult to describe because it was so surreal. I will try.
I am in the shower. I started rinsing my hair. And then I was bawling my head off! Crying deep, ugly from the belly wails. Unbelieveable. I couldn’t stop! It just kept coming. What happened to me during this – it was like I was experiencing it, but in a dreamlike state. I was feeling, but removed at the same time.
I was crying, WAILING, I could feel the hot water beating on my back as I found my mouth being covered with the hand towel in the shower. I was crying into the towel because I didn’t want to scare the kids should they hear me. The tears and whatever I was bringing up out of me were swirling down the drain of the shower.
I was talking, but it was just like the words were coming out of my mouth, but I hadn’t THOUGHT them before they were spoken. They were just THERE.
I was crying, and smothering my mouth in the towel, and saying, I can DO this, but I need your help…Over and over again…I can DO this, but I will need help…Over and over again…
I was saying OK…OK….OK…OK….over and over. It was like I was answering something or someone who was talking to me, but I didn’t hear them. I was hearing with my soul instead of my ears.
I got out of the shower and was deep breathing, calming myself, talking to myself, answering myself, when all of a sudden I thought of my Ask Your Guide Cards.
I left the bathroom, still wet, grabbed the box of cards off my dresser, began shuffling through them methodically…talking to myself. “You need to tell me something? So tell me where to stop…tell me….teach me.” I shuffled until it was right and then took hold of the card I had chosen with my eyes closed.
The card was Auburn (right away I noticed this and as I type this I just now made the connection between this card and the auburn lady in my dream)
The card was PSYCHIC AWARENESS – DEVINE SOUL!
Words and tears burst out of me again…Oh my god, this just keeps getting better and better!” I read aloud from the Book, pushing out my voice between my tears:
Psychic Awareness / Divine Soul
Clairsentience / Clairvoyance / Reception / Telepathy
Your Divine Soul is awakening, and with it your psychic abilities are coming alive. More evolved and specific than basic intuition, your psychic faculties are giving you access to the fourth dimension and are coming into contact with discarnate, enlightened helpers who can assist you and guide you in beautiful ways. You may start accessing Divine music or tap in to new healing energies. You also may receive telepathic messages and have clairvoyant visions.
Heed your newly aroused psychic faculties, and don’t doubt the specific and profound transmissions flowing to you. Record your dreams, believe in your hunches, and accept the symbols and signals being relayed to you from the psychic realm. Trust your vibes, and embrace your psychic channels fully; what they’re communicating is essential to fulfilling your purpose. Ask you Divine Soul to lead you. Its messages: “Embrace and trust what you receive.”
NOTE: As I read this as I type this now, “Divine Soul” pops off the page at me. In my feelings this morning in the midst of the experience, I don’t believe that “Divine Soul” was noticed in my mind.
After reading this, I was STILL crying, releasing. Talking to myself. Saying THANK YOU, I UNDERSTAND, I SEE, THANK YOU.
I put the Ask Your Guide cards back on my dress and my eyes found the “Message from the Universe” Book. My hands reached for it and I was asking “You aren’t finished? There’s more? What do you need to tell me?” This was a mantra running quickly through my mind, over and over as I fanned through the pages, eyes closed, asking them to tell me where to stop.
I looked to the left side page first:
Have You Been There?
To that place of quiet bliss, of knowing that you’re doing enough, wishing for nothing except what already is, exactly as it is, seeing the blue in the sky li e you’ve never seen in it before, watching a butterfly as if it appeared just for you, feeling so light that you’re sure you could float, understanding the trials and tribulations of days gone by and being glad for every single one of them, feeling so wrapped in the present that you couldn’t care less about tomorrow, knowing that you’re provided for, that the manifestation of your dreams is inevitable, and that the Universe flat-out adores you, reveres you, and wants for nothing, except to see your smile and hear your laughter?
That’s right, very good, dearest. You’re there now.
Emotion came pouring out again, I kept nodding and nodding, and talking and crying.
Then my eyes drifted to the right side page, and I wondered if their message to me was this very short-looking one, instead of the one I had just read.
Adventurers All-Points Bulletin
We interrupt your day to remind you that time is fleeting. Seconds, minutes, and hours are completely vanishing. Right now, here today, you are the spring chick of your tomorrows.
Cluck, baby,
Thank You.
After reading it, I believe both messages were meant for me.
Now, stepping back a bit. This was supposed to be a normal morning for me. I had to prepare for work, get Ronnie up and going, and I was having trouble holding any thought in my mind that had to do with my PHYSICAL SELF and it’s needs.
(After getting to work today, I realized that my bladder was going to burst! While relieving myself, I realized that I hadn’t urinated this morning upon awaking and had been holding this since last night!) Very difficult today to keep myself tied to my physical self!)
My morning before I left the house seems fuzzy and scattered when I try to retrace my physical steps through my usual morning ritual. My brain was buzzing a mile a minute and I would find myself losing small periods of time. I would “wake up” and was standing in front of the mirror putting on my eye makeup, not remembering getting partly dressed and the rest of my usual moisturing routine on my face that comes BEFORE the eye makeup!
Through this time, I was having many buzzing thoughts, and I found me talking out loud to myself, carrying on conversations…which is not “normal” for me! It would make me laugh and I kept telling them that they better have a good sense of humor to exist around me!
Somewhere in the midst of this, when I was getting dressed, I passed my dresser once again and noticed the cards still sitting there. I thought to myself “NO, you’ve already done a card today, you don’t need to do it again” and walked by them. However, on my next pass by them I thought that I usually box them up immediately after reading my card for the day, and today I had just left them there and seemingly to me – waiting. I sighed and said OK, there’s more?
I went to the desk, chastising myself a little for giving in to the urge, shuffling the deck as I walked into the light, closing my eyes, and saying OK, which one?
The card I pulled this time was gold in color. Intuition, Inner Child. I didn’t have quite the explosive response as my first card, but I realized they both referenced Intuition, and I began to read:
Instinct / Invention
Trust / Impulses
The door to your Inner Child is opening and he/she walks through, bringing you the gift of intuition.
(Stop! As I type this, my brain is tying things together! Inner Child = baby with big blue eyes in my dream?
Back to now, when I read Inner Child for the first time this morning, I felt something break in my chest and my breath whooshed out of me. I continued to read.
The paragraph continues:
You may not be entirely comfortable with this newfound source of insight and may not know exactly what to do with it; however, don’t toss it aside or try to analyze it do death. Instead, accept this gift and play with it. Apply your intuition to nonthreatening situations and learn how it works. Don’t try to control it because you can’t. It’s exciting and powerful and is to be respected and followed, not tamed.
Trust your Inner Child’s willingness to share it’s magic so that you may benefit. The message for you is: “Trust me.”
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As I have tried to explain, my morning seemed to have me in a dreamlike state and I felt cushioned. My ears didn’t hear clearly, sounds seemed muffled. But my mind was high and alert and clicking in place. This is very hard to describe and to bring my thoughts to a slow enough speed that I may pour them down on this paper.
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I put the Ask Your Guide Cards away into their box, feeling they were done taking with me today. I was fully dressed, not even having changed my outfits a couple of times like I usually do.
As I went about my morning, the physical things I needed to do seemed trivial and minor and I didn’t want to have to deal with them. They were a nuisance to me, and I kept trying to swat them away, like a gnat in my face. However, my guides wouldn’t let me. I was hearing that I AM still in the physical and that the body needed tending.
I talked in me head to them, saying I understand, I know, I just don’t want to take the time right now to deal with it! I laughed at myself. I would walk into the bathroom and all of a sudden be aware of the large mirrors in there and I would be mesmerized for moments looking at my reflection in the mirror…drawn to my eyes.
I will discuss in bits and pieces later in this writing other unusual tendencies I’ve experienced today.
Back to my morning.
I called to Ronnie, said a bright and loud GOOD MORNING! It came out of my mouth and my thought was that I was sounding hyped! He looked up at me, and answered me with the same intense “good MORN-ing!”, his eyebrows high!
I thought…the energy is catching! And I felt good!
I asked him how he slept, did he have any amazing dreams? He came into my room and started to tell me of his dream (nothing amazing…just little boy dreams) and I was drawn to his face and his large eyes. His voice faded a bit and I was just LOST in the large darkness of his pupils, the color of his iris. Interestingly, his eyes looked more of a hazel this morning instead of their usual deep blue.
As this was happening, I felt my head tipping and I drank him in, and felt that I was gazing deep into him as I feel mom does with me now when she looks at me. I Understand. My body actually tingled all over and became warm and I was smiling as I stared deep into his eyes and drank in his energy that he was sending me.
I fell in love with his soul’s energy this morning.
We moved along out the door after a whirlwind of activity! Again, on the surface I feel very scattered and to all the winds, but feel deep and straight inside of me. I am just having big challenges doing anything physical.
My morning has been full of thoughts inside and then outwardly spoken comments to my guides (I will call them that now). We got into the car and whizzed off down the road. Part of me (Dawn) was concerned and wondered how in the world was I ever going to be able to make it to work safely!
I was high! I shouldn’t be operating heavy machinery! Again, I laughed out loud.
I told my guides that I know we are all excited, (WHO is driving???) but we need to be calm and get to work safely, where we can begin to type this all down.
The day to day is misty and foggy and rainy. I thought It should be sunny! That’s the way I feel! It should be dreary!
My guides whispered that today was a perfect day for me. There is rain here, it is falling on the dry, hardness of my soul and bringing new life and moisture to live on. My soul had been like the hard, dry ground and it’s very thirsty. So a rainy day was a perfect day for me!
I was nodding, saying thank you, thank you…seemingly after every thought or moment I had of the WHY, I felt I understood and said THANK YOU.
I vaguely remember dropping Ronnie off at school and then we were off! At one point I looked down at the speedometer, saw I was speeding, and hollered in my mind “ALL RIGHT WHOEVER IS DRIVING! I know its exciting to be physical for a moment, but don’t be a leadfoot!”
I set the cruise control. My drive to work was interesting, although I remember very little of the “outward” experience. I kept sensing movement around me, and was experiencing an odd sort of duel-ness.
Let me see if I can explain this. Imagine if you could crawl up inside of someone and see through there eyes. Or think about a movie you’ve seen where the camera is your eyes. You can’t see your body as you move. Occasionally you may see your hand come into view, or see your arms swing as you walk.
You can SENSE your body, but can’t SEE it.
This is how I felt this morning, driving to work. I felt enveloped cotton, softened, cushioned. It was like I was driving on autopilot, and I would all of a sudden become aware of what was going on..brief moments of lucidness.
I felt like I was sharing my body with another energy, who was amazed to be here! Excited about being physical for a moment in time! To experience driving!
At one point, I felt myself scratching my forearm, and the thought popped into my mind “oh my! I have an arm, and I can scratch it!”
At another point, I felt closed in and crowded. I caught myself looking in the rearview mirror and sensed that all the seats in the van were full and the energy was high! I said There are so many of you here this morning! Thank you for being here! Thank you for helping me!
Just as I was getting off the highway, I felt a strong, overwhelming urge to shout! I drove down the exit ramp and sat waiting for the light to change. I just HAD to yell and be loud and strong for a moment. Briefly I thought of the lady in the car next to me, and what should would think of this brunette in the minivan seemingly shouting in the car next to her, but then I didn’t care.
I turned my head slightly away from her, rested my chin in my hands and just laughed and yelled loudly, “OH MY GOD…! WHAT AN AMAZING MORNING THIS HAS BEEN”.
I pulled forward and felt I might burst! I sensed movement up above and saw a flock of geese flying in a V formation towards the front of the van and moving to the back of me. I felt like I should let some of the hyperness and FULL feeling just GO up into the geese and let them take it with them, away from me. I pushed my thoughts up and they flew away with the geese.
That seemed to relieve some of the pressure I was feeling inside, and I laughed and moved on.
We made it to work safely. I asked for someone to step in and help put the “work me” on autopilot this morning so that we could get the small tasks finished and begin writing this all down.
So, now I am here, at my desk, and have been typing for almost 1.5 hours. I am feeling a bit calmer as the words make their way out of my mind and on to paper.
I feel a little less FULL and I know I won’t burst from the light inside of me. I know that if I need to walk away to attend to other things, I can do so without the fear of forgetting. That was a very big fear of mine this morning. That if I stopped allowing myself to THINK, to be AWARE at this moment in time, that all of this would be LOST.
I keep hearing NO, so I know that this amazing light will dim a bit as I share my experience here, and I will be better able to function in the duel worlds I feel I am now straddling for REAL…the physical world and the Light World.
Miscellaneous items from today:
1. As I was driving to work, I have said I was talking to myself out loud. My thoughts tried to migrate as they normally would when one is driving. The mind wanders. I would find myself thinking of someone I know, and if I started to become critical of them in my mind, or think something negative about them, that thought immediately POPPED out of existence and there was just LIGHT in my head. For example, I thought about Christina and began to wonder internally just WHAT she has been doing with her hair and….BAM, the thought was gone and there was a sense of LIGHT.
This happened several times as I was driving before I actually realized what was happeneing. When I cognizantly realized this, I heard “They are just another soul who is moving in this world and doing the best that they can.”
I have found this happening again and again this morning. When I actually take a moment to tear myself away from typing this, and I see someone, those words come again and again to my mind. They are just another soul who is moving in this world and doing the best they can.
It’s as if I just CAN’T think of any negativity this morning. I thought about the top of my head being like a colander, or sieve. I saw my thoughts as pebbles bouncing around on top of this sieve, and bouncing around the tiny hole of the sieve. If a negative thought tried to worm it’s way through the tiny hole to finds its way inside the center of me, NOPE! It was squeezed out of the whole and not allowed in.
On the reverse, when a positive thought dropped down and bounced into one of the tiny holes, it was light enough to fall down into the center of me and I could experience the goodness of it, and send thanks for the understanding.
2. While me head has been raging with thoughts and listening to what is being told to me and shared with me, I feel as if my head is going 100 miles an hour. When I become enough aware of the physical me, I keep expecting that I would be breathing like I had just finished exercising, or running. That my respiration would be fast and shallow and quick.
It is far from that. My respiration is slowwww….and deep….and quiet, even though my thoughts are racing.
I keep finding myself taking deep, cleansing breaths, over and over. Many times I have just done this after having sensed an awareness, and after saying thank you. Deep deep breath.
3. When I have run into others today, I am drawn so to their eyes, and kind of zone out a bit while looking at them. As I type this, I realize that I have been doing something this morning to myself and when I see others. I find myself trying to see past them in a manner, see behind them and around them for light or colors. Am I inadvertently searching for their aura?
4. I feel like I have just eaten a delicious meal! Or drank an expense wine that tasted so amazing that I want to ask everyone, How do YOU feel? Do you feel the SAME? How can anyone live and NOT feel this wonderful?
I have been deep breathing, and deep breathing as I have come to this stage of this writing. The words are slowing down a little and my fingers are a little better able to keep up with my thoughts.
I think that, for now, I have written was I was to write. I will leave all typos and misspellings as they are. I didn’t think as I typed, just TYPED.
I am feeling amazing…that word comes to me again again…thank you.
September 12. I will see if there is some significance to that date. Dawn is interested to know.
I write next about the events of the week leading up to this moment.
Dew 09/12/08
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29 Sep 2008 - 9:08pm
Well,
it always takes me some time to write about experiences i´ve made and to add blogs about my thoughts etc.,
but once you make one step you are on your path. So, i´ll begin with one of my special issues in life since childhood - Dreams.
This ain´t a symbolistic dreaminterpretation blog , it is about how i realized that i was capable to differentiate the different dimensions
of my dreams ( i believe anyone can do this ).
As a child i remembered my dreams very well, like many children do ´till they get told otherwise. The dreams were pre-lucid, this means
i could sense much more and was more conscious inside the dream than in the usual ones. Althoug my childhood wasn´t built on happiness i seldom had nightmares, so i loved
to dream and often went early to bed just to dream.
The most important dream in that phase had been a dream where i was out with my dog for a walk. When we came to a huge tree,green and beautiful ,full of life and love, we both began to fly upwards, full of joy without any fear, We flew so high we left earth´s orbit . Then we came to a planet , it was saturn with his rings sparkling
in space and greeting me and the number 7 came to my mind, then i woke up.
Since that dream i started to be interested in spiritual issues and i always had a special connection to the number 7, which was my guidance sign i know now.
So , i grew up, read as many books as i could get ( of course played videogames ,but read more books than played astoundingly ) and went on wondering about the world.
When i was a teenager i had many dreams about being fetched by extraterrestrial beings in beautiful, semi-biological seeming ships and i am telling you that very seriously. They were flying with me over landscapes i had never seen, with rich colours and huge rivers and things i can´t explain. We were never speaking, they were just showing me these worlds and i felt very comfortable and free of fears.
7 years ago, in the age of 19 i mainly was dreaming about ancient cities , when i say ancient i mean the architecture was ancient, but there was technology!
There were often temples with encarved signs and mostly the cities were at oceansides or even somewhere out in the deep oceans.
Through those dreams i started to gain knowledge about dreams, escpecially lucid dreaming and the works of Paul Tholey a pioneer in researching lucid dreaming.
Also i read much about the wisdom and knowledge of the aboriginees and other cultures who are or were strongly connected to dreaming.
When i started to awaken last year i recognized that i often had dreams, which felt like a deja vú, but the interesting thing about it was, i KNEW i had never seen scenes
or dreamed these before. That gave me the idea of why it occures so often they appear as familiar ( besides past life visions and so on, the feeling there is nearly the same). I began to focus on the feeling and the aura or atmosphere i felt in my dreams , then as a side-effect i started to be aware of the atmosphere and feelings of the " reality" when awake. Due to my constant focus and work on dreams my subconscious changed in this issue. My dreams are now constantly pre-lucid (not lucid, i work on that). I remember most my dreams in detail like memories of yesterday or last week for e.g. and i started to recognize that you often have dreams where you
feel familiar even though the scenes or the content are definitely unique and that´s because this certain dream is inside the same dimension or world or whatever you want to call it, as many past dreams just with other stories or scenes.
When you get aware of that and train your subconsious in this issue you do understand and recognize the different worlds you are inside , even if the story is completely different,, just by feeling the atmosphere or the feeling of being inside this vibrational level. I´d describe it as a dream-id.
You´ll notice after a while that there are some dimensions, which turn up more often than other worlds and you´ll recognize new ones.
Of course there are many dream levels where there is no identification possible, i feel like they are very special and rare when those non-identificable show up, more like some sort of school. I often dream about being with many beings gathered and learning , but not learning in a way of that we know, i can´t explain why.
To dream and recognize a "old" or "new" dimension of dream feels very natural and beautiful.Uhmm, through my dreams i started to get all-time aware in "reality" and more sensible to it and the aura and atmosphere of my surroundings. So there is a learning efefct in that ,too.
I know that i have to progress in this issue personally, because i know now that dreams are not just inside your head,or my head, or her head, or his head. They are elswhere..
So i´m trying to become a lucid dreamer to research this dimensions and to travel through them for learning and as part of other issues which help me evolving besides all them other trials and wonders we all experience and discover.
Thank you for reading! If you have any questions please do not hesitate to ask ,
Love and Blessings to you,
Namaste
Satori
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29 Sep 2008 - 4:50pm
Appelemando's Dreams
Appelemando's Dreams
From Leah Polacco
Appelemando is a little boy who loves to dream. A little boy who keeps a very unique secret with his friends… whenever Appelemando dreams, they can see his visions floating through the sky above their heads. Fascinated by the beautiful colors and the visions of his daydreams, Appelemando’s friends attempt to catch them on a piece of paper.
"It wasn’t long before they discovered that Appelemando’s dreams would stay on anything that was moist or damp. Mops drying over balcony rails. Laundry airing on clotheslines. Bottoms of fat, white ducks waddling up the street."
One day, as Appelemando’s dream is escaping his mind it begins to rain. The bright colors cover the walls of the village, angering the elders who do not believe the "paintings" are indeed, the little boy’s dreams. Sentenced to scrub the village walls, the children, upset and afraid, wander home. However, soon they discover they are lost. Hours pass and the children cannot find their way through the dark woods.
"You can help, Appelemando," Lark proclaims.
Appelemando’s friends encourage him to dream a dream "big and bright enough" to reach their families in the village. But alas, Appelemando, upset by the day’s events, can no longer dream…
In the story’s surprising but happy ending, the message of "the importance of dreams" is revealed. A book for children and adults alike, Appelemando’s Dreams teaches the reader not to let go of his dreams, unless it is for the world to see.
Reviews:
"The illustrations add a vibrant, colorful fairy tale atmosphere to the text. A book to reassure many a daydreamer."
-Children's Book Review Service
"The style of these pencil and watercolor drawings is exuberant and full of vitality. With its perfect melding of art and narration, it's a dream come true."
-School Library Journal (starred review)
"[Polacco's] on target as always."
-Publishers Weekly
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28 Sep 2008 - 4:00pm
Dreams of October 14, 2008
I am new to this world of Light and Awakeness and have only just begun to dip my energies into the recording of dreams and thoughts of what is to come. I shared this with two other Workers in the Light this morning, each of them further down this road of understanding than I, and was gently guided to finally put my private thoughts and dreams out there for others to see. It was written initially with thoughts that only my eyes would read and that it be shared with those that are close to me, but I open myself and my dream to you at this time.
Dream Journal | September 28 @ 4:33am
Joe, the kids and I are in our back yard. It is daytime and we are in the big shed. The door is open and there is a bird feeder hanging in the open doorway. We are enjoying watching the birds fly in to eat.
A strange, large bird flies out of the woods and heads to the window of the shed. It is a very large and black and we are all hollering to look at the buzzard? crow? We are not sure *what* type of bird it is, but it is either very aggressive or very curious, because it is flying up against the glass of the window, right to our faces. Another of the same type of bird appears.
We all step out of the shed to notice that a large swarm of insects is heading out of the woods towards us. There are so many that the sky has become darker. There are different types of insects we see, but I especially remember beautiful purple dragonfly-like ones. We were standing in a group, and these purple fliers descend upon us. They surround us in a cloud, around us, between us, touching us, fluttering in our faces and in our hair.
Another very small insect follows this purple haze. These insects are small enough that they are all over us, entering our eyes, ears, noses and mouths. We are breathing them into our lungs.
We don't seem afraid of this, only amazed and excited. Suddenly, all of the insects leave us and return to the woods. I run into the house to wake up mom, to tell her about what is happening.
Note that from the time the birds fly in and then while the insects are everywhere, I am trying to use my camera to take pictures of what is happening, but my camera refuses to capture anything. It seems to be broken.
The insects leave and I run into the house. Mom is standing in the hallway with a blanket around her, half-asleep.
"They are coming!" I yell to her. "Don't get dressed - just come!"
We run outside, where more people have gathered. Above us, in the dark sky, is a row of lights. We glimpse them through the trees. We watch as what seems to be a small craft continues to expand overhead. We begin to realize that what we first saw -- the row of lights -- was only the edge of the craft. It moves slowly, from over our left shoulder towards the right and to the front of us.
Lights, then darkness for a span. Then more lights, etc. It is massive!
I run into the house to wake up dad. My cell phone is in my hand and I keep trying to call Jancie, but the call won't go through. Over and over I dial as I run through the house, calling to dad.
He yells out to me that he is already up, that he is coming. We meet in the bedroom. He is dressed, but has no glasses on. We run to the window and look outside. The ship is still out there. It has moved farther away, because we can see the entire ship now.
We go outside with everyone else. We are all in a group. Joe is in the shed, standing at the door, looking outside at us. The craft is moving fast now, spinning and doing "tricks", flashing, putting on a real show. I am telling Joe urgently to come outside, quickly, before he misses it! I keep yelling to him, and slowly he steps out of the shed and walks towards me. The whole time I am telling him to turn around! Look up! He finally seems to hear me and turns to look over his shoulder at the show in the sky. I am so happy and relieved that he has seen!
Then, as suddenly as it was there, the craft was gone.
We are all excited and talking at once. I realize that I am still dialing Jancie's number and the phone is still not working. Then I SEE Jancie! She and the kids have been here the whole time! She is sitting next to dad and mom is behind her. I hug Jancie and everyone is laughing and crying and saying "It has happened! They are here! It has begun!", over and over.
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I wake up. I am wide awake and already searching in the middle of the night for paper and pen so I can jot down two pages of notes of this dream.
I awake this morning and can't get outside fast enough to the porch to write this all down. I continue writing as follows:
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I am sitting outside on the porch as I write this. I came out in the cool morning to drink my mocha and enjoy the birds and quiet.
It's interesting that this morning is *NOT* quiet at all! There must be a flock of crows that have decided to rest in the woods in the back yard. There are lots of them and they are making a huge racket right now. They are caw-ing nonstop! I almost can't hear the other birds because of them.
Aggressive crows in my dream -- aggressive and loud crows in my yard this morning as I write this. I almost want to walk around back to see what I find! The crows began the dream last night. I wonder what they bring this morning?
I just heard Joe open the sliding door and shoot the pellet gun off...Pop! Pop! Pop! Ronnie is laughing at Joe's antics. A few minutes have passed and the crows are still here.
As it has taken me time to hand write the last two paragraphs, I have realized that the crows must no longer be in my back yard. For a bit, I could hear them faintly off in the distance. I STILL can, but hardly at all now.
The normal quiet morning sounds have returned: my backyard bird sounds, the chickadee, the Carolina wren, the occasional far-away sound of a car on the road. Ah, peace.
Now the crows are way off in the distance. I only hear one caw-ing ever-so-far away every little bit.
The sun has just now found its way out from behind a cloud and is shining through the trees behind me. There is a little morning mist still in the air and the sun causes smokiness in its wake.
There is no breeze blowing, the trees are quiet now. I still hear only one crow way off. I sit here, the early sun just now reaching to touch the tips of my toes, the clock chimes 9am, and I wonder whose yard the crows have flown to now? Who out there is awakening and needs help to remember dreams of Them coming to us last night?
I slide my chair forward two feet now to sit in the Light and feel its goodness. Good Morning, World.
AlwaysDew
9/28/08
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27 Sep 2008 - 2:56pm
Original Innocence
Posted September 25th, 2008 by Elizabeth Feisst
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ORIGINAL INNOCENCE
The little child chases butterflies among the long grass, dressed in light summer clothing, laughing joyfully in freedom of play.
The innocence of children, fully free being themselves without a care in the world. Inherently she knows who she is. Naturally he is fully present in his surroundings. Their inner sense is in the purity of their innocent being, fully connected, loving unconditionally, at peace with all life, joy bubbling over. Nothing has tainted these incredible souls - so open, so free.
Their imaginations unlimited, they harmoniously be and do and play and laugh in full awareness of their essence. They know who they are and live it every moment in full expansive experience.
They feel their sense of oneness with all of life and live it fully through all of their material senses as they be who they are, divine souls in full original innocence.
As we become more and more aware of our being divinely One, we too, will re-experience the light-heartedness of this innocence we lost in the process of growing up in our 3-dimensional world.
This original innocence is the purity of being stripped naked of all our limitations, beliefs, roles, negativities and fears. As we understand more and more the illusion we have individually and collectively created in this world of separativeness, duality, we will see manifesting more and more before our eyes the sheer beauty of soul expressed.
To be like the butterfly, yet we are but still in the cocoon, struggling to break free. The freedom of youth, the being young at heart, light of soul, loving of nature, peaceful of mind - all this and more calls to us. This is our inherent and sovereign right.
Struggle is not the way however. Instead, be like what we wish to be..be gentle, kind, loving, caring, calm, quiet, still, accepting and allowing the process of return to work itself.
It is not the way to make it happen. The way is to be in the knowing of the divine reality, hold this in the heart and then allow the alignment to process naturally.
Returning to original innocence; that which is our pure soul state, divinely One.
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Mata Amritanandamayi - Ashtotharam
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26 Sep 2008 - 6:11am
The Heart Language
The heart language reaches the truth through curves instead of lines,
It speaks from the depth of our conciousness direct to anothers,
It enlightens and brings together all that is seperated,
All false gods and kings bow before mystery in heart language,
Heart language is a vehicle for personal, cultural, and spiritual transformation of conciousness,
It is the now almost forgotten primal language of the mind, the mystic icon, spining in the the dream.
World of Opposites
Have you noticed that the moon is upside down?
Have you noticed that theres less stars around?
Have you noticed that your feet are wet?
Have you noticed yet?
Magick
One only needs to remain unaffected by the beleifs of other to become a god in the mathematics of our society.
Magnetic superconducter (Written well before the lhc was conceived)
Transition temperature cermanic materials
Black hole, electron feild
Tunneling particle pair duality
Zero-point energy dynamic
State phase feild shift
Grand unified theory
God.
Perspective
Your insides on the outside
And your upsides on the downside
Your lie divides one into two
And us, into me and you
Cant hate you, cant thank you
That'd be hippocritical too
Eternal cursed spoiler meme
In our private universe
We love each other,
After all we are all brute and beautiful at the same time
Redemption
Theres a river running through my heart,
A fire running through my veins
Its a power that lives deep within
A power than never says its name.
Crucifixtion
Christ stills hands apon the tree,
Our sins still bind him from being free,
Our criminals and our insane,
Still pay for our own pain,
We reap and sow again,
The mirror of our fear,
Our leaders die in vain,
As we fail to check,
The screaming in our ear.
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23 Sep 2008 - 1:38pm
I've been having crazy dreams lately with Alligators (real and fake) water (usually churning), some kind of obstacle course involving the water and last night I got caught in a couple of whirlpools that made me have to start the course again.
Any dream interpreters out there wanna take a shot?
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22 Sep 2008 - 10:45am
Dear souls,
I have another beautiful dream to share with you!
This morning (on my b-day! :) I was blessed with another amazing UFO dream, although it seemed this one went far beyond!
The dream;
'I'm trying to get away from work, but I'm carrying a suitcase (old fashioned one) a backpack (daypack) and my laptop. I keep on switching around the laptop from the small backpack to the big suitcase. (Probably representing the burden of the material word as I feel it currently.) Several times I leave, to come back because of forgotten items. I want to avoid my boss, and end up in the kitchen. More co-workers are there, talking, not facing the window. I'm practically glued to the window, and feel the intense desire to leave, to go outside.
BUT thán it happens! I see movements in the sky. Not a little, not in a far distance, not even hidden or causious. It's a SHOW! ;-D I'm OH-ing and AAA-ing as if I were watching an amazing fireworks show, no one in the room responds... I see huge massive ships -with blue lights on the side- floating steadily and calmly, like a ray in the ocean. I see smaller ships, making an airshow and trying to be funny with their manouvres. I see the real small dots of lights (in a further distance) deviding and merging like cells. The best part is that they seem to drop gifts!! They drop a doll which lands right at the window where I stand; it's a Maya doll, I regognize the face immidiatelly. Than I see that they form Maya faces in the skyies with the ships! Loads of movement and colours, like a true COSMIC PARTY!! ;-D
After a while I am screaming with exitement! My collegues can't ignore what I'm seeing anymore and join me at the window in awe...'
I feel SO BLESSED with this amazing sequel to my previous UFO dream! ABSOLUTELY AWESOME!!! ;-D
I feel it's the best gift to receive for my birthday! :-D
I hope this way I can share my gift and it brings you joy & pleasure like it does to me! :D
The 14th will be a ball!!I hope we get to enjoy it and reasons for mass panic will fade with the sight of pure beauty!! ;-D
Be blessed beloved friends!!
Many hugx & a super blissfull day to you!!! m
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21 Sep 2008 - 11:21pm
I've been having strange dreams of late. About a week ago I had a dream that I was in a building, at first looking for someone. I knew I was being chased, there was danger. The building was set up like a huge hotel, but it wasn't a hotel, it was perhaps maybe an apartment building. It was a abandon and grand. I came to the room I knew I'd find who I was looking for and busted in the door. There was a little boy, about seven and a little girl, maybe three or four. The boy had blondish hair and blue eyes, and the girl had brown hair and blue eyes. They were both wearing white. The girl was crying, she was scared. I knew the boy was scared as well, but he was trying to be brave for his sister.
I saw these animals, cat like in nature, but they were demons in disguise. I scooped up the girl in my arms and wrapped my arm around the boy to shield him. If they didn't see us, the 'demons' wouldn't attack. We hid until they past the room and then I grabbed the boys hand and ran out into the hall. We ran down the stairs, to get out of the building. The 'demons' chased us and as we came around a corner, there was a man there. Dark and mysterious, and I wasn't sure if he was good or bad. He suddenly disappeared and there was a demon there and it sprung at us. I was able to punch it, knocking it back. I gave the girl over to the boy and said "Protect your sister" and I grabbed an old shovel and a broken broom handle and I continued to fight these 'demons', or wild cats. The strange part was that the 'demons' were disguised as white house cats.
I have a small bit of info: To dream that you kill an attacking animal, signifies that your life will be saved by a stranger.
A few nights ago I had a dream that I was on a mission for the church *aka God* and there was a woman on her death bed that I went to. I took her hand and I told her. "God breathed into us His Life, and surrounded us with His Light, so we are never alone." And all around her and around us, there was this white light. I think it was pretty clear.
Then last night I had this dream that I was in a building, a familiar one. And someone said "Oh my god! Look at the moon!" and I ran to the window and the moon turned into the Earth. It was a reflection. And then suddenly it turned to this Native American Elder who was speaking of a prophecy. I ran outside to listen to his words. And as he spoke/song the night sky was lit up with so many UFO's that I was overwhelmed. Some people were scared and tried to call authorities and I listened to see if they were saying anything bad. While listening to the Elder I wept and cried, saying "I believe!" I kept telling others that they weren't here to hurt us, they were here to help us! Some people believed me, and others didn't they were scared.
Then feathers and stars started to fall from the skies. Then clear, crystal scorpions fell as well. I was laughing and playing like I was a child in the snow. Then colors like paint droppings were falling and mixing in the ground and covered me and I was laughing.
I found that the scorpions are a symbol of death and rebirth.
This past spring my sister and I were on the Ouija Board and a message came through: Death 10/08/2008
Since I was asking the questions I took it as for myself. I have been having a lot of dreams about death and rebirth .. and I was wondering if maybe this was a sign that somehow I will die and be brought back to life in the matter of speaking of spiritual way.
Any thoughts?
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20 Sep 2008 - 4:24pm
Does anyone have any idea about the meaning of the blue lantern I saw in a dream long ago? It was fascinating. It rose above a feast table around which ghostly and mute people were sitting...very weird. I'll never forget it.
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17 Sep 2008 - 6:28pm
this is not an interpretation in the least
however it is as detailed as i can remember it.,
first off there was conversations with the dali lama and his gaurdian.
all of it regarding the current state the world is in, ourselves, and having LOTS and i mean lots of fun. we played in the snow..i mostly jus tstood by and watched,observed and had conversations.
secondly there were sighting of pleadian ships, en masse flying over head. they also showed me two scenerios taking place lol
one of people who think its all fake and not true like neyseyers...and the other was the true reality of the all.
thats how all the conversations took place...was after the acknowledgement of such consciousnesses on our planet.
there was smoking of pot,..drinking of beer as well...i partook in having a hit from a bowl.
all of us in the dream were conscious children.
there were no adults.
talk about heaven!
me and the dali lama's gaurdian also did some martial arts on each other for fun because i requested it.
he did a doble arm lock on me. in about 3 seconds flat.
there was some car driving, some location finding as well...
plus there was this location hwere we live...only it was more up on a hill...ruby's old car was around driving like her...but it turned into her new car.....
the dream represents not only for myself but for everyone everywhere, mass transmutation...
considering last night i decided to transmute to entire planet!
just felt like sharing that with you all...
oh and i put on my trenchcoat with black pants..i was basically dressed in black...tis nice
and also with this new energy of the goddess....
i was given a vision 2 days ago...the vision was an upside down triangle with an eye in the center of it..with fire coming from both left and right sides of the eye and triangle altogether as one image.
also....my chakras are superb....whte ray on the root, violet flame on the sacral...basically my entier chakra system has been realigned, recalibrated.
weeejjaaaa
okay thats enough from me for now
toodles.
love you
rue
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17 Sep 2008 - 4:17pm
I want to document a dream I had last night. It was night time and I was standing in a house (not mine) and was looking out the window as I do every night, looking, and looking; waiting to see a light ship.....waiting and praying. Then there it was, a small craft. After I watched the craft for a second or two (and I knew it was watching me), thousands of small craft started descending down toward the planet. They were light ships and they kind of looked like jelly fish without the tentacles. They were transluscent and rounded on top. I started screaming for my mother to come and see it, I didn't want to move and miss something. Not sure if it was a vision or not, but is sure was beautiful and made me very happy. Also, my mom is long passed away (2002). I guess I'll have to give this one more thought.
I love you for allowing me to share this.
Susan
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17 Sep 2008 - 11:18am
This was an eye opener dream. I have been having a fairly hard time at work and have been bringing the negative feelings and thoughts home, not only have I been bottling things up at work and getting more and more jacked off that when I have been getting home I have been angry and upset and bursting into tears at any opportunity. I knew that what I was doing was not with the path of love & light but I still did it. I tried to white light on the way to work and anyways it wasn't working, the demons were doing their work. I was completely loosing it. I asked myself and you will ask ïs this worth it" This job why stay? I do love my job I work with plants and love the life and light they put off. The peaceful energy they produce, the feeling of freshness so this was out of the question... So here I go.
Brad and I were walking in a field amongst trees we came to a cave and we slid down, Brad went one way I went the other. We came out in an opening and there was a girl standing with Brad, she was wearing white, with blonde long hair, she was very beautiful. I went over to them and started talking and Brad was ignoring me, it was like he didn't see me, I started yelling and screaming and he continued to ignore me, he was so into the beautiful girl. I couldn't believe it that he would do this to me and I was asking him "why oh why are you doing this to me?".
I woke up really distressed. Then I started to think about it, not from an egotistical mind, not an analytical mind but from my emotional body. What was it trying to say to me.... "We fell so in love when we first met and nothing could come between our happiness. We cruised along and did our thing.. Things were happening around us but I just knew that the love and light we shared could overcome anything.
I had been overcome with the outside influence called the real world. How could I forget that we are on this journey and nothing was going to come in the way of the way to the one and only.
The beautiful girl in the dream was me, my ego was trying to come between us. I have come back and know the path I am on now, I don't think I really left it. I also realise that I do not have to be weak I can stick up for myself for we are still here to function. My smile is back and I am glad. My love for life is back. The mind can control but I had forgotton that this is how the devil gets his way by controlling the mind. I must go back to the quiet within where the angels whisper to us. When I use the light I see the beauty in the world. Its God's reminder that he is really there.
Namasate
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14 Sep 2008 - 7:16pm
I often dream true dreams but it happens I cant tell if its right or not, and the last one Im really in doubt,
is there any way to tell the difference,thats working?
Love light Miamaria
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14 Sep 2008 - 3:25am
I had a dream last night that I was laying on my bed with my cat Dr Doom. While laying on my bed I was trying to focus on the cricket that was there as well. This cricket was doing back flips, only I couldn't make it out because I needed to have lasik eye surgery. Very odd.
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13 Sep 2008 - 10:23pm
Preparing to climb the mountain
Personal action : active participant
Setting : Mountain/Caves
I was with a group of 12 other individuals who were seeking to move away from the hustle, bustle and destruction of the city. We banded together in a caravan, gathered our possessions and set out on a journey to the mountains. We met an Indian Guide along the way. The Guide told us of a cave of protection that we could go to. I was leading the procession and was pushing a large recliner chair. Behind me was a stage coach carrying six people, there were no horses drawing it. Trailing behind was the remainder of our group, three two person groups walking.
As we entered the cave I noticed that the floor was dusty with a well worn and clear path down the center. The walls were natural with many contours, not carved out or mined. 100 yards from the entrance was a large cavern with a pool of cool mountain water. The trail passed into and through the pool and emerged into a passage on the other side. The pool was about 7 feet deep in the center. I pushed my chair into the pool and trudged on through, The chair naturally got lighter but it did not float. This caused me to be fully immersed in the center of the pool as I bent down to push the chair onward to the other side and out of the pool. Behind me one of the larger men in the Stage coach got out and pushed the coach into the pool. Straining to move it forward it finally caught buoyancy and floated through the center. With a mighty shove he gained enough momentum to get the coach up an out the other side. Relieved that the hard part, the pool crossing, was complete and confident that the rest of the party would cross without difficulty, I turned to continue deeper into the cave.
After a number of turns I came upon a Mother Wolf with a litter of pups. She was lying just beyond a turn in the cave at the end of a wide cavern. The she wolf was not angry or aggressive towards me and I did not feel any fear in the encounter. But she issued a low growl which I interpreted to mean that we had gone far enough.
We set up camp in the cavern. Out of the stage coach we pulled out lots of technologies, computers and such, which were arrayed on a number of long tables all linked together. We were playing, talking, and sharing games.
Our Indian Guide showed up with some of his tribe. They cooked for us and he spoke about our upcoming climb to the top of the mountain. He said that his tribe had helped many others before us and that the path gets easier and clearer with each passing. He said that we were to spend the next few days relaxing, bathing, and immersing ourselves completely in the mountain pool that we had crossed. This was necessary in order to prepare ourselves prior to our ascent.
I woke up.
Any clues??????
Scott
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7 Sep 2008 - 3:15am
Me and my twin,our life in Atlantis was our first. He choosed to join the technichal group but was also involved with the crystals as I did. But for me it wasnt a choise. I was forced by my very high evolved parents that gave birth to me for this reason alone. There was no escape. I wanted a normal life but never got one.
"My gifts was too high,its your destiny". Okay so they brought me and my twin together. Tall,darkhaired,very blue eyes I NEVER forgot. Never forgot the expression either. I was middle to tall, long darkbrown-black hair in curles,white-he also,brown eyes,pretty. white dress like empire. carried around my crystals all the time,especially this special crystal,cubusshaped,could do everything. I still remember how to heal with it. Its a hologram.
also the entrance between life and death.
god knows how many of the atlantean kings Ive helped pass over with that one.
also could see everything.
remember how I carried it into the huge poseidon temple.
up against the long steps.
The horses, when you got inside.
the crystal dome.
How me and my twin used to have long advanced talks,also about things that wasnt popular and we could risk things.
We worked with the dolphins,I swim with them while he watch.
made the same as they did.
got huge of information,stored in the body.
our special group with the others with crystals, how the so called lazerbeams nearly cut your ears off.
how advanced it was and dark when doing it.
how we hode the crystals.
the battle between our enemies, how they used black magic on against us. how we ran for our lives.
I will never forget that.
how we talked to the old kings unvisible.
the end how we stood in a circle saying good bye eachone going to each destination.
how heartbreaking loosing everyone.
Me and my got to Florida-south america. saw everything there.
how I saw things in water and he asked me if I ever saw him again.broke my heart.
he saved my life when I fell into the sea,gave his last strength.
we landed on a beach at our destination.
him desperately fiting for my life,I survived.
him going at investigations,before we left,I thought he didnt make it on time very heartbreaking.
how close everyone were and how we suffered breaking it.
news about the disaster in egypt and how bad everything went.
visions about our time and how its going to be.
we always wanted to give the knowledge and info to the mass and help them,but unfortunately,
noone was with us.
never liked the way it was build up either.
the world would have been a lot different.
How they cooperate with aliens and how you never could trust them.
knowledge about dna and stuff long before. but I experienced that as too high prize to risk something.
I dont trust aliens.
just some thoughts,dreams from my life there.
love light Miamaria
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4 Sep 2008 - 9:29pm
I was reading an interesting post of a person that would experience shared dreams with another person. They said they would call this person the next day, and if they remembered their dreams this person was absolutely amazed as the other person would tell in accurate details the same dream. I don't feel this is just a coincidence of two people thinking about the same thing, for one, because it happened to this person more than once. I believe it to be a connection, a shared consciousness of two people.
I found this interesting article on google search about it. I have dreamed what my son was thinking about before and got up the next day and drew pictures of these wizards to have him come over later and tell me he was up half the night working on a drawing of a wizard in exact details as my own drawings. But more often do I think of him and he will call or tell me later," you were thinking of me at 4 today hugh? I could feel you"..
COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS
Are we just machines receiving data and converting it into something that can be processed in our brains? Of course not. We also produce more data as a reaction to the data that comes to us. And what is the element in us that determines how we respond to our surroundings?
It was said that the information from our senses goes to our brains. But the brains can't be compared to a machine like the sensitive organs can. The senses work in a systematical way. They always do their job similarly. Of course they can get faults or they can wear out in time, but they have a certain task to do and they do it systematically and constantly. However, the brains both receive and output selectively. This selection is based on our consciousness.
Consciousness is what really makes us human beings. After all, we couldn't realize the flow of sights, sounds, smells and tastes without having a consciousness, not to talk about making decisions based on these.
What is consciousness?
Consciousness is being aware of things around, to put it very simply. This is what all animals have, though in variable quantities. An important part of consciousness is self consciousness, and sometimes when we talk about consciousness, this is what we mean. This is something that separates people from animals. Surely some animals have a limited self consciousness, but at least according to our knowledge they don't actually think about themselves as individuals like we do.
Some scientists believe that consciousness is just a result of a highly complicated flow of information in the brain cells, as if our brains were a very sophisticated computer. From this point of view it should be possible to build a conscious computer. This is hard to believe. Imagine everything that our consciousness is capable of doing. In addition to perception, learning and decision making it stores and develops a variety of emotions that build our personality. Could a computer be happy or sad? Could a computer love or hate, be ashamed, feel guilty, forgive? Hardly.
The consciousness of an individual can be called "mind". Mind is often divided into two parts; rational and emotional. The rational part is something more similar to a computer. It gathers and processes information and knowledge. It solves problems and makes logical decisions based on received information. The emotional part is something more difficult to explain. In it feelings towards other people as well as many other things are created and stored. It controls our social behaviour, our moods, our whole personality. It also affects the rational mind, for example because rational thinking is affected by our moods. The search for information and learning new things also depends on motivation, which in turn is strongly affected by our emotional balance.
It is not exaggerated to say that the emotional mind is much more essential to our life, to our growth as human beings. A proof of this is that a very ignorant and non-rational person can be happy and mentally healthy, while a very highly educated, logically talented person can't be happy without being in balance emotionally. And what is more valuable to us than happiness?
Unfortunately our society values materialistic values above the mental well-being of individuals, which is why we have a constant pressure to be productive, even with the cost of an unsatisfied emotional life.
Collective consciousness
Collective consciousness is something that enables a group of living beings to perform some activites or share experiences like being just one organism. It seems that the more advanced species, in terms of evolution, we are talking about, the less collective consciousness there is and the more individual or self consciousness.
Ants building their nests, bees collecting honey, birds flocking - these are examples of primitive animals actings as collective groups. Big herds of individual animals act as one entity, usually following some kind of leader. But even mammals sometimes act as a collective group. When for example a deer senses a threat, other deers in the herd catch this feeling and the whole group gets restless. When the beast attacks, the deers don't run randomly into different directions, but escape as a single group.
People are the most advanced species on our planet, at least in terms of intellectual and technological evolution. Thus we can assume that we have the least collective consciousness and the most self consciousness. Though this is propably true, it doesn't mean that we have no collective consciousness - or subconsciousness at least. We talk about "masses" behaving in some ways. What are these masses? Think about a big crowd in a pop concert. This is a fine example of a mass of people behaving collectively. The members of the audience is "unified" by the music and the feelings it causes. The thrill of this shared experience takes you with it and you can even forget your individuality.
In a way also unquestioned traditions and customs of our society, "social paradigms" control our behaviour in a way that makes us somehow a unified group. There are certain cultural, political and religional authorities both in national and international level that most people accept as absolute realities. Being a part of a mass that follows a set of certain behaviour and thinking patterns makes you have a sense of belonging, which in general has a positive effect to your self-esteeme. This phenomenon could be called "social collectivity".
Eventually, the deepest feeling of shared consciousness happens between two people that have a very strong emotional contact between each other. Lovers, for example can have a very strong sense of sharing each other's emotions and thoughts - in a way that they can momentarily feel each other as one being.
Separation from collective consciousness
The funny thing about the previously discussed collective consciousness is that one doesn't notice it or think about it until one is separated from it - and propably in many cases even not then.
We are born into shared consciousness. A newborn baby is not conscious of itself as a separate being from its mother. As a child begins to realice his/her own individual existence, the connection to the parents and other family remains strong for a long time. Later the child becomes a member of the social consciousness, beginning from kindergarten and school.
Many things can lead to different levels of separation. Apparently damage to the natural social bonds in the childhood and adolescence is most influential to the delelopment of a collectively separated personality. Losing one's parents in early age or being physically or emotionally abused or ignored by them is a common factor to this kind of individuals. Also being rejected by brothers and sisters and other children in school can have a very strong impact. This rejection is usually a consequence of the child being signigicantly different from the average, either physically, intellectuclly, emotionally or even economically (coming from a very poor or rich family).
The separation, if not being corrected early enough, leads to many kind of difficulties in the personal life. You have difficulties adapting to the society, you find it very hard to make close contacts to other people, in many ways you are in danger of not finding your place in this world. Another side of this separation is that you are more likely to get interested in unusual hobbies and activities and being alone a lot gives you time to think and develope your understanding, in intellectual level, of things around you.
A "separate" can in worst case end up in a bad depression or other mental problems, which can lead to alcoholism, drug abuse, mental sickness, or even suicide. From a very hard situation one can also be "saved" by finding or being taken to a society that gives an alternative to social collectiveness, which normally means going through a religional experience. This can act as a "first aid", later helping the person also to find his/her place in the social world.
Separates that are above average intellectually or creatively can end up being scientists, researchers, philosophers, artists etc. They can find their life's task in their profession and also find social companions when getting into an environment with similar people. In this way they get out of their separation, becoming members of the scientific or artistic community. Yet, it is typical especially for artists and philosophers to suffer from mental problems throughout their lives and relatively many of them die an unnatural death as a result. Ironically, many of the most valued and famous artists and philosophers of our history belong to this group.
The fact is that the more isolated you are from the "masses", the more isolated you also are from their rules and customs. The more separated you are from the collective consciousness, the more open-minded and accepting (though also vulnerable) you are to "unorthodox" and revolutional ideas. It is an understandable result of questoning the generally accepted rules of the social world, to start wondering the purpose of our very existence and looking for it outside - and independently - of the everyday reality. The result of this "quest" can be eventually extremely awarding or extremely destructive...
Martin Keitel, 1998
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3 Sep 2008 - 8:04pm
I was looking through my Dream log Today and came across this entry. I had recorded it about a couple of weeks ago. For some strange reason I had completly forgotten about it.
08/15/08 UFO arrivals
A. Personal action
1. Observer/active participant
B. Setting
1. Rural countryside … many ponds
C. Description:
1. I was with a group of friends. We were just relaxing, swimming and talking around a pond on a wooden deck. Many other ponds were near by. Each pond was separated from each other by tall grasses of a golden hue. I was sitting in a lounge chair on the deck and looked up. Descending through the clouds was a very large UFO only the bottom half was visible through the clouds. Overall it was oval in shape but a lower section was rectangular and light brown in color. Some people were frightened and tried to hide. Others were fascinated. I was not at all surprised and remarked “Hey, they are early. I didn’t expect them till later.” I waved at the ship and felt a swelling of energy in response.
2. The ship hung overhead for some time and then lifted back into the clouds. I look around an noticed that a river had appeared through the middle of all the ponds. Or maybe the ponds had joined into a river. Does it matter?
I now also remember another dream I had 4 or 5 years ago. In that one, I saw a Whole fleet of huge space ships being chased by government forces. But the government planes could do nothing because of the force fields which surrounded the UFOs. These other ships also had a square-ish shape on the bottom and were a light brown or tan color.
When ours space friends reveal and Identify themselves we will not be able to call the sightings UFOs any more. They'll be IFOs.
Peace,
Scott
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3 Sep 2008 - 12:29pm
The more awake I become the more grateful I AM.
I AM as of now an Early Childhood Educator in my home and have been for about 24 years, last night I had a dream of one of my family clients of a few years ago. I hadnt recalled the dream until the phone rang a few minutes ago. The person calling was a the parent in my dream and as soon as we said "hello" I told her I had a dream about her...she asked if I could take care of her daughter while she attended a funeral...I recalled the dream immediately! I had dreamt that I hadnt seen this child in so long and that I missed her--they used to live right next door to me. And now I get to see this little girl!! Did this child connect with me in my dream? I AM so thankful for all that is happening with me. There is NO such thing as CO-Incidence!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! September 3, 2008
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2 Sep 2008 - 5:22pm
I just want to quickly share this dream I had, about a week ago. What I remember is seeing the Lightworkers website on my computer, and I clicked on another page and the page turned dark-ish in color (instead of white) and the header read Dark Workers instead of Light Workers. In my dream, I knew that it meant that there were going to be posts that are false and from dark entities, filled with dis-information to scare and confuse people in a critical time. LET US HOPE THIS DOESN'T HAPPEN, but I have been going back and forth as to whether I should share it with you all....please forgive me for sending out negative thoughts, but I felt so strongly compelled to let you all hear my dream.
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2 Sep 2008 - 2:44am
Dreams & Lucid Dreaming
How to Remember Your Dreams
Some people find it difficult to remember dreams. Here, James Harvey Stout offers some very useful techniques for dream recall, including the use of affirmations (such as "I will remember my dreams") which many people find particularly effective.
Awaken directly from a dream. A dream is recalled most easily if we awaken during it or immediately after it ends. If more than a few minutes lapse at the end of a dream, we risk oneirolysis (the forgetting of the dream) - but if we awaken too soon before the dream stops, we might miss an important part of it. The following techniques can help us synchronize our awakening with the dream:
1. We can simply affirm that we will awaken when each dream ends (or when each important dream ends - so that we might awaken only once per night, instead of several times per night). We tell ourselves, "I will awaken at the end of every important dream tonight"; along with this self-talk statement, we add an appropriate "energy tone" (e.g., anticipation, confidence, joy, etc.), and a "directed imagination" image of ourselves awakening at the end of a dream. The mechanism by which this programming works is the same one which allows us to specify a time to awaken ourselves naturally (e.g., 6 a.m.) or to awaken when we hear a specific sound (such as our baby's whimpering, but not the noise of traffic outside).
2. We can synchronize our alarm clock with the 90-minute cycle of sleep periods. As explained later, the mind experiences a recurring 90-minute cycle during our sleep; most of our dreams occur near the end of each cycle. Therefore, we are most likely to awaken from a dream if we set our alarm clock to awaken us after we have been sleeping for any multiple of 90 minutes: 1.5 hours, 3 hours, 4.5 hours, 6 hours, and 7.5 hours. For example, if we fall asleep at 11 p.m., the times would be 12:30, 2:00, 3:30, 5:00, and 6:30. We probably won't want to be awakened this many times, so we might set the alarm for 6:30 a.m. only. If this timing isn't exactly right for us, we can experiment by setting the alarm ahead (or backward) slightly until we synchronize our awakening with the end of that cycle.
3. We can ask a friend or family member to awaken us when we exhibit REM (rapid-eye movements, which occur when we are dreaming); the eye movements can be seen beneath our closed eyelids. The person can come into our bedroom at intervals, rather than sitting next to us during the whole time. He or she might let the REM continue for a while before the awakening, to let us experience more of the dream.
4. We can use a device such as The Lucidity Institute's "NovaDreamer." This device looks like a black mask which covers the eyes; it can detect REM, so we can use it to awaken ourselves from a dream via the device's flashing lights or a loud sound.
5. We can allow ourselves to awaken naturally from dreams. Why do we awaken at any particular moment - instead of several minutes sooner or several minutes later? Usually, we awaken when a dream is ending. Sometimes I feel that my mind has awakened me intentionally so that I would remember a dream.
Techniques for dream recall
1. We awaken gently - or not. Some people remember their dreams more easily if they awaken gently; other people remember their dreams more easily if they awaken abruptly.
A gentle awakening. We linger in a state which is "dreamy," drowsy, and "half-awake." We remain in the right-hemisphere mode (which is the primary mode in which non-lucid dreams occur) by indulging in feelings of pleasure, playfulness, and placid emotions like contentment. A gentle awakening is easiest when we do not use a loud alarm clock; instead, we can use an alarm clock which has a quieter alarm (or soothing music),or we can ask our bed-mate to awaken us softly.
An abrupt awakening. Some people achieve better recall if they awaken abruptly; their memories don't have time to fade while they attain wakefulness.
2. We lie still - or not. When we awaken, we keep our eyes closed, and we do not move (and we have told our bed-mate, in advance, not to touch us or to turn on the bedroom light). Abrupt movements might shatter the fragile memories of our dream.
Some people have said that we can recall dreams more easily if we are in bodily position in which the dreams occurred. Therefore, our first attempt at recall is performed in the position in which we awakened. If we do not remember any dreams in this position, we slowly move to any other positions in which we might have slept (and dreamed), and we try to remember dreams there. (We can't know which positions we had on that particular night, but we can go to any positions in which we have previously awakened.)
3. We think about our dreams before we think about any other topic, e.g., our plans for the day, or the radio's music, or our bed-mate's conversation. If we are distracted by these other thoughts, the memories of the dream are likely to fade before we can retain them.
4. We are patient. Stay physically relaxed and psychologically calm while you allow the dream memories to drift back to you; don't be forceful, insistent, or frustrated. Accept the fact that the memories have not yet come to you; perhaps last night's dreams were for our unconscious mind's private purposes and they don't need to be brought to our conscious attention. But be serenely hopeful and expectant. Disregard any thoughts about other subjects, and keep your mind clear for the return of the memories. Give the memories some time to emerge - perhaps several minutes. If you still have no recollections, get out of bed and go on to your daily affairs, but still remain optimistic that you will have recall. During the day, the dream memory might come to us spontaneously, or it might be triggered by an event; for example, when we go out to our car, we might remember a dream in which we were driving. In your dream journal, record the dream and the daytime event which provoked the recall; that event might help you to understand the dream.
5. We examine our thoughts and feelings. What were you thinking or feeling as you awoke? What thoughts and feelings flow back to you if you drift into delicate free-association (on both the thought and feeling level)? If we maintain the residual mood we experienced when awakening, and we allow it to amplify, the images and the dream itself which were associated with the mood might come to us. This is similar to a daytime phenomenon: when we are in a depressed temperament, we automatically generate thoughts and memories which match that depression. Now we are encouraging the dream temperament to coax dream memories.
6. We draw a picture - allowing the forms to be sketched without a specific plan - and then see whether the creation is related to one of our dreams.
7. We visualize ourselves turning on a television set to see our dreams. Or we make another visualization in which we are opening a curtain, or walking into a room, where you can view your dreams.
8. We make a ritual which we suggest will cause us to remember our dreams. One person has programmed himself to remember dreams when he drinks a glass of water after awakening.
9. We visualize ourselves remembering a dream; this might induce actual recall.
10. We consider the possibility that the dream was on any topic which we have incubated within the past few weeks; an incubation might take that long to appear in a dream.
11. We can give up. Sometimes any effort at all will prevent a dream from coming back to us, as if the dream is teasing us with our desire to grasp it and defying whatever technique we are using for recall. When we surrender, and say, "I don't know how to remember dreams; it's up to you to make yourself known," the dream will reveal itself.
12. We can start with fragments. We might be able to remember only a dream fragment - one scene, or a person, a comment, a vague feeling, or another single item. Dream recall can be developed from that fragment; this is explained later. But if you cannot elicit the remainder of the dream, be satisfied with this piece; an individual image it can be used in interpretation or dream work. And perhaps that one element is all that we needed to remember; the essence of the dream might be contained within it.
13. We match the feelings of the dream. If you still have no memories, take an approach which is more analytical (without fully activating the left hemisphere). Try to match the residual "dream feeling" or fragment with your current daytime concerns and acquaintances: Could the dream have involved our spouse? (Does the leftover sensation correspond to anything that we feel toward him or her?) Was this a frightening dream? Did we fly (or do another activity which occurs frequently in our dreams)? Perform this "matching" by visualizing (or invoking the related feeling of) other people, recent moods (such as our anxiety about our new job), and events (e.g., a recent vacation). When we find a "match," we will feel a sense of recognition.
14. We can remember the dream in reverse order. When we awaken, the easiest scene to remember is usually the one which happened just before the awakening. Use the images and feelings from that scene to backtrack through the dream in reverse; the plot, feelings, and thoughts in that final scene might imply whatever happened previously. Do this through a combination of logic ("What prior event might have resulted in the situation and conversation which I recall from this stage of the dream?") and feeling ("What might have caused the feelings which I had at this point in the dream?"). This technique is effective with dreams which have ongoing plots; dreams which have bizarre scene changes don't follow a rational progression in the plot, so we would have more difficulty in backtracking through them. (Sometimes, however, we can backtrack into an entirely unrelated dream with this method.) Even a well-plotted dream might come back in non-chronological order; those fragments can be pieced together when we are finished with the recall. And if the first fragment is apparently from the middle of a dream, use this system to go forward and backward to remember the previous and latter parts.
15. We need to record our dream immediately. Even after recall, a dream memory fades quickly, so we must write it in our journal. As we start writing, more of the memory will come to us - and if we have no memory of it at all, sometimes the act of picking up the journal and a pen is enough to encourage the memory to appear.
16. We can try to recall other dreams from that night. Although we have many dreams during the night - one or more in each REM period - they might carry the same theme because the unconscious mind is viewing the subject from different perspectives. After recalling one dream, use the feelings of that dream to search for another dream which expressed the same feelings.
17. We can use daytime activities for dream recall.
Be motivated to recall your dreams. We remember more dreams if we have a reason to do so; the unconscious mind responds to our desire by bringing dreams to our attention. During the daytime, think about your objectives: to incubate a solution to problems, or to generate ideas for artistic creations, or to perform a dream experiment, or to receive interpretable messages from the unconscious mind - or simply to increase the ability to recall. Develop goals which are meaningful and stimulating.
Appreciate your dreams. Feel respect and gratitude for every dream and fragment which you remember; don't consider any dreams to be unimportant or meaningless. We might show this appreciation by attempting a full recall of each dream, and recording it in our journal (even if we remembered only a fragment), and doing any appropriate dream work and interpretation with it - and not resenting the loss of time required to do these activities. (However, if this effort is consuming too much time, we might compromise by journalizing only the dreams which seem to be particularly important.) When we do this, we strengthen the channel from the unconscious mind. We cannot demand dream recall; we earn its favor - by being receptive and thankful for whatever dreams are passed to our conscious mind.
Affirm your desire to remember your dreams. Throughout the day, whenever you think about your dreams, say to yourself, "I will remember my dreams; I enjoy remembering them." (Adapt this phrase to one which suits you, and include a word like "enjoy," to add some feeling to your statement.) Repeat this thought while preparing for bed. We might write the statement one or more times in our journal or on another piece of paper. Every day, leave a hint on your pillow: a note ("Recall your dreams"), or your journal, or an object which reminds you of your dreams (e.g., a drawing which was based on a dream vision); you will see this before you go to bed. While falling asleep, repeat your phrase, "I will remember my dreams; I enjoy remembering them," and visualize yourself awakening in the morning with recall.
Create a supportive environment. Our society does not encourage dream recall; if we tell a dream to someone, the response is likely to be boredom or amusement. As in any other behavior, if we are not rewarded, we tend to stop doing it - and dream recall is no different. But we can create this reward system by associating with people who encourage us to remember and study our dreams: a dream discussion group or class, our current therapist (or a different one, if this one doesn't value dreams), and new friends who have this interest. We can also make dream-sharing a part of our family life; see the chapter on sharing dreams. When we talk about our dreams, we are encouraging the unconscious processes which make us aware of dreams; our other benefit is that we often remember more while telling someone else than we did while recalling the dream originally. However, we must be careful to select confidantes who respect dreams on their own terms; some people (and therapists) are interested only in dreams of a certain type - "spiritual," archetypal, or another genre - and they will react disheartening to any other dreams. We have that same responsibility of honoring whatever kinds of dreams are told to us by another person; we need to show enthusiasm and reassurance, to assist in his or her efforts to recall and enjoy those dreams. If we can't find people to support us in this endeavor, we can still support ourselves; this type of foundation is strong and more reliable than whatever we get from other people.
Be willing to look at whatever your dreams are revealing. Freud said that when people fail to remember dreams, the reason is that they are simply too afraid or repulsed to acknowledge the content; we might be concerned that our dreams would reveal something which is unflattering, unruly, frightening, or otherwise disturbing. (We probably dodge unpleasant challenges during wakefulness, too, in the same way that we overlook our dreams.) We can counteract those feelings by adopting an attitude of self-acceptance; we all have a few monsters within us, but acknowledgment and understanding will turn those monsters literally into friends in the dream world (as explained in the chapter on lucid nightmares). Another way to remain unruffled by the "monsters" is to generate a perspective of exploration, daring, innocent curiosity, and a desire to know more about ourselves. Knowledge - even of a fire-breathing dragon which represents a nasty part of ourselves - can't hurt us. (However, if we find our dreams upsetting, we might want to share them with a therapist.) These dreams are given to us benevolently and privately for our education; when we accept them without shame, we can work with them to reconcile the conflicts which created the unpleasant images.
Create daytime moods and attitudes which enhance dream recall. We will remember more dreams if we are attentive to our daytime feelings and moods; this inner awareness during the day carries over into a perception of dreams during the night. (If our emotions include worry, guilt, and anxiety, we are more likely to remember dreams - probably because we sleep more lightly - although no one is encouraged to develop those states for the purpose of recall.) Let your wakeful mind be one of imaginativeness, alertness, interest, adventure, innovation, and challenge; these mental activities can boost dream recall.
Incubate a memorable dream. Certain types of dreams are easier to remember; those dreams are emotional, dramatic, thrilling, nightmarish (threatening), weird, vivid to the senses, or related to a current concern. If we incubate one of those types of dreams, we are more likely to recall it. We can also do an incubation in which we ask for a replay of a former dream so that we can remember more of it; we would either verbally request for a repeat or we'd incubate a fragment (e.g., a person, a scene) from the former dream.
Sleep more. Throughout the night, our REM periods become longer; the first one is only a few minutes, but after several hours of sleep, the period might be sustained for as long as one hour. If we allow ourselves to sleep later, we increase the probability of awakening from a dream (because a higher proportion of our time is spent in REM at that later time), and this longer dream will have more elements which could facilitate recall (such as a bizarre event). Also, after a lengthy sleep, our mind will be sharper when we awaken, so it will be more effective in remembering dreams than if were still tired.
Develop your skills in lucid dreaming. When we have more lucid dreams, we experience more recall simply because lucid dreams are easier to remember than the non-lucid variety. And as we develop lucidity skills, we enhance our general calibration to the dream world, so we will recall more non-lucid dreams, especially if they occur later in the same night; on a few occasions, I have had a lucid dream which was followed by a non-lucid dream, and I remembered both very clearly, noting that the ensuing non-lucid dream was exceptionally colorful and easy to recall. During a lucid dream, we can ask for further details about a previous non-lucid dream; we might also be able to replay that previous dream (although certain components will probably be different when the dream is restated).
Meditate. Some people recall their dreams better if they meditate during the daytime.
Try hypnosis or autohypnosis. Both of these techniques have aided people in recalling dreams.
Take vitamins. The B vitamins have improved recall in some cases; some people use only vitamin B6. One of my friends recommends a 50 mg B-complex vitamin and three lecithin capsules at bedtime. (To help your body to metabolize the B vitamins, ingest some vitamin C also.)
Use visualization. Dream recall is easier for people who have developed this skill.
Don't use chemicals. Sleeping pills, pain pills, alcohol, and other drugs interfere with our ability to recall dreams.
Drink wheatgrass juice. It can cause vivid dreams and easier recall, according to some people have used it. (I tried wheatgrass tablets from a health-food store, but the only effect was that I awoke frequently with the feeling that my dreams had been more intense, though I could not remember them; I stopped the experiment because of my allergy to the wheatgrass.) You will probably have to grow your own wheatgrass, using techniques that are explained in The Wheatgrass Book by Ann Wigmore; she does not mention wheatgrass's effect on dreams.
Practice recall every day. Recall is a habit to be reinforced, and a skill to be developed. When this skill is matured, we will remember more dreams, and more details within those dreams.
Accept the dry spells. Dream recall might be subject to many influences: our physical health, wakeful emotional state, degree of wakeful mental activity (due to school examinations or learning a new job), dietary changes, the phase of the moon, or a natural rhythm in which we have periods when recall is simply more difficult. For three months, I had no recall; perhaps it was because I felt overwhelmed by my new job, or maybe it was caused by my insistence on a particular incubation (which I now admit was contrary to my values). In any case, recall resumed after my job settled down and I gave up the incubation. The job stress was unavoidable, and the insistence was a lesson to me, although I don't know which factor was more responsible for the dry spell. You, too, might find "lessons" - reasons why you are experiencing no recall.
Don't demand total recall. When dream recall doesn't occur, one reason might be the fact that the some dreams cannot be grasped by the conscious mind; those dreams are too alien to our wakeful world, and perhaps too subtle or archetypal or "mystical" to be translated into symbols and memories which are apprehendable to the conscious mind. Another possible reason for non-recall is the unconscious mind's decision not to reveal certain dreams to the conscious mind. We are fortunate that the unconscious mind doesn't trouble us with all of its processing; just as it maintains our heartbeat regardless of our awareness of it, the unconscious mind performs dream-activities which we don't need to perceive. Although many dreams seem to be messages from the unconscious to the conscious, some dreams might be for the unconscious mind's own use. After all, even animals have REM (and they probably dream), but they are not likely to do interpretations or dream work; dreams perform their processing without conscious participation, and it is the human ego's inflated self-importance which tells us that a dream is worthless unless it is analyzed (although the analysis can be valuable in some cases). During the attempted recall of one dream, I confronted my unconscious mind's prerogative: "I backtracked through the dream as far as I could go; I reached a part that I couldn't access. I became aware of a 'thought' that 'someone' had left there: 'We're through; he can see the rest of it.' It was as if the first part of the dream had been held in 'closed session' and wasn't meant to be released to my conscious awareness."
This article was taken from the book Dreams with James Harvey Stout.
http://www.esolibris.com/articles/dreams/remember_dreams.php
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31 Aug 2008 - 5:50pm
ייי
Seven Laws of Noah
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The Rainbow is the modern symbol of the Noahide Movement reminiscing the rainbow that appeared after the Great Flood of the Bible.
The Seven Laws of Noah (Hebrew: שבע מצוות בני נח, Sheva mitzvot B'nei Noach), often referred to as the Noahide Laws, are a set of seven moral imperatives that, according to the Talmud, were given by God to Noah as a binding set of laws for all mankind.[1] According to Judaism any non-Jew who lives according to these laws is regarded as a Righteous Gentile and is assured of a place in the world to come (Olam Haba), the Jewish concept of heaven.[2] Adherents are often called "B'nei Noah" (Children of Noah) or "Noahides" and may often network in Jewish synagogues.
The seven laws listed by the Talmud are[3]
Prohibition of Idolatry: You shall not have any idols before God.
Prohibition of Murder: You shall not murder. (Genesis 9:6)
Prohibition of Theft: You shall not steal.
Prohibition of Sexual Promiscuity: You shall not commit adultery.
Prohibition of Blasphemy: You shall not blaspheme God's name.
Dietary Law: Do not eat flesh taken from an animal while it is still alive. (Genesis 9:4)
Requirement to have just Laws: You shall set up an effective judiciary to enforce the preceding six laws fairly.
The Noahide Laws were predated by six laws given to Adam in the Garden of Eden.[4] Later at the Revelation at Sinai the Seven Laws of Noah were regiven to humanity and embedded in the 613 Laws given to the Children of Israel along with the Ten Commandments, which are part of, and not separate from, the 613 mitzvot. These laws are mentioned in the Torah. According to Judaism, the 613 mitzvot or "commandments" given in the written Torah, as well as their reasonings in the oral Torah, were only issued to the Jews and are therefore only binding upon them, having inherited the obligation from their ancestors. At the same time, at Mount Sinai, the Children of Israel (i.e. the Children of Jacob, i.e. the Israelites) were given the obligation to teach other nations the embedded Noahide Laws. It is actually forbidden by the Talmud for non-Jews on whom the Noahide Laws are still binding, to elevate their observance to the Torah's mitzvot as the Jews do.[5]
While some Jewish organizations, such as Chabad have worked to promote the acceptance of Noahide laws, there are no figures for how many actually do. Noahides exist predominantly in the United States, South America and Europe.[citation needed]
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31 Aug 2008 - 2:48pm
Okay....my dreams are rarely vivid, But last night I had a very vivid dream so it's got to be telling me something. Maybe someone can help me. I had a dream which started out me in a house with another mother, and she had her children in a playpen with a snake inside with them. I saw the snake was about to strike, so I yelled for the mother to get her babies away from this snake for it was about to strike. She did remove them, then I took the snake by the tail and whipped him to the ground, yet he didn't die, he just kept on slithering. We got him to go inside this room in the house which then turned into a cave of some kind. Putting this snake in the back of my mind I continued on with life and wanted to begin volunteering for the park...having no idea why, I just needed to volunteer. So going through process I take my walking tour of this park, and out of the corner of my eye, I see this snake slithering around rather taunting me. This snake I want to call it a "he" was just HUGE now just this massive thick snake just slithering around? I looked in a dream dictionary and could this snake be trying to prevent something?
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31 Aug 2008 - 9:44am
Bro. Erle Frayne D. Argonza
Good day, Noble Seeker!
With certitude I’d reckon that you dream every time your body sleeps. And if thou art Seeker indeed, your dreams are colored in hue most often. Evolutionary Laggards dream in black & white and wouldn’t dream as often as seekers and mystics. As a soul advances in the evolutionary path, so does the access to higher vibratory climes increase, such climes thereby appearing in ever greater colorful textures in dreams.
Do make it a habit to keep tab of your dreams, Seeker. At least keep a memory tab, at most maintain a daily dream journal. Dreams reveal so much about our unconscious and superconscious states, we can’t afford to throw away this ‘tool’ of self-reflection into dustbins just like trash. Were it not for our problems of retrieval, which is a matter of short-term memory, our dreams could be total guides to our daily actions and routines.
Interpreting dreams, however, is no layman’s task. So, Noble One, please learn to interpret dreams with a modicum of mastery. In ancient language, the term exegesis was used to refer to the interpretation of texts, and exegete refers to the interpreter. Since symbolic templates of life today are regarded as text in hermeneutics (art of exegesis) and semiotics (science of signs), then it pays to be an exegete in various respects: dream interpretation, exegesis of myths, interpretation of body language, divination interpretations (e.g. tarot, palmistry, numerology, astrology, runes, I ching), etc.
Necessarily, one must learn from the masters of hermeneutics and semiotics to be able to interpret dreams with some degree of accuracy. It takes some time to learn, but it is a rewarding thing to do exegesis. Rest assured you will procure the greatest benefits from the exegetic process, and you’ll feel a deep sense of satisfaction, sometimes euphoria, every time you’re able to crack the codes behind the deeply coded messages in your dreams.
To name a few representative masters: Carl Jung, Sigmund Freud, Mircea Eliade, Claude Levi Strauss, Umberto Eco among social scientists and philosophers; and, the theosophists H.P Blavatsky, Annie Bessant. You can also review materials coming from popular literature about dreams such as those written by psychics.
In sum, the said experts have contended that the figures one sees in dreams, myths, and cultural symbols (e.g. totem) must be regarded as archetypes. As Eliade clarified, an archetype is a basic structure. In Eco’s semiotics, an archetype is a signifier—a representation of a deeper meaning or structure, the signified. Exegesis basically entails an appropriate unlocking of the signified meanings hidden behind the dream symbols, in the case of dreams.
Note also that the contents of dreams are often related to the dreamer’s experiences in the lifeworld. For instance, when an ice cream appears in one’s dream, this symbol appears on account of the person’s experiencing of eating ice cream. This archetypal subject wouldn’t likely appear in the dream scenes of a person whose entire life is spent in hinterlands where ice cream isn’t an established fact of daily life.
Dream themes could be a revelation of the following: unfulfilled wishes, ailments that are about to surface, past life scenes being replayed from ‘above’, events forthcoming in the next few days in the person’s life (dejavu), prophecies about one’s country or planet, and lessons from one’s Spirit Guide. Freud made very interesting contributions to first two forms (he was keen most of all on mental ailments being a psychiatrist).
The lessons or messages from one’s own Spirit Guide or inner space guru is what you the Seeker should be on the alert for as a sign that you are about to enter the Path. Or, when you have already began the ascent to the Path, the Guide can show signs that you have just graduated from one stage or phase in the journey and you’re about to move on to a next phase. Usually it takes seven (7) years to begin and end a phase, though if one chooses to stop for a while in one’s lessons the period could be extended.
In my experience, I first began to feel that something uncommon was going to happen to my life when, as a pre-school child, I strongly felt the presence of a mighty divine being, a figure I’d recognize later as the Archangel Michael. His assuring presence (maybe I was networked to his ‘department’) made me take routes less traveled, such as to dream of becoming a priest, knowing that God always watches me.
Before reaching the age of ten (10) I realized how different I was from my siblings. I was overly contemplative, introspective, and nerdy at an early age. And somehow, deep inside me, I knew I wasn’t among the Earth’s people. The daily course of materialistic life that I encountered early enough shocked me so much that I longed to enter the seminary and say goodbye to normal life.
My dreams were very colored in hue, so colored that the dream objects were so real, beginning in early childhood years. Even the smell of dream objects, like the smell of delicacies, grasses and flowers in the fields, and animal dung were all so real, further multiplying the psychic and emotional powers of the dream scenes.
It was at age 18 when I first encountered my guru, the Master El Morya, while in a dream state. I was already a 2nd year university student then. I wished somebody else so wise and divine could explain to me so many questions that the church people and mediocre spiritual pretenders couldn’t explain at all, and were it not for the timely appearance of my guru, I could have moved on to become an atheist for the rest of my life.
I thought it was God who appeared to me in the dream, as He blasted me with feelings of love so incomparably overwhelmingly, encompassing and ecstatic. He gave me a lengthy message of love, encouragement, and note about my future missions. I woke up weeping with joy and euphoria, assured at last that a Divine Being takes care of me personally. From then on, I intensified my lessons in the Path, reading voraciously a diversity of topics, to wit: esoteric philosophy, yoga, ETs & UFOs, mystical science, eastern psychology, paranormal science, theology and comparative religion.
From that time on, my Guru would appear every now and then in my dreams. He guided me to the materials that I should read, made me encounter my first yoga lessons right inside the classroom, meet interesting people who were also fellow seekers, and so on. With the passing of time, I recognized my Guru as the Ascended Master El Morya, chohan (sort of CEO) of the 1st Ray of the Great White Brotherhood. In the succeeding dreams, he would appear more in archetypal form (often as a university professor), while I would perceive his face directly as my mystical vision opened due to yoga practice.
I’ve already entered several phases in my journey. And in 1994 I graduated to a mystic level, no longer seeker but finally reaching the initial ‘end of a journey’, when the Filipino guru F.F. sponsored me into the Great White Brotherhood. My seeker phase had ended, but my mystical path just began then. I still kept on seeing my master in my dreams, with the addition of other masters in couples of other dream scenes thereafter.
Just recently, more than a month ago, I dreamt of my guru again, instructing me in many lessons. The dream scenes lasted for three (3) hours. Some other fellow mystics were there with me during a dream phase. In other dream phases other masters appeared. I just received lessons that could last for over 1 year’s study, offered in just a single moment, which I must gradually retrieve from my memory.
So, Noble One, similar experiences could happen to you. You see, if you dream of your Spirit Guide offering you lessons, even when you wake up to urinate, the moment you go back to sleep the same dream scene will be continued. Or, there would be another scene, but it will still be the Guide offering you lessons that will be the dream theme.
Take note that during the initial encounters with your Guide, your guru may not appear to you in literal form. Rather, the manifestation would be archetypal, e.g. beautiful large sheep radiating light and peace to you. Or, the Guide could appear as your deceased Grandma or Grandpa whom you cared for so much, so the Guide will make use of your grandparent’s image to bring messages to you.
I recalled the narrative of a fraternity brother of mine, Glen B., whom I personally initiated into my wisdom brotherhood, the C.L.. He revealed to me and some brods one day that I appeared to him in a dream, offering him sublime lessons. I was so elated at his narration, and told him that it was his very own Guide and not me who actually appeared in his dream. I was happy because it was a sign that, as a mentor, I succeeded in catalyzing the link between a young seeker and his Guide.
So, Noble One, enjoy reading your dreams, these being exciting, fitful compasses to your journeys. Bon voyage!
[Writ 25 Sept 2007, Quezon City, MetroManila. See: http://erleargonza.blogspot.com. Contact: efdargon@gmail.com]
Blog entry
28 Aug 2008 - 12:07pm
Andy's Blog
Norway is like, the most beautiful country ever...
"I believe that this was photo was taken from the Flam Railway, which was an incredible train ride through some really beautiful country. Norway is great like that."
-Andy.
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27 Aug 2008 - 2:48am
group Merkabah journeys
Om, who knows, on a conscious level, how to navigate group Merkabah?
~~ Spirit bring forth master level journeys on the inner plane, yes if it is your will, amen amen amen and amen ~~
Ascension seats
Angelic Healing Temples
Master Retreats
where else does one wish to explore?
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Ascension seats?
I AM University
"Melchizedek gave us the following instructions as to their proper use. One should begin by focusing on the planetary ascension. This applies to all initiates up through the beginning of the fifth initiation. One must understand that these Ascension seats are very powerful. Your initiation really has to do with the level of spiritual voltage you are holding and stabilizing. One needs to pattern into the ascension seats when first using them anyway, and then one needs to consider that more voltage is not necessarily better.
There are many souls in the history of the Earth who have died prematurely or damaged their physical, astral, mental, or spiritual webbing from calling in too much energy before their nervous system and metaphysical bodies were able to handle it. There is no danger as long as you follow the instructions I am giving you..
-In actuality for most people reading this, you have almost free access to all the ascension seats. The only exceptions to this rule are the two ascension seats on the multi-universal level and cosmic level.
The multi-universal level is the level of the 43 Christed Universes of the Source for our Cosmic Day. This is an ascension seat you are only allowed to enter after you have fully completed your seven levels of initiation. This is direct orders from Melchizedek. Melchizedek told us that there is an ascension seat above this which exists literally at the 352nd level of the Godhead, however at this point even the core group and I are not allowed to go there (1996) and we have completed all seven levels of initiation, 50 chakras, and our working on our tenth body, or solar body activation, and have stabilized our 99% light quotient.
Melchizedek told us that this ascension seat could burn our etheric webbing and nervous system in a flash. He said if we were to ever be allowed to use it in the future, it would have to be as a group body which holds more spiritual voltage potential then our individual twelve-body systems do..
-It is very important to follow these instructions. The Masters don’t take kindly to immature disciples trying to enter states of consciousness they don’t belong in. There is a natural orderly process to spiritual growth and to try and skip levels is just a manifestation of negative ego, and will backfire in you karmically if you try.
Being able to work as a fifth degree initiate at galactic and universal levels is an enormous leap in and of itself. The galactic core just opened up in 1987 at the Harmonic Convergence. In the use of the Golden Chamber of Melchizedek you are being given direct access to the universal core. I feel the responsibility to share the entire picture which will serve as a cosmic carrot of sorts for something to which you can look forward.
After taking your ascension, you can begin to call in the energies of the five Christed Universes, then the twelve Christed Universes, then the 43 Christed Universes. You will not be going to the ascension seat there, for that is not permissible until completion of the seventh initiation. However you can begin to call the energies in during your actual meditations." -Dr Joshua David Stone?
Instructions for Utilizing the Planetary and Cosmic Ascension Seats!
By Dr Joshua David Stone
One of the most important tools a person can utilize in the process of achieving and completing their ascension and eventually moving on to their cosmic ascension, is the use of the ascension seats. I first introduced this tool in my book The Complete Ascension Manual, and then greatly added to the list in my book Beyond Ascension. The following list is my newest and most up to date one, which I have called the "Cosmic Ladder of Ascension Seats". I have broken down the ascension seats into those on the cosmic level, those on the multi-universal level, those on the universal, then galactic, solar, and planetary levels.
Cosmic Ladder of Ascension Seats
Cosmic Level
Godhead ascension seat under guidance of Melchizedek. (only permissible after completing the seven levels of initiation and working with the Multi-universal ascension seat for two years time.)
Divine Mother and Divine Father Ascension Seat
Multi-Universal Level (43 Universes from the Source of our Cosmic Day)
Many universes ascension seats in the Great, Great Central Sun under guidance of Melchizedek. (Only permissible after completing seven levels of initiation)
Universal Level
Golden Chamber of Melchizedek under auspices of Melchizedek
Galactic Level
The Great White Lodge ascension seat under guidance of the Lord of Sirius
Arcturian ascension seat under guidance of the Lord of Arcturus
Lenduce’s ascension seat under guidance of Lenduce
Melchior’s ascension seat in galactic core under guidance of Melchior
Lord of Pleiadies ascension seat on the Pleiadies
Solar Ascension Seats
Golden Chamber of Helios in Solar Core ascension seat
Shamballa ascension seat under guidance of Sanat Kumara and Lord Buddha
Planetary Ascension Seats
Serapis Bey’s ascension seat in Luxor on the inner plane
Commander Ashtar’s and the Ashtar Command ascension seat on their Mother Craft
Inner Plane Atomic Accelerator ascension seat in Table Mountain
Ascension seat in Telos, one mile below Mt. Shasta on inner plane
Mt. Shasta ascension seat inside mountain on surface of the planet
Shamballa ascension seat in center of the Earth
Great Pyramid of Giza, King’s Chamber ascension seat
Sananda’s ascension seat on his own spacecraft
Ascension seat on Venus under guidance of Planetary Logos of Venus
Melchizedek gave us the following instructions as to their proper use. One should begin by focusing on the planetary ascension. This applies to all initiates up through the beginning of the fifth initiation. One must understand that these Ascension seats are very powerful. Your initiation really has to do with the level of spiritual voltage you are holding and stabilizing. One needs to pattern into the ascension seats when first using them anyway, and then one needs to consider that more voltage is not necessarily better.
There are many souls in the history of the Earth who have died prematurely or damaged their physical, astral, mental, or spiritual webbing from calling in too much energy before their nervous system and metaphysical bodies were able to handle it. There is no danger as long as you follow the instructions I am giving you. I am not making up these rules arbitrarily, but was told this directly by Melchizedek, the Universal Logos. So please listen very clearly, especially to what I am going to say about this in regards to the more cosmic ascension seats.
Begin with the planetary ascension seats. They are wonderful. It is important for your training that you work with them all. You will find certain ones to be your favorites and that is good, and follow your intuition. The most important planetary ascension seat to achieve your ascension is the one in Luxor. Every disciple and initiate on planet Earth who is going to achieve their ascension must spend time in Luxor on the inner plane with Serapis Bey. He holds the planetary ascension flame, so to speak.
The second most important I would say is the ascension seat in Mt. Shasta, that is on the surface of the Earth and inside the mountain. This is what Melchizedek said and interestingly enough this was my personal experience. I worked a lot in the other ones, however, and enjoyed them all. If you want a little more energy, it is permissible to call on the Master in charge to increase the voltage a little bit.
Spend as much time as you can in these ascension seats. As I mentioned in my Beyond Ascension book, this can be done not only in meditation, but also while watching television, walking, doing errands. Your Spiritual Self will bilocate there and you can in a sense be doing two things at once. The idea here is to make your life a meditation, because who has the time or desire to meditate all day!
I literally spend 24 hours a day, seven days a week meditating, as I am living my life. If I am not in one of the ascension seats, I am doing Light quotient building, and this is the single most important reason why I have processed my initiations so quickly. Try it, for it is fun. The wide variety of ascension seats makes it less boring and monotonous.
Again, your first experience in the ascension seats should be at the planetary level. Once your nervous system and bodies get adjusted, those of you in the third initiation and above can begin also using the solar level ascension seats. Most people reading this are at this level. You wouldn’t be attracted to it if you weren’t. Just prior to taking the fourth initiation you can also begin using the galactic ascension seats except for the Great White Lodge ascension seat under guidance of the Lord of Sirius.
This gives almost everybody reading this article and write-up an extremely wide choice of ascension seats, which took me many years to research and uncover. The ascension seat on the Great White Lodge can be used as soon as you take your fifth initiation. If you don’t know your initiation level, use your intuition at first. Some people can use a pendulum to find out. If you need further assistance, give me a call and I will help you get this information. This also applies to the issue of removing your alien implants and elementals if you haven’t had them all cleared.
I personally love these ascension seats. You can use them even when you are talking to friends on the phone. You can socialize and sit in the ascension seats simultaneously. If you ever sense the flow of spiritual current stopping, just call yourself back there again. The key here is the efficient use of your time and energy.
The universal level ascension seat which is called the Golden Chamber of Melchizedek, can also be used after you take your fifth initiation. Most of the people reading this are much farther along in your initiation process than you realize. I am privy to the initiation level of a great many people, and I am here to tell you that just about every person I meet is in the fourth, fifth, or sixth initiation.
Completing these initiations is actually becoming common place these days for Lightworkers. For those very dedicated Lightworkers, you can figure two years an initiation if you apply the information and meditations in my books. That is mindbogglingly fast. Those who really focus and apply themselves may be able to do them even faster. It is all up to your commitment. However, it is also important to remember that you need to integrate all your initiations into your four-body-system in an integrated and balanced manner. Nobody will be allowed to go beyond the 7th and 12th level of initiation if they are not fully integrated and balanced! There is somewhat of a leeway up to the seventh initiation because of the importance to anchor light on Earth which helps in raising the frequency of the planet, and there is still a little bit of a leeway up to the 12th initiation in terms of full and complete integration, balance, and accountability, however, if you don’t learn your lessons which come with the taking of higher and higher initiations, you will not make it past the 12th level of initiation. The buck stops here. You can learn more about this throughout the I AM University website!
In actuality for most people reading this, you have almost free access to all the ascension seats. The only exceptions to this rule are the two ascension seats on the multi-universal level and cosmic level.
The multi-universal level is the level of the 43 Christed Universes of the Source for our Cosmic Day. This is an ascension seat you are only allowed to enter after you have fully completed your seven levels of initiation. This is direct orders from Melchizedek. Melchizedek told us that there is an ascension seat above this which exists literally at the 352nd level of the Godhead, however at this point even the core group and I are not allowed to go there (1996) and we have completed all seven levels of initiation, 50 chakras, and our working on our tenth body, or solar body activation, and have stabilized our 99% light quotient.
Melchizedek told us that this ascension seat could burn our etheric webbing and nervous system in a flash. He said if we were to ever be allowed to use it in the future, it would have to be as a group body which holds more spiritual voltage potential then our individual twelve-body systems do.
Instructions for Utilizing the Planetary and Cosmic Ascension Seats!
By Dr Joshua David Stone
It is very important to follow these instructions. The Masters don’t take kindly to immature disciples trying to enter states of consciousness they don’t belong in. There is a natural orderly process to spiritual growth and to try and skip levels is just a manifestation of negative ego, and will backfire in you karmically if you try.
Being able to work as a fifth degree initiate at galactic and universal levels is an enormous leap in and of itself. The galactic core just opened up in 1987 at the Harmonic Convergence. In the use of the Golden Chamber of Melchizedek you are being given direct access to the universal core. I feel the responsibility to share the entire picture which will serve as a cosmic carrot of sorts for something to which you can look forward.
After taking your ascension, you can begin to call in the energies of the five Christed Universes, then the twelve Christed Universes, then the 43 Christed Universes. You will not be going to the ascension seat there, for that is not permissible until completion of the seventh initiation. However you can begin to call the energies in during your actual meditations.
The Source or Godhead ascension seat is only available after you have worked with the multi-universal level ascension seat for two full years to prepare your nervous system. This is two full years after you have completed your seven levels of initiation, 99% light quotient, anchored and activated nine bodies, and anchored and activated all 50 chakras.
There are two more very profound Ascension seats that the Divine Mother and Divine Father who stand in essence, on the right and left hand of God have allowed me to bring forth in this book. These are the Divine Mother Ascension Seat and the Divine Father Ascension seat. To be allowed to use these ascension seats you must at least be at the beginning of your sixth initiation. If you don’t know your level of initiation, call me and I will set you up with a telephone reading to give you this information. Even if you are a sixth degree initiate or higher you also must make the following request since this is such a high voltage; “I call forth those energies only that I can assimilate easily and comfortably at the level I am currently at while sitting in this (Divine Mother or Divine Father) Ascension seat”.
How To Use the Ascension Seats
To utilize these ascension seats call forth to the Ascended Master who is in charge of the particular ascension seat you are using, and your own Spiritual Teacher, if you like. Then just make a prayer request to be taken to the location in your spiritual body to sit in the ascension seat. You will immediately begin to feel the flow of the spiritual current in the top of your head and throughout your entire body. Sometimes it takes a minute or two to get established, sometimes not.
I find that the higher you go in the ascension seats, more warm up time is needed so they don’t blow your circuits. If you can’t feel anything, ask a second time and also request an increase in the ascension seat voltage. Always remember it is the energy that creates the acceleration. You don’t have to be psychic or clairvoyant or hear voices. If you do, all the better, however it is totally unnecessary. It is the flow of the spiritual current through your twelve-body system over time that builds the light quotient and creates the transformation. Be patient and persevering in your efforts and the results will be remarkable. I guarantee it!!!
One interesting insight in terms of my research into the ascension seats was the fact that I also uncovered ascension seats on the moon, Mercury, Mars, Neptune, Pluto, Uranus, Saturn, and Jupiter. Melchizedek specifically guided me not to mention these with my basic list except for the one on Venus. He told me that these other ones were more Extraterrestrial and fourth dimensional in nature and he wanted me to keep my list to fifth dimensional ascension seats and higher. I thought I would share this with you, my Reader, for I found this kind of interesting.
One of the real keys to the spiritual path is to not waste time and to not waste energy, but to still have fun. The use of the ascension seats may be one of the single most important spiritual tools for accelerating spiritual evolution this world has ever known. Take advantage of them and enjoy the process of being a cosmic traveler. God has given you everything you need to achieve ascension and liberation. You must use your free choice to take advantage of all that He has given.
The Atomic Accelerator
The Atomic Accelerator in Table Mountain is the only one of the ascension seats I have listed that has been anchored in a third dimensional sense. This ascension seat was brought in from the fifth dimension into the third dimension by a spaceship. The machinery that is developed in the fifth dimension does not have to be maintained in the same way as our third dimensional machinery. It vibrates at a higher frequency.
The Atomic Accelerator is like the ultimate radionics machine. It was brought down to Earth through the efforts of St. Germain and Sananda. It is also operated by the Arcturians, Ashtar Command and Pleiadians. It is nothing you will ever be able to physically find. We have been told that one must be even beyond the seventh initiation to be able to use it. The Atomic Accelerator has the ability to give readouts in a similar way that Djwhal Khul has his computer that creates light profiles of his disciples and initiates.
This ascension seat can be visited spiritually by anyone for the asking. In some of the channelings we were told that the Atomic Accelerator was somehow also connected with the Elohim computers which I found very interesting. If we ever receive permission to go to the physical Atomic Accelerator you, my Beloved Readers, will be the first to know.
Anchoring of Ascension Seats
One more tool I would highly recommend you utilize at whatever level you are working, is to call forth the anchoring of the ascension seat at your level of initiation into your four-body system, your home, and your ascension column on a permanent basis!!! Let’s say you call forth the anchoring of the ascension seat in Luxor to be anchored in this manner. This way you will be living in the ascension seat on a full-time basis without even asking and all who enter your home will walk into it.
As you progress, you can ask for higher and higher levels of this type of anchoring. This last week we requested the anchoring of the Multi-Universal ascension seat and Source ascension seat. In this process you will not be allowed to skip levels. Melchizedek was very stern with us about this. He gave us examples of some initiates who tried to skip levels and got greedy for cosmic energy, and basically had a heart attack and died and damaged their etheric body.
Before anchoring this level, you must anchor the planetary, solar, galactic, and universal ascension seats in a gradual systematic procedure, according to your level of initiation, light quotient, chakra anchoring and activation, and body anchoring and activation. Your nervous system and etheric nadis must be prepared over a long period of time at each level. Be patient, and over time all will be given to you. I wouldn’t be writing about this in this book if it weren’t so!!!
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25 Aug 2008 - 1:45pm
As I've mentioned before, I have experienced many profound initiations and visions during my life...particularly early on, in what I see as my awakening.
These things happened during meditation, through dreams, and most often during the morning hours. It seems to be the most receptive state for the conscious mind. It is when you are lying in bed and half awake, half asleep... but your eyes are ever so slightly open. It is during those times that I have had visions of Mary, beside me...speaking to me, as well as guides and angels.
You will recognize dreams of Vision because they are different. In them, we are fully conscious, they are lucid dreams. It is the only way I dream for the most part. The other way you will recognize these dreams is that they are powerfully symbolic in their representations. In other words, we will tend to see angels, or stars, or lions for example. Things that one does not normally dream about.
This is a powerful way that the Heavens speak to us individually.
When I was 21 I met my great teacher, Diane. She is part of my star family, and we have been together before. She is no less than profound in the great number of people she has brought to awakening and enlightenment, myself included. While I was "under her wing" I experienced great transformation...that was meant to be. All at the same time, I was seeing E.T.'s, Angels, and having amazing experiences.
Even so, I had little understanding of self, and did not see my full beauty, as we often do. I doubted my abilities, and practiced as much as I could to continue healing and growing. What did "Reiki Master" certification mean, without true understanding? I did not wish to just be one on paper, I decided, I wanted to be my own master.
One night, I had a most amazing experience. I do not think of it as a dream, but as a vision, because it was so powerful.
It was night time. I was in a clearing in a large beautiful forest. An amazing and bright starlit sky was over us. There was a large gathering of people around me. They were very excited, over what I did not know. Then I realized that it was about me. I remember feeling kind of startled. Everyone began to cheer and smile at me. Apparently I had been elected. "For what?" I thought. I was seated in the center of the group. There were several great beings surrounding me. I sensed that they were ancient. We all looked up to the sky, it was so beautiful. Suddenly, from the sky, appeared a crown...of stars. It was light. It came out of the heavens, and was placed on my head. At the same time it was put on my head, this tremendous light went through me. An explosion of white light came from my chest, and with it an incredible feeling feeling. The greatest purest love and joy you could imagine. Every one around me was so happy.
So I got up, and began to walk. I still did not understand what I had been "chosen" for. I came to a village. As I walked through it, something amazing was happening. I felt this great happiness. Everywhere I went, I was greatly loved. Whatever I ever so slightly desired was instantly given to me. A necklace of very large rubies (spiritual knowledge), and a large sword (truth) were given to me.
The Time is Now. We are here on earth at a most amazing and profound time, and we each chose to be here. Absorb that deeply.
Love and Light
Aldys
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22 Aug 2008 - 9:10pm
Dear Broh's & sista's!
I've had the most intense dream I've had in ages, so ofcourse; 'It Shall Be Shared'!
This was on the night of 20 to the 21 of august (wednesday to thursday European time):
'I am in a car with a bunch of friends. We're driving around in England. The sky is dark, so it must be night.
At a certain point, I see very interesting lights in the sky, in a different direction than where the car is going. I tell the friends and now everyone sees it. Now we're heading the direction of the beautiful UFO lights, and by the second I see more cleary what it is; a bunch of UFO's displaying themselfes, but what stands out isn't the flying object, but the amazing rotating symbolic lights through them! they keep changing shape and colour and rotate in all directions. It's like amazing art in the skies!! I cannot get enough of it! Next thing we know, the object go lower and lower, untill one is right besides the car and someone in the car says to me 'wow, what do you know; never thought we would meet an UFO!'
Than we're back at home, me and best friend. She feels uncomfortable and I'm completely extatic. A friend comes by to talk about what had happend, he is confused.
To ease their minds, I tell them everything is alright, and it is just the same as the lights in the skies during daytime. And I start to search a YouTube video I have once seen about these lights.'
(> this was the video I was searching for: )
>> this is another with better background blue :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKzzsM-__sg&feature=related
> I wake up completely stoked and feel as if I'm still searching on YouTube.
The deception is very big to discover I was only dreaming! I can't believe this didn't really happen and am disappointed. The rest of the day I've checked the web, if anything of the sort happend anywhere on earth.
I'd love to hear anything you guys have to say about this! :)
Be Blessed Beloved!
Endless lovelight!
many hugx m
PS: Hopefully October the 14th will be much like my dream, and no one has to wake up... or actually most of humanity finally will! :) haha!
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21 Aug 2008 - 6:39pm
Wake up Call: Sananda August 20, 08
When you wake up from a dream, and you know it is a vital one, yet you don’t remember what it was about, fear not, for your soul remembers and it will guide you in the living of that dream. Many times that is the way it is designed, for to remember the details can send you off in a direction to follow that can send you off course, according to your earthly interpretation of the dream. Know that all is in order and that you are following your soul design at all times. There are no errors.
I am Sananda, this day, and I come to let you in on a little known secret of my early years as Jesus. I carried with me a great deal of earth karma when I came into that body, for I had served in many lifetimes as a representative of the disharmonic presence of a matter being. I had on a soul level volunteered to experience that kind of energy in order to maintain the presence that I carried as Jesus, and to eventually show that which I taught to be actual and for real.
As I ascended from the cross, I did so in a manner that carried that inner knowledge of what I had agreed to when I came into that body. I did indeed survive the crucifixion, and I did go on to live many lives in the tradition of the masters. As I did this, I spread my ministry far and wide, and in so doing I came to the assistance of many people and allowed them their interpretation of that which I brought to them.
One of the ways in which I assisted people to be aware of their power was to teach them of the gift of their dreamtime. I told them of the tool that their dreams were and how to interpret them as they pertain to their present time of life. When one dreams, one is putting into place the design by which one can lead their life in the most exemplary way for the benefit of all those they encounter, themselves firstly.
When you arise in the morning and go about your day, you do so with the inspiration of the realm from which you immediately came. When you awaken with a feeling of fear-based energy, you have most probably been processing your current issues of discomfort. You have devised a way by which you can follow the events of the day and work through those issues.
On the other hand, when you awaken refreshed and ready for a wonderful day, feeling joyous and at peace, you have succeeded in resolving an issue that you addressed while in your dreamtime. That is indeed reason for celebration.
While we are on the subject of celebration, I will speak for a moment of the world affairs and how they stand right now in the energy of ascension. We have found that the level of vibration for Gaia and all life on her body is elevated to the point where there is very little fear-based energy in the depths of her body. This has been expunged to the point where it is at its peak of resolution, and soon there will be a gradual easing to the paradise of earth that you aspire to.
First, you will see a stepping up of the present energies, where at a certain point it will tip the scales and all of the negative energy that is rising to the surface, will rile over and begin to fall away into the depths of nothingness. It will have been seen for what it is, and there will no longer be the level of attention given it as it descends into the void that transforms and forgives all that it is not.
This is when you will be reminded of all the times in earth’s history that the heights of chaos has been reached, and the boiling over will begin the fall into the resolution of that which has been building for the period of time that it has taken to relieve the pressure. That is the natural way of the rise and fall of the energies of existence. It is the breathing out and breathing in of the universe. It is the ebb and flow of the ocean tides. It is the waning and waxing of the moon. It is the flow of the life that exists here on earth and throughout the entire universe. It is you, with every breath you take.
Go now into your day and play out the dreams of your sleeptime. Give thanks for all the gifts you give to yourself and know that even as you give, so too does everyone else, no matter how it looks on the outside. Pause for a moment when you see or hear something about what is taking place on earth, and give thanks that you are that much closer to the coming of paradise on earth. You are loved so well and so completely; always remember that truth.
Thank you dear Master Sananda,
Love, Nancy Tate
You may also access the Wake up Calls by going to http://treeofthegoldenlight.com/Wakeup%20Call/MWmesages/new_wakeup_openpage_1.html
Many Blessings,
Susan
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20 Aug 2008 - 6:29am
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This poem of my dream was originally entitled 'DRIVER, 42, DRUNK, SMOKING POT AND RACIST.' but the title was changed because people refused to understand both the accuracy, the intention and the simplicity of the statement. I wonder iff U CAN?
(Scotland, my home land, is hardly world renowned for it's UFO sightings. My birthday is March 21,1971. My brothers birthday is February 20 1969, Kurt Cobain's by coincidence.)
Who was the driver
Of my brothers amazing
Yellow car?
Dominic, yesterday, did not know.
Jesus?
Grace Jones?
Jesus Jones?
The devil?
Elvis?
Shakti?
Shiva? Or Shercules?
But whoever they were
They did not wait long enough.
Okay so it was a "yellow car",
But not like a New York taxi.
This was one of those cars
That take you to the never-ending
Paradise of women.
And we missed it.
Dom said
"Dam".
I hate being left behind. Or missing the party.
Especially when the ride goes straight to America
And Straight to your beds.
Bigotry is disgraceful,
And prejudice sickens me.
Whoever it was they were African
Or... maybe... Jamaican or from the Ivory Coast...
...whatever. They were black
And in a dream that means something.
In any case "the chauffeur always gets there first"
holds true here.
By the time I have a drivers license cars will fly.
And African drivers
Will "scoot"
Hybrid21
I had this dream on the 20th of August 2008 I thought I would write an automatic poem to illustrate the emotions it conjured. We were near a convent in Scotland, me and my brother Dominic. He is two years older than me, 39 now and we are both white but we have always had black friends and sometimes black girlfriends and we despise both racist behavior and ideology. Black is gorgeous. All races wish for their partners qualities in the same way that the Middle East secretly wants freedom...well who's to say what's best? I blame the borders of countries and the fictional divisions of religion, race and nationality.
In the dream we had to travel to a mysterious, amazing place. But the driver wouldn't let us into my brothers car.
The car was yellow and looked like a cross between a hotrod and a starship with ample space in the back. The driver was a strange guy in a dark suit, about 42, inches and years. He was smoking a joint, could have been a woman, it was dark. It might have been Grace Jones or it could have been Chuck Berry. He insulted us and then made off with the car, THE END.............hahaha!
I think it's a funny dream. A dream of mutual mistrust and equal misunderstandings. And more importantly missed opportunities. My brother is now married and living in Tokyo Japan. He is living his dream and I have always yearned for the US.
O and more importantly it's also about the number 42 "THE ANSWER TO LIFE, THE UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING" according to Douglas Adams. When you think about it, all sixes and sevens, of course.
Feel free to comment on it. XOXO love and light whatever your creed or colour!
RACECAR IS RACECAR BACKWARDS!
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20 Aug 2008 - 1:25am
Trapped somewhere in some sort of pit and there are large robotic machines harvesting humans. I cannot remember the purpose, I can remember the humans being injected with an unknown substance and what it did I cannot remember either, but I do know that it was a horrible thing that was being done.
There was a scientist involved, and somehow we knew one another or had some sort of connection and this scientist helped me escape the pit and instructed me to hide in this sort of closet which was inside a trailer. Like the trailers you see on a construction site. This closet had no doors, it was more like an organizer type closet but there were clothes hanging in it, uniforms. As we heard someone coming he told me to hide which I did as quickly as I could. I slid in between the clothes hanging in the closet and froze trying to act as if i was another piece of clothing hanging there. I went unnoticed untill one of the workers sat down on a break and began watching the tv. Once I was spotted the worker got up to informsomeone when I began to beg please don't tell I will do no harm please let me be. I somehow managed to talk him into letting me stay there and hid deeper into the closet, crawling under shoes bags and whatever else I could slide under only leaving a gap big enough to peek through. Just as I was feeling somewhat safe again someone called my name it was the scientist. Afraid to respond I stayed there hidden. Once again the scientist called my name after he called my name he then said it's ok, I am more valuable to themthen I thought I was, you can come with me. I crawled out of the closet and left with the scientist, then I woke up.
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19 Aug 2008 - 8:16pm
Oh such is the power of our dreams. I recently asked my spirit guides to be more, shall we say...direct in their messages. They complied with what was a very wierd recurring dream that thankfully I figured out this morning. I'm standing unclothed for the most part, in each dream. I look down at my body and am frustrated with the amount of hair I was seeming to grow. Gross, I would think in the dream, I really need to shave! Each dream, the hairyness (or what I thought was) seem to get progressively worse. In last night's dream, I'm looking down at myself and black hair was growing from my breasts and down my sides. I mean the stuff science fiction movies are made of. You must realize that in the dream I start to panic, what the hell is going on with this? I turn to look at my back in the mirror and realize that the hair really isn't hair at all but big black feathers which are now growing out of my shoulder blades. Most of you have already figured this one out! In the dream I am still very wierded out and reach around to my back and start to tug on them a bit, testing how deep they are. I awake and it hits me....the message of Metamorphosis!
How cool is that. And once again.. thank you to my guides for showing me the signs. I wonder, now that I am ok with growing the feathers, what will the next step of the dream sequence will be! Once we accept it, stop fearing it, the possibilities are endless. The shift is like this totally cool amusement park ride with just enough tension and uncertainly to keep you watching breathlessly for the next big drop of the roller coaster.
Susanna Marie
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15 Aug 2008 - 2:11pm
I was dreaming last night and got this message. I immediately woke up to write it down and then went back to sleep. I would like to share that message with you. May it resonate with your soul. Blessings to all.
"No amount of fear can surmount the joys of love."
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15 Aug 2008 - 11:11am
Last night my future-self leaded me to a place where other human-beings live in Peace & Harmony.
I was welcomed in a very Warm, Loving way and they all greeted me , one by one (like our shaking hands) but here with a sniff behind the ear area.
I was very surprised, did the same and asked the reason behind this greeting method?
A woman came to me, she sniffed me and said:
Why do you on Planet Earth, kiss eachother and exchange DNA in such a way without even acknowledging first the other one?
Why are there so many diseases and meanwhile you mix your fluids that easily?
Why is one of major Earthpeople's problems a sexual virus?
Why is there fear?
You always ask Why?
This is not the right way for asking The question...Dear Peter, you should know, and you should know as a highly sensitive Human Being. Within your intuitive healing sessions You Yourself use your "clear" smell as one of the first indicators, especially working with animals. Isn't that so?
I confirmed very humble with "Yes, it is so" and said with a joke: "Oooh poor me, I like to kiss so much" :)))
They all laughed! Then a Man walked to me and (offcourse) sniffed me and whispered in my ear.....;
"That's the old way within Your society, meanwhile in other Earth's cultures they don't kiss and those are judged by the so called modern society.
In some asian countries it is even forbidden by Law to "sniff" eachother and you will be sent to prison. There is a man in Singapore with the sentence of 14 years of jailtime because he sniffs other people! It is the Truth!" So please pay intention. We Love you!
He swinged his step back and said outloud;
Now, WHY is that?
Because WE don't understand.
I laughed, I understood the wise joke, the gesture, such grace, love and really liked the way of communication concerning and considering ALL. Experiencing Unity & Joy!
You Sir, you have a sense of humor...and by the way, You smell very nice! Thank you All very much, it was a pleasure and very interesting!
...And we All laughed!!!!!
Thank you DearOnes.
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14 Aug 2008 - 1:32am
I dreamt a special thing the other night. I was standing in front of a multitude of people...I was on a hill and they were down below....It was a desert, the sun was burning bright and nothing around for miles on end....I looked at each and every one...In my hand I held a special orb and with it I could sense every thought as I moved it from one person to the other,healing as I went, feeling all those things that needed to be healed and cleansing them away...It felt like pure bliss as they understood the process they were going through...I started humming and everyone hummed with me.. the sound grew stronger..I was concentrating so hard making sure that everything was right before I moved on to the next person, the hum became a beautiful sound, something like an old melody that everybody recognized deep inside...the clouds started coming one by one the wind started to pick up...it started raining and thundering and still I didn't realize til all of a sudden the hum stopped and I opened my eyes to see why...I looked up at the sky and realized that dark clouds full of rain were all around....I felt the water then, just pouring down on us, the wind had gotten very strong as if the storm was here...I also felt the awe and fear emanating from the crowd...they pointed at me in disbelief....and I shuddered as I saw an opening coming straight towards me ready to envelope me whole.... I awoke with a start, my mind racing and heart beating thinking to myself...did I step into the warp? These are my dreams of late.....
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12 Aug 2008 - 4:18pm
Hello beautiful friends-
I am wanting to share some things here- about dreams and meditations that I've had....
The first one I want to reference happened quite a while ago, but I remembered it because it was so profound.
I standing in a group of people and we were all in a panic about the "end of the world" or something..(can't exactly remember) anyway- I was left to me to"do" something. I asked them all to borrow they're light- I didn't want to hurt them in anyway- and i started to pull light from each of them into myself- then I threw my hands straight up into the air and a giant beam of white light went straight up into the sky....
I woke up then.
Ok- so - I've always been able to "move" energy, and really open people can see what I'm doing (also can project myself if I really concentrate..still dont have the hang of that one yet ;-))
ANyway- I had a prayer/meditation recently where I was able to go to where my friends were and do "reiki" on them in that place, and also combine our energies and send it outward into the world as rainbow/white/violet/pink light. It was realy profound.
I am working with asking the guides about this "conduit" business of mine- that's the closest explanation I can come up with. Has anyone had similar experiences of being a conduit for a group and being able to send that energy at will? It's is such a beautiful GOd gift...and I know it's the Christ self doing it's work. It's just really amazing to me.
ONE.LOVE.
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11 Aug 2008 - 7:41pm
Are you Dreaming Big and Thinking Small?
When I was young I realized that I looked at the world from a different perspective. Early on this caused me trouble and for a period of time I kept quiet about what I saw and denied my own understanding. I kept my ideas to myself and wrote my observations in a private diary rather than speaking them out loud to many people. Then I began meeting people who wanted to hear my view on things. And pretty soon there were quite a few people asking for my perspective. Over the years I have
gotten bolder and braver. I have stopped being concerned about what others think of me and instead really enjoy watching the lights go on when I offer my passionate perspective in a way that helps and uplifts others.
Here is the thing. Most of us dream big and think small. The two are not a very effective combination. Especially for those of us who are serious about really living our dreams not just having fantasies about them. Big vision and constricted thinking
creates frustration and tension. And since our behaviors are motivated by the good or bad feelings we generate within ourselves we would be wise to get familiar with
our thoughts, weed out the ones that restrict us and choose self-empowering ones that encourage us instead. If we really want to bring our greatest desires into realities we need to develop flexibility and agility in our minds instead of holding
out in our solid and locked positions. Thinking small inhibits passionate living.
Our big dreams are magnificent. They propel us forward to have adventures, to take on challenges and to attract opportunities that we might never have imagined. But in order to enjoy what we encounter we need to hold our dreams in a broader
context. We need to stretch wide open those places inside of us that are shut or closed up. Why? Because expanding our perspective liberates all sorts of energy. It gives us access to many positive qualities that belong to us and enrich our day-to-
day experiences. We are, in essence, so much more than even our biggest dreams hint of. Here's a list of twelve of those natural qualities and quick ways to connect with them.
• The energy of Freedom comes when we stop restricting ourselves.
• The energy of Clarity comes when we tell ourselves the truth about what we
are really wanting.
• The energy of Peace comes when we stop fighting what is and instead get
curious to see what kinds of learning opportunities are in front of us.
• The energy of Love comes when we release our judgments and instead decide
to extend positive feelings.
• The energy of Health comes when we accept ourselves exactly as we are right
now and choose to do good and pleasurable things for our selves.
• The energy of Balance comes when we recognize the bigger picture and take
all factors into account when making our decisions.
• The energy of Creativity comes when we take responsibility for our choices
• The energy of Joy comes when we value happiness over suffering.
• The energy of Abundance comes when we appreciate what we have right now
and trust that there is an ongoing flow of goodness available for us.
• The energy of Wisdom comes when we recognize and acknowledge our own
link to higher intelligence and are willing to ask and receive guidance.
• The energy of Power comes when take responsibility for our thoughts, feelings
and actions.
• The energy of our own Magnificence comes when we acknowledge our
uniqueness and decide to live authentically.
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9 Aug 2008 - 11:24am
It is late and I should be sleeping, but to be freely given a platform from witch to state my views and beliefs, or what ever I choose, and leave it empty? Well that seems almost hieratical. So I post my most profound thought of the moment:
Sweetest dreams to all. DJ~listenmore
