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18 Jun 2013 - 5:10pm
I want to unconditionally love someone else.
I'm so boring and rubbish I've decided someone else can deal with me. Someone better than me because I can't unconditionally love myself for toffee.
I did try...
I would rather love someone else.
I don't know who makes the rules but I'm chaning them. Like you need to love yourself to love someone else.
You need to love someone else to see who you really are.
x x x
Story
18 Jun 2013 - 5:29am
ODE TO THE HUMAN RACE
June 18, 2013 The Song of the Heart.
Each and every day you hear many stories of happenings around the world. You hear of how politicians, bankers, and the powers that be control society. How they oppress the human spirit to rise to the surface.
The mainstream media only concentrate on lying to the public and when they do share news is only about mind control and ways to stupefy the viewer.
Now here is the lighter side of humanity that you don’t hear much about but is the most prevalent all over the worlds. How humans are unifying in one heart. How humans are forming bonds of unity and brotherhood by joining in a common cause, a cause to be more than just a puppet to and old inadequate system. A system that is being shifted to a completely new paradigm.
( a while ago I had a dream in which a loud voice heard by every human being gave great news a type of disclosure, which allowed humans to look up and sing in unison a praise to the greatness of the heart, of the All.)
My ode to the human Race
Humans how I praise thee
In your isolation from source you have grown into power houses of self reliance, of perseverance.
In your isolation you have found the courage to survive and you are now finding the will to thrive.
In your aloneness you have found your direct connection to the divine, consciously or unconsciously and yet you are tapping to your greater source.
There is no other race like you, you are like an ark carrying the will and wishes of many, and yet you are doing this by your true grace.
There is so much beauty within you, a beauty that is shining forth strong and bright.
Through your frailty you demonstrate the true power of the spirit.
Through your vulnerability you allow for the divine to live and move freely in a world of many wonders a world of many changes, and yet your loving hearts remain pure and strong in the face of it all.
You are all bravely facing the greatest question presented to you now, do we stand together or fall alone?
In masse you are all making the choice to stand together for one common cause, and allowing your beating hearts and your passion for life take over and it is through you, God is stepping forth and learning now his greatest lesson.
There is love in the innocence of a child,
There is light in the love of a mother,
There is strength in the protectiveness of the father,
There is wisdom in the words of the elders.
There is hope in the hearts of the many,
There is light at the end of this lesson.
Humans through you God has now learned what it is like to be in unity and yet be as an individual, willing to extend a helping hand to the stranger and willing to love the child in despair.
Mothers, Fathers, children of the all you have accomplished your mission and have taken the creator to the next level in his/her evolution.
Time now to move forth to your next level, and this will become much more apparent in the days to come, and as the minutes pass by, your light becomes stronger and your consciousness becomes broader.
Dear humanity you are to be proud and to stand tall in unity for you have passed the final exam with flying colors and now it is time to come home.
Love,
Heart of Oneness
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17 Jun 2013 - 10:55pm
Doopy doopy doooo. I survived work.
I don't know what's happening this evening but earlier on there was some surge of energy from the sun. I don't even know why I am blogging my life on here but Woden is giving me the nod so here goes. I have seen my pulse through my skin on a few occasions.
This evening I have found my inner angel and felt very connected to myself but unconditional love for myself eludes me for another day. This is following the exact same pattern as before. I thought I had managed unconditional love but it turns out I manged a sense of assertiveness. Am I really that rubbish? You know there are a few things I don't do, confidence, pride, assertiveness, quiet.
I am getting a bit tired of all these posts so full of beautiful pictures and lovely, loving messages sent from the angels and or wonderful people. (Just my feelings,can't help them) I am starting to wonder if I will ever feel like that again and maybe I won't, maybe I can't and Rach, MAYBE that is ok you daft cow...
What did I say was next after my lesson on the runes? How does the grid relate to nature. How come a portal doesn't feel the same as the sea, or a flower. Why is nature not on the same mode as the grid? That really does seem odd. It feels more like the energy I work with than it used to but still, not fully as one yet.
The interesting thing about sacred geometry is that it is something that runs through everything. I don't like the term 'alien' for obvious reasons but jees, we are all part of the same one. Lol. Why doesn't earth feel like the sun? These are interesting questions for me. They should feel the same - of the same and they don't right now.
I'm going to push through with this because as I have tried to explain before I think I am here for the planet. I don't like to hav to think about me. That's all I have done for three years now and it is really boring. I am actually very interesting - just not while ascending. I don't ever want to be bland. Divine is not meh. It's divine and looking at this from all options I will continue pushing forward until the trees and the blossom and the soil and all of it feel like the grid. I think they must be ready to join. You can't make something happen by looking at it in a new way.
The love vibration though, well, I have a lot of heart shaped puddles around my flat. I had three then the council came and filled them in. There are more now. As daft as it sounds I don't know if these are the same as Woden's constant heart shaped surprises or if I am doing that.
If I can do that I can inject the old with the new right? How much magic can we cope with? I walked out of work today to be greeted by a rabbit and a magpie. I don't live in the countryside, you have seen the pictures of Blackpool. Hopefully, the nearly scary angels of retirbution will be finished soon and I can get on with this new task.
We shall have to call this next earth Newold. God, I think I'll spend time unconditinally loving myself after I've done this next bit, or the bit after, or the bit after that. Lol, this is exactly how I was last time just before I got the hang of it.
x x x
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16 Jun 2013 - 11:24am
I didn't really know where to post this, short of upsetting everyone on my normal blog I went for here. I think it is connected to what I've been through this week but I can't be sure. If you're having like a nice fathers' day I would just not read this. It'll probably be a bit moany.
I think I wrote down about my 'horrible' childhhood. The other side of it is my dad. My mum got a little upset when he slept with secretary, and when he divorced her to go and live with the new woman, she did what any woman would have done and married his brother. (?) Now from my point of view it was pretty weird living with my mum and my uncle being the pushed out person who was always wrong, always bad, always made the wrong jokes and caused trouble.
What I didn't realise was the beauty of the spite in my mums horrible plot here. He couldn't ever escape what he'd 'done' in having a divorce in a small village in 1982... he couldn't ever escape me because my family, his mother in particular would see him for the man my mother obviously was quite convinced he was, she bet a lot of chips on that one.
So while I was growing up my dad sent money and that is what kept me in my abusive hell hole. I may be very 'bad' but I was worth some chips. At one point I was worth more than the benefits. That is actually what saved me because they saved it all up and moved giving me a chance to stick my heels in and stay with my grandparents.
I hadn't spoke to my dad since I was seven and my mum had said quite clearly that if I loved her I would never speak to that man again. There was a hint of she might like me a bit more too. We'd had a deal and by 14 I was sat in my grandma's house shaking wondering why this strange man wanted to speak to me all of a sudden.
He wanted to because my grandma told him to. We then went through an interesting time where he bestowed many strange and wonderful gifts upon me and I raised my eyebrows and looked uncomfortable and said thank you.
There was no end to my dear father's generosity. I went to China, I had 60 driving lessons, he payed for my first attempt at university that I messed up in grand style, I mean, as dad's go, I am surprised I hadn't signed up for one before.
My mum and step dad got divorced over a new kitchen, my mum decided her inheritance was meant for some soicitors rather than be bossed about by her husband (WTG mum!) Where do you think old scary abusive step dad ended up? He ended up living with my grandparents too. What did Rachel do? Well, Rachel forgave him, befriended him, stopped him killing himself and pushed him towards a dating service and helped him find a new wife. New Year's Eve 1999 and I had an invitation from my dad AND my step dad to go out to the local pub to have a drink. Do you know how nice that was, to make everything better? To start a new century with everyone getting on? My step dad cancelled and I had a phone call from my dad. - Did I not think I would be bored in the pub with my boring old father? Would I not prefer to do something else? - Yes dad, an evening spent crying over a thimble full of sherry with my grandparents feeling rotten for me was a much more suitable option... ****.
Except, always, there is a lovely underlying theme of family karma, I do love the stuff. He hated his life but one didn't know and two didn't know why. I tried explainging that he wasn't happy because he was busy collecting the stuff that should make him happpy when in all fairness happiness is a lot less low key. He got there eventually and I thought our problems would be ironed out.
I've just, always, as long as I can remember wanted my dad to love me. I know that's not abnormal, loads of people feel like that. when he asked me to go and train to be a teacher I was absolutely adament that he was actually going insane. TEACH? I had no confidence having it beaten out of me in a 'bad' relationship, I was scared to death, I was and still am SO laid back it's silly and well teachers aren't like me, I'm psychic for starters, what if I forget to keep the at up and start telling people their future?
My dad said, and I admire him for not using money on this one, it just shows you how clueless he is to all of this, if I didn't go and do my teacher training he would never speak to me again, there was also an indication that he might like me. He came to see me the summer I graduated with my degree and said to me that he would come and see us again at the end of the teaching course WHEN I had passed. This had been his first visit to see me and my son, who was 8, due to money rather than fall outs, I think.
Teacher training was hell. I can only assume that there are a lot of power hungry people out there who are snobs and like posh titles OR who are completely dedicated to making some small difference else I have no clue why anyone does my job. I had four part time jobs, essays, my son, my dog... I'd be up at three in the morning planning lessons for the next day thinking, it'll be worth it Rach, come on make your dad proud again. This got me through the year, I got my hair chopped all posh, bought an expensive coat and got a job.
That has to be the most successful I have ever been in my whole life. -Well done Rachel :)
When it got to graduation I had a call from my dad squirming saying he couldn't make it because he was going to look after my grandma for two weeks instead but well done, he would be very proud to tell his friends he had a daughter who is a lecturer.
My grandma doesn't live in Timbuktu she lives a train ride away, maybe two hours drive.
I am not going to say I was understandably upset. I ruined my whole life. I split with my man, I stopped paying bills, I ruined my online business, I fell out with friends, I gave up. I just couldn't and still can't understand that. Pratically my father gave the girl a fishing rod so she could catch her own fish and f***ed off. For eight years I had worked and studied and got by extremely badly, mainly due to lonliness that does my blinking head in but seriously?
My dad figured I would get a lot of money in my job - no, that I it would be term time - no, that me and my son would be able to spend the six week's holiday's together - no and he had also forgot to calculate the EXTREME amount of stress, lightwork, power tripping, controlling twits and basic bullying that goes with any job where people are being paid way to much to do very little. I don't even have a full time contract now, all these years on, they could wave goodbye to me tomorrow. That isn't even legal in an agency job in a supermarket but it's legal in my job. Great.
Now normally, I'd be looking at this in a 4d/5d way oh this was all meant to be, look at all the people I've helped, whose going to tackle those controlling power freaks if it isn't a lightworker etc etc but let's not just fly over my father here.
He used to ring me every week and now he rings me never, he sent me £100 in the post this week. Please don't laugh but he sent it because my grandma told him to.
I rang him to say thank you. The guy is absolutely worn out with his children. He has a son who he has always stuck on a pedestool who has opted to not get a degree, get a normal job, get married and have a kid. My dad went to his wedding, I don't know how he found the time, and got sat at the back like he hadn't spent his whole life loving and caring for my brother. That is a bit harsh because he has.
I don't think my dad knows he is jealous of the job I have that I near enough wish I never had. I have aged about ten years in the last four. We had a brief conversation as he swiftly realised there is not going to be an amount of money to throw at me that is going to make this better. It's weird because I can hear the love he has for me in his voice. - Finally. I said all the right things and laughed in the right places.
What are these angels of retribution up to? Am I going to get an apology? Will he ring my grandma up first and ask her what to say? who knows? I know when I have a man by the balls though. I have loved my dad through all of this, I have tried not to judge him, I have never got cross at him and I have let him find his way with this interesting lesson of love versus money versus responsibility versus following, well knowing, your feelings.
So yeah, happy maintaining the relationship with your father day. We best not mention Woden, God only knows what he would make of all this. My grandad used to be furious. My happy will be with the all father today, as everyday.
Well, that's that all out, back to 4 and 5d now. Phew.
x x x
Teaching
16 Jun 2013 - 9:57am
The Synchronicity of Love
By: Bill White
Web Source: http://www.tokenrock.com/articles/The-Synchronicity-of-Love-149.html
Love, is there anything finer in this world than the one feeling that captivates us with such a sense of wonder?
Whether we're talking Agape, Eros or Philia love is one of the four currencies that makes life worth living.
Let me back up a minute and explain Agape, Eros and Philia to those who aren't familiar with the words.
Agape is most often used in our age to refer to brotherly/sisterly love for all of humanity, but it also refers to the paternal love of God for man and man for God.
The term Eros is where we get word 'erotic' from and refers to the part of love that is a passionate and intense desire for something. It often includes a sexual aspect.
Finally, there is Philia, which is the fondness and appreciation we feel for friends and family as well as love of career and community.
The type of love I'm going to primarily speak about with regard to synchronicity is the Eros kind of love, as it's the love we get most excited about.
Think about the last time you felt the growing infatuation for someone, and then think of the times it went beyond infatuation into the actual romantic love we celebrate at this time of year.
Perhaps, it's a spouse or partner currently in your life. Perhaps you haven't felt that way in a long time. When the love bug strikes, synchronicity has a pretty regular habit of showing up frequently. As we connect with someone and explore each other, we begin noticing romantic songs playing more frequently on our radios, we encounter number synchronicity and we of course begin to tune into the same wavelength of our endeared.
Some may say this is coincidental or that we are influencing the outcomes subconsciously, and perhaps at times this is true, but who can deny how much more vibrantly alive we become when we both adore and find ourselves adored in the midst of such a strong attraction?
There is no other issue in life that has led more clients to me than the subject of love, and I'm asked all the time if certain signs and symbols, dreams and other phenomena mean that love will happen or return.
Because of this, I thought I'd give you some useful information, both on what I see as the objective of loving relationships, the signs we get when we are immersed in them and what we can do with the power of love once we have it.
It is very uncommon in our age to marry the first person we love, and rarer even still that we stay with them for a lifetime. I'm often jealous of my grandparents, God rest them both, for having had such a deep and loving relationship for sixty years or more. It wasn't that they never squabbled, but that in their hearts, differences or no, there was no other person they could even imagine themselves with.
When my grandmother passed away, Christmas of 1979, I had no idea what I would learn about the depth of love a man can have for a woman. It wasn't until I was grown many years later that I spoke with a neighbor of theirs who told me after my grandmother died, my grandfather would go sit in the driveway in his car and just cry.
It was less than 90 days later that we buried my grandfather as well.
Now I'm not telling you this to sadden you, but only to illustrate how deeply my grandfather loved my grandmother, so much so that he followed her even beyond the veil. It is for me, a beautiful and inspiring love story.
I have not been so fortunate in my love life to have met someone in my youth who would consistently be with me till the end. I've had the ups and downs of dating, and a marriage that didn't work out. Until recently, I'd pretty much abandoned the idea of being romantically involved at all.
After my divorce, I went into solitude romantically. I did so by choice to tend to the wounds I had and to reclaim the pieces of me that I'd hidden away from the harshness I endured in my marriage. It was time well spent, and taking two years brought a lot of the spirit and enthusiasm back into my character.
It was during this time that I reflected on the nature of relationships and what they are really about. You know most often we self-talk ourselves into loving another and we find ourselves shocked when the image we've held in our minds doesn't quite reflect the real person who is standing right in front of us. Then we hit a crossroads and we have to decide if we can accept the person as they really are or we destroy the relationship trying to make them fit the mold we've created.
We do this because we can become so hungry for love, isn't this true? We attract a partner and we so want them to be that perfect ideal that we never really bother to get to know the real person.
And so, our relationships are happening to teach us a few fundamental things. These are the things that prepare us for the real love we seek. First, they teach us to be honest with ourselves, and with our partners. We wake up eventually to the idea that we actually do have to get to know the person and not gloss over the things that don't fit our expectations so that we can move on from the people we date who don't really measure up. We learn that to be loved, we must love ourselves enough to honor our own needs and to be patient to find someone who reflects that naturally. Then we have to be strong enough to see if they find their needs met in who we are as well.
Well, we can skip a lot of the heart aches, if we simply do this work up front instead of dragging it through multiple relationships bruising our own and sometimes the other person's heart as well. We do this by learning to take care of all of our own needs, and then learning the courage to say no to the people who would deny us those needs in lieu of waiting for someone who will. We cannot be half looking for half, but two wholes that enjoy the presence of each other. This is when the real synchronicity will occur. The deepest signs of the right relationship are not those intense, knock your socks off infatuating impulses, but a calm and steady synergy that feels like home.
In honoring ourselves to do this internal work, we learn not only how to maneuver through the dating battlefield, but how also to ask for what we need from our bosses, our friends and our family. We learn to reclaim our personal power and become the whole person we are meant to be.
Most importantly, we learn to set boundaries that we can live with and we get to see the universe change almost magically to adapt to this shift in our energy. We notice that people respect us more and that the people we draw towards us are of a higher caliber and a more resonating frequency. And we learn to balance our giving with our taking.
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16 Jun 2013 - 3:00am
Love is something we share each day we come into contact with others - a smile, a glance, a silent prayer directed someone's way.
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16 Jun 2013 - 12:31am
I don't like today. I don't like that Sof has vanished leaving me to stumble through this by myself. I want to know what Uncle Albert thinks about this. Explaining this is not proving to be very easy.
I don't know how many times I will have to approach this before I feel like I'm not the only loon in the village again but I'll have another go, from another angle. My suicidal friend is better btw. her boyfriend is back with her. - she basically just told me she isn't better at all but postponing. Great.
This is an interesting story - I literally don't want her to kill herself. All and any circumstance and emotion is going to push her towards loving herself, especially with these energies but she won't see that, she will take the role, whichever one victim, martyr, woman, girl, scary sh*t, clown, whichever. How long does it take us to love ourselves when we don't know ourselves? Even today after three years of ascension release I find myself looking at the contents of my fridge with 'pride'. I don't even want to get into that, the ego is, well it must be like a sponge, god knows where I learned to have fridge pride from... but if I wasn't honest with myself then I couldn't release it. It is the same with this plate of opposites I've tripped over.
I'll try nature. This is probably easier to understand if you have given birth. Nature for me always works like this. Say were changing seasons, we don't just wake up in spring, it changes gently, slowly, one bloom, one leaf, then it builds momentumn and then ping, it's spring and we turn around and there is all of spring we never noticed.
Giving birth was not that pleasant for me but it's fair to say that nature provided me with slight indications that something was happening... not even the contractions just started like that, you have that tightening braxton hicks stuff. Always building momentumn, it must be something to do with how energy works.
So if we look at the ups and downs, the goods and bads, the positives and negatives of this 'ascension' stuff for me the natural conclusion to this is for the two things to suddenly exist at the same time. It is as though we are being drawn towards this. I have days where I am flying like a unicorn and days I am on the floor sobbing my heart out. I think the point is for both of these things to exist together somehow. - Not merge together so everyone is like an android.
As these stages intensify I have started to see good and bad exist simultaniously. Bad spelling, meaning well, together in the same blog, that kind of thing. I seriously think it is OK to have that existing within yourself, positive and negative at the same time. All of my love lessons with my 3d twin flame indicate that actually, I don't just love him despite this that and the other(normally negative stuff) I love him FOR this that and the other and why shouldn't I?
From there I started to be honest about the negative in myself. There is quite a lot. It's stuff I have ignored or tried to change or pretended wasn't there. How is this love? I absolutely love my dog, you may remember the blog about him when he died. You know when he ran off in the woods, jumped into the canal and tried to murder a duck I didn't stick him in the confession box and scowl at him until he felt really bad. I didn't even tell him off. I laughed because I love him and I understood he was a dog.
I think the idea of the grid being filled with a dark fog upset me to begin with but really Rach, how can it not be? Since 21/12/12 it's been connected to everyone. I have been cleaning out fear from this grid for half a year and I am tired out. However this works it has reached the tipping point where it is time to trust ourselves, our feelings and our thoughts, to love them and bless them as part of humanity and part of the planet.
The reality of change is that we change (lol) and I really do feel like this is the next step. If these miracles are coing in and I will soon be able to manefest anything I can dream of then surely I am going to have to trust that I will not be sending plagues of locusts to a woman that looks at me funny in a shop? If I am busy pretending I never feel a bit spiteful then I am not ready to use these energies.
I need to see the worst of me before I can truly be me. I have been forcing myself to be the best of me for years. If someone chucked a bucket of custard over my head I would be busy thinking of a way to be humblely forgiving before I even reacted to the coldness of the custard.
I think it is time for it to be ok to be us.
Heaven forbid someone disagrees with me but other than that I am a truly lovely person. If it was anyone else I would love then for their faults so why do I not extend that love to myself? If I am constantly trying to be 'good' then how am I gauging this? Through judging others! Really Rach? Jesus.
Since when has it been ok to be your own critic? I guess the other thing is if I don't spend all my time evaluating and just let myself be then how much energy am I freeing up to create for the grid?
x x x
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15 Jun 2013 - 2:57pm
I can tell this joining of good and bad is not easy to digest.
People keep telling me to shut up and get back on the path of love. WHEN IS ANYONE NOT ON A PATH OF LOVE? Just a question.
I might be out on a limb, with myself even but it has it's benefits.
As I watch myself go through these very 'earthly' emotions that I am usually so much lighter than or so much better than or so much knowledgeable than I am finding I have started to like people a lot more. I don't mean a regard for people in general, obviously we help all sorts of people and we do not really get that surprised to find out people are human - that is ok for other people right?
The other day in the midst of this energy there was a woman outside who tried to punch my friend. It's like I am becoming more real. Usually I would pull myself away from this situaiton, maybe send healing. I do not forgive the woman because of anything other than I assume she is going to need forgiveness and I feel sorry for her.
Now I know exactly what it feels like to want to punch someone. Just completely randomly, and no, I have never felt that before. When Marie said these energies were being released by the earth into the grid so we can cleanse them I get that. Only, I truly want to stay a full person. I am very suspicious of the 'We have to be LIGHT crew.' We don't, actually, have to be anything. -Especialy when you are it.
I am not here to prove my divinity to myself. I am not here for anything other than this grid and I think for love, knowing yourself, accepting yourself is a very good thing. 'Allowing' yourself your own feelings and not wishing for the next moment when you will feel 'better'. I really wish I was perfect but I have tried and it turns out it was like purposely irreachable. BA****D!
Am I going to be less judgemental now? Now I am connected to a part of me that someone told me was probably not going to get me a husband? I don't have a husband anyway. I don't even think I want one. And if I did have one you bet your life he'd love me for the fire and the air and the water and the earth. - Not just the light. Probably not the light at all. What I mean by light is an energy, a frequency not fluffy light and not nice.
I am becoming honest with my 'self' and I quite like fully emotioned up random pained happy go lucky evil monster angel woman and with that, I truly start to appreciate the real people I am trying to assist with the planet's ascension. Not you lot, you lot will be fine, I'm talking about those that live in my new found hell daily. Can you imagine who goes about punching people after two bottles of wine?
Well I can after that...
x x x
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15 Jun 2013 - 1:22am
Oh my dear family and friends, I have not talked to you in so long. God bless each one of your hearts, I have missed you. I received this absolutely blissful meditation from Athena Arcturus today and my heart so over-whelmed with love she just asked me to share, share, share the love. <3 <3 <3 Lets manifest and multiply more of that. ~~~~@
I am so grateful to be of service to you in this way.
Such a beautiful thing I have been given from the beautiful, heartfelt light of the Arcturians that I can give to you now. It is so yours. Bless you all so much.
Lesley
Dear sweet family and friends,
I am Athena Arcturus and I love you so dearly and completely from all that is made manifest within the world let my light from my heart chakra open to you and let you bath without limitation on all the love that I have within me to offer you. I ask that you accept this light from within my heart chakra in whatever way you can and take from it as much as you like for I give it to you freely and without asking anything in return.
It is with such joy and gratitude that I greet each of you for you are so special to my heart. Each one of you that are reading this are more than just human beings upon the earth you are sacred family members that I rejoice in connecting with and I honor with all the love that is within my being.
I bring forward to you today a gentle divine feminine energy from my being and from the Star System of Arcturus to bath your entire being in the loving and warm feminine energies that come from our central aspect.
We shine infinite waves of divine love and bliss to you in each moment and are so proud and grateful to each of you for all you have achieved upon the earth and in your reality.
In each moment, you are growing to align more of your being with your heart chakra and the Creator, for you see that your heart chakra is so expansive that it can radiate to all places, planets, and stars within the Universe.
You might imagine that you are always trying to connect with us on many levels but in Truth it is we that are also reaching out our heart chakras to you in love and expansive for we honor you as divine beings just as much as you honor us.
The earth school is such a sacred place for all souls to achieve such love and wisdom and as you might imagine many of us from other Star systems have come to the Earth School to learn and bask in its radiant wisdom.
We would love to remind you upon this beautiful day that it is the inner experience of your Soul and your Heart that is the most important aspect of your experience.
When you are within your heart and soul you see that all that is created in your reality is a mirror of your divine Truth.
From this place of divine Truth and sacred responsibility you can see then that all those aspects in your reality that you may view as negative or in need of dissolving or changing were always and have always been creations from your own experience.
From this state of divine love and responsiblity, we offer to you as always the Arcturian Celestial Diamonds of Light for you to connect with at a deep level for not only manifestation but also deep cleansing.
What we would like to bring forward to you now is an anchor of the Trust in The Creator. For we would like to bring forward many networks of light that contain this aspect charged with the energy of Trust in the Creator.
"From our space of many light networks within the Cosmos we shine our beakons of Divine Celestial Light, we the Arcturians anchor now within your heart chakra and many layers of networks of light within your being sacred and loving Trust in The Creator. With this sacred Truth, we now also anchor into your being several light networks that will connect throughout your being many sacred crystals that were placed there in a months time ago for activation, balancing, and deep clearing.
From this space of deep clearing, we anchor in the affirmation, "I am Divine Love and I am the center of my being. I now place my Trust in the Creator and in my inner Truth."
You may now affirm: "I am the living embodiment of my Truth. I anchor in Trust in all aspects of my being and now hold forward the divine feminine consciousness of Arcturus anchoring and holding within my entire being the heart chakra energies of the Divine Cosmic Light. I am a Celestial being in Cosmic Manifestation upon the Earth. I am."
Hold this affirmation within your heart and mind for a moment as you affirm: "I am Divine Trust and Faith."
Take three deep breaths while saying this affirmation.
I am Athena Arcturus and I love you all unconditionally. We the Arcturians are so grateful at this time to assist you in whatever way we can. Our Celestial Light is available to you on many levels and we are always able to assist you when you call upon your energies.
Please allow us to congratulate you now on all you have achieved. With Tremendous love.
I am, Athena Arcturus.
Copyright Lesley (HeartsLight, AmethystLight)
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Blog entry
14 Jun 2013 - 9:28pm
Confessions of an ascender.
I am very good. I am lovely. I have no quarms about this as it is my natural state but this month, this month I have been extremely bad.
There is so much I have found out about myself this week or so I am making my ex boyfriends look like saints.
Right now, tonight, I am stuck on jealousy. Not only has this little monster got two heads, a dozen faces, a greedy huge belly, raging blood in her veins but she now has green eyes.
I am a little concerned as to what I will be discovering next.
This duality shift is really intensifying for me. I am not blaming Ish (lol) but my son got stuck in his room today. He closed (SLAMMED) the door and the handle broke. Obviously, Bob the builder here undid the handle with a butter knife but that was as far as my understanding of freeing him went.
I rushed around to get the caretaker for the flats, if I had been ten minutes later he would have gone out. I was so angry, upset, worried, scared. I noticed I had a letter on the side. It was from my dad, I opened it while the caretaker put his shoes on, £100 inside it. Like how are the best and worst possible things happening all at the same time? How did I feel then? I am not sure I did feel then to be honest.
My son was freed, we went out to celebrate him getting an award for his writing.
Timing is very interesting too, it's still intriging me. That letter has been on the side since yesterday but when my son said there was a large white envelope there I just thought it was a bill and I thought it could wait. For me it is a sure sign I was supposed to experience both things at once. If I had just been in normal humour, well, I would have been so happy on receiving that I would have been dancing around the front drive.
Something new is twinging around the grid and for me it is experiencing two opposing emotions at once.
Odd.
x x x
Blog entry
14 Jun 2013 - 6:17pm
(To Starkid-Brightness RE: Alone)
Hello my love,
Please know that you NEVER alone. We are always with you. Close your eyes and take this truth into your beautiful heart. Let its warmth comfort you. Listen only to music that make you joyous, that makes your soul want to dance in celebration of this beautiful gift you've been given that is your life. The yearning for a soulmate is something we all share. Please know that you may always lean on me, on all of us, not to mention the scores of angels and celestial bothers & sisters that are with you always, loving, protecting and guiding you.
Sit with your discomfort and get to the root of what is really coming to the surface. We need these times alone, when we are forced to just be with our Self and our thoughts, for these are the times when we make quantum leaps in our growth. All suffering is caused by the desire for things to be different than they are, if you embrace the moment as it is, all suffering will dissolve. I have been there, many times before and I assure you it gets so much better. Know that without the darkness we would never recognize the light. The word 'Alone' originated from 'all-one' embrace this and learn to know the sanctuary of wisdom, oneness and Divine Love that comes with transcending solitude. Embrace it and let it embrace you.
Rest assured, your prince will come and it will be glorious; giving you this ideal and perfect love you are seeking. But you must first offer this Love to yourself before you can ever truly receive or give it to another. Your soul-mate will never come to 'rescue' you for only Love attracts Love. We are all one, so know that he is already with you. Love yourself as though you are loving him and he will undoubtedly be drawn to you like a magnet; bringing you precisely what you yearn for while affirming the true power of your Love.
Rest assured that any experience you have brings with it growth and moves you forward to the next. Have faith that you are exactly where you need to be and find peace in the perfection of your path. Embrace Divine Love and bathe in the reality of your magnificent heart; for this is the center of the universe that pulses inside of you.
This too shall pass my dear and until then I am always here for you.
Love & Light
Blog entry
14 Jun 2013 - 4:49pm
Hello,
okay so what helps meditation? unstressed and clear mind, music, yoga-position, group meditations, lovely atmosphere, praying with a thought, sending love by being happy, trying to avoid negativity...
Namaste,
Sasuke-kun
Blog entry
14 Jun 2013 - 1:18pm
Hello,
Welcome to another interesting and important topic or subject.
What makes man a man and woman a woman?
I'd say kindness and acts, how you treat eachother and how you show your love and
understanding.
And, as sometimes we must, also forgiveness.
What is also really important is : companionship.
We are one, so we must never hate eachother, always do something if you have a bad vibe.. walk, for example..?!
Act of kindness is also important in our daily life. You can cherish someones happiness, you can open a door to someone, basically ANYTHING that is STO (=service to others) and makes you feel good and you have/get a good conscience. Happy things are easy to give and you also "probably" get a happy answer or thank you, I thank you for being here.. see, this is how it is.. EASY...
We, can always SHARE things, we don't NEED to ALWAYS give money, you can buy a lunch or just be kind and share your beauty and love, friendship...
Acceptance, is something that is REALLY needed, and this isn't always told about ENOUGH. We are one, means that we have to accept everyone, be it me or you. We don't need to be in touch with eachother or everyone but we need to ACCEPT everyone, we need to see the brilliance in everyone of US. We need to meditate, for those who are in "dark worlds" in their minds and we need to PRAY for them. But, what we mostly need is ACCEPTANCE. We NEED to REALIZE that everyone of US is IMPORTANT. This is WHY I don't want to BASH anyone, rather is see the shining LIGHT in everyone or each of US. And, we need to love, love and love.. this isn't said enough times ever, no!
Namaste,
Sasuke-kun
Blog entry
13 Jun 2013 - 9:10pm
I don't know if you have any friends? I try hard not to but sometimes I find I acquire them.
Certainly, I should be paying more attention to which corridors I accidentally walk down but today I ended up bumping into my scary 'peace' friends. The friends that never make me feel at peace at all. - They just care so much man. I am genuinely happy to see them until they start speaking. 'How have you been?','I know you've not been yourself.', 'Things have been really bad and will be until we surrender.', 'Rachel you need to surrender more.', 'Look at us we just ALLOW things to happen as they are meant to.', 'You should do this more Rachel...'
This is the second time I have nearly punched someone in the face this week. If I make it through to the 21st without getting locked up for assult I might even have a party. I am not aggressive as such just not coping with anyone's sh*t. The bl**dy false smile hippie crew trying to force me into believing all this releasing is my fault for not 'allowing' it? They both smiled at me with this fake sympathy, not having a clue HOW horrible they both make me feel. - Every time I see them.
Yes I can feel the soul but I also feel like crying for them. I don't know why but they are just wrong. I felt like I was being approached by a cult. It's quite clear to me that the releasing I do follows the energies of the universe. - And follows the releasing of everyone else.
The 'we are one' crew can go and boil their meaningless heads. - You would have to understand they not only would always 'understand' why I want to boil their heads but also as we are all one then I assume a bit of false smile extermination won't matter to them... they would maybe understand their sacrifice.
I do know the new age doesn't require a manual or a sales pitch.
Those broken glasses have nothing to do with me honest... and if I did punch them in the head? Well, things only happen that are meant to... grr.
x x x
Story
13 Jun 2013 - 2:44pm
I think that this short message from William LePar's spiritual source, The Council offers a lot of food for thought if we dwell on what is said here. First, we existed as spirit beings with our Divine creator before this material world and universe existed. Second, we were given complete free will by the Divine so that we could choose any path that we wished. Third, the Divine wishes us to chose, of our own free will, to work with him in co-creation. Forth, that he has given us free will in how we work with the material world and that most of what happens here is by our choice and not his. Fifth, He wishes us only the very best but some have chosen not to accept this gift of His total love.
The Council:
In a time before the material manifestation existed, all of you existed with and in this Divine Essence, because your ultimate existence was to have the quality of this Divine Source, not the quantity but the quality. You were given absolute free will. This is the expression of total love from this Divine Source. The Divine Source does not wish that you should be subjective or subservient to His Will because it should be, but that you should be subservient to that Divine Will of your own choice. The Divine Will for you is that you gain the quality that God the Father has. Since you are only a part of Him who created all, you can never be equal in quantity. The patience of this Infinite Father is unending, but since He has given you free will, all things that transpire in the material manifestation and in those levels beyond are governed more by your choice than by what He commands. Some have truly moved closer through the eons of time; others have moved further away. Some have tried to bring light to the material manifestation, while others have tried to encrust it in even darker abysses and darker clothing.
For more on William LePar and The Council visit www.WilliamLePar.com
Blog entry
12 Jun 2013 - 10:06pm
I receive a certificate in the post?
God tells me?
I love spiders?
I love big spiders?
Serial killers are nothing to blink an eye at?
Finally I get my halo, unicorn, blue hair and invisibility cloak?
I love big scary jumping spiders with four heads and beady eyes?
All the angels send me another flippin' tiara crown thing?
My lovely Woden appears before me bows and zaps me off to another dimension?
I wake up in PleiAdes?
Everything makes sense?
I don't need to ask anymore questions?
The whole planet 'ascends'?
I think it's that one you know, Loads to do with me but really nothing to do with me at all.
x x x
Blog entry
12 Jun 2013 - 7:15am
Hello,
Yet another teaching? Can there be too much enjoyment? I would say no, there is lots of enjoyment in LIFE. You may have good job or lots of money, you may have a pet or you may have a partner. See, it isn't always like this and I know we all have daily tasks to do but yet, some people still struggle in life and YET they SMILE! they SHINE so BRIGHTLY that even I get AMAZED.
Okay, here is a short example. A woman on tv had lots of issues, not from her makings. She still smiled and told that she wants to have a better life and still she smiled , yet she wasn't sure about her life or how would her life turn out.
Yet, some get exhausted so easily and sometimes, it seems like they don't realize how much they have... some have a lot less... so..
But, remember, you have lots of good things and lots of support with you!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kCrJzguzwc just dance + final fantasy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29ZagQLr4Xc We are a team and we don't need to fight, remember this is anime video... just like.. anime, anime = good
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XELxRMUxLHY Let's do it, meditate and heal each and the planet!
Namaste,
Sasuke-kun
Blog entry
12 Jun 2013 - 7:09am
Hello,
Love is something that has to.. FEEL or love is something that you have to LIVE. Love is something so pure and unique, God is Holy and has made all of US. And, he has given us LIFE and FREEDOM, God wants to EXPERIENCE things just like WE do.
There is no REASON to get sad about THIS, we CHOSE to be HERE and EXPERIENCE and help to UPLIFT the WORLD.. that is WHY.
There is a TASK to all of us and we have to "WALK-THE-TALK". We need to go THRU emotions and HELP eachother thru GOOD and BAD times.
This is why WE, mostly NEED eachother. God, wants us to be HAPPY and ENJOY life. Mediation helps the BIG WAY, just like PRAYING.. but WE can DO much MORE.. like HELP the innocent with MONEY, who are in NEED, we can OPEN doors to THOSE who don't have lots of STRENGTH, we can be POLITE to EACHOTHER. We can see the BEAUTY all around US. We can see, the animal kingdom SHINE, we can see the INSECTS doing WORK.
There is SO much that GOD has already GIVEN to US. I know some people WANT to GO away from HERE, due some sort of depression or emotional baggage etc. BUT yet, we can see the beauty here, we can simply UPLIFT eachother which makes the living EASIER.
And, REMEMBER that at this great time, YOU / WE / US chose to be here. I know people want to see spaceships, glorious world and so so on... but isn't everything said ABOVE .. a lot? I would say YES, we have so much to be grateful of!
Remember, to love and feel that LOVE....
Namaste,
Sasuke-kun
Blog entry
11 Jun 2013 - 2:08pm
Some of the most moving acts of compassion I have ever seen have been among
some of the poorest people on earth.
The Zangskar Valley of Ladakh is situated in a remote corner of the Indian Himalayas.
The people eke out their living from high altitude desert soil that is under snow for nine
months of the year. To help some of the women get an education, I often travel to this
pristine yet desolute region, even when it means trekking for days over mountains,
avalanches, and treacherous waters. Invariably I am met with extraordinary kindness
wherever I go.
Although the people of Zangskar are ethnically Tibetan, due to the vagaries of history,
they now live in a Muslim district of a disputed territory in northern India, struggling for
physical, political, and cultural survival. Without adequate schools, medical care, or
nutrition, their only comfort is the Buddhist faith of their ancestors and their love and
devotion for the Dalai Lama.
One summer, a soon as the snows melted, I journeyed to the region with a Zangskari
nun friend. Descending from the icy mountain pass, we stopped at the house of an aunt.
The woman had recently lost her husband to an avalanche and each of her children had
only a single shirt to wear, despite the bitter cold. Yet despite her empty larder, the aunt
poured us endless cups of butter tea in her mud-floored, smoke-filled kitchen. A huge
genuine smile came with every cup as she compassionately anticipated every need.
The love of family and friends was the family's only wealth, but it was immense. Laughter
was their gift to one another. Such generosity of spirit in the midst of astonishing poverty
can only come from a heart of pure love, teaching all of us life's greatest meaning.
~ Karma Lekshe Tsomo
Taken from the book ~
Buddhist Acts of Compassion
by Pamela Bloom ~
Blog entry
10 Jun 2013 - 6:57pm
There is a lot of pleasure in words. I've just seen an advert for Givenchy, I love that word. - Say it, it's beautiful.
This is a list of my favourite words because in between both sides of the divide lies beauty.
Flutter
Mourn
Hyperbole
Boing
Pop
Ethereal
Keepsake
Abracadabra
Smitten
Beguile
Crystaline
Bungalow
Awkward
Glitter
Candor
Clandestine
Lose
Crimson
Autumn
Crunch
Intermingle
And I also like all the swear words.
x x x
Story
10 Jun 2013 - 11:23am
You Deserve your Own Love and Forgiveness
Message from Archeia Lady Mercy
Received by Julie Miller
June 10, 2013
Bright Hearts, a joyous pleasure to come to you today through your welcoming divine sister.
We ask you to think Bright Hearts on what love is. Does love to you bring positive or negative energy or emotions? Love on its own by merely looking at the word or even thinking about is really quite neutral. It only gains positive or negative connotations through the choices you make to how to accept or reject love. Love becomes positive or negative as a result of certain consequences that were chosen by you, not by the energy that moves with Love. Yes Bright Hearts love is infinite just as God is infinite; both have no boundaries. When you make the conscious choice to accept love for your Self, or when you share this love with others, you are expressing Mercy. Understand Bright Hearts, Mercy is described as compassion in action. Mercy is the action of love flowing freely without any boundaries. It is through Mercy that the unbiased energy of God is able to pass through each of you without causing any interruption to your day. God brings to you unbiased love Bright Hearts, providing you with the opportunity to make use of this energy when you need it. Understandingly when you choose to be merciful to others, you Bright Hearts are definitely demonstrating God in Action working through you and through this merciful interaction you are on the deeper level of the soul recognizing their own sacred divinity.
Your journey has provided you with many interesting turns. Some of the hurdles you had to overcome were extremely difficult. Some of the challenges produced heated discussions; poor use of words exchanged, stress was high, etc. You found the courage that is a part of you to carry on and continue. Through every experience you encounter, the good ones and the bad all have important lessons to teach you. Even in the most traumatic situation, there is something positive to gain. As you continue on your journey, an important aspect that will help provide healing is forgiveness. Forgiveness is an essential part of your healing. It is deep and extremely powerful and definitely divine. When you apply forgiveness to any situation that was difficult you are empowering a divine inner cleansing that will affect every part of your being. Forgiveness will reenergize your own subtle energy and bring you out of the depths of despair as it travels through your soul from God’s own Light and Love.
It is common after you worked forgiveness into the healing part of your journey you find yourself understanding the core of the situation that exploded with you in the middle. Your forgiveness does not condone or deny what had happened, nor does it ignore the negative behaviour that was demonstrated. Understand dear ones your words by themselves do not speak forgiveness, your feelings thoughts and actions must also work together as one. You cannot speak the words of forgiveness, yet still think unkindly thoughts. Forgiveness heals not only the other person but yourself as well. Forgiveness helps to remove any bitterness that often remains after many heated discussions occur.
It is absolutely true; learning to forgive is not an easy process. In order to forgive Bright Hearts, you must be willing to face those strong feelings you often bury with distractions; feelings of anger, shame, loss, hate, etc. When you bury these strong feelings, emotions often go with them and the intensity of each feeling increases often becoming so huge they become dark shadowy monsters that live within you until you find the strength and courage to face them all. And the best way to face these shadowy monsters in through your own Unconditional Love and pure acceptance.
When true forgiveness has settled in, you are able to let go of those negative feelings, and release their energy to God. Through your release, you inhale relief. As you release you receive a gift of understanding as the pain of the situation is replaced with love. The love you receive Bright Hearts is love for who you are at the moment of the release, love for who you were during the painful situation, love for those that caused you the pain and love for who you will become as a result. Before you can truly love others, you must be able to love yourself Bright Hearts, your whole self, not just the nice and pretty pieces. You must be able to love all your imperfections, your perfections and everything else in-between. Forgiveness works this way as well. During every situation, that brings pain and difficulty it is essential to forgive your Self. You, yourself deserves to have your own love and healing of forgiveness. As infinite as your soul is, it is also fragile. It carries all your cherished perfections and the imperfect aspects of each experience and it is your soul Bright Hearts that will through your own self-love bring you to your wholeness.
Don’t hide your true self that lives through your heart and soul. Break the walls that you have created to protect your soul and through your strength you will discover you do have the courage and trust of yourself to face all the experiences that are yet to come and you have the ability to nourish your Faith through the Love you have for your Self that is shared to you from God. God does love you. He is ceaselessly and unconditionally sending you His love. Many of you still work within the confining walls of your doubtful mind and question His love, but when you surrender your heart to Him, you will feel a great pour of Love enter you dear Bright Hearts and this love will touch every cell of your Self. God loves you completely and wholly. He loves you so much because through each of you His divine plan for mankind has hope of being fulfilled. Each of you carries a piece of His Divine Plan and He knows and trusts you will fulfill and help complete what you have been chosen to carry out.
God knows Bright Hearts because He is always with you that sometimes you add misery to your journey when you choose to deceive another, or act in jealous ways. Your negative actions do carry consequences because your conscience gives you a call throughout your day, reminding you what you did. We observe many of you trying to curse the negative memory away, but it is there not to punish you but to teach you Bright Hearts the error of your action. It is you that punishes you, God does not punish you, God still loves you even if choose to deceive another or act in jealous ways. When you notice you are hating yourself, that is you trying to punish you, it is not God in Action. God breathes satisfaction when He sees the Power of Forgiveness flow through you that is derived of Unconditional Love and acceptance. He forgives you too and through His forgiveness combined with your own, you discover the great strength within you that will transform any weakness of self into strength. God will always deliver unto you compassion, He loves you and He encourages you to continue growing and developing into His own image.
God loves it when you smile; He wants you to love and to exceed in all areas of your journey. When you give God a smile that demonstrates your heart and soul, you are pleasing Him. It is through your human concept of love that will continue to attempt to separate you from your true self. By allowing divine love to work through you, you will not separate from your true self but you will be able to see the multiplicity of your whole being through the completeness of God’s Love and Power working through you.
By surrendering your Heart to God, you are telling God you love Him and Trust in Him; your Faith in Him is wholesome and pure. God will continue to give you His love and devotion and will always take care of you. Through your ability to forgive and love yourself you ultimately bring your whole self into liberation from ignorance and needless concern of creating your perfection. Bright Hearts, God already loves you as you are.
Remember Bright Hearts, pure love holds an inner connection between your Self and God. It takes you from feeling and being limited into being unlimited. When you approach God, you use love. You cannot become one with God without Love Bright Hearts. Real soul-deep love is giving and developing your Self as being ONE with everything, all humanity and divinity. There is no possession. When you demonstrate soul-deep love with another you love the highest aspect of the person, the God-liked-ness part of them. Understand Bright Hearts, when you love from a soul-deep level you love the soul and this brings your Self into freedom. When you only love the body, you are attaching, not freeing yourself to the highest aspect of your being.
Remember Bright Hearts, nothing is greater or more powerful than love. Love is the inspiration behind your knowledge and wisdom. Love is portrayed when you pray and mediate when you say God’s name. When fear enters your mind Bright Hearts, counter that fear with Love and know God is right there with you. Don’t be so hard on yourself, truly forgive yourself and allow yourself to feel your own love.
I AM Archeia Lady Mercy through Julie Miller
Blog entry
9 Jun 2013 - 8:49pm
It's been an interesting day. I daren't write on my normal blog, I'm afraid of what I might put there. The woman who was conidering suicide, I was the only person who messaged her to see if she was ok.
What the hell is that about?
How awful is that? She has loads of friends. Maybe the next part of this energy stuff is realising what we are actually dealing with with the human race.
She is waxing lyrical about how wonderful I am - who wouldn't try and put some broken woman back together? Hmmm, case in point, the true energy workers really shone out for me today. I am so grateful to be able to talk to you guys on here I knew it was happening to me but I didn't know what it was. - Sometimes just knowing about the moon, the sun and the grid can be enough to help.
She wrote about ending her life, I wrote are you ok? - Now she thinks I'm heaven sent? Well ok I may have done more than that but that is what I do, I heal. - Do I have any magic left for me and this little four year old fat kid? You bet my life I'll give it a go. So many knots here...
My mum was a tad upset when her brother died very young in a car crash. She went on a trip with her mum one day and her mum was so upset she had a stroke and died in my mum's arms. My mum and dad's marriage wasn't going so well then so they thought they might have a baby to bring them back together. The bringer of doom with her divine healing couldn't heal this one. It just wasn't meant to be.
My dad had an affair with his secretary and he left my mum for her.
My mum did the only thing you can do in this situation and er...married his brother. (What really?) Yep...It was real fun in our small village living with my uncle and my mum with my dad and his skanky woman living down the road. Me and my sisters/cousins and half brother all went to the same school.
So growing up was difficult being a cash cow. I find it kinda difficult to understand why people would keep you for cash when they clearly hate you. All those books about children who aren't treated very nicely I could have written all of them. I don't act like this defines me as a person for two reasons, firstly loads worse things have happened to me and secondly, this is the stuff that makes me who I am right? If it wasn't for all the abuse and pain I wouldn't have had any empathy right? (Well, no Rach you would have still had empathy.)
What I hate about this little stump here is that I am not that girl anymore. I do not want to have to go back and feel her feelings, think her thoughts. Recently, I have opened up a little about this but obviously not enough. I just spent my WHOLE life tryong so hard to please two people who were absolutely determined I was sh*t on a stick. This was strangely juxtapositioned with my grand parents who loved me to bits because I was part of the family. - Not for any other reason that made any sense to me - Just because of my surname.
What is my tree in the wood here? LOVE, the thing I can find for everyone and all living things except myself who still stinks of sh*t in my opinion?
Have you ANY idea how hard I tried in this situation to make everything all rosey and lovely? - Yes at four years old and five, six, seven - up to 14. If I got a bit of peace I was steady for a bit but if they sussed me out they would poke fun at me or call me names or tell me I was trouble making. God that used to hurt, bringer of doom. Everything I tried to do was wrong.
I know I deserve a medal for still being here. I won't be telling you all about this because ...lol ... I don't want to cause trouble.
I think maybe it is time for Rachel to realise she was actually abused, by actual people who actually knew what they were doing who actually drummed it into me to actually not want to cause any trouble so they weren't actually locked up and spat on by hecklers.
I'm not sure if I could take that. If I thought they truly knew what they were doing. I am not sure I could handle that as a truth at all. From my adult eyes, well. OMG. I wrote my mum a suicide note once and she laughed at it. Maybe that is what is bothering me so much today. 'Dear Mum,' it said 'Why don't you love me?' - I mean, adult eyes on, it's just not cricket is it? You know she used to hide food from me? I got so thin once she got really worried, she sat me down and MADE me eat cheese on toast that just tasted like lard on lard. She forced me to drink this vitamin thing the hospital had given my ill grandad to build his system back up.
I am not sh*t girl, that is not me. Adult eyes on again, I would have loved this girl. I have to understand that. Even without the good school reports and the........ well ok just the good school stuff. She was always taking me to the bloody dentist though. How does that weigh up? If they hated me that much, (and they did at 14 I didn't have a matching pair of socks to my name) why take me to the dentist so much?
I am guessing this story of mine will maybe make some kind of sense to someone. Maybe they could a love a girl with good teeth? She wouldn't take me to the flippin' hospital when I fractured a bone in my foot and couldn't walk, I had to beg her but she would take me to the dentist like it was church. Was that just to visit my rich great grandad?
I'll read this back and try and weigh it all out.
If you are wondering about the ending of the story, well my mum and my step dad split up about a year after I managed to escape them. They fell out over my rich great grandads cash and gave it all to solicitors. My step dad married someone else who I am not already related to and became normal. I am currently the only person in my whole family speaking to my mum. She 'forgets' a lot of the things that went on and treats me like a friend. I became a single mum to my lovely son and beloved deceased dog, got three degrees, work as a lecturer (? What really, yes really), turned psychic healer and became an author of a very successful blog. - I also have beautiful teeth.
x x x
Blog entry
9 Jun 2013 - 8:20am
God yesterday was intense. I am literally buzzing from the energy at the same time as crying away issues as I am writing things to be peaceful as I am arguing with Yarra, as I am opening my heart as I am closing it, throwing the laptop out of the window and hitch hiking to Brazil to join a circus.
The monsters blog whenever I wrote that, I thought that was intense enough. It was about finding some love for my step dad. I sat crying over that for about two hours, wrote the blog, went to bed still unsettled somehow it now feels better.
Yesterday I was not a happy bunny. I was happily on Facebook when I saw a friend had written a status update- she was sick of her life and thought it might be time to kill herself. Great. What do you do with a situation like that? Well from experience my other friend had you contact that person and anyone and everyone they know directly because sometimes people mean this stuff.
She wouldn't come out for a walk with me, she was writing back to me and really if the victim was keeping her going then I was not going to take the victim away from her, she wanted to get some sleep so I finished the conversation and messaged her ex and made it clear to him I had some serious concerns for her well being.
As I sat here it became apparent to me that this was all my fault. I had read for both of them and obviously it was my fault. I have watched myself bring on ascension symptoms in my friends, omg the stuff they have had to go through, also, all my fault. I don't know is messed up mentalities are catching but oh dear, the bringer of doom was not only ruining other people's lives with connecting them to the new world but I was also ruining my own by blaming myself for something that really couldn't have been my fault.
What's going on here? My childhood is going on here and it's tearing me apart again.
So Naga's blog really did my head in because when I read it (remember perception) it was just so patronising. DO I WANT TO BE AN ASCENDING PLEIaDIAN? No I don't. I don't want to be a lightworker or a goddess or a grid worker or an angel either. I don't know if you lot got a choice in ascension but I just got a visit from AA Michael informing me that I would 'be ascending' as would my son and I should go and check it out. I know I am stubborn, I know enough about lightwork to know the stuff we do is automatic we do not need to be that aware of it but the LAST thing I want for any of my friends and family (except maybe step dad)is for them to have to go through the three years I've just had.
Yes, there are plus points, yes we are the future but really? I haven't the energy to bring my one struggling friend through a break up with a man who doesn't let her love herself. HOW ARE WE GOING TO HELP THE REST OF THE PLANET?
You may remember I don't believe that ascension is exclusive, I don't believe it's already happened I am still reacting to the purifying sun energy and I started three years ago. I have to stand and watch all my friends go through having no money, worrying about their jobs, breaking up with long term loves, feeling like the world isn't enough for them, wanting to save everything but not knowing how, releasing ALL issues, tying up karma, forgetting about... hmmm will fill in later.
HOW ARE WE GOING TO WATCH THE WHOLE REST OF THE WORLD 'ASCEND?'
'Oh Grandma, I am so sorry you have lost your house, contracted the plague, gone off sleeping and eating, had your pension stopped, fallen out with most of the family and found yourself in love with the milkman who you think is your twin flame, cheer up though babes, it's all a sign of asension... peace!'
I'm not done with this, I am quite sure my readings do not bring doom to others, most people find happiness and healing. The point is litte fat 4 year old Rachel was always being told she was WRONG, she was the bringer of DOOM and she was broken by a pair of stupid d*ck heads, hurting and well, eating biscuits. - Nothing much as changed.
x x x
Blog entry
9 Jun 2013 - 6:01am
Hello,
Since I was once a newcomer, I would like to help others who are coming on this site and searching for answers.
Firstly, I must say that It's a big relief to find this kind of a site or place to be.
Here are so many angels helping us all out, the bes they can and lovingly "touching" eachothers heart and mind.
Okay, so why did you come here?
I must say from my point of view, that I was lonely, sad, self-hating and depressed but when I found this page (2012/2013)
for my heart and soul , I must say that it was a big relief.
So, now here you are or here we are, both, you as the newcomer and me as someone helping you out.
Here, our point is to help eachother out, share knowledge, love and understanding for eachother.
We are here to REMEMBER who we ARE and uplift the WORLD. Love is something that opens up a
channel for YOU and US to receive knowledge. I know it must be very difficult at first
to understand exactly why YOU are HERE.
I know, that is a hard and long question to answer but let me settle your MIND to THIS:
You are here to find awakened souls or spirits (angels) and helping eachother,
you are here to FIND out ANSWER and to AWAKEN yourself from a long DREAM-STATE
You are here to UPLIFT the WORLD and OTHERS, you are here to receive KNOWLEDGE
and OPEN up to NEW kind of POSSIBILITIES and UNDERSTANDING.
To me, this is a kind of a holy place to BE and therefore I try to ACT like it IS and , so it IS.
That's all for now, question are welcome as well as replies and tips for You and ME.
Namaste,
Sasuke-kun
Blog entry
6 Jun 2013 - 1:42pm
Hello,
Everything is fine with me, I had a good time with friends and I went to outside and bought some clothes. And, I can see the brilliance or the brilliant light in EACH and EVERYONE of US.
Namaste,
Sasuke-kun
Blog entry
6 Jun 2013 - 1:26pm
Hello,
I have lots of gratitude for everyone, I had a good day with friends, some chinese food, and friends.
I have new friends, lots of spirituality in my life and... well, happiness...
Well, I have The Bible, new taste of music, lots of ideas, poems, new kind of attitude, new kind of positivity and so forth...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-lCNZaka6o This for all of YOU <3
Thank you, LWS! <3
Namaste,
And once again, I want to thank you for being you..
Blog entry
6 Jun 2013 - 1:20pm
Hello,
This is my lifetime-story with youtube videos. I had dark thoughts about myself for 26 years and I loved only others, not myself.
Far from it, I hated myself, I had no respect for myself and I just thought ways to escape situation like drinking... which I have now,
completely stopped.. I didn't feel anything at all, sometimes, but.. well this video explains...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ud4HuAzHEUc No need to explain this, / just like my past...
and, here is that awesome finnish song,
by: "Mariska & Pahat Sudet" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZWNf9bHMZE
My own interpretation of a finnish song "Kukkurukuu" by Mariska & Pahat sudet <3
10 June 2013 - 7:46am | Sasuke-kun
You are a bird that didn't learn to fly.
You never learnt to use your wings.
Wasted were the gods and so they decided your fate.
You were born into a nest, of darkness and cold.
Kukkurukuu (=imitating bird)
Hear how the trees call you.
Another bird sings silently
Kukkuruu, there is moon that has risen...
wind hums silently, kukkurukuu
They broke your heart but your wings are pure
Still, you can choose a different kind of destiny to yourself
There will be a day when you can fly away
You can sing in the bliss and when the night arrives , you can rest
Kukkurukuu (=imitating bird)
Hear how the trees call you.
Another bird sings silently
Kukkuruu, there is moon that has risen...
wind hums silently, kukkurukuu
Kukkurukuu (=imitating bird)
Hear how the trees call you.
Another bird sings silently
Kukkuruu, there is moon that has risen...
wind hums silently, kukkurukuu
and this is important lesson:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75TFCRPhBHI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJuWvMmGr_s
Then, GOD came to my life even more THAN EVER before and our Mighty Father helped me out.. and many angels, THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU...
Well, today I am happy, I quit listening to metal bands and I am happy and reliefed... and In a good state of mind, whoppy doo....
This is like me now; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nilUlU6fM0s PARTY HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARD EVERY ANGEL, JESUS, GOD! <3 I love YOu for helping me out <3333
OOooh-ooooh---oooh!
Best wishes,
Sasuke-kun, Angel of Darkness, Protector of light and dark... remember these are just names...
<3 Love you, Love me, Love especially The Prime Creator <3
Teaching
6 Jun 2013 - 9:59am
This Is the Buddha’s Love
Melvin McLeod interviews Thich Nhat Hanh
Originally published in our March 2006 issue and highlighted in our May 2009 "The Best of 30 Years: In Discussion" collection of highlights from classic Shambhala Sun interviews.
http://www.shambhalasun.com/index.php?option=content&task=view&id=2882&Itemid=0&limit=1&limitstart=0
The great Buddhist teacher Thich Nhat Hanh talks about non-self, interdependence, and the love that expands until it has no limit.
One of the best parts of my job as editor of the Shambhala Sun is the chance to discuss dharma seriously, even intimately, with great teachers. I’m a Buddhist student before I’m a journalist, and the questions I ask are often ones that have deep meaning to me as a person and a practitioner. The result is less an interview, in the standard sense, than the record of a teaching that I received. This is a great honor and privilege for me, and I hope it is of benefit to you.
I met Thich Nhat Hanh at Deer Park Monastery near San Diego, a mix of East and West, funky and elegant, mindful and playful. It sits in a little mountain valley in splendid isolation from the suburbs just a mile away. Many of its low, one-story buildings have the temporary feel of an army camp (it has been a nudist camp and a police training center) but its elegant new meditation hall is of majestic scale. Outside, young Vietnamese-American monks play basketball while elderly nuns in traditional conical hats sweep leaves off the dry ground, and earnest Western lay practitioners debate the dharma. The breakfast buffet is traditional Vietnamese fish alongside Corn Flakes and peanut butter, and everything stops when the clock chimes so people can practice a few moments of mindfulness.
I spoke with Thich Nhat Hanh for about an hour and quarter, and then he showed me the calligraphies, the ones in this issue, which he had done beforehand as a gift to the Shambhala Sun. Although he is best-known for his political and community-building work, I found he was so much more. I met a multidimensional teacher who was deep and realized, committed to both practice and community, steeped in traditional dharma and the ways of the world. He spoke directly to my heart, and if you get a chance to hear him teach, do. Words in print do not do him justice. — Melvin McLeod
Melvin McLeod: Around us at this monastery are many signs and slogans reminding people to be mindful, to return to their body and breath, and to recollect their nature as human beings. At mealtimes, everyone stops eating when the clock chimes to practice a few moments of mindfulness. Why is it so important for us to return to this basic ground of breath and body and being?
Thich Nhat Hanh: To meditate means to go home to yourself. Then you know how to take care of the things that are happening inside you, and you know how to take care of the things that happen around you. All meditation exercises are aimed at bringing you back to your true home, to yourself. Without restoring your peace and calm and helping the world to restore peace and calm, you cannot go very far in the practice.
Melvin McLeod: What is the difference between this true self, the self you come home to, and how we normally think of ourselves?
Thich Nhat Hanh: True self is non-self, the awareness that the self is made only of non-self elements. There’s no separation between self and other, and everything is interconnected. Once you are aware of that you are no longer caught in the idea that you are a separate entity.
Melvin McLeod: What happens to you when you realize that the true nature of the self is non-self?
Thich Nhat Hanh: It brings you insight. You know that your happiness and suffering depend on the happiness and suffering of others. That insight helps you not to do wrong things that will bring suffering to yourself and to other people. If you try to help your father to suffer less, you have a chance to suffer less. If you are able to help your son suffer less, then you, as a father, will suffer less. Thanks to the realization that there is no separate self, you realize that happiness and suffering are not individual matters. You see the nature of interconnectedness and you know that to protect yourself you have to protect the human beings around you.
That is the goal of the practice—to realize non-self and interconnectedness. This is not just an idea or something you understand intellectually. You have to apply it to your daily life. Therefore you need concentration to maintain this insight of non-self so it can guide you in every moment. Nowadays, scientists are able to see the nature of non-self in the brain, in the body, in everything. But what they have found doesn’t help them, because they cannot apply that insight to their daily lives. So they continue to suffer. That is why in Buddhism we speak of concentration. If you have the insight of non-self, if you have the insight of impermanence, you should make that insight into a concentration that you keep alive throughout the day. Then what you say, what you think, and what you do will then be in the light of that wisdom and you will avoid making mistakes and creating suffering.
Melvin McLeod: So the practice of mindfulness is to try to maintain the insight of non-self and interconnectedness at all times.
Thich Nhat Hanh: Yes, exactly.
Melvin McLeod: We human beings say that above all else we want love. We want to give love; we want to be loved. We know that love is the medicine that cures all ills. But how do we find love in our heart, because often we can’t?
Thich Nhat Hanh: Love is the capacity to take care, to protect, to nourish. If you are not capable of generating that kind of energy toward yourself—if you are not capable of taking care of yourself, of nourishing yourself, of protecting yourself—it is very difficult to take care of another person. In the Buddhist teaching, it’s clear that to love oneself is the foundation of the love of other people. Love is a practice. Love is truly a practice.
Melvin McLeod: Why don’t we love ourselves?
Thich Nhat Hanh: We may have a habit within ourselves of looking for happiness elsewhere than in the here and the now. We may lack the capacity to realize that happiness is possible in the here and now, that we already have enough conditions to be happy right now. The habit energy is to believe that happiness is not possible now, and that we have to run to the future in order to get some more conditions for happiness. That prevents us from being established in the present moment, from getting in touch with the wonders of life that are available in the here and now. That is why happiness is not possible.
To go home to the present moment, to take care of oneself, to get in touch with the wonders of life that are really available—that is already love. Love is to be kind to yourself, to be compassionate to yourself, to generate images of joy, and to look at everyone with eyes of equanimity and nondiscrimination.
That is something to be cultivated. Non-self can be achieved. It can be touched slowly. The truth can be cultivated. When you discover something, in the beginning you discover only part of it. If you continue, you have a chance to discover more. And finally you discover the whole thing. When you love, if your love is true, you begin to see that the other person is a part of you and you are a part of her or him. In that realization there is already non-self. If you think that your happiness is different from their happiness, you have not seen anything of non-self, and happiness cannot be obtained.
So as you progress on the path of insight into non-self, the happiness brought to you by love will increase. When people love each other, the distinction, the limits, the frontier between them begins to dissolve, and they become one with the person they love. There’s no longer any jealousy or anger, because if they are angry at the other person, they are angry at themselves. That is why non-self is not a theory, a doctrine, or an ideology, but a realization that can bring about a lot of happiness.
Melvin McLeod: And peace.
Thich Nhat Hanh: Sure. Peace is the absence of separation, of discrimination.
Melvin McLeod: You are renowned for teachings on community, which in Buddhism is called sangha. Through practices such as the Fourteen Mindfulness Trainings of the Order of Interbeing, you define mindfulness in ways that are social, even political. You teach about communication techniques and the power of deep listening and loving speech. Why do you emphasize the community, interpersonal aspect?
Thich Nhat Hanh: You have experiences in the practice—peace, joy, transformation, and healing—and on that foundation, you help other people. You don’t practice just as an individual, because you realize very soon on the path of practice that you should practice with community if you want the transformation and healing to take place more quickly. This is taking refuge in the sangha.
In sharing the practice with others, the energy of mindfulness, concentration, and joy is much more powerful. That is what the Buddha liked to do. Everywhere he went, many monastics accompanied him, and that way the monastics could learn from his way of walking and sitting and interacting with people. Soon the community began to behave like an organism, with everyone engaged in the same energy of peace, joy, calm, and brotherhood.
At the same time, everyone in the sangha speaks for the Buddha, speaking for him not just by their words but by the way they act and the way they treat people. That is why King Prasanjit told the Buddha, “Dear teacher, every time I see your community of monks and nuns, I have great faith in you.” He meant that the sangha is capable of representing the Buddha. The Buddha with the sangha can achieve a lot of things. I don’t think a teacher can do much without a community. It’s like a musician, who cannot perform without a musical instrument. The sangha is very important—the insight and the practice of the teacher can be seen in the sangha. It has a much stronger effect when you share in the practice and the teaching as a sangha.
Melvin McLeod: So for the dharma to really be powerful we must transform not just ourselves but, in effect, society.
Thich Nhat Hanh: Yes, that is Mahayana. That is going together in a larger vehicle. That is why Buddhism should always be engaged. It’s not by cutting yourself off from society that you can realize that. That is why Mahayana, the great vehicle, is already seen in what they call the Hinayana, the lesser vehicle.
Melvin McLeod: Do you think that one reason you emphasize community and society as a practice is the terrible conflict that you saw in your home country of Vietnam? Did seeing a society destroyed by war, seeing the terrible stakes involved, heighten your concern for our community life?
Thich Nhat Hanh: I think that’s true. It is the insight you get when you are in touch with the real situation. But it is also emphasized in the tradition. We say, “I take refuge in sangha,” but sangha is made of individual practitioners. So you have to take care of yourself. Otherwise you don’t have much to contribute to the community because you do not have enough calm, peace, solidity, and freedom in your heart. That is why in order to build a community, you have to build yourself at the same time. The community is in you and you are in the community. You interpenetrate each other. That is why I emphasize sangha-building. That doesn’t mean that you neglect your own practice. It is by taking good care of your breath, of your body, of your feelings, that you can build a good community, you see.
Melvin McLeod: You’ve been in the West now for a long time. What do you think are the best ways to present Buddhism to meet the needs of Western students?
Thich Nhat Hanh: I think Buddhism should open the door of psychology and healing to penetrate more easily into the Western world. As far as religion is concerned, the West already has plenty of belief in a supernatural being. It’s not by the law of faith that you should enter the spiritual territory of the West, because the West has plenty of this.
So the door of psychology is good. The abhidharma literature of Buddhism represents a very rich understanding of the mind, which has been developed by many generations of Buddhists. If you approach the Western mind through the door of psychology, you may have better success helping people to understand their mind, helping people to practice in such a way that they can heal the mind and the body.
The mind and body are very much linked to each other, and we can say that the practice of Buddhist meditation has the power to heal the body and the mind. You see this very clearly when you study the basic texts of Buddhist meditation, like the Anapannasati Sutra, on the practice of mindful breathing, and the Sutra of the Four Foundations of Mindfulness. The practice of meditation helps us to release the tension—within the body, within the mind, within the emotions—so that healing can take place. Even if you take a lot of medicine, it won’t work very well if the tension is still strong in your body and your mind. So the Buddha offers very practical methods, such as, “Breathing in I’m aware of body; breathing out I release the tension in my body. Breathing in I’m aware of the emotion in me; breathing out I release the tension in the emotion. I embrace my body and my feelings with the energy of mindfulness.”
The practice of releasing tension in the body and mind is the foundation of healing. In the beginning it helps to bring you relief. Then, with more mindfulness and concentration, you practice looking more deeply into the pain and the tension, and you find its roots, the cause of the ill-being. You discover the second noble truth. You can identify the source of that tension, that depression, that ill-being. And when you identify the roots of the suffering, namely the second noble truth, then you begin to see the fourth noble truth, the way that leads to the cessation of the ill-being, the tension, and the pain. That is the most important thing to see—the path. If you follow the path, very soon ill-being will disappear and give way to well-being, which is the third noble truth. So the Buddhist principle is the principle of medicine.
Another door that we should open is the door of ecology, because in Buddhism there is a deep respect toward animals, vegetables, and even minerals. In Mahayana Buddhism we say that everyone has buddhanature—not only humans but animals, vegetables, and even minerals. When you study the Diamond Sutra you can see that the Diamond Sutra is the oldest text on the protection of environment. The idea of self is removed, because self is made of non-self elements, and the idea of man is removed, because man is made of non-man elements, mainly animals, vegetables, minerals, and so on. That means that in order to protect man you have to protect the non-man elements. It’s very clear.
So the door of ecology is a very wonderful door to open. And the door of peace, because Buddhism is about peace. The true Buddhist cannot refuse working for peace. And I think the door of feminism, the non-discrimination between genders. The Buddha opened the door for women to enter the holy order and that was a very revolutionary act on his part.
I think all these dharma doors should be opened wide so the West can receive the true teaching of the Buddha. These dharma doors all exist within the roots of Buddhism, but many generations of Buddhists have lost these values. Buddhists should practice in such a way as to restore these values to the tradition so they can offer them to other people.
There is more to this interview and it can be read here: http://www.shambhalasun.com/index.php?option=content&task=view&id=2882&Itemid=0&limit=1&limitstart=2
Blog entry
6 Jun 2013 - 9:17am
Hello,
I am happy to anounce that I have stopped listening to metal music, It helped me before but doesn't help me anymore, Thank you, you!
Namaste,
Teaching
6 Jun 2013 - 6:18am
~*~ The thought energy of love is humanity's greatest gift to itself, for love can recognise itself
in all things, and in the worst and best of times love is always where we least expect to find it.
From a war zone to the workplace, from the sick bed to the schoolroom, in raindrops, in the
healing of a broken heart and in the last breath that we take, love is always with us.
~*~ Many sick people have turned from abject suffering to bright new lives when they experienced
the healing power of love. They may think that it comes from some external force, but in fact
they have simply attracted the thought energy of love that exists, potent and accessible, within
them.
~*~ How can we experience this love on a daily basis? How can we use it to be healed and to heal?
Simply by sitting and being still. By discovering the importance of silence and listening to your
inner self you will find the thought energy of love. You do not need to do any special meditation
or to be qualified in any way, because it is in this one area that all people in the human race are
equal. Everyone can experience love. ~*~
~**~ Typed from: The Tibetan Art of Positive Thinking by Christopher Hansard ~**~
Story
4 Jun 2013 - 5:18pm
Embrace God’s Will as your Own
Ascended Master, El Morya’s Weekly Message ~ June 04 – 11, 2013
Received by Julie Miller
June 04, 2013
You already comprehend well dear ones that the Faith you inhabit is the actual substance of the things you have Hoped to receive from unseen evidence. Understanding that both substance and evidence are divinely real and very tangible in your physical dimension. Faith is never physical but it is sacredly spiritual.
Embracing God’s Will as your own does not become a burden, but it does turn into a blessing. It is only a burden if you feel forced and doubtful to do something God has encouraged you to do. When God comes to you and encourages you to do something, you fill find comfort from His request, never impatience because you know deep inside of you God knows as well that you have the ability to accomplish anything you set your mind to. Divine Timing is always a major factor in fulfilling certain goals and reaching various achievements…sometimes a little patience must be added. Understand dear ones and accept that God’s Will is always going to be loving, never demanding and His Will often leaves the dear soul feeling good and divinely loved. When you follow the Will of God, you are creating a healing within yourself and discover through His Will you have also received His blessing. In His divine and mystical way, God has been preparing you to receive His Will and for His Will to be carried by each of you.
God is always with you. He does so much for you each and every day. When you find yourself applying great effort to fulfill something difficult God has directed you to carry out, you know at that moment, it is not Him achieving this task, but you. He trusts in each of you that you will follow your own Will and make certain choices that will determine where next your journey will lead you. When you become absorbed with yourself and with doing your own thing, without God in mind you become separated from God and separated from your True Self. Be quick to notice dear ones that you have gone off track and realign yourself to God’s Love and Will.
Anger, frustration, even fear are feelings and emotions that do not demonstrate God’s Will is working through you. Many dear souls are truly fearful of God’s Will. Many, who fear, find themselves thinking they have less freedom when bringing God into their lives. We encourage each of you to end the resistance and accept God’s Love and Will into your life as your own. Don’t allow your negative emotions and feelings motivate you, learn to dissolve them by activating the Inner Light that resides within the central core of your being. Don’t fear your Light, embrace this sacredness of you and let it shine and heal you from the inside out. God will be by your side each step of the way and if you ask for Him, He will gladly guide you out of every darkened situation you may find yourself in. When you learn to let go of your fears and surrender your need to control menial things and become trusting of God, you will discover freedom envelop your entire being.
God has no expectations for any of His children to learn any written word found within the sacred scriptures. He does not want you to feel forced to follow any one way or direction. When you know and understand God’s Will, through Faith you discover within yourself, you will learn you will always get what you need from God each and every time. God’s Word is always Love dear ones and through His Will, Love is understood as the only scripture needed to help bring you to victory over any battle you may face along your journey of self-discovery and life.
When you practice Faith dear ones, you come to a profound knowing that God and His Word and Will is enough. The experiences you have endured in this lifetime and from any revelations He has gifted you to learn from all direct you to learning your own personal truth and to develop further understanding of the dear people that are a part of your life regardless if they are near or far. The more you understand of your own environment and of the world, the more Faith you will have.
Many dear souls blame God for any negative outcomes. God does not cause personal harm; He does not make your choices. God will lead you to choices, but it is you as an individual that must decide which choice to take. When making choices, especially those that involve others in your household and life, it’s imperative to think wisely before making any rash decisions - as once a choice has been decided, many times there is no undoing. If you have chosen incorrectly do not look at this choice as being negative. Take this opportunity to learn and embrace the knowledge you will gain with enthusiasm. Never think of yourself passing or failing any test with God. He does create tests and lessons, but it is the human mind that says if you have passed or not. If you didn’t reach the outcome you had anticipated, that is another opportunity given to you to try again but with a different approach.
Through God’s gentle and loving encouragement He is showing you the way, the path that will lead you to His infinite Love and endless Light. By committing to God’s Will and by following His Word, He will show you through His divineness how to bring yourself into freedom of any Egoic ways and you will come home and rest in His waiting arms. If you wish to make changes within yourself, God will show you the way dear ones. Believe and have Faith and you will recognize His victory in every aspect of your life.
God’s Word has always been love dear ones. Love is often described through feelings and emotions. But true love that is felt at the level of the soul is not based on such feelings. Soul-deep love is not based on sexual attraction. It is selfless and deeply spiritual. God’s love is always selfless and He encourages each of you to receive and give love unconditionally to and from others. You meet God’s love each day dear ones through the miracle of a new day. Through God’s loving directions you are able to relearn what it is to love selflessly and begin a new rebirthing process. The more you grow in pure unconditional love, the more you will continue to receive God’s Love. When you are rooted and grounded in love, your ability to see the depth of yourself and the global neighbourhood which you live will become clearer.
The more you experience God’s Will and Love and how to respond from His love, the more you will be transformed into His image. Love is always an inevitable outcome and action. The Love you demonstrate verifies what you feel for yourself and those around you and of your commitment to God. The feelings of love that are within each of you will also be demonstrated through your kindness, goodness, gentle nature and of your self-control as you illuminate God’s Presence within you.
There are many dear souls that share you beautiful earth that truly fear soul-deep love. It is very difficult for these dear souls to overcome the barriers that they themselves have set in place. It is true these walls were constructed for protection, but what they also do is prevent the person from feeling and expressing true love. It is important for your journey to learn to let go of past hurts and disappointments. Glean all the lessons they have provided and see each experience with a positive eye. You have overcome so much and you have the strength to face more and you deserve to feel and give pure love that is felt from the heart and the soul.
The best way and sometimes the quickest way to knock down the walls that were created is through the Power of Forgiveness. During prayer, meditation or simply by being by yourself in a solitude moment ask yourself for forgiveness. Forgive yourself for any wrong doings you may have done along the way to others, and forgive those who have done any wrongs to you. When you go through the process to forgive you remove the heaviness of guilt and give room for God’s Light to shine your way to His Love and to your freedom of bitterness and resentment. God will always show you the way dear ones, if you allow Him. When you learn to move beyond your own self-centeredness and come Home to God’s Love, God instantly forgives you for your selfish actions.
With your relationship with God and your increase of Trust and Faith, you find yourself open completely to God knowing His love will always be there. God’s Love and Light will guide you to new relationships where you can demonstrate His presence through the love-filled actions you will exercise. If you need further understanding of love or how to communicate more effectively with a specific person that is friend or family member, God will show you dear ones because He loves you.
God is manifested into each of you each time you respond, speak, think, feel and act from Unconditional Love. Each of you knows God is Love and God encourages ALL His children to truly love one another instead of trying to always outdo each other. He has enough love to go around dear ones. Bask in His Glory, feel His Love and Know His Will.
I AM Ascended Master El Morya through Julie Miller
Teaching
4 Jun 2013 - 10:08am
We are Love
by Maureen Mercier
http://www.psychicreiki.com/we-are-love.html
God is love. Since we are the children of God we are love made manifest in flesh. Our essence is love itself.
We are here to live love unconditionally in every moment. Quite a challenge for us as humans here on earth. In order to meet this challenge it is important to balance our body, mind, emotion and spirit. Then we can consciously live our at-one ment with God.
“The purpose of all mankind is at-one-ment with God. The means to attaining at-one-ment is through balancing body, mind, emotion, spirit.” Channeled by Maureen
Honor Your Body
In order to be, know and live the truth of our at-one-ment with Source we need to be balanced on all levels. Honor your body by treating your body as the temple of spirit that it is. Eat healthful live foods, drink plenty of water.
Honor your body through exercise and stretching such as with yoga, pilates, walking or whatever works for you to stay limber and fit.
You honor your body when you treat yourself to massage, Reiki Healing, Reflexology, Acupuncture or see a Chiropractor in order to keep your body in fine working order.
Honor Your Mind
Honor your mind by seeing the mind as the magnificent tool that it is. We are not our minds, we are spirit in physical form with a mind that is meant to be the servant of the Master within. We create through our thoughts, so keep your thoughts positive so that your consciously create with spirit.
You honor your mind when you stand at the doorway of it observing your thoughts. Let go of the thoughts that are not of the highest and best intention for you and what you want to manifest. Immediately replace the limiting thought with a positive one, for the mind can only focus on one thought at a time.
Affirmations help you to honor your mind. When you use the positive statements of truth, affirmations help you to focus the energy and direction of your thoughts so that you attract what you intend to create. Intention lends additional energy like an arrow soaring to the target. What you focus on you create more of as energy follows awareness.
Honor Your Emotions
Honor your emotions by allowing them to flow in the moment without judgement. Emotions are neither right nor wrong. Let go of your thoughts and just be with your feelings.
Sharing your feelings with a trusted friend is so important as a way to honor your emotions and release pent up feelings.
In addition to that a way to honor your emotions is to have an agreement with a friend. When you need to vent you let the friend know by simply saying “I need to vent.” That is the cue for them to just be a good listener and not try to fix the problem for you.
Honor Your Spirit
Honor your spirit through meditation and prayer. Meditation is listening to God. Prayer is speaking to God.
In meditation you focus your mind so that you honor your spirit in the silence. Through a regular meditation practice you naturally develop your intuition which is from spirit who dwells within you.
Prayer is another way to honor your spirit by speaking directly to God and consciously connecting to Source. We are not alone. The Universe is for us in every way.
We are love. We are atone with God – love itself. The way to maintain the awareness of our true nature is to honor ourself on all levels: body, mind, emotion, spirit. Loving others becomes effortless from the core of our being – love.
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4 Jun 2013 - 6:30am
My poem is for you, it's not only for me - you see, we loce each other , we help each other, we love each other. We must get going, up we go and up we go. There is love in everyone of us, no one is bad - when you found the love in us. See your sister and brother shine, see them even in their darkest light. You see, darkness fades away with love, light up a candle in a room and darkness cannot shut it down. You see, we are unique and brilliant, we are all angels in disguise, we love , we love and we love. Pray and meditate, it's not a must but it helps your fellow, so in love you trust.
Namaste,
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3 Jun 2013 - 2:36pm
what is the call, never please fall. Come on, come one, rise up little angel, show me that you can, since you have come (here)
We are all angels and we have a task to do, we better survive, at least, I believe we do. Please, don't surrender to sadness, be grateful of your brilliant gladness. stay up there, close to your soul, never escape. situations change, love never fades. we are here
all with our beliefs and toughts, hopefully respecting every poor soul. no one is left out, remember who Jesus helped us out.
think about what he accomplished, tell me how you can reach? believe in love, believe in faith, believe in power of love, power that
has never left us. pray for your friends, pray for your family and cry the sadness away, respect your family....
Namaste,
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2 Jun 2013 - 11:06pm
It's been an interesting journey getting to know a ghost. 5D guy is one odd person but maybe it is me that is odd?
He's happy to lend me his hat, teach me about runes and spy on me with ravens but the most funny thing ever has just occured to me.
I have a sense for 5d guy. I am sure you might think he is always around but that is not true. He goes off to sort things out. I giggle and treat it like he's off on a business trip but there's a seriousness about this, he's busy. If things didn't need sorting out I guess he would be here all the time.
I talk to him when he's around, he appears in many guises, which is a lot easier to understand once I knew who I was dealing with. I can't say I am alone in my love for hiding, his many diguises and personalities fascinate me but he's shy. How can your 5d twin flame be shy? I don't know but he is. I had to literaly ORDER him to come forward because he was hidden behind 'the veil'.
I could talk about him forever but what I have noticed tonight has made me smile. The guy cannot say no to me. I ask all kind of questions. 'Are we going to be together soon?', 'Are you going to..?', 'Will you..?', 'Am I going to win the lottery?' etc etc He always answers yes and sometimes that is a COMPLETE and utter lie. I don't get mad, tear my hair out, cry for ten hours and stomp up and down the stairs screaming 'WHHHHHHYYYYYYY'... anymore, I have lived through the eclipse gateway stuff! I am reformed! So sitting back tonight after being lied to again I realised what the actual problem is here. I am asking the wrong questions. The guy CANNOT say no to me. It's asthough he is bound by twin flame law. Looks like I will need to ask my questions more senibly but omg, how sweet is that? Incapable of saying no.
Rune experiment no. 2 is underway and I am not writing up the results until I am sure I know what I am writing about.
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1 Jun 2013 - 10:48am
all you need to do is to love infinitely...
Love
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1 Jun 2013 - 9:22am
I am quite certain it is only when I see you at your worst that I love you at your best.
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1 Jun 2013 - 2:58am
** On Being Loyal: Self Love Basics **
by Michelle Amélia D'Souza
“Oh…that’s okay… just take care of yourself! Don’t worry about me!”
You say that to loved ones often. Yet, it doesn’t matter when you are told exactly the same. The words don’t apply to you as it seems that people expect your assistance. Besides, self love feels selfish. You’ve been taught to be much more loyal to yourself than others and so it comes with ease. Additionally, you assume that noticing others’ needs will automatically guarantee that they notice yours.
Earlier, I would have been the last person to write an article about self love. Two years ago, I was in a car on a dark, rainy night with my sobbing roommate driving two hours away to pick up her things from her temperamental, recently demoted to ex boyfriend. I was also trying to cram for a difficult Economics final that was set for the next day. She was back to cuddling with her boyfriend in moments while I was a nervous wreck due to the loss of time.
I rushed to my finals completely sleep deprived. I was still fielding calls, texts and in person visits from friends that found their way to me as I tried to cram every graph I saw in the book. I was everyone’s support. I disliked seeing anyone upset and frequently put their feelings over mine. But as a result, I was drained, overwhelmed and cranky. Picture someone who is kind to everyone they meet but glare or turn away when they see you. As harsh as it sounds, that’s what you do when you cheat on yourself.
Over a year later, I was still cheating. This time, I was a self employed Angel Reader in a bookstore. I often gave away much of my reading time for free. I once spent 2 hours past closing time just to ensure that someone else felt happier. Boundaries were my Achilles heel. I also feared the backlash I had already encountered from when I slowly tried to assert myself.
Energy is very easy to understand. The more you put others over yourself, the more drained you are. It’s simply because it doesn’t make you happy. Your thoughts also have a way of manifesting themselves. So if you’re riddled with guilt and fear, that’s exactly what reflects back to you in other people.
I had a recent self love wake up call. I was neglecting myself much more than usual and had forgotten the most important thing ever. Giving myself a break. When you give others’ more time than yourself, you find that the same people might start to resent your help. That’s because when you lack the energy to give to them and they pick up on help coming more from a place of guilt or habit rather than from happiness. It says quite a bit about your faith in them.
My body had retaliated against my lack of loyalty. Before I knew it, I had manifested tremendous pain in my heart. I read energy for a living, but my own body had suddenly given me the silent treatment. I deserved it and wooing it back with a bunch of roses and chocolates didn’t sound like an favorable option.
I then found that the more space I had, the happier I was. The pain was an internal alert as to when I was letting myself down. I began to pull myself away from being in a position that I didn’t want to be in. It left me with more time to be genuinely happy and silly. How often have you found yourself having innocent moments these days? If your answer is not often, it’s time to grab a water pistol or find frosting immediately.
I then started to thank it for teaching me such a valuable lesson. And in return, it finally opened up to telling me of all the guilt energy I had stored within. I waved goodbye to both the energy and my pain. I strongly urge all of you to listen to what your body really thinks as the advice comes from a really loving place.
I’m certain that this article will prove to be an easier wake-up call for you than the one I had. And since it’s fresh in my mind, here’s some of the best ways to treat yourself well.
Focus Within: Whenever you feel overwhelmed by others’ demands as well as your own, start to draw your energy back to you. Our spirits sometimes tend to leave our bodies when things get uncomfortable. Calling your spirit energy to your body allows you stay centered and look at the situation objectively. Simply saying, “Spirit come back!” works wonders.
‘Imperfect’ stands for ‘I’m perfect’: As humans, we are taught to be the best. We are taught to be number 1 and are rewarded with accolades and praise. In order to practice self love, you must absolutely must try laughing at critical thoughts. Laughing at them allows you to not only understand but enjoy the feeling of realizing what they truly are. Just thoughts.
Thank you!: Realize that a part of yourself is Divine. Showing gratitude to yourself is thanking Source for making you and the good in your life. Thank others as well so that you can revel in more gratitude.
Cut your cords: Cords are energetic attachments that tend to drain you, especially if you love to heal other people. Picture being wrapped in a cocoon of spider thread and you have the drift. Picture slicing them with a big, shiny sword or having Archangel Michael do it for you. Try it!
Confront Your Feelings: Start to deal with guilt, fear or self criticism by just acknowledging it. It doesn’t need a long conversation. It only wants for you to say hello to it. Trust me on this one, turning your back on your feelings is like creating a tower from a peanut. Reveling in them turns them into an uncomfortable, heavy, musty sack cloth. Acknowledging it allows it to be what it is, just a simple feeling.
Yes, you may indulge: Yes, there are things that everyone around you needs, but you are entitled to something for yourself. Allow yourself to bask in the feeling of spoiling yourself a little. If that’s a little hard, start with scheduling more “me time”. Find that half an hour for yourself and make sure that you can make a habit of it. And if an excuse crops up as to why you can’t do it, talk to yourself about it. Half an hour sounds pretty reasonable to me.
Clap for yourself: What? Do you look like a walking audience? Yes, I mean it. Clap every time something good happens to you. You deserve to stop and revel in the applause. If it’s not too much work, start a journal on the things you’ve done well today. If you think you can be bold about it, try it on your Facebook or Twitter as well.
Michelle’s status says: I rock. I just do. *Claps*
Daydream:If you find it hard to daydream, find music from your teen years. Lock the door and think back to the days when you giggled over an overly gelled doe eyed music singer, air guitared to an amazing band or both. Consider doing the same. The best way to woo your own self is to not be so serious.
“I don’t want to do this”: Start to acknowledge when you feel uncomfortable with certain people or situations. An immediate reaction is not required but listening to your thoughts is a pivotal step. It says that you’re actually starting to listen to your needs instead of automatically catering to others.
I’m funny….really: Laugh at yourself, you were not meant to be perfect. Laugh, even if it takes a comedy to do so. Send yourself light especially when you find that you’ve been beating yourself up or feeling guilty.
Ask for help and Receiving: Don’t block yourself to love by letting your old cheater beliefs win. Make that attempt to allow support in as you embark on being committed to yourself.
Deep breaths: It’s hardest to love yourself when you go through denser emotions. The truth is that these emotions cause you to pause and pay attention to how you feel about something. Start with deep breaths. I highly recommend this one, especially when you feel like you have no time to be there for yourself.
Daily Message Books: Choose a book that gives you messages for the day and place it where it is easy to find. My all time favorite message book is Doreen Virtue’s ‘Daily Guidance from Your Angels’. You are also welcome to channel your own messages for each day.
Feel free to put your hand on your heart right now. Picture light streaming from above, going straight into your heart. Remind yourself how loved and supported you are and tell yourself that you will forever be committed as well. Feel your heart beat as you say “I love you”. Remind yourself to do this daily.
I wonder if Hallmark makes cards to give yourself. Just kidding!
I truly send all my best wishes, love, light and hugs on your wonderful journey of true self love.
http://www.lightworkersworld.com/2013/02/loyal-self-love-basics/
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31 May 2013 - 6:28pm
A veryndear friend is going through a trying time right now
A sudden crisis has turned her world upside down
She is a strong and spiritual woman and will get through it in time,but i feel sure some LW magic will help smooth her path.
We have done this so many times...
Please send my friend and her daughter your love,healing,prayers, sparkles, angels..
whatever you have in your heart,please share xx
Thank you for reading! XX
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30 May 2013 - 5:52am
"Home" Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
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29 May 2013 - 2:31pm
This is just like my past as it is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2y9WpmP6V0
Namaste,
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29 May 2013 - 5:17am
Buddhist Metta
By the Late Venerable Ashin Thittila
Metta is the world's supreme need today, greater, indeed, than ever before. As you know, in the world now there is sufficient material and money and, as you see, we have very advanced intellects, very clever and brilliant authors, philosophers, psychologists, scientists and also religious people, ministers of law, morality, religion and so on. In spite of all these brilliant people, there is no real peace and happiness in the world. it shows that there is something lacking.
That is Metta. a Pali word which has been translated into English as 'Love'. When you use the word 'love' you have different ideas in the interpretation of this word and you may mean many other things, because it is a word that has been loosely used and in some cases misused or abused. Therefore when you talk about love, people may have a different concept. So we use the Pali word 'Metta' to mean Loving-kindness - not the ordinary, sensual, emotional, sentimental kind of love. As you know, the word 'Love' has been defined in many ways in the English language, according to the ideas in the minds of different people professing different religions.
For instance, a recently published booklet entitled 'Love' has been given to me for my perusal and I would like to comment on it. I am not going to discuss any particular point in this book. I just want to show you how different from Metta a definition of 'Love' can be. The author of this book is a highly respected teacher of a certain theist faith. According to his definition of Metta, and he uses our Pali word. 'Love is God. Love emanates itself in any of the creations of God. Man is foremost'.
I would like to read a little about 'Love' towards animals from this book.
'Man requires vigour, strength or procreation to serve God ...to protect him and others and to control the world successfully. In order to be strong and powerful man must eat nutritious food and for this reason God has instructed Man to kill and to eat ...bullocks, camels. He is not permitted to kill wild animals . . otherwise he would himself become wild in course of time. By reason of the flesh of domestic animals being eaten by man, the goodness of these animals mingles with men's souls and thus (sic) indirectly obtain Heaven. This amounts to a good turn done to them by men - an act of compassion shown by men to them. This is not cruelty in life'.
With due respect to the author I have read this passage out to you just for comparison. He equates Metta with 'Love', with his, to us, rather peculiar logic and way of looking at things.
What is the Buddhist idea of Metta? Metta has been translated by modern translators into English as 'generous mindedness, loving-kindness, sending out thoughts of love towards others', but in the words of the Buddha, Metta has a far wider significance - a much more extensive implication than this. It means a great deal more than loving-kindness, harmlessness (Ahimsa), sympathy. I would like to mention a point here. According to the Christian Bible 'Goodwill' is supposed to be very good. You remember the message of goodwill given by the angels when the child Christ was born. The angels, they say, gave a message of goodwill to the world, 'Peace on earth to men of goodwill, etc.'. When you examine this message you realize that the angels gave peace on earth only to men of goodwill and not to all the people. That is the message. In Buddhism, Metta has been emphasized. It is much deeper than goodwill. Also harmlessness is a very, very good, grand principle but it is a negative aspect. This loving-kindness, according to the Buddha's Teaching, has two aspects. One is negative, that is adosa (amity) as explained in the Abhidhamma: it is an explanation of Metta but it is negative, meaning 'absence of hatred and hostility'. Though absence of hatred is a grand thing, it is not good enough unless its active aspect is emphasized - that is loving-kindness. Not to do evil is very good but it is only a negative aspect - to do good is the positive aspect. So also Metta has its positive aspect.
What is love? Love is also defined in the Oxford Dictionary. According to it, love means 'warm affection, attachment, affectionate devotion etc.'. These are the synonymous terms for love. They all refer to sentimental, worldly love. Therefore, Metta has no full English equivalent because this Metta is much more than ordinary affection - warm affection. The Pali word Metta means literally - 'friendliness', also love without a desire to possess but with a desire to help, to sacrifice self-interest for the welfare and well-being of humanity. This love is without any selection or exclusion. If you select a few good friends and exclude unpleasant persons, then you have not got a good grasp of this Metta. Love is not merely brotherly feeling but a principle for us to practise. It is not merely benevolent thought but performing charitable deeds, active ministry for the good of one and all. A subject - not to be talked about but to be - to put it in your being - to suffuse it within ourselves. It is, then, a dynamic suffusing of every living being, excluding none whatsoever, with dynamic. creative thoughts of loving-kindness. If the thoughts are intense enough, right actions follow automatically.
People talk about ideas to counteract other ideologies. We Buddhists do not need any new ideologies, we have enough in the teachings of the Buddha. Out of the four Brahma Vihara - this Metta - which is one of them, is good enough to create anything noble, anything grand to make peace and happiness at home, in society and in the world.
Metta - pure loving-kindness - embraces all beings everywhere, either on earth or in the skies or Heaven. It also embraces all beings high or low, without measure because the poor people, lowly people, evil people, ignorant people are most in need of it. Because in them it has died out for lack of warmth or friendliness - this Metta becomes with them like a weak stream running in a desert. This Metta includes loving. unloving good and bad people.
You may ask. 'Should we love foolish people - fools?' It is a common question asked in foreign countries, Should we love snakes?' European ladies also asked 'Should we love mice?' European ladies do not like mice. But we should not hate a person just as a doctor does not hate a patient but his duty is to quell to get rid of the disease the patient is suffering from, to take out anything that is wrong in that person, or we may say the disease that is afflicting the person. Therefore, it should include all beings without measure.
This Metta is entirely different from sensual lust which has passed as 'love' in the world today, which has also been admired and talked about as emotional love. This Metta is much higher - in fact it is the highest form of love. It is much higher than sentimental, sensual love.
In its outward appearance sentimental love seems to be very sweet but it is like fire - indeed far worse than fire. Once it is born it grows rapidly, flowers at one moment and then it scorches and burns the possessor in another moment leaving ugly wounds and scars. That is why in Burmese we say 'Achitkyi, amyetkyi'. The more sentimental love you have, the more hate you have and the more suffering you have; because it is like fire which burns very easily. But Metta has a cooling effect like the soft touch of a gentle hand - soft but firm - without changing its sympathy. So it only creates a calm, pleasant atmosphere.
Sorrow for loved ones is not a sign of this love - Metta. Love is strength, because it is pure and gives strength. It is not weakness.
I would like to recite, not Pali but a translation of a passage from the Metta Sutta - a very valuable Sutta. You hear Sayadaws( Sayadaw: Burmese for Mahatheras. A Thera is a fully ordained Bhikkhu of 10 years' standing. A Mahathera is a fully ordained Bhikkhu of 20 years' standing ) recite this Sutta in Pali on almost every occasion.
This passage gives an example of what love is. This is not a perfect example, but for want of a better example the Buddha has chosen the love of a mother. He says in the Metta Sutta: 'Just as a mother, even at the risk of her life loves and protects her child - the only child - so let a man cultivate this Universal Love - towards the whole universe; below, above, around, unstinted, unmixed with any feeling of opposing interest. Let him remain steadfastly in this state of mind, all the while from the time he awakes, whether he be standing, walking. sitting or lying down. This state of heart is the best in the world'.
This is the model held up by the Buddha to the world. This is the ideal of what man should be to man. This is the appeal to every heart. It is a service for all in the form of a mother's love. Does a mother merely radiate her love in the bringing up of her child? Can any one express this deathless love of a mother for her child that she has within her heart? If you consider a mother's love for her child you will find that it is boundless. Therefore it is called 'Appamana' in Pali. It has no limit.
The love of a mother who has only one child is the example chosen by the Buddha. Imagine a mother's love; when a child is hungry she is watching carefully to feed it before it asks her for it. When the child is in danger, she will risk her own life. Thus in every way she helps her child. Therefore the Buddha asks us to love all beings as a mother loves her only child. If we can do it even up to a certain extent, I think the world will be a different place - happier and more peaceful.
Though we talk much about love and repeat the formula 'Sabbe satta avera hontu. avyapajjha hontu etc.' (May all sentient beings be free from danger; may they be free from oppression. etc.) without this love how can it be effective? This passage is not merely to be recited. The Buddha does not ask us to learn any of his teachings for recitation only. They are in the nature of prescriptions. The doctor may diagnose, find the cause of your disease and will give you a prescription according to his findings. Will the disease be cured by merely reciting the formula backwards and forwards? You may have a recipe how to cook food, how to cook curry. You may recite it backwards and forwards but you will not have the result. So recitation is nothing practical. Theory is good but is not good enough, because it is not the end of a thing, it is only the beginning of it. So recitation of the Metta Sutta is good but the Buddha did not mean it to be merely recited. He exhorted us to follow his instructions in it so that we might realize Metta, the best state of heart in the world. Therefore my advice is, do not be satisfied with the mere recitation of the Sutta but strive to know its meaning with a view to practising it and 'to become it' - to make it suffuse your being. That is the point. Meditation does not mean merely to think about it, but to practise it in our daily life.
I would like you to do a very short meditation on Love. So as to make you familiar with meditation, I would like to show you a practical method which you can practise wherever you go.
Now, coming to the message of Love. We are asked to be loving towards all beings as a mother loves her only child. Therefore, Metta must go hand in hand with helpfulness, with willingness and a spirit of sacrifice for the welfare of other beings.
In the Digha Nikaya, it is said by the Buddha that almost every virtue such as unselfishness, loving sympathy and loving-kindness is included in this Metta. If you have real Metta you can be almost everything; you can radiate a noble, grand peace. It is this Metta that attempts to break away all barriers which separate beings one from the other.
Some people may doubt as to whether Love can be a basis of policy for settlement. Many people look upon this Love - Metta - as a feminine virtue. They say it is a soft feminine virtue. But true Love is a masculine dynamic power which breaks all the barriers and builds. Who has built the most lasting empires? Is it Alexander, Caesar or the Buddha? We often talk about the Roman Empire, French Empire, Russian Empire. Where are those empires now? Those empires lasted temporarily because they were based on hatred, pride and conceit. They were not based on love. Any policy used, which is not based on love, cannot last very long.
In this connection. I would like to use a simile. Life is like a big wheel in perpetual motion. This great wheel has numberless small wheels in it each of which has its own pattern. The great wheel and the smaller wheels - the great Universe and the individuals are so linked together that we depend one on another for service, for happiness, for development. Therefore, our duty is to bring out the goodness in each one of us - which is in harmony with the pattern of the world. For all the wheels to revolve in harmony. the highest good in each one of us should be produced. For instance, in a car, to make it in running order - to use it - every part should be in order. If we are going to create a happy family. happy house, everybody in the house, at least the majority, must be in good order. If we are to create a good harmony in ourselves, the majority must be in good order so that it will be in harmony with happiness and peace. It can be done here and now by the performance of daily, hourly duties with love, courtesy and honesty.
The ideal placed by the Buddha before us is mutual service - men being in need of each other - to help each other, bear each other's burdens. We have three types of work as mentioned in the Nikaya - three modes of conduct for the Buddhist, In Pali we call it 'Buddhattha Cariya, Natattha Cariya, Lokattha Cariya' (striving for Buddhahood, working for the benefit of one's relatives and friends, and working for the benefit of the whole world). Similarly, each one of us has three modes of conduct - 'Atta-Cariya' is striving for self-development so that one may attain happiness, self-culture and self-realization. The second mode of conduct - 'Natattha Cariya' is working for the benefit of one's relatives and friends. The third mode for us to follow is 'Lokattha Cariya' to work for the benefit of the whole world without making any distinction as regards caste, colour or creed. The Buddha has asked us to practise these three types of conduct. Buddhism being a method of development - self-development, is an education of the heart. Therefore our task is to practise these principles laid down by the Buddha, to refine our own nature, to elevate ourselves on the scale of beings.
Modem education, as you know, is mainly education in the means to make money, how to arrange things and control them. Buddhism is an education of the heart. Therefore, if religion is taken only as an intellectual faith in the mind, it has no force. If religion is not followed by practice, we cannot produce any' result. In the Dhammapada the Buddha said: 'A beautiful word or thought which is not accompanied by corresponding acts is like a bright flower which bears no fruit. It would not produce any effect'.( Dhammapada - Pupphavaggo. verse 51) Therefore, it is action, and not speculation; it is practice, not theory that matters. According to the Dhammapada, 'Will' if it is not followed by corresponding action, does not count. Therefore, practice of the noble principles is the essence of Buddhism.
In this connection I also want to say that this Metta - Universal Love - is generally taken to exist in connection with other people, but in reality love for self comes first. It is not a selfish love, but love for self- pure love - comes first. When we meditate on love, we meditate on love of self first. (Aham avero homi . . . etc.) (May I be free from harm). By having pure love, Metta, as we defined it, for self; selfish tendencies, hatred, anger will be diminished. Therefore, unless we ourselves possess Metta within, we cannot share, we cannot radiate, we cannot send this Metta to others. Supposing you have no money how can you send even a few small coins? So meditation on love is to be started within ourselves. You may say that we love ourselves, If you can say that you love yourselves, can you harm yourselves by having angry thoughts within yourselves? If you love a person will you do harm to him? No. To love the self means to be free from selfishness, hatred anger, etc. Therefore, to clear ourselves from these undesirable feelings we must love ourselves. According to Buddhism self-love comes first. Buddhism always is a method of dealing with ourselves. Therefore, it is self-help. By helping ourselves we can help others effectively.
We talk about externals, meaning by this the duty to help others; but as pointed out by the Buddha, if a person cannot help himself well, he cannot help others well. ('One should first establish oneself an what is proper; then only he should advise another; such a wise man will not be reproached'. - Dhammapada. Verse158.) Also in the Dhammapada, (Dhammapada 42) it is said no enemy can harm one so much as one's own thoughts of craving - thoughts of hatred, thoughts of jealousy and so on. If one cannot find happiness in himself, he cannot find happiness anywhere else. It is also said that people who cannot control themselves cannot find happiness. In social service, the so-called social workers are not happy in the performance of their duties unless they are calm themselves. If they are not calm in themselves, they cannot produce calm in others. We must, therefore be properly trained not only' in outside organization but in our inner culture. In the case of many so-called social workers, the real thing they are doing is telling others what to do like dictators. And they say that, 'We do our best but others are not willing to accept our help'. Everybody is in need of help if the help is properly given in the way they like to be assisted but not in the ways others want to help them. So a true social worker should be a person who has true love for himself first filled with a love which is nothing but pure, unselfish love. Then he can confer a double blessing; that is, he, having pure, true love, enjoys himself while helping others, at the same time making others happy.
You remember the Jataka stories where the Bodhisattva, the Buddha-to-be, is always trying to strengthen himself by helping others - so that other people will be happy, so that he will be stronger to give greater help.
Again, if a person cannot be right with himself, he cannot be right with others. He should be like an engineer who first perfects himself in his trade and then only produces perfect work because he has perfected his training first. A doctor without the required qualifications may try to help patients but he may do harm instead. Therefore, a leader of any kind, social, political, religious, if he has no mental culture. may be leading his followers in a wrong direction.
We are so used to seeing external raining that we forget inner training, the training of ourselves. We like to train other people and forget to train ourselves. We tend to take it for granted that we are always right and others are in the wrong. It seems to be a characteristic of people that they blame others; even when they are late, they blame others - because of wife, because of friends or somebody else, etc. I do not mean to say that we should blame only ourselves. There is a saying of Confucius - a very wise, useful saying: 'An uncultured person blames others, a semi-cultured person blames himself, and a fully cultured person blames neither'. The problem is, 'What is wrong and not who is wrong'. According to the Buddhist method, training oneself comes first. Individual perfection must be first, so that the organic whole may be perfect. The state of the outer world is a reflection of our inner selves.
To conclude I would like to ask you to meditate a few minutes on love, so that our thoughts, actions and words may be filled with love. From trained minds, come right thoughts, right actions and right words.
In true meditation, first you fill yourself with love mentally, 'May I be well and happy'. After a while you extend it to all others, saying mentally, 'May all beings of the Universe be well and happy'. Mean it and feel it. Also try to see that the world is filled with your love, with a great desire that they may be happy, a desire such as a mother has for her only child.
If you send out these thoughts of Metta before you go to sleep. I am positive that you will have extraordinarily peaceful sleep. If you can maintain these thoughts of Metta, you will have a serene, peaceful, successful life and you will be loved because you are loving. The world is like a great mirror and if you look at the mirror with a smiling face you will see your own smiling beautiful face. If you look at it with a long face, as the English say, you will invariably see your own ugly face. There is also an expression in the form of greeting. 'Well friend, how does the world treat you?' The usual answer is, 'Well. I am all right'. Your answer should be. 'Well, the world treats me as I treat the world'.
If you treat the world properly, kindly, the world will treat you kindly. We should not expect other persons to treat us kindly first, but we should start by ourselves treating them kindly.
http://www.abuddhistlibrary.com/Buddhism/B%20-%20Theravada/Teachers/Sayadaw%20U.%20Thittilla/Buddhist%20Metta/Buddhist%20Metta.htm
Namaste ~ Tara
Blog entry
28 May 2013 - 8:27pm
i been using these Binaural beat services for various things of course.one and some of them are based on love.all it does is help enhance and i guess you could say help awaken anyone's love as well.we all have love within us.but this simply is just enhancing it.it's not giving us something we don't already have already you know.so don't be a know it all or smart one and come and tell me.love is this and that.i know.we are all born with the loving ability.all these Binaural beats don't give us nothing new they sinpley help enhance what we already have and etc.but even though they do help, i still recommend using caution and use your intuition and be selective and careful which ones you use.that's what i do always. plus its free.but love is the strongest and most powerful force in the universe though i read about that and been told too:) and it feels good it nurtures and is caring.love feeds itself and builds and creates too.unlike fear it has to feed and feels horrible and too negative as well.i would like to feel unconditional love not this conditional earth human love which is by the way in my own words a cheap ass and fake love.i will say this humans not all do not know the real meaning of love.they think they do but nope.most don't anyway.could i be wrong yeah.we have been taught love is weak while in fact it's the most powerful force and feeling in the whole universe and anywhere.when someone says the only way ill love and accept you is by if you change to how i want you to be that is not love that's conditional love and earth human love.me i am working and aiming towards real unconditional love.that's one of my goals and etc:)someone who truly loves will accept the way you are.also another thing is in order for people to love you you have love yourself first.
Blog entry
28 May 2013 - 3:07pm
THANK each and EVERYONE of US for making my life happier and making me realize things. I would like to thank everyone for making me realize what Love means, thank you for the healing (work). Nice to see so many brightly and brilliantly shining people/angels here.
I leave you with this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgbE_gvvLCU
Namaste,
Blog entry
27 May 2013 - 10:42am
love is something that holds the water, moves the mountains. love is a trust, love is something we can trust. love is a wehicle, love is something beautiful, like a flower, love is a castle, like a moving lust. love is something we all want, love is something we all are, we are angels underneath , we are rising aove, take your seat..
Namaste.
Blog entry
27 May 2013 - 5:02am
Hello, here we are, standing like brothers for all, here we are , boys and girls, fun for all.
Love is a must, love is a spell, like a season for us.
Hello , hello dear traveller, go on , spread your wings.
Life is important to me, hope it sets you free.
Love, love, love, nice happenings, must see , must feel.
What is love, what is love, you know it after all...
Namaste.
Blog entry
26 May 2013 - 3:11pm
Hi,
There I am, home is all - love is wall. Love is a brick, love is a stick, love is a trust, love is big must.
Love is something we desire, love is something we need and want from us.
Love for us, love is from us, love is inside of each of us.
Love is something beautiful, something so fragile, love is a trust, love is a matter, no matter what..
Namaste
Blog entry
26 May 2013 - 6:40am
Hello,
Have you ever wondered that does God bless YOU somehow?
I would definitely say yes, since I have some kind of ear for music.
Also, I have a wonderful pet (cat) called Bianca.
I have good family , relatives, especially a good brother.
There are many blessings I have been given, the word of The Bible, basketball skills and so forth..
See, God always wants the best for US
Namaste.
Blog entry
25 May 2013 - 10:38pm
My old friend died yesterday. He was 52, went to high school with me. I met him in Sunday school in ninth grade, I think. We went and drank beer together after church. We liked to drink beer together in those days. He was a great guy to hang out with, he laughed so easily and well. He had these brilliant blue eyes, a very handsome fella, the girls loved him.
He and I both had older sisters, the same age, they knew each other. I was very excited, I recall, to introduce my new friend to my "old" friends (does anyone have old friends as a teenager?) I still get a kick out of introducing people that I love, I really wish everyone was friends. Anyway, he fit right in with my crew. Lifetime friends. I am so very blessed to been close to him.
He had some stuff, like any of us do. He overcame a stutter, a hard dad. He would come to school with lyrics from songs that he had listened to on the way in, he'd recite them, relishing the meanings and the memory of the music. We would sit by our lockers and hang out until the bell rang. He lettered in basketball, could pop a quarter into a cup as good as anyone I have ever known.
We stayed friends as married adults, though I was in Connecticut and he still back in Texas. We helped each other when those marriages failed, if only by companionship. I kept coming back to Dallas, and George was there with others to reminisce and point out the new hot spots. Professionally, he was a salesman, couldn't be anything else. I don't know if he got me the job, or I him at "the Athlete's Foot" at the mall I know we brought in several more of our gang to work there as seniors in H.S.
He had two sons. The younger boy was a breath-takingly beautiful, jaw droppingly angelic child, who died suddenly at friend's house on a sleep over, a stunning loss. His oldest son survies, along with his second wife.
George English was a lightworker, though I bet he would tease me about that term, maybe ask if Jesus wasn't enough...George had skin cancer that developed into various other cancers. He had twelve tumors in his brain when he came home a couple of weeks ago for hospice care. I am so very grateful for his presence in my life. He is my very dear friend. I needed to share.
Shine Bright.
Blog entry
25 May 2013 - 2:53pm
Here we go again. Any idea what this is anyone?
I get sun stroke, I get heat exhaustion too but I have never encountered what happened today.
Today it is sunny, there is a strong wind and I couldn't call it warm or hot but it's a lovely afternoon.
I have been sat on the doorstep reading for maybe 40 minutes. If it was a hot day I would have maybe felt dizzy, hot, tired or thristy but I didn't.
So it's all bright outside - when I go inside usually the inside looks weird while my eyes adjust, it looks dark usually and within 3 seconds my eyes have adjusted.
This time 30 seconds inside everything goes green. Really deep green. I didn't feel whizzy or dizzy or scared but I sat down just in case.
Then everything went pink. Beautiful pink and lovely.
Then everything went back to normal.
I am considering selling myself to medical research...
x x x
Blog entry
24 May 2013 - 1:15pm
Hello,
I am again happy about something.. this topic or subject is about "getting nervous".
If you have a hard time or adrenaline rush, you can always do SOMETHING about IT.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KygVRdooJI
Some tips;
- Clean the house
- Go for a walk
- Play with your pet
- Go for a smoke
- Take a beer
- Shout in the forest
- Go out in the public
- Call to someone
- Read happy blogs
- Meditate
- Pray
- Read The Bible
.....
Namaste.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAGArBRD8ME You can also beat a lot of challenges, with your MIND and HEART!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zNSgSzhBfM for God
As for, I took a smoke and I ENJOYED it, I was little stressed out, I was thinking about all the people around the PLANET, and God <3
Blog entry
24 May 2013 - 12:40pm
I'm just about to zone out with these energies today. I have been told to sit down and stay still so just a quick note to everyone to say I hope you have fun and I hope this load of love is a little lighter than it has been the past few weeks.
Sitting down/ staying still....
(yeah right)
x x x
Teaching
24 May 2013 - 10:07am
GOD HASN’T GIVEN UP ON US YET
http://realpowermaxingoutongodslove.com/Counterfeit%20Love%20Lacks%20Power.htm
Love is the most enduring sign that God hasn’t given up on us yet. We will know if God ever stops loving his world. If He stops pouring his love into our hearts, we will devolve into Humanosaurus Rex. We will become the ultimate predator, dominating and destroying the earth. Nothing will be safe from our loveless grasp. Armageddon will become a reality, and we will be without hope in a world without love.
COUNTERFEIT LOVE LACKS REAL POWER
Most people live in survival mode starving for love. They accept counterfeit forms of love instead of the real thing. There are many problems with counterfeit love, but the main one is that it lacks real power. Not only is it weak, it doesn’t heal your hurts, and it often makes your problems worse rather than better.
When someone sends the smallest flicker of love in your direction, you go head over heels and become disoriented. You are so hungry for love that you accept inferior substitutes, because you have never experienced the real thing.
DON’T WORSHIP AT THE TOWER OF PSYCHOBABEL
Nothing is more powerful than God’s love in its ability to transform the human heart and mind. Psychologists and psychotherapists have created dozens of therapies that approach the mind from different directions. Their advice proliferates endlessly, but they are long on advice and short on power. Too many of them worship at the Tower of Psychobabble, when they could experience the real thing.
What distinguishes psychobabble from God’s love is real power. God’s love has enough power to heal your heart and transform your mind. Nothing can do what God’s love can, and nothing can do it as well. Furthermore, the positive effects last for eternity. You have a new mind and healed emotions, and the cure lasts forever.
God’s love isn’t a pipedream that promises one thing and delivers another. The final test of all forms of treatment is whether it works. And it must work on the hard cases just as well as it does on the easy ones.
When all therapies have failed and fallen by the wayside, God’s love endures. It never gives up and never surrenders to despair. Nothing is too hard for God. He created the human heart and mind and knows everything that can go wrong. He doesn’t need to do research or ask anyone for advice. You don’t have to wait for someone to discover the cure. God already has the cure for what ails you. He is the powerhouse of unconditional love and He has an endless supply that will restore health to your heart and mind. Real power is available twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week.
All you need to do is max out on his love.
Affirmation: God loves me and accepts me the way I am, but He loves me too much to let me stay that way. God loves me from the top of my head to the tip of my toes, and it doesn’t get any better than that. There is no limit to how good my life can become when my heart and mind are full of God’s love.
Teaching
24 May 2013 - 9:59am
The New Physics of Love: A Spiritual Approach to Relationships
Excerpted from: Mindful Loving: 10 Practices for Creating Deeper Connections
By Henry Grayson, Ph.D.
Web Source: http://www.enotalone.com/relationships/6405.html
The Illusions of Counterfeit "Love"
Like the Golden Buddha, we are all made up of layers of clay. The body and the ego cover our loving core, and we are usually only given rare glimpses of the infinite potential inside of ourselves or others. Stuck in this limited perspective of the counterfeit self, we think that our clay ego body and its counterfeit "love" is all that we have-and we believe the same is true about everyone else as well. Just as the illusion of the ego disguises the infinite capacity of our Divine Nature, so too does this counterfeit self cut us off from our knowledge that we are Love. Remember the story of Sir Gawain and his bride? The kind of love that characterized their marriage is what I call Empowering Love, a form of love that is unconditional; that is about giving and not about receiving, that is about being in touch with the Love that we are.
Sadly, much of what we think of as love is not love at all, but the ego's counterfeit "love." And many of our culture's films and novels actually reinforce this misconception. Authors and singers continue to misguide us by describing forms of counterfeit love in films, plays, novels, and songs, and asking us to buy into this fragile, impermanent, and ultimately false idea. We leave the theater or put the book down thinking that someday this imaginary love will arrive and change our lives into the life we've always dreamed of. Or we return to our present relationship certain that it could never be the special kind of relationship that we know will be possible if only we were with the right person.
This counterfeit "love" not only undermines joy in all of our relationships, makes us miserable, and is the basis for discord, but it also actually weakens us physically, emotionally, and spiritually, and can even make us sick. On the other hand, genuine, or Empowering Love, the central aspect of our True Self, is dramatically different from most of the common behaviors, feelings, and attitudes that are associated with the word "love." This Love actually makes us stronger physically, boosts our immune system, heals emotional wounds and fears, transforms troubled relationships into ones that are joyous and fulfilling, keeps us from being adversely affected by any negative energy around us, and helps us find our core Spiritual Self, all at the same time.
In this chapter, we will begin to question the familiar meanings that we give the word "love." And we will see that our customary experiences of romantic love, passion, sexual attraction, and infatuation, when looked at more closely, often resemble manipulation, yearning, possessiveness, neediness, control, or barter. Even love we experience for our children may often include an underlying demand for control or certain expectations that they fill our own sense of emptiness, which is tied to our quest for happiness. The various forms of counterfeit "love" actually act as barriers to love. They make us feel emotionally bankrupt inside ourselves and in our relationships, and further sabotage our efforts to connect with our natural ability to love in an empowering, unconditional way.
Counterfeit "love" results from fear, scarcity, and need-all arising out of the ego belief that we are separate. On the other hand, the love from the True Self comes out of a feeling of abundance and completeness, for you know that you are part of the Divine in the universe, and thus can never be empty of Love. Empowering Love, the genuine form of Love, is spiritual love and forms the basis for a spiritual marriage. Since this love always strengthens and brings joy, it never results in pain or diminishes anyone in any way. When expressed sexually, it is a powerful experience of intimacy and of joining as One. On the other hand, weakening "love"-the counterfeit "love" of the ego-may bring temporary elation and excitement, and even a flash of sexual passion, but it never brings lasting joy. And when this form of "love" is the main basis of marriage, it inevitably leads to disappointment, despair, and misery-and often divorce, emotionally if not physically.
The Forms of Counterfeit "Love"
To be happy in our various relationships, it is of utmost importance that we become highly adept in recognizing the barriers to love that are blocking us from our loving core and our ability to love fully in our relationships. The barriers to love are illusions, just as all the thoughts and beliefs that stem from the ego are illusions. Therefore, they can be removed and replaced with thoughts and beliefs about Empowering Love. Once you recognize the forms of counterfeit love for what they are-false-then they no longer have any power over you. But that doesn't mean that it's always easy to stay aware and cognizant of their false nature. Instead, you have to be constantly vigilant, asking yourself frequently, "Am I being loving from a counterfeit perspective or an empowering perspective?" That may be all it takes.
1. Infatuation or the falling-in-love syndrome that we discussed at length in Chapter One is the first form of counterfeit "love." Based on the illusion of separateness and a fantasy of the beloved, instead of a real knowledge of the self or the other person, this form of love can hardly be anything but counterfeit. As long as we confuse such a state with love, it will serve to block our awareness of the real and Empowering Love that we are.
When we are attached to illusions of what we want to see, we don't see anything else. As is characteristic of perception, it is always colored by what is inside us. Jennifer, for example, wanted a partner who would take good care of her-materially and emotionally. When she met John, she knew he was the one. It was love at first sight. John was a successful lawyer, and seemed to have a very good chance of becoming a partner in the prestigious law firm he worked for. Blinded by her desire for financial security, Jennifer was oblivious to John's inability to be with her emotionally. She confused his sexual interest with loving and caring. Therefore, Jenny had unwittingly picked a partner who could be familiar to her-much like her father who was financially successful, but remote, self-involved, and unavailable. She could now repeat her lifelong quest of yearning for love, trying to get it from one who could not supply it. She fulfilled what Freud called the repetition compulsion. She didn't know John for she saw what she needed/wanted to see in order to repeat her lifelong struggle for love. Of course, she was also unable to see the divine spark within John, and therefore did not know him psychologically or spiritually. By relying on the falling-in-love syndrome to choose a partner, she not only unconsciously chose to ignore John's True Self, she also set herself up for disappointment. She married her fantasy, not the real person, and fell in love with the feeling of falling in love.
In the thrill of being "in love," it is very difficult to see the other person's True Self. We confuse our feelings of intense sexual attraction and excitation with love, and we think that by getting to know another's body we have gotten to know the person. Passion, so often associated with love, is most commonly associated with a strong and sometimes desperate attempt to possess the other person or to get something from the other person. Sometime it is a desire for the excitement of being with someone new, or other times it is for someone who is not fully available-as in the case with Jenny, above.
The excerpt Creator chose for me to share is something like a teaser, makes you want more. But there is good and necessary information here for those that live within what the Ego determines to be love.
It is all this that Chris and I (Knight Shadow) are learning to let go.Because of we are both twin flames and soul mates, our love for one another is pretty intense but we have had to learn to let go of the clingy emotional style love that still exists today. We do not live in a world with attachments. Master Buddha took me under his spiritual wing and taught me much along this path where I openly embraced Emptiness which is a way I have always lived, just didn't know there was a title.
I had to learn to let go of all attachments early on this part of my journey and I have taught this to my children as well. Expectations are also not encouraged to keep as they hold the potential for disappoiontment that also stem from attachments created with any expectation. We have learned to love from a purer and divine way that is deep and incredibly profound unlike anything else known. The messages and images he leaves for me here and on Facebook are magical just as our love is.
I am eternally grateful to Creator for blessing this journey and forseeing each step with his love and light. Ifeel him and/or Jesus with me nearly every night and their hand on my forehead blessing me before I sleep.
Blessings of Divine Light and Love
Story
23 May 2013 - 5:58pm
Hello to you dear ones, it is Lady Nada here to speak to each of you about the resonance of your heart’s focus..
Each one of you has a special resonance of your own unique signature.. Your own spark of life.. This is your heart’s signature or your heart’s focus as well..
This focus or spark is in true alignment with your full souls’ presence or over soul..
This spark of life is your life force that is keeping you in your directive of awareness of this embodiment.. This focus of life is your soul’s fragment of awareness here as well..
Allow yourself to journey with me… To journey into your own unique configuration of your soul spark…
This is illuminating your path in this life.. Your heart’s focus is illuminating your path in this life, in this focus of this embodiment..
To drop deeply into this awareness now is a most magical moment that I can spend with you..
We ask you to drop now into your heart’s awareness by the intention to do so with us..
Yes it is that easy as you are the director of this focus now.. You can allow yourself to come into harmony with your focus as the director as well.. To be the true director of this embodiment, you allow yourself to relax into your heart’s awareness… let go into it..
Very good, now as I have your attention in this moment, let go of who you think you must be, who you must be for others, and drop deeper into your own signature.
Allow yourself to feel into this moment the purity of your consciousness in the now. Be with us in your true expression...
Allow us to guide you into further awareness of your heart’s focus..
You are a spark of divinity of creator.. You are all equal in this.. Yet each of you has so many lives and experiences, unique stories, unique expressions… this is a beingness that is timeless.. It is encoded with all your soul memories.. As each of you are coming more online with your heart’s focus you are able to remember who you truly are… and who you are is quite vaster than the story you are playing here, quite vaster than the day to day awareness..
We ask you to come deeper into your heart’s focus to awaken your stored encodements there at this time and we are in agreement to align with you in this moment to activate your knowledge within.. We ask you if you would like to know more of your true self, your gifts and how you can allow them into this reality that you are a embodiment in? Yes!
So as in this moment we are with you to help you unlock the door to your heart. To awaken to the truth, to come home to the matter of your sacred heart’s resonance.. Now~
Yes, now is the time for unfolding of greener pastures in this embodiment. To allow your gifts and abilities to awaken further and deeper.. To come home to your natural resonance of the soul’s love into this embodiment now.. Yes, Now!
To be easy as this occurrence is awakening love so deeply and strongly that you feel sometimes, "how can I be this love here.. all the time?”
Yes, all the time as you awaken and deepen this occurrence, that is the task at hand!
Dear ones, all of you have prepared for this occurrence.. And we say to you, Allow it to be, quite graceful it is.. Quite natural it is as well, as the flower opens, the heart opens too, slowly but surely it blooms..
Dear ones, allow your heart to bloom now, be not afraid.. Allow the good measure and the kindness within.. Be still for the beating of your heart, your rhythm, your peace, and your occurrence of love.. Now is the time, always it is now!
We thank you for allowing this harmony, this journey with us.. Come home to this space often; ask to know your heart’s resonance, your spark of Creator.. Ask and you shall receive, always this is so.. Listen and you will know… your own rhythm is right here.. within you now.
We love you deeply and know that this love is you, always and forever.. We greet you in peace and in knowledge of who you are.
Keep alive your flame, by allowing your own blooming.. Effortlessly and full of grace.. You are love eternal,, and so it is!
To love’s blooming…
Lady Nada and the Masters of Peace…
Ray Dawn
www.raydawn.com
copyright 2010-2012 Ray Dawn all rights reserved
Feel Free to re-post as long as credit is given to channel and her website is included, Blessings!
Story
22 May 2013 - 9:54pm
It is I, Adama, High Priest of Telos that has come forth to speak with you today. We of Telos and of Inner Earth are very aware of what has happened upon Mother Earth in Oklahoma and We have set up a prayer vigil for those families and rescuers both. I want you all to know that no soul left that wasn't aware that his/her time had come to journey back home. They aren't abandoned and they are giving what energy they can to their loved ones that are still in your dimension. These beings that crossed over, are very highly advanced and very aware the time had come for them. Mother Earth is trying to still cleanse herself, yet add as little casualties as possible. You are all noting the small numbers of casualties that have actually been confirmed and it just amazes you. Think of the beautiful miracles that come out of this story everyday. The main story that has touched this channel's heart is about the dog rescue today. What we want you to try to do within yourself, http://www.letitia-of-lemuria.com/#!apps-page/c20kw
Blog entry
22 May 2013 - 5:52am
Can you learn from dark past and can you change as a person?
I know, I have changed a lot and I'm becoming more and more positive and stable.
Thanks to my "shadows of the past", I can now see love in each and everyone of us..
And the "hatred" I kept inside is gone, I hated myself over 20~ years.. honestly due to many things...
Now, I am happier than ever and I thank the Lord and everyone here.. who have helped me...
So, yes , you can CHANGE as a PERSON too...
I want to thank some people here for helping me out; erophin, ambers-of-serenity, andre, starkid of brightness, LoveLight, Firewalker, Rosalie.. and
many others...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZ_VGbZd8No
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5ArpRWcGe0
Namaste.
P.S. lots of love to you Uriel <3
Teaching
22 May 2013 - 12:56am
**~** This is a short story taken from the book - **~**
~ Buddhist Acts of Compassion ~
Ten or fifteen years ago, I was living in a very small space in Paris, and every night I walked
my dog outside for about an hour. Many times we'd go to a little garden near the Champs
Elysees and I would meditate there, at the same time watching and playing with my dog.
The garden was about one hundred feet from the Chamnps Elysees, and even though there
were a lot of people walking past, they didn't see me, so I felt I could be alone.
I remember thinking about my teachers. They used to say how important it is to feel
compassion for everybody without judgment or favouritism, so one evening I decided to try.
The people walking by were close enough to see, but too far away for me to have any thought
about them. So I began to pray completely freely for these people without judgment.
Everybody was a stranger, but at the same time I felt very close to them because I could
really give all my love very freely, without thinking about receiving anything in return.
Suddenly I was completely surrounded by bliss, I was giving love, but in return I was feeling
ten times more. I was really receiving the blessing and compassion of my masters.
Often I would do the same thing in the car. Sometimes we'd get stuck in the car in traffic
or be waiting for a light, and my eyes would meet someone for maybe a fraction of a second
in the street. In that moment, very often I would just try looking at the person, smiling and
sending my love, feeling in my heart, I love you, for example. Looking at the person and
smiling at him or her without thinking was very easy because it was just a momentary
glance as the person is passing by. So my love was much more like equanimity -
all-inclusive, without bias. Sometimes I could really see that the person would be completely
transformed by this kind of shock - that somebody was smiling at him or her for no reason.
-- Michael Rousseau
" When you begin to touch your heart or let your heart be touched,
you begin to discover that it's bottomless, that it doesn't have any
resolution, that this heart is huge, vast, and limitless. You begin to
discover how much warmth and gentleness is there, as well as
how much space. "
-- Pema Chodron
Blog entry
21 May 2013 - 11:30pm
Ok as far as weird experiences go this evening has been kinda different.
I have spent the evening joining with three various erm 'elements' of myself from other dimensions.
I am only writing this in hope someone in the know knows something I don't. Is this journey going to get any stranger? I could have written 29 best sellers already. - Well I would if I could be bothered. Apparently this is why I have been so withdrawn and why I have been clearing so much stuff out. I'm all full up now?
Turns out the 'me' that is here is not at all 3d and never was. I have this weird feeling of sitting on a park bench reading a newspaper with holes in it. - like a spy lol
Anyone have any idea what is happening now?
x x x
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21 May 2013 - 2:40pm
I will love you, even if you don't want me to, even if you try to stop me, even when you act like you think you might be the darkest of dark doom, even when my hair is a mess, even on a Monday morning and even if you chop me into small pieces and put me into a tupperware box.
You will be loved, do what you will, but not what you do most people who dare to say what they think if you don't mind because they usually end up dead.
I'm not bothered how horrible you can be or how nice. I'm going to have a go at loving you anyway.
I am very sick and tired of people in my life trying to pretend they are unlovable - I see you, let me tell you and I know you have a heart somewhere inside just waiting to be loved.
Colin Firth? I may love you a tiny bit more than everyone else. Universe, world, everyone - listen to this...
I am going to love you. Like it or not. Ha.
x x x
So there world.
Blog entry
19 May 2013 - 8:18pm
HAPPY * HAPPY BIRTHDAYS
our
Beloved Brothers & Sisters!!
~*~
Emmanuel
Rachy & Johanna
and
those Lightys that are
Celebrating their Birthdays
this Month of May!
(share a post)
~*~
Wishing each of You
a
Beautiful and Blessed
bEARTHday
~*~
May the Magic
be in Your Hearts
throughout the Year
~*~
~LOTS OF LOVE~
and
Yummy Cake!!
courtland
Blog entry
19 May 2013 - 10:46am
my heart reach out for you, o lord. My soul cries and sings for you love. my path is love, i pray, i love.
father in heavens, give us hope, give us something to live for / look for. i thank for the night, for the day, everyday
i pray. our spirits are lifted because of you and us, we are meant to love. love is something that holds the water, love is something that carries us. thank you father, thank you master.
Namaste.
Blog entry
19 May 2013 - 10:38am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJFnDbh8IDk
hmm, thank yo very much and remember to LOVE everyone, at least give it a try.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7xS0iPEPXY
Blog entry
18 May 2013 - 2:23am
Man this one makes my booty shake! Must be something about the GROOVY guitar riffs!
Story
18 May 2013 - 1:07am
What is love?
I am asking myself thousands times: what is love?
Thousands of years passed upon this human race…they are still unaware of it, unaware of its meaning, unaware of its manifestations, unaware of its origin and its power…The ancient knew its value…but who are the ancients?
They are us aren’t they? And there is no past; it is all happening at the same time…
LOVE is a vibration, energy, love is GOD…Love is around us, in us, waiting to be manifested as a smile to another person, as a kiss on a cheek of a child, as care destined to a lover, as a shining wave flowing through our bodies healing it …love is the peace that we light workers bring within us when we recognize our ego and we bring with us when we listen to people around us, when we annihilate their negativity, when we bring forward their humanity thus their love for themselves …
All, is about love…all is love…many lifetimes experienced and remembered…for the soul is trying to learn how to love in our earthly experience, since at a soul level we are love…
Why is it so hard to understand? Why is it so hard to feel? Why is it so hard to trust? Why is it so hard to surrender to love (God)?
It is not hard really…it is just old fear that we have chosen to live in, …that fear was installed and perpetuated by the rulers…making us think it is the way to control all outcomes…
The time is different now, we are here to lighten up our energy field with love…making so, will create an energy connection between all of us increasing the vibration of people around us…and thus the vibration of the earth making it hard for rulers to rule as they were used to and implode from the inside and disappear…***The Rose Crystal***
Blog entry
17 May 2013 - 11:48pm
I don't even know if I spelt that right. Does it really matter? Considering I seem to be displaying the symptoms of every degenerative mental disorder going I am sure forgetting how to spell isn't going to bother me - and you lot won't care because reading through the fuzz your proably just wondering why the letters are moving about all over the page.
Should I stick a pretty picture in here to keep our attention?
Thought and Reason says Woden. Not memory or mind. See these two all the time now. They come and let me know when I am going to have a tough day. They congratulate me when I got through the day and things are looking up. 'What's that Huginn and Muninn? 10,000 lightworkers are on a planet trying to turn it into heaven without any actual knowledge on how to do that and all of them accidentally got trapped down a well? - Curious indeed, we had best send for help.'
Woden says there are not 25 runes, Woden says there are 21 runes. - Wyrd inclded. I have loads of work to do. He wants me to restore the female in them. - a bit like yin yang. Expect a whole rehaul of runes post shortly.
Cheers Tara for the birthday post. Felt a bit embarrassed really lol so I'll hide my thanks in here. (Frigga, not much I can do about the hiding sorry.)
Anything else? Well. I lost all thought and reason even though I have them flapping about next to me daily. Solar flare stuff seems to be working on removing even more fear. Stage one is completed of the using runes as energy experiment. I am not sure if I have lost my job through it but I was told to stand firm, stay strong and let everyone else fall about like idiots so that is what I did. I am sure if I have lost my job then I am not going to worry too much about it. I don't know if you have ever tried teaching anybody anything - I have read a lot of books on this subject and I am quite sure it is easier when you can remember what day it is... and what your name is.
I keep drifting off int......
Lol
x x x
Blog entry
15 May 2013 - 9:17am
PART I. Introduction
Okay, let me tell you a story of mine.
I was born in 1986, my life expectation was of course, to be happy and live freely. My close-friends, family, cat and everyone, they are really important to me and they have played a big role in helping me, humble thanks. Well, somehow, I carried a lot of self-hatred and negativity in me, I still don't know why, also I didn't accept myself, yes I was in turmoil, in mental hell, in a sense. But, somehow I always had guidance and lots of love around me and some of my closest relatives, well they had a good impact on me. Well, I was teased a lot in school / school days. I had.. really bad times, I don't know how I got thru. I listened to a lot of metal bands, somehow that helped me a lot. My cat was always there, when I was sad. Well, enough of that.. I have and have always had good parents and brother, no question about it.
Part II. HELL
Something went awfully wrong, if someone wants to hear the full story. I'm afraid, at the moment, It's too devastating to share... but, yes I know, we should always look and search for LOVE. But, yes I was literally in "hell" for a time being.. I don't know for how long but I had lots of troubles and worries in my life and .. things went so far, that I almost lost.. hope, literally. I nearly died, it was a close call, in a sense. But, yes, I was saved by my loving brothers and sisters! I was like some people say "finished" but I was helped!
Part III. Wake-up-call
Well, this is something really interesting. I finally, after all trauma, I found love, I found myself, after all the help I got.
I realized things, like; I am not "that bad" looking and I am ME. Huge wake up came from.... everyone dear to me, and no one is left out from that dear word, that is for sure. We are all here, on a mission, remember that. THANK you GOD, JESUS, EVERYONE, FAMILY, FRIENDS....
Part IV. HOPE
Well, as for now, my life has improved a lot, and if something happens worth to mention.. I will write about it , I will dedicate this to everyone:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6Ykor-8MAM
Blog entry
15 May 2013 - 8:36am
Well, think about it? Yes, we all have hardship.. I have been thru "hell" many times in my life, and I have always have/had support and love in my life, thank god, and yes, especially THANK YOU GOD! Well, that is simply love, a gift and everything...
Love is easy to see.. example.. I have a cat and she always makes me smile, when I'm sad or happy.
So, basically love is really easy to see , feel. Yes, we some of us forget this from time to time. We have bills to pay and lives to live.. etc. but we have to BELIEVE and FEEL love and hopefully to be loved. We have to see YOU/US/ME in everyone of us, yes we are sisters and brothers.
Yes, I know, It's hard, we have so many things to do... but let me tell you something that I have EXPERIENCED...
I have experienced "hell", and almost death physically, yes, that's something that really happened. Yet, MANY have SUPPORTED me and have SHOWN me LOVE and FORGIVENESS,! I thank you for that.
Thank you for reading and let your journey be shining, and let your road be easier than mine and remember , even if something bad happens, remember, that you chose the mission to come here and uplift the world around us, please don't give up.
Show, that you are a fighter!
THANK YOU everyone FOR THE SUPPORT, and thank you EVERYONE who has SUPPORTED me THE MOST, you know who you are,
last but not least, I want to forgive everyone that has had sorrow due my mistakes, and once again I love you all.
Please, shine like you are ment to shine, shine and remember my story, lesson. Remember that life is meant to be lived.
Thanks, namaste.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3Gux-Ly384 Dedicated to you dear sisters and brothers...
Blog entry
14 May 2013 - 9:29pm
Three. I do not have a clue about science. I do not understand a word of Einstein's teachings. I am (clearly) bad at maths.
Still word from Woden is 1+1= 3 If I could understand what Sof was on about the other day with it I would maybe say Woden approaches it from the other way around but I am not sure.
The maths is simple. 1 man + 1 woman = One man, one woman and a 5d guy from the other side of the veil. 3.
Easy really. I don't know why, I don't know how and I don't know how long it will be for but my 5d guy is still sending me from pillar to post to sort out all my love issues with one man or another - Or maybe to make a reasonable choice? It is asthough the more time that goes by the more he can 'come through'.
He really does have me on quite a journey though. He suggests I go to places only for me to find myself bumping into certain blokes, he has me building one day with someone and blasting it in the water others. I just let him go with it because while all this is happening I get to know my true love - him. - And he's one determined twin flame. Bless him.
It's my birthday today! 33. Well, that's just asking for trouble isn't it?
x x x
Blog entry
14 May 2013 - 2:02pm
Remember that it's good to BELIEVE in love and FEEL love, both are really important. "Knowing" love, isn't yet enough.. just my opinion.
And, I learnt this from my brothers and sisters, thank you so much for this..
Namaste.
P.S. thank you for creatign this wonderful site, I haven't yet mentioned that...!
Blog entry
14 May 2013 - 8:18am
cause maybe you're a firework, baby live this up, no need to be shy but you can always ask why..
there is a reason to live, there is so much more to give. live happily, live thru sadness,
still you can catty gladness, remember there is a god who never lets you down, so go on and live by your words.
and do your best to spread love.
Namaste.
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14 May 2013 - 12:35am
*~* If you wish to raise the vibrations of Love on Earth - BE Love. *~*
~* When you pass a 'stranger on the street,' send them Love straight from your heart. *~
~* When you hear some tragic news on the radio or television, send Love. *~
~* All that one needs is to be conscious of the Love in their hearts *~
*~* and it flows freely. *~*
*~* Wear a smile on your face everywhere you go, it really is contagious when *~*
~* you walk around looking happy, and giving smiles away to those who meet our gaze - *~
~* I have been doing this for years and have met many lovely and lonely people *~
*~* who don't feel so alone in this world anymore. *~*
*~* When sitting having coffee in a Foodcourt, I project love and light to everyone. *~*
~* It is working when someone turns around and smiles back! *~
~* I have seen babies in their highchairs suddenly turn round and wave to me, *~
*~* and also smile at the parents with their shocked faces! *~*
*~* All humans on Earth are really not that different - just having life experiences *~*
~* in different bodies with different families, but our needs are the same. *~
~* We all came from the one Source of Creation which connects all souls. *~
~* When everyone can realize this Oneness, we will see others as we see ourselves - *~
~* Another sojourner of Life on this very beautiful planet! *~
*~* And you will never stop.........smiling! *~*
*~* N A M A S T E and L O V E *~*
Blog entry
13 May 2013 - 11:41am
...but I think it's safe to come out from behind the settee now!
So loving the energy now I have learned unconditional love. -Quit smoking, made good 'life' choices.
Finally, time to transform now? I have friends expecting angel wings like last night! I don't know. I do know I am being taught the runes and has anyone else wondered why the energy in the grid and the energy in nature are so different? I do not feel they will be different for long.
How does portal energy relate to grass?
I am expecting some kind of answer shortly after my lesson on runes as energy.
Yippe, I actually feel like celebrating that phase like something changed in me worth writing about.
x x x
Blog entry
12 May 2013 - 6:44am
Aloha Dear Children of Great~MOTHER LIFE.........~*
I AM restful...............at Peace.....with Who I AM........~*
Dreaming my other selves forth into manifestation ~*
Spiral......Harmony...... Cleansing..... Integration....... LOVE...... Compassion....... Geo~Metry
- Keywords today, in my BE~ingness and around.....
Happy MOTHERs' Day......MOTHER~ing Day to Both Mothers and Fathers amongst YOU, Precious Hearts.....
My Most BE~Loved Gaea~MAA...........LOVE YOU DEARLY.......Thank YOU so much for Your HEART
in bringing this SOUL to Your HEART, to expand so much.....eternally Grateful I AM.....to YOU, Maa......
With You, Gaea~Maa, I AM Crowning Balance......~*
as LOVE Spirals on I SEE myself as MOTHER, integrating The Mother Great / Divine......
------ (shot from August of 2001)
just remembering just how you said "mama, babay ab yu tho mus"
meaning MOM I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I always knew what you said.....
in your baby language, in this Circle of LIFE, from my LION CUB~*
He gave me two stones today - Red Jasper and Black Onyx!
Earth~Chakric & Root~Chakric Divinity......
(sharing the energy of these two stones with you all...
( my artwork LIFE is an ENTRY / in its Descendance; The Portal being your Heart )
Black~Onyx - "The stone of self mastery or self control"
Grounding STONE and Astrological stone of LEO too.....oh my!
~~~~~~ Element: Fire
Keywords:
vigor, strength, stamina, constancy, steadfastness, permanence , tenacity, firmness, durability, courage, and self-control.
Metaphysical Properties:
Enhances self mastery, steadfastness, and determination, setting ones mind to a task. It is grounding stone and can be used to deflect or absorb the negativity of others, and in that way is a good stone for protection from negative forces and influences. More powerful for people in recovery when combined with Amethyst - The Stone of Sobriety.
Onyx helps you become the Master of your own Fate.
Valuable in difficult or confusing times of our lives.
Absorbs and flattens emotional intensity. Helps to smooth out the "Roller Coaster Ride" of emotions.
Protection: A good stone for Entrepreneurs and Inventors, to repel negative energy surrounding other peoples opinions or ideas.
Detachment: The ancient Egyptians believe that it could cool the ardors of love and actually cause arguments between lovers to the point of separation! Use Onyx for self-protection or to keep away or end unhealthy or bothersome emotional entanglements.
Letting Go: Extremely helpful to people who are having trouble letting go or releasing the past or attachments and moving on after a relationship has ended, sometimes years past the event.
Change: Helps release old beliefs and patterns that no longer serve us.
Visions, and guidance through meditation and dreams.
Excellent stone for initiating the process of centering and alignment of the total person with a Higher Power. It helps us to absorb whatever energy we need from the Universe. Reduces Sexual desire. Balances and grounds. Not a "healing stone", rather it repels (negative energy).
Color:
Usually black or brown with white bands, but can be red, orange, or honey colored.. A type of Chalcedony Quartz.
Physical Healing Properties:
Helpful in treating teeth, bones, bone marrow, blood disorders, feet. glaucoma, epilepsy, and cell damage.
(my art work - Life is an ENTRY / in its Ascendance! The Portal BE~ing Your Heart)
~~~~~~~~~ JASPER - The supreme nurturer....oh my my! Look what he has given me, My Little ONE!
Its a stone of the earth, and therefore a very "grounding" stone. All Jaspers have excellent protective energies, although it is not the "quick energy lift" of others.
Think of the term "Solid as a Rock" and Jasper comes to mind. It is a stone that works slowly, providing constant, slow, deliberate energy, especially good in time of needed change without the chaos a total upheaval would cause. A good stone for working with shy or timid people who need change.
Healing: Its a nurturing stone, a good stone for the healers to use on the behalf of others. A good stone for people in counseling or therapy, who want to overcome addictions or compulsive behavior, and gather up their strength for the battles ahead. (emotional)
Justice: Jasper was once considered a Warriors Stone, so it knows of loyalty, inner strength, and standing up for what you believe in. A power stone for those who stand for justice and fair play, especially useful for those whose job it is rectify unjust situations.
(Lawyers, Advocates, Judges, Attorneys, Para-Legal, Sheriff, Policemen, Defenders, Soldiers)
Protection: From other people, forces, and from yourself! It can keep you from getting carried away, or lead astray, and being diverted from your goals.
Courage: Help to give you courage in preparation for conflict, either physical or emotional.
Color:
Red
Physical Healing Properties:
kidneys, liver, bladder & stomach. It can help restore a lost sense of smell.
"Mom, did you like it?" he inquires....with those lage Petal~like dancing eyes....
and he put his head across my chest to listen to that Heart~BEAT,
just how he did in in this Our First Moment!
Held him close to my Heart and Soul and told him,
"I AM who I AM, BE~Cause of YOU..........Son....Thank YOU....
for BE~ing in my Life, doing what you do, being Who You are....Journeying on with me, sharing your Light/LOVE...."
"Mama, can you scratch my back for a while, please?"
Oh, he is that baby still.... my BIG~Chunk-of-LIGHT, as I called him during our First Moment.....
Wrote on the magnetic board: (has been repeating this message!)
Dear Mum,
You are the best Mum who hasever loved me.
You are My Heart.
You are my First Home.
You are Beautiful.
You are The Wonder of The Universe.
You are everything a child will ever need.
Love & Hugs,
Your Reuben.
~ * What a Precious LOVE~LETTER.......hhhhooooooo......
Oh GOD..................I AM crying..... so TOUCH~ed I feel......
and, this year for the first time I have my Mom too professing her LOVE.....
She said, "Dear Daughter miss YOU so much being here with me...
YOU made me a Mother for the FIRST TIME....
that You BE blessed with everything a Mother is...."
and I SEE a CIRCLE in Completion........Dearie ME.......~*
In this Spiralling on.....Love sings Gratitude......~*
For this Little SOUL who came to his Mama's Life, to en~RICH and Nourish her with his profound LOVE and playfulness, with wisdom.....
my BABY!! He made me a Mother, in Action.... he nudged and inspired on to bring forth The Father~ing Mother in me,
that Balances me into The PINE CONE I AM....
todays's Geo~Metry!! is Great Heartitude & SOUL-itude to my YOUNG MAN from This MAMA's Whole BE~ingness.....
~ * THANK YOU, Precious SOUL, for BE~ing here for Your Mama.....
This is MOTHER / Core~Consciousness Spiralling outward / Out~breath & inward / In~Breath simultaneously....
Precious CHILDREN of our wombs.....
we are Souls in-Learning to BE~Come Divine Mothers through your BE~ing in our Lives,
Knowingly, you come to Em~Power us to equate us ot the Frequency of LIGHT...
through your requiring Mothering Needs being invoked in us......
Forgive us this day as not all of us Mothers do not Mother you WELL....
Some of us S~Mother, so you choke in the LOVE and Over~Protection.....
Some get it just right as you grow up alongside us (my Reuben does this with me!)
Some of us are Some~Othering You, that the Mother had distanced herself from you,
such that You are being taken care of by some other women than your Birth~Mothers....
Some of You are taken by Mother~ing Fathers (Oh De~LIGHT~ful Hearts they are I feel), due to circumstances....
Some of you are under care of Mother~LY Wo'Hue'Mans - aunty / GrandMa and so on.....
SOme of you are Orphaned, Un~Loved by any, un~Touched,
longing for LOVE to Touch your hearts....and to be held in the warmth....
and yet........................this is so, as I observe deep in the PSYCHE, of our own BE~ingness,
( The Great Mother is at The CORE of YOU, as The Original~YOU......at every Cross~Roads of your Life, Dear Hearts )
that in our Inner and Inter~Relating within each ONE of us,
we FAIL to connect with The Mother GREAT / DIVINE......The Mother of ALL.....
in our failure thusly we Be~Come Circumstances~Driven....
Dear Children.....We are so capable of Re~MEMBER~ing / Be~Coming MEMBER / BODY again
in the Commune with DIVINE GREAT MOTHER and allow herself through us all.....
Fathers and Mothers, Brothers and Sisters, Uncles and Aunties.....
I SEE.................these Potentials awakening in Our Collective.....
unto which I contribute......as I.......
Dear Mothers & Fathers, I cannot separate either one of you this day
as I address The DIVINE MOTHER that is through you each equally potently
so passionately, Com~Passionately......
Bring HER on................through you.....
Stabilize HER........ in you....
Declare HER......as YOU, Dear Faher~Hearts & Mother~Hearts.....
Our DIVINE MOTHER unt WHO WE BELONG......
Your Moments of LIFE are Mother Moments..... Awaken to HER within.....
Allow HER to Express through YOU....to your CHILDREN.....
to all Children of this world and not just your own biological Ones....
Be in LOVE................& HONOR of our DIVINE MOTHER.....
~* Gaea-Amma................in your Heart, I live.... on your body, I walk.....
with you in my BE~ing, I am BALANCE & PURITY...... all I AM is in your HEART, shared in our LOVE....
There is no where that I begin that you start, nor you start i end.....IN~Separable....EARTH~Angel I AM......~*
This is Our Earth~GEO-Metry: of Jyothis GAEA~Soularis (Light whose SOul arises with GAEA)
An Emerald Star of Heart Consciousness at The CORE I AM..........
with Gaea dancing on through me, with me, within me, as I.....
a view from where we live....Gaea's body.......
The Divine THREE.......................like Mother ~ Father ~ Child!
I shot this one from the boat, captivated and fascinated by The SUN and The LIGHT / WARMTH......~* as always....
~ * out on the deck, sun rising in the EAST..............Oh.....Golden Hue.......
reminds me of The GOLDEN GRAIL HOME I AM from......~*
Oh My!
Sacred SEED~of~LIFE in the front yard! See the intense Setting Sun of OZ? ;--)
my day is to celebrate my SON who made me a MOTHER, so that,
using this template and temporary role as his Mother,
I could bring on, the DIVINE MOTHER energy of LOVE through this body....
what a Magnetic Divine Pull he has had on me!
Who made me a Mother, deserves this day be dedicated unto him....
it is my Precious Reuben! My Leo CUB..........~*
so....today is my THANK YOU DAY unto my SON and his heart/soul....
Today I also dedicate this to those SPECIAL 9 in my LIFE,
through Earth~Connections.....a WoHue'Man's Special~9.......
Grand-Father, Father, Brother, MAN, Son........~*
Grand-Mother, Mother, Sister, Daughter.....~*
I have all of these Ones in my Life...............~ BLESSED BE~*
Precious Father~ing Mothers and Mother~ing Fathers alone and together,
Nurture Your~SELF.........
for Your Heart is The Sacred GATE~Way unto YOU....~*
Take HEART............Reach~OUT.......with Genuine LOVE...... expect NO~thing....~*
Celebrating YOU..................each~ONE, Be~Loved Hearts.............~*
YOU..............are each dearly deeply divinely loved.......~*
I AM....................The Prescience, in The Journey of The MOTHER~ing
(4:44 PM of 12/05/2013 )
Teaching
10 May 2013 - 9:40am
How to Handle Sexual Energy Wisely
http://www.drukpa-canaria.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=140&Itemid=206&lang=en
H.E. Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche, scholar and charismatic Master of the Drukpa Lineage, talks about love, sexuality and relationships from the Buddhist point of view. The interview was given to Jigme Karma on Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche´s visit to Europe while he was staying at Drukpa Hamburg.
Jigme Karma: Many people associate intense emotions with their romantic attachments and sexuality. Dharma however proposes, not to identify oneself with your emotions. For many couples this seems to be a contradiction in itself and very difficult to achieve. Many do fear a loss in not identifying with emotions. Is this a valid concern?
Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche: Buddhist philosophy is very profound. Mostly, when people are talking about love, they truly speak about attachment instead. Attachment and sexual desire can create many problems in our lives. These are troublesome emotions, even obsessions and therefore cannot bring real happiness into our lives. On the contrary: Many people get themselves into big trouble because of these emotions. They might even kill or get killed. Desire and longing should not be mistaken for love, kindness and compassion in the Buddhist sense of the word. Love, kindness and compassion will bring us happiness and peace of mind. Attachment, lust and craving will stir up our mind instead.
Jigme Karma: Devotion is looked upon as a central spiritual accomplishment. What is the difference between devotion in a relationship and devotion in the Dharma?
Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche: For ordinary beings like us, it is often not enough to rely on our inner wisdom and on our intelligence. We often bring about the exact contrary of what we hoped would be the outcome of our efforts and desires. When we engage in a sexual relationship, sexual desire is naturally linked to the wish for happiness. But often enough suffering will be the result of our desires instead of real happiness. We create even more difficulties through attachment, delusion and interfering emotions. Thus Buddhism encourages us to develop love and compassion between men and women and for all sentient beings as well. Attachment and sexual lust are very different from compassion and loving kindness, especially with regard to the motivation of our actions and to the result of our actions.
Jigme Karma: The act of love between a man and a woman or more specifically between male and female principle is considered to be a particularly advanced spiritual practice in Buddhism. What is the benefit of sexuality as a spiritual practice? What are the important requirements for a practitioner with this regard?
Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche: Indeed, this kind of practice of taking delusions and mental poisons into the spiritual path exists. This practice is not for everyone however. One of the key requirements for such a practice is the insight into the true nature of attachments and desires. We need the wisdom of discrimination which allows us to see into the primordial pure nature of an attachment. A delusion is impure as it creates suffering. In Vajrayana or in the Secret Mantra we speak of taking the fruit, or the result into the spiritual path. In apprehending the nature of the pure essence of delusion, we can set it free. Men and women normally the enjoy happiness and joy during sexual intercourse, but at the same time both partners are distracted as well. A Yogi or a Yogini however would instantly realize the true nature of this state of bliss and would understand that the nature of this state of bliss is emptiness and the nature of emptiness is happiness. This way a high realization can be reached. Very special skills are needed for this kind of advanced practice. Once enabled to such practice, there is no need to get rid of the mental poisons any longer, we will then be able to take them into the path and transform them.
Jigme Karma: Sexuality is a vital and powerful energy. In the western hemisphere it is believed that a subdued sexuality might lead to diseases of mind and body. Should we therefore act on our desire for sexuality as a means to maintain our health?
Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche: Happiness created through sexual unification does not necessarily depend upon the unification of two bodies. You can achieve this happiness without sexual intercourse as in the secret mantra, in Vajrayana. This is a secret practice though, which is why I cannot talk about it in more detail. It is a basic principle that we all have the white element in our bodies we received from our fathers and the red element we received from our mothers. Usually the white element can be found in our crown, while the red element is located in our navel. When these two drops (Tibetan: Thigle) or spheres, meet in our hearts, where the white element will float upwards and the red element downwards, we can experience the same happiness as we would feel in sexual unification. The unification of the two drops does not serve only to experience such bliss. As a premise we need the acquired skill to perceive this happiness as empty. In this mental state it is possible to recognize the emptiness of all phenomena very clearly. For this aim we use the Yoga of Chandali (Tibetan: Tummo), which we practice in our tradition as well. I cannot discuss this in more detail right now. It is important however to clarify that the aim in Buddhism is not to become unemotional. Buddhism aims to deal and work appropriately with feelings through certain practices.
Jigme Karma: Those are means for very advanced practitioners. How can we who are not that advanced yet, live our sexuality and what kind of conduct is important? Where are the limits in this approach?
Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche: Sexuality is not prohibited for lay practitioners in Buddhism. Ethics however should be the parameter for all lovers. It is important to trust one another, to be loyal and honest. Ethical discipline implies also to respect the appropriate times and situations when to share sexuality with each other. It is also important that sexual intercourse should only take place when both consent. It is good to be very cautious at those times because women are much more vulnerable. Ultimately a desire for sex arises out of sheer lust. Lust always generates suffering. A mind that is constantly craving for lust, will be agitated and has lost its capacity for inner peace. The motivation behind the desire to have sex is always lust, even when we believe the motivation to be a desire for happiness. Ideally the motivation for sex with happiness as its result should be used as a means to realize the nature of the mind. Normally this aim is not achieved. Even if we experience short-lived happiness through sexual intercourse, we will also always experience suffering because of it. So very much depends on the mindset in a sexual relationship between men and women. A western friend of mine works as a masseur. She told me about an elderly male client who got aroused during her treatment and wanted to have sex with her. Out of compassion and because she knew this man to be old and his difficulties to have sexuality at all, she agreed. Afterwards she told him that what they had done was absolutely okay for this session but that she would not treat him again. When I heard about it I was very surprised. This woman really is like a Bodhisattva. Her motivation to have sex with this man was not her own sexual desire but her compassion for him. This made me realize something: Even if western people might not understand all which Buddhism teaches, many of them are very intelligent and have a good common sense which helps to cope with certain situations. The right motivation makes all the difference.
Jigme Karma: Relationship issues can be very stressful for Buddhist practitioners. Out of an inner attitude to take difficulties as an assignment, they won’t easily consider a separation because this would be seen as a failure. When is the right time for letting go? And what do you personally think about divorce or separation?
Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche: The central viewpoint In Buddhism, especially in Mahayana is the importance of the other. From this viewpoint it is essential to develop an inner gratitude for the other and for what she or he might have given us. We do experience the joy through our partner. Often enough we forget all the good things we got from them and cannot stop listing up all the bad things. That is how we create our problems. Let us leave the negative things aside and concentrate on the good things and let us emphasize on the resulting gratefulness. This way we could thoroughly avoid many problems all together. Let us also realize that nobody forced us to be with our chosen partner. We made this decision ourselves. Many animals stay together and raise their cubs together. They do not need a priest or laws to keep them together. They just adhere to an ethical discipline. It is in their nature to do so and nobody has to instruct them about it. When you are with someone you should be aware of the fact that you alone have chosen this someone. Even in case that a separation is unavoidable the above-mentioned attitude will be helpful in the process. It is important that neither hatred nor ill intend or negative thoughts are created against the former partner. Normally that is working out quite all right here in the western hemisphere. We should realize that in the end it is not very important if we stay together or not. Compared to all the problems that exist in this world we are talking merely about a side issue here.
Thank you, Khenpo Rinpoche La!
Biography of Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche
Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche is a major scholar of Tibetan Buddhism and belongs to the Drukpa and Kagyu Lineage. He was born in the Tibetan province of Kham and fled to India where he was ordained in Darjeeling by the first Thuksey Rinpoche. He was taught by H.H. the 14. Dalai Lama, H.H. the 12. Gyalwang Drukpa, Je Khenpo Drukpa, Je Khenpo Yönten Ö. Gyen Khentse and a wide range of other great Teachers. Khenpo Rinpoche studied Buddhist philosophy and Logic at the University of Varanasi (Benares), India for over nine years.
The title "Khenpo" was given to him by H.H. the 16. Karmapa and H.H. the 12. Gyalwang Drukpa. This title refers to his profound knowledge and his great wisdom.
For the last 35 years Khenpo Sonam Gyatso Rinpoche has been teaching Buddhist philosophy and logic at the Central Institute for Tibetan Academic Studies in Benares.
He is a regular guest speaker at international congresses. Many people worldwide were able to benefit from his great realization, compassion and wisdom. Last year, on request of H.H. the 12. Gyalwang Drukpa, he visited the European Drukpa Centers in Germany in Kassel, Frankfurt and Hamburg and in Spain on La Palma among other countries and gave teachings.
Blog entry
10 May 2013 - 9:11am
Aloha Dear Hearts.....................
Celebrating I AM.... this GOLDEN ENERGY........of This Divine Union / Conjunct of Divine Maculine with Divine Feminine.....
from The Golde Radiance I AM.... of The KNOW~ing....
I will begin with my most favorite shot.....
Second best!!
my 3rd Best!!!
The DIAMOND~ing 5 hours ago posted~
Perfecto!! All of Life is a PORTAL.......to a...................Divine ENTRY~*
'MMy Artwork "The SEED of LIFE"....
the theme being The Integration of The Masculine Hueman & Divine with The Feminine Hue"man & Divine...
inspired by my DESIRE to explore The CIRCLE..............that LIFE is.....~*
Going into a VESICA PISCIS.....so as to ENTER.......unto the CHILD....The Third ENERGY of Mergence! Wow.... this is exciting!!
The Path................
The Visibility spots........
The GEO~metry........
SHE is beautiful..............most wonderfully and uniquely shaped body she has......of LOVE.....MY AUSTRALIA.....my Land who MOTHERs ME....
after I came to her heart 16 years ago on a Valentines Day Early MORNING to SYDNEY, in 1997!
SKIPPING......and HOPING.......
NOW......my SON and I are two Heartful Skippies here..... Journeying on in LOVE, defining each DAY as Day of HEART / GAEA.... ;--)
( in August of 2001 )
(amazingly, India and Autralia are on the same tectonic plate and are only two countries with so unique outline,
that by the mere sight of it would help us see who they are....unlike outlines of any other countries!)
who provides me, walks me in GRACE.... broke me open unto THE PRESENCE I AM....
nudges me unto Expressing The Highest MOST...
showing de~LIGHT that I share WHO I AM with her and to her CORE CONSCIOUSNESS......
My Artwork "AUSTRALIA, The Core Consciousness"....
she is a Rainbow Consciousness just like I AM.... RED / EARTH / BLOOD at The Core....
(her ULURU / Ayers Rock) radiating outward from therein.....
encompassing all peripheral Consciousness.....
The Process.......
A Waxing / Waning SUN!
A Crescented SUN!!
Oh.....you may wanna wear this on your Crown! Wonderful shot depicting the dark CROSS~Roads of Life standing tall,
and yet.....the CROWN~ing makes it GLORIOUS.....despite anything in the way!!
Ring of FIRE Eclipse:
from Nov. and other ECLIPSEs:
to LOVE.............is to BE~LOVED.... is to BE~Come The BE~Loved.......~*
with LOVE................from Australia = Aah Tah Rah..........~*
De~LIGHTful.......The SUN-in-The-MoonDANCE!
here is a Unique shot.....to me, it is all CORE CONSCIOUSNESS that I was in discussion with my Grail TWIN........
Oh Dearie ME - Tearie ME.....what a wonderful DANCE.........~* what an Art of the movements of Consciousness......
rising & setting.... in~Breath and out~Breath..... the Ascent & Descent..... Divine Orchestra at play!!
I AM Celebrating this Transition with Kenny G on!!
Sail on..................Precious Hearts........LIFE is so BE-YOUTH~ful!! Re~Member....this is Sailing on Moon~Like SUN!! Fiery that is......
Did I say that was the last picture? ehm....it looks like you wont want to miss this one! Your Heart would come out when you lok at this shot.....~*
another Precious Shot!
Here is that EMBRACE.................~* so en~COMPASS-ing.........~* Just feel it....within........
My SOUL is restful on the body of Aah-Tah-Rah / Australia...... I belong here.....I AM......NOT, without YOU.....YOU are......NOT, without I...
Oh what de~LIGHT~ful Inter~DEPENDENCE......what a Divine LOVE~Affair~*
ANCHOR The SKY LOVE that You are.....To The CORE of Earth-LOVE......~*
I AM PRESENCE belongs here..... To Complete this Journey in this Ascension Integration......YES......Dearie ME, Oh Tearie ME....tears of LOVE....
All land is HEART~ful.............in the Vast OCEAN of ONE~LOVE.......All people are BEAUTIFUL....
they are SEED~ed with Divine LIFE that is LOVE, as LIGHT!
Thank you, Precious Hearts........for Celebrating Life with I.....here on EARTH......in your RELIANCE and in your Divine ALLIANCE........~*
The ECLIPSE~ing of The HEART is over.....The CROWN is Alight.......throw those devices you use to look at the Eclipse....look within....
Love sits being angry, Love sits feeling sad....Love goes hurting... all is LOVE.....
LOVE feels UN~Loved.....and hence all these pains.......GO declare LOVE to your LOved & Un~Loved ONEs...
For.......as Ronan Keating sings.....Tomorrow Never Comes..........~*
throw away everything that are crutches to your BE~ingness....
LOOK................with LOVE......from the HEART.~*
Look at any storm of your Life......in your HEART~ful Looking is The CALM~ing for The Storm....
SEE The LOVE in every~ONE......SEE them as LOVE itself in Form......
that is LIGHT (dimmed and bright), as LIFE in Every~ONE, Dear Ones..........
LOOK-to-SEE, Dear Ones.....where is it that you NOT~SEE LOVE.....
Enter your HEARTs.......Bridge your DIVINITY / Blue with Your Earthy Hue'Manness / Red-Ochre.....
and Look Who is Around You, Before You, Behind You, Beside You....LOVE is.............~*
........LET US LOVE DIVINELY................PURELY.................JOIN IN............~*
Oh.....watch that Heart, wont You?
I LOVE YOU each~ONE.....Divinely, Dearly, Deeply........
and.................I LOVE YOU Divinely Dearly Deeply, my GRAIL~TWIN........
I AM YOU:YOU AM I......I AM.....NOT, without YOU.......YOU ARE.....NOT, without I....... Let us LOVE on.....in this Journey......~*
~*I..YOU *~.
Light as a Peacock Feather....and feeling TOUCH~ed by a Peacock Feather......OH~*
Bright......Brighter.....Brightest Moments to YOU..............each! For All of LIFE.........~*
I AM Divine PRESECIENCE
in Dance with Gaea ~SOUL-aris @ Gaea~HEART ~*
Blog entry
9 May 2013 - 4:03pm
Have no clear idea what to call this - desided I just name it from the source of the inspiration.
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Blog entry
9 May 2013 - 12:44pm
ALOHA Dear Hearts.........
You know we are in the most beautiful New Moon / Solar ECLIPSE with great potentials for The Golden, SELF~Shining SEED~Force,
of conjunctions..... of The Larger LIGHT & The Lesser LIGHT within... SOUL & MIND / Psyche....
that we are, from which all of LIFE is generated is once again before us in linear style,
of The Hiranya Garbha / Golden WOMB of Unbreakable LIFE of The LOVE Principle....
where our Body / Heart - Mind - Soul do their BIND~ing as we each allow within.....for which this nudging / prompting is,
dancing on in the skies.....
A Solar Eclipse occurs on May 9 / 10, 2013, in Taurus (keyword = I HAVE) / ruler VENUS,
only visible from Western AUSTRALIA across most of The Northern PART
and passing very close to New Guinea and out over The PACIFIC OCEAN......~*
this Lunation affecting people born with personal planets and points at approximately 15 to 25 degrees
of the Fixed signs (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius) most significantly,
and those with TAURUS at significant points in their birth charts....
~ * TAURUS......is Our BODY and EARTH itself.....~*
the Moon is at its darkest during a new moon; time to plant seeds that will grow into fruition by our Solar Eclipse in Scorpio later this year.
The combination of the Taurus-Scorpio eclipses motion toward a deep transformation that needs to transpire. Astrologers associate Taurus with “refinement”, while Scorpio is associated closely with “elimination.” Four days before and after this eclipse, we will need to take the time to analyze which things in our lives require redefinition or elimination altogether. Steady Taurus creates a strong desire for stability and reliability. With four planets resting in the Earth sign [Sun/Mercury/Venus/Mars], there is a good chance that any opportunity to increase our income and cut down debt will be seized upon. All of the new goals established during this transit are connected to financial security and expansion. The balance to be struck between the Scorpio Lunar Eclipse (from April 25th) and the Taurus Solar Eclipse (May 9th) revolves around transforming mentalities, people, contracts, and other things no longer serving a purpose to us.
On April 10th, we had a New Moon in Aries. During that transit, it was advised to create goals that showcased our leadership traits. Many of those new goals established centered on our personal needs —inspiring us to take initiative to get everything we want out of life. During our New Moon in Aries last month, a heavy emphasis was placed on self-promotion and generally looking out for “self” first. Our New Moon in Taurus this month, however, shifts away from “Self” and encourages us to pay more attention to our intimate relationships: figuring out ways to stabilize and expand them.
The impatience of the New Moon in Aries has been washed over by the tenacity of Taurus. A New Moon in Aries describes all types of fresh and exciting “brain children” that we want to implement and explore—-sometimes not allocating enough resources to see them through. But this New Moon in Taurus emboldens us to look for tangible results and rewards in our personal/professional lives. We are bound to move away from abstract concepts and take concrete steps to make these dreams a reality.
Our physical needs seem pressing while the Sun and Moon transit Taurus on the 9th. We truly connect with our five senses, indulging in: good music, good food, good wine, good sex and the purchase of materials goods that provide emotional satisfaction. Our desire for comfort includes spoiling ourselves and others. And lastly, we are inclined to reevaluate the values we’ve attached to possessions and what we feel they say about our self-worth.
~ * ECLIPSEs....
Eclipses signal what we need to change, they are a rebirth.
They affect us personally if we have a planet at within 2 degrees of the eclipse.
If your birthday is within two days of these eclipses it will be an important year ahead with major life changes.
The eclipses in 2013 are in the signs of Scorpio (north node) and Taurus (south node).
Scorpio is ruled by Mars and Pluto, planets of passion and power.
It contrasts vividly with the earthy Venusian energy of Taurus. Taurus holds on, Scorpio is the sign of letting go.
If you have a planet or angle at the same degree as an eclipse, it will mean a big change in that area of your life.
~ * WHY AUSTRALIA!
She is Divine Feminine (BE~ing in the Southern Hemisphere)
.....oldest land on Earth...(4 and 1/2 billion years)...
The aboriginals of Australiaare the world's most ancient Record Keepers...dating back 60,000 years...
The SYMBOL of Australia's Ancient WISDOM is Uluru @The Heart, is also a Heart-shaped Portal...
This Sacred Red Rock is in honor of EARTH herself...
On May 10 “at 6:31am on May 10, 2013, those gathering in the area will see the sun will emerge into view from beyond the east-northeast horizon. It will first resemble a pair of lobster claws and then when in full view, a horseshoe with upturned pointed tips. Finally with the dark disk of the Moon appearing to move down as opposed to the Sun moving up and off-centered “ring of fire” materializes, sitting just above the horizon. This wonderfully weird effect lasts 109 seconds, ending when the ring appears to “break” at the Sun’s lower limb. Within minutes the Sun again resembles a horseshoe, but now the pointed tips are directed downward.” – Guy Ottewell
The Native Consciousness has been asleep for long time, that it needs to awaken....
for in this integration & merge alone Divine Feminine is being met up within at our Diamond-Heart...
in the SUN~Rise of The Collective Consciousness of The Nation and of the Hemisphere....
~* Many have written about the New Moon and The Eclips and The sign in which it is doing so...
and so I take diversion from the usual path as always is what I do....
to a path that is always not~Taken, but is in the Taking os The PRESENCE that I AM....
in this Taking, Dear Hearts.....I SEE.....divine many potentials....
sharing those with you, in the most Pure Divine LOVE, that we Are.......~*
~ * Firstly and foremostly, I SEE.......DIAMOND Consciousness,
There is an inherent capacity in each~ONE of YOU, to look at and through all FACETs of LIFE.....
Where COSMIC Consciousness looks without FACETs, YOU look with FACETs....
As looking without facets helps see everything, all points of view integrated in one perspective,
The diamond consciousness with multi-FACETs can see all points of view,
including the integrated point of view of cosmic consciousness,
and hold all these perspectives and as equally valid.
How I SEE......Diamond Consciousness, is that is t One’s ability to open up the 7th / Crown Chakra
and connect to Great Spirit to Universal Consciousness which is The Void,
a Divine Partnering with God Consciousness in your inner awakening,
thusly becoming able to calling the DIVINE Into Hue'Man Expression and Experience...
The UNI~Versal OCTA~Hedron Diamond LIGHT that YOU Are.......~*
The Diamond allows us to experience our multi-dimensional self while still in a physical body
and assists us to activate the cellular memory and DNA
as we open up to our expanded awareness and purpose, our vision and clarity, inner strength and union our radiance,
we are a Diamond........~*
The Diamond which is also the shape of the octahedron
allows the energy to flow from the Source through it in spiraling vortexes of life force energy/light
and as it reaches the bottom apex flows back up the central channel and out the top apex surrounds the diamond/octahedron.
If you do this through your self with the center of the diamond/octahedron at your heart chakra
several times you will feel the chi/prana/life-force zinging through your body.
Is anything Eclipsing here at all in the skies other than YOU / in YOU, Dear Hearts? ........NO!
Moon is your PSYCHE / Mother / Subconscious MIND.... SUN is your SOUL / Father / Conscious MIND...
Oh-ho! The PSYCHE / Sub~CONSCIOUS covers your SOUL, as one enters over the other,
in whose Equating, births The DIAMOND~SELF......~*
It is YOU......eclipsing NOW......so as to E~Merge as The DIAMOND~SELF / Consciousness
It is the Moon and the Feminine energy that is putting itself in front of the Sun which is Masculine energy.
I was prepared for light headedness and tiredness and et, had felt most SERENE......
Manifesting through each ONE of us,
in our Divine Connection with VENUS / Taurus / Earth ....
Through The Diamond Heart, You are.....raising the vibration and Spiritual Consciousness of our world
by living in conscious partnership with the Divine Power or Diamond Self Within ...
co-creating Heaven on Earth ....
where individuals live in right relationship with their Higher Selves,
with each other and with the Earth and we even engage in Sacred Diamondality...
So.......DIAMOND~ize Your~SELVES, Dear Hearts......~*
~ * A SOUL~ar / SOLAR ECLIPSE...... means, remember it is the Moon in FOCUS, blocking the SUN!
and............ Today is all about the Divine Feminine.
~ * DIVINE FEMININE.......
Venus represents the Divine Feminine, the inner vibration of the heart through harmony, pleasure and beauty.
What is the Divine Feminine?
Is this only for the Women of this world about their womanhood?
OR
Is this beyond a Gender Identity in the PHYSICAL and beyond Brain CHemistry to a DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS, all Pervading......?
aah.... I am NOT saying anything here....as it is in each~ONE of YOU, Brothers and Sisters equally to find this out by yourselves....
Response to an Eclipse is both psychological and physical as each individual responds in a unique manner.
However, I share here with you what I know, feel, SEE as what is so, through The DIVINE PRESENCE I AM....
The “Divine Feminine means Raising our Hue'Man Consciousness to our Highest MOST Potential / Consciousness.
We seek inner balance between the male and female aspects of the Self and when we find that balance we come into our inner-power.
The return of the feminine, is not about women ruling society; that would create imbalance. It is about the return to nature,
to masculine/feminine aspects in harmony, yin and yang re-united so both hemispheres of the brain are working
in balance leading to higher levels of consciousness.
When a woman is empowered through this alignment she becomes exactly what nature intended her to be: sensuous, articulate, intuitive, playful, feeling and healing, SEE~ing, KNOW~ing.... As she seeks on the compassionate quality connection with those in her intimate circle, she is the connector, creating and re-creating with Divine Prime Creator, and hence The Divine Feminine is a PRINCIPLE that is through all-of-LIFE....~*
In ONE's listening to the whisperings of One's own truth, will One BE~Come open to the immense source of power that comes from acknowledging and living in alignment with Divine Feminine CORE~Consciousness. And a MAN, from his natural BE~ingness from the DIvine HEART.......Dove~TAILs himself unto the soft undulations of The Feminine Expressions......based in The Divinity....Masculine SPIRIT, as I feel / SEE / KNOW, truly engages.......healing the en~RAGE~ing therein.....
~* Divine Hearts.....You are here to RAISE The Vibration of The Planet and The Planetary Collective / Hue'Manity, by BE~ing THE TRUE~YOU........~*
For,
Is this your TRUE~est Inner PASSION....The PASS~ing of Your I / Divine or HueMan or Divine-HueMan I......On........~*
~ * Precious HEARTs.........
OPEN the PORTAL that YOU Are.....~*
DANCE To~GATHER..... as ONE....in the DIVINE INCLUSION of ALL.....
so as for your Divine Diamond~HEART to E~Merge.... thusly in the E~Mergence You find YOU...
as The HEART of your own BE~ingness.....~*
Be AWARE...............~*
(NASA says the [skipwords]solar[/skipwords] radiation that reaches the Earth “ranges from ultraviolet (UV) radiation
at wavelengths longer than 290 nm to radio waves in the meter range.” The tissues of the human eye transmit
a substantial portion of that radiation to the light-sensitive retina at the back of the eye.
Overexposure to this radiation can result in retinal burns. During a partial or annular eclipse,
or even when 99 percent of the sun is covered, enough radiation is still entering the eye to cause significant damage.
The sun should only be observed through special filters.)
As A A Baily has put it,
The Tibetan Master indicates that the “inbreathing” and “outbreathing” of the entity, who is the Earth, potently affects the physical plane. He states that there is a connection with this and the moon.* This connection with the moon is related to the cycles of the moon.
The time of the new moon is a time to breathe in deeply and move into a calm state of mind. In this state, you can watch your emotions come and go and not be affected by them. In this calmness, you begin to see your life more clearly; you begin to see what is possible.
Now you can tune into your Soul or Higher Self. Stay calm, and let your Higher Self give you a vision of your true purpose.
The new moon is the symbol of beginnings. This is a good time to contemplate upon your true motive. Why are you here on Earth? What did you come here to accomplish? What is your spiritual intention?
These questions tune you into the core of your being. The core of your being is in touch with the great being of the Earth. This aligns you with the dynamic vibration of purpose. One definition of purpose is a goal that you set before yourself that you desire to attain. When that purpose has an element of goodwill, it is harmonizing with the great being of the Earth.
The moon represents the form. This is a time to think about what form you want to create. If you are already involved in your purpose, you can consider whether there is anything you need to do to adjust your plan to create a better form.
You are not alone. When you tune in to your Soul’s vision, you invite the Guides of our planet, the Hierarchy of Light, into your life. They are as the Heads of a giant organization. Your Soul’s vision and purpose is a necessary part of the Organization’s plan for humanity.
When you are attuned to your Soul’s vision, you feel magnetic. You can breathe in and out and relax. There is tension, but it is spiritual tension. In spiritual tension, you keep yourself synchronized with your Soul’s vision through an act of will.
You feel magnetized because you are in harmony with the Earth. When you are in harmony with the earth, you give positivity to others. You anchor light and love and spiritual power on Earth.
~ * I AM..............Jyothis 'The Prescience' Zarene / The Golden Radiance of KNOW~ing.
here's the shot of this Eclipse that I love so absolutely!
This is....................................THE B-E-S-T............~* wow wow wow!!
Riding the Eclipse.... Gliding the Eclipse.... E~CLIPs / ENergy~CLIPs.....
Blog entry
8 May 2013 - 10:20pm
I probably won't know until I post this and see if the numbers add up to three (All Woden posts do this) but all the beard growing memebers of the population can breathe a sigh of relief...
I think I found Gandolf guy.
His eyes are the same as Gandolf's eyes. (Which, btw Google would be blue surely if he was Nordic.) Beard check, old age, not check 5 years older than me, one eye, not check, two wolves, two ravens and glass of mead? Not check.
Dating site dating is so hard for lightworkers. Have you ever given it a thought?
He didn't run off at 'I'm psychic.' - He's psychic. He didn't run off at 'I think you may have a soul from Pleiades.' - He's (erm lol...) going to do some research...
He didn't even run off at 'I know your eyes you know?' (I would have run off at that to be fair.)
Either I have found the most desperate man on the whole of the internet or maybe, possibly, I could have found Gandolf guy six days before predicted?
Let's hope so.
x x x
Blog entry
8 May 2013 - 9:56pm
by Jafree Ozwald
There are as many different ways to approach life as there are people living on this planet. The one path that is flawless and transcends all the others, is that of unconditional love. Just by letting yourself be fully submerged for even one moment in pure love, can you instantly feel like you are re-born! Totally fresh and new, ever-present, you begin vibrating at a higher level of consciousness and perceiving things as they really are.
Only when you surrender to love are you truly alive. Only through love are you able to see for the very first time with clear eyes who you truly are and why you are here. Through deep surrender your life mission will be perpetually revealed, and you'll understand how the Universe is carrying you, as if you were in a protected cocoon in each moment of your life. By consciously surrendering to the most loving feeling you can fathom, there is nothing that can harm or threaten you in any way.
Surrendering to love is a magical mysterious experience that contains only positive outcomes. It spontaneously occurs when you trust that everything, thought and experience is always occuring for the highest good of all concerned. This creates an outpouring of goodness into your consciousness which gets downloaded into your life. There is nothing you can imagine worrying about or being afraid of once your act of surrender is true and real.
When you honestly learn how to surrender to the hightest unconditional love you can imagine, you'll discover that you have something very valuable to give. The life energy that is flowing through you is so powerful, so beautiful, and enlightening that you become a lamp for others to find their way through the darkness inside. It's from letting go of yourself and completely letting love take over you, that this perpetual gift of enlightening energy starts to naturally spill out onto your outer world.
Surrendering to love creates only easy, positive and joyful circumstances in your life, yet this path is not for wimps. It takes tremendous courage, focus and patience to trust it. There is every chance that the ego will take the steering wheel and control your life driving it back into the grave. Trusting love is surrendering to it, and understanding that the juiciest love is when it is beyond your control. Love is the energy that illuminates the consciousness of the one who is "in control" of your life.
If you want to have some real fun in this life, it is not about controlling anything, its about total surrender. Absolute surrender means you have given up your personal agenda, your fantasy ticket to freedom and allowed yourself to melt and merge into your divine presence that is in this moment, falling into something that is much bigger than your ideas. Through surrender you have no argument or fight within you. All your walls, blocks and personal problems dissolve because you don't try to overcome them, you simply let the path of trusting love guide you on through.
You'll find on this enlightening path that the more you surrender, the more love you'll have for yourself. This self loving voyage is not egotistical or narcissistic. It is simply a returning home, to the infinite Source of our being. This is the deepest form of love, which is always abundant with a bliss-consciousness, that is ever-present and unconditional. It is like being bathed in a warm relaxing healing fountain of golden energy that caresses your heart, mind and spirit with tender feelings of joy and easiness. This is your natural state of being when surrender is total. This is what causes us to remember that life is not just good, it is absolutely divine, and is a pure joy and blessing to be alive.
As you practice surrendering to higher love, you'll see that God is here now. The divine is your deepest essence and only through surrender can you see it. Surrender brings forth your divine purpose, knowledge and consciousness out into your life, unlocking the narrowed mind and revealing the most enlightened being inside you! It is the secret to discovering your divinity, and knowing you are ONE with Infinite Spirit and Source. It is through this path that you will discover a richer experience of life, knowing yourself to be divine, and truly appreciating your life in this amazing world.
Written by Jafree Ozwald (Enlightened Beings)
Blog entry
8 May 2013 - 6:06pm
Has something happened with the sun I don't know about? I feel like I am being microwaved from the inside out. Quite a nice feeling to be honest if not a bit weird.
My son just saw a white mist in the front room next to my shoulder and well, does anyone else have this feeling that something is missing?
What am I missing? My Woden, obviously, a couple of odd socks (don't want to wear them I'm rather warm - I'm feeling microwaved) a sense of bothered? Wrath of the Goddess (twelve days and less dragon than before!)
If anyone else is feeling like this and can do this - fill your lightbody with love. - Whizzy eh?
x x x
Blog entry
7 May 2013 - 6:39am
So, when I'm not busting my butt with spring cleaning to prepare for a future, or planting more flowers, I sometimes find time to write a bit for a planned book.
Yes I do. And, the time maybe right for posting up this little snippet here. Hope you enjoy! :)
COUNSELING
I learned what I know about counseling from a Marine. He was a Special Forces/Black Beret/Seal Team member guy with combat experience. Bob knew about force. He knew how a three member team could take out a whole enemy division of soldiers. Bob knew about patience and adaptability. He knew what it was like to wait for days, stranded behind enemy lines, for a helicopter to finally arrive. Bob knew about direction and perseverance. You could drop Bob naked into any wilderness, and he would survive and eventually find his way out.
You might imagine that Bob talked a lot about discipline and authority. But you would be wrong. Bob was a very practical man. Bob was all about getting the job done, and Bob studied how things actually work.
Having successfully counseled hundreds of people, Bob described the experience like this:
“For most people, life is like leaving the center aisle of a big warehouse, and running down a side aisle, frivolously knocking piles of boxes off the shelves in their wake behind them with their arms. Until one day, they reach the outer wall of the warehouse, and they realize that their path is a dead end, and they realize it doesn’t lead where they thought it did, and now they turn around, and they see that the only way back, is littered with the wreckage of a careless life lived in vain.”
“To be a counselor, you have to love them right there. You can’t wait for them to get back to the center aisle and be right before you love them. You have to love them where you find them, hug them, and hold their hand, and help them put the boxes back on the shelves, and climb over the wreckage and the obstacles, to find the path back.”
Bob knew. You must love them where they are. You cannot put conditions on it. They are at point X and you know they should be waaaay over here at point Y. You cannot wait until they get to point Y to love them. You just can’t. You have to love them right now, right where they are, or just forget it. It won’t work, and you can’t be a counselor.
Think of them as a toddler with a cereal bowl on their head and oatmeal running down their face, throwing cups, screaming bad words that you have no idea how they learned, with flailing arms, a red face, and a diaper full of stinky poo. You can’t fix that, if you don’t love it first. You cannot obsess over how they are doing EVERYTHING wrong, or about how what they are doing is BAD for them. It starts with love, and it takes time.
Counseling is no different than God loving you. You are God’s loud messy stinky little toddler. Yes you are. So am I. You didn’t deserve it, but God loved you anyway. It’s called grace. If you accept it, you get fed. If you don’t accept it, you stay hungry. Counseling is just you being mature enough to pass on the same grace and love that you accepted, on to someone else now.
Counseling is a spirit of adoption. You don’t adopt a parent. The parent adopts you. Just like God did. You just agree to it, accept it, and get fed. It changes you. Your name changes. Just like with God, there is no abandonment. Once you are part of the family, it’s forever. My daughter can move half way around the globe and do everything I find horrible, disgusting, and shocking, but she is still forever, always, my daughter. Nothing she ever does can change that fact. Counseling and discipleship are like that. It is you adopting someone in love and grace, the same way God loves and adopted you.
Remember, God never excommunicates anybody … Humans do that. - “Adam, where art thou?”
(c)
video
6 May 2013 - 10:17pm
I wonder why Beethoven's Masterpieces have been repeatedly used or "misused" in several sci-fi or doom and gloom movies.. like in The Knowing
or In John Boorman's Zardoz
Blog entry
6 May 2013 - 10:06pm
ABOUT THE SERAPHIM PROJECT 2012-2027
OVERVIEW
THE STARGATE PORTAL
THE COMMUNITY PORTAL
THE HOLISTIC HEALING PORTAL
THE MISSION
THE VISION
THE CLARION CALL
THE TIMELINE / MORE INFO
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027
Upholding The Divine Vision For Evolving Humanity
OVERVIEW
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 is a living, integrated, evolutionary project intended to foster spiritual growth, personal development and empowerment, and expansion of awareness through establishing Harmony in Diversity and the facilitation of Cosmic Consciousness as a way of life, in alignment with the Divine Vision of the Infinite Source of All Life.
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027's overall Divine Purpose is currently and dynamically expressed and manifested via three main Consciousness Portals namely:
The Stargate Portal,
The Seraphim Community Portal, and
The Holistic Healing Portal,
respectively embodied by the following entities:
Maria Celeste Garcia Intuitive Healing Creations,
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal, and
The Infinite Mother Holistic and Intuitive Healing Arts Center.
^Back to Top^
THE STARGATE PORTAL
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Stargate Portal is where it all began, where Divine Cosmic Energy is being channeled through from Higher Dimensions of Conscious Existence, and where the templates for the Divine Consciousness Programs for 5th Dimensional Earth Life can be found, constantly being developed and refined to become holographically expressed and gradually seeded, cultivated, and anchored into our current reality. These Consciousness Programs are carefully and purposefully ushered into the Human Collective Consciousness not only by The Seraphim Angels but also by other Angelics, by Ascended Masters, and by our Star Nations and Cosmic Families who have chosen to assist in Humanity's Evolution and Ascent.
^Back to Top^
< Visit The Stargate Portal Website >
THE COMMUNITY PORTAL
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal is a dynamic space where we can explore ways of co-creating, building, and living our images of 'Heaven on Earth' together as one, while upholding Harmony in Diversity, Individual Sovereignty, and Responsible Co-creation of Realities throughout the Cosmos.
Empowered with the Divine Purpose of encouraging, supporting, and facilitating Humanity's Spiritual Evolution to the highest degree within the temporal backdrop and holographic matrix of life on Earth and in the Universe, our community's growth process is organic, and always aligned with and attuned to the Spirit and Divine Principles of the Infinite Source of All Life, in each Ever Present Moment.
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal Website was officially launched online on December 21, 2012, representing a 'Living Lightship of Kindred Spirits' having emerged from breaking through and crossing the threshold of a Cosmic Paradigm Shift into a Whole New Level of Existence for Humanity.
Our community reaches out to those who intuitively feel affinity and sympathetic resonance with the vision, mission, and values of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027. This project will be going on for 15 years facilitating the healing, awakening, and ascension of individual souls and soul groups.
^Back to Top^
< Visit the Seraphim Community Portal Website >
THE HOLISTIC HEALING PORTAL
The Infinite Mother Holistic and Intuitive Healing Arts Center is a sacred sanctuary with the Divine purpose of facilitating the Healing, Awakening, and Transformation of individuals on their personal evolutionary journey. Our mission is to make a difference in the lives of our brothers and sisters across the globe from all walks of life who may be awakened, comforted, and assisted on their Healing Path, Soul Purpose, and Spiritual Journey through our Holistic and Intuitive Healing Creations, Products and Services. We offer a host of products and services geared towards Internal and External Health, Vitality, Balance, Harmony, Beauty, Well-being, and Wholeness.
^Back to Top^
< Visit the Holistic Healing Portal Website >
THE MISSION
The Purpose Of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027:
To Uphold the Divine Vision for Evolving Humanity on Earth;
To Facilitate Healing and Expansion of Awareness;
To Anchor the Divine Purpose and Expression of The Host of Seraphim Angels on Planet Earth for the New Golden Age;
To Embody the New Consciousness Paradigm of Harmony in Diversity and Responsible and Divine Co-creation of Realities;
To Promote Cosmic Consciousness in the spirit of Compassion, Unconditional Love, Harmony, Serenity, and Gratitude.
^Back to Top^
THE VISION
What The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Envisions To Create and Manifest :
A life of "Heaven On Earth" for all who so choose;
The facilitation of healing and spiritual growth of Humanity;
The re-union of Kindred Spirits and Soul Families;
The empowerment of Individuals who seek insights about their Healing Path, Divine Expression, and Soul Purpose;
The expansion of individual and group awareness in key aspects & areas of Life;
The evolution of Humanity towards higher levels of existence and expression;
Oneness with The Infinite Source of All That Is.
^Back to Top^
THE CLARION CALL
The Ones Who May Benefit From The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 :
People from all walks of life seeking or already treading a Conscious Spiritual Path;
Everyone who resonates with the mission, vision, values, and essence of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027;
Kindred Spirits;
Starseeds;
Angelic Humans;
Lightworkers;
Wayshowers;
Divine Healers;
Ascending Souls;
Indigo and Crystal Children and Adults;
Galactic and Cosmic Souls;
Anyone who sincerely wishes to participate and learn more about what the Seraphim Project 2012-2027 upholds.
^Back to Top^
TIMELINE
More Information About The Seraphim Project 2012-2027
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 was created by Maria Celeste Garcia (also known by her vibrational soul name as VelAja TalaLei), who is considered as an Indigo-Crystalline Starchild, Conscious and Activated Avatar Incarnate, Akashic Vessel, and Divine Emissary of The Infinite Source of All Life and All That Is.
In early 2010, Maria began receiving direct revelation, inspiration, and inner guidance from The Infinite Source of All Life, with the Assistance of Divine Beings from Higher Dimensions of Consciousness, to create quantum healing works of Art, Music, and other Intuitive Creations specifically designed and encoded for DNA Activation and Bioregenesis, The Spiritual Evolution of Humanity, and Earth's Ascension into the 5th Dimensional vibratory level of conscious existence.
Maria works closely with the guidance, unconditional love, and patient assistance of the Angelic Realms, most especially of The Angelic Host of The Seraphim. She was specifically contacted by The Seraphim Angelic Collective, to remember and put into creative manifestation one of the most important soul missions that she has agreed to fulfill in this lifetime with them. This said mission is what is now known as The Seraphim Project 2012-2027, designed for the evolution of Humanity towards our full Divine potential.
Further assistance, participation, and coordination comes from the Ascended Mastery Realms, our Interstellar-Interplanetary, Galactic, and Cosmic Families of Light, and of course, Kindred Souls who have incarnated on planet Earth with the purpose of anchoring, grounding and embodying the very essence of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 during the transition of Humanity from the Old Consciousness Paradigm into the New Consciousness Paradigm. This transition involves the transposition and transmutation of the Genetic Soul Codes of Life, not just on Planet Earth, but also throughout the entire Cosmos into their realized state -- in alignment, coherence, and integration with the Living Divine Plan of The Infinite Source.
By May of 2010, The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 through Maria Celeste Garcia Intuitive Healing Creations came to life to gently and gracefully reach out to resonating souls across the globe.
During the first 2-year development and unfoldment period of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027, a clarion call was delivered through Maria's Intuitive Healing Creations, the Stargate Portal for The Seraphim Project 2012-2027. The search for Kindred Spirits took place and significant holistic and quantum healing, awakening, and DNA activation was accomplished for all those who have resonated with the spiritual tools and technologies provided by The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 (then also known as 'Project Seraph Healing Love Encodement Series'). The experience of Personal Ascension in tandem with Planetary and Cosmic Ascension was optimized for those who have recognized, resonated with, and heeded the clarion call of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 between May 2010 until December 21, 2012.
In March of 2012, a private facebook group was created for the Seraphim Project 2012-2027, which gathered Kindred Spirits together to light each other's path and see each other through. Kindred Spirits within the group, especially those who feel strong sympathetic resonance with Maria and The Seraphim Angelic Collective, became the founding members of what we now know as The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal. Additionally, other loving friends of Maria who were not part of the private facebook group also became founding members. From there, the Divine Purpose of The Seraphim Community Portal organically unfolds.
In April of 2012, as part of the Divine Purpose of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027, and in synergy with what has been set in motion by Maria's Divine Calling, A Holistic Healing Portal called The Infinite Mother Holistic and Intuitive Healing Arts Center, was born and continue to organically grow and develop together with the other Consciousness Portals for The Seraphim Project 2012-2027. This particular portal is being developed with grounded, down-to-earth perspectives for people from all walks of life who may significantly benefit from products and services being offered with integrity and compassion to foster and facilitate each unique individual's personal journey towards Internal and External Health, Vitality, Balance, Harmony, Beauty, Well-being, and Wholeness.
After December 21, 2012, The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal Website officially launches to reach out further to those who resonate with its vision and values. This project will be going on for 15 years facilitating the healing, awakening, and ascension of individual souls and soul groups.
This 15-year window (2012-2027) is a spiritually significant and temporally important transition for Humanity on Earth. It is the phasing out of the old paradigm for the souls who are ready to fully integrate the new paradigm into themselves, and then merging in harmony with the "surge" of 'new souls' incarnating on the planet around 2027 and beyond. The special group of 'new souls' incarnating around 2027 already belong to the new paradigm and carry activated genetic soul codes which embody the principles of 'Heaven on Earth', which is a 5th dimensional concept of 'Conscious Co-creation' each moment, and living in harmony with all.
The work of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 is part of the Delivery of Grace and Divine Intervention for the third declination or wave of ascension. The Divine Intervention is happening not only in this sector, but also elsewhere around the globe, through ministries and movements of similar integral values and Divine Purpose.
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 calls out to those who feel they are ready to heed the call. The call is particularly directed to those who resonate with the project and its constituents on the basis of their souls having chosen this experience even before birth. The 'clarion call', so to speak, operates on the principles of synchronicity and sympathetic resonance.
If you sincerely wish to learn more about The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 to find out if it may be of value and assistance to your Healing Path, Divine Expression and Soul Purpose, you will be guided accordingly. Always remember to listen to your heart and tune into your own inner guidance and intuitive awareness as you search for truth, love, and purpose.
~Namaste~
^Back to Top^
"There is no separation between my Love and the Love in the Universe. We are One"
~ Maria Celeste Garcia (VelAja TalaLei) ~
11:11
12:12
12:21
For more information, please feel free to explore
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Website
Or visit our Stargate Portal Website
Maria Celeste Garcia Intuitive Healing Creations
Or you may leave a message at our
Seraphim Contact Form
If you resonate with The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 and may wish to be part of our Community of Kindred Spirits, come JOIN US to be able to access and utilize the features and facilities available to the members of our community.
^Back to Top^
>Go Back to Our Articles Page<
>Go Back to Our Community Portal Hompage<
>Go Back to Our Stargate Portal Homepage<
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6 May 2013 - 9:57pm
ABOUT THE SERAPHIM PROJECT 2012-2027
OVERVIEW
THE STARGATE PORTAL
THE COMMUNITY PORTAL
THE HOLISTIC HEALING PORTAL
THE MISSION
THE VISION
THE CLARION CALL
THE TIMELINE / MORE INFO
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027
Upholding The Divine Vision For Evolving Humanity
OVERVIEW
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 is a living, integrated, evolutionary project intended to foster spiritual growth, personal development and empowerment, and expansion of awareness through establishing Harmony in Diversity and the facilitation of Cosmic Consciousness as a way of life, in alignment with the Divine Vision of the Infinite Source of All Life.
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027's overall Divine Purpose is currently and dynamically expressed and manifested via three main Consciousness Portals namely:
The Stargate Portal,
The Seraphim Community Portal, and
The Holistic Healing Portal,
respectively embodied by the following entities:
Maria Celeste Garcia Intuitive Healing Creations,
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal, and
The Infinite Mother Holistic and Intuitive Healing Arts Center.
^Back to Top^
THE STARGATE PORTAL
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Stargate Portal is where it all began, where Divine Cosmic Energy is being channeled through from Higher Dimensions of Conscious Existence, and where the templates for the Divine Consciousness Programs for 5th Dimensional Earth Life can be found, constantly being developed and refined to become holographically expressed and gradually seeded, cultivated, and anchored into our current reality. These Consciousness Programs are carefully and purposefully ushered into the Human Collective Consciousness not only by The Seraphim Angels but also by other Angelics, by Ascended Masters, and by our Star Nations and Cosmic Families who have chosen to assist in Humanity's Evolution and Ascent.
^Back to Top^
< Visit The Stargate Portal Website >
THE COMMUNITY PORTAL
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal is a dynamic space where we can explore ways of co-creating, building, and living our images of 'Heaven on Earth' together as one, while upholding Harmony in Diversity, Individual Sovereignty, and Responsible Co-creation of Realities throughout the Cosmos.
Empowered with the Divine Purpose of encouraging, supporting, and facilitating Humanity's Spiritual Evolution to the highest degree within the temporal backdrop and holographic matrix of life on Earth and in the Universe, our community's growth process is organic, and always aligned with and attuned to the Spirit and Divine Principles of the Infinite Source of All Life, in each Ever Present Moment.
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal Website was officially launched online on December 21, 2012, representing a 'Living Lightship of Kindred Spirits' having emerged from breaking through and crossing the threshold of a Cosmic Paradigm Shift into a Whole New Level of Existence for Humanity.
Our community reaches out to those who intuitively feel affinity and sympathetic resonance with the vision, mission, and values of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027. This project will be going on for 15 years facilitating the healing, awakening, and ascension of individual souls and soul groups.
^Back to Top^
< Visit the Seraphim Community Portal Website >
THE HOLISTIC HEALING PORTAL
The Infinite Mother Holistic and Intuitive Healing Arts Center is a sacred sanctuary with the Divine purpose of facilitating the Healing, Awakening, and Transformation of individuals on their personal evolutionary journey. Our mission is to make a difference in the lives of our brothers and sisters across the globe from all walks of life who may be awakened, comforted, and assisted on their Healing Path, Soul Purpose, and Spiritual Journey through our Holistic and Intuitive Healing Creations, Products and Services. We offer a host of products and services geared towards Internal and External Health, Vitality, Balance, Harmony, Beauty, Well-being, and Wholeness.
^Back to Top^
< Visit the Holistic Healing Portal Website >
THE MISSION
The Purpose Of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027:
To Uphold the Divine Vision for Evolving Humanity on Earth;
To Facilitate Healing and Expansion of Awareness;
To Anchor the Divine Purpose and Expression of The Host of Seraphim Angels on Planet Earth for the New Golden Age;
To Embody the New Consciousness Paradigm of Harmony in Diversity and Responsible and Divine Co-creation of Realities;
To Promote Cosmic Consciousness in the spirit of Compassion, Unconditional Love, Harmony, Serenity, and Gratitude.
^Back to Top^
THE VISION
What The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Envisions To Create and Manifest :
A life of "Heaven On Earth" for all who so choose;
The facilitation of healing and spiritual growth of Humanity;
The re-union of Kindred Spirits and Soul Families;
The empowerment of Individuals who seek insights about their Healing Path, Divine Expression, and Soul Purpose;
The expansion of individual and group awareness in key aspects & areas of Life;
The evolution of Humanity towards higher levels of existence and expression;
Oneness with The Infinite Source of All That Is.
^Back to Top^
THE CLARION CALL
The Ones Who May Benefit From The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 :
People from all walks of life seeking or already treading a Conscious Spiritual Path;
Everyone who resonates with the mission, vision, values, and essence of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027;
Kindred Spirits;
Starseeds;
Angelic Humans;
Lightworkers;
Wayshowers;
Divine Healers;
Ascending Souls;
Indigo and Crystal Children and Adults;
Galactic and Cosmic Souls;
Anyone who sincerely wishes to participate and learn more about what the Seraphim Project 2012-2027 upholds.
^Back to Top^
TIMELINE
More Information About The Seraphim Project 2012-2027
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 was created by Maria Celeste Garcia (also known by her vibrational soul name as VelAja TalaLei), who is considered as an Indigo-Crystalline Starchild, Conscious and Activated Avatar Incarnate, Akashic Vessel, and Divine Emissary of The Infinite Source of All Life and All That Is.
In early 2010, Maria began receiving direct revelation, inspiration, and inner guidance from The Infinite Source of All Life, with the Assistance of Divine Beings from Higher Dimensions of Consciousness, to create quantum healing works of Art, Music, and other Intuitive Creations specifically designed and encoded for DNA Activation and Bioregenesis, The Spiritual Evolution of Humanity, and Earth's Ascension into the 5th Dimensional vibratory level of conscious existence.
Maria works closely with the guidance, unconditional love, and patient assistance of the Angelic Realms, most especially of The Angelic Host of The Seraphim. She was specifically contacted by The Seraphim Angelic Collective, to remember and put into creative manifestation one of the most important soul missions that she has agreed to fulfill in this lifetime with them. This said mission is what is now known as The Seraphim Project 2012-2027, designed for the evolution of Humanity towards our full Divine potential.
Further assistance, participation, and coordination comes from the Ascended Mastery Realms, our Interstellar-Interplanetary, Galactic, and Cosmic Families of Light, and of course, Kindred Souls who have incarnated on planet Earth with the purpose of anchoring, grounding and embodying the very essence of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 during the transition of Humanity from the Old Consciousness Paradigm into the New Consciousness Paradigm. This transition involves the transposition and transmutation of the Genetic Soul Codes of Life, not just on Planet Earth, but also throughout the entire Cosmos into their realized state -- in alignment, coherence, and integration with the Living Divine Plan of The Infinite Source.
By May of 2010, The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 through Maria Celeste Garcia Intuitive Healing Creations came to life to gently and gracefully reach out to resonating souls across the globe.
During the first 2-year development and unfoldment period of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027, a clarion call was delivered through Maria's Intuitive Healing Creations, the Stargate Portal for The Seraphim Project 2012-2027. The search for Kindred Spirits took place and significant holistic and quantum healing, awakening, and DNA activation was accomplished for all those who have resonated with the spiritual tools and technologies provided by The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 (then also known as 'Project Seraph Healing Love Encodement Series'). The experience of Personal Ascension in tandem with Planetary and Cosmic Ascension was optimized for those who have recognized, resonated with, and heeded the clarion call of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 between May 2010 until December 21, 2012.
In March of 2012, a private facebook group was created for the Seraphim Project 2012-2027, which gathered Kindred Spirits together to light each other's path and see each other through. Kindred Spirits within the group, especially those who feel strong sympathetic resonance with Maria and The Seraphim Angelic Collective, became the founding members of what we now know as The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal. Additionally, other loving friends of Maria who were not part of the private facebook group also became founding members. From there, the Divine Purpose of The Seraphim Community Portal organically unfolds.
In April of 2012, as part of the Divine Purpose of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027, and in synergy with what has been set in motion by Maria's Divine Calling, A Holistic Healing Portal called The Infinite Mother Holistic and Intuitive Healing Arts Center, was born and continue to organically grow and develop together with the other Consciousness Portals for The Seraphim Project 2012-2027. This particular portal is being developed with grounded, down-to-earth perspectives for people from all walks of life who may significantly benefit from products and services being offered with integrity and compassion to foster and facilitate each unique individual's personal journey towards Internal and External Health, Vitality, Balance, Harmony, Beauty, Well-being, and Wholeness.
After December 21, 2012, The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Portal Website officially launches to reach out further to those who resonate with its vision and values. This project will be going on for 15 years facilitating the healing, awakening, and ascension of individual souls and soul groups.
This 15-year window (2012-2027) is a spiritually significant and temporally important transition for Humanity on Earth. It is the phasing out of the old paradigm for the souls who are ready to fully integrate the new paradigm into themselves, and then merging in harmony with the "surge" of 'new souls' incarnating on the planet around 2027 and beyond. The special group of 'new souls' incarnating around 2027 already belong to the new paradigm and carry activated genetic soul codes which embody the principles of 'Heaven on Earth', which is a 5th dimensional concept of 'Conscious Co-creation' each moment, and living in harmony with all.
The work of The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 is part of the Delivery of Grace and Divine Intervention for the third declination or wave of ascension. The Divine Intervention is happening not only in this sector, but also elsewhere around the globe, through ministries and movements of similar integral values and Divine Purpose.
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 calls out to those who feel they are ready to heed the call. The call is particularly directed to those who resonate with the project and its constituents on the basis of their souls having chosen this experience even before birth. The 'clarion call', so to speak, operates on the principles of synchronicity and sympathetic resonance.
If you sincerely wish to learn more about The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 to find out if it may be of value and assistance to your Healing Path, Divine Expression and Soul Purpose, you will be guided accordingly. Always remember to listen to your heart and tune into your own inner guidance and intuitive awareness as you search for truth, love, and purpose.
~Namaste~
^Back to Top^
"There is no separation between my Love and the Love in the Universe. We are One"
~ Maria Celeste Garcia (VelAja TalaLei) ~
11:11
12:12
12:21
For more information, please feel free to explore
The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 Community Website
Or visit our Stargate Portal Website
Maria Celeste Garcia Intuitive Healing Creations
Or you may leave a message at our
Seraphim Contact Form
If you resonate with The Seraphim Project 2012-2027 and may wish to be part of our Community of Kindred Spirits, come JOIN US to be able to access and utilize the features and facilities available to the members of our community.
^Back to Top^
>Go Back to Our Articles Page<
>Go Back to Our Community Portal Hompage<
>Go Back to Our Stargate Portal Homepage<
Blog entry
6 May 2013 - 8:47pm
This last few days I have been worrying. Inevitablility bothers me quite a lot sometimes.
Oscar Wilde wrote a story about a palmist. (*spoilers) This guy gets his palm read and the guy reading it goes white and runs away. This bothers the guy so much he can't rest, he goes about disturbed and bothers, can't settle in his life or sleep. He goes a walk one night and accidentally knocks this guy in the river. - The guy drowns and it was the palmist. What I love about this story is if the palmist hadn't been reading palms he would never had died.
I'm sat here with my son laughing at the cat trying to catch it's tail. Round and round she goes...
I don't know. I met a bloke last September. It was about this time I started being plauged by love hearts. On December 21st he asked me if I would like to go for a drink. I said yes, he said great it will be the end of January. (Eh?)
January came and went. He works long hours in a shop so, you can imagine me, I was in everyday buying all sorts. I put on quite a bit of weight and took up crying as a pass time. I really have never liked being led along like an idiot. Particularly as I fill the role quite well. He likes money - it seems. Much more than anything else in the world.
It wasn't me - it seems- we have 'cultural differences' These mean I shouldn't be a single mum, I shouldn't be a floozie, I shouldn't smoke, drink or have friends, if we got married his parents would live with us, he wanted me to wear some kind of Indian clothing, it would really only be right if I had a baby, learned Punjabi, I needed to get up at 6 every morning and make breakfast for his parents, learn to cook indian food, I couldn't speak to my gay friends, we were to have a house and he would work away a lot. I would have to get rid of the cat and the dog, we would go and get married in India and I wouldn't be allowed to mention I had a son, or take him with me. He told me all this over the phone. - Oh and if I stepped out of line he would 'give me a slap' or bite me, on the cheek apparently.
Because of his 'cultural differences' he would lose his job if he was seen with me in public so we met in secret at a train station. I hid behind a wall and it was all so very romantic - until he arrived. We got on the train and he jumped on me. I am pretty sure there are laws of decency and I am pretty sure they stretch through all cultures. - No matter how long it's been since you've had any. To give me a bit of a chance of making it to Preston with my viginity still in tact (!) I offered to read his palm.
I don't think that was the best idea. After all of that I was actually thinking of doing a runner and to be fair I did but I read the palm first. There I was on this palm of his, for quite a long time. Yes the guy loved me but along with that he ABSOLUTELY hated me, I bring this out in people, I understand - but in a husband? No. Thank. You.
He managed to spare me twenty odd minutes, inbetween a tram journey and walking home to come to my house and he jumped on me again - some girls you know, they never learn. In the two minutes I had with my romantic delusions I managed to stare into his eyes. What did I see there? I was expecting a soul of torture and pain, misery and the signs of too much Jack Daniels but I was greated with the universe. I could see all of it in his eyes. Then he jumped on me - moment ruined - I got him out the door as fast as I could and vowed he was going to be no husband of mine. EVER. (I can forgive most things but clumsy sexual advances? Nope.)
I managed over three months, over the phone, to get him, in my round about ways, fixed. He's quit drinking and has a new job planned in London where hopefully he is allowed to have some kind of life. I felt good about that, that's what soul contratcs are for right? I was able to explore near enough every single one of my deep routed fears and insecurities - oh what a service he did me! The thought of being trapped in another violent relationship with a baby, no one to turn to and no where to go. - and the clumsy foreplay - and him working away. No. No. No.
I've celebrated this. Freedom. When he texts me I tell him exactly what I think. I have ended up going into his shop for a few things recently. It was nothing to do with him. A girl needs chocolate - and biscuits - and cake - especially when quitting smoking. He told me he is buying a house, not in London, here in Blackpool. I don't like that. I don't like the law of probability and the palm reading.
You may be wondering why I have made him into a monster and really I haven't I have just written what he said. Except, he's a really nice guy somehow. Not just waiting to get out - I'm not that stupid, he's a good man, a good fatherly type, helpful, sensible, conscientious - like me - that's what I am in real life. He likes proper things and the right way of doing stuff. Just within the boundaries of this 'culture' rubbish. Do I have no respect for his culture? Hmmm.
Anyway, the thing that is bothering me, other than the fact that it would be really easy now to just make him my prince charming, move in with him and end this boring life - and the palm reading - is that something really odd happens when we are together around other people. The other people stare. This has happened quite a bit and I don't just mean I can spot the racist when I'm with him. It's like there's something going on no one is aware of but everyone picks up on. I will go in the shop I will stand in the queue it doesn't matter if I am looking up, down, at him, away from him, lovingly at the cigarettes behind the counter like I could just. reach. out. and smoke them ALL, the person in front of me turns around - they look at me, they look at him. The person behind me fidgets, I have eyes burning in the back of my head. He doesn't do anything to make them do this and neither do I. What is going on there? I don't know.
I returned from his shop yesterday having told him I've quit smoking - he probably thinks for him but that is not the case and I find a heart shaped stone on the floor. 'Here we go again' I think but why on earth does it have to be there? Shall I just chuck myself in the river now and save time?
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6 May 2013 - 5:55pm
Brightest Blessings Soul Familia ~
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Are you contagious? Does your Light create more? Does it incite or instill others to Shine?
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The smallest gestures … beget the warmest rewards! AND you SHINE without giving attention to “Shining” … You create, you give, you share from YOUR HEART … because YOU FEEL WITHIN that You are meant to!!
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Case in point ~ yesterday while driving our Grandson to the golf range ~ exiting the freeway, there was a young man standing barefoot, with 2 cuter than cute dogs holding a handmade cardboard sign “LIVIN ON A PRAYER” (nevermind I love Bon Jovi and one of my favorite songs ~ THANK YOU Universe for the “sign”) … and I LOVE animals ~ animals never lie, the little terrier was sitting so adorably just wagging his tail … looking up at his “keeper” … this person probably had not bathed in awhile given his hands and tattered sandals … and without “skipping a beat” … Heartstrings ENGAGED ~ I KNEW this was “one of those moments” … before I could get the words out … Hubs had already opened his wallet … thumbing through his cash ~ grabbing a wad … rolled down the window and Yelled out “HEY BROTHER … here you go … and again without missing a beat … the young man scurried across a lane of traffic (yes … the light was red…LOL) ~ leaving his “little travelers to “stay” right there ~ ~ ~ he humbledly took the cash … bowing his head and saying GOD BLESS YOU Sir … and without missing a beat … Hubs says right back “GOD BLESS YOU BROTHER and me on the passenger side … Hollers out “God Bless You Darlin”!! Ok so I suppose that might be “the end” ~ as soon as we GAVE … ALL OF THE OTHER CARS AROUND US … IMMEDIATELY ROLLED DOWN THEIR WINDOWS AND WERE GIVING THIS YOUNG MAN MONEY!!!
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I KNOW that “red light” stayed RED “longer than norm” … WHY? Because Magic was happening … and the Universe KNEW … it was one of those “MOMENTS” where so many were learning and expressing LOVE!!! NEVER underestimate the power of the Universe when the most powerful energy of its existence ~ is at the helm!! ;o)
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I cried HAPPY TEARS … GOD was SHINING on that corner ~ at that moment!! How long does a RED LIGHT take to turn Green? 2 minutes, maybe! It was an INFINITE MOMENT of LOVE!!
MAGIC! No judgments ~ No Fear ~
ONLY LOVE!
Are you Contagious? You never know ~ who or what might happen when LOVE is GUIDING the HEARTSTRINGS!!
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From My Heart
Shared with
YOUR HEART
There is
ONLY LOVE!!
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5 May 2013 - 6:33pm
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5 May 2013 - 7:57am
I would never imagine 2 years ago that I start trying to understand love from abstract perspective of geometry. Well – this picture below embed enormous amount of information of how love and creation works. Wishing for everybody balancing and relaxing weekend.
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4 May 2013 - 12:31pm
Out of all my spiritual lessons over the last two years this one has really been my bug bear. Loving yourself is highly difficult but trying to understand the world of money is so very, very hard.
I get that in the future we may not need it, that's great and all but what about now?
I get that we are all earning for our 3d 'higher powers' to buy yatchs. I kind of understand that they think that is our purpose in life. I have understood when a fake love has gone because of all the things I can't afford. It makes me feel quite protected.
I saw a quote on Facebook today that made me think. - Reality is the stuff that doesn't vanish if you don't believe in it.
If you take away all of that belief and mystery from the journey I am on right now, all the stuff I 'believe' in, what am I left with?
Oddly enough I am still left with myself - exactly as I am (still psychic, still having ascension symptoms) and that will have to be enough for me.
Am I right about money? I really don't know but if I can lose love because I am broke then I am sure it was never love to start with. - Although if I could I would happily give every penny I have to those I love. WHY Rach? Looks like I still have some work to do on me.
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3 May 2013 - 9:58pm
Well I was let loose on the psychic development class again today, I haven't seen them for about four or five weeks.
It was so nice to see we had all been through the weeks of doom in the name of unconditional self love. What a wonder to be able to share such divine experiences. One had gone deaf in one ear and one had gone blind. - Both fine now. - Thank God.
I had left them at divine purpose of the soul and soul contracts. I felt extremely weird to be explaining to them it was time to find their Goddess self and reconnect with their 5d (6d? Any higher bids?) selves to bring the love through.
I do have a point though and this is it. We're struggling sometimes with daily life. I am lucky to have found a link with a Goddess that appears to spend most of her time sat with her husband on a throne because you know what? That's all I want to do on earth, sit on the settee and go on the internet. I don't know if it's energy work or what but I'm exhausted. This isn't just happening to me. Connecting to our 'divine self' or the energy we are most compatible with in another dimension is what is going to lead us to the best unconditional love.
What Sof has suggested, about me being a norse Goddess is wonderful, I have always acted like a diva, how right I was! Seriously though how odd to have to tell a group of non internet people that I am currently looking at how I could perhaps either BE a norse Goddess or I am in some way 'akin' to that energy. I got through it though, badly, but I told them and I explained why I think we all need to do this.
As I looked at Woden it was like ping, yep, I get that, I get him, I get that's Gandolf and I can set about rewriting all the rubbish that's made everyone think he's some powerful overlord of war. He isn't he's a sucker for a hopeless case. (hmmm) I could talk about him for hours so I'll stop but as understanding goes, connection to that energy is as natural as ascension (yes that is a joke) it's very natural, I understand that inside out by nature.
The interesting thing is Ms. Frigg this wife of his I am. (?) Yes I do see a lot and tell no one, I speak A LOT more than
I used to but if you knew me and suddenly read my writing you would wonder why I never really speak up in real life. I can easily explain that one too, all I see is there for everyone to see and well, I thought you all saw it. Now, well now I think if you can't see it why should I go about explaining it all? Hiding, yep, I get that, I hide all the time, I'm so good at hiding my feelings a lot of the time if I don't write them down I don't know what they are. - Again makes complete sense to me that I need to use a modern day set of runes to communicate my feelings. Also explains why I hate modern linguistic study as words to me convey feelings/ energy and everything language based is not a flippin' tool to manipulate control with but actually to set this now into the next now by clearing out all that does not serve love. - linguistics is not big or clever when it doesn't involve the whole point of writing.
so to be clear writing and words are like little magic spells, they heal the now and most importantly set out the new nows ahead. You can do all of that with writing, spending twenty hours trying to work out who actually won an argument seems a little pointless to me when words can do so much MORE. Yes that is kind of manipulation but it is as a carpenter would use a saw to manipulate wood, the carpenter doesn't chuck the saw at someone to hurt them because the wood doesn't magic itself into a shelf does he? Grr.
I do wonder what Ms. Frigg is spinning on that wheel of hers. Still, I look at what this Goddess represents and in a way it's like a path to a home run. This isn't just something happening in me. I think there is a difference between the things I mentally beat myself up over, 'I should get a pension, I should really have a body like Beyonce.' and the things that have led me astray from this Goddess energy, my true source energy. Looking at Ms. Frigg it is clear I am lacking in Goddess connection. For starters she is the goddess of married women, home life, housework, midwifery, (yuck - really??), crafts. The word friend derives from Frigga. The clues are there Rachel, to be 'happy' to be fullfilled, to have the ultimate unconditional love for myself I need to start honouring these roles. I need to develop them and work out what the key is here.
I spend way too much time dealing with married men and sticking them back on the path of marital bliss... something I have never and hopefully would never have to do is wreck a marriage. Luckily, my midwifery role has been limited to soul transference and let's hope it stays that way. Home life is something I live for and to be fair I don't know if I could ever feel as though I have done enough to ensure I have created peace and love at home. Again, it's something that makes sense.
The thing I like here is I have some keys now, if I am feeling off course I know that buying new shoes is not going to make me feel any better. And as usual, typical Woden thing, I won't care if I actually am a Goddess or not when I've done these things because I will be back to my true self.
This doesn't just apply to me, else I wouldn't be bothering writing this. I have a friend who is struggling being her divine self right now, I don't know if she knows it. She has energy very similar to fairy magic and I am hoping to see her being her true self at all moments. I watch her trying to pretend she's stupid, that she's listening, trying to reassure others she fits into what they expect fro her. I can't wait until she just chucks dust in their face and charms them with her smile. That is the 'challenge' here. I don't know much about horoscopes but I know the challenge of the sign is to become it not for it to automatically be your personality. Do I mean challenge or path?
So yeah, go find your soul, or go ask Sof because the reconnection is leading me to the part of unconditional love that I struggl with most in life. Actual true self respect and not just a hmmm yeah I am an ok kinda person. Hopefully this means that instead of feeling inadequate zooming around life helping loads of people, working for spirit, doing gridwork, writing, working, teaching free classes, trying hard, balancing everything I will be able to accept that wonderful I AM thing everyone else is so keen on.
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