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5 Jun 2013 - 7:56pm
Dear Twin Flame whoever you maybe and be at the moment.i just wanted to say if you are on this site that i think of you,meeting you real soon to say the least.i have had dreams about you like a least two so far as i can recall.i have a idea on how you might look like and be.i been told you are a star seed hybrid like;how i wonder what you are lol.i think of the moment and day that we cross paths together i could only imagine and feel in my head how that might be and feel,but i would like to feel that emotionally not just through words you know what i mean.another thing i find SCORPIO people really interesting,fun,strong people,intense like me although i prefer to be a peacemaker most of the time i have Scorpio energies within me so i know how that feels.but another reason why although i like Scorpio people a lot is because of the following reasons.you are very emotional and also smart;so me on the other hand am a Gemini small part of who i am really but we tend to think more on the head and etc but i do have cancer ascending and water sign energies that make me emotional at times and moody lol.but Scorpio people are emotional which i like because at times i try to make sense of everything with reason and i am too much in my head rather than down to earth.water and air i believe make a perfect combination.but also Scorpio people are mysterious in a good way that makes Gemini people think and say "well this person does not reveal much about themselves i wonder how they are?". But wanting you to be a Scorpio is different than if you are one or not i know that so ill keep my options open and see find out when we meet i guess!i ask questions about you before i go to sleep but i haven't gotten nothing new yet.just wanted to let you know that you could meet me here in the meanwhile and letting you i think of you
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4 Jun 2013 - 4:48pm
This message is for a soul member and it won't be very nice, but it has to be said. I have been gone for awhile because I felt it was time to move on. But while away, I saw things that 'showed' us together, or as a couple. It made me think back to when I really liked you and was working on the spiritual side of my life so we could be together; only to realize that you were into someone else.
Finally when all the pieces came together, I was able to move on and let you go. I now know what I was experiencing with you at the time was an illusion. So I have to assume that maybe what I have seen and heard the past few months about us being together or you liking me.....is that it was now your turn to experience the illusion. Whoever you have been talking to or feeling or thinking was me, it was not.
In fact, all of this has brought up a lot of anger and even hatred for you. I'm tired of the constant reminders of you and our past together. I thought we had moved on and had gone our separate ways only be pulled towards one another again! I understand the process and I respect it. But I do not however respect you or even like you because of the pain that has been experienced.
My wish for you is that no matter what direction you go in life that you are happy. But I also hope that from this lifetime forward that you and I can escape our past and head into the new world as individuals. I am ready for my new life story to begin without you.
Whether you read this message or not.....I don't care. But for my own healing, I had to put it out there! PS- my hatred for you isn't just a lovers quarrel! You have killed me several lives in the past and so if I ever see you again, for once I actually feel very justified in returning the favor!
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1 Jun 2013 - 5:19pm
Bad Company - Ready For Love
Lyrics:
Walkin' down this rocky road,
Wondering where my life is leading,
Rollin' on, to the bitter end,
Finding out along the way,
What it takes to keep love living,
You should know how it feels, my friend,
Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,
I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love, yeah,
Oh, for your love,
Now I'm on my feet again,
Better things are bound to happen,
All my dues surely must be paid,
Many miles and many tears,
Times were hard, but now they're changing,
You should know that I'm not afraid, ooh,
Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,
I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love, mmm,
Oh, I'm ready for love,
Hey, hey,
I'm ready for your love,
Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,
I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for your love,
Ahh, ahh, ahh,
Whoa, oh, whoa, oh,
I'm ready for your love,
Oh baby,
Mmm.
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28 May 2013 - 2:31am
a star seed here on this site told me some pieces about my twin flame. i would mention her name but I want to give her privacy and etc. lol well anyway I had a dream today on may 27,2013.i was talking to my twin flame. she is a Caucasian woman, her height is around maybe 5 feet and 4 inches tall, body type is slim and blue eyes and friendly attitude and etc. blonde hair kind of gold bright. well I was talking to her for a very long time as we were waiting for the stop light to turn green. it was me and my older brother in this car.at first we were talking from a distance but then she got closer and closer to me. she was on this sign or post the nearest she could get the closer to me. well we talked for a very long time when thee light turn green at that I missed her! she was pretty tall and young as well. this is not the whole dream of course but its just part of it. the whole dream is long and still need to interpret it of course. hopefully I meet her soon some things take time hopefully not too much time though. but my name is braulio a.k.a bobby. this goes to my twin flame. I also put a new picture on my profile for all to see:)
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10 May 2013 - 7:43am
Driving home tonight, pining over my Twin Flame as usual, the thought hit me, "I wish I could date myself. I'd be the perfect partner!"
It's an interesting thought. In the past, I always felt like I'd never want to date myself. After all, my own flaws reflected in someone else would drive me crazy. I suppose it wasn't until reaching the surrender stage, after surviving the horrific and tumultuous runner/chaser phase from hell with my TF, that I was able to reach a point that I genuinely love where I am now.
I haven't reached my vision of perfection, but all of that doesn't really matter anymore. It's OK that there are dirty dishes in the sink I've been neglecting forever and piles of dirty clothes on the floor. After all, what more can one expect given what I've gone through in the past 3 years? It's not like the things I need to work on are permanent parts of my essence or something. It's just where I am right now. And honestly, where I am is feeling better and better every day.
Still, I'd love to have just one day where I don't cry for my twin. I know he's going through the same thing, though. I'm just glad I had the balls to bare my heart and soul for him. It was very, very difficult and scary to continually face rejection after rejection (or what I perceived as rejection), only to buck up and face it with love, over and over again. But I did it for myself and for him- for us. I did everything I could with the knowledge I had in each moment, and there's a certain level of peace I have now, even though we aren't talking. At least we've made eye contact since our last big blow-up, and we've both said it all with our eyes. It's all in the eyes.
In any case, I really love where my life is headed now. I'm getting used to holding a higher vibration and being paralyzed with despair is beginning to feel like a part of my past. I'm still having several hours of lower vibration each day, but I've become accustomed to turning inward during those times and healing myself. Meditation really helps. The people I encounter every day give me plenty of practice, too. :) Haha.
I think I'll spend the rest of the evening focusing on all the ways in which I'd make the perfect girlfriend. God knows I've spent enough years trying to convince myself I wasn't good enough. ;)
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9 May 2013 - 8:53pm
I love these lyrics...lol...they are just what I want to say.
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9 May 2013 - 8:00pm
this comes from the heart and much more.Dear Twin Flame i may not know whether you are in the earth plane or spirit world at the moment.i hope we come closer everyday and meet real soon and reconnect with each other once more.wherever you maybe it would be great to be with you.share everything about me,share the rests of my life with you and much more.i would like to be with you because to feel loved,to feel unconditional love not this fake and cheap imitation of love that humanity knows of.it would so amazing because you of all people know me best and truly understand me.i would like to share everything with you and enjoy every moment,every second and hour with you possible and in the spirit world always be with each other as well.everyday i hope and wish that i find someone who will truly understand me and get me.i know that person and spiritual being is only you.i don't want people to pretend to understand me just to be polite and etc i want people to truly understand me and get me.but i realize only i and you can give me that.so until the day comes till we come back together and reconnect with each other I'll be waiting and be patient in the meanwhile.i would like to share everything about me with you only and only you.to know that i have someone that truly loves me unconditionally and not this cheap and false image and imitation of love here on earth and humanity where each person loves and likes others if they act like them or whatever the reason may be.in my dream i was looking for you but i couldn't you and i co-created a book together that would save the world.i asked for you tried to find you but i didn't manage to though find you.this raven entity tried to help me finding you but he didn't know either.
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6 May 2013 - 10:01am
First of all, they must be aware of a fact that this tipe of union happens in life (and in rear
cases on material plane of existence, and even more rare as marriage!)of some individuals who have
to do some service on this planet together, and it is very hard work - truth,"hapilly ever after",
when we see each other by just beeing together - myth (truth is, it will be "hapilly ever after"
some day,even maybe on earth (no guarrantie!), but you must deserve it through hard work, and you
can fail during the process, and continue in some other life circle, who knows when and where in
Universe - (seekers will be guided to it,so they will both know ( altough suspitions and
paranoias are usually part of darkness - partners must find a way to deal with it, as part of
process) - as part of divine plan, although it can take years to both be aware of it - in my case,
he was aware of it - I wasnt, I had less than sixteen years - I was forty eight, and lots of very
bad things happen to me until I finally accepted what I had to accept) but only in order to suport
evolution of awareness, especially in moral inteligence development, in a way ecologists do their
stuff - think globaly, work locally, (that is, on yourself - both of you).
Since your other half is your mirror, you must be brave enough to face everything you see in this
mirror - light and dark, and be able to process it. It is very hard to do for a person (and all of
us are flesh and blood here on earth, arent we?), because if you are not honest (and be able to
reckognise and accept it) about fact that everything you see, no matter if you like it or hate it,
is YOU, dishonesty can cost you dearly, starting immediately. It looks like eclipse of the sun,
everything suddenly becames cold and dark and desperate (like kind of hell, and if it happens, you
must pray to havens to help you, and try very hard not to be dishonest, ever again, if possible -
even in a smallest things!! - or else.. sounds strange and extreme, I know, but this is it ).
But if you manage to keep the honesty as much as you possibly can, and trying again and again, to
keep open mind (and heart, of course)an trying to do your best - love unconditionally, no judging,
forgiving - but with sanity,not like ...he beats me up, and I will be with him (without putting a
pressure on him to do something about his behaviour) because I love him unconditionally!!, this can
happen too, as part of reuinon, if person has unsolved agression in subconciuos mind, and must larn
how to deal with it in constructive manner - other half must help person-or persuade person to look
for it- in order to deal with it.. ) regarding circumstances, as much as you possibly can, sun is
shinig and you are in paradise (of course terms like hell and heaven are symbollic- I am talking
about emotional states, of course). So, sometimes ih haven, sometimes is hell. Things became less yo
- yoish, so to speak, when person notices that through this relationship he/she became better
person, and have more positive influence on his/hers sorroundings, but it is very hard to achieve
such condition - and yet you know that this is most valuable thing a person can get form Heavens.. I
hope this will help somebody,and sorry if I went to broad with a teme,and my english which is not
too good (but I hope you will understand:))
love and bliss, M. from Croatia
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2 May 2013 - 7:49am
What of my Twin Flame and mySelf?
Your Relationship Reading
This reading concentrates on the dynamics of your relationship with another person. The other person may be a mate, or business partner, or even an enemy.
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Your Shared Path
Your Path's Goal
Their Path's Goal
That Which Will Influence You
That Which Will Influence Them
That Which Influences You
That Which Influences Them
Your Past Influence
Their Past Influence
Your Shared Path
Blank/Six
You now have the opportunity to gain materially. New ventures will come your way. To do well you will have to decide which of these new ventures best suits your ambitions for the future.
Your Path's Goal
Two/Six
You are at a stage in which the potential for personal growth is almost unlimited. Look inward for your answers. You know what is right for you and those around you. You know what you need to elevate your happiness. Muster the courage to go after it.
Their Path's Goal
Three/Five
It is time to vent your anger and frustration. Continuing to repress these feelings can be detrimental to your health. Find a way to release your negative energy without harming others. Confront those who you have differences with and settle them.
That Which Will Influence You
Blank/Four
Your world is about to become more harmonious. All the pieces will begin to fit. However, for this to occur you must be open to change and embrace new ideas.
That Which Will Influence Them
Two/Two
Successful new unions and the strengthening of established unions are in your immediate future. These unions may be secular or spiritual or both. Be open to change, but do not abandon your values.
That Which Influences You
One/Six
Now is a time for you to "sew up lose ends". It will benefit you to finish any projects you have avoided completing, so you can move on to new and more fulfilling ventures.
That Which Influences Them
Four/Four
Trust your own feelings, thoughts and drives over those of the people around you. Only you are capable of deciding the proper path for you.
Your Past Influence
Five/Five
You are in a place where can discover new aspects about you and the world you live in. Open up your spirit to new ways of seeing things and act based upon the new knowledge you will soon gain.
Their Past Influence
One/Three
Your spiritual self can move to new heights, strengths, and understanding if you allow it to. Now is a good time for you to devote a portion of your energy to better understanding your relationship with the universe and your God.
Hmmmm....My part is right on the money. Smile, someone Loves YOU so very much he thinks of you constantly and tenderly.
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2 May 2013 - 7:39am
I Love You, You Love Me...I promise you
:):0:)~
I miss you too sweetheart, every moment....yet....in every moment I FEEL You with me, within me....thump, thump, thump....
Pride and ego....our own personal hell.
I surrender mine.
<3
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25 Apr 2013 - 12:29pm
I love you all~~
LIORA
When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
And dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes
When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly
And dreams of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
She'd dream of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
And so lying underneath those stormy skies
She'd say, "oh, ohohohoh I know the sun must set to rise"
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh
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25 Apr 2013 - 6:35am
oops, I may have already hit that skid....lol
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24 Apr 2013 - 2:06pm
It has come to my attention through a conversation with our Merciful Creator recently that I am to disclose who my twin flame is. Many people here already know her. What I and others of the spirit realm call her is Acaana, but her mundane name is Julie Miller.
She and I are twin flames. She is also my soul mate.
We are handfasted and our union as Husband and Wife is accepted by the Universe, and by Creator as binding and true.
The day of our handfasting Isis and Horus were the Lord and Lady, Creator brought my beautiful wife who was adorned in the wedding gown that I myself created for her and brought her to her Angelic Father while the skies were filled with dragons dancing in the air at our 5th dimensional home world which she is our more than capable leader. The rings we both wear, we made and designed for each other. I know she created a brief blog last year regarding our handfast anniversary.
She and I have held many important past lives as God and Goddess in more than one civilization.
We are God in every form of the Male and of the Female
We are Divine Mirrors of each other in all ways
When she shared the Blog – Amritanubhava a while ago, those words spoke of who we are even though we make no claim to be Shiva and Shakti although both of them I am well of visit her often.
At this time we to remain apart doing the work that Creator has laid out before us. While we are apart fulfilling our own individual soul missions, we are yet feasting together in the bliss of our sacred union and in the inevitable reunion of our physical selves.
We are currently joined by heart, spirit and mind.
When it is finally the right time for us to reunite, We have been told by our Angelic father that the heavens will be ablaze in cascading light similar to that of fireworks.
I love her like I have never loved any other. Even though we are currently in separate places we are more together than ever.
I came to this website home to be close to her. When words are spoken here through the comment fields, I feel them as well. She often complains I am too protective. It is in my nature to protect the one I love so much as we are both on the same mission even if we are fulfilling what is before us on our own.
Knight shadow is my shamanic name as well as Hearts Light is another in other dimensions. Hearts Light was created by me and is learned only by members of our clan – it is a way of communication that is unspoken but is not like telepathy where the words come through in thoughts. And yes, my Acaana receives through this method. My own Mundane Name is Chris Corde.
We as ONE LOVE are connected in ALL ways divine and I know she is not wanting me to share this of who we are, but it is Creator who says it’s important for the next phase of our mission and it is to bring us closer.
Highest Blessings to ALL
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23 Apr 2013 - 6:15am
Still is the life
Of your room
When you're not inside
And all of your things
Tell the sweetest story line
Your tears on these sheets
When your footsteps are down the hall
So tell me what I did
I can't find where the moment went wrong at all
You can be mad in the morning
I'll take back what I said
Just don't leave me alone here
It's cold, baby
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
What will this fix
You know you're not a quick forgive
And I won't sleep through this
I survive on the breath
You are finished with
You can be mad in the morning
I'll take back what I said
Just don't leave me alone here
It's cold baby
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed...
[guitar solo]
You can be mad in the morning
Or the afternoon instead
But don't leave me
98 and 6 degrees of separation
From you baby
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love one more time around baby
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head yeah
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head
Come on come back to bed
You can be mad in the morning...lol..
Just don't leave me here alone!
I NEED You! I WANT YOU!
I'm NOTHING without You!
Please
I FALL to my knees
I just don't want to do this without You, no matter how weak that seems. You ARE my purpose for Being. Period. I Love You. I hate you too. grrrrrr.
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18 Apr 2013 - 7:24am
GO. STAY. You can't escape destiny. You searched for me, then YOU found ME. Deal with it. I ain't going anywhere. I will want You 'till my last breath and beyond. What kills me is knowing how you want me too. But it is OK darling, keep projecting that sweet love. He deserves it too. But realize, it is I, and only I, who flutters your heart. Know why? he he he YOU belong to ME, as I belong to YOU. We've waited a thousand lifetimes for these moments. I can wait a thousand more if you make me, but you will remember making me wait an infinity more. Isn't it wonderful to be Me?
I Love You
You are the only one who has an issue with it.....dumb ass. :)
Jason
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16 Apr 2013 - 9:31pm
okay so everyday i keep seeing doves throughout the day and everyday.i looked at the dove symbolism and it means that its a bringer of peace,love a new starting relationship and a divine guide as well.i am not religious though but i do believe its symbolism and they do make a funny noise though.i interpret this as a sign about my soul mate possibly my twin flame.i am single at the moment and i am a star seed either just Andromedan or pleiadian because i do have all the charcateristcs of a pleiadian.or i could be a hybrif because i have had dreams of mermaids and i was even one myself no lie just the truth here.i also have water dreams that have water creatures as well.now to be honest i have been thinking about getting into a relationship though with another starseed preferbly because well the understanding it comes with and things in common and etc:)i am 23 years old at the moment and almost 24 years old this june 2 this summer.how do i use the doves as my method and best way to find my twin flame i know be myself but what else and reading poetry maybe too:)
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16 Apr 2013 - 4:01am
This Article Explains So Much To Me, Spirit Must Have Thought That I AM Finally Ready To Walk The Walk From All The Talk/ Praying I Have Done.
I Have Been Calling Out TO SPIRIT & SELF to connect with many things, reclaiming my Divine Right & Unlocking the secrets I Lost or shall I Say Hidden from Myself, I So Badly Wanted To BE READY For So Long, SADLY I would usually lose sight along my way, NOT THIS TIME...... My Time Is Now, I WILL NOT turn away from myself & what is rightfully mine, spiritually speaking, I Can not help Others TO THE FULLEST If I Do not Unlock My True Potential, I Have Felt For A long time that there is more inside, & Others Deserve to Have That Part Of Me, For Healing, Guidance, anything that was given to me as a gift spiritually, My Intentions Have Always Been To help any and ALL That I could/can. Especially After Loosing Sight Of Self So Many Times Before, I would become sad and feel as if i let myself down from what "could be amazing" then i feel i made others in my life suffer, due to my downfall emotionally/spiritually. I Have Done So Much Work On Myself Over The Last Few Years, Working Toward changing NEGATIVE Learned Behaviors that were just out right NOT healthy for myself or anyone I Had in my life. I would like to say that MY INTENTIONS ARE TO ADD TO MY PROFILE, SO LIGHT CAN BE SHED ON MYSELF AND FREE MYSELF FROM WHAT HAS BEEN HELD WITHIN...... I know Judgement Will NOT Be Passed ONTO Me, Everyone On Here Is Filled With So Much LOVE To Give <3
So Without further Wait Here Is An Article I Found, I Tweaked It A Bit, Not Everything In The Article Was Nessacary.. IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO EXPRESS FEELINGS/ MESSAGES THAT ARE FOR ME, I am open & Ready To Recieve, Thank You To All My LOVING Individuals That Are Recieving This on Such A Beautiful Evening <3 Goddess In Me 143
Vanishing Twins & Womb Twin Survivors
Searching for Completion? © Martyn Carruthers
Online Help for Womb Twin Survivors
Is there a history of twins in your family?
Do you feel sad, alone or incomplete? Do you seek a Soul Mate?
Many people attempt to control such feelings with distractions and drugs.
We help people change the unpleasant consequences of losing a womb-twin.
Human twins are famous for a closeness that seems to begin in their mother's womb. Although most people forget their pre-birth experience, most twins share strong bonds throughout their lives. If a twin dies, the surviving twin will likely experience unpleasant consequences ... these consequences may also occur if a twin dies before birth, while still in the womb.
Perhaps the idea of vanishing twins began in ancient Greece. Over 2000 years ago, the philosopher Plato wrote that people are conceived perfect, and then split in half by Zeus. Plato described human loneliness, the desire for lost perfection and searching for twin souls ... sometimes called twin flames.
... and when one of them meets the other half, the actual half of himself,
the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy and
one will not be out of the other's sight even for a moment ... Plato (340 BC)
When a twin disappears, the surviving twin may develop emotional problems, even if the child is not told that a twin vanished. Dr. William Baldwin wrote in Spirit Releasement Therapy that a dead twin attaches its soul to the surviving twin. Dr. Alice Rose wrote in Coping with Eating Disabilities that some eating disorders are the result of a twin dying in the womb due to competition for nourishment. But one twin cannot eat the other, as is sometimes reported. That's a myth-take.
Dr. Michael Newton, author of Destiny of Souls, disagrees with the notion of twin souls. He wrote that his clients have primary soul-mates rather than twin souls.
If a multiple pregnancy results in one live birth, the surviving child might feel that an important person is missing. Later in life, this may motivate a search for a missing soul twin or soul mate. Such searches seem common, with high expectations of happiness and fulfillment. (We also find that many people with aborted siblings also spend their lives seeking soul mates or other important missing people).
During searches for soul mates, sequences of transferences - of potential perfect partners - are often found, but most people will be later rejected as inadequate. When people transfer a dead twin onto living people, the subsequent devotion to and the later dismissal of those people can cause huge suffering.
Vanishing Twins
Vanishing twin syndrome was described by Dr. Stoeckel in 1945 as multiple gestation with subsequent disappearance of one or more fetus. Vanishing twin syndrome is more often diagnosed if ultrasound is used during early pregnancy. Statistics vary, but about 90% of twins die or vanish before birth. It is also called Twin Embolization Syndrome.
If the fetuses of fraternal twins merge, a chimera is formed with two sets of DNA. (If the fetuses of identical twins merge ... all body cells will have the same DNA).
Are You a Chimera?
A womb twin survivor may have different DNA in different parts of the body. Two eggs fertilized
by two sperm cells create fraternal twins. If one baby develops, with body cells from two different fetus ... the result is called a chimera ... a fusion of two fraternal twins.
A human chimera has two sets of DNA, in different parts of the body, and may experience a conflict of identity. If a person has assimilated both male and female cells, intersex sexual confusion or disorientation might be anticipated.
Part 2: Consequences of Missing, Dead or Vanishing Twins
Some people unconsciously identify with a dead family member - especially when that person died in a way that induces guilt. This is common, for example, following a suicide, an abortion ... or the death of a twin. We often coach people to quickly manage these deep-seated fixations and identifications.
Losing a twin can be a significant emotional experience. Although behavioral and emotional problems resulting from the loss of unborn twins are outside the models used by most helping professionals, we offer coaching solutions for these consequences, for other issues concerning dead relatives and for brothers and sister problems).
Many womb twin survivors show some of these consequences:
Avoids finishing projects
Cannot specify clear goals
Sense of profound loneliness
Feels peaceful in cemeteries
Believes part of self is missing
Fascinated or obsessed by twins
Chronic melancholy or sadness
Dark rings around eyes
Immature, childish behavior
Extremely sensitive to people
May obsess about a perfect partner
May prefer codependent relationships
Has miscarriages or stillborn babies
May be depressed - life does not make sense
Beliefs, Bonds & Soul Mates
It seems that entanglement with a missing sibling may be expressed as behaviors based on emotions such as guilt, shame and sadness; and on unpleasant beliefs that support inappropriate behavior (e.g. obsessions, compulsions, eating disorders or hypochondria). Examples of these limiting beliefs are:
I am abandoned and left alone
I am guilty for living - I cannot be happy
My spiritual path is searching for my soul mate
If I don't find my soul mate I will always feel alone
I give my life energy to my soul mate / missing twin
These and similar beliefs seem common in people seeking soulmates. While being with a twin soul is often described as profoundly spiritual, intimate and inspirational, people we have met who proclaim Soul Mate relationships often seem enmeshed in conditional love, symbiosis or codependence.
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14 Apr 2013 - 12:06am
what are the steps or what do i need to do to connect with my twin flame?i heard of the term and read about what it is but not how to attract my twin flame though
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12 Apr 2013 - 11:45pm
I think, therefore I pee.
See, I learned a long time ago,
if I am going to think,
I have to drink,
lots of fluid and keep my brain cool.
All just is not right with the world.
Too much Mars/Venus energy for widdle ole me this past week/10 days. Wowsa.
Now Jovial Jupiter's expansive smile is increasing us, and
I’m not even feeling the Jupiter Juice yet,
because my ass is still sore from
being shot with so many arrows of love.
I need one of those soft doughnut pillows
to rest my tushy on now.
Damn, what an onslaught!
Someone should maybe tell Mr. Cupid
that if I get one more arrow shot into my butt
I just might pull it out and impale each half of his cute little cherub self
on each end, and twirl it into deep space like a baton. . .
Do I sound resistant?
I might be.
I might have TWIN FLAME RESISTANCE ISSUES.
Lol, this stupid post will probably get more comments than any I’ve written.
Sad, isn’t it?
Just sound more human, and people will moan along with you,
Or poke you with their stiff index fingers,
And then pour advice on your head like liquid lard. And -
Oh well.
Sweet chili peppers, Batman!
If I get disquieted, it can be really bad for a lot of nouns that people hold near and dear.
Especially with Jupiter energy expanding things. . .
So, hey, maybe a little venting could be a good thing today, and carthatic.
Except that women do find angry men attractive,
So it is a bit like spitting into the wind here, and bravely daring Mr. Cupid to hit me again.
“Go on sucker, hit me again see what happens to your little bow. . .”
Is it reeeeeally a good thing to have me distracted with romantic notions ?
No. C’mon, who is going to do the important things, like mercilessly heckle the good citizens here, if I get distracted.
Should we really leave this to amateurs? No, I don’t think so.
Hey,You might want to take this opportunity to grab you some popcorn if you are enjoying all this, because I’m not sure this is winding down just yet. I think there are still some splinters I may need to tweezer out of my sore ass here. See that, spellcheck doesn’t recognize tweezer as a verb. So, here we are, creating language together, and boldly going where some have gone before, but rarely dare to speak about. We've already gone from terse one liners to actual paragraphs too. How much more civilized this is making me. woot!
And yeah, I think there is probably a good chance these words never see the light of day. Private pixels. But, if we do dare to publish, and you get blessed to nosey, well that’s fine, you can pick the popcorn out of your teeth whilst I vent my way back to zen, and my own solitary harmonic settles back into a snuggly resonance. Hey, reader, if we all clean our teeth really good, then maybe our teeth can return to having the comfortable gaps they once had.
Do we speak in metaphor here? Oh surely not.
No. But I’m thinking that the next time Lucy holds out another football for my Charlie Brown to kick, I might be wise to ignore the ball and just kick Lucy through the goalposts of life instead. Only problem is that I think this particular Lucy means well, unlike cartoon Lucy.
Real life is just more complicated than cartoon life, even in multidimensional stereo isn't it.
Can we not, just let a romantic volcano sleep in peace? Where is the logic in stirring it up, to settle it down. C’mon. This could get really really really wild. I can dream this dream, and it goes where it goes, waaaaay beyond the intent of the matchmakers I bet.
Ugh. I feel so flippin common. Having twin flame issues like everyone else is, and even at the same time as they are… where has my everpresent uniqueness gone? Probably nowhere. They will probably hook up and solve their issues, and I will just write about mine. Maybe vent this energy elsewhere. Years late, and dollars short. Just pathetic. And some think I only overreact when someone tries to kill me. Ha. Surprise, surprise, that would be me.
Surely I jest (Who, me?). But nay I do not. I am a really a victim of my Taurus Moon. Yep. Being a victim is all the rage too, so I'm stylish, struttin my victimhood. Maybe if I just approach it that way, then I get through this just fine as a victim. Yep. Others may not. Yep. But I think I can slide right into victimhood and just wallow and thrash around comfortably here. This should fit right in at Lightworkers. Surely I be having me some real ascension symptoms in all of this. . . Me too, me three, . . . blame it all on leaving that bad 3d. . . Yeah, that’s a go.
Besides, twin flame stuff is strictly a women’s issue. Most guys don’t even think in those terms.
I probably overbalanced my female side, so I could finally appear evolved or something. I just need to kick up my male side again, and all will be fine. A few good sporting events and I should be all back in black. (woot, investment banker lingo, don’t you know!) ( and no more twin flame stuff either, - just sweat and soot.)
I should probably make a YouTube video as a public service announcement, to warn people that these twin flame thoughts are dangerous stuff, and steer clear of that fire, and do not ever, ever attempt this yourself, it is bad bad bad stuff. Include in some shocking graphic comparison stuff like: this is your brain, and this is your brain on twin flame thoughts, etc etc.
Do you ever wonder how I can get you to read all the way down here? Morbid curiosity, that’s what it is. I sound like I’m having a train wreck, and you want to gawk at all of it. Go on, admit it. See, look at that now. . . I think my spunky self is returning back to normal already. : )
It was probably just your intent being manifested, that has helped me heal. You are good.
Well, actually, I think if I would just learn to lie like that more often, then you would probably feel very good about yourself, because then you would think that you actually did help, and then I would become very popular here. . . I could even start a website, and write channelings, and make loads of money doing that.
Yeah. I feel like I’m returning to normal again. Ain’t it grand?
For some reason I want a chilidog now, don’t you?
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11 Apr 2013 - 6:51am
Lyrics:
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.
Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.
Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my.
An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see.
And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles,
Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad.
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me
I'll be there to push you up the hill, just like You are always there to do the same for me!
I Love You
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9 Apr 2013 - 1:40am
John Martyn
Glory Box lyrics
Send "Glory Box" Ringtone to your Cell
Songwriters: HAYES, ISAAC / GIBBONS, BETH / BARROW, GEOFFREY PAUL / UTLEY, ADRIAN FRANCIS
I'm so tired, of playing
Playing with this bow and arrow
Gonna give my heart away
Leave it to the other boys to play
Been tempted for too long
Go on, give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to wanna your man
Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason if you can
From this time, unchained
We're all looking at a different picture
Through this new frame of mind
A thousand flowers could bloom
Move over, move over, and give us some room
Go on, give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to wanna be your man
Give me a reason to love you
Reason
Don't you stop looking like some woman
Take a little look from the outside if you can
Saw a little tenderness
Go on, give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to want to be your man
Give me a reason to love you
Oh please, give me a reason if you can
This is the beginning of forever and ever, ever, ever
I'm so tired of playing
Of playing with this bow and this arrow
Gonna give my heart away
Gonna leave ti to the other boys to play
I've been tempted too long
Too long
I've been tempted every day
Tempted too long
Oh please
Give me a reason too love you
Give me a reason to want to love you
Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason every day
Reason every day
Blog entry
8 Apr 2013 - 7:28am
There ARE no accidents in life. My grandfather, 73 and with half of his beating heart failing him, lives a pretty simple life. He watches a little TV...and plays on his computer. He is into Words with friends and a little Fantasy adventure game he bought like "The Legend of Zelda" and "Solitaire". Other than that he likes to cook and he feels that NOW, in his retirement it is his Mission to spread the political word for the Democratic party, (or the Liberal view) and let as many people as he can, know about the "Big Corporations" that are controlling our world. (and his perspective is pretty strong I must say, just get him talking about Monsato Corp, or big Oil Corps and you will see)......
Anyways.....I listen....I love him you know....and I don't agree with ALL of his views, but I always listen to his opinions. I watch his Ancient "Old Soul" Eyes, (hell if you look at them you know he is a Starseed and an Angel, though he would never agree because of his 73 year old EGO-self, but I KNOW) and I SEE our contract playing out before us......
So today, he stops me and shows me a video by a gorgeous Latina named Thalia. He doesn't speak Spanish, and he IS a Southern man from Arkansas whose lineage is Mississippi and Irish and he IS a product of his age (though he is very traveled and more progressive than I would have imagined he COULD be, he still is a little redneckish about many things)so when he showed me this all Spanish song, sung by this gorgeous woman and I watched as it gave him chills and he explained that the entire performance captivated him and he didn't know why I was floored. He and I CAN talk about music, but we see music from differing perspectives (though both are emotionally based, Scorpio and Pisces, we come at our emotions from differing angles.)
So I sat down tonight and found the song with an English translation in subtitles for him as a gift and I posted it on Facebook where he can find it tomorrow. After reading the meaning of the words of the song.....well.....I UNDERSTAND what he was feeling. It is a beautiful song and Thalia is a SUPERSTAR and has captivated me as well.
I hope YOU enjoy....lol....I know you will
I was meant to hear this song and share it....there ARE NO ACCIDENTS
This is the video he showed me...just watch it and you will see that even without the translation she delivers the message.....
And YES....she is a beautiful Angel, isn't she.
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8 Apr 2013 - 6:26am
OH man OH man....talk about an instant Classic. JT is truly one of a kind. Of course, coming up in the "boy band" era of music NSYNC grated on my nerves, but Justin Timberlake is a gifted ARTIST and I enjoy many of his songs....however....I can say with absolute TRUTH that this song will stand with all of the Greatest SOUL records EVER produced. This song has it all....
How do I KNOW? It is simple....it makes me get out of my chair and.....Shake Shake Shake.....Shake Shake Shake....Shake my BOOTIE....
I can't wait til I get you on the floor good-lookin'...:)...<3 Love IS Unstoppable!
So sit back and enjoy the LIGHT show!
Christ Almighty.....can't you just imagine this song being re-mixed with a little Marvin Gaye vocal action thrown in?
Well, since I'm Dreaming, and I'm in my Suit and Tie for YOU...lol...let's talk about what I SEE in my perfect vision of Heaven on Earth when it comes to You
Do they dance in the candle light glow? Hmmmm? I imagine they do....And if you allow me to find out even once, I will never forsake their gaze again, for they have brought me life, and with life they have brought me Home to Self!
You can't even imagine what mine do...he he he...gifted to me from heaven...these eyes of mine...a kaleidoscope of Pure LOVE and unbridled intention that I only Allow to Express their Truth when engulfed in the flame of passion and only when it's fire consumes Me...lol...as it does when dreaming of You and I
Theses eyes that have changed their very color
They have been searching every face for millenia....searching for YOU.
(btw the lyrics aren't "go pay the waiter and let's sleep (LEAVE)" hmph....
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8 Apr 2013 - 5:36am
Dear Soul Family,
I Love You immensely. I AM so Grateful and Proud to be a part of YOU. The energy swirling around Us, NOW, is intense and confusing and I personally find myself struggling at times to remain centered within myself and balance this energy and I feel that many of you have also been feeling the same. So I asked for some guidance from an Angel Oracle and I want to share it with You.
What guidance for my Soul Family?
"Angelic Perception lies entirely in the inner eye of the beholder ."
We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another. ~Luciano de Crescenzo
Angels and Guardian Angels have a way of letting us know exactly that
which is most beneficial for us at any given time
...no more no less ..perfect angelic guidance - always -- eternally
"It is impossible to see the Angel unless you first have a notion of it." James Hillman
Angel of Peace
What Guidance for my Twin Flame?
What guidance for myself?
Do the angels have any other guidance to offer at this time?
Guardian Angel
Full Meaning:
Your Guardian Angel has been with you since you took your first breath and will be there for you when you pass out of your body and return to the spiritual realms. This Angel is unique to you and will walk with you wherever you go and what ever you do. You are never alone!
This is the Angel that can bring us comfort during the dark times and help to ignite a spark of hope that things WILL improve! If you have made choices that were not for your Highest Good, this Angel can show you how to release those choices that you may make new ones. Above all, this Angel knows that everything is constantly changing in our lives and if we are open to embracing those changes, then we automatically move into the Higher Flow where everything can be transformed.
This Angel is our cheerleader when we decide to embark on a heart felt quest or dream. He/she applauds our successes, helps us to find solutions to problems, move through obstacles, and affirms to us that we can manifest anything that we desire if we are willing to move towards it with an open heart and mind! This Angel also works hard to remind us that we are each of us totally unique and therefore we must follow our own inner guidance and believe in what our hearts are telling us, no matter how improbable these things we are dreaming may seem. Each day is a brand new start in our lives and whether we feel we have failed or succeeded in the past, this day is totally new, we shall never have another exactly like it again. It is open for us to paint any pictures we desire on its canvass. Think of yourself as an artist presented with a multitude of choices, emotions and possibilities that are represented by colours and brushes that you may choose to use to paint each of your days. Some of the colours are bright and clear, others lovely shades of pastels. There are also dark or murky colours in your palate as well. You are free to choose from any of these colours and even to what size brush you may care to use. You may decide to paint broad strokes of colours that are uplifting and joyful to you. Or you may choose to use the murky colours and paint a day that is not so positive. While your Guardian Angel will always support you in what ever choices you make still there is the soft voice that encourages you to choose those colours and experiences that will bring you joy, not fear or sorrow. She/he will send you the energy of peace and love in the hopes that you will choose the colours that best represent those things to you.
This Angel may appear to use most strongly when we are in danger and need all the spiritual help and support we can get! I will never forget the time I was about to cross a quiet side street at an intersection when suddenly I felt as though someone were standing directly in front of me, preventing me from stepping into the street. As I stood there wondering why I was unable to move forward, a car suddenly came screeching around the corner, the driver completely oblivious to any pedestrian traffic even though she had a clear view of the roadway and the corner. Had I been standing there in the street I would have been hit and at the least seriously injured if not killed. There is no doubt in my mind to this day that it was my own Guardian Angel that prevented me from stepping off the curb. She literally saved my life! I have talked to many people since who also have witnessed their own Guardian Angel acting on their behalf in this way and perhaps you have too! The deeper meaning to this is that we all have a purpose for being here and our Guardian Angel is there to help support us in fulfilling that purpose. When I doubt that I have anything I can offer the world or feel my life may really be meaningless, I think back to this and other times when my Guardian Angel stepped in to save my life for this was not the first of such events! Obviously my own Angel knows that there is something I still have left to do on this earth and if you are reading this, then so do you! There is something that only I can do, that only you can do and that only someone living half a world away can do. Your life has purpose and meaning. It is more valuable than you may ever know while you are in body yet there will come a day when you will see the beauty and the light that you have shared with so many others. You will begin to see yourself as the very precious Being that your own Guardian Angel knows you to be. Your Guardian Angel's prayer for you is that you see yourself this way now!
If you are feeling depressed, confused, wondering why your life has not been going in the way you had hoped it would, it is time to sit down with this Angel and ask for healing and grace. Ask for upliftment. Ask for peace and joy; ask for any good thing that you can think of! This is the job of your Guardian Angel, to listen to your requests and prayers, to help you move more fully into the light, to call in the support of all the other Angels so they too may begin working on your behalf. The message to you from your Guardian Angel at this time is that when you ask for these things the whole of the Universe moves with you and for you to begin bringing you what you have asked for. No prayer ever goes unanswered! Yet your Angel would also ask that you pray as though what you have asked for has already been given for this shows faith and an open heart! Your Angel will ask that you pray with a sense of gratitude, knowing that what you have asked for is at hand! Ask your Angel to help you make a list of all the words that bring you a positive feeling and ask that the essence of these words be given to you now in this very moment. You can have the essence of anything you desire right now, you need not wait! And once you have accepted the essence, the full manifestation on the physical plane must also follow.
If you are feeling frightened and unsure of which way to turn at this time, ask your angel for signs and guideposts. Ask to be led out of the darkness and into the light for your Angel will always be close at hand to lead you forward! Ask for the emotions of joy and happiness, ask for feelings of empowerment and self-confidence, ask for feelings of spiritual courage and faith. All these and more you can have right now in this moment. Each has the ability to turn your life around in the blink of an eye.
If this Angel has come to you today, He/she is asking you to become more aware of its presence, to learn to ask for help and to lean upon its love and grace. Your own Guardian Angel wants you to understand that your life has meaning and value far beyond what you may understand right now. That you do have a special purpose for being here that will bring you all that you have ever dreamed of on any level of physical existence. You were not "meant" to be poor, afraid, depressed, confused, unlucky or alone. These are all things that we have been taught by other human beings who themselves were not connected with their own Angels and Guides and thus knew not that Spirit and the Universe is a loving Universe and that only good and abundance was meant to be the true experience of life. Your Guardian Angel at this time seeks to show you the truth of life, the truth of yourself and guide you back onto the Higher path that is beckoning you at this time. Take hold of your Guardian Angel's hand and hang on tight as you are led out of the darkness! Close your eyes right now and see yourself reaching for your Angel's hand and see theirs clasp hold of yours firmly. Your Guardian Angel will never let go of you. Make the commitment now to never let go of your Guardian Angel.
What to watch for with this Angel's presence:
Intuition is often heightened when this Angel is afoot. Especially in the moments when we feel sad, confused or afraid, if you will dig a little deeper into yourself you will feel a sense of peace and trust that is trying to surface. This is your Guardian Angel telling you that by moving into this emotional space that everything truly will be alright! This is when intuitive insights can burst forth, appropriate actions will present themselves and you will find yourself with an abundance of support.
You may feel as though someone was holding you close or a sense of being wrapped in a warm, fuzzy blanket. Sometimes other people will literally offer you hugs or touch your arm. I always know my own Guardian Angel is near when my youngest son offers me an abundance of hugs throughout the day! Never discount the fact that your Guardian Angel calls upon other people to be its messenger of love and comfort, it will use any means possible to let you know how loved you truly are.
You may feel a deep sense of release around a problem or situation and suddenly it all sorts itself out. This is your Guardian Angel hard at work! Practice letting go and giving things over to your Guardian Angel and the Universe. Your Guardian Angel is always encouraging you to let go and allow the Higher to intervene. Practice giving over when ever you can! If you need help with this, ask your Guardian Angel to show you how.
You may suddenly feel a sense of being deeply loved. This is your Angel asking you to take a moment and bask in that love! Love heals all things and there is nothing that Love cannot resolve or improve in your own life!
Other ways to work with this Angel include asking for anything you desire! Ask your Guardian Angel for the physical things that bring you joy as well as the spiritual. Ask for guidance each morning and it shall be given. Ask for safety and protection as you drive your children to school and it shall be given. Ask to have your fears and doubts released from you and they shall be. Make a list of all the things that you would like your Guardian Angel to help you with and each morning go over this list visualizing your Guardian Angel listening attentively and offering support and guidance. (Be sure to cross off each thing as you are helped with it. This will also help to show you how active your Guardian Angel truly is in your life and how quickly your Angel works! ) Hand this list to your Guardian Angel and then go on about your day, focusing on doing those things you feel most guided to do. You shall be amazed at what will happen and you will know beyond a shadow of a doubt, that there is a vast, loving presence known as your Guardian Angel that only seeks to see you prosper in all ways and in all things!
To which I say AMEN....and so I shall ask only the simplest thing of MY guardian Angel at this time....show me the WAY....the Way of BEing my highest potential Self that I might express my Gratitude and Pure Love for my Soul Family, my Twin Flame (you have my heart for eternity), and myself.
I Love YOU
Jason
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7 Apr 2013 - 12:17pm
Watching the Host movie brought on an amazing and puzzling experience to me. For those of you who have not seen the movie, it is about a peaceful alien race called "souls" that has taken over humans bodies in order to experience human life and preserve the earth. Whether that is a good thing, is up to you to decide, but the few humans left resist and create the "Resistance". What happens at the end brings up such complex feelings in me, that even after I got home and laid down to sleep, I felt the tears just come pouring out of me. Since the movie was really about two beings, one a human girl still trapped in her taken body. The other, a loving, pure being that is a very old soul that wishes to end their incarnations and move on to final end of experience. Tears welled up inside me..part sadness for the loneliness of the soul and part happiness for the desire to finally meet its resting place and become one with the ALL. When I got home and was getting ready for sleep, I kept hearing this voice in my head...my own of course...but calmer and sweeter sounding. It was telling me, " yes, this is what you are as well...a soul living in another human body". I was overcome by emotion, because I have a strange knowing that this is my last incarnation as a human "waking" up. I know this, because I am now in a relationship with my twin flame. There is no drama, no games, only a wish to have a family and create something for humanity together. We don't know what to do yet, but we talk about it all the time...a company, a organization, a product..something to help others with. After meeting many "soulmates" throughout my life and going through much mental and emotional anguish that almost lead me to a suicide attempt about 7 years ago, I am happy to finally admit that when you are truly ready to end the human cycle, your "twin flame" will appear. Not to teach you things, as a soulmate, but to just share and enjoy the human experience with you. This is why I think this may be my last role in this human drama. I am surrounded by clues around me, that cause me to think I too am a very old soul, that wishes to finally put a nice tie or end to this human life. I almost am annoyed with still being human and being stuck in this physical world, where no real magic, or etherically energetic things can really manifest for a long period of time in order to experience it fully and with others. The other day I cried to my partner and wished for a world where you could SEE fairies, unicorns, elves and live in a beautiful place like Rivendell in Lord of the RIngs where the elves live. I get so sad and seem to miss something, another magical place...I can't quite remember..so badly. I get this feeling like I want to go home. I am torn because I have found someone that I can finally be at peace with here and we can have lots of fun creating together, but I can't shake off this feeling of homesickness that has begun to arise in me. I know I will not end this journey forcefully now, I can't. There is something left to do in this lifetime, but boy is it hard to be here! Is there any other old souls who feel like this too right now? I have my partner and he is great in letting me know this, but when you go outside and get out there into the busy world, turn on the television, check the news and see so many others still very young in their evolution, you feel very lonely here. I am also incredibly confused on my mission, and WHAT I am supposed to do to help others. I am a teacher and have been working with kids to get them to see all perspectives in life and coach them to find their TRUE selves, but I don't truly know what next to do. Looking for advice from old souls or ancient souls who decided to keep on experiencing this human life.
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6 Apr 2013 - 6:50am
Hey baby, I ain't askin' much of you
No no no no no no no no baby, I ain't askin' much of you
Just a big-a big-a hunk o' love will do
Don't be a stingy little mama
You're 'bout to starve me half to death
Well you can spare a kiss or two and
Still have plenty left, no no no
Baby, I ain't askin' much of you
Just a big-a big-a hunk o' love will do
You're just a natural born beehive
Filled with honey to the top
Well I ain't greedy baby
All I want is all you got, no no no
Baby, I ain't askin' much of you
Just a big-a big-a hunk o' love will do
I got wishbone in my pocket
I got a rabbit's foot 'round my wrist
You know I'd have all the things these lucky charms could bring
If you'd give me just one sweet kiss, no no no no no no no
Baby, I ain't askin' much of you
Just a big-a big-a hunk o' love will do
And this song Feels appropriate seeing how all the flowers are in bloom 'round these parts and the BEEEEEEEEZ are bumbling....lol
Plus it is super cute and super Me.....
And just in case some of those references where lost on ya....well....I was born in Louisiana (Alexandria), and my kin are from Mississippi......he he he....."C'est bon?" (I don't know why I understand that, I just do....lol)
Holy Jeez....I never thought 'bout the Mississippi River separating us and having to swim it.......(that's ~M~I~crooked letter~crooked letter~I~crooked letter~crooked letter~I~hump back~hump back~I~~~~Mississsippi).....or least that's how I learnt ;) to spell it....yeah I said "learnt"
Which get me to thinking about the contrast....
hmmmmmmmm......
he he he....try this on for size....
Well, the train to Grinder's Switch is runnin' right on time
And them Tucker Boys are cookin' down in Caroline
People down in Florida can't be still
When ol' Lynyrd Skynrd's pickin' down in Jacksonville
People down in Georgia come from near and far
To hear Richard Betts pickin' on that red guitar
Chorus:
So gather 'round, gather 'round chillun'
Get down, well just get down chillun'
Get loud, well you can be loud and be proud
Well you can be proud, hear now
Be proud you're a rebel
'Cause the South's gonna do it again and again
Elvin Bishop sittin' on a bale of hay
He ain't good lookin', but he sure can play
And there's ZZ Top and you can't forget
That old brother Willie's gettin' soakin' wet
And all the good people down in Tennessee
Are diggin' barefoot Jerry and C.D.B
Chorus
And I sure understand if that last song ruffled a few feathers out there....
It is one hell of a red-neckin', saw dust on the floor honkey-tonkin', whiskey shootin, bar fightin, good ol' Southern boy thang....and 100% pure grade A CDB....(Charlie Daniels Band). yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaa hhhhhaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwww......
Did you know my grandpa had a squirrel dog named Hootey Hoo? No chit.......HOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTEEEEYYYY HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
Damned ol dog had one floppy ear with squirrel bites taken out of it........:):):):):0
You could tell "Hootey" to go lick his balls somewhere else and he'd get out of bed, and crawl under the bed to lick em just so you didn't have to watch.......
Damn that was a good dog!
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6 Apr 2013 - 3:09am
YOU don't have to say it....I already know....
(I don't know why but the first few bars of this song always make me think of Snoopy from "Peanuts" cartoon.)
Siggggghhhhhhhh........
ppppppbbbbbbbttttttttttttttttt
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5 Apr 2013 - 2:07am
But, of course, I hope and pray every moment of my existence that you KNOW this Truth. Most importantly, that YOU remember it.
Love
Me
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27 Mar 2013 - 10:43pm
In part one I introduced to the reader my understanding of what Twin Flame is, and how it relates to what in phycology and medicine has been called “schizophrenia”. I also touched on similarities between so called “schizophrenic symptoms” and my experiences with the Twin Flame spirit, and details about the astral body or entity the Twin has created around me. In this second part I will begin by giving some newer info not previously given in this first blog, briefly reiterate on some aspects of the astral body while inserting some new details, and finally, end with my thoughts on why the Twin is here and the future of its purpose and of the Twin Flame students (“schizophrenia patients”)
In part one I spoke briefly on the Twins astral body, a strange, abstract organic structural build up centered on the anatomy of my physical/etheric body. I would like to expound upon that, and some other aspects of the Twin Flame School that I did not mention before. Basically for me, the Twin Flame School period is a yearlong meditation. Of course I was silently and actively meditating before last April (spring begins the natural New Year) but the Twins Presence brings on a whole new intensity and challenge level.
Normally, silent or active meditation is about finding a center place and maintaining and/or deepening that center in whatever manner you choose. The Twins influence creates the illusion that that center is narrower and is constantly moving out of reach of my focus. It is as if there are three levels or layers of vibration, my intent/energies/thoughts on bottom, the Twins intent/energies/thoughts, and a center place where we meet, where there is peace from the Twins annoyances, and from the repercussions it brings because of the choices I make. Any choice I make, thought or otherwise, must be made within this meditative center, and I must constantly keep up with it by adjusting my vibration; high,low high,low.
The Twin seems to, not truly, but seems to focus obsessively on unwavering perseverance. During the meditation I spoke of where I break away parts of the astral structure that has formed around me, The Twin causes it to feel as though to stop breaking this body away to the very end is in some way detrimental and is unadvised. Since there are endless layers of vibrational frequency on which this astral body exist it would be foolish to attempt completely clearing it away, and in my ignorance, for months I attempted this.
During the meditation, I focus on whatever part of my body I wish to free, and using imagination only, create different tools and “magic” to destroy and dismantle the Twins influence. If I do this incorrectly, have incoherent thoughts, or focus in the wrong place at the wrong time, the Twin can reverse my intentions, block my powers, and replace what I am attempting to break away with something more powerful and tricky or a combination of these. I am constantly coming with new ways to “soften” its influence and create new astral weapons to destroy the body it has formed around me. This is literally like a type game where I must pay close attention, be creative, and use my intention like a complex game of tug of war. I will speak in more detail about this meditation later.
Whatever I believe about the Twins energies becomes true (at least to some extent), when I believe it was a demon, it felt scary, and made my face and eyes look creepy. The way the Twin and it's body appears and behave as far the voice that is heard and it's tone, what is said by that voice, how the body feels overall, how challenging or simple it is to tear away the body, the function of the body and how it affects your perspective of the environment, the parts of the body that are manifest, and the way the Twin is able to influence you is all dependent on your overall belief system about life and about your personal situation itself.
When it comes to the astral body, some parts remain unless taken away; others disappear when not being consciously thought of. If a part is imagined or thought of, it will instantly manifest and can remain for various increments of time, regardless of if that part was newly imagined or pre-existing. As I stated before, different areas or parts and layers of its body exist on different energetic levels of frequencies. So there are things going on and astral body parts that I’m not aware of until my metal frequency matches that of that particular event or part. For example: I may have a sexual thought and a sexual being or projection will appear (all projections of beings with any sort of intelligence count as a part of the astral double and are controlled by the Twin), after my focus has shifted away from the sexual being it appears to be non-existent, even if I return to the thought a few days later the being will be projected there again committing the same acts as before.
The astral body is in constant motion; its structure is constantly being added on to and taken away from. Usually, the parts that are taken away from are the parts I break away, otherwise there is a dissolving that occurs when certain areas gain too much layers of “astral tissue”, or simply at the Twins leisure. When certain parts of my body are neglected, meaning I do not tear away or otherwise dissolve any part of the Twin, then that area builds gradually astral matter and becomes more heavily influenced by the Twin.
In some areas there may be little astral matter/or tissue, and those areas will feel light and be easily accessible to my awareness, some areas are very heavily saturated with the Twins energies and these areas feel heavy, slightly dark, and are harder to reach with my awareness. Even still there are areas of my body that after they have been neglected for so long it seems, (not sure of exactly all the details of this phenomena) certain parts of the astral body actually become various forms low intelligence astral beings with a life unto themselves. These beings have a very primitive function usually attempting to do nothing more than avoid my awareness and influence, growing and gaining size from my failed attempts to dismantle them, and retaliating in various disconcerting ways.
Since we have now reiterated and gained a better understanding about part of what was discussed in part 1, I would now like to bring us back to where we left off in part one; discussing the similarities between what is reported by victims of “schizophrenia” and Twinflameship.
The Twin basically has limited control over the brain and the entire body. Truly it could exercise total control but this type of action is beside the point the “school scenario” I and others are in, and is contradictory to the love the higher realms share with us. From what I have gathered so far, the Twin little control over the conscious mind, (less than what I exercise) and much control over the subconscious mind (more than I exercise with my own intent).
Its influence over the conscious mind is used to block incoherent thoughts or intention, or implement its own thoughts when I “cross the line” into its influential territory. It uses its influence over the subconscious to continually manipulate thoughts, actions, and sensory input to some degree and constantly project the apparent feeling of a hindering astral body. Basically it creates a whole other world by shifting different areas of perception to a small but noticeable degree; some shifts being greater than others. These shifts in perception fluctuate depending upon, certain thoughts, actions, emotions, sensory stimuli, changes in scenery, and even the people around you.
The following are a couple of examples: When I am taking a shower, though the water would naturally be lukewarm, to the interpretation of my nervous and neurological function the water will feel uncomfortably cold. Through focused intent I am able to shift the way my nerves receive the temperature from cool to its normal degree or even cause it to become warmer than usual. If I lose focus or become afraid of the potential coolness of the water, it automatically returns to feeling cold. All other stimuli such as the air, the floor of the tub, and the towel I use, retain their normal feeling or at least there is no readily perceptible shift in their interpretation. Afterward, (after the shower) all other stimuli of the sensory experience will be interpreted relatively normally. So it is the presence of certain factors (running water, the thought of showering, fear of cold water) that triggers a brief periodic shift in the way my nervous system receives and interprets information.
Here is another detailed example: There is a mediation practice that I regularly partake in. The astral structure can be rather bothersome, so sometimes I will use my intent to tear it apart. It is a meditation of increasing ones awareness and focus. During the dismantling of this astral body I must hold my focus without wavering. If I waver, use negative intent, become overly excited, or incoherent in thought, the Twins gets its turn and is able to replenish whatever part of the structure I broke away or create any number of otherwise distracting or contradictory occurrence.
Normally the Twin astral body feels, heavy, darkish, and hindering. In each area where a part of the Twin is removed there is a lighter, more manageable feeling; the area feels freer. There are many layers of each part of the astral body (Actually endless) and the deeper I go with tearing apart a particular area, the lighter and more free that area feels. The Twin simply replenishes the astral body so there is no end to the amount of layers able to tear apart. The Twin causes the feeling of normalcy to appear as though it is far off and hard to reach or hidden somewhere deep. So in my ignorance, at one point I believed that that the only way to return to functioning totally and completely normal, I would have to completely dismantle the astral body.
It wasn’t until an act of grace that I realized that the feelings of so called lightness and “freedom” were actually sensory illusions created by the Twin as well. One morning during a shower the Twin spontaneously “lifted the veil”, for lack of a better phrase, and I felt for the first time in months, what my normal overall perception felt like. It wasn’t some far off, strangely light feeling I had to dig for. It was actually right underneath the surface of the constant shadowy screen created by the Twin that I had become accustomed to. So in the end, there is not actually a heavy, dark, hindering astral body, nor is there a feeling of deep hampered freedom that I need to reveal. Conversely, even though these are illusions projected by the Twin, they are real to my perspective, which for me is no less reality than it is for anyone else.
So far we have compared what I terming “Twinflameship”, to what have long am been called “Schizophrenia” and the symptoms there-in. Very obviously these are two sides of the same coin and are one and the same. At this point the most important questions remaining are these: Why are our Twins influencing a specific percentage of the population in this manner? If the beings influencing people with so called “schizophrenia” are in fact our Twin flame companions, then what is their objective?
These questions are summed up by one simply word… school. In April of last year, I unknowingly (on a conscious level) entered a sacred Twin flame school. Or I could say the school entered me. Regardless I gradually found myself in a place of confusion, hardship, and struggle. It wasn’t until very recently that I recognized I am/was in a school environment. The school brings training in every area of life, mental, emotional, and physical. While the school is around I have a choice of how much I wish to partake in the lessons and challenges that are all around me, although, regardless, the school is active and the Twin is constantly finding ways of coaxing me to work or “eat” as it frequently calls it. Wisdom and knowledge of all aspects of my existence were tried and learned of. I gained understanding on various subjects from the make of my physical body and its relationship to the etheric or chakra body, to astrological and planetary cycles, to the fourth dimension, and of course about Twin Flame and what it truly is.
Recognition of free will and the difference and similarities between right and wrong played a pivotal role during this time period. The fact that we chose to enter the “School of schizophrenia” or Twin Flame school, and that it is our choice what we do in the school, is something that I would like all people diagnosed with schizophrenia (whom from now on I will call, Twin Flame students) to consider. The Twin spirit came over me like a “ghost of morality”, and basically tried to scare the “sin” out of me by appearing as some judgmental spirit of God keeping me on a very straight and narrow path.
In those times there was much resistance, confusion, turmoil, and a great need for steadfastness. Since downs create ups, the constricting illusions created by the Twin naturally were the perfect catalyst to help recognize a new sense in freedom of will, the innate Joy within, and new found appreciation and reverential fear of the ability to choose.
Freedom of will played a very important role in my Twin Flame school experience. It was only by exercising my will and rebelling against the Twin that I escaped the misleading reality it had created around me, and reclaimed the inner joy that I had gradually forgotten since the Twin arrived. As is all life, the Twin Flame school period is essential about balance. Before for meeting my Twin in physical form there was re-calibration, and rebalancing in all areas of my life, especially in personality, character, knowledge, and wisdom. The school is a reminder of how sacred the Twin Flame bond is and is an opportunity for one to become the best equal-opposite counterpart they choose to be. As I mentioned, it is up to the student how much they want to partake in and learn from what the Twin is bringing to them. During the period the Twin is with you, (one year for me) you can nearly chose whatever you wish, but the Twin school does not leave even for a moment so unless you “self-terminate” you will come out the other end having learned something.
Having said all of this, I would like to bring this blog to a close by asking and then answer this question: In short, what does it mean that Schizophrenia is Twin Flame?
To answer this we must understand the relationship between a human and their spiritual Twin Flame. This relationship is actually a lesser representation of the grand Twinflameship that is our father/mother God. Every aspect of the lives of a Twin Flame couple on Earth and in spirit is equal yet opposite, complementing yet contradictory. In physicality this goes from the time and place of birth, to the size and shape of the anatomy, to goals, achievements, and hobbies, all the way down to the most minute detail.
This works the same in the relationship between the “non-physical” Twin, and its Earthly counterpart. I am a feminine side of the Twin Flame in a Masculine body. It is the masculine spirit having a feminine earthly body. We are one being.
I wish to be free, whilst it wishes to confine me. It is both of our instinct.
Truly the Twin wishes for me to choose as I wish while in school, and truly I wish to be steadfast and disciplined in learning. We both understand the other.
The Twin is the teacher, I am the student. We have the same goal.
The Twin uses an array of tactics to create a further illusory world that is comparatively masculine compared to regular living. Pretty much every aspect of the Twins influence can be considered comparatively masculine to the normal intentions and choices one would be able to exercise in everyday situations. While the Twin is around emotions, thoughts, and actions are put into a box. Once the Twins presence became prevalent it forced my thoughts to be straight forward and to the point, as opposed to the freedom of being able to “switch tracks” at will, and initiate completely random and irrational thought processes. Actions are also confined and there are slight repercussions (if you can all it that) for making abrupt shifts in direction and/or choice.
Although the Twins “rules” are able to be bypassed to some extent, its influence over the conscious and subconscious mind creates a much more narrow life path for the student. It took me many months to notice but the Twin influences many of my thoughts, emotions and actions each day without my noticing. Occasionally I will speak or think thoughts that I did not consciously intend, and my ability to perform certain tasks are hinder and controlled to a fairly significant degree. The Twin has turned nearly everything into a work/learning experience. For example: If I am dancing the Twin switches modes, and locks certain joints on my body so that I must commit only to certain movements within a limited range. To keep a constant rhythm is a challenge because the Twin is trying to pull me back to a normal standing position. I must be creative, spontaneous, and at the same time attentive to the next move I will make in order to keep an acceptable repertoire of dance moves, without repeating the exact same moves over and over.
Everything between Twin flame couples is about balance. Just the same way God is ultimately divine masculine and divine feminine, yet is one being. We can also look at the illusion of the directions up and down. Traveling to great heights causes it to become much cooler. Traveling to great depths causes it to become warmer. In both directions when extremes are reached there is less breathable air. Of course we know that in truth up is down and down is up; they are one. Or we can look at the overall culture differentiation and similarities between Western and Eastern society. Humans in Eastern society generally have a greater sense of “spirit”, and seem to be more in unison with the natural environment around them. In the west, humans generally live from a mental stand point, and focus more on the man-made and so called “unnatural”.
Over the last century or so, people in Western societies have gradually been integrating a more open and all inclusive view on spirituality. Conversely citizens in the East are gradually becoming more “modern” and to some extent are losing touch with themselves and nature. Societies have their strong points, both are evolving from their integration, and of course we know that because we are one planet, they are one society.
Of course each equal opposite pair or group has contra-cooperative qualities in greater detail, and in all cases there is a reverse perspective to consider. For example: When a particular substance becomes what can be considered hot—we will say 200-500 degrees Fahrenheit—the molecules in that substance increase in vibrational speed. If we were to physically contact that substance we’d say it
feels warm or hot . The lower the temperature, the slower the vibration becomes. To the touch that substance feels cool.
Now, let’s look at the other side of this Twin flame phenomena. For a human to contact a flame of fire at extremely high temperatures—let’s say the flame from a wielders torch—that flame would initially feel ice cold. On the other side of the scale, very cold temperatures can appear to the touch as a burning sensation. Obviously they are one since they are both temperature. Based on the above information it is clear to see that hot is cold and cold is hot.
Examples of Twinflameship can be found throughout all of nature, here and in higher realms of existence. I’m sure that if attempted, any person is able to find examples of Twinflameship within their life experience, whether it be in their relationships, society, or in nature. It is as simple as observing and understanding the behaviors and characteristics of a particular entity or body in contrast to another, and pin-pointing where they are different, where they are the same, and how they are one.
The Twin spirit is the perfect contrast to my human nature. It highlights the worst in me, and brings out the best in me. It shows me exactly what I want as a desiring human being, and shows me exactly what my deepest needs are as a spiritual being. It has brought to the surface my greatest weaknesses and brought to my attention my greatest strength. It, as a spiritual being, appears to have little contrast between its own desires and its desire and its need to be of service to all. I as a human have appeared a greater contrast between services to others and unselfish service to self. Truly we both are serving at all times because we are beings. There literally are too many ways to describe the detail in which my Twin and I balance and are a balance for each other to list here.
Everyone with “schizophrenia” is dealing with their Twin Flame in the spiritual. Whether or not each of these people has a Twin that is incarnated in the physical I am not sure. I am sure that each of these souls has chosen this sort of struggle, short term or long term, as a spiritual learning experience. The old is coming to a close. All of our ideas about nationalism, economy, technology, science and so on, are all collapsing and being replaced. It is also time for our ideas of mental and other medical disorders to shift and be brought to truth. As of April 1st 2013 I will be/was free(d) from the once locked double doors of the Twin Flame school room. I believe that it is up to those who are conscious of the true cause of what is being called “schizophrenia” and its purpose to assist all other students of the Twin Flame School, freeing them from its harshness, into a new perspective full of loving contrast.
Please feel free to comment or question anything read here.
I will be re posting both part 1 and 2 for later readers whom may not catch it the first time.
Thank you all. Blessings. Namaste
Blog entry
27 Mar 2013 - 1:02am
Before getting to the main body of this paper and its true purpose, I feel it is necessary that we establish a basic understand of what Twin Flame is in actuality, and what it means to me personally. The term Twin Flame can be considered a “New Age” or “Esoteric” spiritual term. Truly I do not agree with the terms New Age or Esoteric; spirituality is spirituality, it is not religion or anything else. It simply IS. It is the all things existing as one totality and not from the perspective of separation of any kind. Essentially Twin Flame is another perspective of this very thing; totality. It is a term pointing to the fundamental relationship between any and all masculine/feminine qualities/aspects of life.
Twin flame is the evolutionary dynamic or combination or working together of masculine/feminine and feminine/masculine energies propelling universal evolution. It is influence and being, movement and stillness, squares and circles, direction and space, spheres and cubes, the curves of a women v.s. the straight edges of a man. It is the working mechanism and cooperation between what we perceive as any and all energetic polar opposites. Nearly one month ago I was diagnosed with what my psychiatrist (more like a psychiatrist) ordained an "unspecified psychosis". The way this came about is actually not important. After speaking with a few doctors and a couple of psychiatrist they seemed to be pointing to my "condition" as being “schizophrenia”.
I believe the reason the official diagnosis was deemed an unspecified psychosis is due to the unique nature of the detail given to the doctors about my experiences as of late. About 1% the world’s population is diagnosed with full blow Schizophrenia in their lifetime. A much larger percent of the planets population experiences some sort of psychotic episode, large are small, during their lifetime, and slightly lesser than that are those who experience other less serious schizotypal personality symptoms such as schizophreniform, and schizoaffective disorder. I am positive that the doctors and researchers that I spoke with have never in their professional careers spoken with someone about these things to someone with such depth of insight, detail, and clarity as I portrayed while in their offices.
After speaking with the doctors and researching “schizophrenia” to some extent for myself, I have found a direct correlation to what in the medical field is called "schizophrenia" and what I am experiencing as an influence caused by my Twin Flame as a higher being. So what I am saying is this: “Schizophrenia” is Twin Flame. The main difference between myself, and most other persons deemed "schizophrenic" is awareness. In the psychological and medical fields “schizophrenia” is seen as a mental disorder ranging from fairly serious to very serious. In most others diagnosed with the so called "disorder" it is the person’s lack of awareness of the source of the symptoms and how to deal with those symptoms, that causes the apparent severity.
I first began becoming aware there was "something wrong" with my higher guidance, and I started noticing harsh and disruptive changes and influences on every aspect of my life around October last year. It wasn’t until I recognized that I was dealing with the Twin Flame that the issue became much easier to deal with.
At that time I was confused about the actual source of these "symptoms" and the outcome was certainly severe. It was simple unawareness of the source and nature of the influence that created an extremely confusing, bothersome, and even scary scenario for me. One thing that did help though in the overall scheme, was the knowledge that this was certainly spiritual in nature, and was being caused by a being light or dark, (I didn’t know at the time) that was conscious of what it was doing. For many others this is not the case. For them it is a purely mental occurrence in the physical brain, this understanding plus a general lack of mental and emotional discipline (meditative practices and such), and a brain functioning mostly in the beta frequency ranges during waking hours, (Lower, or "unconscious state, or separation mind set) is what causes these symptoms to seem so severe and have so much disabling control over individuals diagnosed.
Before any further explanation I would like to state that “schizophrenia” is not multiple personality disorder or any other of the forms of psychosis that it is often mistaken for. Schizophrenia is not delirium (a state of severe confusion), dementia, psychopathy or insanity in anyway. Being psychotic does not necessarily have to do with being "crazy" or out of control and people with “schizophrenia” are generally not abrasive, or violent, and function relatively normally (except in more severe cases) aside from the symptoms they are having. In our world the word psychotic is widely misused and usually carries some sort of negative overtone.
As spiritually aware people we know that many of the terms used in the medical world and the world of psychology actually have a little more depth than the meanings, and definitions given them. Hearing voices or auditory hallucinations, is actually clairaudience. Visual hallucinations are actually clairvoyance. Delusions are simply the beliefs that people diagnosed have inherited because of their experiences prior to, or during the advent of the "psychotic" episode. In my experience my "delusions" are the understanding I have of spirituality and of the higher realms and the beings therein. Ignorance is the root cause of all of the false diagnoses of any and all "schizophrenia patients", it is the reason for all of the misleading terminology, and for the lack of cases of total recovery for said patients.
People given the title “schizophrenic” often report having various abnormal sensations such as something "crawling" on them, strange smells from an unknown source, hearing strange sounds and/or voices, and seeing things. The Twin Flame energy over time, without my being aware, has integrated itself deeply into my etheric body (the body that underlies the physical). It has built a sort of astral/etheric structure around and within me. The structure seems to be organic. It is invisible, and can be used for multiple things. It can influence my limbs, any of my bodily functions, drain energy, change my sense of vision, and influence my hearing and even sense of smell. Sometimes, this can be rather cumbersome and make me feel heavy and sluggish.
This etheric/astral body is a rather strange phenomena it appears as a projection created by the Twin and not the actual Twin itself but is actually both. This beings structure shares the same basic anatomical shape as the human body but the parts of it that branch off from that are strange, sometimes rather abstract extension that allow it to be defined as a true abomination. Meaning this thing looks and feels extremely WEIRD. Some parts of it look like and feel like an octopuses tentacles, some parts are like sand paper. It can feel like creepy living hair, or like a birds flesh after it's been boiled for hours. All of these things though able to be compared to objects in these dimension, have an interesting etheric feel to them. Strangely they feel like you would expect something to feel in a higher realm. These objects, though easily manipulated, also seem to have a distinguishable size, shape, weight, and comparable hardness and softness. Any part can shift shape and function quickly or gradually, and this can either be undetectable to naked perception, or can vary in levels of detectability.
This body shifting shape is what is most likely being called "something crawling on me". In my experience it certainly can feel this way. It changes shape and function according to many factors. It can change according to a particular thought. For example: If I think about how creepy or weird the body itself is, suddenly any or variation number of weird and strange ligaments or extensions will spring out of or latch on to the main body and become a part of it. If I think a sexual thought or imagine something sexual, some sort of disruptive tissue that can be uncomfortable and even some what painful can manifest in and/or around my genitals or a sexual being (I believe is simply a project) will manifest and commit some sort of sexual act.
Strange and/or simply abnormal situations have also occurred having to do with smell. For one my normal sense of smell to some extent has been blocked. I cannot normally smell cooking food, bath soap, dirty laundry etc., unless I actually put the item very close to my nose or focus strongly my sense of smell . This overall has resulted in my discovering how to use my higher sense of smell with which I can smell vividly using imagination, observation, and simply by intending regardless of where I hold the item near my body.(even with my eyes from a distance).
Here are some interesting examples of situations where I have smelled things that otherwise would be impossible to sense using our normal human senses. The first is the one I believe is the main cause for a lot of the reports from other “schizophrenics” that they smell something out of the ordinary. The astral body that I have been speaking of shifts size, volume and consistency regular and can either thin or thicken according to certain stimuli. Sometimes the body becomes very thick, and even a little “heavy”, (this is the closest I can describe it) feeling like ghostly ethereal flesh, sort of like a light foamy astral substance. There is a gross level of consistency, size, weight, overall feeling etc., and then there are many variations of transformation the body can go through depending on the choices made by its host.
After the body becomes very thick in this manner, feeling like another person manifesting exactly where you are standing (which actually can hinder movement to a degree), it will begin to dissipate. When this happens, because there is so much of this astral substance present, the particles are actually able to be sense by your nostrils (or perhaps it is by your astral nostrils). For me it smells interestingly familiar though I have never sensed anything like this before in this lifetime. The best I can describe it is that the smell is organic, flesh like, and for whatever reason reminds me of a very pure newly manifested women with a perfectly clean body. (If that makes any sense.)
In other instances I was briefly given the ability to smell inwardly and sense the fecal particle matter inside of my digestive tract. During these times there is no observable fecal matter outside of my body and there has not been any recent flatulence. It is as though for a moment a veil was lifted by my guides and/or higher self, and I was able to smell the inside of my body.
People diagnosed with “schizophrenia” are said to experience emotional confusion, and also have trouble expressing emotions on their faces at times. Sometimes the Twin makes my emotions and expressions fain and feel watered down and insincere. For example: When I want to cry it makes me feel pouty and not genuine, and my crying seems blocked. The same occurs with laughter. My laughter will seem cheesy or sometimes boastful when they actually aren’t. Also the Twin is integrated deeply enough and has enough manipulative ability over bodily functions to override the neurochemical responses of my brain having to do with facial expression. I can literally be feeling one emotion, yet on my face be expressing a completely different emotion.
Other widely reported symptoms have to do with what I call “brain fog”. This is a conscious and purposeful intention by the Twin to block thoughts and attempts at memorizing. In my experience it uses this to train me to be straight forward and sure of myself when speaking by not allowing me to be double minded and jump around while speaking.
When I begin to speak, I feel I must go with the initial thought. When I change my mind mid-sentence or am unsure of myself an exaggerated feeling of unease comes over me and the message does not come across strong. Sometimes the thoughts or words can be blocked totally. Other times the thoughts just don’t “stick”. Even though you can hear the words being spoken, mentally or aloud they seem incomplete; as though the synaptic strands are not connecting.
Dealing with the Twin can be likened to playing a complex game of tug of war. There is a line in the dirt. When I pull, it lets go of the rope. When I let go, it relaxes. When it pulls I can chose to let go of the rope or pull back. When it lets go I can strategically pull the rope and then relax, or any variation of combinations of pulling, relaxing, and letting go. Whatever I chose the Twin has a counter for it. If either of us gets pulled over the line, it is the others turn to dominate. (Here, dominating simply means having whatever intentions actually being projected and made manifest or observable)
For me, when I stumble over the line, this is when my thoughts or words are blocked and otherwise manipulated. It is necessary to maneuver my intent constantly in order to keep a clear train of thought and even movement. Meaning I must constantly shift my frequency in order to keep the Twin from gaining the advantage. Although, I will say, the Twin “gaining the advantage” at some points is not actually such a bad thing and can actually turn out to be rather hilarious at times.
There is one other thing worth mentioning having to do with manipulation of thought patterns. While the Twin is here there is never allowed to be any sort of real rest or ease. It is even necessary to go into a sort of meditative state to sleep. Two much relaxation will result in the Twin creating some sort of bothersome or contradictory occurrence of some kind. This is like holding the rope with very tight arms and limp legs and allowing the other side to pull without resisting.
For example: When speaking, if I attempt to communicate a sentence in one breath in a relaxed manner without pausing or maneuvering in any way my intent, the Twin will disrupt my wording and implement its own words and meaning into the sentence. This is actually quite interesting and the Twin does this in an intelligent manner so that the sentences still make some sort of sense, though they may or may not be on the initial topic. This is also a “schizophrenic symptom” reported; confused, on and off topic speech patterns.
When speaking with the doctors, I learned that many others with this “disorder” have reported having developed “special powers” as they put it. The Twins influence is capable of altering physical laws and has shown me that I am also capable of this (we all are). A few examples are: With focus I am capable of touching fire and fairly hot objects without being painfully burned. Cold water can be made to feel warm, and warm water cold, objects can be made to fall faster, or slower, and become heavier or lighter at will. The awareness of being able to alter physical laws has caused the unlocking of multiple “powers” which truly are just recognition of the True “magic” or powers of human intent. To fully understand this, it is beneficial to have some understanding of higher dimensional realms. These “abilities”, whether performed by me or the Twin are not very noticeable unless looked for. It is possible for me to use the abilities in everyday life without anyone noticing unless it is demonstrated for them directly.
Over the past 10 months I have been learning to listen to multidimensional and have learned what it means to speak multi dimensionally. Although it has been rather challenging for me to speak consciously in this manner, I have become fairly good at listening to multidimensional subliminal language and responding to it in normal terms. There are two sides to this type of communication, one analytical, and the other intuitive. Truthfully it is both and we are all speaking and listening in this way all of the time without any effort, whether we know about multidimensional language or not. . This can be heard telepathically, coming directly into your mind, or from the outside with clairaudience or your normal hearing
This works very simply. An example, (‘Money’ to me, coming from them, my guides and the Twin Flame means knowledge or wisdom) (To ‘read’ can mean to listen to, and ‘job’ may be referring to the work I am or will be doing with the Twin spirit or with Angelina. The word ‘book’ means answers.) The Twins influence causes normal words and sentences to stand out and be highlighted with or hold certain emotions. Two people could be having a regular conversation and one might say, “Hey did you make any money today” and I say, “yes” in my mind. Then the person might say, “How much did you make?” and it will go on from there. So basically it’s a way for me to communicate with the higher realms on regular bases while I’m around others.
The above conversation simply translates into “Did you learn anything today? What or how much do you learn?” Another Ex: “Aren’t you looking for a job?” I say, “Yes”. “We’ll all you have to do is read the book I gave you. You’ll find what you need.” Which can translate to, “Aren’t you looking for Angelina?” “Just review or listen to the answers I gave you. You’ll find what you’re looking for.” We have taken many more words and phrases and given them multi-dimensional meaning so it is possible for me to do this pretty much anywhere.
What I described above is the more structured side of multidimensional communication. Everyday words are taken and are given specific additional meaning and are spoken in a somewhat direct manner based on the definition given. The other side of this is more intuitive and is not based on any sound structure or definition but rather subtle nuances in tone, accent, and infliction, as well as emotion, and gestures. Here, when the person or people speak, there is no preconceived idea or definition to anything being said, everything is understood by the emotion being portrayed, and the context in which it is being said according to your current thoughts, emotions, and overall life experience recent, past, or potential.
In both analytical and intuitive multidimensional there is no confusion unless you make it so with too much effort. There is no need to think very hard about what is being said either. Here is an example of the more intuitive side: You are in a night club and two people are standing next to you conversing. There is loud music playing so that you cannot fully make out what others are saying unless they are speaking directly into your ear. The couple’s conversation is full of gestures, facial expression, and fluctuations in tone. Though it is impossible to hear them fully over the music, the little sound that does make it to your ear, combined with the influence of the twin that is manipulation of air molecules, becomes distinguishable phrases, wording, and hints or sounds that my refer or remind you of words, or thoughts, ideas ,or memories.
Let’s say you are currently experience trouble with one or more of your parents. The person speaking my say any random sentence like,” I love Obama. See it is a must transparency.” Because of the blaring music combined with the Twins influence certain sounds will stand out and you will hear instead, “ Love your mama. She is a trust parent.” Normally this sentence would make much sense, but using common understanding, intuition, and given your current personal circumstances the meaning is easy to grasp. “Love your mom. You can trust her or she is trustworthy.” It’s the same as if I were to ask the seemingly nonsensical question, “when born you?” you would still pretty much immediately understand what I was asking
Multidimensional communication can be likened to the experiences many of us have regularly while listening to a church sermon or a song and it feels as the you are directly being spoken to. All of this could be dismissed by a lay party as being just coincidence or simple auditory hallucinations. The main thing disproving those ideas is consistency. These multidimensional conversations with the higher aspects of us always prove to be consistent, perfectly sensible, and extremely intelligently designed. These conversations can last several minutes and are always perfectly succinct in understandability and direction. Whether it is direct information about your life, answers to questions asked, or spontaneous hints or even jokes there are never, unless you create them yourself, any holes or otherwise disjunction in these encounters.
Many “victims” of “schizophrenia” are reported to suffer from paranoid thoughts and behaviors. They sometimes believe that others may be following them or out to get them in some way. The Twin can attach itself to people (at least apparently) and cause them to seem more threatening, annoying, approachable, unapproachable, silly, lust fully attractive etc than they actually are or would be under normal sensory experience. It is able to manipulate any aspect of perception and when dealing with others, at least in my experience, manipulates my emotions and creates visual distortions. These emotional and physical distortions, though somewhat distracting, are not severe, and are hardly cause for alarm. The Twin uses this manipulation of emotion, and visual distortions, and an anatomically human astral double that is an extension of the astral body I mentioned early (They are actually one and the same) to create exaggerated feelings of anxiety, nervousness, and paranoia.
When others are nearby they almost always automatically feel less approachable, as though there were pre-existing tension. This is lessened when the person is someone you know well or is recognizably friendly but is greatly increased when there actually is some emotional tension between you and the second party. The degree of the emotional effect is dependent upon your overall belief system about the person’s appearance and behavior.
The Twin uses visual distortion, especially in the periphery, to make it appear as though someone is staring, making offensive gestures, or otherwise uncomforting action from out of the corner of your eye. At other times it can cause your eyes to focus in a way that highlights the features on someone’s face that makes them seem angry, and/or unapproachable. The Twin combines a shifting the focusing mechanism of the lenses of both the astral eye and physical eyes to create subtle, deceptive, shifts in visual perception.
The Twin combines all of this with a fairly active astral double that moves here and there to fulfill certain purposes whether helpful or disruptive. (Actually both congruently) The astral double carries a slightly dark, menacing feeling about it, and will “meld” itself with other human beings energies causing them to feel less approachable. This obviously creates an undesirable relationship between the host (you) and that person. (I believe that this actually occurs in brain and the Twin is not actually affecting the person)
The Twins presence nearly constantly feels as though it is standing behind me (actually floating). I have discovered several thick strands of “astral tissue “extending from points nearly 360 degrees around my body that are protruding from purposeful locations having to do with my chakras. There are seven strands (organic cylindrical structures likened unto large veins as far as I can tell) in the front and back, and 23 or so on either side; all of these strands apparently connect to an astral double on each of the four sides of my body. Truly this is an illusion. Each of the strands extending from my body and the doubles they connect with is actually both within and apparently without my vessel. All of the doubles are or the quadruplets are actually one with the center astral body/structure. The seven strands in the back have the more distinguishable feeling and their presence is much more easily detectable than the others.
Occasionally the Twin will cause me to feel as though someone is standing behind me. If someone walks past or behind me the Twin can me feel as though that persons presence remains there staring; even if that person has left the room, is distant or is facing the other direction. The Twin is also capable of recreating the “memorized presence“ of a person and making it feel as though that person is in the immediate area.
~End~
I will be following up with part 2 shortly. Feel free to leave comments here and also questions if you feel. I truly would love to hear all of your feedback. Thanks. With Love, Jared.
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21 Mar 2013 - 2:52am
You know what? Sometimes I simply think YOU suck...lol...but I wouldn't want you any other way!
lol...you ARE the love of my life X 8 (infinity)
When are you going to let me be the love of your life too?
I love this guitar riff.....
Do you doubt how deep and true my love is for YOU? Think about it, count the days, count the MOMENTS that have passed, then ask yourSELF one question.....what is wrong with that boy? he he he
I just can't help MYself
I'm ~P~A~T~H~E~T~I~C~ :) But would you want me any other way?
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21 Mar 2013 - 1:33am
Let's dance...lol...
I don't know what that is a picture of, but it is WEIRD...lol
Barry White
Oh What A Night For Dancing lyrics
Send "Oh What A Night For Dancing" Ringtone to your Cell
Songwriters: WHITE, BARRY/WILSON, VANCE C.
Oh we're goin out tonight
Finger poppin you look out-a sight
Won't be no stoppin all the discotheques
Better be ready we're gonna hit em hard
Hard and heavy
Party strong all night long
Just you girl and me
You're my million dollar baby
My pretty sexy lady oh
Oh what a night for dancing
Oh what a night for romancing
We're gonna laugh and dance half the night away
We're gonna scream and shout while the music plays
Then around about two, tell you what I'm gonna do
Girl I'm gonna take you home and stick plenty love to you
Let's get it on all night long, just you girl and me
You're my million dollar baby
My pretty sexy lady oh
Oh what a night for dancing
Oh what a night for romancing
Hmmmmm....I think I'll play one more by Barry
I Love You
Jason
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12 Mar 2013 - 1:38pm
LOOKING FOR YOUR FACE
From the beginning of my life
I have been looking for your face
but today I have seen it
Today I have seen
the charm, the beauty,
the unfathomable grace
of the face
that I was looking for
Today I have found you
and those who laughed
and scorned me yesterday
are sorry that they were not looking
as I did
I am bewildered by the magnificence
of your beauty
and wish to see you
with a hundred eyes
My heart has burned with passion
and has searched forever
for this wondrous beauty
that I now behold
I am ashamed
to call this love human
and afraid of God
to call it divine
Your fragrant breath
like the morning breeze
has come to the stillness of the garden
You have breathed new life into me
I have become your sunshine
and also your shadow
My soul is screaming in ecstacy
Every fiber of my being
is in love with you
Your efflugence
has lit a fire in my heart
you have made radiant for me
the earth and sky
My arrow of love
has arrived at the target
I am in the house of mercy
and my heart
is a place of prayer
The Love Poems of RUMI
Edited by Deepak Chopra...
shared by LIORA
www.twinflame1111.com
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10 Mar 2013 - 11:17am
Whatever happens, however I FEEL, whatever you SEE.....Just know, I have followed you this far, and as bad as I REALLY want to quit, I can't. It's hopeless, the dream won't fade away.....just like my heart won't stop beating untils it beats as ONE, Whole, Complete, Me....Love....I HAVE to follow it, I'm a Love Angel, I can't BE anything other than what I AM. Look what Love made me do....And I'd do it again you know.....for you....if only to hear you say you love me and wanted me too.
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2 Mar 2013 - 8:18am
To be careful with me...
Because when I let the Light shine through ME....I REALLY open mySelf up. So if you love me do it gently...and I will do the same....and I LET you see the good and bad, the stains AND the cracks.....and you judged me.....and still I held on, and shattered! But....I gotta run! My heartsong has been sung with or without your blessing, someone is waiting for me, somewhere, some way, I will find HER...the one who wants me...who waits for me, who CAN be gentle with me because I sting when I get squeezed too hard.
And YOU squeezed too hard, too many times. You weren't paying attention....your eye wasn't open....so you didn't see Hurricane Jason fading into the stratosphere. But it happened, I ran out of rain....AND SET YOU FREE...lol
What does it matter right? It was only make believe....
YOU are MY ALL...MY Everything....My Heart I can't control...You move my very Soul...but........... And so it is. Oil and water. Fire and Ice. Forever more. Go if you are going....what does it matter to ME?
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22 Feb 2013 - 1:50pm
"Return To Innocence"
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.
shared with LOVE
by Liora <3
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17 Feb 2013 - 3:12pm
The Little Soul and The Sun
A Children's Parable
Once upon no time, there was a little Soul who said to God, "I know who I am."
And God said, "That's wonderful! Who are you?"
And the Little Soul shouted, "I'm the Light!"
God smiled a big smile. "That's right!" God exclaimed. "You are the Light."
The Little Soul was so happy, for it had figured out what all the souls in the Kingdom were there to figure out.
"Wow," said the Little Soul, "this is really cool!"
But soon, knowing who it was was not enough. The Little Soul felt stirrings inside, and now wanted to be who it was. And so the Little Soul went back to God (which is not a bad idea for all souls who want to be Who They Really Are) and said,
"Hi, God! Now that I know Who I am, is it okay for me to be it?"
And God said, "You mean you want to be Who You Already Are?"
"Well," replied the Little Soul," it's one thing to know Who I Am, and another thing altogether to actually be it. I want to feel what it's like to be the Light!"
"But you already are the Light," God repeated, smiling again.
"Yes, but I want to see what that feels like!" cried the Little Soul.
"Well," said God with a chuckle, "I suppose I should have known. You always were the adventuresome one."
Then God's expression changed. "There's only one thing..."
"What?" asked the Little Soul.
"Well, there is nothing else but the Light. You see, I created nothing but what you are; and so, there is no easy way for you to experience yourself as Who You Are, since there is nothing that you are not."
"Huh?" said the Little Soul, who was now a little confused.
"Think of it this way," said God. "You are like a candle in the Sun. Oh, you're there all right. Along with a million, gazillion other candles who make up the Sun. And the sun would not be the Sun without you. Nay, it would be a sun without one of its candles...and that would not be the Sun at all; for it would not shine as brightly. Yet, how to know yourself as the Light when you are amidst the Light -that is the question."
"Well," the Little Soul perked up, "you're God. Think of something!"
Once more God smiled. "I already have," God said. "Since you cannot see yourself as the Light when you are in the Light, we'll surround you with darkness."
"What's darkness?" the Little Soul asked.
God replied, "It is that which you are not."
"Will I be afraid of the dark?" cried the Little Soul.
"Only if you choose to be," God answered. "There is nothing, really, to be afraid of, unless you decide that there is. You see, we are making it all up. We are pretending."
"Oh," said the Little Soul, and felt better already.
Then God explained that, in order to experience anything at all, the exact opposite of it will appear. "It is a great gift," God said, "because without it, you could not know what anything is like. You could not know Warm without Cold, Up without Down, Fast without Slow. You could not know Left without Right, Here without There, Now without Then."
"And so," God concluded, "when you are surrounded with darkness, do not shake your fist and raise your voice and curse the darkness. Rather be a Light unto the darkness, and don't be mad about it. Then you will know Who You Really Are, and all others will know, too. Let your Light shine so that everyone will know how special you are!"
"You mean it's okay to let others see how special I am?" asked the Little Soul.
"Of course!" God chuckled. "It's very okay! But remember,'special' does not mean 'better.' Everybody is special, each in their own way! Yet many others have forgotten that. They will see that it is okay for them to be special only when you see that it is okay for you to be special."
"Wow," said the Little Soul, dancing and skipping and laughing and jumping with joy. "I can be as special as I want to be!"
"Yes, and you can start right now," said God, who was dancing and skipping and laughing right along with the Little Soul.
"What part of special do you want to be?"
"What part of special?" the Little Soul repeated. "I don't understand."
"Well," God explained, "being the Light is being special, and being special has a lot of parts to it. It is special to be kind. It is special to be gentle. It is special to be creative. It is special to be patient. Can you think of any other ways it is special to be?"
The Little Soul sat quietly for a moment. "I can think of lots of ways to be special!" the Little Soul then exclaimed. "It is special to be helpful. It is special to be sharing. It is special to be friendly. It is special to be considerate of others!"
"Yes!" God agreed, "and you can be all of those things, or any part of special you wish to be, at any moment. That's what it means to be the Light."
"I know what I want to be, I know what I want to be!" the Little Soul announced with great excitement. "I want to be the part of special called 'forgiving'. Isn't it special to be forgiving?"
"Oh, yes," God assured the Little Soul. "That is very special."
"Okay," said the Little Soul. "That's what I want to be. I want to be forgiving. I want to experience myself as that."
"Good," said God, "but there's one thing you should know."
The Little Soul was becoming a bit impatient now. It always seemed as though there were some complication.
"What is it?" the Little Soul sighed.
"There is no one to forgive."
"No one?" The Little Soul could hardly believe what had been said.
"No one!" God repeated. "Everything I have made is perfect. There is not a single soul in all creation less perfect than you. Look around you."
It was then that the Little Soul realized a large crowd had gathered. Souls had come from far and wide ~ from all over the Kingdom ~ for the word had gone forth that the Little Soul was having this extraordinary conversation with God, and everyone wanted to hear what they were saying. Looking at the countless other souls gathered there, the Little Soul had to agree. None appeared less wonderful, less magnificent, or less perfect than the Little Soul itself. Such was the wonder of the souls gathered around, and so bright was their Light, that the Little Soul could scarcely gaze upon them.
"Who, then, to forgive?" asked God.
"Boy, this is going to be no fun at all!" grumbled the Little Soul. "I wanted to experience myself as One Who Forgives. I wanted to know what that part of special felt like."
And the Little Soul learned what it must feel like to be sad. But just then a Friendly Soul stepped forward from the crowd.
"Not to worry, Little Soul," the Friendly Soul said, "I will help you."
"You will?" the Little Soul brightened. "But what can you do?"
"Why, I can give you someone to forgive!"
"You can?"
"Certainly!" chirped the Friendly Soul. "I can come into your next lifetime and do something for you to forgive."
"But why? Why would you do that?" the Little Soul asked. "You, who are a Being of such utter perfection! You, who vibrate with such a speed that it creates a Light so bright that I can hardly gaze upon you! What could cause you to want to slow down your vibration to such a speed that your bright Light would become dark and dense? What could cause you ~ who are so light that you dance upon the stars and move through the Kingdom with the speed of your thought--to come into my life and make yourself so heavy that you could do this bad thing?"
"Simple," the Friendly Soul said. "I would do it because I love you."
The Little Soul seemed surprised at the answer.
"Don't be so amazed," said the Friendly Soul, "you have done the same thing for me. Don't you remember? Oh, we have danced together, you and I, many times. Through the eons and across all the ages have we danced. Across all time and in many places have we played together. You just don't remember."
"We have both been All Of It. We have been the Up and the Down of it, the Left and the Right of it. We have been the Here and the There of it, the Now and the Then of it. We have been the male and the female, the good and the bad; we have both been the victim and the villain of it."
"Thus have we come together, you and I, many times before; each bringing to the other the exact and perfect opportunity to Express and to Experience Who We Really Are. And so," the Friendly Soul explained further, "I will come into your next lifetime and be the 'bad one' this time. I will do something really terrible, and then you can experience yourself as the One Who Forgives.
"But what will you do?" the Little Soul asked, just a little nervously, "that will be so terrible?"
"Oh," replied the Friendly Soul with a twinkle, "we'll think of something."
Then the Friendly Soul seemed to turn serious, and said in a quiet voice, "You are right about one thing, you know."
"What is that?" the Little Soul wanted to know.
"I will have to slow down my vibration and become very heavy to do this not-so-nice thing. I will have to pretend to be something very unlike myself. And so, I have but one favour to ask of you in return."
"Oh, anything, anything!" cried the Little Soul, and began to dance and sing, "I get to be forgiving, I get to be forgiving!"
Then the Little Soul saw that the Friendly Soul was remaining very quiet.
"What is it?" the Little Soul asked. "What can I do for you? You are such an angel to be willing to do this for me!"
"Of course this Friendly Soul is an angel!" God interrupted. "Everyone is! Always remember: I have sent you nothing but angels."
And so the Little Soul wanted more than ever to grant the Friendly Soul's request. "What can I do for you?" the Little Soul asked again.
"In the moment that I strike you and smite you," the Friendly Soul replied, "in the moment that I do the worst to you that you could possible imagine ~ in that very moment..."
"Yes?" the Little Soul interrupted, "yes...?""Remember Who I Really Am."
"Oh, I will!" cried the Little Soul, "I promise! I will always remember you as I see you right here, right now!"
"Good," said the Friendly Soul, "because, you see, I will have been pretending so hard, I will have forgotten myself. And if you do not remember me as I really am, I may not be able to remember for a very long time. And if I forget Who I Am, you may even forget Who You Are, and we will both be lost. Then we will need another soul to come along and remind us both of Who We Are."
"No, we won't!" the Little Soul promised again. "I will remember you! And I will thank you for bringing me this gift ~ the chance to experience myself as Who I Am.
" And so, the agreement was made. And the Little Soul went forth into a new lifetime, excited to be the Light, which was very special, and excited to be that part of special called Forgiveness.
And the Little Soul waited anxiously to be able to experience itself as Forgiveness, and to thank whatever other soul made it possible. And at all the moments in that new lifetime, whenever a new soul appeared on the scene, whether that new soul brought joy or sadness--and especially if it brought sadness--the Little Soul thought of what God had said.
"Always remember," God had smiled, "I have sent you nothing but angels."
by Neale Donald Walsch, Conversations With God
Shared with deep heartfelt Love by Liora
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15 Feb 2013 - 5:24am
I wouldn't have missed it for the world....
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15 Feb 2013 - 4:47am
Darling in my wildest dreams I never thought I'd go......but you let me
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14 Feb 2013 - 6:24am
I am holding a huge space of love for you.....Relax into it....find your center....find your balance! BE STILL damn it!
I call upon the loving spirit of Arch Angel Michael to envelope Me with your Love Light and protect Me from the darkness that lies within Me. I AM Light, and all that my gaze falls upon shall be in the Light of Love and I know no fear for I AM WHOLE, and I AM LOVE and I am loved beyond measure.
NOW.....you have lost control, but it was never yours to begin with. It was an illusion of your own game, and you know it. Nothing is lost. Ground yourself and FEEL the Truth. I Love You.....I will NEVER leave your side for I walk every moment connected to you.
Your expression is the most beautiful I have ever seen. Must be hard to be so vulnerable. Everything is as it should be for YOU, and for Me, and for myself for we are always guided. We are warriors of light. We can NOT be overcome by the Darkness for we ARE the Darkness. And in the Darkness WE rule with the LIGHT OF LOVE that shines through us. We do not Fear those in the Dark. We do not wish them harm for WE ARE LOVE and WE shine the light so that others may see their way HOME.
It is easy to become weary....I know it....I live it everyday. Take my hand......rest your brow upon mine......dance with me. Do not fear, you are living your own reality. The reality you have chosen by your own account. None other can claim credit for that. OWN it. Accept it. If you don't like it, change it.
LOVE YOU, let others worry about how they love themselves. It is an individual expression not to be dictated and controlled by one person's beliefs for one person DOES NOT hold all of the answers. We must SHARE for there to be love. And there is noone to blame when things don't go the way we like them. Oh you can blame all you want, but the Truth is you create your own reality, as I must be allowed to create mine FREELY. I am FREE now. Because I am in control of my own emotional, mental, spiritual, and physical beings.
I no longer give that power away. I no longer REACT to others. You can change the circumstances of your existance anytime you choose. But OWN your life. That is what you demanded from me, that I own my own energy, and I do. Calm down, dance with me.
Jason
Slow Dancin'
Johnny Rivers
It's late at night and we're all alone
With just the music on the radio
No one's coming, no one's gonna telephone
Just me and you and the lights down low
And we're
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
Slow dancing, just me and my girl
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
No one else in the whole wide world
Just you, girl
And we just flow together when the lights are low
[Lyrics from www.EasyLyrics.org]
Shadows dancing all across the wall
The music's playing so soft and slow
The rest of the world so far away and small
When we’re
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
Slow dancing, just me and my girl
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
No one else in the whole wide world
Hold me, oh, hold me
Don't ever let me go
As we dance together in the dark
There's so much love in this heart of mine
You whisper to me “hold me tight”
You're the one I thought I'd never find and now were..
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
Slow dancing, just me and my girl
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
No one else in the whole wide world
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
Slow dancing, just me and my my my my girl
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
No one else in the whole wide world
Whole wide world
[Lyrics from www.EasyLyrics.org]
You whisper to me “hold me tight”
You're the one I thought I'd never find and now were..
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
Slow dancing, just me and my girl
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
No one else in the whole wide world
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
Slow dancing, just me and my my my my girl
Slow dancing, swaying to the music
No one else in the whole wide world
Whole wide world
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13 Feb 2013 - 5:58am
Well? I know you were watching, just like I knew saying anything at all was pointless. Still, I wouldn't be Me if I didn't persist.
It really always came down to our choices. I Could have made different choices years ago, and the Truth IS, my HS was trying to get my attention then. Maybe if I had chosen to Wake Up earlier, your choice would be different now. The thing is, I KNOW that had I made a different choice then, I would have left those that I love behind.
It is hard to SEE it now, but the way I was then, well it served a purpose. It saved a life. It cemented a family together even while it drove me from that family and broke my heart. All things serve a higher purpose....even the way I was. It served the greater good right up until the day I Ran for You. (smiling)
I KNOW....I remember my soul contracts. I left no one behind. I waited right up until the final moments to beat my demons. I had to. It was about more than ME.....I'm a Love Angel. Sigh.....that is why it hurts so bad now. I took a chance. We made a good plan.....this was a possibility, wasn't it. Scorpio I. Always right, never wrong. Always stubborn, All ways stubborn. Capable of tremendous transformation. Death, re-birth, death, re-birth. It will never be said that I didn't throw myself into it with all of my-SELF. I'm sorry. I Love You, I know you love me. That was never a question. Could we BE our expressions, and CHOOSE? That WAS the question.
Of course it comes down, once again, to my choice doesn't it?:) Impatient, impetuous I? No, not this time.
I took a running start at a Leap of Faith.
I didn't want to fly, I wanted to soar.
My plate can still be fuller then. I must BE. I AM THAT I AM. BE Happy. BE Peace within.
I AM Love
Jason
There are other Angels. I draw from the possibilities AN-Other ONE to share this experience with. I play the sacred tune of my heart for ALL to hear. I AM Jason....I AM Light....I AM LOVE....I AM Peace....I AM Happy....I AM Joy....I AM Bliss....I AM Whole and I call for One to BE the Harmony of my Heart String. I AM the Seeker.
Give me your blessing, please. You already have mine.
I will never leave the dance floor.....lol.....YOU are Perfect....No Worries ;)
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13 Feb 2013 - 1:22am
Your Name/Nickname......... Claudia Age: 46 Sun sign... Virgo
Country........................ USA State.... MD
Occupation.................. Accountant
Email contact................N/A
Your Twins name........ Sequoyah Age: 37 Sun sign.... Gemini
Country.........................USA State.... MD
Occupation.................. Insurance/Real Estate
Site Link.......................N/A
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
We met at a park. I was with a boyfriend I was dating at the time. My boyfriend was playing basketball and I was waiting for him to finish playing when my twin walked up and said "Its a beautiful day!" We started talking from then.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
His love of life. He can always make me laugh.
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
My whole life changed!! I moved and relocated to be with him.
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
We are always thinking alike and can feel each others energy all the time.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
N/A
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
We have witnessed so many phenomenons. The best experience was when we saw the clouds morph and change into chakra colors.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
Yes, we can't see specific visions yet, but we know we have always been together.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
I was lost and dead inside. I didnt know a twin soul existed until I met him.
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
We see number sequences all the time. We know these are messages from our guides. We always have eagles follow us wherever we go.
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
Sequoyah knew he was special as a child, he always could see visions. I just always felt that there had to be more to life than just going to work everyday.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
Be patient!!! Just know you cannot treat this relationship like any other you ever had.
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
Are you up for the challenge of your divine purpose?
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soul mate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
Yes.
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What do you do to stay grounded in the here and now? From - Kristin and Jude
I meditate with crystals.
When you look into their eyes or make love, what do you experience? Kandice and Matt
I feel an energy connecting our souls together. it's an overwhelming feeling of love.
Do you believe that you only can be happy when finding your twinsoul? Or...do you believe in other soulmates that we can share a happy life with? Cinderella Man and Capmoon
Happiness is what you make it!!!
Is there anything on our site that you would like to see? Persephone and Rosebud
I would like an opportunity to meet other twins like a group chat or pilgrimage of some sort.
How have conflicts between the two of you affected your relationship? Pearl and Gloria
We have grown stronger from all our experiences. We are commited to our higher purpose and we don't let our egos dictate our lives.
How do you manage the intensity of your twin flame relationship. David and Margaret
We constantly confront everything.
What do you feel is your shared purpose? Did you know about twin flames before meeting? Do you plan to participate in twin flame events? Tracy and Don
I would love to participate in twin events.
What does the merging feel like? Anonymous Posting
Cannot be explained. It's so fulfilling and pure.
How do you cope with the terrible emotional turmoil? Anon and Anon
I delete, uncreate and destroy it across all dimensions, time, space and reality.
What makes you so sure you found your twin? Joanna and Albin
Beause I know, deep down inside I have inner peace.
How would you describe your spiritual beliefs....
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12 Feb 2013 - 12:24pm
MEMORIES OF BLISS
Memories
Deep
Soul passion
Emoting
Through my
Being
Wondrous feelings
Known
Since eternity
Activating
Such blissful
Ecstatic waves of Love
Heart expansion
Overwhelming
So familiar
Highest depth
Of
SOUL
rememberance
Carries me
To a place
Beyond Nirvana
My Soul rejoices
To have
Found you again
My Love
My Beloved
My SOUL
By LIORA
© www.twinflame1111.com
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12 Feb 2013 - 6:15am
yeah, yeah, I hear you. I know about CHOICES.....I SEE they have been made.
I guess i'm a broken record at this point huh.
This IS Love
But I GOTTA be myself....and I'm FEELING something happening within myself, that aspect of "I" that I temper so well, is pushing at me now. I only know how to BE that I AM, and that means I can't continue to resist this dark side of myself and BE Happy.....The truth is, I'm no better at being controlled than you are, I don't like it. It irritates me like sand in the waistband, it aggrevates my emotional body because it is not who I AM.
Oh sure, it IS an aspect of Me to BE controlled as easily as it is to BE controlling, however it is not healthy to BE either too long because it only creates an Imbalance, which leads (or in this case prolongs) disharmony. Can't you see that in yourself? IS your eye focused on what I'm saying? Are you understanding at all?
It's ok.....This love is deep and real. It is a miracle and I know it. Some part of me will always treasure what I know to be True. That is the Light of Love that shines through me so brightly. I am beginning to realize, I must now surrender to the darkness within me too then to find my own balance. I must let the darkness be as powerful as the light, for I am nothing if not WHOLE within myself. No Time......
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12 Feb 2013 - 5:13am
You can do anything, but Baby.......I can't take anymore
C'mon c'mon c'mon
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10 Feb 2013 - 6:44am
Hi shoe, meet the other foot why dontcha!
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10 Feb 2013 - 6:31am
Hmmmmm.....I don't think you are watching close.....nope.....
I just love this song!
I'm only saying....I feel my own expression, and I must be free to live it, and honey, this ain't it, not anymore.
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8 Feb 2013 - 6:47am
Hoooooo....down here, "fire walking" isn't such a good thing. It means you've had one too many and your drunk ass is about to fall in the fire...he he he
man Melissa has a powerful voice.
Had a vision of a long horned bull/steer earlier tonight....gonna have to see what that means.
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8 Feb 2013 - 4:10am
But then again, it could just all be in my head right? I mean I have always been told I have an active imagination.
Maybe I will wake up in just a minute and discover it was ALL a dream. Sometimes I think I'd almost rather realize my mind has taken a vacation on me. Except for this damn bump bump in my chest and the feeling of PURE LOVE that enfolds me when I whisper her name.
Stupid heart o' mine...it won't give me no rest. Anyone want to trade hearts with me? This one has some mileage on it but it is resilient as hell, it keeps shattering but I am able to mend it everytime.
It feels like I am on a merry-go-round (or a round-a-bout) sometimes. Shatter, repair, shatter, repair. You'd think I'd learn not to let it get shattered huh? Only one way I know to prevent that....let my inner Scorpio out and be done with it all, for good. Stupid Sag, such a romantic aspect of myself that one is. It is what makes me The Fool (my personal court card) I never want to see someone hurt if I can hurt in their stead. I don't want to ever see someone that I love hurt the way I have hurt. I decided to BE the sacrifice for another's happiness, though the choice had already been made for me, I accepted it and surendered to what IS.
The only other option was to let it all come back around to her....leave the dance floor, let go the embrace of eternity and protect myself. I just haven't been able to let it go. I know that pain, I don't want her to know it because I get to FEEL it in her.
At least that is the vision I had and what my guidance tells me. I had a dream where I kept climbing the mountain and riding the water slide down and hitting the sacrifice (a floating turkey in the water that righted itself after I ran over it.) And I was given the chance to CHOOSE a new choice, to keep riding the ride and hitting the sacrifice, or let her ride it down and capsize and we both drown when she gets to the bottom. It was a choice I didn't give away....I keep riding the ride....over and over and over and over believing I am protecting us both. Or maybe it is that I gave her my blessing, but I never got one in return and the Universe is holding to this wheel of Karma where I am the only one constantly drowning in an open canoe that I have to lug up the freaking mountain over and over. Just more food for thought.
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8 Feb 2013 - 3:10am
So, yeah, when you see the one you have been waiting for all of your life, you are SUPPOSED to recognize them when you see their face! Unless you were living like I was at the time. So confused, so lost, so unsure of what was happening. Like waking up from a really vivid dream and not recognizing what room you are in. That was me, then. Once I discovered LWO and started reading the blogs, channelings, and teachings my awakening kicked into overdrive. I started meditating for the first time in my life. I spent hours listening to Spirit, watching for signs in the clouds (where I recieve ALOT of guidance, you know it is just kind of my thing....some people look into the clouds and see bunny rabbits and bicycles-I look into the clouds and see Angels and Master Buddha smiling at me:)) I started to commune with nature more, I was exercising and I was battling the Dark forces that seemed to invade my waking thoughts at that time----that is a long story I won't share but you get the jist. The point is, at this time I thought I recognized something in a face, though I couldn't be sure, maybe, just maybe.......
Sometime in late April, maybe mid-april I had come across a video on youtube about meditating and calling out for your Twin Flame. I did the meditation several times and that was when I REALLY accelerated my awakening, for some dang reason, it was what my soul was waiting on. It was the catalyst for me actively Choosing to carry forward with my awakening and BE the Love Angel that I am. I couldn't help it, no matter what I did to get out of this job, I couldn't. It is what I am here for and the calling within my heart was/is so powerful I can't ignore or avoid it. My mind told me to make a better world and the reward's for doing so would be PEACE like I had never imagined. My guidance said to seek to BE what I am....find Love, Know Peace, BE completion. And all the while, my heart and my mind where screaming at me, "right in front of you, SEE, open your eye, know ThySELF." I was so confused. Of course, that is the lower density that was keeping me down. It was a powerful time. The first full moon of June I went out onto sacred ground and made sacred ceremony beneath the moon and I pledged myself to the Earth and to the Moon godess and I prayed for healing and gave my energy to a huge crystal that I had found years before in this location and I dropped it into the flowing creek that ALL waters would Heal and Purify. I had no idea then about the immense power that lies within me to transmute negative energy, and I really had no idea at the time why I felt compelled to do these things other than I did, and I did.......and booooooooom, that is when my path unfolded before me.
However it wasn't an easy one to step onto. Caught somewhere in the middle of the low density and the rising vibrations of everything I made some choices that at the time seemed irrational. And if I were to make them today they WOULD BE irrational, however I did exactly what I had to do to get moving in a different direction. And it was a pitiful, lonesome, and scary time for me. I never felt more alone or abandoned in my life.
You could say I went a little crazy.....and maybe I did. But I dare anyone to say that given my situation and what unfolded that they wouldn't have gone a little crazy too.
Although I doubt many have the courage to simply sale everything, say goodbye to everyone and hit the road following their heart, especially when their mind is confused.....ahhhhhh....but the power of love, it pulls, it pushes, it NEVER stops. Somewhere over the Smokey Mountains God spoke in my heart and I let go of my doubts and worries. I'm nothing if not devoted. So I RAN. And I hurt, over and over and over. I traveled thousands of miles and I found mySelf somewhere along the way...and I ended up staying with my sister and neice for a few months. And for the first time in my life I experienced unconditional love. Then I learned to dance across the cosmos :) and my heart expanded and I spent the most pleasant summer of my life growing and falling in Love with Me. I overcame the densest of the energies I had been living, and I got one hell of a suntan. I also realized that had I not been living the way I was, things may have been very different and everything that my soul has been missing my entire life may have been within my reach, but somehow I lost it or gave it away. I gave away my choice, and a choice was made and to this day I pay the cost of that choice within myself.
I spent my nights staring at the shadows in the trees listening to my mp3 player and dreaming....then one night this song cued up and I cried for two days. That was mid August, my sister was here in Arkansas visiting my dad and I was there alone in Ohio taking care of her animals and I felt that I had lost EVERYTHING. Sigh...
The only consolation
In this situation
Is I know you're missing me
The way I'm missing you
I guess that you ain't sleeping
And the company you're keeping
They're all gonna offer you
Words of comfort too
Time will heal it
That's what they say
But I can't help but wish
Tomorrow was today
[Chorus:]
I've been doin' Heartbreak Time
[Lyrics from www.EasyLyrics.org]
And there's no two ways about it
When you're in, ya just can't doubt it
Doing heartbreak time
I've been doing Heartbreak Time
And though I keep believin'
It's my heart that I'm deceiving
Doin' Heartbreak Time
Maybe I'm just pretending
But I see a happy ending
Well I guess that's just like me
A fool in love you see
I can still recall the day
You said that you'd be mine to stay
The words that meant so much
Ooh, I miss your touch
And when you call me
I know what I wanna say
I can't help it
I wish it was yesterday
[Chorus]
Though we may be parted
You still hold the key to my heart
And I'm locked away
I'm in my own world
Walking around and pretending you're still here
There's no two ways about it
I'm doing Heartbreak Time
My love was real
And now I feel like a man so blind
Yeah, I'm doin' time
[Lyrics from www.EasyLyrics.org]
And when you call me
I know what I wanna say
I can't help it
I wish it was yesterday
[Chorus]
Though we may be parted
You still hold the key to my heart
And I'm locked away
I'm in my own world
Walking around and pretending you're still here
There's no two ways about it
I'm doing Heartbreak Time
My love was real
And now I feel like a man so blind
Yeah, I'm doin' time
Heartbreak Time
That's me....doing Heartbreak time. I'd love to say that I would do things differently, but I already know, I did things the way they had to be done. I am the one who chose to battle the darkness this way, from within myself. I set it all up for myself, it is only my ego mind that didn't realize what was going on. That damn ego....I could have taken my life in July just to get my ego to shut the hell up and integrate. God July, August, and September were some of the worst headaches of my life......I kind of miss them too.....he he he
I wonder, if I had recognized the one the first time we met, would things have been different? Did I hurt them by not realizing? But oh at the time I was certain that my water bearer was my TF. It was the only explaination I could find for her presence in my awareness. Silly boy I AM. Poor Angi, for a time she thought I had lost my mind too....can you imagine?
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7 Feb 2013 - 2:05am
There is so many wonderful aspects to being connected, and to having the third eye openning up. But there is a downside I have discovered since about mid-August.....sometimes you are forced to SEE things you don't want to see....it has happened to me a couple of times, even very recently and I have discovered that these instances are VERY unpleasant, unsettling, and downright painful to witness....AND I can't do anything about them happening to me. It is like Spirit just forces me to see.....
And so I deal with what I see....I allow the emotions that these images create to flow and I deal with them and I overcome my own self and I grow from them. But you know, sometimes it feels like I am a "bad puppy" who keeps getting my nose rubbed in the same pile of poop over and over, even though it isn't my pile of poop to begin with. But I don't think I want to have my nose rubbed in that particular pile of poop again. As a matter of a fact I know I don't. It is amazing how those who are a sensitive as I am can be so insensitive....
I like lyric videos because you can really SEE what is being said. However when I was looking for this one I knew I didn't want a lyric video because Jennifer Nettles says it ALL with her face in this video. I couldn't emote it any better. Expand it to full screen to really SEE what I mean.
Scorpio I.....at what point do I hit my limit on being treated badly?
I've given you my best.....
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5 Feb 2013 - 11:59pm
"Much as been written about twin flame relationships in the past several years. As we reach the pinnacle
point of the great cosmic change, it is imperative that we are well informed about the opposing forces...
in this instance, the false twin flame."
The false twin relationships will manifest itself in very similar qualities of the true flame connection. Why is this? The false energy has not yet mastered within themselves the higher levels of consciousness and self reflection that a true twin has. So instead of doing the difficult emotional inner work, the false twin will attach themselves to the more evolved twin and absorb their energy and essence as their own. Whether done on a subconscious level or not, this type of energy exchange is very dangerous for the true twin.
The false twin will mirror qualities of a true twins in order to gain the level of control needed to maintain the connection. DISTANCE is the key to this type of manipulation. Whether geographically or emotionally, this type of energy cannot not be maintained in the LIGHT. (ie., up close and personal) so it will create distractions and diversions until the time comes to feed. Yes, I said feed. Feed off the true twin. Sort of like refueling your car at a gas station. But in this case, the false twin is siphoning your fuel, not adding...
Once the false twin feels that they have gotten what they needed from you, they soon have little or no time for you. They become irritated quickly and visibly withdrawn. They aren't able to continue the flow of exchange because the energy they claim as their own is borrowed from others. From you.
In the process you don't know which way to go. Your heart tells you that this person is different, and there were so many signs telling you they were "the one" You shared similar childhoods, interests, goals, dreams. No one understands you the way they did.
The next stage is you begin to blame yourself for the relationship going south. You may apologize often and always play the role of peacemaker. The false twin does not want to make peace with you.
They operate in the shadows. Your unawareness of this fact keeps you in the cycle of their purpose. You engage in their drama and believe that it is Love that is motivating you.
If a false twin is extremely disconnected from their own soul then they can become quite violent psychically and energetically. They will spiritually try to destroy what the true twin has worked dilegently to heal while at the same time wearing a mask of light in the outer world. The false twin can go undetected until they come across someone with knowledge of their game plan or someone who is highly sensitive to energies.
False Twins can strengthen themselves energetically at the expense of a true twins life. Which would manifest outwardly as illness, job loss, depression, even death.
Please be informed about false twins as well as real twin flame connections.
Here are some signs you may know a false twin (or energy stealer):
*you obsess/daydream about them
*overpowering sexual energy exchange
*feel anxious or nervous talking to them on phone, by email, or in person
*they come into your dreams often (usually comes with messages to pay attention to)
*they create distance between you by never being fully available or responsible for actions
*controlling and manipulation tactics
*won't open up but will draw information out of you
*they get angry when you pull away or have a sense of your own power
*they tend to disappear or show no real excitement when you achieve success
*intense jealousy and or will try to make you jealous by talking of other relationships
they've had
*confusion. unable to make clear choices or decisions all of the sudden
*unexplained series of bad luck
*other areas of your life not flowing as well as before they came into your life
*feeling disoriented, emotionally drained, tired, or worried for no reason when you are in their
company or think of them
*they will cuddle you to sleep then distance themselves. this is when the feeding occurs. a true twin
does not require this physical closeness as the only way to connect
*they cannot look you in the eyes for extended time or will give a look of suspicion
*they manipulate your time by being late, cancelling plans at last moment, saying they will call
and don't, etc., this is done to get your reaction! your energy...
*they blame you for your their behavior or bring up something in the past you may have done to use as leverage
*they rarely apologize or give clear definite responses to your questions and concerns
*they will show up again the moment you let them go
How to Protect and Clear Yourself from a False Twin Invasion;
*montior your thoughts and pay close attention to not engaging in destructive behavior
*ask the white or golden light to surround you completely
*ask your higher self/soul to be present in your awareness and give you truthful information about the
person in which you are involved
*LISTEN to dreams, intuition, messages, and guidance from those you ask for answers
*get rid of anything linked to said person. pictures, emails, text, notes, etc.,
*understand that when you drink or use drugs you allow yourself to become open to negative energies.
in your choice to engage, just be aware of this potential and protect/shield yourself reguarly
*use sage, candles, prayer, visualizations, affirmations, or anything else that feels comfortable for you and
have a releasement ceremony. invite friends or go at it alone. just make sure to put as much time, energy,
and passion into it as they have in stealing your power.
*dance, write, play, create! do something fun and positive as a new source of energy release.
*when they come into your thoughts (which will intensify sometimes for months or even years) just relax and
send them back to their highest self and the creator. don't fool yourself into thinking this means you are meant
to be together. it is them recognizing your energy is gone and they want it back!! not because they truly miss
and care for you.
*MOST IMPORTANT ADVICE*
really listen to your Intuition. It will always give you the TRUTH, even when your ego has you to beleive you
want the person more than anything else. Your intution will ALWAYS shine the light of TRUTH upon you."
http://spiritlibrary.com/forum/space-for-sharing/twin-flames-twin-souls-soul-mates-relationships/false-twin-flames
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5 Feb 2013 - 6:09am
You know there are a lot of aspects to my personality being a Scorpio on the cusp that I AM. So many things that I never realized about myself until I started to understand my Scorpio self, and how that sun sign REALLY plays a huge role in who I am, and also in others like Me. Like the propensity to either BE controlled or Controlling. Often times ones like myself can be controlled by one being, then be totally controlling over another without ever realizing that we have split ourselves this way. It is often that we find that the one aspect we HATE in another, is an aspect that we then project upon someone else. And often we do this without even realizing this is going on, or that we have TRANSFERRED this characteristic through ourself. Part of being empathic AND highly sensitive intuitives is this ability. Even when we are aware of our latent talents, it is remarkable how we can deny this type of behavior is even possible within ourselves, because one thing about Scorpio personality, we are NEVER wrong...he he he....or if we are, we don't like to admit it, and then ONLY if we can find a way to spin it for the highest good.
I know, I know, this sounds crazy, huh? But the truth about Scorpio's, is that even with highly evolved ones, our ego-selves are VERY strong and we may and DO act and re-act from the ego-self, probably Too much sometimes, however even when we do, it generally serves the greater good. You see, just by BEing ourself, who we are, when we are evolving and on our path, this is Divine and a way the Universe uses to create Divine Timing...through our own egoic reactions and actions......because the truth is, we NEVER really want to hurt another, or control another once we overcome this aspect of our SELF....but we can easily become unaware that this portion of our personality is showing through. And since everyone has a little Scorpio in them.....and they really do.....I thought I'd just mention it.
But the reason I started to write this blog was to speak about patience. This is one aspect of myself I have had to REALLY struggle with these last year or so.....learning how to temper my natural propensity to BE impatient. And I must say I think I have done a marvelous job at it....lol....for the most part. NOW....being patient is not always easy for one such as myself, because sometimes I get so focused on what is going on, I just want to get to the end. Especially if I "think" someone is being manipulative or controlling, I am tempted to lose my patience. However, when dealing with another like myself, it is important to remember that I can easily tax my emotional and mental body when I begin to let these aspects fly free which requires me to slow down and take time to regain my center of balance.
For instance, many of you don't realize that the past few blogs have cost me a tremendous amount of energy from not just my emotional and mental bodies, but also from my spiritual body as well which in turn depletes my physical body. Let's just say I have been feeling "blah" for a few days and this is the reason why...I needed time to rest, meditate, absorb witin myself Light that can allow me to speak and BE my TRUTH. Which of course goes back to what I was saying earlier about how just BEing me.....lol.....often creates the Divine Timing that initiates the course of what is to come. You know? (But just knowing how you feel lifts me higher than I can ever describe sweet <3)
I was just laying down some food for thought for ya'll to nibble on.
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5 Feb 2013 - 4:59am
I gotta say, for most of my life it has been Semi-Charmed. Actually, I have been really, really lucky that I have never found myself in real trouble. I suppose it is because of who I Am, and that I am highly intuitive. I always seem to pull out of the deep end before I drown. I've been really lucky that way. Actually, I have been really guided that way, I just didn't know that at the times. Still, the lifestyle I was leading, well, I am amazed that things didn't start to fall apart on me sooner than they did. I truly enjoyed the abundance of love and comfort that life had to offer in the old energies, at least for one such as myself.....
Ahhhhh, but all things must come to their natural conclusion. See, somewhere inside me I always knew that 2012 would be the year that I overcame myself....the year that I would undergo the greatest transformation of my life and in truth I spent the previous 6 years preparing for it. But it was while living my "Semi-charmed life" that I met an amazing Lightworker and right around this time last year she and I began to cultivate our friendship. Her name is Angela, and she is an Aquarius. She awakened in 2008 and had spent the previous four years learning and growing, but alas she fell off her path living her own Semi-charmed life, and has yet to be able to pull herself out from under the dense energy of the things that has a grip on her....lol.....even though she can see that I did it, and if I can, ANYONE can. Well, the reason I was able to overcome, let me re-phrase, the biggest reason I was able to overcome....Divine Love got a hold on me.....and it would seem that my entire mission in this life experience is to know Divine Love, and because I realised the way I WAS, is not the way I could be to experience it, it became super easy for me to lay down ALL that was destroying me, like tobacco, and never think about those things again.
But, developing a friendship with Angi, was instrumental in me not paying attention to my marriage, which came apart last March via my wife having an affair and then throwing me out. At the same time Angi moved to California, and I was left alone for the first time in my life to deal with myself....and it was hard. See Angi is my "water bearer", she was my "AHA" moment that triggered my awakening and the first bit of guidance about knowing the Light....once she left, I felt that I had NO guidance whatso ever in the moments of my life that were some of the toughest moments I had ever faced, or will ever face for that matter because at the time I was still fully embroiled in the lifestyle that was holding me down in the denser vibrations, the vibrations of so-called addiction. And of course being that way, during that time in my life, was the way I was dealing with my emotions.... the problem was, nothing was helping the emotions that I was being forced to face as I moved out of my home, and began trying to build a new home routine, while at the same time dealing with the dissolution of my marriage and the pending divorce. Like I said, these moments sucked.....and then I found Lightworkers.org, and I started to remember.....and then one day someone commented on one of my blogs and their comment was something to the effect of "Why doesn't anyone ever f*&king look WITHIN themselves" and this ONE changed the course of everything that happened afterwords......this one.....an Angel and a guide.........and so I have been following this site ever since.
It just goes to show you that there IS a grander plan at work in our lives.....one that we cannot fathom. The truth is, I was waiting for this one Angel to show up in my life, had been waiting ALL my life to meet this one person. This ONE would open my heart, and set me FREE. I would not have begun to overcome the issues that were holding me under otherwise.....
And when you find the one you have been searching for your entire life, you know immediately that they are the one.....or do you?
;)
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2 Feb 2013 - 4:26pm
I love this band....I saw them down at the Riverfront Theatre on the banks of the Arkansas River in Little Rock....in like 98 or 99 and they rocked then. I remember they did Ramble On by Led Zeppelin and it was awesome.
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2 Feb 2013 - 3:29pm
One of the things about myself....that I consider a blessing....is how I am able to forgive those who "done me wrong" fairly easily. I mean, there is this part of me who has in the past wanted to hold a serious, life-long grudge against those who have mistreated me, yet I have always been able to find room to give people a second and even a third chance before dismissing them. Now granted, there have been some (though very few in my life) who I just didn't care for immediately and so I completely obliterated them from my reality, but mostly I have been very accepting of others, which goes against my grain in so many ways because so few have been accepting of me in return. That strong Scorpio trait to make a life-long enemy and dominate those ones with hate and anger and deviousness, well that little Sag part of me tempers that.
I mention it because there is a big part of me that wants to walk away from an aspect of me, and has wanted to throw in the towel at trying to reconcile past mistakes and this is something that should be so easy....as easy to do as it is for this one to treat me in kind, but something in me doesn't allow me to act on this urge....and that something is LOVE! Deep, true, unconditional Love. I understand this aspect, (sort of) and how this part of the Scorpio personality trait plays a huge role in the situation....which is something that I REALLY Love because it is something that I temper, and this massive part of myself doesn't WANT to temper it (you know the ego don't you? It WANTS) But alas, it is simply my spirit that drives this vehicle and that spirit LOVES ALL OF ME.
So there is this LOVE.....(wait for it)
Hate/Love Relationship with ME
I mean How could I not Love such a Beautiful Soul?
I just can't help myself....and god I sometimes wish I could help it, make it go away, leave my awareness and spare me the constant aggrevation of dealing with the aspect of Me that I, myself, have always been able to temper knowing that it is this aspect that has been the source of both the deepest soul wrenching pain I have ever known, AND the catalyst for the greatest personal and spiritual growth I have ever known...(in this life expression of course.) I can certainly see how this has served me, and served me well.....even after I imagined it no longer served me (my ego said so, that trickster). The Truth? It did more than just SERVED me, it SAVED my life. A year ago I was on a path of personal self-destruction and was fully out of control of my-self because I was addicted to not one, nor two, but THREE different substances......(Scorpio trait you know, addiction is common in these personality traits because it is HARD to handle the emotional body when you aren't even AWARE of it) At least for me it was. I have spent the majority of my adult life hiding from myself behind the mask of substance abuse and emotional abuse.
I'm not making excuses, but how was I to know? I mean, my mother (Scorpio also) was a heroine addict/alcoholic, and my father is an emotional terrorist/abusive controller (Leo-ego)who NEVER, even to this day, has been able to understand that I don't THINK......I FEEL first, then my mental body kicks in. And my family has to FULL GAMET of dysfunction and addiction....heroin, crack, amphetamines, opiates, barbituates, nicotene, alcohol, sex......etc. I mean, this is what I SAW my whole life, everywhere I turned. And honestly, a year ago, I was killing myself slowly. The amazing thing about it, no-one knew.....natural born liar that I am, I hid my addictions for MANY years. It was easy to do when noone ever felt it, or suffered from it....finacially or physically....I wish I could say emotionally....but then again, this is the point I am making about the emotional body, and MY pesonality and how one affects the other.
Last year, I was a HOT MESS....and BOOM, right on cue, my water bearer started my awakening, my marriage disolved, and my world crashed down. OUCH.....
Then my SOUL reached out and changed Me forever..........
Hell yes. Clean, sober, healthy, and for the first time in my life I have a handle on my emotional body. The only thing I ever needed was LOVE.....Real, true, deep, Soul Love, SELF Love. I blazed the path out of the darkness....I'm proud of myself that I found the strength to do it. I am grateful to Spirit for guiding me to the circumstances that allowed me to do it. If you know any who think that they cannot overcome addiction, well let me tell you the TRUTH. Addiction is just a word, it is not a disease. Not being aware of the emotional body is the DIS-EASE that causes substance abuse. It isn't even really about the substance...it is about the lack of awareness that one can EASE themselves by connecting with SELF......hell YOU understand what I mean. It was when I realized that the only thing that EVER kept me dependant on substances was that society TOLD me that I could not ever quit using them and that I would ALWAYS be an addict. What a crock of S#@t. It is such an absolute FALSE and offensive notion to me now that I KNOW the truth....this notion that once one is "addicted" to something they will be FOREVER addicted to it and will have to struggle against it "one day at a time" is simply a means of mind control to keep people from stepping into their own power. I mean, you can't funnel and launder BILLIONS of dollars fight a "war on drugs" if people quit using them. So TELL them they NEED them and will always CRAVE them and hey, guess what, they will. The power of suggestion is a mighty sword. That is why they say the pen is mightier than the sword!
Here is the TRUTH....I got high because I CHOSE to get high in an attempt to mask the FEELINGS that I did not KNOW how to deal with. Period. I made a choice. I didn't HAVE to, I wanted to. It was easier than dealing with myself. Which explains why I have cried more tears in the past year than in my previous 37 years combined. I have never known how much pain was within me, until I started letting it come out. I let it come out for LOVE.....not the idea, but connection of my soul.
Anyways, LOVE found me when I was at my very lowest, and the combination of everything that was happening to me at that time, well I didn't handle it well and I REACTED in a way that.....I want to say I'm ashamed of it, but honestly I'm not ashamed....I reacted in the exact way that I needed to in order to start the chain reaction of events that allowed me to HEAL. I followed my path, and it was the one I was supposed to follow. It served me well. I have finally been able to break the cycle of losing my center and raging and hurting and I know this because in the past 10 days I have had many moments when the Universe was shaking me, and stuff came loose, sure, but instead of LETTING it send me into the tale-spin, I was able to find my center, stay in it, review what was there, allow it in a constructive and productive way, and DEAL with my emotional body. And let me tell you, the Universe has been un-relenting in the pressure.
to be cont.....another day
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2 Feb 2013 - 1:23pm
You got your eye open? Watching closely? Good....I'm gonna tell you show you what's in my heart....show you who I am really. You don't know me...lol...few ever can REALLY. Even those who are like me, and can SEE me, can never see all of me...though they always think they can. Hmmmmm....makes me think about how easy it is to project onto AN-other one.....just food for thought. My heart is deep, and huge, and I know that all of my life people have been afraid of me, I, well, I freak people out by just being me. It just kind of comes with the territory of being highly sensitive AND who I AM. People are so scared of their emotional bodies, that I can SEE them easily and read that in people just makes people uncomfortable.....or I should say MADE them uncomfortable. I see now that what freaks people out is when I was not in control or aware of MY emotional body, and being an empath, I mirrored others own energies back at them with amazing ease and NO control and THAT scares people. Most people cannot yet face themselves, and of all of the bodies that comprise OUR lightbody, the emotional body is SUPER STRONG.
Now pile onto that the lifestyle I was living then, and....MAN I was a hot mess....lol....and I REALLY scared people (not intentionally of course, I AM a Love Angel and I have only ever acted from my heart) and that is how I came to understand that of all the emotions we can express, LOVE, true Unconditional Love, scares people the most when it is not their own reflection. For me to offer Unconditional Love to someone who does not see it in themselves scares them to death, because it is a powerful energy that I can generate simply by BEing me. And then I began to realize how upsetting it was for me to not have that energy reflected back at me in kind.....there becomes the lack of balance. Now I realize that I don't need that energy reflected back to me, because it never leaves me to begin with...it just flows through me non-stop. I also realize that the reason I freaked people out with my emotions is because my emotions freaked ME out and that is what was reflected back to me. I can't believe I have lived so much of my life unaware of such a powerful and vibrant part of myself. Thank YOU God for awakening me and allowing me to discover myself.
Anyways...I'm going to tell a story in the next few blogs, some will get it, some won't, but I am fixing to liberate myself by allowing my true emotions to flow in the way that works best for me. I'm going to let mySELF expression fly free....lol....so keep that eye open (you are only about 3 days behind me now if you open it wide right NOW and slap on the filter that prevents projection of OTHER crap onto me) and SEE clearly what I FEEL! I wonder....how long before I get another RE-ACTION that is unwarranted? I wonder, can you stay the course....see it to the end....discover the message? he he he.....
WELL....the message ALWAYS finds those that it is meant for....so time to weave a grand tapestry of SELF!
I just REALLY want You to See MY side......
Put YOUrself in MY shoes.....
Your mind is made up you won't even try
You didn't even cry this time
You say that we could never see eye to eye
And one of us just must be blind
We have our differences
We're still the same
See what we want to see
But you take a second look
And maybe things wouldn't seem the same
If you could see what you mean to me
Put yourself in my shoes
Walk a mile for me
[Lyrics from www.EasyLyrics.org]
I'll put myself in your shoes
Maybe then we'd see
That if you put yourself in my shoes
You'd have some sympathy
And if I could only put myself in your shoes
I'd walk right back to me
You're gonna keep walkin' and
You're gonna pass me by
You say you don't even care
But I could always recognize a real good-bye
And I know your heart's not there
We've had our differences
We're still the same
Hear what we want to hear
Now I'm head over heels in the lost and found
It's a cryin' shame
I thought we made the perfect pair
Put yourself in my shoes
Walk a while walk that mile for me
I'll put myself in your shoes
Maybe then we'd see
That if you put yourself in my shoes
You'd have some sympathy
And if I could only put myself in your shoes
I'd walk right back to me
I'd walk right back to me
[Lyrics from www.EasyLyrics.org]
Hear what we want to hear
Now I'm head over heels in the lost and found
It's a cryin' shame
I thought we made the perfect pair
Put yourself in my shoes
Walk a while walk that mile for me
I'll put myself in your shoes
Maybe then we'd see
That if you put yourself in my shoes
You'd have some sympathy
And if I could only put myself in your shoes
I'd walk right back to me
I'd walk right back to me
I'd walk right back to me
I AM a Special Kind of Fool....a Fool for YOU!
;)
I like this description of Scorpio traits pretty good, it is a start at understanding Me and ones like ME.....
Scorpio
Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: Pluto
Symbol: The Scorpion
Your stone: Topaz
Life Pursuit: To survive against all opposition
Vibration: Resilient
Scorpio's Secret Desire: To triumph
Description:
Reputed to be the "most powerful" sign of the zodiac, Scorpios lead fate filled lives and have intense and dramatic personal relationships. Even as children Scorpios are often found to be wise beyond their years. Many astrologers call this the sign of the "oldest souls". Old and wise beyond the average, Scorpios often know all the answers, except sometimes; they too often have difficulty finding what they need to develop their own happiness.
Passion, desire and power go hand in hand for Scorpios. Their biggest challenge and test in life is choosing between the power of love and the love of power. Coming to grips with their extraordinary emotional depths and sensitivity isn't easy for those around them. They are different from all other zodiac signs and this difference has them walking, working and loving to a different beat. Others can often live with a Scorpio partner for years, but not really know them. Much to do with a Scorpio remains ever secret. Their eyes often blaze with feelings that words never express, and beware on the days or nights they hide their feelings behind dark glasses, there is likely to be a storm of some kind brewing. When you deal with a Scorpio you have to always deal with them on a psychic intuitive level. They often wear a mask. Too often they say "no" when they really mean "yes". They have contrary natures. Once they find true love they can be the most faithful dedicated of all partners but fall out badly with a Scorpio and you are likely to find they will never forget or forgive.
Most Scorpios are winners. The main thing they have to worry about is their attitudes, which make up their mind powers and can either make or break them. When they are negative about something or someone, or critical of themselves, they can tend to get in their own way.
Scorpios operate on three levels of soul evolvement; adding up to three distinctively different types of Scorpios. The first level is the Scorpion. This is the least evolved and most drawn toward using their powers the wrong way. The criminal element of Scorpio comes under this level. Then there is the eagle - the highflying, entrepreneurial, successful Scorpio, who seems able to rise above adversity and transform bad-times into good. Then the highest expression of this sign is the Phoenix Resurrected. These Scorpios are detached and extremely powerful. They are wise beyond their years and act as leaders and are an inspiration to others. Quite frequently a Scorpio goes through the three levels of evolvement in one lifetime - but the levels can operate out of sequence.
If you were born on the first or last day of a Sun sign, in astrological terms you were born on a cusp. If that's the case, you will probably benefit from reading your own Sun sign and the Sun sign that ends or begins right before or after your date of birth. For example, if your birth date is 22 December, your Sun sign is Capricorn, but you probably have some Sagittarian traits as well.
Born on the 21st of November, in the afternoon.
HMMMMMMMMM.......Got a little Sag in me? Yep....So, even ones who are like Me, are not like my-SELF in so many ways because of this little SAG in my personality....a blessing really because without it I would ALWAYS have my foot in someones face as I climb over them through life. I would take no prisoners either. I KNOW this about myself, because I have always FELT this part of me wanting to burst through......YOU know, that DOMINEERING Scorpio aspect, the one that likes to be in control.....that little Sag part of me always keeps it in check.
Let's see what it says
Sagittarius
Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: Jupiter
Symbol: The Archer
Your stone: Turquoise
Life Pursuit: To live the good life
Vibration: Overly expressive - frequent burnouts
Sagittarian's Secret Desire: To make a difference in the world
Description:
Ruled by the benefic planet Jupiter, Sagittarians possess a natural exuberance, sense of adventure and love of life that makes them one of the most optimistic zodiac signs of all. Like their astrological symbol - the Archer - Sagittarians are renowned for aiming their sights towards whatever it is they find alluring - a love partner, dream job, vacation - and making it their own. They believe that anything is possible - and because of this belief system, Sagittarians are adept at seeking out their very own pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
But sometimes trying to tie down these free-spirited individuals is frustrating for those around them. Sagittarians are happiest on the move - exploring new cultures and ideas and many are attracted to occupations related to travel, the media, outdoor work and philosophical pursuits. In love, their catch-cry is "don't fence me in". But once they find a partner who understands their need to retain their own sense of self and identity, Sagittarians can be the most big-hearted, generous and fun-loving companions of all.
Freedom loving, optimistic and honest, Sagittarians are ruled by Jupiter, the planet of abundance and higher learning. The wisdom of Jupiter imbibes Sagittarians with an inherent need to develop their own unique philosophy of life. The Centaur is their astrological symbol, and it gives many insights into the Sagittarian personality. The higher-evolved Sagittarian learns to integrate the two ends of the Centaur (half-human, half-beast) in order for their arrow (another Sagittarian symbol) of higher aspirations to be more on the mark. Although they are intellectually and spiritually advanced, Sagittarians are notorious for their lack of tact. In relationships they demand independence, but when in love, it can't be denied that they are one of the most big-hearted signs of the zodiac.
Very interesting...lol...this aspect of myself, that makes me SCORPIO because it allows me to control the VERY darkness of my nature....when I am balanced and healthy, which I AM for the first time in a very long time....thank you very much.
Oh yeah....Fire and Water....No wonder my emotional body has always been so volatile, it is always boiling away.....:) This explains so much for me.
I'm just getting warmed up...lol...so much more to delve into, but in another blog.
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31 Jan 2013 - 3:52pm
Your Name/Nickname......... Allison Age: 29 Sun sign... Leo
Country........................ USA State.... N/A
Occupation.................. Teacher
Email contact................N/A
Your Twins name........ Jason Age: 29 Sun sign.... Gemini
Country.........................USA State.... N/A
Occupation.................. N/A
Site Link.......................N/A
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
On vacation when we were 15 years old.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
EVERYTHING! There isn't anything that I would change about him.
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
Meeting him again has changed my life drastically. I was miserable in a marriage. I got a divorce to be with my twin flame.
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
We share so many synchronicities. We call or text at the same time. We enjoy the same foods, entertainment, vacation spots, etc.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
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Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
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Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
We both believe this is not the first life we have shared together. We have both had the same dream that we were in a field laying on a yellow quilt from around the 1920's.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
The best word to describe life before meeting my twin flame is incomplete. Before meeting this past time, I was told that I might have a tumor in my stomach. I found out that it was not a tumor the day before meeting Jason again.
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
We see 11's, 111's, and 1111's ALL the time!! About two months before we met again I saw 1111's everywhere. My twin flame is born on the 11th. His apartment when we met again was 111. The hotel room on our first trip was 111. I will pick up the phone to call him and it will be 11 after the hour. Now we are planning on getting married on the 11th!
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
I have always felt that I was put on Earth for a purpose. Over the years, I have narrowed it down to working with children. Now, I have felt a calling to narrow it down to special needs children.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
You can't search for your twin flame and find him/her. Twin flame relationships happen when you least expect it.
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
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Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soul mate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
I believe that we have both awakened each other in different ways.
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What do you do to stay grounded in the here and now? From - Kristin and Jude
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When you look into their eyes or make love, what do you experience? Kandice and Matt
It is the most amazing feeling of completeness I have ever felt. When I look into my twin flame's eyes, I can see my future and our past together. I feel that we have been together for hundreds of years.
Do you believe that you only can be happy when finding your twinsoul? Or...do you believe in other soulmates that we can share a happy life with? Cinderella Man and Capmoon
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Is there anything on our site that you would like to see? Persephone and Rosebud
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How have conflicts between the two of you affected your relationship? Pearl and Gloria
We embrace the intensity of our relationship. We LOVE it. I'm sure other people are tired of hearing about how amazing of a relationship we have...but we don't seem to care! Lol.
How do you manage the intensity of your twin flame relationship. David and Margaret
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Do you believe in reincarnation...................? Yes
Free Form Comments -
When I was 15 years old, I went on vacation with my best friend and her parents. My friend and I walked into an arcade and there he was. It was like the room stopped. He approached me and we were inseparable the remainder of our vacation. After the vacation, we kept in touch for several weeks, but since we were so young and lived a couple hours away, we eventually lost touch. Years later, he called me out of the blue and we talked for hours. Nothing ever transpired because I was married. We once again lost touch and about 4 years later, my first husband and I divorced. We got back in touch and dated for several weeks. However, I was going through a hard struggle because I had just found out my mother was diagnosed with a stage 4 brain tumor. We once again lost touch. I ended up marrying another man, even though I knew he was not the one that could make me happy. I had already touched happiness and knew it only belonged to one man. After two years of marriage, my second husband and I called it quits. Immediately, I looked up my twin flame and we have been inseparable ever since! Even though we have had so many years without seeing or talking, it is like we have picked up right where we left off when we were 15. There was no awkwardness like in new relationships. The 3rd time must really be the charm! We are planning our wedding for May 11, 2013.
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25 Jan 2013 - 5:43pm
How will I know if I have met my Twin Flame?
Detailed Signs of the True Twin Flame ~ By Liora
1.
A very deep strong recognition through photo, face, voice. This type of recognition is like never felt before. It is literally a deep Heart Chakra activation. You feel the ecstatic connection straight away via your Soul. This is such an indication of the Twin Soul. There is no doubt whatsoever regarding the SOUL CONNECTION. It can also be described as a powerful heart upliftment.
2.
An extremely strong passionate bonding felt as sexual energy which, once again, is part of the Soul Energy connection. You become speechless at times because of the level of the matched Soul frequency which is overwhelming through the Heart Centre. Your Heart beat increases due to this vibrational alignment as well.
3.
After the first recognition and soul upliftment there seems to be a magnetic pull towards each other and the universe seems to orchestrate a flow of synchronistic sharings that validate the connection as you feel closer and closer through the heart centre.
4.
The Divine orchestrates once again through synchronicities a soul merging that is of the deepest passionate vibrational energy ever before felt. You literally do meld together as one. It makes no difference how far apart you are on the planet. You feel each other and telepathise easily.
5.
Through this soul merge there seems to be an activation. Then the True Twin Flame Journey begins. The Journey of knowing the depth of the Self. The whole Self.
6.
There seems to be a series of situations that cause deep questioning after this activation. It is all perfectly divinely orchestrated for you to know the whole of yourself beginning the journey into Christ consciousness of balance within, for the True Twin Flame reunion of the divine love heart vibration.
7.
The Divine requires this vibrational preparation for the synchronicities to orchestrate the reunion via the matched tonal harmonic alignment.
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You view all of Life as an amazing magical journey of Beauty through the eyes of this Divine Love. The Heart has never been this open or felt such intense passion and Love. by Liora copyright 2011~ www.twinflame1111.com
p.s The above are certainly the most common signs, however each Soul's journey is unique and individual, therefore always listen to your own guidance.
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18 Jan 2013 - 11:41pm
Calling all souls from the first universe who wish to make contact at this time. Our time to connect and come together is drawing near, we should be prepared.
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18 Jan 2013 - 7:03am
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16 Jan 2013 - 9:46am
Nancy Khair is a Reiki Master-Teacher, Energy Worker, Law of Attraction Trainer, Spiritual Counselor, Motivational Speaker and Hypnotherapist.
The interview is about Soul Mates. What/who are they, why do they come into our lives, what are the three types and how to recognize them. I hope you enjoy it and realize the true meaning of meeting and being a SOUL MATE
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14 Jan 2013 - 3:15pm
What exactly is the difference between the higher self and the twin flame. I am sure they are one on some level, but we speak as though they are separate entities. Is the higher self not an androgynous being with a masculine/feminine aspect already integrated as one? Twin flame is the other half, of the human aspect that is incarnated on a planet correct? So I'm assuming that the higher self is a very expansive, very conscious being with multiple human (and possibly other wise) aspects that have their own twin flame half. (Is this true?)
When we connect with our twin flame,whether here, or on a higher plane, do we not reintegrate with that other half and become one gradually expansive being that eventually becomes a "higher" self to other beings. I imagine the higher self as being an extremely expansive being (compared to us) that is Super Conscious of multiple human life experiences, on different timelines, and in different realms/dimensions as well as of it's own experience. Is the twin flame a less expansive being then the higher self. Meaning is it closer to our level of consciousness.
Lastly does the higher Self have it's own twin, or is it already it's own twin fully integrated as one?
Just a few questions floating around in my noggin. I do greatly appreciate you comments, and answers.
Thank you, namaste.
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14 Jan 2013 - 3:22am
The Code : Ten Intentions For A Better World
Intention 1- I Support Life" I refrain from opposing or harming anyone. I allow others to have their own experiences. I see life in all things and honor as if it were my own. I support life.
"Intention 2 - I Seek Truth" I follow my inner compass and discard any beliefs that are no longer serving me I go to the source, I seek truth.
"Intention 3 - Set Your Course" I begin the creative process, I give direction to my life. I set my course.
"Intention 4 - Simplify" I let go so there is room for something better to come in, I intend that I am guided, guarded and protected and lined up with the Highest Good at all times. I trust and remain open to receive from both expected and unexpected sources. I simplify.
"Intention 5 - Stay Positive" I see good, say good and do good. I accept the gift from all of my experiecnes. I am living in grace and gratitude. I stay positive.
"Intention 6 - Synchronize" After intending and surrendering, I take action by following the opportunities that are presented to me. I am in the flow where the Great Mystery and Miracles abide, fulfilling my desires and doing what i came here to do. I synchronize.
"Intention 7 - Serve Others" I practice love in action. I always have enough to spare and enough to share. I am available to those who need it. I serve others.
"Intention 8 - Shine Your Light" I am a magnificent being, awakening to my highest potential. I express myself with Joy, smiling easily and laughing often. I shine my light.
"Intention 9 - Share Your Vision" I create my ideal world by envisioning it and telling others about it. I share my vision.
"Intention 10 - Synergize" I see Humanity as One. I enjoy gathering with light -hearted people regularly. When we come together, we set the stage for the Great Oneness to reveal itself. We Synergize. by Tony Burroughs
shared with LOVE by LIORA www.twinflame1111.com
shared with LOVE by LIORA www.twinflame1111.com
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13 Jan 2013 - 4:51am
What of my Twin Flame relationship?
Your Loving Cup Cast
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The Current State of Things
Berkano
Berkano is the Rune of birth and rebirth. This may symbolize a time when you are capable of great personal growth. Love may be in the air as well.
Your Lover's Current Position
Eihwaz
Eihwaz represents the Yew tree and its everlasting nature. The Yew may bend, but it does not break. You are on the right course and have the strength and ability to meet your goals. Congratulations!
Nature of Your Issue
Sowilo
The Sun Rune, denotes power and strength. That which you want may be attained. Sowilo also denotes mental clarity and added warmth to your relationships.
Desires in Relation to Your Question
Ansuz
Ansuz represents mankind's spiritual connection to God and the universe. It is often referred to as the "God Rune." This Rune embodies reason, truth and justice. It denotes the coming of knowledge and true counsel from a higher authority.
Your Lover's Desires
Ingwaz
Ingwaz signifies completion, success and fertility. Your present ambitions are about to be met. You are fecund in both mind and body.
Challenges Which May Arise for You
Isa
The Ice Rune, represents stagnation and a passionless existence. Your life's course may seem blurry at the moment, but if you persevere you will move onto better days.
Challenges Which May Arise for Your Lover
Laguz
Laguz is the feminine Rune. It denotes a deep sexuality and fertility. Laguz also represents that which is ever changing and renewal. You may be in a tremendous spiritual growth period.
The Future Outcome (To be read in tandem with the Rune below)
Fehu
Fehu is the Rune of prosperity, good luck and unbridled creative energies. Being associated with Frey, this Rune is also a powerful omen of fertility. Fehu is one of the three Mother Stones and should never be taken lightly.
The Future Outcome (To be read in tandem with the Rune above)
Othala
Othala represents a solid, immovable home, prosperity and safety. Good fortune based on your heritage and character is yours to enjoy.
Hmmmm.....coming there? Is this what has been flashing in the awareness of my silent space for weeks? A solid, immovable home where I will find prosperity and safety. Good fortune based on my heritage and character? My fish has been telling me about my heritage over the last few days...lol...I found out my ancestors are from County Cork, Ireland on his side....which is a big part of my heritage AND character. I have been finding so much about mySelf this week....really being able to see who I AM through the eyes of my grandfather. This is one amazing journey of SELF discovery I am on...lol...very interesting to meet mySelf in this light.
If anyone ever REALLY wants to meet themselves, go sit down with your elders and start asking questions about their childhood. There is so much about my family I never cared enough to ask about, or think about for that matter. Knowing about these things, and the ones who passed away before I could know them, has really allowed me to KNOW mySelf. To see who I AM.
Love,
Jason
Blog entry
12 Jan 2013 - 2:37pm
~SENSORY
Life…..
Waves of
Harmonious
Light beams
Interacting
In Love
Grasping
To be felt
Feathered touch
Known
Exposed to and
Seen
Myriad colours
Fragrance
Magical glow
Rapture
Intrigue
Observed with
A Gaze
of passion
Glorious details
lines
Discovered
Kissed
Sensory
Delight
Temporary
Permanent
Slowly embraced
Quicker motion
Polarities blended
Pure
Bliss
Heavenly
breath
Life
Union
ONE
Moment
Temporary
Permanent
Duality
ONENESS
LIFE
Sensory~
SENSUAL
by LIORA copyright 2013 www.twinflame1111.com
Blog entry
7 Jan 2013 - 7:00pm
I hear that in order to be someones Twin Flame there has to be very many astrological details of alignment and "opposition". Also I hear that the Twin Flame is different than a soul mate. If so, my question is, exactly how many twin flames are there per person? Is it just one on one, out of billions of people? Or are there groups of humans with the same soul spark on the same planet, increasing the odds of Twinflameship?
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7 Jan 2013 - 1:20pm
ANGEL MESSAGE~Jan 2013~NEW ERA AWAKENING
Dear Ones
We greet you with abundant blessings of Angelic Light as your planet is dawning a New Era of Unity consciousness.
Yes…this year you call 2013 is marking... a brand new beginning of a new awakening on your planet earth. A time of expanded awareness of your Divine Truth as a being of pure vibrational essence.
Put aside your minds of old fear and doubt thoughtforms. The releasing of the limitation of rigid mental conditioning is transcending you into the Divine being that you truly are, as you feel this new consciousness deep within your Hearts.
No fear Dear Ones, you are leaving that paradigm behind. Beyond the veil is your true existence now. Ascending into higher frequencies of Light. Creating such wonderful heart-felt emotions of purity now of oneness consciousness.
Feel within your Hearts Dear Ones, the joy and passion of gratitude, bliss, peace, contentment and freedom. Yes Dear Ones, this new era is truly freedom. Allow the shackles to dissolve NOW. Awakening to your true selves of Divine Love in vibrational equilibrium.
As your emotional bodies balance and the union within is vibrationally embodied, you will feel your Divine Truth as a SOUL. Now is the time for Unity within and you will notice frequency change in your energetic field.
Dear Ones, this is a time of miracles occurring before your eyes, merely reflecting the miracle of YOU, as a Divine Soul.
You are so precious and miraculous in your true essence of Divinity. Know and feel this now and always as you herald in the new Golden Era of Unity!!
Reunion with the Beloved in every Divine expression. Reflecting the harmonious reunion of the SELF. Your SOUL is free. Dear Ones, YOU are so loved, we are The Angels. Through LIORA www.twinflame1111.com
Blog entry
22 Dec 2012 - 4:40am
Some of the lyrics are a little off I think. But this was the only one I saw.
Blog entry
19 Dec 2012 - 12:59am
It is amazing....how, for me at least, this entire experience has FELT other directed....which of course we know is true....being that I am an Angelic human from high upon the mountain, and so close to creator that I have been bumping my head upon His table my entire existence......to know that in All that has happened to me in the last few years, (I almost said befallen...lol...but that is ego mind being a baby).....my ACTUAL choice in BEing has been very limited.
I am not complaining, though a part of me tries, because I woke up today and realized that I AM the best me I have ever been, more whole, more together, than I have ever been....which is a little awkward for me right now because I don't know exactly what to do with myself.....nor do I FEEL the urge to DO anything just yet, but I want to get moving....lol.....because I am still impatient in some ways. Never-the-less, I deal with the impatience much better these days, because I AM FAITH, which is difficult because it is this faith that strips me of my free will....yet no matter how much I have begged and pleaded with Our Father/Mother creator, they are unrelenting in forcing me down the path now.....which I am VERY grateful because I would have turned around too many times had it not been for LOVE.....this gift......which I have been apt to call the "carrot" and I the mule......sigh.....
Still, here I am, and here I AM smiling....lol.....at you for this journey I have been on is only half as rocky as the one you have been on. I Love You....I can't help myself.....and believe me, I've tried a time or two.....he he he.....SO......I find the ideology (for lack of a better term) of your last VERY interesting and I can SEE in it.....yes.....some very large expansion of my Truth.....but not All of the Truth for me....
You SEE...but not everything.....so there is some projection of YOU in there, but not much because......well.....we ARE one, and mirroring.....because of the actual mirror....there IS some distortion in every mirror which we can call PERCEPTION...lol....is totally dependant on the perciever AND the percieved.
The bottom line in this whole journey for me is this.......six months ago I was a WRECK....and on the verge of Self-destruction, and in jeopardy of losing my soul. However, I have ALWAYS known, that in these last moments of the OLD, I would shake off all that was weighing me down, and arise from my own ashes...lol...and though I didn't really know HOW that would happen, I AM FAITH, that I always knew I would.... It was a HUGE part of my mission you see, to burn the energetic pathway for others to follow out of the murkiness that addiction and imbalance IS notorious for. I CHOSE that, and all of the Angels in heaven must have been protecting me my entire life to keep me from Harm, (of which that BEingness is famous for), incarceration (of which I swore I would never experience in this life, or ANY other life as I feel I have experienced it before and I say NO THANK YOU to that ever again....shudders) or serious health related issues (which is an amazing aspect of Scorpio, the ability to heal).
So, as shocking as it may seem to find One like Me in that condition, it was for Purpose and out of Service that I was....and it of course was the verticle incline on my own path I had to overcome, which I must say I did in fine fashion.....lol....but not alone, for it was ALWAYS LOVE that was poking me in the rear end to keep moving forward.....even when it APPEARED in the mind's eye that I was walking backward......do YOU see? Perception is specific to the perciever. What a peculiar situation we have made for ourselves....try as we might, and try with all of OUR combined might, we find ourSELF having this wonderful conversation about our ENERGY....and my heart feels....and is FILLED with US....
I SEE it now...and understand...and in that understanding I find so much MORE love....it is almost overwhelming. Still, I choose as You choose, as I promised, as is the promise that God will not allow me to break......to be of the highest service to YOU, in whatever way, and know that I keep moving forward, because I AM a stubborn ass MULE (Scorpio I) who just REALLY Loves that carrot, and keeps on pulling the cart because I can see nothing else.....and I tried to look at the entire carrot field a time or two.....but these heavenly blinders have kept me focused for soooooo long now, I don't WANT to look at the field anymore....as long as I can see THAT carrot when I close my eyes, I will keep on pulling this amazingly light wagon....until the wheels fall off, I fall down dead, or I catch up to that carrot....he he he....you KNOW?
It is not a 100% acurate view of myself that you SEE....but damn close....this energy that spirals it's way through myself....doesn't have the same conotation you imagine it does....being the Man that I am.....it releases and ALLOWS me to know the Divine feminine energy that has always kept me from putting my stinger in EVERYONE around me and stepping on the pile of bodies as I climb the "ladder" of my egoic success.....do you understand? Perception is everything, and I am a human/animal whose genetic/biologic make-up play a role in my BEing my entire life, even now.....what feels habitual, is inner knowing of what is necessary, being a Scorpionic self.....raised by a VERY egotistical Leo, one who has a SERIOUS energetic imbalance that way, as does his father, AND his father....as per the discussion of that energy....and how we carry those issues in our DNA and cellular structures, right? That is alot to clear for my ancestors, THAT kind of energy, which IS very powerful and abundant in one like me naturally.
Thank God, I am not my father, or his father or his father, for I would have left a path of karmic destruction, a path that would follow myself and affect ME in a very bad way......though it may seem this is the issue, remember PERCEPTION is key in this. The TRUTH is that I AM what I AM, for very specific reasons, and reasons that stretch FAR beyond anything you can SEE....
I, mySelf, am the proverbial stone thrown in the still waters.....and the waves I create reach EVERY shore....this is the way I have always been, the way I was designed, because in these moments of NOW....all those who my presence has affected, can easily find the heart shaped pathway..... "L"...... that we created....which is why I think I have been isolated so much in the last 6 months from most people except my family, because they can handle my energetic changes without overloading, as most who don't share human lineage with me have not been able too. I am just saying, that you don't see it ALL, and some of what you SEE, you see through a lense of perception that is not 100% Truth. It has only been partial truth, or just enough to keep us both moving forward....ain't that peculiar? Gotta love the Universe for knowing how to get a cart pulled on down the lane. For me, a Love carrot worked wonders...
I found this SONG...a capela, which I just love Marvin Gaye for his genious and energy, and this song Could be the theme song to last few months....he he he.....ain't that peculiar.
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I Love....because I can't help it....it is hardwired into me to BE....and I have been searching my entire existence for what it IS, the gift that is the culmination of the PURPOSE for MY existence.....not the existence of Me or I, but simply of mySelf.....and I have always known there is no place else that I ever BElonged.....and that has always been my Inner knowing....my intuition....my body pillow that I cannot sleep without. That is just myself.....and NOW.....I have found my soul again, and I am the best I have ever been....I still don't really know what to do with myself. But, my FAITH allows me to simply sit and wait and KNOW.....I will be directed as it serves the greater purpose, for all that I do, does just that, doesn't it?
Thank you so much for sharing this part of you with me. It is Very interesting, and perfect guidance, of which I MISS that guidance, because you are brilliant that way....and I will consider and ponder the meaning of this information as to how it applies to myself. Just remember, you have never seen ALL, just what you have been guided to see, for your own growth and to assist me, but you have PERCEPTION filter....as we all do.
Thank You, I Forgive You, I Love YOU
Thank You, Forgive Me, I Love YOU
Thank YOU, I AM Forgiven, I AM LOVE
I just really like carrots.....hee haw....I AM a jackass........he he he
Blog entry
12 Dec 2012 - 9:57am
Who am I?
I am not who you think I am.
Even when you think you know me,
you will soon realise that you don't.
Even when you are CERTAIN that you know me...
(That is the time when you definitely don't know me!)
I am not this...
I am not that...
(...and your current thought is wrong, too!)
I am nothing!
And everything!
But I know you.
I've known you since before you were born.
I've been with you since before you were born.
I've loved you since before you were born
We were together before the stars were created.
We've been together, here, in brief intimate moments.
(...do you remember when we lost ourselves in each other's embrace)
And we will be together again...
One day!
Blog entry
10 Dec 2012 - 2:03pm
THE SOUL SHINES
Time of transformation
our true selves shining
A dualistic past forgotten
As the perfection of the Soul
required
for others to show us ourselves
In polarity……
Creation beauty…..
As we vibrate into Oneness
We finally know our Truth
Our sacred uniqueness
The reflection shifts
Transforms
Our true essence is known
Shown
Judgement transcended
Blissful beingness prevails
As the sweetness of surrender
Is deeply embraced
All encompassing LOVE
emanating
Through every cell
Of our beings
Who we truly are……
REMEMBERED………………..
by LIORA ©
www.twinflame1111.com
Blog entry
6 Dec 2012 - 7:12pm
Soulmates
I tell a tale of a beautiful man
His angelic whispers are carried
to me upon the wind
His desire for me lights a fire
within my soul
The pure and true intentions of
his love washes over me like the
cleansing rain
But the mysteries of our past lives
are hidden like dirty secrets within
the earth
The time is near when he and I shall
cross paths once again
Our need for one another will outweigh
our need for morality
We will right the wrong that separated us
so long ago
Through spirit justice will be served
with true loves sacrifice
And the soulmates will be as one
their promise to never part will
be glorified with a passionate kiss
True love lives once again
And the Angels take flight
Light-one/Michele
June 2010
Blog entry
5 Dec 2012 - 2:57am
Lyrics:
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
when mountains crumble to the sea, there would still be you and me.
Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.
Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
Our love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my.
Inspiration's what you are to me, inspiration, look... see.
And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles,
Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad.
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
If the mountains should crumble to the sea, there would still be you and me.
