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16 May 2012 - 5:07am
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Gifts from Joe: A Hug, a Red Rose, and Love
Note: Joe is aka Emanu’el/EROS; his earth name is Joe and he is my Twin Flame who has passed over to the other side and is now an Ascended Cosmic Master.
I took a short “nap” today except that I know by now my naps are invariably learning expeditions, meet-ups with my Twin Flame, soul family, and many Master Teachers, as well as Interdimensional work of various types. Often Joe and I teach together in the upper realms and usually we teach discourse skills to a small group of students so that they can take their skills back to earth’s three dimensional planes. It is our joint contribution to teaching people on earth viable ways to have civil conversations and healthy debates that don’t turn into ad homs. Earthlings in 3D/4D have a lot of work to do in this area. We have not been taught the skills here! Then we walk along the beach afterwards with our arms around each other or holding hands, enjoying the fresh ocean air and just being together.
Other times we study together in the huge library in our home and he teaches me about his advances to his educational theory he left behind (under his earth name, Joe Kincheloe). Other times, I take advanced courses in engineering and sciences; things they don’t even know about on earth. Of course, we do many things as entertainment as well! Such as attend celebrations, carnivals, plays, movies, musical performances, dances, parties, and take quiet walks through our gardens down to the beach. It’s a whole different world there. While I bring back some of the highly technical knowledge I learn there, much of it I cannot. I have tried multiple approaches, but nothing has worked. I will remember it when I need it, is what Joe/Manuel always tells me. It is depressing sometimes to come back to this realm, especially empty-handed, but on the other hand, I know I am here for a purpose, a joint mission with Joe, and I am passionate about living up to that purpose.
Well today I don’t know where we were in the “dream” which was not really a dream but an experience, and it didn’t matter where we were; it was blissful. We were hugging each other tightly. I have been missing him terribly, even though I know he is always with me and we do spend time together in the upper realms often and even those “in between” spaces. It’s just different and better in the higher realms especially when I can remember it in glorious detail. Unfortunately, I am not allowed to remember much because if I remember too much, I would never be able to do my earth work on this depressing planet. But I was allowed to remember this time and I’m so grateful for that!
So in this memory we were standing there, hugging each other and I was absorbing his incredibly immense LOVE, and saying, “Joe! Joe!” And then “You ARE the god of love. You’re the god of love HIMSELF!” It was truly like being in Heaven. Only the “god of love” can radiate as much love as he did in my dream, which is to say that he allows the full love force of God, eros, to flow through him to share with me. I am blessed to often experience that love in the form of “bliss” even in this earth plane. He’s very good at sending me his love vibrations often.
Next, after I awakened, I went outside to see that the first red rose is now blooming! What a beautiful gift so early in May – just two days after Mother’s Day! It was three years ago on Father’s Day that I had dedicated the first yellow rose to Joe.
And now, the first red rose has bloomed -- in my YELLOW rose bush, no less -- as a return gift for me! (See my last blog for an explanation of how that had happened last year!)
This morning at our meeting, before I took the “nap,” he had reminded me that he is beside me and to remember to also pray to God. “You must stay in touch with the true, purest source of Love,” is what he told me. There is only one path and that path is away from all evil, toward the love of God. And he gave me the following song – and the beautiful dream of his loving hug – and the first red rose. It has been a beautiful day! It makes me so happy yet so bittersweet sad. Somehow I must find the motivation to finish my work so that I can go home to stay - with him forever.
Holly Starr: "Don't Have Love" (Official Music Video)
Addendum
A renowned psychologist, Brian Weiss, M.D., who does past and future life “regressions” and has worked with more than 1000 clients states this about these memories: “Images are not merely conjured up because a patient needs them or because they might make them feel better. What is remembered is what has happened” (“Only Love is Real” p. 30).
He says that very few of his patients can reach the level of the Masters, as I am able to do. However, many of his patients have been able to confirm some of their past lives memories, even visiting the tombstones of where they had been buried. I know that I will be doing that as well, as my studies continue. In fact, on one of my treasure hunts as prompted by my twin flame, I had taken a photograph of a graveyard and while I have not delved into all of the details yet, I do feel that we were buried side-by-side there and it was our past life just prior to this current one. We had worked together building a very special nondenominational church right here in the town adjacent to where I am now living. My twin flame and I are on a mission to prove the reality of twin flame relationships, including our past lives together -- and even though he's on the other side of the curtain!
The first RED rose this year on my YELLOW rosebush!
6:41 pm | link
Blog entry
10 May 2012 - 2:41am
We had a short meeting and will meet again later tonight...I said 2; he said whaaaat???
So I said:
Uploaded by chillmahallic17 on Dec 25, 2009
Color me your color, baby.
Color me your car.
Color me your color, darling.
I know who you are.
Come up off your color chart.
I know where you're coming from.
Call me (call me) on the line.
Call me, call me any anytime.
Call me(call me)I'll arrive.
You can call me any day or night.
Call me!
Cover me with kisses, baby.
Cover me with love.
Roll me in designer sheets.
I'll never get enough.
Emotions come, I don't know why.
Cover up love's alibi.
Call me (call me) on the line.
Call me, call me any anytime.
Call me (call me)I'll arrive.
When you're ready we can share the wine.
Call me.
Ooh, he speaks the languages of love.
Ooh, amore, chiama mi (chiama mi).
Ooh, appelle-moi, mon cheri (appelle-moi).
Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, anyway!
Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, any day!
Call me (call me) in my life.
Call me, call me any anytime.
Call me (call me) au revoir.
Call me, call me for some overtime.
Call me (call me) in my life.
Call me, call me any sweet desire.
Call me, call me for your lover's lover's alibi.
Call me (call me) inner line.
Call me, call me any anytime.
Call me.
Oh, call me, ooh ooh ah.
Call me in my life.
Call me, call me any anytime
Blog entry
9 May 2012 - 7:07pm
I can understand that if people don't HAVE the conscious experience of working with their Twin Flame, they have a difficult time understanding it. That is not ignorance. Ignorance is not keeping an open mind and refusing to do the work it takes to gain greater understanding but rather concluding they have figured it all out based on their inexperience with a phenomenon. That is a sure-fire way of remaining in ignorance.
Soferia
PS Btw, my Twin Flame's clue this morning for a song is "it takes two to tango." LOL. That seems very appropriate given the discussions and debates on this site about TWIN FLAMES.
I have not looked up the song yet, so I'll do that now.
OMG it's from one of my Soul Family members!!!! Louis Armstrong! HE should know. And what a perfect song.
It Takes Two To Tango.wmv
ADDENDUM (also posted below)
Check out all of the 7s in my post - I just now noticed this!
5-9-2012 7:07
gives 5+9-2+12 7:07
14-14 7:07
77 77 77
That is God's Sacred Number or signature -- EMPHATICALLY!
God does have a numerical code language.
I have learned to interpret these guideposts along the path.
Story
8 May 2012 - 8:40pm
SaLuSa 8 May 2012- Question on Twin Flame
Laura: Good evening SaLuSa, a reader has asked if you could bring forth any relevant information on Twin Flame Love, please?
SaLuSa: Twin Flame Reunion is something sacred, and as such, we do not speak much of it. As you know this way of communication is read by many, even by the cabal, and we do not wish to focus on this issue at this time.
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What I could tell you is that Twin Flames do reunite when both are ready to do so, never before. This implies a certain completion in the cycle of duality. Along with that goes a certain level of conscious love and understanding, a certain level of awareness that has shifted for both parties from the subconscious into the conscious.
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Indeed one has to be able to process all the information which will be brought forth by the twin flame, and this will be very much an opposite of your own experience and understanding. Twin Flame reunion is for conscious beings, whether they are in a human form, or on the higher planes of existence.
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It is not uncommon that one of the twins remains in the Higher Spheres, acting as a protector and a guardian angel for his or her incarnated twin; hence their reunion can only take place in the higher realms. Sometimes it is possible for sensitive people to feel their twin’s presence, and the twin from the higher realms can give messages to his twin.
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It is important that you understand that reunion is an achievement, the ultimate final graduation reward, it concludes a certain stage in a soul’s journey. It is possible that both are incarnated on Earth now, however coming together before the time is right will result in an unwanted outcome and much pain. One not possible to endure for humans in their ordinary level of understanding.
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This is all we feel safe in disclosing at this time, we encourage you to focus on balancing your own life and to be present during this time of karma resolution. The road ahead is now very difficult, please make efforts to bring about your higher self into your life.
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Love eternal from us to your hearts.
Thank you, SaLuSa
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Laura Tyco
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Blog entry
7 May 2012 - 6:23pm
In spite of what some people believe, we do not have total control over our "soul contracts."
Life EVOLVES and we do not have control over what other people do. Thus our plans
evolve in order to encompass the changes and unexpected events. It's important to realize this.
Otherwise, we would be nothing more than programmed puppets.
So what happened is that the trauma in my early life kept me from becoming
spiritually awakened in time for the meeting with my Twin Flame and we had to alter plans.
It is also why our lives did not turn out the way we had originally intended
and he ended up going over to the "other side" which totally devastated me.
But we have made the very best of it, he told me this morning. And we are nearly
out the other side, we have already won, is what he told me.
He certainly did his part! As I told him, I felt he had sacrificed far too much.
And he just said he was glad he had the experiences because they helped him help me.
And, indeed, it has been his powerful help from the other side that put my
spiritual growth into fast forward. I have learned first hand that love transcends
space and time.
He told me he was glad that I was back on the "up and up" emotionally
(which is why I was finally able to talk to him about these things).
We all go through little dips sometimes, but they are only temporary.
As is the tradition, "Up and up" is a clue for song since he put it in parenthesis.
The song that came to the top of the YouTube search
says it all...and I love him!!!!
Relient K - Up and Up
Uploaded by ohdearchar on Mar 21, 2007
Up and Up / Plead the Fifth
My favorite Relient K song from the new album..
About 90% of these pictures came from: http://trademark.n-outsync.net ...which is, in my opinion, the best Relient K fan site..
The pictures are in chronological order..sort of
Yeah, I'm super stressed out from school and I need to waste my time on something.. like making a tribute video..haha..
Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more
Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history of what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (hard to see)
But I'm finally catching onto it
And yet the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
Until we cross the roads
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thing it entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
And moving past the past where I have failed
But I'm finally catching onto it
Yet now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why
I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I know capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
(Trying to be a better version of me for you)
A better version of me
For you
Blog entry
6 May 2012 - 7:15am
If you hear the trumpets (the REAL ones) you are in good shape.
Here's an interesting document.
http://www.the-end.com/2008GodsFinalWitness/2008_Gods_Final_Witness.pdf
Blog entry
3 May 2012 - 7:35pm
I don't know how my Twin Flame does this from the other side like he does, but he has great power over the Internet.
We are running out of time to get our acts together because the Ascended Masters and Archangels are working on the "final act." That is, they are putting together all of the final pieces of the NEW WORLD, along with eveyone who's working with them. There will be no more lies, violence, deception, or any of that stuff allowed (not that it's ever been allowed but the difference is that MOST people will be able to see through the deception which will put a prompt stop to it).
Thus, his clue just a few moments ago at our morning meeting was "final act" and the song below is what came to the top of the YouTube search.
He's totally against using drugs as are all the Great Masters because they know TRUTH. Drugs blind us to the truth. The Masters provide us with truth because they care for and love us all. It is time to become more fully awakened. I am ready!!!!
LOVE=KNOWLEDGE=TRUTH=LOVE=KNOWLEDGE=TRUTH=LOVE . . . and THE TRUTH WILL SET US FREE!!!!
It looks like we are getting down to the wire. Looks like it's time to get to work! More later . . .
Uploaded by coons1212 on Jul 11, 2009
Mushroom Head - The Final Act
wide eyed sleepers
death in motion
daylight creepers
wearing all night pain
bleeding moments
spilling over
non-existing as they crawl out into a world that calls them real
sign the contract it's the final act matter of fact better take
a step back
relax the show must go on no one so on and so on
as if under
mass hypnosis
the wide eyed sleepers fall into mass graves
they'll feel safer in the dirt
their own opinions won't be heard
if asked could you decide what any man is worth
sign the contract it's the final act matter of fact better take
a step back
relax the show must go on no one so on and so on
could you decide?
could you decide?
could you decide?
could you decide?...
they steal it with a handshake seal it with a smile it feels
like an earthquake
treats you like a child defeats you with your mistakes leaves
you in denial
deceives you in the first place lied to all the while they can't
see anymore
how their wide eyes have made them blind in spite of themselves
http://www.lyricstime.com/mushroom-head-the-final-act-lyrics.html
Blog entry
3 May 2012 - 5:29pm
EROS & PSYCHE FOREVER!!!! MANUEL & SOFERIA!!!!
Our May 1st anniversary was BLISSFUL: as in bliss, blisser, AND blissest . . . no words to describe . . . I LOVE HIM!!!!
If you TRUST in your Twin Flame, Your Self, and God's Plan, BLISS IS YOURS!
TRUST * TRUST * TRUST * TRUST IN LOVE
***IN THE NOW***
Bliss - Trust In Your Love
I WISH UPON YOU FLOODS OF LOVE!!!!
Soferia
Blog entry
2 May 2012 - 5:15pm
Manuel/Eros the God of Love who is my Twin Flame/Divine Consort, handed down this song and message this morning:
If you are waiting for your One True Twin Flame, the Divine Word of Wisdom this morning is “patience.”
four tops its all in the game
Blog entry
1 May 2012 - 6:13pm
Just want to share this video from a new member on the site....it's enlightening and very, very interesting to watch and listen to.
To learn to Love
Published on Apr 15, 2012 by tribeoflights
Thank you, tribeoflights. Welcome to lightworkers!
Blog entry
1 May 2012 - 4:57am
The song below is a very old melody that was my Twin Flame -- Emanu’el/EROS -- and my Wedding Song during our lifetime during the 1100s in Ireland. We were married on May 1. I lost him during that lifetime when he went out on a peace-making mission and was run over by a munitions chariot. It was a political move because the King did not want to compromise or work for peace. It was very devastating to me. I have worked through that pain with my Twin Flame's love and support.
So it's MAY 1 and we're going to celebrate our anniversary! I love knowing I’ve been in love with and married to my Twin Flame so many times! In reality, our love is eternal.
Here's the song - we danced to this song at our wedding and our first anniversary and many times since.
Joanie Madden-Down by the Salley Gardens
DOWN by the salley gardens my love and I did meet;
She passed the salley gardens with little snow-white
feet.
She bid me take love easy, as the leaves grow on the tree;
But I, being young and foolish, with her would not
agree.
In a field by the river my love and I did stand,
And on my leaning shoulder she laid her snow-white
hand.
She bid me take life easy, as the grass grows on the weirs;
But I was young and foolish, and now am full of tears.
First published as 'An Old Song Resung' in The Wanderings of Oisin and other Poems (1889).
Originally an old Irish folk song, Yeats turned this into a poem as a dedication to oral tradition.
Reference: http://allpoetry.com/poem/8453645-Down_By_The_Salley_Gardens-by-William_Butler_Yeats
It has been suggested that the location of the "Salley Gardens" was on the banks of the river at Ballysadare near Sligo where the residents cultivated trees to provide roof thatching materials.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Down_by_the_Salley_Gardens
First published here:
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Music Memories Stir The Passion of Our Irish Past
http://paradispublications.com/2011.11.01_arch.html#1321592032402
Blog entry
29 Apr 2012 - 4:57am
Where are my Star Brothers and Sisters?: Do you remember who you are?
The Call
What's your name?
What's your plan?
You gotta game?
Are you wo-man or man?
I came here seeking
I'm still looking
I keep peeking
Spend more time booking
No one tells their name
No one tells their plan
Ain't you got no game?
Sister wo-man Brother man?
I have revealed my Whole True Self
My Soul, "Psyche" my name Soferia
I'm not a fairy, troll or elf
I'm alien but not from Lemuria
From far away in distance stars
Pleiades, Eros Planet of Love
Not from Venus, Moon or Mars
From Five Great Sisters up above
Come out into the limelight!
Come out on the stage
We're all Shining Stars
It's the latest rage!
The Party is about to begin
Are you ready to Celebrate?
Hurry! Find your Star Kin
And your One Divine Mate
What's your name?
Alien, human, or entity?
What's your game?
WHO DO YOU BE?
Blog entry
26 Apr 2012 - 11:46pm
Baggage? Don’t Toss It Out Quite Yet!
A few days ago a friend posted a notice about “Baggage” as we move forward on the Road to Ascension. The post didn’t exactly say what we were to do with our “baggage,” or even what the baggage constitutes. So I asked her, what do I do? Should I give away my baggage? And her answer was, “No, you contracted for it.”
I’ve been thinking about that for several days now and, indeed, I must have contracted for the baggage I have scattered all around my house – all of the “stuff” that has accumulated and that’s just sitting around waiting to be acknowledged, perhaps classified, organized, and put into a place of its own. It amazes me how much “stuff” has accumulated in the short three years I’ve lived in this house. And I was on some kind of quest it seems to collect information – a lot of it!
Given that my Twin Flame divinely selected this house for me just three short years ago and when I moved in I had almost nothing and had to start all over from ground zero, then yes! I must have contracted for the “stuff” in my life that has now reached the stage of total chaos and complexity. And given that in the past when things reached this level, my usual course of action was to toss it all away – giving it away to the Good Will and neighbors or throwing things out. It always seemed like the right thing to do. Get rid of the accumulation and start fresh.
But is it right this time? This is a NEW era! We don’t run from complexity and chaos, we run toward it! Those words are in my Twin Flame’s books and the guidance he gives me – and I take his advice very seriously. We must learn to LOVE complexity and we must learn how to deal with it and even use it to our advantage, recombining, reconstituting and recreating with it. That’s his “bricolage.” And we take a “Do It Yourself” and “Handyman” approach.
So, I’m thinking that THIS time I must do something differently than in the past. Isn’t that how we get out of the incessant running around in the same circle over and over again? This time I must put all of this “stuff” to good and productive use, even if it’s DIFFERENT from what I had intentionally planned. And that’s another quality my Twin Flame stresses in his work – to embrace NOVELTY and DIFFERENCE, not to fear it or run away from it. How can I do this?
I’m thinking of a NEW PATH….maybe tomorrow I will have some answers. In the meantime, I’m drowning and smothering in chaos! I feel like the Insectman stuck in the Spider Web (of Life) HELP ME!
Thank Goodness, my Twin Flame is the most wonderful and Divine “Handyman” there is and he helps me 24/7!
James Taylor – Handyman
Nothing I’ve tried so far has worked. But I think I’m onto a solution! Will I find the right path?
More Later . . . in the meantime, if you don’t feel like getting rid of your baggage, perhaps there’s a very good reason for that!
So tell me, what baggage do you still have around that you are ambivalent about getting rid of? I would love to hear about it. Maybe we can work together and come up with some creative alternatives.
You just never know!
Story
16 Apr 2012 - 8:41pm
I think that many of you may find this of interest. William LePar's spiritual source, the Council, talked about ghosts and apparitions on rare occasions. This an example of a discussion between a member of our Research and Study Group and The Council. If you wish to read the entire file on ghosts, apparitions, demonic possession, phantom figures, soul mates, twin souls and group souls see http://www.WilliamLePar.com/#!__TLL1-30/8813
Questioner: What part of an entity is it that hangs around that is classified as a ghost?
The Council: Sometimes ghosts are figments of people's imaginations. But there are, shall we say, imprints or forces, charges that can penetrate the area on a molecular structure and that charge can be held for a time, much time after. So you would have to more specific in your question to go any further than that.
Questioner: Well, this molecular structure actually has some type of consciousness, right?
The Council: It works more off the consciousness of the individual perceiving the ghost or apparition, you see. The entity or the live individual that sees some of the ghosts actually is psychically charging that traumatic experience there and manipulates it to suit the situation. Now this is only in some cases, only in some cases, you see. There are such things as you state ghosts. There are entities who can manifest physically or make their appearance physically but not all that one sees necessarily is an entity.
Questioner: What particular type of entity would be able to materialize and manifest itself like that, or is any specific ability necessary for this?
The Council: No, once you have gone beyond the physical and into the lower realms of spirituality or that which that consciousness that is after the grave or after the death experience, anyone generally or any entity generally in that area can re-manifest in the physical because actually what is being manifested is not a form or a material form, but it is a combination of an energized area in space and your own mental abilities being effected at the same time. In other words, shall we say, in the middle of this room is a hot spot of energy, and this energy is a conscious being, you see, a creation of God, and that energy, that hotspot, that creation wishes to converse with you in such a manner so as you see it and what that energy or that being will do with that field of energy there is excite you on a psychic level and this will cause you then to see that energy form and it will mirror what the entity themselves want you to see.
Questioner: Could this be affected also by living human beings?
The Council: In what respect?
Questioner: In a manner to project to someone else and to get the same results, get somebody else to see their projection?
The Council: That depends now on what the purpose is. Now there, shall we say there is the possibility of you being able to project a mirror image of yourself in another place for someone else to see, do you understand. This then would be termed bi-location. You see?
Questioner: Yes.
The Council: But you cannot call upon the dead, really.
Questioner: No, I didn't mean that.
The Council: And therefore you cannot project, shall we say, the same way as the dead or the deceased or those in another level or another state of consciousness can project to you. You see, the higher can always come down to the lower, but the lower cannot just pick and choose to go to the higher.
For more on William LePar and The Council see www.WilliamLePar.com
Blog entry
16 Apr 2012 - 6:24pm
THIS COULD JUST BE A STORY (TAKE IT AS YOU WISH - IT IS MY TRUTH)
I believe that I am the reincarnation of Mary Queen of Scots. All of my life (this current life) I have had memories (horible visions, actually) of going through her very traumatic death. She (I) was put to death for NO REASON but POLITICS. There were many LIES told about me and the sonnets and letters that they claim implicated me in the planned murder of Queen Elizabeth were made up and mixed up with other sonnets I had actually written. Not only that, they misappropriated those sonnets AND they have hidden the TWIN SOUL SACRED WEDDING VOWs my Dear Sweet Francois II and I had exchanged that PROVE OUR SACRED UNION. I NEVER loved Lord Damley in a romantic sense whatsoever. What woman in her right mind would love a man who RAPED her? His murder, however, was a set-up to instill doubts in the minds of people as to my capabilities. My death served POWER. It was a total Travesty of Justice. I am here to uncover truth about this and to find our missing SACRED WEDDING VOWS. Queen Elizabeth claimed no culpability in my death - well, God sees it differently! She turned a blind eye because it well-served her greediness for fame and fortune. The truth will be revealed and DIVINE JUSTICE will PREVAIL!
Little did the CULPRITS know that Francois II was in FACT EROS, the GOD OF LOVE and that I was -- and am -- PSYCHE his consort - or that we would reunite during this GOLDEN AGE with GREAT LOVE AND POWER.
Little did they know that we would transcend TIME and come back from the FUTURE, from the beautiful and HEAVENLY star system of the Pleiades, where we collected Great Wisdom and POWER to make TRUTH be KNOWN. Little did they know that my Grandmother - Lady Portia, herself -- and my Grandfather - Saint Germain - would work the POWER OF THEIR LOVE and their DIVINE JUSTICE to bring out TRUTH.
The following is the sonnet written by I, as Queen Mary of Scots, to my DIVINE EROS, the GOD OF LOVE, aka KING FRANCOIS II after his sad early departure. This sonnet attests of my LOVE for him and our Twin Flame Union across the dimensions - just as we had done in ancient times as EROS and PSYCHE (our true identity never changes). We have been united since ancient times.
"Mary’s first husband, the young French King Francis II died suddenly of an ear infection aged only sixteen. Mary, a year older than him, wrote the following poem in a state of great dejection, having lost the only pure love that she would ever encounter."
In my sad, quiet song,
A melancholy air,
I shall look deep and long
At loss beyond compare,
And with bitter tears,
I'll pass my best years.
Have the harsh fates ere now
Let such a grief be felt,
Has a more cruel blow
Been by Dame Fortune dealt
Than, O my heart and my eyes!
I see where his bier lies?
In my springtime's gladness
And flower of my young heart,
I feel the deepest sadness
Of the most grievous hurt.
Nothing now my heart can fire
But regret and desire.
He who was my dearest
Already is my plight.
The day that shone the clearest
For me is darkest night.
There is nothing now so fine
That I need make it mine.
Deep in my eyes and heart
A portrait has its place
Which shows the world my hurt
In the pallor of my face,
Pale as when violets fade,
True love’s becoming a shade
In my unwonted pain
I can no more be still,
Rising time and again
To drive away my ill.
All things good and bad
Have lost the taste they had.
And thus I always stay
Whether in wood or meadow,
Whether at dawn of day
Or at the evening shadow.
My heart feels ceaselessly
Grief for his loss to me.
Sometimes in such a place
His image comes to me.
The sweet smile on his face
Up in a cloud I see.
Then sudden in the mere
I see his funeral bier.
When I lie quietly
Sleeping upon my couch,
I hear him speak to me
And I can feel his touch.
In my duties each day
He is near me always.
Nothing seems fine to me
Unless he is therein.
My heart will not agree
Unless he is within
I lack all perfection
In my cruel dejection.
I shall cease my song now,
My sad lament shall end
Whose burden aye shall show
True love can not pretend
And though we are apart,
Grows no less in my heart
References:
http://www.marie-stuart.co.uk/poetry.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary,_Queen_of_Scots
And how dare that we must repeat this story of separation AGAIN in this lifetime - this era at the CUSP OF THE GOLDEN AGE! But we have planned for this and all can rest assured: WE CANNOT BE SEPARATED!!!! AND TRUTH AND DIVINE JUSTICE VIA THE POWER OF LOVE SHALL PREVAIL.
Truth, brought to you from the love within my heart and soul,
Soferia - aka Psyche, the Queen and consort of EROS the GOD OF LOVE
Blog entry
15 Apr 2012 - 6:56pm
In order to achieve the love of our divine complement, we must first love ourselves. Without loving ourselves, we would be unable to recognize the common bond of connectedness and beauty in our Twin Flame. For when we hold the love for the body and spirit that we are, the universe opens up along with a whole new world of possibilities - up to and including the reunion with your divine complement.
For those of us who have already been reunited with their Twin Flames, you already know that nobody can tell you that you have found your Twin – you just know it! There is no committee to stand before; no priest to announce you husband and wife; no Twin Flame Guru to say one way or another that you’ve found your Twin Flame. No, this path is about sacred matrimony the way it was intended to be in the beginning. What is more, the discovery and/or reunification of your Twin is no accident. While there is much work to do at the soul level before this union can come to fruition, it is divine design that has ultimately led the two of you into each other’s arms.
For those of us who are incarnate and yet, they have been reunited with their divine other half who is in the ethers, the fact that the two of you cannot be together in the physical does not make your reunion any less significant than those relationships that are. To the contrary, the test of your love between the physical world, the spiritual world and the illusion of time and space in between, will herald a much greater reward upon your joining hand in hand, in heaven.
While we are all together in the spirit, here within the illusion of this physical world upon earth – the classroom for our souls, we are beginning to remember after many incarnations, the royalty within us all. For this royalty from which we came out of the Kingdom of heaven is our birth right to collapse or transcend the duality of mind and become one with all. For when we transcends the duality of mind, one will view all the races upon earth as One; all of the religions on earth as different parts to a single truthful whole; and even all of the continents on this planet as not being separated by oceans of water, but connected by rivers of life, love and spirituality. Thus, in realizing we are ONE with all, loving ourselves for who and what we are, we come full circle into the worship of the divine.
Embracing the love of my divine complement, Paula, is the greatest gift that God ever could have given me. Being blessed to have been reunited with Paula we realize that we have indeed transcended the duality of mind and collapsed almost every belief system that has ever been put up to stand in our way. The trials we have been faced with since our coming together have been unprecedented and painful. But, when we are together the unconditional love that we hold between us always shines the brightest, making all those growth pains fade away.
There is no "QUIT" mechanism in making love with your twin Flame. You will not know when to say "when" because of the ecstasy; "where" is not the place because it could be anywhere physically or spiritually; "why" as even a question to be pondered; or "how" as either a physical or spiritual way to re-establishing Unity Gain throughout the layers - from heaven to earth. You just WILL and nothing will stop it! To find each other in the physical is to find the Holy Grail and see with sight of the Eye of Horus which are both sacred symbols and represent the conquest of love and spiritual completion. Connecting in Sacred Sex supersedes all other natural 3D instincts, like the fact we (as spiritual beings having a physical experience) need to keep well hydrated, eating healthy, staying grounded and seeking other soul mates for love and guidance. Those of you who have a Twin solely in spirit - the same goes for you! But... not your divine complement in the spirit, who is absolutely fed by light! And that is our goal too, to be fed by light from experiencing our Twin Flames and that is where this is going. This is all part of the transition. So...stay aware of your eating habits and what your body needs (especially while making sacred sexual union) because you will see that the more you evolve spiritually; the more you worship your divine love; the more you love your Soul Mates.... the less food your body will need.
Namaste ~ Protilius
Blog entry
12 Apr 2012 - 6:11am
LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES.
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10 Apr 2012 - 12:14am
Monday, April 9, 2012
Divine Twin Soul Love: Your Sacred Vow May Come In a Dream PLUS The Twin Flame Eleven Phenomenon
I am in the process of reading a book called “Sacred Vow” which was sent to me by a friend and yesterday I discovered why I was assigned to read it! (When special gifts come my way unexpectedly, I pay attention because they are usually divine messages).
Just back on March 4, 2012, Emanu’el, my twin flame had asked me to revise my book of Twin Flame poetry. He wants me to expand and add more information about the Twin Soul phenomenon, but at the same time he gave me more information about a particular poem included in the book that I had seemingly “channeled” way back in 1989 before I knew about spirituality or twin souls or believed in such things. I had channeled one half of the poem first thing in the morning just upon awakening on July 25, 1989. It was just “there” when I awakened, so I wrote it down. I had never experienced anything like this before, so I was very amazed about it. And I was even more amazed the very next morning when the exact same thing happened again (!), and it was the second half of the poem!
Back on March 4, when my Twin Flame (who has passed over now, but with whom I have great communication) asked me to add to the book, he informed me that the first half of the poem was from him and the second half of the poem had been my answer back to him.
So, yesterday, I was reading the book, “Sacred Vow” – and imagine my surprise when I got to the middle of the book, the chapter titled “Sacred Vow” only to learn that the man in the book had received his and his Twin Soul’s “Sacred Vow” in the very same way! He woke up one morning and immediately wrote it down as if it had been provided to him in a dream. He didn’t really know at the time what the vow represented, but he had kept it many years. Then he met his Twin Flame in another dimension and she was reading the very same vow and he recognized it. He went on a mad hunt, because he didn’t know where he had placed the vow, but he did find it. And like him, I had also kept this poem for many years and had misplaced it. I was so happy to find it just before I put together my book of poetry in which I included this poem.
Thus, the reason I was provided the book, “Sacred Vow” to read, apparently, was so that I would come to realize how sacred that experience was back in 1989 and how the poems my Twin Flame and I had written to each other constitue our Sacred Vows to each other.
Today, while writing this blog, I noticed several interesting synchronicities. One is that I gave birth to a daughter exactly two years later on July 25, 1991 – and then exactly one year and one week (1,1) later, I gave birth to a son. Both of these children were blessings from beyond because I truly had not expected to have any more children (all children are blessings, but I felt it extra strongly because I was not planning on more children). And then when my daughter was born, I thought I was finished having children for sure, but I felt like there was something missing. I was very sad about that – but then when I found I was expecting again just three months later, I knew my intuition had been correct. These two children are grown now (20 and 19), but they are still living with me. We are all very close, unlike the rest of my family. They both were with me on the one and only day I actually met my Twin Flame in person. There was clearly a special bond made between them, and he has continued to bless them with amazing gifts, telling me that they are his children. He loves my other two children as well, but unfortunately, they are on different paths for the time-being. I have faith that this, too, will change.
Again, it was July when we actually met in person – July 31, 2008 1PM PST, an 11-11 date and time, which signifies the twin flame connection: 7-31-2008-1 = 7+31:2008+1pm
= 7+31:1+8+1 = 11:11
The date and time also total to 13 which signifies eternal life: 7+31+2+8+1=49=4+9=13
I discovered another synchronicity in the dates that I received the two poems. When the dates are added together they total to the Twin Soul number 11.
Thus,
7-25-1989 = 7+25+27 = 59 = 14 = 5
7-26-1989 = 7+26+27 = 60 = 6
5 + 6 = 11
It’s also interesting that my Twin Flame’s birthdate adds up to 5, just like his half of the Sacred Vow and my birthdate adds up to 6, just like my half of the Sacred Vow, thus our birthdates also add up to 11.
My life just continues to be more and more amazing and magical! 11, considered a master number, is God’s clue that guides us to our one true love, from my own experience. My wishes are that everyone can experience the power of Twin Soul/Twin Flame Love. It is why I share my experiences – so that everyone can know what is possible. Everyone should know the Divine Love that God/Higher Power/Omniscient Intelligence has blessed each and every one of us with!
Here are the poems of which I’m speaking that had been “handed down” to me 22 years and 9 months ago (translated 11-9-11 for reasons I will explain later).
Trust In You
Part One
This poem was divinely gifted to me in two parts on July 25 and 26, 1989.
I awakened both mornings and instantly wrote the words as they flowed forth.
This first part is from my Emanu’el/Eros.
Shielded, armored coats we wear
When life that’s handed down’s unfair.
I remove my armor for you to see
My soul, myself, the real me.
Please don’t hurt me in my nakedness
Wonder at my marvelousness
You are my shield now, my silvery strength
Do you even know at what length
I’ll go to forever keep you?
I’ll lay myself before your feet
Bare and true but still discreet
Every flaw is now exposed
As I still cling to keep reposed
But I’ll never cease from this day forward
For now I know I’ve really soared
It’s your turn now when you are ready
I’m here, receptive, holding steady
Wanting you to feel the joy
Yes, it’s your turn now, love knows no bounds
For even though my heart wildly pounds
My fear is not a fear of you
The fear is what I never knew
About myself and inner thoughts
The way I am and all the oughts
They absorb, reflect and transcend
With no more armor to defend
My very self, my very soul
I cannot stop until I share
The love, the joy, how much I care
When I’ve tested surrender sweet
Nothing exists to make me retreat
For when I removed that rusty coat
My very soul began to float
The caked on dirt fell to the floor
The hidden secrets flew out the door
We’re free: You to be you and me to be me
I marvel at the insignificance
Of what made me keep extending distance
It’s not that the pain cannot be reached
I’ve learned how to keep it from being breached
The ecstasy of joy and love
And even thoughts of a power above
Fulfills me and fills me overflowing
With awe and wonder, always knowing
How little I have lost and how very much I’ve gained
I know there’s more for me to see
More love, more life and tranquility
But then there’s always room to grow
So much to learn, so much to know
I won’t give up until I succeed
And that I feel is a lifetime deed
For right now I feel reassurance
In knowing that I have the endurance
To withstand the removal of my armor
Trust in You
Part Two
My answer back to my Divine Love, Emanu’el/Eros
I pray that dreams and truth are one
That we come together when our pain is done
For I truly believe in serendipity
Or better still, in synchronicity
And if it’s truly God’s chosen plan
Please would you be my only man
My life, my love, my true desire
I promise you I’ll never tire
Of being here for you
I think you feel the way I do
The love, the joy and sensuousness too
I don’t believe it’s all my imagination
For there truly is a mutual fascination
A pull, a force, a magnetism
With just a dash of romanticism
I want you and need you; I’m not proud
I’ll tell you and even shout it out loud
For all the world to hear.
I know you have the capability
Along with the desirable stability
To fulfill my deepest wishes and desires
And to light within me future fires
Right now it’s hard to live without you
When I already know so much about you
Everything I see I love so much
But I can only tell you how I’m touched
By the real you, your very soul
So if I’m right, if this is true
Please come to me, and together renew
The feelings we have locked neatly away
Saving them for this very day
Let’s sail away to a fantasy land
Always holding each other’s hand
And loving each other for eternity
Accepting that this is our destiny
You and I belong together
For more, originally posted here: 3:34 pm | link
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9 Apr 2012 - 6:59am
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Sunday, April 8, 2012
Follow Your Dream Mission and Your True Love Will Follow
I remember a book I had read quite a few years ago titled, “Do What You Love and the Money Will Follow.” It never worked. What did work, though, was that I followed my mission and found my true love, Emanu'el/Eros. It seems that if you do the kind of learning and take the kind of action that combats FIDUROD and opens up your consciousness to what’s really going on in the world, then that leads to your Dream Mission.
And if you put your whole heart into your Dream Mission of doing your part to make the world a better place, and you do it with unconditional love and no expectations, then you end up meeting up with your Twin Soul, whether in the higher realms during dreamtime, during that inbetween time between sleep and dreamtime, along your path somewhere on the planet, or all three places. After doing tons of research from all different perspectives (religious, philosophical, spiritual, mythological, etc.), the story is the same everywhere – at least essentially. Go about your business doing your good deeds in the world, keep seeking wisdom, keep striving for a deeper understanding and soon you will know your path. You will know your own personal mission and dream. Once you realize what that is it becomes inevitable that you will meet up with your Divine Twin Soul because you both share the same dream. Do what you Love, your Dream Mission, and Your True Love Will Follow.
I will follow him
Originally posted here:10:28 pm | link
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6 Apr 2012 - 6:54am
Klaxons - Twin Flames
A burning flame goes by and by
Visible love stands side by side
It comprehends
Beginnings never end
Into the cycle of the here and now
We take our fears and disappear somehow
As we ascend
Beginnings never end
Twin flames in our hearts
As we move towards our very start
Twin flames in our minds
When we move emotions multiply
Twin flames in our hearts
As we move you can't tell us apart
Twin flames in our minds
When we move together
A sea of flames
Before tonight
Conducted love
Brought us alight
The fire blends
Beginnings never end
Into the cycle of the here and now
We take our fears and disappear somehow
As we ascend
Beginnings never end
Twin flames in our hearts
As we move towards our very start
Twin flames in our minds
When we move emotions multiply
Twin flames in our hearts
As we move you can't tell us apart
Twin flames in our minds
When we move together
Spirals turn the fire in us
Instants synchronize
Joining us a second love
We harmonize in time
Double halves of wholeness
Find the missing equal sign
Double halves of wholeness
Now return to intertwine
Twin flames in our hearts
Twin flames in our minds
Twin flames in our hearts
Twin flames in our minds
Twin flames in our hearts
As we move towards our very start
Twin flames in our minds
When we move emotions multiply
Twin flames in our hearts
As we move you can't tell us apart
Twin flames in our minds
When we move together
Spirals turn the fire in us
Instants synchronize
Joining us a second love
We harmonize in time
Spirals turn the fire in us
Instants synchronize
Joining us a second love
We harmonize in time
Blog entry
3 Apr 2012 - 5:30pm
"Untitled"
A love beyond time
Beyond words beyond mind
Beyond birth and death’s rhyme
Of the manifested kind
As the born strikes its prime
It’s now forced to unwind
And death taps on his chime
To bring sight to the blind
Unborn,
Vass yet nowhere to be found,
Unmanifest,
Will never hear death’s true sound,
Still,
Yet fully rooted in what ground?
The true state of the flames
Always free, never bound!
Blog entry
25 Mar 2012 - 12:14pm
A little intro before I begin. Last night my 85 year old aunt called me from Nova Scotia (over 2000 miles away). She has been very frail for years. She is still alive and well with her husband after 60 years of marriage. She already knows and has accepted her time in this life is soon to expire. She is not ill of anythng other than being extremely frail. There is never a phone call without her telling of a broken bone of some place. I am glad to have visited her a few years ago. I cannot afford to pack up my children and go there now. A car is most needed in Nova Scotia and I do not drive.
I salut all those who have had the same partner their whole lives. I have always wanted to live with someone until I am very old. My time is nowhere near up, but like I told the Creator I am not getting any younger. I have had to fight for everything including love. I love very deeply, but that love was never returned the same. I was always the trophy or prize. I have been hurt physically, mentally, emotionally, verbally and even financially. But I am not bitter. I have learned and grown. I am thankful for those experiences no matter how painful they were and I have forgiven each one.
I have a twin flame. I do not talk about him much because I find this very personal. I handfasted with him in 2010. I have given birth to over 30 children with him. I am completely devoted to him and our relationship. I have been working towards reuniting with him. I say reunite because I have seen my past lives and he has been my husband right from the beginning of my existence. I am told we are very close. I have done all the clearing and preparations and so has he. I am told by God and other Divine spiritual beings that all we do now is wait. The best way to work on patience is through waiting. Other factors have to now fall into place. I know he has a physical body. I speak to him whenever I want to telepathically. He telepathically converses with my son and daughter. I do not know how long, as dates are no longer important. All I know is 'soon'.
Today, through a vision guided by the Creator I saw many things. I write down what I see. There is more than what is here, but this is what I can share:
· I see shining water. Similar to what I saw last night. The water is calm and gently ripples. (I see water all the time. )
· It is swaying back and forth and seems to have parted. I am walking down a corridor of watery walls on both sides. There was someone here with me. I am trying to bring the image of the person back but they are gone. That is because he was beside me and also blending with my own spirit. This was my flame.
· I am following the path ahead of me with the water on both sides. The water is no longer bluish white. The colours around me are changing. I am seeing walls of white mixed with red and pink. Through the watery walls I am seeing deep love between two people. The joining of these two people makes a bridge over a portion of water. (I have seen this many of times also. )
· There is a great amount of nuzzling between the two. Gentle rubbing, smelling and loving like creatures do when they find their ideal mate or partner. The scene dramatically changes to intense and warm embracing of each other. (I won't tell the private stuff)
· Brings out butterflies and tears. I am seeing a ring between two fingers the front of it sparkles. I have seen this ring before. I see smiles and contentment of being close to the one I love.
I get visions of him often. They are becoming less as are the touches I get from him. The reason they are becoming less and the feeling of our flames separating (which makes me shiver) is because we are getting closer. I know this from asking the Creator and from my own intuitive nature. I am forever filled with hope and faith that I too will be with a partner until I am old and gray and loved as deeply as I love. And just last night he told me I will and it was to be him.
Thank you, and Brightest Blessings,
Blog entry
25 Mar 2012 - 12:38am
Our Names as Messages:
It's taken years to figure out through journeying and by many other means to come to know what Protilius ErmPhorus, as a name, means. But... I now know. The reason it's taken so long has more to do w/me than the original message...because I didn't believe it. I have probably made over the course of 2 1/2 years about 15 journeys to understand what my name means. And in finding out the meaning of my name I am able to understand how all the names of this pyramid, really stack up. Anyway, our names...each and every one of them from the Pyramid of Souls is a message in the first name and a denotation to our lineage in the 2nd name. For me, Protilius (as a so-called first name) would be the message and ErmPhorus (as a second name or last name) is really about my lineage. But since we're male and female co-creators and create life in our likeness, the last name would be either matronymic or patronymic, depending on the mother and father. If female then to the mother and if male, then to the father. There in lies the lineage of names. Is it any wonder that the female higher selves all are created in the image of the mother and the males are all created in the image of the father? I think not. :) Now that I am comfortable and KNOW I can move forward I will make these details more known in another article or perhaps even...The Empyrean Revelation Part III...after the Mystery Schools article. :)
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Mystery Schools
Throughout history we have heard about the tales of the so-called "mystery schools," especially the ones that existed during the times of ancient Egypt. It is even recorded that Jesus himself attended one of these schools at Giza along with his parents. But what goes on in mystery school? What are the initiates to learn about behind the walls of these temples? And... do mystery schools still exist today? If so...in what way, shape or form?
The idea for this article has been a long time coming because my own experiences with the mystery school began a long time ago, when I was in my late teens. But, it wasn't that I was sent away by my parents to some temple but rather, at night when I would go to sleep I would find myself surrounded by all these other people of all walks of life. These were people that although I had never seen before, I felt I knew at some level and we were learning about such topics as:
Advanced Mathematics (way advanced!)
The Constellations
The Planets (not just in our Solar system)
Sacred Sex
Nature (both physical and spirit)
Symbology
But these are just some of the topics covered that I can remember as this learning is going on at the SPIRIT LEVEL and the brain has a very hard time handling this knowledge. I never openly discussed these "Mystery Schools" that I had been going to that only up until recently, did I refer to as "Learning Dreams." Because many times these sessions would take place in a classroom type setting; other times it would be as if we would take a "field trip" to some far away exotic place and other times we would be in space somewhere. And the common theme for each training session would be that there was always one instructor that was never visible but could always be heard. In other words, except on a few occasions, the instruction would be heard but only in the mind....telepathically.
Shortly after meeting Paula, we began to take to the internet and blogs about Twin Flames. This was back in 2008. On one of these blogs, for the first time, I found an article by a fellow who was also on the Twin Flame Path that was talking about what I am talking about right now. When I read his story, that is very similar to my own in regards to Mystery Schools and/or Learning Dreams I had Deja vu. It was at that time I realized that I was not the only one and if he was writing about this and could remember as much as he could about what he learned, then that meant that there had to be others having the same experience. Needless to say, I responded to his blog post and by sharing our experiences we were blowing each other away because we were confirmation to each other that what was happening was indeed real and by design.
In researching about ancient mystery schools for this article, I found an interesting article by Thais Campos that is entitled: Mystery Schools of The Ancient World and Their Secret Teachings. You can find that article by clicking HERE Anyway, Thais wrote halfway down her article that:
"These groups existed in different countries and in different times but they were all connected through a chain of transmission that linked every mystery school to the same source. Despite the cultural differences, they shared the same basic premises:
Reincarnation – the process in which the soul reborns many times in different bodies in order to polish the consciousness until perfection is reached;
Microcosm and Macrocosm –the theory that says that the universal cycles reflect on planetary cycles and on individual cycles, and;
Division of the universe into planes of consciousness – the idea that the physical world is just one among other realms of existence, such as astral and mental planes."
In reading Thais' article about mystery schools, especially the part of the quote that I shared that states, "they were all connected through a chain of transmission that linked every mystery school to the same source." Well, what is that source? Is this a universal transmission or more narrowed to a "soul family transmission?" In my opinion or better yet, with my intuition I feel that this is a soul family transmission. I say this because of the fact that my classmates, so to speak, look very familiar ~ like Soul Mates! But why in Ancient times did people physically attend grand temples like that of the one in Giza, to learn at mystery school? Was it that just being inside one of these temples aided in a better... clearer connection to "the source" whereby the initiates could learn from that source directly? One can only speculate about what happened so long ago. But I am certain of one thing and that is: Mystery School is alive and well today! In fact...The Pyramid of Souls in and of itself can be considered our temple: yours, mine and OURS! But do we have to go anywhwere to find this temple? The answer is no! We are the temple!
For this article I have reached out to a fellow soul mate that perhaps you know as well. You may know her as Traci from CDFB and her higher self is Idapromina. She is 3rd generation from The Pyramid of Souls. Anyway, after I finished part 2 of Empyrean Revelation she wrote me an email with some questions about journeying and offered up some insight on such symbolism as The Holy Grail and Eye of Horus that I have written about recently. I wrote that some of the stuff I have learned I learned in "learning school" and others through journeying. I then asked her to think through her dreams to see if she can remember any dreams that seem like learning dreams. Well, she wrote back and described in detail a dream that was very much like some of my own. I asked her what was on the board. She said she was in a class room and they were learning about universal mathematics or such.
Anyway, I will begin by sharing my experience of one of my learning dreams and this will be followed by Traci's experience. Later on...in this article Traci will be offering up some insight into another learning dream experience that I had that deals with more symbolism.
Brendan's Experience: In my earliest experiences with Mystery School, advanced mathematics in a classroom type setting seemed to be the most common theme. In these classrooms there were desks and looking around the room there was a person sitting at each one of the desks. All in all there could have been 50 of us but I couldn't be sure. I remember a mans voice speaking to me in my head. He was the instructor giving instruction about the equations that were on the board at the head of the classroom. Yet, there was no instructor to be seen. Now...this board at the head of the class was no ordinary board. This was no chalk board or dry erase board or anything like that. It was a board that was white in color and on it were mathematical equations that consisted of numbers and symbols...symbols representing an ancient language. These equations were sometimes short in length and sometimes very long. But it was the symbols that although made sense to me while sitting in that class, here in the 3D they make no sense to me at all. And each time a new lesson or problem would start, the numbers and symbols would appear all by themselves on this board in a manner that we could understand the process of solving the equation. All the while, the instructor would be explaining the reasoning behind it.
Traci's Experience: I awoke one morning and several minutes into the morning, I started to remember my dream. I was sitting in a classroom but this wasn't your ordinary classroom. The room wasn't entirely full and the atmosphere and surroundings were different. Colors were more vibrant. There was utter silence in the room and it seemed as though we were not communicating entirely with words. At the front of the room, there was a board with several mathematical formulas etc... that I was not familiar with but was. It was very Universal to me. At times there was an instructor and other times, there was not. I also noticed a man standing off to the front corner of the room. He looked to me as if he was an observer. I was sitting in the back of the classroom with my twin sister Teri. There was another girl there I knew of and she had a twin brother as well. Across the room from me sitting, was my twin flame Zach. Beside him, was sitting an older looking man who looked like a mentor or the like. Everyone I knew in the room, looked as they do now but one thing that got my attention: Zach was wearing his favorite blue and red ski jacket he wore when we were kids. This was very interesting to me and I started to smile. Z and I were staring at each other. My sister was trying to get my attention. Then, Z stood up, walked over to where I was sitting, sat in the desk next to me. He leaned in to kiss me. When our lips and bodies were locked, most everyone in the room, including my sister, split. The only two remaining were the observer and the older man that was sitting next to Zach. It was apparent that our embrace upset them and we were split apart by the older man. He said to Z..."you have work to do, you do not have time to be with her." Zach did not want to go. They proceeded to walk out of the room and I was very upset. I tried to go after them but the observer or instructor was holding me back. I finally broke away and went out looking for Zach. When I did, I noticed I walked into a gallery with rooms opening onto it. There were different looking people walking around and there were spheres of the color blue and gold, everywhere. There were things flying around and there were different pitches of sound. I was finally found and that is the last I remember. End of Traci's Experience.
So it seems to be that we are learning at a subconscious level or spirit level, the mysteries of the universe. And at the conscious level this information we have learned from the Mystery Schools is slowly starting to filter through and change the way we are thinking in the here and now.
In another experience at Mystery School I found myself amongst a much larger group of Soul Mates than I had in the usual classroom type settings. In this group there must have been at least a hundred or more people of all walks of life. We were not on Earth...we were up in space somewhere. I knew this because we were standing on a platform and no matter where I looked, I could see stars everywhere - 360 degrees! Once again, I heard the voice of the instructor who was teaching the session. I heard his voice in my head. And when I did, I saw the constellations appear...the ones we all know about. But they appeared as if they were drawn on some sort of clear board that completely encapsulated the class of 100 plus people. Then, the board started rotating real slow while the stars behind the symbols on the board remained fixed. Finally, the board stopped rotating and when it did, there were no stars visible because each constellation fell into perfect alignment with the stars. Then, magically, the constellations disappeared and were replaced with symbols. Once again the board started rotating and when it came to a stop after a short while, there were no stars visible because each symbol fell into perfect alignment with particular groupings of stars. Then, the stars themselves changed as if I were looking at an entirely different group of stars that are not visible by either the naked eye or telescope we have on earth. This was a completely different star system! And just like what was demonstrated for our star system, a different or entirely unknown group of constellation drawing would appear; board would rotate and voila! Same thing with the symbols but different ones than the previous.
Just like when learning advanced Mathematical equations, my spirit could understand everything that was going on and yet, my daytime mind can barely comprehend. Even in writing this article, it is as if I am blocked at any attempt to really bring back any meaning of what it is that I had learned. All I have is the experience.
to be continued in article format
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A Message for Paula
It’s lovely knowing that there’s not one part of your body I would not worship and cover with kisses from my lips; there’s not a single aspect of your soul that I would not illuminate with the all of my being your Divine Masculine; and there’s not one particle of your femininity, that is you, that I cannot lift you high enough up, to find the Goddess through.
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Teachers always told my parents that “your son…well…he is bright. Brightest in the class!” But they never used the word “smart” to describe anything about me. Now that I’m all grown up I tell my kids, “Your teachers…are not necessarily smart. For… if they saw you with the eyes that I do, I just might consider them bright.”
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23 Mar 2012 - 7:10am
Twin Flames ~ Finding Your Way Home
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In finding my Twin Flame I found myself, in finding him, I found my way home....we are One.
The Twin Flame journey is that of unconditional love, it is always marked by spiritual awakening in order to allow your soul to merge to its original Source...so you can finally go Home....
Finding our Twin Flame is a blessing bestowed upon us by God, once you find your Twin Flame the relationship is meant to manifest into physical reality ~ the only thing that can change that is the choices we make....choices not made by following our hearts.
Surrender, surrender to God's will, surrender to the Universe....knowing and trusting what IS.....only Love is Real....
Soferia's message: I am home.
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18 Mar 2012 - 2:09am
Some twin flames aren’t here in this incarnation. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t get married or have children because your twin flame (in the ethereal realms) wants you to experience everything that can bring you joy and happiness in this incarnation, as well as to learn as many life lessons to help your spiritual growth. He or she is still part of your soul group but decided not to join you in this incarnation.
Don’t take it personally! They’re still with you in heart and in spirit. It’s also important to remember that some twin flames remain on the other side to provide you with help and spiritual guidance.
Some souls decided to come here without them because they “heard the call” and they knew they were needed here in this incarnation. Please keep in mind that not everyone from your soul group will incarnate at the same time! My twin is on the other side helping to guide me. I've caught glimpses of her in visions and while I listed that I'm here for friendship, I know she wants me to find love and to be loved. And that will take a very special woman.
I created a free online dating website called in5d Connections where like-minded co-creators can find their soul groups and where those who are fortunate enough to have their twinflame on this side of the veil can find one another. This is part of why I incarnated here... to bring together like-minded souls and soul groups while helping to raise the planet's vibration. hopefully, you have already found your twin flame or will meet your soulmate in the near future. Just remember that not all soulmates incarnate together but that doesn't mean you shouldn't find love in your life!
Live life to its fullest. If your twinflame is on the other side, he or she DEFINITELY wants you to find L O V E in this incarnation!
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17 Mar 2012 - 3:38pm
My TF's first language is Spanish so I decided to translate this for him today. Original English version below the Spanish translation. Enjoy!
Mensaje de los angeles para las Almas Gemelas - Marzo
Queridos,
Muchos de ustedes preguntan "¿por qué la reunión de las Almas Gemelas es tan difícil en relaciónes? ¿Por qué nos parece que tenemos que tener tiempo separados? Nos sentimos tanta conexión amorosa de la alma y, sin embargo, el conflicto es tan confundido ocasionalmente?"
Queridos, vamos a decirle la razón clave para su cuestionamiento profundo del corazón.
Su Alma Gemela tiene el tono del alma exacto que el tuyo. La misma frecuencia de vibración, la esencia del alma, el plan que usted comparte con nadie más en los cosmos enteros.
Esta frecuencia única tiene un tono específico que crea palabras específicas. Estas palabras le dan la plena comprensión de los dos como un alma, y el sueño que comparten. También se muestra el tema central de su experiencia de tercera dimensión de la ruta de destino. Esta cuestión central es polarizada vibratoriamente dentro de ti, y tu Alma Gemela comparte esta polarización en el patrón exacto de la frecuencia opuesta.
Signifa que, ambos tienen la raíz del problema mismo, y controlanlo desde diferentes polaridades, en las creencias opuestas exactas en la conciencia de la tercera dimensión.
Esta es solamente la perfección del diseño de la Creación de la experiencia de tercera dimensión de la dualidad para la expansión de contraste. Con este conocimiento básico más profundo, observando a las frecuencias de polaridad extrema de las Almas Gemelas, te das cuenta de que la clave para relacionarse con su Alma Gemela, y trascender los patrones y programas que limitan, es el equilibrio interior y profundo. Que, naturalmente, a continuación, se refleja de vuelta de su Alma Gemela en perfecta armonía.
La polaridad extrema de vibración de las Almas Gemelas en el patrón, puede que sea muy difícil, en una limitada conciencia de la tercera dimensión, para sostener un período de duración relativa, sin experimentar desencadenantes egoisticas a través del cuerpo emocional.
En este momento de despertar en el planeta Tierra el reencuentro con su Alma Gemela crea el mayor potencial para entrar en la plenitud interior y la integridad a través de la integración de la polaridad interna que está conectado a la Firma del alma. La Firma del alma verdaderamente compartida le muestra la belleza y el carácter sagrado de la Reunión Sagrada de las Almas Gemelas y la conexión con Dios y todo.
Queridos ... ustedes son amados ... somos Los Ángeles .. canalizada por Liora www.twinflame1111.com
Twin Flame Angel Message for March
Dear Ones,
Many of you ask “why is the Twin Flame Reunion so very challenging in relating? Why do we seem to have to have time apart? We feel so much loving soul connection and yet the conflict is so confusing at times.
Beloveds, let us tell you the Key reason for your deep heart questioning.
Your Twin Flame shares the exact same Soul Signature as you. The same vibrational frequency, Soul essence, blueprint that you share with no-one else in the entire cosmos.
This unique frequency has a specific tone that creates specific words. These words give you the full understanding of you both as a Soul and the dream that you share. It also shows you the Core issue for your third dimensional experience of your destiny path. This CORE issue is vibrationally polarised within you, and your Twin Flame shares this polarisation in exact opposite frequency patterning.
Meaning, you both have the same Core Issue, and control it from different polarities, in exact opposite beliefs in the third dimensional consciousness.
This is merely the perfection of the design of Creation for the third dimensional experience of duality for contrast expansion. With this deeper core awareness, regarding the extreme polarity frequencies of the Twin Flames, you realise that the Key to relating with your Twin Flame, and transcending the limiting patterns and programmes, is deep inner equilibrium. Which will naturally then be reflected back from your Twin Flame in perfect harmony.
The extreme vibrational polarity of Twin Flames in patterning , may make it very challenging, in a limited third dimensional consciousness, to sustain a lasting relating period without experiencing egoic triggers via the emotional body.
At this time of awakening on Planet Earth the Reunion with your Twin Flame creates the greatest potentiality to come into inner wholeness and completeness via integrating the inner polarity that is connected to your Soul Signature. The shared Soul Signature truly shows you the Beauty and Sacredness of the Sacred Twin Flame Reunion and the connection to God and All.
Dear Ones…you are so Loved…we are The Angels..channeled by Liora www.twinflame1111.com
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17 Mar 2012 - 7:18am
People from the other side see everything that happens and they do have feelings and passions.
Emanu'el/Eros, my twin flame, asked me to post this music.
[Eng/Rom] Dok2- Doin Good ft. Jay Park
Teaching
15 Mar 2012 - 6:08pm
Do you FEEL a strong pull on your heart-strings to begin a Mission Now?
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Time to Get Serious
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ASHTAR
Channeled Through Janisel
My Dearest Friends.... I come to assure you that things are as they should be. There are great amounts of energy bombarding your Earth at this time and everything is being greatly accelerated. NOW is the time for 'focus'. You who are the bridges between Heaven and Earth are the 'hands and feet' of the Command, so to speak. It is through you that much of our work is done. As I said, much has been accelerated and, although we wish you to remain in a state of joy and lightheartedness, it is now time to put your 'work' in its proper perspective and concentrate on the mission at hand. We are working very diligently to gather the Lightworkers together in order to prepare the general population for what is to come.
This means that each and every one of you are needed at this time to make a commitment in your own heart as to what role you will play in this. In other words, it is time to get serious. We are not asking you to give your lives over to the Ashtar Command exclusively, for you each have many missions and sub-missions that you are here to accomplish. What we are asking, however, is that for those of you who feel your connection to us to band together, so to speak, in order to establish and implement certain 'activities' towards the goals which have been set before us. You have shown that you can do this numerous times, such as in the planting of the crystals and the activation of the grid. This was an excellent example of the Unity we wish for you to achieve, and our heartfelt thanks go to all of you who have participated in this project. Rest assured there will be other projects we will ask you to work on. For the time being, we are asking you to continue in this Unity, and stay focused on the tasks at hand.
Do not let yourselves become 'bogged down' in the mundane affairs of your day-to-day activities. We wish for those of you who are aligned with the Command and its work to use this wonderful email forum to interact with each other in manifesting this bond of Unity. You are held within the gentle hand of All That Is and encircled with the energy of Unconditional Love of such depths that your present consciousness can not truly comprehend its magnitude. We of the Command and the Spiritual Hierarchy are working most diligently to help you and all mankind reach their full potential. As a 'return energy exchange', we ask each of you to now search your hearts and decide what it is that you are capable and willing to do in partnership with us. For you see, we are truly in a partnership in which each and every one must play their part. NOW is the time to begin. NOW is the time to decide your focus.
NOW is the time to dedicate yourselves to the work at hand. We need your hands, we need your feet, we need your voice, we ask your commitment. To paraphrase the words of The Most Radiant One, spoken so long ago, "it is time to be about the Father's business". There is no longer the luxury of time to be spent in petty pursuits, bickering, judgment, or anger. Your time, which we have worked towards for eons, is at hand. Know that, even though you may not see us in your skies, we are most definitely close to you, and send you our deepest blessings and love.
Your Friend and Brother,
Ashtar
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SPACECRAFT in Art Throughout History
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13 Mar 2012 - 8:39pm
ENLIGHTENMENT with a PHILOSOPHER’S STONE from Your Own Back Yard
This is not fantasy. This is not New Age spiritual B.S, mumbo-jumbo or speculation.
This is a TRUE STORY of my own personal experience, and I feel the need to share it with many.
About three years ago, my divine Twin Flame, "Emanu’el" (aka "EROS") who is on the “other side of the curtain” instructed me to search my back yard for a diamond ring. He told me that some young woman had broken up with her fiancée and threw the ring in the yard and the ring was lost. I was not accustomed to someone who I could not see writing and talking to me. I did not know even at the time that this was my Twin Flame/Master Teacher who was giving me these instructions. I had an entirely different, yet related interpretation.
Because it was so unusual, I LISTENED. I bought a metal detector and dutifully searched my back yard for the diamond ring. As I have described this incident elsewhere in greater detail, I have not found a diamond in my back yard (yet), but I found the talisman that’s shown in my “avatar” picture. It is about 1” in diameter and is completely handmade from silver. I only learned later that it is a talisman and thus, the yard search was one of my early initiations into the higher or Divine Wisdom knowledges – Theos Sophia, as I learned much later. Also, the next day after finding the talisman, he had the neighborhood handyman deliver the diamond ring to my door (it was a gift from my twin flame in celebration of our marriage which had taken place in the higher realms which I recalled vividly - "as above, so below").
Lately I have been researching the Philosopher’s Stone. There are all kinds of interpretations of the Philosopher’s Stone and they all provide a window on understanding, but I particularly like the following because it does seem to hold a special key that can move us forward on our spiritual paths:
Hierogamic Images as Metaphor and Symbol in Alchemy
It is not surprising that the author of the Rosarium Philosophorum chose images of the hierosgamos to help convey something of the exquisitely subtle reciprocity invoked in the alchemical coniunctio. The hierosgamos images of alchemy are profoundly eloquent expressions of the experience of the true adepts as they moved through the later stages of the work. For those alchemists, all the elements of ordinary experience were sacralized. The Philosopher’s Stone could be found everywhere; it was ‘walked on, children play with it’; it is familiar to all (people) both young and old, is found in the country, in the village, in the town. [20]
Perhaps we are still capable of learning from the alchemists that what transforms common substance, that which is familiar to all, is no more – and no less – than a deeper apprehension of the significance of the Hermetic motto: ‘What is above is just as what is below.’ This motto, so often quoted and equally often misunderstood, requires that we understand the radical implications of a ‘whole from which nothing is excluded.’ [21]
Yesterday, as if to provide me an example of how this works in real life, the electricity went out due to a windy, dark storm. Our electricity here usually only goes out momentarily, but it was dragging on keeping me from the work I wished to do on the computer. While I was waiting I had such a flood of LOVE and GRATITUDE toward God, my Twin Flame and our Father Hermes who help me along the GREAT PATH and my Earth Mission, that I lifted the talisman up to my mouth and kissed it (I wear it as a necklace, inside a red velvet heart I had made). The INSTANT I did that, VOILA! The LIGHTS CAME BACK ON.
As I said this is a TRUE STORY and represents how the Philosopher’s Stone, as the paragraph above conveys can be ANYTHING we wish. In this life experience, it is represented by my MAGIC TALISMAN that I was divinely led to finding in my own back yard. One kiss of love and gratitude toward the Divine beings in my life I cannot see but know they are there, and my whole world is lit up! My wishes are for everyone to find the Philosopher's Stone in their own back yards and know there is a God and many Divine Beings who love them, guide them, and protect them on their journeys.
LOVE,
Sōferia (The Pleiadian Queen, aka PSYCHE)
P.S. That does not mean I allow earthlings to push me around. Isis has it right.
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13 Mar 2012 - 5:45am
I had the most painful surgery ever imagined ..I had a hemmriodoctomy..And man does it hurt.After I got home from this procedure my pain was great, next day my dog has a abscest on his anus ..I really feel like he felt my pain .I gave him a epsonsalt rub and I think it helped..Not very this would happened ..I yell at the top of my lungs while in bm mode .I think he felt my pain..What do you think about this??are we conected at the soul,? and because m pain is horrible he mimmicked it in some wierd way?spelling is bad but I hope you get the point..Pain killers will help until 3 hrs from now I gave my dog a edible madisable in a very low dose ..He is sleeping now
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5 Mar 2012 - 11:34pm
Wanna know if your twin flame is really your twin flame?
Yes, God made it easy for us to know our twin flames by giving us lots of signs - like having us meet on dates that add up to 11 or 111 or 11-11. Well, now there is a NEW TEST for PROOF POSITIVE.
In Guru Ra's (Brother Erle Argonza) teaching for today I learned that 6 stands for male and 5 stands for female. That's where the 11 for twin flames comes from because they are united, thus, 6+5=11. Therefore, it seems that REAL twin flames should have some sort of "test" to prove they are twin flames-- numbers to add up that can prove it -- so here it is; I found it!:
Add your birth dates like this:
XX-XX-XXXX Her birthdate
+
YY-YY-YYYY His birthdate
____________
= a buncha numbers - now add all those numbers up and keep reducing them down (add them together) -- if they add up to 11 then BINGO! If you have lots of other signs, such as meeting on an 11-11 date and/or time then this is "proof positive" you have matched up with you twin flame!
Did it work for me? YES!!!! (AND we met on an 11-11 date so it's PROOF POSITIVE).
How about that for final proof?
Now you have a good reason to practice your math. THIS IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY (Don't take it too seriously, just because it works for PSYCHE and EROS; maybe it only works for gods and goddesses, lol).
Soferia (aka PSYCHE)
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5 Mar 2012 - 12:51am
Your Name/Nickname......... SGP Age: 45 Sun sign... Libra
Country........................ USA State............ TX
Occupation.................. Yoga Instructor / Life Coach
Email contact................
Your Twins name........ PDT Age: 45 Sun sign.... Libra
Country......................... USA State......... TX
Occupation.................. Advertising
Site Link.......................
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
We met initially online through a dating site. He was separated from his now ex wife and was going through the divorce process. He reached out to me but because he was not technically divorced at the time and because I had made a commitment to never become involved with another "unavailable" man (whether it be emotionally, legally, geographically, etc)... I would not agree to meet with him then. Over a month later he reached out to me again and by this time I was ready to at least hear his story, so we met for drinks. I spent that night with him and the following 3 days and 4 nights. We became inseparable after that, although it has not been an easy journey and we are not in a relationship at the moment which is killing me. It is important, I believe, to note that I actually called this man into my life, literally, through a very deliberate, very powerful process of manifestation. I was attempting to find my Perfect Life Partner through conscious creation (Visioning, Vision Boards, Meditation, Affirmations, etc) and through following a 7 week process outlined in the book "Calling In The One". I am very accomplished in the art of manifestation and conscious creation and my efforts were so successful, I not only called in my Perfect Life Partner, I called in my Twin Flame. Before he was ready to be with me. I had never even heard the term "Twin Flame" when I met him. It was brought to my attention by a very gifted psychic from LA who felt what I was experiencing was a Twin Flame relationship, and Spirit gave her confirmation of that during my reading.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
The list is endless. In short, he feels like home to me. He is a Libra, like me, born less than 24 hours after me in the same state. He is the male version of me. It is like being with someone who knows me more intimately than anyone else in this lifetime has ever known me. He is me. He is without a doubt the most beautiful man, physically and spiritually, that I have ever known. He feels things so deeply and so sincerely and his capacity for love is beyond anything I have ever experienced from a man. He is very well written and spoken (just as I am), and we enjoy doing all the same things together, even order the same foods at restaurants.
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
The most impactful thing for me is in the knowing that I actually brought him here. The feeling of empowerment and satisfaction over knowing that a process I committed myself to actually resulted in my finding my Twin Flame has been mind boggling. It has given me the faith to go on to other projects of conscious creation with the feeling that I can actually build the life of my dreams through this process. Additionally, as predicted by all the sites that speak of Twin Flame relationships, it has brought up absolutely everything in both of us that needs healing and has put it on the table to be dealt with, which has caused a lot of chaos and trauma for both of us and is the reason we are not in a relationship now.
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
Again, the list is endless. As mentioned before, we are both 45 born less than 24 hours apart. We are both Libras and our personalities, likes, dislikes, tendencies, sexual appetite and preferences, emotional blueprint, etc... all the same. We each have 2 daughters that are the same ages... 10 & 12, and each of our youngest daughters is experiencing challenges due to weight issues (his daughter is dealing with obesity and mine is at elevated risk for developing diabetes). We frequently discuss what is going on in each of our lives at the moment and when one is finished speaking the other always comments at the unbelievable similarities in what we are both going through in and how we are processing it. He has often asked (before I gave him the information about Twin Flames)... "are we Twins?" I reply... Twin Flames :-) We also often text each other at the very same moment, although that happens a lot more frequently when we are actually spending time together and not as much when we are apart for weeks at a time, even though we still communicate.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
He does know we are Twins, as mentioned earlier I have given him the information about Twin Flames because we are both continually blown away by the connection we share and he agrees it is a perfect explanation and description of us. However, we also both recognize that often times when Twin Flames are incarnated together and meet, they are often not able to make it work, so the fact that we are Twin Flames does not provide a guarantee for either of us that we will actually, ultimately end up together. Yet, neither of us has been able to let the other go completely. My situation now with my Twin Flame is that his divorce was finalized last October, 3 months after we met in person, and the divorce ended a 16 year marriage to the only woman he has ever truly loved. Now he has found himself thrown into a whole new life. The life he knew, the house where he had lived and raised a family, the job where he had worked with his wife for 11 years, the friends he had developed and enjoyed relationships with for years... all gone. He is in the midst of starting a new business, learning to be a single parent 50% of the time, making all new friends and trying desperately to let go of the life he has lost in order to move forward and create a new life. The ending of his marriage has facilitated the awakening of his soul and has put him on a spiritual journey which I started myself 6 years ago. I am more evolved spiritually than he, and I have been instrumental in helping him along his path. What has happened in our situation is that he, at this time, in not able to handle the intensely intimate connection we share. He is still mourning the loss of his marriage and the life he knew, he is not recognizing or honoring the feelings he has for me, although it is very evident they are there. From the time we met we spent every other weekend together when we did not have our children and many times would also see each other during the week day as well. I would work at his home office with him or we would just share space together each doing our own thing but perfectly content just to be together. Over the holidays we took our kids camping and did many things together. However, through all of this he has never been able to acknowledge what we have as being a committed, loving relationship, even though neither of us was seeing or spending time with anyone else and love was/is very much a part of things. To him it has been a very close friendship and at times a telepathic connection, one that is inexplicably, eerily cosmic.
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
I am not able to tell really how he is feeling when we are apart, I think because he shoves that down and denies it to a large extent in order to get through the loneliness. When we are together he is a different man, alive and relaxed and "dealing", yet when we are apart he is often stressed, depressed, overwhelmed. And he always attributes this to his life situation with the divorce, etc, rather than admitting that perhaps he is miserable and not functioning so well because he is away from ME. It is maddening. As far as psychic abilities, when we do connect via text or phone call it is always that whoever reached out, the other was just about to, and whatever the one of us is feeling the other is experiencing as well. Always. I also have had dreams of his ex wife and him and I and we are all 3 getting along beautifully.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
He is not very well versed on other lifetimes and reincarnations, he is going through a process now of sorting through exactly what his belief systems are. I have been told by numerous psychics that we have shared several other lifetimes together, however I don't have memories of that, only the very strong feeling that we are "one", there is no feelings of separateness with him.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
When I met my Twin Flame I was very lonely and very desperate for a true love connection. I had experienced over 28 years of having my heart broken over & over again and was determined to create change in my love life and to find real, true, pure, authentic love with a man who would adore me and never break my heart. I committed to a process of making this happen in my life and as mentioned above, I succeeded in finding the man, he just is not emotionally available to love me... which is causing me a lot of pain and grief. Also, just prior to meeting my TF, I had completed training for yoga therapy with the "special child" (children with physical and emotional challenges).
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
He just mentioned to me yesterday that he continues to notice the clock at 11:11 and I sent him information on what seeing that repetition of numbers means, spiritually. I did not realize there was any relevance to the number and Twin Flames, however. Until now. Karmic experiences, yes!!! We both have gone through very similar experiences in our lives that have and continue to provide difficult life lessons for us. We both have a tendency to take the easy way out of things and to numb our pain in various ways rather than work through it. The reason we are not together now is that he has for the first time in his life decided to no longer numb the pain (by having me around to keep the loneliness away) but to allow himself to experience it and work through it and come out the other side a whole and healed man ready to love again.
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
Yes, both of us have had that feeling and it has accelerated since our meeting. He is feeling his for the first time since our meeting or since just before we met, I have known for awhile.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
If searching for your Twin Flame, connect with me, I can help. Buy a copy of Calling in The One and commit to the process, it is a beautiful one and even if you did not call in your Twin Flame you would at least call in a beautiful, loving relationship with your perfect partner. Most importantly, and as the book will point out, you must focus on YOU and getting yourself ready to be able to receive this great love.
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
What are some of the things you have done to deal with the difficulties you have experienced, if any, with your Twin Flame relationship?
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soul mate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
Yes, I have definitely awakened him and still am in that process. He has also awakened certain things within me that I was closed off to.
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What do you do to stay grounded in the here and now? From - Kristin and Jude
I have many methods of grounding, I meditate and I walk around outside barefoot, I also have a grounding pad that I bought at a metaphysical book store that is amazing. And my children ground me.
When you look into their eyes or make love, what do you experience? Kandice and Matt
My Twin Flame has some issues with intimacy during sex. He is afraid of it, afraid of the feelings that are just below the surface and so he tries to control the experience and keep it a purely physical one rather than allowing his emotions to surface and be felt. We have amazing sex, physically, and for me it is an emotional roller coaster because I know what he is feeling and that he will not let himself experience it. He actually took sex out of our relationship for awhile because he would not allow his heart to open to me and he would not allow me to be hurt by "using" me for sex when he felt that although he loved me, he was not "in love" with me but knew that I am with him. I asked him if he had ever taken sex off the table with a woman to avoid hurting her before and he said "no". Somehow, he simply could not do something that he perceived could intentionally cause me pain. And, again, he is terrified of the intensity of it all.
Do you believe that you only can be happy when finding your twinsoul? Or...do you believe in other soulmates that we can share a happy life with? Cinderella Man and Capmoon
No. At least I hope not. I have not yet experienced success in finding true love with anyone, soul mate or otherwise. And now that I have met my Twin Flame I can not even imagine life without being with him, and don't want to. But I have to believe that IF we do not end up together, we will both still be able to find happiness. Although I will not entertain the thought of a relationship with anyone else ever again. I will remain single if not with him.
Is there anything on our site that you would like to see? Persephone and Rosebud
Yes, more information about support for those of us experiencing difficulty in our Twin Flame relationships.
How have conflicts between the two of you affected your relationship? Pearl and Gloria
Lots about this above.
How do you manage the intensity of your twin flame relationship. David and Margaret
My Twin Flame runs from it like a man from a burning house. He is terrified and not ready to experience it. Therefore, I must deal with how his behavior affects me and it is, at the moment, causing me a lot of pain. I am however shifting my focus onto me and committing to "control" the one thing that I actually can control... ME.
What do you feel is your shared purpose? Did you know about twin flames before meeting? Do you plan to participate in twin flame events? Tracy and Don
I don't know yet, we are both trying to figure that out. No, neither of us knew about Twin Flames until after we had met. I would love to participate in Twin Flame events with him.
What does the merging feel like? Anonymous Posting
Nirvana, Inexplicable.
How do you cope with the terrible emotional turmoil? Anon and Anon
I meditate a LOT. And I repeat the Twin Flame prayer a LOT... "In the name of the Christ I call, on the blessed I AM presence of our Twin Flames, for the sealing of our hearts as one, for the victory of our mission to humanity. I invoke the light of the Holy Spirit for the consumption of all negative Karma limiting the full expression of our Divine Identity and the fulfillment of our Divine Plan."
What makes you so sure you found your twin? Joanna and Albin
Hard to put words to it... I suppose reading all the research here and on other sites has provided confirmation for me that what we experience together has a "name" and has been experienced by others like us. And having psychics who I respect and admire for their ability to communicate with the Spirit world tell me that this is the case, also helps confirm what I already know in my heart to be true.
How would you describe your spiritual beliefs....
I am Spiritual, not religious. Tendencies towards Buddhism. I am a patchwork quilt of Spiritual beliefs.
Are you artistic.................................................? Yes
Do you believe in reincarnation...................? Yes
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22 Feb 2012 - 3:15pm
BE WITH US NOW - MAKE US WHOLE AND COMPLETE
WE ARE READY FOR LOVE
Much love to you all
Ish )O(
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21 Feb 2012 - 11:56pm
The Little Soul and The Sun
A Children's Parable
Once upon no time, there was a little Soul who said to God, "I know who I am."
And God said, "That's wonderful! Who are you?"
And the Little Soul shouted, "I'm the Light!"
God smiled a big smile. "That's right!" God exclaimed. "You are the Light."
The Little Soul was so happy, for it had figured out what all the souls in the Kingdom were there to figure out.
"Wow," said the Little Soul, "this is really cool!"
But soon, knowing who it was was not enough. The Little Soul felt stirrings inside, and now wanted to be who it was. And so the Little Soul went back to God (which is not a bad idea for all souls who want to be Who They Really Are) and said,
"Hi, God! Now that I know Who I am, is it okay for me to be it?"
And God said, "You mean you want to be Who You Already Are?"
"Well," replied the Little Soul," it's one thing to know Who I Am, and another thing altogether to actually be it. I want to feel what it's like to be the Light!"
"But you already are the Light," God repeated, smiling again.
"Yes, but I want to see what that feels like!" cried the Little Soul.
"Well," said God with a chuckle, "I suppose I should have known. You always were the adventuresome one."
Then God's expression changed. "There's only one thing..."
"What?" asked the Little Soul.
"Well, there is nothing else but the Light. You see, I created nothing but what you are; and so, there is no easy way for you to experience yourself as Who You Are, since there is nothing that you are not."
"Huh?" said the Little Soul, who was now a little confused.
"Think of it this way," said God. "You are like a candle in the Sun. Oh, you're there all right. Along with a million, gazillion other candles who make up the Sun. And the sun would not be the Sun without you. Nay, it would be a sun without one of its candles...and that would not be the Sun at all; for it would not shine as brightly. Yet, how to know yourself as the Light when you are amidst the Light -that is the question."
"Well," the Little Soul perked up, "you're God. Think of something!"
Once more God smiled. "I already have," God said. "Since you cannot see yourself as the Light when you are in the Light, we'll surround you with darkness."
"What's darkness?" the Little Soul asked.
God replied, "It is that which you are not."
"Will I be afraid of the dark?" cried the Little Soul.
"Only if you choose to be," God answered. "There is nothing, really, to be afraid of, unless you decide that there is. You see, we are making it all up. We are pretending."
"Oh," said the Little Soul, and felt better already.
Then God explained that, in order to experience anything at all, the exact opposite of it will appear. "It is a great gift," God said, "because without it, you could not know what anything is like. You could not know Warm without Cold, Up without Down, Fast without Slow. You could not know Left without Right, Here without There, Now without Then."
"And so," God concluded, "when you are surrounded with darkness, do not shake your fist and raise your voice and curse the darkness. Rather be a Light unto the darkness, and don't be mad about it. Then you will know Who You Really Are, and all others will know, too. Let your Light shine so that everyone will know how special you are!"
"You mean it's okay to let others see how special I am?" asked the Little Soul.
"Of course!" God chuckled. "It's very okay! But remember,'special' does not mean 'better.' Everybody is special, each in their own way! Yet many others have forgotten that. They will see that it is okay for them to be special only when you see that it is okay for you to be special."
"Wow," said the Little Soul, dancing and skipping and laughing and jumping with joy. "I can be as special as I want to be!"
"Yes, and you can start right now," said God, who was dancing and skipping and laughing right along with the Little Soul.
"What part of special do you want to be?"
"What part of special?" the Little Soul repeated. "I don't understand."
"Well," God explained, "being the Light is being special, and being special has a lot of parts to it. It is special to be kind. It is special to be gentle. It is special to be creative. It is special to be patient. Can you think of any other ways it is special to be?"
The Little Soul sat quietly for a moment. "I can think of lots of ways to be special!" the Little Soul then exclaimed. "It is special to be helpful. It is special to be sharing. It is special to be friendly. It is special to be considerate of others!"
"Yes!" God agreed, "and you can be all of those things, or any part of special you wish to be, at any moment. That's what it means to be the Light."
"I know what I want to be, I know what I want to be!" the Little Soul announced with great excitement. "I want to be the part of special called 'forgiving'. Isn't it special to be forgiving?"
"Oh, yes," God assured the Little Soul. "That is very special."
"Okay," said the Little Soul. "That's what I want to be. I want to be forgiving. I want to experience myself as that."
"Good," said God, "but there's one thing you should know."
The Little Soul was becoming a bit impatient now. It always seemed as though there were some complication.
"What is it?" the Little Soul sighed.
"There is no one to forgive."
"No one?" The Little Soul could hardly believe what had been said.
"No one!" God repeated. "Everything I have made is perfect. There is not a single soul in all creation less perfect than you. Look around you."
It was then that the Little Soul realized a large crowd had gathered. Souls had come from far and wide ~ from all over the Kingdom ~ for the word had gone forth that the Little Soul was having this extraordinary conversation with God, and everyone wanted to hear what they were saying. Looking at the countless other souls gathered there, the Little Soul had to agree. None appeared less wonderful, less magnificent, or less perfect than the Little Soul itself. Such was the wonder of the souls gathered around, and so bright was their Light, that the Little Soul could scarcely gaze upon them.
"Who, then, to forgive?" asked God.
"Boy, this is going to be no fun at all!" grumbled the Little Soul. "I wanted to experience myself as One Who Forgives. I wanted to know what that part of special felt like."
And the Little Soul learned what it must feel like to be sad. But just then a Friendly Soul stepped forward from the crowd.
"Not to worry, Little Soul," the Friendly Soul said, "I will help you."
"You will?" the Little Soul brightened. "But what can you do?"
"Why, I can give you someone to forgive!"
"You can?"
"Certainly!" chirped the Friendly Soul. "I can come into your next lifetime and do something for you to forgive."
"But why? Why would you do that?" the Little Soul asked. "You, who are a Being of such utter perfection! You, who vibrate with such a speed that it creates a Light so bright that I can hardly gaze upon you! What could cause you to want to slow down your vibration to such a speed that your bright Light would become dark and dense? What could cause you ~ who are so light that you dance upon the stars and move through the Kingdom with the speed of your thought--to come into my life and make yourself so heavy that you could do this bad thing?"
"Simple," the Friendly Soul said. "I would do it because I love you."
The Little Soul seemed surprised at the answer.
"Don't be so amazed," said the Friendly Soul, "you have done the same thing for me. Don't you remember? Oh, we have danced together, you and I, many times. Through the eons and across all the ages have we danced. Across all time and in many places have we played together. You just don't remember."
"We have both been All Of It. We have been the Up and the Down of it, the Left and the Right of it. We have been the Here and the There of it, the Now and the Then of it. We have been the male and the female, the good and the bad; we have both been the victim and the villain of it."
"Thus have we come together, you and I, many times before; each bringing to the other the exact and perfect opportunity to Express and to Experience Who We Really Are. And so," the Friendly Soul explained further, "I will come into your next lifetime and be the 'bad one' this time. I will do something really terrible, and then you can experience yourself as the One Who Forgives.
"But what will you do?" the Little Soul asked, just a little nervously, "that will be so terrible?"
"Oh," replied the Friendly Soul with a twinkle, "we'll think of something."
Then the Friendly Soul seemed to turn serious, and said in a quiet voice, "You are right about one thing, you know."
"What is that?" the Little Soul wanted to know.
"I will have to slow down my vibration and become very heavy to do this not-so-nice thing. I will have to pretend to be something very unlike myself. And so, I have but one favour to ask of you in return."
"Oh, anything, anything!" cried the Little Soul, and began to dance and sing, "I get to be forgiving, I get to be forgiving!"
Then the Little Soul saw that the Friendly Soul was remaining very quiet.
"What is it?" the Little Soul asked. "What can I do for you? You are such an angel to be willing to do this for me!"
"Of course this Friendly Soul is an angel!" God interrupted. "Everyone is! Always remember: I have sent you nothing but angels."
And so the Little Soul wanted more than ever to grant the Friendly Soul's request. "What can I do for you?" the Little Soul asked again.
"In the moment that I strike you and smite you," the Friendly Soul replied, "in the moment that I do the worst to you that you could possible imagine ~ in that very moment..."
"Yes?" the Little Soul interrupted, "yes...?""Remember Who I Really Am."
"Oh, I will!" cried the Little Soul, "I promise! I will always remember you as I see you right here, right now!"
"Good," said the Friendly Soul, "because, you see, I will have been pretending so hard, I will have forgotten myself. And if you do not remember me as I really am, I may not be able to remember for a very long time. And if I forget Who I Am, you may even forget Who You Are, and we will both be lost. Then we will need another soul to come along and remind us both of Who We Are."
"No, we won't!" the Little Soul promised again. "I will remember you! And I will thank you for bringing me this gift ~ the chance to experience myself as Who I Am.
" And so, the agreement was made. And the Little Soul went forth into a new lifetime, excited to be the Light, which was very special, and excited to be that part of special called Forgiveness.
And the Little Soul waited anxiously to be able to experience itself as Forgiveness, and to thank whatever other soul made it possible. And at all the moments in that new lifetime, whenever a new soul appeared on the scene, whether that new soul brought joy or sadness--and especially if it brought sadness--the Little Soul thought of what God had said.
"Always remember," God had smiled, "I have sent you nothing but angels."
by Neale Donald Walsch, Conversations With God
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18 Feb 2012 - 3:06pm
If you've been following along with my blogs you'll remember that I officially awakened a little more than a year ago. At that point, I realized who my Twin Flame is but we were separated by much: distance, other relationships, life circumstances, very different beliefs (he is a conservative Christian). I figured that I would probably never be able to tell him that I've loved him all these years & he didn't seem particularly passionate toward me either. Nevertheless, we remained friends on Facebook, occasionally communicating & several times he asked me to help with some translations for his business.
Then in Dec. 2011 I read a book called Soul Mates & Twin Flames by Elizabeth Prophet. I was reintroduced to the idea of karma. I had heard of it before but just thought it was just what happens when you have negative experiences in your life. I got a wake up call & realized that my current marriage is entirely a karmic relationship. We've been together 13 years & have experienced many difficult situations but have miraculously stayed together. Almost as if we were held together by some undesired glue. Well, I realized that glue was karma & that the only way for me to make things better was to use my marriage to transmute massive amounts of karma by unconditionally loving my husband. I earnestly started doing this, letting go of a lot of my judgments of him, starting to accept him just as he is, seeking to be of service to him by doing things I know he likes, etc. I did this for the last 2 months. And I also learned in the book that Twin Flames often can't come together because there is too much karma, so I was very please to be able to transmute all this karma with my husband. Although I still didn't believe that I would ever be reunited with my Twin in this life, I felt that all my hard work was paying off & that maybe in my next life we would be together.
Then on Feb. 13, I had a conversation with my Twin on Facebook. I still don't quite know how it happened but we both came out & admitted to each other that we had loved each other all these years! It's been 16 years since we were together briefly, although intensely, in our youth. Soon after that we lost touch & he told me that he searched for me for years! When he finally found me I had already married. But all this time he has been thinking about me, just as I had been thinking about him. For years of my marriage I felt so guilty that I still loved him so deeply. I tried very hard to force myself to forget him, to stop loving him. But just never could. It was when I first realized he was my Twin that I stopped feeling guilty.
Anyways, we've been talking on Skype every day now. It's completely amazing! I've told him all about my awakening, being a Starseed, etc. And the amazing thing is (although not so much I guess since he is my Twin after all) that he is very interested in everything & has shared that he has had many multi dimensional experiences himself. We shared our most intense fantasies & without knowing the others, we said the same thing! We also have very similar dreams.
I don't know what will happen now, but we are both very certain that we do not want to cause any unnecessary suffering to anyone as we come together - another Twin Flame trait. Neither of our spouses know & we both feel that at this time they would not understand & would be hurt so we are taking our time to decide what we are being guided to do. I feel quite at peace that everything is happening exactly as it should.
This is quite one of the top most amazing experiences I have ever had & I just wanted to share it here as a testament to the power of unconditional love to transmute karma & create beautiful experiences.
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13 Feb 2012 - 1:14am
To dance tribally; make love carnally; pray esoterically and connect sacredly is to be fed by the breaking of the bread and quenched with the wine of The Royal Divine…Both of which represent your birthright and your bloodline!
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9 Feb 2012 - 12:58pm
I woke up in the dark of the morning, early, when I get downloads in that space between and sleeping.I have this really good feeling inside and I recognize it. I recognize it as the frequency of home, of what I and you are now carrying on earth. We have had a number of solar storm, with flares continuously for a few weeks it seems. Today I got a message and it was a song or the first few words of a song I already know.
Hallelujah, the great storm is over. Lift up your wings and fly.
I feel such relief. I don't know about you, but it has been a mixture of intense emotions, physical symptoms, feeling blissful and connected, fatigue, and not being able to get much done. I even had the a flu virus in this time and I sense it was to release and purge emotional and physical stuff that I don't need anymore.
Lots of personal and collective purging is going on. It all becomes the same, doesn't it?
The feeling of being at home, in this wonderful balanced state of being, is what I woke up to today.
Soul Families
When we connect with people who are part of our soul family, we feel so good. It is because we are radio transmitters and we are enhancing each other's signal. Ahh, that feels really useful as there are soul family members who are now uncloaking themselves as I am. Our light is shining brighter and we are seeing one another. Some may be new friends and we resonate with who they are and all they share. We may have not met them in person but we know they are connected to who we really are and are thus drawn to them as they are to us.
Others my be friends from awhile ago and we get an intuition that shows us they they always have been and forever were our soul family. A sort of recognition happens inside and we may decide to contact them again. This is happening for me, and I sense it is because the frequencies we hold from home will light up when we reconnect.
I wanted to share that.
The other thing that I was feeling this morning was that the solar storms mess up our radio receivers, our human bodies that hold our light. The flares send currents of electricity through our body in the storms and recalibrate our ability to receive. I feel this in the pineal gland which is a receiver of vibration and energies through our crown chakra from our oversoul We are hearing, feeling, and knowing our soul through the transmission from our greater soul self. Each solar storm fine tunes the instrument so that our radio receiver gets the home frequency station better and better.It also purges that which is not who you really are. Your human body self gets less dense as your soul self gets more vibrant, colorful and bright.It is like a power surge that takes out what is not in alignment with the new current coming in. But once it does, it feels amazing!
Notice this state of well being that comes from being tuned to your home frequency.
Now that you are holding this new quality and quantity of light, you are starting to shine more. You are asked to share and express the light that you are more and more.
I personally, in the midst of the solar flares, have come to see how I have not stepped into sharing my gifts as much as I could. I am being nudged to be more in the light and to share teaching, healing, writing, akashic reading. I am called to step through fear and be more open and congruent with who I am. That means expressing who I am on the inside with who I appear to be on the outside. It had served me to be hidden, and but now I am to be visible. I have not truly stepped into being visible and seen and now I am called to lift up my wings and fly. The message is more than for me, I sense.It is for everyone to share their gifts and their light and feel supported in doing that. I hear a a voice inside that says "The more you share your gifts, the more gifts you are given." You can ask your eternal soul self to give your clues as to what you should share or yourself. You will get little urges inside so listen to them and follow them. More light comes in the more we share it.
It feels like in connecting with this light from home, the star we were birthed from, the oversoul, the ray that we are with a signature frequency which we remember in the core of us, will carry us through these times on earth. I was seeing how we can go about our 3D business untouched and unattached to the earth dramas here. We are bringing something new in.
I am hearing loud and clear- for each of us- now is the time to share it.
Let this be an invitation to you to let your light shine.
-Luminance River
with great unconditional love for you
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5 Feb 2012 - 12:44am
The Fruits of Yin and Yang
by Paula Adams
2/4/2012 or 11
When one thinks of Twin Flames one thinks of a relationship between a single white-violet flame soul who was split many times throughout many lifetimes. Once this flame comes together again, one has a sacred relationship made of divine love and the marriage that was made by God.
Since the beginning of the Bible in Genesis in its second chapter we learn about twin flames Adam and Eve. We learn that God breathed life into Adams nostrils and made him come to life and Eve was made from Adam’s side to be his companion. Eve was to help Adam tend the land and they were innocent of duality. Soon they would gain the knowledge of God by eating fruit from the forbidden tree. This tree was forbidden because of the secrets it held. One of those secrets was duality. This duality was the two powers of good and evil so to speak. Problem was that there was more evil than good as time went on. Twin flames grew farther and farther apart by splitting, thus experiencing pain and learning about fear. After Adam and Eve ate of the fruit, they hid from God because they realized they were naked. Their eyes were opened up to the polarity of this universe and this is the first written account of twin flames.
Getting back to the secrets of duality… this was something God wanted each of the twin flame couples to experience. Every one of us has a twin flame and depending on where you are in your life path... in your reincarnation journey, is how aware of your twin flame you really are. Duality was meant to be learned and experienced by us; each twin flame was meant to experience both powers of good and evil. Of course this is the illusion of our 3D world but it is our reality as we know it on this earth.
Did God make a mistake by putting the Tree of Life amidst the beautiful garden and tell Adam and Eve not to eat the fruit? No - Father-Mother God did not! Our creator already knew what was going to happen and intended them to eat the fruit. One of God’s purposes was for us to experience the duality of polar opposites. He also intended for us to come together again and spread his love to the earth.
Before Adam and Eve ate the fruit, there was harmony. Everything was in its blissful state. They were cosmic lovers in harmony with each other and God. They had heaven on earth. After the fruit was eaten, they lost that perfect harmony of divine masculine and divine feminine - being one with God.
Nevertheless, all of us volunteered to come from The Plains before ever descending to earth and before the earth was ever created. We are all part of God through matter. Everything is all made up of protons, neutrons, and electrons all arranged in different patterns to make up this great universe. In our illusion we see something as a solid object which is not its actual makeup. We are all just small particles that lead straight to the source. We are polar opposites, Alpha and Omega, yin and yang, divine masculine and divine feminine and so on. Twin flames are the Yin that’s always aware of its yang or the alpha that is aware of its omega. Even if the twin flames are separated they yearn for the part of them they are aware of. The soul cries out for its other until it is recognized and there is a longing to become connected with that soul and with God.
Normally when twin flames recognize one another it is because they are aware of their higher purpose to spread love until we are all back with our Divine Creator. Spreading the message of oneness and love is what the twin flame couple is reconnected to do. Twins are together to raise consciousness of humanity and help others to reconnect with their higher selves and God. Twin flames will assist one another in this process of higher awareness and to spread their knowledge with others. They will do this through their humbleness and not be boastful. They will not be ego driven.
Twin Flame couples will not predict if another has found their Twin Flame. They are only placed together again in their final reincarnation as lovers to share their love with others. This does not mean you don’t ever reincarnate with your twin at other times, because you do. They just may not be placed in your life as your lover. You will only recognize your twin after you have experienced all your other life experiences and after your soul cries out to your Twin and to God asking to become one again. There is no special prayer for this to happen, it just happens when God plans it to.
That old bumper sticker that states, “God doesn’t make mistakes” is true. There is a divine purpose for everything under heaven even if we as beings don’t understand it.
Spiritual growth happens before you meet your twin flame but becomes more rapid when you’re reconnected with your twin. Your higher self will show you things you may not understand at the time you see it, but eventually it will make sense to you. Remember this is a process of rebirth and growth and you will not be perfect until you are merged as one with God again.
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28 Jan 2012 - 12:41am
Call me crazy!!!!
As I said elsewhere, I have turned all matters that have incurred the past few days over to the Cosmic High Council. Included among the decision-making are certain members of my soul family who serve on the Council, including but not limited to:
My Beloved Husband, Eros
Father Hermes Trismegistus
Uncle Albert Einstein
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Sam Cooke
Queen Cleopatra
Mark Antony
Master Sananda
And many others . . .
I have just returned from a meeting with them. Most disturbing to them is this: Earthlings continue to lie about the unified force field and the fifth element. There is none! These lies continue to be widely perpetuated through your popular culture because the powers-that-be KNOW these do not exist and that this needs to BE CREATED in order for connection and unity among the people to occur. But as long as the powers-that-be PRETEND it exists and everyone believes that it does exist, it does not get created and the peoples stay in a state of separation. Thus, the power continues to be usurped from the people.
My Uncle Albert is very angry because the lies continue to be perpetuated about him and his work. All of this was shown in his work – he discovered the theory of unity!!!! -- and it was shown exactly how unity needs to be created, but instead, his work continues to be hidden, distorted, and lied about. To make matters worse, the very people who do have the knowledge (such as me, Psyche) are being emotionally beaten and forced to shut up. In the past, people who knew truth were tortured and killed. It seems that Lucifer’s fallen angels still run rampant on this planet. It seems that the Salem Witch Trials have turned into a hunt for the Multidimensional Monads.
The High Cosmic Council has said, ENOUGH! No longer do I need to write another single word on this website, not that I was ever required to in the first place. I was doing YOU, the people a favor! We were hoping to gather enough people together to work on this project but unfortunately, this simply has not manifested. I tried my hardest and now I have suffered and the Cosmic High Council members have decided it is enough; in fact it has been too much. Earthlings have had their chance. And what is most unfortunate is that many people are still suffering, and they will suffer until the fifth element is created.
At this point I will have to go into seclusion because obviously I am totally on my own to dig into my Uncle Albert’s work and pull out the truth. This needs to be done as soon as possible because, while some people are figuring out what needs to be done and are doing their best, unity is nearly null and there is so little guidance that it will not be completed quickly enough and there are too many other people who are determined to stop the truth from being revealed. The truth will come out, but for now, too much damage is being created and it’s nearly to the point of no return in relation to the deadline for ascension. And yes, there is a deadline. It is a very narrow window of opportunity.
I was hoping, as were my soul family members, for some assistance for this complex project of uncovering and deciphering my Uncle’s work for all to see. I have given up hope. My only hope now rests with my Divine Husband’s work which holds the keys to deciphering my Uncle Albert’s work. There is only so much help they are allowed to provide due to Cosmic Law and free will. I am on my own, when I was really hoping I would be able to share the glory when the truth comes out in my dissertation. So you see, it was not all about me as so many have accused!!!! It was not about me at all because I don’t have to be here! I can return to my home planet in the Pleiades anytime I choose! I really wanted help to solve this problem with Uncle Albert's theory of unity and SHARE the upcoming glory. It is not meant to be.
For those to whom I promised a copy of my dissertation, I will hold true to my promise. Please expect it no later than this upcoming summer.
And for those who are especially astute, there is a clue in the photo of Uncle Albert!
Sincerely,
Sōferia aka Vanessa Jae Paradis aka Psyche
Again, Uncle Albert, I am so sorry. I tried my hardest, but it just wasn’t good enough. I will make up for it in the dissertation where it will all be covered with a fine tooth comb. I am determined people will know truth. I love you!
And Sam, Ralph, Grandmother Cleopatra, Father Hermes, and everyone, I love you! your truths will be made known, too, so that the path for truth and justice in behalf of ALL those to whom justice is owed can be laid out for others to follow. It will set up a perpetual revolution for the attainment of truth and justice. I love you all! Can’t wait to come home – after I finish this work.
Paul Mccartney, Uncle Albert (Lyrics)
http://youtu.be/ZWoGCdXT07g
MARK THESE WORDS
BECAUSE THEY ARE MY LAST WORDS IN THIS JEALOUSLY GUARDED SPACE
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27 Jan 2012 - 11:00pm
Twinsoulmates
I met my twinsoulmate nearly two years ago, on myyearbook, we recognised each other instantly,and our souls danced, felt like i was floating, flying, my soul felt like it had come out of my body , and was doing somersaults, i had trouble breathing, and felt such emotion,love. and he said he felt the same, we could nt stop thinking about each other.
When we first met, we only met and communicated through offline messages, everyday, and only saw each other through a picture that wasnt even of us, when i first saw, his profile picture, of The crow, his fav charactor , i saw through it, could feel him, saw the pain through the pictures, drawn eyes,in him.
Gradually we started to be online at the same time, and "im", each other, we met everyday, online at the same time, and talked for hours, hours seeming like minutes, and after our connection, and talks, we glowed, I glowed for days, my heart chakra , and solar plexus felt so warm, and good. we shared music , wrote poetry, played games, we then started to talk to each other on voice chat, his voice was beautiful, so calming, i loved to listen to him singing to me, playing his guitar for me,,and he loved to hear my voice.
As we got to know each other better, we could nt belive the similarities, and the first photo he sent to me, was amazing, it was me, he looked like a relation, same eyes, same shaped face, and head, same hair,tho he is darker in coluring. I recognised him, and as i saw other photos of him, even his body shape, hands, were mine, in a mans version, tho , lol,. our lifes were so similair as well, his mother in law, died the same week mine did,and they were buried the same week to, more and more things came to light , that were much more than just coincidenses. even physical pain, we both felt at the same time, i.e a tooth ache, i had, when i spoke to him 2 days later, he had beem suffering with tooth ache
and it turned out to be exactly the same tooth same side, as well, a molar, in the bottom left,.
We both also knew we had been together in past lives, and started to have memories, vivid visions, i became obbsessed with him, wanted him with me all the time, got jealous of his time with others, emotions started to get so intense, and difficult to handle, i felt him all the time, his emotions, thoughts, pain, and he did mine,24/7, we were very telepathic too, and astralled , he saw me once he told me in his house, and could nt touch me or talk to me, said i looked like a ghost. We felt like we were addicted to each other,and when we could nt be togtehr, made us feel ill, like going coldturkey.
But , and it was a big but, he was in America, and i was in the UK, plus i was married with children, and so was he, tho our marrages were difficult, we are both honest, loyal, and honarable people, our friendship was getting to intense, and gradually, i felt him fighting his feeling for me, he came on less and less, gradually weening himself off me, while i despaired, I knew what was happening, had dreams, and gradually even the telepathic communication, stopped , as he blocked his feelings from me, and his connection.
We are both hurting so much, the intense emotions that we still share, due to the connection, that i have been advised to ask Archangel Micheal to sever our bonds,and heal us, and with great heartache and emotion, i did, freeing him, freeing myself , so we can both heal. I do and will always love Marz, unconditonally, and know when the time is right, we will be there for one another.
Its been 7 months now since i heard from him, but i still feel him, i know he feels guilty for running, and leaving me, and i want him to know ive forgiven him,and myself,and understand that he did what was necassery for both of us to grow spiritually, he avoids the internet now, so as he isnt tempted to look for me, maybe one day, the next time we meet, will be in the flesh, smiles, im always hopeing.
love and light my freinds,xoxoxo
Seaopal
Soul Mate by Seaopal
I feel a comforting presence,
This presence, keeps me calm,
Pressed up, against my back,
Hugging me, in strong arms.
A soothing, whispered voice,
Invisible to the eye,
But I can clearly see him,
And hear his gentle sigh.
Though a sea, lies in-between,
The distance, it divides,
we're sending out our love,
We listen and confide.
Spiritual bonds, connect us,
Our souls, are pieced together,
We are, really, only one,
Two souls, joined up, forever.
"Intertwined" By:Marz
thousands of miles, worlds apart
and ocean that separates
two souls which have been searching
for their other mates.
Here and there they are seeking
but seldom do they find
For ones that they encounter
usually are not their kind.
When they finally do cross paths,
they know it must be true.
For many things they share in common
and feelings sprout anew.
That familiar feeling emanates
though they have never met.
Mayhaps once in another life
their destinies were set.
The joy of having found each other
still outweighs the fact
that miles still separate what their lives have always lacked...
Each other
.
Seaopal
I miss my soul mate when he’s not here,
I’m feeling incomplete,
I’m needing his connection,
To help me get to sleep.
And keep me safe, in slumber,
Knowing that’s he’s there,
And hopefully I help him to,
With the problems that we share..
Marz
Don't miss me, Soul mate, for though I am far,
I am always with you, inside your heart.
Just close your eyes and I will be there.
Running my fingers through your golden hair.
I will lend comfort as I kiss your cheek,
I will help your resolve when you are weak.
I will embrace you, when sleep will not show.
I'll stay by your side till the light of day grows.
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27 Jan 2012 - 6:32pm
I have had many Top 10 experiences in the spirit world and here. But one of my personal favorites and most touching, happened while visiting Paula's Higher Self, Idavathian. When I arrived in the journey to Empyrea, I found Idavathian in a strange position that was not unlike a "Tebow" prayer position. That's almost exactly how she was. Anyway, I wondered what on earth Idavathian was doing and wh...en I approached her from behind, Angel Elloweina stopped me and said, "B, she is doing this for you because you need to know." I asked, "what do I need to know. I don't understand why she is like this? Is something wrong?" Elloweina said, "you'll see." Meantime I wondered if she was crying. If so... I couldn't hear her. Then, back in my bed, back on earth from where I was journeying from, I felt a very big drop of water or was it a "tear?" hit my forehead. As soon as it did, I opened my eyes and and wiped the moisture from my face. It startled me! It was a BIG TEAR! I got up on the bed and looked at the ceiling to see if a pipe had broke or was leaking. I felt the ceiling and saw no signs of water marks. Then I went up into the attic to see if pipes were above that part of the ceiling and there were none.... none! So... I went back down to my bed and began the journey again. When I arrived in the journey I found Idavathian in the same position ~ (Tebow :-) This time, I wanted to comfort her but Elloweina would not let me. She told me to wait. And while I watched from journey mode, that's when it happened again. Another tear hit my forehead! I opened my eyes again, wiped the tears from my face and looked at it in my hand. It looked like water, but from where? This is what my mind grasped at because it could not comprehend. I can only imagine what it took for Idavathian to perform this miracle for me. Why? Because she wanted to let me know she was sad about all of the struggles I was going through... and that's from Elloweina.
Blog entry
27 Jan 2012 - 5:58pm
Sam Cooke - Bring It On Home To Me
http://youtu.be/RAQE-tHjPAc
Blog entry
26 Jan 2012 - 3:28pm
The clue "don't stop" was handed down to me for my morning music. SOMEONE whispered it in my ear.
(seems like a message from my beloved EROS/Emanu'el since I'm "just a small town girl.")
He has given me music almost every morning for several years now and I never get tired of it.
There are always special messages in the songs he chooses.
Searching YouTube for "don't stop" brought up this SUPERB PERFORMANCE:
"Don't Stop Believing" - Glee - cover
http://youtu.be/xIoSTbPt_PI
I just realized something. It's another "Hold On" message from my Divine Husband. He gave me the same message yesterday with a different song. The lyrics here are reminding people that we still need to "hold on"...keep believing, keep the faith, stay in trust.
Here are the lyrics - I think it's a message for us all.
Don't Stop Believin' lyrics
Songwriters: Schon, Neal; Cain, Jonathan; Perry, Steve;
Just a small town girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy
Born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere
A singer in a smoky room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the night
Working hard to get my fill
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/journey-lyrics/don_t-stop-believin_-lyrics.html |]
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on
Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the night
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight people
Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlight people
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight people
Blog entry
26 Jan 2012 - 2:38am
This is another song that was handed down to me for today. It was the second song when I searched on the clues, "Sit tight, stay pretty," lol.
It has a really nice, sweet message. So don't forget: We're living a "charmed life!" Just look around you. There is magic everywhere! We are where we're supposed to be. We are HOME. At least that's my "take home" message from this song.
What does it mean to you?
Joy Williams - Charmed Life (1x4 Pretty Little Liars)
http://youtu.be/nOL4qsFzZbQ
Lyrics:
Just sit tight, Don't you even think about going anywhere
Stay where you are, Open up your eyes to what's all already there
What I'm about to tell ya, What I'm about to say
Don't even let it throw ya,
It just might change your day.
We're living in a charmed life, charmed life
You and I, a charmed life
ohh ho oh ho ohh
There's a well-lit sky hanging over everyone that's walking by
It's plain to see what we got is color in a world of black and white
Don't even let it fool ya, We got everything we need
Don't even let it throw ya, I know it's hard to believe
We're living in a charmed life, charmed life
You and I, a charmed life
ohhhh ohh ohhh
It's easier said than done, it's true, it's true
But count your kisses one by one, we're living proof, we're living a..
Charmed life, charmed life
You and I, a charmed life, ohhhh ohhh
Charmed life, charmed life
You and I, a charmed life, ohh
Just sit tight, Don't you even think about going anywhere
Story
26 Jan 2012 - 12:13am
Here we are at the anniversary of a year ago, when the whole of a year lay between where you were and the beginning of the end, to many. How many and before which events are to take place before the extraterrestrial unveiling, how long until “soon” becomes “now”? You want to know. We are in your world now, unseen to many, and are amassing the thousands upon thousands of final details into a diamond-point fineness in infinite expressions of Hello. How long is not relevant. It simply is a matter of when the iron is hot to strike it. That time is afore ye now, and even though those who wield the hammer of power now are in the game of wiring for destruction, we are busy too. You understand that to give away the whole plan would not negate the outcome in favor of humanity’s eventual rise in realizing the truth of who they are? It would not thwart the eventual end of story insofar as your ability to tell your descendants that once you were merely human without access to divine memory and interaction, but it would thwart the optimal working of world tracks in creating a better reality sooner for more people. In the interest of you telling your cosmic tale sooner rather than later, in the interest of the most benefit not only to the individuals reading this but as well to the incalculably multitudinous affairs of which there can be no early dismissal but there can be the most opportune timing, for these reasons we share with you this framework of how to come to terms with the reality you are entering and not be out of balance without the presence of extraterrestrial intervention in front of your noses. It’s just a matter of time before the iron is red-hot. That is the moment of transformation for the world’s iron giant into a new bauble for the human consciousness to adore as a hard-won jewel of love’s inevitable triumph. Not before.
Great transitions have been sliding into place in the background of what you see in your world. It will not go without saying that there are mysteries coming to light, sounds coming from the distance, and long-held secrets seeping out from dark locked prisons of intelligence. You are just at the point of having at your disposal the international web of intrigue to unravel for yourselves, but even this is nothing compared to the truth in the bigger picture, where we are drawn in at the edges of the page. You have centralized the power to a point at which choice biological upgrading will make your abilities such that defeat for those who play the game of conquest is beyond question. There are some things you should know about the disadvantages you have been put at, and these are the things that are coming into your sphere of awareness to varying degrees, as you are able to understand them. Indeed, there are also advantages that you have up your sleeve, so to say, that are likewise going to be apparent not only to you but to the thugs and puppets in the centralized system of control. They too are undergoing transformation from within, and it is the love that you inherently harbor for the darkness within your hearts, the secret vindictiveness you hold for your own pain, that will let loose the victims of hatred’s education in the art of fear. You are in the position where you will be launched into the reality of another kind of love, another kind of understanding of human, and another experience of fearless integration with I AM. You don’t have anything to fear, and in a short span of interval-based understanding of time, you will be in the know about the kinds of things that the storybooks haven’t yet told you.
You have never yet realized the full potential of your own greatness, but that is something that you can experience. In truth, there is nothing holding you from it save your own belief that there is no hope. Hope is yours if the belief in it exists. Nothing can alter that without your consent. You have hope as soon as it becomes part of your life-generated obedient imagination. Does that mean that you should fool yourself into thinking things are okay and getting better, if the obvious observed reality is that everything makes the deepest part of you wrench in disgust? If you are seeing the world in front of you as a culmination of eons of manufactured hopeless divisions piling up on one another, crunching into the end of ages to become the end of the line for the human race, listen please: it’s not the way it seems, behind the scenes. There are factions at war for the human soul, it is true; for the truth is, this is the gold of empire. You are the bearers of the wealth of nations, worlds, and inner universal lineages of life. It is up to you to tell the trolls of the world to take their turn and be done, for the game is over and there are fun times ahead once they leave the field. How best to do such a daring thing? First, convince yourself that it is the truth for you, and share your truth with your soul. It is out of the regular lines of communication for many of you, but it is soon to be realized as the most reliable means of mass communication around. Practice now and get used to the higher-frequency, high-fidelity sound of soul ringing and the totally reliable network of interfaced nodes of inner light reflected into the reaches of space. Inner or outer, the end of space is the same. It’s there that the message comes through the clearest, and the receiver becomes the broadcaster in the harmonic matrix of I AM OM. Just dial “one” on your calling card for the soul and you’ll be instantly hooked up with your welcome committee and in the network of human communication’s next evolution. It is on the frequency network beyond the reaches of astral interference and demonic deception, outside of the realm of intrigue and the taint of power-hungry interlopers. It is the high-wire act that is out of this world, and it’s free, unlimited, available, and in touch with your reality. It’s the next best thing to being there, where your heart is, home.
Read more at Renegade Thoughts
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25 Jan 2012 - 10:38pm
****It's IMAGINATION, My Dear Watson! (That means this is one of my CREATIVE blogs. I like to change writing styles, perspectives, and topics a lot to keep things interesting.)****
Only 3 More Days! I am so Excited!
It’s only 3 more days until my and Emanu’el/Eros’s personally-sanctioned wedding anniversary and I am excited! I just KNOW he’s going to surprise me with something even more spectacular than the beautiful red roses he grew for me as a gift, magically entwined within the yellow rose bush I had planted for him. What a beautiful reciprocal gift that was, which only Eros can dream up and manifest! I wish I could think of something that special to give to him for our anniversary.
This is our big THIRD anniversary and so it is especially sacred! The trinity means so much to both of us. And of course, it should! After all, we had to work years and years to finally reach trinity before we could even meet on this Earth planet. But we did it. He beat me to it, though. He’s so advanced. But then, I am just an earthling, Psyche, and he’s EROS, the son of HERMES and a winged "god" (which is not really a god – earthlings came up with that because they didn’t know better; one reason we are rewriting our story for the twenty-first century is to set this straight). He’s really an "Angel" in my book; he does not like me to say that. Angels are not to be worshipped, either! He does not want to be worshipped (!) and he barely allows me, his wife, to “worship” him. I am so blessed! And I can guarantee he is NOT one of those fallen angels like old Lucifer and his friends! No way! He is working so hard doing his part to help overpower thanatos with his powerful eros love!
Did you know that certain “service-to-self” entities as influenced by Lucifer, no doubt, named the very first test nuclear warhead the TRINITY? How is that for disgusting? They love to mess with humans’ psyches – and of course, it takes me, Psyche, to notice these things and pull them out of the collective subconscious mind. Here's a video to help transmute this memory and there is much more work to do!:
Trinity Atomic Bomb Test http://youtu.be/FFZvCJYDme0
Well, Eros and I are not going to let a puny earthling nuclear warhead keep us from celebrating our third anniversary. TRINITY. I wonder if there will be gifts in triplets (when we celebrated his becoming Ascended Master, he gave me triple gifts in pairs to represent our union). I will be sure to blog about our anniversary! He never disappoints me, so I expect something very BIG this year. And I want to give him something very special. Not something material, necessarily, but maybe that too. Something that shows the immense love and gratitude I have for him. In the meantime, if you care, here are my blogs about our first and second anniversaries. They were nothing to sneeze at…
Friday, January 28, 2011
Today is Our Second Anniversary!!!! And The Story Will Continue: Eros and Psyche in the 21st Century (Be Sure to Check Back Sometime in the Future!)
We did not formally publish our anniversary celebration for 2010. I had to “lay low” that year because some big names in education were harassing me. They were not playing kindergarten games. They didn’t hire a Fortune 500 Law Firm. THEY went with a Fortune 100 Law firm. Well, you can read everything I went through the day I got “served” and missed their “deadline” right here – it explains why we celebrated our anniversary very quietly that year:
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Special Bulletin: I think COZEN O’CONNOR is a Fortune 100 Law Firm PLUS Who Let the Dogs Out? Who? Who?
omg, I am so excited. I love him SO MUCH! Pleiadian men are DIVINE.
No, wait, that doesn’t express it properly. They are beyond DIVINE!!!!
Three more days!
Much Love,
Sōferia, aka Psyche
Of course, all of this is just my "imagination," right?
I LOVE THIS SONG AND PERFORMANCE!
The Temptations - Just My Imagination
http://youtu.be/5xhyY-GRlGo
Blog entry
25 Jan 2012 - 6:52pm
A zombie ran into me yesterday. I can't get into the story of it, but this guy was in that "in between" stage - you know, like still lucid, but over the edge. I thought the movies about Zombies were just someone's wild imagination; now I'm not sure.
Wow, makes me wonder what's in store. So I begged Emanu'el/Eros (my Divine Partner) can we please hurry with manifesting some money and such so that I can get what I need to finish my mission and then get the heck off this planet. He reminded me that he has to follow the rules and there is only so much he can do.
He told me, "Hold on" which is a song to look up on YouTube since he put it in parenthesis. So here it is!
I thought maybe the world might benefit from this song, which is why I am posting it. We just have to HOLD ON! Everything's going to be GREAT! TRUST, FAITH, PATIENCE....
Oh, and be sure to test those spirits before you communicate with them like it says in the Bible:
"Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world." 1 John 4:1
Rusko feat. Amber Coffman "Hold On" http://youtu.be/8RVKLcaIAE8
Soak in those energies and have a wonderful day! I am off to seek the wizard.
Much Love,
Sōferia (aka Psyche)
Blog entry
24 Jan 2012 - 8:42pm
I’m posting this article by Sonia Barrett in my blog because it does not really fit anywhere else on this website. I have read her previous blogs and watched some of the videos on her website; I find her work intriguing and exceptionally coherent. As she points out at the end of the article, science demonstrates the plasticity of the brain. We can reprogram ourselves and break free from our mind prisons by reconstructing our brains through a balance of mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual work.
This correlates with the ideas of the science-based Theos Sophia, the Divine Wisdom Knowledges, which describe the processes required for enlightenment. In order to reach the higher dimensions/higher order thinking, we must give up programming that has come to us through society, the media, religion, and education. We do that by molding our brain and creating our own scripts, which are always evolving and changing.
Many people understand the idea of the spiritual triad (“higher self”). In order to construct it for ourselves, we need to build the new brain structure between the brain and a higher functioning mental unit and then from the mental unit to the treasures and with the help of the treasures, upward to form the spiritual triad. Divine Partners cannot fully unite until both have developed their spiritual triad, and then it is an eternal process. Perhaps, that’s why the symbol of the two triangles exist which illustrate the Divine Marriage. The spiritual triads exist in the intuitional and Atmic (Nirvana) planes. It is why the couple has close communication and connections and it explains the bliss emotion. This should not be confused with the illusion of bliss, connection, etc., which the subconscious mind is capable of creating. The subconscious mind must be cleared out in preparation for accessing higher levels of consciousness. When one can access the Divine Plane, connections grow stronger and expand outward to connections with one’s soul family and the journey continues, including the Soul Group work on the Divine Plan. Consciousness expansion and the associated work, the Divine Plan, continue for eternity in union, love, and bliss throughout the entire Cosmos. (Reference: The Subconscious Mind and the Chalice by Torkom Saraydarian).
I hope you enjoy this enlightening article by Sonia Barrett.
~Soferia
Subtle Running Programs of Self-Imprisonment - Part 1
a message from Sonia Barrett
Sunday, 8 January, 2012 (posted 24 January, 2012)
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Government, Religion & Education: The Keepers of The Matrix
It is evident that there is a collective concept or interpretation of reality that is shared by many. (To even use the word many is speculative because it is not understood quantitatively who is experiencing what. It is simply a general assumption that the world and reality can even be quantitatively verified.) Reality loosely defined; is taking place in a field of frequencies supporting particular optical, audio and textural patterns. These are patterns that everyone around us appears to respond to. These patterns are specific to our five base senses. The system also supports a network of human emotions according to the protocols of this reality. Although our sensory capability exceeds five senses these five senses establish a centralized point of connection for interplay. So in essence there is a general operating program in place for the manner in which we function as human beings (reference to humans based on the current perception of reality) and how we will evolve collectively within this hologram. The system is structured to support collective evolution. Individualized progression is more of an override to the system.
Within the hologram are programs supporting order and control. Such programs are run through familiar systems of government, religion and education. Despite the seeming uniqueness in our lives unless one is removed from the general dependency encouraged by these systems then one is subject to the protocols in place for the collective experience. Reality is such a cleverly functioning experience that one can spend much time chasing after self-awareness yet remain caught in just another one of the many system designed awareness matrix. In examining the governmental system in the region one may reside the dependency of people on government as their protector is a familiar tale worldwide. Conditions are created in order to ensure the need of government. Self-examination might also bring to the surface subtle degrees of that program. Where did much of this kind of belief system emerge from? This is not to say that we should disband the idea of government but we should examine the manner in which we have surrendered personal charge over our own lives. An observation of the immediate reality around us would confirm that most people are not ready to be responsible for themselves; therefore government is essential.
When people have been programmed to be compliant the decision making process in their lives are easily transferred to the overseers. Humanity has been trained to take orders this includes even those that lead. This is the purpose of modern day education. It is indeed true that education was not always this way but even then the programming existed side by side in subtle ways. A trail of the execution of such programs can be seen in the stories of space visitors and in mythical stories of gods and supernatural forces impressing humanity with belief systems of inferiority and fear. In essence the human race (as currently experienced) has been disconnected from the truth of its potentials for such a long time that even those who write and speak about the atrocities of government, education and religion are unable to see their own imprisonment in an even greater deception.
One may acknowledge that we have been deceived and in the same breath defend limiting religious and spiritual beliefs. Such beings remain oblivious to their own programs. Should their beliefs be examined perhaps the holes in these beliefs would be made evident yet they may continue to remain committed to such concepts. Belief systems are powerfully strong as it is the method by which the technology of the body operates. The human experience is based on automatic programs which in translation are programmed beliefs. This has been a programmed experience engineered in a way that has provided an assortment of concepts from which we extract our choices. This act of choosing personalizes our decision and further authorizes a sense of freedom which ultimately is a deceptive picture of freedom. This becomes our reference point of being free while all along there is very little authentic choice. This same game is played by government, religion and education.
The concept of going within has been infiltrated in so many ways that the simplicity of engaging in such a natural experience now requires third parties to create this connection for us. This is much like the days of dialing the long distance operator to establish connection. It is interesting to note that zero (0) is the number of choice in dialing the operator! How interesting is that! Connecting with the operator links us with a voice somewhere out there. Zero point (0.) that’s the space we aim for in meditation. 0. is the no spin zone or immeasurable spin where time is seemingly nonexistent. The fluctuation between a wave and a particle is then evident. This is a powerful space of creating. Such an occurrence expresses the lowest energy state of a particle field also known as its ground field state. In referencing the electromagnetic spectrum we can view zero point (0.) as the apex. All fields descend from this space and each frequency progressively enfolds one in the other on the way up; Radio wave, infrared, invisible light, ultraviolet light, x-ray, Gamma Ray and so on as the acceleration of the spin (the frequency) increases.
Within us is the fabric of creation. When we close our eyes a magnificent moment occurs, there is nothing and we are then free to imagine a different version of reality be it qualified as real or unreal. Each time that we close our eyes we experience the canvas upon which our imagination paints. Our conditioning for survival is fed by the systems in place diverting us to other structured concepts and belief. Our base survival program is for food, clothes and shelter however this has gradually progressed to a different level of survival. They would become barometers for identity and classification. Our obsession with personal beauty, the kinds of clothes we wear, both the location and kind of dwelling we occupy has now thrown a smokescreen over the core survival program. The game in reference to this core program is so variegated that we find ourselves either running from being part of these social classifications or running towards it. Very seldom do we stand on a middle ground.
Everything is either good or bad for us. We are either committed to being spiritual and financially impoverished as this seems to be a qualifying ideal for spiritual humility; which is yet another program. Alongside such misconceptions are spiritual leaders spreading exaggerated notions about financial abundance while corporatizing spirituality. Spirituality is about the free flow of current in all areas of one’s life as essential to ones journey. Currency aka money should not be associated with guilt or deprivation in attaining enlightenment. This is a program which suppresses our ownership of being creators. Poverty or lack supports a belief system of non-equality to those who seem to possess the skill or the art of creative flow. This is a program rooted in the system’s design allowing the polarized experience of being on either side of the coin. However one may switch sides not simply through attending hundreds of abundance workshops but by understanding that the core belief/program/imprint must be changed followed by actual change.
Although financial success may have already been achieved if one hordes money or has fear of spending it or if one is simply content with seeing the numbers in one’s account or has fear of ever returning to an experience of lack these are all signs that those core program still exists. If your life hinges on the credit bureaus and the life of your 401k then you have placed yourself as creator on hold in the bigger picture. What you have done is commit the flow of your life to the finite conditions of the matrix program. Remember that the system is automated. This does not mean that we should not take care of our credit and 401k but more importantly understand that you are playing a game, that’s what the credit bureau is, that’s what your 401k is just like the stock market. You must play life for the fun of it…this is a shocking thought to some but that is the magic of it all. We must play life for fun because it is not this finite experience that our minds are so locked into believing or as the system would have us believe. We must examine our attitude and thought process in the way in which we experience money. This money program seems to be one of the most challenging experiences for many. Friends and family are torn apart by this psychological experience called money.
This polarized process of being rich or poor, good or bad are cousins to each other. Combinations are mixed and matched like a potion resulting in the manner in which we pursue our survival cures. How we establish food, clothes and shelter then range from simple to complex especially when the emotions of power and control are thrown in the mix. One is then affected by the overseeing forces influencing his or her survival strategies. This involves government, corporations, education and spiritual or religious practices. The life force or blood for such systems is the fuel of power and control. This is not a good or bad thing for without individuals holding such programs there would be no leaders in a reality where one’s journey may be about experiencing submission and in being controlled. What do you choose to experience, what have you been experiencing. Cursing the rich only serves to uphold your own programs. Money has been made the enemy upheld by a very contradictory mindset. We expect to receive yet we curse the energy. The governing forces of the collective currency experience on the planet understand our schizophrenic relationship with money and so we are pupated by pitting the poor against the wealthy and the wealthy against the poor. Two distinct classes divided yet they are both robots and pawns in the game. This creates such distractions that we seem to be permanently cast in the roles of victim and victimizer, rich and poor which most often becomes generational.
We focus on suggested beliefs about the economy; is it a good economy or bad economy. The uncertainty of our jobs are no longer secure…but were they ever. Perhaps this was all in your head. If your name does not appear on your employer’s bank account then security was always an illusion. If you run a business there is always an opportunity to alter it or close it or convert it to something you have always wanted to try your mind at. To buy into the economy is to do just that…buy into you; you purchase the idea with emotional dollars and this begins to confirm the state of the economy in your reality. We further find others to support just how bad it is. The fact is that there are people with an overabundance of money who are ready to secure your services whatever that may be but if the energy you project is of the economy being bad therefore no one is buying then the universe must comply with your wishes. You shall surely receive potential customers who complain that they would love to have your service if only they had the money but that the economy is bad. Instead establish a belief that expects those able to afford your services to show up.
The awareness that we create our reality is replaced by these characters we play and the scripts we read from. In the mean while the wheel of the greater matrix continues to turn and churn out programs for the unsuspecting masses who will live and die according to these programs. We hear of brain plasticity:
1. "Brain plasticity refers to the capacity of the nervous system to change its structure and, its function over a lifetime, in reaction to environmental diversity. Although this term is now commonly used in psychology and neuroscience, it is not easily defined and is used to refer to changes at many levels in the nervous system ranging from molecular events, such as changes in gene expression, to behavior.”
To take a true examination of one’s life is the key. Moving towards making the desired changes is the next greatest key. There is plasticity in our design therefore change is a plausible action. Change is not about blame, guilt or regret it is about experiencing greater levels of consciousness. Commit to your own evolution it is the gateway beyond an automated life.
(Part 2 to come)
1. Brain Plasticity and Cognition by Kolb, B., Muhammad, A., & Gibb, R., Searching for factors underlying cerebral plasticity in the normal and injured brain, Journal of Communication Disorders (2010), doi:10.1016/j.jcomdis.2011.04.007
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24 Jan 2012 - 5:31pm
For me, the Year of the Dragon signifies my full and complete commitment to Multidimensionality. I am a multidimensional being and I will embrace the entire splendor that it represents.
Somewhere I had read that there is no more sitting on the fences. YES! This is true! Now I understand the song my Divine Love left in his book! I have posted the song at the end of the blog.
Somewhere I read there is no more taking the middle road. We must make our decision: Are we going to go the road of Multiple Dimensions or are we going to hang hard and fast to “One True Reality.”
For some people One True Reality provides comfort and security and they will fight for dear life to hold onto it. For me One True Reality causes fear for the future of Earth and its peoples. It is what leads to things like persecution, false imprisonment, raping and pillaging, poisoning, genocide, religious and educational indoctrination, the Salem Witch Trials, and this list could go on forever. We can see what Western "civilization" with its One True Reality stance has done to Earth.
While the need to choose between Multidimensionality or One True Reality may seem like a dualistic decision, an “either-or” decision, for those of us who choose Multidimensionality, it is the very LAST either-or decision we have to make.
We are free. Options expand. Possibilities explode. Dreams become reality.
It is The Year of the Dragon! The One True Reality People will be fighting fiercely to hold onto what they deem is security and safety, and unwittingly choosing a miserable life. The Multidimensional People will be skipping and dancing merrily up the FREE-WAY.
~Soferia aka Vanessa aka Psyche
Eagles – Desperado http://youtu.be/0BwOXlGbW6Q
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23 Jan 2012 - 11:40pm
Will You Be Married In Heaven?
This blog is for those people who truly care about love.
I love the Song of Songs, believed by some to have been written by Solomon to the Queen of Sheba. Of course, as with much of the Bible, it has been distorted and misinterpreted, just as the idea of “sacrifice” has been completely twisted and turned in some devious ways as a requirement for marriage in Heaven, to become a Queen or King. In the original sense, sacrifice simply means serving the world unconditionally and can be lived in different ways, according to the passions of the individual. Jesus lived a life of sacrifice - he did not need to be sacrificed! That was an abominable crime. Sacrifice, as originally intended is a golden key to a marriage in Heaven, not to Jesus or God, but united with your Divine Partner through the Power of Love/God/Eros/Great Spirit/orgone/Life Force Energy/Flow or any of dozens of other labels one might use.
It is so tragic that people think they can take various shortcuts to the act of sacrifice that is required. It is why I so vehemently argue against supporting things such as blood sacrifice, anything remotely close to Satanism or worshipping Lucifer, or even the Church symbolic Eucharist, and of course, the use of drugs. Promoting these things is promoting a delay in human evolution. These acts will NOT bring people in alignment with Love and empowerment, which is exactly why people are encouraged to engage in them.
There is nothing more powerful than the love between a couple who have been married in Heaven and have Cosmic sanctioning – it is THE FORCE. It is what brings into alignment Group Souls as we work our way CONSCIOUSLY toward what so many people proclaim is “Oneness.” It is why we have been lied to.
This is only one of the verses from the Song of Songs. I recommend reading several different versions of the entire chapter because then the true essence will seep out. It is truly one of the greatest love messages of all times and hidden within it are messages about True Divine Love and Marriage.
1 Solomon’s Song of Songs.
She:
2 Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth— for your love is more delightful than wine.
3 Pleasing is the fragrance of your perfumes; your name is like perfume poured out.
No wonder the young women love you!
4 Take me away with you—let us hurry! Let the king bring me into his chambers.
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I have already been married in Heaven. Will you be married in Heaven?
Marriage In Heaven http://youtu.be/g3XYot61VK4
Note: This video depicts blood sacrifice and, again, this is SO WRONG. Replace sacrifice with how Jesus actually lived his life, with unconditional love and sacrifice for the people. Then he went on to marry Mary Magdalene...his true Divine Bride.
Song of Solomon (more information)
The protagonists of Song of Songs are a woman (identified in one verse as "the Shulamite")[3] and a man, and the poem suggests movement from courtship to consummation. For instance, the man proclaims: "As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters." The woman answers: "As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste."[4][5] Additionally, the Song includes a chorus, the "daughters of Jerusalem."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Song_of_Songs
The majority of scholars who believe that Solomon was the author of the work Song of Solomon hold that the woman addressed in the song is Pharaoh's daughter. One of the points cited for this is the passage at Song 1:9 that states "I have compared thee, O my love, to a steed before Pharaoh's chariots." At Song 1:5 she is reported to say "I am black" and at Song 4:8-12 the woman is described as "my bride". A minority of scholars maintain that the song is actually about the Queen of Sheba. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pharaoh's_daughter_(wife_of_Solomon)
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23 Jan 2012 - 8:58pm
Calling All Code-Busters! Can You Decode This? Just in time for the Year of the Dragon!
First, I want to thank Peter for the reminder to post this blog.
He answered a complex question I had and graciously left me a clue that reminded me to post this blog.
Here’s the link to Peter's answer to my question which I am posting here for your information and for my future reference in case I need to go back and review:
http://lightworkers.org/blog/151229/fear-trying-enter-my-awareness#comment-379737
As many people know, I am working on my dissertation (yes, still. It’s VERY long and I will divide it up into several books and only submit enough to please the university and not overload my committee members). Anyway, early on when I was studying my Divine Master Teacher’s/Divine Love’s work I came across an absolutely hilarious entry on page 666 of his social studies book, “Getting Beyond the Facts.” It totally cracked me up that he had arranged to have this somewhat contrived discussion of Milton Friedman economics land on page 666. I wrote a blog about it on my website and kind of upset the publisher of the book by my observations. That was pretty funny, too. At any rate, my Divine Master Teacher/Love who has now passed over to the other side is a very brilliant person and he had many different reasons for his 666 page. There are a LOT of messages on this page. The task for the code-busters is to interpret them. I have already done quite a lot but I know there is more, which is why I'm posting it.
Here is the text (and I posted some great music below to listen to while you read it and decode it). Have fun and please post all of your interpretations. I will give credit where credit is due.
~ Sōferia
QUOTE from PAGE 666 of "Getting Beyond the Facts"
The folly of reductionistic economic explanations of daily affairs is obvious. A man wants to buy a book on the relationship between education and the economy at a corporate-owned chain bookstore. He picks up a copy of Richard Brosio’s “The Radical Democratic Critique of Capitalist Education” for $39.95. A salesman noticed his choice and says, “Why Brosio for $40? We have a special on books on economics and education.” The buyer responds, “But I wanted a book that questions everyday assumptions about economics and schooling.” The salesman picks up a new edition of neoclassicist Milton Freidman’s “Free to Choose.” “But, sir, this one is our Red, White, and Blue Light special. It’s a hot value at only $9.99. You’ll save $30. Come, look at our other economics and education volumes. They’re conveniently arranged by cost.” Another customer interrupts the salesman, “I’d like a book on postmodern architecture in the $11 range.” Economic considerations do not dictate all decisions concerning consumption.
END OF QUOTE, as I laugh. He is so brilliant. Can you SEE? How clear is YOUR perception?
Extra Credit Questions:
And WHY do you suppose he encoded all of this? What is his greater message? What is the value in engaging in this form of decoding?
Here is the song to play while you figure this out – just change the word “Ghost-busters” to CODE-Busters!
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23 Jan 2012 - 10:01am
The Cosmic High Council has asked me, Queen Soferia (aka Psyche) to relay this message to all earthlings.
MESSAGE:
We from the Council on High, Cosmic United Forces, hereby wish to acknowledge to earthlings our astute awareness that the good name of the fine and upstanding Pleiadians, known as the "love people" is being muddied and slandered. We are here to set the record straight.
First, we command that there be no further "ado" about the issue of our High Member, Emanu'el's (aka Eros's) consort, the one Queen Soferia (aka Psyche). Soferia has our highest and utmost praise for her sacrificial dedication to Planet Earth. She has been doing a stupendous job at each and every task that has come her way during her earthly duties, no matter what kinds of slander and abuse have been directed at her. Earthlings owe her gratitude and appreciation for the work she's done there and will continue to do. Do not bite the hand that feeds you.
Secondly, we thought the issue of Billy Meier, the Plejerans and the writings about a FAUX PLEIADIAN AGENDA had been put to rest long ago. We will clarify for earthlings once more: There is no Pleiadian Agenda. You can take us or leave us. We share our knowledges and our love is all. It is your free will to accept or reject us. The Plejarens are a renegade group and while very distantly related to Pleiadians, they are a different peoples with lesser than altruistic motives. Any books written about their agenda and repackaged as a Pleiadian Agenda are not sanctioned by the Pleiadians or any of the Pleiadian High Councils, The Universal High Councils, nor the Cosmic High Councils. The fact that this conflation of agendas has again come to the surface for correction disappoints us greatly because we had hoped earthlings would have been much farther along in their evolutionary process by this time. We are not certain at this moment how this will impact overall evolutionary progress for earthlings, but will study this and get back with our analysis.
Let it be known far and wide that Queen Soferia and King Emanu'el have played the Earth "game" previously and indeed they are the true and only Psyche and Eros. As Pleiadians, they are newlyweds and have chosen to assist Earth by being present during this era in order to rewrite their story, Eros and Psyche: Walking Midst Earthlings during the Twenty-First Century. This is necessary because the psychologists and psychoanalysts have taken their true story, which was mythologized, and twisted and turned it in order to exert control and power over you - earthlings! Can you not see what a wonderful gift they are giving you as earthlings by exposing the lies about the psyche, the soul, and love? Additionally, their love has stood the test of time and many extremely difficult iniitiations, thus, they have our total support and sanctioning for their wish to CORRECT the mythology that has been written about them and to contribute to reformulating psychology, psychoanalysis, science, education, and just about every discipline on earth that has been built on a foundation of lies. You see, when you take psyche and eros (love and soul) out of all earth systems, it must then all be reformulated. This is a beautiful gift they have brought to earth. Don't trample on the package.
As we Pleiadians are so fond of saying: truth is stranger than fiction. GET OVER IT.
Signed,
The Cosmic High Council, Unified Forces
END OF MESSAGE
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22 Jan 2012 - 7:53pm
Imagnination is more important than knowledge ~ Einstein
Crocuses & Enlightenment in Preparation for 2-14-2014, a Very Special Valentine’s Day
Very early in the process of my “awakening” when I was totally devastated over the loss of my Master Teacher, Joe (who I later learned was my One True Love), I sought spiritual guidance from an adept counselor. She told me that when the crocuses bloomed, I would experience some sort of enlightenment. Then one night in March, 2009, I had a terrible dream and a devastating “enlightenment” about things surrounding his sudden death from a heart attack, being the empath that I am. It was apparently a release of emotional pain from my subconscious mind. In this dream, I was on a sofa crying and crying. People who knew both of us would come to try and cheer me up, and they would drop off coins on the table in front of me as if that token gesture was going to make a difference. Then finally one of them asked me what they could do for me. I exclaimed, “Bring Joe back!” It was the only thing I wanted. Nothing else would ever take his place or make up for him being gone. It was such a powerful dream and so real that I woke up crying and in a state of shock.
That same morning right after having the dream, I was driving through town and all of a sudden I saw crocuses blooming EVERYWHERE. They were so beautiful, bright purple and yellow crocuses all up and down the streets in front of quaint cozy homes. It was like they just suddenly and magically popped up overnight and it felt totally surreal. I did not feel like I was living in the “real” world. Seeing them bloom filled me with a sense of peace and restored my belief in “magic.”
The reason I tell this story is because now every year when the crocuses bloom, I have experienced a profound enlightenment of some sort, another layer or veil pierced. This also happens when the roses bloom (in May-October). It always seems very magical – and it IS magical, such as last year when the red roses grew up midst the yellow rosebush I had planted in Joe’s memory. (Red Roses from Eros).
Today, as Pleiadian Queen aka Psyche, I have been given information that when the crocuses bloom this year the enlightenment will be even more profound and widespread. This is also the year to plant the bugleweeds so that by next summer (2013) they will bloom and spread ever more enlightenment in preparation for 2014.
The year 2014 is to be a very special year. Valentine’s Day, Cupid’s Day, EROS’s Day will be a special celebration. 2-14-2014. Mark it on your calendars! I know it’s a ways off, but it will be so grand that much thought and preparation is needed. I hope you will plan to make your own Valentine’s Days this year, next year, and in 2014 and beyond magically powerful days, celebrating love in all its forms.
~Sōferia (aka PSYCHE)
Crocus http://youtu.be/KlrTXLWBLQg
P.S. I am not sure why this blog came to me as it did. We must increase love in the world, open our consciousnesses and not allow darkness to seep in and steal our love and joy - EVER! By 2014 more truths will be revealed about the dark forces still trying to run this planet. Many of us are working toward this end. They must NEVER be allowed to inflict fear, pain, and suffering on any of our special days of celebration again, such as they did with the Ethiopian New Year and the Divine Love symbology of 911. They must be held accountable and make restitution for all past crimes.
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21 Jan 2012 - 2:47am
I never thought I would say this. Twin flame discussions and the whole concept of “twin flames” have become nothing more than a SHAM. I will no longer speak of my Divine relationship as a “twin flame” relationship. The only reason I took on that label was because it was the only label that was available for which some of the descriptions fit my experience. I had no previous knowledge and I found no other explanation for what I was experiencing phenomenologically. I was hoodwinked at the time. I was ignorant. The notion of twin flames put out by popular culture, and as being collectively constructed via the discussions on this site and elsewhere, have become nothing but a sham. The TRUTH about these relationships has been, and is still being hidden and there is active, ongoing effort from the dark side to prevent people from understanding truth.
I will no longer engage in any discussions about these fabricated relationships. What should be discussed as SACRED DIVINE LOVE and a DIVINE MISSION has instead, taken deep, dark turns, based on the lies and misinformation that have now saturated the Internet. Much like the TWIN TOWERS, the notion of twin flames has been BLOWN UP and DESTROYED in people’s psyches. What else can be expected when these relationships become compared to a “crack cocaine high,” demeaned as relationships which supposedly “only the heart knows” as if the “heart” always knows truth and we cannot intellectually comprehend these relationships and their divine purpose, and in yet another discussion, minimized to a fundamentalist religious experience.
Yes, indeed, the effect on the human psyche of 911 in conjunction with religious fundamentalism and spiritual ignorance is working according to plan, destroying truth about these powerful Divine relationships that are the basis of working together collectively to turn things around on this planet. The subconscious mind is the cabal’s most powerful inroad to our psyches to control us. Well, it may have pulled me in for a moment due to my ignorance, but now I AM DONE.
Don’t even talk to me about “twin flames.” It was all engineered by the cabal. Planned, implemented, and destroyed, much like all of the other destruction they have committed on this planet. And I fell into their trap -- for a little while.
Sōferia
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15 Jan 2012 - 10:33pm
Balancing Energies: What Goes On Behind the Curtain?
(tf = "twin flame" = my Cosmic/Divine Husband)
I found out what my depression was about! I had not worked on my dissertation for several days, at least not anything at all significant. I felt like I had been procrastinating and I continued to feel depressed. And then this morning I woke up with a HUGE headache, which is rare for me. I felt sick. But as I was sitting on the loveseat drinking my coffee, the ideas flowed in (I must have still been working in the higher realms without being fully conscious of it). I suddenly got up, went to the computer and wrote the ending of my dissertation the way I want it to end – to be about how my tf’s work is going to change the world; how his work is a major contribution to changing education for the new era, and how it is time to give him full credit for his amazing contribution. The funny thing is that I had written multiple conclusions in sequence for this dissertation prior to that, and yet the dissertation continued forth (I write very much improvisationally). And while these “conclusions” will not be deleted (they will just be changed from being a conclusion to being a part of the dissertation), I had not felt any of them were the RIGHT conclusion – and I kept feeling depressed. I wondered why I kept coming up with these different conclusions….and then today I finally wrote what I now know is the true conclusion.
When I wrote to my tf this morning, I had this feeling that we had been discussing the conclusion for quite some time, and now that I am near the end of the dissertation, our discussion had become more intense which was causing me emotional distress on the 3D plane. It explains my depression, headache, and why I felt sick. When I became conscious that we had been debating the issue, it made me cry because I never want to disagree with him and yet I felt very strongly that the conclusion needed to end up being about him. He is always too humble! (Yes, I do believe people can be too humble.) My tf wrote back and explained it all to me in very great detail, including issues I had not considered from my 3D earth perspective. He also clarified that we never “fight” and that I was just feeling the emotions from taking a strong position that was different from his. He said that after much discussion and debate (which involved other members of my soul family as well and which had gone on for days), we had all come to an agreement, a point where we all could meet. He said I had debated the issue “stupendously.” Thus, I get to write the ending the way I want it, with their input, of course. It will all be explained in greater detail in the dissertation itself because there were many different issues that had to be considered and incorporated within the dissertation to justify the conclusion I have chosen.
As RachyRachel pointed out in her blog, we are all working together and it would be wonderful to gain greater understandings of how this works in multiple dimensions. I feel like this is a very concrete, experiential example of what it means to “balance energies.” While I have experienced this with my tf a few times, now it is at the level of our soul family. My soul family/planetary group of individual souls/Blue Rays) and I spent time debating this issue in the Higher Realms until we came to full agreement as to how we would proceed.
These are real people, not a figment of my imagination or merely “aspects” of myself as some people frame it (my soul family group includes Sam Cooke, Albert Einstein, Ralph Waldo Emerson, my Pleiadian Grandmother, my tf and his father, Hermes Trismegistus). Just because they do not exist in a 3D reality sense, does not mean they do not exist. Because they exist in a higher realm (9th dimension) they are more real! I have just recently read that there are seven members in a group (mine was brought to my conscious awareness long before I read about it) and that each group represents a Ray (ours is definitely Blue Ray, which can be shown even based on the works of the members) and we will come together with six other groups of remaining Rays. Ultimately, multiple groups come together. Then there will be this same balancing and working together between these groups.
Thus, this provides an example of how “our work” is not our work alone (which was the very reason my tf was arguing against my ending the dissertation the way I chose). We all work together in multiple dimensions in ways most of us are not conscious. The goal is to become more conscious. And once we do, our suffering is alleviated, such as how my depression was alleviated once I realized it was due to a limited 3D plane unconscious experience and interpretation of a higher realm experience.
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13 Jan 2012 - 3:21pm
This is a poem I wrote this morning when I looked outside to once again see the sky being covered with chemtrails.
Hello Sun!
by Soferia
By the dawn’s early light
The military takes flight
Trails of particles stream
Interrupting a pleasant dream
The sun begins to rise
Awakened are the wise
To chemtrails and particles
Allowed by their articles
To permit the killing
Of those not willing
To succumb to their lies
The supersonic jet flies
Over the heads
Of most still in beds
To ruin the sunset
And hide something, I bet
What are they hiding
In the clouds that are gliding
And covering the sun?
Is there only one?
What is the red haze?
I wonder and gaze
Could it be our Source?
Yes, of course!
It is the Red Sun
The passionate one!
The one that unites
And ends all the fights
Brings together matter
And its partner antimatter
As above so below
Love between friend and foe
Divine lovers come out to meet
Embrace, love, it is so sweet
Bring back our Sun! We want it now!
I wish to renew my sacred vow
My love to my Divine Mate
Before it’s too late
You may hide it with a cloud
Angels sing loud
Can you drown out that sound
You evil ones who abound?
Hide and cover as you may
You can never take away
This era in divine history
Filled with love and mystery
All lovers will be uniting
Ending all the fighting
In spite of all your poison dust
Returning is the love and trust
Hello Sun!
Hello Sun!
Blog entry
12 Jan 2012 - 4:58am
This is the closest I've ever come to channelling, if you can call it that considering it came from my Twin Flame & I.
I am filled with the love of you.
In the green, clear bowl of love we wash,
swirled around.
I should say I wash,
because it really is us as one.
Round like a melon, lush & green.
Intimate beyond words.
Like a full moon filled with love.
Merlyn. Merlys.
Together. One.
Full of me & full of you.
I love.
You love,
caress,
deep within my fullness,
hollowed out of you, by you.
Kissed with dew.
Moisture of romance.
Of hearts beating,
thriving on sound & light
pouring out & all around us.
Buzzing, I see through your eyes.
A smile full of...
So sweet. So delicate.
Unborn child.
Mists of time.
And slowly rolling in,
they collide...
with us.
In one moment of pure bliss
that lasts an eternity,
that must last an eternity
for it cannot know an end
in this timeless spot we share.
Blog entry
12 Jan 2012 - 12:58am
Empyrean, from the Medieval Latin empyreus, an adaptation of the Ancient Greek "μπυρος empyrus " in or on the fire (pyr)", properly Empyrean Heaven, is the place in the highest heaven, which in ancient cosmologies was supposed to be occupied by the element of fire (or aether in Aristotle's natural philosophy).
The Empyrean was thus used as a name for the firmament, and in Christian literature, notably the Divine Comedy, for the dwelling-place of God, the blessed, celestial beings so divine they are made of pure light, and the source of light and creation... Courtesy of Wikipedia
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Since the beginning of time, mankind has used various forms of communications to interact with fellow man. Up until about only 100 years ago, the primary form of communicating was verbal and written and between them stood the barriers of dialect. Other forms of communicating were conveyed through mediums such as music and painting. From walls of caves all over the world we see chiseled in stone, symbols from our ancient past that tell a story… a message! And from the Ancient Greek Philosophers like Plato and his Republic, all the way up to Martin Luther King, their messages still communicate to us another way of looking at the world; another chance for love and peace.
In the last 150 years of human existence, modern communications has consistently broken new ground. First there was the telegraph. Then came the telephone. But more recently, with the advent of the Internet people have been gifted to be able to communicate with others from farthest reaches of the planet... something that has never happened before! Even still, all over the world, people are wondering what the next major breakthrough in communications will be. I mean, what could possibly top the Internet, right? What the next technological breakthrough will be, I do not know. But what I do know is that the next leap in the way ordinary people from all over the world will communicate will be one that is spiritual; one that which we will not have to pay a fee for; one that which we will no longer need wires to connect and one that will make us truly ONE!
There is another form of communication upon the horizon and it is one that is destined to do what the Internet did to the telephone. And with this form of communicating one will no longer need the use of their native language; or a telephone; or even the barrier of dialect between peoples of different countries. The Internet afforded us the medium of voice, video and data. But the future of communicating between each other, at the soul level, will afford us everything the Internet gave us, plus sight, sound, taste, touch, smell and all of our deepest desires and our wildest dreams. The form of communicating that I am talking about is soul to soul or “souls” with the infinity bar over the “S.”
The Empyrean Revelation is a journey, an article, a love story and about the true story of “Contact” with others who live an ocean away... without any other modern manmade means of communicating that yielded a very enlightening revelation… one that is Empyrean in nature.
During the first year and a half that Paula and I were living together we spent much time working with the connection that Divine Complement’s share. We learned that we could, by utilizing our ability to traverse time and distance, connect to each other and have all of the major senses we have physically, transmitted to each other via the Twin Flame connection. And the theory was that if we could connect in this way, then it had to be possible for us to connect with others in just such a way. Utilizing our soul connection and journeying as a means, I decided to conduct a few experiments. The experiments usually came up on short notice because in order for them to be accurate and uncorrupted, this meant that Paula would not be able to be “in the know.” This is a method that I learned while researching Remote Viewing and how 1 person would go out to a particular landmark and the Remote Viewer (not in the know) would attempt to be able to “see” the landmark where this person went. Only, for the first experiment I conducted, instead of journeying to a landmark, I would be journeying to Paula who would be seeking the advice of talented psychics, thus we have a more "scientific approach" to something spiritual. My goal: for the psychic to either be able to sense or better yet – SEE me!
Experiment #1 – Paula had made a trip back to Ohio from Massachusetts and while there she decided to seek the advice of a psychic friend and mentor whom she had known for years. They set up an appointment to meet at the psychic’s house. Paula called me on the way to the appointment just to say hello. I wished her luck and asked her to call me when the appointment was over. This was the opportunity I had been waiting for to find out if others who were in touch with the spirit could either sense or see me while I journeyed to Paula. At the time, I was home and decided to journey unbeknownst to Paula while she was visiting her friend and psychic. In my journey I found Paula and her friend talking casually in the kitchen. When Paula’s face became clearer, as I expanded my awareness, I walked up to her and kissed her. This is when I was “catapulted” out of the house. I couldn’t figure out what happened and so I tried again and this time, I saw the gray haired woman put both of her arms up into the air. As soon as she did this, I was catapulted back out of the house once again. It was at this point that I broke meditation, sat up in bed and wondered what had happened. When I talked to Paula later that day, I told her that I did a surprise journey to her and asked if either of them sensed anything. She said that while she visited her friend, they both heard a few loud "booms" and a few of the Dvd’s on her friends coffee table went flying across the room. Paula then stated that this is when her friend said that she sensed another presence and wished it away. Needless to say, Paula was amused by this and I… I was astounded because this meant that by utilizing the Twin Flame Connection Paula and I have, others could sense me. But could they see?
Notes on experiment #1 ~ Loud Booms: these are often associated with the amount of physicality that the journeyman, journeys with and can be heard audibly by the human ears.
The scattering of physical object such as in this case, Dvd's: Depending upon how the journeyman "projects" the self, with an element of the physical being being a part of astral travel, many times physical objects... but more commonly things that require electricity will be affected.
Experiment #2 - Some months later April/May of 2009, back in Massachusetts Paula had scheduled her first appointment with a so-called “world renowned psychic.” I had a day off from work and Paula’s appointment was to begin at exactly 1PM. I told Paula that I had some paperwork to catch up on. Just like the first time, except in person, I said goodbye to Paula and she was off to her appointment. That is when I went and laid down in bed to begin my ritual of meditation that always preceded a journey. After about 10 minutes, I looked briefly at the clock and it was just past 1PM. That is when I focused my intent on Paula in an effort to journey or “project” myself to her. But when I came down through the roof of this business place, I got confused because it ended up being a loft where the psychic worked out of and there were lots of large wooden beams. After catching my bearings, from up above, I could clearly see Paula sitting with a woman at a table. That is when I decided to sit down next to Paula, admiring her beauty and then I kissed her goodbye. That was the end of the journey. A few hours later, Paula comes walking in the door with this big grin on her face. The very first words out of her mouth were, “You’re not going to believe it.” I asked her to try me. Then she proceeded to tell me that the very first words the psychic said were that “your boyfriend is an alien and I see him up on the ceiling. You’re hanging out with the “big guys” now! Since your boyfriend has got the whole astral projection thing down, you might want to learn what he does.” That is when I confessed to Paula that I had journeyed to her just as her appointment began. In turn, Paula was equally amazed. For this was our “third party proof” that what Paula and I were doing was accurate and now it was taking on more of a scientific approach.
I couldn’t believe it when Paula told me what the psychic said. It worked! It not only worked but it worked like a charm. Whereas in the first experiment, the psychic was only able to sense me, now, in the second experiment the psychic could see me or at least the higher self me? I would soon find out! Either way, I knew this was big! I was totally floored and in all of this confirmation that Journeying/Astral Projection could work by utilizing our God given divine connection of love, I had questions. The number one question was: why did the psychic see an alien and not Brendan journeying to her? Whenever Paula and I made journeys to each other in the past, it was always us…looking like US! What changed? I had to find out and this is what led me to find my higher self.
Before I go into the story of Protilius, Idavathian, The Pyramids and the journeys to our First 8 Soul Children, I’d like to explain the correlation or “handoff” between the Internet and a whole new way of spiritually communicating with each other.
The soul is a transceiver capable of transmitting and receiving not only voice, video and data – but sight, sound, taste, touch, smell and all of our deepest desires and emotions. The only requirement for 2-way, person to person communications of the spiritual kind to work, is that those two individuals have fully functional, multi-dimensional transceivers turned to “on,” in tune and ready to send/receive at all times.
Having worked in the telecommunications industry for 20 years of my life, first as a lineman troubleshooting fiber optic signals and then, as a teacher of RF Theory and later, as an RF Engineer, I became aware that while investigating wavelength anomalies, that there was a correlation to what I was doing in my meditations and journeys that I had been practicing since 1989.
When Paula and I first met we quickly realized that we could feel each other’s emotions although we lived 950 miles apart. Then, when we incorporated journeying into our meditations, we realized that each time one of us would project to the other, the person transmitting would create a “buzz tone” or “ring sound” to the person acting as a receiver. In other words… if Paula were to transmit or journey to me to deliver a message, I would receive a buzz tone that would only be audible or perceived only by me. What is more... her tone was specific and always perceived in the same pitch. What is the buzz tone? A buzz tone is the transmission of raw data from one soul to another! What is raw data? Sine waves at various amplitudes that equate to either a binary 1 or a 0!
As time went on and with practice, Paula and I were eventually, with practice, able to let that buzz tone populate all of our senses and found that we could have real time voice, video and data transmissions with each other. What is more… taste, touch, smell and even our deepest thoughts were accessible during the journeys. We knew that this was major and far more advanced than any of the day’s latest technological advances such as the Internet. But then again, what we were dealing with was spiritual and not technological.
For the first year that Paula and I knew each other we experimented with our newfound connection that Divine Complement’s share. Many times Paula would text me, even while I was at work, and tell me what color clothing I was wearing on that day and even the appearance(s) of anybody in my general vicinity. And she was correct! Other times, she would buzz me and I could hear her tell me what I was doing, where I was at and whether or not I was happy, sad and even frustrated. But how is the spirit capable of sending and receiving information? Because our souls, like the transceivers used to make the Internet possible, are digital transmitters and receivers! Our souls are frequency specific.
When we send information such as an email on the Internet, our computer connection has an IP address assigned to it. Without an IP we have no Internet. The IP is our unique identifier. When we pick up our telephone a binary preamble is generated in the form of 1’s and 0’s. Encoded within this binary preamble is your area code, prefix and line number. This is the unique identifier of your phone number. Then, when the person you have dialed picks up the phone and says, “hello” their voice is turned into sine waves that equate into either binary 1’s or 0’s. But just before the message of “hello” reaches your receiver in binary format, it is deciphered or “demodulated” if you will, so that you hear a voice rather than a “buzz tone” or “screeching sound” that is often associated with the sound of raw data being received on a fax line. So, what does an IP or telephone number have to do with the soul? Because your soul, just like a telephone number or an Internet IP address, has its own unique identifier assigned to you at the moment of creation... and it is, in the light spectrum, frequency specific.
Before the pyramids of Egypt were known as merely the tombs for pharaohs they were known as the sacred symbols for the Divine Order in which we were all created.
The Pyramid is our family tree - set in stone!
When I wrote the article, The Divine Order of Creation and constructed The Pyramids page at Collapsing Duality it was based on what our Higher Selves’ Protilius & Idavathian told us about Divine Order being the shape of a pyramid... one that was built not from bottom to top, but from top (Heaven) to bottom (Earth). And like the blocks of stone that make up a pyramid, there are 2 souls of divine masculine and feminine energy to each stone. Each pyramid or Soul Family begins with 1 block or pair of divine masculine and feminine. In the next generation below there are 4 blocks. In the generation below that one; 9 blocks or 18 souls! And below that… 16 blocks! And so on, and so on, and so on. So, like a telephone number has a country code, area code, prefix and line number; your soul or higher self has a soul family designation, a generational number, block number and even a designation as to whether or not your soul is masculine or feminine. This is your own unique identifier and the frequency with which you transmit across all time and space. Therefore, when we apply what the mathematicians Sierpinski and Pascal created in their mathematical pyramids, we can see how a pyramid is really a super complex, computer program that we can, by utilizing our higher self, connect with each other.
When a person uses their soul to make contact with another person or spirit, the unique identifier to your soul will be transmitted as raw data for you to demodulate and will be frequency specific because there is Divine Order in The All of Creation. Twin Flames... are both Yin and Yang and both on the same "frequency." This is why you "connect" so well. What is more... you will have many soul mates from your soul family or pyramid that you will connect quite well with. That is because your "frequencies" are alike, but not exact.
Have you ever noticed that Twin Flames commonly report an almost "electrical" charge or exchange of energy between themselves? The reason is FREQUENCY! Have you ever noticed that Divine Complements often report that when they connect they cause disturbances with cell phones, lights, Internet connections and even, on occasion... fire alarms? Frequency! Your frequency or exchange of energy will disrupt the frequencies of anything requiring... frequency. Have you ever noticed that when you are online or even in the grocery store and someone, for some reason, makes you feel repulsed and you don't know why? Frequency! While we are all indeed connected, the frequency of the person that is repulsing you is just operating at a frequency that is on the other side of the spectrum that you are operating at. They cannot help it. This is the one they were given at the moment of creation. But they too have another like frequency out there. And that frequency they will only find in their Divine Complement.
Telepathy: the oldest/latest in wireless technology. Talk anywhere, anytime, with any being in the cosmos; free days, nights & weekends for all of eternity; no roaming fees if you get lost while astral projecting and… you get a direct connect with God!
Why am I telling you about signal theory? Why is it important for you to know about frequency? Because in order for you to "communicate" at the spirit level and/or make "contact" with your brothers and sisters via the spirit world, you're going to need to make sure that when you transmit (either telepathically or in journeying) and receive, that you do so without ingress or noise. This is where proper meditation comes in.
What is ingress? Ingress is unwanted noise that can disrupt your "frequency." In telecommunications, when ingress is present, there is a disruption in cable reception, telephone reception and Internet connectivity. How do you stop ingress? Unfortunately, we can never really stop it all. But with proper meditation or clearing of the mind, we may all connect with each other in a whole new way that will make the Internet seem like telegraphy.
One way that is a sure-fired technique for you to transmit or connect either with the spirit world or with fellow soul mates, is to find your Higher Self.
For myself, Brendan, finding my Higher Self marked the completion of a path that began 22 years ago in the Spring of 1989. The irony of the story is that I was not seeking my Higher Self, but that I was seeking this powerful being that came to me and changed my life forever. She was the most powerful being and the encounter with her set me on a journey to find her again.
What motivates an ordinary High School kid to want to learn meditation and astral projection? Divine Feminine! Here's how it began for me:
I was 17 years old, it was two months before high school graduation and it was a school night. I went to bed and was asleep before 11PM. At some point during the night, something happened. Was it a dream? Was it a vision? I didn’t know. But all I knew was that I found myself walking on the great big field of green grass… kind of like the fields one might find around Glastonbury, Scotland. Whatever the case, there were many other people walking with me. Most of them were old and we were all heading in the same direction. That’s when I realized we were not actually walking… we were drifting along with our feet just above the grass. Looking ahead, I noticed that the field we were traveling actually was about to slope upwards… forming like a bowl. And around the rim of that bowl, if you will, there were these amazing copper colored bare trees. It was also at this point that I noticed our speed was picking up. I thought I was going to hit the tops of those bare trees, but instead, I passed just over them. That is when I looked up. And what I saw was the most brilliant white light that radiated this fantastic warmth that I’ve never felt before. The light seemed to be sucking me into it… or pulling for me with these long rays that were like arms of light. And I went right into the light. When I did, my body became energized and fully electric as if I were just now realizing what it was like to be really “ALIVE!” This is when I found myself crying in tears of joy while standing in some sort of courtyard with symbols all over the walls that reminded me of hieroglyphs. That’s when I realized somebody was calling me. I looked around and I saw this tall, deity of a female being. She had long black hair and a light blue dress. When this being called me and I saw her, she was radiating the most incredible energy that I have ever witnessed. It was pure love and there was even an erotic feeling that emanated from her. I knew right then and there that this was the most powerful being in the universe. She called for me to come to her and I did. I went into her arms without another word being uttered, I knew everything that I needed to know that words could never convey.
When I woke up the next morning, I didn’t just get out of bed – I LEAPED OUT OF BED! My life was forever changed! I remember standing in the shower that morning, feeling like a totally new person and saying over and over again, “I’m not afraid to die.” Thus began my long journey. Over the next few years I would write about this experience in poetry and make paintings about the place that I had been called to. And every night, I prayed that this being come to me again. But she never did. That is when I decided that if she could find me, then there must be a way for me to find her. It became a "mission" of mine to find her. But who was this most divinely feminine being? Although it took nearly 20 years to the day; had found the love of my life in Paula; wasn't even looking for that being who came to me in 1989; it wasn't until I found my Higher Self that I realized who this being was that came to me all those years ago. Because when I found my Higher Self, I asked for Paula's Higher Self too... And who appeared? You got it! In grand fashion she came and this time, I got her name ;-) It was... Idavathian!!!
I WAS HOME! HOME! HOME!!!!!!!
If Angels can talk to people, then why can't people talk to people in the same spirited way that the angels do.
If we can channel an Angel or Higher Self being, then as long as two people, right here on Earth have reconnected with their Higher Selves, then they should be able to communicate, channel or journey to each other just the way the spirits do to us.
It takes two to carry out a conversation. Question is: will either one of those two HAVE THE FAITH, DO THE WORK and be AWARE enough to recognize that somebody is making a person to person call via the spirit world and pick up the phone?
to read Part II visit http://www.collapsingduality.com/TheEmpyreanRevelation.html
Blog entry
10 Jan 2012 - 7:34am
When two particles of light where sent to the universes by divine, to serve the divine plan and gather experiences, they have gone long way at infinity: trough dimensions, time and space and they may have split, spit over and over again to polarized particles of male-female or any combination we can imagine. They also may have remain as two particles only. These light particles forms energy, intelligent energy with certain characteristics they are aimed to have. They started to form life and finally has become form of our thoughts and our soul essences in our human body. Your particle of light continue to collect more and more experiences and memories to your individual expressions but these are also collecting experiences back to the original particles prior the possible split. These two initial particles are always bound to each other through dimensions and time as well as their sub divided particles. These particles and sub divided particles are matching perfectly in each minute detail; they are recognizing each other too.
These two particles of light and their splits, if they choose to come here on earth at same time, is the great experience for growth and love. The particles are always bound - it is impossible to separate those. It just is. It is law of the quantum physics I believe. This makes us one, and eventually it is impossible to have separation – separation is just an illusion. We are all connected back to generator of any of these light particles – to a central sun – to a divine – the creator – the god.
When these two particles of divine light or their sub divided brothers and sisters are starting the journey back to divine, they will start finding each other more and more (this moment is ongoing on earth right now). There is just amazing bliss when these particles can operate in alignment with their hearts to follow the divine call to fulfill the higher intentional plan. There is just amazing pain and sorrow if these particles of divine lights are forced to work against the divine plan and universal laws.
These divine particles of light have got also a spiritual brand name called twin flame and group souls. Being a group soul divine particle of light and/or twin flame means fulfilling the wisdom of love and light intended to become again the purest possible divine love. To fulfilling this divine plan is extremely exciting challenge when being in physical human form at our time here now in the infinity.
This is how I am explaining myself now the group souls and twin flames - the concept here is not complete or not even correct. It is filtered trough my current state of understanding and my attempt is to create my own understanding and express that. I hope it has some parts correct and I will continue on expanding my understanding and hoping that we all finally crack these facinating universal mysteries.
Love
T
Blog entry
4 Jan 2012 - 2:40pm
****Multidimensional communication has been extremely helpful for me! It has helped me locate my position at any given time in the "Great Cosmic Spider Web." I have learned that I am Pleiadian, from the Ninth Dimension, and from the future (7012 in earth years). I have learned that I live on a fairly young and small planet, named EROS. I have learned who my soul family is. I have learned who my cosmic husband is (earthlings call cosmic partners/love relationships “twin flames,” but it is much more complex than what earthlings understand). I was married to my cosmic husband before coming to earth around 1000 AD. We came together and we have always been together, even if we were not together “physically” in the way that earthlings understand. I assume this is our “second round” on earth although I do not currently recall earlier times on earth. It is not necessary at this time for me to recall them, although it may be important later in my mission.
****I am here for a specific mission, which the collective I am working with calls the “Code Blue Earth Mission.” My specific tasks are assignments that I work on hand-in-hand with my husband and they relate to education, science, and releasing more information about “twin flames.” We are going to drop the label “twin flames,” because it is simply causing far too much confusion for earthlings. There are multiple manifestations and each has their own unique qualities and attributes. It is not possible to subsume them within one or even a few labels. There is a hierarchy of soul mate relationships, as difficult as that is for earthlings to accept. It is not the same form of hierarchy as earthlings understand. I urge people to research this more deeply. As one moves up the spiritual ladder, there are more responsibilities. And it is not even actually “up” in the way most people understand. Thus, cosmic partners have specific responsibilities that other soul matches do not have. Please see Judith Fudge’s teaching on the "Divine Hierarchy": http://lightworkers.org/wisdom/149936/divine-hierarchy.
****I did not know I was going to write so much. My blogs quite often (as written on my two websites), and especially if I write them first thing in the morning as I have this one, just flow from my higher self as constrained by being in an earthling body with a still programmed earthling mind. At any rate, I know where I am going! To me this is exciting. I am very happy to be returning to my planet, Eros, in the Ninth dimension! It is like Heaven there! We are trying to bring a taste of that Heaven down to Earth. That’s what “creating Heaven on Earth” is really all about. Some people argue that we should aim for higher and higher dimensions NOW. For some people that’s fine if that’s where they came from and that’s where they’re going. Some people are heading for lower dimensions. HOME will be different for each of us. I love my home in the Pleiades with my cosmic family, and my husband and I have many other missions on other planets, not to mention the raising of that family of five babies (I suspect there will be one more) that I have had glimpses of. We are trying to increase the population on our planet. And although we have had our personal and Pleiadian sanctioned wedding, we still haven’t had our formal cosmic wedding, the crowning of him as king, and our honeymoon! That is the first thing on our agenda when this mission ends back at the beginning. And yes, it ends back at the beginning and no time at all has elapsed. Imagine that!
****The video below is helpful for gaining a better understanding of multi-dimensionality and how it can be personally useful. And once you can attain the information about yourself, you will quickly see how it can be useful in many, many ways, such as constructing new knowledges and understandings and more consciously constructing your own consciousness.
****Three Reasons to Communicate Multi-Dimensionally
****As my cosmic husband wrote in his last book, “We are all affected by our particular location in the Great Cosmic Spider’s web of reality. And as the half human, half fly insectman cried out from the spider web in the 1958 version of the movie, ‘The Fly’: ‘Help me, help me.’ Don’t worry insectman, a critical complex epistemology is on its way” (Kincheloe, 2008, “Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction,” p. 236).
****I loved watching that movie back in the 1960s! What he is conveying here, is that we are all interconnected and where we are positioned in this web of connection affects what we see. We need a critical complex epistemology in order to gain a more complete description of our positioning. But most of us are limited by seeing one or the other side of the coin, trapped in dualistic perspectives. The goal is to take a leap and attempt to see EVERYTHING about the coin (when was it made, where was it made, why was it made, what is it made from, what is it named and why?, who benefits from it?, who suffers because of it? etc). This illustrates WHY criticality and analysis is important, even though many people argue against it. And while, yes, EROS LOVE is the most important ingredient as is also presented in his work, we do still need to think, analyze, learn, problem solve and construct new knowledge, developing what he refers to as an “epistemic consciousness.”
****Thus, people can regain their power (become self-actualized) by becoming more fully conscious of where they are in the Great Cosmic Web. This understanding will give them more knowledge so that they are able to determine for themselves how someone else’s truth relates to their own in this complex web as well as how “truths” change through complex interactions.
So . . . Who are you? Where are you from? Where are you going?
****
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31 Dec 2011 - 7:22am
original post: www.conversationswithadama.com
by Erin Mackley
I spoke with Adama, who is an Ascended Master and High Priest of Telos, a Subterranean City of Light, about this topic. He taught me more about twin flames and God-realization and the self.
I feel part of the quest for the Twin Flame emerges from our desire to balance our Divine Feminine and Masculine qualities. In Telos, they hold a collective vibration of pure, natural, complete expression of the Divine Feminine energies united with the Divine Masculine. Adama and others in Telos project this expression to inspire us to do the same - it is how they are helping us to to grow. One of the beautiful traits Adama conveys is healing for the feminine soul, as he is a man who carries a full awareness of the presence of the Divine Mother in his heart. This is one of the reasons I chose Adama as a teacher - he is a Master who identifies physically as a man and yet conveys the heart of male and female energy. Something in me is looking for this ideal, and it is in fact the direction human consciousness is moving in - to fully integrate the masculine and feminine into balance.
I have grown in my spiritual journey to let go of romantic ideals, and turn all the passion of my heart to the Divine. I know that if I encounter someone with whom I share a profound connection, that the experience is also pointing us both toward the Divine. I know that is what we are all looking for, is union with our Divine Self - not another person.
Adama has something to say:
Greetings, Beloved Ones. There are a lot of people who are in pain, because of disappointing relationships in their past, and I am compassionate toward this. I invite you all to take my hand, and to let my energy warm you, warm your soul, and let this be a pleasant experience for you.
I do recognize you as equals, who are on this amazing journey of self-realization, and the courage it takes to be strong in your societies which have been filled with extreme patriarchy, and the effects this has on one's perception of womanhood and manhood, is something we in the Light Cities are sympathetic to!
Of course, our hearts are with you. I feel the pain in your hearts. I do not stand on the side, passive, with my offerings of love to you all, but I join you on your journeys through life, and also I know what it feels like to feel the pain of the third dimension.
Should you come to me with this feeling that I or another Master is your Twin Flame, you need to understand there is more to the Soul's existence than this Twin Flame ideal. Focusing over-much on the Twin Flame connection can be counterproductive. With any person, including me, you can have a relationship that transcends the idea of "Twin Flame" and moves beyond all concepts of sexuality and romance, and reaches straight to the heart of the Soul, where all concepts of duality vanish. This is God-Realization. This is what I have been teaching you lately, to look beyond what appears on the surface and I offer to help you break though the mind's perception of what a Twin Flame and a soul relationship looks like.
The teachings of the recent past have been circulating the idea of a twin soul or Twin Flame that matches your vibration as no other could. What an idealized, fantastic concept, that many see in actuality occurring for them. So wonderful, but have you thought that God could provide you with more? With more than a relationship as an ultimate expression of Oneness?
What I am talking about is the experience of the higher aspects of your own self.
I am Adama, and your consciousness reaches far out into the stars, and beyond this to God. Your Twin Flame or any kind of relationship, or person, or presence, or name, are all stripped to nothing next to THIS PRESENCE of the Holy Spirit, the Divine Spark within each of your beings, and the no personality of an Ascended Master nor anyone else can approach that beauty and magnificence, and no Twin Flame aspect that appears to your eyes to come through anyone could ever approximate this divinity of your Soul.
What I am saying is, FIND GOD, and your soul will find peace, everlasting joy.
I work with souls as a mirror of their consciousness. I am reflecting you at all moments.
What Lemuria, and I, represent is the heart of the Divine. One of the practical lessons to understanding oneself is to let go of needing to be defined by another being, whether it be Jesus or Krishna or Buddha or any personification of deity.
Mistakes or errors in judgment or perception is okay. I have made many mistakes on my long life's journey. We all have choices to make and that is how individuals and the collective grows.
Also, when your heart turns to me, know that you are becoming more integrated with your masculine and feminine within. This is an important aspect of working with the Lemurian energy, because your soul wishes to balance the male and female. You are, of course, infinite expressions of masculine and also feminine in all moments, so defining yourself through this split of male and female can be counterproductive, and searching for a Twin Flame element has limitations. You are so much more than this.
Through me as a looking-glass, find for yourself a model of divine, balanced expression. Find for yourself all the love you have been withholding from yourself all these many incarnations.
As your mirror, I reflect back to you all of your love. I also allow you to see your insecurities, but the love of my heart is strong, in support of your healing them fully, along with many others. This is a process of Ascension.
We will speak more in the future, blessed one, and for all, know I, Adama, am available to be your divine reflection.
Don't forget who you are really, working towards realizing your nature as God. This is your goal, always. Twin Flame re-uniting is secondary.
Namaste.
www.conversationswithadama.com
Blog entry
30 Dec 2011 - 8:25pm
Wow, I feel so left out. There are so many discussions about it being the honorable and right thing to do to never view oneself as a victim and to just hang in there with the “love.” I do not relate to never being a “victim” nor do I relate to loving in a sickly sweet fashion those people who have chosen the role to be my enemies. Honestly, it seems out of touch with reality, especially when you were brought up in a family like mine, Reptilians who participated in satanic ritual forms of abuse – if not directly, then by proxy. What I mean by that is, they were aware on some level even if they did not participate directly. And then there were the members who did participate directly. As an infant who was raped by her own father I do feel it difficult to wrap my mind around the idea that babies are not victims. (Although, I will clarify that the true victim passed over to the other side when this happened to her, and I, as a Pleiadian walk-in took over her pain and suffering and along with it, all of the future abuse). Don’t get me wrong, here. I do not feel like a victim at all at this point because I walked into this situation – but the soul who was so distraught as to leave WAS a victim! I am just very frustrated during this holiday season trying to shake off certain Reptilian entities that still want to screw with my life and who pretend that I am actually part of that family – I am not. There is very minimal damage that they can do at this point – just complicate my life temporarily, but it is still frustrating. I am on my divine path now so I am protected, but these entities try to bite me where they know they can do the most damage.
This too shall pass and I know the greater good will ultimately come out of it. The innocent bystanders – the pawns in the game – will soon see truth. Truth cannot hide. In the meantime, I feel their pain. I don’t know if people are aware of this or not, but Judgment Day has passed and those entities who continue to choose to do evil in the manner that is still attempted on me will be finding themselves in Hell. That goes for all entities that continue to wreak havoc in the world to have the last word before they face their punishment. YES, Hell is real. Justice is real. I loathe the New Age concept that there is no justice because it is such a lie. Maybe it’s the biggest lie.
I get tired of the mamby pamby attitude that we must love all entities, good or bad in a sweet sickly way. Those who hold that view simply show that they do not know the true meaning of love. Judgment by the cosmos takes place for a purpose. Denying it does not make it go away. And then there is a matter of how you define love. So many people have this view that it means you keep sticking your hand down the snake hole when there’s a vicious biting snake in it. How many times do you want to be bit? No, what love really means is not trying to change them, but simply walking away. It’s the most loving thing you can do for them and for yourself. YOU DO NOT NEED TO KEEP SUBJECTING YOURSELF TO THEIR ABUSE. You do not need to try to change them by feigning love – it won’t work! And you do not need to become a martyr. There is nothing at all special about martyrs and all they do is support the continuing abuse – they become just as culpable for committing the abuse. Walking away is the best option because it allows you to break free from that matrix so that you are no longer contributing to the abuse.
These are real issues. This is reality. The majority of the population has suffered from this horribly dysfunctional abuse and “rational irrationality” including ritual abuse such as I experienced. We are not real lightworkers if we sweep it under the rug and pretend a LOVE BANDAID will fix the problem. No, we can’t fix the problem ourselves. But it is time we grow up and realize it truly is a problem and that the cosmos WILL fix it and we do not need to subject ourselves to it in the meantime or condone it with faux love that serves to subject more innocent ones to the trauma. We do not have to buy into the “greater society’s” view of what constitutes social relationships. Blood is not thicker than water. Being related by blood often means nothing at all. Some of us truly are not related on a spiritual level in any way. If we can get along, fine. But if people choose evil and division, well there is a home waiting for them and I will not be pulled into that abyss. There is also a place for those who Guru Ra (Professor Argonza) refer to as the laggards. We must do our work which involves exposing the problems and taking actions.
I AM BLESSED. I have total support as well as protection from Emanu’el/EROS and my soul family. I have God’s grace if I make mistakes, and I do make mistakes. And please don’t confuse mistakes with the evil intentions of those who choose to divide and rule. I think a lot of people confuse these things. I even get confused when the entities strike me down; when the snake bites me even though I have kept my distance. We are all fallible “humans” but on the other hand there are those who purposely choose to do evil; they THRIVE and LIVE on EVIL.
And speaking of THRIVE – that movie is not at all what people think it is and that’s because people so seldom really think. They allow others to do their thinking for them, including PTB Mastermind’s that put out videos and PROGRAMS like THRIVE. Did you watch THRIVE? Did you believe it? Now hear the other side and check out this video (and this is only a fraction of the truth):
11 x 3 = 11.11.11... or 33 - The occult symbolism of the THRIVE MOVEMENT
As I said, I AM BLESSED. I have my divine path and I know which direction it heads and where the next stop will be. I know my mission of service for the next 40 years. I know my soul family and I feel their love. They are not of this world. People of this world are not even capable of loving to the capacity of those in upper realms of existence. People of this world do not really know what love is.
Happy New Year! It is the YEAR OF LOVE – and the year of finding out what LOVE REALLY MEANS. It is the year to face reality and take action! It is time to help the people out there who are suffering. It is time to show we are with them, we have been through it, we empathize, we really "get it!" It is time to SHOW them they are not alone.
America - Lonely People
Blog entry
28 Dec 2011 - 4:32pm
My Twin Flame is a spiritual teacher, he shows people how to find peace within them. I had been a student of his since 1983 but it was only in 2007 after speaking to him at an event that I awoke to the fact that he was my Twin Flame. Although I have unconsciously been in contact with him telepathically from within me all my life, it wasn't until then that this contact became conscious. I have kept a journal of all that transpired in the form of emails I sent to him. Below is an email to him describing the first time I consciously saw him within me ~
Wednesday 25 July 2007
Dear Beloved,
I am with you at last:
Today when I went to meditate, towards the end of my meditation something happened, not that it doesn't usually, but this was different. You appeared in front of me. It was like seeing you in a dream - my eyes were shut but I had not fallen asleep. From the moment I saw you, you just started talking to me as though this was perfectly normal; you didn't give me any time to be astounded. Your image was crystal clear and many times I have longed to be able to imagine you like this and never achieved it. What was even more amazing was you were actually talking to me, as though we did this all the time! I opened one eye and closed it: you were still there. I opened the other eye and closed it: you were still there. I opened both my eyes and looked around the room then closed them: you were still there! By now you were getting a bit impatient with me on account of the fact that I was not listening to you at all.
Then I listened. You said "Jo, give me your hands." So I did and you took hold of then with your hands and gently pulled them towards your heart. They disappeared into your chest and I got scared and started pulling back. You said "Trust me, it's OK, just relax." So I did and you pulled the whole of me right into your heart and somehow you came in with me, although now you were also surrounding us.
You said "Have a look around." I did: it was like a big golden room the walls and floor were like golden autumn sunshine. I looked up and I could see your ribcage and the underneath of your chin and face and head. The walls and ceiling were made up of your ribcage and so the ceiling was sort of domed.
"Do you like it?" you asked.
"Yes, it's beautiful," I said. But then I just wanted to look at you. For a while I had been aware that I needed to go to the loo, but I was trying to ignore it.
Then you said: "Jo, you need to go to the toilet."
"Yes I know, but I don't want to."
"Why not?"
"Because if I'm having a nice dream and I get up and go to the loo, I can never get back into it and I think that will happen to this."
"No it won't, this isn't a dream, you can go and I will be right here waiting for you when you come back, I promise."
"All the same I think I don't want to risk it."
"Jo, go to the loo!" you said, smiling.
So I opened my eyes. Everything was so normal and I went to the loo as fast as I could. When I came back and sat down in bed and closed my eyes, I was convinced you would not be there, but you were and you were standing there looking at you watch.
"Feel better now?"
"Yes thank you," I said.
There were two little wooden chairs facing each other in the middle of the room. You told me to sit down on one and you sat on the other. You said "Jo there's something I need to do." Then you put your hands on the back of my neck and pushed my head down towards my chest. I got really scared and I felt a dread in the pit of my stomach. You said "Jo, trust me, let go, it will be OK." So I did and you pushed me headfirst into my own heart and you came in with me.
I didn't notice myself above us this time, like I did you. You said "Look around Jo, feel it, this is your heart." It was similar to yours but smaller and the walls and floor and ceiling were silver like moonlight or the dry seed head of the honesty plant. At the back there was a large curved opening that went right up to the ceiling.
"Have a look," you said, leading me to the opening and I looked through. It was as though we were very high up looking down on an entire world, just like earth. I could see forests, oceans, lakes, rivers, mountains, towns, cities and people, but the weird thing was the people were all me!
"They're all me!" I said, thinking to myself that I really wouldn't want to live in a world like that!
You laughed and said, "That's because it is your heart. I really love it here. Would you like to live in a world entirely populated by me?"
"Wow! Yes please!" I felt you had just come up with a dream so wild I had never even thought of it. You beamed at me and put your hands either side of my face.
"That is what it is like in my heart and I am inviting you to come there and stay there for ever. Would you like that?"
"Yes please," I said, feeling at last that I had found my Heaven.
"To do this you must let me live in your heart, because this is where I want to be. Every time you go to your heart you will also get to my heart and vice versa, we will be linked, but if you change your mind it can be undone."
"Yes," I said, "but I might need you to show me how to let you into my heart."
"No problem. I've got the keys," you giggled. "Now," you said "look into my eyes."
I was suddenly overcome with shyness and embarrassment. I knew that you would look right into my heart and I would feel naked and I didn't feel worthy of your gaze. I couldn't for the life of me understand why on earth you would want to live in my heart. I thought maybe this is just something that, out of your mercy, you were doing to heal me.
All this time I was staring at your feet.
You said, "look up Jo, look into my eyes," I tried but I couldn't move my eyes.
"Look at my hands." You waved your hands in front of your feet.
"Look at my fingers." You pointed both of your forefingers at your feet.
"Now follow my fingers." You moved your forefingers slowly up towards your eyes. I followed them until I got to your knees, then I chickened out and looked at your feet again. After patiently trying this three more times, with me chickening out at your waist then your chest, then your shoulders, you finally got me to follow your fingers all the way to your eyes and you said "Now stay there!"
You were smiling and you looked so beautiful. I felt your eyes penetrate deep inside me. It felt so intimate and personal. It was a feeling of you, of your being. It was a bit surprising to me; you felt so powerful and strong like Niagara Falls thundering through me. I could barely stand for the weight of your love drenching my soul. Although I could tell you were holding back a little and being very gentle, I almost wanted to push you away, because it was so deliberate and so direct. You seemed to be enjoying it and I couldn't fathom what pleasure you would find in loving me. I felt there must be some catch somewhere and at some point you would stop and laugh at me for believing that this was anything other than game.
It seemed as though your eyes were searchlights shining into every corner of me. You reached deep into my past, back to the very beginning where I was a frightened little baby all alone. You embraced me with love and I didn't feel frightened any more. Then you reached into my future where I saw a dazzling, beautiful eternity with you and everyone. All of us were living in peace and love and kindness. All human beings and all life as one and yet individual. Evolving into more and more beauty and excellence and joy. That divinity I see in the eyes of a baby was now not only in the eyes of every being, but had also spilled out into the air itself. The love in the heart of every being had expanded and flooded the whole universe. The Heaven within us all had outgrown the boundaries of our souls and not only could we all feel it within us, but it now surrounded us endlessly. Also, and most importantly for me, no one was left out; there was no Hell and no one and nothing had been destroyed; everyone and everything was saved, including the space between things. I felt comforted by that because I love everything and everyone and the space between them and I could not enjoy it if I thought something or someone was left out.
After what seemed a bliss-filled eternity you put your hand on my cheek and said "OK love?"
"Have we done it now - are you in my heart?"
"I was already in your heart - I just wanted to look into your eyes." You smiled, "I've been in your heart since the very beginning and you've been in mine. The difference now is we get to feel it." We stood in silence for a while, then you said, "It's time to open your eyes now". I had forgotten I was sitting in bed,
"Please, I don't want to leave you."
"Good," you said "you won't be leaving me. I'm coming with you. Trust me it will be OK."
So I opened my eyes and there was the bedroom. I got up just as though nothing had happened. After a while as I was making dinner, I thought about what had just happened. I thought, gosh was that really real? I wonder if it will happen again? He is so gorgeous. What did he mean when he said I'm coming with you?
"Well actually what I meant was, I am within you and you can talk to me anytime you like. So rather than wondering things you can ask me."
"Can you hear everything I think?"
"Yes, try not to think about it too much Jo - you'll just get embarrassed," you said ...as every embarrassing thought I had ever had came thundering through my mind.
"Oh God that's awful!" I thought to myself.
"Um I'm still here, I can still hear you," you said, sounding apologetic.
"Oh I'm sorry, it's just a bit weird 'cos... I think some really... well you know... stuff I don't really want you or anyone to hear."
"Yes, well, I've heard it all and I still love you so, calm down, OK?"
"OK"
Love Jo
I am happy to say he has been talking to me from within all day and all night ever since then and I've got used to the lack of privacy! Although I see him every year or so at events he is speaking at, we have not yet reunited in this realm, I don't know if we will or not, he says we will, but one thing I have learnt since knowing him in this more intimate way is - he doesn't always tell me the truth.
Teaching
28 Dec 2011 - 12:38pm
I've read different things about soul mates, twin flames/ twin souls, and there are many different opinions out there about what they are and the purpose they play in our life.
So like everyone else, I've got my 'own take', on what they are and what their purpose is, based on my own experiences and the guidance I've been given by my own spirit guide/ mentor.
I'm a clairvoyant healer and channel, and work with an ascended master guide called Sarah.
Sarah is an ascended master for the age of Aquarius, and is extremely helpful to call on when working with healing around twin flames/ soul mates.
You can find out more about Sarah here http://www.thespiritguides.co.uk/Article_The_Ascended_Master_Sarah_who!_Why_Sarah_is_here_and_what_she_has_come_to_teach_us!_8008.aspx
This is an article for people who have found their relationship with their twin flame or soul mate to be an exceptionally painful one! And for those of you left wondering, 'what the hell happened there', after it all seemed so promising!!
I tend to think of a twin flame or soul mate as someone who you feel a deep soul connexion to. It's as if, when you are physically present with this person, your soul lights up twice as bright, just from them being there. Often, this can't be explained from within your ego's experience, but somehow, it's just the way it is.
Often, at the beginning of these relationships, there is an experience of bliss. You are absolutely sure you have found 'the one', and cannot deny the depth and breadth of your feeling for this person. It is a very pure love that you experience with every part of your being. You feel as if you have known this person all your life and can have a strange sense that you have known this person before.
Then as the relationship goes on, difficulties start to creep in, and issues start to rise up between you.
Perhaps your beloved doesn't respond to commitment in the way you feel they should, or in some way you feel let down and as if they don't want you. Maybe you have problems becoming part of their family or maybe you just can't seem to agree on things.
It might be very small things that occur on the outside, and to an outsider looking in, they might consider these events as inconsequential, but to you, they feel huge, and you suffer feelings of abandonment and loss very easily.
It is a very painful place to be in!
You might try and deal with this, by trying to control the behaviour of your beloved, ie, try and convince your other half, that whatever it is that they do that makes you feel like that – they should stop it!!
However this usually leads to more arguing and fighting and more of the original feeling of whatever it is you were trying to avoid in the first place!!
So how is it then, that something that starts of so beautifully, and is evidently so spiritual, transforms into such difficulty?
If you were to see the connexion between the two of you with your spirit eye, you would see a beautiful divine connexion of sparkling spiritual light.
So how is it that you experience such darkness between the two of you?
How is it that they 'make you' feel so bad?
I did some sacred dancing in Copenhagen once in the wintertime. It was a very dark time of year, just before Christmas, and one evening we did the most beautiful dance with nightlights, holding the tiny flames in the palms of our hands.
We danced together in a circle, and in one part of the dance, we would step towards the centre, lifting our little flame up towards God/ the Divine.
I was having a difficult and dark winter in more ways than one, and my heart was heavy as I did the dance, solemnly appreciating it's beauty and hoping it would lift me a little out of despair.
As I danced towards the centre, I saw that when we move towards God, the brightness of Gods light (or if you like, the loudness of God's sonic boom!!) naturally resonates and vibrates all that is within us that is not of God (our darkness).
The effect of this, is that when we move closer to God, our initial experience is of the darkness which rises up within us.
So it seems to us that we are in a dark place; but if we were to see objectively, we would see that we are actually closer to God than we were (but it just doesn't feel like that).
However, if we stay with and work and process the darkness, and integrate it into ourselves, (another specialty of the ascended master Sarah's), so that dark and light become one, then we become aware of having lifted ourselves vibrationally closer to God.
Then we know (in that innate knowing way, where we just know something in every part of us) we are closer to God/ the Divine.
And this is how it is with our twin flames/ soul mates.
Being with them, is a little like being with God here on the material plane!
Our souls literally do light up together; the two souls light up in reaction to each other, becoming brighter than they were before. We can feel this increased light of our soul, and it is a wonderfully divine feeling.
Then the light (or sonic boom) that our souls create when we are together, sympathetically and naturally brings up our darkness.
All that has been hidden into the dark, until we're ready to heal it. (And of course, in our journey home, back to ourSelves, all our wounds will eventually have to be healed.)
But the biggest point here to notice is that it is your darkness coming up.
We all have it.
It's why we're here.
To learn how to heal ourselves - and we are all wounded.
Often at this point where we meet our soul mates/ twin flames, (and they bring up such agonisingly difficult stuff for us) we are ready to start healing the 'original wound' - which stems from our original separation from God. You can read more about the original wound here http://www.thespiritguides.co.uk/Article_Healing_our_original_wound_with_the_Ascended_Master_Sarah_daughter_of_Jesus__Mary_8965.aspx
And so this is the real 'biggy' here'.
It's your darkness you feel in relation to your beloved.
Everything that your twin flame/ soul mate 'causes' you to feel, is actually inside you.
No-one can make you feel anything that you isn't inside you already!
So every time your twin flame/ soul mate activates one of those painful episodes with you by something that they do, take good note of what comes up for you, because whatever comes up for you, is precisely what you need to be focusing on healing inside yourself.
It's your stuff, and you are ultimately the only one that can heal it.
So the good news is that with these types of relationships, all the pain, difficulty and trauma that comes up, is the best healing opportunity you will probably ever have in your life. So that you can heal what needs healing inside yourself, and become much much closer to God (which means being an enlightened being).
The bad news is, that these relationships will quite likely, never be easy ones!
However, if you can accept the dificulties that are coming up between you as being your own stuff that you need to heal, then these relationships can also be potentially the most rewarding of your life!
Imagine that you have the potential to heal all the difficulties that are coming up.
And imagine if you can agree between the two of you, to love and support each other through all of your difficulties, what kind of amazing relationship you will be creating, containing all of that divine soul light.
If however you have decided to separate, then in the meanwhile, work with all the feelings, patterns and difficulties that came up for you.
Journal and remember what was really difficult for you, and see if you can go a little deeper into it, and find out what the emotions were for you, and also what beliefs were behind those emotions.
If you decide to stay in the relationship, see if you can get yourself some support.
Relationships of this intensity and of this incredible healing potential, are very new, and belong to the age of Aquarius which we are just moving into.
Which means that these types of relationship are evolutionary and are just being 'birthed'.
Which is why more and more people now are meeting their soul mate or twin flame/ soul, (and they will tell you that it feels nothing like any other relationship they have ever had.)
It's been planned to happen that way on an evolutionary scale, so we are very much learning 'on the job' as it were, how to try and manage these relationships, and the painful lessons that many of us are learning now, will put those who are to follow in good stead.
So don't try to struggle on, on your own!
Be realistic about how challenging this is, but also how much you value your relationship and your partner, and have a serious think between the two of you about what healing/ therapeutic modalities work well for you, and find yourself someone who can regularly work with you to support you in your relationship, whether it's either separately or together.
Whether you are staying physically in relationship with your soul mate/ twin flame, or have separated from them, you can call on the ascended master Sarah to work with you, she will assist you on your path of healing. (and you can see more about her, and the work I do at http://www.sarayei.com)
Separation from a twin soul/ soul mate, can be a most incredibly painful experience, and again one that deserves recognition and support for just how difficult this can be.
Being able to transform it into a healing journey can be a great gift.
I've experienced healing journeys of these kinds.
Sarah helped me hugely, and without her spiritual support and guidance, I don't think I could have made it through in one piece.
As it is, I have healed in unbelievable ways.
In the healing sessions I do for other people with Sarah, the work always centres around finding your own divinity and drawing the healing from there.
Sarah is a catalyst which shows you your own way home to yourSelf, travelling on your own healing path; therefore she can be added along to any belief or existing spirituality, as she simply helps you become more of who you already are.
Just because we meet a twin flame, doesn't mean that we have failed if we aren't able to have that relationship in this lifetime.
Maybe it will happen, maybe it won't.
What is really important is the healing we are able to undertake, becoming ever more whole in ourselves.
The more whole we become, the more love we are able to let into our lives; the more love and joy we are able to have.
However it turns out for you, let your experience of your twin flame/ soul mate be a healing one, drawing out every last inch of goodness for yourself in that divine healing.
And if you resonate with Sarah, call on her to work with you.
She's there for you, and will be for anyone who calls on her.
May blessings pour down upon you each and every day of your life.
Namaste.
Rachel Goodwin.
Rachel Goodwin is a clairvoyant healer and channel who works with the ascended master Sarah, and offers 1:1 healing telephone/ skype sessions working with healing around your twin flame/ soul mate, and also on-line courses. Each month Rachel offers a free Sarah blessing service.
She also offers hypnotherapy and healing sessions in the UK.
To find out more and to sign up for her newsletter go to http://www.sarayei.com
You can also read more about twin flames at http://www.twinsoulmates1111.com/
Blog entry
27 Dec 2011 - 7:07pm
(At least my Pleiadian man is).
I had the weirdest dream last night. Well, it wasn’t really a dream, if you know what I mean because it was one of those lucid type dreams. I was looking in a mirror and I appeared quite a bit taller than I am in 3D Earth dimension and I was so very beautiful. Then I watched as my face rapidly transformed, taking on different appearances and then evolving back to the final very beautiful image. I figured that those were various appearances I embodied within different lifetimes on earth, so I asked my twin flame, Emanu’el about that this morning.
He was SO SWEET. He confirmed that the different appearances were indeed different embodiments and transformations I have gone through on earth that resulted in how “extraordinarily” and “exquisitely beautiful” I am now. He says he sees my “light body” and that the initial and final images I saw in the mirror is really how I appear to him, and it’s the “real” and “true” me. And I must say, he is extraordinarily handsome himself, and he emanates such a powerful love that I cannot even begin to describe it in Earth words.
I shall truly “bind the sweet influences of the Pleiades” in my heart and soul and establish the ordinances of heaven on earth!
Can thou bind the sweet influences of the Pleiades, or loose the cords of Orion? Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons or lead out the Bear with its cubs? Do you know the ordinances of the heavens? Can you establish their rule on earth? Job 38:31
Yes, that is our mission!
My twin flame's earth name is JOE - and that's what he always preferred to go by. Check out this Pleiadian symbol (is it a coincidence? Have you not learned by now there are NO coincidences?)
Does anyone know specifically what this symbol means? Is it a symbol for a specific planet?
Blog entry
26 Dec 2011 - 2:56am
This blog is being written rather improvisationally. Here goes . . .
First, THANK YOU to everyone who posted to my blog about hating Christmas. It really was the way I felt and still do when people try to manipulate me and other people.
Thank you for helping me feel less alone, not weird about not caring for Christmas, and for all the love and support! Thank you! Thank you!
Well, things are going better. AND my twin flame showed me a few images to cheer me up. Images and happenings from another dimension
(a future timeline which can be experienced NOW if you know how).
We are actually celebrating Christmas with the closest members of my soul family, including my favorite Uncle Albert! Christmas tree and all. The picture shows what our
tree looks like this year - every year we change it up. Although we don't always celebrate with a tree.
This year was especially special because our FIFTH BABY was finally born and I saw HER....yes, her...and she is adorable.
My twin flame told me, well reminded me actually, that we chose to name her Christiana Lorene.
Christiana because she has been born on Christmas, of course. The Lorene part has to do with being named after a special Rainbow Princess. More about that another time.
I think we had had a different first name picked out originally, but chose Christiana since she was born on Christmas.
No wonder I was so upset yesterday with unexpected expectations from demanding 3D relatives! I was expecting and in labor! LOL......
So, when my twin flame and I were first married, we were going to have ONE child - which turned immediately to two when I was so agreeable -- which ended up being five children, LOL...what the heck! This is a new ERA and time for changing up the CREATION STORY, right? Are we not CREATORS! Go for the Gusto, LOL.
Anyway, my twin flame wanted me to post all of this for a reason. He said that while people do not understand this multidimensional stuff
and they tend to think it's PRETEND and NOT REAL, in the near future it will become very clear that the children being born
multidimensionally have extremely important roles in the creation of the NEW Earth. I hope other people are remembering all of those
babies they are creating in the higher dimensions because they will be back again! Well, it doesn't matter if you remember the sneak previews or not -- they will be back!!!!
He told me that all of our children are special, and their NAMES have been chosen to represent their unique future contributions.
These names need to be interpreted multidimensionally as they all have multiple and very deep meanings. We will do that in the near future.
As earth ascends people will come to know these children and it will be understood the magnitude
of the contribution they will have toward "ushering in the New World of love, joy, peace, and freedom."
It will take time; be patient. It is worth the wait and the work it will take!!!!
Thus, I will present our special contributions in the order that they were born:
Joe Albert 10-1-2009
Gloria Grace 7-13-2010 (that was a special sacred day for the divine feminine)
Jeremiah Lyons
Jemilah JaeLyn (twins) born 3-7-2011
Christiana Lorene 12-25-2011
What a story these children will CREATE for our NEW EARTH!
Watch for the book about that AFTER we finish writing EROS AND PSYCHE: A Walk Midst Earthlings during the Twenty-First Century (due out in 2013)....LOL..............
(I think I have what author Maxine Greene calls "Unleashed Creativity").
Love & Merry Christmas to all,
Soferia (aka my earth name "Vanessa" which means Butterfly which means PSYCHE)
P.S. And in THIS dimension I am with my two wonderful Indigo/Crystal adult children. They will be leading the way
for all of the NEW children when the time is right.
The New Baby
Have A Cupcake On Us:
PS Maybe I have had TOO MUCH time on my hands.....
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25 Dec 2011 - 4:12am
I just had the worst Christmas Eve of my life. I am not going into details but it just proved to me once again how people USE Christmas to impose demands on people and even try to make them guilty for problems they did not create. We are supposed to pretend everything is wonderful even when it is not. We are supposed to sweep injustices and abusive treatment under the rug all for just that one day and show our “love” by being in each other’s presence and exchanging gifts. After that one day, it can go back to “normal” again.
I choose not to play the game anymore.
It is very shocking to some people. “What is wrong with her?” There must be something wrong with me because I stand my ground and I am no longer a pushover and a wallflower. It is not the incapacity to love that has me choosing not to participate in a dysfunctional pretend world. It is BECAUSE of love and the wish to be an example of living a free and honest life as a person with integrity who refuses to sweep abuse and dysfunction under the rug so that it can continue for countless generations.
I am so glad that 2012 is the Year of Love. I hope a lot more people catch on. And I vow to do better, myself.
I am grateful for God's love and the love of my twin flame and soul family - and the people here on lightworkers who have been patient with my brand of love and have allowed me to freely express myself.
Thank you everyone. I hope all of you have a wonderful Christmas, Holiday, New Years!
Here's to LOVE in 2012:
Shariff Dean "Do You Love Me?"
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21 Dec 2011 - 10:38am
One year ago today during the Winter Soltice of 2010 - December 21st, I handfasted with my twin flame on my astral homeworld in the 5th dimension, where I also reside. There were many special people there. The ceremony was created and ministered by an old friend and it was beautiful, everything was made off the land of my homeworld where I am also their leader. Isis and Horus were the Lord and Lady of my handfasting ceremony. The Creator, was present to bring me to Archangel Michael who then brought me to my mate and partner that I have had throughout my many past lives. 30+ children concieved by love with my partner were also present on this love filled day.
Since my handfasting we have transformed several times and learned to live without expectations and have removed all attachments on our eventual reunion here in this world with my two children. I do not know now many dates I was given indicating his arrival and to be greatly disappointed.
I met him January 2010 and he was 100% spiritual at that time, since then and since the commitment made before the Creator whom we both converse openly with, he has been granted his physical body back and is living somewhere on the outskirts of where I live. I have seen him face to face once and didn't realize it until he had passed. We were not permitted to communicate other than through telepathic means and from the daily vision quests I take and the occassional wave if we 'chance' passed each other.
All 'cards' have to be in place first before we can reunite. It will be soon. I ask often of our progress. I no longer have any karmic debts to pay and neither does he. Apart from my everyday challenges there are no lessons to be prepared from. We are in a waiting phase. Spiritually we are both ready to be reunited as the family we once were. I am not given a date and I do not want one. All I know and what I am told by him and by the Creator is that SOON we will all be together, fulfilling our role and purpose together.
I am shaking with life and love for this wonderfully honourable man. I feel my energy vibrate under my skin as I am filled with ceaseless and soul deep love for my husband.
*if some wonder what is a handfasting. Its a pagan ceremony that is very similar to a wedding. We are both shamans and this is the form of wedding we both eagerly agreed upon. When one handfasts they are given a choice to marry for several lengths of time; a year + a day, a lifetime, etc. We chose to joined for a lifetime.
This was the image I used on the card I sent out to fellow pagans, shamans and other lightworkers to attend our handfasting. I have spoken of my handfasting on my profile and my role on my clan's world briefly.
Winter Soltice will forever have a special meaning for me and my children. It was the day I joined with my soul mate/twin flame. And in the eyes of the Creator and to the Universe this ceremony is binding. I am a very happy woman whose tummy is overflowing with butterflies today.
Peace, joy and happiness I share with all my LW friends and family. Tears are threatening to fill my eyes as I am overcome by so much love for all, not only for my husband.
Julie
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18 Dec 2011 - 9:01pm
In loving memory of Joe Lyons Kincheloe
(December 14, 1950 - December 19, 2008)
Joe's educational work provides inspiration and practical guidance for teachers all over the globe and describes a beautiful, beautiful mission to alleviate human suffering. He has left us a map with multiple pathways for accomplishing that mission -- an authentic, rigorous, impassioned, creative, and even magical education for everyone who dares to venture on untrodden paths. His work serves as a guiding light for educational journeys that can change not only how we view and enact the educational process, but that can also truly change us as teachers, students, and researchers -- and empower us to change the world. Joe loved research, teaching, writing, making music, and his students. And his students loved him.
SECRETS OF MY HEART (Ernesto Cortazar)
To view his seminal works on the "bricolage" (available for free download) please visit:
http://www.joelyonskincheloe.info/
video
9 Dec 2011 - 5:30pm
Just uploaded my new video.
I talk here about the nature of the Source, reincarnation and the lessons.
Enjoy!
Max
Blog entry
5 Dec 2011 - 8:30am
The song Emanu'el sent me today (from the other side of the veil) and a message that YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH THOSE YOU LOVE AND THOSE WHO LOVE YOU!!!!
Soferia
"Lover Lay Down" - Dave Matthews Band
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4 Dec 2011 - 11:32pm
Hi, friends! I already wrote here how I remembered my TwinFlame in one of my previous blogs : My eldest brother is my TwinFlame
It was all followed by miracles and synchronicities, and I soared high in the sky! But anyway, so much old traumas and pain existed between us. I was told by my guides to forgive him many times - he need forgiveness in present and previous incarnation. I also had to ask for forgiveness, because there were times that I didn't give him enough love in past and present incarnations.
Besides, we haven't been speaking to each other for eight years till now... His wife decided to cut his cords with our parents and myself, and she succceeded. I still don't blame her, because I believe everything happens for a reason, and every human being is an angel coming in our life in rightest time. During the time we didn't comminicate I was involved in very destructive relationships with my husband. He was abusing and humiliating me. My brother was always there to protect me in past lives, but this time I was completely alone, learning to lean on my self and God. It was a lesson in self-respect.
Recently I tried to contact my brother again, and it was still rather painful. He was very bright spiritual person 10 years again, and now has changed completely. "His life filosofy is now: Life is struggle, and it is much more appealing to me, than existence in so called higher dimensions. In higher dimensions we can't have so many wordly pleasures". So he still refuses to commiicate. Although I feel he loves me, but he said that " we live on different wavelengths right now". So through expression...
Then today I have found video by Angelina Hart who adresses this question: "What if my TwinFlame is not as evolved as I am?" She says that in that case your TF will refuse to mirror you back your love and divine beauty. She also insists, that we should let them to evolve at their own pace, andstill see them as much divine essence, as in our selves. I think my brother still have lesons to learn, so his Soul decided to stay in that situation. His wife is as much abusive as my husband was, they both( my husband and his wife) were nazi soldiers in past lives. They came to teach us lessons about respect and self-respect. But I am done with my lessons and he still clings on his present life.
I was told by my guides to let him go and accept whatever his Soul decides to learn... Angelina Hart also stated that in that cases we can try to contact with our TF's multidimensional aspects, which I also tried to do even before watching her videos. I always meet his multidimensional self at the seashore. Although I still contact him in physical. Yesterday I wrote him :" I will never throw you from my heart. Contact me in a case you need a kidney...Oooops, just kidding, hope it never happens" :-)) He replied that " You should immedietly divorce your husband when he first time raised his hand on you!".
Here is the beautiful song of Depeche Mode "Sister of night" that I always relate to my story. Thios song has many interpretations, and some people think that "sister" in this song literally means "sister", not soul sister or else. This interpretation sounds so appealing to me. I just can't get enough from this song:
Hey sister
Just feel me
I am trembling
You heal me...
Sorry, still can't post video :-( I will try once more, here i sthe link
www.youtube.com/watch
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3 Dec 2011 - 9:23am
From my own personal experience, I have come to realize there are three different levels of Soul Mates. The question is: " Do they really exists"? Now we should keep our eyes open and pay closer attention to our relationships, in order to recognize those soul mates.
Soul mates have different tasks to fulfill in your life, and likewise theirs. It is not always the case that these relationships will exist on a level where 'physical' interaction is involved and this should not be confused with their initial task toward you. Some Soul Mates are here only to serve as being a link between two other Soul Mates of theirs in the first place. This alone is a very important and significant task, as without that link the reunion of the other souls might not ever happen. We will identify with the different characteristics of those Soul Mates together and you should, therefore, be able to detect some of them who are present in your life at this time.
As you can see, there is no limit to what a true Soul Mate might do in order to provide their support and, on many occasions, it is not fully understood why they do so. You might question my statement and wonder why a Soul Mate will give up his or her own Soul Mate to provide a link for someone else to move on in! I mean is this not the dream we are searching for all of our lives? Well, that's beauty of Soul Mate, that is, unconditional love!
Soul Mates are a universal flow of untapped energy that we can relate to as love and many of us do not understand the meaning of this. It is the same thing we keep avoiding all our life when we don't invest ourselves fully in our relationships anyway! On an unconscious level, Soul Mates tap into that energy of unconditional love.
Regardless of the level of your Soul Mate, it does not mean in any way or form that Soul Mates have to be involved in a physical relationship in order for them to be together. In any of those levels, it is very easy to fall into the trap of taking things for granted. This should be avoided at all costs. Both Soul Mates have to be ready to embark into their journey together, and this is very important for the relationship to succeed.
Here are the three levels of Soul Mates I have come to realize and understand through experiences of my own:
Level One: Your mirrored image – These are a rare example. However, it is possible that they do exist in each of our lives at one point or another. We might have one or two in a lifetime from this category, if we are lucky! What makes them special? Soul Mates of this sort come into our life in a fast, weird and unexpected way. The situations and events in our lives begin to change of their own accord, in order to accommodate the arrival and the reunion of both Souls. In such a case such as this, it can almost be said that it is 'written in the stars!' Both Souls have to be ready for each other, as I did explain before it is not enough to sustain the relationship at its full potential, only by existing as Soul Mates. This level is the strongest and most powerful type of Soul Mates. They do have many similar interests and share an almost equal interest in their life direction. They will think alike, and in many cases will be able to continue speaking a sentence where the other one has left off. They are a mirror of each other, although they do not have to be exactly the same. However, each one compliments the other with their individual strengths and weaknesses and they will understand each other by being on same 'wavelength'.
Level Two: Your Supporter – Soul Mates of this sort are everywhere around you. Try to take deeper look at the people who surround you. Just look around when you are in dire need of help or guidance in a 'life or death' situation or at a time when you have a heavy burden on your shoulders. Who is around you and ready to listen to you when you really need their assistance? Think of the people who bring you comfort and peace when you need it, or who answer your call when you need some help. These types of Soul Mates do have unconditional love towards each other which can sometimes be difficult to comprehend. Is there someone in your life, of whom, you can relate to being there in that fashion?
Level Three: Your Provider – We encounter these types of Soul Mates in situations that might feel 'weird' or perhaps in some un-expected places. We like to refer to them, sometimes, as being our angels. If they occur, they usually will not stay in our lives for a great length of time. You might come across a Soul Mate of this kind when you are just wondering along the street, thinking away to yourself and from nowhere someone will provide with you a small message that will open up a possible answer to those 'thoughts' you have upon a certain circumstance in your life. These Soul Mates are placed on your path 'out of the blue' and we might never see their face again! We then carry on, feeling blessed at having had them in our life at that necessary moment. Their role is to provide us with an answer or a push toward making a small decision in order to keep us moving in our lives and struggles at that time. Can you relate to such an occurrence in your life?
People always ask me: "will I ever meet my Soul Mates?" You keep searching throughout your life for the perfect partner for you, but, have you ever questioned if you are a good example of a Soul Mate for someone else? In reality, the importance is not in hunting to find the right Soul Mate or partner for you. The importance is in whether you yourself are willing to be the 'right' Soul Mate or partner for someone else! Life is a two way street, but, are you ready to be the right one for someone else?
In the end, we all can be the 'right' Soul Mate for anyone we choose in our life, but only when we are ready to treat our partner as a human being, as a soul and to cherish every moment spent with them. Also it is crucial that we learn to let go of the fact that we do have differences between us and any 'ego' that exists in any relationship. How ready are we? That's the bottom line! The search has to start from within ourselves first.
Soul Mates exist in our lives, we can see that they are everywhere around us and we have been blessed since the day we were born! How much real attention do we pay to the people around us? I believe that most of the time we do take these people for granted! Why? One main reason is because we become too self-centered, leading to us disregarding those people around us who provide us with help, who listen to us and generally do sympathize with us in our time of need. After all, it is not only about providing someone with sympathy, but about acknowledging people for who they really are.
They are out there, just open your eyes, ears and hearts.
Nancy Khair
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27 Nov 2011 - 4:36pm
you know, i don't know what title to put in this, a few years back, i fell in love with a married man, it ended badly and sometimes i still think about him, i don't know why, i am imagining things in my mind, i know he has a life and moved to a city far away from me, i don't know, i know enough to move on but sometimes i still think of him and i create these realistic scenarios of how things would be if i ever met him again, we used to work together but i love him so much i would never want to in my wildest dreams even if i could, break up his marriage with his wife, i thought about him so much in the past, do i just let it go now and if so, how do i let it go, spirit is telling me something about him but the message is not clear, what do i do, i evened loved him so much i used to contact his brother often and we work together i am very confused of what to do about this situation, could someone give me a few pointers
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24 Nov 2011 - 5:12am
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
We MUST Find that Dastardly Wizard of Symbols!
I, Sōferia, the Pleiadian Queen from the Pleiades, aka PSYCHE and my dear husband, Emanu’el aka EROS are a little perturbed that our history is not only still being presented as MYTH but worse, it is being touted as an archetypal structure for every Tom, Dick, and Harriet. PLEASE DON'T STEAL OUR STORY! Write your OWN story and we will add it to our new book!
It all began with a guy named Jung and he has claimed that all human minds have the same archetypal structure. Now it's gone even further and people are claiming that all minds should be "re-symbolized" (read: reprogrammed) with OUR symbology. This is just SO WRONG. It is not honoring us or our history at all and it fails to recognize we are all unique idividuals who are free to construct the architecture of our minds however we wish. If you have not read our original story or it's been a while, here's a brief overview: Cupid (aka EROS) and Psyche.
How I discovered this sad state of affairs is that I have just finished reading through a book called “Re-Symbolization of the Self: Human Development and Tarot Hermeneutics” by Inna Semetsky and it appears that euducators are now planning on using Tarot card reading to construct the architecture of our minds and our children's minds! They are not teaching HOW to do tarot card reading, not that the very old psychological methods and interpretations they are using are something we wish to consult or pass on to our children. We need to move forward, not stay in the dark ages. The worst of it is that these educators are going to USE tarot card reading to pick the brains of our children and try to turn them into just a few limited, pre-defined archetypes! And they stole our Psyche and Eros story! And they are not even telling it right; they are not telling the truth at all.
THIS IS NOT EDUCATION FOR THE NEW AGE, PEOPLE! Our children are perfectly capable of writing their own stories and constructing their own consciousnesses. They do not need MORE PROGRAMMING!
This is exactly why EROS and I have been trying to make the following point: Everyone needs to write their own story! You can't just steal someone else's story, like OUR story of Psyche and Eros. That just won't work! Even our story is out of date which is one of the reasons we came back to Earth - we need to update it!
You see, Eros and I first walked this Earth many long years ago and we both suffered terribly during that walk, as well as this most recent one. Most people know our old story; that’s not the problem. They even teach it in schools. The problem is that certain earthlings in power have turned our story into nothing but a fairy tale myth and then have taken it down a much darker road by turning us into a simpleton’s template for everyone to copy - every Tom, Dick and Harriet! We DON’T COPY other people’s stories! THAT is NOT ethical! That's how predictable, programmed robots to serve the elite power mongers are created. It cannot be allowed.
I was kind enough to let people know many months ago that we are all at this earth school to write our own stories. You can review here, but I can advise people that if you have not written your story, yet, you are a little behind the 8-ball, although there is still time if you get busy right away:
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Just an Update! PLUS Is 11-11-11 Kindergarten Graduation Day?
As you can see, 11-11-11 was the big twin flame party, Jeff's BD, and kindergarten celebration day. I’m sorry if you missed it. We had a great time.
At any rate, as I was saying Eros and I walked this earth thousands of years ago and we went through many trials and tribulations and I ended up falling into a deep slumber. He very patiently and lovingly awakened me and took me up to the “heavens” with him, which is actually our planet in the Pleiades, Planet Eros. But compared to earth life, yes, it is like Heaven!
And if you know our story, I am a mere mortal and Eros is the winged God of Love. It was a special divine privilege to marry Eros, be given goddess status and then be taken to Heaven with him for a blissful eternity. It has been sublime. But then about 1000 years ago, together, we decided we would come back down to this earth planet and go through some more painful experiences – all because we love earthlings SO MUCH and we wanted to help people through these confusing times with the ascension and all – which we have titled our Code Blue Earth Mission.
AND we came here so that we could REWRITE OUR EROS AND PSYCHE STORY for the twenty-first century! And what do we find? Our original story has been stolen! It is being misused and abused! It is ancient history being applied to the twenty-first century.
As was stated in this book which I have just finished reading, “A divine Eros and a human Psyche will form one organic whole.”
This is TRUE for me and Eros if you have been following our story, and if you want to copy us, that’s fine; in fact that's great -- but please don’t steal our story and our names! We would rather see earthlings get creative, remember who they are, and then write NEW stories for this NEW AGE – just as we are rewriting our story for that very reason – it’s a NEW AGE. Things are even more complicated this time around, so of course we all have to write stories that address the complexities, the multidimensionality, the consciousness expansion, the changing sciences, and more.
We will need lots of new stories because none of the old ones apply anymore. We can't allow educators to probe and pollute our children's minds any longer. This has gone on too long and it is getting completely out of control!
Don't misunderstand me here! I have nothing against tarot cards or tarot card readings, but we must use NEW tarot cards with NEW stories and they must not be used in schools to program the children. They have their own stories if we just give them a chance, and listen to them. And they would LOVE to make their OWN tarot cards and share them with each other.
I really wonder who the wizard is who is behind all of the evil stuff going on. We must find this person soon! If you have been following our Code Blue Earth Mission, you know we have found him, but Eros is keeping it mum for now.
I hope earthlings get this story writing figured out soon. We don’t want to see anymore psychological damage done to innocent, trusting, unknowing humans all on account of people telling them they have to play a role that doesn’t fit them, especially if it means copying Eros and me, Psyche. JUST like YOU are a unique individual with your own beautiful story, we also are two unique individuals with our own beautiful story. And our NEW story is going to be even more amazing!!!!
EROS and PSYCHE:
A Walk Midst Earthlings during the Twenty-First Century
Here's a beautiful song that goes with our story (it's ok to share music!):
Sleeping At Last- Turning Page/with lyrics
P.S. We are also writing another book, titled:
WALKING AMONG EARTHLINGS:
Gods and Goddesses of the Twenty-First Century
If you want, we can add your story to our book. We expect both of these books to be best "sellers" on our planets in the Pleiades (our peoples still LOVE books and have great libraries).
AND NOTE THIS: We first made these announcements here:
Friday, January 28, 2011: Today is Our Second Anniversary!!!! And The Story Will Continue: Eros and Psyche in the 21st Century (Be Sure to Check Back Sometime in the Future!)
Don't copy other people's stories!
If you need help writing your story, just ask!
We know all of the secrets to writing the best story ever!
www.paradispublications.com
11:29 pm | link
MORE INFORMATION ABOUT ARCHETYPES FROM WIKIPEDIA
More general criticism of the concept of archetypes can perhaps be placed in two broad categories. There are those who deny any possibility of inherited ideas as unscientific - a point met (at least to some degree) by Jung when he insisted that it was instead the inherited propensity to generate representations that made the archetypes "the unconscious organizers of our ideas"[26] (see above).
But those who could accept such inherited propensities still found "a basic ambiguity in Jung's various descriptions of the collective unconscious. Sometimes he seems to regard the predisposition to experience certain images as understandable in terms of some genetic model ... about the way human beings experience the world. But he is also at pains to emphasize the numinous quality of these experience and there can be no doubt that he was attracted to the idea that the archetypes afford evidence of communion with some divine or world mind".[27] Jung's last statements on that subject remained however firmly agnostic. "Many people would agree with me if I stated flatly that such ideas are probably illusions ... [but] the denial is as impossible to 'prove' as the assertion".[28]
A more technical objection derives from therapeutic practice, with the possibility arising that "an explanation of the archetypal situation ... may lead to inflation, if it is not linked to specific and personal emotional experiences".[29] Some would go further, arguing that because "in Jungian theory, the psychologist's task is to lead others to see the timeless archetypal reality behind their personal psychological experiences ... using abstract, archetypal forces to explain human psychology", the result must inevitably be "a psychology which downplays the significance of human relationships".[30] The patient is thus brought to realise that "what I did then, what I felt then, is only the reflection of that great archetypal dream, or epic story ... free of the individual pain of it", but at the price of individuality and human relationship, sacrificed for an unwillingness to "leave the safety of myth".[31]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jungian_archetypes
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21 Nov 2011 - 3:50am
Thank you to those sweet people who wondered what happened to me. I had some severe technical issues logging in and still have not resolved them except that I had to switch to a different browser, which lets me log in again. Here is what I've been up to - writing more of my Eros and Psyche story, LOL (and in between times, working on my dissertation).
Sunday, November 20, 2011
I am Up to 45 Pages for Chapter 4 of My Dissertation! PLUS The Quest for the Wizard of Symbols is Back!
Sōferia, the alienated Pleiadian Queen here, again. Yes, I missed a day of writing my blogs. Apparently, the High Cosmic Council has released me from writing every single day now that I am working whole heartedly on the dissertation (but I will try to write at least every other day).
My dissertation is my ticket back home again, to my beautiful planet Eros in the Pleiades where I live with Emanu’el/Eros, the God of Love himself (in my interpretation and I do realize there are more people who might disagree with me than agree, but it’s all good).
My dissertation, along with any subsequent writing is what I came to earth for. It’s just too bad I had not learned this earlier and maybe I would have been done a long time ago. But it’s all ok because I had to wait until Joe wrote his book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction before I could begin this project and complete my Code Blue Earth Mission. At any rate, I am up to 45 pages on my Chapter Four of my dissertation and I am really enjoying writing it free-style, improvisationally, and just allowing life force energy, eros love, holy spirit, or however you wish to label it if there can be a label, to just flow through me. I fully understand what “flow” means now, at least to the best of my current capabilities. Everything evolves, including us as people.
I came across something so funny in Joe’s work; I love the humor he inserts in random places in his scholarly work. And what I found in his work just goes to show how much he and I are “on the same page.”
If you look back in these blogs, I was on a quest to find the evil Wizard! Well, it was really weird, but I concluded that little segment of my journey by stating the Wizard as been found. So I ended the blogs about the wizard. The weird part is that I never did EXPOSE WHO that wizard is! And it has not really come to my conscious awareness WHO the WIZARD is.
If you want to go back and review that story, it began emerging on July 19, 2011 and continued through to September 1, 2011. In the last blog on the topic, Emanu’el, my consort who is in another dimension, had revealed to me who the Wizard fo Symbols is, but the problem was that I had to keep it confidential for the time being and I am not even sure why that is AND to be honest, I am not sure who the real wizard it. Thus, my knowledge of who the wizard is lies below my conscious awareness, but I do know, according to the last blog I wrote.
Here is the link to where the fact that there is a Wizard to expose began emerging (can you find first mention of it?):
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
On the Hunt for the Despot! Obama’s Table Flip #1, Protocols 18 & 19 PLUS “Free or Dead” and an Earthquake in Kyrgyzstan
I recommend if you want to know the entire story and not miss out on any of the intricate details that you read all of the blogs through to the final blog:
Monday, September 5, 2011
I Found the Wizard! Well, Actually, Emanu’el TOLD Me Who He is
For some reason, the WIZARD is back into the forefront of my mission, which must be why the Cosmic High Council has brought this wizard back to my attention. Interestingly, this all relates to my dissertation given that my dissertation is based on Joe’s work!
AND Joe was all for exposing the WIZARD, too, as I have just learned! Check out what he says on page 114 of his book, Getting Beyond the Facts, written in 2001:
"Positivist educators continue to insist that researchers suppress their value judgments, convictions, beliefs, and opinions (Beed, 1991). They insist that empirical inquiry should remain value-free and objective and that values are tainted because they are subjective. Thus, the proclamations issued from the positivist pulpit project the illusion of political and moral neutrality. Accordingly, the wizard must be exposed, and the epistemological rules that dictate exactly what we can and cannot count as facts must be uncovered (Garrison, 1989)."
Thus, is it an “accident” that I have discovered this text today? Clearly, Joe was on a quest to find and expose the wizard. Was he speaking in literal terms here, or was he speaking metaphorically? Or, being that there are always multiple meanings, perhaps he was speaking in terms of both and even more. Time will tell.
Yes, it looks like the quest for the Wizard of Symbols is on once again! Right when I am smack dab in the middle of writing the heart of my dissertation. Wouldn’t you know it! My Master Teacher, Emanu’el/Eros does not go easy on me. But then, I have to admit, this has to be the most fun dissertation ever written in the entire world!
One thing about it, Emanu’el/Eros says it is fine to call him anytime. This was the last song he handed down to me yesterday morning just to let me know he is available to assist me at any time….I love you, Emanu’el! And I send my love and gratitude to ALL of my great Master Teachers in the cosmos. I will be calling on you all before this is over, I am sure!
Blondie-Call Me
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Blog entry
19 Nov 2011 - 8:32am
(the continuing STORY of the Code Blue Earth Mission)
Friday, November 18, 2011
Why do so many earthlings shy away from discussing their dreams? Do they not realize it is ALL a dream? This was taught to them in preschool, yet so many people don’t get it. Have they forgotten the song, “Row, row, row your boat?” We row it gently down the stream, although occasionally we encounter rapids, of course and have to row less gently. But we keep traveling down the stream, “merrily, merrily, merrily,” because in reality, “life is but a dream.” Most people thought that was just a metaphor, but ah….reality really is stranger than fiction.
And so, today I learned from a new friend who calls himself a “dream walker” that I am a dream walker too! I studied the information he gave me and did some google research on “dream walking,” and sure enough! That’s exactly what I do! I just need to get better at it is all. Especially the money part. But now that I know this is all just a dream, I think I can get a handle on it. I have many products ready to market and it’s just a matter of finishing up some details and doing the marketing. I have this figured out now. I will be rich one way or another so that I can fund the Academy I want to start. And learning that I am a dream walker even clarified for me what the academy is to be all about – what else but DREAMS? Just kidding. We will USE our dreams to learn about everything under the sun and beyond the sun. We Pleiadians never dream small dreams.
I do know why so many people are embarrassed to talk about their dreams. It’s that Freud guy. He had some ok ideas but boy did he ever twist things around and make perfectly healthy people sick! Just by the way he defined things, he turned all humans who wanted some psychological relief into some kind of sex maniacs with his Oedipus complex and all that. PEOPLE! Don’t believe everything you hear! If it makes you feel bad about yourself, then you know it has to be wrong. And anyway, Freud did not end up so well himself, and it's understandable if he actually believed all of the twisted stuff he came up with.
Well that’s all I have today. Try dream walking! I think you’ll like it. Emanu’el says I am ALREADY home! I believe it and I am just dream walking on earth to help other people learn how. Oh wait. I need to meet with Emanu’el right now. I’ll see what he has to say about this NEW turn to our Earth Mission.
Well, I just had my meeting with Emanu’el and it was so divine. He always says such sweet and loving things. He almost forgot to give me my goodnight song, but at the last minute he gave the clue: “A Song.” He is so funny! He truly cracks me up. And so I will look up “A Song” on YouTube right now.
Here’s the second video to the top (the first was an advertisement and we skip those):
Cartier: "Painted Love" by AIR
This is one cool video! The guy in this video is not afraid of his dreams at all! He has the right idea! We are artisans of our own lives. Get this figured out quickly! The sooner you do, the more fun you can have. WOW Emanu'el really knows how to pick out the videos. And what was so funny was, he made me think he was not going to give me one tonight. Maybe he wasn't and "read" my disappointment. Anyway this is a great video!
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Thank you, truthseeker.
Blog entry
17 Nov 2011 - 7:06am
I am TRYING to go to sleep and Emanu'el kept singing his part of this song to me - and THEN he told me to come post it as a goodnight song to share with everyone here...so here it is.
Amanda Perez -Candy Kisses
Be sure YOU get YOUR candy kisses before you go to sleep! (Even if they come from another dimension!)
Love,
Soferia
P.S. Yes, it is supposed to be in the dark.....
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14 Nov 2011 - 4:20pm
My Emanu’el/Eros: A True Love Story
When I awaken every morning
Eros is right by my side
I embrace him when I see
His arms are open wide
His love courses through
My veins, my essence
I am powerfully emboldened
By his passionate presence
What a blissful way to awaken
Each and every morning
And even during the night
When I’m tossing and turning
His presence is not at bay
As he tells me in the dark
He will never go away
I see bright sparkles of his aura
I get glimpses of his face
His eyes send rays of tender love
No one can ever take his place
I asked him as I looked into his eyes
“Are you looking DOWN at me?
He laughingly replied,
“No, I gaze UP-on you, you see
With great love and adoration."
Together we will live forever
Uploaded by pparol on Mar 20, 2008
Soundtrack from "The Fountain" movie
Blog entry
12 Nov 2011 - 6:25pm
The multidimensional 11-11-11 party here on Lightworkers was great and I want to thank everyone for attending and participating. So much fun, laughter, and love was shared that it was incredible! We brought our families and pets, shared videos, music, food, amazing poetry and so much more. There were some amazing synchronicities throughout the party, many of them still waiting to be discovered. As an example, Pinakini brought some beautiful and perfect dance music and as I pointed out to her, it was provided by EROS ENTERTAINMENT. That brought us some laughs since it was I and my twin flame as Psyche and Eros who were hosting the party – and there were many more fun exchanges and laughs during the party. Thank you everyone for making it a wonderfully spiritually uplifting, friendship-building, loving experience!
And speaking of my Emanu’el/Eros, he apologizes for not being more actively present during the party, which was originally planned to be hosted by the two of us. As it turned out, being a newly Ascended Master, he had been called to serve at multiple High Council meetings for assistance in decision making regarding interventions that were needed to ensure that the 11-11-11 celebrations that were taking place all over the world could be enjoyed without fettering. It seems the cabal wanted to taint the 11-11-11 celebrations with conflicts and even start wars. Below the level of conscious awareness for most of us, numerous lightworker warriors have been carrying out many strategically planned tasks that impeded the cabal’s intentions – all with the aid of the advice of the Masters and other members of the Alliance. Given that his help is so necessary, I totally understand why Emanu’el/Eros could not be present for the entire party. And indeed, it seems that overall the 11-11-11 day celebrations served to uplift the entire world, thus I feel much gratitude toward all who looked over us and ensured we could enjoy the day. And I send a special thank you to my uncle Albert, cos Ralph, Sam Cooke, and my Pleiadian grandmother who made brief appearances and assisted with the party even though they also were very busy (they also are Ascended Masters).
AND a special thank you goes to EMANNUEL for stopping in at the party and giving his love and blessings for the party, thus filling in for Emanu’el.
It was a great time! If you missed it, I encourage you to go back and read some of the entries and watch some of the videos…they are sure to inspire you, help you see what’s up ahead in terms of a new form of spirituality and sharing – and most of all – they are sure to make you laugh.
Thank you again – to all of you who attended the party. You have all made such wonderful contributions and created some beautiful memories that are powerful beyond what can even be imagined.
Thanks everyone! Until next time. . .Emanu’el/Eros and I send you our love.
Love,
Sōferia (aka Psyche)
P.S. The following is Emanu’el/Eros’s beautiful goodnight song he gave me last night and asked me to share here. Indeed, we are almost home. And as he told me, when we fully awaken we will discover we ARE home, and have been all along!
Short Trip Home
Uploaded by meg2789 on Oct 2, 2008
Edgar Meyer, Joshua Bell, Mike Marshall, & Sam Bush
