The Angel Diaries
Yesterday morning was a fairly typical one in my house. Got up. Took out the dogs. Made a triple-sized batch of M&M pancakes, and then curled up on the sofa with my coffe to watch the latest episode of The Fashion Police. No big deal, right? Well, actually, yes... I caught myself mentally critiquing the various fashion faux-pas' of America's celebrities, right along with Joan Rivers. All along not realizing that it's this very type of mental commentary, the seemingly silly and innocuous reactions to everyday occurences, which are tripping us up and impeding our ability to clear our blocks and manifest our abundance. After finally heeding Rastran's frantic pleas to "turn it off", I headed off to meditate with her. She and the other members of my Council came up with, what I feel, is really practical and somewhat obvious advice!
We seek to speak with you today regarding the little things being done which are sabotaging the progress of many evolving humans on your planet. These behaviors are habitual and go unnoticed. While it is true that you have all chosen to enter into form and have an authentic human experience, real-life, as you say it, is not without it's pitfalls.
Were you to count, how many times on any given day can you say you "only in your head" criticized another's behavior or choice of attire? Have you tapped your foot impatiently as you wait in line, "thinking" how slow the cashier is to tally her items? How many times have you honked your horn in traffic, or "silently" and unflatteringly analyzed your brother's driving skill? Disagreed with a viewpoint and thought, "Oh, what are they thinking?!" What of the players in your sporting events? This is judgement. It is not silent. Nothing is. You are rapidly evolving into a 5th dimensional society, where telepathic conversation will be the norm. "Thinking it" is just as destructive as saying it. It all hurts. These habitual reactions are often forgotten as you sit to do your processing work, yet they are requiring your immediate attention. It is these which cause you to keep snapping back into old, 3rd dimensional situations, like the pull and release of a rubber band.
"Why", you ask your Guides. "Why does that keep happening to me? I have done the work. I have forgiven those I feel have wronged me in this life, forgiven myself. I've released, released, released all of my old programming, implants and polarized energy. Why, then, am I unable to manifest abundance? Why does the dying 3D paradigm keep showing up at my door?"
We, your family, understand that you chose this journey and all of the obstacles that have been tossed into your path. This is but the next step. You must begin to view your thoughts as being the same as words, and pay very close attention to their content and where they are directed. When you find yourself falling into this pattern of behavior, check yourself. Take immediate action to heal the thought. Re-create the idea into a complimentary one and then send it's recipient loving energy from your heart. That sweet, rose-pink energy of the Divine Mother which right now pulsates through every cell in your body, is the wellspring of miracles. Then, forgive yourself and ask the higher-self of the other for forgiveness. Then let it go.
Go out into the world, dear Brethren, and bless all you encounter. We applaud your progress and love you beyond measure.
Rastran of Sirius, with The Council of the Venus Ray