THE QUANTUM AWAKENING
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ISSUE #155
JANUARY 2012

Created, Channeled, Written, Published and copyrighted
With Love and dedication to the Light by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
thequantumawakening@gmail.com
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*** 2012 at a glimpse
*** COMPLAINING 2012
*** 2012 TIME FIELDS
*** Spirit Princess of the Water
*** I AM ELOHEIM

2012 at a Glimpse
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Well, dear ones it is finally here. We have all waited a long time for these energies. We have each held the light steadfastly with open arms and a clear heart awaiting the cycle change. When I first started working with the 2012 energies, I thought I would be an old woman by the time they finally got here, but alas I’m still a kid at heart and in actions. We all have cleansed, upgraded and cleared away as much debris as we can from our stream of life and now we all sit at a turning point. I have no expectations of 2012, only a higher hope.

The number 20 means Active Knowledge of both good and evil and consciously choosing good. It is service to others, spiritual upliftment, guidance, ‘unveiled service', a call to light duty. Soul selves become activated, being truly aware of one's inner light. Directing your powers along positive channels, a call to action.

The number 12 means a complete cycle of experience. There were 12 precious stones in the oracle breastplate of the high priest, set in gold with God’s unidentified names. The soul attracts that which it needs to learn. Reversal of negativity. The Zero means to blend with God’s presence, open new doorways and new opportunities. Bear the cross in order to see the crown.

12-21-2012 (Portal of 11 Time Shift) Within this truth lives all doorways in and out of time. A mirror image is produced, holographic of nature. Will all of our dreams or fears been thrown at us on this auspicious day? Will we even know what as transpired as we shift effortlessly into the next cosmic time zone. A Solar White Mirror reflects what we are 360 degrees. Like one who has had a death experience and lives to tell, we will experience the panorama of our every thought and action and how it has affected others. When we take one-step into what is to be, we shift the future. Like the movement of a butterfly's wing, our every action touches all. It is not fate versus free will it is fate and free will. A vision is jut a snapshot into a possible future.

12-21-2012 is an Eleven gateway The DNA spiral grows restless and seeks a new doorway. Seeing divine guidance from the inner resources within ones own light awakens a connection that cannot be plugged in any other way. A divine sensitivity is awakened. the forces of Eleven have the power to change history in the making. Eleven teaches us every problem comes as a divine solution. This energy tries and tests our faith and our belief system. It forces us to listen to that small, still voice within, the silent witness. It reminds us we are all vast beings who have come to earth to help with the healing and awakening process. It asks you to locate the light within and share it with all. Eleven is our Best Friend and Teacher.

2012 Mercury Retrograde Dates
retro Mar 11 2012 direct Apr 4 2012
retro Jul 14 2012 direct Aug 7 2012
retro Nov 6 2012 direct Nov 26 2012

Solar Eclipse:

20 May 2012

Lunar Eclipse:

4 Jun 2012

Solar Eclipse:

13 Nov 2012

Lunar Eclipse:

28 Nov 2012

 
CHINESE NEW YEAR 2012
YEAR OF THE BLACK WATER DRAGON
Dragons are the embodiment of primordial power - the ultimate ruler of all elements. The Dragon is the master of: Fire, Water, Earth, and Wind. As a totem, the Dragon serves as a powerful guardian and guide. Dragons are also messengers of balance, and magic - encouraging us to tap into our psychic nature and see the world through the eyes of mystery and wonder. A Dragon can be a powerful ally in our daily effort to live our lives.

The early Chinese believed in four magical, spiritual, and benevolent animals; the Dragon, the Tortoise, the Unicorn and the Phoenix. The Dragon was the most revered of all. In its claws, it holds an enormous magical pearl-like egg, which has the power to multiply whatever it touches. The ancients believed the "egg" symbolized the most precious treasure, which was Wisdom. Dragon eggs are said to share their magical energies with their owners. Invariably accompanied by thunder and rain, dragons move like lightning and whirlwinds - - all powerful yet totally unpredictable.

Dragon medicine includes change and transformation, wisdom, infinity, longevity and movement through space. Dragon's power is that of shedding its skin and coming out as a new, transformed being. The dragon provides us with fierce protection and possesses inherent magic, adding extra power to any thought we may have. Dragon represents the supernatural and infinite self. Dragon can ward off wandering evil spirits, protect the innocent and bestow safety to all that hold his egg. Dragon brings with it ultimate abundance, prosperity and good fortune. The Dragon is the ultimate representation of the forces of Mother Nature, the greatest divine force on Earth. From the very start, Dragons were seen as guarding treasures, holding back the floods, and dispensing knowledge. Originally, it was believed that the dragons were the ones who talked directly to the Gods.

Dragon is full of life and bravery. Extremely independent and freedom-loving, Dragon needs an environment that allows personal creativity. Dragon are dreamers, love adventure, and believe that they are destined to achieve great success. Dragon wants to make a huge impact on the world. If Dragon takes action to realize dreams, there is no limit to the heights that can be achieved. .In ancient China, the celestial Dragon represents an emperor and power. Today, it is the ultimate fortunate symbol signifying success and happiness. May the celestial Dragon bring great good luck to everyone.
 

COMPLAINING in 2012
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
For the last several months we have been inundated by grouchy, complaining people in our furniture store. So much that I actually did a radio commercial about it. I try to see everything in my life as a blessing and a teacher no matter what the shape or color of the learning. I always look to myself first to see what I may be reflecting from the person/situation and then do my darnedest, in the most human way, to bless the person and situation.

Owning a Furniture store is like going to retail battle everyday. (that’s how you know God has a sense of humor). The populace is angry and upset and feels cheated. Everyone is pointing a sharp finger with four fingers turned back at themselves. Forked tongues have turned into serving spoons, serving up justice in a toxic verbal way.

I try to place the public's angry energies on the weather, the full moon, politics, the price of gas or the Bossa Nova. No matter what is good, there is always something bad that they talk about. It is exhausting to watch. I work real hard at staying balanced in a place of harmony. I do my prayers and say my mantras driving down back roads in the Smokey Mountain foothills; as soon as I hit ‘the real world’ the real ride begins. Like riding a bull with heels and putting on mascara with a set of twins in your arms, while getting dinner ready for your in-laws. Standing as a light in the center of a three ring circus is not for those weak of nature. I just take a deep breath and dive into the deep end of the human pool. As the tides turn you are going to have to swim to shore and pray. When you get to the shore you then will become as a Light house, sturdy in your light without jumping in to save the ships. Allowing them to be guided or perish at sea.

2012 is a turning point year no matter what comes our way on any level of life. It is a year to be respected and looked at very closely. Every thought counts. The light and the dark count, your every vote counts and I am not speaking of politics.

When you complain you are poisoning your future. When we go around grumbling and complaining we are calling in more of that poison to every part of our life. When we complain about a pain, we're calling in more pain. Try to do all things without grumbling, fault finding or complaining. See the good in every situation and be thankful. Find some reason in your day to be thankful – this will help dilute the kind of complaining that creates poison in your body and in your life.

There’s always something to complain about but you need to look very hard to find what’s to be thankful for. See good around you – be the one to make a difference. Leave it up to God, the Universe, to fight your injustices. Until you are at a point of gratefulness right where you are, God is not going to help you change that situation. Be grateful for what is right in your life instead of complaining about what is wrong in your life.

Do all things without complaining and you will find the magic and miracles in your life multiply. When you are in pain or worry, immediately find a point of gratefulness about something in your life. Those thoughts bring you into higher vibration that will assist you and move you past any negative situation. Look at the half-full glass, not the spilled water under the bridge.

2012 TIME FIELDS
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Father Time makes Himself known again, rerouting the very best of intentions, sidestepping the 24 hr day and running us around in circles. Time as we know it cannot be forced into pigeon holes nor trained to do our bidding. Time has grown its own wings and takes flight into previously unknown patterns, reconstructing the highways and byways of what was. The sextants of humanity's DNA demand that it fly in a direction that brings a quickening. Do not take for granted what is etched in sand on the hourglass of time. For what once was instructed and carved in stone has shifted in context. The timelines cannot be tamed nor ridden into submission.
 
What was taken for granted is challenged non-stop, what you know to be truth is challenged, what you believe in your heart is challenged. The body has received so many mixed signals, it feels like a Long Island iced tea. All of humanity is in overload. All circuits are busy. Senses are so overworked, they are taking a leave of absence which creates that fuzzy disconnected feeling. Earth is at an intersection of time with no clear directions. The playing field of earth is being changed forever. It is becoming a clearing house of light and information for all Universes. We are traveling in and out of time sequences, past, present and future; no longer are we anchored and docked in 3-D. The time fluctuations are accelerated when the sun shakes her golden locks and her explosive nature is seen by all who are brave enough to look. We are being escorted into different time portals of experience and this will continue in a dramatic fashion for the next several years.

Earth is experiencing a Timestorm which is one of the side effects of disrupting the flow of time itself, caused by something altering the timestream. When a wormhole travels close enough to a star during a Solar flare, its timepath may be altered. A side effect of this is Time Dilation. Time Dilation slows down or advances the speed of time, reversing time in a localized field. Time is only altered within that field and not throughout the entire universe. This can slow down the progression of time to the point that one year would equal a thousand years outside the field. If we all think time has sped up and slowed down simultaneously, this is the reason.

Solar cycles always play an important part in the upgrading of human consciousness. Solar activity is a catalyst for our evolutionary process. Solar light stimulates change in matter, energy, and consciousness. It pushes us into a higher position of knowing and the ability to integrate and use that knowledge for the betterment of all Universes. Evolutionary change is Sun driven. New energy is coming from deep space via this Solar portal.

Our Sun as the pulsing heart of this solar system, sends a twelve-faceted geometric light into every atom of its solar universe. The Sun is a portal which streams information in the form of light from other light/solar systems and worlds beyond ours. It is a storehouse of vital energies and is considered to be the Great Heart. Stars like our sun are the visible raiment of celestial beings. Their inner aspects are invisible, just like ours. The sun is simply the heart and brain of our little Universe. The mighty heart of the solar system beats to a different drum, disrupting and erupting time at any given moment. With each beat, the sun expels its accumulated light and energy through sunspots projecting to the remotest corners of the solar systems. The sun feeds its family, just as the heart feeds the body.

Earth and all her inhabitants are living receivers and transmitters. Solar flares affect the Central Nervous System, all brain activity (including equilibrium) and all human and animal behavior. Solar flares can cause us to be nervous, anxious, worrisome, jittery, irritable and lethargic, have short-term memory loss, lose time, feel nausea, headaches, trouble with all forms of communication--both human and technological. Solar activity illuminates consciousness, causing old patterns to be consumed in Light, just like a phoenix making way for the new prototype.

The very word time is a 911 vibration that leads itself full circle into a multilayered learning. When face to face with itself, time escorts itself into the sacred portal of 11. Eleven is the number of masters. It is an encoded molecular structure of Remembrance that seeks to be found. It is a doorway into your highest potential as a human who is seeking divine memory, letting go of man-made and coming into Christed Creation. Doorways open and close and you are in-between all. The 'one' seeks itself through mirror-like reflection of the world around it.

Spirit Princess of the Water
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
ALOHA., I am Spirit Princess of the Water, of the land of Hawaii. I come as asked to position myself within your hearts as you feel the bloom of the hibiscus and the orchid in your being, as you feel the green of the highest peaks of the islands, as you feel the hot desires of the body of Mother Earth as lava, as you feel the tropical breezes within and without.
 

For many years before I was birthed fully into spirit, I was angered much with those who disfigured the sacred land. I was angry about how they changed the land and the landscape of my future, my children’s future, and my children’s children future. I knew as did my peoples, the sacredness of all, of every pebble, every shell, every granule of sand, every particle of dirt. All of these essences were alive and spoke to me as I walked. Throughout my day. I heard the call of the birds, of the bees, of the insects, of the animals, and all were at peace with themselves. And then, progress was born. Progress that pushed away all that I held sacred. Progress that devastated the land, the people and their holy sanctuary.

The people thus learned to hold all that was sacred within themselves, even though the earth was barren around them, they still held the sacredness of land, the ocean, the air, and the fire within themselves. They closed down much of their senses because they could not physically endure the pain of annihilation, an annihilation of a history that went deeper then the ocean. An annihilation of customs that were looked upon with disdain, an annihilation of peace, for it was all outwardly taken.

Every culture on the planet Earth has experienced this, even those of the white skin. The energy of what one holds sacred always seems to come under attack by outside disturbing forces. It is by only focusing on the outside that one draws pain and confusion in to one's self. By opening the doorway to separation, one draws continuing devastation.

Seek to become ALL. For as long as you separate yourself from that which disgusts you or hurts you or angers you -- you will not come into wholeness within your own being. This is the state of Union that you were birthed to experience. On the earth there is great polarity. When the wind blows in one direction, the sands shifts in another, the water curls in another, the fire becomes an ember. When the direction of your life shifts unexpectedly and all that you took for granted is no longer there, then you have received an invitation into expansion. It is this expansion that draws you into itself through the energy of contraction.

You must walk through the solidified lava tunnel of what is dark and what was once fiery and hot to find the sacred place along the shoreline. All things that make themselves known to you do it because you are vibrationally in sameness. Whether it is the trees that fall, a house that falls, a heart that falls. If it is close to you and you can see it and hear it, then it is asking to be brought into your vision, to the Soul of your being, to look at it and behold what is unfolded as it is birthed.

All things in your life give to you a gift of unexpectedness. It may be an unexpected rain shower, an unexpected gift, and an unexpected hello. Every day your life is filled with a variety of unexpectedness. As a human being you still have not embraced the unexpected. You have conformed and stayed in-between the lines and the boxes of your life where you think you are safe and sheltered and not seen nor heard. In that zone of comfort there is no growth. I come on this day to ask you to allow the contractions of your life to birth you into expansion, prompting you to look from another angle, another perception.

You seem to think that your five senses are so limited. Each one of them gives you a multitude of gifts. It is up to you to transform the perception. You can hear the neighborhood animals barking and growling or you can hear the birds singing behind that. You can hear trees falling or you can hear souls changing forms and being released. You can hear water crashing on the shore eating sand for breakfast, lunch, and dinner or you can see life sculpting itself into something new.

There will be several doorways that offer you opportunities to birth yourself in a higher octave of awareness. I speak about birthing all of your senses, your consciousness, your sub-consciousness, your body, your intentions, and your attentions. Looking at everything as a sacred gift and a sacred opportunity to move from contraction, fear, and anger into an another form. Your anger and hate pollute yourself and the earth. So many are angry at the deforestation, at the pollution in the waters, angry at the war, and angry with the government. All these things grow and expand until you bless them and diminish what they stand for.

Your life is a miracle. Bless it. Breathing is a miracle, bless it. Everything is there because you constructed it. You are dreaming it and it is dreaming you. You are your neighbor's dream and your neighbors are your dream. When you want to shift, you shall. When you want to wake yourself up from that dream, you shall. But until then you will continue to dream, all connecting, all experiencing, all birthing.

Become as water, shift and change and flow and contract and expand and rise and lower yourselves all throughout your day. Do not settle or nest long in any anger or any fears, but relax your body and move away from it. You cannot undo what has been done. You cannot undo what a high percentage of your population has deemed as correct, whether it is war or clearing land. But you can bless all, after and during the fact. What hurts you, bless it. What angers you, bless it. What binds you, bless it. For the vibration of bless has a lessening effect. Lessening by blessing, you lessen the effect. The lesson is in the blessing. Your lessons to learn, your lessons to release. Look at when you bless another very deeply now, for much more is happening than you have ever surveyed in the past. I bless you. Mahalo.

I AM ELOHEIM
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I am He that glides upon the emanations of the past, the present, the future. I am He that is faster then the speed of light, louder then the speed of sound. I am He that dwells in-between space and time. I am ELOHEIM, as I am you. I come to bring you into awareness of the aspects of yourself that you have pushed away throughout time and space.
In this corridor of time you now enter there is a blending of every aspect of yourself that has been un-embraced. All of the doings and the un-doings of this life experience that have been pushed into the cellar of your mind, every aspect of this and all earth experiences that you have not embraced. They all come together at the summit of your human-ness, meeting at the entrance and the exit, the rip tide, the flow and the ebb of your being-ness. Adjoining and conjoining together to awaken the sleeping dormant giant and dragon within you.
It is beyond time for you to stand in the very center circle of every experience that you have known and unknown, and walk forward once and for all to meet them. They represent all of whom you once were. In order for you to move forward into totality, into placement of honor, and placement of light – you must fully integrate every aspect that you have not acknowledged, every anger that you have sequestered away. Every toxic thought throughout existence now takes form and now stands there wishing.
All that you have ever called upon throughout all time and space gathers -- to once again invite you through a gauntlet of initiation without giving in to fear, without giving in to temptation, without giving in to anger. You are asked to love these elements that try and stop you from succeeding, that want to pay you back for calling them up in the first place, that want to gift you with whatever life form you granted them asylum originally.
It is this portal that you have cried for, that you have prayed for, that you have begged God for. It is not an easy entrance. It is as traveling through a black hole, free falling in order to find one’s self. Then one finds that one has landed upon the island of every experience that one has ever encountered. Some of these experiences will integrate in your dreams. Others will come through individuals that you meet that mirror this. You may even see individuals that appear human and catch a glimpse that they are not -- as your eyes discern clearly as the eyes of an owl through all darkness, illusions, fogs, and mirrors. This is the Trans-portal that you enter. A portal that will take you beyond space and time completely into other levels of yourself.
You enter into what is considered to be an energy field where entire levels of consciousness are transformed and transferred into the next level of their journey. There is a completion and an un-doing. There is a movement forward and there is movement backward. There is a great dark and there is a great light. For you stand in front of all that God explains itself to be – which is every essence on every level. Every shade of gray, every shade of white, and every shade of black. This experience is a completion. After this encounter is deemed completed, you will no longer have the fractures, the broken pieces, that keep you limited.