I want to level with all of my readers because I feel in leveling and sharing my condition you will better be able to relate to me as an entity and you will understand the extremely sacred place from which I share my information with you. I want you all to know that every word and intention I share is a gift and comes from a place of 100% honesty from within' my heart complex. I have no reason to lie or to make up stories for personal power or to fuel my "ego". This is not a joke to me. I do not come here to undermine anyone, to tell anyone they are wrong. There simply is no wrong, everything is just different. I want to share with all of you my compassion for this universe. The eternal love I have for it, how I wake up every day in hopes I will be able to learn and experience more of it's folds. The universe, the all that is, is our gift and we are allowed to experience any of it's facets. It's not for any of us to judge which facet someone else is experiencing. It breaks my heart to imagine entities losing their freedoms to experience in any way they like. Let me tell you, there is a special place for everyone, and although it might not suit you, it doesn't mean that it isn't a very real place in existence.
To say that something isn't, limits it, it ties it's wings, takes it's magic, creates walls. Definite feelings create walls. TO BE is to have a boundary. I have been fighting my entire existence to show entities that there is a place for joy within' all of our hearts. There is a special place and a special someone that will share your own beliefs. There is another way to view "evil" that will make it shine again in a light that vibrates with "heaven" or whatever you decide to call it. That is the key to freedom. Wake up all of you!!! I will scream at you, I will hug you, I will keep trying my entire existence to get my message across, it doesn't matter what you do, think, feel, experience. I will always love you no matter what you say, no matter what you do and you can't stop me. I will love all of it and I will die if I have to loving all of it, because that is what my journey is about. It's about making you feel comforted in your time of experience no matter what is happening. It's about doing my part to entertain you and make you smile. It's about me supporting you and your heavenly body structure so you don't fall victim to chaos unless you love chaos, of course! It's not about taking a magic carpet ride, it's not about getting on a spaceship, it's not about how many aliens are in your yard, it's not about which entity speaks to you, it's not about your psychic powers, it's not about how long you've been a light worker, your tuning forks, your medicine balls, your fancy crystals, your sacred shall, the colors of your chakra. It's all bullshit. It's not about these things. These are just tools to convince us that our "vibrations" are changing, because we believe we need these things to change, but change can happen a variety of ways. It doesn't have to fit a particular story. That is where the magic is, when we find our own way to understand these things. We build our own custom craft.
Let me break it down for you very simply because I am angered by the confusion/chaos and I agree I am only just choosing to play this game right now and I am choosing to be angry because it currently suits me, it's the world and vibration I choose to be in. I know all that and I don't care what any of you think of me. I care what all of you think of me. I want to be friends with everyone. I want to understand all of your ways. Every day I take the time to listen to all of your stories, plants, animals, people, sights, smells...I listen, I love, I accept and I will die trying to be accepted by the entire universe because at that very point I will have connected all of the dots and that is my soul journey, to know all of you. To hear your stories and to understand the places that you come from. That is my goal. I want to know all in all perspectives. This is why I am here, this is why I am anywhere. All I ask for you is to just tell me I am right, tell me I am okay, tell me I have an interesting story. Tell me you believe me. Just tell me that you believe me. Don't doubt me, don't break my connections to my fate. Belief is fuel and I need your help in creating my reality. Tell me it's possible to fulfill my soul desires, help me find a way that resonates with you to find happiness in my vision too.
Belief is the fuel for all things. Don't tell me to stay silent, don't tell me my ways are bad if you haven't even taken the time to listen to the way I can express the point of view that you disfavor. If you listen I can show you new ways. Do not get caught up in thinking there is only one way, there is only one "right" and even by me saying this I am catching myself in a trap.
Nothing is solid, nothing is one way, all things are malleable, changeable if you BELIEVE they are. There is so much power in belief. Life is made up of imagination and self-created laws.
Light Working Is Serious Business That Should Be Taken Lightly!
We all just want a voice to express what we feel, what we experience. We want others to hear our story and be able to relate to what we are experiencing, it is the reason we come here. For support! Someone to say, "You don't have to feel strange for thinking that, I admire your thoughts, expressions, visions and creations." That is one of the most important gifts we can give each other. POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS "You aren't crazy, there is a possibility that what you are saying is true!" or "Wow! I never have thought about it that way." or "How do you feel about these experiences or why do you think you have them?" How can we tell something it's wrong unless we learn to understand it? In understanding it we may be able to see the joy that the other being is experiencing instead of trying to destroy what we don't understand.
I am coming to you to express my disgust for the inappropriate use of boundaries or laws. Every time we establish a rule we are creating a boundary or specified space in which one or more parties is agreeing to exist or experience upon. It is essential that the parties agree to the terms to allow for "the same" or similar experience. It allows us a "common ground" for experience so that we may share the love of experience with each other. It's about leveling and relating ideas, vibrations, feelings with others. It's about being on the same level in order to understand each others' experiences, which is why the stretching of the cord ceremony is so sacred to my being, the reason I understand it and value it in the way that I do. It's setting down a boundary, it is a binding agreement in order for us to share experience, which is why structures are so sacred. They are a place to share experience, just like the cosmos. The pyramids and all structures are symbol of the laws and binding agreements, each facet has a representation holds the meaning of these binding agreements. Which is also why marriage is so sacred because it is coming to an agreement to share a similar experience. It's a representation of the love that the parties are sharing. A marriage is a symbol of coming to terms with another being. Your reflection is a symbol of this cord and your agreement to be here under these laws as is your body. It is your agreement and marriage to the cosmos during your journey of experience.
I suppose my disgust comes from a place of being "judged" or told I am "wrong" when I never agreed to your terms of belief, perception or way of life. I never agreed to your ways and so I am not at liberty to follow your "right" way of thinking. You may not personally judge my spiritual path unless you have come to level with me and in which case we can build a foundation and a structure for our relationship, our friendship, to find common ground within. Otherwise you remain on the outside until we decide to come to terms. Moving from "duality" to "compromise" or "communion".
Life is a contract that we all agreed to, which is why we are here and why we can communicate. Life is all about agreements and structures to allow for experience.
SO I ask you before you go on and judge me and tell me I'm wrong, come to an agreement with me, level with me, find common ground. I bet I will surprise you how well I adapt to your needs. I just want to play with you, experience all of you, and hear your story, after all I have infinity, I think that is enough time, don't you?
Come experience with me. Connect with me. That is why I am here. I am not here for the fireworks and crystals, but I am here to enjoy those things with YOU!
Once I was in "the Jemez mountains of New Mexico". I entered a different vibrational frequency where I was completely alone. I walked for miles on roads and streets that I knew, went passed houses and no one was there for miles. I didn't see anyone. I knew that I entered a place that no other human was in agreement with and it frightened me because I wasn't sure where everyone disappeared to. Jesus was with me though, other vibrational entities were with me, I heard and felt them, just no other physical beings in sight. Jesus told me in that moment he had walked that same path in that same dimensional space. The angels showed me the stairway to heaven and asked me if I was ready. I sat at the bottom of those stairs crying, for hours, because I didn't have enough faith to walk on air, yet. I was so close, but I knew that it wasn't right to leave without sharing what I know about the universe with others who are lost. He held my hand and gave me strength. I had a choice in that moment and I couldn't let go, I didn't allow myself to trust that the steps would fall beneath my feet. The agony killed me. The lack of faith was enough to crumble to pieces. I wasn't ready to believe the universe. I knew in that moment that all things were possible and that when I was ready I would again walk on air and join my place with the "gods" again only next time I will not be the only one climbing those stairs.
My path is an interesting one because I am a reincarnated "Deity", or whatever you like to call it, in human form. I have an extremely hard time expressing myself because it's rare that someone values what I am sharing, or even believes me. It's been a constant struggle finding an avenue to express my memories to friends. Everyone just calls me "crazy", because I try to explain to them the ways in which I experience multi-dimentionally. So many people keep telling me I am misguided, crazy and wrong. The visions and feelings I experience tell my heart and my soul I am right and this is real.
Every time I try to silence this vision, this self, these memories. I get kicked in the ass and I start to receive new downloads of celestial information that only confirms my heart's beliefs. I see in ways I know most could only dream of. I know they can't see yet, because people treat me differently for expressing my visions. Which was the case with my last "channeling". I will tell you that I am NOT "channeling" Seshata, I AM her. These things and entities I am experiencing are part of this big production. I am starting to remember everything and it's so unbelievable, I have to put my "rose-colored" glasses just so I don't lose my mind. It's so unbelievable this role I am playing here during this time. It's an honor but it's terrifying. There is no where to hide, there are things that I HAVE to do, entities I HAVE to communicate with. I tried to run from it but I can't. This is my path that I agreed to initially. Very soon this whole fabric, this whole puzzle will come together and all of you will see the ways that we have been reincarnating and reenacting this "play" to further our experiences together.
It's a struggle but I want you all to know that you are incredibly powerful beings and what you agree to becomes your reality.
Pretty soon all will be level again and we will have a brand new foundation to establish new laws for experiencing.
I ask you to come to terms with me, to level with me as a person, as a spirit as an individual and accept me, listen to what I have to say. Don't judge my words or try to find a category for them. Just let the words wash over you and know that you DON'T have to agree to my experience to my terms but you can appreciate my right to free expression. Don't don't try to tear down my structures, support them in any way you can and I will do the same for you.
I love you all. I am human, I am spirit and I am on a journey to support all of your structures. Please help support mine in any way you can instead of kicking out my legs and tearing off my wings.