Understanding our own being
I would like to explain how I have experienced the expansion that is within all of us as we are all source beings.
We all have our own consciousness experience within this universe but also beyond this universe.
As a human we usually do not feel, or see that experience, or those parts of our being as we have lost the connection to many other parts of our being.
Some have started to see or feel more of this expansion and have seen the expansiveness of their own being as it can contain many universes.
The fun part comes in when someone says I felt so one with it all.
Just saying the word “I” already explains that the oneness is something seen from human perspective.
So let me try to explain it in a different way.
We all have our own consciousness, so as far as being separate or one, we have our own consciousness. We don’t disappear when we expand ourselves into our universe and beyond. Even when we reach the source consciousness, we still have our own consciousness experience as well.
So we have a choice within our experience as we expand or actually what we are doing is expanding our consciousness within our own being as our being is already expanded.
This is where it becomes trickier as the experiences are different.
Now to me this is more due to the belief system we have as humans as far as what we think we should be experiencing.
As we expand within our own being, or we expand within our universe and beyond, we are told that there is something that needs to be felt and this is the oneness.
However we see all this from a human understanding, we explain all of it through our human understanding.
So we can look at it from two different points of view and try to see if we can also see it from the point of view of our source being, although we still have to translate through the human understanding and beliefs.
We can look up into our being or we can look down into our being.
When I myself expand and to be honest I usually am, I can feel at any moment what is happening within the earth, within our universe and beyond if I have to or need to, my feelings or understanding are a bit different than most.
I know everything is within me at all times, but I also know I have my own consciousness and can use this to move through the universes as well. It is a bit like when you look at your physical body, you can feel the whole body or you can concentrate on certain parts of the body.
It is the same with our entire being in spirit. We usually use the heart as a starting point to move in our being as this is one of the more safe places, or at least we feel this is a safe place.
Once you move beyond that you will see there are not just planets and stars within those universes but also other beings, but usually we ignore that and just see the planets and stars within them.
This brings me to the point of why I was actually explaining this.
The question is why are there highly advanced beings doing stuff that we consider to be not right.
Now we are all at a different point of advancement as far as connecting with our source being and we are also at different point of experience in how to create and move through the energies of our own consciousness.
The most powerful creations happen on a source level within us.
But as we are released from source on our path of learning and experiencing all that can be experienced, we all make choices. No matter if we are physical or not.
We at this time chose to be here as humans on earth, some of us just started on the path of creation and experiencing all that can be experienced and others are further on that path of creation and experience.
So as we move through our own consciousness we have the choice to either engage with others or stay separate from others.
When I say there are some highly advanced beings that are behind some of what is happening on earth as far as control, I am saying that some beings have made the choice to control; they have chosen to engage and use their knowledge of creation to control certain groups of souls/source beings. Now this is made easier by the fact that most of the beings they control have no clue this is happening and are not or not yet capable of actually seeing more than just their human existence upon earth.
This is not just happening in our universe but also in other universes, so don’t think we are the only ones going through this.
Just like with us humans where we have our own personality, as spiritual beings we also have our own personalities. So we also make all different choices.
To think there is a God or at least one being or even several beings in control of all that is happening as far as allowing good and evil is a myth. We all are in control of our own choices and sometimes some beings make the choice to control other beings. In that matter the spiritual world is not that much different from the physical world.
People on earth can be guided in certain directions and beliefs and this can happen in the spiritual world as well. The only difference is that it is easier to escape the control in the spiritual world than in the physical world.
To think that it is all love, light and peace in the spiritual world is an illusion as there are many beings out there still learning as we are all learning within every moment.
We mostly have no clue what it is like being just energy instead of having the physical body.
The experiences we have are after all still translated through the human mind.
Many times we see that the experiences are not even our own as we have not yet learned how to really see what is our own and what is another beings experience as we move into a field of energy that we are not used to and have not learned yet how to translate it properly within the human mind.
We see many at this time, mostly younger people, being very enthusiastic telling us they are an incarnation of great beings. They are here to do amazing things as these beings and they have found all the knowledge and think they have all that is needed to make everything happen.
Most of this is because they really don’t have much experience as far as what and how to translate the energies they are encountering within themselves as well as outside of their own consciousness.
Many of them have just awakened to the fact that there is a spirit world and they start reading some of the messages. They read messages that are talking about changes, love and light and since they really most of the time do not have that much experience yet as a human, how do we expect them to really see through much of what is out there.
Many of these young people want to see change happen and they are very enthusiastic about helping with this change. Now I am not saying that older light workers know better. There are many older light workers that are stuck within certain belief systems as well. And by older I don’t mean age, but the amount of time they have spent researching and going within.
The fact is that many of these young people have not really spent much time within and researching within as to what is truth and what is not.
I know for myself it has taken me years of searching within and I have barely scratched the surface of what is happening and I have been exploring much of what is out there.
I have been in contact with many beings out there and have seen the fights that are happening within our universe and other universes.
I have gone through the stages of trusting certain beings to later find out their real agenda.
This has made me go within more and more to find a place where I would be able to see the truth behind every truth that is out there.
I have learned to not have any preconceived ideas of what is happening, to not have any expectations about what can happen. And to let go of all that I thought about myself and others as well as what is happening to find out what is really happening.
But the way to find that was within me, as everything was already within me.
The part that is most important is to release the fear of being wrong, to release all attachment to what you know within one moment as the one thing you know for sure within one moment can be changed within a moment as well.
Awakening is not something that happens and you know everything, awakening is a process that takes time as there is a need to translate it into the human as well as it takes time to move deeper and deeper within each time you explore.
And as you move deeper within and find more answers you have to let go of the fact that those answers are the ultimate answers as there is always more behind the answer.
You have to also release all the beliefs and teachings that have taken you to certain points in your life over and over again.
This means releasing what you think is happening on earth, what you have been told is happening on earth and even what you experience that is happening on earth within each moment.
You never stop looking within, you never stop researching within and you never take anything for truth until you reach a point where there is nothing left but truth.
You do not belief anything that is told to you by any being until you can verify what is being said within you, and this means that you really find the place where truth is nothing but truth.
As a human this is almost impossible as we as humans have to translate everything into our human experience and this influences a lot of what we see as truth.
As humans we are told to hold a certain vision for what we want to see happen, for myself I think we have to let go of every vision of what we want to see happen and find what needs to happen within at our deepest level, to me this is the source level and within this source level there is still much to explore as to what is truth and what is not truth.
We have to research every little particle of energy that is within us. And it is like searching for a needle in a haystack. As it takes time for us humans to learn how to translate each little particle of energy through the human mind.
And it definitely doesn’t help when we have beings that are giving us information that is leading us further away from searching within.
That is the one thing that my guides have done at all times, they have always taught me to go within in so many ways. Sometimes it was fun and sometimes it wasn’t, but that guidance has been for me the most important part to make me go within more and more and to never take anything for the truth until I could find the truth for that moment within me.
Another thing I would like to mention is that having had a hard life or not as a human doesn’t mean you know more or less than others about spiritual life.
We will all have to learn about the spiritual world in our own way and all I can say is let go of what you know, what you are being told and just keep on moving within to experience more and more of your spiritual life.
Never stop searching for more.
I teach my classes every day and my students all have this experience, this is something that can be reached by going within either during meditation or through other methods.
I myself do not use meditation anymore, but that is more due to experience and being able to stay within and keep my consciousness expanded.
And once you reach that expanded state you start the research. You don’t stay there. You don’t think that at that moment you have reached the ultimate. You start your exploration within.
Yes it might take some time to really see it or even feel it, but it is attainable for each person.