Good afternoon. I am Metatron. I greet in you a vector of peace and love, wrapping you in the light of this metatronic universe and beyond. I wish to discuss today the change from matter to antimatter, and the reason you have been unable to reproduce the experience at will within your current paradigm. The switch from matter to antimatter requires concentrated energy, but not just any type of energy. It requires the energy of unconditional love. When a human being carries enough light quotient, unconditional love ignites the threefold flame in the heart. The flame increases the human’s vibration to the point where the etheric body particles are moving at rate equal to the speed of light. The chakras act as particle accelerators, increasing the speed of vibration. It is important to remember that vibrational increase is the key to making the switch. The speed of light is the vibrational speed of that termed zero point, and it is the key frequency requisite for ascension, reachable only through unconditional love of the all that is.
You have experienced this frequency on occasion, but the experience has appeared haphazard. I can assure you that it is nothing of the sort. The experiences were glimpses of your future, a foreshadowing of things to come. You have a tendency to want to skip to the end of the story, but you would be wisest to do what comes naturally and trust that the switch will happen in divine timing. You asked for knowledge and received. Be patient and let the future unfold at its own pace. By trying so hard to produce a specific result, you are blocking yourself from attaining the vibration of unconditional love in the now moment. Look around at all you created. You are living in a masterpiece of your own creation, completely guided and protected by your higher vibrational selves, each moment a new creation, yet you believe somehow you will be happier or more fulfilled when you can leave your body and travel the universe, or when you can perform miracles for all eyes to see. Like any new experience, your new abilities will excite you tremendously at first, but soon you will be longing for more. It is in your nature to continuously expand. Yet you must remember that abilities can become attachments which inhibit your further expansion. Your happiness and fulfillment should never be dependent upon circumstances such as what you can or cannot do. True happiness is found in knowing who you are and trusting that your circumstances have been chosen by yourself, for your own benefit, to maximize your overall enjoyment of existence. Trust yourself, and the process you have chosen. There is a method to the madness, and all will be revealed in due time.