slow down and smell the memories
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Mercury turns retrograde on 15 Jul 2012 at 12Leo32
As the vibrations of Mercury wraps itself around us we journey to the land of nots. In this land of many knots (nots) you are asked to look at what still binds you in body, heart, and soul. Mercury retrograde asks you to look at what you do not want to address, what you do not want to clear up, what you do not want to heal. The winged messenger Mercury has a small limp at this time, as he sits upon a stone beckoning the sacred waters from the healing well to run across his stress lines. He sits there pondering what he should be doing, what he could be doing, what he was supposed to do. The strain upon his winged feet demands he slow in energy, in walk in thought.
Mercury retrograde is a magical time of slowing down, or being made to stop, to smell the flowers of your life. It asks you to pay special attention to detail to pay special attention to what is small and minute. Become as mouse and look closely at what needs to be addressed.
Mercury retro asks you to address everything that you are afraid of remembering, of becoming, of doing. Mercury is at rest at this point of energy and history. In this resting it says do not move forward but stop pause and organize your earthly life - tend to the details, tend to the fine print.
Call those that you haven’t talked to in months or years or decades. Call those who have passed over and talk to them soul to soul, heart to heart. Look backwards in time but don’t lick your wounds. Get ready to plant new seeds in the old soils of your soul.
Time beckons you to her side as she walks through the past, picture by picture, memory by memory, thought by thought. The spirit of Time takes you past the fine lines of scrutiny. No bah hum bugs about who you were, what you were or what you did.
Every thread of you is woven into the beautiful tapestry you are now and even if you do not see the beauty reflected in your own eyes, it truly comes as a mirror from Source. Let those around you reflect that beauty with their kindness.
You are a child of God. You are a child of the Universe. Honor yourself as such. Honor yourself those around you in all of their choices. People are enmeshed and immersed in the quick sand of their thoughts. They are not listening and do not hear your woes as theirs internal sound is in Dolby digital surround sound.
Allow this mercury retrograde to youth you, to take you back to when you were a child of wonder, a child of grace. Recapture your youth through your memories and then shift and sift those memories into fairy dust. Youth is first a state of mind, then a state of heart and then a state of body. Allow your body time to catch up with your youthful thoughts. See the kid in everyone around you and play like your life depends upon it - because it does. Youthing gives you life, laughter gives you more life and loving gives you all life.
ASK TO SEE A GRANDER VISION
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
For many years we have reached outside of ourselves for truth, wisdom, knowledge, miracles and just plain old prove. We have lit candles, said ‘Hail Mary’s’ prayed to statues, icons, and literally lost ourselves in the deluge of all that was ‘supposed to be’ greater, holier and more divine than ourselves.
We have called on the Angels, the Masters, the Saints, spirit guides, and our beloved departed ones, asking for help, for intervention, for miracles, for the winning lottery numbers, for our soul mates phone number.
As we embrace more of 2012 the lines of communication began to lessen and grow fragmented. We continued to go outside of ourselves to something ‘greater than’ us, something bigger, better, all knowing. The letters, emails, phone calls, from these ‘greater than’ energies continued to dwindle. We lied to ourselves and convinced ourselves that our third eye was clogged, our heart was closed, and our crown chakra was not in working order.
We knew it was us that were broken, it had to be us that could not hear Gods words. We tried elixirs, oils, crystals, meditation, readings, past life regression, and every other new age tool that was available. Still we could not hear the word of the Lord. We spent $1000’s, and 100’s of hours trying on every gimmick there was, trying to fix what we thought was broken.
We looked at others green-eyed, as they seemed profound and all knowing. We took this herb and this vitamin, wore this color on this day and still be could not achieve peak performance. Then one day we just stopped. We stopped praying because no one seemed to answer. We stopped meditating because the visions had not come in months. We stopped trying to manipulate our lives. We stopped trying to manifest our hearts desires, because our heart was so sad. When we stopped trying so hard our lives began to change, little by little, day by day.
We began to feel more comfortable in our own skin. We began to like ourselves again. God did not seem so far away. Life was not as difficult, what had changed? We had finally come full circle and embraced ourselves, the good, the bad, and the un-seeable. We had finally embraced the past, the present, and whatever may come. We had finally learned how to love internally and completely, just as we were that minute. But still we felt something was different.
A veil had been lifted; we had been set free, but from what? It was our expectations of what was supposed to be that had been tripping us up all the time. We saw the whole picture. Ask to see a Grander Vision.
The SACRED MIRROR
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
We are ancient galactic of birth, We are Sirian of Origin. We are beyond your measure of time and space. We are beyond your understanding of what is genetic. We are what the light yearns to become in awareness. We are genetically encoded within the body of all earth. We live deep within the ancient flesh of human beings. We come forth at this time as the alignment of the heavens and stars usher you into a Trans-portal of self. there comes a solar dimensional instability. All of the holographic nature of earth fluctuates and fades in and out of perception and sight.
Earth stands at a sacred mirror portal. The key that unlocks the portal is your own true reflection. The framework key to unlock the portal is the reflection of Love in all her many splendored flavors: self-love, earth love, heart love; In your mind’s eye, see this mirrored portal. As you look deep into your own reflection, what do you see what do you fell? Is their beauty that stands in front of you? Is their joy? Is their distaste? Is their love?
Between now and August 8th, do all that you can to place yourself in a garment of self love, for it is the canoe that will take you to the island that you so seek refuge upon. It is a solitary paddling that you embark upon in a misty horizon that you walk into, in a land where your perceptions are distorted. As with Alice and the Looking Glass you fall down the rabbit hole of this portal. You look in the back of the mirror that holds your reflection. Who do you see? Is it a you that once was? Or is it the you that you yearn to become?
The next placement of momentum takes the form of a labyrinth, a point of going around and around in a Fibonacci spiral to find the nautilus of you. At that point of inner centeredness you will drop and rise simultaneously creating a dimensional flux, a bend in your future, a bend in your planet, and a bend in the light. At that point of bending, you will then be offered an opportunity that comes only when you have initialized the codes of self-love. Then and only then will you be allowed entrance into the center of your universe.
Within you is a time safe trigger that is waiting for number conjunctions to activate, and to awaken dormant truths. The doorway is you, The time has always been now. The entrance code is the energetic signature of your love for yourself. It is not a handprint. It is not an eye scan. a heart print I what allows you entrance.
Your planet is known as the seeker. For as one is born into the flesh, one begins to seek; you seek yourself, you seeks your heart, you seek your mission, you seek your partner in life and love. And when one is fulfilled and has accomplished all of that, then one continues to seek – for nothing of earth can fill you, nor has it ever. So, always you are seekers. Never resting enough to taste the nectar of what you have manifested, of what you have created, or what has come to you – forward moving is your species and your light. For never will the light be fulfilled until it sups upon itself. All the external doorways and the dimensions that you seek outside of yourself through crystals, through books etc; but give you a taste, a spoonful of the very thing that you truly need.
The Hall of Records that is hidden within the belly of the Sphinx, within the belly of the Inverted Pyramid, is also hidden within your own belly. It lies hidden from the (solar plexus) belly button down. For you all have cleared the debris from your heart, from your speaking, from your 3rd eye, from your crown – but you do not touch the tainted place, the dirty place from the solar plexus down – the basement of emotional debris, sexual debris, anger, and fear. It is within that subterranean chamber that you will decide how much love you can exhume and resuscitate – the parts of you that do not want to be seen, do not want to be loved, do not want to be known, do not want to be touched. That is the part of you that you will enter into it with compassion as if visiting a home for the elderly or visiting an asylum of mental instabilities.
Look at each part of you that is tainted and tattered and shattered and shredded and angry and dirty. Love it as if you would the people on the street that just needed a chance to be beautiful again, needed a chance to be healthy again, and needed a chance to be balanced again. For everything above the waist is lily white, is it not? You have forgotten to do the laundry for eons in the lower chakras. You scooted it to the back of your plate and now it is cold and stale and moldy, and you are about to ingest it to gain entrance to the Heart of the Light.
Then when you stand in that mirror reflection, you will know who you will be activated with codes to open the doorway to the next level of your light, a place where light bends just for you. A place where light intersects just for you. The Mirror comes as a memory point.
(This July 25, is the "The Day out of Time" this is the 365th none day of the year. It is a day for sacred pause and celebration before the start of the Mayan New Year July 26th. This year's Day Out of Time is extra powerful and coded with White Rhythmic Mirror, the second clear sign on the tomb lid of Pacal Votan, White Mirror represents the Hall of Mirrors, where you can face your own reflection and see the truth about yourself. As a mirror, White Mirror merely reflects what is, In the Hall of Mirrors there is no good or bad, no right or wrong - only reflection. To the Maya, White Mirror is the knife that cuts you free from that which binds you. The greatest gift of the sword is the power of forgiveness. A deep freedom emerges from forgiveness. The sword of White Mirror symbolizes truth, light, and the positive use of power)
The portals separate those who will and those who will not. They separate those who choose to move forward and those who choose to stay in comfortability. This choosing is not something decreed by a finger of God that is pointed at each individual. It is something decreed by each individual. Stop waiting on your lives. They are here. It is now. We are the Council Sirian of Light and Sirian of Origin. Our blood, our fiber, our genetic encoding runs within you each and every one of you. the Star Sirius will broadcast to you a genetic remembrance. creating an activation of a Sirian template. A remembering, like a mother board that speaks from the heart. We leave.
88, 888 or 88:88
AS ABOVE SO BELOW AND WITHIN.
This configuration gives to you the infinity portal escorting you past all pervious limitations. It is a number of going beyond what you know to be your normal boundaries. It asks you to fly to the moon and stop by the Milky Way on your way back. It is pure spiritual atomic energy, a pure power source. It is success, prosperity and big business with the added flavor of universal blessings. It is finally remembering about your divine inheritance promised to you by your Holy Creator. It is turning you nose up at earthly limitation and walking forward and upward into a place of opulence and bounty.
August 8, 2012 is composed of the marriage of matter and antimatter. It was a place were the polarities meet and heaven and earth sipped from each other's glass. It was a celebration beyond time that escorted us home through the Sphinx Lions Gate to the Stars. This was an unprecedented event that Took place last year. The very ends of our DNA opened as their telemere endings were unwrapped to expose a NU possibility. What comes to be has not unwrapped fully in time. August 8 ( 8:8) has always been experienced as the Lions Gate doorway opening up a time portal to ancient Egyptian encodings that are precariously balanced between the sphinx and the great pyramid of Giza. This center point of decision commands undivided attention and energy.
On August 8, we are given an opportunity to walk through a Doorway of Accelerated Awakening. That acceleration will occur within the cellular records of our innate trinity (body. Mind. Spirit). These time coded records are held within a crystalline code in the form of a tetrahedron (3 sided pyramid) which exists within the codex and codon of each strand of DNA, within each cell of the body, as well as each cell in the Universe.
In ancient times Records of Remembrance were hidden deep within the earth physically within sacred sites. The Mother Matrix of these encodings lives within the great Pyramid of Egypt and the Sphinx. When the ancient skies were aligned in a stellar configuration that opened a doorway the sacred sites with these encodings would then be used to download to earth and humans new levels of truth and wisdom. In this day and time we cannot all get up and zip across the ocean in moment's notice to align with the incoming energies, nor do we need to. We all carry within us every iota of every universal sacred site ever issued to existence. It is just a matter of tuning into these cellular records of truth to receive these energies.
The only way earth can move forward is through the heart (earth). Every toy, tool, meditation and OM is a fruitless tree unless one moves into direct contact with the heart. Since the Universe knows we are a hardheaded stubborn bunch it has aligned some stars to shoot that cosmic cupid arrow our way. Not like a valentine's type of love but a doorway of love so vast one is automatically included within, without one actually knowing. Set your intention as you set you watch on August 8. Allow the floods of the ancient Nile to fertilize your soul with nutrients that are needed for your growth. See behind the curtains to the new (NU) you that exists beyond all space and time and body.
BREATHE IN THE SOLAR WINDS
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
The sacredness that you yearn to be, comes forth in the Solar Winds as you breathe in the possibilities of your evolution. The winds of change come an issuance, a declaration of knowledge that has been hidden and now sets itself free to been seen in the light of a new day. Exposing itself, overlapping the borders of non-disclosure, entering you via the air you breathe, and the sky you live under.
You each hold and house records of what has been, records of what will come, records that exist akashically and inter-dimensionally. You hold within you ancient truths that float to the surface of your humanness confusing the five senses. Use these escaped truths as a platform, a base, and a Voice. Decree precisely your heart thoughts, that which you seek, Bypassing the chaos of manifestation.
All thoughts in your hearts, and everyday world are asking for solutions. You house and host the truths, the wisdoms, and the solutions to all problems within your sphere of existence. Everything that is issued to you in thought, in action, or in decree can be solved by you in thought, in action, in decree! When you ponder injustices, you awaken a cellular vibration and knowledge of every experience throughout time that particular injustice existed. At that point of awakening you can strengthen or dilute the injustices by each thought. Your woes, your wants, and your non-solutions can command the elements into disaster or peace.
You inherently hold all questions and all answers simultaneously. When you have a completed thought that involves a person’s decisions, a place, or disease, or injustice – your light essence is asking you to add your thoughts of completion to it in order to move it forward into a place of positive outcomes. Do not hold on to the negativity / injustice or ask why the problem situation was created to begin with.
Each time your thoughts go forth into a place of "why something is or is not” then you to become a team player with the problem not the solution. Your destiny is to be part of the fluid solution. When the energy comes to you, it is asking for your help. You have the deciding energetic vote. You have the deciding quantum particle that will shift the situation from problem to solution. Do you see how much power is involved in this knowledge?
With each thought throughout your day, you are influencing the outcome of humanity, of this solar system that you exist in, and this universe that you play in. You think that you do not make a difference but you do. Every thought you have is a deciding vote. Every desire you have to make right, to do good, is a deciding vote in favor of illumination ascension, and peace. Vote from heart. Make a difference from heart. Decree from heart. Hold the focus on what you want to see. You are the deciding celestial vote in everything that you wonder about.
I DO BELIEVE
I do believe, I do believe,
I do, I do, I do believe
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
When you do not see a solution to what befalls your heart, let the Universe intervene. Do what you can and trust God, and the Universe to do what you cannot. You are asked to hold your peace in the mist of the battle, to anchor with the divine certainty that you will arise unscathed.
It’s time to put on the ruby slippers of belief. Click them all through time and allow them to escort you into doorways of beliefs that are far greater than any beliefs you have held in the past. You cannot worry and believe at the same time - they cannot hold the same space, the same time, the same frequency. The energy of flying through the air with the greatest of ease represents what we are being asked to do. We are asked to LET GO of what we have been holding onto so tightly and allow ourselves to freefall from one bar of light to another. The belief factor has to be 100%. Nothing less is acceptable.
Believing so deeply and so strongly is not for the weak of heart, weak of light, or weak of purpose. Stand strong in what lives in your heart. In the mist of all Hell breaking loose become a living blessing. Use your light and your heart to bless another. Bless all that cross your path, become healing and holy, in your life, in your appearance and in your intention.
Look for ways to be a blessing. You can never out give God, but try anyway! Whatever you give, in blessing, in belief, in peace to another, will be given back to you in denominations of accrued blessings that outweigh any expectations. Let the desire of your heart lead you into a place that will help you bypass all that comes to circumvent and circumcise your soul.
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