Recently I felt myselfe totally and widely opened to Divine Energies, allowing them to descend into me, to change me, to heal me.They came downards, spraling, enriching, changing.  Simultaneously I perceive information encoded in these energies. It might be helpful to anyone of us. Enjoy!
... Everybody knows the origins, essence and significance of your soul. It is encoded in subconsciousness of every human being. You can touch this information, without knowing exactly the details. It will bring us sense of happiness, fulfillment, it will assure us that everything is absolutely right, and nothing is to be judged.
You can't remember it very clearly, because in 3D world information with such high vibration hardly reaches. It can reach us in solitude and meditation, but still in your worldly lives you can feel it.
You can vaguely remember, how you were created in God's field with glorious purpose, how you descended into Earth, aquired your first traumas, how you decided to heal them...
You even remember, how you merged with your Shadow, and performed "negative" actions. You did it in order to transform the Shadow, because you are indeed powerful.
You remember, that everything in your life came in purpose and in right time. You just have to listen and feel. It can be easily done at nights.

You also think often about merging with your TwinFlame. Your TwinFlame is your Higher Self, and merging with Twin means acquiring his or her treats in our character.Until you haven't done this, you won't feel fulfillment in your life and relationships.
There are few male-female polarities. We already talked about that in previous channelings lightworkers.org/channeling/79871/more-male-female-polarities.
If your partner resembles one of these polarities, and your relationships aren't fulfilling, it means that you have opposite qualities, and have to integrate this polarity in you. Drug and alcohol abuse usually designates one of spiritual polarity ( male or female), misunderstood and unbalanced. Of course, any human being can embrace two polarities, and also he or she can switch from one quality to other.